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[HPHL] Jackson Knightly Moodboard
We can do what we're told, We can go where we're lead, But I learned from my father to see what's ahead! Nothing here to hold me, no one that I owe... Funny how a boy can grow! Funny how a city tells you when it's time to go!
~āMy Petersburg,ā from Anastasia the musical
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HOGWARTS LEGACY PROFILE (template inspired by @hogwartsmysterystoryā)
Name: Jackson Lucas Knightly
Nicknames: Jack, Jackie, Jax, Jacko, Knightly
Blood Status: Half-Blood
House: Slytherin
Magical abilities: Wandless/wordless magic; (5th year on) Animagus (European adder with a white line on the left side of its lower jaw)
Wand: Ebony and Dragon Heartstring, 12 inches, temperamental
Personality: Witty, animated, sociable, curious, intelligent, resourceful, resilient, impractical, ambitious, rebellious, capricious, mercurial, flirtatious, overthinker, easily distracted, procrastinator
Myers Briggs Type: ENFP
Sexuality/Gender Identity: Gay / Cisgender Male
Birthday: May 29 (Gemini)
Appearance: Short wavy dark brown hair; bright "ocean blueā eyes with flecks of green, long-fingered hands; a rather youthful, boyish face; a small white scar on the left corner of his lower lip; a charming smile āso handsome it could belong to Lucifer himself, either before or after the fallā
History:
Jackson is the only child of disgraced witch Cassandra Knightly and her husband, a Muggle named John Eglinton. Cassandra was initially disowned by her family due to her becoming pregnant out of wedlock -- even her marrying John to try to protect her honor didnāt mend fences with her family, as the Knightlys never approved of Eglinton.
It seems they were right not to trust Eglinton, for when Cassandra felt the need to tell John that she and their son Jackson had magic (after Jackson at age nine had somehow managed to levitate himself completely off the ground after nearly falling out of a tree), Eglinton decided to try to capitalize on it. Knowing his wife wouldnāt approve and would probably try to stop him with her own magic, Eglinton kidnapped Jackson and fled the country so that he would be the sole person with control over Jacksonās life and activities.
Eglinton took Jackson to New York, where he used his son as a pawn in his scams as a supposed āspirit medium.ā Eglinton got a lot of acclaim and money for his supposed āsupernatural abilities,ā which in truth were Jackson making things levitate or conjuring up things like flowers or fog with wandless and wordless magic.
Jackson was stuck marching to the rhythm of his fatherās drum for several years before befriending a young Pureblood witch named Adelia Selwyn @that-ravenpuff-witchā, whose family lived in New York City. Adelia tipped her family off to young wizard Jackson being in the sole custody of his Muggle conman father, and the Selwyns (not being very keen on Muggles) tipped off the MACUSA. The MACUSA took Jackson into their custody and erased all memory of his magic from Eglintonās memory, leaving him to try and fail to recreate the tricks heād had his son do with magic and subsequently lose all credibility and fade into obscurity and poverty. Despite how amiable Jackson generally is, he feels no pity whatsoever for his fatherās fate and if pressed would have to admit he doesnāt even care if Eglinton is still alive or not.
Jackson was subsequently returned to his mother Cassandra in England and the following year was allowed to finally start attending Hogwarts. He was delighted to find his friend from New York, Adelia, in his year and house, and the two soon became very close confidants.
When he arrived at school, his talent for wandless and wordless magic without training and marked affinity for ancient magics in particular got Jackson a lot of attention. Jackson doesnāt dislike the attention, but heās of the opinion that thereās so much more he can learn and do, so no one should think heās going to be satisfied just being where heās at. Now that he has access to all of this knowledge and magic, he wants to take the Wizarding World by storm!
Other Facts:
Jackson fashion-wise would be considered a ādandyā in the vein of Oscar Wilde. Expect a lot of tailored jackets, embroidered vests, thin-legged trousers, and perfectly tied ascots.
Jacksonās best subjects tend to be āflashyā subjects like Defense Against the Dark Arts, Care of Magical Creatures, and Transfiguration, though because of his talent for ancient magics, he is actually rather capable at History of Magic as well. His worse subjects tend to be āquieterā subjects like Potions and Herbology.
Although Jacksonās a charmer, heās actually very hard to woo as a lover given his tendency to overthink peopleās intentions and growing up with a hyper-masculine and therefore rather homophobic father. Jacksonās very friendly and a total flirt, but heās actually a lot more sensitive than his witty, rebellious, affable air would first suggest.
One of Jacksonās dreams is to one day own and tame a dragon, specifically a Hebridian Black. In the meantime heās contented himself with adopting a black cat familiar, who he calls Lenore.
Jackson is very fond of poetry, especially the works of Edgar Allen Poe, Oscar Wilde, Lord Byron, and Robert Browning.
One of his loftiest ambitions is to become Minister for Magic, though heās also quite fancied the thought of becoming an actor, Dragonologist, or Cursebreaker. No matter what, he wants to do things his way and ruffle a few feathers along the way. Because hey, f*** the system, right?
Jackson has undiagnosed ADHD -- heās pretty much always moving and always thinking, and his brain never really turns off. It also makes it difficult for him to finish projects and causes him to procrastinate and forget important details and deadlines.
One of Jacksonās special talents is public speaking -- if you need someone to help you give a presentation or convince someone else of something, Jackson is your guy. He pretty quickly finds a comfortable position as a Quidditch commentator during Inter-House Quidditch matches.
Jackson is the sort of person to add monikers onto just about everyoneās names and/or give people affectionate ātitles,ā i.e. āmy dear [name here]ā or āmy [adjective here] friend.ā He also frequently sticks to āMr./Miss/Ms./Professor/whatever [surname]ā until he considers you a friend, at which point he will definitely give you a nickname or two. (His best friend Adelia Selwynās are āAddyā and āLia.ā For male friends, heāll sometimes just call them by their surnames, though he just as frequently will call them other nicknames too.)
Face Claim: James McAvoy (specifically in the film Becoming Jane)
#probably going to have to edit this as more game details come out buuuut#there we go!#if you want to make friends just reach out!#hphl#hogwarts legacy#jackson knightly#adelia selwyn#other people's mcs#aesthetic#moodboard
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Impressions
I know Iām way behind on progression through Replicant (insofar as anybody can be āway behindā in the sense of playing a video game for personal entertainment), buuuut I figured Iād share a few thoughts.
Presently Iām doing sidequest mop-up post-Barren Temple, for reference:
So just to get this overall out of the way, I am legitimately fascinated by the differences between NIER and Replicant. This is something I picked up on when I played RepliCant to grab footage for my LP, but given my extremely limited understanding of Japanese all I could get was the tone between characters and to my unpracticed ear they sounded pretty different. I always assumed that Weiss was somehow even more condescending to Brother and hah hah, wow. Even kind of expecting the dialogue and delivery differences I was not prepared for some of the dialogue and delivery differences. Weiss just straight-up insulting BroNier on the regular, not even doing sarcastic eye-rolls like he does with Papa. I donāt remember the exact line that set me off but somewhere in the Barren Temple I was just laughing my ass off at how much of a dick Weiss is.
Thought the āmiraclesā conversation in the Junk Heap was interesting, too. I remember Papa Nier telling Weiss to stuff it because āthose kids need a miracleā and Weiss kind of backs down-- obviously doesnāt believe it, but he knows better than to push. And Brother tries but Weiss is just not having this optimism bullshit. Little things, but the tenor of the relationship is definitely different.
One of the more interesting aspects early on is the way the Lunar Tear is treated. Obviously I donāt know if this was part of the original game or a script adjustment, but Brother talking about the Tear as a source of money as opposed to Father saying it can grant wishes was interesting. Maybe it was to justify that Kaine just has a whole necklace of the damn things and therefore itās rare but not literally magic, but it always sounded like it was just meant to be taken as a myth to me anyway. Then again, itās established in the Grimoire that Brother has a fixation specifically on making money so he can support himself and Yonah (versus Papa Nier, who has obviously already established himself as an adult rather than a kid still figuring things out and hoping that enough money will solve all their problems).
Where the dialogue doesnāt diverge is interesting, too. Mostly Iām talking about the scene after defeating Hook. I always found Papa Nier exclaiming āYouāre going to live, Kaine!ā and āYes, weāre friends now!ā to be obvious holdovers from a younger protagonist just goddamn hilarious when Papa Nier is saying them. Theyāre still really funny with Brother Nier but just remembering Papa Nier doing the exact same delivery in his deep, manly voice just re-elevated the whole scene into comedy gold.
All of that is really why I was interested in getting the game so already my money is well spent. But thereās some other stuff:
They butchered the OST! ...or so people keep telling me on Youtube. I admit I do think the re-orchestrations is largely inferior to the original (although there are some that are at least as good in a different way, and whatever they did to The Lost Forest -- which was one of my least favorite tracks in the original -- I really enjoy) but I wouldnāt call it a butchering and I highly suspect that if I didnāt have the eleven years of the original OST and its association within the game itself I wouldnāt bat an eye, it still all sounds great.
Also, a weird observation, but I found that the soundtrack sounds much better coming out of the TV speakers than through headphones. Iām not sure if somehow it was optimized for play through external speakers, or maybe just not hearing the added orchestration right up against my eardrums, but when I went to the Lost Shrine with headphones on I was admittedly disappointed, but going to it again and listening through the TV it worked significantly better.
(Iām not sure if this is necessarily a factor, but the booklet in the White Snow edition mentions that the new soundtrack was all studio mixed rather than having the individual tracks layered. While I donāt think that would have an impact on music quality it almost definitely makes a difference in the way itās produced.)
I miss chest-thrusting to double jump Movement overall feels much more refined and polished. Itās not as slick as Automata, but it definitely feels like a natural evolution of the original game, and as an apologist for NIERās combat I can appreciate that. A little more responsive, I appreciate being able to move while casting magic, and it still has a bit of a crunch behind weapon impact (although I wish it felt a bit heavier).
But goodness I miss the stupid animation for double-jumping. I mean sure, an aerial somersault is a classic indication of a double jump, but I just loved that Nier would chest-thrust so hard he would break the laws of physics and ascend higher.
It also feels a bit like the aerial dodge was nerfed for movement purposes? I really donāt feel as much horizontal thrust to get a running start after diving off the Library balcony.
Fully voiced? Fully voiced?! I knew this was happening but I totally forgot until the NPC villagers started talking to me! Some of the incidental deliveries are a bit awkward, but as somebody whose glasses prescription is a decade out of date I appreciate this immensely.
The item guy in Seafront just being from the goddamn Bronx is a thing of beauty.
BroNier does fit into the Village better. One of the little details I love in the game is that each bit of civilization has its own style. The maps arenāt large enough to really convey how long travel takes, but the different styles between the Village and Seafront just kind of helped to āplaceā the characters in a really neat, subtle way (Emilās sash identifies him as ābelonging toā Seafront, which is actually pertinent when you get that sidequest where you find the letter from his science-mom in town! I assume she always wore a kicky sash when she went to work in the underground child torture bunker.)
Facade obviously also has their own style, but itās... hard not to appreciate.
Papa Nierās dress doesnāt really āplaceā him anywhere, which doesnāt feel weird for the main character, and I feel like itās implied that he isnāt really from the Village in a meaningful way anyway and kind of drifted in at some point after Yonah had been born. But younger Brother Nier is actually wearing the local fashion and itās a neat little detail that I didnāt appreciate back when I played PS3 RepliCant. (Probably because I didnāt bother talking to any NPCs what with not being able to read the dialogue, so I never really had him standing next to anybody for long enough to process.) Older Brother Nier takes on a very different outfit that winds up displacing him from the rest of the Village (and any other towns), which is a pretty nice visual metaphor, too.
I have a confession to make. I still enjoy fishing in this game.
Yeah I said it. Iāll say it again too-- I like the fishing minigame. I happily blitzed through the Fishermanās available Gambits, and then just caught five sharks while I was hanging out, and then also caught the sandfish ahead of time, and also wound up with a half-ton giant catfish (??!?) trying to remember where the black bass are located.
Cart me away.
Related but I laughed far too hard when the fisherman says āthe WESTERN beachā. I wonder why they changed that line. I just canāt imagine.
And those seals. Always a delight to go to early Seafront and just plant yourself between a couple of seals. Watch the ocean. Listen to the music and the waves. Watch the seals lazily roll around and make cute seal barks.
The most depressing thing about the timeskip is losing those seals.
