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Soft. (Erik Killmonger Imagine)

Woah, it’s been a hot minute since the last time I’ve posted... Will you still believe that it’s writer’s block that’s keeping me from writing on here?

Okay, I know that this Erik will never ever make an appearance in Black Panter. But like a girl can dream right?

In this, Erik’s alive and makes amends with T’Challa... Okay? I will not accept the fact that he died. Like this is an AU sorta. I’m sorry it’s short, it’s just a lil story. Nothing too major. 

It’s also super fluffy and I’ve never read an Erik Killmonger imagine that was fluffy because you know that’s just who he is but like let’s just pretend.

It was something about you. The way you carried yourself. The way you spoke only to select people. The way you worked alongside Shuri or Stark. The way you were so invested the blueprints surrounding you. You just captivated him. 

And let’s just say he wasn’t used to this.

Erik hasn’t even said a whole sentence to you and yet you still had him wrapped around your finger. If you said froggy, he would most definitely hop. 

“Maybe you should just talk to her.” Shuri had suggested after catching him staring at you as you walked past. “She’s not that intimidating.” 

Erik shook his head. “I ain’t gonna talk to her. Not interested.” She gave her cousin a look before rolling her eyes to catch up to her. “Girl’s like a mouse.” He huffed, rolling his eyes and walking the other way.

He wasn’t used to the pining. He wasn’t used to the longing stares or the slight butterflies in his stomach. Yet here he was, thinking about you every single minute of every single day. 

Erik sighed as he stared out, standing at the new Avengers tower balcony. You, Shuri, T’Challa, and him all set out to New York to battle the next big bad: Thanos. You four were the brain and muscle. 

The doors had slid open and he spun around to meet your eyes. “Sorry.” You whispered, turning around to go back inside. 

“You can stay.” He called out. You felt heat rising to your face as you turned back around to admire the sunset. “You do that, too?” He asked, thinking to himself wow this is the most I’ve ever said to her. 

You nodded though he couldn’t see you. “Normally I look at it from the rooms that Mr. Stark provided, but I thought I should enjoy the weather today as well.” 

“Yeah, being cooped up in a lab all day must suck.” Erik said, mentally facepalming. Of course you wouldn’t think it sucked. You loved being in a lab. But to his surprise you laughed.

“I miss Wakanda’s labs. I thought Stark Industries were supposed to be the best of the best. Shuri and I’s lab puts his whole tower to shame.” You joked. 

Erik chuckled and a comfortable silence took over you both. He didn’t realize that you were standing next to him until he turned to look at you. 

Your eyes were closed and the sun’s orange rays hit your skin in the most memorizing way. That’s when it hit him. 

He’s gone soft over some girl he’s barely spoken to. This had been your only conversation and yet he’s head over heels for you.

“You are the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever seen.” Erik had whispered, breaking the silence.Your eyes snapped open and held his stare before shying your gaze away. He delicately placed a fingertip underneath your chin to bring your eyes back to his before placing a gentle kiss on your lips. 

It was uncharacteristic for him to be so gentle with you, but he couldn’t help it. All his life he had been working so hard to be strong and unbreakable. And yet here he is. Putty in your hands, wrapped around your finger. You were the only thing that made him Soft. Not that he minded though. 

And there goes Shuri and T’Challa watching the tender moment from the glass door. Shuri muttering a quiet, “I knew it all along,” as T’Challa handed her the crisp American hundred dollar bill. Not that it would do much dent to his wallet. He runs a whole fucking country.

