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cactusquinn · 19 hours ago
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begging for an NSFW alphabet but chrismd
Hiiii sorry I took so long on the updates I've been busy with stuff hope you enjoy this :D
ChrisMD Nsfw Alphabet
a= Aftercare (what they're like after sex): He would clean you up and bring you some water
b= body part (their favorite of theirs and their partner):  He loves your hands he loves when you run your fingers through his hair or when you get new nails and show him plus his favourite thing about his appearance is now his hair hence why he loves your hands running through it
c=cum (anything to do with cum): When you first started dating he wore condoms but later in the relationship he stopped and started cumming on your chest
e=experience (how experienced are they): from what we've all heard from Theo, cal, Harry, George and Arthur this man has been a dog so yeah he's pretty experienced
d=dirty secret (a dirty secret of theirs):  Not really one of his but he asked you ever so kindly if you could wear the golden bikini Princess Leia wore and to his surprise you did
f=favorite position: feel like he's a fan of 69 cause let's be real Chris loves a good munch and so do you
g= goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc): you would think he would be a bit goofy but no when he's in the mood he's in the mood
h= hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) : it's a little hairy down there but it's clean and shaped up nicely
i= intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect...) : He's pretty romantic like he will say sweet things and when it starts with foreplay he'll kiss your chest and neck softly and passionately
j= jack off (masturbation headcanon) : doesn't Jack off as much as he used too he just goes to you for sex than using his hand
k= kink (one or more of their kinks) : okay hear me out on this one but he has a slight breeding kink not a huge one but idk
l= location (favorite places to do the do) : his office he likes bending you over his desk
m= motivation (what turns them on, gets them going) : when you were shorts or wear his clothes the man absolutely loves it
n= no (something they wouldn't do, turn-offs) :     Feet surprisingly for a man who likes football he hates feet so nothing to do with feet (I didn't know what to put here :p)
o= oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) : loves receiving but when he gives you head it's the greatest man ever like he's starving for your taste
p= pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) : he's the fast and rough type
q= quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) : he's the fast loves sex but will never say no to a quickie
r= risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) : loves them back in the day when he did the thousand pound or hundred pound videos a couple of times you sucked him off under the desk
s= stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...) : I would say a good 3, 5 on a good day
t=  toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?) : not on himself but you he bought one of those remote control vibrators and uses it when your out at partys or when your sometimes in his videos
u= unfair (how much they like to tease) : he loves to tease you likes to keep you on edge won’t let you cum until your really whiny
v= volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make) : not too loud but he does grunt and groan
w= wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) : when he brought you home to his family his sister was soo happy she finally had another girl in the family
x= x-ray (let's see what's going on in those pants, picture or words) : 4 inches but a good 6 when hard and thick
y= yearning (how high is their sex drive?) : surprisingly high he’ll get all touchy then you’ll have sex
z= zzz (... how quickly they fall asleep afterward) : not too quickly first he cleans you up then the two of you cuddle for about 10 minutes then the both of you fall asleep
Let me know who else you want to see :D 🤍
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Me: "I hate this guy. He's awful, creepy, and pathetic."
Also me: *proceeds to draw the awful, creepy, pathetic guy several times*
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andyoullhearitagain · 1 year ago
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Every Starfleet Uniform Ranked By How Annoying The Sleeve Is To Sew, Part 2
Part 1
6. TOS Men's Uniform:
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Here we have 1. Quite a severe curve 2. with a zipper in it 3. an invisible zipper at that 4. with pattern matching through the zipper at the collar
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5. in velour (slippery). Woof.
7. Disco:
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OK we've got two points of pattern matching, but they don't have to be too precise because they've got this round shiny striped piece between them. Of course that piecing means we're basically setting a sleeve in twice, but I will concede that the stretch will be more forgiving than a woven would be. Add in the piecing on the bicep and two different sticky rubber-y fabrics for further difficulty. 
8. TNG Version 2B and Voyager:
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All the work of a tailored sleeve with an added inverse corner in an intersection of four seams.
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PLUS two points of pattern matching, which is very tricky in an armsyce because you're trying to get the pitch right. You can see in TNG they often have trouble with it and have either a jog in the pattern matching
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or too much ease in the wrong place to force the pattern to match.
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They seem to have figured it out by Voyager though. I'm also fairly certain they have raglan shoulder pads in them instead of regular ones, which isn't really harder I guess but is a bit odd (no shade, they're incredibly flattering).
9. DS9/ TNG Movies:
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All the difficulties of the TNG armscye and now we've added trim, meaning we really have four points of pattern matching instead of two. I could be persuaded that the contrast pieces are applied over the upper sleeve piece instead of pieced, which is easier than what TNG is doing.
10. Enterprise:
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I think this is regular raglan sleeve and not some kind of half raglan/half set in sleeve like we see in TNG. Either way it's a bit easier than the TNG sleeve because the trim and yoke are applied on top and top stitched. But we've still got that mitered corner in our bias trim and our four points of pattern matching on the shoulder seam. And then we've also added like four zippers!!!
11. Picard:
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What did the stitchers do to this designer? FOUR inverse corners (I guess at least it doesn't intersect a seam this time) PLUS the piecing at the cuff, PLUS all the pattern matching at the armscye, and all in stretch (I think). The only reason it's not the most difficult sleeve is because it looks fairly flat and I bet if you do a nice tight hand baste you can get everything lined up on the first try. Also this is not strictly speaking part of the sleeve but those little corners in the yoke? Good grief.
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12. TNG Version 2A:
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Never in my life have I seen an armscye like this. What is this even called? How do you construct it? I suppose I would sew the sleeve pieces together, set them in the armscye, then sew the raglan/yoke pieces together at the shoulder seam and then stitch them all the way across the front and then all the way across the back. But good grief. The ONLY other sleeve I could find remotely like this is this 1940s Simplicity pattern (it's on ebay if you want it).
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With a few added seams you can imagine what these pattern pieces must look like.
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13. TNG Version 1:
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All the malarkey of 2A except you've got to do it in spandex. I'd pick wool any day. We also have a second yoke (?!) so now we have to do that little inverse corner TWICE and also add piping. Never in my life have I done an intersection of piping correctly the first time.
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And then on top of all that it's ugly. Terrible sewing experience. Worst sleeve in Star Trek *bangs gavel*.
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nanivinsmoke · 8 months ago
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Hello nani!! I just wanted to say I just read your all of me logan x reader and I love it! Was wondering If you could do logan x reader smut with the song ride by somo (been having it in my head for a while) but if you can't that's fine keep up the awesome work love!!
Ride .
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✩ logan ‘wolverine’ howlett x mutant!femreader
♪my body on your body baby, stickin like some glue…♪
�� you usually don’t sleep with your coworkers, but during this mission….the tension between you two becomes unbearable.
✩ tags: nasty, slutty sex, sex in a car, riding, oral sex, creampie, rough fucking, everything is slutty when it comes to him, jealous logan, you are a teacher at the Xavier school for the gifted, added some plot too, you can control any form of matter, liquid is your fave tho…
✩ note: hello! thanks for the req, anon this song choice 🙂‍↕️ I’ve got freaky followers! also had xmen/x2 wolverine in mind. song at the bottom of the page!
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Charles left you in charge for today, something he does once every two months with his head teachers. He did it so you guys could gain experience and know how to take charge if something ever happened to him. It happens more frequently than you’d think.
Before you, it was Storm and she did an amazing job. Everyone loved her as the school’s professor, there were less accidents within the school and more mutants had come too. Unlike Scott, who was more brutal with his approach, leading to some students leaving the academy. Charles was upset and even though he didn’t show it, everyone knew it.
However, unlike those two, Logan was a little more reckless with his approach. There’s was fight breaking out almost everyday, but those same fights were mended that same day they happened. Plus, tons of students joined just because they heard THE Wolverine was there. He might’ve been a dick most of the time, however he had a heart.
And that’s why you decided to partner up with him for today’s mission. Well, that was partially true. In all honesty you had the biggest crush on him and you wanted to get the opportunity to be with him all day. Hoping to get the chance to jump his bones.
You entered the conference room with a smile, your chunky, patent leather boots echoing against the wooden floors; turning your coworkers attention over to you. Your hair flowed beautifully as you made your way in front of the round tables cleaning your throat while looking at their faces—your eyes lingering on Logan’s a little bit longer, before you spoke.
“Charles left me in charge for this month. For my very first day, i expect great results! In order for great results to happen, we have to put in the effort. I compared the results from the last couple of months. Logan and Storm, the two of you were outstanding. Quantity of students and Quality of missions were in our high range, however with you Scott……we were very low.” You turned your attention over to him, watching his body tense up and earning a chuckle from Logan.
You cleared your throat before continuing, “This isn’t to bash anyone, but to help us grow as a school and as teacher’s. These mutants come from all over to us because we understand them. They want to be comfortable and not reminded of their past lives. So, in order for this all to happen, im giving you all new partners.” There was some whispers as they turned to look at their current partners.
“Storm and Jean, you two are together. Hank and Nightcrawler, Scott and Colossus. Logan?” He pulled out his cigar and connect his eyes with yours.
“You’re with me.”
The two of you walked side to side as you approached the school’s parking lot passing the variety of cars, on the way to your own. “So, what’s this mission about?” He spoke from behind you, his eyes following your hips as you walked, trailing down to your ass and how heavy it looked in those black leather jean’s you were wearing.
“We’re looking for a mutant named Cupid and no he’s not the blonde bitch from Olympus.” You cursed, earning a chuckle from Logan.
Finally reaching your car, Logan was amazed at your taste. Your car was a matte black dodge charger, with lightly tinted windows and matching leather seats. He hopped in the passenger seat while you occupied the driver’s. “Tell me more about this love bastard,” now you were the one to chuckle. God was he hot.
“Cupid’s been causing a lot of issues in city, he currently resides in a small town and the mayor has asked for our help. His powers are based on two emotes everyone has. Love and Hate. He can control a person based on those emotions.” You pulled out of the lot, driving to your mission’s destination.
“Now, we can either do this Charle’s way or my way.” He turned to you, with an eyebrow raise, puffing on his cigar.
“And what way is that?”
“You’ll have to wait and see, baby~”
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The car ride was quiet, besides your radio playing and the sound of his breathing while puffed on his cigar. However, Logan took glances at you from here and there. Watching how your eyes would gleam as the sun hit it, how you would bob head to the songs you liked, and those lips….god your lips looked heavenly. He could stare at those all day, wishing he could kiss them forever.
“Logan?” You called out and he snapped out of his days, looking around before looking back at you. “You okay? We’re here.” You raised an eyebrow and he nodded, the two of you stepping out of the car and approaching the apple green house.
You lead the way, while Logan watched your back. Those hazel eyes stuck on your derrière. “I don’t know exactly how he uses his powers, so just be on your game, Lo.” You turned your head slightly, giving him a small smile before turning around to knock on the white door. A few seconds after, a male appeared wearing a ruby red robe and blue boxer’s, pinching his nose as he sniffed.
You turned to look at your partner before back at the mutant. “Are you, Ezekiel?” You asked, a smile on your face while Logan wore his usual resting face. “Depends, are you the cops?” He asked, eyes falling from yours and onto Logan’s before going back to yours. You shook your head and smiled once more.
“Do you mind if we come in? We aren’t going to hurt you, we just wanna talk.” He said nothing, studying both of your faces before turning away; letting you both in. You followed after him, looking around his house—trying to understand him before speaking with him. Logan watched as the kid plopped on his messy couch, pulling out a small trinket and sniffing the contents. He let out an exasperated sigh and locked eyes with Logan.
“Want some?”
“I’m good, bub.” You finally joined them and sat down in the small chair across from him, Logan opting to stand besid you—cigar in the corner of his mouth.
“We’re from the Charles Xavier school for the gifted mutants. We heard about the little trouble you’ve been causing here.” He looked at you and relaxed on the couch, smirking.
“Trouble? I just help those that needed it, isn’t that what you do? I heard about this school….this Xavier guy seems like a quack. Not interested, but if you lose the top, I might be convinced.” You could sense Logan’s mood change and you held your hand out, letting him know that you had this. Guess it’s time to do it your way. Sorry Professor.
You slowly undid the buttons that held your black button up together, freeing some of your cleavage, making both Logan and Ezekiel look at you. You stared at him, smirk etching onto your face while you used your powers on the cocky mutant. He started to choke and gasp for air, causing Logan to look at him and then at you.
“Listen, do you want to die? These people are going to get fed up with you quite soon and when they do, they won’t stop until they hunt you down and have your dumb blonde head on a stick. But why wait for that when I can do it myself?” Your tone was cold and your eyes had darkened, scaring the mutant. His pale face was turning a shade of pink and Logan was getting worried.
“Princess��.” He started off, but you held your hand out again. “What do ya say? Want me to kill you? Or will you let us help you and keep you safe?” You released the pressure on his throat, letting Ezekiel catch his breath. He nodded and let out a breathless okay, and you smiled; quickly buttoning your top back up before standing on your two feet.
“Good, see you at the school. Logan, give him the card.” You said leaving the two men in the house. Logan dropped the card onto the dark oak coffee table, before looking at the mutant.
“Dude, she’s crazy!”
“Tell me bout’ it,” He muttered on his way out.
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You sat in the passenger seat while Logan drove, looking out the window, in complete silence. There was some obvious tension there and you were trying your best to find out why.
“Logan? Is there something wrong?” You turned and looked at him, eyes dancing across his face. He was silent and then he looked at you, his mouth painted with a scowl.
“Yeah there is.”
“What is it?” He said nothing and you continued to look at him, before he pulled the car over on the side of the road, putting it in park and turning it off—unbuckling his seat belt along with yours.
“Think that was okay? What you pulled back there? Showing him what’s mine?” Your eyes widened and you could feel a throbbing sensation below, you crossed your legs in your seat and kept your face unreadable. Seeing you show off your breasts to the mutant had Logan seething, those were for his eyes only. You were his.
“Did Cupid use his powers on you? You okay.—“ He cut you off and pulled you by your hair, forcing your face towards his and pressing his lips onto yours—which you happily accepted. His lips were so intoxicating and you couldn’t—didn’t want to pull yourself from them. Finally getting what you wanted and when he pulled away, spit trail following, you whimpered; eyes plagued with arousal.
“Logan…” you whispered and he chuckled. “I know princess, I can smell how much you want it.” He patted his lap and you practically hopped out of your seat and into his lap, reconnecting your lips while grinding against his bulge that pressed into your middle.
Both of your hands roamed each other’s bodies, kissing and licking on each other’s sensitive spots, the car steaming up from your actions. Soon, you couldn’t bear the teasing anymore and you slowly pulled your clothes off; your top along with your bra being flung into the passenger seat—while you continued to occupy his lap.
His large hands cupping your breasts, earning a soft moan from you, before he replaced his hands with his mouth; his warm tongue glued onto your sensitive nipples. You couldn’t help your moans, hands tugging on his hair, lower half grinding on his clothed cock.
“Please Lo….neeed you to fuck me,~” You begged, moaning when he put your nipple in between his teeth, teasing it lightly.
“Gotta taste you first. Get that pretty ass in the back, princess.” You happily hopped in your car’s back seat, tugging your jeans off your thighs while he climbed in the back right behind you, pulling the jeans completely off of you—putt them with the rest of your clothes.
He eyed your half naked body, licking his lips while he trailed down from your face to the wet spot that appeared on your dark grey panties. “So wet for me. Never give this pussy up, okay?” He spanked your clothed cunt, making you yelp out and nodded your head; bottom lip between your teeth—watching his every move.
He pulled off his leather jacket, and unbuttoned his pants, pulling them down to his ankles; his muscles practically ripping through his beater. Both set of lips flushed with wetness, ready for what’s to come next and when he connected his mouth with your sopping wet cunt after tearing those panties off ya—your eyes immediately rolled back into your head.
Logan’s own eyes closing after tasting you, savoring how sweet you tasted. He had been thinking about this ever since he met you. He had fantasized about you every night, dreaming about you cumming all over his face. And now here he was, fulfilling his wish.
His tongue lapped up your juices like he was a dog drinking from his bowl, sucking on your throbbing clit; making you let out a series of moans—hands connecting with his hair again. “F-f-fuck….feels soo good, Lo’.” He hummed in response, lips still attached to your cunt while he added two fingers into the mix, pumping in and out of your wetness.
You were a babbling mess, moving your hips up and down; almsot riding his face—orgasm seconds away and you desperately needed to let go. “Gonna cum for me princess? Go ahead, cum all over my face. I need to taste how gushy this cunt can be.”
He was so nasty with his words, you couldn’t help but to let go; cumming all over his face and creaming on his fingers. Logan didn’t stop lapping up your juices or fucking your with his fingers, he kept going—wanting to drain all of you, until you had to beg him to stop. You pulled him up by his hair and smashed your plump lips on his, tasting yourself—moaning while he palmed your still throbbing cunt.
You pulled away and pulled his boxers down by the hem, freeing his cock; his eyes glued to yours as you immediately went to rubbing on his head. His translucent slick melting into your hands while you rubbed and jerked his mushroom tip. You watched his face contort with pleasure, his hips slowly pumping up into your fist.
“Stop teasing me, princess.” He let out a small whimper and you felt a heartbeat shoot through your core after hearing it. Logan watched as you spread your legs across his lap, squatting and angling his dick at your entrance—lowering yourself down and hissing from how he stretched you out. He was so big, pushing your walls past its normal limit. It had been a while, but none of them had ever reached his size.
“So big…” his hand fell on your hip, fingers grasping onto your ass, holding you when you finally lowered down onto him all the way.
“I know baby, but you can take it.” He slapped your ass making a slutty mewl leave your lips. You stayed like that for a moment, cunt clenching and unclenching around him before you started to bounce on him. You gasped as his tip practically kissed your cervix, his dick so deep inside of you.
