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Still Shining - Taemin
#i love how he extends his dancing into his hands and feet. i mean i know that's what dancing is lol but he's very lyrical with it#not many people are as aware of how ppl see them as he is. he gives so much attention to it you can tell he thinks deeply about it <3#love my little artist guy~#also i am Attempting something with the colour changing...but she's a half formed idea. Maybe i'll pull it off better in the future heh~ :)#shinee#taemin#mygifs#speakofgifs#kpop#lee taemin#shinee taemin#STILL SHINING - taemin video#TAEMIN teaser#stillshiningvid#analook#goodnesss~ pls don't thank me for tagging you i feel like i should be thanking you for letting me tag u haha!! <3 (thank u)
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#i know most of you didnât even realize i was gone#but manâŠ#my mental health was like in a state of đđđ in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldnât shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes đ„Č)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#iâm still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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happy belated valentines day quodo upon thee! originally posted on ao3 for the quodo minifest, this was my valentines for @chacusha, who organized the event! i had a ton of fun drawing them and im definitely looking forward to next year <333
+ bonus art based on the comic by Kate Beaton, Javert is in Slash Fiction:
#quodo#quodo minifest#star trek#star trek ds9#Quark/Odo Kiss ///REAL NOT FAKE/// CLICK HERE>>>>>#did someone say quodo rights night??? either way Here it IS <3#i added image descriptions to the alt text but let me know if you need them visible under the post as well!#initially i was going to post this to twitter months ago but alas. re: the state of things and life in general#anyway this was so much fun !! it literally got me motivated to draw...i couldn't stop i had to keep going and did another...then another..#i should compile all the other drawing i did of them bc oh Boy there were a Few#also getting odo's features just right was harder than i thought. meanwhile quark was like BOOM! there he is :)#also did u see the shoe. did u see the shine did u see it. bc i swear im never coloring shoes again#all the refs i had to use.....and if you think i exaggerated quark's fat ass well Think Again i only took from Reality! it's all there bby#my obligatory one art post a year....what was my art tag again.......oh well time to revamp it#myart#also pls go read the other fics!! i know i made a post of this before but i cant believe the one i received back...kisses them.#it was perfect! literally made for me! in fact im reading it right now! wedding of the century by sirenoftitan and Boy was it ever!!!
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s4 episode 4 thoughts
woohoo!! it feels, again, like our separation has been so long, but it has been about⊠3 whole days. oh, how i miss the earlier months in which i had time to post episode thoughts every dayâŠÂ
this episode sounds interesting!!! no idea how someoneâs thoughts could be captured on film, but we do a lot of disbelief suspension around these parts, with varying levels of success.
wait. hold on. i just saw the description for the episode after this one. what the hell is mulder getting himself into with that. do we need more mulder ex lore? i donât need that. it doesnât make me feel warm and fuzzy inside.Â
putting aside my many questions on that matter to focus on what is here in front of us.
(authorâs note post-episode: âŠ. woaghhh. scullyâŠ)
in all honesty, having processed my thoughts, i think this one was just a LITTLE bit too intense for me. which i recognize is okay, and to each their own. but i need to speak my Truth.
liveblogging commences belowÂ
we begin with this sketchy looking dude, who is being rude as hell to a woman putting on lipstick before getting a passport photo taken. god forbid a woman want to serve⊠then he says to act natural while not acting natural himself. HYPOCRITE!
she goes in for a passport photo andâŠ. she left her money in the car! she must return to this unfortunate man and go get it. but someone is following herâŠ.Â
he did something to her⊠and she gets back to the car to âbillyâ, but someone did something to him, too!! he appears to be dead and bleeding from the ear!! then she falls to the ground and tries to crawl to safety, but the mystery man in the yellow rain jacket comes back for herâŠ.Â
and the man in the photo store looks at the passport photos, but despite taking just a standard headshot, he sees the womanâs dying face in the images!!
oh. that is an unpleasant day on the job for such a nice seeming man.
this intro always makes me laugh... iâm sorrrrryyy the ufo pictures just remind me that this show is fundamentally unseriousÂ
scully and mulder are rolling up to a town in michigan, while he asks her for any thoughts on the case. it appears this woman was abducted three days ago. and billy was punctured in the brain. yuck.
okay, so her name is mary. and this poor pharmacistâŠ. he has to take peopleâs pictures, and give them drugs, AND deal with this nonsenseÂ
they are at the pharmacy where the âdruggistâ (they keep using that term which i have never heard before) is showing them his camera, which he keeps under lock and key, and i notice he has some fun candy in the background. but i assume things are not fun at this time for him.Â
scully wants to see the camera, and mulder takes a step back to let her pass. it kinda looks like he does that thing where he touches her back, but itâs hard to tell. and once again for all readers, that thing where men touch your back is only attractive when itâs mulder to scully and not between some randos!
scully notices something on the pharmacistâs foot, and also that the film is out of date. she is always noticing things. one of her many lovely qualities.Â
mulder calls the pharmacist âbruno hauptmanâ and i donât get that reference so i do what i do best: go to wikipedia. oh! bruno is the guy that was executed for kidnapping the lindbergh baby. i donât know why i thought that mystery was unsolved. i guess itâs because the article is saying it was a heavily criticized and debated case. huh, a mystery for another time.
anyway, mulder is saying this all tauntingly with his stupid beautiful mulder smile, but scully is saying yeah, this nice old pharmacist doesnât look like a usual suspect.
but she does point out that the film has heat damage, and a heater is right there⊠âso you think that would make it look like she posed screaming for a passport photo?â <- LMAO MAN LET HER FINISH
BAHAHA she is onto nothing đ„đ„Â
âplus, the film is two years out of dateâ âohâ the- the photographic chemistry could have changedâ (mulder nodding) âuh-huhâ âthe- the dyes fade⊠they⊠alright, whatâs your theory?â <- BAHAHA love that⊠you have to admit when you donât know wtf is going on! i had full confidence she would pull something out of her science-y brain, but sometimes you just donât know!