[winchester-with-wings]

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@princessxfangirl Thank you so much! I’m so excited! My dress is so classically romantic looking with lace so I’ll most definitely be a queen that day :D

[lulunimzetpo]

my favorite/recommended  fanfics

 basically i got tired of searching fanfics through my archive so i thought why not put all of them into a mesterlist so it would be easy to find and share with my followers 

Dylan O'brien 

Happy Birthday Mr.O’Brien *by @mystic-biscuit

The Run Through * by @mystic-biscuit

Rumors * by @obrosey-af

NERD HQ * by @mystic-biscuit

Save a drum kit, Bang a drummer * by @mystic-biscuit

The Wedding Singer * by @dumbass-stilinski

part 2 

Teasing leads to... * by @perlocutionary

Never Have I Ever... * by @unholyree

All of Them by @purestilinski

You’re staring at me  by @purestilinski

At the MTV Movie Awards  * by @stiles-is-the-dream

Endings & Beginnings by @sophisticatedstiles

The Look  by @allthingsfangirl101

First Kiss  by @allthingsfangirl101

Talking About The New Girl  by @allthingsfangirl101

Dylan flirting with you during an interview by @angelkurenai

Dylan asking you out on a date during an interview.  by @angelkurenai

Brother’s Best Friend * by @writingsbychlo

Dirty Dancing * by @writingsbychlo

On a silver platter * by @perlocutionary

part 2 *

Christmas Miracle, pt. 3 by @perlocutionary

Hopeless Romantic by @mf-despair-queen

Say that again by @stilinskisensation

 you and Dylan are responsible for 90% of the bloopers by @stilinskisensation

Dylan proposing to you! by @stilinskisensation

Something Sweet by @dancingwithdylan21

Sober by @dancingwithdylan21

series

Chemistry by @golddaggers

part 1 

part 2

part 3 

part 4

CARELESS  By @gaybrien

Part 1 * 

Part 2

Stuart Twombly

No Beanie Today? by @allthingsfangirl101

Cabin Fever *by @mf-despair-queen

Copy That *by @mf-despair-queen

Oceans by @just-jordie-things

Sunrise by @tweenw

Technical Difficulties * by @mystic-biscuit

Injury on the Quidditch Field by @cxddlyash

Teach Me * by @mf-despair-queen

Unexpected Surprise  by @sophisticatedstiles 

Protective Side of You  by @allthingsfangirl101

Beanie Snatcher by @stilinskisensation

Nick and Billy walking in on you and Stuart  by @stilinskisensation

My little princess  by @stilinskisensation

Riddle to Solve  by @roscoeknows

Technical Difficulties by @completedylantrash

Stiles Stilinski

After Hours * by @perlocutionary

Trapped Inside by @cxddlyash

IRRESISTIBLE * by @dumbass-stilinski

 NOTHING PERSONAL* by @dumbass-stilinski

VOYEUR * by @dumbass-stilinski

FIREWORKS * by @dumbass-stilinski

Detention * by @obrosey-af

Nothing Personal * by @dumbass-stilinski

Tether * by @perlocutionary

Someone needs to * by @perlocutionary

I’d love to  by @purestilinski

7 Minutes in Heaven by @purestilinski

Wow  by @purestilinski

I’m not giving up on you.  by @purestilinski

Like that.  by @purestilinski

Secretly Dating  by  @purestilinski

That’s My Boy by @purestilinski

Hold Me  by @sophisticatedstiles

Too Perfect  by @sophisticatedstiles

Love & Chemistry  by @sophisticatedstiles

Always  by @sophisticatedstiles

Fairy Tale Endings  by @sophisticatedstiles

Her  by @sophisticatedstiles

Part 2

Stopping You by @allthingsfangirl101

Please, Don’t Hurt Her  by @allthingsfangirl101

Panic Attack  by @allthingsfangirl101

Unnoticed  by @imaginativelywriting

being Scott’s sister and liking Stiles by @void-imagines

Love, Your Secret Admirer by @godetiawrites

Sex Deprived  * by @obrosey-af

Just Admit It * by @obrosey-af  

Wrong Person by @obrosey-af

Into the Void by @obrosey-af

part 2

Birthday Sex * by @obrosey-af

Afraid by @biles-bilinski-24

Be Mine by @biles-bilinski-24

Hide and Seek  by @amylillian22

Better Half by @biles-bilinski-24

Ties  * by @stilinskisensation

Joe’s  by @freeyourheartandsoul