But, as you continued to move, that threshold of pain vanished and was replaced with pleasure. You happily bounced on his dick, skin clapping with each move you made; his lips ghosting yours as your face was mere inches apart.
“Just like that, princess….shit,” You were so fucking tight and wet, cunt so slippery, creating a sheen of wetness on his cock. The mutant never had anything like this and he wasn’t going to give it up to anybody.
“Showing off those pretty titties to other men? Fuck, i could kill him. Want me to do that?” He grunted, pushing your hips down, making you take him even deeper. You shook your head and gripped onto his muscular shoulders, keeping steady as you bounced.
“N-no…I'm sorry, daddy! Fuck—you’re reaching so deep, Logan!” You were clinging to him so tightly, the man was losing it. He pushed you all the way down, big rough hands gripped your waist, while his tip was pressed right in your cervix—before he scooted halfway off the car seat and pushing your torso closer to his, proceeding to drill your cunt sloppy.
The loud squelching noise combined with your sweet noises was enough fuel for the wild mutant. Your ass jiggling with each movement, rocking the car as you bounced. You were close, so close now and he felt it. Felt how your walls were spasming around his girth and how louder your moans got when he hit that spot over and over. And he was right behind you too.
“Let it go, princess. Cum for daddy~” His voice was deep and sensual, adding to the intense pleasure you were receiving—making it easier for you to cum. You were seeing white as you came; nails digging into his shoulder blades while gushing all over his cock.
And as he continued to split your cunt in half, his own release came down hard and he was pumping milky white ropes inside of you. He growled in your ear, sending shivers down your back and straight to your cunt—earning a stream of clear arousal from it, drenching his cock and the seat beneath him. You had never squirted before and with Logan being the first, had you deeper in love than you were ever before. You were his for the taking.
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After cleaning you up and helping you get dressed, Logan left you in the backseat of your car before starting the car up and continuing with the drive to the mansion. He kept his eyes on you in the rear view mirror, watching you as you slept; a smile etched on his face before he placed a cigar into his mouth.
He was in love and he was never going to lose you. You were his best rider after all.
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theglassofmiddleearth · 2 months ago
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Evenfall
Imagine you wake up in Twilight as a random side character. (Part 4)
Nullification!reader Human reader! SideCharacter Bella! Isekai au! Edward Cullen X reader. Eventually Jacob Black x reader. (2 endings.) (All characters will be written less creepy and one dimensional than the ones in the books.)
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Dinner with Charlie was comfortable. Charlie had gotten take out and brought it home for the both of them. Seeing that neither Charlie nor Bella were able to cook, Y/N had offered to cook for them some time. Just so they all could have a home cooked meal once in a while.
‘So, I hear you and that Edward boy were going to meet up sometime this weekend.’ Charlie began, poking at his dish with his fork. He looked up with raised eyebrows.
‘Oh, yeah Dr Cullen wanted to check up on me and Rosalie wants to hang out!’ Y/N explained, wanting to reassure Charlie's fatherly instincts.
‘Don't worry, there'll be parental supervision the entire time. Plus, I think it's quite obvious Edward has no attraction to me.’ She shrugged, standing to place her dish in the sink.
Charlie looked unconvinced, he could see what Y/N could not. Years of human and cop experience had granted him a keen eye. (At least on human relationships.) However, he did not think it was his place to interfere. Therefore he let up on that issue and moved onto the next.
‘Okay, and when will you be seeing them then?’ 
‘Uh, actually Edward’s picking me up tomorrow morning at 9!’ Y/N replied cheerfully, picking up Charlie's plate as well, walking back to the sink.
‘Already? I mean it's good that you have friends.’ Charlie’s tone was disapproving. 
‘Yep!’ Then as an afterthought, ‘Don't shoot him alright. We aren't dating and he was the one who saved me.’
‘Yes but he’s still a boy. I’m the one takin’ care of you.’ He grunted out, hovering as Y/N washed the dishes. He leaned on the counter,
‘You might not be my flesh and blood, but you’re as good as.’
‘Thanks Charlie,’ Y/N smiled affectionately. ‘It’s good to have a father figure around. I really do hold you in high regard.’ She nodded, finishing up the last plate. 
‘Bella’s always been more reliant on her mother so I guess… I feel like I’m trying to…’ He sighed, unable to fully express his emotions.
‘I understand, and I value your advice and care. Especially since I'm living under your roof. Even if I don't call you “dad” I kind of do think of you as one.’ She winced, her character’s emotions had seeped through into her own thoughts.
Although, Y/N as a person really did think Charlie Swan was a good father in the books so she didn’t have quite an issue saying this. 
‘Bella’s lucky to have you as a father Charlie. She just might be more independent for her age.’ Y/N dried her hands on a blue dish towel, hanging from the cabinet below the sink.
‘It just means you both raised her right.’  She gave Charlie a knowing smile, hoping that the conversation had put his mind at ease.
‘Thanks kiddo, I really… I really appreciate it.’ He rubbed a hand over his face. ‘Y’know you speak like a parent. Maybe you’ll go to college for psychology or something.’ He gave a breathy laugh.
‘Maybe!’ Y/N shrugged with a smile. ‘What if I said I didn’t want to go to college?’ She joked, crossing the room.
‘Then I’d say, uh.’ He frowned a bit, thinking of something. ‘You’re grounded for… uhh.’ His eyes lit up, ‘Till college!’
‘For till college?!’ Y/N burst into laughter, clutching her sides as she shook with mirth.
‘That's right! For till college.’ Charlie finally gave a smile, feeling at ease.
‘Alright father, I’ll make sure to go to college.’ She smiled, rounding the corner of the hallway. ‘G’night Charlie.’ 
‘Goodnight kid.’ Charlie nodded, giving her a soft grin. As Y/N departed to the stairs, Charlie let out a breath of relief. 
‘That’s my girl.’ He said with a paternal tone.
Charlie had been nervous when Y/N’s parents had asked him to take care of her for her final years of highschool. Sure he knew her as a kid and a preteen but teenagers were unpredictable and prone to mood swings. He hadn’t been sure she would really listen to him as a caregiver.
However, to his surprise and relief, Y/N seemed to be like the daughter he rarely had. Yes, Bella was his daughter and he loved her but, like Y/N said, Bella was often independent. She didn’t call or ask him for anything. It was nice to be depended on once in a while. And maybe, just maybe it wouldn’t be that bad for Y/N to make friends with Edward Cullen.
God knows she needed at least one friend at school.
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The second night passed better than the first. Y/N did not toss and turn. 
She awoke to the sunlight streaming through her windows, warming her face. Y/N groaned, rolling over and relishing in the rare sunlight before rolling literally out of bed with a soft whump.
‘Oof, ow.’ Y/N mumbled, laying on the carpeted floor, hearing quick steps tracking to her door.
‘Y/N/N?’ Charlie's voice sounded through the door. ‘Can I come in?’
‘Yeah.’ She mumbled, face smushed into the ground. Y/N was too tired to get up.
‘I heard a thump and-’ Charlie opened the door, spotting Y/N on the floor. ‘How did you end up on the floor?’  His hands were on his hips, the corner of his eyes creased as he smiled.
‘I rolled. I just wanted to lay down on my face but gravity decided that I would be laying down here.’
The girl sighed, standing up. ‘Wha time is it?’ Y/N rubbed her eyes with her arm, stumbling to her bathroom.
‘It’s seven thirty. What time did you say Edward was picking you up?’ He called, beginning to walk back down stairs.
‘Nine. He said he wanted to ask you permission beforehand.’ Y/N shouted, her head sticking out of the bathroom.
‘I don’t really have a choice do I?’ Charlie called back from the stairs.
‘You said I need friends!’ Y/N reminded him.
‘He’s a boy!’
‘Who isn't into me! I need to shower, we can continue this later!’ Y/N stepped into the shower, beginning her morning routine.
‘You didn’t say you weren’t into him!’
‘Showering!’ 
Finishing up her shower and morning routine she picked out her clothing for the day, opting for something casual and fit for outdoors.
Trudging down the stairs, she shrugged on a jacket. Charlie had poured himself and Y/N a bowl of cereal and set the milk aside in a cup for Y/N. The two ate breakfast with a comfortable silence, finishing up the dishes with Charlie asking. 
‘You don’t need me to give you the talk right?’ He asked, looking hesitant.
‘Charlie, the entire family is going to be there. Also, I just met the guy!’ Y/N chuckled, wiping down the dining table.
'Are nervous to see Bella?’ The pair went into the living room, Y/N sitting on an ottoman and Charlie sitting on the couch. Y/N pulled up her boots, lacing them together. 
‘Hm, I think I would have been if you weren’t around. I think even if she doesn’t talk to me, surely she’ll talk to you.’ He looked hopeful, checking his watch. The doorbang rang before he could continue. Y/N stood, checking her pockets for her essential items as Charlie stalked towards the door. 
‘Good morning Chief Swan.’ Edward smiled politely, offering his hand to shake. Charlie shook it with a firm grip, as if trying to intimidate the boy. 
‘Hello Edward. Nine o'clock on the dot. You’re here to pick up Y/N I presume?’ He grunted, looking at his hand. ‘Wow you’re cold.’
‘Yeah, Edward kinda runs cold. I think because they last moved here from Alaska. He’s probably still used to the weather there.’ Y/N reasoned smoothly. It wasn’t technically a lie seeing that Edward did move from Alaska last and was cold! 
‘Okay, I'm ready!’ 
‘I'll have her back by eight sir.’ Edward grinned, opening the passenger side door for Y/N.
‘Seven thirty. It's a Sunday night.’ Charlie’s tone was stern.
‘Seven thirty it is then.’ Edward nodded, seemingly amused. Y/N would have to ask about that later.
‘See you! If you have Carlisle's landline, will you call me when you and Bella get home? Y/N called from the car window, sticking her head out like a puppy.
‘Will do kiddo. Have fun!’ He nodded, watching Y/N pull the Volvo car door shut before sliding into his own police cruiser.
As Charlie pulled out of the road and back into town, Edward slid into the driver's seat, wearing a black leather jacket, sunglasses and a white tee. He looked like he had just come out of every highschool girl's wet dream.
‘It’s sunny today. You’re not going to burst into a cloud of dust are you?’ Y/N joked, reaching to her side to put on her seat belt.
‘That’s just a myth. We can go out in the sun. We just… look noticeably different.’ He answered, leaning over to catch Y/N’s hands and pull her seatbelt across her body. 
‘Y’know I can put on my own seatbelt right?’ She mused, leaning back in her seat as Edward reversed the car with an arm behind her headrest. He looked smug, flashing her his signature dazzling grin.
‘Yes I am well aware, but given your track record with cars I'd prefer to do the honor's myself’ He shrugged with a smile. The car engine groaned in protest as Edward pressed on the gas.
'I wasn’t sure if Charlie would be letting you go with me today. He still doesn’t seem to like me.’ Edward hummed, raising an eyebrow, training his eyes on Y/N.
‘Eyes on the road, and Charlie just doesn’t like you because you're a boy. It’s not personal.’ She shrugged, looking at Edward’s side profile. ‘I think.’ Y/N added as an afterthought.
‘Well I guess he’s right to be suspicious of a boy taking a girl to meet his family after just a few days of knowing her.’ Edward said softly, his tone hinting.
‘Hey, who knows. Back in the days, didn’t people get married for less reasons than a boy saving a girl?’ Y/N teased, missing the hint completely to which Edward gave a breathless laugh.
‘You’re so strange. You can be so perceptive and yet so oblivious.’ He shook his head, smiling to himself.
‘What do you mean?’
‘Nothing.’
‘Typical.’ She joked, punching him gently with her fist.
'Hey do you think your family will like me?’ She gave him a tense look to which Edward burst into laughter.
‘Y/N, you’re about to go see a family of vampires and you’re scared they won't like you?’ His entire body was shaking with his tinkling laugh. The trees were whisking past with the speed of which he was driving. 
‘Okay but what if they don’t like me.’ Y/N pouted, ‘I’m meeting them so of course I want them to like me. I want them to approve of me.’ 
‘And why do you want them to approve of you?’ Edward asked, with a glint in his eye. With the way he was looking at her as he pulled into the stunning property, it seemed like his question had a different meaning.
‘Well, it’d be nice to have some people to sit with at school. Seeing as on friday you kind of-’
‘I’m sorry about that. It won’t happen again. I don’t have any excuses for the way I treated you. But I will explain why I reacted so poorly.’ His eyes were soft, pleading with her.
‘Alright, alright. I’m not one to hold grudges okay? I’m not even upset anymore.’ Y/N unbuckled her seatbelt, hair whipping back as Edward blurred out of the car. Before she could blink, Edward had opened the passenger door. Y/N accepted the hand that Edward offered, gripping onto the familiar hands that had once saved her.
‘Always the gentleman aren’t you?’ She grinned, stepping out of the car. She reveled in the sight of the house. ‘Wow, it really is beautiful. Open and light. ’ Y/N admired, gazing in awe. 
‘It’s the one place we can really be ourselves. Away from prying eyes.’ He looked relieved that she was so positive. They walked into the house, passing through the wide glass doors. Y/N was hit with the smell of pasta sauce cooking, it smelt like bolognese. The smell wafted from the large hallway, lit up by small days of natural sunlight that danced just above head height.
‘Huh, do you guys usually cook?’ Y/N blinked, confused. ‘I didn’t think you guys ate.’
‘We don’t but… Well Esme and the girls thought you might like to have breakfast.’ He looked slightly embarrassed. 
‘Aw, that's so sweet! I’m always up for some pasta.’ Y/N laughed as she walked into the kitchen, spotting Rosalie, Esme and Alice.
‘Y/N!’ Alice called out, eager and excited. ‘Oh wow, Edward was right. You do smell really good!’ She grinned, wrapping her arms around Y/N in a rock solid hug.
‘Hey, it’s good to see you again!’ Rosalie gave Y/N a bright grin that could have brought the entire school boy population to its knees. Y/N smiled as Rosalie gave her a side hug.
‘We’ve made some pasta, if you’d like to eat.’ Esme gave a motherly smile, hands clasped together somewhat nervously. They gestured towards the kitchen island, leading her to a steaming plate of perfectly presented pasta. 
‘Esme, pasta isn’t exactly breakfast food.’ Edward shook his head, looking slightly irritated.
‘It’s ok Edward, I love pasta. Just don’t think any less of me when I finish the whole plate.’ Y/N chuckled, walking forward to the kitchen island. The three women eagerly watched as Y/N picked up a fork and took a bite of the food.
Not only did the food bring warmth itself, but the way that the Cullen girls were treating her filled her a glow. 
‘Oh my goodness this is amazing! Do you guys cook often?’ She asked, after swallowing a forkful of food. It was the perfect blend of meat, sauce and spice. The girls let out a collective sigh of relief. (not that they needed to breathe in general)
‘We’re glad you like it. Welcome to our home, Y/N.’ Another voice came from behind them. Y/N turned, spotting Dr Cullen and two other boys.
This would be,
‘I’m Emmett.’ The tall, muscular, one with dark curly hair, dimpled cheeks waved.
‘Jasper.’ The honey-blonde haired, lean one said, keeping his distance slightly.
‘Nice to meet you both! Good to see you again Dr Cullen.’ Y/N nodded politely, her jacket flowing slightly as she turned to greet them. ‘You have a wonderful house. Thank you for inviting me here today!’ She smiled, hands itching towards the unfinished pasta.
‘Let her finish eating.’ Edward said, deadpanning, stepping between Y/N and the rest of his family.
Y/N, looking slightly embarrassed rubbed the back of her neck. 
‘Sorry!’ She laughed breathily, looking at the plate of pasta. ‘It was just so good!’
The rest of the family let out a collective laugh, their voices mixing into a tinkling orchestra. They once again greeted her and trickled out of the room. 
Y/N finished the rest of the food, placing the dish into the sink and began to wash it.
‘Here let me do that.’ Edward said lowly, manoeuvring her away by her waist. ‘So, what were the questions you wanted to ask?’ He asked, washing the dishes impossibly fast.
‘Alice said I smelt good?’ Y/N began slowly, testing the waters.
‘I was hoping you'd forget that.’ Edward groaned, looking up, his head tilting to the ceiling as if he were trying to pray. Sighing, he turned and leaned, putting his hands on the sink behind him. ‘Putting it simply, you're the most alluring human I’ve smelt since I’ve been.. Well, this.’ His eyes bored into Y/N, looking pained, gesturing to his entire being. This was new, would Bella smell better than her?  How could she be the one who was-
‘But you looked like you were in pain.’ She whispered, looking every bit as shocked as she sounded.
‘It was hard to restrain myself. You smell delectable, your blood calls to me.’ He said, eyes locked onto hers. ‘It kills me to be near you and yet it kills me also to be away.’ 
‘I-’ Y/N slowly backed away, not in fear of Edward but rather in fear of what she would do if he kept looking at her like that. It wasn't fair. Edward’s face was tense with desire, jaw clenched and eyes aflame with want.
‘Are you afraid?’ Edward growled out, stepping forward.
‘Um, actually the opposite but since your family is here I don’t think we should have this conversation here.’ She tried diffusing the tension.
'Also, friends don't eat eachother!’  Edward liked her scent? It should be Bella. Not Y/N. She thought, mind racing. Maybe as soon as he met Bella he would feel differently. Y/N looked up at the boy who was now towering over her. His eyelashes were so long, thick and full, they fluttered as he blinked at her. 
‘You really aren’t afraid of me. Or of my family are you?’ Edward sounded astounded, lifting Y/N’s chin with a finger. 
‘Um, I mean, do you want to kill me?’ She tilted her head, tone accusing.
‘No, I could never. I would never hurt you purposefully.’ He shook his head, dropping his hand to reach for Y/N’s hand. ‘Come, let me show you my room’ He changed the subject, leading the way.
