#ppl go too far one way or the other w her traits and also often infantilise her and like .
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yellowjckets Ā· 2 months ago
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regressing (thinking about heather mcnamara again)
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hii, i wanted to ask a question about my bestie xx
iā€™ve typed her as an enfj bc sheā€™s always seemed like a high Fe type to me and the enfj function stack and descriptions of them on various websites were describing her very well. me and her are very different ā€œpeople-wiseā€: she always talks abt ppl behind their backs while maintaining friendly attitude talking WITH them, always compliments ppl to get something she wants(some of our teachers always loved her bc she knew how to get their love and trust); then meā€¦iā€™m an isfpā€¦totally opposite, i have only a few friends, i hate talking behind peopleā€™s back, never ā€œsucked upā€ on anyone, including teachers(some of them still love me, but for different reasons), i canā€™t compliment people i donā€™t like(tbf, i canā€™t compliment AT ALL, very bad at words, unlike my friend) and etc. I also donā€™t like lying to people and friends, and she, on the other hand lies or manipulates her words quite a lot(sometimes it helps her getting what she wants tho, i must admit).
But iā€™ve noticed recently that sheā€™s very secretiveā€¦likeā€¦really secretive. She never shows her true feelings or struggles to her friends(or me, at least, lmao)ā€¦We both keep our feelings inside, but I have high Fi and I thought this kind of way of dealing with emotions was kinda Fi-ish. Not that she shows her friends her fake emotions, but more like she deals with them on her own.
also, sheā€™s very impulsive in terms of her interests? more than me sometimes(and i have aux Se)ā€¦she gets heavily invested, for example in her choice of her future career and has her future in this career all planned(what uni will she graduate, how successful she might be, how ā€œcoolā€ will she be, etc.) and she talks about it(her new interest/hobby or her career choice) so passionately, that you think ā€œomg, she REALLY wants to be a therapist/marketing specialist/dentist/whateverā€, and she seems really invested in it, but then she DROPS itā€¦like, she suddenly ā€œrealizesā€ itā€™s not what she wants or that that profession isnā€™t as good/profitable as she thought. She also cancels plans last minute a lot. It can be her, who encourages and organises our friend groupā€™s gathering, but then gets out of it last minute herself, sometimes trying to make really pathetic excuses(but sometimes theyā€™re very well-thought, such as ā€œmy parents asked me to babysit my little siblingsā€ so none of us could blame her for telling that she wonā€™t go w us last minute). Iā€™m not telling itā€™s always lies. Iā€™m sure sometimes her parents really donā€™t allow her to go somewhere or ask to babysit, but why does she always tell us that last minute!? sometimes she does things for her own benefit, like sheā€™d rather go out with a person who has a good camera(so they could take pics for her), rather than someone sheā€™s closer to and will have better time with. sheā€™s also very insecure deep down. me too, but i donā€™t want peopleā€™s approval as much as her. sheā€™s always scared to gain weight or look bad to her boyfriend, even though heā€™s the nicest guy iā€™ve ever met and has always told her that sheā€™s the most beautiful girl ever and he would love her no matter what. perhaps i could also describe her as ā€œall talk, no actual actionsā€ and it hurts me isfp ass very much :((
we also have a lot of passive aggression in our relationship, bc weā€™re both hate conflicts in some way, and sometimes supress our anger towards each other(i tend to sometimes burst out tho), so ig sheā€™s more passive aggressive than me and never tells me whatā€™s wrong, therefore i can never tell if i offended her or not. idk, maybe she thinks the sam abt me?
sheā€™s not a bad person tho, sheā€™s a good friend and weā€™ve been friends for a long time, but sometimes she acts very very strange and iā€™m not the only one who has noticed this.
maybe you could help meā€¦from what iā€™ve described, does she seem enfj type 3(have difficulty telling what her wing is)? ty in advance ā¤ļø
Based on this it sounds like you are both in your mid-teens, and so honestly I would just give it some time if you want to type her because while your personality certainly exists at this time, itā€™s very much in flux. A lot of this just sounds like sheā€™s dealing with a lot of insecurity and expectations and itā€™s hard to say if itā€™s typology governing these actions or if itā€™s just like...being 16 or 17 (which is what Iā€™ve assumed from this).
Iā€™m not sure what her type is but here are a couple of things that might help you, and I will say that ENFJ doesnā€™t sound wrong given that assumed age. It could be - looking at ENFP or ESFP wouldnā€™t hurt - but a lot of her behaviors seem in line with high Fe and even with Ni I would expect a certain amount of impulsivity and indecision at her stage of development.
First, try to think about her in terms of who she is without comparing to yourself. I donā€™t know for sure if youā€™re an ISFP - you might be, or you might not be - so if you compare to yourself and you are mistyped then youā€™re working off an incorrect basis for comparison in the first place and that will make everything harder. Try to think how she compares to people you know in general - and especially your peers. Is she more impulsive than most of your classmates? Less? Around average?
Second, I have found the idea that high Fi users are more private and high Fe users are less private to be absolutely false; I think it is partly based on a Tumblr user who mistyped as an Fe user for a long time but then realized they were a high Fi user and was trying to make that fit and itā€™s persisted long past that. A lot of high Fi users, especially extroverted ones, are very expressive, and a lot of high Fe users can be private - Fe users are typically very attuned to what others think of them and so might keep their emotions on lockdown or hide them in order to elicit a certain response (Fe-dom 3s, for example, will absolutely do this). As a rule thinkers and introverts are more private with their emotions than feelers and extroverts but thatā€™s about the extent of it.
And finally, and I tell most people this especially when they bring up not just a typology question but also some conflicts or personal difficulties; I get that you are asking me for help with MBTI, and thatā€™s the main help I feel like I have any ability to give and I know unsolicited advice is often unwelcome so feel free to ignore, but: MBTI does not solve interpersonal (or intrapersonal) problems. It can be a very helpful and powerful tool, but knowing is only half the battle (or something). A person who knows literally nothing about MBTI but is an empathetic and thoughtful communicator who does not shy away from healthy confrontation will do better than a typology expert who lacks even one of those traits. If you want to know her type, review the first few paragraphs and see if that helps and feel free to revisit after some time, but if you want to like, know why she keeps flaking on you, then unfortunately getting over the fear of confrontation and potentially upsetting someone will be a far more effective use of time.
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crimsonhcadache Ā· 4 years ago
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Ā  Ā  Ā  - Ķ€Ģ— NOW INTRODUCING: Ā IVES ā IVY āž SERRANO !
( DANNA PAOLA, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER, SCORPIO, 24 ) I just spotted IVES ā€œIVYā€ SERRANO at the beach today. Donā€™t you know them? They live down by the TOWERS and usually hang out with the RICH KIDS & MUSICIANS cliques. From what Iā€™ve heard, they can be DECEITFUL, but theyā€™re also ADAPTIVE. I always think of them when i hear LAST LAUGH - FLETCHER and tend to associate them with STRAWBERRY CHAMPAGNE, A FRESH SET OF STILETTO NAILS, AND RED LINGERIE. ( tay, she/her, 22, est )
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full name: natalie rose serrano ives serrano nicknames: ivy, poison ivy faceclaim: danna paola voiceclaim: lana del rey birthday: november 1st, 1996Ā  zodiac: scorpio sun, aries moon, gemini rising sexuality: bisexual occupation: influencer, instagram model, musician, scammer / thief positive traits:Ā effervescent, bold, creative, charismatic, coquettish, intuitive, ambitious, alluring, adventurous, perceptiveĀ  negative traits:Ā cantankerous, deceitful, envious, manipulative, dramatic, stubborn, narcissistic, materialistic, reckless, quick-tempered character inspos:Ā maddy perez euphoria, jackie burkhart that 70ā€™s show, blair waldorf gossip girl, margo hanson the magicians, every lana del rey song ever, lucrecia montesinos and cayetana pando elite, rosa diaz brooklyn nine nine, the entire rose family schitts creek, jen harding dead to me
- Ķ€Ģ—ā™” ā€” ā€ŗ background !
