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The Virtual Existence Conundrum: PT 2 - poison pill defence.
#adversity#arthashastra#business models#chanakya niti#chanakya pandit#Corona#covid#covid19#cutback#digital#economic downturn#economy#GDP#greater common good#gross domestic product#impact#layoff#lockdown#management#management theories#pandemic#poison pill#poison pill defence#salary deferment#salary reductions#staryup#supply chain
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Put That Guy in a SituationTM Ask Game/Prompt!
#21 for Gale? Pretty please? 🥹🙏🏻
Again, sorry that I took so long! I'm trying to fill all the pending prompts in my inbox now. Thank you for sending this one! 🩷 I wrote a quick drabble tonight, I hope it's okay.
21. Fear poison/gas
A fist swings towards Crank's face, but it ends up colliding with the arm he raises in defence. Buck groans in pain as Hambone and Jefferson jump in to intervene and tackle him to the floor of their crowded room in the stalag. The three of them start wrestling on the floor accompanied by curses, grunts and Buck's panicked wheezing.
"What the fuck did they give him?" Hambone yells as one of the chairs is knocked over by Buck's legs kicking out.
"No idea." Crank replies, deep lines on his forehead. He throws himself down to trap Buck's shins and keep him from breaking someone's ribs with his feet. "Buck, calm down! It's just us!"
"Let me go!" Buck cries out. His pupils are blown wide, and his gaze darts around the room like a trapped, feral animal's. Cold sweat peppers his sallow, sickly face.
The Krauts took him away this morning and only just brought him back a few minutes ago. No explanation, nothing. They just dumped him on one of the beds unconscious, then left without a word. Brady ran out to get Bucky, but in the meantime, Gale woke up, and the first thing he did was attack anyone who touched him. They're all going to sport bruises tomorrow, no doubt. The familiarity of their voices doesn't seem to register in his mind, and the wide-eyed terror on his face suggests he doesn’t recognize their faces either.
Even with three men holding him down, Buck doesn’t stop trashing to get free, but the noises he’s making take an increasingly desperate edge. Crank doesn’t know how to help him when he's in this state of mind. You can’t reason with him.
Thankfully, the door swings open, and Bucky rushes inside, kicking the toppled over chair out of the way to get to Buck's side.
"Gale!" Bucky drops to his knees and cradles Buck's face with his large hands. Crank raises an eyebrow at the name, but he doesn’t say anything. "What happened? What did they do to him?"
Fear-stricken blue eyes go abnormally wide before Buck redoubles his efforts to escape their hold. More footsteps approach from the doorway, Brady and one of the camp surgeons. The sight eases the tight worry in Crank's chest just enough that he can breathe again. Bucky nudges Hambone aside to take over holding Buck's right arm himself and to give the doc space to examine Buck.
The man takes a good look at Buck's pupils, then measures his pulse at the juncture of his neck before reaching into his coat for a small box of pills. Despite Buck's ferocious protests, the four of them somehow manage to hold him still enough for the doc to pry open his jaw and force him to swallow a pill. Immediately after, tears start falling from Buck's eyes.
Thankfully, Bucky doesn’t seem to have the same struggle. As the fight goes out of Buck's body, his limbs go limp in their hold. Bucky moves Buck's arm from the floor to press it to his chest and reaches for Buck's face again. Gently, he starts wiping the wetness there even as more continues to fall. The tears glisten on Buck's freckled cheek.
It's a shock. Crank has never seen Buck Cleven cry. Through the loss of friends, through pain, cold and hunger, even on the bleakest days they’ve had as POWs so far, Buck's composure hardly ever wavered. He remained the pillar of their strength and hope through everything. It makes Crank feel guilty and selfish, but his first feeling upon seeing the fat teardrops rolling down Buck's scarred cheeks is despair, not compassion. His natural instinct of self-preservation makes it difficult for a moment to see past the crumbling Major and see the person instead. Because if the Krauts can break Buck Cleven like this, they can break anyone. They're all puppets to their cruel whim. Crank doesn’t know what to do anymore.
"Fear gas." The doc says, making a disgusted face. "Bastards are testing it on us. My guess is they picked him for his reputation."
The doc clears his throat awkwardly and moves to stand. "Gave him a sedative. We don’t have much left, but... We need the Major back on his feet, I figure."
That makes Crank feel even worse. He watches numbly as Buck opens his eyes again and blinks up at Bucky slowly. The stream of his tears starts drying out. When Bucky gives him a small, forced smile of reassurance, Buck turns his face into Bucky’s palm. As if it was the only safe spot in his world. Crank averts his eyes, and he sees Hambone and Brady do the same.
None of them wants to see. They've never asked. They don’t want to know.
Only Jefferson stares, likely not used to it yet, still trying to figure it out.
After a reassuring squeeze, Bucky lays Buck's arm back on the floor and stands up to offer his hand for the doc to shake. The doc starts talking about side effects he has seen in other men who received this so-called fear gas, but after a moment, Crank turns away from them and back to Buck again.
"Give me a hand, boys." He glances at Brady and Hambone. "We gotta move him."
No one talks. They all feel Bucky's helpless fury, but there’s nothing they can do. Crank rights the chair, sits on it and starts sanding the small wooden B-17 he’s been working on. He keeps his focus on his work and tries not to listen in when Bucky starts whispering to Buck. He knows it's not for his ears.
Together, they lift Buck's barely conscious body and put him on a bed. It doesn't matter whose. They can switch for one night. Buck doesn’t fight it anymore, dazed by the sedative. When the doc leaves, Bucky's back by his side in an instant. He sits on the edge of the bunk and puts a hand on Buck's chest to feel it rise and fall. His other hand curls into a fist on his thigh. Buck watches him with half-lidded eyes.
Tomorrow, he hopes Buck will be back on his feet. Then, they can go back to pretending that everything will be okay.
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ALSO GUYS I really don't fit to be Aldia-coded!! He is the smartest character in the setting and I am just an autistic spider ghnjnb (Okay granted I have had secret braincells infestation in my skull for a while now that made me feel a bit disconnected from Rom, but this ain't it 😔)
I'd say @val-of-the-north is more qualified to be like Aldia because he IS secretly the smartest person in the group and made me who I am but also a very reclusive nerd hides in the walls like cryptid, won't budge from despair unless a "worthy" person motivates him and only rarely jumpscares to monologue about deep philosophical shit only 5 people have Insight level for. Granted, he isn't cruel and insane enough, however he claimed that Kefka was sexier than Sephiroth so his sanity IS hanging on a thin fucking thread I'll be real
^^^ @heraldofcrow said this is me and u 😔
Contexte lol
Again I'm all for listening to your renting and talking about Aldia to me even more after I finish the game XD
Also pfff you're like Aldia and many other characters but wdym I'm a fuzzy worm XD help. Chillest, coolest and more badass fuzzy worm 😂😎
#lore council#but yeah I understand the confusion from the *topic* of my philosophical hot takes#they are way more red or even black pilled than Val's who ruins everything with optimism!!#I at least know the life itself is a curse and you only pick your poison unlike you snowflakes!!!!#in my defence though it is very typical for a russian to be depressed in transcendental way!!#it is comparison and context that matters!#P.S.: you're still a chicken tho#shitposting#dash commentary
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HAIL HYDRA.
The phrase laid on the tip of his tongue like a twisted prayer, a forgotten nightmare. In his sleep, it was worse. He was accustomed to waking up in twisted sheets, flickers of a time he couldn’t quite remember playing underneath closed lids. He’d often come to, staring at the ceiling of the abandoned building where he’d sought solace, gasping for air. When he was conscious, the pain would start. A throb in his temples, which travelled down. ( He hadn’t stuck around to find out the lasting damage, but he knew the scarring ran deeper than the surface. Even now, there was no escaping the sheer discomfort of torn muscle. ) He doubted he’d ever walk properly again, left with a permanent limp which you’d think put him at a disadvantage. Yet on the contrary, he’d learned to manipulate people, providing a false sense of security. They thought he was weak, feeble - the easy target. He allowed them to lower their defences and then struck. He’d been surviving like that at the skin of his teeth whenever he was unlucky enough to be outnumbered.
