#poledancer life

[gelertrook]

i love being forced to grow up way too fast as a child, being exposed to adult content as a teen and told i was always "so mature" for my age and "such an old soul!" but now that im an actual adult im not welcomed in adult spaces cause im an "uwu soft 20 something year old transboy!! he can't make mature desicions!! no don't date people older than you!!! it's basically p*d*phil*a and manipulation cause you're so innocent awww!!" like FUCK YOU ALL. stupid mf anti proshippers and other adults who wanna decide MY level of autonomy. god forbid i wanna recontextulize adult spaces and activities through a healthy ADULT lense rather than STILL feeling like a scared teenager going into a fuckin bar or flirting with people.

[exoticpole-yumi]

2023年8月★SHOW TIME★

Very fun❣️fun❣️fun❣️It's happytime👯♥️

🎤Distant Light/ ZHU 🎶

This song make me feel better😙♥️

[wingzas]

every single day of my life i think about how philza minecraft is the best minecraft poledancer ever or whatever i went on a fucking quest to find this clip today because of how phil went in the strip clup in qsmp.

[whiteraven90]

hello, I hope you're having a good day <33 I saw your recent post on my dash and I was STUNNED at the animated scene! It's insane to me I get to see your characters animated. Feeling blessed to be alive to see it, I am not exaggerating. You know, one of these times where you wake up and things are a little bumpy in your life but there's one thing that shines brightly you didn't know it could give you so much excitement? Yeah, that kind of thing ((:

I took my time for the past hour to reminisce over your blog again. It is one of the places I really love scrolling through and reading your writing. I had a question, if you don't mind me. The way you have improved is truly admirable. I know this might not be an easy ask to say "hey, how did you learn how to paint", so I'll ask this instead: I don't know how long you've been working full-time in art, but when do you make time for studies / drawing for fun? If it's not too much to respond to, how do *you* study? I remembered your posts with your redlines and wanted to ask how do you go about those, or if you switch your routines based on your needs (sketches vs speed painting backgrounds etc). The notes there were very interesting, seeing the mental exercise.

Pretty sure you have a fKTON of stuff on your plate, so please don't feel obligated to respond quickly or even at all. Thank you in advance for taking the time to read my message and for all the time you take to respond in general. Love reading your responses <3

Take care, ok? <3

I'm glad the animation made you feel better! I'll put the answer under the Keep Reading thingy.

I'm not entirely sure... I think I don't study as much as I should/could. I mostly learn as I go. Standalone studies are helpful, I'm just drawn to doing things that are more fun/satisfying to me or things that actively progress my creative goals. Imperfect illustrations for my stories, and incomplete research for worldbuilding! Many people learn faster than I, and those people do a lot more studies than I, but I have no info on whether they have more fun than I. Dopamine is rocket fuel, so it's important. :)

I'm always on the lookout for reference pictures, but I study almost only when I have a practical goal in mind, I guess. Studying is part of my job too, I think? As an indie concept artist I'm supposed to build a hoard of references and pull several new/sensible things out of them, and I think part of this process is understanding the material, and revisiting even what I already know. Illustration is similar. If I'm commissioned to draw an anthro alligator, it's time to study gators. It's not separate from work.

I mean, straightforward version: I wake up at 03:30, make coffee, and start working for myself until the paying work starts, lol. Brain is fresh before noon, and tired late in the evening just like everyone else's. It also helps that the city more or less shuts up at 4am.

The studies with the redlines... I do them when I fancy drawing characters or creatures but feel out of shape. I can get discouraged, feel like I forgot how to draw. I sketch if I plan to sketch, and paint if I plan to paint or want to study colors Drawing live models helps. Studying videos of people and things in motion. Hopping down rabbit holes about how/why things work (e.g. flintlock, Davy lamp, mansard roof). Drawing from refs. Hoarding refs. Trying different mediums (e.g. charcoal, 3D, etching). Small screenshot of one of my ref boards for the animation; I'd say I studied it a lot. How clothes move, what are good clothes, how do good clothes move, lion/tiger + human + eagle anatomy (from specific angles during specific motions if/when possible), how to dive roll, proper sprinting form, how to survive falling from a great height, spearfighting, pole vaulting, poledancing, lighting, colors, environment, kicked-up sand in motion, spear types, emu/cassowary/griffon vulture feet, etc. I didn't draw studies, unless you count the animation itself (I would).

[ryo-maybe]

"This game is unrecognizable on twitter" about XIV doesn't hold water anymore, not because twitter is called X now, but because no matter regardless of how many chad sculpts or Second Life ass looking poledancers you avoid by playing vanilla, you'll still have to wade through an ocean of WoLs donning their Fall Guy hoodies while followed by their funny bean minions

[justicerikai]

Understanding "Charisma" in 5 minutes

Want to explain Charisma House to your friends and family, but you don’t know where to start? Well Rikai-oniisan has you covered, in 5 minutes he will break it all down for you. Making your friends, family, family pet, the bugs living in your walls (or mirrors), neighbours, and everyone else still be none the wiser at the end of it.

Translation under the read more. Link to the Youtube video is here.