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the main thing u need to know about ivy is that she is lying ! always !! her real name isnā€™t even actually ivy smh
she was born NATALIE ROSE SERRANO, to two working class parents in new york city. she knew from a young age that she was just supposed to be rich and famous, and that something had gotten mixed up somewhere and she was put in the wrong life.
in high school she got a scholarship to a fancy private catholic school, and thatā€™s where she started to hone her craft of manipulating rich people. she would befriend all of the richest bitches at school and take advantage of everything that came along with it: vacations to far away places, stays in the familyā€™s cabins and lake houses, even designer clothes that her friends no longer wanted and would gift to her, thinking it was their idea all along
as she grew up and got better at getting what she wanted out of people, her entitled attitude only got worse, driving a wedge between her and her parents, who kept waiting for her to develop a work ethic and kept being disappointed. a few months after she graduated high school, on her 18th birthday, her parents kicked her out of the house and cut her off, hoping that it would force her to grow up and take on any responsibility
but that plan backfired for them, her parents underestimating how truly stubborn natalie was. the day after her 18th, she wandered into a local strip club and got a job, figuring itā€™d be the easiest and quickest way to get some cash, and she took to it naturally and actually really enjoyed stripping
she started to embody an entirely new persona that she had created for herself, dancing under the name POISON IVY and telling everyone she was a trust fund baby that had been cut off from her rich parents, needing to dance to supplement her income, and her lies just continued to spiral out of control until she almost started to believe it herself. she had never told anyone at the club her real name, not even the other strippers, just going by ā€œivyā€ for a while.
she had learned to weaponize the power she had over people by being pretty and charming, using her looks for absolute evil and doing whatever it took to get moneyā€”from straight up pickpocketing, to making men buy her expensive gifts, to blackmailing, to sugar babying, to getting patrons wasted and manipulating them into tipping her absurd amountsā€¦ she did it all, very quickly earning enough to live the life she had always dreamed of, that she felt she deserved for whatever twisted reason.
she started posting on instagram with the name poison ivy generally just flaunting her carefree, extravagant life, often exaggerating or down right lying just to really dazzle her quickly growing audience
as she started to go down the influencer route, she realized she needed to do something to hide the skeletons in her closet ( the fact that she didnā€™t actually come from money and was making far more than was normal for even the best of dancers, a couple of small possession / shoplifting charges, and just generally anything that could lead people to her real identity ) so she started to tell people her name was ives, fully taking on the new identity. she even went so far as to make some of the people that had been closest to her sign NDAs about her real identity, making sure that no one could sell info about her should her plan of being famous work out
she also moved out to california to run away from everyone in the city that was starting to catch on to what she was doing, basically doing all the same shit but now in a New Place.. this was about 3-4 years ago, so sheā€™s been in sunhollow for a while now doing the whole influencer thing !!
and it did work out !! at first she was definitely buying followers/likes to boost her likelihood of brand sponsorships, but eventually she faked it until she made it and actually attained influencer status. she then used her newfound internet fame ( and some classic blackmailing ) to get herself a record dealĀ 
she also started sleeping around with pretty much any famous person she could, having very public relationships and breakups and scandals to keep her name in the press, which ultimately lead to more exposure/people following her, if only to see what she did next, which lead to even more sponsorships
eventually she stopped dancing and just focused on her influencing and more recently ( like... less than 6 months ago recently ) her music career. but she never stopped sugar babying and scamming rich stupid men, still very much using that as a means to keep up her lifestyle. sheā€™s also done a few modeling things, but itā€™s mostly just like catalog work or being the face of a trendy campaign bc sheā€™s way too short for the runway
she also recently made an only fans account bc she was bored one night and was mostly planning on posting once as a joke but then she made a bunch of money / got a bunch of subscribers and was like oh word ? i can do that ! so she will post on there from time to time but sheā€™s not likeā€¦ super serious about it ya know ? also her music label is big mad at her for it bc theyā€™re like bUt yOuR rEpUtAtIoN and sheā€™s like yeah.. but my bank account ? also itā€™s no secret she used to be a stripper so she rly just.. doesnā€™t give a fuck !Ā 
so basically sheā€™s jus here making money being pretty and pulling a long ass scam onā€¦ everyone
- Ķ€Ģ—ā™” ā€” ā€ŗ personality / headcannonsĀ !
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sheā€™s a real two faced bitchā€¦ she has perfected the art of becoming whoever she thinks other people want her to be, quickly adapting her personality to get whatever she wants
sheā€™s usually pretty friendly actually, really charming and outgoing and just trying to have a good time
she has a pretty short temper tho and holds grudges like you wouldnā€™t believe, so once youā€™re on her bad sideā€¦ good luck lol she is so ruthless
sheā€™s likeā€¦ deeply, deeply selfish and will always put herself first, but sheā€™s so manipulative that she can make people do things that they think are their idea, but itā€™s really just something she planted in their head so itā€™s not always obvious
also very spoiled and will throw a mf fit if she doesnā€™t get her way or u say no to her
always going out !! always doing the most !! sheā€™s the type to show up randomly at ur door at 8pm on a tuesday with a bottle of tequila and make u party with her whether u like it or not
sheā€™s a lot smarter than she lets on sometimes, like she knows people expect her to be stupid and ditzy and shallow and sheā€™ll let them underestimate her when itā€™s beneficial
always looks perfectly put togetherā€” her nails are always meticulously manicured, usually w stiletto shaped acrylics, and youā€™ll literally never see her outside her house without makeup and a perfectly composed outfit. itā€™s also a rare occasion that sheā€™s not wearing at least six inch heels, trying to make up for bein so mf short ( sheā€™s 5ā€™3 )
she talks A Lot but is really good at saying a lot of words without actually saying anything, like you can be best friends with her for months and then just be like ā€œi donā€™t actually know a single thing about herā€
always up to no good and sticking her nose where it doesnā€™t belong !! sheā€™s always got some sort of scheme going or getting in to some kind of drama
v much a hoe and v much proud of it, will sleep w just about anyone especially if she can get something out of it
also a serial dater !! sheā€™s always hoping in and out of relationships and being rumored to be with a dozen people at once
most definitely calls paparazzi on herself, especially when sheā€™s around other famous ppl but will never admit it
compulsive liar, she will literally lie about the dumbest things like she doesnā€™t even need a reason to lie she jus.. does
she has a luxury two bedroom apartment that she lives alone in ( one room is kinda a guest room but also mostly just a giant closet ) in the towers and the gag is she doesnā€™t even know how much her rent is bc one of her random sugar daddies pays her rent.. her power tbhĀ 
- Ķ€Ģ—ā™” ā€” ā€ŗ wanted connections !
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hookups / flings / one night stands / fwbs all that shit !!
exes on bad terms ā€¦ gimme drama pls
enemies / ppl sheā€™s stolen from maybeā€¦ she would definitely deny it and say theyā€™re jus jealous of her or smth stupid but that could make the feud worse
party pals !! like i said she goes out a lot and always somehow manages to make new friends and drag them into her shenanigans
on again / off again exesā€¦ i want the Angst so bad..
shallow friendships / influencer friends like they play it up a lot for insta bc they both have a pretty big following but they dont really... like each other that much ?? like they definitely seem to be a lot closer than they really are
pr relationshipsĀ this could be past or present !! in the same vein as the last one except they pretend to date ( or maybe just act like theyā€™re gonna date but never actually do ?? like to fuel rumors )Ā 
unlikely friends !! like ppl who are nice and sweet and Pure, she could use a lil good energy in her life
situationship / flirtationship like theyā€™re super flirty and maybe hook up a couple times but everyone assumes theyā€™re dating or like gonna date but theyā€™re jus vibing. bonus points if one or both of them actually has feelings but canā€™t tell if theyā€™re just friends / casually hooking up or if it could turn into something more.. im a slut for some mutual pining !!
neighbors ā€¦ mb they hate her for always being loud n throwing mini parties OR maybe they join in
mean girl rivalries !!
someone sheā€™s taking advantage of / stealing from without them knowing .. oof
partner in crime !!!