No one looked twice at the broken man. No one thought he was capable of inflicting such brutal anarchy. It was funny really, wasn’t it?
Rumlow perhaps would’ve… But oh how his name left a bitter taste in his mouth, and that was another kind of ache. Before STRIKE, he’d never believed he was capable of such sentiment. He’d been dragged up, kicking and screaming in the hell hole he’d been forced to come home, always having to fend for himself, since no other fucker would guide him. He’d learned to steal from a young age, and even then he’d known how to pull the wool over another's eyes. ( He'd been a scrawny little runt, fast enough to flee before anyone suspected too much. No one could say he couldn’t improvise, or put on a performance, he’d done it his entire life. He just hadn’t expected to take one step forward and ten back. ) He’d naively assumed he was done with this shit. That he’d been on a destination to the straight and narrow. He’d never stopped to think about how corrupt HYDRA was. They’d been his salvation, even laced in poison. Yet now, he had no choice, he had to start from scratch. The one who had recruited him in the bloody first place had gone, hadn’t he?
Brock had perished, burned to a bloody crisp no doubt, and he’d been left to do the only damn thing he was good for. Revenge was bittersweet; a basic human instinct. HYDRA had left them both to rot, they’d proved their loyalty, and their reward had been to be disowned like badly behaved boys. He’d always believed that no matter how far off the deep end they went, they’d have each other. He’d had Rumlow’s six since he’d risen through the ranks in STRIKE. ( Who was he now without him? A rogue living half a life? He’d lost his partner in crime, his blood brother - his -- ) No, he couldn’t think like that. Couldn’t remember that. Fingers snatched up the Balisong, twisting it between his fingers to distract himself, counting as he’d disciplined himself to do, a coping mechanism that had to be healthier than stabbing some poor bastard every time the rage consumed him. He’d need to do a supply run soon; his liquor was running empty, and his food was scarce.
He’d been popping pills to get by. Vicodin mostly, but they came with their own complications. Like everything else, there was a price to pay. He either sucked it up or he gave up completely, and the latter wasn’t in his nature. Besides, HYDRA deserved to be hit heavily. Sure he might not be able to destroy them all, but he’d damn well try, and it was that notion that motivated him to finally move, throwing stuff into his kit. ( He’d always travelled light, preferring to rely on his fists and wit but a few guns were added to his arsenal, and then he was ready to follow what he presumed would be another loose end. ) Ah well, there was no way of knowing without investigating was there? Giving one last look around the dreary apartment, he hot-wired the car in the garage, the stolen plates providing enough of a cover, and forced his shitty leg to behave, before slipping out into the world.
The drive there wasn’t anything to hark about, pretty uneventful just the way he liked it, and the car was discarded several miles away, reluctantly deciding to go the rest of the way on foot. He couldn’t be too careful; they could have eyes and ears everywhere. Call it paranoia, but he wasn’t about to take any chances and he only proceeded down the hill once he was sure he hadn’t been followed. ( Naturally, he stuck out like a sore thumb; stealth came with difficulty when you had to hop about like a rabbit. Yet he made it down towards the crumbling structure and eyed the remnants of the roof with careful consideration. ) Damn it, it looked like one wrong move, would bring the entire place down. Now that he was there though, he had to risk it for a biscuit, eh? Scoffing at the sheer irony of escaping one collapse, only to meet his fucking end in another, he proceeded.
Soon enough boots crunched under debris, his Glock 19 tracing the walls of the dilapidated confines of what was once one of HYDRA’S vast empires. Oh, how the mighty had fallen. What would they think of all their work going up in flames? Would they care? Or would they not bat an eyelid? He wasn’t sure. He had thought he had known them, and what a lie that had been. So much for loyalty. It had got him nowhere. Just knee-deep in rubble, kicking stone with a leg that was about as useless as a chocolate fireguard. ( Though in time, he made it through, scouring the area. It was a good job too, he was thankful for his instincts. The hair on the back of his neck prickled, giving him the heebbie-jeebies, and ah yes - what the fuck was that? ) He wasn’t alone… there was - for a horrifying moment, he felt sick. He was sure it was but no - couldn’t be. Nevertheless, his weapon trained on the shadow, breath hitching as he became convinced he was seeing things. Man, he needed his medication - now. This wasn’t healthy. One shouldn’t chase ghosts. But then the words came out gravelled from his own lips; trigger steady.
‘Oi, arsehole. Don’t you fuckin’ move.’
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hi xin!! im not sure what youre up to in succession but what do you think so far? like do you have any characters or themes or anything thats really intriguing to you/that you think has been explored really well etc? i think theres sooooo much there but i get a bit too 😵💫😵💫😵💫 to really articulate it well BUT i love hearing what other people are thinking abt it. mwah hope youve been well too 💜
HI VAL <333333 I LOVE SUCCESSY!!!! so im on the s2 finale (havent watched it yet but thats the today plan) and i have many. vibe related feelings not super coherent but yeah :)
first off its just soooo embarry that i understand wtf theyre about all the time <- businessmajorisms 😭 its genuinely so embarrassing when theyre saying shit like 'we need a poison pill white knight defence' and i know exactly what theyre referring to
my real 1st thought is that u def need to like. care about what they're parodying bc otherwise (1) to me its not as interesting if not, bc otherwise ur just glazing thru a lot of important context - probably why among other reasons i couldnt get into it the first time around when i watched like 2 eps (2) just based on brief observations it can make you a lil weirdinsane abt the characters when you treat them like. a regular guy from your shows (hence shit like tomgreg 😭😭😭)
the familial abuse dynamics. insane btw. logan @ his family vs logan what he presents to the world/people he wants things from vs logan what he presents to his employees..........and then you can see connor&willa and go ah yes . different flavour of abuse . insanity
UNRELATED BUT. tom & greg's voices are kind of in my head now i had an argument w myself this morning but in their voices and then i was like oops ive been watching too much
speaking of watching too much so /i/ am also a businessguy(ish. its complicated) who is . at this point running a newspaper (ish. we havent rlly started but ive been doing so much interviewing i am actually writing this in a break btwn them) so im like. omg what if im commiting mediacorporate crime and its like no. youve just been watching succession
ANYWAY CHARACTERS. shiv fascinates me. like yes her family esp logan doesnt really respect her opinions but also she is sooooo slimy. smth abt how ur sympathies for her get played with incessantly < shiv enjoyer
i hate tom sm but i cant hate hate him....actually i think that describes most of the characters. lol
the way theres so much dead air in this show is like. gweoifjiewjfoiwjefiw the awkwardness of it all. really adds to it
I WILL BE BACK I NEED TO FINISH MY INTERVIEWSSTAYTUNED
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Eat Me
He cooks for you that night, it is but one of his many talents. From your perch you hear the chopping of the knife, efficient and rhythmic. You hear the sizzling of the pan, the bubbling liquids, the swish of eggs being beaten out of shape. What you do not hear, or see, is the little green pill being put into your food. It sits undisturbed in the centre of your neatly measured portion, masquerading as just another bit of something what was once a vegetable. You are aware of it, always, but never when. It could happen on any day of the week, but it is always a surprise. You eat with glee, talking as if it’s just another night. You don’t understand until a little later, when you feel the heat start to spread out into your dainty limbs. A little stone at the bottom of your stomach is dissolving, releasing strange and wondrous things into your bloodstream. You lie in his lap as it happens, looking up into his dark eyes, dazed and confused. Grateful, you think, but it’s not just gratitude making your heart beat faster. As he looks down his hair frames his face in a way that makes him seem absolute, complete. You love being in his lap.