(this stupid scene had me giggling, as did her face of resignation)
mulder seems to ALSO have no idea wtf is going on, but as they discuss this, a police officer walks in and says they might have wasted the agentsâ timeâŠ. what does that mean? did they figure it out that quick?
back at the house of the victims, they meet a postal inspector. okay!!! thatâs fun and different. and i pause to write this down, and scully is SO beautiful, i actually might blow up. a full on explosion where once stood me is liable to go down. oh my gooooood.
okay: postal inspector is investigating a mail theft. mary had been working at the postal office, stealing peopleâs credit cards, and her boyfriend was signing them! oh! very illegal. inspector seems to think she faked her disappearance, but mulder points out that would not explain the stabbing of the boyfriend. also, they have this creepy ass broccoli magnet on their fridge which. bleugh. it did not spark joy.
mulder wants a camera from their house, and he finds one! did he just. take a picture of scullyâŠ? oh my god. he said âstand back, scully, itâs loadedâ and took one⊠he didnât even let her pose or anything⊠that's so cute... even if it's a little weird to use a dead person's camera from a crime scene... he wanted to take her picture
no, i am all wrong, for it appears he is just⊠taking random photos. because someone in the 60âs once claimed that he could concentrate really hard on undeveloped film and show his thoughts. uh. press f to doubt.
(man, i want to live in that very brief and exciting moment where i thought he was taking a cute little candid of her again⊠it was so blissful there)
wait. what da hell. he just clicked the camera a bunch of times and it comes up with the screaming mary photo again and again.
oh⊠he thinks that someone was stalking mary, and the stalkerâs psychic energy altered the film by him coming in its proximity. i didn't realize that was how psychic powers worked but i am listening and learning
scully says that these images had to be doctored, which is, again, a reasonable conclusion, but he asks her to âwhat ifâ the situation and just think about it!!! just imagine!!!
cutscene to⊠someone crawling on the side of the road. itâs mary!!! sheâs bleeding from her eyes (?) and not responding at all to the police car arriving behind her.
now she is in a stretcher at the hospital that our agents are helping to steer. they are kind like that. she had a âpainkiller cocktailâ in her system, but that wouldnât account for her condition. scully orders a PET scan for her, a term i have never heard before. i love when she uses terms i have never heard before.
theyâre putting mary in what looks like an MRI sort of thing to look at her brain. whatever it is, it is clearly very bad, as told by scullyâs visible reaction and audible declaration of âoh my godâ, while mulder looks at her and asks âwhat is itâ?Â
(and while i appreciate that this is a sensitive moment for our story, mulder not knowing wtf is going on with these medical things always is a favorite trope of mine, 1. because me too, and 2. he is usually such an insufferable know-it-all i love watching him admit when he knows nothing. humility!)
oh my god⊠âshe has been given whatâs called a transorbital lobotomyâ <- oh that does NOT sound good⊠it used to be known as an ice pick lobotomy!!! oh my gosh iâve heard of that one!! ice pick⊠eye sockets⊠i can feel myself growing faintâŠ
but whoever did it, did it wrong⊠who would do a lobotomy without knowing how to do it the right way???
in the machine, mary is mumbling!! she is saying âunruheâ according to the closed captioning, but it just sounds like faint groaning to me. however, given that this phrase is the title of the episode, i venture to guess that it IS in fact relevant.
a policeman bursts in and says there has been a second abduction, and our agents look deeply sorrowful at this news, seeming to know what will happen next if they cannot crack the case.
oh! now we are seeing the new victim, and whoever took her is in fact saying âunruheâ, and other stuff in german! NO! he pulls out a pickâŠ. fade to black.Â
WHO in this small seeming town speaks german and has a psychic effect on cameras⊠?? i hope this can be narrowed down to a slim pool of candidates!!
scully is going into the next crime scene, where mulder reports that a man has been murdered, and his secretary alice taken. this is not good.
mulder has been looking into what that word alice was mumbling means- first in a phone book, but then as a translation, i guess, because it means âtroubleâ in german.
WOAH, WHAT?
! SCULLY LORE REVEAL ! she took german in college!!! and knows that the word is more accurately translated as âunrestâ!Â
(oh my gosh, i need to get back into compiling lore reveals at the end of each season like i did for s1âŠ. good thing i take such detailed notes so i can go back and do them for s2 and s3)
((we didnât get a ton in the last 2 seasons, so i thought of doing one post for both seasons- but the organization freak in me wants to do 1 per season, so iâll go through them again and see what i can find when i get bored someday))
scully hands him a photo from the first crime scene, but mulder says the criminal wasnât there, because if he was, he would have altered the photos. scully seems annoyed that heâs looking for psychic photos and not crime scene evidence, but he explains that whoever did this has to be very good, and photos may be their only lead since he doesnât seem to know he is doing it. but then scully sees something and her eyes go SUPER wide⊠and she says she wants to show him something.Â
oh! they find a construction companyâs logo at both sites. so maybe the criminal worked at places under construction and was able to kidnap the womenâŠ? this theory is brought to you by scully.
he says she might be right, but he is going back to DC to get analysis on the photo. she still is skeptical, but he says that since the womanâs time is running out, thatâs all the more reason to analyze the one piece of hard evidence they do have, and that heâll be in touch.Â
he must have really cared if he said heâll be in touch, because usually he just runs off to god knows where to do god knows what.Â
(and how much time would they even HAVE if he has to drive all the way back??? that isnât a quick trip, is it???)
the same criminal dude from before is now saying stuff in german and taping aliceâs mouth shut, while mulder is back in the photo lab sitting practically on top of this nerdy yet attractive fellow, asking for the blurriness in the image to be reduced. and it reveals very scary looking demon things!Â
mulder sees someone in the back of the photo⊠and they get a more enhanced image on the face, but it isnât clear to me who it is. i felt like i was supposed to know who it was, but luckily i wasn't!
