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Villain character artwork from My Hero Ultra Rumble
#bnha#mhur#bnha official#my hero ultra rumble#league of villains#lov#shie hassaikai#tomura shigaraki#shigaraki#dabi#himiko toga#toga#twice#jin bubaigawara#mr compress#kurogiri#all for one#afo#overhaul#kai chisaki#posting this before i forgett#i feel like all the LoV was added except s/pinner that saddens me ff
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i havenât been here much recently, and iâm sorry iâve only been negative on the off chance iâve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be betterâŚ.
#or âmaybe my time here ends w this monthâŚiâm not sure i guess it all depends on how i feel but as of right now#everytime i think i'm fine i open tumblr and immediately am sad again the whole app has become my doomscroll at this point#i got a notification on a random talking post from a while ago and it felt like reading the words of a completely different person#lately i find it difficult to find any joy here at all when it always feels so lonely⌠a type of loneliness iâve never experienced before#everyone always has ppl interacting w them who are interested in their stuff or are always sent things that are reminiscent of them....#iâm always praised for remembering stuff abt other ppl but i wonder if anyone remembers anything abt me#what is it about me that is so forgettable am i dull am i uninteresting did i not solidify myself enough do you guys just not like me lolz#but i don't want this to come across as guilt tripping or being ungrateful to what i do have because ik comparison is the death of joy but#it's still hard to watch when it's so in your face and it makes me think if ppl only talk to me because they feel obligated to#because anyone can say empty words.... i wish my perception of things didn't turn bitter i wish i hadn't become so jaded but#over and over i've felt irrelevant cast aside overshadowed and i cannot exist in a place where i feel like i'm a ghost in the corner#idk i've never felt like This before and i'm at least glad it's something i can walk away from by just....leaving...#sad that this used to be somewhere i can run away To but now it's become somewhere i want to run away From#i don't know...even if i get over whatever this is...things will never be the same for me... i just don't think i belong here#if only i had never made this blog then i would have saved myself a world of turmoil
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If I had to make a kgpr&creators quiz, the most tricky question would probably be "what was the first ever collaboration between Jin and Sidu?" (spoiler: it's not Mekakushi Chord)
#I was VERY surprised to find this video during attempt to update my list of jin's songs#which i will post tomorrow#hopefully#turned out there was a lot of his old music I've never heard before#and 25! new songs in just three years#all while writing some LN about gamera and script for kamierabi#incredible#although most of them are okay-ish and forgettable imo
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yknow what though im still surprised about world of warcraft making one of their most well known and reocurring characters transfem (even if she wasnt made with that intention)
thats the whole statement im just still surprised about that
#my post#its one thing to have forgettable trans characters in your franchise that has thousands of named characters#but chromie? been there since the start (afaik) and is well. shes a big presence in the game in my experience#and shes a character that most players will see and interact with even if its only to do chromie time in the main cities#and sure most people who even notice her arent going to know that fact. but it being a fact about her at all is like#man gaming is wild nowadays. queer characters everywhere even in blizzard games. i love it#the queerphobes cant escape HAHA#i was about to say chromies story where this is canon predates my time playing but it doesnt actually WAIT#that book apparently came out DURING ONE OF MY SUB TIMES? i made this happen /j#yeah its just wild. like im glad its a thing. shes a great character i always liked seeing her in game before i even learned about this#world of warcraft
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#maybe its aveline#this week has been rough and im all alone#im considering deleting my blog before new years and straight up just disappearing off the face of the earth again#and like yeah people have reached out but i have no one irl and it doesnt get better#i have no way out of the situation im in. ive been stuck alone with no way out since 2020 and there is no escape#ive tried really hard for a long time and nothing works and i dont really even get why ive tried so hard all these years#what the fuck was any of this for? i went through all that abuse and all that heartache and not only is no one sorry for what they did#they have no interest in helping me pick up the pieces of a life that was destroyed because everyone in my life walked away from me#at the moment that i needed them. and i dont want to feel anything anymore. i dont care. im empty. my life is meaningless and pointless#im just a punching bag.#so if i disappear dont concern yourself with me. no one will miss me more than it takes to forget someone left the room. thats who i am.#forgettable and pointless and useless. and i just dont want to exist anymore#dont guilt trip me over posting this. i dont care. i have no one to talk to on any human level and everyone wants something from me#merry christmas. you may not ever hear from me again#id tag this with trigger warnings but i dont want anyone freaking out so just know its ideations and thats it.#im too much of a coward to actually hurt myself anyway. if i wasnt such a coward id be through with this already#also this has been my life since 2018. its not worth living
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are yall pulling the weirdest longcon in history about fast car actually being a good song or
#is this another gonch situation??#im not even hating!! all power to it im just confused#who could possibly remember listening to this song it's the beige wallpaper of music#before hitting post i sat down and Listened to it just to be sure i wasn't suffering amensia#one of the most forgettable 4 minutes and 56 seconds of my life i can't lie
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I have three thoughts that pop up every time I see a dusthide. Not all of them each time, but at least one
Most common thought: he have no ears đ
Second most common: armadillo (armadillos have ears though, so I guess more pangolin? But the way they are segmented⌠the pangolin thing reminds me of their claws more though. Hmm, overthinks what species of real animals one can compare them to)
And the final one: so, remember those toys from the 2000s that you put on a magnet and they went from a ball to a little guy?
Update, I have gotten sleep and am now confused about why I was so sad every time I saw that they had no ears
#emma posts#flight rising#every. single. time. my brain says that first one#I cannot look at them without thinking about their no ear smooth head#which is kinda funny because many dragons have no ears#but they have other stuff and arenât so smooth#will my brain shut UP about the ear thing?#I hope it does#I didnât get much sleep and my brain keeps getting irrationally sad about no ears#I HAVE NO LOGICAL REASON TO FEEL SAD ABOUT THIS#i just had a terrible night and now my emotions are wacky#rational mind: looking at the design. sleep deprived irrational mind: smooth head#Iâm trying to think of dragons who have visible ears and Iâve thought of three#imperials spirals and veilspun#but most dragons have spines or feathers#I forgot pearlcatchers.#I also forgot obelisk. this is going to repeat itself isnât it#they call me the forgetter because I#I actually do have memory problems irl#I forgot gaoler. but in my defense I donât actually have any of those in my lair so I will use that excuse#snappers are a bit of a conundrum because their ear holes are visible but they have no real external ear structure#I remembered correctly! tundra have external ears! I just only have one tundra rn so I was second guessing before I checked
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rock creature named bidi bidi bom bom
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Yeah so um. I will be holding that against you because I'm gonna be keeping it as a reminder I'm doomed to always be left and will never find happiness and will never be loved and will always be lied to and will always be used and as proof you will one day abandon me so when it happens it will hurt less.