Rikai: Goodday everyone. Welcome to the superhuman sharehouse story Charisma.

Huh? You haven’t learned about Charisma yet? Rest assured, for Rikai-oniisan shall pave the way for everyone to live a rightful life by explaining it all in mere five minutes on this special occasion.

The superhuman sharehouse story Charisma began last year in October, delivering the current state of affairs of the seven Charismas living together in the Charisma House.

Those seven appointed are I, the Charisma of Order, Kusanagi Rikai.

The Charisma of Self-Love, Terra.

The Charisma of Obedience, Motohashi Iori.

The Charisma of Rebel, Sarukawa Kei.

The Charisma of Sex, Tendo Amahiko.

The Charisma of Internal Punishment, Minato Ohse.

The Charisma of Good and Evil, Ito Fumiya.

Now let us easily introduce those Charismas.

First is the Charisma of Self-Love, Terra.

Briefly said, he is deeply enamored with himself. He comes to a complete standstill when he sees himself in the mirror, causing him to burst out in nosebleeds quite often. While a beautiful, charming individual, he only cares about himself. To the point of giving us, who were stranded on a snowy mountain and on the verge of starvation, a mere piece of mysterious gum he had received from a yakiniku restaurant last time he was there.

There’s something not right in his head to believe that the entire world revolves around him.

Following up is the Charisma of Obedience, Motohashi Iori.

Iori-san takes care of cooking, laundry, cleaning- all of the housework in general on his own. While he is of great help, he has a mania for burdens and heralds a somewhat scary slogan “Self-sacrifice, Contribution, Free service”. All the while forcing us to sign a slave contract, in true persistent manservant fashion.

Incidentally, it seems that he himself insists on not being an M.

Next is the Charisma of Rebel, Sarukawa Kei.

A baby monkey in his rebellious stage. Rejecting anything and everything, making him annoying to accompany him. He gets in fights all the time whenever he’s outside, and comes back home wounded, he’s truly a handful brat.

Just what kind of bad company does he associate with, how dare he make us worry like this. However have no fear, Rikai-oniisan is disciplining him properly.

Although he’s oddly considerate of his companions, making him not all too bad.

Continuing we have the Charisma of Sex, Tendo Amahiko.

Amahiko-san is the oldest of us all, with his occupation being World Sexy Ambassador, the Minister of Sexy Affairs! …I don’t quite get it myself. His everyday conduct is also nothing but perplexing, walking in on others in the middle of bathing and joining them, getting naked and poledancing- he’s impossible to decipher.

However, due to him being so acquainted with a world I know nothing of, he is a wise man I harbor respect for and refer to him by “Amahiko-sensei”.

Afterwards is the Charisma of Internal Punishment, Minato Ohse.

For some unknown reason Ohse-kun strongly dislikes himself, going as far to call himself a shitty loser, trash and a rotten lump of meat and the like. Take your eyes off him for a moment and he will kill himself at once. Living together with him is quite nerve-wrecking.

But he has a very wonderful hobby, as he can make anything by hand. His sense of style is outstanding too. The owner of a rare talent indeed. I am rooting for him.

We’ve arrived at the Charisma of Good and Evil, Ito Fumiya.

Being the youngest at 19 years old, and having gathered the six of us at this house, he is the most mysterious of us all given how it’s impossible to tell what’s on his mind. Perhaps it’s due to his youth, but his sense of what’s right and wrong is all over the place. He harbors a dangerous tendency to nonchalantly commit evil deeds. His verbal habit is “It’s bad? …Why?”

Bad things are obviously bad, Ito Fumiya! And he also enjoys sweets.

And now, bringing up the rear is I, the disciplinary committee of the house, humanity’s leader, the dependent older brother- the Charisma of Order, Kusanagi Rikai!

Getting out of bed at 5 am in the morning, back in foowton at 9 pm. Personal maintenance, manner of speech, washing hands and gargling- flawless at all of it, the paragon for humanity. With me around “Order is All Green”. And I convey that by opening the window to shout outside how RIGHTFULNESS IS GLORIOUUUS (blows whistle)

Evil won’t be forgiven. Only with death penalty.

Thus this is how I’m the sole man with common sense out of these crazed six individuals I live with, nevertheless here comes an important point now. Memorize it properly, there’ll be a test about it!

The superhuman sharehouse story Charisma- what really sets it apart the most is:

The seven Charismas live together as roommates and there they charge up their Charisma and once enough has been saved up they Charisma Break and transform, bursting out into song!

Yaaay! Amazing! How cool! So innovative it’s curious!

And that was all for Charisma.

Huh? You don’t understand any of it?

That’s fine if you don’t, it is Charisma after all. Well, everyone does have it busy everyday, so once you do have the time to spare and feel inclined to, do come peep at our home. We will receive you with open arms.

Ah, right, the first album has also been released so do please check it out if you’d like.

Now, go plunge in without holding back, let’s Charisma! Yay!

[stevetonyweekly]

SteveTony Weekly - January 1st

 Happy 2023! Here is the last few fic I read in 2023--enjoy and remember to leave a comment/kudo for your friendly fic author.

