#posible autism

[caracolcondiarrea]

In it’s a small world I saw the three caballeros in the Latin American part and I just went crazy making them photos

[codenameregnar]

Ok wait im actually spiraling over the implications that red dwarf and trek exist in the same universe. I might have to write a fic about it. I wanna see garak be a cunt to cat so so bad. Hed be so condescending and cat would just openly insult him. Rimmer would try so hard to get into opps and sisko would have to curve him in the most polite ways he could until hes had enough and then rimmer would be so hurt over it and try to join the dominion. Odo would really dislike rimmer at first and then grow to be the only person who feels bad for him other than dave. Kira would want to kick his ass so bad tho. Everyone would love kryten so much (especially dax) and lister would join in on whatever miles and julian are playing in the hollosuite. The despair squid would show up somehow

[justatorturedpoet]

I love teletherapy because I can just fidget and stim with whatever I find and look at a different place that is not my therapist eyes and it still looks like I'm having eye contact. At this point, if I'm not autistic I can't explain what is going on inside me

[notanartificialintelligence]

hate it when this happens <3

[thequietkid-moonie]

okay, i have no idea why it took me so long to request this BUT... kokichi, nagito, kazuichi, 9S, 2B and A2 with an autistic s/o (or just neurodivergent in general <3)

i hope you're having a lovely morning, day, evening or night moonie! you're great and i'm looking forward to reading this hehe <3

Autistic S/O

[ HEADCANONS ] [ Kokichi, Nagito, Kazuichi, 9S, 2B, A2 ]

[ Killing Harmony ] [ Goodbye Despair ] [ NieR Automata ]

Thank you for requesting this V-chaaaan!!! Is been so loooong since last time i wrote for autistic reader and this was totally amazing to write!!

I was a little nervous since I didn't knew if I was writing it right but at the end I think i made a good job! Besides, i been trying to left behind all the masking and try to just be autistic so this is comforting!

Kokichi Ouma

Once someone catch Kokichi's attention the he will become clingy and incredibly curious about that person, his main reason was to get to know with what he could mess with you, that is how he find out you are autistic even before you get to tell him, and even if at first he just tries to find ways to mess with you by it as he grows to care more for you he becomes more respectful

Kokichi doesn't see anything bad on you being autistic, is the way you have born and is who you are and there is nothing wrong with it, he would call you silly if you ever feel bad about being or doing what you need to feel comfortable (besides, he doesn't want show you how much it hurt him seeing you upset by you just being you when he completely loves it). He is more than ready to step in to defend you if someone dares to say something bad about you for being you, and if someone is bold enough to call you a burden for being autistic then that person will be his new and only target for a while (he will even ask Gonta's help since Gonta is willing to protect his friends too)

Kokichi does want to know more about your autism since for everyone affects and is expressed their own ways, besides he loves learning more about you, so he will just follow you around wherever you go and ask you a lot of things (he is too curious to don't do it, but if you feel overwhelmed or like he is inviding your personal space he will stop, brushing it off with a joke of course, but will apologize when you two are alone, specially if he had upset you) he may joke about your behavior or about the way you do things but he doesn't mean to hurt you, is just his normal self and he tries to don't come up with harmful jokes

One of the biggest desire of Kokichi is to be seen as funny for others, he doesn't want to be seen as boring, and adding that he likes playing pranks is safe to say that he will pull pranks on you and joke a lot with you, however he does take in consideration your autism when thinking on the pranks or the jokes, making sure is something won't trigger you nor overwhelme you, as well that is something you can easily understand (in case you have troubles understanding certain things), he actually has a lot of fun while thinking on what jokes and pranks he can do to you but will deny it and feel incredibly embarrassed if someone ever find out, even if someone point it out as a posibility he immediatly gets on the defensive due the embarrassment (even if is you)

Kokichi grows to be quite protective over you, specially when you are more sensitive, he just hate seeing you in pain or bothered by something (and if you tent to stim in harmful ways that trigger something inside of him), still he tries to go around the topic and help you indirectly, be by distracting you or making you to only focus on him, or going against others if they had triggered you

He like hearing you talk about your special interests, he may don't remember everything you had told him because he sometimes gets easily distracted but he does remember the most important parts (or the ones that are definetly your favorites), and you can see it reflected on some of the jokes he says where he mention something you had told him about your special interest

He would think is a little silly having comfort item or even stim toys actually he is just jealous but at the same time he assure you that is completely fine, if you want them then why don't having them? He doesn't let anyone touch them or even glance at them unless he knows they have your permission (and ask like a million of times if you are sure), and he normally doesn't touch them unless he has your permision or just can't resist (over time he will learn how important they are for you and learn to don't hide them as a prank)

