#posting from work after having inhaled glue fumes for like 2 hours so dont @ me if this isnt coherent

[martyreddie]

forever going insane over the fact that eddie avoided talking to shannon via every conversation of theirs quickly devolving into sex, but then did not want to sleep with kim. because it was never about that in the first place. he denied himself proper closure while shannon was alive because he was scared of what could happen, and now that she's dead, he's desperately searching for some way to have one last conversation with her. he told her to be silent and now all he wants is to hear her voice.