one sided crushes or like someone sheā€™s stringing along smh
sugar daddies mb šŸ˜‡
someone to put her in her mf place JDKDKD like they call her out on her bs and are like ā€œi see what ur doing bitch stay away from my friendsā€ type thing
idk anything really !! gimme all the messy plots ok :~)
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brw Ā· 4 years ago
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Reed Richards or Luke Cage.
alright so my. knowledge on mr cage is Kinda Vagueā„¢ but i'll say this! he should go back to wearing the shirt w/ the v-neck he CANNOT just be wandering around in a yellow t-shirt HE DESERVES BETTER. deserves to dress sexier he just literally looks like some guy. he seems pretty cool tho i mean like ANYONE who beats up dr doom especially just because he didn't pay him his money is A+. a king tbh. should be called a dilf more often. way more of a dilf then pietro or whoever you guys are just blind šŸ’•
and now. for dr reed <3
first impression - obviously i had heard of him he seemed vaguely interesting but it wasn't until i heard more abt him being autistic-coded when i was like "OH????" because autistic rep is few and far between and while i had vague plans to read some ff stuff it always felt intimidating but that was what rlly inspired me to do it and i do not regret it.
impression now - he's. brilliant tbh. he IS autistic i will die on this hill. he's one of the most powerful marvel characters not because of his actual powers but because anyone and everyone is eligible to be part of his polycule <3 is married to susan fucking storm so points immediately for that. bi ace energy. he really is a good character n is really sweet and loving w/ his kids and i. love him dearly. hope he's having a good day. he deserves it. he's one of those characters who i block all the Hatersā„¢ for. i just. do not have the energy <3 he's a good boy.
favourite moment - HHHHHHH there are loads but i think. my favourite may be the marvel knights 4 #5 & #28 (i think those are the ones but i can't quite remember jjejjerjr) where he. talks someone down from suicide and then sits with them when they're dying. it's just such a kind clear show of compassion and care and he obviously cares about people so much and it just. fucking gets me every time šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
idea for a story - tbh i would really like a story where he gets diagnosed w/ asd. because it is super hard and difficult and it's a unique situation to get diagnosed at an older age. and it's not rlly talked about? and i think it's important to see an older man get diagnosed, one who's married and has children n now has this whole other aspect that he didn't know existed. and then for someone with as many friends/family as reed he would have to like. "come out" about it and i personally think it would be super interesting and important to see. tbh i'd much prefer that then a retcon like "he was diagnosed at age 8" or whatever. i just feel like seeing a journey of self-discovery n the difficulties that come with being older and getting diagnosed deserve to be seen n reed is a good candidate for it.
unpopular opinion - he's not any worse or any more "abusive" then magneto or scott summers and this isn't to say you have to like him but when you call one out but not the other... weird šŸ¤Ø and tbh while some criticisms are valid enough a lot of it is straight up just regurgitated ableism like "oh he's emotionless tho and doesn't love his wife and sees his kids as an experiment and is robotic" like oh ok you have no issue dehumanising ppl for autistic traits and low empathy cool cool.
favourite relationship - HMMMM it's difficult to say because there's. so many. but tbh... i think atm my favourite relationship that he has is the one with his son. its just... he tries so hard to be a good father to his son, he reads him stories at night and let's him help and he loves his son so much and is so scared of him getting hurt and. it's just. ow šŸ„ŗ he's such a good caring father who wants to be better then his dad and its BREAKING an abusive cycle and trying his best to be the father he didn't have... n w/ valeria too, because she's extraordinary and smarter then her dad like he was but he's actually a good dad, when nathaniel never was. so it's. šŸ„ŗ he's so good w/ his kids man.
favourite headcanon - uh no prizes for guessing but that he's autistic (which is barely a headcanon nwjwjrjt). BUT ALSO! that he's asexual. and i know its "bad rep" for an autistic person to be asexual but as an autistic on the ace spectrum... it fits him alright. leave me alone <3
send me a character!
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havocmadden Ā· 5 years ago
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Wait, what did you and your friend decide on? *Does* Mal have blood? Is it like... fairy blood? Because if she's half-dragon-fairy and half-god, then she quite literally doesn't have a drop of human blood in her. Greek myths say golden ichor flows through the gods' veins, but all their half-god, mortal children have human blood like their human parents. This would imply that, if Mal has blood, she has the same kind of blood as Maleficent.
okay so in order for any of this to make sense we are operating under a few assumptions:ā€” that hades isn't mal's dad because i think it's dumb and it does not spark joy. if you want god-fae blood analysis go somewhere else.Ā ā€” that mal's non-maleficent parent is human.ā€” that maleficent, like fairy godmother, flora, blue fairy, etc, is a fae / fairy / faerie / however you want to spell it. a lot of ppl ( myself included ) write mal w/ traditional fae-traits, such as resistance to iron, empathy, pointed ears / horns, a true name, all that fun stuff. and blood has a FUCK ton of iron, so fae have copper based blood ( which i must say i LOVE bc it gives jane blue blood which is v important to me as a human person ) but mal is only half fae, so the question remains ā€” does mal have blood??? if mal were to have straight up human-esque iron blood, it'd probably give mal some kind of autoimmune disorder like autoimmune hemolytic anemia. except, like, the fae version of that. but we also have to consider that maleficent, being fully fae, would have blue blood, and that carrying a half-human fetus in her body would probably a) give maleficent blood poisoning or b) cause her cells to attack the fetus or c) some combo of the two. so in order to have a viable half-human half-fae the kid either has to be carried by the human parent or outside of the fae in some way. also we're making a bold assumption that maleficent is fully fae and not half-fae half-dragon. so wtf do we do abt the fact that maleficent seems to just. be a dragon. are dragons a subspecies of fae, or vice versa? let's say for the sake of argument that dragons are cold-blooded reptilian-esque creatures.Ā  but mal and maleficent don't seem to be experiencing any of the issues that a cold-blooded animal might have. so let's say that maleficent is fully fae, and not a dragon, simply something SIMILAR to a dragon that isn't cold-blooded ā€” to be specific, maleficent is a dragon mimic. so let's say maleficent is warm-blooded. the 2016 film definitely paints her closer to birds than it does to dragons. let's say that faeries have bird blood ( their blood cells have nuclei and bone marrow doesn't have to create new blood cells ) that have hemocyanins ( binding the oxygen to copper cells rather than iron cells ). this enables fast healing and gives them lighter bones which is needed for flight. and from there it makes sense that a subspecies of fae developed that is a mimic of dragons ( which is what maleficent is ), as birds and reptiles are fairly closely related as far as relations in the animal kingdoms go. baby birds, too, require a lot of parental care after hatching, similar to human infants after birth. there are plenty of species of birds that generally only have one egg at a time, so let's say that's the norm for fae, too. we can also assume that the egg, once out of the mother fae, would have a fairly long incubation time after birth because ā€œtypically the larger the bird, the longer the incubation period.ā€ i imagine that fae eggs are highly prized, and often kept and turned into shields / helmets / etc for when the fae is older, given the ratio of hardness of the egg shells of birds. this also means that baby fae have an egg tooth, but i digress.so if maleficent is a fae who has all the BIOLOGY of a fae rather than the biology of a dragon ( which is a whole other spicy fantasy anatomy discussion ), while we don't have to worry about her cells attacking a human fetus as fae lay eggs, fertilizing would be. um. complicated given that it's likely that fae and humans would have completely different sets of chromosomes. but let's say for the sake of argument it gets done somehow. and maleficent lays an egg that gestates for a little over five years ( that's mal! ). what kind of blood she has would probably depend on what exactly the dominant gene is. i personally think that since humans seem to be the more common species in this universe that the human genes are dominant and the fae ones recessive, which gives mal a human-based blood that have nucleated red blood cells. however, her heart probably beats faster than other humans, and her body would be unable to process iron, so mal has a lower threshold than the rest of us as to how much iron is too much iron. so she wouldn't like iron-rich foods much ā€” they'd upset her stomach. and her body, being unable to process iron, ends up with a fuck ton of green waste product called biliverdin which bonds with the iron ( it normally doesnā€™t do this but letā€™s say it does here just because ). in humans, excess biliverdin can be fatal ( there's a species of lizard where it's not fatal to them ??? and scientists can't figure out why ??? which is just a fun fact ) BUT since mal has a larger liver due to her fae mother ( as birds have a larger liver than humans, like. proportionally to the rest of their organs ) i think she'd be fine. like, her blood would be green because of the excess biliverdin, and that'd be real fucking weird, but like, aside from being Generally Intolerant to iron, and having weird green blood, she'd function relatively normally i think. sheā€™d probably also be infertile like a lot of hybrids ( mules for one ) which could suck for her later on ig? but thatā€™s not smth i imagine sheā€™d be super heartbroken over.tldr; mal has green blood and i have taken some liberties with science because i am not a bio major and half of these articles were incomprehensible to me, your long-suffering philosophy major who hasnā€™t taken a biology class since high school
