#posted on: 10.2.19

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@jonmoxley and @kennyomegamanx took it to another level at #AEWDynamite and continued the fight backstage!! 👀👀👀

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10.2.2019

[jerebearcat]

there is a thing and that thing is self-confidence, and it’s not something i’ve always had. that thing can come in many different forms, sometimes it comes in demi lovato albums or taylor swift’s instagram photos or it comes in myself.   i decide for myself that i want this. i’m telling myself i                       deserve                       this.

it’s a commitment. self-confidence. it’s a commitment, a choice i make every day. i tell myself going by (my, mine, this name) is “reasonable”. i tell myself not wanting to go by (hers, separate, that name) is not “unfair”. it’s not ungrateful to go by my own name. i’ll keep it a middle name. i(she?)          deserves(not me, my mom)           that.

motherfucker, i think. i’m tired of doubting myself. i make a checklist: 1) wanting and having friends isn’t bad and making connections with them isn’t selfish 2) i told my mom in the car that my religion is “being kind to people and if that’s all i do that’s good enough” and i think i’ll hold myself to it; i think that’s my gender, my sexuality, myself 3) i think part of me identifies as a “woman” and i don’t think that’s bad because i understand i’m probably not a “woman” but maybe some part of me will always be “girl”

and there should be        something else. but there probably   isn’t

4) i forgot the checklist at home, i’ll improvise.

— j.c.a.d oh you’re fucking kidding

[emily-carlisle]

inktober day 2- mindless ink, dip pen, felt tip pen 10.2.19 posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2ozFGLT

[silentbeat]

10.2.19 - “Been Awhile”

Hey everyone!

So sorry it had been so long since I last posted here on the blog. I thought it had only been a couple of weeks, but looking at it, it’s been nearly three months! Wow. It’s funny how time moves differently out here in LA, especially having a full time job and a very long commute.

We’re in a phase of filmmaking where there is a lot less hands-on work for me to be doing. Our composer has had the film for a couple of months now and is working on it whenever time allows. Our sound designer just got married (congratulations!) and I’m still waiting on a couple of things before we get the film to the colorist.

All-in-all I have been trying to use this time to help expand my creative energies and try new things. A couple of months ago I wrote my first feature film script since The Silent Beat (it felt so good to write a script again). And then in the last couple of months I have been working on NanoWrimo (National Novel Writing Month), first in July for the actual 50,000 word event and then in the two months since revising some of the other bits before I finally finish writing the last section.

It has made me learn a lot about how I approach a creative process and I have discovered that I am happiest when I am actually digging in and working on something every single day. Having that opportunity to let my creative juices flow is so satisfying. I think that’s why I have struggled a bit with the post-production of The Silent Beat and why it has taken so much longer than I thought. There isn’t that excitement of daily challenge and joy. It’s a much longer term thing.

And to some degree I think I was telling myself I should finish The Silent Beat before working on anything else, because that was my prime priority. But in actuality I think getting those creative energies going is a really positive thing that I can bring back to The Silent Beat. We’ll see.

Either way I am incredibly excited to see where the film goes from here and for all of you to see it! It’s been a rollercoaster of a ride and very much longer than I thought it was going to be, but I am so proud of everything we have done up until this point.

Thank you!

[anieelmo]

Motherhood

Hey! It's been a good while since I've posted. Guess there's so much to update on. First of all, today officially marks 12 weeks of pregnancy. That's right, this little mama is gonna be a mama! It's been a crazy two months. Found out I was pregnant one week before the wedding and the week after I was just SICK to my stomach. It got better for awhile but then it got even worse. I'm hoping the morning sickness stays away forever. I've been feeling really dizzy, achey, & just plain tired. I can barely sleep well too. I notice I wake up a lot in the middle of the night either from a weird dream or I just feel really uncomfortable.

Aside from all the symptoms, I'm so excited to finally have a baby. I've been waiting so long to be a mom and it's finally time! The little one is due in April 2020. Honestly, I can't believe it's already October. The year is gonna end so quickly and next thing we know it, I'm at the hospital and delivering this little bean. Jay and I are suspecting that this little one is a boy, but who knows. Just four more weeks and we'll be able to figure it out. But my next ultrasound isn't until November 21st. Seven whole weeks from now. But it's okay, I'll be seeing my OB/GYN doctor on the 25th.

Things are just changing so rapidly. I'm honestly so full of doctors appointments and I'm dying from keeping up with these appointments. Hopefully my appointment with my cardiologist comes out to nothing or at least something manageable.

I'm just really really tired... let's be honest. Growing a child in you is really a lot of work. I'll prolly write more later on. I'm just really exhausted.

posted on WP 10.2.19

[force5mcc]

The boys playing nicely.

10.2.19

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Revolution

[artchoosestheartist123]

I am so lost. I hate being this lost.

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