~*~ 

Until I Fall Away by Sineala 

Tensions are high between Steve and Tony after Steve finds out the Illuminati exist. He says a few things to Tony that he probably shouldn't have... and he doesn't say a few things to Tony that he probably should have. Then Zeke Stane murders Tony, and Steve can no longer say any of it. But there's a funny thing about superheroes: sometimes they get second chances.

Pseudonym Salacity by Amuly

Steve finds out that his boyfriend, the genius industrialist billionaire Tony Stark, is Iron Man. And likes it. A lot.

A Brighter Word Than Bright by BlossomsintheMist

“S’okay, Steve,” Tony finally remembered how to slur out. “Just … just feels like a lot.”

“It is a lot, sweetheart,” Steve murmured, his fingers delving even deeper into Tony. “You’re stretching open really nice for it, though. You’re real good and relaxed, aren’t you?”

Nothing Pure Enough by Sineala 

You shouldn't be able to develop a Hanahaki fixation on someone you've never met who's been dead for decades. But Tony has always been special.

Steve Rogers is a Tactical Genius by Swankyo0

The press is constantly theorizing that Steve Rogers is in love with Tony Stark. They aren't wrong. And Steve will do whatever it takes to get Tony to date him.

Shut your mouth and turn me inside-out by doctorziegler

They say patience is a virtue, but Tony Stark has always been a sinner.

doubt the stars are fire, doubt the sun moves by meidui

When Private Lorraine pulled him behind shelves with sultry words and devoured his first kiss, when Peggy kissed him in that wind whipped tunnel, bright and fierce like her gaze after. They wanted him and showed him a hell of a kiss, but this feels—

This is gentle, so gentle, like he's made of paper or glass instead of two hundred pounds of muscle and he could break in someone's mouth.

-

This is what they do: Steve gets hurt and Tony kisses him better.

Support your local poledancer by BladeoftheNebula

Tony can't believe he managed to land himself a hot lineman boyfriend who's everything he could ever want and more.

But being with a man who gets called away at all hours isn't easy, and Tony will do anything to prove that he can lie down on the wire and love living life on the line.

Playing the part (remix) by nanasekei

“We have five days of this ahead of us, Cap. Call me crazy, but I think if we don’t spend the entire time fighting over every little thing, we might have a chance of actually pulling this off.”

-

Tony tells a joke, that turns into a lie, that turns into him having to pretend to Steve Rogers' husband for five days. Just his luck.

Fairytale of New York by iam93percentstardust

After a bad breakup on Christmas, Bucky Barnes swore off both relationships and Christmas for good. Years later, he's now the world’s leading expert on how to survive being single in a world designed for couples (tax breaks, anyone?). He’s got a movie deal coming up for his bestselling book, Facebook Status: It’s Not That Complicated, and his own talk show where he offers advice to struggling singles.

He’s got exactly two problems in the world: Steve and Tony, his very attractive, very married neighbors who think that love is the greatest thing since sliced bread and Christmas is the world’s best holiday. But it’s fine because, for the most part, he can ignore them and they can ignore him.

And then a wrench gets thrown into his plans when his sister foists her two children, Kate and Harley, off on him for the holidays. Here’s the thing—it doesn’t matter if you don’t celebrate Christmas when the kids do.

So Bucky finds himself swallowing his pride and knocking on his neighbors’ door, asking for help with this whole Christmas thing. But in Steve and Tony’s cozy apartment, Bucky slowly starts finding himself enjoying Christmas again—and maybe even falling in love.

The Secret Omega by iam93percentstardust

Clint would like it to go on the record that he never meant to hide his status as an omega. He’s even proud of it. But now he’s been living as a beta for so long that going off the suppressants feels unnatural, and, moreover, he has no idea how to tell his king that he’s been lying to him for the better part of a decade.

Which is a problem.

Peace of Mind by Sineala

Steve has picked up his shield again, left the Secret Avengers, and rejoined the main Avengers team at Tony's side. He is, in fact, literally at Tony's side, as he finds Tony suffering from a migraine and takes care of him. After their many disagreements, Steve is grateful for the chance for the two of them to be friends again, with no secrets between them. But if there aren't secrets anymore, then how in the world did Steve not know Tony has gotten migraines since childhood?

I'd Dream of You by someonelsesheart

“Don’t think I don’t know what you’re doing, Rogers. You’ve got that look that you get when you find a wounded animal that you want to bring home. You think you can fix him. Listen to me now, Steve. Nobody can fix Tony Stark.”

Salt of the Earth by RurouniHime

She's slower to wake out here, less apt to leap into awareness. Maybe it's the clean air, or the steady hush of wind.

Seasons Won't Change by Captain_Panda

Tony's ready, willing, and able to propose.

But the Heat Death of the Universe might arrive before he gets down on one knee.

How many times can one man pop the question before getting an answer?

Wet Whiskers by antigrav_vector

When Iron Man is hit by a stray spell and latches onto Steve for the duration... well. Things happen.

Mostly fluff. Fluff happens.

And some identity porn.

Patron of the Arts by Sineala 

Steve and Tony try something new in bed. Well, okay, on Tony's desk. Definitely something new, though. It's time for some roleplaying!

three weeks by orphan_account

Tony Stark is missing and he's pretty sure no one's coming for him.