There is a sort of elongation of the space around you, a soft blurring of life itself as the colours become both starker and softer. You know what it is now, you know what comes next. You feel every pore of his skin against yours as he carries you to bed. You feel the texture of every piece of clothing as he removes them from your body one by one. Next to the bed someone has lit a candle. It is a beautiful thing, flickering and bright against the dark room, just like you. The magnificent poison in your veins heightens your senses. It makes every moment feel both instant and forever. It will come at a price, but you could not begin to consider that even if you wanted to. There is nothing else tonight, nothing else but him. Using you, filling you, transforming you through the purpose you were made for. The sheets are soft and perfect. His breath is mystical. His touch is divine. To call you a woman would be an insult, you are something so much greater in his grasp. You have never loved someone as much you love him now, in this waking eternity. You say the words, over and over again, they spill across your lips into a forest of mangled sounds. It is the pleasure of total oblivion, is this what it feels like to be destroyed? Once again, destroyed and remade. All for him. He uses you, you want him to. The scent of sweat is like ambrosia on your tongue. It will not last – it cannot last – but you will feel as if every part of you has been wrung dry before it is over. You have no idea if it takes an hour or ten, it makes no difference. You would lie here forever if it made him happy, if it gave you purpose as it does now. You experience a brief moment of clarity with your face pressed into the sheets. He is taking you from behind, ramming you over and over while holding you by the hips. You experience nirvana as his essence explodes into you and your defences crumble into dust, perhaps forever. You will never be able to say no to this man, ever again. No matter what he asks, no matter when. You grip the sheets tight as your eyes roll into the back of your skull. The heightened tactility of everything merely adds another dimension to your bliss. He kisses your neck as he lies down besides you, wraps himself in you, wraps you both in the warm sheets. You spend several moments doting on him, completely incapable of responding as he whispers sweet nothings into your soul. They will stay there forever, which he knows. He knows so very well. At some point you drift away into infinity, the world becomes dark as you fall asleep in his arms.
Tomorrow you will wake up and everything will be awful. All the borrowed colour will have faded out of the world and you will be left with almost nothing. You will find it hard to talk, hard to move. Your thoughts will be evil and your mood will be worse. He will hold you, and make you coffee, and dote on you like a good owner should. He will also fuck you again, at least once, as you lie completely still and drained on the bed. It is a different experience, you will forgive him for this. You belong to him, after all, nothing but a toy to be consumed. A day or two later your levels will normalize. Your view of the world will correct itself, except for the parts he has chosen to change. You will be even more his than you were before. He does this by degrees, aware, precise. Exactly like another of his projects. He loves you, you think, even if it’s a different kind of love, one you can’t explain to your parents or your friends. You have never met anyone like him and you never will again because he never intends to let you go. Such are the rules. The beautiful, unwritten rules that bind you together and define your love. You are his prey and his partner. You feed off of his love and he feeds off of you in turn. It is almost symbiotic, though he will probably always take more than you can give. That’s okay. You want to be destroyed, you crave to be consumed. And it is so much better than being alone. You will never, ever, be alone again.
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Here we go, another government shut down.
Republicans are trying to blame Democrats, but it seems to be basically because Senate Democrats refused to hold a vote on their last-minute poison pill amendments (such as racist fear-mongering over the border). It is absolute folly, not to mention criminally irresponsible, to do this, in an election year at that. But the Republicans are incapable of compromise or reason, completely dominated by MAGA fanatics who want to burn the government down for Trump. Meanwhile Marjorie Treason Greene has filed to evict another Speaker from the chair after the House voted to fund the government. I might add that with their majority almost non-existent due to resignations, it is questionable whether they will be able to select a new Speaker at all.
Anyway, it looks like the Seante won't vote until Monday, so it's a partial shutdown (specifically Homeland Security, Defence, State, Treasury, Health and Human Services, Education and Labor) until at least then. This means Federal employees in some agencies will be off work as of midnight.
Some essential employees will continue working. However because of the lack of pay, some may find excuses to just stay home (this happened during the last major shutdown, which ended when it became to seriously threaten the functionality of air ports).
#US#Politics#Election#2024#Republican Fascists#Republican Criminals#Marjorie Taylor Greene#Shutdown#House Speaker#Senate#Vote Blue
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US Woman Accused Of Killing Husband Googled 'Luxury Prisons For Rich'
She searched the internet for information about Utah's penitentiaries, as well as "luxury prisons for the rich in America."
US woman Kouri Richins who allegedly killed her husband and wrote a children's book about grief had googled extensively about 'luxury prisons for the rich' and how long it takes life insurance companies to pay.
According to KTVX, the 33-year-old mother of three is accused of poisoning her husband, Eric Richins, with a lethal dose of fentanyl in March 2022, and had a Google history that included disturbing searches.
She searched the internet for information about Utah's penitentiaries, as well as "luxury prisons for the rich in America," the news outlet reported.
She also searched the web whether investigators can see deleted messages, how long life insurance companies take to pay claimants, whether police can force you to take a lie detector test and if the cause of death can be changed on a death certificate, the report said.
Details of her Google searches emerged during her appearance at a detention hearing on Monday where the judge called a "substantial danger" to society and ordered her to remain behind bars.
The media outlet also reported that the suspect also viewed an article titled "Signs of Being Under Federal Investigation," and another headlined "Delay in Claim Payment for Death Certificate with Pending Cause of Death."
Her other searches included the queries "Is naloxone similar to heroin," "What is considered the non-natural manner of death" and "Kouri Richins Kamas net worth," KTVX added.
However, her defence attorney Clayton Simms says she was simply researching her case to see how evidence is processed, adding "There's nothing there that indicates guilt", BBC reported.
According to CNN, Eric Richins' sister, Amy Richins, also made a victim impact statement at the hearing, saying: "Eric died under horrendous circumstances. I am tormented at the thought of what he endured."
"I play it out in my head, I go through the terrible sequence of events. I wonder when he realized he was in mortal danger. I wonder what Kouri may have said to him in his last moments," she continued. "We have watched as Kouri has paraded around portraying herself as a grieving widow and victim while trying to profit from the death of my brother."
In March 2022, Ms Richins called the police late one night and said her husband, Eric Richins, was "cold to the touch", a BBC report said.
She told the officials that she had made her husband a mixed vodka drink before finding him unresponsive hours later. A medical examiner later found Mr Richins died from a fentanyl overdose.
The medical examiner said that Mr Richins had five times the lethal dosage of the drug in his system.
According to court documents, between December 2021 and February 2022, Mr Richins had texted a person who was arrested on drug charges asking for prescription pain medication for an investor with a back injury.
The court documents further revealed that Ms Richins got hydrocodone pills and she later requested something stronger.
After three days, Ms Richins obtained the drugs and the couple had a Valentine's Day dinner, after which he fell sick.
After two weeks, Ms Richins obtained more fentanyl.
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Hello again! Me in a reblog instead of replies this time, since giving responses was welcomed.
I struggled a bit as to how to arrange this as so many (common) talking points were in your post, but I’m going to try to give short responses to each (you’re welcome to ask for an extensive answer to any, but for one-post’s sake I’ll be shortening or in some cases linking elsewhere for others), and then attempting to provide a bit of background for understanding how the bedrock of fandom’s racism—not even necessarily your own biases!—plays into how all of these interpretations of Scott have risen to “common” knowledge.
1. Scott and Murder
He is perfectly ok with Gerard being dead if it meant that his mother is safe from the threats by Gerard - there’s no evidence, in show or in extra materials, that Scott intended to kill Gerard by switching the pills to Mountain Ash. On the contrary, all it did was ensure Gerard would not be able to accept the bite—if Scott had wanted Gerard dead, switching the pills with cyanide, an offensive poison, would’ve been much simpler than Mountain Ash, a defensive countermeasure.
He is not supposed to guilt trip Stiles for a pure act of self defence - he shouldn’t and he doesn’t! Scott was lied to and told a version of events wherein Stiles did not act in self defense (5x08), and in the rain fight they both missed that the stories were different (5x09). When Stiles tells Scott what actually happened, Scott very gently just says “i know what self-defense is,” alleviating stiles’ misplaced guilt over not understanding his own innocence (due to Stiles’ own very real trauma).
He is perfectly ok with killing Peter if it meant he doesn’t become a werewolf - Scott became a werewolf because Peter attacked and violated his body, something he didn’t ask for and Peter did exclusively for personal gain. Peter was also still actively murdering people, and—somewhat crucially—Scott is willing to consider this plan both bc 1)he’s been threatened with death multiple times because of his forced species change and 2)Derek presents the plan, which Derek knows is a lie. Also, absolutely every character in the narrative wants Peter dead for pretty good reasons at this point, so I’m not really sure why this is here at all.