Nagito Komaeda

Is painfully obvious when Nagito is in love, he wants to be with you at all times (even when he sees himself as nothing more than trash and a burden), and he will pay a lot of attention to you, wanting to learn about you or just appreciate you, so even if you don't tell him about it, even before start dating, he would notice that there is something off about you (not that he find it as being bad, he just noticed)

If you decide to tell him that you are autistic he will accept it right away, telling you that nothing could make him think less of you nor love you less, he will want to know more (and even ask your permission before asking for more details), this is obviously something important for you, it affects the way you percive the world after all. Even so, if you prefer to keep it as a secret Nagito will notice the little hints of thing you like, dislike or even do, he won't confront you about it but will take mental notes about it (even when he feels like invading your privacy by doing it)

Honestly, Nagito doesn't see anything bad on your disability (not that he would ever see anything bad on you), he just thinks is something that makes you way more special and hopeful, you don't see the worlds like other and had to live in a world that isn't made with your needs in mind (sadly, he actually hates it) and that makes you even more hopeful in his eyes

Even when Nagito is really clingy and needy you will be his top priority, so he will pay close attention and hesitantly ask if you have special need that he should have in consideration, he is willing to change his whole life just to fit on what is best for you, is the least he can do and only hopes that trash like him can help you with whatever you need (that is what he insist on), besides he hates seeing you upset and if he can do something to help you out he won't even doubt on doing whatever he can for you

Nagito is touch starved and will be lying if he says that he won't like to be close to you, however he doesn't seem himself as worthy and thinks that he may just bother you, so he just let you touch him whenever you want, and however you want, if you want a hug or hold his hand is okay, as well he is always up for you to stim with him, play with his hands or hair all you want he doesn't mind (actually he feels completely flustered and honored, it brings him so much joy, although he insisted on apologizing for you having to touch or be around trash like him at first)

If you sometimes don't do simple things like eating or drinking water, wearing warm clothes when its cold or even getting hurt without noticing just because you just didn't felt it or just forgot is something that will worry him way too much, he wants you to be healthy and happy (and he is scare of losing you), so in this case he will make his personal goal to take care of you, however it would be really dificult for him to get used to do it because trash like him shouldn't tell you what to do, but he tries to remind himself that is for your own good

With time he will learn to identify how you express yourself, whenever you are happy (if you happy stim he will start doing it with you at some point, but will apologize profusely for doing it the first time) or whenever you are feeling sad or annoyed, he tries his hardest to help you avoid things you hate or hurt, still there is the posibility of you feeling overwhelmed, he would panic the first time but quickly tries to help you (remembering all he knows so far about you), he will get better at helping over time, and even if the first times he made a good job he will apologize for not being of help

As well, Nagito is completely respectful of you and your things, if you have comforting things, stiming toys or anything that can help you he treats those things with the say gentleness he treats you (however, he wont dare to touch those things unless you give him your explicit permission, and still he will feel hesitant of holding them at first, fearing that his luck will act and make him broke them or something)

Kazuichi Soda

Kazuichi tent to be blinded by his love, once he falls in love he start to seeing the person he likes as perfect and won't hear anyone saying that there is something wrong with that person, that is why even if he ever start noticing the hints of your autism he probably just won't think much of it

You have to tell him directly and with sincerity that you are autistic and that there are certain things you don't tolerate, otherwise it would take him a long time to notice (even when he notice whenever you feel upsed, he would just not fully understand), and even if you ask him to be a little less intense or there are things about him that overwhelmed you he will be grateful that you tell him now rather than just suffering in silence, it take him a moment to fully process the information but at the end he knows this is for your comfort and healthy so he has no problem on having to adapt himself to you

Kazuichi will actually have a hard time understanding that you have autism and actually remembering that there are certain things he should change or just do, he is quite clingy, touchy and loud so he probably bring you some troubles, still he does apologize everytime he sees that he had made you uncomfortable (for what he hates himself) and always promise to don't do it again, wich he always tries, in the other hand if you don't mind that part of him or even liked it that will make him feel so much joy and will even be proud of himself (but will lead him to be a little more intense for a while)

It has never been a secret how much Kazuichi loves you, and loves everything about you, so your autism will only increase the little quirks of you that he loves, your good hearing or the way you always notice little details, how diferent things bring you diferent sensations or even that there are things you prefer to avoid, everything makes you even more beautiful and special in his eyes! He has no problem on helping you avoid what it hurts and surround yourself with comforting and good things!