#i just... dont get it. i literally JUST talked about this#why do you hate me so much? because it seems like everything you do is to hurt me on purpose#i cant justify some of these things as me just having a warped perspective anymore#you probably talk behind my back and complain about how im having an episode again. you talk behind other people's backs to me#y'know what that shows? a willingness to be untruthful and manipulative. it shows you would do the same to me. and ill never forget it#because itll hurt less when i expect it#maybe ill just go completely silent today. see if they even give a fuck. lol ill just end up getting my heart broke when they forget me#but seriously. saying you forget stings because 1. youre saying im forgettable which = you dont think about me and i dont matter outside-#-your vision and 2. nobody forgets like this. not this much. not when there are reminders. i just... you gotta be doing it on purpose#tell me you're fucking with me please#feel like blocking everyone ever and shutting down and staying in my room and letting myself wither#sucks my mom would pull me out of bed and take me to the hospital before all of that but maybe then someone would fucking care#sad thoughts#vent blog#sad blogging#vent#vent post#venting#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized#actually obsessive
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hate when i'm having a bad day but also having trouble keeping from expressing it much. cuz my gf wants to help make it better but there's not exactly a concrete thing to do to make "i have no control over my upper lip cuz the dentist numbed my mouth and i'm thirsty but drinking means making gross slurping noises while i try not to spill on myself and i still end up spilling a lot anyway which is embarassing" better. like the only solution is to wait until i regain feeling/control in my lip and cheek.
but she wants to help! and i'm walking around a bit upset cuz its warm and i'm thirsty and less caffeinated than i'd like to be and there's nothing to be done for it for at least a few hours. so she starts getting scared and sad. so then i'm feeling worse cuz now i'm making her day bad. and she notices that i'm feeling worse, blames herself, and gets even more scared. so then i apologize for scaring her, and then she feels worse cuz now she's Behaving Incorrectly(TM) which makes her close in on herself even more. and then i feel worse cuz i'm Behaving Incorrectly(TM) and scaring her more when i'm trying to do the opposite. et cetera et cetera forever and ever until we both go to sleep.
i can't wait until today is over.
#i tried to make myself a cold coffee drink except i sniff tested the milk and it was Extremely Bad#which makes sense since we've had it awhile and the carton's done date was yesterday but its still frustrating#so then i was gonna cool down my coffee with ice cubes but we're out of ice#but i managed to cool it down with cold water and cream so its fine. its not Great tasting but i've made worse coffee than this#but then when i went to try and use a straw on it in case that made spilling less likely it actually made things 100% harder#and like. these things happen and its not great but its Fine#but gf is taking every bit of this as a Personal Moral Failing(TM) on her part#cuz she forgot to fill the ice tray and could've gone to get more milk#like babe i Literally just went to the store post-dentist. i could've checked the milk before i left#and i could've filled the ice tray myself. and i could've ignored her suggestion of using a straw#but rather than 'person with sore mouth faces mild setbacks in retrieving coffee but ultimately is able to figure something out'#its become 'local woman is evil bad ice tray forgetter who must repent for her straw suggestion sins'#which is gonna be very funny tomorrow once we're out of this loop but right now sucks
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Can't wait till next week is over so I can show the progress I've made for my senior thesis
#I wanna fix one thing up before I release it#Ill be a senior next year#this project is like a practice round / prep before actually doing it#I've mainly been working on the functionality than the looks#senior year will be working on the aesthetics (a bit of summer too)#setting up the foundations of the house before I start paint or furnish or whatever#I'll try my best to liveblog progress#also queue up some classwork#I've been making a lot of art just none of it is fanart and it's not like beautiful illustrations or funny comics#its all mostly 3d stuff#and if its 2d they're sketches or ideation#so i feel like its not worthy to post ig#i am also a perpetual forgetter#It's just kind of awkward being like ''oh let me upload my homework onto the internet lol'#I just need to force myself to post more often lol
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I'm happy to announce that the forgettable-au comic will start soonâźď¸
This month I'm gonna post the whole prologue! It's gonna have 20 pages in total ^^
After that I'll hopefully start to update the comic weekly from chapter 1 !
I can't say exactly wich day I'm gonna post the prologue, but definitely this month! I'll let you guys know a few days before :D That day I will also open the discord server again
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#SO EXCITED FOR THISSS#FINALLY#LET'S GOO#:D#forgettable-au#undertale au#papyrus is gaster#papyrus!gaster#undertale#papyrus#gaster#sans#alphys#undertale comic#undertale fancomic
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What Kind Of Monster Was He?
A @forgettable-au fan (colored) animatic
MINOR BLOOD WARNING!
*Was he the kind to do too much, or not enough?
âŚOK, SO WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS-
I had planned to finish this into a full fledged animation, but a lot of the parts I did end up finishing just didnt live up to what I imaginedâŚI waited for more motivation to happen, but it just didnt so HERES THE COLORED ANIMATIC CAUSE IM REALLLY HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE and ive sat on posting this for like a 2 weeks đ which is an eternity in my time
Im gonna post the unfinished âfinishedâ part on my side account @o-sunny-day though! and probably have people yell at me cause it actually isnt that bad AND IT TOTALLY ISNT I just⌠art. You get it. ENOUGH YAPPING! ITS TIME TO YAP!
except not yet, MORE BACKGROUND INFO HUCDHUC- but its background info on explaining the loreâŚ
The explaining is much less expansive than in Dear My Dear just because I didnt work on it long enough to think every bit of it through. This is just a clean, nicer looking, and colored version of the very first storyboard.
I usually think about and put more effort into the little stuff while making the FINISHED bits since ive had so much more time to think about that in all the preppin n sketching.
BUT I liked the explaining format I did for Dear My Dear so im sticking with it!
The main idea for this was to do a study of Wingdingsâ character from what weâve been given, mainly focusing in on the expectations he puts on himself because holy shit the lyrics for this works so stupidly well it makes me mad LOOK AT THIS???
its ridiculous. i love it. I didnt know Jack Stauber helped write Forgettable AU???? woww!!! ANYWHO thats the gist of it, not much context is needed past that. Onto the sillies!!!! (per usual excuse the shitty quality of the pngs idk why Tumblr does that-)
Did you know love? Will you rest in peace?
Wingdings and Sans holding hands as kids, before turning to a casket like appearance for adult WD. The flowers hes holding are pretty important too, Marigolds to represent grief, Lilys, new life, and Forget Me Nots for this lovely little line I found when looking up good flowers to use-
âa promise to always rememberâ âŚ.stop that.
That actually also has a double meaning in this case too. 1, ofc the forgetting of Wingdings. But ALSO Wingdings forgetting something himself. Forgetting who he is. Almost like a Zuko ATLA situation.
Did you have a family?
Who knows where theyre parents are, but this is HAPPY TIME and weâre gonna assume they were so awesome and very kind but had to leave or went to a farm in the sky for whatever reason.
The colors here I had a lot of fun with. Their parents had warm colors but the boys have cold, still with warm accents. Its said they more or less raised each other being very independent as shown in the second part with them running out the door by themselves.
How was the view from the shelf? Did you ever believe in yourself?
Before, we started with the beginnings. The good things, the only thing Wingdings cares to even recall. Now weâre seeing his life really start to turn upside down- making first contact with The Player :D
Heâs hesitant to reach out, but is intrigued, before getting a rushing revelation of his reality and how it isnt ârealâ
Rather than feeling crushing existential dread, he more feels pressured to be BETTER, to figure a solution, to do something. Thats what white represents here
WHAT KIND OF MILK WERE YOU?
We then switch to more examples of how Wingdings is taking this pressure (not well) The soft tones of yellow that were shown before, turn to way brighter, intensifying that feeling that he should be fine, he should be happy, drowning in success of being the Royal Scientist.
But he just desperately wants to just go back to a time of nice coldness.
The warm vs cold tones in this I had so much fun with, coldness is supposed to represent hostility usually, while warm is nice and happy. (same with Black and white. Scary, relieving,) But these points often contradict each other, its hard to tell what youâre feeling vs what youâre supposed to be feeling. Just like Wingdings!
WHAT KIND OF LIFE DID YOU LIVE THROUGH?
The white lab coats, the expectations, theyre on all of them. But Wingdings has essentially become his expectations.
He questions what life he wants to live, one being himself and alone (speaking in wingdings) or not himself and with company (speaking in a ânormalâ font) Still, he frames it in past tense as he believes theres no going back now, based on what he knows.
âOne of the last happy moments they had togetherâ stop that. (i cant find a link to when that was said but I know it was once, about them taking a photo togetherâŚ.)
DID YOUR LIFE RUN RICH WITH CALCIUM?