scully is ordering people out to canvas and investigate the employees who may have been working at both construction sites. i like when she does that.
mulder and the lab guy figure out that there is a shadow in the background of the photo from the kidnapper. âheâs standing over her, he means to pass judgement on her, like a godâ <- an unsettling thing to say, mr. spooky
scully rolls up to one of the construction sites and iâm thinking, oh please, do not get kidnapped, please please, itâs not something we need today. sheâs yelling âhelloâ and no one is answering... but she hears somethingâŠ..Â
itâs a⊠guy on stilts? itâs the foreman named gerry. oh⊠could he have made the big shadow in the picture his stilts? but he doesnât sound germanâŠ
mulder calls and says the kidnapperâs legs are unusual, either heâs very tall or he wants to be. stilts man?!?! is it you?!
instead of playing it chill upon hearing this news, she hangs up on mulder, and turns to gerry and says âunruheâ, pulling out her gun. but he uses his stilts to jump across the building! only to collapse and fall. his getaway is thwarted as scully tells him to stop or sheâll shoot, and to prove her seriousness, she does so. but iâm not buying heâs the guy!! sorry my queen!!
NO!! I WAS FOOLED, WASNâT I??? she reaches into his pocket and pricks her finger!!! NOOO! itâs a huge pick in there! like we saw before at the kidnapping!!
is she gonna be drugged from thatâŠ.
(thankfully, the pick itself did not contain the drugs)
theyâre interrogating the dude, and he denies everything. i mean, i guess a lot of people could have stilts and a pick at construction sites. maybe they didn't grab the right fellow.
he says that tool is used to start keyholes in the sheetrock and all fixtures. a good excuseâŠ
but he really does seem confused.Â
however, mulder brings up that gerry was arrested before, for attacking his father with an axe handle until he spent the rest of his life in a wheelchair. OH! this is not promising.
gerry says that he was institutionalized, which mulder reveals was for a schizophrenic disorder. gerry claims that since his release, he had been taking care of his father 24/7, until he passed away in january. well iâm not entirely sure if that makes amends, but i guess itâs better than nothing?
âand how did you feel about that?â asks mulder about gerry's father's death, sounding very much like the psychology expert i sometimes forget that he is. then he reveals that the same year gerry attacked his father, gerryâs sister passed. connectedâŠ.?
gerry is staring intently back at scully, saying that she looks troubled. oh! do not talk to her that way.
then mulder comes in with the enhanced photo from earlier, and asks if it shows gerryâs father. he seems taken aback, like it really is his father, and then further taken aback when he pulls out the full photo and asks if those demons figures are what he sees when he closes his eyes. this finally gets gerry to crack and say that he knows where alice is, and that she is safe, âfrom the howlersâ. HUH?Â
(is it bad my thoughts went straight to a howler monkey when he said that? i was thinking man, monkeys do not look like that at all. you and i have seen some different monkeys, gerry. but no, he does not refer to those types of howlers)
a ton of cop cars are arriving in the woods, to find alice, who is bleeding from the eyes, which can only mean one thing in this context. oh noooo. scully seems horrified and as if she is blaming herselfÂ
oh, we get a very charged exchange here. she says it doesnât matter what is in the photos, or if it shows gerryâs dreams or nightmares, because itâs over, and they couldnât save alice. she starts the engine, and when i think sheâs gonna drive off without mulder, he hops in. i bet that guilt that doctors feel when that cannot save a patient is even worse in her than in usual doctors, because she also has to deal with trying to rescue people from crime. :(
gerry is being taken in and photographed by the cops. but instead of a mugshot, when we see the picture, itâs the guy who was taking him in with a bullet hole in his head. oh! so that seems to confirm earlier suspicions on behalf of mulder.Â
OH NO!! gerry reaches out and grabs the gun from the cop! NOOO!Â
mulder points out that the image from that interaction showed the man shot in the head, but in reality, he was shot in his throat. so i guess itâs not based on reality as much as his intentions? sure, why not. and scully says there was a robbery at the pharmacy back where the very first photo was taken. no! our druggist friend!
gerry took all of the film in the store and a ton of drugs for more âtwilight sleepâ, which is a bad sign. i think iâve seen this film beforeâŠ
scully thinks that perhaps he was stalking his next victim at the construction site, and iâm thinking, girl i think he picked out his victim alright, but i donât think sheâs in the apartments.
mulder wants to wait a bit for his photo to come out. so he sends her to pull the car around and iâm screaming NO, NO, DONâT SEPARATE, NOT WITH A GUY ON THE LOOSE WHO LOOKED AT HER AND SAID âYOU LOOK TROUBLEDâ AFTER DOING 2 DIY LOBOTOMIES ON OTHER WOMEN AND KILLING 2 OTHER MEN! JUST WAIT A MINUTE AND WALK TO THE CAR TOGETHER!!!
but she cannot hear meâŠ.
NO! as she unlocks the car, a hand from beneath reaches out and pierces her foot with a needle NOOOO⊠and itâs gerry and sheâs going down and NOOOOOO!!!!
AND MULDER PULLS THE PHOTO OUT TO FIND GERRY WAS THINKING OF SCULLY WHEN IT WAS TAKEN!
he is RUNNING after that car. despite his best efforts, even trackstar mulder is not as fast as a car, yet he follows her and screams her name regardless. until he realizes he will not win this race.
back at the police office, mulder is STARING at that photograph, the one showing scully being taken by these horrific creatures known as âthe howlersâ. heâs asking for any leads, including âdoes he have a summer house? a winter house?â which could be seen as desperation for answers or mulder being out of touch with how many people grew up with summer houses, take your pick.