The hallways were filled with paintings and artwork, all ranging from modern to a century that Y/N was sure that not even Motzart were alive in. They reached a brown oak door, which Edward swung open, revealing a modernised room. It had shelves lining the walls, facing an open window with a skylight filtering in from above. The shelves were lined with CD’s and books, and the room itself lacked a bed. Instead it had a sleek black chaise that seemed well kept.
‘Huh, no coffins.’ Y/N gave a soft teasing smile, stepping into the room after Edward. ‘That’s a lot of music.’ She noted, running her fingers along all the CD’s. in the books it had stated he was musical but Y/N couldn’t appreciate the full extent of his collection until she saw it with her own eyes. ‘You probably play an instrument don’t you?’
‘The piano.’ Edward said easily, eyes trained on Y/N exploring his room.
‘I see. I would love to hear sometime.’ Y/N turned, arms behind her back smiling. 'Now, tell more about this vampire business. That's why you invited me here, isn't it?’
‘What do you want to know?’ Edward sat down, pulling Y/N down gently into his side. ‘Ask me anything. I can answer it here without us being overheard by other humans.’ He wrapped his arm behind Y/N’s head.
‘Okay well, you can read minds. Can anyone else in your family read minds?’ She asked, wanting to make it seem like she had no idea.
‘No not exactly. Alice can see visions that are connected to the future. She can see the possibilities of actions basically. Her visions aren’t solid because people can change their minds but they are quite accurate.’ Edward hummed, hands twitching, wanting to interlace his fingers with Y/N’s hair.
‘And does anyone else?’ Y/N, oblivious to Edward’s desire.
‘Yes, Jasper is able to manipulate emotions through physical means. He can slow down or raise heartbeats.’ He hummed, giving in slightly, tucking Y/N’s hair behind her ear. 
‘That's amazing!’ Y/N beamed, excited that Edward was finally answering her questions. ‘Do you think those work on me?’ She looked at him with anticipation. 
‘Well, Alice has seen a vision of us. I think your shield has to do with your proximity.’ Edward hummed, leaning his head onto his hand. ‘Anything else?’ 
‘What do you look like when you’re in the sunlight?’ She grinned, looking up with wide eyes.
Edward laughed, standing and holding out his hand.
‘Come on, I’ll show you in the full sun.’ Y/N grabbed his hand, letting him lead her into the open balcony. ‘Get on.’  He knelt down slightly, offering silently to piggy back her.
‘Oh.’ Y/N blinked, slowly getting on his back, slightly embarrassed.
‘Don’t worry. I’d never let you fall.’ He said, Y/N could hear his smile. ‘Hold on tight Y/N/N.’ And with that, they whisked away, the trees whizzing past them, the wind whipping through their hair. The fog of the forest was slowly dissipating as they got higher above the tree line, the sunlight slowly filtering through the trees. Y/N closed her eyes, Edward was slowing to a stop.
‘You can open your eyes now.’ He halted, the wind had stopped howling at the sheer speed that they were travelling in. Y/N slowly opened her eyes. Her vision was met with the green lush clearing that she had once seen in the movie. The sunlight streaming through, lighting up the field. It was small, round and filled with the loveliest flowers, violet, yellow and a pastel white. Y/N thought she could hear the gentle bubbling of a stream nearby.
‘Wow, this is amazing. How did you find this place?’ Y/N walked into the sunlight, closing her eyes and raising her face to meet the warmth of the rare sunlight. She lay down in the grass, stretching like a cat.
‘It is.’ Edward murmured, stepping into the meadow with her, grass rustling as he lay.
Y/N opened her eyes, looking at Edwards hands that were raising towards her face. His skin, white, literally sparkled, like thousands of tiny diamonds were embedded in the surface. He lay perfectly still in the grass, his white shirt open over his sculpted, incandescent chest, his scintillating arms bare. His glistening, pale lavender lids were fluttering, tracing Y/N’s face. A perfect statue, carved in some unknown stone, smooth like marble, glittering like crystal.
‘You’re dazzling.’ Y/N mumbled, shell shocked from the sheer radiance of Edward.
‘I’m dangerous.’ He murmured, his eyes sad and lingering.
‘With a face like that? Hell yeah you are. You’re taking my damn breath away.’ Y/N chuckled, rolling over to poke his cheek. ‘It’s a little unfair how beautiful you guys are. I mean where am I supposed to find a boy who will like me when you’re out here looking prettier than I ever could?’ Y/N fake pouted, before grinning at him mischievously.
‘Don’t say that.’ Edward whispered. ‘The word pretty, doesn’t even begin to describe you Y/N.’ He traced his fingers over Y/N’s lips.
'You're just flattering me so I won't ask Charlie to shoot you.' Y/N battered his hands away, laughing at him.
Edwards eyes were glinting again with the emotion that Y/N still could not place.
'What?' Y/N asked, rolling onto her stomach, head resting on her arms.
'Nothing. It's just nice to finally feel the sun again.' Edward smiled, closing his eyes and laying on his back, breathing deeply.
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studiogrimm810 · 2 months ago
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pairings/characters: (established) sam x plus size!afab!you
summary: a night of comparing yourself to the beautiful women around you has lead your own self image to be severely tainted and sam just can't have that
warnings: intense description of hatred towards ones body, self-image issues, shame, internalized misogyny
word count: 2,537
A/N: this was a request!! i kinda poured my little heart into this one, might be a bit triggering for some who are struggling with body issues but i kinda based this one off of some personal experiences with my own shame in public along with my husbands kind words of encouragement afterwards. this ones for you, ares, tysm for requesting <3
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The roadhouse buzzes with rowdy conversation and questionable retellings of hunting stories that Dean bets half of are bullshit. Sam sat next to you with his arm spanned around the back of your chair with you leaning into his side. You held your beer bottle and Sam ran his finger absentmindedly around the rim of his Old Fashioned as you both listened to a particularly riveting story from Jo.
Jo goes on about the case she worked with the brothers where some crazy ghost doctor was kidnapping petite young blondes for whatever creepy reason and locking them away until they died from neglect.
It was a morbid story with a satisfying ending knowing that the creep is rotting by himself until the end of time, but you couldn’t ignore the subtle chips that certain details kicked off of your already iffy armor. Jo bragged about being tiny enough to squeeze past parts in between the walls that Dean couldn’t and she spoke casually about her size and its advantages.
You tried not to do this, you seriously did, but the nag growing from unintentional phrasings was already creating a crater of hollowing self-loathing. You look down at your bottle as it rests on your thigh, indenting into the plush skin that overflows from the allotted circumference of your shorts.
Shorts- you hated yourself for wearing shorts today around so many observant eyes. The hunters around you had to have an opinion or two about the nerve you must have to claim to be a hunter with such a physique. Wide hips accompanied with unproportionate dips on your sides only flattened your potential of at least having a smooth hourglass shape going for you, and your belly spills into the free space of your shorts that should be scrunched and not filled out. You maneuver your legs to cover what you could of your tummy and you set your beer back on the table, leaning forward to do so. As you lean back, you notice a man from the bar catch a glimpse of your exposed chest and when his gaze rolls away you feel the nag growing.
How fucked up is it that a stranger doesn’t ogle you just because of your size? And how fucked up is it that you care so much? God, you feel ridiculous. You shake away the unnecessary thoughts and try to focus back on the next person's story.
However, you find yourself trying to justify your clothing choices. It’s a hot summer's day bleeding into a humid night and you’re out having fun. The settled outfit, of shorts, a tank top, and a stolen flannel from Sam as a backup shield in case exactly this happened, is more than good enough for an event as such. Hell, you’re wearing what most women here are too but you still can’t get out of your own head.
Sam glances over in your direction with a questioning glance as you slip his flannel on to cover your foolishly confident display of skin but you just shrug him off with a simple ‘I’m cold’.
The next round, you order the same as Sam and hope the alcohol will bury your self-deprecating thoughts and let you actually enjoy yourself tonight.
It works for a while. Warm liquid settling in your gut and buzzing over your skin like an electric current, allowing you to speak up with the group- laughing and talking.
Unknowingly to you, Sam watches with adoration as you start to blab on about some hunt you and him worked last year involving a few shapeshifters and a circus. His smile of contentment warms his face and it only grows as you stumble over your words from laughter and intoxication. Towards the end of the story, you start to tell a part wrong and Sam speaks up, calling you out with an amused chuckle. You, unfortunately, are not drunk enough to not be embarrassed at the volume you realized you were telling that story at. Your cheeks flush in embarrassment and you tune out the rest of Sam’s contribution as your mind swims through the past 10 minutes and criticizes each thing it could think of.
You down the rest of your Old Fashioned and decline another round.
“Hey, love, I’m gonna grab us a few waters, okay?” Sam alerts gently before unwrapping from his hold around you and trotting over to the bar. You smile fondly to yourself at his commitment of being the most responsible one in the room even after downing his weight in alcohol.
It takes him longer than it should though so you turn back to find him speaking with a woman at the bar who seems way too observant of his chest and arms. She laughs at something Sam says and Sam doesn’t look away from watching the bartender mix up some drinks to look at her but you do. She’s glowing. Her laugh floats past your ears and she pushes back her long hair to expose a defined collarbone with a charmed necklace resting against the skin. Her arms are thin but defined and her torso is proportionate with her chest and hips. Her jeans scrunch up with unoccupied space as she sits somewhat slouched and her legs fold over each other with ease and fit perfectly under the tabletop of the bar.
Sam thanks the bartender as he retrieves his requested waters but the woman stops Sam with a hand to his bicep. Her lithe fingers are lined with simple rings and topped with slightly chipped ruby red polish and they settle perfectly over his arm.
It hurts. It hurts to see such a perfectly suitable woman for a man you’re in love with. Her pearly teeth flash him a suggestive smirk and when she looks up at him through her lashes her chin doesn’t squish into itself at all.
Sam looks apologetic but firm as he gestures to you and the woman follows Sam’s gaze, landing on you. You feel beet red as her perfect eyes rake your too-big form. She gasps and lets go of Sam’s arm, covering her mouth with slightly widened eyes. The two laugh it off and Sam makes his way back to you.
“Poor girl, hope I didn’t embarrass her,” Sam rubs the back of his neck bashfully. Your lips tick up in a complimentary scoff of a laugh as you take a sip of your water. “Hey, you okay?” Sam asks.
“Yeah, fine,” you say simply. Sam doesn’t believe you, but he assumes you’re just overwhelmed from the night.
“Drink your water and we’ll get out of here,” Sam squeezes your hand gently and lifts it up for a soft kiss along your knuckles. You just nod mutely and sip your icy water.
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Back at the motel, you undress into a comfortable pair of sweatpants and slip a sweatshirt over your tank top that you don’t even bother to remove, which is your second mistake. Sam knows your skin hates unnecessary clothing, especially in the summer, and he can’t help but find it odd that you’re insisting on so many layers right before bed.
Your first mistake was closing the bathroom door to change.
Your third mistake was avoiding physical contact after entrance to the motel room. Sam is a handsy man, he loves to let his hands roam over your skin and to grab ahold of any flesh he gets a chance to. He loves to litter your shoulder in kisses and loves to feel you squirm under his touch with soft giggles from the tickle of his presence. He knows you love it too and your avoidance raises the final red flag that makes it one too many to count.
“What’s on your mind, honey?” He asks, resting his hands on your love handles and when you tense, he feels a tight knot in his throat.
“Just tired,” you mumble, staring down at the bed in front of you. You itched to escape his grip on your torso but you found it hard to shove him away.
“You can talk to me,” he insists as he dips down to press a few soft kisses along your jaw. “I know something is bothering you, love,” he pulls back enough to spin you around so he can look at you head on. You keep your gaze down but his strong fingers lure you up to look at him with a gentle nudge under your chin. His soft eyes watch you worriedly and you find it hard to continue tamping down the upcoming spew of issues with your own body image.
It’s stupid. It’s so dumb and vain for you to be so obsessed with your own looks. I mean, seriously, you’re a hunter who saves lives for a living. You-.
“I’m fine,” you blurt, trying to derail your own trail of thought. Sam is quiet as he remains hooked in front of you. He knows you’re bullshitting him and you know he knows it. Maybe you could wait him out.
Sam’s hand cups your cheek as he slithers his fingers into your hairline under your ear and his other rests in your hip, dangerously close to your stomach. Dangerously close to him feeling just how wide your stomach spans. But then again- you know he already knows what you look like, so what the fuck is your problem?
“I’m just so sick of my body,” you mumble, your eyes looking down at his chest, too scared to look him in the eyes.
“Why do you say that?” He asks, not to combat you or look for a reason to convince you otherwise, but to actually ask. You sigh heavily, dropping your head back and moving to cover your face. You feel ridiculous.
“Because, I’m not like those other hunters,” your explanation is muffled but Sam still listens. “That girl at the bar was so beautiful and you two actually looked like a couple,” you scoff, sinking down onto the edge of the bed. “And Jo- she’s so slim and fit and I just wish I could be that helpful.” You feel sick. Your stomach is churning and your skin is buzzing with uncomfortable perceived heat. Sam is quiet for too long and you actually fear he’s considering your words.
“You don’t think you’re helpful?” He asks, dipping down to squat in front of you, hands resting on your clothed knees. Your eyes are still screwed shut but you can practically hear the shimmer in his eyes. “You don’t think we look like a couple?”
Your heart breaks. You shouldn’t have said that- that was too far. It was, like your outfit choice tonight, too revealing of how low you actually think of yourself. It peeled back the thick protective layer that you usually keep stuck tight but, thanks to the lubrication of alcohol, it has been ripped open and now forcefully shines your deepest darkest secrets too damn bright.
Before you can stammer out a response, Sam cuffs your wrists with his strong hands, gently guiding your limbs to your lap. He beckons your name to get you to open your eyes, followed with a simply hummed, “…my pretty girl,” his eyes look crossed as he stares up at you. “Don’t, even for a second, think that I would trade you for anything. No item, or weapon, or spell, or woman would I even consider looking at if it meant you were the price. Honey, you are strong,” his face hardens like he wouldn’t understand how you don’t believe him.
“Your hands are calloused with weapons cleaned and lives saved,” he runs his hands up your arms, “your arms are thick with muscle that help you fight against the creatures we hunt,” then over your shoulders, “your shoulders are wide with a strength to anchor- along with your back,” his fingers trace down your back and once he nears your waist, he traces them forwards, ignoring your tension.
“Your stomach is soft and comfortable,” an uncontained smile rips his lips, “the perfect pillow,” he adds with a slight squeeze and nose scrunch. You want to shove him off at the way he handles your tummy but you find yourself frozen. “You’re so damn strong, and you’ve got the body to show for it,” he leans in a bit closer so that he’s now between your knees, “Your body protects you and that’s all I want.”
“As for our physical compatibility?” His brows raise with a forced exhale, “you understand you are completely out of my league, right? Dean dogs me for it basically everyday,” that earns a soft chuckle from you. “I have to fight people away from you. Hell, earlier at the roadhouse there was some hermit who was staring at you from the moment he walked in and I had to stare him off,” Sam exasperates with a slight shake of his head as if he were already getting riled up again. You piece his story with the man you caught earlier. The man who darted from your gaze quicker than a frog from the presence of something bigger. Well, not your gaze you now reckon.
“I love you more than I thought I would ever love anything, and sometimes it doesn’t make sense,” he adds softly, like he believes you’re too good for him. Not possible. “But what certainly doesn’t make sense is beating yourself up so much for something so trivial as your size against women who aren’t you. You never have anything to prove or overcome in the sense of a silent competition with the women around you, and I’m so sorry you were conditioned to think so, but I need you to know that in my eyes you are perfect and I wouldn’t change one thing about you.”
You don’t realize your crying until his calloused fingers run along your cheek. You don’t know what to say to that- you don’t even think there’s anything you could ever say to that. So you just sit there with a wobbling lip and consistent sniffle.
He lunges up a bit slowly to place a firm kiss against your forehead and when he pulls away he’s looking down at you. You see his eyes flicker to your chest then back up to your eyes.
“You don’t even understand how much I think of you. The things I ache to do for you- the ways I can make you feel,” his towering form leads you on your back with magnetic force alone and no actual push. His hand braces his torso above you on the bed. “Please let me show you,” he begs with a pleading expression, completely contradicting his dominant tone from just the previous sentence. It’s a slight slip that melts into an eager act of need upon a nod of permission from you.
His hungry lips devor your own and his hands have a mind of their own as they dig under your layers and claim your skin.
All he wants is to fuck some sense into you. To be fair, based on his actions alone, you can at least believe he believes every word he’s said- even if you don’t. And that’s enough for tonight.
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moriitis · 3 months ago
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How freaky do you think Toby is?
Like, do you think he is into public sex or getting caught being intimate with his partner? Or does he enjoy being intimate with his partner alone?
-🫐🔮 Anon
How freaky is Toby?
Content/Warnings; sex, mentions of public sex, mentions of porn, masturbation, being sexually frustrated, mentions of murder.
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Toby 100% at first is a virgin. Like, this man would not have gotten any action before he murdered his father and it's not like he got much action after. (I know him and Clockwork did stuff together and he probably lost his virginity to her.) But even after that, he's still insecure and awkward as fuck! I wouldn't be surprised if a part of him just assumed every woman was the same and there was just some kind of magic button he could flip that would make them orgasm. I don't really think he knows much about himself either? Like, I don't think he's ever sat down and really considered what turns him on or what makes him horny? Like, his dick will just get hard and he'll rub one out to deal with the issue if needed.
And fuck the whole debate of, 'is Toby an ass or titties kind of guy?!' because we all damn well know that this man is both. I don't wanna say this man is horny all the time - but in the end of a day, he's a dude and he's gonna get a lot of random boners that make no fucking sense. And no, he's not gonna suddenly get turned on or aroused if a woman is nice toward him, just more things like if he were to accidentally brush a hand against your waist or you put a hand on his knee. I feel like physical touch is more boner inducing than 'omg she smiled at me, omg shoulders, etc.' LIke, he's down bad but not down, down bad. He's just awkward and despite the little experience he has, he's sailing a ship blind essentially.