CalciumâŚ.bonesss :3 Hehehehdhehfhehehheheheh still dont know why he has holes in his hands so weâre movin on
DID THEY LAUGH AT YOU OR DID YOU LAUGH AT THEM?
Compared to the childhood Wingdings remembered, heres the sadder, bleaker, more realistic version. He always thought they were laughing at him but⌠maybe they werent.
DAIRY BELOVED. YOUR DAYS ARE GONE,
It doesnt matter now though. Because in the NOW, Wingdings has become consumed by his expectations of himself, seeing this has the âonly optionâ to do the only thing that he feels will give his life meaning and purpose, establishing connection with THE PLAYER
But the grocery list goes onâŚ
And yet life continues on without him, and his room is transformed into a more livable space now that someone isâŚliving in it. Always hurts so much making the differences between Wingdings and Papyrusâ room. It feels like making something out of the man Wingdings COULD HAVE been. Because honestly thats just what Papyrus is,
Thank you to my bestie @fruitytrip for helping me with all of my art in general but especially the storyboarding on this :3 <3
#Milk by Jack Stauber#undertale animatic#Wingdings why#Hes a sad sad little man#ohhh who you could have been#if you didnt have a self destructive arc#sometimes i think about him being religiously obsessed with The Player#and then he comes to find out the player (me in this case) is religiously obsessed with him#like oh damn this is awkward#uhhh#wanna get coffee?#I love using cold colors for comfort and warm for terror#I was very spesifically proud of the shot with the white turning into a spotlight#then him turning into just a silly kid looking at a softer glow#o and happy new year gang :D#late#but#happy new year gang :D
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But daddy, I love him
Pairing : Dean Winchester X Demon!Reader
Word count : 3.6k
Warnings : angst (if you squint), foul language.
I DO NOT GIVE PERMISSION TO COPY MY WORK, TRANSLATE IT OR POST IT TO ANY OTHER PLATFORM. REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.
Dean was bored. No, he was beyond bored. There were no cases and Sam was, well, being Sam. He had his nose buried in some book and he refused to acknowledge Dean's situation. He kept throwing paper balls at Sam just to annoy him and he finally succeeded when Sam slammed his book shut and glared at his brother.
"What the hell is your problem.?" He snapped.
"Ah so nice of you to notice." Dean started sarcastically, "in case it wasn't obvious. I'm bored."
"If you're bored read some lore books." Sam suggested with a shrug.
"I want to kill my boredom not die myself." Dean rolled his eyes. Sam made a bitch face before answering,
"Go out to a bar or something." He got up from his chair and left the library. Dean perked up,
"Good idea Sammy. I'm heading out." He announced leaving the bunker.
He arrived at the nearest bar, settling on one of the barstools he ordered himself a drink. His eyes search the space, trying to find something or someone interesting, his eyes dropped a figure a few seats to his left. She looked familiar. He looked at her for a few seconds before it clicked, he'd hooked up with her years back.
Now normally he wouldn't be able to recognise anyone he hooked up with several years back, but he remembered her because she looked exactly the same. It had been years and she didn't change even a bit. And the fact that he thought about her quite often. More than he'd like to admit.
He couldn't help but think if she remembered him. He wouldn't know if he didn't ask. Besides he didn't have anything better to do so he approached her.
"Hey." Dean said sitting down beside her.
"Hi." She smiled looking at him. It was hard to decipher if she remembered him or was just being friendly. "I know you." She added making his release a breath.
"So you do remember." He smirked at her.
"Do you really think you're forgettable, Dean?" She questioned with a sly smile on her face. He laughed at her comment, shaking his head.
"I must say, you haven't aged a day since I've last seen you." Dean spoke gulping down his drink. "And it's been like what? Nine years?"
The two had met when Sam had left for Stanford and John had gone God knows where, and Dean was free to do whatever. He was hunting a werewolf. After he killed the creature, he found a bar and ended up her in bed. They spent three weeks together before John called Dean back.
"Nine years." She nodded. "But you haven't aged yourself." She replied glacing at him.
"No really, you're just exactly how I remember you." He said looking at her in amazement.
"Yeah? Above you or beneath you?" She whispered leaning closer to him. He wasn't expecting her to be this straight with him so it caught him a bit off guard.
Dean quickly collected himself and answered with a smirk. "Both."
"Good to know I'm not the only one who still thinks about it." She added and he nodded.
The two had spent weeks together but it wasn't just hooking up. Dean took her out on dates and she cooked for him sometimes. They cuddled, played games, talked about anything and everything, music, movies, dreams. Everything except their personal lives. And they had sex. It was as if they were together but without any labels, and when Dean left there were no hard feelings.
"So what brings you to Kansas?" Dean questioned, looking at her with curiosity.
"Ah you know me, i go where the wind takes me." She replied with a shrug.
"So you mean you're still wandering around?"
She nodded her head before speaking.
"And you're not?" She laughed.
"Nah I've got a place now. With my brother." Dean replied vaguely, not wanting to drag her into the mess called 'hunting life'.
"Cool." She bit her lip, she completely turned her body towards him. "Do you wanna get out of here? My motel is right infront of this place." She added seductively, her hand placed on his chest.
"With pleasure, sweetheart." Dean said helping her stand, he threw a few bills on the counter which were more than enough to cover both their drinks, he pulled her out of the bar.
The moment she entered the room her back was slammed against the door and his lips were attacking hers. She moaned in his mouth, his hands touching everywhere he could. He picked her up and dropped her on the bed. Clothes were ripped and thrown haphazardly. Their kiss was hungry and needy. For the next few hours the only sound that could be heard was of the slapping of his skin against hers, her moans and his groans and the filthy words he spoke that she loved so much.
"Fuck, I thought you were good back then but now you're just..." she trailed off panting, laying on top of him.
"You're one to say." Dean replied, his own breathing ragged. He dragged his fingers on her bare bare soothingly. "Missed this." He spoke after a minutes of silence. "Missed you."
"I did too." She said leaning up to peck his lips. "This is cozy." She added snuggling up to him. He wrapped his arms around her firmly. She laid her head on his chest when she noticed his tattoo. "Hey. I like your tattoo, what does it mean?" She said tracing it with her finger. He froze for a second.
"I don't know actually, I uh.. I saw it at the tattoo shop, and I just liked it." He lied through his teeth. She nodded laying her head back down.
The next morning, Dean woke up by the sound of his phone ringing. He groaned before answering his phone. It was Sam, asking where he was and that he needs to be back. Y/n felt Dean move beneath her and woke up.
"I have to go." He said sitting up, she pouted clutching the sheets to her chest as she watched him put his clothes back on.
"So soon?" Dean chuckled lightly before kissing her.
"We could do this again, for as long as you're here in Kansas." Dean said tying his shoes, sitting on the edge of the bed. She moved closer so she could hug him from behind.
"De." She said resting her head on his shoulder. He turned his head to look at her. She was quiet for a moment, she seemed lost in thought.
"What is it, sweetheart?"
"I meant it when I said I missed you." She mumbled against his shoulder. He tilted his head to look at her better. He gave her a confused look not getting where she was going with this. She unwrapped her arms from his torso and shifted to his side, and straddled his waist. He leaned back a bit so she could sit comfortably. He gripped her hips, holding her gaze. "Dean, those three weeks were the best days of my life. I never thought I'd ever meet you again. In my entire life no one has ever made me feel the way you do, can we.. could we try-" Her heart dropped the moment his grip loosened and he avoided eye contact. She whispered a quiet "oh" and quickly got off his lap.
"Y/n-"
"I get it, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable." She was embarrassed, she really thought he felt the same.
"You didn't. It's just... it's complicated." Dean said standing up from where he sat on the bed.
"Yeah, no.. I get it." She nodded not meeting his gaze. Before either of them could say anything else, Dean's phone rang again. He sighed before answering.