My garden--! The gardening timeskip exploit was fixed due to a difference in PS4 architecture. :/ I know thereās still an exploit involving time zones but I didnāt go in knowing that and I was horrified when I adjusted the system clock only to find my crops werenāt growing. Is Legendary Gardener still a trophy? Fffffuuuuu
My BARREN TEMPLE. The Barren Temple is, to me, a legitimately funny dungeon, between Sechs getting himself abducted, Kaine getting herself abducted and Nier and Weiss just sighing in resignation, and the whole concept of the rules-based challenges. And the adjustment they made to the Princeās dialogue before you meet him is so good-- the original felt a little disjointed and felt like it ended with the Prince being confused. It was still funny, but here Weiss just gives zero fucks about insulting the Prince (and presumably knows thatās exactly who heās talking to) and itās just great.
And I say all of that because I just died laughing when I got to the infamous Racing Wolf room and saw they outlawed evasion.
Evasion works differently in this game anyway so you wouldnāt have really been able to do the same trick before (dodge roll; in the original release you would dodge roll forward by tapping the button, but a default evasion has you backstep. Of course you could arrange BroNier to face away from the trap and then evade, but it would be significantly dicier, and I feel like the pattern on the shots was awkward enough that you wouldnāt have an opening in the second row (and probably wouldāve have dodged your ass right into the bullets anyway). But just that they acknowledged the trick and then flipped you off with it was amazing. Aggravating? My amusement far outweighed my frustration since the Defend trick was still solid.
It also felt like more rooms outlawed jumping? That I canāt corroborate (I was really focusing on whether they did something to Racing Wolf, which is of course the most traumatic of the rooms) but I feel like it wasnāt as easy to cheese some of those rooms as it had been previously.
Dark Blast is amazing. Cheesed the shit out of the actual āEvasive Mouseā room, though. I remember having some difficulties when the miniboss shows up since you canāt dodge out of the way of his lava pillar attack, but I just circle-strafed with Dark Blast and he died comically quickly.
This is actually more relevant to the magic as a whole, but in the time since I first played NIER (so... probably the time I fifth played NIER) I learned more about the little intracacies of the magic system. Like, really little intricacies, like how you can use magic with just a button tap and it actually has different effects... like Dark Blast dealing significantly more damage. Itās not as easy as just holding down the button and getting the multi-shot off the charge, but for a single enemy like that just rapid-fire tapping the button chews through the lifebar.
This tap strategy is really appreciated for Dark Hand (forward thrust punch) and Dark Lance (which is even better thanks to the gameās lock-assist-- a much appreciated quality-of-life adjustment), and I look forward to getting Dark Execution because of its fast activation feature (spreading the lances in a forward cone in front of you, extremely useful for crowd control when you canāt afford to wait for Execution to charge up).
Fragile Delivery still sucks. I donāt know why I had such a terrible time with the first Fragile Delivery but I broke that... Ming vase or whatever youāre delivering half a dozen times. Send that guy a steel rug instead, Guard #3, he is not worth whatever piece of art you had me destroy six times.
And the game still holds up. This is probably a āneedless to sayā thing but yeah, this is still a great game. I always have a little bit of apprehension going back to something I loved just in case thereās a rose-colored effect going on. Not that I really expected that to happen with this game (Iāve played NIER recently enough that I didnāt think nostalgia would blind me) but, you know, always a possibility.
(That and that the remaster would be... perhaps of dubious quality. It happens.)
Nope! Still engaging. Still charming. Iām always impressed to go back to this game with all the knowledge of its inevitable misery and remember that itās also just plain funny. NIER is one of those games thatās just like I remember it but better every time I go back to it.
Iām so glad that Automata did well enough to spur greater interest in this game. It really didnāt get the chance it deserved back in 2010 and now itās topping some of the sales charts. Thatās fantastic.
Just... fantastic.
#NIER#NieR Replicant#Musings#Now I just need Threads of Fate remastered and my life is complete#SE don't do that I know you'll ruin it
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Danganronpa V3 Commentary: Bonus 4.2 - UTDP (Still Mostly Kaito Edition)
This is postgame content, so people shouldnāt be reading this without having already finished the main game anyway. But just to be safe: while this is non-canon character stuff, I will sometimes be mentioning events that happened in the main story, so there will be spoilers for the main game.
Last time in the first half of my Kaito-centric Ultimate Talent Development Plan coverage, it was all about Kaito helping people! Kaito encouraged Shuichi to use his detective skills to help out his schoolmates, and Shuichi passed some of Kaitoās advice about relying on people onto Kyoko. After some incredibly stubborn persistence to even get her to open up in the first place, Kaito nudged Maki into letting Kaede play piano at her orphanage, and Maki also bonded a little with Chihiro over keeping secrets and projecting their issues onto a dead bird. Then, after a brief sports festival interlude, Kaito helped Mondo be more positive about his future, and I lengthily compared Mondo and Chihiroās relationship to Kaito and Shuichiās one in canon, because both had similar issues and dynamics going on.
Thereās still a bunch more Kaito-related stuff to cover in this mode, so letās start off this second half on a high note, shall we?
Ryoma (featuring Kaitoās issues)
Another of Kaitoās friendly events is with Ryoma, so you can bet Iām interested in it. Remember, Kaitoās fondness for tennis meant he looked up to Ryoma as a hero, and as a result, all of Kaitoās unreasonably high standards for heroes that usually only apply to himself also apply to Ryoma. Ryoma therefore provides a delightful look into Kaitoās hero issues that canāt really be found anywhere else in this AU, since Kaito hasnāt been dying, and nor has Shuichi been saving everyoneās lives in class trials without seeming to need Kaitoās help.
This scene also features Usami ā yes, sheās also here in this mode, as is Monomi, though never at the same time. I donāt even know, just go with it.
Usami: Ā āI just came to talk to Ryoma! Iām everyoneās teacherā¦ so if you ever wanna talk to me about something, please feel free!ā
Ryoma: Ā āThanks, but thereās nothing to talk about. Donāt bother with me. Go back to your students. It feelsā¦ wrong for such a cheery mascot like you to be around someone like me.ā
Kaito: Ā āReally? I think talking about stuff will help. Come on, just talk to her.ā
Of course Ryoma talking about things will help! And itāsā¦ actually rather surprising to see Kaito doing something that amounts to trying to help Ryoma get stronger, by encouraging him to do this. Kaito is usually so hung up on Ryoma being weak in the first place that he canāt even get as far as suggesting some kind of help for him. So I can only assume that the reason he manages to do so in this instance is because Usami was the one to suggest it first, which made Kaito actually briefly see Ryoma as someone in need of support for once, because she was treating him that way, and agree with her.
Ryoma: Ā āHmphā¦ is being nosy your talent or something?ā
In my Kaito-isnāt-into-tennis AU, I wrote Ryomaās POV describing Kaito as ānosyā for reasons I couldnāt quite place, but it seems I was subconsciously remembering that he does so here, even though I didnāt recall the details of this scene back then. Kind of like how Maki considers anyone worrying about her to be āgrossā, ānosyā may well be Ryomaās way to refer to people who are going out of their way to help him, as a way to try and brush off their help because he doesnāt consider himself worth it.
(In that sense, yes, being nosy practically is Kaitoās talent. Or at least it is with everyone except Ryoma.)
Kaito: Ā āWhat did you say?ā
Usami: Ā āHey! Fightingās a no-no!ā
Kaito: Ā āWeāre not gonna fight. Thereās no use butting heads with him anyway. Because this guyās a total sad sack now. He used to be an amazing athlete before.ā
Being called nosy probably wouldnāt normally rile Kaito up, not when he considers it a good thing to be invested in other peopleās wellbeing. But apparently something about it coming from Ryoma in particular gets to him and causes him to snap right back to his Ryoma-specific mindset of āheās not worth helping because heās supposed to be a hero but heās weakā. Specifically, I think it might be because the ānosyā comment was essentially Ryoma brushing off Kaitoās attempt to offer help. That refusal to even try and get stronger is another kind of weakness ā and a more meaningful kind, one that it makes more sense to be upset at someone about, because itās a choice.
Not that thatās a thing that usually stops Kaito from trying to help someone, of course! He openly called Maki a coward for running away from her issues at first, but that didnāt change the fact that he knew she had the potential to be brave enough to face them, if he just pestered her stubbornly enough to convince her. It usually takes a lot for Kaito to conclude that someone really is beyond help and isnāt ever going to decide to change, as we saw with Kokichi in canon. But not when itās Ryoma, apparently. Even though Usami got Kaito to temporarily see past Ryomaās initial weakness and try to help, refusing that help even once and not wanting to change is even more weak of Ryoma, and is therefore again disgraceful for a hero and sent Kaitoās opinion of him right back to square one.
Which seems quite relevant to how Kaito was in canon, considering how much he refused any help with his own weaknesses. Particularly in trial 4, where it was very apparent that he was struggling to face the truth and should have reached out for support, and he was only making himself look even more obviously weak by not doing that.
This moment here with Ryoma, thanks to Usami letting Kaito get as far as offering help at all, is essentially illustrating to Kaito that if a hero does do the unacceptable and be weak in the first place, then refusing help for it when people can already see that he needs it only looks even weaker and even less heroic of him, and he should at least cut his losses and accept help. I would say that if only a moment like this with Ryoma had happened in canon then it might have served as a lesson of How Not To Be A Worse Hero (When Youāre Already A Bad One) and taught Kaito to actually accept the support he needed. Buuuut I still very much doubt that, because Kaito here definitely seems to have fallen too far back into his general frustration of āheroes shouldnāt be weak at all!!!ā to be using this as any kind of example.
Ryoma: Ā āYou knew about me?ā
Kaito: Ā āA little, yeahā¦ā
Ryoma: Ā āSo you get it now. The Ultimate Tennis Proā¦ Iām not that guy anymore. Thatās in the past.ā
Kaito: Ā āYeah, I guess notā¦ The Ryoma I knew was invincible and would go up against any opponent.ā
Oh, Kaito, why am I so right about you. Throughout all of the lengthy rambles Iāve written about Kaitoās unhealthily unrealistic standards for heroes, including the fact that he also applies these standards to Ryoma, I had basically forgotten about this scene and didnāt use it to help me figure any of that stuff out. And yet here Kaito is, describing the Ryoma that he looked up to as invincible. Of course he saw him that way. Kaitoās writers have always known exactly what theyāre doing and I love it.
Usami: Ā āK-Kaitoā¦ Is everything okay!? Please calm down!ā
Kaito: Ā āMy badā¦ Iām gonna go cool off.ā
[Kaito leaves the room]
I like how Usami managed to notice, even though it wasnāt showing that much in his face based on his sprites, that Kaito was beginning to get really worked up about this. And credit to Kaito for actually acknowledging this when itās pointed out, apologising for it (a more worthwhile apology than like 90% of the ones he ever gives) and leaving to calm down. Kaito can often react to things that upset him with a cycle of getting more and more riled up until he snaps in some way. At least in this case, he realised that he doesnāt want to end up lashing out as that doesnāt help anyone, and that the best thing for him to do is to just step away from the situation before he reaches that point. This is Kaito actually showing decent self-care! Thatās rare.
ā¦Itās probably only because Usami pointed it out to him. I said itās ridiculous that sheās even here in this AU, butā¦ Usami actually subtly did a lot for Kaito in this scene. Maybe he ought to talk to her. (You know, because Kaito is so good at talking to people about his issues.)
Usami: Ā āThe air feels so tenseā¦ Itās all my faultā¦ Ā I shouldnāt have said anything at allā¦ā
No, Usami, you did a good. If you hadnāt been here and itād just been Kaito and Ryoma, Kaito wouldnāt have even vaguely acknowledged the possibility of helping Ryoma and might have actually lashed out at him. This is a scene about Kaitoās issues with Ryoma, but it seems the writers included Usami in it for a reason.
The scene ends with Ryoma acknowledging that Usami cares about him, but also saying that heās still not planning on actually talking to her and accepting her support. Damn it, Ryoma, you arenāt helping yourself either. He needs someone a lot more stubborn than Usami to really get through to him, butā¦ yeah, thereās an issue with that, isnāt there.
Thereās also a final year seasonal event that somewhat follows up on this. Ryoma heads to the gym to help Himiko set up for her Christmas magic show and finds Kaito already there.
Kaito: Ā āOhā¦ā
This is Kaitoās evasive face. This particular kind of reaction rather reminds me of Kaitoās reactions to Shuichiās presence in early chapter 5. Which is only appropriate, since this is a similar situation of him awkwardly not really wanting to talk to someone who sets off his issues, but not wanting to admit why either.
