#plus his frustration over qui gon seeming to hold him back or not trust his judgment
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shoutout to claudia gray for writing a book that has made me absolutely WRECKED and INSANE after finishing it :))) (yes this is about master & apprentice)
#it’s just so -#*slams fists* *sobs* *throws up*#how do i process any of the main obi wan and qui gon story arc like. ma’am???????#the conflict and anxiety between them both thinking they aren’t a good fit for each other/thinking they’ve failed one another#qui gon connecting more deeply with the force whilst criticizing the council for not embracing/surrendering to it more#obi wan wanting to follow the jedi code and not understanding his master’s continuing defiance#plus his frustration over qui gon seeming to hold him back or not trust his judgment#but then they go to pijal and you see their perceptions of each other and of the council start to shift in little ways#until eventually the two of them are finally in sync and have found a path to walk together#i have more thoughts on this book but for now !!!!!!#screams some more throws up again etc#star wars#obi wan kenobi#qui gon jinn#master and apprentice#claudia gray#kane speaks#book spoilers
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The beauty & the sith
Pairing: Darth maul x Jedi
Warnings: Canon details changed for plot purposes. Mentions of death. The battle of Naboo.
Summery: A tale as old as time. A young Jedi falls into the trap of a careless sith to protect her father.
Authors note: this will be a series, hopefully
“I’m going to the library, father” (y/n) said as she fixed her lightly colored robes and clipped her saber to her side. Her father, Qui-Gon, looked up at her from his scroll with a soft smile. (Y/n) was his only child, not his biological daughter, his niece rather. The Jedi let him take her in after the death of his sister, he raised her as his own along side Obi-Wan.
She was always so smart, so strong willed and compassionate. She was just like his sister and she reminded him of that every day. She reminded him of the brave women his sister was, and how much light she put in his life, and everyone she met. (Y/n) was just like her in every way. Especially in the color blue.
“Where did you get those robes?” He asked curiously as he closed his scroll, setting it aside.
“Oh- I found them in my chest” she smiled looking at him. Probably a gift from Obi-wan, she was used to getting things from him. (Y/n) never had a problem with Obi-wan, but she was definitely not interested in him. He was like a brother to her, but to him she was much more.
Qui-gon nodded and smiled softly “you look lovely in that color...be safe” he said standing up and kissing her head “stay away from boys” he teased her. She only shook her head and looked up at him.
“I don’t think any of the men in this temple will ever be a bother to me, father” she whispered as she tied her hair back into its ribboned braid.
“And they better stay that way, or I’ll have a long talk with the council” he said sternly as he held his hands together.
“What if they are members of the council?” She asked with a smirk, always having to question the things he says just to know the answer, never for real importance.
“Then I’ll speak to master today privately about the matter.” He said looking down at her.
“Whaaaat if it’s Master yoda?” She asked again. Her father only gave her a look before pushing her to the door gently.
“Go on, before someone takes what you’re looking for” he said as she giggled and walked out the door.
“Waaaait, I didn’t get to ask what you are doing today” she said as they now stood in the hall out side their temple apartment. He nodded and sighed.
“Yes that is important...” he said in a tone that made her look at him with worried eyes.
“What’s going on...” she whispered softly as she grabbed his hands.
“The boy we’ve saved, anakin... I believe our discovery of him has raised some attention... master yoda senses a disturbance coming... Obi-wan and I are the ones attending the matter” he informed her quietly so no others heard.
“Why didn’t you tell me I could help you-“ she started but he cut her off.
“You are not yet ready... please just go to the library... I’ll see you tonight for dinner” he smiled at her and kissed her head as she let out a heavy sigh. She knew not to argue with him on Jedi matters, yet she did it often. But something about the way he said it, she knew to leave it alone and go about her way.
(Y/n) was quiet as she made her way down to the library. Keeping her nose in her current books as she went, many people greeted her as she passed. Many whispered as she walked away. Always so quiet, so closed off. Except for the people she trusted, Obi-Wan, her father and now anakin. Even tho anakin was only a child, there was something about him she trusted, something familiar. She could never place it, but she didn’t care to much about it either.
“And what are you reading today?” Obi-wan hummed plucking the book from her hands as she came into the library. She looked up at him and reached for it quickly.
“Obi-wan!” She whined and tried to jump to grab it. He was so much taller then her , it was way to easy for him to hold things from her grasp.
“The fires of Dathomir?” He looked at her curiously. “Now why on earth would you be reading something like that?” He asked flipping three the pages, stopping on a academic drawing of the zabrak male. “And the only image is a naked man” he said handing it back to her.
“It’s to represent common tattoos of the Dathomorian people” she said in a matter-of-fact tone as she walked more into the library. Obi-wan on her heels as she went to put the book away. “Plus, I’m already finish with it, I was just reviewing it.” She said as she used the force to slip it back into its shelf.
“Did you pick that book because you were bored of because of Darth maul?” He asked leaning against the shelves as he looked down at her.