"Yes Sam, I'm on my way. Yeah." He spoke into the phone before hanging up. He gave her one last glance before walking out of the door.
It had been three days since Dean walked out of her motel room and she felt pretty shitty. She basically asked him out and he outright rejected her. She sat at the small table, nursing a glass of scotch when she heard a knock on the door. She opened the door expecting anyone but Dean, yet here he was.
"Not gonna invite me in, sweetheart?" He asked leaning against the doorframe.
"Find someone else to wet your dick." She rolled her eyes, closing the door but stopped it with his foot.
"C'mon don't be like that. I just want to talk." He said softly, prompting her to open the door wider. She walked back and he entered inside. "Look, I know I was a dick last time you saw me, but like I said it's complicated." She didn't speak or even acknowledge his words. "I would love nothing more than to be with you but it'd be hard." She raised her brow at him and he rubbed his face. "I'm gone, alot. I wouldn't be here everytime you need me. And you, you never stay at one place for a long time. I'm willingly to do this if you're okay with it."
"You really think I wouldn't stay, if you'd ask?" She said walking towards him. "Dean, the last time I felt something, felt alive was nine years ago. I was callous before and after you." She said honestly and her words couldn't have been anymore true. She was a demon. She hadn't felt, feelings for as long as she can remember. But with Dean, she felt everything there is.
"Let's do this." Dean leaned down kissing her softly. For the past three days all he did was think. He still wasn't sure what prompted him to give in to her, but it's time he started living for himself a bit.
Months passed, Y/n had gotten herself an apartment in Kansas, her and Dean had been going strong. They went out for drives, Dean stayed over sometimes, and had phenomenal sex whenver they could. Y/n had yet to visit his "place" since his brother doesn't know about them and she was fine with it. Part of her was relieved Dean couldn't stay longer. She didn't have to keep her "human charade" up.
Unbeknownst to them, both of them were hiding a significant secret from each other. But that was until,
"Princess, you can't go in there, his majesty is in an important meeting-" A measely demon tried to stop her from entering the chamber Crowley has his 'throne' in.
"Shut up before I disintegrate you into nothing." She sneered, her eyes turned completely black. She knew she wouldn't do but that demon didn't know that nor did he need to know. She pushed open the door, her father sitting on his so called throne while two men stood in front of him, their backs to her. She was too angry to recognise the silhouette of the body in front of her. "How many times do I have to tell you not-"
"Darlin' I'm a bit occupied at the moment." The man with the Scottish accent interrupted her. The two men turned around and her eyes widened.
"Dean, What're you doing here?" She questioned. His face seemed like he'd seen a ghost. He was shocked and confused. The other man, she assumed his brother, Sam raised his brows in confusion as well.
"Squirrel, you know my daughter?" Crowley questioned standing up.
"Your daughter?" Dean's jaw clenched as he looked back and forth between the shorter man and his daughter. She was flabbergasted and didn't know if she could get out of this situation. When she saw some demons following her, she confronted them, they revealed her father had sent them to keep an eye on her. The only reason she was here was to tell him to back off.
"You're on nickname basis with the King of Hell?" She joked looking at Dean. He glared at her and her grin dropped.
"What exactly is happening here?" Sam questioned feeling completely out of loop.
"That is exactly what I would like to know!" Crowley demanded looking at Dean and Y/n.
"What is happening is here, I just found out I've been sleeping with the Princess of Hell." Dean gritted his teeth. "You put her up to this, didn't you?" He glared at Crowley.
"She's my daughter, not some hooker. And why would I even do that? We're besties, aren't we?" He said as if they had been childhod buddies. "Wait a minute, you're sleeping with Dean Winchester?" Crowley looked at his daughter, disappointed. "He's a goddamn hunter."
"You say as if it's a bad thing." She mumbled "I didn't know he's a hunter." She shrugged. "I didn't even know his last name until now."
"You've seen him naked, you didn't see his anti possession tattoo?" Sam asked, clearing getting a kick out this situation. Dean glared at his brother.
"Well I asked him about it he said he didn't know what it was, the last time I choked a guy half to death because of that tattoo and turned out it was some nerd book thing, Supernatural or whatever." She countered throwing her hands in the air. Sam shook his head at the mention of the Supernatural books.
"How could you hide this from me?" Dean questioned the look of betrayal all over his face.
"Yeah sure, I could've just walked up to you and said, hey Dean I'm a demon." She rolled her eyes. "You didn't tell me you were a hunter either. Had I told you the truth you would've killed me."
"This is different." Dean replied.
"Alright Romeo Juliet. Whatever it is, this is done here. Y/n, I forbid you to see him." Crowley intervened.
"But Daddy I love him." She replied and the three men present in the room froze.
"I need a drink." Crowley said.
Dean looked at her wide eyed, still processing her words. A demon is in love with him, before knowing her real identity, Dean himself felt something for her but right now he wasn't so sure. Y/n bit her lip, looking at the green eyed hunter.
"We should talk." She said walking over to him. "Privately." She added loudly looking at her father. Crowley rolled his eyes before snapping his fingers, him and Sam disappearing from the room. Dean looked surprised Crowley didn't throw a fit when told to do something. "He loves me." She said as if she had read his mind.
Dean was silent for a moment and the everything came crashing into him at full speed, his supposed girlfriend is a demon, not just some demon but she's the daughter of the King of Hell. He's been sleeping with the Princess of Hell and apparently she's in love with him.
"What the fuck!" Dean exclaimed, extremely pissed.
"Dean, let me explain. I promise I won't lie about anything."
"You're a demon, demons lie all the time, you've been lying to me this whole time." He snapped at her.
"I didn't lie about anything, I just hid one fact. Besides you're the one who approached me at the bar, both times." She felt herself getting defensive. "I'm not like other demons you've met. I'm not evil. Hell I didn't even ask for this." She felt herself tear up.
"I don't even know who you are!" Dean exclaimed. "Who's body are you even wearing."
"It's mine." She replied.
"That's not possible, if you're Crowley's daughter you're atleast over two hundred years old how'd your body even..." he trailed off. "What do you mean you didn't even ask for this?"
"I'm the reason he's what he is." She started. "If you know him closely you'd know his relationship with his mother." Dean nodded urging her to continue, "so when I was born he swore he'd be the parent he never got. He gave me everything he could, loved me too much." Her voice cracked, "When I was fifteen, I was diagnosed with a terminal disease, and we're talking centuries back, I was gonna die. So my father, Fergus made a deal. My life for his soul. Ten year later they took him. He became a demon, kept an eye one me. He was happy that I was alive, When I was twenty seven I got into a fatal accident, I died. And he couldn't bear that so he transformed me with magic or shit I donât know. He made me a demon. That way I would be with him forever."
Dean hadn't taken Crowley to be a man capable of love, he always thought of him as an evil son of a bitch who was the King of Hell and was there to cause trouble for him and his brother.
"He became the King of Hell because of me, just to give me everything I could ever need, he didn't realise by doing he kept me alive, but over the it made unhappy and lonely. I could never find love, I could never feel a thing. But nine years ago I met you, and I felt something, I don't how or why but I did, then you left." She whispered staring at him. "And then we met again, I thought I could finally get what I wanted, but I was naive to think it would work. I'm sorry Dean I never meant to hurt you, I just thought you're just a guy that I'll outlive and you'd never find the truth."
"This is a lot to take in." Dean said shaking his head. "I'm sorry about what happened to you." She nodded her head not knowing what else to say. "Is it true? What you said?" He asked cautiously.
"About loving you? Yes. I mean I don't know what love feels like, it's been a long time, but you do make me feel like I did when I was human. So yeah I do love you Dean. And I know you might not want anything to do with me after all this. But I'd do anything for you." She replied honestly. She'd been lonely for the past centuries, she's willing to do anything to feel something again.