Lowkey feel like he has a lot of unrealistic expectations when it comes to sex too. I don't wanna say he lives off porn, but I see him using Pornhub or Twitter occasionally to help him jack off (even his imagination at times when needed but that's hard because he usually ends up thinking of weird shit that turns him off.)
Toby got energy too, depending on the situation and stuff. He will cum within seconds, I'm gonna put that out there but he can continue going until you're satisfied.
Onto the question though, is Toby a freak? I think his freak level will depend on his partner. I'll be honest at times Toby can be a little sex obsessed, he mostly uses pleasure in an attempt to feel something and forget about his problems (but post nut clarity will hit him HARD.) I feel like his sex drive will try to match his partners. You don't want to have sex for months on end? He's fine with that, sure he'll try to initiate something or attempt to turn you on but if you brush him off or say no, he won't persist. He's not one of those asshole guys where sex is expected, if you're not up for it - that's fine! But he'll jack off later to help relieve himself if he's really sexually frustrated. (And yes, since you guys started dating he dropped Pornhub.) Same thing for the other way round, if you wanna have sex everyday, shit, he'll try and keep up!
On the topic of public sex, I'm gonna say no. I think the idea interests him enough but he's not going to pull anything risky. Slender trusts him with going out ito civilisation, he's a wanted criminal and the last thing he wants to get caught for is fucking public indecency. Not only that, but if Slender did find out? If either of you got caught? If he got caught and you got away? I don't know, I don't think he could live with himself and nor does he trust Slender enough to not punish you too. Now, Toby is a notorious rulebreaker though, I think between the other three, Kate, Tim and Brian, Toby is the one that breaks the rules the most. But that would explain why is memory is so fucked up. Plus, he's someone's man now, idk the idea of being in a relationship matures him a little.
If you tried to initiate something in public, he'd probably maybe sternly tell you off a little.
"No, no, n-nnow isn't the time. Let's do this l-la-later, yeah? Be good for me, huh?"
"I'll make you feel good, j-just me n you. Come one."
Like sure he'll get hard at the idea of you being so sexual and the risk of it all, but Toby isn't that fucking stupid. I think the worst part for him would be how tempting it would be, so he'd struggle internally for awhile.
But he'd make it up for when you guys are alone. Considering how awkward he is, he would prefer to do these kinds of things alone. Now, would that stop him from fucking the shit out of you in his car? No! But as long as you're parked up somewhere dark, he don't care. It's not like he would be ashamed for fucking somebody as perfect as you, in fact, it's normal! God damn, what could be worse, public sex or murder?
And yes, he will fuck you with the lights off. He's just insecure, maybe at some point he'll find some confidence to allow light, but as long as he can feel you and hear you - he's satisfied. Although he does love when you ride him when he's sat in the drivers seat of his truck, he loves seeing your facial expressions so close, your hot breath on his lips.
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DaveFarts - Episode 33 “Rear Cushion” [Episode List]
Dave has to hold back the loudness of his huge farts as he gets an important phone call from work while blasting Tim’s face.
POV: Tim
The cab dropped me a few blocks from my place: finally, a couple of more minutes and I could relax at home. This was a long day. Nothing ground-breaking or anything, as I simply had to meet a client downtown. It went well, no need to go into boring details, but I’m glad I know how to pilot drones and film stuff with them. Believe it or not, working as an editor for Greg’s porn films, of all things, gave me lots of experience. I’m not planning to become a film-maker, but I do like how this stuff works. Plus, and perhaps most importantly, it pays the bills, which is good.
Bills that I’m currently sharing with my bro and roommate Dave anyway. I wonder if he’s home: today he called in sick from work because he had to do some stuff with Dana -something related to them planning to move in together. From what he told me, it’s been a tough month, and often he ended up working overtime, so he really needed this one day to get some stuff done with his girlfriend.
It was evening, around 7:00 PM, the cold breeze scratching my face, with my eyes being spared thanks to my round glasses. I could spot our house: the lights were on. I do hope he is home, or else he’s gonna pay *those* bills by himself this time. 
Indeed, I passed by Dave’s car parked on the driveway, still warm, meaning that my friend probably got home mere minutes before me. I quickly put a halt to my detective work and opened the door, stepping into our living room / kitchen, being greeted by the warmth of our apartment, other than a firm “Yo!” from my roommate.
Dave walked past me and towards the couch, holding a sandwich, greeting me by making noises with his mouth as he took a big bite of his snack. 
“You didn’t even make me say ‘Honey, I’m home.”
I watched Dave lying down on the long couch, reaching for the laptop on the small table in front of it, as he put it on his chest, comically close to his face. Impressive how fast that sandwich got eaten up -he is a big eater after all, despite the tall, slim appearance.
“Because that’s my line.” he replied, his fingers tapping the buttons on the keyboard.
I hung my coat by the door and went into the kitchen to fetch a beer.
“I thought you called in sick.” I asked, as I opened the fridge, disappointed by the lack of alcohol.
“I did.” he said, the stern tone catching me off guard. “Such bullshit!”
He wasn’t mad at me obviously, probably some work-related issue, as it usually happens lately. 
I solved my own very important issue with the fridge instead by settling for a soda, because my body may be a temple, but most temples are old and crumbling so I’m just very committed to the role.
As I walked towards the couch, Dave (eyes glued on the screen) automatically moved his legs just a bit to make room for me. Another sign that he came back a few minutes ago was that he was still wearing, well, casual clothes, precisely a yellow hoodie and a pair of bright blue jeans (and grey socks -he left his sneakers by the door). Since I’m a kinky asshole, I did notice that he was accidentally showing off his sort-of-sagging denim ass towards me, but I easily ignored that by focusing on the soda and the TV. 
Even though he wasn’t angry at me, I didn’t want to annoy him by asking more questions about the job, especially considering the furious tapping I was hearing, so I simply, and silently, took a sip of my not-beer.
“It’s because of Fisher by the way.” Dave said, his face hidden behind the laptop.
“Again?!” I replied. “You did tell me he was making a mess like… 2 days ago.”
“And guess who’s trying to fix the mess he made at 7:30 PM.”
Another episode of my bro working overtime, ladies and gentleman.
Dave also rarely works from home, so I don’t usually get to see how he acts in those situations. The rare times it happened I noticed he switches to a serious man of few words. He still is chill and all, just rightfully focused on whatever task he’s working on.
Whatever happened made him really angry however, as I heard the keyboard almost beg for mercy under all that furious tapping. That’s Dave: when he gets really mad, he actually goes silent. One of those men, yes.
I just remained there, chilling and watching the TV, enjoying my soda, though a beer would have been better in case this wasn’t clear. Occasionally, my friend would occasionally mumble some insults towards the screen or, better yet, to this Fisher guy, a man he complained about to us in the last few days, something that he almost never does. Dave is very easy-going as you know, and very very patient (exhibit A: me), but push the right buttons and he will get mad at you.
“Sorry about all the tapping.” he suddenly said, after like 10 minutes of silence, still focused on the screen. “I can go upstairs if that’s bothering you.” 
“It’s fine bro.” I replied. “I’ve already seen this movie anyway.”
“Yeah the news are wild these days.”
I found it funny how Dave tried to hold a casual conversation despite being so clearly distracted by whatever was happening at work (I don’t blame him). And speaking of which, I certainly didn’t want to distract him myself, so I didn’t reply.
“I mean it’s not like you’re not used to me making weird noises on this couch anyway.”
There he is, the teasing bastard.
I turned to him and I could see him narrowing his eyes and raising his eyebrows, the laptop screen hiding a cheesy smirk. So focused on his job, but will always take the chance to tease and make fun of me.
Which I will always be thankful for.
“…maybe I should go upstairs.” I said, in a deadpan tone.
Without halting all the typing and his focus on the screen, Dave’s casual, immediate answer made the couch shake: a huge fart, one of his usual, Dave-certified displays of flatulence, almost stock-sounding rips. A quick 4-seconds thunder, unusually (relatively) short for my friend’s standards, but loud and proud like it’s perfectly in-brand for him. 
The blast was followed by Dave snoffing from behind the laptop, very aware that his kinky roomate both loves and hates all this teasing.
“Weren’t you going upstairs?” he asked, trying not to laugh, as if nothing happened.
I mouthed a “fuck you” which he obviously couldn’t see. I stared at his denim now instead, the sagging making the ass look even bigger and more imposing in that position and from this angle. My dirty mind liked the view and how casual the pose was, farting like I wasn’t even there. And speaking of casual, you know it, Dave is as usual ridiculously chill with my kink and I’ll never thank him enough for this whole thing going on between us.
“Here’s what I think of Fisher.”
Dave then said, before ripping another huge rip, doing the classic leg-lift move in the process. He didn’t even look at me, still hiding behind the laptop, just farting as if I wasn’t sitting dangerously close to the source, like I said. Another “short” rip, as long as the previous one, and just as loud, if not more.
My friend’s farts are usually as loud as they are long, but I was definitely enjoying this barrage of quick blasts. Then again, when it comes to Dave’s farts, the term “short” is like describing a nuclear explosion as “kind of noisy”.
Naturally, the scent of those quickies reached my nose and engulfed the entire room. My bro’s farts are always big but not as stinky as one may expect. Don’t get me wrong, your nostrils will burn, but they’re not as hard on the nose as they sound… most of the times. 
One thing that was hard, however, was my cock, unsurprisingly reacting to my friend’s talent.
“Alright, done.” Dave said, stretching his right arm to clumsily put the laptop on the small table in front of the couch. “I hope Fisher gets hit by an asteroid tonight.” 
I silently toasted to his understandable wish and took another sip of my soda. My bro was now lying on the couch, legs up, without anything hiding his smirk, the smirk that proved how him showing off his denim sagging ass in my direction was not a coincidence this time. I tried to ignore that, but it was getting very difficult, especially considering that, knowing his skills, the blasts were far from being over.
I kept myself distracted by doing literally anything else than staring, such as putting the empty soda can on the floor by the couch.
“So, you’re done working?” I managed to ask.
He cackled in response to that. 
“Sort of. Got one last job to do.” he said, a cheesy grin drawn on his face.
“What do you m- oh… of course.”
I understood mid-sentence what he meant. The fact that he leaned towards me to reach for my head and pull it down and close to his denim ass being a big clue. I didn’t even try to resist, and I let his hand push my face in front of his butt, Dave’s legs spreading a bit more to once again make room for me -my entire head, in this case. The scent from his previous farts was strong and the ass was warm; the seams and textures of his jeans were always a pleasure to look at, the rough surface tickling the tip of my nose. 
As usual, when Dave gets gassy, my face ends up planted straight into the source of his farts, even though I didn’t ask for it. I don’t know if he did that on purpose, but I was positioned in a way that while most of my view was obscured by his overwhelming ass, I could still see part of my friend’s face, staring down at me, with a smirk. I love when it happens: experiencing one of Dave’s farts so up close and personal while still managing to see that damn smirk (or his other facial expressions) only makes the whole experience even hotter for me.
And hotter it became, not just figuratively, as Dave’s ass soon greeted with another huge blast. Was it stronger than the previous two or did my face being glued to his denim-clad anus made it feel like it was? Either way, it was huge and loud, a standard “Dave rip”, and getting those in my face is something I’ll never get used to. It definitely was longer than the previous farts, about 7 seconds, which only made the smell worse in the process. My bro wasn’t even holding my head anymore, but I didn’t want to move, nor he was surprised that I didn’t.
After he was finished he adjusted his position, so he could see my face better and make fun of me being a kinky mess as usual, while I was completely dazed by his talent.
“Remember when you apologized for the tapping?” I joked.
I made my friend laugh, which I guess is the only way I can somehow return the incredible kinky favor.
“Good times.” he joked back.
My head was still facing his ass, but admittedly it was getting awkward. Dave probably noticed that I was moving away and promptly used his left leg to trap me.
“I’m not gonna apologize for this, bro.” he said, clearly brewing another big one. “…Ready?”
And ready I was, bracing myself for the impact, but the noise I heard was not what I was expecting.
“Fuck!” I heard Dave say, reacting to that same noise.
I saw his right arm reaching for his smartphone, next to the laptop he put there moments ago.
“Fisher?! Really?!” he commented, as he saw the name of the person calling.
I remained there, now things getting awkward for real.
Again I tried to move away, and again my bro made sure I couldn’t.
“Hold on, I gotta take this one.” he said, with the silliest smirk you can imagine. “In the meantime, you can take this one instead.”
A huge rip suddenly blasted my face, just as Dave answered with a surprisingly calm and professional “Hello?”. The fart lasted like 3 seconds but it was probably the baddest one so far, in terms of sound and stench.
“Nooo Fisher, not bothering me at all.” 
I saw and heard Dave resisting the urge to tell this guy to fuck off, and he confirmed that he was lying but winking at me as he continued his ass-licking: after all, Fisher was actually one of his superiors. Not judging however, I’d do the same, and truth to be told, with my face being engulfed in Dave’s gas, you could say that I am doing the same right now, sort of.
As my friend seemed particularly into that phone call, I tried to move one more time, but Dave promptly used his left foot to step on my head and hold me there. Now my nostrils were being tortured not just by Dave’s gas, but also his smelly sock soiling my hair.
So, as long as I’m staying down there, with Dave’s foot firmly holding me still, I simply stared at that wall of denim in front of me; despite the anus being silent, the stench was still kind of unbearable. I know I just said that my bro’s rips do not stink as much as one may think, but when you fart this much and this often, of course one is gonna reach their breaking point, even a kinky guy like me.
“Mh… okay. I see. What did Johnson said?”
I laughed. Dave having this super serious work call while literally holding his farts in was actually hilarious. I managed to look at his face and he was like I wasn’t even there, a calm, assertive man just doing his job. He did look at me for a moment though, trying not to laugh, and winked at me again, fully aware of how ridiculous the whole thing was.
“Sure Fisher, by Tuesday we’ll be ready.”
As Dave said that, I noticed his facial expression changing. He was pushing one out… but since I wasn’t getting blown away, I guess he was pushing this one out in a way that he could somehow control how loud it was gonna be. After all, my bro is the fart master: he knows how to roar, but he also knows how to whisper, proving an incredible talent when it comes to literally controlling his farts’ loudness, length and pitch. 
And those weren’t even on command!
As Dave’s foot kept me in place, the fart that came out was as big as the others, but in a different way. My friend was probably worried (more amused than worried, actually) that Fisher could actually hear his infamous loud farts through the phone, which is not very professional admittedly… and for some reason he also wanted to torture me with his gas. So, the fart master decided to somehow “dilute” his fart into a sort of quieter, rumbly, bubbly long rip.
I could tell this rip was enormous, in spite of all those nerfs. It sounded like a muffled rip with many interruptions, like fire-crackers going off, without getting too loud however. Dave kept the conversation going, speaking about documents, files, coding and all that, his facial expression revealing how carefully he was pushing this one out, while still focusing on the call, without missing a beat. The whole scene was hot and amusing for both of us (well, just the second one for my bro).
This masterful rip was going to be long, even longer than Dave’s usual farts, which are already impressive. I didn’t know if I could edge any longer, as my boner twitched every time this peculiar long fart got surprisingly louder than expected.
10 seconds passed, the stench burning my nostrils and eyes, the fart still “cracking” through Dave’s warm denim and reaching my defenceless nose. I know my bro is good at this, but takes some incredible skills to control your farts like this, natural farts I mean. And such skills only made me harder.
“Yes Fisher, I ToTaLlY AgReE…” 
Dave raised his voice just a bit, anticipating his ass doing the same: a clumsy way to hide the sound of his giant fart from Fisher’s ears. As skilled as my friend is, trying to “dilute” such a huge rip this much and for this long was getting difficult even for a talented man like him. This “accident” only made him silently laugh however.
“Sure Fisher, whatever you say.”
Professionals have standards, you know the drill. And Dave being this professional from both ends was a sight to behold (and, well, sniff I guess). I forgot about my friend’s foot combing my hair and just lied there enjoying the noisy spectacle, the “fireworks” still going strong. Pre-cum erupted from my boner, I couldn’t take it anymore. This gassy bastard makes me cum without even touching me, it’s insane how hot he can get.
Worst (best?) of all, he’s completely aware of it.
After a whopping 56 seconds, the ass seemingly stopped emitting those fire-cracker noises. Despite the relative silence, my bro still made sure I didn’t move, which is something I didn’t even want to question at this point.
“Alright… no no it’s all good. See you tomorrow morning.”
A bit more paying lip service and finally… he hung up.
“Idiot.” he hissed, as he threw the phone on the small table.
I still remained there, my head under Dave’s foot and in the presence of his sagging ass, without questioning whether this was getting too weird or awkward.
“Are… are you finished?” I carefully asked.
“Yeah.” my friend said, with a smirk. 
I guess blasting me does put him in a good mood.
We’re both weird, no doubts about it.
“And that means I’m done holding back. Get ready.” he then added, threatening me with a good time.
If all of that was Dave “holding back”, then yeah, my bro’s skills are just as insane as they sound.
Without even giving me time to come up with a witty comeback, Dave finally raised his foot… only to have his hand take its place, pulling my face up and firmly planting it in his sagging denim ass. It felt warm and kind of sweaty, the jeans soaked into that stench caused by the almost 1-minute-long “fire-cracker” fart. 
How is it possible to be this gassy? A few seconds after my nose touched his ass, my friend started blasting my face again. Yet another loud fart, long and proud, probably what was left of the insane gas bubble from moments earlier, ‘cause that really sounded like his ass was tying up loose ends. As the fart kept going, Dave firmly, but gently, held my face into his ass, with the rip basically being shoved down my throat.
Finally, after 12 more seconds, this final thunder faded out, as Dave’s grip on my head loosened. My friend then (just as gently) pushed me away with his legs on my side of the couch; I was completely startled by all of that, one of the most insane fart sessions I ever had with my bro.
“Are you finished… now?” I asked again.