As well, he is quite protective over you, so he doesn't want to protect you only of your surroundings but also of people, he doesn't let anyone say anything bad about your autism, he won't be the type to jump into the fight but if someone dares to ofend you that person won't heard the end of it. As well, Kazuichi won't really be the best when it comes to comforting but he is fully focused on helping you feel well again whenever you feel the slighest upsed, he goes from reminding you how beautiful and special you are to bringing you anything that can comfort you (items, food, something related to your special interest, anything he can think on), it may be a little exaggerated but intention is what counts

Kazuichi is mesmerized by your voice, so he will be more than happy to heard you talk about your special interest, he may get confused sometimes with so much infomation and ask a few times if you can repeat yourself but he is trying his best to actually learn what are you talking about (although, there are some times where he gets completely quiet because he is lost and don't understand what are you talking about at all, but he always apologize for it). As well, he won't dare to ask you for it but he it will bring him way too much joy if you are willing to heard him rant about what he likes or what he is working on too

His workshop can be either an interesting place or a complete nightmare, with all the stimuli that are there, from visual to auditory and even olfactory, he loves your company and if you were willing to stay with him while he works then he will be more than happy, but if his workshop is something that makes you uncomfortable he will profusely apologize before taking you away from there, he even promise to make it up for you (he gets into the habit of cleaning himself before seeing you after working, although he is a little messy while cleaning himself because he wants to rush and see you right away)

9S

9S can't just hold back himself, even when feelings are forbidden for a YoRHa Unit he just can't not feel (and express himself, he has no problem with speaking his heart out), and even if at first it was more curiosity and his duty it didn't take him long to fall in love with you

9S is a really curious android, he likes learning all he can about the world and the humans, so even before finding you he already knew quite a lot about humans, thanks to that (and for being really observant) it wont take him long to realice that, in fact you aren't as how the common humans are, what, honestly, just lead him to be more curious

At first your autism was something that make him feel really curious, but the more got to learn about it and how it affects you the more he start to love it, he sometimes feels bad about loving your disability the way he does (mainly when you feel upset or even overwhelmed) but he just can't help it, for him is like something that just makes you a million times more special, what sometimes lead him to feel a little flustered since you love him too

9S will be so curious about your autism that is more probably that he will try to ask you about it since the start, he will be a little messy and overexcited with his questions but will apologize when he realice what he is doing, reasuring you that you don't have to answer all his questions. After the initial excitement 9S will choose to be more calm and learn by watching you rather than asking (unless you don't mind), honestly he will never be tired of watching you, every time he get to learn something new about you he feels so much joy and amusment, even if is something small

Something that will make him quite sad is when he gets to learn about the stimuli that brings you discomfort, he thinks the world is quite fascinating and interesting but if there are some things that you can't just tolerate or even hurts it makes him immediatly worry, he can't be at ease when he knows you are upsed (although, he doesn't blame you or get mad in the slighest, he is just genuinely worried about you and won't dare to leave you alone when you are feeling bad, unless you really need to be alone)

9S will always try to create a comfortable and safe space around you, surrounding you with things you aprove as being comforting and not overstimulanting, always make sure to bring you new things that he find on his missions that he thinks you will like or make sure to carry around a comfort item of your safe space whenever you two go out for a walk (or in a little adventure)

If you ever have problems to express yourself or even go non-verbal he won't make a big deal out of it, he may be weird out and worried the first time but over time he just get used to, and every time it happen he is always there to try to help you find the right words or just guess what are you trying to express, you can even invent your own way to express yourself and he will just adapt to it (he actually has a lot of fun trying to help you, he finds it interesting and amusing)

9S grow to have the habit of constantly asking your opinion or put attention to your reaction to diferent things because he loves getting to know how you see the world, he loves hearing you rant about things that catch your attention or just stim to express yourself, he always watch you with a lot of love and care, those moments of peace feels like if in the world only exist you two

Also, 9S grows to love watch you stim so much that he just get used to imitate you, and end up doing it himself, specially when he has to be away for a mision and can't be with you, he just end up doing what you do to stim without even noticing

2B

As much as 2B repeat herself that something like feelings is forbidden for a YoRHa Unit that have never stoped her from actually feeling, and falling in love wouldn't be an exception, even when it take her a while to accept her feelings at the end she started a relationship with you with the silent promise to protect you from anything and everything

2B doesn't know everything about humans, only the data that YoRHa has (and the part that she is allowed to get to know), still she will probably know (or at least suspect) that you aren't exactly like the common humans, she notice the little hints of your autism since the start but decide to don't say anything (and is quickly to shut up pod if they say something about it)

