in the wilderness
I plant myself in soil
that lets me grow
I use my tongue to rebel
and my fingers to dig dirt
I leave to survive
and when I come
I shake my legs
like a fish on land
I riot because I love myself
you never understood that
we separate cowardly
I cut you off at the roots
now I need no roof
my heart grows
in the wilderness
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how we misuse love
many times
I'd like to know how you wake
how september feels to you
(simple things we ask those we care for)
many times I miss you
as a friend in my life
(why do I still consider you that?
after you've made sure I'm not one)
somewhere out there
you're sitting thinking that
'love is a cruel game'
(while I believe it's the only kind truth we got)
well, you know what?
no, love is not cruel
no, love is not a game
if it ever became any of those things
it's only because you made it
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el viajero
I read poems in Spanish
to prepare myself for singing
el viajero, part man, part moon
he writes me like a prophet writes a girl
I choose my words carefully
maybe he could teach me something
when I tell her she says
'love shouldn’t educate you'
and she wonders why I confuse my need for passion
with the hunger to learn
if it is wisdom I lack
why don't I spend time at libraries?
between the lines of books
instead of searching
between the arms of men
but all I want is to say;
"el viajero, I am tired,
I sleep and sleep and only awake when I dream of you"
my friend tells me
to sleep all I want
because one day I will wake up anyways
she warns me to stop being in love
"rest and get back to life", she says
"things are pretty great out here"
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Morning message to myself
this poem is soon to be filled
with raw, untreated thoughts
and euphemisms
between the lines...
will be the name
of someone
who doesn't want
the lines
boys are taught
to apologize for
their weaknesses
girls are taught
to apologize
for their strengths
home,
what kind of rock are you?
the steady kind
or the one
I fill my pockets with
before I dive?
these are just untreated thoughts
squeezed into words
home, who are you?
a she or a he
morning message
to myself:
respect the flow of things
go with what takes you
stick to what makes you
and never be scared of losing
what is already lost
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