“ahah You’re lucky my shift is over.” he replied.
He then stood up and walked towards the kitchen, easily towering over me still sitting down on the couch. As if the gas-trail he was leaving behind wasn’t enough, he ripped another loud quickie as his ass passed near my face. I leaped back, not expecting, believe it or not, to fall for such an old trick.
“I thought you were done!”
In response, I heard my friend laugh from the kitchen. 
“Yeah, told you I’ve been working overtime lately!”
I took a deep breath, the air around me still heavily polluted by the power of my roommate’s ass, and carefully massaged the damp tent I pitched between my legs. I was gonna take care of that in the bathroom upstairs in a minute; I only wanted a bit more time to process those particularly strong rips… and if I should start paying Dave since face-farting is, apparently, his real job.
End of Episode 33
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plumbogs · 1 year ago
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Making Sims 2 University Fun: my personal guide
I've noticed that while it's probably one of the most utilized of the expansions, TS2's university is generally seen as a slog. Which makes sense. It has a completely different gameplay loop than the rest of the game. But it's very handy to send your sims to college, especially if you use any of the various mods that limit careers based on education. So here's my big guide to making university an actual fun experience to play through (to me, at least).
The university expansion is, uh, very tailored to the 2000s college party time animal-house tropes. the pack becomes more fun when you treat it that way and let your sims be stupid young adults who streak and fool around on campus and throw parties. which, by default, is tricky because of the gameplay that requires so much skill building and assignments. which the rest of this guide will also deal with.
Note: I make some pretty big changes to normal university gameplay, to the point that it does require a bit of modding and at least one instance of fooling with simpe. there's probably also easier ways to do it, and of course everything is optional. maybe you do like keeping sims in dorms for the entire time and just three-speeding trough it all.
*mods: there are a few absolute must-have mods to me.:
TwoJeff's College Adjuster. It's basically an all-in-one controller to adjust semester timing, change semesters, plus a bunch of other features. The semester timing is the most important to me.
Active Classes is still in testing, but it almost completely changes how I play college sims. Once again, I'll detail gameplay later, but actually sending your sims to class makes for a much more fun campus experience.
No College Time Progression On Community Lots: this goes hand-in-hand with the previous mod.
Community Time: IIRC you have to do a little editing in SimPE to make it work right with University - this post explains what to edit. I don't know if I'm allowed to share the exact edit I made as a download. This might seem redundant after the last mod, but there's a reason for the madness: while one group of sims are in their active classes, the other students can do things on the home lot.
Instant Pledge for Greek Houses: This one is important for greek house gameplay, which is later.
SimBlender: There's like, 500 different edits of the SimBlender, and I think all of them have the main function needed for my college gameplay, which is teleportation. You can use a comparable teleporter if you fancy.
Simlogical's University Break is another important one for me, but it's not really necessary if you don't want it. I usually give the sims one break day per season - more on that later.
Autonomous Casual Romance is not required, but it sure adds a lot of fun to your college experience. You can also do any number of professor-limiting, custom degrees, etc mods and fixes you want.
*mods i do not use: there are mods to change the number of/length of semesters, but I seem to run into issues with them so I use the college adjuster to do the same things. I also don't really use any major overhauls, or mods that make term papers faster. I did have the tuition mod for a bit but grew tired of using it.
*general timing changes: I do seven-day seasons with longer lifespans for all sims and play rotations each day. These are the things I do specifically for university:
Four semesters: I only do semesters 2, 4, 6, and 8. Every time a new semester starts, I just use the College Adjuster to set the correct semester for each sim. I use the default length of 72 hours.
Synchronized finals: I use the College adjuster to reset the timer so the finals are all around 6-8am, and synchronized for each sim on a lot. This makes it easier to keep track of timing and skills. Also, all sims in university run on the same 3-day semester. Finals are the same day for the entire college each round. Once again, that just makes it easier for me to keep track of college-wide events for gameplay reasons.
Because this means there's 3 days per school year, and two school years per season week, it syncs better if they get a day off every Sunday using the University break mod.
Teens are sent to college on the same schedule. I send teens to school when they have 14 days or so left, with maybe an extra day or two if the college is currently in the middle of the semester.
*Gameplay: living situations: Here's where the meat begins. Now all your sims are on the same college schedule, they're all being sent to school, and now they need to actually move into college. I follow a real rule a number of colleges use: Every student spends a year in the dorms. Just their freshman year, then they have to move somewhere else. I find that this gives them a chance to meet dormies, adapt to being on college, and sorta figure out what kind of young adults they are. Plus, this gives them time for joining greek houses, which will be talked about later.
I do this because I like seeing sims as their own little characters with arcs and whatever and it forces me to think about what exactly they would be doing in college. Some sims get so frustrated with the constant mess of a dorm, some sims thrive by making friends with every dormie. Sometimes they start new drama with the others they came from high school with. Nothing quite like losing your high school sweetheart to some stinky dormie, after all.
After freshmen year, the students are kicked out of the dorms. They can get an apartment, they can rent a house, they can move into a greek house if they join one. Either way, they need to live somewhere. You can let them stay in the dorms, but I prefer somewhat smaller college households and divide them accordingly. Which gets into that whole greek house situation:
*Gameplay: greek houses. I gamify the Greek houses. I play SSU in my megahood, which comes with a fraternity and sorority, and you can do whatever setup you like there if you dislike gendered houses. Or abandon them all together and ignore this section. There are a few important elements:
Freshmen cannot live in Greek houses. They can, however, pledge while living in the dorms and move in right after their finals end. This includes dormies. There are benefits to the dorm, such as free housing, more social opportunities, usually more money per household since I cheat to make the greek houses actually nice to live in with things like pools and comfortable furniture, etc.
The Greeks have to be recruiting consistently. To keep the house going, they need to constantly be bringing in new members, either playable OR dormies.
Any recruited dormies are required to move in. You can townify them after graduation if you don't really get attached to them, but every member of the house is moved in. I use the instant pledge mod to get rid of that annoying requirement where they have to hang out on the lot so long before moving in. That, and they also move in after finals. You can teleport or invite them on and just ask them to move in. Whatever you want. Then, you must set them to be sophomores. Beyond that you can do whatever. They're playable now. Have fun.
You gotta let the Greeks party. Throw toga parties all the time and use a teleporter to maximize guests. Generally, ALL members of ALL greek houses are teleported to a party by default. Add more dormies, any friends, anybody in the dorms - the kids need to recruit and the easiest way is by forcing everyone on one lot. If you have autonomy mods or realistic alcohol, sit back and watch the madness unfold.
I don't really play wants-based, so playables that join greek houses is more based on vibes or friendship with existing greek members than wants.
*Gameplay: what do you mean we have to study??? Yeah. I made it this far before even bringing up the whole point of college. This is also where it gets a little more complicated and changed up, so bear with me.
I don't do wants-based, again, so I generally just try to make sure sims are at least passing by default. Whether they go beyond a C is up to whatever. I usually try to get knowledge sims to their 4.0s or sims that just seem like they'd take it seriously to max GPA.
ACTIVE CLASSES ARE SUCH A LIFESAVER. You can use the pre-made lecture hall or make your own. Put some skill-building objects in there, and if you like flavor theme the lecture halls around majors. I have a business/gen ed building, a science lot, and an arts lot, each with two classrooms (plus the library contains a classroom). I do believe I made an edit to the mod to make the class performance go higher with active classes, as well, so attending class every day is the bare minimum to get a passing grade.
The active class lots also contain career reward skill-building objects. These are nice because your sims can request to be taught by other sims on the lot. If you have a mod that allows non-students to visit uni lots, this helps even more with faster skill-building.
Every day, I send groups of sims with similar majors to their class. If there's a mixed-major group, each sim group gets one day in active class per semester. (So if there's an economics major, a bio major, and an art major, each one attends class on a separate rotation and the others do the normal autonomous go-to-class where they leave the lot and disappear). They attend one or both of the lectures and otherwise exist on the college lot to skill-build, socialize, eat, etc.
Outside of class, sims will usually research if they're not doing great. I honestly barely bother with assignments or term papers unless the sim actually wants to do them or are aiming for a high GPA. Maybe they go hang out at the lounge or downtown to fool around. Maybe they just fester at home. Whatever they want.
*other gameplay/storytelling things: I usually will take advantage of the aspiration change after their sophomore year if I realize that their aspiration just doesn't really jive with how they act. It's realistic to me. They had many years since being like, 13 when they first had their aspiration selected. I'd like to implement more in the way of holidays/events, personally, but that's not really relevant either. I usually give them an outfit change as well, and I like to go hard with the idea that they're going through a bunch of weird fashion phases. You know you want to give them a mohawk, just for a few days, don't you? Dye their hair red? Shave it all off? Have fun with it.
All of these things combine for me, at least, to make the college years a lot more engaging/interesting and less of a slow "move to a dorm -> study -> read books -> meet needs -> graduate" loop. There's a lot more storyline development that comes from sims being able to enjoy their time as young adults, too, such as the regular polycule jealousy explosions and party fights. It serves to break up anything they had going on as teens and give them a little direction to enter adulthood with. This concludes my little mini-guide, feel free to steal all my gameplay style or just take inspiration if you please. Or ignore it all and shake your head and call me an idiot. do whatever you want forever.
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alexlwrites · 1 year ago
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𝐑𝐞𝐝 𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐬
✿𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: OT7 x Plus Size! Reader
✿ 𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚: "What was so outrageous about someone like you, you asked yourself and the universe. You had tried your best to compensate for any shortcomings with everything else that was expected of you: femininity, understanding, a sense of humor. Never enough, those were never even the first thing that came to mind when people thought of you.
Why bother then? If nothing you did made any difference at all, why try? If people hated your body just for existing, why not give them a reason to hate your personality as well?"
OR  
The one where seven campus princes who are used to getting everything they wanted get enchanted by your distrust and brattiness, climbing over each other to get a smile from you who could not be bothered to give them a single second of your day.
✿ 𝑻𝒂𝒈𝒔:  Romance, Humor, Fluff, Angst, College AU
✿ 𝑨/𝑵: I wanna leave this here as sort of a trigger warning: this work features a plus size main character and throughout the story there will be mean comments from characters about her body and her journey dealing with said comments. A lot of it comes from my own experience as a (now ex-ish) plus size girl myself and my path to living peacefully within my body. And although this work is about Y/N's relationship with the boys, I like to think that she still would've continued to grow and blossom happily on her own. Let this be something you learn from this fic, as I say right on the first chapter: You don't have to love the way you look right away, you just can't let it stop you from doing the things you want and, in a greater scale, from being happy and treated with respect.
Thank you for reading <3
P.S: Red daisies, like many red flowers, represent love and romance. Florists often use them to communicate affection to someone who doesn’t know how beautiful they are—a.k.a. beauty unknown to the possessor. 
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𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞: 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭
The pattern in your relationships - if you could call them that - was tiring, to say the least. Once, they might have been soul crushing, but time and repetition took away the novelty of your pain and now the endgame was a mild, resented disappointment.
It started with kindness and a gentle smile, mainly from your part. You treated anyone who gave you any smidgen of attention with the utmost sweetness, hoping your energy would be matched. And sometimes it was, for a while. Sometimes you got to be on the receiving end of a blinding smile or a casual touch and you allowed yourself to hope - no, pray -that that could be it. That someone, some modern day knight in shiny armor , saw through your looks and decided that you were deserving of love, despite societal norms,
But men had a way of setting you up for disappointment. A talent, truly.
You were tired, you decided that night. No, beyond that, you were exhausted, scarred, bitter, hopeless, resentful… You could keep going. You could list every bad feeling you had been carrying in your chest by alphabetical order or by how badly they hurt and honestly you just wanted it to stop.
Would you have to change everything about your body to be happy, you wondered watching the boy you had been seeing for a few weeks make fun of you in front of his circle of friends at the party you were both at. Would you never be allowed to be happy just the way you were?
Would you have to change everything about your body to be happy?
“Yeah, she’s nice” Junsuu said, winking suggestively at his giggling friends “if you know what I mean.” you felt your face heat up in humiliation at the renewed round of laughter “But we just don’t match, like, physically. You know, looks-wise.”
“Right” someone agreed way too enthusiastically, sending a spear through your heart “I really just can’t see you with someone like her.”
What was so outrageous about someone like you, you asked yourself and the universe. You had tried your best to compensate for any shortcomings with everything else that was expected of you: femininity, understanding, a sense of humor. Never enough, those were never even the first thing that came to mind when people thought of you.
Why bother then? If nothing you did made any difference at all, why try? If people hated your body just for existing, why not give them a reason to hate your personality as well?
“You’re right” you said out loud, drawing attention to yourself. Filled with hatred (for him, the world, the circumstances), your heart had no room to be mortified when all eyes turned to you “we don’t match.”
You watched as Junsuu’s eyes widened, clearly not expecting you to hear, much less reply “I am a big girl” you continued, words dripping with rage “And I know for a fact that there’s nothing big about you.”
You turned around to leave the room, cringing at the petty comeback, ignoring the murmurs and Junsuu’s panicked calls of your name. Walking fast, you fled the scene of the last heartbreak you would allow yourself to go through, deciding that a change was needed, but not the change everyone wanted from  you.
Despite the rumors, you didn’t turn into a huge bitch overnight, didn’t start kicking puppies or spitting on the poor. Truly, the only thing you did was establish boundaries and reevaluate the amount of respect some people deserved, but very quickly people started seeing you as some sort of villain, especially when they realized how little you cared for how they saw you. How disrespectful of you to not allow yourself to be disrespected, right?
At first, there was still an air of uncertainty about you - years and years of non-reciprocal niceties drilled into your brain, habits hard to quit. But the more you let go of those things, these tiny acts of self-aggression disguised as pleasantries and altruism, the lighter you felt; Your days became easier to get through, existing within your body felt less and less like a punishment. You had yet to reach an Instagram-worthy level of body positivity, but you had become accustomed to body neutrality. You didn’t have to love the way you looked right away, you just couldn’t let it stop you from doing the things you wanted and, in a greater scale, from being happy and treated with respect.
And respect you started to demand and much happier you became, living in relative peace and solitude - safe by a few close friends - up until your days started being pestered by seven headaches you could not seem to shake away.
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Jungkook was the one that saw you first.
It was 3 weeks into the semester and he finally decided it was the perfect time to start going to classes, sitting in the back and only listening to about 25% of what was being said, mind floating towards more important subjects such as the package of ramen waiting for him at home. Only mildly interested in what the professor had to teach, he couldn’t help but to be startled when everyone started getting up from their seats to shuffle around the room. “What’s going on?” he asked the guy sitting next to him.
“Professor gave us a duo assignment.” the other man said, standing up “You're with Y/N.”
“Who?”
The guy just pointed towards you with his chin, redirecting Jungkook’s attention before leaving. You were sitting a couple rows further down, hunched over your little green IPad as you wrote something with impressive velocity. Jungkook walked over to you, already mentally going over what he would have to do to charm you into doing everything on your own “Y/N?” he called and you raised your head.
You were pretty, he noticed with satisfaction, all bright eyes and lovely features, curves everywhere he looked “Yes?”
“I’m Jungkook.” he extended his hand with a casual smirk “The professor put us together for this project.”
There had been a small, but pleasant and polite smile on your face up until he said those words, replaced by pursed lips and an arched brow. “Yes, I know. We’ve had classes together for over a year now and been partnered together before.”
Uh oh. “Right” he coughed awkwardly, fumbling under your hardened stare “so, about this project…”
“We will meet once a week,” you said, straightforward as you turned your eyes back to your sticker-filled IPad “I will go over the theme and split the work evenly, so give me your number and I can text you with what you’re supposed to do.”
“Woah, woah, asking for my number already?” he said in a flirting manner, sitting on top of your table so he could be directly in front of you.
“Would you prefer it if I emailed it to you?” you asked without looking up.
“Actually, I was thinking you could help me out a bit,” he placed his finger under your chin, raising your face towards him “you know I have soccer practice and…”
You pushed his hand away “Unless you’re playing at the World Cup, I can’t see how that would be more important than your studies, so you either do your part of the assignment or get an F in it, I don’t care. I won’t do all the work for you, Jeon. Not again.”
Again? Jungkook winced, trying to remember when you had met before. Surely he would remember getting his head bitten off by a snappy, pretty thing like you, wouldn’t he? Surely your attitude would stand out to him amongst all the sweetness and compliance he received just for existing and smiling.
“Here’s my number.” you gave him a piece of paper with your digits written in gel sparkly ink “Text me when you decide if you want to pass this class. Good day.” 
You looked down again, going back to your notes, signing that the conversation was over before he even had the chance to add anything more. He jumped off the desk and stepped away, looking back to see if you were looking at him, but there wasn’t a single glance from your part.
Shit. Shit. He actually did have to pass this class, otherwise his overbearing soccer coach would kick him off the team. He stared down at your number, wondering what he would have to do to get you to cut him a little slack and forgive him for absolutely forgetting about your existence. 
“Hey, this is Jungkook” the text from an unknown number said “looking forward to us working together. We should get dinner sometime, get to know each other better.”
You read over the text once more, willing your heart to slow down its beating. Sure, Jungkook was charming and handsome, but you had seen this dance before. He would talk his way into your good graces, making you laugh and giggle until you had a four thousand word essay done with both your names in it and your texts to him would go unanswered and unseen. 
This was not your first hurtful rodeo. You put your phone away, facing down, ignoring as the poor device vibrated itself off the table with the upcoming texts.
Meanwhile, across campus, Jungkook was fuming.
“Or breakfast. We should get breakfast. I know a great place.” he tried once again, but his message was left unread. Still, he persisted.
“I have a lot of great ideas for this assignment. Don’t you want to know them?” he texted, even though he didn’t have the faintest idea on what the assignment was even about.
“You know, it’s rude to leave a guy hanging.”
“How can we do this if you won’t even text me back?”
“I thought we were in this together.”