OH! in gerryâs wallet was his fatherâs obituary. and his father was a dentist⊠and the name sounds germanâŠÂ
so they go to his old dentistâs office, where they did an ad for the pain medicine cocktail heâs been cooking up. and mulder finds a footprint and a missing dentistâs chair.Â
NO!! scully is in the dentistâs chair at some undisclosed location. waking up to find her arms and legs bound with a pick on the table and gerry in the distance. sheâs watching himâŠ. and she says to let her go.Â
he begins his german ranting that has happened before the other lobotomies, and she⊠RESPONDS???? in clumsy german??? she says she has no unrest and doesnât need saving, but he insists she does??? WHAT!!!
good on her for remembering some words after all those years :,)
he says everyone has some unrest, but especially her. she thinks she must remind him of his sister, and they talk about âthe howlersâ, who live inside your head, and make you say and do things you donât mean.
so she turns the tables on this, and says maybe there are no such thing as howlers, and maybe he made them up to justify what his father did to his sister, which sets him off further. OH⊠so she thinks gerry attacking his father and his sisterâs death were related. damn⊠thatâs heavy
she tries to convince him that the âhowlersâ are just in HIS head, and no one elseâs, as he approaches with a camera to try and prove they do exist. because cameras cannot lie!!
back at the dentistâs office, mulder appears to be losing it. mumbling about the 6 fingers the howler had in the photos, and yelling âWHY are there 6?â to no one in particular, as if he can find an answer through sheer willpower. one of the cops is asking him what to do while he looks at the obituary and counts five headstonesâŠ. and the father makes 6? sure, if that makes sense to you king!
theyâre off to the graveyard while scully is still in a mystery location, with tears in her eyes as gerry shows her the photos he took. he takes the photos to mean he doesnât have much time left, and tapes her mouth⊠and oh my gosh, i think of what would go down here if i knew she wasnât gonna pull through⊠until gerry hears a tapping and MULDER IS LOOKING IN!! YES!!!
gerry is doing this in a camper van! by the graveyard!!! mulder is peeking in, sees a tooth keychain, and realizes sheâs in there!!!! heâs yelling her name, and sheâs yelling that sheâs in here, while gerry tries to hold her down!!!
mulderâs BEATING on the window of the camper with his hands, and when that doesnât work, he finds a giant metal pipe and SLAMS it into the window, goes in, and shoots gerry. this escalated quickly, but it was almost not quick enough.
mulder asks if sheâs hurt, and neither of them say anything as she walks out, with mulder kneeling down to see that the last photos gerry had taken were of himself dead on the floor. itâs a terribly thick tension that reminds me of the ending to irresistible, but without the tension bursting like it did in that episode with her finally revealing her fear to him. i wish that she did it again this time.Â
scully is doing the episode wrap up, sounding terribly solemn. she is reporting that gerry had written a diary intended as a letter for his father, including the list of the women he hoped to âsaveâ. and her name is the last entry. she has no explanation for the photographs. but she empathized with him, which her survival depended upon.
âi see now the value of such insight. for truly to pursue monsters, we must understand them. we must venture into their minds. only in doing so, do we risk letting them venture into ours?â (said while there are tears in her eyes, as she looks at the photograph of her being pulled by the howlers)
WHAT THE HELL.
okay, so chris carter⊠you and i need to have some words.Â
i have a lot of thoughts. perhaps number one: what if mulder had been 5 minutes later⊠can you imagine him never being able to cope with thatâŠ.? oh my gosh. oh my gosh. no, i shanât imagine. but iâm sure they both were imagining it. and that is probably why she couldnât say anything as she walked out of the camper van. it was too horrific.
second. this was a dark one. i was giggling at first and then it got really dark. lobotomies⊠are a hard subject.
third. when the writers make the bad guy have a mental illness, i do feel it to be insulting, because we donât often get a character where a guy with schizophrenia is just a guy doing normal things like working at the store or going to get his oil changed. no, heâs gotta be up to something nefarious. i wish that wasnât the case and that these episodes didnât use mental illness in that way, and i understand that things were kind of Like That in the 90âs and arguably still are in media, but it has been observed with distaste.Â
okay, final thoughts? like iâve said before, i believe in gender equality when it comes to kidnapping and rescuing, and i hope that will be evened out at some point. i understand that gerry had a fixation on women for his own personal reasons, but thatâs the doyleist vs watsonian debate thing. and i want a 1:1 ratio on who goes about saving the day. although the ratio was uneven in s2, iâm not recalling the ratio from s3, and weâre 4 episodes into s4 with a 1:1 ratio. so i hope that overall, the entire series ratio evens out eventually. damsel in distress is gender neutral
i was actually really invested in this episode, probably because it let us look into scully deeper, and also because the stakes were high, the pacing fast, and the horror a new kind rather than a standard serial killer we get in a lot of episodes.Â
but⊠while i appreciate that, iâm not sure i can say i enjoyed it, you know? because even a âscully speaks germanâ lore reveal cannot save me from the feeling of⊠something adjacent to fear? not horror as in âahhh iâm so scaredâ but maybe a sort of horror as in âstop putting her into these fuckass situations, let my girl have a day offâ and also a bit of terrible grief in knowing that lobotomies were a very real thing and did untold harm. and to be clear, iâm not saying that fact shouldnât be explored and discussed, i just think that for me it seems to provoke some intense feelings that make me want some fluff. now.Â
deliver it. to my door. as we speak. in fact, here is an incomplete list of things i want to read our agents doing in fanfiction form:
apple picking and apple cider sipping, hiking and sharing weird facts they know about the things they encounter (scully will be all âthis type of spider has a unique silk production glandâ and heâll be all âthis type of wildflower is used to induce hallucinogenic statesâ while they look at a pretty view), ice skating (can they ice skate? need to explore that), getting ice cream cones, a visit to the beach, decorating for various holidays, a very serious game night- perhaps uno or some sort of trivia where it turns into a real nerd-off, arguing over unsolved mysteries, more implications of them starting a family together if you feel bold and brave, even, but for those who like it more reserved we can just have an aquarium date, watching a meteor shower, scully attempting to understand his fascination with the various sports of the world by tagging along on an anthropological expedition to a knicks game with him, baking, movie theater trip, etc