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bleedpure Ā· 6 years ago
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iā€™m gonna just do this in bullet points bc iā€™m lazy and have had a really long week so if itā€™s choppy.... i am so sorry u are just gonna have to deal w it KMSKSMK
seulki was born in seoul, south korea to a kang insoo, a wizard man, and kim eunbin, a vampire woman, seulki himself being her first born
he doesnā€™t remember much of his own father, the only image he has of him is his bloodied corpse after his mother ripped his throat out when he was five years old
she was a cruel woman is what he had learned from that moment on
most half-breeds are misunderstood creatures, but the kim line of vampires were the monsters they told u abt in horror stories, the ones that hid under ur bed and took u from ur room in the depths of the night
being descendants of vlad the impaler, yes he really was a vampire!, had death and destruction lacing through their veins, darkness and deceit wrapping around their bodies
growing up, he watched his mother give birth to three more children, all of which were full fledged vampires, unlike himself
at first, he never let it bother him, he was raised up to be a vampire, to let the magic gene within him go dormant. he fed off humans and shed the blood of otherā€™s with the influence of his mother, but even being her puppet was never enough for her
secretly, she had always resented her falling in love with a wizard, a human, someone that wasnā€™t of their own kind. because she did actually fall in love with him, only to be blindsided by her own family, a powerful clan of vampires pulling who she was and who she had always been out of her
because of the resentment matted in between her bones, the anger and frustration of her family ruining her life, of insoo ruining her life, she began to see the human traits within seulki even more often than not, creating a drift and a barrier between the two of them
seulki was the eldest brother, the one who took it upon himself to help raise them, to protect them, to never let their bright souls be diminished by the thought that they were monsters. they loved him and he loved them, but his mother didnā€™t like that
she didnā€™t like how they cared for each other because they cared for each other Ā more than they cared for her. she was selfish, wanting the love she never was able to receive, wanted to feel smth for all that she didnā€™t
his mother hadnā€™t been fond of him for a while, only using him to do her bidding and while him and his siblings got closer and closer, she got angrier, knowing that they were each othersā€™ heartbeats and she wasnā€™t included in that
so because of her selfish and deranged nature, she wanted to eliminate her younger children to cause torment to seulki. ganging up on the children one night with the intent to kill them, but she didnā€™t get as far as she wanted to
she severely injured her second oldest, giving a few scratches the the otherā€™s before seulki came in, eyes black and charging towards his mother. it was a bloodbath after that, the two youngest pulling their sister to safety as they called for seulki
their cries and calls snapped him out of his loss of humanity and in front of him was his injured, but not dead mother unconscious. it was then that he took his chance, packing whatever he could that was valuable and fled with his siblings
they spent time spent a long time running, bouncing from city to city more bloodshed falling onto seulkiā€™s hands to protect the only people he held dear to him and he would do anything for them.
he struggled a lot actually with maintaining his humanity as it would slip from time to time due to the trauma even if he had his siblings to tether him down. at some point, seulki, while strong, felt himself getting exhausted from being on the run and it was when theyā€™d found themselves in scotland being found by hagrid of all people offering seulki a place at hogwarts and his siblings a place in his hut
at first, seulki declined, not fully trusting the man with his siblings even though he would be right in the castle near by. but, after some thought and the push of the second oldest, they accepted the offer and seulkiā€™s been attending hogwarts since he was eighteen and his siblings have found a residence with hagrid
tidbits.
he ages like a normal human up until heā€™s twenty-one when he quits aging and begins the phase of immortality.
seulki can and will drink blood to survive, but if he goes without it itā€™s not detrimental to him until he quits aging altogether which means he can eat regular food, he actually quite enjoys it.
he has fangs, he can go out into sunlight, but not for an excessive amount of time or heā€™ll get a rash. seulki does have inhuman speed and strength, but nothing overpowering u know? when he loses his humanity, his eyes go full black and when the vampire takes him over, his eyes are red, and his regular eye color is brown.
losing his humanity means he loses his heartbeat, most of the time either due to losing the things or people that make his heart beat or from intense and severe anger or negative emotions such as the like. though, it can be voluntarily done as well by switching it off Ā ( kind of like tvd . . . fucking disgustingĀ ). but, seulki being only half-vampire has an easier time, unlike his siblings, to regain his heartbeat back and for his humanity to fluctuate when itā€™s lost because of his human side. his siblings are his heartbeats actually, so thatā€™s where the intense need to protect them comes from as well as just being their brother.
seulki is a Big Bi Ā  ! Ā  loves it fucking all.
heā€™s not super great at magic since his magic gene was pretty dormant until he came to hogwarts, so heā€™s pretty much just skirting by at this point.
his siblings mean the world to him, he would do absolutely anything for them and wouldnā€™t let a single person harm a hair on their heads. butĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā no one knows they exist, though iā€™m sure if there were special people in his life they mightĀ  Ā !
while he sleeps around a lot . . . heā€™s a secret romantic. heā€™s always wanted to find love, but it way too terrified of it.Ā 
oh yeah he has a blood kink............ thatā€™s important ig
personality.
seulki is definitely an interesting person. heā€™s wise and intelligent, having been through a lot in his life. heā€™s eloquent and good with his words, most would call him honey-tongued because of how he can persuade almost anyone to do what he says. seulki is kind of a dick or well, like a suave dick. heā€™s charming and flirty, his signature is a smirk and like arms crossed as he leans against a doorway u know? seulki is uh. how do i put this? kind of a whore. he doesnā€™t tend to care about others which is deep rooted in the fact that heā€™s never felt real love . . . his own mother hated him to the core. heā€™s overprotective of the people he cares about and will do absolutely anything for them. heā€™s an ass if i didnā€™t mention that before, itā€™s to protect himself and his siblings from ever being hurt again because heā€™s so terrified of letting people in for them to just tear him down in the process. heā€™s guarded and u never know what heā€™s thinking because he doesnā€™t show it on his face or let u know. UH I DONā€™T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY MY BRAIN DOESNā€™T WORK............ heā€™s p manipulative............. uh he cares a lot. but deep down and he doesnā€™t want ppl to know that........... heā€™s definitely a Big Brother type when he cares abt u, makes sure uā€™ve eaten, makes sure ur warm and are comfortable....... yeah idk thatā€™s it iā€™m done
wanted plots.
A HEARTBEATĀ Ā Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” whether platonic or romantic, this would be someone who, just like seulkiā€™s siblings, makes his heart beat thus keeping his humanity in check, they would be a WHOLE, WHOLE lot to him.Ā 
A TUTORĀ Ā Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” as i mentioned earlier, seulki isnā€™t super well versed when it comes to magic, heā€™s not very good at it and itā€™s hard for him to navigate sometimes, so having someone to help him get his mf grades up would be lovely !
AN EXĀ Ā Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” obviously, this didnā€™t go down well because seulki is terrified of commitment and people getting close to him. it could play out in so many ways, so if it sparks ur interest we can chat !
A ROOMMATEĀ Ā Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” so which sucker is gonna have to live with the vampire who has a blood kink ?
A BEST FRIENDĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” obviously this is pretty self explanatory, this would be someone that seulki trusts with probably his life and they mean a lot to him, even if heā€™s bad at showing it.
LOVE/HATEĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” bruh give me that good shit. these two canā€™t stand each other, but because of that itā€™s formed some sort of fondness where if anyone is messing with the other theyā€™re like who tf are u thatā€™s my jobĀ  Ā !