2. Scott and Derek
He is not supposed to force Derek against his will to bite Gerard - Scott doesn’t; Gerard does. As Gerard says in 2x12, it’s been his plan since day 1 to force Derek to give him the bite—which Derek recognizes will result in Gerard immediately killing all of them so Gerard can become Alpha. Scott apologizes to Derek for what’s to come, because he doesn’t want this to happen either, but thankfully Scott had already realized what Gerard had planned to do—and so had switched the pills not with the intent to kill Gerard, but to protect Derek.
He is not supposed to say “maybe they had a reason to do it” - Scott says this in episode 4, after which the sum total of Scott’s experience with werewolves has been them stalking, hurting, killing, and mind controlling him. Now crucially, Scott was wrong, and Derek was very correctly hurt by this statement. Derek immediately corrects him. Scott never argues against this again—all he does is state that not every Argent can be blamed for what happened, because Allison is literally innocent.
He is not supposed to let Derek die and immediately kiss his back from dead girlfriend - genuinely, why? he didn’t let derek die—derek made an active decision to sacrifice himself to save everyone else (which i think was an incredibly poor writing decision, but it didn’t speak badly of any of the characters). immediately seeking comfort from others after a brush with death is extremely common, which is why everyone else on the field rushes to their loved ones as well. and as soon as Scott and Allison break apart, it’s Scott—no one else—that rushes to comfort Eli.
3. Misc
He is not supposed to abuse Isaac - agreed! i think every scott fan or otherwise hates these scenes and thinks davis should go directly to jail! i also think stiles shouldn’t tell isaac he’s “milking” his abuse in the same episode, or that Derek should literally victim blame Lydia about Peter (3x02). No one sincerely holds Derek or Stiles at fault for these cases, bc they’re 1)isolated and 2)the product of davis being absolutely terrible with trauma, which is why Scott should not be either.
Okay, that was a lot! Thank you for sticking with me thus far.
Now, we get to the more complicated part of where all of these came from.
I don't know how long you've been in teen wolf fandom, but in order to understand it you really have to know how bad it was towards Scott. Like, really, really bad. Headcanons and interpretations don't just happen in a vacuum; they're influenced by the posts we read, the gifsets we see, the fic we enjoy. And during the show's airing, there was an extremely dedicated meta writing group that specialized in taking absolutely anything Scott did and turning it into Scott being The Devil Incarnate—and every pre-movie reason you listed above started with that group, because they were that influential. You do not have to be personally racist to dislike Scott, but most of the anti-scott meta that influences teen wolf fandom today was built on racist interpretations.
If you'd like to learn more about the history of fandom racism as it relates to Teen Wolf, I'd super recommend stitchmediamix's articles in the What Fandom Racism Looks Like series, an older archive of the racism OG scott fandom experienced, or for more general reading (some tw specific, some not), my tag for fandom racism.
Okay!!!!!!!!
I'm a poc.
I can't stress this enough. I'm gonna lose my mind if I see another post about "you are a racist if you don't like Scott McCall". I don't really hate him, he is just not my top fav character.
The trope I hate the most in ensemble cast is-character not being called out or not facing the consequences because of their decisions or the things they do. This perfectly applies to Scott McCall.
He is perfectly ok with killing Peter if it meant he doesn't become a werewolf.
He is perfectly ok with Gerard being dead if it meant that his mother is safe from the threats by Gerard.
But no one says anything on this. Everyone just keeps saying he is a morally goody goody boy which he isn't.
If it is meant to be character development then people should agree that Scott is not perfect which no one addresses in the show.
He is a teenager. Of course he makes stupid decisions but everyone treats him like he is some kinda god in the show that it's very hard to treat him like a normal teenager.
He is not supposed to abuse Isaac.
He is not supposed to force Derek against his will to bite Gerard.
He is not supposed to let Derek die and immediately kiss his back from dead girlfriend.
He is not supposed to say "maybe they had a reason to do it" and honestly everyone that supports this statement is sick to the core. If anything Derek has every reason to be outright angry and kill every living Argent but he doesn't do that but you know what he does? Safely drops his enemy's daughter at her house. And everyone wonders why Derek is a fan favourite next to Stiles.
He is not supposed to guilt trip Stiles for a pure act of self defence.
I can go on and on for the reasons why Scott isn't my fav character but his race is not one of them. I also very recently got to know that he is a poc but he is not my fav character since long back.
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TRoR’s 31 Days of December - Hosted by The Room of Requirement Discord Server
Below is a Masterlist of all the pieces made for this event! Thank you so much to everyone who participated. Every new event is even better than the last and it’s thanks to you all!
Cloudy - by Divida
Trapped alone in a prison on an island, there are many things Tom forgets. But he never forgets Harry.
[ART] The Swan Song of an Immortal - by apodis
There are many monsters in the Black Lake. Among them is a siren that sings every night—it sings a lovely, beautiful tune, one that appeals to people’s deepest, darkest desires. Students are warned to not be attracted to it.
Harry is the only one who does not hear a wordless song. He hears screams, hisses, laughter. He hears wrathful, cruel words—promises of ruin, revenge.
Since he can actually hear past the beautiful lie of a song, Harry is the only one who has no excuse for falling for the monster.
a tremendous change - by caxandra
Contrary to popular opinion, Tom’s capacity for emotion was tremendous. Growing up, it was only rivaled by his tremendous self-control.
Or, how Tom Riddle methodically smothers each and every one of his emotions.
No prior knowledge of the series necessary
Ephemerality - by doshu
Lord Voldemort has felt it since Quirrell turned to dust. He has ignored it for years. But it never ignores him.
It begins as a caress.
Shuttered Windows - by doshu
Harry’s an art student, and he falls in love with Tom’s work.
Tom is a photographer, and in Harry he finds a perfect model.
Tomarry Christmas Prompts 2021 - by AudiaLucus and suzunikouru
Tomarry Room of Requirement Christmas Prompts Collection. Light reads. Written for Fun.
Co-written with AudiaLucus!
The Bitter Pill - by seol_xiv
"Resentment is like taking poison and waiting for the other person to die.” — Malachy McCourt
Harry had somehow ended up thrown back into the past — during what should have been his second year at Hogwarts.
The only problem was, he’s in the completely wrong body!
(OR, Harry struggles to create a happier ending for everyone. All while adjusting to his new body and dealing with Voldemort, Tom Riddle, Dumbledore, a Golden Trio that can’t help but find trouble, and what could potentially be the Pureblooded versions of the Dursleys).
When we all fall down - by LouveClaviere
What do you do, when it all falls down?
Because to capture did not always mean to take something by force. It was, first and foremost, to gain control – and sometimes, that could be given willingly.
Bolide - by doshu
noun | /ˈbōlīd,ˈbōləd/
Astronomy: The brightest of meteors, a fireball brighter than the full moon. Geology: A very large impactor.
On October 31, 1981, a tiny piece of soul attaches himself to Harry Potter in order to survive.
This is his story.
For Auld Lang Syne - by doshu
When he finds himself disarmed and held at wandpoint in the middle of a snowstorm, Tom’s first thought is that he is an embarrassment to Defence professors the world over.
His second thought is something along the lines of, “Oh no, not again.”
Not Real - by StrangeHarbor
Tom wonders if he's even capable of love.
The Master and His Ghost - by karameiwaku
Seven years after the final battle, Harry waits on the battlefield as the Dark Lord comes back one more time.
ROR 31 Days of December Word Prompt: Wind
#tomarry#harrymort#tomarrymort#harry potter#tom riddle#Holiday Event 2021#event#art gallery#fic gallery#WIP#Complete#under 5k#5 to 10k#10 to 25k#25 to 50k
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How to Woo a Lan pt1 / On AO3
Jin Ling is determined to court Lan Sizhui, but can't seem to say two words to him without insulting him. He decides that what he needs is the help of someone who has already successfully seduced a Lan, and he knows something about Nie Huaisang that others don't.
It had been, to put it mildly, a bit of a wild year. Jin Ling had gone from being treated as a child by everyone who met him and being barely mature enough to be trusted alone on a Night Hunt, to having to behave like a full grown adult because he suddenly was the leader of a cut-throat sect that was half falling apart after the early death of its corrupt former leader.
