#poutylilyoongi

[kithtaehyung]

RYEN THIS IS WHAT OC GETS TO SEE?!?!? IM DEVASTATED AND JEALOUS

IM GONNA BUST THE NEAREST WALL WITH MY FCKING FIST HELLO?????

[borathae]

honestly rooting for oc and yoongi…kinda hoping for them to fuck…just them not with someone else included lol but that scene with jk was hot i must admit

imagine a smut scene solely between OC and Yoongi I am *faints and swoons at the same time* I AM NOT OKAY OMFG LIKE WOULD HE BE ROUGH AND DEMANDING AS HE IS WHEN KOO IS INVOLVED OR WOULD HE BE SOFT AND GENTLE?? THE UKCIGFN POSSIBILITIES I AM GOING INSANE 😩😩

[hobidreams]

now maybe i made the wrong choice by listening to i don’t wanna be okay without you but damn that hurt my heart. I slightly had hope that when he saw oc again he’d act like he usually did around her but it’s true things have changed now and he can’t risk the trust his people have given him again by them finding out about oc. It hurts knowing oc is going through so much pain because she’s so in love with him and he’s all she’s ever wanted for so long but now he’s slowly slipping away from her. I can kinda see what she was doing by bringing up his wife, maybe she wanted validation or wanted to distance him from her even more so she wouldn’t get hurt but she did.

i know we only see things from oc’s perspective but i can’t imagine the heartbreak yoongi is going through because like he’s mentioned before he never wanted to hurt her, he just wanted to give himself fully to her but i’m sure that after seeing her cry now he might beat himself up for it. there’s no denying that he cares and loves her and it just breaks my heart so much that they’re both suffering. he had to marry someone he didn’t want to and hurt the person who’s constantly stood by his side. plus it took so long for him to fully open himself up to her and accept the love she was willing to give him and now he’s just slowly seeing it crumble away and he can’t do anything about it.

i can sense that he’ll avoid oc more to the point where they’ll go back to how they used to be, he’ll probably fall in love with the women he married and oc will find happiness some how, they are each other’s first loves if i’m correct and it’s hard letting first loves go. Anyways amazing work rain let me go and be emo now bcs of it

hi lovely!!! omg you decided to hurt yourself even more. tbh in my mind, Yoongi wanted to act that way around her. he wanted to so badly. she's the one who brought it up first. often times, she is the one to push him away first. exactly, she wanted to distance herself from him even when she knows it'll hurt herself!! it's such a complex relationship and so the emotions she's feeling are similarly complicated.

YESS im so glad you are thinking of it from his perspective as well! because like--what was he supposed to do when she told him to leave? push her harder? make her cry even more? he had little choice here but to respect her decision. he's shown again and again how much he trusts her.

hMMMM we'll have to see if your predictions will come true heheh 💗 there is a lot of pain in this final arc, i have to say. but pain is often what makes us stronger, no? 🤔

[taetaespeaches]

i relate to kid so much cause i was like her in my last relationship. I hated asking to see the person especially after plans were cancelled, it just left me feeling awful. That being said DAMN LIV!!! i really enjoyed it so much it was every thing i wanted and then some. when yoongi reassured kid that he still loves her that this argument and her bringing up him walking won’t make him love her less made my heart stop, he really cares about her…they both care about each other so much 🥺. I cant wait for the next part to see what happens

I think it's such an understandable way to behave! Being vulnerable after feeling rejected is just absolutely not easy :( I'm so so glad you enjoyed it! They really both do care about each other so much, oh the poor loves :(

[floralseokjin]

jordan i went back and read my pbn parts 1-3 and lord my heart wouldn’t stop stopping! i had no clue how you could make it even better but you did. I love how we get more interactions with yoongi and y/n especially when he showed how he was slightly jealous of hoseok. in conclusion, i can’t wait for the other chapters because pbn is my favorite fic and one that i’ve read over 5 times. i love you and hope you’re having a wonderful day

yay! thank you! I’m having so much adding in more details, it feels like their connection is becoming stronger! the party scene was really fun to write and I loved adding in more interactions with their friends 🥰 thank you so much for rereading, it’s the best feeling, and I hope you enjoy the rest of the series once the rewrite is complete 💖