"I did...uh" he cleared his throat before speaking, "I did feel something for you before this whole ficasso and I'd be lying if I said you being a demon changed it." Dean took a step towards her, "you said you're willing to do anything for this to work?" She nodded her head in affirmation, her eyes filled with hope. "We know how to cure a demon, make them human again."
"You do?" She asked looking surprised.
"Yeah, your father didn't tell you? We almost turned him human!" He chuckled.
"I told you I don't keep up with his evil shenanigans. If I did I'd have known all about you." Dean nodded in understanding.
"So do you-"
"Yes." She didn't even let him finish. "I'd do it."
"It might hurt." Dean warned "and what about your father?"
"Dean, I'm tired of being lonely for centuries. Yes I love my father but he has to let go someday. I can't live like this anymore."
To say Crowley threw a fit when he heard Y/n's decison was an understatement. He was beyond pissed. He went off on Dean, cursing at him, telling him he's always causing problems for him. It took Y/n a while to convince him but he came around when he realised this is where her true happines laid. Even if he was the King of Hell and Dean was his frenemy, he was still Y/nâs father and did gave Dean the 'you hurt her I'll kill you' talk.
The Winchester brothers took her to the Bunker and Sam prepared to cure her. They cuffed her to the chair in the dungeon inside the devil's trap. Sam had gone to bring the human blood, Dean kneeled infront of her. He cupped her face in his hands.
"It's gonna be okay. I'm right here."
"I trust you, Dean." She smiled at him. He placed kissed on her forehead when Sam came back.
Hours later, Y/n was screaming and groaning as they continued to inject her with human blood. Dean felt bad, wanting it to be over soon. When Sam was done, Y/n was sweaty and her head lolled to the side as she threaded on the edge of consciousness.
"Hey, sweetheart." Dean patted her cheek lightly. She slowly opened her eyes, her black eyes now y/e/c, full of life. She gave him a tired smile.
"Hiya, Dean."
Dean moved aside allowing Sam to pour holy water on her and she flinched at the sudden splash.
"Sorry, Y/n. It's Procedure." Sam apologised. She nodded lightly, she would've waved him off but her hands were tied. Her flesh didn't sizzle and the two brothers nodded at each other. She blinked a couple of time to adjust her eyes. Dean uncuffed her hands and helped her stand.
"Hi baby." Dean said holding her waist. She didn't waste anytime, pulling him for a kiss which he gladly returned.
"I didn't need to see that." Sam said loudly making them pull apart. "Congratulations Y/n, you're human now."
"Thank you for helping me, Sam." She told the taller man and he smiled at her.
"Thanking just him?" Dean complained.
"Well I thought I'd thank you some other way but if you just need the words...." Dean didn't let her finish before picking her up and making his way towards his bedroom.
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As Above, So Below | Chapter 29: Exceptions| Viktor [Arcane] // Male Reader | Rating: M Throughout
Word Count: ~4.9k Summary: Viktor pushes your buttons until he's busy with other activities Tags: swearing, sexual tension, flirting, kissing, mage-y stuff Last Chpt: First Aid
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Some silent moments pass as you finish patching Viktor upâthankfully without further mention of the kind of effect he has on your nervous system.
The wind still howls, the snowstorm still rages on, but the two of you couldnât be bothered inside these walls.
The air settles easily between you as you trail off into lighter conversationsâViktorâs voice dropping low and gentle as he tells you more about the little things that shape his life.
Like how he loves crossword puzzles, the sound of birds singing in the morning, and skipping stones on the water at dusk. That he likes to have something to sip on when he finds time to cook. That he hates public speaking. That heâs trying to stop picking at the callouses on his palms when he fidgets.
You share your own quirks and stories tooâtelling him about your ever-growing record collection, how Jeff followed you home from the Freljord, how you canât dance for shit but know your way around the pole at the brothel.
You tell him that you donât particularly miss your father, but you do miss his war horse. That you also prefer cooking with a drink in hand, and that youâve been meaning to finish a puzzle that Viktor said he spotted at R&Râs.
When he politely asks if he can help you with it, youâre not sure how anyone could ever tell this man no when his eyes are beaming with that much excitement.
Which is also why you donât have the heart to tell him that itâs not finished because deep down, you hated that puzzle down to its microscopic, way-too-identical, 3,000-piece guts.
It hurt your back to bend over it for so long, it was likely missing a minimum of a dozen pieces at this point, hellâeven the image of some obscure landscape didnât even pique your interest.
But Viktor does.
And who were you to rob him of the little things that he found joy in. To rob yourself of more time that you could spend with him.
Of course you agree.
Youâre about to cap the salve and pack it up when Viktorâs question shifts the conversation back to everything thatâs just transpired.
âDoes ehhâŚanyone else know about you? About what you can do?â His question comes quietly and youâre not sure youâll ever get use to how tender his voice sounds when heâs curious about something sensitive.
âRemy. And my fenceâŚfriend?...â You tinker with that title mentally before shrugging the semantics away. ââŚbut I uhâŚI donât think he remembers.â You scoff under your breath at that probability.
âWhat?â His brow quirks and you realize Viktor doesnât know anything about Kass. âIâm failing to see how this is a forgettable experience.â
Youâre amused that heâs more curious about the manâs memory rather than his questionable occupation, but try to answer all the same. âKass uhâŚfrequently dips into the pool of mind-altering substances.â
âAh,â The machinist offers a small smile and a âYes, I suppose that would do it.â to let that fact lie for now.
You offer a weak grin in return and try to give him a little more context. âHeâs the one that said to ditch my backpack for the shoulder suspenders.â
âThe one who said you would look like a workaholic?â
âThatâs him.â
âHm.â
He pauses with that information and you try to decipher where his mind went. Rather than pry, you just give him a little more. âHe can be a lot. Definitely has some demons hot on his heels, but I think you would like him.â
âIf he suggested that you wear those suspenders, I already do.â
Before you light up the room for the third godsdamned time you pull your hand from Viktorâs and let the glow slowly subside from your fingertips. You quickly eye the leather accessory in the corner of the room, still drying out near the fire when Viktorâs voice pulls your attention back to him.
âSo, Iâm only the third person who knowsâŚthat youâre a mage, I mean.â
His reversion back to the original topic at hand is not unwelcome. You nod, the realization finally hitting you that youâve allowed this crush of three days in on one of the most vulnerable parts about you. A choice your father wouldâve punished you for. Something he wouldâve said would be the death of you if you didnât put Viktor down first.
But you sit calmly, confident in your decision being the right one.
âI justâŚfor both of our safety, have to ask you not to tell anyone elseâŚI know thatâs not fairââ
âOf course thatâs fair.â He interrupts your incoming trail of apologies and you feel that his fingers shifted from his leg to the side of your knee. âAnd you have my word.â His swift understanding only furthers your conviction and your fatherâs voice immediately fades from your mind. âThough, Iâm curiousâwith so few people that knowâwhat made you trust me?â
âIt wasâŚkind of a gut feelingâŚ?â
âSharing something that personal is driven by your microbiome?â
âItâs hard to describe.â
âTry me?â
He clearly wants more, still not sure if youâre being completely honest. You try to explain it better.
âI used to think it was my mother looking out for me. Iâm not so sure about that. Maybe it's just intuition, butâŚsometimes I get thisâŚpull. I donât have a better word but itâs strong. And I know I can trust itâŚso I know I can trust you tooâŚâ
Viktorâs expression softens and he seems to understand despite your poorly worded explanation. You reach for a washrag to dab up any excess salve and it hits why you showed the other man what you could do in the first place.
âThis happened when you tripped up that pickpocket didnât it?â You reach for his arm to assess his wrist one more time, feeling good about your work after checking for any residual inflammation.