Yours, Steve by soniclipstick (veriscence) f

Tony has read the news, he’s seen footage of the infighting and the arrest and Steve’s bloody body on the courthouse steps. He might not remember, but he understands why Steve can barely look him in the eye anymore.

But there’s a ring on the chain of a set of dog tags that have no business being in Tony’s safe. And it fits his finger perfectly.

Breathe and Release by exfatalist 

Since being honorably discharged from the Army after an injury sustained while deployed in Afghanistan, Steve Rogers has found a new center of balance as a yoga instructor at a small Manhattan gym. It just stands to figure that one day media crisis-plagued billionaire Tony Stark would come waltzing in and throw everything off. As he guides his controversial new student on the journey to inner peace, Steve learns to deal with some negative energy of his own, and finds something unexpected on the way. [ Non-Powered AU, Modern!Steve. ]

The Don'ts Of Dating (And How They Can Win You A Man) by Mozzarella

In which Steve Rogers fills in the Don't column of "Cosmo's Dos and Dont's of Dating" and somehow makes it work, while Tony Stark marvels at the fact that he's picking this weird (yet unbearably sweet) artist from Brooklyn over Captain Goddamn America.

AU where Tony is known as Iron Man but Cap's identity is secret even to the other Avengers.

The Unlikely Wingman by Sineala

Clint doesn't see why he should have to follow Captain America's orders. But he also doesn't see why Captain America should have to sit around looking miserably lonely, either.

Closing the Circuit by Sineala

Steve and Tony are trapped in a warehouse with a bomb. Steve's leg is broken, Tony's armor has failed, and they have mere minutes left to live. That's what they think, anyway.

[weebsinstash]

I feel like Val is the type to get his lil pet hella hooked on some drug(nothing too debilitating…maybe) to the point they absolutely can’t leave him cause he’s able to get the purest most refined version of it and they can’t handle less.

Getting to the point that they just give up running and just start finally settling in to the pet role, or so he thinks, when he realizes they’re just constantly doping up to avoid him in their own little world. Always conveniently high off their horse during the times he usually wants to be pampered and loved by them and he’s just like “oh, well alright cunt if you like that shit more than me-“ just fucking instant cold turkeys them. Watching them get their withdrawal meltdowns and promising them just scraps to get whatever he wants. Snuggles, kisses, lick his nutsack just whatever cause he knows they’ll be desperate enough. Only to snort and grin as they look at him so pleadingly and cute and he tells them what a pathetic job they did, using any outburst as an excuse to… get rough with em.

Wrap them up, give em a lil time out or maybe set them up with a lil buzz toy to work out that frustration and give them a new distraction to get through the painful withdrawals. Only cooing at their pleading and licking up the drool from their chin.

Oh- got carried away there. Anyways he a nasty nasty man n I see him bein fuuucked like dat :>

Oh no absolutely is this something I've thought pretty intensely about. it's pretty implied in the Addict music video that Angel is addicted to whatever drug is in Valentino's cigarettes. when he is dancing but looking anxious, Valentino blows the smoke directly in his face and he goes from anxious to feeling more motivated which is probably deliberate on Val's part and also im pretty sure that unless this is just music video pizazz that Valentino has some sort of powers which would check out since dead sinners having powers is already established wirh Alastor

There is also this pretty blatant visual metaphor

and in Angel's room there are cigarettes that are varying stages of being unfinished implying he's trying to stop and he actively acknowledges through the lyrics "there's another rush of poison flowing into my veins, giving me a dose of pleasure that resides by the pain" and it's pretty clear that on top of being abused and being an addict he's also just trying to use drugs to cope with everything he's going through

So ABSOLUTELY have I thought of everyone's favorite to hate scumbag pimp taking advantage of any weaknesses or addictions Reader may have and I personally can contribute my own personal experiences to this since I have a genetic predisposition to getting addicted and have had problems with alcohol and controlling my habits myself.

I can see it now. You're all in the limo and Valentino is smoking, Angel and a few others are too, and the Overlord looks over at you and laughs because you're smoking a joint and just starts openly mocking you for "that loser little kid shit" (even though I would stake my life that Vox would love getting stoned and gaming out and probably does so). You just kind of shrug him off, saying you're fine with just weed, but Valentino can't help but notice you're drinking too. You'll sit there, toke, sip, toke, sip, until you're a little loopy and feeling good, at your preferred level of euphoria, though there's been a few times you've just straight up fallen asleep in his limo from doing too much too quickly and Angel or one of the dancers had to jostle you awake.

Valentino doesn't see you hang out with anyone. He never sees you around town. As far as he knows, you work your shifts and only leave your rented room to get food, bathe, or run errands. Most of the times he sees you, you're stoned and or getting stoned, and there's been more then once that some catty little poledancer or whomever didn't like you whispered in his ear that you've been stumbling around drunk.