[clouditae]

i was on the train when you posted chapter 21 and i was so excited to read it only to end up heartbroken lol! i can’t wait until the next chapter

😂😂 I'm so sorry! I hope you enjoyed your train ride though lol

Thank you very much for reading it and hopefully future chapters can make up your next train ride lol! :)

[inkofyoonkoo]

now vale that update was so random and welcomed!! i literally stopped everything i was doing to ready it lol and i’ve barely been reading any ffs cause i’ve been so busy and out of it but YATO put the biggest smile on my face. finally these 2 realized they liked each other and expressed those feelings because if they didn’t i was about to bang my head against the wall lol. i really did think for a second they were about to kiss in public at the fair and my heart was about to explode but when taehyung showed up i just wanted him to leave…if i was there i would’ve dragged him out idk if he’s my friend you’re not ruining the moment for y/n and yoongi.

but that ending dhriqbhsekakoabdjsj pls why did you leave it at that cliff hanger?????? i know that the story has been building up to this point of will they won’t they but the fact that yn brought it up shows just how open she is to starting new with yoongi cause if i remember she did say she wouldn’t have sex with him since it was really intimate and she still had strong feelings for taehyung…now she’s bringing it up 👀 yn is making moves out here. i want to know how yoongi will react since he said it now goes beyond having sex with her…i wonder if he’ll take it the wrong way hopefully he doesn’t…my poor heart can’t take it anymore. Anyways thanks for making a smile appear on my face and whenever the next chapter comes out i’ll be anxiously waiting lol take your time with my love there’s no need to rush it. I hope you’ve been well too vale love ya

Jskjsdkj MY LOVE, I'm so glad that the new update made you happy 😍 The fact is that they both tried to express their feelings out loud but they did it so subtly it's not exactly a certainty (they're two idiots I love them 💔). And SORRY for the cliffhanger but it was necessary ç.ç Like, I've always knew that they had to arrive to that point in this way -and of course Y/N did it because she understood her feelings and such, but let's keep in mind that Yoongi is DEEPLY insecure in this story. Like, he still thinks that she'd choose Tae over him just because he is better than Yoongi -and I don't want to spoil anything but THIS SIDE OF HIS CHARACTER IS VERY IMPORTANT for the next parts of the story ç.ç

I was rechecking the next chapter, and I noticed that it's already 10k words -which means that it isn't as tragic as I thought. It'll take me A LOT to write and edit it and etc, but I hope it'll be worth the long wait also the next one! Thanks so much for washing me with love for this new chapter! I'm truly happy you liked it! 🥰🥰🥰

I'm doing fine! Hope you're doing well too ❤❤❤ *hugs*

[kithtaehyung]

3TAN TONIGHT?!?! WHILE IM ON SHIFT?!?! I LOVE YOU

ahhhh technically just a drop of what's to come :'))) so you're safe for now haha. but 3tan is coming back this month fr fr<333

[kithtaehyung]

BEING A NAMGI WHORE AND BEING LATINA?!?!? I JUST KNOW MAMI IS ABOUT TO MAKE ME COMBUST

OH BABY. YOU KNOW MY FICS ARE FOR EVERYONE BUT LIKE.. MY LATINXS.. THIS ONE IS TRULY FOR YALL🗯️

[kithtaehyung]

RYEN IM GOING TO SEE JUNGKOOK!!! IM GOING TO BE SLEEPINNG WITH THE RATS

WAIT ARE YOU IN NY NOW??? AHHHHHH i’m here too but who knows if I’m gonna even try for the jk thing lmfao be safe!!

[kithtaehyung]

ryen i’m really about to reread forfeit again cause i was half asleep last night and i need to feel something again

AHHH have fun on the reread babe😭🍊 feeling feelings all around..

[hobidreams]

wow rain it feels like the end of an era now that MLT is over but i enjoyed every single minute of it, from me reading it at shake shack to me reading it on the line at universal. Being a fan of yours since TES i’ve always liked the way you express the characters true emotions and do things that may seem unexpected when it comes to them, that being said i love your work lol.