“You know, like High School Musical.”
He kept typing out absurdity after absurdity, hoping you would dignify one with an answer. He just needed one opportunity, one opening…
His text stopped going through.
“She blocked me!” he gasped out loud.
“Who?” his roommate, Taehyung asked from where he laid on their couch, feet up on the coffee table.
“This girl in my class. We have this project together and she blocked me!”
Taehyung sent a disbelieving look his way “Were you actually planning to do the work?”
“Don’t be ridiculous. Obviously not.”
His friend rolled his eyes “Obviously not. So what’s your plan here?”
Jungkook didn’t answer, too busy looking for alternative ways to contact you. After a few minutes of research, he found your Instagram. You were cute, he noticed again, scrolling through your few posts, all relatively recent. You had a very specific style, a tasteful mix or dark and edgy with splashes of pink and bows, tight corsets under leather jackets that he couldn’t help but stare appreciatively, the flattering material clinging to your waist line and pushing your breasts up, exposing the soft freckled top of cleavage to his always hungry eyes. In your pictures, your eyes shone brightly, crinkling at the sides from your ever present smile and he could not understand why you hadn’t directed one of those to him. 
It was unsettling, to say the least, but he could not allow his annoyance to take over. He needed your help if he wanted to pass that class and if he had to use unconventional ways to get your attention, he would. 
And so, much like a little boy pulling at a girl’s braids, he started liking and spamming the comments of every single post you had.
There were whispers all around you, your worst nightmare.
You were at the school library, getting work done while drinking from your fourth cup of coffee, hands shaking due to caffeine and anxiety, your ever present friends. You tried to focus on your books and carefully written notes, but every word you could barely hear and every look you felt over your shoulder seemed to dig claws into your skin. You knew what they were saying. You heard it all the way from your dorm to your classes and couldn’t seem to escape them. 
“Did you see Jungkook’s comments on her pictures? What’s that about?”
“It’s not like there’s a lot to comment, is there?” 
“Maybe he thought it was someone else?”
“It’s probably a prank.”
“I bet he was hacked.”
Of course, why else would someone like Jungkook - a campus prince, popular soccer player, heartthrob - show interest in you? 
It hurt, but a small part of you still agreed with those mean spirited whispers. You closed your eyes, trying to even your breathing and will those thoughts away. You knew better, had learned better than to measure your value by how interested some boy was in you.
When you opened your eyes again, Jungkook was in front of you.
You barely had time to process his presence when the voices picked up volume, your skin prickling and eyes aching to remain dry. 
“What’s Jungkook doing with Fat Y/N?”
That word shouldn’t be as hurtful as it was - after all, it was just an adjective, just the current state of your body that served only to carry your thinking mind, your feeling heart. But people always said it like a curse, wielding it like a sword.
You closed your eyes again and when you opened once more, Jungkook was still there. Looking furious.
“What are they saying?”
“What they always said” you shrugged, avoiding his eyes by looking down at your papers.
Jungkook didn’t move for a while, hearing people pretend to whisper around you but it was clear that the motherfuckers wanted you to hear. Was it always like this for you, he wondered, watching as you focused on whatever book you had in front of you, hunched over with tense shoulders, your face a far cry from the luminescent one he saw on your Instagram, not a hint of that smile he wanted directed at him so unreasonably.
He couldn’t just stand there and watch you struggle to keep your posture. 
You felt him standing up and leaving more than you saw him. Good, you thought. He should leave, like everyone did, scared away by that one word that followed you around like a brand. He was probably embarrassed to be seen with you, you assumed bitterly, and there was no place in your life for people who didn’t want you proudly by your side…
Jungkook sat back in the chair in front of you and you couldn’t help but gape at the impressive bouquet of red daisies he extended towards you.
“Take it” he said, but you couldn’t move, could barely hear the furious voices around you over the roaring beat of your heart.
You… You had never gotten flowers. 
“Take it” he repeated “I almost got run over because of this, the least you can do is accept it.”
“Jungkook” you whispered, dumbfoundedly accepting the bouquet “what’s this?”
“People keep doubting I could be interested in you” he said and there was an edge to his tone you did not expect “maybe this could help clear up some rumors.”
“This is not your battle to fight” you held the flowers close to your chest carefully, looking up at him with distrust, unable to understand his motives “I’m used to this sort of thing and I don’t care about those stupid rumors.”
You were used to it? That just made Jungkook angrier. How could you be used to that sort of treatment? 
Jungkook was a lot of things - spoiled, a little lazy, sometimes a dick. But he wasn’t a bigot and he wasn’t about to stand around and let you become used to being disrespected if there was something - anything! - he could do about it “I like picking up fights”.
“Is this just pity?” you asked and he could see walls around you that stood thousands of feet tall “Is this because of that stupid assignment? Because I’m not going to do all the work just because you got me some flowers…” 
He raised his hands and smiled at you “Don’t worry, sweetheart, I’ll do my work” he said, a new goal in mind as he saw you recoil from him with eyes filled with wariness like a suspicious kitten “You said once a week, right? How’s friday for you?” 
You still clung to your bouquet like a lifeline “That works, I guess.”
“Great!” he clapped loudly, standing up and catching the eye of those around him “I’ll see you around, sweetheart.”
“Don’t call me sweetheart” you mumbled, but he pretended not to hear as he crossed the table around to your side, quickly leaving a kiss to your heated cheek before you had the chance to react.
“Alright, sweetheart, I’ll see you around” he said, making sure everyone in the library could hear him “do me a favor and unblock me, ok?”
You flipped him off, both for stealing a kiss and that stupid nickname, but he just laughed it off.
“That’s my girl” he said and the library erupted in renewed whispers.
(part two>>>)
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avenger!peter parker x avenger! reader
summary: peter loses you on a mission, and it's worse than he could've imagined
wc: 3.5k
cw: body gore! mdni! i wanted to experiment with writing body horror, so it gets very graphic when detailing injuries/mutilation. there's no description of the actual events happening, just a lot of wording around the body designed to hopefully make you feel a bit squeamish!
if anyone wants, i'd love to do a part two with the medical-side juxtaposition as well, and give a sweet lil peter ending to turn this angst into fluff
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peter shot one last web towards the wall, concluding his mural of men webbed along the hallway outside the security room. he gave himself a proud smile, admiring his work.
"you're telling me these guys are hydra? for a decades-long terrorist organization, they sure don't know how to train their front line very well."
you snickered beside him, sliding another bloodied man along the tiled floor to where you'd piled the others.
"i don't get why tony has us on security watch, this is light work. why even have me train under nat if i can't use my skills in practice? i wanna get my hands dirty, i wanna know what they aren't telling us." you kicked the foot of the man below you, turning to peter and giving him a frown. he offered you a knowing smile in return.
"yeah, i get what you mean. come on, lets just get in there and disable the security measures. then we can go back to the jet and try that chocolate i bought at the sokovian 7-eleven."
you grinned at him, heart swelling at the thought of some alone time with peter before the rest of the team was done.
"alright. you head in, i'm going to do one more sweep of the first floor while you're in there."
peter felt his senses go off for a second, a weird feeling in his chest. "i don't know, maybe we shouldn't split up."
you gave him a look. "what, you don't think i can handle myself? come on, you know we've cleared this floor already. plus, you've got like, three buttons to hit and we're home free, it won't be that long."
"yeah, but—"
"but nothing, spidey. come on, work your tech magic and meet me out here."
he let out a breath, shaking off whatever bad feeling was sitting in his stomach. "yeah, you're probably right. one sec,"
peter ducked into the security room, a dissonant beep ringing through the air as he held the keycard to the lock. the light flashed green and let him in. he laughed, "thanks bad guys!"
he heard you chuckle from down the hall as he made his way into the room, a smile on his face. he would never admit it to you, but he liked that you two were handed the short stick on missions. you were in and out, leaving time alone before the rest of the team came back, and he relished those moments more than any chance of glory.
he reached the switchboard, glancing at the monitors as he saw the rest of the team on the cameras making their rounds on various floors. "god we're so badass."
(y/n) was right: it was a matter of exactly three commands before he had the systems disabled. he heard tony through his comms,
"thanks, kid. now, do us all a favor and get yourself to the jet. this shouldn't take long."
peter smiled to himself, a feeling of accomplishment coursing through him. did he press literally there buttons? yes. but he pressed three buttons as an avenger. man, that would never grow old.
he heard commotion from down the hall and called out towards you. "alright (y/n), we've had our fun. stop messing with them and let's fuck up some chocolate, shall we?"
he was met with silence, his chest feeling tight again. "(y/n)?"
he took one step out of the room before his head was met with a metal fist, the CRACK of his own skull ringing through his ears before he lost consciousness.
tony jerked back as his hand repulsor let out a blast, sending the guy on steve's back to the ground with a heavy thud.
"mr. stark, both peter and (y/n) have gone unconscious." FRIDAY echoed through the suit. his blood ran cold.
"what?"
"both of them are in the building and their vitals are stable, however, they've both just lost consciousness within one minute of each other."
he felt his breathing pick up, his heartbeat commanding in his chest. he looked to steve and nat. "you guys good?"
nat threw a nasty headbutt, sending the agent in front of her collapsing to the ground. "go, tony."
he flew out without another word.
"FRIDAY, get me their most recent location."
"head to the security room, sir. take a left now."
tony reached the room in a matter of a minute, missiles out and on guard. he announced himself before storming the room, standing down once met with peter on the ground, no one else around him. he rushed out of his suit and to his side, shaking the boy relentlessly.
"kid, come on. wake up."
a few more desperate shakes and peter was gasping for air, fists flying and ready to fight.
"woah woah woah, hey— you're alright, you're okay. same sides, just me."
peter stalled his movements, taking a deep breath and allowing himself to grab ahold of his surroundings. he sat up slowly before immediately regretting it. man, did his head hurt.
"kid, you alright? you're bleeding. take of the mask, i need to see it." tony reached towards him, only to be swatted at.
"mr. stark, someone'll see!"
"kid, the floor is clear. i'm pretty sure you're responsible for that. jesus, how hard did you hit your head?" he pressed the spider emblem on peter's chest, revealing his blood-stained curls.
"pete, what the hell happened? for fucks sake, we need to get you out of here. FRIDAY, admister morphine."
"what? no, mr. stark don't— OW! mr. stark, what the hell??"
"kid, you're going to thank me in ten minutes. where's (y/n)?"
peter felt his mouth go dry. "w-what do you mean 'where's (y/n)''?"
tony's face fell. "shit. okay kid, let's get you to the jet. sam?" he called into his comms.
"yeah tony, what's up?"
"get down here, i need you to get eyes on (y/n)."
peter shot up instantly, his mask climbing back up his face. "no, mr. stark, really. i'm fine. i can feel it healing already, honest. i have to find (y/n)."
"we aren't having a discussion on this."
"you're right, we're not."
peter took off, flying down the hallway and out of sight before tony could even get back in his suit.
"karen, show me heat signatures."
the team searched for a while, leaving no one in their way untouched. the fight to find you was growing tireless, and the more time that passed without a trace of you led to more panic spreading amongst the team — peter worst of all.
he'd grown feral in his search for you, bloodying any body he encountered.
"kid, we should head back to the jet. we need to gameplan this." tony rang through his suit.
"no. mr stark, her tracker is still in the compound and she's close enough to read vitals on."
"pete, we—"
"she's in pain, mr. stark. i'm not leaving this building without her."
peter continued to search for hours, detailing every single room in the building. he spent the most time in the room your tracker had led him to, but helpless as he couldn't find you anywhere nearby. he had screamed your name for the majority of the search, his throat raw as his own healing couldn't even keep up with his efforts. he felt the blood warm on the back of his throat, accompanying the warm flood of tears down his cheeks.
"this is all my fault." he let out a horse whimper, bouncing his head up against the brick wall in front of him.
he felt hopeless. he felt like the world was crashing around him, a wretched feeling in his chest ripping him apart from the inside. this was all his fault, he didn't—
the bricks against his forehead ground against one another before shifting backwards, causing peter to jerk his head up. he stared wide eyed to a portion of the wall having fallen back as though on hinges, a long hallway now standing in front of him.
"a secret door. you're kidding." he breathed to himself. "mr. stark?"
"yeah, kid?" tony rang through.
"i found a door hidden in the wall right where (y/n)'s location is. i'm going in."
"i'll be there in 30 seconds."
peter sighed to himself before stepping his foot over the threshold and down the concrete-lined hallway.
"this would've been way cooler 5 hours ago."
tony landed in the room, eyes on the hole in the wall as he made his way down. he spotted peter ahead of him, not quite to the room at the other end.
"mr. stark, i have (y/n)'s heat signature in the room about twenty yards ahead. she's alive, but her vital signs are unstable. i'll prepare the jet for medical intervention." FRIDAY alerted.
tony gave a deep sigh as he approached peter, a hand falling on his chest and preventing him from walking any further.
"mr. stark, what are you— we have to go, sir!"
"kid, just wait a second. i need you to be prepared for anything, okay? they had (y/n) for almost five hours, and you know what we came here for originally. just, prepare yourself."
peter scowled, a look of of uncertainty overtaking his features as though he was at war with himself. he met tony's gaze. "this is all my fault."
"hey, pete. you know that's not true. you're lucky we aren't finding you in this room too."
peter took a shakey inhale, turning back to the opening of the cold room before them. "i'll feel lucky when i have her out of here."
and with that, peter ran. he navigated the room, desperately following your heat signature as tony focused on the agents and scientists in the room. he hoped peter was entirely focused on getting to you because he sure as hell wasn't following the "no-kill" rule this time around.
with everyone else taken care of, peter ran to the other end of the room where karen had traced you. and while tony had done his best, there was nothing peter could've done to prepare himself for what he saw.
you were on the concrete floor, clothes ripped and shivering from the frigid temperature of the room. your eyes were closed as you flinched from the noises around you, but it wasn't your demeanor that stopped him dead in his tracks.
there you laid, at complete mercy of those around you. thick tubes entered your body through your arms and chest, a viscous, black sludge coursing into you. it leaked out around the edges, your torn skin wet from not only the liquid but from the amount of blood lost as well.
the tubes protruded two from each forearm and one on either side of your collarbones, each breath stretching the skin around them and causing more tearing on your chest. peter could see the outline of the tubing in your arms, your skin bulging as the tubes fished themselves up to your biceps. the sight made him lightheaded, beginning to panic as he fought to believe what his eyes were showing him.
the scent of everything brought tears to his eyes, a sickly sweet smell in the air as your body fought hard to reject everything that was happening. it was foul, a putrid scent similar to that of rotten fruit flooding his nose and raising bile in his throat. had it been from the stench alone, peter would've thought you'd been dead for hours.
he took a step closer to you and there was a crunch underneath his right foot. he lifted it and looked down, confusion coating his features. and then, there was nothing but terror.
he leaned down to pick up a tooth, skimming the area to notice another few molars scattered around your limp body. his eyes met with the bloodied pair of pillars on the ground, giving new and nightmarish reasoning to your blood-soaked mouth. peter looked back up to you and felt his knees give out.
he crawled closer, not daring to touch you to make anything worse. now, he got a better look at your face, and he almost wished he hadn't.
blood pooled down your chin and dripped onto your chest, notably from the missing teeth and whatever else they'd done to you that peter couldn't see evidence of. you let out a cough, but it came out more as a gag, blood filling your mouth at a higher rate than your body could handle. you choked, new waves of red liquid spilling from your lips and splattering across your torso as you fought to breathe.
somehow it wasn't your mouth that made peter feel faint, however. it was your eyes.
your eyelids had been crudely sewn shut, crusted over and bloody. your soft lids were torn to shreds, the flesh ripped raw — no doubt from unconscious efforts to open your eyes.
you let out a ragged breath. "hello? w-who's there?"
peter watched your eyes move underneath the lids frantically, the movement only proving his assumption correct as he watched the skin pull against the thread, flesh tearing apart at the struggle.
"hey hey hey, stop moving, please. calm down, it's just me. it's peter,"
he couldn't help the quiver in his voice, his body betraying him as tears flooded down his cheeks under the mask.
"i'm going to get you out of here, okay? i-i just need you to trust me, okay? i'm gonna get you out of here, i promise."
you nodded, the minimal movement enough to elicit a sharp cry from deep in your throat. peter winced, placing a hand on your head and running his fingers through your hair, careful not to get too close to your eyes.
"pete, i-i, please, i don't..."
karen's voice pierced through his mask, drowing out your pleas. "peter, we're losing her. you need to get her to the jet immediately."
he couldn't breathe. his vision was going dark around the edges, panic overtaking him as his eyes racked over your body, desperately hoping this was all just a horrible nightmare. at some point, the rest of the team had joined in on the fight, the sounds of gunshots and violence fading to the background as a ringing pierced his ears. he didn't know what to do, he didn't—
"p-peter? are you still there?" your trembling voice drew him out of his haze. he watched again as you fought to open your eyes, face controting in pain as you pulled against the thread. he grabbed your hand in his, giving it the faintest squeeze.
"hey, hey i'm sorry, i'm right here. please stop moving your eyes, try to relax them for me. i'm so sorry, (y/n), i'm so sorry." the last part a whisper.
you turned your head towards his voice, tears slipping through the loops in the thread. it rewet the blood crusted around your eyes, the tears running down your cheeks a pinkish-red.
"they told me i saw too much."
peter felt his stomach turn at your words, intrusive thoughts of them holding you down and stitching your eyes shut plaguing his mind.
"i'm so sorry, i...
"peter, you need to act quickly. start by removing the tubes from her arms." karen rang through his suit again.
he shook off the thought, bringing his attention back to you. "i need to get these tubes out, okay?"
you choked out an "okay", more blood spilling from your lips as you spoke.
"don't talk, okay? i'm going to get you out of here. just stay awake for me, please. i'm just gonna..." he placed his hand on one of the tubes, nauseous at their size in his hand.
he held tight, the movement alone from his grasp being enough to earn a whine from you, incoherent pleas to stop escaping your lips.
he felt panic bubble in his throat again. "karen, please. how do i do this, i... i don't... i don't know what i'm doing."