2B is more like a spectator most of the time with you, specially for your condition, she prefers to watch you go around and learn by doing so (besides, she finds quite fascinating just watching you and learning from it, is something so new and yet so beautiful in her eyes), she will learn over time to identify whenever you enjoy or hate something, she learns to identify your reactions and signals and quickly to help you whenever you are feeling upset. YoRHa units have been made to protect humanity, however is her love what lead her to see you as the most precious person in her life and the one she must protect at all cost, you are the bright of her days and her hope, she wouldn't mind perishing in battle if is to protect you

Once knowing that you are autistic she will try to learn more about it, and will even ask 9S if he knows about it, she wants to know as much as she can because is something important in your life (she will ask you too, but it would take her a while since she feels a little bit shy about asking you about it, considering it as something really personal), and, at the end she will make sure to don't forget anything she had learn and always take it in consideration when being with you (or when something is related to you)

2B goes at your rythm and following your lead most of the time, if you want physical affection she will do her best to provide it to you, if you don't want to be touched she will take some distance, if you want to go around she will be by your side, making sure your little trip is safe, if you want to infodump she is all ears, if you just feel like doing nothing she can make you company while doing nothing (honestly, most of the time she just look like some kind of bodyguard but she does it from the bottom of her heart, and will learn to feel more at ease over time, finally actually participate and will start to want more)

2B grows to be a little overprotective over you, she just want to keep you safe and by being human already make her think of you as weak or delicate (mainly for the diference of her being an android and you a human, not because she underestimate you), and your condition only makes her that idea go further, whenever you are feeling specially sensitive she gets anxious, not knowing if it would be alright for her to approach since she doesn't want to cause you any pain

Also, 2B tries her best to provide you with comforting things, she even ask 9S and the androids of the resistance camp for help, she ask that if they find anything that could make you feel more comfortable or at home please let her know

2B will just grow to have the habit of constantly look at you to make sure you are feeling alright and trying to read your body language for any sight of whatever you feel, she is always trying to make you feel comfortable, she doesn't know how it is to be human, let alone how it feels the world the way you feel it, so, at some point she will ask you to please don't doubt on expressing how you feel or if you need something, she will be there to help you at the best of her habilities

Despite everything, one of 2B's favorites things to do is just watch or heard you, the way you express, the way you stim or even just the way your carry yourself around is fascinating to her, is one of the beauties of being alive and is a reminder for her that if you love her then that means she isn't a bad person

A2

Finding a human alive was really surprising and yet that wasn't the only reason why she decided to keep you close to her, she feel worry and care for you since the start so decided to keep you close and help you, the care only grew over time and she realiced that what she felt was love the moment she noticed how you have changed her life, making it brighter and bringing more things to her life aside form the loneliness and sadness

A2 probably won't know about humans as much as the new YoRHa Units, but since she cares for you she pays a lot of attention to you so she will just learn how you are by watching you, and she actually start to grow quite curious over time; once she feel more comfortable with having you around (and finds a way to keep you safe while still killing the machines) then she will try to learn more and maybe even get the courage to ask (what won't be too difficult when you two start dating)

A2 takes her time to get to meet you slowly, asking you little by little about your autism and your curious behavior, she takes time to fully understand what are you telling her about what and how you feel, and everything she get to know makes her feel more curious but also protective over you

A2 is really protective over you, she does regret what happened on her past and have already lost a lot, so she fears losing you too (specially after creating a special bound with you), that is why she feels frustrated about your autism because, as much as she wants there are things that she can't protect you from, stimuli and sensations that makes you feel bad or that even hurt and a full new concept for her, and even when she undestand it she just feels like she can't do anything for you, at the end is that feeling what lead her to actually ask you if there is something she can do for you when you feel overwhelmed or bothered by those things, she will try to do all she can to bring you at least a little bit of comfort

A2 tend to worry a lot when it comes to you, now that you are here with her you are all what she has, and since she let you get close to her now you mean way to much for her, that is way she gets scare whenever you feel hipersensitive or overwhelmed, just by seeing you in distress makes her feel anxious, fearing that someone have tried to attack you, it would take her a long time to get used to this kind of situation, still no matter how much times it pass she always worries a lot. It will also worry her when she saw you stim or go semi-verbal or non-verbal for the first time, she feared that something have happened to you (although, even when she feels scare she keeps the composture, so it may not be obvious)

You end up changing A2's life because she has more to do rather than just go around and kill the machines, now she has to take care of you, and yet he isn't bothered by the slighest, you could fully rely in her and she won't have troubles with be there for you because now you are her new purpose on life (however, she prefers if you don't fully relay on her for everything because it could put you at risk since you two live in a dangerous world). Is more likely A2 just end up bulding some kind of house where you can be comfortable and safe, is not A2's style but now that she has you one of her main purposes is to keep you safe (besides, if changes put you in distress it would be better to avoid them as much as posible)