I've thought of it going one of two ways: he gets you high by force, or you ask him for it. Can you imagine it? You've been smoking weed but it just isn't the same, either your tolerance carried over from your human body or perhaps you've just been doing so much you built it back up anew, but now, one of the only things that brought you joy and calmed you down isn't working as well anymore, and you're having to spend more and do more and you'll cough your throat raw and still not feel 'how you want'. This high isn't how you remember it feeling before, so do more until it feels good! It is legitimately such a helpless feeling when you start leaning on a substance for comfort and you notice the efficacy wearing off. There's a sense of fear and desperation in it, that 'your only way to be happy' isn't working. And you start wondering, maybe I should try something else, something different, something stronger?

Val's been watching you and having his employees secretly keep tabs on you and you're all at the club and you're sitting near him and you look down at your last joint that's almost finished and you still feel miserable before glancing up at him with these big sad eyes and gestures to his cigarette, "so what's even in those anyway?" And he just smirks and hands it to you, "see for yourself, baby"

Or like, the same scenario but inverted from another perspective, Val can tell you've been smoking like a chimney to the point maybe you're even paying rent late because you're spending so much on your vices, and even if he can't immediately identify why, there's something that gets under his skin at seeing you all sad and gloomy. I wouldn't put it passed him to offer his cigarette to you and you refuse, and he pushes harder for it, trying to essentially pressure you into doing it until you cave, before just grabbing your chin and shotgunning the full capacity of his lungs straight into your mouth while you hopelessly fail to try to push him away

Either way, once the drug settles, you're just sitting there all 😊 smiling and giggling and engaging, overflowing with dopamine, all but melting into the sofa or limo custom you're sitting on while you play on your phone or listen intently to one of your boss' stories from when he eas alive, which always boosts his ego when you listen and you're like "wow that must have been so scary 🥺" and making him feel all big and tough, and maybe he can even convince you to cuddle a little. What, he's not touching up on you or anything, you can't just sit beside him? He can't wrap one of his arms around your waist and just hold onto you while he's on his phone? I mean, drugs and alcohol, scientifically proven, activate a specific part of your brain, and our brains favor the more primal feelings over rational thought which is why drunk and high people can act erratic and shit. So you're sitting there feeling all hot n buzzed n horny and suddenly Oh, big Mr Valentino has his hand on your thigh and is teasing you, hitting on you a little bit, and the mindset of "fuck that man something NASTY" is overpowering your usual rational thought of "GIRL BE NICE TO HIM SO HE DOESNT HURT YOU BUT OTHERWISE DONT EVEN LOOK IN HIS DIRECTION"

Valentino just lowkey making you a sex addict because he gets you high and gives you mind shattering orgasms 😩❤️ I imagine this would be extremely effective towards those of us that have lived more isolated lonely lives lol. The first morning after he fucks you and your new favorite drug has worn off, he can tell you're embarrassed, barely making eye contact with the man you had said some reeeeal freaky stuff to in bed (which he LOVED lol but he'll tease you for it just to watch you squirm). Maybe it'll be a week, maybe it'll be a few days, but you kind of avoid him, but then, it happens: the two of you wind up sitting in the limo near each other again, or at the club, and he catches you sending glances his way, eyes flicking between either his cigarette or him himself, looking away as soon as he notices you.

He'll pull you close, putting his hands on your body, purring in your ear, "what do you need from me, baby?" with the smell of his cigarette ghosting over your skin with the heat of his breath and you shudder and he knows, he knows you're going to be his new favorite toy

[scientia-rex]

This is another weightloss question, I hope you aren't sick of them yet 😅

I have been around 70-75 kilos most of my adult life (I am mid 30s now). At the start of this year I weighed 110 kilos. I've lost about 6 kilos this year (I used to think through diet and exercise but after your post now I'm not so sure). About 10 years ago I started gaining weight, a few kilos every year. I think this was because around then I got a bad injury from poledancing and an injury from running at the same time that had me on the couch most of the day. I actually enjoy physical activity but I've noticed that with every additional kilo it seems that I get more and more injury prone. Every time I tried to start exercising again I would injure myself after a week or two and had to stop almost all activity, even when being guided by a physiotherapist. At the moment I can't do more than a gentle walk or very light strength exercises that are heavily adapted. All I want is to do my favorite sports again, running, poledancing and horseback riding. But my doctor actually told me I'm just to heavy for running and poledancing, the impact of my weight is damaging me. As for horse riding, I can tell my horse has trouble carrying me and I decided to stop riding because of this. It seems like all my aches and pains and constant injuries are because of my weightgain, my doctor keeps telling me so too. Everyone keeps telling me the answer is to lose weight if I want my life back, but now I don't know how anymore. I used to think (and my doctor said so too) that diet and exercise were the answer, and it gave me hope. But if it really isn't possible to lose more than a few percent of your bodyweight then does that mean I will just be in pain and unable to do the things that make me happy forever?

I don't know what to do anymore, I want to stop feeling pain in my joints and having trouble getting up from a crouch. I want to ride my boyo again and not worry I'm hurting him. Hell, I want it to not be so awkward to wipe my butt! Please, if you have the answer, tell me what I need to do.

I am not your doctor. I'm sorry, but that means I am in no position to offer you medical advice, which is what you're asking for.