well! i have gotten myself so enthused at the idea of them doing silly stuff like handing out halloween candy that i have forgotten all about my initial feelings, which shall surely resurface soon when i go through and edit my notes, but youâre gonna sit there and tell me you donât want to play dolls in your head of them getting hot chocolate together?Â
canon? what is canon? câmere, kid. letâs daydream about them eloping without ever having the âwhat are weâ conversation and ignore the sufferingÂ
#i learn a lot about myself in watching this show#including apparently what i consider to be just a bit too much#which is fine and it is good to know these things about yourself as a person#but i would like a silly one now please#let me know if you liked it- the pacing or the concept- or if you didn't#i can appreciate that it was a mostly well-written and compelling episode without having to enjoy it yk?#anyway. thinking about them going to the pumpkin patch.#he's from new england... she grew up at least partially in cali. did they have pumpkin patches there? or apple orchards?#this needs to be explored in fic. expeditiously. with a quickness.#ahh... a nice little daydream to think about.#pls feel free to send me fluff fics without any spoilers!!#someone sent me a few early into this blog and i cherish it <3#juni's x files liveblog#the x files#txf
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han solo wants what atton rand has
#AND THATS A FACT#guys pls play kotor 2 and see my vision#atton deserves a romance questline with as much depth and length as astarionâs fr#and also an option to be an evil power couple#i will fund the kotor remakes and kotor 3 myself if i have to#its the way i didnât even know he existed when i started playing#but then i fell in love#like heâs an extremely close second to anakin#âthey canât hurt you bc youâll be right here with me playing pazaakâ AND THEN THAT BEING BASICALLY THE LAST THING HE SAYS#obsidian partner with larian studios and bring kotor back and my life is yours#i deadass wrote fic about my mc and atton after playing#star wars#knights of the old republic#i havent played the restored content mod but even then its likeâŠâŠ. i need something more#a fictional star wars situationship really had me crying bc i wanted a better ending#kotor 2 is so interesting bc i loved it#but whats great about it sometimes reinforces whats bad about it#that being the cut content and the sometimes apparent lack of substance in spots#i shouldnât have been an infant when kotor 2 was made i shouldve been in the writers room#i need him i need him i need him#âyou have a husband?â oooooooooooooooooooh#i just think seeing the kotor games with the graphics of something like jedi survivor would be insane#fav#i could talk about this game forever i beat both of them in the span of like about 2 weeks i was obsessed#my nerd ass loves star wars sm#like lets keep going back in time i rlly dont care about the âmodernâ star wars era#and theres an easter egg line where atton calls you an angel even though he says hes joking#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#genuinely down bad#đ.scrolls
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chug
a something old blurb about the beer whale (whale beer?) (wheer?) (bhale?)
warning: slight smut at the end bc i know thats what the people come to see
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âJust stand where I can see yehââ was the request he mumbled into your hair before kissing you on the cheek and heading to the huddle, leaving you free to roam, beers in hand, determined to enjoy the show from a new vantage point, surrounded by the crew members youâve gotten to know and love over the years.Â
You spent the first half with Sandy and Sarah and the catering legends, giggling and dancing to the songs you all knew like the back of your hand at this point, locking eyes with him when he brought out Wet Leg, big smirk on his face as he sauntered up to the mic, eyes burning into yours while he sang one line of the chorus over and over, fire in his eyes when you sang it right back to him.Â
You duck down to the front of the stage for the second half, ensuring the lads were well hydrated with water and beer alike, feeling like your heart was going to burst watching him have the time of his life on that stage. In utter disbelief at what the past two and half years have been for him and you both, watching him soar to new heights you always knew were possible but couldnât imagine seeing play out in real time, the boy whose school band played at your 15th birthday party now singing to stadiums across the world, loving every second and being loved in return.Â
Heâs at his best when heâs up there, his big, open heart ripe for the taking, making the crowd of thousands feel like a small room of his closest friends, relishing in the attention, the screams, the insatiable energy, gratitude radiating out of every fiber of his being. Itâs enough to make you weep when you think about it for too long, an impossible to articulate experience of watching the person you love most in this world achieve their dreams over and over again.Â
Itâs overwhelming, mind-blowing and also really fucking fun, you think, cheers-ing with the lads as you started another round of beer (it is the end of tour after all), watching as Harry runs across the stage, picking up his water bottle, poised for the classic whale, almost like clockwork. But this time, he pauses, doing a quick double take when he sees you down front with the crew.Â
He gestures to your half drunk cup, ushering it towards him as you hold it up to the cheers of your group, Bradâs long arms aiding the transfer as Harry takes it from him and after smiling back at the band, downs it in one go, much to the delight of the lads. Theyâre goading him on, chanting his name, but everything whites out around you as all you can focus on is the way his throat moves, the beer that misses his mouth falling onto his naked chest, dripping down in a way that makes you feel warm all over. Never one to mind a messy face.
Itâs over in seconds but feels like it went on for ages, a time bending effect he always seems to have on you. He winks at you before placing the cup down, facing the crowd fully as he spits it into the air, wide grin on his face as you all cheer before he runs to the other side of the stage.