Ryoma: Ā āDid Himiko get you to help her out, too?ā
Kaito: Ā āWell, something like that. You too?ā
Ryoma: Ā āYeah. I may not be as fit as I was back in my glory days, but it should be enoughā¦ā
Kaito: Ā āHow patheticā¦ An athlete at your level should say stuff like, āIāll take on any challenge!āā
Heroes like Ryoma are meant to be full throttle, larger than life, all the time, with no half measures. Thatās what Kaitoās like when heās setting an example for his sidekicks and anyone else heās trying to inspire; Ryomaās supposed be like that too!!
Itās not even acceptable that Ryoma is saying heās still strong enough to get the job done and is going to do his best. Simply admitting to any kind of weakness in the first place isnāt allowed and will definitely prevent anything else he says from ever being inspiring. (Wonāt it?)
Ryoma: Ā āHmphā¦ Donāt bring up such an old story now. Those days are long past.ā
Kaito: Ā āI donāt care about your past!ā
Kaito, you extremely care about his past. Not about the past of him being a murderer that led to all his self-loathing, because he doesnāt have to let that define him and can move on from it and do better in future. Thatās a lot like Makiās situation, and obviously Kaito doesnāt care about her past in that sense, so I can believe he also wouldnāt do so analogously with Ryoma. But here they were actually talking about Ryomaās past before the murders, when he used to be a superstar athlete. Kaito very obviously still cares about that past, because thatās why he canāt deal with Ryoma properly. If Kaito was capable of seeing Ryoma as nothing but the person he is today, then heād be able to help like can usually help anyone.
Kaito: Ā āThere are plenty of tennis players that look up to you. Theyāre trying to surpass your memory. One of them might become the next Ultimate Tennis Pro! So quit it with that mopey face youāve got on all the time! When you see a tennis fan, canāt you just smile at him and say, āTennis is pretty great, huh?āā
Kaito is kind of giving some reasonable advice here, but only on the level on which he looks up to Ryoma as his tennis hero. Heās managing to encourage Ryoma to be a little better at being that hero to people who look up to him, even if heās not necessarily ever going to pick up a racket again. Thatās something, but itās not remotely what Ryoma really needs; itās really more just what Kaito wanted from him.
Kaito: Ā āThatās allā¦ I just wanted to say that to you before we graduate.ā
Apparently this really has been bothering Kaito on and off for the past three years such that he would have regretted not getting to say it in the end. But still, āyou should be a better heroā is not remotely addressing the real problem here, Kaito. Three years and Kaito was still too hung up on Ryoma being a disappointment of a hero to actually be able to figure out how to help.
Ryoma: Ā āWere youā¦ just waiting for a chance to talk to me about tennis?ā
Ryoma, perceptive as he is, does seem to have picked up that this whole speech Kaito just gave him was really more for Kaitoās own benefit. He just did it because he wanted Ryoma to become someone willing to talk to him, or at least others like him, about tennis.
Ryoma: Ā āWell, even if I agreed toā¦ do you really think youāre qualified to talk to me about tennis? Wellā¦ youād probably say that something like that didnāt matter.ā
Kaito: Ā āHeh, so you do get it after all!ā
Kaito has a point here, though. Someone shouldnāt have to also be a superstar with ridiculous anime tennis superpowers to be able to have a conversation about tennis with Ryoma, and if Ryomaās trying to claim that just to avoid talking to people genuinely interested in tennis, then heās only making excuses. (And I like how Ryomaās perceptiveness lets him realise Kaito would say that to him before he even said it.)
Apparently Ryoma and Kaito do then end up chatting about tennis with each other as they set up the stage, which is at least some level of progress for both of them. Ryoma would probably have refused to talk about tennis if thisād been earlier on, but by now it seems heās mellowed out enough ā for reasons that have nothing to do with Kaito, of course ā to be up for it if pushed. On Kaitoās end, though, this is still only him interacting with Ryoma as a fan of his and a fellow tennis enthusiast. He hasnāt stopped being incapable of properly seeing and helping with Ryomaās real problems because of his own messed-up standards for heroes.
But even though Kaito still wasnāt able or even really willing to help him, we donāt have to worry about Ryoma in this universe. We can see this most clearly in one of Mahiruās third year winter scenes in which sheās giving him some photos that he asked her to take as keepsakes of his time hereā¦
Ryoma: Ā āI wonāt let it end so easily. During the three years we spent in this academyā¦ I found something I donāt want to let go of. Something I thought Iād never find againā¦ And your picturesā¦ have captured their smiles so clearly. These pictures will always remind me that the time I spent here was worth every second.ā
ā¦so, Ryomaās going to be okay. Heās found his new reason to live.
Year 2 seasonal events
Year 2ās seasonal event is the school festival in which a lot of the students are doing shows or exhibits displaying their talents. Kaito isnāt doing anything like that himself and only helped set up the stage, but then he can check out one of the shows afterwards.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Canāt miss Kaedeās recital
Kaitoās POV wording for this option is great. Itās not just that heās checking out Kaedeās show because eh why not ā he actively doesnāt want to miss it!
Kaede: Ā āHuhā¦? You came by yourself, Kaito?ā
Kaito: Ā āYeah, my bad. Shuichiās not here yet, but heās on his way.ā
Kaito, why are you apologising just because you didnāt bring Shuichi when she didnāt even ask you to? The fact that Kaito apparently on some level feels like this counts as doing something wrong suggests that he assumes Kaede doesnāt think much of him on his own and only ever cares about seeing him if he has Shuichi with him.
(Iād be surprised that he doesnāt know Kaede better than that, butā¦ maybe what other people think of him is another inherent blind spot in Kaitoās intuition. I never quite thought about it in that way before, but that really does make a lot of sense and is kind of heartbreaking to think about. Oh, Kaito, you idiot.)
Kaede: Ā āI-I didnāt mean it like that! Itās justā¦ Iām a little surprised you came to listen to classical music.ā
But of course Kaede didnāt mean her comment in the way Kaito assumed! Instead, however, it seems that she similarly assumes that Kaito doesnāt think much of her on her own and would only ever come to her recital if he was tagging along with Shuichi, rather than for his own enjoyment.
Kaito: Ā āHey, of course Iād come. Youāre the one playing, so thereās no way Iād miss it.ā
Obviously, though! Kaito respects and admires Kaede a lot, so of course heād want to see her doing the thing sheās best at and loves so much! Classical music may not be personally Kaitoās area of interest, but that doesnāt mean he canāt appreciate Kaedeās passion for it and get excited about it anyway!
Kaito: Ā āI know youāre gonna do great! As far as Iām concerned, youāre the best pianist out there!
Everyone is supposed to think Kaede is the best pianist out there; thatās literally the point of her being the Ultimate Pianist. So I love how Kaito doesnāt care about that, and instead he makes a point that her being so great at this is his opinion of her.
While itās less prominent in this AU, Hopeās Peak tends to do the rather unhealthy thing of putting peopleās talents first and acting like thatās the only thing about them that matters. If Kaede is the Ultimate Pianist, then that means that her being so great at the piano is just the baseline expectation for someone with that title and not really anything special at all. But Kaito doesnāt see her as an Ultimate whoās already destined to be good at her thing ā he sees her as a fully-rounded person first and foremost who just happens to have an amazing talent that deserves to be praised and admired rather than expected of her. And he does this despite spending all day every day surrounded by Ultimates and being one himself to the point that someone being talented at a particular thing should be difficult to see as anything special any more. Heās so good.
Kaito: Ā āBe confident and knock their socks off. Iāll be watching from the seats!ā
Kaede: Ā āHahaha, thanks. Thatās so Kaito of you.ā
I love Kaede using āKaitoā as an adjective, much like Iāve done many times throughout this commentary. His personality is so impactful and distinctive that sometimes thereās no better way to encapsulate it than that. And the fact that Kaede does this goes to show that she also appreciates Kaitoās outlook a lot, because she wouldnāt describe it in this way that expresses just how uniquely him it is if she didnāt.
Both Kaede and Kaito assume that the other doesnāt think much of them or see them as anything more than another close friend of Shuichiās, but theyāre so wrong! You should be better friends with each other as well, you two! You have so much in common other than just being Shuichiās friend!
Kaitoās other two options for the festival arenāt especially noteworthy. He can talk to Ibuki before her concert and see that sheās already plenty hyped up about it without his help, or he can check out a fashion show featuring the class 1 girls and have āJunkoā (really Mukuro) accuse him of being a perv when heās genuinely just interested in the show. (Why wouldnāt he be interested? Thereās nothing unnecessary in this world!)
However, Kaitoās appearances in other peopleās events for this school festival are all quite noteworthy in one way or another.
One of these festival events is with Byakuya. This is not someone youād expect Kaito to go out of his way to talk to, because heās empatically neither someone Kaito respects for being invested in helping others, nor someone who might benefit from Kaitoās support. But apparently there is one reason Kaito is interested in him, and therefore approaches him after a speech he was giving at the festivalā¦
Kaito: Ā āIāve got a question for you! The Togami Corporation funds all kinds of stuff, right? What about space exploration?ā
ā¦Which is, of course, SPACE.
Byakuya: Ā āThat is within our power. The Togami group, and myself, can move mountains. We are obligated to spread our grasp into space. A loser like you wouldnāt understand.ā
Byakuya, you asshole, you are talking to the Ultimate Astronaut; if you actually cared about a Togami space program then heād be an incredible asset to that. Evidently Byakuya does not actually care about space travel itself and is only interested in doing this as a way to make his name seem even more big and important.
Kaito: Ā āIām no loser! Iām Kaito Momota, Luminary of the Stars!ā
ā¦At one point in the main commentary I mentioned that Kaito never actually responds to being called useless (which āloserā is pretty analogous to) in this overblown way. But that was because that kind of overblown response would have sounded like an obviously-desperate defence during the times when he actually was afraid he was useless. Here in this AU, though, Kaito has no such issues going on, so all thatās happening here is his genuine overblown confidence. Being called a loser just bounced right off him; he knows heās not.
(Also look at how Kaito would rather inform Byakuya that heās the Luminary of the Stars, even though him being the Ultimate Astronaut is pretty relevant to this conversation. His luminary title is so much more important to him.)
Kaito: Ā āBut I see you understand how great outer space is.ā
I am kind of surprised though that Kaito didnāt pick up on the fact that Byakuya doesnāt understand how great space is, at least not in any meaningful way.
Kaito: Ā āAlright! Iāll make you my sidekick!ā
ā¦Kaito? Clearly Byakuya is not a potential sidekick, what are you doing.
Kaito then apparently spends a while following Byakuya around and pestering him about space despite his protests. Given this, I can only assume that in this instance Kaito means a somewhat different kind of sidekick, one that only applies in the context of space travel. Obviously Kaito is the foremost authority on space around here, so he wants to teach Byakuya all about space exploration and how he can make the Togami corporation the best at space. Maybe Kaito does realise that Byakuya only āunderstandsā how great space is in the sense that he superficially recognises itās big and important, and so Kaito wants to teach him exactly why itās so great so that Byakuya will definitely decide to throw all of his money at it.
Kaito, cut your losses, dude. You could do so, so much better than him for a space sidekick.
On a similar but much more interesting note, Kaito can also interact with Izuru Kamukura. (Yes, heās in this mode like itās no big deal. Hajime is also in this mode. Theyāre never both seen or mentioned in the same scene, so I guess weāre just running with two alternate universes here?)
Kaito: Ā āHow about it? You wanna become my sidekick, too?ā
And Kaito just casually offers this out of nowhere after theyāve done nothing but help set up the stage together.
Izuru: Ā āIt wouldnāt make sense to have a sidekick who is better than you at everything, right?ā
Oh, Izuru, you donāt get it at all. Kaito absolutely can have sidekicks that are better and more capable than him. The only thing required for them to be his sidekick is that thereās something standing in the way of them reaching their full potential, something that Kaitoās support can help with.
Kaito: Ā āHeh, Ultimate Hope? Thatās nothinā! Iām Kaito Momota, Luminary of the Stars!ā
Heh, thereās another instance of him seeing his luminary title as far more meaningful than any of these Ultimate talents, even the most Ultimate one of them all.
Izuru: Ā āI can analyze everything about a future you would follow.ā
Kaito: Ā āAnalyze? Youāre just talking about predictions. My destinyās too big to be predicted! Plusā¦ Iāve got Shuichi and Maki Roll as my sidekicks. If we include their strengths, the possibilities are endless.ā
Silly Izuru, assuming Kaito has limits, that there are things that might just be impossible for him. Thatās not how Kaito works! And I love that Kaito brings his sidekicks into it, too; he believes in their potential so much! More than that, he believes that when people work together, they have unlimited potential that could never be predicted!