A BAD INFLUENCE / GOOD INFLUENCEĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” self explantory . . . someone be a good influence for seulki and let him be a bad influence for someone else.
AN UNREQUITED CRUSHĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” my friend gave me the idea to maybe have someone have a cute little crush on seulki . . . and i was like but thatā€™s SO sad........ then i was like u know what i love pain so here we are........ also could be requited we shall seeĀ  Ā !
FUCK BUDDIES, FRIENDS/ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS, FLINGSĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” iā€™m just getting lazy at this point to explain this shit . . . fuck him, let him fuck u heā€™s a true vers my friends.
OTHERSĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā ā€” cuddle buddy, old friends, confidant, rivals, skinny love, annoyances, a brother/sister type of relationship, and if thereā€™s anything else we can just vibeĀ  Ā !Ā  Ā tbh we donā€™t even have to do anything from this list, whatever fits the muses, these are just ideasĀ  Ā !
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mifhortunach Ā· 5 years ago
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some Unfortunate vague vambling into the void wrt tpf
The book is a grail quest, about ppl - either knowingly or unknowingly - on grail quests, and (with/presuming the small amount that can Ever be discerned about SL) written during/around a time when a grail quest was essentially occurring/could-would be a comfort narrative. Its a surprise (to me at least) that its, as Hopeful(?) as it is*. growth occurs! people move on & move past traumas/big Events(tm)!Ā 
I had wanted to compare it to ā€˜Inside Llewyn Davisā€™ for some reason**, but its honestly not especially similar. If one was to take ILD as a starting point, as people/LD trapped in a cycle by the v nature of Who They Are, TPF kinda jumps from that point, or some a point of hitting a level of Rock Bottom and Acting/. For some of the characters its been a more gradual shift into decisive action, (Tracy, ARY Lewis), while w others its a hitting breaking-point/epiphanous kinda thing (Bob, Sid & Danny) - action is Spurred, etc.Ā 
A reading could be taken then, as Action as Redemptive Force, mayhaps***. in certain cases. maybe. Sid & Danny, would probs be the easiest players to be reading this theme from, ā€œfucking upā€**** & then immediately deciding ā€˜yk what! lets find this fckd up old musician dude u/i really loved, and ask him to restart his 60s-70s band but w us in it this timeā€™. SO! then they go from essentially wasting away, getting high & rehashing old routines & watching/critiquing awful (beastiality) pornos, to going on their drug-smuggling fundedĀ ā€˜grail questā€™, to meeting & reteaching the dude guitar, to Genuinely /Finding/ the grail - before (thru an act of giving up on Expectations / releasing Bitterness) - giving it up. the previous wallowing / lacking of Authenticity is Absolved though all tht, as is a long standing weirdness between them regarding giving up on what could've been their Original /Actually Lucrative/ band*****. ARY Lewis thru action comes to terms / peace w himself even tho he Doesn't find his grail, Tracy finds a kinda ā€œpeaceā€ thru aĀ ā€˜mortifying ordeal of being knownā€™ thing, etc etc. The man (SG Lee) loves his Things Bigger Than The Self stuff i guess.
As a theme this can maybe Also be seen in reverse/inversion, w Abby (p fckn minor character), not rly being Unredeemed or anything, mostly bc she starts off as one of the ppl Least in the gutter. but from the like, glances/vignettes of her once she leaves the main story (Ā ā€œ[god] has a hack screenwriterā€™s sense of dramaā€Ā ), shes now set a drift in a way tht she kinda wasn't before, and as it goes on loses diff aspects of control/certainties in her own life. i don't think shes mabs treated as sympathetically as she maybe ought to be? could the loss of these things be read into as a weird punishment for /NOT/ going on or supporting ppl going on grail quests******** ? idk ! or idk, the ending w PR running off bc he's finally found that cigerette end, and her then missing the Avril Lavigneā€™s hit early 00s songĀ ā€˜sk8r boyā€™Ā reminiscent bit w S&D ringing her up to send her audio of the 1st of the New round tabylsā€™ gigs, might be read as her still being Stuck/. everyone else has (to one degree or another) improved their position since the start of the book, except her, as the only thing she now no longer has is a deadweight boyfriend and his kinda grody bffl, otherwise everything is The Same. Ā 
Not surprised tht he (i think?) doesn't think its necessarily aged well? or. that it is no longer Quite as Relevant bc of the internet & stuff - idrk if thats Properly True******* - both bc that kinda thing can Just About still happen, but also bc if there wasn't a p minor mention of 1997 being in the past, you'd probs assume it was set earlier. ditto some of the concerns wrt oh, You Know, fckn, Exoticism/native american/shaman stuff - which i don't think is bad/ignorant/racist! but its always difficult to tell, and everything (but which i legit mean Everything/ in Gen, in The World) could use more Nuance. Ā 
I had smth else i wanted to say, but I've forgotten what it is tbqh - & ofc, this has mostly been an exercise in Thought ReHashment(tm). It might've been that the ending seems Terribly/ Tidy. like, i don't think there could BE another ending? but its very Neat: the Bad are punished, some leads are paired off in a (presumably) cishet coupling, bad feelings are trowelled up & buried, the bois remake a hot, niche & authentic band, Luther Peyote can play the guitar again: Picture Perfect. Its an ending that fits, its an ending tht (i think? idk Anything abt this kinda thing) puts emphasis on the quest-y stuff, and the poss redemption angle; but it feels like a far remove from the kinda squalor of the first while - which is probs another point in its favour, rip.********* Ā Ā 
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*not to say/imply (ofc! ofc!!) tht this might be seen as somewhat ooc of stewart lee, but it still kinda caught me off-guard. poss bc its a Very Tidy wrap-up, and it happens quite fast, i felt. but tht might just be the time that in it.Ā 
**this reason may have been qs of #authenticity! or maybe just bc things/backgrounds/the world are kinda gross
***Ā ā€œalmost. action as redemptive force (as a form off faith/belief? faith/belief as redemptive force - if not in a god, in the World or Others?)ā€ -> thats from the Even Worse! orig version of this, lmao. but also Action as a way of Escape/breaking a cycle
****for want of a better descrip
***** the orig uhm, idfk, them lemon boys, could probs be read into - if one Wanted to read too much into these things mabs - as some kinda weird parallel to the original On The Hour stuff(?) w AL vs L&H, & how they Didn't get royalties/whatever was up there. you'd never be able to be either Accurate or Sure about that though, even w certain traits of S&D being p clearly lifted from L&H, or old SL routines - theyre not Explicit or Perfect cyphers/inserts yk?******
****** following on! (if i may) some of the. not /Tension/,, but smth similar, w S&D often feels. not truly emotionally resolved? or just like, Unclear/ at times. the whole novel speeds up a fair bit once more than 2 (two) characters have to be properly juggled in a scene. [which is to say tht in some real Old L&H interviews, (usually in the ones where L isn't present, lmao) RH says tht SL gets ā€˜embarrassedļæ½ļæ½ by having to directly explore how ppl might feel about each other/relationships yk? can't say thats necessarily true! but it Is smth i couldn't help thinking about. but emotional exploration & openness is also the realm of fanfic, so maybe I'm asking too much, fgdksh]Ā 
*******im trying not to use the wordĀ ā€˜necessarilyā€™ here again
******** for the small sum of ā‚¬5 a month, you too could support a pilgrim on a grail quest
*********tho tbf, could also v much be influenced by the whole thing being written over the better part of a decade, place/s while writing & stuff yk? idfk
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astereaholloway Ā· 6 years ago
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- Ģ—Ģ€ * ( sophie turner + cisfemale + she/her ) have you seen ( aster holloway ) walking around campus ? they are a ( twenty-one ) year old, studying ( botany + entomology ). we hear they are in ( theta sigma eta ), and can be ( opinionated & daunting ), maybe itā€™s because they are an ( aries ). they sort of remind us of ( abandoned greenhouses, spinning bike wheels , iridescent pocket knives ), maybe we can find out more ! * Ā Ģ–Ģ- Ā + habitat
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i yeetā€™d holliday for this child oā€™ mine pls love her bc i love her sm iā€™ll prolly change her fc to sophie turner as soon as i get tired of cropping gifs of saoirse but enjoy her face for now sksksk. like this n iā€™ll come to u!!