Itâs much later, after the final songs, the emotional thank yous, the celebratory post-show drinks on the beach with the whole crew, that you stumble into bed together, both a bit drunk off the booze and each other, burning up from one too many lingering stares across the party, whispered conversations about how good he looked up there, your beer all over him, his ripped chest gleaming in the spotlight. Heâs pressing you into the mattress in record time, hands sliding all over your body as his lips leave their mark on your skin, breath catching at the never-ending stream of praise leaving your mouth as you get lost in each other, in this night, consumed by overwhelming pride and love and the carnal need to have each other close.Â
âYouâre proud of me, huh?â he grunts into your ear, hand sliding down your thigh to hike it up around his hip, the new angle making the both of you moan out loud. âYâ love me?â
âYes, H. Fuck. So much, I -â
âWant yâ to show me,â he says, voice deep in your ear as he smacks a kiss to your cheek, your temple, biting at your lips while his hands slide up your body, interlacing your fingers to hold your hands over your head, his chest sliding against yours. âBe my good girl and show me how proud yâ are, how much yâlove me. Want to see it. Want to feel it. Câmon baby, show me -â
So you do.Â
Again.
And again.
And again.
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#truly did not edit this in the slightest my laptop is about to die so am just saying fuck it and posting#ya girl is 3/3 for final show blurbs wow what a time to be alive#i am illl and mentally unwell but i am a dreamer#omg these tags#okay#pls let me know what you think messages are what make the world go around#aka my world#omg my laptop is losing it so am i#harry styles blurb#something old
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LOOKING BACK (a snapshot of moments in harryâs pov)
Harry woke up from a nightmare. Or maybe it wasnât a nightmare, just a really vivid dream. Whatever it was. He was now up in the middle of the night. The private plane was still above the Atlantic Ocean. Harry tapped on the screen on the seat in front of him. The map of the plane's journey, only three and a half hours left until heâs back home. He couldnât wait.
The last few months, honestly years of his life have felt out of his control. He spent a year working on an album that he was only able to promote for three months before the entire world shut down and he was unable to leave Los Angeles for months although it felt like years after day 14 of living in the same house as his friends. He loved them but he was going crazy. So, he did what he always does in moments of crazy, he called up his friends Tom and Tyler, booked the studio in Malibu for a month and got all his emotions out for his next album.
And then. His life went a little like this.
Album. Movie. Relationship. Grammy. Another Movie. Tour. Album. More Tours. More Tours. Another Tour. Breakup. More Tours. Final Round? Yes. Done.
And now, he was three and a half hours from the one place he wanted to be most.
With you.
Harry has always thought the âyouâll find love where you least expect itâ was a cliche. He was always set up somehow or just happened to be in an environment where a relationship may naturally occur for most. He was single for the first time in a long time and didnât want anything serious. His focus was finishing up the tour - the only date in his mind was July 22, 2023. The last time he would be on stage for at least a full year.
And then, one late night when he was in bed somewhere in Asia he found himself tapping through Instagram stories. He was on a strict schedule and wasnât one to party during tour - unless it was a very special occasion. And he was letting himself have a few more of those doing his days off. But tonight, he was in bed with some music documentary in the background as he tapped through Instagram.
A picture of his old classmates' new child. A selfie. A picture of the sunset on the beach. A repost about the âSunday Scariesâ. And then a video of one of his friends from back home in London at a party of some sort. Something was telling him to linger on these next few slides. He recognized some faces. London was a fairly small city and when youâve lived there for a little over a decade - it gets smaller and smaller. He hasnât seen you around. He replayed the same 15 second video over and over again. He was mesmerized by the way your bright smile and shy laugh cut through the video even though you werenât the center of attention. Your presence is what got him to go back to the story over and over again.
He thought about messaging the mutual friend. His thumb hovering over the âsend a messageâ button at the bottom of the screen. Would it be too full on? Too desperate? What would you think? Itâs the tricky part about being himself. He doesnât want to come off too full on and confident. Maybe he thinks he should try to sleep on it. But something keeps making him go back to that story, over and over and over again. So, he does the second best thing. He sends a text to the friend who posted the story - asking them to hangout when heâs back home and introduce you to him.
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When Harry first met you, he swore it felt straight out of a movie. He was a romantic. He always has been that way. His therapist thinks it comes from growing up solely around women and watching his parents separate. You long for the things you didnât have or something like that. But he knows that this, whatever he is feeling is different. His friend did him a favor and instead of just inviting solely you to hangout, he had a game night at his house. Harry was nervous the entire day, unable to figure out what to wear, how to style his hair, if he should arrive on time or a little late. He was working himself up so much he almost had to call his older sister, Gemma to help him get ready but decided not to. He didnât want to involve anyone just yet. So, he put on an outfit heâs worn dozens of times before. A blue button down and some black trousers, ran his hands through his hair a few times and headed out the door.
The minute he made it to his friend's apartment. He swore he heard your voice. The laugh that was replaying from that same fifteen second clip. He felt his desire to be near you grow stronger throughout the night. It was almost embarrassing. The way he was so desperate for your attention. Every smile and laugh you shared felt like another success under his belt. He really liked you and needed you to know that. So, when you finally sat next to him during a game of charades, Harry decided to do something. You were both engaged in the game happening right in front of you. Everyone was. Which gave Harry an opportune time to lay back on the couch and move his right hand from his own leg to yours. He had his hand on your thigh right above the knee. He could almost feel his body tensing up and getting red as seconds went by without a reaction from you.
He felt like he was holding his breath in. Until, you also began to slowly lean back on the couch. Smiling at Harry the same way he knew he was looking at you. A shy laugh between the two of you and you stayed like that through the majority of the night. The game night was useless because he got what he initially came for.
And damn did he feel very lucky.
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Your first date started off not well. Harry planned to take you to one of his favorite restaurants which ended up being closed for maintenance. He was scrambling for another location and settled on a picnic in the park. You talked for hours about everything. Where youâve from, what brought you to London, your favorite things to do. And Harry was intently listening to every detail asking questions he never did before. He really wanted this to work out. The feeling of that pull towards you growing the more you spoke.
By date number four, he was already thinking of asking you to be his girlfriend. You were walking back to the car after a nice meal at your favorite hole in the way Chinese restaurant. To some it would be too soon, honestly, to himself a few months ago it would feel too soon. But right now, on this walk back to the car, after sharing endless amounts of dumplings and feeling like your conversation was effortless, he knew he wanted to bottle this feeling up and experience it every single day for as long as youâd allow him.