[venussunrise]

TWICE CONCERT REVIEWWWW JOW UUU LIKEEEEE EEEET

HONESTLY I HAVEN'T RECOVERED FROM IT & IDK IF I EVER WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously though it was probably the best concert i've ever been to it was AMAZING it was in this huge football stadium & there were soooooooooooooo many people there & everyone was so hyped up & excited it was definitely the biggest concert i've ever been to

i made a friend on the walk from the parking garage who was a momo bias & she was so cute & sweet we exchanged instagrams & then when i got to my seat it was all girls in my row & we were just all chatting & so excited. everyone i was with was jeongyeon biases so i was surrounded by good taste 😹 & one of the girls was giving out these little charm bracelets she made with the member's name's on them. i got one that said chae

the girl sitting right next to me also was soooooooooo pretty & nice we were dancing the whole concert & she kept looking over at me & smiling & i wanted to be like ma'am STOP or i'm gonna fall in love with you 😭😭😭 (i got her instagram too) 😹

& THE SLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the performances were soooooooo good the talent in twice is insane!!!!! every girl got a solo stage & they were insane....... momo poledanced, jeeongyeon played the recorder, chae & dahyun played instruments too it was so good 10/10 one of the best nights of my life

^^ my fit & the charm the girl gave me!!

[pleaserusa]

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[exoticpole-yumi]

まったりだけどインパクトがある曲🎶踊りやすくて好き😚❤️

🎧BGM: CHENGE / LOUISAHHH!!!

[trauma-report]

NPC: Roxana Kodraj

"You don't need to worry about her. I know, she works in a stripclub, she's good looking, kind hearted and an extrovert, but she's nothing compared to you."

Roxana Kodraj, born near the city of Frankfurt in Germany, always wanted to get out of her home town life. Berlin was her city of choice where she started studying biochemics. Even though some guys didn't took her seriously, thinking she couldn't be clever enough for this subject, just because she's a pretty girl. She dived down in the city's nightlife, getting to know a guy she immediately felt in love with and ended up in a very violent, addictive relationship. He ended up in prison, while she was left traumatized. A friend of hers comforted her after that period, advised her to do something crazy, brought her into poledancing which lead Roxy to work in a stripclub. Knowing that noone is allowed to touch her unless she allows it, getting back control over her body and by that her self-confidence... She didn't knew what was yet to come when her ex-boyfriend got out of prison.

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MAJIMA JOBS

besides being yakuza for most part, majima has done the odd jobs every now, & again. this helps bring in extra disposable income, he definitely does less random jobs though as when he becomes head of his family, & it becomes established ( which is considerably massive ), he probably won't make anything short than one billion JPY per year ( ten million in USD ). though, he is still ceo of certain businesses such as his construction company, & owns the kamurocho hills which he also makes regular money from.

anyway, onto his jobs for when he was a bit more dependent on them for the extra cash.

GRAND

majima would have made a bit of money from the grand, being its manager, but he preferred to not take too much as he was required to make one hundred million JPY, so he only took enough to be able to feed himself, buy cigarettes, & pay his rent at the one room apartment he had at the time. he really did not make a lot working at the grand. a lot of his uniform was provided to him, as a tuxedo is not something majima would have ever cared about wearing himself.

CLUB SUNSHINE

this is the place majima can start making a bit of money at, it's a failing cabaret club which majima got pulled into helping out, with his experience as manager of the grand, he is able to bring it up to the top. he manages to get a good bit of pay per night that he help runs this club, & is able to live a bit more comfortable in sotenbori. this is a job he just ups & leaves however when he is able to become yakuza again, which leaves the staff worrying about his sudden disappearance.

as majima is back into being yakuza, & is rising through the ranks again, he does have less reason to work, but still, he's not exactly making bank, & since starving himself of some fun over the past four years, he does start to get a taste for the more expensive things in life, so realises he needs to do extra jobs if he wants to keep this lifestyle going.

whilst kiryu talks to him when he's playing the role of goromi, he explains some of the extra jobs he's been doing over the years. they are all quite shady jobs. the ones i'll mainly talk about are the ones that seem like they are big earners for him. & no, the goro-chan merch did not likely sell well at all, this is just him being vain, & probably trying to pull off a j-rocker image or some shit like that.

TRUCK CUSTOMISATION

he likely has worked with cars too, but this is actually something he's somewhat decent at, it's something he also probably enjoyed a lot, since he is left with only one eye, he cannot really legally drive anymore, but being able to work with trucks, & cars, customising parts, giving them new paint jobs, is something that likely gives him joy. he probably does overcharge for this service, but he's good at it since he has managed to customise all the trucks he has in his construction company later to a baby pink colour, as well as modified the steering wheel, & gears.