tw: fire, death, cancer, etc. etc.
gen. info
full name: aster holloway
nickname(s): n/a, give her one n sheā€™ll cut you probably
b.o.d. - april 1st.
label(s): the hellcat, the minefield, the connard, etc. etc.
height: probably like 5ā€²7ā€³ or 5ā€²8ā€³ tbh
hometown: inglewood, california
sexuality: chaotic. lesbian.
bio. info
hasnā€™t had the most......stable, life
born to dahlia verbeck, a botanist, wildlife conservationist, and volunteer firefighter whose presence was very well known in south californiaā€™s environmental scene
to keep a long story short, she married maverick holloway; a sleazy low-rank cop with a smoking problem and an obnoxious personality when she was 19. he was nearly twice her age. nobody knows why she married him, or why she tolerated him
the relationship was by no means abusive, but it was lackluster
this led to dahlia having a one night stand, and baba boom baba bing, aster was conceived
Ā the only one who knew that the child wasnā€™t maverickā€™s was dahliaā€™s twin brother, donovan, whose career was p much the exact same as dahliaā€™s
they were basically both mad scientists; when dahlia started slacking because of her pregnancy, donovan would kick it up
like ykno the twin scientists in bioshock infinite ?? that them like they were eerily alike, always finishing each otherā€™s sentences. nightmare fuel.
the only difference was that donovan was considerably less intense than dahlia b/c dahlia was the kinda lass who would set fire to your car
anywAYs so aster was born and everything was fine n dandy until she got a lil older and it suddenly became clear that this child was absolutely not maverickā€™s at all because they looked. nothing alike. like u know when u can just tell ?? yeah. yeah u could tell
maverick left dahlia afterwards and it was essentially up to her to raise aster alone. donovan had his own wife and kid to take care of and sort of backed down from his career to do so. house dads ftw
aster grew up knowing her dad as someĀ ā€˜deadbeat no goodā€™ simply bc dahlia was bitter
also grew up as the kid who would hold worms over another kidā€™s face and taunt them w/ it. so like, playground bully. that was aster. sheā€™s not ashamed of it
she was often left on her own to do her own kinda shit b/c her mom was always busy out in nature nā€™ shit but aster never minded; loved her mom a Lot
asterā€™s life changed when she was nine
her mother had been doing research out in the ~wilderness~ with donovan, after months of convincing him of doing this one last project with her~ when the wildfires started
it spread so fast, and they were already too far away from the road
it took them two months to confirm that the twins were dead
rather than leave aster to maverick, elaine--donovanā€™s wife--took her under her wing and moved across the country to boston alongside myra, her daughter
elaine always held a resentment towards aster because of her mother, but never did anything about it--it was just always, sorta, implied ?
but myra and aster got along swimmingly despite being polar opposites
aster was p much a feral child, and myra had been receiving etiquette lessons since birth, practically--like, literally
elaine put them in the same hobbies but aster always found ways to be wildly different from the ~standard~
myra learned cello and flute, aster started up on bass and drums (breaking both instruments, repeatedly, for many years)
elaine forced dance onto the both of them, and whilst they both excelled at ballet--aster switched over to a more free-flowing dance as soon as she was able to
(that and when elaine tried to put aster in sports instead of dance--figuring her fiery nature would be put to good use--aster managed to get kicked off of every single team of every single sport she tried b/c of her aggression. theyve had to fight a few lawsuits after asterā€™s broken a number of noses and sporting equipments)
myra was learning two languages, aster? dyslexic and could barely read english as it was; science made sense to her, however. plants? especially.
people confused myra and aster for twins nearly all the damn time, despite only being cousins, they were so alike and yet so opposite
that was, of course, until they got into a nasty spat when they were seventeen
it was something about dead parents and resentments and yadda yadda; it didnā€™t end well
aster wound up running away......all the way back to los angeles.
n i mean like......homegirl literally managed to run away across the gd country w/o getting caught or murdered
by the time she arrived in los angeles her aunt was sort of likeĀ ā€˜fuck it ur almost 18ā€² b/c....aster was nearly 18 by the time she arrived in the city, and elaine contacted maverick who in which found aster
aster did not want to go with him, after hearing stories about him just being no-good
but at that point, maverick was one of los angelesā€™ head detectives with a beautiful apartment and a beautiful wife and a beautiful dog and just kind of living his best life ?? after dahliaā€™s death he had really cleaned himself up yā€™kno
aster still kind of resented him but that was more of an inner thing
anyways she started attending ucla b/c her mother attended ucla, but her mother wasnā€™t a part of a sorority
it was one of those spur of the moment decisions and like nobody knows how aster ended up in theta sigma eta b/c sheā€™s like a grumpy grandmother
but like she dunā€™ did that
we stan
a year ago maverick was diagnosed w cancer and has been in the hospital battling it ever since, aster is admittedly effected by it but like would never tell anybody ever
she doesnā€™t really tell anybody anything about her life, like, itā€™s a gd mystery
uuuuuuuuh aster works in a floral shop as a florist and grows her own shit ranging from fruits, vegetables, weed, shrooms, uh opium poppies yeah she Does that
itā€™s organic n fresh n shit like the devil works hard but aster works harder
she doesnā€™t really ~sell~ too often b/c sheā€™s kinda selfish w her stash but itā€™s some top notch shit when she doesĀ 
no she doesnā€™t grow in the floral shop sheā€™s not Stupid
aster inherited some of her motherā€™s properties Out There so she drives up almost everyday to take care of her plants
uuuhh fun fact, asterā€™s part of a dance like...company, kind of? but not really ? outside of ucla b/c she hates being involved in school shit besides habitat for humanity
personality
v v v harsh tbh
she wonā€™t beat around the bush, usually...brutally honest, tbh?
like lbr sheā€™s kind of a bitch too
just v offputting at first b/c she tells it like how it is n doesnā€™t rly care abt ur problems
doesnā€™t go around lookinā€™ for new friends but if youā€™re tight w her then sheā€™ll probably die for u like sheā€™s v loyal
but if u wrong her like even once sheā€™ll drop u and treat u like right shit
she either feels intensely or nothing at all n thatā€™s like. smth u have to deal w/
sheā€™s v v v chaotic neutral, bordering evil--really works in her own favors
became a botanist after her mother bc she admired her mother more than anybody else
not saying that being vegan is a personality trait
but
asterā€™s a vegan
n just super hardcore into saving the earth n shit?
litter and sheā€™ll break ur nose, basically
v into sustainable living n shit. rides her bicycle everywhere if she can, rly rarely drives, doesnā€™t do fast fashion at ALL
v v passionate, will argue w/ u until u admit sheā€™s right even if sheā€™s painfully wrong
like super stubborn, v opinionated, assumes the worst of u immediately
a lil cynical, but is more realist than pessimist
BIG FUCKING GAY
like so gay
sheā€™s not Out-Out but she definitely doesnā€™t hide it, just doesnā€™t think itā€™s necessary to be likeĀ ā€˜im gayā€™ every 5 minutes n doesnā€™t think itā€™s necessary to let ppl kno sheā€™s gay b/c shes just like....its my business
kinda bitch to flirt w dudes for fun in order to lead them on, get them to do things for her, etc. etc. just to disappoint in the end
this is big dumbass energy b/c thatā€™s how u get stabbed
unless aster stabs u first
kinda gal whoā€™ll key ur car if u piss her off during a class debate, but will also stick thumb tacks into ur wheels n shit too
like.....i said sheā€™s spiteful, right? b/c she can b so spiteful
really, genuinely, has no regard for other pplā€™s feelings
her music taste is either heavy rock or straight up like grimes/die antwoord there is no in between (prolly listens to billie eilish tho)
owns a pet tarantula n yes she has it in her dorm n Yes she brings it out n plays w it n shit her name is stevie nicks n u better respect her
big slut
would never cheat on u but also probably wouldnā€™t date u in the first place bc sheā€™s scared of like....being in a relationship b/c all of hers are p much on the rocks
probably carries around a pocket knife at all times
probably bought said pocket knife from a dude in an alleyway for like $5Ā 
myra also goes to ucla and theyre 100% still not speaking but thatā€™s bc theyā€™re both too stubborn to go to each other but like lbr aster misses her cousin
v unruly, nvr brushes her hair, usually got dirt on her clothes bc sheā€™s prolly been digging in gardens or stealing flowers or some shit
bright side is tht she always smells like flowers
theta sigma eta is lucky b/c she cooks her own meals w her own fresh veggies n shit n she always makes too much food n like ? so good
but anyways sheā€™s also got like no manners okay sheā€™s so impolite
uuuuuuh god i dunno what else
wanted connections
ride or die
other friends of varying closeness
ex-friends ???