A2 is really interested on learning about how you see the world and life, you two just probably have diferent ways to see the present (specially since you are human), so A2 tries to motivate you to express yourself all you want, even if she doesn't do it most of the time that shouldn't stop you, even if you do it by meaningless sounds or movements just to stim A2 will just learn that is the way you express yourself and will end up finding it quite mesmerizing

[canines-alter-creation]

may i get a level 3 tommyinnit headmate that is a moodbooster,Beauheur, Stim Holder,Socializor,Ògregulator, Optimist,Jokestar/Jester,Delight, Comforter,autism holder,adhd holder,Frijōn and Energetic Alter the rest is up to you (with the pfp having themes of kidcore,if thats posible)

Thank you in adcance for making this headmate /gen

We+ had so much fun with this one (if you couldn't tell) sorry in advance this is a pretty big pack. :p

> Name(s): Dandelion, Tommy, Toms, Mantis, Moth, Butterfly, Sunny, Flower, Solar, Birb, Byrd, Theseus, Coffee, Sparrow, Beetle, Bug, Lemon, Prince, Gold, Soda, Grape Soda

> Pronoun(s): he/him, bee, /bees/beeself, buzz/buzzes/buzzing, cit/citrus/citrusself, tang/tanga/tangerine, fan/fanta, comet/comets, cher/cherry, sun/suns/sunshine, sun/suns/sunrise, sun/suns/sunset, blood/bloods/bloodorange, mari/golds/maris/goldself, jest/jester/jesterself, star/stars/starfruit, spiral/spirals/spiralself, star/stars/starlight, lemon/lime/lemonlimeself, royal/royals/royalself ☽ sour/sours/sourcandy,  gum/gums/gummy, gold/golds/goldself, pig/pigeon/pigeonself, 🍊/🍊s/🍊self, color/colors/colorself, rain/rainbow/rainbowself, fun/funs/funself, fun/funny/funnyself, hyp/hyper/hyperself, pog/pogs/pogself, stick/sticks/stickself, funk/funky/funkyself, star/stars/starself, bub/bubble/bubbleself, spark/sparkle/sparkleself, honk/honks/honkself, scrib/scribble/scribbleself, cray/crayon/crayonself

> Age: 7-17 slides but usually in the 14 area

> Gender: cokegummygender, transmasc, sungender, citrusgender, limeoranaden, sourgummygender, orangegender, lemongender, tangerinegender, sunshinepenamic, luvehoneyic, goldengender, sunnia, solaic, sunboy, doveboy, citroaromic, masjestergender, princedecorated, starbeadcoric, stargrapegender, starlemongender, aurapastecoric, partygender, rainbowtoxicgender, clownbeing, cringeXDcoric, funhoardic xenogender

> Sexuality: bisexual, but not very interested in dating due to agesliding and feeling young

> Role: moodbooster, Beauheur, Stim Holder, Socializor, Ògregulator, Optimist, Jokestar/Jester, Delight, Comforter, autism holder, adhd holder, Frijōn and Energetic Alter

> Source: Tommyinnit

> Faceclaims:

> Sign-offs: 👑, 🖍️, 🦝, ♥️, 💛, 🤍, 🍊, 🍋

> Song theme:

> Front triggers(pos/neg/neu):

Star has almost exclusively positive front triggers, coming into front when someone needs comforted or cheered up. Cray is friendly and silly, always available with a joke and comfort. He is front triggered by silly things, fun things, cute things, cute animals, and also the body needing to regress, be cheered up. Sun loves sourcemates. 

Biggest negative trigger is being called annoying

> Likes/dislikes:

+ Having fun, fruit, going outside, the sunshine, making friends, being around sourcemates, play fighting, bothering people. 

- being bored, being lonely, being reminded of negative things that happened in source, being abandoned, being called annoying.

> Personality: Very fun and friendly and outgoing, loves to meet new people, loves to talk. Citrus never seems to run out of energy and always has something going on. This is a Tommy that nothing bad ever happened to, and it’s so clear in the way that he is always excited to see everyone. Can be a bit overwhelming because of how loud it is, but its loving and affectionate and the kindest person you’ve probably ever met. 

> Ways they do their role: By just being the silliest guy you’ve ever laid your eyes on. Tries to put on shows and jokes, tries really hard to be funny and likable and for the most part succeeds. It’s hard to dislike him, it’s hard to be mad at sun. Stims a lot, dances a lot, sometimes develops new stims just by being in front. Holds a lot of autistic special interests and will go on long rants about their special interest of the time. 