IN-GAME GOLD FARMING

this literally means he has played some MMORPGs, likely with using bots under multiple accounts, so he's been involved with real money trading for gold in these type of games. which provided he knows what he's doing, he can make a load of money just off of this if he picks the most popular MMORPGs he can find. some of his bots will likely get banned doing so, but he can just make more accounts easily, or move onto different games to exploit.

he mentions he's done a little bit of everything, so he's likely done a bunch of other shady stuff that can earn some money, definitely some illegal stuff. one of the jobs i personally headcanon that he might have done was piercing, he has likely opened a piercing studio at one point, although, not that illegal, but he likely did not care to get proper training in it, & just used knowledge that he has from various weapons similar to the tools he would use for piercings. & he has likely done poledancing for some extra cash as well.

later on, once his family is actually established, he does leave the tojo clan, but decides to start up his own construction company which he is ceo of, he makes a start on the project kamurocho hills which he decides to take the land that purgatory was once on in order to do so. this project takes quite a while, & he is even still working on it as he once again joins the tojo clan.

once the kamurocho hills is completed, majima is the proprietor which does mean that any business that wants a store there, or any company that wants office space will have to pay so much rent per month in order to have it towards majima.

[phoenixduelist]

One year blog anniversary today, so I'm throwing all the plots, ideas as a celebration at you😅

@winters-club

🌊 The moment when they noticed each other's ghost wings & probably comforted each other as Jack was surely not THAT drunk and Rozy was concerned whenever if she's that insane

🌹 The. Reunion. After. The. Armageddon. 🥺

🌊 Just them being happy, having fun, dancing, little acrobatics to impress, always switching who leads.

🌹 Sleepovers on the other's ship! Rozy trying to teach him meaningful Hungarian phrases, Jack stubbornly trying to braid trinkets into her short hair, literally doing each other's makeup and ending up falling asleep in the same bed. Strangely with nothing raunchy happening

🌊 Jack catching words of an another mythical treasure and this time he invites Rozy to join and not just because her swordfighting skills might be needed-

🌹 No concept of personal space, yet she doesn't flinch away reflexively & actually perfectly comfortable with his presence.

🌊 Jack proposing for once they just take a walk in the town without her skewering anyone for one day & chaos ensures along with their wild fun

🌹 Because the stark difference in their walk as Rozy's is similar to a proud soldier's from behind she gets mistaken for a marine soldier and praised for catching a pirate. She has never been more insulted in her life. Jack is laughing hysterically.

🌊 Based on the little reactions and from what she has carefully told him, Jack is aware that she is a victim of horrendous assault and adjusts his pace to hers. If something that crosses the term ‘friends’ happen, he's double checking whenever she's alright with it or not.

🌹 This man is too beautiful. She's drawn to him despite hindered by her traumas, her first gestures are careful, gentle with the wonder of doing all this for the first time in her life.

🌊 Jack both saw her smile the most along with her tears. He never even thought about making light of it, instead offered wordless comfort or distracting her with a silly story

🌹 Rozy probably saved his life on many occasions, from hanging, from the supernatural; which would be interesting if it happened the reverse as well as she's ...not really counting on him to rescue her

🌊 Jack being surprised at her ability to read people, not because he underestimated (he's never the one to make that mistake) but going by what he had seen & how she deals with others (swiftly and fatally). So he didn't suspect how great she is in that regard, only when she carefully prods at his defensive walls as he definitely hid his traumas very well, yet she seems to know exactly what and how to say for him to crumble.

🌹 He probably made out with Ferenc and Jácint at the same time. Rozy was definitely watching until a convenient moment to announce her presence.

🌊 Jack 💯 crashed Rozy's and James' @ashortdropandasuddenstop serene almost date with that highly inappropriate comment. He learned enough Hungarian to understand what she's yelling after him🤣

🌹 After that, the two decides to occasionally torment the poor Admiral at the same time.

🌊 Jack questioning Rozy's taste in men. (Not counting himself of course)

🌹 When she's queen, a visit is incredibly welcomed and to his question “Was this what you fought for?” she will answer with a tight hug; no. This is an another prison, although a much more pleasant one. He is also given amnesty everywhere she rules with the condition of not going near the coronation jewels or the Véghváry family sword. She created a safe haven for him as the movie showed he definitely not comfortable in Shipwreck Cove where he presumably grew up.

🌊 Jack's modern verse clashing with her College one where she lives a triple life as student-cage fighter-poledancer & he's the one to put it together. And probably to find her injured.

[pixiecaps]