Fifteen was never an easy age, but Jin Ling was pretty sure he had it a little rougher than most people.
Of course, it could have been worse. For one thing, he could have been dead. In fact, he had come pretty close to it a few times, most memorably when he was kidnapped and trapped in the Burial Mounds with other juniors, and when his beloved uncle Jin Guangyao had used him as a hostage and threatened to cut his throat open with a guqin string if he wasn’t allowed to run away after it was revealed he had murdered a number of people, like Jin Ling’s grandfather, and indirectly caused the death of others, like Jin Ling’s father. And then after that there had been a handful of other attempts on Jin Ling’s life once he had become sect leader, because he had older relatives who thought they’d be better at the job, or who other people thought would be easier to corrupt… but really, those attempts just hadn’t been very impressive.
Jin Ling had been raised by Jin Guangyao, so he knew a thing or two about avoiding poison. And he’d been raised by Jiang Cheng as well, so even at his age, there weren’t that many adults who could pose a threat to his life, should they directly attack him.
All in all, the murder attempts hadn’t been so bad. The paperwork and meetings, on the other hand, were the worst thing ever. There were so, so many letters to read, and to analyse, and to answer. And then there were Night Hunt reports. Tracking the progress of junior disciples. Bills. An astonishing number of bills, oftentime for things Jin Ling didn’t even understand, so he had to ask during meetings what the sect was spending money on this time. There was a forty percent chance that it was something frivolous he could cut off, and a fifty percent chance that it was just barely concealed corruption, but since there was the ten percent possibility of that bill being something actually useful, Jin Ling still had to investigate every single one, just in case.
With all this going on, Jin Ling was lucky when he could find an hour here and there to meditate, or work on his cultivation, or train Fairy. He had considered skipping sleep from time to time, but Jiang Cheng had heard about it, somehow, and rushed to Jinlin Tai to scream at him about being irresponsible with his health, as if he were any better. Everyone knew Sandu Shengshou ran on two hours of sleep, medical pills, and rage… but apparently Jin Ling wasn’t alone to do the same. Unfair.
Equally unfair was the fact that in the six months between Jin Guangyao’s death and Jin Ling’s fifteenth’s birthday, he had only gone on two night hunts.
The first was… not so bad. Jin Ling had been forced to have some other Jin disciples come along, which was boring, but then they’d all met up with some Lan and with Ouyang Zizhen, which had been pretty nice. Not quite as nice as it could have been if a certain person had been there, but not quite bad either, because Jin Ling had been able to chat with Ouyang Zizhen who was smarter than he looked, and to argue with Lan Jingyi who was fun to have a shouting match with.
And then, there had been that second Night Hunt. Jin Ling, still dealing with the aftermath of a slightly more efficient assassination attempt after which part of Jinlin Tai had really thought him dead for a good shichen and a half, had stumbled upon a man who had come to beg for the help of his sect and decided he’d help with that. He needed a break from his murderous cousins anyway.
So instead, he called the worst asshole he knew to help him deal with this, for fun.
And Lan Jingyi, for some reason known only to him, decided to let Wei Wuxian come as well.
That was the first problem, Jin Ling later decided. If Wei Wuxian hadn’t been there, things would have gone better. But he just didn’t really know where he stood with the man who had, technically, caused both of his parents to die and whom Jin Ling had, technically, tried to murder in return. The man who had also saved his life several times, without any hesitation.
Lan Jingyi knew that Jin Ling had mixed feelings about Wei Wuxian, who he hadn’t seen since the death of Jin Guangyao. So he had to have asked him to come along on purpose, because Lan Jingyi was a damn asshole and Jin Ling hated his guts, for all that he was probably his best friend at this point.
It wasn’t hard to be the best of something when you were almost the only one.
Anyway, Jin Ling should have guessed that Wei Wuxian would get involved in this, so it wasn’t such a surprise.
But then…
Then, when he arrived at the agreed meeting point, Jin Ling saw Lan Sizhui.
It had been six months, almost. In all that time, Jin Ling hadn’t once gotten any news from the older boy. He’d asked Lan Jingyi during that one Night Hunt, and then again when Lan Jingyi had needed to crash in Jinlin Tai some weeks later, in vain. All Lan Jingyi knew was that Lan Sizhui had gone away with Lan Wangji’s blessing, and that nobody could tell when he’d be back… or if he’d come back at all for that matter, which Jin Ling had found rather ominous. Sure, Lan Sizhui’s father figure had officially married another man, and not the best of men at that, but was it reason enough to run away? Did Lan Sizhui hate Wei Wuxian in particular, or did he have a problem with all cut sleeves? In the first case, it was understandable. In the second case, Jin Ling’s heart would be crushed forever and he would never know happiness again.
But Lan Sizhui was there, and standing next to Wei Wuxian when Jin Ling arrived, chatting with a peaceful yet happy expression and looking quite animated, at least by Lan standards. Jin Ling had the sensation that the two of them hadn’t met in a while, which Lan Sizhui personally confirmed later when Jin Ling had a talk to him as well.
Six months wasn’t such a long time, and yet it had felt an eternity. Lan Sizhui hadn’t grown during that time away, not exactly, but he had a new air of maturity to himself, a certain spark in his eyes that said he had seen more than most others his age. He was a little less willowy as well, his clothes fitting differently on him compared to before, hinting at more strength than he used to have. His smile, though, remained as gentle as ever.
Jin Ling almost cursed upon seeing him.
It seemed he hadn’t gotten over his stupid crush at all.
Thankfully, for most of this, Jin Ling was too busy with the actual Night Hunt to make too much of a fool of himself. It was a pretty weird situation, with a haunted room in which a thief had died, which then led to a story about a man who had killed multiple women in a very gruesome manner. Jin Ling thought they’d handled that pretty well, really. He even got to be a little cool when he volunteered to stay the night in that haunted room to check if the ghost had really been taken care of.
Of course it hadn’t, and that was absolutely terrifying, but Jin Ling kept his cool and got to show off to all those Lan disciples in the morning when he recounted what had happened to him. He thought Lan Sizhui looked a little impressed, but that might just have been because he’d been so sure he’d solved the situation with Lan Jingyi the day before. And Jin Ling was also the one to realise the ghost they were dealing with must have been looking for a certain missing body part, which they needed to retrieve if they were to solve the case.
All things considered, Jin Ling thought he had done really great during this whole Night Hunt, and properly demonstrated to everyone, but especially a certain Lan in particular, what a great mature person he had become.
Of course Jin Ling had to ruin that.
It was just the sort of luck he had.
Jin Ling’s only defence was that he’d been exhausted at that point. They’d just spent five entire days looking for a tongue that had been cut off decades earlier, and although it would have been wise to get some sleep before all heading back to their respective sects… but they were young, they were victorious, and the only adult around to supervise them was Wei Wuxian who firmly believed that Lan juniors should be encouraged to misbehave. So of course they had all gathered at an inn, ordered plenty of food, more drink than reasonable (but that was because Wei Wuxian had to be bribed into silence) and had a bit of a party to celebrate their success.
Because Lan Sizhui had been the one to find the ghost’s tongue, everyone wanted to sit with him, it was only natural. Jin Ling had to glare and bare his teeth and elbow a few people so he could sit next to his friend, while Lan Jingyi easily found his place on the other side of Lan Sizhui by virtue of having known him basically since birth. A most unfair advantage, and one more reason to dislike Lan Jingyi, who was luckier than he had any right to be.
Lan Sizhui didn’t appear to notice how much attention was on him. Or if he did, he pretended it didn’t affect him. He just seemed happy to be spending time with everyone, and to no longer be searching around for that damn tongue. Lan Sizhui laughed at other’s jokes, blushed at their praise, made sure that everyone had enough to eat, and just generally behaved like the most perfect person the world had ever known, which he was. Jin Ling was so delighted to have him back around, and happy to see him so admired by everyone else, so of course he had to let it be known in the worst possible way.
“Of course it’s Lan Yuan who gets all the glory,” Jin Ling said at one point, while pouring himself some wine. “Isn’t it always like this? I’m sure some people must have been glad you disappeared for so long, leaving the rest of us a chance to do something. But now that you’re back, I expect it’ll all be about you, right?”