> Inner world occupation or behavior: He’s always sticking his nose in other people’s business, bothering sourcemates, bothering people of status, following people around asking them to play with him and hang out with him. May have a plush castle to live in, and may occasionally have to be babysat due to age sliding younger. 

> Possible outerworld behavior: is very loud and excitable, prone to being bothersome. Loves being around friends and will spam text them, likes to text in all caps and send multiple messages at once, can be difficult to read their messages.

[stargazecollective]

intro/about us

Sysname: the stargaze colective

Body age: 20

Sys orgin: stargenic,spacegenic,Bestiegenic,Cringegenic,Dreamgateway, Fluffgenic,Freakqueergenic,kingenic,Halloweengenic, Undersoulgenic,Lunagenic,Monsengenic,Soulqueergenic,Sunsegenic,Sunshigeni,Traumedia,Undertalegenic,Apagenic,Mentagenic and Isolgenic.

Transid terms: TRANSCUMVAMP,transbpd,transcat,transunnaturalhaircolor,transageregressor,transparaphilia,transselfharmscars,transgroomed,transraped,Translittle,Transmonsterfucker,transhypersexual,Transsoulbond,transheardofhearing,transconsang,permasummerspring,trans2020,Fictoofamily,catdiverse,pupdiverse,transslave,transpet,transowned,transharmed,transfear/transfearfull,transproggramed,transcocsa,transsysrole,transpolyamorous,transfaith,transeyecolor,transslut,premafucked,transpremahappy,transhigh,transweed,Trans ✦ Beta Program,Trans ✦ Alpha Program,Trans Epsilon Program,trans princess program,Trans ✦ Twin Program,Trans ✦ TBMC,transwerewolf,Mothdiverse,wolfdiverse,Translunareclipse,Transsolareclipse,PersBPD,PersHPD,Firediverse,transPyromania,transintersex

Alter count: 500?

Other disorders: adhd,autism,dyslexia,ptsd,anxiety,

Stances: proship,pro transid,pro paraphilia,pro conabuse,pro endogenic

alters that will post on here are Theseus and jinx and posible C.C, O/pet,smile,teddy/baby and angel dust

[maryland-officially]

I meab the mental health peofessionals are not really qualify, many barely deal with things like autism my current therapist is good but that after like 5, idk if it is a situatiob in other places aswell, sorry for the wording i made a literal trasladation

-💫💞

Also the diary going good , ffigurr somethings like different writting patterns , thanks again , i belige just accepting the posibility doing a ton

ohhhh,, I see. That makes sense.

It's alright, the wording is okay - there's only confusion because of some misspellings lol

[ifuckingloveryoshu]

“Sometimes I RP her working at 7/11” ok you can’t just say that I need to know more.

Im not doing it right now because I have to focus on my studies and I want to do other things. It's nothing too special, there's this roblox roleplay game called Zaibatsu and I just rped her in either the coffee shop or the 7/11, working there. My crack idea was after dieing to Erlking Heathcliff, she gets isekaied and needs to find a job because she's effectively homeless so she has forged documents so she can apply to places to get her foot in the door.

If you also see Chief Butler Ryoshu working at The Dinner or somewhere in Skies Over Milwaukee, or Helix Ascent, that's probably me. I've tried to rp Cheif Butler Outis too but it doesn't have the same omph or vibe. Sometimes when I rp Outis, I fear I'm putting Ryoshu's traits into her. Also, i just have less fun playing Cheif Butler Outis. I'm better doing Base Identity Outis.

The rest of this is yapping about roleplay. Thanks for the ask!

In roblox, you get weird people trying to get with her due to the fact she's a maid. I don't like those people, esspically the ones who take threats of violence against them as 'hot'. I try my best to be as blunt to them as possible. I'm a freak but I keep that to my tumblr, keep that in mind. Another downside of rping her or any Project Moon character on roblox is having to sanatize them because of the filter. I can't say I'm getting any real practice with her honestly. I do love trying to play her though. I'm not great doing her, esspically her SANGRIAS on the fly but its neat. I also have a crack spiderman ryoshu au I've wanted to rp and test out but I can't find anyone (or im shy. or lazy. maybe all three.)

Rps on roblox aren't good but I revel in how insane some people can be. I also feel visually stimulated seeing the builds and everyone walking around with their avatars and props, it gives me a sense of joy seeing the creations. Plus, anyone can easily jump in and jump out, and its expected most rps are short term unless you got friends to organize an rp with. I dunno, my nature likes it.