Forgotten Love by @freeyourheartandsoul

series

Outbreak*by @mystic-biscuit

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

Sinking * by @dumbass-stilinski

part 1 

part 2

part 3

CEO. * by @thelittlestkitsune

Part 1

Part 2 

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6 

Part 7

Part 8 a

Part 8 b

Can I Have This Dance? by @sophisticatedstiles

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Detention* by @obrosey-af

Part 1 *

Part 2 *

Part 3 *

Love Potion* by @roscoeknows

part 1

part 2 *

void stiles

Safety in the Darkness by @imagineplotfulcharacters

The Tease by @lupy22 

DIE BY MY HAND by @awstenskknight

Seduction by @hybristophiliaproject

Who Do You Belong To? by @offthebend

Hostage by @tateisabigmood

series

Game Changer by @snipsnsnailsnwerewolftales

Prologue

part 1 

part 2

Thomas

Game Changer by @sophisticatedstiles

Play With Fire * by @completedylantrash

Hero by @sophisticatedstiles

Jealousy by @sophisticatedstiles

Safe Haven  by @allthingsfangirl101

Imagine Thomas getting up early to meet Frypan… by @stilinskisensation

Peter Parker 

Best $20 Ever Spent by @winchester-with-wings

Just One Kiss  by @helplesslyinlovewithcharacters

I heard you * by @spidey-holland67

Are You Drunk? by @pparkerwrites

Hate by @pparkerwrites

dreams + promises by @tomhollandeu

secret’s out  by @noir-spiderr

Freaky Friday by @underoossss

Part 2

Wearing Your Clothes by @em-imagines

dreams + promises by @tomhollandeu

secret’s out by @noir-spiderr

series

Finally Found My Way by @spidey-holland67

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

part 5

part 6

part 7

part 8

part 9

part 10

part 11

part 12 *

part 13 *

Ex-Friends by @pparkerwrites​

Part 1

Part 2 

Part 3

Part 4

Secrets by @pparkerwrites

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

I Love to Hate You by @magic-marvel

Prologue

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

part 5

tom holland

memories by @peterparkyourassonme

Seven minutes in heaven by @grandimagines

Big Brother  by @petersshirts

The Language of Art  by @themarauderstheoutsidersandpeggy

Past Curfew by @starsholland

Part 2

Comic Con by @christinky

Just Friends by @princessxfangirl

one sited by @justmesadgirl

part 2

series 

Boyfriends and Reporters by @marvelliz

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

What Would They Say? by @ijustreallylovezebras

part 1

part 2 

part 3

part 4

part 5

part 6

part 7

part 8

part 9

part 10 

part 11

part 12

part 13

part 14

part 15

Tom Holland x Reader / Dylan O’Brien x Reader

Were you happy?  by @writtingmyowndeliverance

YOU WERE HAPPY by @writtingmyowndeliverance

series

Love Is Not Your Friend by @starlight-parkers

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

[meganlpie]

Fic Recs (July 2nd)

Hiya, lovelies! I know it’s been a little while since the last rec list and I apologize for that! I haven’t been able to dedicate as much time to reading fic as I used to. 

“Bakers and Pie Makers” written by @drabbletastic. The reader opens a bakery near the Pie Hole. Adorable Ned makes an appearance. (Pushing Daisies)

“Chupacabra” (completed??) written by @xx-multi-fandom-imagines. The Winchesters make fun of Ketch’s accent and the reader helps him feel better. (SPN, link to part 2 but other link is attached)

“Potions Partners” written by @chelswriting. The Hufflepuff reader gets paired with Draco in Snape’s Potions class. She and Draco don’t get on so well. (HP, link is to the 2nd part where you can find a link to part 1)

“Something Sweet, 2″ written by @the-new-fanfic-order. The reader gets a job as a pastry chef working under Obi-Wan Kenobi who has a very strict way of doing things. (Star Wars AU)

“Total Cliche” written by @lotfanfics. The reader is getting scolded by Professor Stein. Leonard sticks up for her. (Legends of Tomorrow, angsty fluff)