Izuru: Ā āAs I predicted, you are an idiot. How boringā¦ā
Kaito: Ā āThatās a bad habit. If you keep saying that, youāll start to think everythingās boring. Are you okay with that?ā
ā¦See, Kaito gets it. He knew exactly what he was doing in this instance when he asked Izuru to be his sidekick. It doesnāt matter that Izuru is infinitely more talented than him ā he still has weakness that he needs help with. After nothing but a brief session of helping each other with some manual labour, Kaito managed to pick up on that. His intuition is incredible.
This weakness of Izuruās ā to see everything as boring because heās such a super-genius that he can predict every possible outcome ā is, as far as I understand it, ultimately the reason he ended up contributing to the apocalypse in his canon storyline, because Junko convinced him it was the least boring thing he could do. But it didnāt necessarily have to be that way. If heād only had the right help, he could have ended up using his talents to do far more productive things than ending the world.
If anyone could teach Izuru how to have more passion for life, to see the value and excitement in things even if he already knows everything about them, surely it would be Kaito? If anyone could let him realise that people are inherently unpredictable and heās never going to always know everything that will happen, surely it would also be a beautifully reckless doofus like Kaito?
Plus, Izuru was supposedly implanted with every single talent imaginable, but only insofar as heās one person. He evidently doesnāt have Kaitoās talent, because thatās all about teamwork and co-operation. Izuru is already a super-genius, but he could be so much better than he is. If Kaito could convince him that this interpersonal kind of talent is worthwhile to have as well, then he could teach him that, and Izuru would learn to value other peopleās strengths no matter how predictable they are! Thereās just so much Kaito could do for him.
Unfortunately, Izuru brushes Kaito off as boring again and ignores continued attempts to sidekick him, so we can only assume that Kaito eventually backed down and decided it wasnāt worth it because Izuru wasnāt willing to try and change. Which Iām only begrudgingly accepting because if Kaito did succeed in making Izuru listen to him then thatād be the beginning of a whole storyline that this side mode just doesnāt have the capacity for. Otherwise, I really do believe Izuru had the potential to change, and that Kaito would believe that too and not give up so easily.
Justā¦ man, imagine Kaito being a part of actual Hopeās Peak canon and just casually averting the apocalypse because he saw Izuruās weakness and did his usual Kaito thing and it worked.
At some other point during the festival, Nagito approaches Kaito and is disappointed to hear that the Ultimate Astronaut isnāt putting on any kind of show about space today.
Kaito: Ā āOh, are you interested in space, too?ā
Nagito: Ā āOf course I am! The vastness of spaceā¦ thatās the only stage suitable for your talent, right!? Thereās no mistake that youāll be able to bring hope to the world from outer space!ā
Kaito: Ā āHmmā¦ something feels off.ā
Nagito: Ā āOff? What do you mean?ā
Kaito: Ā āYouāre not interested in spaceā¦ Or me. Thatās how it feels. Like itād be weird for you to cheer me onā¦ā
Kaitoās intuition is so good. He barely knows Nagito, but he can sense well enough just from a few sentences that Nagito doesnāt actually care about Kaito himself or his interests at all and is only obsessed with the āhopeā that he thinks Kaito represents. (Not that Nagitoās concept of it is anything close to the actual meaning of the word āhopeā, but letās not go into that again.) Kaito hasnāt seen enough of Nagito to know for sure that this is the kind of creep he is (like I imagine Nagitoās classmates are probably fully aware by now), but even without that, he can instinctively pick up on it straight away.
Kaito would probably have a lot of very interesting things to say to Nagito if he was exposed to him more and got to know his deal better, especially if itād been in the context of an actual killing game. ā¦But really, Kaitoās already had to do more than enough giving a piece of his mind to a selfish asshole who keeps making the killing game about himself and his own bullshit philosophy, and thereās so much more to Kaitoās character than just being stuck doing that all the time. Letās give him a break.
Nagito: Ā āHmmā¦ did I get too excited? Iām sorry if my blabbering made you uncomfortableā¦ But itās true that I want to cheer you on, Kaitoā¦ā
Kaito: Ā āWell, I guess youāre not lyingā¦ My bad.ā
No, Kaito, not your bad, because you were right! Just because he really isnāt lying about āwanting to cheer you onā doesnāt necessarily mean he cares about you.
This shows something neat about how Kaito treats his hunches that never really came up in the main storyline. If Kaitoās hunch about someone is negative, then he wonāt act on it without further proof. Despite how much faith he puts in his intuition, heāll give someone the benefit of the doubt if they deny whatever negative thing he suspects about them. (We saw this kind of thing very briefly in trial 2 when he picked up that Kirumi was trying to save an āeveryoneā who wasnāt here but then stopped pushing the subject when she denied it, even though she was lying and he probably still suspected that.) After all, itās just a hunch. Kaito doesnāt want to form firm negative opinions of someone based only on that, because thatās not fair. Thatās just being a dick to someone for whatās really no good reason, especially if it then turns out he was wrong about them and they didnāt deserve it.
Of course, Kaito is quite happy to act upon unfounded positive hunches about people, because why shouldnāt he? Thereās nothing wrong with being nice to someone for no reason! Maybe itāll turn out he was wrong about them and they didnāt really deserve his kindness, but then, still, no-one was hurt; he was just being a bit too reckless by believing in them is all. Kaito is so often recklessly kind like that ā yet we can see here that he also tries not to be recklessly unkind. Heās so good.
Elsewhere in the school festival, Mikan is working as a receptionist for the haunted house exhibit. In an attempt to attract more guests, she tries inviting passers-byā¦ one of whom happens to be Kaito. As you can imagine, this does not go down well.
After his initial freakout over the idea, which rather startles poor Mikan, Kaito tries to calm down and talk himself into it.
Kaito: Ā āWait, waitā¦ Iām not scared. Everything in there is just fake, right?ā
Obviously he doesnāt want to be seen as a coward, but this could also be partly because he feels bad for freaking out at Mikan when she was genuinely just trying to be a good receptionist for the exhibit and doesnāt want to disappoint her.
Mikan: Ā āYesā¦ theyāre all just props for the festival. So itād make me happy if you tried itā¦ sortaā¦ā
Kaito: Ā [looking ill] āSorryā¦ I still canāt.ā
But Iām glad he realises that heās not going to be able to handle this and backs out before actually forcing himself through the exhibit and fucking up his health a lot more. Sometimes these things just canāt be helped, and thatās okay, Kaito. Looking after yourself is more important than saving face or preventing someone from being mildly disappointed. (And donāt apologise for it, you moron.)
Since Kaito already did make himself feel a little ill just thinking about it, at least he happens to be with Mikan, so sheās able to take care of him.
What interests me the most about this scene, though, is just the fact that itās here at all. I went over at great length in the main commentary how Iām absolutely convinced that Kaitoās phobia only existed as something that Tsumugi deliberately wrote into him so that she could weaken him when she wanted to. It didnāt make sense for Kaito to have that phobia for any other reason ā it was in-universe bad writing that was justified in an out-universe sense because Tsumugi was a lazy writer.
But in this AU, Kaito is not a fictional character written by Tsumugi and nobody is trying to nerf him. Ā Thereās no in-story reason for Kaito to have the phobia in this AU ā the only reason is that āhe had it in canonā, but the reason he had it in canon does not apply here. Every other one of his character traits is here in this AU not only because he had them in canon, but because theyāre all a part of what make him Kaito. But I think it could be argued that his phobia is not a part of what makes him Kaito ā it sure as hell isnāt connected to anything else about his character at all ā and therefore that it doesnāt need to be here.
So it honestly would have been entirely plausible to me to see Kaito not have the phobia in this AU. They could have instead had a scene of Kaito excitedly going into the haunted house exhibit with absolutely no explanation as to why heās okay with this, because why should there be an explanation for something heās never had a problem with in this universe? It would have been a delightful subtle hint as to the reason behind his phobia in canon. Iād have loved that. Alas.
Instead, it seems the writers just decided to take the in-universe bad writing that gave Kaito his phobia originally and make it a part of the out-universe writing for Kaito in this AU. Which I guess is acceptable if we consider that Gonta is also here at all.
Gonta had by far the most obviously-fictional backstory ā raised by a race of creatures from a videogame? ā and so that shouldnāt be a thing in this universe where heās not made from fake memories. However, they also canāt just briefly edit it so that in this universe his forest family really were wolves, because wolves donāt have a proper language. Apparently, if a human child is isolated from any kind of language for a prolonged amount of time at the ages Gonta would have been at, it severely fucks up their ability to grasp language at all and they become basically non-functional. This is not an issue with fictional-Gonta, because Reptites are sapient and have a language that heād have learned instead, so his backstory is perfectly consistent with the person he is. But if some kind of sapient non-human creature is not able to be part of his backstoryā¦ Gontaās entire character falls apart and does not make sense. So Gonta existing as the Gonta we know in any non-fantasy universe in which he wasnāt made from fake memories is bad writing.
The writers had Gonta exist in this AU anyway, of course, because obviously they didnāt want to deprive us of our lovely gentleman friend in this mode, and if that means thereās technically some bad writing here, then so be it. So I guess with Kaito as well, they used that same philosophy of keeping him exactly as he is in canon, even including the parts that make a lot less sense when heās not made out of Flashback Lights for Tsumugiās story. Hence Kaitoās phobia still being a thing even when it kind of actually shouldnāt be.
A few more miscellaneous scenes
Kaitoās last friendly event isnāt nearly as interesting to me as the rest of them and Iām not covering it in full, especially because it features Leon and Teruteru and I refuse to quote a single word that comes out of Teruteruās mouth. But itās still at least a little worth talking about. The gist of it is that Leon and Teruteru begin to discuss going after girls and are shallow and gross, but theyāre vague enough about it at first that it somehow spurs Kaito to start talking about āa manās passionā and sound like he might be agreeing with them.
Kaito: Ā āI never said I wanted to peep! Iām talking about chasing after unknown worlds!ā
But he was never agreeing with them; they were actually having two entirely different conversations at once without realising it. When Kaito said āa manās passionā, he was talking about going to space, obviously, what the hell did they think he meant?
Kaito: Ā āListen up! Iāll teach you what a manās passion really is!ā
Kaitoās concept of manliness does not and never did have anything to do with gross sexualising misogyny, and if anyone thinks that is what being a man is supposed to be about, then heās going to set them straight, dammit!
ā¦Okay, admittedly that is probably not what Kaitoās about to do ā presumably heās just going to try and tell them how great space is, incidentally sidestepping the actual problem with how they were behaving. Danganronpaās occasionally-shitty writing is thankfully not so shitty as to directly include Kaito in it (except for the literally four single lines in the main story in which he is still nowhere near as bad as these idiots and which are out-of-character outliers that should be ignored). However, itās unfortunately still bad enough to not go and actually have the dudes who are shitty be called out by another guy for being like this. But if Danganronpaās writing wasnāt Danganronpaās writing, I really feel like this is the kind of thing Kaito would absolutely do.
While the writing isnāt letting Kaito properly acknowledge how gross those two are being, it is otherwise at least having him be very Kaito about this. Even if the other two were being legit and non-gross about it, Kaito would still rather talk about going to space than getting a girlfriend, obviously; space is way more exciting! (ā¦Which, actually, means that this scene is some actual evidence supporting that that one line in one of his Salmon Team hangouts about crushes on girls is likely to be out of character for Kaito. And the one about reading dirty books, for that matter. Ha! Take that, clueless intern!)
Anyway, thankfully this is the last piece of Danganronpa shittiness that goes anywhere near Kaito that I am ever going to have to defend him from being seen as a part of. Letās move onto something better.
The final yearās seasonal event is less of a specific school event; it takes place in winter close to graduation (the Japanese school year ends in March) and generally involves characters reflecting on their time here over the past three years. Iāve already covered a bunch of the ones I find interesting in conjunction with friendly events theyāre connected to, but hereās a few of interest that are a bit more standalone.
Shuichi happens to come across Maki and Himiko on the morning of the winter closing ceremony. This is an unusual trio to see together in this universe and definitely has no particular out-universe reason behind it at all.
Shuichi and Maki are both feeling rather sentimental about the fact that graduation is coming up soon, but Himiko is having none of it.