...like somebody sheā€™s into but also...not into? v conflicted feelings
on-and-off-agains bc their relationship is awful n probably toxic but it just. hurt so good
ex-gfs
ex-hookups
boys sheā€™s led on
boys sheā€™s currently leading on
flirtatious encounter gone wrong [not clickbait] ??
enemies
enemies but gone sexual [not clickbait]
buyers of her products - either weed, shrooms, or opium teehee
roommate
give her somebody she was a uwu soft crush on but would nvr do anything abt bc gross romance !!
alternately, unrequited crushes of any sorts
fellow gays b/c gays always end up knowing each other
party pals
frenemies ??
sdfgh give me her dadā€™s trophy wife pleathe....itā€™d be so funny
childhood friends tht knew her b4 she moved to boston so like...ages 0-9
childhood friends tht knew her after she moved to boston so like...ages 9-17
or acquaintances bc she was....a mean one
A TUTOR just b/c she can rly struggle w her dyslexia
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system-architect Ā· 7 years ago
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i canā€™t rememb if i already sent an ask but if not could u mayhaps do peej
u did send an ask which i will get to in a second but i am gonna happily do pj anyway!!
Personal
1) Ā  Ā  Ā Age? heā€™s 24 and a big shit whoā€™s weirdly conscious about being 24 despite the fact that thats sTILL YOUNG so he lies and tells people heā€™s 21
2) Ā  Ā  Ā Gender? trans gay trans gay trans gay. heā€™s a very GnC trans guy who hasnā€™t transitioned too much bc he likes how he is
3) Ā  Ā  Ā Romantic/Sexual Orientation? gay... heā€™s a big gay. loves men
4) Ā  Ā  Ā Height? heā€™s 2ā€²10ā€³ aka min height haha pj small
5) Ā  Ā  Ā Race? asura and like metaphorically a fckn demon
6) Ā  Ā  Ā What do they look like? (i.e, hair color, eye color, etc).Ā like a bush baby.......... uhhh heā€™s a very small lithe asura with wild ass fckn scene tier spiked up hair and his eyes are Indeed freakishly huge and heā€™s got sort of piebald esque markings and heā€™s also got spots of black pigment on his tongue and gums like some dogs do! iā€™m just gonna link art again
7) Ā  Ā  Ā Any disabilities? tbh he might have occasional breathing issues from his eye size and the constant vaping. also.. Some Stuff Happens During PoF but its not anything conventional that you might be expecting...
8) Ā  Ā  Ā Is there a meaning to their name?Ā nope OOPS that one asura name generator spat it out at me actually! it stuck and i thought it was a weirdly funny name for an asura while also sounding p decent
9) Ā  Ā  Ā What makes them, them? heā€™s this image:
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10) Ā  What do they want to be when they grow up/what do they want to do with their lives? tbh his life is very stagnated atm and heā€™s not sure what he wants. to keep surviving, he guesses
Family
11) Ā  Do they have parents? What are they like and how do they act with their child(ren)? heā€™s an orphan! his parents are unknown... he was raised in an orphanage by this very prim and proper asuran lady who was very secretly kind of a party gal on the side
12) Ā  Do they have siblings? How do they interact with them?Ā again, orphan, so family questions are hard to answer cus he doesnā€™t know anything about em
13) Ā  Extended family? Do they see them often?
14) Ā  Do they like where they live? (Is it a safe place?) he has A Flat up inbetween arkentia valley and magus valley in rata sum (i pretend thereā€™s more out there than there actually is jhkfgd) which is also near where the glitch is located! it is fairly safe and he is quite fond of it, although heā€™s at the club most of the time
15) Ā  Where do they live? Are they wealthy? Poor? Middle-Class? i just kinda answered this but he has Money honestly....... running a luxury nightclub thatā€™s a front for your shady information trading business will do that for ya huh
16) Ā  Do they have a lot of expectations/pressure on them from family to do great? the orphanage owner wanted all her little adoptee children to be Starlets and tried to teach them proper etiquette and get them into refined fields........... pj is successful but in the most opposite way from this possible
17) Ā  Do they have pets? nope and thats probably for the better
18) Ā  Who do they look up to the most/are the closest to in their family?
19) Ā  This there anything special about their family?
20) Ā  Do they wish they lived in a different family/household? heā€™s constantly torn about like... the concept of having blood relatives out there [hopefully]........ heā€™s not sure if he wants to know about them or not, if he wouldā€™ve rather been raised by them or not. itā€™s alluring but scary
Friends
21) Ā  Best Friend(s)? his best friend is Kinda hisĀ ā€˜secretaryā€™, kessa, who is a whispers agent plant in his club that helps him run the place in exchange for siphoning information from it. PJ is aware sheā€™s whispers and kessa is aware heā€™s aware sheā€™s whispers and they have a tentative and tense but friendly??? bond. itā€™s like, thin ice all the time but theyā€™re also quite close. both her and pj are savvy and sort of take turns greasing the wheels of their various dealings; i think kessa is a bit bolder and craftier than pj and more organized oops. as far as kessa as a person, sheā€™s a tall butch with cherry red dyed hair and she goes by the nicknameĀ ā€˜luckyā€™ due to the shamrock shaped marking over her right eye. she prefers masc looking clothing and she has a suave flirty personality with a quick wit and a snarky teasing sense of humor
22) Ā  Who was their first friend? hgjkfdgh heā€™s never had many friends unfortunately. he tends to drive people away...
23) Ā  What is their friend group like? a lot of people hang around him for general exterior motives like money and status.. not many people genuinely like him
24) Ā  Do they have a love/hate relationship with any of them? like everyone...................Ā ā€˜i need you but i dont like youā€™ etc
25) Ā  Do they consider any of their friends to be like siblings?
26) Ā  Have they ever hurt a friend or lost one? definitely a lot. heā€™s a very abrasive person who can get fussy and picky and two-faced
27) Ā  Do they have a crush on any of their friends? alas yeah half of pjsĀ ā€˜friendsā€™ are people he wants to smooch but its in a very vapid fashion.... even w/ deeper crushes pj isnt gonna be gettin any genuine love
28) Ā  Do they share classes with good friends?
29) Ā  Whom do they go to the most when they need a shoulder to cry on? he might drunk cry to viel or kessa and i dont think either would know what to do about it
30) Ā  What would this person do without their friends in their lives? despite having shallowĀ ā€˜friendshipsā€™ a lot of his self esteem revolves around popularity and being well-liked so heā€™d be... super crushed
School
31) Ā  What grade are they in? If they arenā€™t in school, how come? he got like 30% of the way thru statics courses for political science and dropped out because he hated school... he was naturally savvy and talented with debate and an excellent candidate for a worthless weasel-y politician who can screw anyone over within a sentence but he just hated the whole school system and didnā€™t fit with it and getting into arcane politics wasnā€™t something he really enjoyed, it was all super backstabby but simultaneously Goody Two Shoes and he haaated it
32) Ā  Do/Did they like their teachers? Was there a good one? Bad one? he probably butted heads with all of them and hated being told what to do
33) Ā  Do/Did they listen to their teachers or are/where they goofing off a lot? definitely goofed off and didnā€™t care. he was good at stuff when he was asked to actually do stuff so why bother paying attention to boring stuff he already knows?