Feeling good about having an almost-normal excuse to hold his hand again as well.
Viktor inhales through his mouth which quickly turns into a lopsided grin. He pauses, pressing his lips back together again without saying a word and flicks his gaze from your hands back up.
Feeling his eyes on yours, you stop what youâre doing to glance up at him. In an instant you realize his boyish âIâve been caughtâ expression has probably kept him out of trouble in many instances. Endearing was an understatement you think to yourself as your voice wavers.
âYouâve been sore all night?â The space in between your brows pinch together as that thought sinks in.
âThat wrist is usually sore by the end of every night.â Viktor shrugs offhandedly like it was nothing for him until you catch him peering at his cane in the corner of your eye. You wondered quietly if that was the cause of said everyday soreness.
âWhy didnât you say something?â
âI didnât want to ruin the night.â
âRuin the night? You didnât capsize a boat.â
âThat didnât ruin the night.â
âThis certainly wouldnât have either.â
A quiet âHm.â is all he mumbles as he notices youâve finished up. Thereâs a small selfish part of you that wants to pretend like youâre still working so you can keep his hand in yours awhile longer, but you loosen your grip as a signal that it was fine to move.
âHowâs that feel? Any better?â
Viktor lifts his hand to stretch out his fingers, eyes widening after he experimentally rolls out his wrist. The disbelief that surfaces in his expression evident as he turns his hand with ease. âItâyes much more than usualâŚâ He eyes the salve then your hand before his gaze finds yours again. âHowâŚis that possiâ?â The wily expression that plagues you gives Viktor pause, apprehensively tilting his head, jaw still slack with a brow arched. ââŚWhatâŚ?â
âJust thinking about what it wouldâve been like if you wouldâve told me sooner.â Itâs the first time youâve thrown a little shade at Viktor. You know the man is quick, but you werenât fully prepared for how he fully throws it right back.
With a toothy grin, he scoffs. Pressing his tongue to cheek and begrudgingly nodding at your comment with an âAhâŚâ Viktorâs demeanor shifts into something more playful, catching you completely off guard when he abruptly stands without warning. You reflexively scoot back, nearly falling off of the footrest as you do. He only gives you a teasing shrugâyou can practically hear the sarcastic âwhoopsâ he wants to say before he makes his way towards the door.
Your brows furrow as you get up to shadow him, a puzzled grin forming more fully with each step. âWhat areâŚâ A chuckle escapes you as you try to figure out what heâs up to. âWhere are you going now?â
âOh.â He turns his head like he isnât aware that he has you perfectly confused, motioning to the door with brows raised in feigned innocence. âJust thinking about taking mistress Linda up on that sleepover she so graciously offered.â
âMistress Linâis that actually her name?â Amusement seeps into your tone at his empty threat of joining the woman who recently propositioned him.
âSure.â
âSuuure?â You watch Viktor bite back a laugh as you call him out. âYou donât know her name, but youâre ready to jump into bed with her?â You muse as you take a step closer to him. âYou donât seem the type.â
âIâve been known to make exceptions.â He reaches for the doorknob, giving you a lighthearted challenge before shrugging nonchalantly. âAnd Iâve done worse.â The way he delivers the line, you have to believe him. And the pause it gives you is palpable.
You stand speechless for a moment while he cocks a brow at you to test his honesty. But you do no such thing. Youâre not sure how far heâs gone with anyone, but you begin to realize that he may have more experience than you mightâve initially anticipated.
And based on the sly smile beginning to weave into lips that you imagine would look much better in between your teethâŚyou figure your theory is likely correct.
As he slowly starts to tease apart your self-control, you had to admit, Viktor has you wrapped around his little finger when heâs like this.
Crafty and collected and completely merciless with keeping you on your toes.
Toying with you and testing the waters to see if you were willing to go toe-to-toe with him.
And while your elusive confidence usually made it difficult to find the right words when he was around, wit was a game that brought it back to the forefront.
So, you bite.
âYou could also do better.â
Secretly, youâre just as taken aback as Viktor looks as soon as the words leave your mouth. But still, you double-down and take a step towards the man whose hand is now slowly slipping off of the doorâs handle. He collects himself with a small nodâa touchĂŠ before starting to level with you.
âSo, your intentions were to bed me in a cheap room after all?â
âBed you?â You repeat back, his choice of words throwing you for a loop before you pick at the details of his accusation. âViktor, this is far from cheap.â
âYouâre not denying it?â
âDenying what?â
His small turn on his heels draws you a little closer, clearly not backing down from this subtle dance as he quips back.
âIf you want to play coy you shouldâve stayed in the river.â
âCoyâŚwas that a fish pun?â
âYou do seem to love those.â
His crooked grin adequately accents his unfortunately true accusationâŚyou do appreciate the occasional tasteful pun.
âClearly not as much as you seem to love Linda.â
It wasnât your best counterpoint. You were struggling with your rebuttal after taking another step and catching the familiar scent of smoke from the stove and cardamom from Viktor. The smallest hint of herbal soap from his damp hair and the crisp outside air from the cracked window. Each aroma clashing beautifully against the otherâstunning your senses into understanding the proximity closing in.
âWeâre just going to talk, her and I.â
Ohhhh, you could kick yourself for that stupid fucking slip up right about now.
You understand exactly what heâs doing with his reclamation of your words. He wants to hear you say it. Wants to hear what you want. Wants to watch you grapple for control of this back-and-forth, of your flawed logic.
Wants to see you squirm when he fully turns to face you, his chest almost bumping against yours as he straightens his back.
You give in, allowing him to entertain the meaning as much as heâd like.
âI think your mouth might be too busy for that.â
Your new favorite color returns in earnest, staining his cheeks more quickly than he can hide it.
Look at that, youâre back in control.
His smug grin quickly dissolves into hushed breaths, lips parted when you subtly steal a glance at them only to find that heâs trying to steal a glance at yours as well.
Your heart betrays its sure rhythmâŚuntil the other man decides to join you in playing coy, instantly dragging you back into another rapid-fire exchange.
âWhatever do you mean, [Y/n]?â
âIâll tell you when youâre older.â
âQuite the smart ass.â
âQuite the smart tongue.â
âIn more ways than you know.â
âLucky Linda.â
âUnlucky you.â
âUnluckyâŚme?â
Your voice breaks quietly before you drop your gazeâtaking in the meaning behind bold words and wondering how much weight was behind them until he solidifies it.
âMmhm.â
Slowly succumbing to the familiar feeling of defeat as Viktor gets the upper hand of your repartee. Your eyes dart aimlessly over him as you try to pull your thoughts together in a desperate attempt to gain it back.
He catches your pause and quirks a brow, looking quite pleased to have you reeling under his words. With a sigh of exaggerated disappointment complete with a quick click of his tongue, he adds fuel to your fire just as easily as the hearth heâs fed.
âAnd here I thought you had a knack for getting what you wanted.â
Gods you wanted that. Wanted to push him right up against that fucking door. Wanted to close the gap between you, wipe that sly smirk off his face, and make better use of his quick tongue. Wanted to prove that his assumption about you was correctâthat you were a person capable of going for what you wantedâŚor even that you could be for that matter.
For him at leastâŚyou wanted to be.
But there you stood. Wrestling with doubt and nerves and ego as you showed the icicles forming on the windowsill what it really means to be frozen in place.
Then it hits you. That small, hushed piece of information that slipped from the other manâs lips not so long ago.
You decide to take one more stab, relying on Viktorâs integrity when he dismissed mistress whoever-the-fuck within your earshot.