Himiko: Ā āUgh, donāt make that face! Itās not like weāre graduating today!ā
Shuichi: Ā āH-Himiko?ā
Himiko: Ā āBesides, we can still see each other after we graduate! Iāll invite you all to my magic show! My magic can still improve. The next time I show it to you, itāll be even more amazing! See? Why donāt you guys try to think of the future in a more fun way? Look forward to it!ā
Look at her go! Sheās been spending enough time with Tenko over the past three years to have reached basically the same point in her development that she reaches in canon in terms of how upbeat and optimistic sheās able to be. This is just the kind of thing that can help cheer Shuichi and Maki up when theyāre feeling down, and also exactly the kind of role sheād be playing in this trio in canon as theyāre trying to get by and deal with their trauma in the outside world. Since this scene rather pointedly has these three together (when theyāre otherwise not seen together in any other scene in this mode), itās got to be a deliberate nod to the canon ending, so it serves to show us that this is the kind of thing Himiko would have been doing for them there, too. In this universe sheās not been specifically inspired by trying to fill Kaitoās shoes or anything, but sheās doing this anyway simply because sheās a performer and this is what her magic is all about.
Shuichi: Ā āHeyā¦ Kaede played a performance at Makiās orphanage, right? Why not have Himiko do a show at the orphanage too?ā
Himiko: Ā āA show for orphans, huh? Yeah, thatās a good idea.ā
Aww, that would be adorable! Both Kaede and Himiko perform to make people smile, and those kids definitely deserve to smile. Also itās lovely to see confirmation that Kaede really did end up going to Makiās orphanage and it went off without a hitch.
Himiko: Ā āI might even get an apprentice. How about it, Maki?ā
Maki: Ā āā¦I canāt imagine you as a master. I think youāre moving too fast.ā
Nah, Maki, I think Himiko would be great at that. She ended up greater than her own master despite seeming to be the apprentice on the surface, so I think that makes her plenty qualified to be a master herself and train her own apprentices now.
(Since Himikoās master actually exists in this universe, I am Very Invested in her reuniting with him one day. She needs to help him realise that having messed up in front of her one time doesnāt mean heās failed her because she still looks up to him and cares about him even if sheās become greater than him, and he was being an Idiot to ever feel like sheād be better off without him because they are not just master and apprentice but also friends.)
Meanwhile, for Kaitoās final year event, one of his choices is obviously the most correct and worthwhile, but Iāll save the best for last. If he instead chooses to go for a walk on his own, Kaito bumps into Kokichi and has a predictably infuriating conversation with him, most of which Iām not going to bother covering, but thereās one part of it that I find interesting enough to talk about.
Kaito: Ā āYou havenāt changed a bit in these last 3 yearsā¦ā
This seems at a glance just like a general way to express exasperation, but it is very like Kaito to focus on Kokichi not having changed. After all, Kaitoās watched his sidekicks grow and change so much and is generally invested in the idea of people changing as they meet and form friendships with others. But of course none of that happened to Kokichi over these three years, because, as ever, he refused to let himself change.
Kaito: Ā āYouāre still like this at your age? Doesnāt it make your parents cry? Do you even visit?ā
Some very good questions! What is going on with regards to Kokichiās parents? Did he live with them? Does he visit? Are they in the picture at all?
All questions that like hell weāre ever going to get the answers to, of course, and I donāt have nearly enough basis to bother speculating. But I do love that Kaito has thought about this. Heās trying to make some sense of why Kokichi is this way, but heās also thinking about what Kokichi being this way must be doing to the people out there who actually unconditionally care about him.
(At least, Kaito is automatically assuming that Kokichiās parents care about him, even though them being assholes could potentially begin to explain a few things. Apparently Kaito considers parents being decent to be the norm, which is another indication that his own parents being assholes is not the answer to why theyāre not around.)
Kokichi: Ā āHey now, you donāt really ask the supreme leader of evil such normie questions. Also, if you wanna know my origin story, youāre gonna have to bet two lives for it.ā
Kaito: Ā āIdiot, everyoneās only got one life and thereās no way Iād waste mine on your story!ā
Kokichi: Ā āAw maaan, how boring. If youāre not gonna bother learning the truth about meā¦ā
Kokichi, of course, responds with some evasive insincere bullshit rather than actually be honest about himself for a second, and then acts like itās Kaitoās fault for not caring enough to want to learn. It couldnāt possibly be that Kaito really does want to understand him better and Kokichi is just refusing to open up because of his trust issues, nope, not at all, nothing is ever Kokichiās fault.
For the other obviously-not-correct option for his winter event, Kaito goes to the dining hall and comes across Hifumi, who just finished submitting some fan comics of his before the end of the year.
Hifumi: Ā āThe crunch time for them was difficult for even my golden handā¦ But as you can see, I overcame it and triumphed! Iāve raised the bar for fanfic yet again!ā
Kaito: Ā āIn other words, you wanted to show your manliness, huh? Good for you!ā
While Iām not entirely sure why he decided to bring it up now out of nowhere, Kaitoās concept of manliness is still not inherently gendered. Heās just talking about Hifumi giving it his all and wanting to show how good he is at what he does. Itās about being true to yourself!
Kaito: Ā āAlright! Then next you can make a manga about me, Kaito Momota, Luminary of the Stars!ā
Hifumi: Ā āHuh? A manga about you, Mr. Momota?ā
Kaito: Ā āItās gonna be a legendary manga! If you make it about me, itās gonna be a global hit! Cuz itās gonna be filled with manga-style adventure before it even gets to the space part!ā
What an absolute dork. What I can only assume he means by this is that heās going to have Hifumi manga-ify the ridiculous make-believe games he played as a kid. Obviously thatās the kind of story that everyoneās going to be able to appreciate, children and adults alike, right? And in his narration at the end of this scene, he calls this his biography, because itās all definitely true. Oh, Kaito.
Hifumi: Ā āWell, that aside, if Iām gonna make itā¦ Itāll definitely be a global hit! Youāve got a good eye for talent, Mr. Momota!ā
Kaito: Ā āOf course! Iām a hero with many sidekicks!ā
Kaito is citing his status as a hero with sidekicks not as part of why his story will obviously be a global hit, but as a separate thing, in terms of why heās good at spotting talent. Because he is! His hero-and-sidekick thing is all about seeing the potential in people and bringing it out of them, and heās so good at it!
Reflections with the sidekicks
But anyway, speaking of Kaitoās sidekicks, letās get back to the obviously correct option for his final year event.
The stars are especially pretty tonightā¦ What will you do?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Take a walk with my sidekicks
Kaitoās POV is again being wonderfully Kaito ā of course heād notice that the stars are pretty. He definitely goes for walks on clear nights all the time just so that he can look up at them. Space.
(How many times do you want to bet heās tripped over something and made a doofus of himself because he was too busy looking up at the stars to watch where he was actually going? A lot. The answer is a lot, I will accept nothing lower.)
Kaito: Ā āYou can see the stars pretty well tonight, yeah? Before long, Iāll be up there with āem!ā
Maki: Ā āThe stars are pretty, butā¦ is this really the only reason why you called me out this late?ā
Shuichi: Ā āHe does this a lotā¦ā
See, he does do this all the time! And what better way to enjoy the beauty of the night sky than by sharing it with his sidekicks? This isnāt even a training session; theyāre just hanging out under the stars.
Shuichi: Ā āBut isnāt it kind of fun?ā
Maki: Ā āā¦I never said this wasnāt fun.ā
And Shuichi and Maki have come to appreciate Kaitoās impromptu starlight walks too! They are friends.
Kaito: Ā āSo many things happened in the last three years after I met you guys! We did some school stuff, went to Soniaās country during the break and solved a case!ā
This is indeed another thing that happened. One of Shuichiās friendly events is with Sonia, in which she tells him about an unsolved conspiracy causing problems among the nobles of her country that ultimately boils down to a lot of missing pets. Since thatās his area of expertise, Shuichi offers to look into it for her, and Sonia takes him up on that. This is more of him trying to help people out using his detective skills, like Kaito was encouraging him to do near the beginning!
And while Shuichi didnāt mention his friends at all during that conversation with Sonia, apparently Kaito later heard about it and invited himself and Maki along. He probably just wanted the three of them to have an adventure together, didnāt he.
Maki: Ā āHm, I still donāt know why I had to tag along, though.ā
Kaito: Ā āYou were great at wiping out all those assassins! Thatās my sidekick for you!ā
Maki: Ā āCorrection. I protected us from danger and Shuichi solved the caseā¦ā
It sure sounds like they did have quite the adventure, too. Maki used her assassin skills to protect her friends! She even seems to realise this! (Kaitoās wording doeees kinda imply that, while heās trying to gloss over it, she might have straight-up killed those enemy assassins, though. Thatās a shame if so, but it was probably the only way to keep her friends safe.)
Maki: Ā āIf anything, I donāt know why youāre tagging along, Kaito.ā
Shuichi: Ā āIf Kaito hadnāt invited you, Maki, then Sonia and I could have been in big trouble.ā
Kaito: Ā āIssuing orders to sidekicks is the most important job a hero has!ā
Maki: Ā āThen your job was over before we even left the country.ā
Kaito was helping, you guys. His decision to bring Maki was a good call, but then he also came with them for, uh, you know, moral support! ā¦Which probably genuinely did help them, at least a little, because Kaito is the actual best at moral support. If Maki did kill those enemy assassins, they could potentially have been the first people sheās killed since enrolling in Hopeās Peak, which might have caused a setback in her growth that Kaito would definitely have helped talk her through.
Kaito: Ā āAfter graduation, when Iām in space, Iāll look for you guys from up above!ā
Maki: Ā āHuh? Youād never find us.ā
Shuichi: Ā āAh, well, he might be able to see the approximate areaā¦ā
Itās lovely how Kaito says this even though itās extremely unrealistic to think he could actually see them from there. He wants his sidekicks to be able to feel, even while heās gone, that heās watching over them from space!
(This is also a sentiment that very much applies in canon when he really is gone. He died up there in space, which means heās still up there and watching over them from among the stars, isnāt he?)
Kaito: Ā āAnd then Iāll take you guys into space one day. After all, I need my sidekicks to help me out.ā
Kaito pulls this out of absolutely nowhere despite how clearly unfeasible it is. And the idea that itās because heād need them to help him is obviously an excuse, because thatās not what the word āsidekickā actually means to him.
Kaito justā¦ doesnāt want to be without them for such a prolonged amount of time. Heās so positive-minded that heād always have thought of only the good things about going to space, so his comment just a moment ago might have been the first time itās properly occured to him that going to space does have its downsides, because heās going to have to say goodbye to Shuichi and Maki and leave them behind for months at a time. Thereāll be video chats and such, but it wonāt be the same. Kaito wants to keep being with them all the time not just for their sake but for his sake, because even if he still isnāt calling them this in this AU either, theyāre his best friends and he loves them to bits.
So obviously that just means that theyāve got to come to space with him too, yep, thatās definitely plausible and definitely something theyād both want, and Kaitoās not going to think about anything else.
Shuichi: Ā āYou need us to save you, Kaito?ā
Maki: Ā āWell, yeahā¦ Weāre the only ones who would do it.ā
Kaito: Ā āHey, Shuichi, what do you mean āsave meā!? Maki Roll, what do you mean, āthe only onesā!? Geez, what sassy sidekicks. I gotta teach you guys some manners.ā
They are the best sassy sidekicks and I love the way theyāre making such affectionate jabs at him like that. Heās an idiot in some ways, but heās their idiot and they wouldnāt have it any other way. And they really would be there for him if he actually genuinely needed help, even though theyāre making it sound like a joke on the surface and Kaito is bound to be assuming that they donāt mean it as anything more than that, goddammit Kaito.
Shuichi: Ā āā¦How did we end up agreeing to go into space with Kaito?ā
Maki: Ā āThereās no way it would go that smoothly. You really are all talk, Kaito.ā
Kaito: Ā āShut it! The impossible is possible, all you gotta do is make it so! Itās already been decided!ā
Bad sidekicks, stop telling Kaito itās impossible! And, okay, technically it isnāt completely impossible for Shuichi and Maki to potentially become astronauts and go to space with Kaito if they both trained hard enough. But thatād require them to put in far more effort than theyād be willing to do just to be able to keep Kaito company in space, considering that space isnāt their passion and they have their own lives they want to lead. Of course Kaito knows this ā he just doesnāt want to think about leaving them behind, and so heās trying to use his own line to tell himself that bringing them to space with him is something heās totally allowed to imagine happening.