So, he did something that the two of you laugh about now.
You were a couple feet from the car when Harry stopped dead in his tracks. And as soon as you realized he wasnât still walking beside you and you turned around to see what he was up to. He was about to kneel down on one knee.
âWhat are you doing?â You asked immediately, laughing at the situation he put you in. He didn't know it at the time but there was a tiny part of you that thought this was something he always did.
âI know this is crazy.â Harry began to speak, âand weâve only been seeing each other for a couple of monthsâŠâ
âAre you going to propose to me because Iâve not run away after date number two?â Harry loved how much shit you gave him. âBut seriously you need to stand up before people think youâre being serious.â
âOkay okay,â he slowly got up, âI was going to say that⊠you can tell me if itâs too soon or too early but if I couldâve asked you this back when we first met I wouldâveâŠâ
You had a puzzled look on your face. He knows the face now, you pull it when youâre unsure, hesitant.
âWill you be my girlfriend?â
#harry styles writing#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles fic#harry styles fluff#maybe the one and only part there might be more! who knows but thought Iâd post bc I havenât written in a looooong time lol#itâs kinda. a mess but I bit the bullet and posted! blah blah pls let me know what you think <3
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Love is so freaky and messed up to the point that sometimes i do wish and hope SO badly that no one ever has to suffer being in love with me specifically because it honestly sounds absolutely unbearable
#my brain sure is braining lately#ignore me ive been having a Few Days for sure#and there arenât enough words or enough time in the world to express the full context of this thought#like#the love story doesnât happen in the epilogue#and the epilogue canât fix an ending that failed to satisfy the reader#and an authentic and satisfactory sequel is impossible when the ending killed off too much of the plot#does any of this make sense#do i even know what i mean#just ignore me im overthinking#and of the like five different crazed rants i drafted tonight this one is like the shortest#and least weird i think#and i wanted to shout my nonsense into the void to shut my brain up for a minute#apologies for that#pls continue as you were and i hope your brain is quiet and your day is good <3#wait also im all good im just thinking no need to worry!#this is just my nonsense that wanted to be set free from rattling in my brain just let her be and sheâll go away on her own eventuallyđȘ
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making a collection
making another collection with a threatening aura
#davy back fightbpart 3 letsgo#HOW do the three big guns get wasted on the eating contest... horrible plan.... luffy is fine bc well... but not sanji and zoro like damn.#luffy DOESNT WANNA EAT??? CALL THE NAVY!!!!#what was i saying.... bad idea putting the three beasts there#FRANKY FRANKY FRANKY!!!! they captured the two princesses :(#one sided beef squashed between luffy and foxy. friendship ended with random ex marine guy. now luffy is my best friend#usopp and franky bonding time hell yeah. throw usopp by the head once more pelase#nami with zoros swords just like holding them looks so cool like she should get a few swords too... nami three sword style oda drawing pls#i think this man underestimates nami and luffys power together he doesnt know about shiki#luffy saying he knows its a trap and sorry for being late.... lets go on an adventure all nine of us.... usopp yes anding his lie..... omg#cant believe nami isnt there yet. she could take this guy. oh there she is!!!!! she does look cool with the swords and jumping to get luffy#zoro screaming in agony from luffy getting shot omg THIS FUCKING GUY OF COURSE!!! this looks like its so over#zoro and sanji must feel so useless rn. they didnt even get the chance to fight like damn#komei-kakka??? more like come caca. boom#luffy face down dead on the floor akdjkaa chopper have you tried looking at the wound to see if it harmed him idk#it hit the face akdjskn usopp that was coom also#was robin flirting with the other guy and zoro caught her and she told hum to shut up???#'your friends got the best of me but you are still in my arms an-' 'HEAT EGG!! ALSO YOU'RE ON FIRE!'#flare maneauver that was so slay also luffy and nami in the same frame so twins of them. my children. birthed them one right after the othe#zoro and sanji fighting back to back. back to back to back to you i dont wanna fall right back to us maybe you should run right back to her#that is such a bop song. also post wano zosan. and post wci. see the recurrent theme#fighting in water.... being on top of the sword that was a slay... red hawk ace i will never forget you it seems#foxy liking his jolly roger omg nami fooled him ahdhsjs i think they should have pirate game event every year they yearn for contests#now since this experience foxy should make monthly multitudinary pirate games olympics hoping the strawhats join them a la gatsby#the faces at the mushroom akdhaksjs#talking tag#watching one piece#watching one piece movies#kinda loved how robin betted on franky against usopp.... i will take the crumbs
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(reposting this bc i changed the title and itâs annoying me)
anyways, tragic codywan !!! (im very excited about this <3)
summary -
When heâd mentioned his observation to Obi-Wan, the Jedi had flushed, his eyes darting away from Codyâs. Eventually, with composure that Cody knew was desperately maintained, heâd said, âHow could I not stare, my dear? Youâre so incredibly beautiful.â
Heâd struggled for words for some time after, wanting desperately to repay the compliment, to give shape to his own adoration. In the end, heâd only managed to smile, to press Obi-Wanâs fingers against his lips in a gentle kiss.
Obi-Wan had smiled though, a wonderful thing that warmed Codyâs very heart as he gazed upon it. Heâd known, in that moment, that he was understood.
They had remained there for some time, caught in the lull of peace and soft emotion. It did not last, of course. The war continued.
Cody and Obi-Wan fall in love during the war. They hope for a time afterwards that they can truly explore their feelings, yet this time never arrives. They're in love, it's not enough to save them.