âAnd here I thought you were exactly where you wanted to be tonight.â
Loosening fingers fall the rest of the way from the handle only to be pressed flat against the door behind him. His knuckles carve white into the back of the hand that grips his cane a little bit tighter now. Itâs small, subtleâbut proof that youâve rattled his relatively unflappable demeanor.
Something in him changes and at first you struggle to decipher it. His muscles look tense, particularly the ones in his shoulders as he makes an effort to hold his head high even with his back literally and metaphorically against the wall. You canât tell if heâs surprised that you heard that part of their conversation, or if the meaning behind that sentence actually scared him.
When he pushes his weight off the door it takes every ounce of your being to stay collected. To maintain eye contact with a gaze that was becoming all too easy to drown in. To shake the shiver rolling down your spine when he answers you.
âI amâŚâ
He speaks with confidence but the way honeyed eyes are frantically searching yours says otherwise. Uncertainty becomes apparent as he watches you watching him, his head dipping slowly downward with growing apprehension as he finishes his sentence softer than before.
ââŚwellâŚalmost.â
His breathing gets shaky, stuttering in his chest as it rises and falls. Uncertainty is one thing, but youâre realizing itâs more than that.
âAlmost?â
Heâs nervous.
âAlmost.â
Just like you.
âŚ
But unlike you,
âWhereâŚwould you rather beâŚ?â
Nerves donât get in the way of what he wants.
âŚ
âŚ
âŚ
ââŚhere.â
Viktorâs voice softens and before you can speculateâbefore he has a chance to change his mindâhe leans forward to close the gap separating you.
His lips press against yours with a tenderness that stuns you into place. Heâs unhurried. Resolute. Like kissing you was the most natural thing in the world for him.
Like he was in fact, exactly where he wanted to be for the night.
Regardless of his finesse, your body goes rigid as you reflexively grab ahold of his forearm for support.
âŚWhich he doesnât seem to mind in the slightest.
He returns your stiff grip with a tentative touchâhis fingers extending lightly along the underside of your armâsoothing you despite the tight hold you have on him.
Itâs such a small, soft motionâŚbut it settles you. Immediately for that matter. Thatâs when it hits you that Viktor was actually right about what he said earlier.
Time really had no place when he was with you.
In the span of a sharp breath, you donât know at which point your eyes fluttered shut. Or when you stopped thinking. Let alone when you stopped breathing. When your grip loosened, when your jaw unclenched. When your worries lifted into nothingness.
When the noise settled and everything finally feltâŚstill.
Something you havenât felt in yearsâŚ
And just in time for Viktor to pull away.
As you feel him shift his weight back you all but catch yourself from greedily leaning forward. Leaving you looking practically starved, and clearly craving more than a mere sampleâŚas delicious as it was.
Not yet ready to relinquish the small peck, your eyes hold onto what your lips couldnât.
Doused with the same state, Viktorâs own lips remain parted, likely still lingering with the sensation of having yours pressed against them. A sensation it seemed he also wasnât quite ready to surrender by the looks of it.
When your eyes meet, heavy and cautious and equally full of need for the other, Viktor tilts his head just slightly. His dark brows furrow, knitted with contemplation or curiosityâmaybe both. But you recognize the purpose behind that look.
Heâs trying to read you.
And rivaling the very book you pulled from the shelf, you let him.
He easily pages through your wanting expression, mulls over your body language until you catch him glance back at your mouth with a gaze that transitions from reserved to ravenous in a blink before meeting your eyes again.
Neither of you say a word. Neither of you have to.
He just quirks a brow at you.
Quicker than usual.
More intentional.
Not at all the expression youâve seen when something has piqued his curiosity. Or when heâs wanting more insight that was initially provided.
No, this was something else.
This was a wordless way to say, âyour moveâ. An affirmation that there could be more if you wanted it. Wanted him.
This wasnât a request for more information.
It was a request for moreâŚof you.
âŚ
Maybe itâs just your imagination, but in the corner of your eye, you couldâve sworn you saw one of the icicles break away from the sill.
âŚ
Turns out youâre tired of being frozen too.
Finally, you moveâleaning forward and tipping your head to catch Viktorâs lips more fully than before. You can hear him inhale sharply at the sudden contact, can picture his brows pinching together in concentrationâŚ
âŚcan feel his back hit the wall with a resounding âthud' as your actions come a bit more rushed than you intended. A soft âmmphâ escapes from his lips to yours at the impact, his hand jerking from your forearm to your delt for balance, but he doesnât break the kiss.
Still, you consider pulling back to make sure heâs alright. To apologize for quite literally throwing yourself at the other man. You place your hands against the surface on either side of his hips, bracing to push yourself away.
But his arm wraps around your shoulders insteadâpulling you closer and reassuring you that heâs okay. That this is okay.
âŚmore than okay.
It doesnât seem like his first kiss, and it definitely isnât yours, but judging by how much you both have clearly been wanting this, it might as well be.
Your hands are clumsy when you blindly reach for his waistâscraping your knuckles on the wooden door as you add to the symphony of thuds pounding against it.
And Viktorâs moments are no smoother.
Abandoning his support, his palm warms your cheek as slender fingers splay wildly against your ear and neck. You can feel him straining, his digits curling slightly before releasingâlike he was holding onto his self-control by a thread. Fighting with himself from being too rough with you.
Too hungry for you.
Too consumed by you to care that his actions are quickly followed by a boisterous clank as his cane hits the floor.
âŚWhich only seems to spur you both on.
Viktorâs lips crash against yours again and again. Each kiss becoming more desperate than the last with each breath sounding harsher in between. Your need for each other easily outweighing the desire to come up for air as the sound of huffs fill the room.
A small experimental press into your shoulder has you shift your stance, staggering your legs in between Viktorâs to accommodate the slight imbalance. You can feel his weight begin to fully settle onto you and you happily hold him against the door while his other hand drifts from your cheek.
Inch by agonizing inch his hand trails downwardsâreading the lines that have shaped your history and sculpted your features like brail under his fingertips. His touch is cautiousâŚcuriousâmoving carefully over your chest, following each curve that dips around tense muscles and scars that never healed quite right.
You sigh into him while he explores you, pausing his pursuit on the raised line left from a bullet grazing you the day your parents died. He tables the questions churning in his mind to tilt his head and kiss you deeper.
Soothe your old wounds with magic of his own.
He presses his lips to yours more gently than the last time, slowing the adrenaline-fueled pace before you feel the featherlight touch of his tongue brushing along your lower lip. Your breath hitches as you savor how soft he is with you. How his movements are so delicate despite the tangible desire brimming just beneath their surface.
Itâs quite the dichotomy. Strong enough to knock the air out of you.
In the form of a moan, sure. Which Viktor gladly muffles when he feels you part your lips for him. His tongue eagerly begins to dance with yours, moving slowly at first while he gets use to you before easily falling into a back and forth of give and take.
The thin fabric of his shirt leaves little to the imagination as your own hands begin to wander, running up his back before languidly trailing down again. He arches into your touchâpulls you closer while you start to memorize the curvature of his spine, the edges of his shoulder blades, the indents of his hips.
Itâs effortlessâgetting lost in Viktor. His skin radiates a warmth that draws you in like a moth to a flame. You canât help but consider the likelihood of his rising temperature being a byproduct of the arcane that recently resonated inside of him.
And that gives you an unexpected rush that you canât explain.
Something along the lines of he can understand you on a base level that no one else has been able to even come close to reaching. Knows what itâs like to have something entirely unruly course through his veins without a compass or care. Knows the static and heat and tension and release of it all.
A micro-dosed version of it, sure.
A micro dose is more than enough in a world sober of magic. And more than enough to fully lose your inhibitions with him.
Deft fingers drag slow as molasses along your stomach, rippling over the contours that are already wound tightly in knots. You can feel him hum approvingly, clearly enjoying how your muscles tense under his teasing.