“What do you mean?” Lan Sizhui asked, his beautiful smile falling down.
Jin Ling frowned at the question. What he meant was that Lan Sizhui was, and by far, the best cultivator of their generation, so it was only natural for people to admire him. Sure some others might envy his great skill, but that was their problem, and now that Lan Sizhui was back in the Cloud Recesses, of course he’d gotten back his rightful place in the spotlight.
What else could he have meant?
“I’ve said what I said,” Jin Ling replied. “Don’t pretend you don’t know.”
Sure Gusu Lan valued modesty, but someone as great as Lan Sizhui had to know how good he was at everything, so there was no need to be so humble.
“Shut up or I’ll punch you,” Lan Jingyi threatened, his tone vicious enough to catch the attention of Wei Wuxian who’d been mostly ignoring the juniors in favour of his own jars of wine.
Even Jin Ling was startled. It was common enough for Lan Jingyi and him to argue. In fact, that was their main bonding activity, they were always bickering, but there was rarely any actual anger to it. If anything, Lan Jingyi usually seemed to enjoy that he had someone he could snap at who wouldn’t scold him for breaking sect rules. But that night, he suddenly looked earnestly furious, and it puzzled Jin Ling.
Must have been the wine, he figured. Those Lan just couldn’t handle alcohol.
“Don’t drink if you can’t deal with it,” Jin Ling said. “And don’t get angry at people just because they’re right.”
Lan Jingyi jumped to his feet, but before he could say anything more, Lan Sizhui grabbed him by the wrist and forced him to sit down away. He had to have put some strength into it, because Lan Jingyi immediately obeyed.
“Jingyi, that’s enough,” Lan Sizhui said, rather more dryly than Jin Ling was used to from him. “If that’s how Jin zongzhu feels, then that’s how it is. I hadn’t meant to be taking the spotlight in an undue manner, and I am sorry if I gave the impression I seek attention. In the future, when working with Jin zongzhu, I’ll be sure to keep my distance to avoid bothering him so much. I thought we’d work as a good team, but…”
Lan Sizhui stood up, fists clenched tight on either side of his body.
“If Jin zongzhu really hates working with me, then of course I’ll respect his choice. Now if you don’t mind, I think I’ll go to bed now. I’ve had a pretty long day.”
He turned away and left the room, leaving behind him a suddenly heavy atmosphere. None of the juniors spoke for a good while, most of them staring at the door through which Lan Sizhui had left. Jin Ling in particular was flabbergasted, scrambling to understand what exactly had just happened there.
At his end of the table, Wei Wuxian snickered as he poured himself more wine.
“You really get your people’s skills from your uncle,” he said, not quite looking at Jin Ling, but quite obviously directed at him nonetheless. “And not the right one for that, might I add. That’s something for you to work on, I’d think.”
“I’m not hearing that from you!” Jin Ling complained. “You’re a weirdo who makes everyone uncomfortable!”
“And yet I caught myself a husband,” Wei Wuxian retorted, wiggling his eyebrows in a manner that should have been illegal around impressionable young people. “Clearly I can’t be so bad at dealing with people. I can give you some lessons, if you’d like? Could teach out to flirt even. Hanguang-Jun thinks I’m very good at it.”
All the juniors shivered in fear at the idea of flirting lessons from Wei Wuxian. Even Lan Jingyi threw Jin Ling a sympathetic glance, before remembering he had randomly decided to be furious at his friend and glaring at him.
“Who… who’d want lessons from you about anything?” Jin Ling exclaimed. Then, because he tried to be fair, he added: “Unless it’s about Night Hunting. You’re good at that, when you stop acting all goofy. But for everything else, you’re too weird! If Hanguang-Jun didn’t have such weird tastes to begin with…”
The Lan juniors exploded at the implication their personal hero Lan Wangji was anything less than perfect in all aspects.
“Watch it, Jin zongzhu!”
“Hanguang-Jun’s tastes are excellent for almost everything!”
“It wasn’t enough to be mean to Sizhui, now you have to also go after Hanguang-Jun?”
That last one puzzled Jin Ling, who blinked numbly, trying to understand at what point, exactly, he’d been mean to Lan Sizhui. Before he could ask about that, Wei Wuxian started cackling and thanked all the juniors present for approving of his marriage. This backfired when it turned out that the boys were, in fact, very supportive of the union, and had drunk just enough to not feel ashamed about it. Wei Wuxian, always so quick to tease others with great declarations of affection at a bad moment, completely collapsed under that unexpected wave of affection, which pushed the Lan juniors to be even more demonstrative, until everyone’s attention was on Wei Wuxian.
Jin Ling took his chance and left the table without being noticed, suddenly needing some fresh air. He couldn’t go very far, in case others started to worry, but he still left the inn and started walking up and down the street where it stood, trying to put some order in his thoughts.
He didn’t think that he had been rude to Lan Sizhui, of course. Or at least, he had certainly not intended to be. But between intentions and results there could be a world of difference, and it was true that Jin Ling was sometimes… he tried hard, he really did. He wanted to be as smooth as Jin Guangyao had been (though with less secrets), and he wanted to be as respected as Jiang Cheng was (though preferably without needing to resort on inspiring fear quite as much). But he had a tendency to sometimes say the wrong thing.
More than sometimes.
Things would be quite clear in his mind, and then he opened his mouth and said something that pissed off everyone. It didn’t usually matter too much, because he was Lanling Jin’s sect leader, meaning he had enough money and power that people wouldn’t dare get angry at him too openly. But it had always been more of a problem when it came to his personal life. He’d gotten in many fights with his various cousins over the years because they deemed him rude and proud.
With juniors of other sects, he didn’t really get along all that well either, for the same reason, not until everything that happened in Yi city the year before… and even that had more to do with the people he’d met than with any personal improvement. Ouyang Zizhen was just the sort of person who got along with everyone, even with spoiled brats like Jin Ling. Lan Jingyi was an awful little pest, but he hadn’t been scared by Jin Ling’s status in the least, so they’d quickly found a way to co-exist, even if most people didn’t realise they’d become good friends. And as for Lan Sizhui… well, he was the most perfect person in the world, patient in spite of Jin Ling’s temper, kind to everyone, always striving to bring peace around him, always willing to see the best in others.
Jin Ling stumbled, and nearly fell face first into the dirt of the street.
Lan Sizhui had really looked upset when he’d left, so Jin Ling really must have said something wrong. The most perfect, most patient person in the world, and Jin Ling had managed to make him angry. That really wasn’t a good way to start courting someone.
And he wanted to court Lan Sizhui. Seeing him again after a few months had only made it clear to Jin Ling that this wasn’t just a crush, it was love. He was in love with Lan Sizhui, and determined to make him fall in love back… somehow.
What he needed was… what he needed…
Somewhere behind him, the inn’s door cracked open, just enough for Wei Wuxian to peek outside.
“Jin Ling, it’s getting late!” he shouted, uncaring that he might wake up the whole street. “Everyone’s going to bed and you should as well.”
“I’m not tired.”
“Don’t make me come get you,” Wei Wuxian warned. “Come, you’ll feel better in the morning. Just apologise to Sizhui at breakfast and he won’t hold it against you, he’s a good boy like that.”
Mortified at the idea that Wei Wuxian might try to drag him to bed like a petulant child, Jin Ling made his way back to the inn. He was annoyed though. He’d been on the verge of a great idea when Wei Wuxian had called for him, and now he’d lost it. Hopefully, he’d remember later.
Right then, he just went to sleep as ordered.
In the morning Jin Ling apologised to Lan Sizhui, though he still wasn’t sure what he’d said wrong, and Lan Sizhui apologised back for reacting so strongly to a little bit of criticism. Jin Ling hadn’t dared to say he hadn’t meant to criticise, because then he’d have had to explain he was trying to compliment Lan Sizhui, and everyone was there watching them, and it would have been too embarrassing.
The Lan then left to head back to Gusu, while Jin Ling had to return to Lanling to write a report on this situation they had solved.