“Tea Party Playtime” written by @talesmaniac89. Crowley’s 5-year-old daughter, the reader, becomes suspiciously quiet. Crowley finds her and joins her little tea party. (SPN fluff. OH THE DAD!CROWLEY FLUFF)

“I Love You” written by @the-flash-imagines14. Barry asks the reader on a date, but she’s confused since she always thought Barry liked Iris. (The Flash, fluff)

“Greatcoat” written by @obiwan824. Hux can’t find his greatcoat. (Star Wars, fluff)

“Crush” written by @randomtwistedlife. The reader likes Loki and Thor knows it. (Avengers, fluff)

“Teach Me” written by @igotanaddixon. Bilbo’s twin sister wants Dwalin to teach her how to defend herself. (Tolkien, humor)

“I Have Faith in You” written by @kittenwritesstuff. Sirius and the reader are arguing about Snape. Her feelings for the Potions Master are revealed. (HP, angsty fluff)

“Dive” written by @bookthrills. The reader is a little bit of a flirt and Julian knows it. What he doesn’t know is that it’s part of her act. (The Flash, angsty-ish)

“Hearings Your Soulmate’s Thoughts” written by @fandomheadrush. The reader didn’t expect an accident to be the reason she meets her soulmate. Bones can’t help but think she’s adorable. (Star Trek, Soulmate AU fluff)

“New Book” written by @callie-swagg1. The reader finds a new book to read, in the form of one of Bucky’s journals. (Avengers, fluff)

“Caretaker” written by @azurakenway. The reader tends to Hux while he’s imprisoned. (Star Wars, angsty, mentions of torture.) 

“Then Ask Me” written by @princessxfangirl. Sebastian gets jealous when someone from New Directions flirts with the reader. When he sees she’s uncomfortable, he steps in. (Glee.)

“Thor and Loki” written by @lucis-unicorn. The reader has two dogs and Ketch has a soft spot for them...and maybe for her too. (SPN, angst & fluff)

“So This is Love” written by @srj1990. Mick realizes he’s in love with the reader. He wants to leave the BMoL for her. (SPN, angsty fluff. I literally just read this and needed to add it!)

There you go, lovelies! Lots to read this time, so have fun! Happy reading and lots of love!

-Meg

[osterfield-holland]

The Tagging game

Tagging Game

Okay so I love doing these tag stuff. So keep ‘em coming guys (I hate myself so much).

Rules: We’re snooping through your playlist. Set your entire music library on shuffle and report the first ten tracks that pop up! Then choose ten additional friends.

I was tagged by the lovely @princessxfangirl who tagged my main but its happening on my writing blog

1. we own the night- the wanted

2. flights- jack and jack

3. gibberish- max

4. something just like this- chain smokers

5.immortals- fall out boy

6. its a small world- disney

7. welcome to New York- Taylor swift

8. How to train your dragon -coming back around

9. the tangled sound track

10. we wanna- Alexandra stan

I’m tagging: @misshollander1 @thisisthetragicstoryofme @nothingbutimagines for shits and giggles im tagging @princessxfangirl again:) @spideystan

[parkersenses]

Hey ! I saw that anon who requested that imagine that you said you weren't comfortable with so I wanted to say to that anon , if you still want that to be written I read a fic called tidal wave by Princessxfangirl so if you want try sending a request over there bc I think she's okay with writing about requests like yours

^^^^^

[parker-stanheight]

Tagging Game

Rules: We’re snooping through your playlist. Set your entire music library on shuffle and report the first ten tracks that pop up! Then choose ten additional friends. I was tagged by: @princessxfangirl 1. Love in the middle of a firefight // Dillon Francis and Brendon Urie 2. Writings on the wall // Sam Smith 3. Sucker for pain // suicide squad 4. Time Warp // Rocky Horror Picture Show 5. Send Them Off! // Bastille 6. HeavyDirtySoul // Twenty One Pilots 7. Stitches // Shawn Mendes 8. Folkin' Around // Panic! At The Disco 9. Naive // The Kooks 10. The Final Zepp // Charlie Clouser from saw 7 (fucks sake I'm an embarrassment lol) Tagging: whoever I know no one and have no one to tag lol (message me plz I'm lonely)