But not as much as you enjoy the sound he makes when you catch his lip between your teeth.
Itâs a hushed groan caught in the crosshairs of surprise and pleasure. Barely above a murmur, but audible evidence that heâs come a little more undone. You give a light tug and match the subdued sigh that you pull from his lips, warmth blooming in your chest while his fingers dig into your shoulder and abdomen.
When you let go you can feel his smile while he chases evasive breaths, lips catching on yours lightly with each word that passes from them.
âAnd youâŚâ He chuckles softly before finishing. ââŚsaid you donât bite.â He follows his statement by taking the leadâpushing himself off the door, snaking an arm around your waist, and taking shallow steps to walk you backwards.
âI madeâŚâ You grin at his callback, trying to find your breath as well in between kisses and footsteps. ââŚan exception.â
âDo you make those often?â His voice sounds shot, graveled with passion that grows with each step. âExceptionsâŚâ
âFrom time to time.â Your ears are burning and youâve been so caught up in his aftershocks that you barely notice the pressure thatâs caused your skimpy ass shorts to get tighter. You reinforce your own voice, playing into his question that you know is alluding to the common rules of a first date. âWeâve already made quite a fewâŚâ
âWhat likeâŚassault?â
His clever response causes you to grin into a small kiss, your tongue teasing his before you correct him. âWell, battery. Technically.â
âThatâsâŚnot better.â
After another kiss, another step you manage to answer back with a crime of his own from the evening. âAnd how about theft?â
A playful nibble on your lip hitches your breath before he hums another rule broken from the list. âMm. Vandalism.â
Gradually you get use to letting him steer you blind, your movements shifting from an uneven shuffle to steady-ish steps. You figure he trusted you mending him with raw magicâyou can trust him not to let you fall on these expensive floors.
Not that you would care at this point anyway.
âCanât forget about gambling.â
âOf course not.â
The backs of your knees hit the bedframe and you both stop in your tracks.
His focus travels.
Yours follows.
A glance behind you puts the luxe mattress layered with more blankets and pillows than you have in your entire loft into plain view. The implications of what comes after sitting heavy in the air as Viktorâs hands fall to your hips.
Your half-lidded vision is blurred but mesmerized by the way his whiskey eyes drink you in. His gaze moves down your chest and over your stomach until it drops low enough to make your cheeks flush.
âWe couldâŚjust retire for the night, [Y/n].â His tone gives you all of the comfort in the world that it was okay to do so as he lifts a hand to cradle your cheek. âFalling asleep beside youââ He pauses, a sincere smile pulling at his lips while he imagines what that looks like. âThat would be enough for me.â
Kind, warm eyes reflect the honesty behind sweet words. You match his smile and get lost in his touch, leaning into his palm before placing your hand on his. Thin fabric still leaving little to the imagination, you only have to glimpse down for a second to steel your thoughts into a word.
âUnlessâŚ?â
âUnlessâŚâ Warm ignites into to a smolder, sweet swiftly becomes sultry, and his touch fades from your cheek to fidget with the hem of your shirt.
âYouâd like to make one more exception with meâŚâ
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A/N: Oh it's HEATIN' UP--thanks to everyone for being patient with this chapter, it took a minute to fully form and write up and I hope it gives some warm fuzzies during these TRYING times :) Also wanted to say hi hello and welcome to any new folks! I am loving every comment, they seriously make my day. I'm so glad y'all are here and hope you enjoy the read! This is definitely a longer fic that started as a comfort read/be a place to visit if you've had a hard day and has turned into an entire story that I'm really excited to continue. I'm not sure how far into season 2 we'll go yet since we still have a few episodes left, but I'll be sure to include some tidbits and little easter eggs regardless of where to story finishes. Thank you also for the follows, feedback, likes, shares and everything in between. It means the world to me and I'm beyond humbled this lil thing has brought some folks even a little bit of joy. If you're feeling wild, my ko-fi is linked to my pinned post and in my lil sidebar (no pressure ever, I do this for free and because I love it)...But if there's a dollar in there I will be telling my homophobic dad his son made a buck writing gay smut at the family dinner next week.Â
And if that isn't success I don't know what is. Anyway, thank you again for reading and I hope everyone is doing well out there! Cheers, Ghost
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August Fic Rec
My loves, just a quick reminder that all the rec are tagged at the bottom for easy access to the rest of my recs. and lets not forget to send love to our writers with comments and kudosâ¤ď¸
to be with those I like by sheafrotherdon - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 9,323, sterek)
It's Deaton who tells Derek that Stiles is back in town, a broken marriage behind him, his daughter in tow.
Fixer Upper by Arsenic - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 39,169, sterek)
After the events of 5a, Stiles is estranged from Scott--and by association, the pack. Derek is off finding himself, or, at least, Germany and some other places. There's a lot of texting and post cards and then Derek comes back to find Stiles missing. Worse, nobody seems to remember Stiles existing.
"Here's to the best and most unconventional decision ever made in Vegas."Â byEvanesDust - (Rating: T, Words: 917, sterek)
The last thing Stiles expected when he woke up was to be in bed with Derek. Actually, scratch that. The last thing Stiles expected when he woke up was to be married.
Howl Ya' Doin' ? by wanderingeyre - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 14,196, sterek)
The first few posts of âHowl Ya Doinâ?â were just Stiles talking about being a human in a werewolf pack. Then Derek accidentally walked in on Stiles live streaming and Stiles pulled him into an impromptu Q&A about being a born wolf. That video went viral, much to Derekâs horror and Stilesâs barely concealed glee.
Heart's on Fire by julietangel - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 6,696, sterek)
Stiles should have known it was him, but he blames the games for distracting him from his soulmate.
Torn Apart and Set Anew by Hedwig221b - (Rating: Mature, Words: 18,681, sterek)
âSomeoneâs here,â Stiles whispered, feeling weirdly numb.
The metal latch clicked. With ice filling his lungs and his fingers shaking terribly, Stiles swiveled his head in the direction of a window and froze for a beat of a second.
There was a face behind the glass.
Forgettable and plain, but at the same time familiar face.
Hello by nightlight9 - (Rating: T, Words: 9,725, sterek)
Stiles calls Derek's cellphone years after having no contact, leaving voicemails for the werewolf though there is never a reply. Then when the number becomes disconnected, Stiles has to venture back to the home that they had build together before he left in order to find out what has happened to the man he loved. The answer is not what he expects, and it makes him evaluate what he left behind.
Deputized by WhoNatural - (Rating: T, Words: 2,423, sterek)
dep¡u¡tize verb temporarily act or speak as a deputy. synonyms: stand in for, sit in for, fill in for, cover for, substitute for, replace
â"Heâs too old for you," Derek grunts, and, shit - Stiles looks indignant.
I Trust You by buckysharons - (Rating: Mature, Words: 1,052, sterek)
stiles letâs derek feed off of him for the first time
Neon Flashing Signs by Karla_Kattz - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 13,799, sterek)
âI donât know, itâs justâŚâ Derek trails off. âMe being in a room full of alphas?â Stiles tries to help out with words. âYeah, but⌠but not only?â Derek sighs. Stiles waits patiently for his boyfriend to gather his thoughts. âYou know, Iâm always protective of you, but my wolf, itâs never been that anxious. I canât describe it better.â âWe arenât in a life or death situation. Itâs just a Convention. Iâve met other alphas before, plenty of them and sure, I havenât met them all at once, but still. Plus there are other omegas too,â he tries to resonate. âAnd I can look after myself. Iâm not a damsel in distress.â Seriously, Stiles is a smart omega, raised by a Sheriff. Heâs a master of small talk. What can possibly happen, right?
âââ Where the pack attends a Werewolf Convention and nothing of what happens was on Stilesâ bingo card.
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