Roier Clips

Creeper - March 23rd, 2023

Feed Me - March 23rd, 2023

Roier Calls Osito Bimbo Appears Transcribed - March 27th, 2023

Turtle Transcribed - March 27th, 2023

Obrigado Tudo Bem - March 27th, 2023

Off the Wall Transcribed - March 27th, 2023

Trusting Spreen & Pet Death Transcribed - March 27th, 2023 / March 30th, 2023

He’s a Whore Transcribed - March 31st, 2023

Never Say Never Transcribed - Apr 3rd, 2023

Burn it Transcribed - Apr 4th, 2023

Sunrises & Sunsets Transcribed - Apr 4th, 2023 / Apr 26th, 2023

Bobby and Roier Dancing - Apr 4th, 2023

Bears Transcribed - Apr 4th, 2023

Tripita The Dog - Apr 6th, 2023

Bobby & Cucurucho Meet - Apr 6th, 2023

Bobby Making Roier Break RP - Apr 7th, 2023

Bobby Kills a Parrot Transcribed - Apr 7th, 2023

Roier Offering to be Tilín’s Dad Transcribed - Apr 9th, 2023

Living With Fear Isn’t Living Transcribed - Apr 10th, 2023

Just Bobby Things - Apr 11th, 2023

Roier Watching Vegetta’s Tower Get Blown Up - Apr 11th, 2023

Roier Watching Foolish’s Dragon Get Blown Up - Apr 11th, 2023

Roier is Melissa Transcribed - Apr 20th, 2023

Jaiden Reacts to Roier’s Comment Transcribed - Apr 24th, 2023

Telling Jaiden About The Dungeon Transcribed - Apr 24th, 2023

Jaiden Supporting Melissa (Multiple POVs) - Apr 25th, 2023

Kitty Ears Transcribed - Apr 26th, 2023

Satisfaction in Quackity’s Demise Transcribed - Apr 26th, 2023

Talking to Leo About Revenge Transcribed - Apr 27th, 2023

Reinforcing Friendship Transcribed - May 1st, 2023

A Friend to Keep Him Warm Transcribed - May 1st, 2023

Bobby Hopping Over Roier - May 2nd, 2023

Bobby Go BOOM - May 2nd, 2023

Can’t Live Without Bobby Transcribed - May 3rd, 2023

Handsome Guy (Cellbit) Died Transcribed - May 3rd, 2023

Normal Cucurucho Interaction Transcribed - May 4th, 2023

Asking For Kisses From Bad Transcribed - May 5th, 2023

Silly Bobby By The Window - May 5th, 2023

Bobby Loses a Life Transcribed - May 5th, 2023

Living With Fear Is Not Living Transcribed - May 5th, 2023

Richas Goes Down - May 5th, 2023

He Likes Being Melissa Transcribed - May 5th, 2023

Roiers Conversation With Cucurucho - May 8th, 2023

Several Men at His Feet Transcribed - May 9th, 2023

Calling Cellbit a Chance Transcribed - May 9th, 2023

Birthday Gift From BBH - May 9th, 2023

Cellbit Calling For Roier - May 10th, 2023

Cellbit Shouting At Cucurucho Transcribed - May 10th, 2023

Asking if Cellbit is Alright - May 10th, 2023

Roier Joins in on Some Spying (Multiple POVs) - May 10th, 2023

BBH Taking a Photo of Roier - May 10th, 2023

Calling Cellbits Name - May 10th, 2023

Cellbit Impression - May 11th, 2023

Dos Gatinhos Transcribed - May 11th, 2023

Guapo y Experto Transcribed - May 12th, 2023

“Sacate La Verga” - May 12th, 2023

Maxo Saying Roier is in Heat Transcribed - May 12th, 2023

Maxo Asexual Transcribed - May 16th, 2023

First Bloodhounds Interaction - May 16th, 2023

Calling Cellbit Gatinho Every Time Now Transcribed - May 16th, 2023

Muted Gatinho! - May 16th, 2023

Jaiden Supporting Melissa - May 16th, 2023

Puto Transcribed - May 16th, 2023

Sucking Transcribed - May 16th, 2023

Roier Informs Jaiden About Bobby - May 17th, 2023

Jaiden Willing To Do Anything For Bobby Transcribed - May 18th, 2023

Roier Crying Over Bobby - May 24th, 2023

Roier Barking At Maxo Transcribed - May 24th, 2023

Dapper Hands Roier Tripita - May 24th, 2023

Richas Is Like a Son to Roier - June 8th, 2023

FOOLISH HAD SEX WITH ABUELOIER - June 9th, 2023

Un Sentón - June 9th, 2023

A Date? - June 9th, 2023

From Here to Mexico Transcribed - June 14th, 2023

Cellbit Shifting Tones - June 14th, 2023

Cellbit Chasing Maxo - June 14th, 2023

Seeing Cellbit at The Wedding - June 16th, 2023

Insulting Slime Transcribed - June 16th, 2023

Second Debate Spiderbit Transcribed - June 26th, 2023

Tasting Salt - June 28th, 2023

Cellbit Poledancing - June 28th, 2023

Throwing Bricks at Jaiden Transcribed - July 5th, 2023

Roier Substitutes For Foolish At The Debate - July 5th, 2023

The Person Cellbit Loves The Most Transcribed - July 5th, 2023

Old Endings New Beginnings (Multiple POVS) - July 5th, 2023

Spiderbit Kisses (Multiple POVs) - July 5th, 2023

Skyrim Singing - July 6th, 2023

Duel Between Etoiles & Cellbit - August 6th, 2023

Egg A1 (Multiple POVS) Transcribed - August 18th, 2023

Cucurucho Rapping - September 1st, 2023

The Old Picnic Spot - September 8th, 2023

Yellow Flower - October 11th, 2023

By His Side 100% Transcribed - October 12th, 2023

Do You Have Enderpearls? Transcribed - October 12th, 2023

Roier Supports His Husband Transcribed - October 19th, 203

What’s Wrong With a Little Murder? Transcribed - October 23rd, 2023

Lacking Hatred Transcribed - October 23rd, 2023

Trust Transcribed - October 23rd, 2023

Voice Change Transcribed - October 24th, 2023

Together Against the Federation Transcribed - October 24th, 2023