#plutotransit4H

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Pluto in the 4th house TRANSIT

~ PERSONAL MUTABLE BEAUTY NOTE 📝 🩷🔮

Pluto transiting your 4th will mean intense transformations within your home life. There is no physical home that will make u feel safe and sound. The “home” in which you seek will have you realizing towards the end of the transit that it is the one you make within yourself. Things that are out of your control happen within your family and home life.

Since 2008, I remember constant issues with the apartment I lived in. The ceiling has fell through in different rooms at least 4 times, rats eating through the wall and entering apartments, mold growing, etc. I’m talking about CONSTANT home utility issues every few months.

My relationship with my home has been unstable.

My family has transformed during this transit. My father left the house. Constant fights with my family members even on trips. Being kicked out of my home twice during arguments. Power struggles with roommates. I experienced my college years during this transit, I have fallen out with almost every roommate I had after an intense relationship that lead to an intense fight. We would start off as great friends and months later have an intense fight that lead to moving out. It was always out of my control lmao, I tried my best to keep the peace but it was at the cost of myself which eventually becomes enough.

It’s been painfully emotional to not feel safe and comfortable in my home. “Safe” as in, “this is a place I can settle in and relax in. This is my HOME.” I have emotionally detached from my childhood home. It has been a large influence on my emotional wellbeing. There is no place that will truly be home to you, with Pluto transiting the 4th. The “home” you are seeking is within yourself.

I have bounced around multiple people’s homes that would take me in. It makes me very emotional. I have a deep intense appreciation for people who have allowed me to stay in their homes comfortable. However, if you stay too long (thus making it HOME) the issues may start. People may have an issue with you in their space or you may feel cramped or as though your growth is stagnant.

You may find out many secrets within this transit about your family and ancestry. There may be deaths within the family and although you may not be directly affected by these deaths (maybe due to estrangement) they will affect and transform your family members and their lives.

Now at the end of this transit, when reflecting, I can say this transit has made my emotional foundation stronger. Pluto breaks down for stronger foundations. My relationship with family members used to be terrible and filled with hate. These same family members have offered me emotional support when I was at my weakest. Home lives inside of me. I can always come back to myself.

I may come and add another post to wrap up Pluto in the 4th. Please note I may not do other Plutonian transits as this one was personal to me and I wanted to share the REAL REAL with those who will be facing this in Pluto in Aqua.

Feel free to share and commiserate if you too had this transit since 2008. I’d love to hear!