Kaito: Ā āBoth of you gotta keep up your training!ā
Shuichi: Ā āI donāt know if weāll ever end up in space, butā¦ Iāll keep on training.ā
Maki: Ā āā¦If I feel like it.ā
But regardless of how unrealistic the space part is, they will definitely be keeping up their training, even while Kaitoās up in space without them! Including Maki, despite that sheās acting all dismissive about it here. (Sheās smiling when she says that.)
You made a promise for the future with your sidekicksā¦
Kaito, no, that is not what you did. They did not actually promise to come to space with you. (Itāll be okay, though! Youāll be friends with the other astronauts too, because thatās what astronauts do! And youāll get plenty of time to see Shuichi and Maki in between missions when youāre back on Earth, and plenty of video chats from space!)
Since this scene is only available while youāre playing as Kaito, it has more of a focus on Kaitoās perspective. Of course Shuichi and Maki also each have a third year seasonal event with Kaito that Iām about to get to, and theirs focus more on their perspective, namely what Kaitoās done for them. Because that gets covered in their scenes, Kaitoās scene is free to be about what Shuichi and Maki mean to him, beyond the purely selfless sense of him being proud of how much theyāve grown ā and theyāre his best friends that he wants to keep hanging out with and having adventures with forever! This scene isnāt really about them as his sidekicks. Theyāre more to Kaito than just that, even if he still wonāt actually use the word āfriendā, the big doofus.
Letās move onto Makiās scene, then, and talk about what heās done for her. (Both Maki and Shuichiās scenes with Kaito are only one-on-one, so Shuichiās not here for this.)
Kaito: Ā āIt was a lot of work taking care of you guys these past three years. You didnāt even try to talk to people in the beginning.ā
Maki: Ā āYeah. If you hadnāt annoyed me so much with your constant pesteringā¦ I probably would have never been able to talk to Shuichi and the others so casually.ā
Kaito helped her relearn how to be friends! Here is confirmation that he very much did employ copious amounts of stubborn pestering to get through to her, not that that aspect of how it happened was ever in question. Kaito is even actually more or less admitting that it was pretty hard work getting through to her ā he refers to both her and Shuichi when he says that, but letās face it, he definitely had to put in a lot more effort in Makiās case at first.
Kaito: Ā āYouāre being pretty frank today. It seems you finally understand how great I am!ā
It is unusual for Maki to be openly admitting things like this ā which is also a big sign of her progress! And itās very like Kaito to respond to her genuine expression of how much heās done for her by being over the top about it rather than just directly, earnestly accepting it. In this instance itās definitely not that heās having any issues that make him not truly believe he deserves such thanks. So I guess itās instead just due to him feeling kind of awkward when it comes to heartfelt, down-to-earth things like this, and heās more comfortable putting on the super-awesome-hero fiction for it. (More on this in Shuichiās scene.)
Kaito: Ā āOrā¦ are you sad because graduation is getting closer?ā
Maki: Ā āā¦Yes.ā
Kaito: Ā āā¦Thatās a bit too frank.ā
It does seem that Kaitoās also kind of awkward just thinking about generally sentimental things at all. After all, we saw in his scene that he doesnāt like thinking about the fact that he wonāt be seeing his sidekicks every day any more once they graduate.
Maki: Ā āWell, thereās no point being sentimental. Itās not like we wonāt ever see each other again.ā
Looks like Maki could tell that Kaitoās also feeling more sentimental than he wants to be. At least Maki is capable of being pragmatic about it even while sheās feeling sad. (Kaito would of course be capable of being as optimistic about it as he can, but for his part he doesnāt even really like to think about the sad bits in the first place if he can avoid it.)
Kaito: Ā āYeahā¦ youāre right. Itāll be hard for me to see you on a daily basis after this, butā¦ itās not goodbye forever.ā
Maki: Ā āWhat do you mean, itāll be hard?ā
Kaito: Ā āHm? Well, because Iāll be up in space, obviously.ā
Maki: Ā āOh, yeahā¦ You still want to go there.ā
Obviously! Keep up, Maki Roll! Donāt tell me you ever thought for a second that he wasnāt serious about going there, or that heād change his mind one day! Iām going to instead put this reaction down her just having not quite properly thought about what that means in terms of the future of their friendship, in that heās not going to be able to be around as much. Kind of like how Kaito himself in his scene apparently hadnāt thought about it properly until now.
Makiās looking distant and a little sad in her last line there, and it seems like Kaito picks up on that.
Kaito: Ā āBut youāre my sidekick! If something happened to you, Iād fly back here, right away! I look out for my sidekicks! Cuz Iām a hero!ā
Therefore obviously itāll totally be possible for him to do this if Maki needed him to! Aborting a space mission on short notice in the middle of it and zooming back to Earth for personal reasons is definitely something an astronaut can do, right? This is adorably like the previous scene in which Kaito insisted they could totally come to space with him. He really does not want to think about the fact that going to space will unavoidably separate him from his sidekicks for months at a time.
While the last scene was more from Kaitoās perspective and was therefore about what heād want ā his sidekicks in space with him! ā this one is reversed. This scene has been about what Kaitoās done for Maki, and her talking about that has made him focus on what sheād want. So of course he would selflessly abandon space and come right back to help her if something serious happened and she really did need him! ā¦If only he could. His reluctance at the idea of being separated from his sidekicks is, just as youād expect, also partly out of selflessness for their sake, in terms of him not being there to support them like the hero heās supposed to be. Kaito canāt bear the thought of Maki needing him and him being uselessly stuck out in space, not able to help her.
(Sheād be okay, though, Kaito! Makiās got other friends too whoād be able to help her in person. And if she really did need Kaito in particular, video chats would be enough, because Kaito always helps the most with just words.)
Maki: Ā āHuhā¦ that again? Wellā¦ Iāll be waiting, but I wonāt be expecting muchā¦ā
Maki is of course fully aware of how unfeasible these claims of Kaitoās are, but it seems, based on her wistful smile at the end, that she at least understands and appreciates how much he genuinely wants to be able to do that for her if she ever needs it. He is a hero who looks out for his sidekicks, after all, and Maki knows this, no matter how ridiculous she might think that way of wording it is.
Last but not least, Shuichiās scene begins with him waking up early on the day of the winter closing ceremony. (This is remarkable in and of itself, considering how emphatically not a morning person Shuichi was in canon. Perhaps that was partly for mental health reasons, though, and after three years of being friends with Kaito and Kaede and working on his issues, heās got better at waking up in the mornings.)
Thinking about only having a short time left at this academy makes you sadā¦ And from that comes restlessness. What will you do?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Exercise is perfect at a time like this
Itās lovely how Shuichi thinks of this entirely by himself as something thatāll improve his mood. Kaito really has taught him well!
So Shuichi heads to the school field and finds that Kaito had the same idea as him.
Kaito: Ā āOh, hey there bro! Are you training too?ā
Shuichi: Ā āYeah! Itās good to sweat some things out!ā
Kaito: Ā āRight on! Thatās the spirit! Itās all thanks to your training with me!ā
Of course itās all thanks to his training with Kaito! Shuichi would never have even considered doing this kind of thing to help himself if Kaito hadnāt been his friend.
Shuichi: Ā āā¦Youāre right. You befriended me, and encouraged me, and gave me adviceā¦ Youāveā¦ helped me so much, Kaitoā¦ā
Kaito: Ā āHey, hey. Whatās all that about? Donāt dampen the mood, bro.ā
ā¦But Kaito still canāt quite just earnestly accept such heartfelt gratitude. This is kind of a reverse of last scene with Maki, in which he responded to her acknowledgement of how much heād done by being kind of flippantly over-the-top about it. This time, he started with the over-the-top āwell, itās because Iām awesome!ā, but Shuichi responding with an earnest āno, you really are, thank you so much,ā still managed to wrong-foot him. And again, this isnāt the canon storyline where Kaito had heaps of issues and ended up with a gaping hole in his sense of self-worth, so itās not because he doesnāt feel like he deserves any kind of thanks at all.
It seems bizarre to be using this word for Kaito, butā¦ he might actually be kind of modest? Sure, heāll act over-the-top about his achievements, but itās like he only really thinks of that as a fiction for the sake of keeping up his usual luminary image, an image that people might buy into and play along with because itās fun and it helps encourage them, but not because they really think heās that ridiculously amazing. If someone takes his overblown words at face value and seems to genuinely feel that theyāre true, then heāll back up and try to brush it off, because nah, heās all right, but thereās no way he could really be quite that awesome. (You are that awesome, Kaito. At least when it comes to supporting your sidekicks.)
Shuichi: Ā āAh, sorryā¦ I was just thinking about what weāve built over the yearsā¦ā
Friendship! You built the best adorablest friendship, is what you did. (Also what are you doing apologising for this, Shuichi; there is absolutely nothing wrong in telling Kaito how amazing heās been even if heās too much of an awkward dork to properly accept it.)
Shuichi: Ā āIf I ever find myself in trouble, I can look back at my time with you for inspiration, Kaito.ā
Just like heās also able to do in canon even though Kaitoās not there any more!
Kaito: Ā āThatās true, butā¦ Graduation wonāt be the end for us!ā
But thankfully, in this universe, Kaito is always going to be there. (Just maybe sometimes only over video chats, from space.) He doesnāt ever want their friendship to end!
Kaito: Ā āListen up! Even if things get tough in the futureā¦ā
Shuichi: Ā āDonāt bear it all by yourself, right?ā
Kaito: Ā āOhā¦ well if you get it, then itās all good.ā
Pfft, I like how Kaito seems almost miffed that Shuichi stole his line. But it definitely is okay so long as he understands that, and evidently Kaito has told him this enough times over the years that Shuichi has that well and truly ingrained in his mind by now and already knew exactly how Kaito was going to finish his sentence.
Kaito: Ā āWhen things are bad, me, Maki Roll, or Kaede will help you carry your burdens. As long as you understand that, you can get stronger.ā
And itās good to see that Kaito isnāt just focusing things on himself as the sole figure of support (after all, he wouldnāt have any reason to in this AU where he hasnāt been having massive issues). Heās happy to remind Shuichi that he has other friends as well whoāll be there to help him.
Shuichi: Ā āThe same goes for you, Kaito. If thereās anything I can help you with, just say so.ā
Shuichi is also so very good. Every time Kaito says something along those lines to Shuichi, Iām always burning with the desperate urge to tell him that goes for you too, Kaito, you selfless idiot, you deserve it ā so itās really lovely and cathartic to see Shuichi actually telling him that. Heās such a caring friend and really would be more than happy to do anything for Kaito if he ever needed it.
Kaito: Ā āHeh, now weāre talking. Of course youād help me! Iām the hero and youāre my sidekick!ā
ā¦
*tilts head almost 180 degrees*
Who are you and what have you done with Kaito.
This is not how Kaito works. He seems to be actually acknowledging that helping the hero is one of the roles of a sidekick, but no it isnāt, not in Kaitoās definition!
Okay, so. When I was starting to think about writing these UTDP bonus posts, I had one hell of a hot take in mind for this line. That take was that the reason Kaito says this here is because in this AU, heās not āfictionalā.
As I explain in greater length in my post about Kaitoās entire character arc from my main blog, it seems reasonable to assume that Kaitoās childlike black-and-white view on heroes and sidekicks comes from the fact that he was in-universely written to be the perfect ideal hero to inspire Shuichi. Itās somewhat unrealistic to think that if Kaito had actually experienced growing up, he wouldnāt have gradually gained a more nuanced appreciation for fiction, as he started reading more complex stories containing more fallible heroes who were still capable of being inspiring not despite but because of that. So I was going to say that Kaito not being fictional in this AU and having actually grown up meant heād been able to gain that greater understanding of what made a hero inspiring, whichād mean that Kaitoās usual double-standard about heroes simply doesnāt exist in this version of him, and therefore that he genuinely means it here when he says of course Shuichi can and should help him out too.
ā¦Except that clearly doesnāt track with some of the other scenes in this AU, now, does it. Mostly Iām talking about the scenes with Ryoma, in which Kaitoās issues about heroes clearly still apply to Ryoma in the same way they did in canon. Thereās also that one scene with Hifumi in which Kaito is quite happy to have his ridiculous childhood games made into a manga and doesnāt seem to be aware of the fact that mayyyybe a lot of people wouldnāt actually find them to be particularly compelling narratives.