[speechlessxx]

I’m A One Guy Type Of Girl.(Harrison Osterfield)

Request: Can you do a Harrison osterfield imagine where she's casted as peter love interest and tom keeps making fun of them. Or like they fight over her cause she's Spider-Man's girl but hazs girlfriend. Lol if the even made sense

Yes, I’ve decided to start writing for Harrison now because I think he deserves love too. 

I hope you enjoy!

Tom, Harrison, and you were the three musketeers. Never one without the others. And then in your performing arts school days, you and Harrison ended up flirting constantly. It wasn’t even the casual best guy friend and best girl friend flirting. It was full blown “we’re gonna date, mark my words” flirting. And eventually, you both found yourselves in a relationship. 

However, you made it a point to assure Tom he wasn’t going to be left out. You both would drag him on dates and even set him up with a few of your gal pals. The dynamic of a trio never truly changed. 

And then Tom was pulled into a Marvel movie. He was swept to Germany to film with the rest of the cast and naturally, you and Harrison followed seeing as the three of you were almost always together.

When cast pictures and behind the scenes photographs surfaced, fans couldn’t help but compare you to one of Peter Parker’s love interests, (Y/C/N). With your background in acting and the uncanny resemblance, you were soon cast as the character for the upcoming Spider-Man reboot. 

Now with the movie less than three weeks away, you along with Tom and the rest of the cast had been promoting the film. You found yourself with Harrison, Tom, and Jacob in Singapore doing just that. 

You took pictures with everyone and even answered many questions about the movie and about your personal life. 

Harrison gave you a quick peck on the lips and that made the crowd go crazy. You laughed and hid your face in his chest for a few moments. “I’m so proud of you,” he whispered, kissing the top of your head. “Is that the hotel’s shampoo? Because ours doesn’t smell like that. It smells really good.” He chuckled. 

Tom ran up to the two of you. “Take a picture guys with me guys!” He yelled out and the three of you posed. 

It was a really sweet moment. It was even humbling. You were living the dream with the two people who’s been the most supportive by your side. 

An interviewer came up to you and introduced herself. You all shook hands and smiled. “Now this has been one of the biggest questions that have been sent to me.” She said with a smile as she adjusted her microphone in her hand. “But is this strange for the three of you? You two are dating,” she pointed at you and Harrison, then proceeded to point at you and Tom, “but you two are dating on the movie screen. Is that weird?”

Tom shook his head. “To me, I don’t really find it weird. I just sort of ignore the fact that she’s one of my best friends who’s dating my other best friend.”

“You better not be ignoring it all the time, mate.” Harrison joked as you all laughed. 

“Oh, no. We all know who’s the better kisser, Haz.” Tom winked. 

“Oh piss off.” Harrison chuckled, wrapping his arm around your waist. 

The interviewer looked over to you to make a comment. “Well as much fun it is play Spider-Man’s girlfriend. I prefer being Harrison’s girl. And besides, I’m A One Guy Type Of Girl.”  You smiled before standing on your tip toes to give Harrison a kiss on the lips. 

[speechlessxx]

We Are Not Getting All The Dogs. (Harrison Osterfield Imagine)

Requests: SUPER FLUFFY GETTING A PUPPY W HAZ & BUYING A PUP W HAZ

So yeah... here’s this imagine! I’m sorry if I’m taking forever getting through with all your requests!.

I am also sorry if this one ended up really short.

I hope you enjoy!

“We Are Not Getting All The Dogs.” Harrison strictly said as you walked around the animal shelter hand in hand. 

You turned around and gave him a pout, looking into his blue eyes. “Pleeeeeeease.” You begged. 