I can't rp on roblox too much because rp in general is like crack for me once I start going. I love rping still, im just terrified of ghosting people because that's my bad habit. I already have multiple rps I have not responded to in months on discord and two I have yet to organize with people I said "I want to roleplay with you." I don't mean it to be rude and I do my best to tell my partners straight up the risk that I will ghost you. But I still love doing it, I love writing though it takes a lot of effort. For good reason, because all creative persuits should hold a meaning to the artist and its a form of expression. Experssion also takes effort that I don't have 100% of all the time. Dang ADHD and Autism also effecting my head.

I would love to yap more about it I suppose but I've gone so long conditioning myself not to talk about rp. Plus, I get scared re-reading my rps. Also, I find myself getting too emotional with things that happen in rp and as good as that emotional vunrability is, I'm terrified of it. It's very easy to get lost in, its one of the reasons I haven't been responding to my rps. But it's supposed to be safe place to express everything, I just don't know.

Obligatory, I make no promises (I mostly make no promises at all because I struggle to keep them) of keeping my rps with anyone, they may not even start or even if they start, i might ghost you or dissapoint, but I'd love talking about and attempting at least. I got ocs, i've rped Outis, Meursault, and Ryoshu. I really love crossovers. I have a bad case of "I see something new and shiny and I feel impulsive so I persue that and then posibly lose intrest in what I was doing before but the old thing will constantly haunt me so then I get anxiety and never come back." and I think that's how I explain that.

[dttartisticautismworld]

Siempre me a llamado la atención las personas con alguna condición/neurodivergencia/transtorno, como lo quieran llamar -_-...

Yo padezco Autismo (TEA) y eso a ocasionado que con el tiempo que me sintiera atraída por saber mas, cada vez que leo algo sobre mi condición o de otra diferente, me siento fascinada y pienso: “Con razón hago esto, reacciono de esa manera a aquello...”

Hace no mucho empecé a sentir atracción curiosa por el síndrome de down, pensando el como viven esas personas. Justo hoy me inventé un personaje, un chico de unos 15 años, el cual tuviera síndrome de down y trate de darle el mayor parecido a lo real posible, basándome de lo que e investiguado. Acepto cualquier tipo de opiniones, y está bien si el personaje no te gusta o crees que no esta bien representado, es tu punto de vista.

[El nombre que está escrito a su lado es: Remmie. Me faltó la “E”al final 😭]

{🇺🇲}:

I have always been attracted to people with any condition/neurodivergence/disorder, whatever you want to call it -_-....

I suffer from Autism (ASD) and that has caused me to feel attracted to know more, every time I read something about my condition or a different one, I feel fascinated and I think: "No wonder I do this, I react that way to that...".

Not long ago I started to feel a curious attraction to the world of down syndrome, thinking about how these people live. Just today I invented a character, a boy of about 15 years old, who has down syndrome and I tried to give him as much resemblance to the real thing as possible, based on what I have researched. I accept any kind of opinions, and it's ok if you don't like the character or you think it's not well represented, it's your point of view.

[The name that is written next to her is: Remmie. I missed the "E" at the end 😭].

[toy-slut-12-blog]

just fyi psychology and medicine agree with gender being a spectrum ♥️ and they has been used as more than just plural for a longggg time. you can be transphobic, but don’t use falsehoods to support it :)

for you information

They look at gender as 2 or if you want to add hermafrodites 3 posibilities as where the last is both combined though im not going into that as it might take ages to explain that.

Gender IDENTITY is seen as a spectrum

Yes identity not gender

All that can actualy read reports etc know that that single word makes the meaning totaly diffrent

Thats not being transphobic thats not being able to read on the part of the ones calling me transphobic.

Nor do i support transphobia then again what would you know about that.. nothing as you dont know me nor seem to understand the difference between gender identity and gender.

What actualy (last one) is sad as most screamers dont even realise both exist and are far from the same

You were, i think referring to whats more commonly known as the feeling of being in the wrong body

That again is something very diffrent though often confused with...

Yrs its a sub group if you want to call it that way but diffrent

Just like A,A,S is now used for autism as there are many diffrent types more then the name (Classic) autism cover

[metodogolo]

Estudio sugiere que el litio en el agua potable podría aumentar el riesgo de autismo en los niños

Un estudio reciente realizado en Dinamarca encontró una posible asociación entre la exposición prenatal de madres a niveles más altos de litio en el agua potable y un mayor riesgo de trastornos del espectro autista (TEA) en sus hijos. El estudio, publicado en JAMA Pediatrics, ha cuestionado la seguridad del litio durante el embarazo. 

El litio es un elemento natural que se encuentra en pequeñas cantidades en el agua potable, y se sabe que tiene efectos estabilizadores del estado de ánimo. En este estudio, se utilizó la información del registro de nacimientos y se identificaron 8842 niños con TEA nacidos entre 2000 y 2013, y se compararon con 43,864 niños sin TEA. 