“Darth Maul?” She asked confused, her father knew her well enough to not mention the sith, she always had weird dreams about the sith. So anytime they had sith problems, unless it was necessary, he didn’t inform her.
“He didn’t tell you...” Obi-wan sighed “there was this Zabrak on Tatooine that attacked us, tried to get Padmé and take anakin... goes by Darth Maul” Obi-wan said softly.
“And no one told me till now?” She crossed her arms a little frustrated.
“I thought he would... it seemed necessary, I’m sorry sunflower I didn’t know” Obi-wan said trying to be calm about it, and calm her too.
“Tell me about him...” she said sitting down.
“About Darth Maul?” He asked as they sat down.
“No, about you” she said looking at him, a smirk grew in his face.
“Well-“
“Yes about Darth Maul” she cut him off before he could continue. Obi-wan shook his head and started talking about it and what happened on Tatooine. They sat there for awhile discussing the events before she realized.
“Aren’t you meant to be with my father?” She asked him as she grabbed a book about Zabraks.
“Well yes, but he had a meeting with the council I was told I wasn’t allowed to go to... so I figure I’d talk to you” Obi-wan said looking at the time.
“And how did you know where to find me?” She said flipping three pages.
“Where else would you be?” He answered before she stopped and glanced up at him.
“I go... other places” she started
“Like where?” He hummed lifting her chin.
“The... gardens” she said closing the book abruptly before someone came into the isle they were at.
“Obi-wan... master Qui-gon is looking for you” the younger twi’lek said with a kind smiled. “Good morning Miss Jinn” she hummed to (y/n) before walking away. (Y/n) looked up at Obi-wan and smiled.
“Good luck” she said letting him go before she went into her research.
It seemed like only minutes had passed as she read her books, but as she looked up the light peeking threw the large windows had become a burnt orange. The sun was setting fast over Coruscant, Barely giving her enough time to put her things into her bag before leaving. It wasn’t uncommon for her to forget time while reading. Some days she’s been in there till late at night.
As she made her way threw the temple she started to feel this strange ache in her head. Unlike anything she’d felt before. Longing, that’s what it felt like. Like being lost in a crowd of people, only searching for one person that you just can’t find. And that’s what she was doing, before even noticing it she was running threw the temple to find the source of this feeling.
She started to become warm, the feeling in her chest, her stomach. The anxiety, the force guiding her, she didn’t know what was happing next she just knew she needed to get to it. Wherever it was. Her feet guided her, her brain on hyperdrive before she found herself in the shipping bay. Frozen as she finally found the source of this emotion, her father. Fighting against a sith she had never known. The description only matching that to Darth Maul.
She couldn’t get passed the red chambers fast enough, she couldn’t reach him in time. The piercing heat of the saber went threw her father with in second before the zabrak noticed her. The sob escaping her throat alerting him of her presents as he pulled away from the Jedi master. The red barriers fell and she was quickly at Qui-Gon’s side.
In this moment she didn’t care about the sith, she only wanted to hold her father. “No- no - dad” she whimpered picking up his head and setting it on her lap. “Please look at me” she whimpered as his eyes opened weakly and face turned to a grin.
“I knew you’d find me...” he whispered. “I... I needed to see you.. one last time” she whispered reaching his hand uo to her face. She let out a sob as she leaned into his touch
“It was you- you brought me here...” she whispered as he nodded.
“I needed you to see this... I needed you to be here” he whispered as his touch began to tremble.
“Why...” she grabbed his hand
“Because I love you... I need you to know that...you’re- you’re my daughter and I love you” he whispered as he closed his eyes.
The barriers flashed again as Obi-wan entered the room. Maul was quick to grab (y/n) uo from the floor and hold his scorching blade to her neck.
“Him or her” he growled in such a deep tone it vibrated her back. She could feel his warm skin threw their robes.
“No- no” obi-wan grabbed his masters saber but she stopped him.
“No! Save him!” (Y/n) cried. “Please Obi-wan!” She looked at him as tears streamed down her face. Something about maul felt familiar, and she trusted that enough to put her life on it. “Take him to the infirmary! I’ll be okay! Please!” She cried looking at them. Maul’s grip on her hit tighter as she spoke. A deep chuckle came from his throat and right into her ear.
“So compliant... it’s like you want to be taken” he purred before looking at Obi-Wan “you heard her... take him” he growled again before Obi/ wan picked up his master and looked at (y/n)
“I’ll save you” he said reassuringly.
“Save him first!” She yelled at him before he ran off to help Qui-Gon.
That moment set the markings for the rest of her life with the amber eyes sith. Fear racked threw her body like it owned its every cell. But his warm comforted it like a warm blanket. It made her uneasy, her mind already in a panic as Maul drug her to his ship. She didn’t speak or sob, she just froze.
She didn’t say anything to him as he hauled her up to his ship. Setting her down on the passenger seat and strapping her into it.
“Don’t move” he said sternly as she looked up at him. The only response she could conjure up was a whimper. He just shook his head and started the ship quickly “you’re pathetic...” he mumbled before the ship roared to life and took off. All she could think about was that
She gave her life to a zabrak.
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