“You sound like a child.” He rolled his eyes. “You can barely take care of yourself, (Y/N). How can you possibly take care of ten dogs.”

“There are more than ten dogs here, Haz.” You sassed. “And I can perfectly take care of myself. I take care of you and Tom all the time!” 

“My other point. We’re never home. We’re always traveling with Tom, too.” He reasoned. 

It was your turn to you roll your eyes at your boyfriend. “We can take the dog with us. Tom misses Tessa all the time. And when we can’t, we can ask Tom’s folks to take care of him or her like they do with Tes.” You stood on your tip toes and pecked him on the lips. “Please, Harrison. I really want a dog to cuddle with.”

“You can cuddle with me.” He argued. 

“You aren’t adorable.” You sassed again, but instantly regretted it.

“Wow,” he scoffed. “I was almost on board with getting three dogs, but since you said that, we’re leaving.” He playfully said, grabbing your waist and began to drag you away. 

“No!” You gasped. “Harrison! Wait! Look!” You said, pulling away from him and kneeling down in front of a cage with the most adorable puppy in the world. 

Harrison dramatically rolled his eyes and knelt down beside you. He looked inside the cage and his mouth dropped. Of course, he had only been joking with you. He was going to allow you to pick a dog, but you being the animal lover that you were, chose about fifty dogs and he knew you both couldn’t take care of all of them. 

But this dog was absolutely, hands down, the sweetest little thing the two of you have ever seen. A volunteer came by and asked how the two of you were doing. “How old is this little guy?” You asked, sticking your fingers inside the cage to caress its fur. 

“A couple weeks old, actually. He’s our newest addition. We found him in a box in the middle of the street all on his own.” The volunteer explained. “So far no one’s really been interested in him. Which is really unfortunate. He’s the sweetest. Would you like to meet him officially?”

You turned to look at your boyfriend, ready to plead for the dog, but one look at Harrison and you knew you didn’t have to. He was on board with getting this little puppy. 

As you played with the little guy in a play pen, Harrison was getting the adoption finalized and officiated. “No kids, yet, huh mate?” The volunteer joked. “Start small with an animal first. Good idea. So... how long?” 

“Pardon?” Harrison asked. 

“How long have you and your missus been together?” The volunteer clarified. 

Harrison blushed before chuckling. “Well.. uh... we aren’t married...”

“But you will pop the question eventually, right, mate?” 

Harrison looked back at you, letting the little puppy lick your face as you laughed. He turned back to the volunteer. “Yeah, definitely. I would love to marry her.” 

[speechlessxx]

Stuck In Her Time Of Death. (Peter Parker/Spider-Man Imagine)

As you can probably already guess, this is a really REALLY sad imagine and I apologize for it. Recently, I’ve been in such a terrible mood due to personal reasons and I drew inspiration to write a really really sad imagine.

I truly apologize because there is character death in this. 

Requests are selective (honestly but bear with me if you do request.)

I hope you enjoy!

(Peter’s POV)

It all started when MJ patted my shoulder after our horrific loss at the decathlon. I knew that the rest of the team was devastated. They all relied on me to help bring the team to victory, but I let them down. All because I saw her. 

She was sitting in the crowd of seats next to Aunt May with the biggest smile on her face. Her hands pressed together against her lips, anticipating my answer and my victory. And then I heard the other team buzz in, I turned with a shocked expression on my face as their answer was seen as correct and they were granted the win. I looked over at her again… But the seat was empty next to Aunt May.

It happened again in class. I was still working on the test, but then I heard a familiar laugh. I turned around and saw her smiling text to Michelle. She looked at me and waved and I gladly returned the favor. “What are you staring at?” Ned whispered, nudging my side. I looked back at him and then back at the empty seat next to Michelle, who had a confused look on her face. 

Now I was in the councilor’s office, Aunt May sitting in the chair next to me. I slumped into the seat, wanting to disappear. 

“Peter, many of your friends and teachers have expressed worry about your mental condition.” The councilor said, her voice soft.