Anyways onto MLT i can’t lie, i smiled so much reading especially during the part where Yoongi said janae…please how dare you hurt me!!!! And on top of that he wanted her to travel with him although she’s not his ‘wife’ but to him she’s his true one and only. I can only imagine all the things the future holds for them. They deserve nothing but happiness and it honestly made me so happy to see OC come to her senses in way and fight for their relationship because the title wife can only mean so much especially if he doesn’t love the person that title belongs to. I never got to send an ask for the last chapter cause LA and the boys but i was really in my own world on the universal line and i can’t explain to you how warm my heart felt when they spoke about having a family because Oc would be the best mom. Ugh their relationship is like watching your best friends finally realize they like each other and finally accept it.

Congrats on your milestone Rain and thank you for all the wonderful writing you prove us with. Here’s a kiss from hobi to thank you ❤️❤️

hello hello 💜💜 AHHH since TES, yes! you've been here to see my absolute mania over Yoongi despite him not being my bias 🤣 omg shake shack!! that was you? hahaha it made me smile so much 💖 yess ive always wanted my characters to push themselves out of their comfort zones. to do things that are hard and difficult but ultimately are needed to improve their lives. something i try to tell myself to do but often fail to do 🤣

AHHH im so glad you enjoyed "janae" hehehe it felt like my lil love note to all of u when i slipped it in. asfkljasf pls omg that image of them being your best friends.... im so soft how can you make me softer??? esp with those hobi kisses.... 😭😭😭 but yes you are SO right. a title is just that. just like Yoongi being king means nothing if he doesnt step up and actually understand what it means to be in that role. we put so much stock on titles, whether that is of class or status, and i think it can do a lot of harm when we let it take over our lives :') so this was my lil protest hahaa. its my absolute joy to be able to contribute to ur fun in LA 🥺💞 i truly cannot say thank u enough. your support is so appreciated, babe ✨

[hobidreams]

just wanted to show you a visual representation of how you keep leaving me with every update

FADSJLKFADS this is a representation of how im writing it too hahaha 😭

[hobidreams]

well that ruined me…i might of cried. it was really nice to see things from Yoongi’s perspective because we rarely get to know his true emotions and there’s just no denying how much he cares and loves oc with all his.

to answer your question if i was in ocs position i’m not sure if i would let him go, i’d be too stubborn considering everything we’ve been through. there’s no denying the immense amount of hurt he’s putting me through and that there’s a high possibility that things will never be how they were before especially if there’s an heir, you don’t want to look at you life and think ‘wow i wasted all my time waiting for him to realize that i never truly had him.’ it’s a tough situation when both parties are so connected and have been each other’s first for several things.

they both deserve happiness and obviously i would like it would if it was with one another but even if it’s not it’s okay. also i don’t know why i have a weird feeling the queen would’ve suspected that yoongi would go see oc and she would tell him about the heir…i do think she knows about them because people talk. I really enjoyed it so much rain even if it broke it

im so glad you enjoyed the pov switch 🥺 and i love your answer!! it's literally been TEN YEARS that they've had each other to ... orbit around and it's so, so difficult to let go. things will never be as they were, you're right, but honestly each day can never be the day we left behind, right? change is not an inherently bad thing. change oftentimes brings more happiness! so yes, there's a lot that can still happen 👀

[taetaespeaches]

hi liv, i’m so excited the read the new tae fic you put out!! when i saw the word count i almost died because i never want your updates to end if that makes sense lol. I was wondering if you were planning on doing a longer fic for each of the couples? i finally have a day to relax tomorrow so i’ll be reading as if it’s a newspaper. I hope you have a wonderful day sending you lots of love ❤️❤️

I'm happy to hear you're excited about the word count lol I was quite nervous posting something so big. I don't have plans right now to writer longer fics for the other couples but if I end up finding reason to I definitely will! I genuinely wasn't planning on this one being so big, it was supposed to be a series of fics but I found it flowed better if I wrote it all as one (also there would have been whole fics with no bts member and like... this is a bts fic blog lol so that didn't make much sense to do). But yeah, if an idea comes up that requires a larger fic for other couples, why not. I hope you'd had a nice relaxing day!! <3

[taetaespeaches]

A PART2?!?! let me get ready to cry

a part 2 :( I'm gonna leave you all hanging just like I'm gonna leave yoongi and kid hanging lol