34) Ā  Are/Where they a good student grade wise? stellar marks on very specific fields and tests and debates where the school system actually lined up with his talents but terrible marks otherwise
35) Ā  Do/Did they need extra help? he was probably arbitrarily assigned a tutor due to his low marks but was uninterested in actually being helped and was a catty piece of shit the whole time
36) Ā  What is/was their school like?
37) Ā  Do/Did they have bullies in school? heā€™s a terrible worthless rat trash man and there was probably gossip that flew around about him but he loved hunting it down and intimidating the daylights out of the people who started it. even as a child he was a notorious drama monger and tattletale so itā€™s kinda in his nature. pj is a literally terrible person iā€™m so sorry to anyone who likes him for w/e reason
38) Ā  Have they ever gotten into a fight at school? probably not many physical ones altho heā€™s def been punched a few times. most of his fights were probably weird high strung drama that contained a lot of passive aggression and counter-gossip and maybe some good ol fashioned blackmail
39) Ā  Have they ever done something stupid/embarrassing at school? hard to categorize bc heā€™s a walking embarrassment
40) Ā  How far do they plan to go with school? If they dropped out, do they want to go back? he dropped out and has literally 0% intentions of going back ever. and not as a char development thing either-- heā€™s never going to want to go back even if he improves as a person. itā€™s not his thing
Other
41) Ā  Are they dating anyone? Do they want to date? Are the married? Divorced? pj pretends heā€™s shallow and only wants A Good Time but a bit more under the surface heā€™s absolutely desperate for more genuine bonds and wants Love And Affection and pretends ppl love him when theyā€™re makin out idk. heā€™s a sad sad man
42) Ā  What is their favorite hobby? Do they keep it a secret? heā€™s a boring egg who should probably pick up a hobby
43) Ā  If they could have one thing in life, what would it be? what heā€™ll say he wants is like, more money/successful business but what he Needs is a kick in the ass to work on improving himself and to earn some friends who genuinely like him and to find a Meaning for himself
44) Ā  Do they work? If so, what is it? If not, are they looking for one or even want one? shady information traderrrr he deals in secrets and identities of the asuran underworld
45) Ā  Do they use social media? probably uses asuran instagram and snapchat
46) Ā  Have they ever been in the hospital? probably for some very dumb injuries tbh
47) Ā  Do they believe in the supernatural, that there is more than the eye can see? again weird Q in context of gw2 but superstitions... heā€™ll claim heā€™s logical but heā€™s prone to suggestion wrt this stuff and a huge chicken
48) Ā  What do they do when they get angry, stressed, or upset? cry on bathroom floor with bottle of wine
49) Ā  Would they consider themselves as a good person, bad person, or morally grey? i think he avoids thinking about this too in depth bc he knows heā€™s a bad person haha..... heā€™s a bit messed up atm because this doesnā€™t motivate him to improve despite knowing it. heā€™s just kinda... yeah im awful so what if you cant take the heat then get out of the kitchen
50) Ā  Does this OC have any part of you in them? (I.e, personality traits, similar background, etc) yeah heā€™s a bit representative of the time period of my life where i was overfocused on Being Hurt and wallowed a lot in my trauma and i felt i was justified in being a pretty nasty person for whatever plethora of reasons, but i was stagnating and it was all hurting me really badly even if i wasnā€™t ready to accept that it was hurting me. i felt a huge sense of impending doom and not knowing what to do with my life or if iā€™d ever get better...
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xyz for Mauve and lmn for Lore?
thanks!!mauve:X: Xylophoneā€Ø1. what is their favorite genre of music?hmm she probably likes punk tbhā€Ø2. do they have a favorite song?in canon, no, bc its set in The Future n i didnt want to have to guess what Future Punk sounds like (hey can we. can we make futurepunk), but lbr, even in a modern au she probably ?? likes smth to obscure for me to have heardā€Ø3. do they have a favorite band/artist/singer?kind of the same deal as aboveā€Ø4. can they sing well?(i mean really that depends on who ends up voicing her BUT) my headcanon is probably no?? like i think she can probably carry a tune semi-well but thats as far as her musical talent goesā€Ø5. can they rap?(again, depends on who voices her but) probably not unless its really slow rapping and even then she probably cant keep time fjdhdhdY: Youā€Ø1. how old were you when you created them?uhhhhhh shit when did stranger things come out bc it was a little before that, like mid-2016? ive found (unfortunately undated) early concepts for her character that, based on art style and certain ideas, probably date back to like early ? 2016?ā€Ø2. what inspired you to create them?i have NO IDEA again i remember stranger things coming out pretty soon after i really had some solid ideas and being a little disappointed that she was so similar to eleven, but like in general ????? her earliest concepts were actually a sort of hybrid between nylus' current concept and verne's and i /think/ she was designed as a sort of. ???? parallel to verne somehow ?? that was kept a little bit but not nearly as muchā€Ø3. were they different when they were first created?VERY. i dont wanna go into details bc Spoilers but she was A LOT differentā€Ø4. do you enjoy writing them more than other characters?i mean depends, shes prob. one of my coolest character concepts but is one of those characters that unfortunately gets backseated a little too often in audio drama format (she's by far the least talkative out of her Main Trio and isnt always involved in the same action as nylus and auric, so) ??? i think she'd be one of my favs to write in the hypothetical television show and/or novelā€Ø5. whatā€™s your favorite thing about them?MMMMMM cant decide ,, i love the Number Of Layers to her character that will Probably Never Get Explored except in prose but yknowZ: Zebraā€Ø1. whatā€™s their favorite animal?i think???? probably birds. theres a Reason for this but i cant say what it is bc its a very minor spoilerā€Ø2. do they like animals?i think yes probably ? not as pets but she likes them in natureā€Ø3. cats or dogs?im tempted to say cats bc she just Seems Like A Cat Person but no, mauve definitely prefers dogsā€Ø4. whatā€™s their dream pet?i dont think she would get a pet tbh ?? like this seems like a cop-out but genuinely she probably would not own a petā€Ø5. do they have any pets at the moment?nopelore:L: Lemonsā€Ø1. what is their favorite fruit?fuckin. like grapefruit or some shitā€Ø2. what is their least favorite fruit?The Bad Kind uhhhhh probably something other people like, such as Strawberriesā€Ø3. are there any foods they hate?not really but he doesnt particularly like sweet foodsā€Ø4. do they have any food intolerances?not that ive thought of, probably notā€Ø5. what is their favorite food?i genuinely dont think lore cares about food tho like hed eat A Big Bowl Of Plain Rice and think it tastes the same as something totally different and much more seasonedM: Maternalā€Ø1. would they want a daughter or a son?excuse you he'd want a little nb....,, no im jk he probably wouldnt Care abt the Gender of his Childā€Ø2. how many children do they want?like 1 or 2, if that, and only if his partner wanted them fjdhfhdā€Ø3. would they be a good parent?he'd ??? do his best but probably ultimately fail as a parent, he has no idea how to Childā€Ø4. what would they name a son? what would they name a daughter?I MEAN i dont think it works that way in this world i think the names kind of choose the child since i Guess everyones fuckin named after animals theyre connected to or time of birth or personality traits or whatever ,, also most names are gender neutral in the book hes from so. fjdhdhsā€Ø5. would they adopt?i think thats probably the only way he'd do it tbhN: Never Have I Everā€Ø1. what would they never do?i mean thats honestly a tough question bc He Did Some Things in draft 1 that im not sure were in character but i havent actually brought him into the plot yet in draft 2??? anyway hed prob. never intentionally harm his friends or ppl he cares aboutā€Ø2. what have they never done that they want to do?i mean. ??? reconcile w his sister is A Big One a smaller one would probably be like. idk This Boy Cannot Stay Still so he probably wants to travel a whole lotā€Ø3. is there anything they absolutely canā€™t believe people do?settle down???????? get married have 2.5 kids and never do anything fun ever again???????? also, politicsā€Ø4. what is the most embarrassing thing theyā€™ve done?fuckin. running away from home to become a thief Just Because He Was Bored is probably a good contender despite that being basically his whole conceptā€Ø5. have they done anything they thought theyā€™d never do?HMMMMMMM THATS A SPOILER ISNT IT
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