I evaded her eyes, staring at the small window on her door. And there she went again. She was peeking through the window with the signature worrisome look she wore whenever I was called into an office, whether it be a teacher’s office or the principal’s. Aunt May’s voice pulled me out of my trance. 

“He’s been really stressed lately.” She said, coming up with an excuse for me. Ever since she found out that I was Spider-Man, I kept her up to date with everything. And I remember the night it all happened, how I came back to the apartment with tears rushing down my face as May just held me close, comforting me the best she could. “In case you didn’t know, he has an internship with Tony Stark and he’s really been putting all his effort in it.” She put her hand on my shoulder, rubbing it slightly. I looked back at the window, but she was gone.

“I understand that internships, especially those as prestigious as the Stark one, can be stressful. But could it possibly be because of the passing of (Y/N) (Y/L)?” My breath hitched in my throat. Hearing her name struck me in my chest. I closed my eyes, feeling the tears threatening to escape. But as I did so, I saw her again. Her lifeless eyes, glossed over, staring deep into mine.

“That’s a touchy subject.” May answered for me. 

“I understand that. I’ve seen the two of them in the hallways. You two were quite the pair.” The councilor spoke softly. “The death of someone so close to us leaves an impact on our hearts-”

“I… I don’t want to… I don’t want to talk about it. This.” I said, forcing myself to open my eyes and speak with a stern tone. 

“But Peter-”

“No!” I yelled, abruptly jumping out of the seat and rushing out the door. 

Next thing I knew I was sitting at her grave. The dirt was fresh. “I’m so sorry.” I whispered, kneeling down, putting my forehead against the tombstone. I closed my eyes and the whole scene played again. 

She screamed as Harry, my old friend, swooped her up. “Peter!” She called out for me. 

“Harry, put her down!” I begged, swinging after them. 

“Put her down, Peter?” Harry asked, his smiled menacingly at me before dropping her from the top of the clock tower.

“No!” I yelled, jumping down, forgetting about Harry, and shooting a web after her. When everything seemed to settle down, a gear moved and everything I knew broke. I heard her gasp as she continued to fall all the way down. I shot out another web, hoping that it will work this time, and I saw it attach onto her torso. But it was followed by a snap. 

I attached the web to a sturdy pipe before jumping down to her. “No…” I whispered, taking off my mask, detaching her motionless body from the web. 

Her eyes were dull and her face was emotionless. I took two fingers and closed her eyes, tears began spilling onto her face and hair. I kissed her forehead before cradling her against my suit. She was gone. 

“I knew I’d find you here.” May sighed, kneeling beside me, though her white jeans would get dirty. I sobbed on the tombstone, the tears sinking into the dirt. “Peter…” She sighed, peeling me from the grave and propping me on the crook of her neck. “It wasn’t your fault.” 

“I could’ve thought of a better way… I could’ve saved her.” I sobbed, breathlessly, into her neck. “It’s all my fault.”

“Peter, you’re punishing yourself for something that even you, Spider-Man, can’t change. It’s not your fault. It never was. You’re a superhero, yes. But you can’t save everyone.” She whispered, wrapping her arms around me. 

“I’m not punishing myself… The universe is. I see her… I see her everywhere. Even when I sleep, I see her. When I’m taking a test, I see her. When I’m just sitting in my room, I see her. When i close my eyes, I see her.” I cried. 

“She’s your first love, Pete. When your uncle died, I saw him everywhere, too… But you experienced something no teenager should ever experience. You saw her die before your very eyes. But don’t let yourself be Stuck In Her Time Of Death. Let it inspire you to be a better man. Let it inspire you to find and take Harry down. Let it inspire you every time you see a person in need. Let it inspire you to become greater. Let it inspire you to become an avenger.” 

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👄 first kiss story?

It actually happened a couple months ago. (I know I’m so lame). It was on New Years. And you know how you would kiss someone when it’s at 12 am? So my best guy friend had pulled me in and kissed me. It’s really nothing that special and it was certainly in the moment kind thing haha.