"it doesn't seem as though the tubes in her arms are intertwined with anything. the best course of action may be to pull as quickly as possible,"
peter could taste the bile in the back of his mouth.
"the tubing is about two feet long, peter. you're going to want to pull quickly and pull a lot further out than you think."
he took a deep breath, summoning all the willpower he had left. "okay, i'm going to take these out, alright? i need you to brave for me, this isn't going to feel great."
you choked out another "okay" as peter tightened his grasp on the tubing. he gave himself a mental countdown, closing his eyes and pulling as hard and as quickly as he could.
the sounds that filled his ears made him wish to never hear again. you let out a blood-curdling scream that forced an echo through the concrete room, the rasp in your voice telling peter you'd been crying out like this for hours. it broke his heart to hear you in so much pain, but somehow your deafening anguish wasn't the worst part.
he could hear as the tubing left your body. the squelching noises of the plastic running through your flesh burned to his memory, one he knew would haunt him at night. you let out another roar as the tubing left your body and peter opened his eyes, immediately looking at the now-open wound in your forearm. he no longer had to worry about the noises haunting him.
the tubing had left a gaping hole in your arm, a dark red mixture of various liquids splattering out of you. he was quick to throw a web on it, stopping the flow for now. he looked at you, tears blurring his vision.
"i'm sorry," he cried, out, nearly choking on his own sobs. "i need to keep going, i'm so sorry."
he grabbed the next one, wasting no time pulling as hard as he could. this time, however, he made the mistake of keeping his eyes open. he watched as the tubing moved from under your skin as though a snake was slithering inside of you, the bulging in your arms pulsing and raising as peter moved. the tubing hit the ground with a thud, and the next thing you could hear was peter dry heaving.
he continued with the other arm, apologies on his lips as though he was pleading for his own life. they were drowned out by your screams, the rasp in your tone growing stronger each time as you lost your ability to speak. you could feel your throat ripping apart as you cried, even more blood running down to your stomach than before. you heard the sounds of peter's webshooters and felt two more cool sensations on your left arm.
"okay, we just need to get the ones in your chest, okay? we're almost done, (y/n), i promise,"
he took a step back to examine the two tubes left before a voice cut through his ears.
"peter, you can't pull on these two, they're too close to her heart. you're going to need to sever them and leave them in so they can be taken out surgically."
the thought brought another gag to his throat. he nodded silently, reaching down to the boot on your left foot where he knew you always had a back up dagger hidden. he let out a sigh of relief as he felt the metal against his masked fingers, pulling out the knife and bringing it towards your chest. he noticed as your ragged breathing picked up.
"peter? w-what are you doing with that? what's going on, please?"
"it's okay. i have to leave these ones in here, okay? i'm going to cut them and then we're going to go," he held a firm hand on one of the tubes.
"you're going to feel some pressure, okay? you're going to feel me cutting it, and it's going—"
"—peter, she's losing consciousness. you need to make the cuts now."
"okay! okay, i— fuck, okay."
peter began to saw at the tubing, the back-and-forth movement ripping at the skin around the edges. it pulled, blood and dark liquid splashing out on your bare clavicle and turning everything he saw red. he braced for your scream, but felt even more panicked when he didn't hear one.
"hey hey, hey please no. please, stay with me, please i'm trying. just please stay alive."
he finished off the final tube, again using his webbing to seal the open ends and prevent anything else from going in (or coming out). he wrapped his arms around your limp frame, beginning to lift you. his whole body shook, the weight of the situation sitting on him like nothing he'd ever felt before. he let out a cry that hurt his chest, using everything he had left to get back to his feet.
he had you. he had you, and everything was going to be fine, he just needed to—
"kid, grab on!" tony yelled as he flew past, signaling peter to web himself onto his suit. he did so, holding you tight in his arms as tony flew them outside and towards the jet.
they landed outside, his arms shaking violently as he rushed you over to bruce who was waiting at the glider entrance.
"please, help her. please, you have to help her."
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the-necromancer-wife · 7 months ago
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OKAY HEAR ME OUT (please)
TW: Trauma//Psychological analysis
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For someone so obsessed with the idea of true horror, Skully has an amazingly non-scary Unique Magic.
I mean, I tried. I tried imagining something scary about being turned into a pumpkin. You can't move your limbs, you're confined into that round shape that can be crushed if someone steps too hard on you. Still didn't seem an Unique Magic someone as him would have. Someone that gave such a dark speech about what halloween should be about.
And I thought about his words...
"Halloween is always serious and solemn, isn't it? So first, remove all the decorations. Then, paint the room completely black to recreate the atmosphere of night."
"The only thing they have left to survive the night is a single pumpkin, which they rely on to light a fire in the emptiness. Then you will feel a creeping fear..."
When I read those words for the first time I wondered why he mentioned a pumpking instead of a regular candlelight.
But seeing his unique magic, plus the fact he's still not very proficient with it, made me wonder further:
What if Skully turned someone into a pumpking? Someone he cared about. Someone who was important for him. And then, because he's still learning to control his magic, he couldn't turn them back.
What if he stood alone, in the dark, the pumpkin in his hands, shaking and completely terrified because of what he just did?
And what if this happened on Halloween Night, october 31?
That would explain his take on what Halloween should be about. I mean, for him, is not a time for celebration. It's a reminder of the mistake he made. And he said that himself:
"It is for reflecting on one's actions and atoning for them. It's meant for fear."
It would be entirely possible that he repeated the experience over and over, every year, making a funeral out of this day is his coping mechanism.
Additionally, he's doing what is called "Repetition Compulsion" according to Sigmund Freud (i know psychoanalysis is not the best psychology school but i very much prefer it) where the individual may place themselves in the same situation repeatedly, even if it is something they would prefer to avoid. And that includes repeating trauma.
Of course this compulsion can be considered a coping mechanism but also has a lot of other factors such as emotional dysregulation or being a consequence of a certain personality trait.
And why seeking this situation instead of avoiding it? Well, trauma manifest in different ways for each individual and some of them unconsciously seek out reminders of their trauma as a way to gain clousure.
According to Bowins B. in "Repetitive maladaptive behavior: beyond repetition compulsion":
By re-experiencing the trauma, they link the past to the present and they are able to gain some type of mastery or resolution. Unfortunately, this is rarely the case, and instead, people find themselves stuck in a pattern of maladaptive behavior.
Plus, imagine if the anniversary of something so tragic coincidentally is the day of a major celebration. Everyone laughing and singing and enjoying themselves and then there's Skully. He has nothing to celebrate.
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intimacyequalsdeath · 1 year ago
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heyya!!!... Beautiful💐.
I see requests are currently open, so if you don't mind... can I request a sexy wife s/o who loves to cook and will always make slasher food? And prepare all their needs (you know like a good wife in general🙃),My twin sisters really like their slasher Especially for Bo, Lester, Vincent, Thomas hewitt,Charles Lee Ray and Michael Myers...
Oh, I also think it would be great if they had obedient children with the wife s/o. They know how their father is and they choose not to worry too much about it. Please....I'm sorry if I requested when your requests were closed, but, I've been looking for a blog for a long time whose requests are still open and finally I found your blog 😭.
My twin sister is sick and I want her to be able to read the story you made from my request 🙏.
Love you dear
Thank you so much for the request sweet anon! <3 I hope me deciding to do Headcannons for each story was ok to anon. Sorry this took so long, I worked on it in chunks over the course of a few different days.
Also I hope you sister feels better soon Anon <3 <3
Slashers with a good little wife and good little children: The Sinclairs. Michael Myers, Thomas Hewitt and Charles Lee Ray.
Also not my gifs, not of the gifs I use are ever mine and full credit goes to the original creators <3
Notes: Minors DNI, Written with AFAB in mind as per request, suggestive themes. Story under the cut. Request centers around "traditional" wife roles. Talks of pregnancy and children.
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<3 : Bo loves the idea of having a good little wife and good little children to boot. He just never thought living in Ambrose and as a man with his hobbies he would get to experience that, until he met you.
<3: You instantly took over cleaning and cooking, even some of the spots in Ambrose no one even went into anymore. You had no idea how the boys had managed to survive so long with living like they were raised in a barn.
<3: Bo also liked how you liked to steer clear of anything having to do with his business and what went on at the gas station.
"it ain't your place" He murmured once into your hair when you asked him about it when the relationship was still relatively new. That was the first and only time he ever had to tell you that.
<3: Bo was thrilled by your want to stay out of his and mind your own that it was surprising when you ultimately fell pregnant after only about a year being in Ambrose. As if he'd let you leave.
<3: Bo let you take care of all the child rearing duties, with him being gone usually all day it was just easier plus the last thing he wants to come home too is crying children after a long day.
<3 As the children grew you had to teach them about what their father and uncles and explain why it would be inappropriate to ask anyone about it. All they needed to know was that they were safe and their daddy loves them.
<3 The sight of you being rounded with HIS baby also does things to Bo, So don't be surprised if he makes it a goal to keep you pregnant as often as possible.
<3 Bo would be a in and out father I think though, not that he means to be he does love the children. His relationship with his own father affects how active he is a lot of the time and since that's the only father figure he has to go off of he doesn't wanna turn out like him.
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"Papa!' The children yelled as they ran through the door of the gas station to their father. You had a free instance of free time so you thought you'd bring them down to bring Bo some lunch.
"There's my babies" Bo said opening his arms to catch all 3 of them up in them. He turned to you poised and ready for the kiss you planted on his lips as you set the basket of food down on the counter.
"We made you lunch papa!" Your youngest girl said as he placed her back on the floor. Bo smiled at her.
"You did now didya?" All three children nodded as you opened the basket and began to explain to Bo what you made him. It wasn't long before your family bubble was interrupted by a car pulling up outside.
Bo's gaze hardened as he turned to look outside the station windows he then turned to you and the kids before barking an order.
"You four need to go on and get back to the house now" He said, The children having been through this before nodded before falling in line behind you to head back home.
"I'll come get ya'll when I'm done" Bo said planting a last kiss to your lips before you waddled out of the gas station, giant pregnant belly and all three little ducklings in tow.
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<3 Soft mushy Vincent is soft and mushy.
<3 You are his doting little wife and he is your doting husband. His heart swells every time he sees you coming down into the basement with a plate of food and a drink.
<3 At first he was a bit nervous about you growing board of Ambrose since he wouldn't let you be involved but when he saw you begin to clean literally anything and everything he figured you were alright.
<3 Vincent loves your cooking and it actually helps rouse him out of the basement to come and sit at the table with you and his brothers.
<3 When you fell pregnant the first time, He was stunned. Like truly stunned. He never thought fatherhood more or less being a husband was in the cards for him ever.
<3 To know have both he couldn't believe it. A cute little house wife and a baby he hoped would look just like you.
<3 If the baby isn't twins expect to start trying for a sibling right away. Vincent like his brothers adores the sight of you pregnant with his baby. It awakens a primal instinct inside of him to be the provider and keep you safe at all costs.
<3 Vincent would be afraid that the baby would be afraid of his face or his mask, no matter how many times you assured him other wise he couldn't help but worry.
<3 If the children grow up to question their fathers face or what he does in Ambrose, you and Vincent will tell them the loose truth obviously omitting a lot of detail. At least until their old enough.
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"Vincent, your her daddy. She'd never be afraid of you" You told him softly, reaching out in an attempt to hand him your daughter.
Ever since she was born Vincent refused to hold her as he didn't wanna scare her off with his mask or his face.
He looked into your eyes as he went to shake his head, before he could though you had shoved your baby into his arms and positioned his hands in the proper places to hold her.
Vincent jumped at your sudden action but was never the less quick to cradle his daughter. He looked down at her once she was settled and when his eyes met hers that matched your perfectly he felt his breath leave his body.
Vincent had never experienced a feeling like this in his entire life and doubted he would ever feel it again. He was head over heels in love with this little human the two of you had made together and from that day he vowed that anyone who tried to come in-between him and his family would have him to answer too.
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<3 Lester is used to cooking and cleaning his own space so it takes him awhile to get used to you doing it for him.
<3 He appreciates it greatly but he doesn't fully understand why you would want to clean up behind him like you do though. Like he picks up roadkill all day who would want to smell that?
<3 He doesn't complain about you cooking though, He thinks your food is amazing and it's great to come home to a warm cooked meal every night.
<3 You do so much for him so don't be surprised if Lester comes home every so often with little gifts he's collected for you. Some of them may or may not come from victims but as Lester's good little wifey you never question it, you just press your lips to his and thank him for the thoughtful gift.
<3 When you fall pregnant, again like his brothers, Lester is thrilled. He can't be in the same room as you without running his hands up and down your swollen belly while trying to feel the baby kick.
<3 Lester wants a football team of children, so be prepared to make many renovations to the cabin the two of you share to accommodate all the children.
<3 Lester loves bringing his sons out on the road with him when their old enough and with your permission of course. He'd never let them participate in anything Bo or Vincent do but helping him with roadkill is just fine by him.
<3 If any of the kids ever questions what their uncles do in Ambrose and why Lester doesn't usually want them around it, He'll tell them that it's because of Vincent's delicate projects and that answer is enough for the kids.
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"Nah sweetpea, you know why you can't go to Ambrose" Lester softly told your son after the fifth time he had asked to go see his uncles. Your son sighed and pouted slightly before speaking.
"I know uncle Vincent's art is easy to break but I promise I won't ruin anything"
"My love, I've told you it's rude to question your father" You piped up from your chair in the living room, running a hand over your slightly swollen belly. "Why don't you go join your brothers outside for a bit before dinner, and stay where we can see you" He gave you a sad look but nodded and went through the front door outside.
"I know the boys love Vinny and Bo, but I just want em to be safe" Lester told you sitting on the arm of your chair and putting a hand over yours sitting on your belly.
"I know Les, but when their older they'll understand why we have rules" You shot him a smile and he gratefully returned it. He was so lucky to get someone so understanding of the "Family Business"
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<3 Thomas was raised to be a family man. Luda Mae had always told him growing up that one day he would need to find a wife to continue the Hewitt family with.
<3 Enter you, ending up at the Hewitt farm like so many others, but not meeting the same fate as them.
<3 Thomas would've easily put babies before marriage but Luda Mae insisted that you two do it the traditional way and get married first.
<3 You were quick to win her over with your affinity to help out with cooking and other house chores. Especially when it came to taking care of her darling boy Thomas. She was thrilled he had found someone who loved him so much.
<3 In the Hewitt house hold with Monty and Charlie both breathing down your neck, it's easy to be reminded to leave the mans work to Thomas and just focus on helping Luda with whatever she needs.
<3 When you fall pregnant with the first baby, the whole house hold is thrilled.
<3 Luda, Charlie and Monty all never thought they would see the day that Thomas would continue the Hewitt family tree so it was a very big deal when you fell pregnant with Luda's first grandchild.
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"Now darlin' you know your not supposed to be doing anything in your state" Luda reprimanded as she walked into the kitchen to see you doing dishes.
"I know mama but laying in bed all day everyday is driving me nuts" You told her drying off a plate you were washing. Luda joined you at the sink grabbing a cup to wash it before handing it to you to dry.
"When I was pregnant with Charlie I almost got driven up a wall myself. Just don't let Tommy see, You'll never hear the end of it" She said giving you a small smile before heading back to the living room.
You stood at the sink and continued to wash until you heard familiar footsteps heading up the basement stairs, you tried to pretend like you weren't washing dishes but it was too late, Tommy was on you in an instant.
"Tommy hun it's ok!" You pleaded as he took the dishes out of your hands and herded you towards a chair. You couldn't help yourself but the laugh of how your giant husband could be turned so soft and attentive with you.
You grabbed Tommy's hands before he made you sit down and placed them onto your rounded belly. His eyes met yours instantly and your foreheads pressed together.
"Tommy we're fine, I promise honey." Tommy looked at you incredulously before rolling his eyes and huffing at you, you laughed. If there was one thing in this world Tommy couldn't say no too it was you.
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<3 Now Charles I could see being a bit different. Sure he adores having someone cleaning and cooking since he's out doing what a serial killer does most of the time but when it comes to kids he's a bit hesitant.
<3 He loves that you love to cook for him. It's nice having warm meals to come home too for once, Brownie points if their his favorite foods.
<3 Doesn't so much like when you get on him about tracking blood through the house or getting one too many stains on his clothes.
<3 If you really want a baby start telling him how lonely you are when he leaves for long periods of time to go kill people. He'll give you want you want as long as the baby stays out of his way.
<3 He'll be a good dad though don't get me wrong and he'll love the kid or kids just as much as you but he's a busy guy that's got shit to do so he mainly sees them as your responsibility.
<3 Might get jealous of all your attention going to the baby though, he understands it has too but that doesn't mean he has to be happy about it all the time.
<3 Your never going to be the picture perfect family but for your Charles will try his best to give you and the kids everything you'd ever need.
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"Charles! what have I told you about tracking blood in the house!" Your voice echoed through the house. You heard a muffled laugh as he rounded the hallway with your 3 month old in his arms.
"Babe I'm sorry, you know I never mean too sometimes it just happens" He said adjusting your bundle of joy in his arms.
"Whaddya think kid should mommy forgive me just this once?" He asked your child you babbled in response.
"You said just this once the last three times chuck" You deadpanned before breaking a smile when he did.
"Just a hazard of the job toots" He laughed, You joined him before your eyes were met with the deep red splotches on the blazer he was wearing.
His eyes followed yours before his froze and turned to walk away with the baby in tow as you yelled out behind him.
"Charles! The blood!"
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<3 The only inkling of what a normal family functions like that Michael has ever gotten was from his childhood, and to be honest I think his memories of that are very few and far between.
<3 You want to do what for him? Cook and clean ? why on earth would you want to do that for? Michael is confused.