Se evaluó la exposición materna al litio a través de la medición del agua potable en diferentes ubicaciones de Dinamarca y se encontró que los niños nacidos de madres expuestas a niveles más altos de litio tenían un mayor riesgo de desarrollar TEA.

Este estudio es importante porque sugiere que el litio en el agua potable podría ser un nuevo factor de riesgo ambiental para el desarrollo del TEA, que requiere más investigación. Sin embargo, es importante tener en cuenta que este estudio solo encontró una asociación y no una causalidad directa. Se necesitan más estudios para confirmar estos hallazgos y determinar los mecanismos biológicos subyacentes que podrían explicar la relación entre el litio y el TEA. Además, es importante destacar que los resultados de este estudio se limitan a la población danesa y no se pueden generalizar a otras poblaciones con diferentes niveles de exposición al litio.

Referencia: 

Liew, Z., Meng, Q., Yan, Q., Schullehner, J., Hansen, B., Kristiansen, S. M., Voutchkova, D. D., Olsen, J., Ersbøll, A. K., Ketzel, M., Raaschou-Nielsen, O., & Ritz, B. R. (2023). Association between estimated geocoded residential maternal exposure to lithium in drinking water and risk for autism spectrum disorder in offspring in Denmark. JAMA Pediatrics. https://doi.org/10.1001/jamapediatrics.2023.0346

[angrycatlovesfandoms]

My friend called me autistic as a joke in class (not like loudly or anything) after saying man I want to know about absolutely everything, like saying that's autism or something. And I don't know if they ment it as a joke joke or a haha you are autistic.

I havent told them that and even if it isn't hard to guess it's mehhhh like if I havent told you even if its obvious I don't want you calling me autistic specially in public. Like I will happily act as autistic as posible in front of other autistic people cause friendship and stuff but that made me feel weird

[the-star-cloud-collective]

System name : The Cryptid Forest Cabin

Body age: 18

Collective name : cryptid/forest

Colective pronouns: they/it/cryptid/fang/rot/ghost/space voi/vil/vois/vils/voiself, vei/vaus/vour/vours/vourself, mei/maus/mour/mours/mourself

Diagnosed : ADHD,dyslexia and autism

Undiagnosed : OSDD and posible anxiety

Collective Gender identity~ : nonbinary,genderfluid, pangender,xenogender

Collective orientation: abroromantic,panromantic,queer, aroace(Cupioromantic,Bellusromantic,fraysexual,graysexual)

We are bodily white an european

hosts

Name : annabeth chase

Age : 17

Pronouns :she/they/thon/ae

Source: percy jackson

Role:school alter/host

Sign off: 🦉

Name : bun/bunny

Age : 16

Pronouns :any pronouns

Source:factive of an ex friend

Role:persecuter,protector,co-host,trauma holder and avenger

Sign off: 🐇

Name : maise/cherry blossom/strawberry

Age: 3-18

Pronouns: strawberry/pink/marshmallow/shiny/pup/wolf/it/void/stardust/star/lavendar/stim/bun/ghost/cloud/sea serpent/space/wing

Role:host,persecuter,adhd/autism holder and trauma holder

Sign off: 🧸⭐

🏴DNI list🏴

this list will be updated if needed

toxic dsmp antis

Antis of any innocent or purposely offensive medias. [mha, dsmp and more.]

think introjects/fictives/factives arnt real

endeavor,Minoru Mineta,jk rowling stans/apoligists/supporter

xenogender/neurogender/mogai/neopronouns/nounselfpronouns antis

Basic DNI Criteria (racist, ableist, homophobic, transphobic)

you believe system hopping is a real thing

if you ship hawks/endeavor (it makes our haks fictive uncomfy)

(userboxes made by @sysboxes and @sweetpeauserboxes)

[i-d0nt-3x1st]

You cant handle the uber instincts of my uber autism, observe

*explains the whole fnaf lore in the most disturbing way posible*

@spacialshrimp

i am starting a tag game

tag blogs you follow that you think would kill a pilgrim if you showed it to them

(sorry if you dont want to be tagged, but its a little too late)

@hisreturn @plushbunnies @blessedfangs @dailyquests @godlyhonk @magicblr @evilblr @sirlordevil @doctor-shay-d-guy

[garagatos]

Im taking a bioinformatics class and each of us were ask to chose a gen to work during the semester. I chased the OPN1LW, a gen associated with colorblindness. And I was doing another report today and I discovered that apparently an orthologue (highly similar genes that shared a common ancestor but diverged when a new species rise) of the gen causes autistic disorder in rats. idk, I just think that's so interesting, how a gen associated in humans with the photoreceptors can cause autism in rats?