#i canât be bothered to rewrite all my original tags#but iâm very proud of myself for actually finishing this#and i tried something a bit different so let me know what you think?#(i donât think ill ever be totally happy with this but i donât think i can currently improve it so here we are)#codywan#codywan fic#allyâs writings#if you saw the original version of this post pls pretend you didnât <3
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Finally complete! Years ago, this idea started from a tumblr post and discord convo. I've been stuck on this story months on end, but it never let me go - and somehow turned into this: J/7 with a twist.
What if Seven gets sent back in time just after she's killed Narissa - disrupting the events leading up to the Admiral's arrival? What will her younger counterpart do in the face of her future self? And how will the Captain react?
#Spoiler: Janeway basically has a migraine throughout#pls let me know what you think if you read <3#j7#janeway/seven#janeway x seven#fanfic#star trek femslash#kathryn janeway#seven of nine#admiral janeway#star trek#star trek voyager#j/7
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Butterfly Effect
Carraville, 2.7k, rated T. For @kloppskids đ
Gary takes Jamie to Old Trafford.
this was supposed to be a tumblr drabble but i got invested. let me know what you think, please. <3
#my writing#effervescentdragonwrites#carraville#football rpf#they are insane about each other and i am insane about them#i wrote this now. like now.#anways pls let me know what you think? <3
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you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself
#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER#IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS#THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST#IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA#IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE#IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS#IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO#IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT#WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS#EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT#I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC#DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE#losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it#and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT#it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll#so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol#god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE#i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all#HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU#YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM!#OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK#like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person#and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit#goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG#mha#fic rec
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I will post Healing grace and The Rocket Team on ao3, idk when yet, but one day they will be posted there!
Until then, you can read them here! :)
Healing grace has 1.5k+ words. It's hurt/comfort with Santino and John, Santino was hurt again, and it brought him back to his childhood with how his father hurt him in a similar way. John helped Santino heal, of course.
The Rocket Team has 1.4k+ words. It's silly with Santino and Gianna being siblings and killing an ally from 'Ndrangheta to get more territory and John also helped him in that. They're so Team Rocket lmao.
I'm very thankful for these two prompts they were so fun to write! <3
#if you like them pls let me know i would love to hear what you think of them and how you like them#reblogs are always appreciated as well as likes if you like them!#means a lot <3#both of these fics are silly in their own ways#santino dâantonio#santino d'antonio#gianna d'antonio#john wick#john wick x santino d'antonio
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"WONDERFUL SHOW TONIGHT, FORREST."
a KILLER FREQUENCY Marie Campbell/Forrest Nash ship playlist on YT
"Good to talk to you again, Forrest. You know, I've really enjoyed our chats tonight." "I guess we've had some moments."
Tracklist under the cut
Is Everybody Going Crazy? - Nothing But Thieves / The Perfect Girl - Mareux / We Don't Have To Dance - Andy Black / Night Issues (Nightcall x Daddy Issues) Mashup/Remix - FuturePastPerson / "Bassically" - Tei Shi / Cold Summer - Mareux / Diet Mountain Dew - Lana Del Rey / Destruction Of Us - Mr.Kitty / Teeth - 5 Seconds of Summer / HUSH - Ari Abdul / DTLA - Mareux / Make You Mine - Madison Beer / FEAR YOU - Kat Von D / Bad Romance - Lady Gaga / Dark All Day - GUNSHIP / Maniac (feat. Conor Mason of Nothing But Thieves) - AWOLNATION
#killer frequency#marie campbell#forrest nash#slashers#marie/forrest (killer frequency)#forrest/marie (killer frequency)#together their first names make the initials for motherfucker :) <3 and i think that's beautiful#playlist#fanmix#âyou really plugged mareux 3 times in one playlist huhâ Listen. if we're on the assumption that marie is kind of half goth#also this color scheme of their character colors w/ the loading bar u see at the start&end of the game isn't perfect butâŠit's beautiful ha#gosh im sorry im aware this will be more pleasant listening if u have an adblocker. i hope u doâŠâŠ#p.s. hosted in my sidepiece/bootycall channel. this isnt really what i use/sub from on the daily so u wont get much interaction if any#with all that out the way Pls if u listen let me know what your vibe of this ship is post-whistling night (or in general??) + this playlist#for me forrest was never a target of hate but more someone who Really got in the way to the point of getting on the hitlist#if we keep to the âsense of justiceâ marie got from him +other strong traits then diff scenarios open up where she considers sparing him#and from there i kinda picture the dynamic At First as Feral beast with Shiny new chew toy (who confirmed Can Flirt Back) but then develops#forrest is bitter/dark/temperamental & sentimental enough to meet her perspectives part way#it all grows into a turbulent friendship that goes into a turbulent romance. and Perhaps peace?? s/o to anyone who's into this lol#excuse the non-fanfic happening in these tags but also imagining them bonding from bad parents lmao but from two diff perspectives#where marie would stab hers and probly forrests once theyre friends if he was hurt by 'em#but i like imagining forrest on more of a âthey sucked but it was a different time & they didnt know betterâ#with someone specifically like marie replying No fuck them severely#âOh what? Youre gonna get revenge for me? :) By killing their kid who is me? :)â / âFINE Forrest I just mightâ#and both of them possibly being musically inclined but lol for diff reasons went on another path. they can Play oh boyo this ship's a treat
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the dark urge;
"there's no magic binding this blood to your body â only guilt"
#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 the dark urge#bg3#cw blood#cas.gif#uservanguard#oc rhidian#(they/them!)#baby's first gifs......of course it's rhidian that makes me face my fears of posting.....#i know i made them but i'm Obsessed with them#so now i have to inflict them on the internet.....you're welcome.....#trying to make captions look cool without using gradient text made me take psychic damage#but i hope this is more screen reader friendly despite the formatting#btw if any1 thinks my alt texts r not good pls do let me know! i did them to the best of my ability but im in no way versed in writing them#also idk if those pants r actually khaki coloured bc idk what colour that is lol#anyway. out into the world with you......oh rhidian we're really in it now#described#ID in alt#gif
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