And while the scene with Kaitoās phobia isnāt about the hero issue, the point I was trying to get at there is related to this. It doesnāt quite make sense that Kaito has his phobia if heās not āfictionalā, just like it maybe doesnāt quite make sense that he has this view of heroes either. But ultimately, when writing this AU, the writers just decided to keep the characters entirely as they were in V3 canon, even including the parts of them that donāt actually quite make sense if theyāre not made out of Flashback Lights for Tsumugiās story.
So never mind, scratch all that. I only brought it up because I found it an interesting concept to think about, but itās definitely not whatās going on here. Kaito not being āfictionalā in this AU is not actually why heās willing to admit that of course Shuichi would help him out as his sidekick.
Instead, presumably the reason Kaito is saying this here is thatā¦ he doesnāt really mean it, the idiot. It is at least not quite as bad as in canon where he knows full well he already has problems and is consciously lying when he insists that heād totally ask for help if he needed it. Here, itās more just that heās never expecting he will need help and so heāll never have to actually think about whether or not this claim is really true. Ultimately, itās easier for him to just casually claim this here, because the alternative is being all āoh but I wonāt need your help!ā, whichād just make him sound like he doesnāt even appreciate Shuichiās willingness to be there for him.
I do like to believe, though, that whenever Kaito does run into some kind of trouble in future in this AU (and I say āwhenā not āifā because nobody can ever go through life without having at least some problems here and there), heāll actually be able, with Shuichi and Makiās prodding and reassurance, to admit it and ask for help. Without the stress of the killing game making Kaito tunnel-vision into the fact that he needs to keep supporting his sidekicks and that the only thing that matters is how much of a difference he can make to everyoneās survival, I think heād be a lot less completely and utterly averse to acknowledging weakness. Plus, hopefully his astronaut training will drill it into him that part of good communication is telling your teammates when thereās something wrong with you, because holy crap is it only going to make things way worse not just for you but for everyone involved if you donāt, you moron. And the more Shuichi and Maki grow and the less obviously they need his help and support most of the time, the more Kaito will come to consciously see them not just as his sidekicks but as his friends, and friends can open up to each other about anything.
One way or another, Kaito is bound to eventually realise what an idiot heās being and overcome these issues of his. He just needs to live for long enough to get that far.
Kaito: Ā āAlright thenā¦ wanna run for a while? Better hurry, or youāll be eating my dust!ā
Shuichi: Ā āAh, hey! No fair, Kaito!ā
Working up a good sweat, you chased Kaito all the way to homeroom.
Aaaaa look at them racing each other off into the sunrise. They are friends and they are going to live happily ever after. Kaito is going to go to space multiple times under normal circumstances and come back alive each time, and also one day learn not to be a hypocrite about asking people for support. Shuichi is going to start his own detective agency where he exclusively takes on jobs that involve helping people and continue to have confidence in his talent in between relying on his friends for help when he needs to.
And Makiā¦ I refuse to accept that sheās just going to have to go back to killing people in this universe when sheās come so far; that is Not Okay. Either Hopeās Peak really is going to somehow absolve her of being an assassin as part of its āset for lifeā policy, or Kaito and Shuichi are going to do something about it. Maki may still try to claim that assassins are necessary and therefore that totally justifies her being an assassin ā thereās no real evidence in this AU that she quite got over that part of her issues ā but Kaito would be having none of that. So Shuichiās first job as a full-fledged detective may have to be to find evidence of her assassin cultās awful deeds and report it to some kind of authorities that can take it down and take custody of all the kids from the orphanages and give all the other child-slave assassins some goddamn therapy because the rest of them donāt have a Kaito. Then Maki can rid herself of her awful past forever and get a normal job, maybe as an actual child caregiver, where she never has to think about killing anyone ever again and can live a relatively happy life after everything sheās been through, because I say so.
I just love these three so so so much and want them to get to be happy and keep being adorable friends for the rest of their lives, because theyāre theĀ bestĀ and theyĀ deserveĀ it. So Iām glad we have this AU where nothing particularly drastic goes wrong at all, everyone is fully real, and their adorable friendships are still there like in canon, so that thereās at least one world in which we can imagine that they really are going to be okay.
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The Legend of Zelda - The Wind Waker! (HD Turbo Championship Edition)
Hi everybody!
As I plan to revisit many Zelda games I haven't played in years (or at all!) in the upcoming months, I finished what used to be one of the most controversial titles in the series for the second time, and the first in four years! And to my shock considering what I've heard about this adventure over time, I fell in love with it all over again š
I'd actually like to start this humble review with this analogy: What surprised me the most while replaying this game, is how its overall structure and world are. I feel like the best way to describe this game is like this: A perfectly balanced mix - as all things should be - between a classic Zelda quest, and the much more revolutionary Breath of the Wild. Now, I gotta say, it may be strange to some people to compare an older title to a newer one to describe it, but I promise it'll at least somewhat make sense at the end of this review... I hope O_O
But hey, we might as well review the plot early as usual! Well, there honestly isn't a lot to this story as usual for most Zelda games, but it is pretty solid regardless. Basically, as the ambient intro of the game teaches you, the ancient land of Hyrule got flooded by the gods, as Ganondorf tried to conquer the land with no Hero opposing him. And ever since that event, the world has been flooded with the Great Sea, only leaving many small islands and some people behind to rebuild the world. And so, many years after this happened, we find this gameās Link on his 12th birthday, wearing theĀ āHero of Timeāās clothes for the occasion as a longheld tradition. BUT, as this supposed happy day happens, his sister Aryll gets kidnapped by a giant flying bird to the Forsaken Fortress - as many other young girls. Naturally, Link tries to go save her with the help of Tetra - another young girl that escaped captivity thanks to her crew of pirates. With the help of her companions and their ship, Link sets out for the fortress, but as he is clearly underpowered, he gets demolished there by none other than Ganondorf, and washes up ashore, unconscious on Windfall Island, greeted by... a talking red boat! And this same boat tells him he must collect the Three Pearls of the Gods in order to gain access to the Master Sword, to finally save the kidnapped girls! This is not the whole plot of course, as Iām hiding some actual plot twists from you, the reader, buuuut I will say that while itās not the most developed tale out there, itās well done! But I feel like what drives this the most is certainly the art style and the characters themselves. See, I firmly believe this game has the best Link in the ENTIRE SERIES, no questions asked! Heās expressive, funny, endearing and he just looks so dang adorable! Part of his charm is definitively thanks to the situations heās put in, but I think itās mostly because of the gameās artstyle. ITāS BEAUTIFUL
Yes, granted, itās not nearly as detailed as many games youāve probably played, but the cartoony style they chose for Wind Waker really makes the locales pop out, and made the slapstick in the game that much more endearing! Plus, some of those shots just look, well, breathtaking really.
Speaking of character expressions and slapstick, I also believe Wind Waker possesses a very memorable set of NPCs as well! Be it the employee in the battleship game with his twofaced personality, or anyone involved in the many sidequests all over the islands, Iāve built lots of memories just traveling all around the sea, reading and delivering letters, just to get to know those people more! And it turned out that a good chunk of them gave me a good time!
Well, letās talk about those travels, shall we? Wind Waker got (in?)famous over the years for having sailing. Lots of it. And especially in the original Gamecube version, it made travelling slow and boring to some as a result. Basically, you needed to constantly change the direction of the wind in order to travel as quickly as you could. Suffice to say, switching the windās directions this often got irksome pretty quickly : P Thankfully, the HD port on the Wii U does give you an optional Fast Sail in a side quest! As early as the second island in the game! Which means that those who found the sailing unbearable in the original will have a better experience ^^ But regardless, thereās a lot of sailing in this game, which is what replaces running/rolling around on the overworld. And instead of having different regions, theyāre all replaced by 49 islands of different sizes and importance! And this is where my BOTW comparison will shine~ I think this game is pretty close in spirit to Breath of the Wild in some ways. Sure, unlike in that game, youāre locked to a certain sequence of items/dungeon/progression, just like a classic Zelda experience! BUT!Ā Wind Waker also allows you to explore 40+ non-important islands, and sailing between them in anticipation of what you might find there is suuuuch a good feeling! Plus, thereās many treasure chests to loot (both major and minor) while youāre travelling on the big blue. Due to how much you can find in your way off the main quest - while being far away from the suggested path the game wants you to do at the moment - gives this game a very open feeling despite still having a linear quest to it! And I think this element of discovery and exploration in a linear format - coupled with the great visuals and ambience the sailing offered - made this game so, so, so much fun to play <3
But what about the gameplay and dungeons themselves? Well thankfully, theyāre both quite good as well! What I like most is how much of an improvement swordplay got compared to Ocarina of Time. Not only are the enemies generally more diversified in strategies and design, Link also received many new moves to his arsenal, and those made combat so much more intense and exciting! Though it did make the game very easy overall thanks to having so many options... alongside you not taking very much damage for most of the game :P Still, the dungeons made up for this! Theyāre quite fun and pretty well paced, and each offer some quite nice ambience as well!Ā Although I will say that the late part of the game has two dungeons with pretty similar concept, which while fun in their own right, did feel a little uninspired despite them having clever puzzles :/ On a semi unrelated note, the intro sequence at the Forsaken Fortress has you playing a stealth sequence, and you coming back to it later while able to defend yourself was a high point for me!
I do want to leave a quick note about the music, and honestly? Itās pretty great as well! Like I pointed out earlier, the dungeons create some very fitting atmosphere, but as soon as youāre outside them, many of the main islands have some very pretty, energetic music that is PERFECT for a Zelda game (especially Dragon Roost Island), and the Great Sea theme is very adventurous and grandiose, which motivates you even more to set out and explore! Though itās somewhat strange that many smaller locations have no music at all, which makes sense to be fair, since those islands are usually pretty small from the outside ^^
Overall? I expected to only like this game, but I ended up adoring it! The Wind Waker is a marvelous journey that leaves a lot open to the player about how they approach the game, while still giving you enough of a compass to never be lost! And a competent story with charming characters and great music certainly help to make that adventure all the more memorable! Though I suggest you all should play the HD version if you can, since it has the fast sail and better looks. BUT, it also heavily tones down the infamous lategame Triforce fetch quest. (While it did not make much sense story-wise since you could just do spoiler without it before, I didnāt find it all that bad in the HD version since you can do some of it before having completed all other dungeons in the game ^^ But yes, HD or not, this is a grand adventure! Play it! 9/10
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My thoughts on The Legend of Heroes games.
I love them. Sky SC and The 3rd are probably some of my favorite games of all time. After playing through every game (minus Cold Steel 4) in the span of 2 and a half months, I feel compelled to tell every I know that likes JRPGs that they have to play these games. Buuuut that doesnāt mean I think these games are flawless. There are some things I really hate about this series. And I want to talk about the things I love and hate about the series.
Letās start off with the positives.
1.) First and foremost, this series has a world that feels like it is alive and will continue to live even if the protagonists do nothing. My favorite way this was portrayed was in the Crossbell and Cold Steel arcs. Events in Cold Steel 1/Cold Steel 2 and Ao no Kiseki happen simultaneously. In Cold Steel 2 you get to see whatās happening in Crossbell from Erebonia and vice versa, albeit a bit weaker in Ao until the very end.
Another one of the ways it does this is by having in game readings of news articles, fiction, non-fiction, and reports. I love reading. This game is meant for people who like reading. It doesnāt matter what you like to read, but just know that if you play these games, ya gonna have to read. These readings paint the picture of a much broader world than the area you inhabit.
The world also feels alive is on a smaller scale. And thatās how towns have npcs that donāt even matter that still have their own little arcs and lives to live. Sometimes these characters will have a sidequest that will be the culmination of their arc but if the player doesnāt interact with them, the payoff wonāt be there. This felt strongest in the Cold Steel arc, especially since CS1/3 takes place in a military academy, so you get to experience the stories of other students.
2.) This series is great for what it is when it comes to things like imperialism, class struggle, and war. The politics of this series is insane. Things that happen in game have happened or are happening in real life. I donāt want to spoil anything so I (and this pains me) wonāt explain in further detail. Please just play them to find out.
3.) As a game, the combat is really fun. Iām a sucker for turn based fights and I love turn based combat even more when it shows the turn order. Also there are no random encounters so youāre mostly in complete control when determining when you want to fight.
4.) While on the topic of it being a game, it has something that I think should be standard for most games and definitely all JRPGs. It has a fucking fast forward mode! I love that. Going back and forth between areas isnāt a hassle, easy fights end in literal seconds, and you can fast forward through camera pans.