The whole time he flew towards home, he couldn’t help but wondered if he hadn’t somehow managed to ruin his entire love life at the ripe age of fifteen, just because his mouth and his brain couldn’t get along.
#zhuiling#lingzhui#jin ling#lan sizhui#xisang#though it won't be there until next chapter actually oops?#mdzs#jau writes#operation woo a lan#yeah this was my other big bang fic and i figured i might as well start posting that too#there's also one with nhs and xue yang but that one doesn't even have a presentable first chapter yet so it must wait a bit
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ok not to be spiritually edgy on main but i know souls exist somehow. maybe they're dark energy, which is hardly detectable especially in such a small amount, but explains so much as to why humans are as innovative and impactful as we are. maybe souls are something else, maybe there's a god, maybe we're just bad at adding stuff since we invented the rules of mathematics, and our lack of omnipotence prevents us from calculating accurately. maybe the 21 gram experiment was a bust and rightfully rejected. honestly? i believe it. maybe the numbers are off, but like i said, we came up with that shit too. i think souls exist because i can actually feel mine dying. haha, edgy on main right? you're just a bit stressed, right? no, i think people lose parts of their souls as times goes on and they go through heavy traumatic experiences, and when you lose a relationship with someone, a piece of each person detaches and no one really gains in the end, so that energy and liveliness feeds its way back into the free-for-all of the universe or some crap. maybe that's where miracles come from? orphaned ao3 works from nature's root-rotted mycelium worldwideweb of botched narratives. or something less wordy, who gives a shit about the details anyways? this is a vent post from someone who lost their fucking mind years ago, not an avant-garde poem. but back to what i was saying, i think humans have souls because every second mine is rooted to reality i can feel it being peeled away, one ligament at a time. for a while i thought i'd already lost my soul because i hadn't felt anything in years, but that was probably my body's defence mechanism, like when you can't feel your injury from shock. well, i was reminded my soul exists (albeit in botched shape) and now it's barely hanging in there, but since the world has gone to shits, everyone feels entitled to feel bad and ignore worse. "we are ALL busy, i'm stressed right now too!" i don't know jan, i think we're talking about different things right now, because i am literally fighting to stay alive at the moment... but i'll smile and nod my way through your absolutely atrocious and misattributed shakespeare quote you got off pintrest or instagram or facebook or whatever zuckerberg pill-of-poison you pick every day instead of doing your emails that are supposedly ruining your life. so, the TLDR is that souls exist because you can definitely notice when a part of them is missing, even if you chalk it up to cliches or caffeine, and dismiss the writhing restless energy clawing on/at/in/out of your skin. but honestly? i think the only thing worse than losing your soul is feeling your body try to hold onto it for every second of your existence. you can't let go, but the hydrogen peroxide esque disinfectant burn that consumes every part of you, tangible or intangible? yeah. to be redundant, it fucking sucks.
#bsc moment#semi vent#just getting the bad vibes#worked for 18 hours and got like 1% of my work done#barely that#and i work again in 7 hours#so there's that going for me#great |:
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Unit 2b: Immune System
Catching and Fighting Off Disease
Pathogens cause many human diseases (though not all).
When a pathogen grows in your body, it causes an infection. The pathogen may damage tissue, or produce toxins (chemicals) that poison cells. Your body has some sophisticated defences against these pathogens.
Defence No.1 – Barrier & Chemical Warfare
Human skin is watertight, and acts as a barrier to keep out pathogens.
If pathogens do enter body openings, then the enzyme lysozyme (saliva, tears, nose mucus & urine) can kill microbes.
Stomach acid kills most of the bacteria in food.
Defence No.2 – Phagocytes (Generalists)
If the pathogens make it through to your body tissue, then phagocytes (patrolling white blood cells) attack and engulf them.
Scanning electron micrograph of a phagocyte (right) engulfing an anthrax bacterium (left).
Defence No.3 – Lymphocytes (Specialists)
Each type of pathogen has unique marker chemicals called antigens on their outer surface. These antigens escape into the blod.
White blood cells called lymphocytes absorb these antigens, and then release a chemical called an antibody (or immunoglobin) into the blood. Antibodies are large, Y-shaped blood proteins that your immune system uses to identify & neutralize foreign objects (such as pathogenic bacteria and viruses).
The antibody recognizes & destroys the pathogens that made the antigen. Different pathogens have different antigens, so your blood has many types of antibodies floating in it.
Scanning electron microscope image of a single human lymphocyte, with false colour modifications.
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Disease-Spreading Agents
Air – e.g. cold & flu viruses from sneezing.
Water – e.g. girardia in lake water.
Food – e.g. listeria bacteria in shellfish.
Body fluids – e.g. HIV virus in blod.
Skin contact – e.g. thrush from touch.
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Immunity to Disease
When you're first infected with a particular pathogen, the organisms multiply rapidly, which causes the symptoms of the disease. But as antibody levels slowly build up, the pathgens are killed.
Now you have natural immunity to further infection from that pathogen, because you already have large numbers of the right antibody in your blood.
A vaccine can give you artificial immunity to a disease, because you're injected with weakened or dead pathogens. These pathogens stimulate lymphocytes to produce the right antibody, which prepares you for a real infection.
Vaccination works for bacteria and viruses. But some viruses (e.g. colds & flu) mutate rapidly, so it's difficult to develop an effective vaccine.
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Antibiotic Resistance
Antibiotics are chemicals produced by fungi that are very effective at destroying bacteria without damaging human cells. They can be taken internally as a medical drug (as pills or in solutions).
However, some bacteria develop resistance to a particular antibiotic.
Bacteria that belong to the same species aren't all the same, because their genes can change via mutation. So some bacteria acquire resistance to a particular antibiotic, and aren't killed by it. These resistant bacteria then multiply, and pass their resistant genes down to their offspring.
The bacteria that are vulnerable to the antibiotic are killed off, and the population gradually changes to a resistant strain. New antibiotics then have to be developed to fight these pathogens.
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Source: Science: NCEA Level 1 (New Zealand Pathfinder series).
#science#biology#microbiology#human biology#medicine#immunology#virology#viruses#bacteria#fungi#blood#phagocytes#lymphocytes#antibiotics#vaccination#antibiotic resistance
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@sunel0 asked:
7 - Acts like a baby when they’re sick
Theo.
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"Why aren't you sleeping?"
Theo blinks back at him from the bed, his hair a mess, and his nose red. He sniffs, somehow managing to look completely helpless, and collapses back onto the bed with a low whine that's somewhere between a dying wolf and a lonely one. "It's cold," he whispers, curling into a ball.
With a sigh, Stiles crosses the bedroom. "Of course it is," he says, grabbing the blanket from the floor, "you have to tuck yourself up."
"No," Theo whines, kicking his legs out, "that’s too warm." Scowling, he rolls onto his back and stares up at Stiles expectantly, almost as if he could do anything about his current situation. Stiles did all he could by calling Brett, whose laughter is still ringing in his ears because Theo managed to pick up the one virus that can even affect supernatural creatures. It's basically the magical equivalent to the common cold, so, it's not bad, no matter how dramatic Theo makes it out to be. He doesn’t even have a fever.
Stiles throws the blanket at the foot of the bed. "You want me to grab a thinner blanket?"
Theo shakes his head.
“You know what would make you feel better?”
Again, Theo simply shakes his head.
“Sleep.” Stiles drops onto the edge of the mattress, regretting the decision instantly because Theo uses his chance to wrap his arms tightly around his waist, warm cheek pressing against his hip. If he whines again, Stiles will call Brett and beg him for sleeping pills that work on supernatural creatures. He can’t do this for a week. Theo is a nuisance.
Of course, Theo whines again. “Stay.”
“No.”
“Why not?” For fuck’s sake, he sounds like a child that’s denied a treat. There has to be something Stiles can do. The last thing he wants is to end up in prison for murdering his boyfriend. Then again, maybe he can convince the police it’s self-defence. He should start recording this. They’d understand.
“Because you don’t sleep when I’m studying next to you.” Stiles still can’t believe that a common cold is what broke the big bad chimera, and here he thought the guy is invincible.
Tightening his arms, Theo whines for the third time within the span of five minutes. “But I sleep better when you’re next to me.”