<3 Though preparing to go out and finding a nice fresh out of the dryer jumpsuit all nice and warm and clean for him is quite nice. Michael thinks this is something he could get used to.
<3 On those late nights where he comes back late and finds plates of dinner wrapped in tinfoil ready for him to either heat up or eat just like that is also something he could get used too. It tastes way better then what he usually eats (Totally not dog, totally not)
<3 When kids get brought up though, it's a different story. I could honestly see him not really being all for it at least not at first.
<3 He's really like Charles but more so into the you can have kids as long as they stay far out of his way.
<3 His feelings towards them also aren't the most parental either. He loves them ? At least, Michael feels an emotion he could probably equate to love about them.
<3 But yeah I think for Michael it's best you just keep the kids clear of him. It's not easy when your father is the shape of Haddonfield.
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"Welcome home Mike!, your dinner is wrapped up on the counter love" You greeted him as he came home after a night of terrorizing the town. Placing a kiss to the cheek of his mask.
Michael nodded wordlessly, as always, and turned to go into the kitchen. Tonight you had made his favorite, or at least what you only thought was one of his favorites by the way he every so slightly changed reactions every time you made it.
You gave him a second before following him into the kitchen and sitting next to him at the island. You watched as he lifted his mask up for each bite of food before lowering it to chew.
You made the mistake of questioning him once as to why he didn't just take the mask off. It was early on in the relationship and his hand instinctively went to his knife before you even finished asking. That was how you learned it's better to just not ask Michael questions at least not about the mask.
The two of you sat in silence, a routine you repeated pretty much every night unless you were already asleep when he got home. You would spend all day cleaning and making sure everything was ship shape for him then you would greet your monster of a man when he came through your front door.
You were brought out of your thoughts when Michael's plate crashed into the sink and broke into pieces. Michael still didn't understand how to not hold the plate too high and just to sit it in the sink.
Looks like something you'll still have to work on. No one said the shape of Haddonfield was smart when it came to chores anyway.
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missjuniora · 10 months ago
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I wonder about Han Sooyoung a lot. How could someone (3rd round) who had only met and known you for less than 4 years would be willing to wait for you for 50 years and then regress and experience hell all over again just to bring you back? How could that someone's other self (1864th round) in another timeline who had also only met and known you for a couple of weeks would be willing to spend 13 years of their remaining life writing a story for you everyday and doomed the entire world just so you could survive?
But when I really think about it—for Han Sooyoung—it did make sense.
Ever since she was born, she was neither wanted nor needed by anyone. Her parents would rather have her not exist. At some point, she also had a friend who set her up to blind dates but with how HSY only mentioned her once and never again throughout the story, perhaps that person wasn't really important to her either. So for the past 26 years, HSY had lived her life alone thinking if the world didn't need nor want her, then she didn't care for the world either.
Perhaps, at some point, she would even think that even if she were to disappear, no one would miss and mourn for her.
So imagine her surprise, when—for the first time ever—someone told her that she was needed. That he didn't want her to become a character. That he was willing to leave his life in her hands. That even if she ran away and hid somewhere, he would still look for her. That he believed in her to take care of the companions he left behind. That he didn't want to extend her 50 years of suffering if he could help it. That he wouldn't let her go because he hadn't heard the conclusion of the story from her yet. That he would cry if she died.
Their relationship might have started out of necessity—they were in an apocalypse after all—and HSY understood that they were merely using each other for their own benefits (plus they were enemies at first, too!). But then Kim Dokja lied about her being his friend before the scenarios (which when I think about it is technically not a lie because she was basically his confidant from his teenage years through adulthood during their exchanges in [Ways of Survival]'s comment section and DMs but they both didn't know that) when he didn't have to and the rest was history. She ended up being his companion for real.
KDJ might have only needed her at first but now he wanted her to be there in the ending he envisioned.
For the first time, HSY was needed and wanted. For the first time, someone was glad that she existed.
So even if it were measly 4 years for her 3rd round and a couple of weeks or so for her 1864th round, meeting him was enough to make an impact in her life. The amount of time spent together was not important but the short time that mattered did.
She didn't care for this world to begin with anyway so if it meant bringing her sole reader back, then she would destroy more universes just for him and him alone.
For that 'small world' she didn't wish to disappear...
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coralinnii · 2 years ago
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❋Keeping your scrunchie for you❋
Who would keep your scrunchie for you, and would even do your hair feat: Ace ⭑ Sebek ⭑ Azul ⭑ Jack genre: fluff, humor note: reader has hair that uses scrunchies, reader has hair for long hair hairstyles, established relationships, no pronouns used,
I know it's been a while but I have been meaning to write. I just have what I'm calling Silver Syndrome where I fall asleep at any given moment and lose track of time ^_^' whoops
This is sorta self-indulgent since I’m also guilty of always forgetting my hair ties at my friend’s place and when I need one, they would come to me with their arm filled with them xD. Since then, we would always have spares on each other in case any of us need them. 
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Getting him to keep it
At first he was gonna tease you. What? Do you feel the need to lay claim on him that you want to leave something of yours on him for all to see? You know there’s more than a hair tie you can leave on him- 
Oh, you’re just forgetful and you want to have a spare on him if you need one? You guys are practically attached to the hip so there’s logic to it, to you anyway. 
He's so gonna fight you on it. It’s one thing to ask him to keep spare some small hair ties on him, heck if you let him use them on occasion he wouldn’t mind at all. But it was those poofy, colorful scrunchies that he can’t even hide underneath his jacket sleeve. 
But he loses this fight with you (he always does when it comes to you) and ends up with a cutesy hair tie that contrasts heavily against his black school jacket. He had to fight the embarrassed flush every time he got teased, especially by his upperclassmen like Cater and Floyd. 
Don’t let his loud complaining fool you, though. Despite all the teases, he still keeps your scrunchie out in the open when he could have easily stuffed it in his pocket. He secretly likes fidgeting with it during class, partly since it’s really soft and partly that it reminds him of you. He thinks a lot about how pretty you look when you have your hair up. 
Would he tie your hair?
Yes, but he wasn't great at it. At first, he can do a simple ponytail but that’s all he really knows about hairstyles. I mean, he only ever ties his bangs back so he’s not the most creative in the hair department. 
Have some patience with him as he sometimes messes up and gets your hair tangled. He’s a fast learner so he’ll get the hang of it. 
Once he’s used to it, he’ll start experimenting with your hair by giving you goofy hairdos like a unicorn horn on your head. He once tried to make round cartoon-like “ears” with your hair for giggles. But he always offers to brush your hair back to normal each and every time. 
Actually, Ace likes to mess with your hair a lot more often now because this gives him a chance to brush your hair. He enjoys the intimacy of the activity, like you two are in your own little world with no one to disturb you. He can spend hours just running his fingers through your hair while you chat about anything and everything. 
“Hey, stop moving around so much! Don’t go complaining to me if this new hairdo turns out bad”
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Getting him to keep it
Definitely gonna fight you on this. He argued that you should be responsible enough to remember to keep spares on you at all times. It’s your own fault for being so forgetful about your own things. Plus, it goes against his dress code and he can’t bear to ruin Malleus’ reputation just because his loyal knight has a bright puffy scrunchie on his wrist.
You decided it’s fine if he can’t do it but it did bum you out a bit. Imagining the serious Sebek with your bright scrunchie on his wrist would be the cutest thing to see but you didn’t want to push it if it caused this much arguing. 
But Sebek noticed your declining mood and started to have conflicted thoughts because of it. Would it really make you that happy to see him with that tacky thing on his arm? 
The next day, Sebek came up to you and wordlessly raised his arm towards you. Confused, you asked the green-haired freshman what’s wrong. 
“...I shall allow it” 
“What?”
Apparently, Sebek couldn’t get your sad face out of his head all day yesterday, ruining his mood and causing him to stress out with worry. Lost as to what to do, he did what he tends to do in these situations, and asked Lilia for advice. The older fae chuckled at poor Sebek and assured him that a trivial piece of fabric would hardly ruin Malleus’ image so he is free to decide what he wants to do. 
And Sebek wants to make you happy. 
“Give me your cursed scrunchie, human”
Would he tie your hair?
Again, he’s going to fight you on this. He claims he has better things to do but really he’s just terrible with styling hair and was scared if you didn’t like his work. Unless you want your hair gelled up like his, he doesn’t know what else he can really do with hair in general. 
Still, you encouraged him to try and with you boosting his courage, he started trying simple hairstyles like braids and ponytails. He was a little clumsy but always up to improve himself. He soon became more confident and would even offer to tie your hair up during P.E classes or club activities. 
He especially likes trying out hairstyles that are trendy with his fae kind, like braiding flowers into your hair. The people of Briar Valley are more traditional with their appearance and more extravagant hairstyles are typically reserved for special occasions like parties…or weddings. 
The way Sebek’s cheeks burned when he couldn’t stop thinking how beautiful your hair might look for your wedding…with him as your husband-to-be. Your hair would be absolutely ethereal no matter the style, considering that it’s you-what was he thinking?! 
Best not to bring up his bright face or he’ll start yelling out of sheer embarrassment. 
“...Well, is this to your liking? It is?...I see… What?! I was not worried, don’t be absurd!” 
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Getting him to keep it
For the right price, sure. 
I’m joking (kinda) but honestly Azul wouldn’t mind it since it wasn’t that big of a request. I firmly believe that he has more than enough pockets with his dorm uniform. 
Anyone who would even try to tease him about it would just be asking for humiliation as Azul would respond swiftly with some backhanded comments. 
“Embarrassing, you say? Well, I suppose having a lover that relies on me so would seem tiresome to some people. However, I'm afraid I'm just so smitten with my adorable lover who just trust me so. Sighhh, woe is me” 
This octoman would play the “no b*tches?” card. Such poor, unfortunate souls
But one day you needed a hair tie and you asked Azul if he still had your spare. The merman then pulled out a scrunchie you didn't recognize from his pocket
“Azul Ashengrotto…whose scrunchie is this?!” 
Before you start to panic, Azul quickly explained that he came across this scrunchie at a store in the town near the campus. 
“I thought this would look good on you, so I bought it in hopes it suits your taste” 
Even though Azul tried to sound casual, there was a cute flush coloring his cheeks that he was trying to hide behind his gloved hand. He knew you had enough hair ties and you could always buy more yourself. But, he just couldn't stop himself.
That scrunchie was now your new favorite accessory.
Would he tie your hair?
Contrary to the previous boys, Azul has a better sense of style due to his entrepreneurial nature and his dedicated interest to keep up with the most marketable trends. 
I also believe that since Azul is a mommy’s boy, he paid close attention to his mother’s hair styling routine. However, he realizes that it won’t exactly be the same considering you both are not in the ocean and he himself is adjusting to life with dry hair. 
But he won’t be stopped by his inexperience. He would research the best hairstyles for your hair type and what would amplify your natural features. Every chance to do your hair was a chance to improve his skills. Get real comfortable because you’ll be his guinea pig for hours. At least you’ll be a beautiful guinea pig by the end of it. 
At first Azul had some insecurities about keeping you for so long, surely you would be bored being with him for so long and having him practice with your hair, especially when you wouldn't really gain much from it other than a mess on your head most of the time. 
Please reassure him that you love these intimate moments with him and you trust him wholeheartedly with your hair. 
“I’ve heard stories that speak of mermaids that used to lure humans with their beautiful hair. I thought it foolish to be so easily charmed…but seeing yours, I suppose there’s some truth to that.”
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Getting him to keep it
Grumbled about it at first but will keep it for you. Any exasperation was mostly just you asking him because of your tendency to forget them than anything else. Despite his grumpy look, Jack wasn’t going to fight you on something as trivial as holding some hair ties for you. Would question you what’s so great about scrunchies, though (they’re adorable, ok?!)
All he asked was that it’s a scrunchie that doesn’t get in the way of his daily routine, and if you could pick one that would be a bit water resistant or dark in color since he’s worried that he would get it dirty during his work-out routine or spelldrive practice at Savanaclaw. 
He honestly doesn’t understand why anyone would make fun of him for holding a scrunchie for you. He's whipped because you trust him with your stuff? This man just can’t relate to loser behavior. 
Even if he's not a fan of scrunchies, he’s still incredibly careful with your hair tie, making sure that it’s either tucked safely under his sleeve or mindful to avoid accidentally snagging the fabric on something. 
If he just recently got the scrunchie from you, he can still smell the scent of your shampoo on it as it starts mixing with his own scent. Don’t tell him but some of his dormmates can see his tail slightly wagging when he glimpses down to his wrist every now and again where your hair tie is.
Would he tie your hair?
He’ll fight more on this. You guys are in an academy, you should be able to tie your own hair. Don’t be lazy, he stated. 
But watch him later try to excuse his actions when he suddenly pulls your hair back with your scrunchie during lunch, just so your hair doesn’t get in your face as you ate. You honestly forgot he still had your scrunchie and Jack was getting frustrated watching your hair constantly falling forward every time you tried to reach your food. 
Since Jack has younger siblings, he has some experience with tying someone’s hair despite having fairly short hair himself. It’s nothing too fancy but he’s pretty good with some basic hairstyles
He’s really gentle with your hair, occasionally pausing to gauge your expression to ensure you’re not in pain. Sometimes you have to be careful or you might just fall asleep with how Jack’s large hands softly handle your hair like it was silk.
“This should keep your hair out of your face. Huh, how do you look? Don’t ask stupid questions…you already know you always look good…No, forget I said anything!”
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Philza Malewife Competition Round 17
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The shadows swirl, spasming as they unnaturally draw into the shape of a mysterious threshold. Cool walls of obsidian create a hellish doorway. A catalyst of purple light sparks in the center, and with a hiss explodes into a swirling vortex. A piglin hunter steps through, weeping.
Weight in Gold!Technoblade has come to plead his case.
"I was a monster hunter. Was. While I took a bounty on my Philza's head, I grew to love him too deeply. All the gold in the world would not be enough to convince me to murder him. Please. You have to believe me. Someone else did this, and I can only suspect it's one of you."
Next round: The group of remaining Philzas all look at one another, suspicion growing in their eyes. One among them must be responsible for the growing pile of dead Philzas. The accusations fly. It is up to you to determine who makes the best case.
Evidence: Golden Apples ate a golden apple and died, dissolving into experience points that the parasitic apple consumed. Babies hid in a Samsung Smart fridge during hide and seek, got trapped, and froze to death. Weight in Gold ate food Technoblade gave him, coughed up blood and acidized gold, and died.
Previous rounds: Cleaning. Cooking. Decorating. Karens. Sick Day. Eggs. Hugs. Venting. DIY. Gifts. Valentines. Bullies. Field Trip. Mental Health. Hide and Seek. Eating their kid's cooking. Surviving Food Poisoning. Current points: The Lambs Wolves Wear (3), Lighting Lanterns (2), Weight in Gold (3), Golden Apples (2), Fault (2), Lord! (1), Babies? (3), Mandatory Family Reunion (2). And an honorary point to qsmp for a guest appearance.
For a quick synopsis for the fics I’m referencing- those are here
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Lighting Lanterns to Bring You Home: "I think it could be the gods. Whoever is running the tournament can so whatever they want to us, and us mortals just got to suffer." An indistinct murmur. He cants his head, irritated. "Ugh. Fine, fine, I’ll accuse someone…Could be Mandatory or Lord, they’re actual villains right? Lord is basically a god," he spits the word out acerbically, "who can magic anything he wants. Lord would have a very easy time teleporting poison into food. As a King of the Winter Court it would be trivially easy to freeze someone to death. Plus, he has the fewest points, and if anyone is dumb and evil enough to care about a stupid tournament enough to kill people, it’s him. Mandatory has more points, and no powers, and isn’t a god, but literally always has blood on his tie, and a trained resistance to poisons. Though, I suppose QSMP only has one point too…"
Lord, what fools these mortals be!: The Fairy Queen straightens in indignation. "I think it’s Lanterns! He doesn’t even want to be here! He’s been complaining and grumpy the whole time, and not even trying to win, but it’s been so many months Lanterns must have decided it’s faster to kill everyone to escape! Also for some reason I can’t teleport out of this death trap no matter what, and he’s the only one with access to gods whose entire story is about controlling plane crossing!" A murmur of factual correct. "Death, sure, whatever you call it! Just let me out of here!"
The Lambs Wolves Wear: The nervous human puts his palms up, a strained smile on his face. "Maybe it was accidents! The golden apple was already cursed to begin with. And Golden Apple is probably alive since he respawns! I have no idea what a fridge is, but they seem incredibly dangerous. My wife died to the cold, it’s vicious, so Babies had a natural death. And aren’t the dietary capabilities between birds and pigs substantially different? Weight in Gold’s poisoning was an accident!" He seems relieved once his dismissal is choked out, only to freeze when prodded to actually answer the question. "O-oh. I have to accuse someone? One of the monsters might’ve done it. So, I suppose I suspect Fault or Lord. But not really because nothing is happening and everything is fine!
Mandatory Family Reunion: What if the motivation is money? Golden apples are made of gold, the bird thing was puking up gold everywhere. It’s a super expensive fridge, can confirm, I have one. So it could be Lambs or Fault since they’re poor? Particularly Fault, he’s homeless. Plus a fridge would seem like a magical artifact to the fantasy people, wouldn’t it? Poor things don’t even have electricity. Or food security. They could be trying to accrue wealth to better support their families, which I can’t exactly blame them for. So, I reckon either Lord or I will be killed next.
Fault: The dragon hisses out pure smoke, hatred burning in golden eyes. "It’s Lambs. Got to be. Lambs’ whole thing is smiling nice and killing monsters. I’ve met plenty of the type. Uneducated, fed Church propaganda, looking for devils in everyone to burn at the stake. Doesn’t even matter Babies was human if Lambs convinced himself they weren’t. For crying out loud Lambs’ entire story is about him killing imposters, and the entire tournament is filled with his doubles! Of course he’d purge us monsters!"
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