5.) Most of the characters are really cool! And there are a lot of them. The protagonists are dope. The antagonists are dope. Itās great. Of course there were a few I didnāt quite care for (sorry Millium) but there were also some characters I cared a little bit too much for, like Renne. So when I got to Star Door 15 in The 3rd lemme tell you I was literally sobbing.
I think the Crossbell arc was great with characters because unlike the other games, the main 4 party members you have are the ones you keep.
My favorite characters in the series are Kevin Graham, Randy Orlando, Estelle Bright, Wazy Hemisphere, and Crow Armbrust. If you have any intentions of playing this series donāt google anyone, and honestly, just donāt look at the wiki at all. Even if you think youāre safe because youāre not.
6.) Journey before destination. I got spoiled on so many things yet it was never ruined for me. Honestly they make it pretty obvious too with some things too that I want to believe that theyāre just messing with us, because even if weāre spoiled or if something is predictable, itās still a great journey. That being said, I know I mentioned that I didnāt want to spoil some things in #2, I just donāt wanna be the one to do it to you. I just believe that this series is best enjoyed blind. If youāre curious and accidentally learn something however, thatās still fine.
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7.) The music!! How could I forget the music! Falcomās music team puts out some absolute bangers. Hereās one of my favorite battle themes they put out.
Bonus.) I just want to give a special shout out to Trails in the Sky FC. Itās the very first game that starts off this grand interconnected story and Iām so happy that the main character is Estelle. I think itās huge because for a JRPG that came out in 2004, Falcom made their main character a loud, brash, rude, and strong ass young woman that grows into an incredible person (that is still loud, brash, and rude). I just love them for that. Estelleās the best...elle.
And now about some of the things I hate. For some of these I understand that there are cultural and ideological differences, but they still made me, ah, uncomfortable.
1.) Homophobia. Right off the bat. While itās never direct with its homophobia, LGBT charactersā sexuality is often responded to with a š
from all the characters. But thatās not the main issue. The issue is that two out of the (potential) three LGBT characters, (If there are more Iām sorry but I only caught the outright stated) Olivier and Angelica, are constantly portrayed as predatory and I think thatās just a bad look honestly.
I do have to give props however for their portrayal of some charactersā gender. Itās not outright stated but from context clues I was able to assume that a certain main character in Crossbell was non binary. Being non binary myself that could be me projecting but idk it seemed pretty clear.
2.) In the Cold Steel arc it feels like a lot of the women there are supposed to be part of the Reanās harem. Theyāre all wonderfully written within their personal storyline but when it comes to romance itās just kinda cringe. Especially when in CS3 where Rean is an adult, a lot of them are minors. Hell, while weāre at it, while infrequent, thereās also sexualization of minors in general. It mostly comes down to some temporary outfit designs and I would say thereās nothing inherently sexual about most of them, but thatās if they were real people able to make their own choices...which theyāre not. Someone designed those.
Finally I just have to mention why the hell do the characters act like if Tita and Agate were to date thatād be fine. Heās 28 and sheās 16 (CS3). Theyāre not together thankfully because only she has a crush on him, but like I said, characters think it would be ok and thatās an issue for me.
Now on to topics about the game/story itself instead of shitty things like these
3.) Within the first bit of CS1 thereās one of those āoops we fell and accidentally ended up in a unique positionā things and I just hate those. Stop that. Itās treated as an interpersonal and a communication issue that lasts for hours of game time.
4.) In some story battles youāll do great only to see the cutscene afterward show you losing, only to be saved by a stronger ally. It kind of made me feel like what I did was useless. Sometimes you also are supposed to lose a fight but you donāt know it.
5.) Sometimes you could get swept up in a wave of exposition that lasts for half an hour or more. You donāt know when this will happen. This was no issue for me but thatās because I was unemployed when I played them so I had a lot of free time. Your time should be respected.
6.) Crossbell games havenāt been officially localized so if youāre impatient like myself then you have to make do with translations that are just ok.
Iāll have a final point thatās kind of a spoiler so as for now Iāll rate the games and show the recommended playing order with an explanation. Even the last place rank is a good game though. Iāll post the final point at the very end so if youāre reading this and wary of spoilers you can finish after the conclusion.
Ranking:
Sky SC > Sky the 3rd > CS3 > (Ao = CS1) > (Sky FC = CS2) > Zero
Play Order:
Release Order: Sky FC, SC, 3rd, Zero, Ao, CS1, CS2, CS3
How I played them: CS1, CS2, All of Sky, All of Crossbell, CS3
How I would replay them: Sky, CS1, CS2, Crossbell, CS3
Since the first 2 CS and 2 Crossbell games are happening simultaneously there are many things that overlap. In my opinion I think that the Crossbell games give away more things about the Cold Steel games than the other way around.
If you read this, thank you for taking the time to do so. These games are really incredible and I highly recommend them to anyone that enjoys JRPGs. If you do decide to play, enjoy. Please talk to me about them.
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Character deaths arenāt impactful because no one in this damn series stays dead. It gets really annoying after a while.
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WIP meme
Pretty sure Iāve done this before but I was tagged by @bangyababy (and one other person I think??? But it either got lost in my activity notifications or was a weird fever dream??) so Iām doing it again cause I wanna. Also wow I have too many wips so this is under a cut cause it got long as hell.Ā
The Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous.
Grad School Bucky Cap Steve (Thereās literally two lines in this document?? Idk what Iām doing with it and it might be shuffled into the fanfic mortuary file next time I sort through fics.)Ā
Barnes Home For Wayward Kids (Bucky keeps showing up at home with orphans and so he and Steve just end up with like a whole house of them. Itās also probably going into the fanfic mortuary cause it hasnāt been touched since uhhhh last year?)Ā
Werewolf Cap Merica F* Yeah (What it says on the tin! The serum is actually lycanthropy. Steve jumps out of things and gives Bucky heart attacks. It is exactly what people should expect from me tbh.)Ā
Found Baby AU (I WILL ONE DAY FINISH THIS ONE I SWEAR. It features Vet!Bucky who finds a baby in a dumpster and ends up in Pediatrician!Steveās office at like 1 am and IT IS JUST A LOT OF SOFTNESS AND ONE DAY I WILL FINISH IT.)Ā
NEW DRAGON AU This Time Featuring More Fae (Steve is a dragon and Bucky is fae and they 110% use fae magic and accidentally blood bind themselves to each other at like 9 years old oops. Sarah and Winifred are NOT amused.)Ā
Party Goblin Sequel (One time, years ago, I wrote a fic calledĀ Adulthood Is Just A MythĀ -shameless plug!- and it didnāt do incredibly well despite my love for it at the time buuuut Iāve had a sequel planned for it since pretty much the moment I finished it. It involves Bucky losing his arm because Iām a terrible person, and like the exploration of disability and Steve being a disabled person dealing with the person he loves dealing with disability. Itās still funny, because Iām me, but it will also take forever and a day for me to ever finish it because I am Bad At writing things that are overly close to me.)Ā
Cap PSAs (Literally just a fic about Bucky getting a lot of joy at Steveās expense from Steveās really awful school PSAs)Ā
Practical Magic AU (Listen I have craved a Practical Magic AU for YEARS. So I started one a couple months back, but then wearing_tearing went and wrote one because they are a fic writing goddess so now I DONāT NEED TO. But itās still sitting in my WIP folder so maybe one day Iāll actually finish it under the Two Cakes rule.)Ā
IW FIX IT (I had a lot of feelings after seeing Infinity War??? And I wanted to fix them??? But this is another one thatāll probably go into the fic mortuary because I have NO CLUE what I was planning to do with it.)Ā
MAJOR REWORK NEEDED great american roadtrip (Once upon a time, December 11th 2016 to be exact, at least according to the document details, I sat down to write an epic fanfic where two old assholes went on a road trip, saw the grand canyon, went camping, and also kept up with their therapy via phone appointments.)Ā
both fall of train au (you think both fall off the train aus mean they both get captured by HYDRA? THINK AGAIN. Because what is TRAGEDY? I CANāT WRITE ANGST so this shit is just Steve and Bucky fall off the train together and both wake up in the 21st century and Have To Adjust. Idk where itās going, idk anything beyond that basic premise but who knows, IT MIGHT BE GOOD ONE DAY?)
the sequel i'm not writing to where the heart is (the fact that I havenāt touched this since August means the title is technically correct. Basically itās the story of how Where The Heart Is!Bucky and Steve go on vacation and end up taking down the leftover bits of HYDRA instead. Also Buckyās instagram is featured a lot. This one actually has a lot written already so like, I wanna finish it eventually.)Ā
is it... a fake dating au???? (A one night stand turns into Steve fake dating Bucky for family events because I love tropes.)Ā
non recovery fic except it IS (Idk how to describe this one except that like itās a recovery fic but it started based on the premise that not being okay is okay. Itās cute and sad and deals with recovery things.)Ā
Steve Rogers Meets His Irish History: c. 2016 (This one is literally just a document with a link to what inspired it and also will require a lot of research so who the hell knows whatāll happen with it.)Ā
A DIFFERENT FOUND BABY (THIS ONE GOT AWAY FROM ME GUYS. Like it started with Bucky Barnes coming home to Steve because he found A BABY AND I LOVE KIDFIC but then I veered into like How Steve Rogers Relates To Disability, His Body, His Gay Identity, And Gender All In Relation To His Past Disability so like, itās a mess.)Ā
Angel Steve yo (This will one day be my magnum opus tbh. Steveās an asshole angel who shows up to a Halloween party in booty shorts and devil horns. Buckyās the confused millennial who wants to bone him. I donāt think Iāll ever love a premise more tbh.)Ā Ā
ABO PREG STEVE WHAT (I am genuinely not shy about the fact that I like abo and mpreg and all that soft shit, so like, this is just the result of that enjoyment and features omega Steve going into the ice pregnant, waking up and having a baby because THAT PLOT HASNāT BEEN DONE A MILLION TIMES IN ABO FICS OR ANYTHING. whispering softly but with feeling: two cakes Elizabeth, TWO CAKES.)Ā
B99 Kinda (Steve Rogers is a cop in Brooklyn. Bucky Barnes is a firefighter who Steveās kinda smitten with.)Ā
Jersey- Coda (Soft tummy edition) (someone commented on This Is Why People Donāt Go To Jersey saying they hope Steveās tummy was soft after having a baby and my inner lizard brain went YES THIS IS GOOD, VERY GOOD. So itās literally just a fic about Steve having a soft tummy and Bucky being very fond of it.)Ā
soulmate au f yeah (This is my CHILD and I will one day finish the motherfucker. Itās soulmate magical realism where soulmateās hearts BEAT THE SAME and there is recovery and goodness and god I love the premise a lot, ngl.)Ā
FIRST LADY STEVE ROGERS (This is actually just the document that I have Making The Ride Count in, but itās also got bits and pieces that will become other parts in the series.)Ā
Will an 80s winter soldier wear leg warmers? (Bucky breaks his programming in the 80s and he and Peggy pal around beating HYDRA and terrorizing people until Steveās dug out of the ice again.)Ā
competitive assholes (the idea was given to me to have Steve and Bucky be neighbors competing over decorations and I NOW MUST WRITE IT.)Ā
Omega Rights Activist Steve (College abo with omega Steve and Alpha Bucky and like, lots of softness and Bucky just wanting to build Steve THE BEST NEST and Steve being like I AM A STRONG CAPABLE OMEGA but alsoĀ āyes pls buy me seventeen pillows and twenty-five blankets and fluff them strategically for me.ā)Ā
An Angel And A Demon Walk Into A Bar... (Angel Steve + Demon Bucky = BEST FRIENDS FOREVERRRRRR. Also lots of jokes about heaven having too much paperwork.)
holiday swap - finish by 12/21 (For the Marvel Holiday Swap. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IāM DOING WITH THIS ONE DEAR LORD HELP ME.)Ā
Ā It All Comes Back Around (Chapter three! Itās coming along slow as hell but it IS coming along.)Ā
FOR LATER (a fic in which Steve wakes up from the ice and starts making mental lists of āthings Bucky would likeā because heās a sad, sad human being.)
Loyalty Devotion (For Happy Steve Bingo. Thereās selkies??? and Steve is some sort of unspecified magic??? and itās a little different than my norm writing style wise?? Idk weāll see how it turns out. I might edit the first bits copiously so that itās more my style, or i might embrace the flow of this one WE SHALL SEE.)
Aaaand I canāt think of anyone to tag right this moment because my brain is word soup soooo if you want to do this then please go forth and do it! There are no rules here, this is the wild west of meme games, BE FREE WRITER FRIENDS BE FREEĀ
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