“Theo-”
“Stiles,” Theo all but wails, his grip tightening even further, and sniffs.
Groaning, Stiles admits defeat. “Fine. Fine, but if you don’t sleep-”
Theo beams up at him, and Stiles gets the strange feeling that he was just fooled into not studying any longer. The second he’s settled in his bed, Theo is going to wrap around him and make it impossible to study.
Flicking his forehead, Stiles sighs. “You’re lucky you’re hot as hell.”
Theo blinks then straightens in shock. “I do have a fever.”
“No-” Stiles massages his temple. At this point, he’s ready to sell his soul for nerves of steel. “Babe, we measured your temperature an hour ago. You are fine.” When Lydia learnt Theo is sick, she told Stiles to stock up on booze for the rare chance it would turn into a serious case of man-flu. With a sigh, he presses a kiss to Theo’s forehead, cursing his past self for not listening to the smartest person he knows. “If you’re not under that blanket when I’m back,” he whispers between two kisses, “I will poison you with wolfsbane, so you have a reason to feel bad, understood?”
“Understood,” Theo whispers back.
“Good.” Stiles ruffles Theo’s hair and presses a kiss to the top of his head for good measure before getting to his feet.
Theo smiles, pulls the blanket up to his shoulders and closes his eyes.
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It was like poison, spreading backwards to create revisionist history. A less kind light thrown on things theoretically far removed from the here and now, seeping backwards and outwards beyond his control. Eyes turned back to the circle of vivid unnatural green, the defence rang false. This hadn't been for the pills, and a man was dead.
A man, who had walked into that room and been wilfully wiped out, the brainwashing to 'want' it must have been obvious and she had stood there and without a moment of true pause, killed him. A man, whose WIFE was expected to pretend it was some kind of gift, by the same woman who had facilitated it all.
Please accept this, Abby had begged of him.
Seconds ticked by, and he said nothing. The fact that he couldn't honestly answer his own question to himself of given the choice before everything else that could be blamed for it, would she have done the same thing, giving him pause. Not being able to say yes wasn't as difficult as not being able to instantly say no. And then, quiet and even: "-- Don't defend her."
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The 100 6x05 ‘The Gospel of Josephine’
Josephine was Clarke for half a day and managed to do such a bad job at it. She let Madi go to school when she made it very clear last episode that her answer was no. Shares a little too much about her night with Cillian to Bellamy, leaving him highly confused. Wrote with the wrong hand. Called Murphy ‘John’. Had a confused look on her face whenever anyone spoke Trig.
Bellamy picked up on it pretty quick. Once they’d seen the video in the lab, and Clarke didn’t seem against the whole body snatching thing, he started talking in Trig to her. He hoped he was wrong, and Josie did a decent job at trying to understand what he was saying (as she’s fascinated with languages), but the look on her face was a dead giveaway.
The look of horror on Bellamy’s face as he realise that Clarke is gone, that he’s lost her again, was heartbreaking. Lying there paralysed, unable to to do anything.
Kaylee and Josie were best friends when they first arrived on Alpha. But after Josie killed a friend of hers (in her defence it was a ‘sacrifice’), Kaylee pushed her down the stairs, killing her, and made it look like an accident. So as revenge, Josie flat out kills Kaylee, and steps over her body like it’s nothing out of the ordinary.
It took 25 years for Russell and Gabriel to bring Josephine back. They started off inserting the Mind Drives into young kids and teenagers, but they all died. The key was using a host with a mature brain. This time it worked, and Josephine II was born.
They wanted to bring Josephine back because Russell felt guilty about killing her during the eclipse. They just wanted to bring her back and that was it. But I think Josie was the one who took things further. When she learnt how they did this, she remarked that it was brilliant. She seemed utterly fascinated by the fact that they’d conquered death.
Gabriel saying ‘I got old’ basically confirms that he must be the ‘Old Man’. He just wanted to bring Josephine back, but once she took things too far he couldn’t be a part of it anymore.
Josie is a self proclaimed visionary. She’s lived many lifetimes and has had infinite time to learn whatever she desires. She a genius and has written countless books (including the children’s book about the eclipse). But as Abby says, the things written those books are monstrous. What they did in Becca’s lab was bad, but what she writes about in her books are much worse. Josie looked so offended that someone would criticise her work like that (which was quite amusing!).
Josie mentions her ‘breeding program’ idea, which I can guess is to ensure that only Nightbloods are born. What is seems it that she wants a ‘pure bloodline’ because she believes the Primes are the superior species and the only ones that should be alive.
From the short time we've spent with Josephine, she seems like a self absorbed, careless sociopath who does whatever it takes to achieve her desires. Similar to in the flashback (remember when she tested potentially poisonous plants on kids and didn’t care what happened to them?), but now her personality seems to be an even more extreme version of that.
I wonder if each time they get brought back, they loose a piece of themselves. And overtime more and more is chipped away until eventually they have no humanity left. We don’t know how many hosts Josephine has been in (I don’t think?). Maybe she’s gone through more than anyone else and she doesn’t care what happens to the bodies. Because when you can live forever, what do you have to lose?
Jordan is so much like Monty. When no one would take his concerns seriously, he decides to go off snooping on his own, breaking into the palace and finding the skeletons of the previous Primes, and the secret operating lab.
I loved Jordan bringing up that he prefers heart over head Bellamy. If it was someone Bellamy cares about in danger then he’d act with his heart wouldn’t he? Just like Jordan is now because he’s worried about what happened to someone he cares about.
Abby is desperate to save Kane. As she tells Jackson, unlike them, he is a good person. He’s the only one who tried to stop Bloodreina in the bunker. They just sat by and watched. On the the one hand, I understand her point of view. They did nothing to stop these things from happening so technically that makes them just as bad as the person actually doing them. But they did what they had to do to survive. Yes, Octavia shouldn’t have taken away their choice, but in the end they survived. Everyone who was in the bunker is screwed up in some way. Abby thinks that if she saves Kane that will give her some kind of pass for what she did? Not sure how I feel about that, but trauma can effect people differently. Now that she’s off the pills, I guess this is how she’s dealing with everything.
Josephine noticed in the lab that Murphy seemed somewhat envious of the fact that they’re immortal, and so she offered him a chance to be like her. Now that she knows Abby can create Nightblood, she needs someone to help her imitate Clarke. And who better to offer a chance at immortality than a cockroach?
I don’t think Murphy actually is on board with the offer. He always does what is necessary to stay alive. But it is possible that he was so haunted by what he saw when he ‘died’, and if he can’t die, then he can’t go to hell. But I’m leaning more towards he’s just playing along so he can survive.
Octavia sinking in the goop/quicksand because she keeps struggling to get out was very typical of her, always fighting even when there’s no reason to. Meanwhile Diyoza was staying clam. I am loving this team up. Diyoza understands her, she’s been there before, she knows what it’s like to hit rock bottom and to have everyone hate her. She’s in the history books alongside the worst people who have ever lived after all. She’s even tried to kill herself, but yet she’s still standing now. She tells Octavia that as long as she’s still breathing, there’s a chance to turn things around. I hope that hit something in Octavia and made her realise that there is still hope.
The ‘temporal flare’ (which seems like it might be an offshoot of the ‘temporal anomaly’?) seems to cause things to age. Time moves rapidly to whatever it comes into contact with. The trees have all turned to stone and the goop has crystallised over. Octavia decided to put her head under to save herself. She survived, and when she comes out in a way it’s like she was reborn.
I love the little nod she gives to Diyoza, acknowledging that she does want to live. Deep down she doesn’t want to die despite the way she’s been acting lately. Maybe now, after being symbolically reborn, she’s heading in the right direction to turn things around.
Her hand is now all wrinkly and old. The goop protected her mostly, except for her hand which seems to have been exposed to the flare. Is it going to spread to the rest of her body??
This episode was more lighthearted than usual, I found Josephine’s attempt to imitate Clarke quite hilarious! But it’s also advanced the plot in some seriously cool ways. As much as I love to hate Josephine, I hope they find a way to get Clarke back soon.
#the 100#the 100 6x05#the gospel of josephine#the 100 review#the 100 recap#the 100 spoilers#6x05#t100recap
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