#post malone’s tattoos appearing on her face after she’s broken free

[strawberrybyers]

it makes so much sense to leave the midnights room with the glitter gel pens and enter the psych ward where ttpd room with the typewriters and fountain pens are located because being in love where everything feels like a fantasy and is so euphoric only to have to leave it behind makes you feel insane. all the emotions you are feeling during that euphoric love then the heartbreak afterwards where you still love the person but you know you have to let them go but you can’t but you have to but you don’t want to but they’ve moved on and they’re letting you know it’s okay because they moved on too but how could they???they loved you?!!? you love them!! you create this world where just the two of you exist and only you two understand it and now it has to be abandoned and who will inhabit it if you leave??? i’m here all alone now and i need to forget you but all that’s happening is i’m going insane therefore loving you is ruining my life because it hurts to love you and it hurts to leave you