#pls forgive me its literally 3am

[thejanisimiike]

rejanis thru texts (pt 1/?)

(more parts - pt 2 / pt 3)

[saintobio]

If people are guessing correctly, it means you are great at setting things up! And you are!! You are amazing and i love your writing!

Please take the time you need to rest and don't feel like the chapters should be shorter in order to update faster. You don't owe us anything and we know you have a life outside the blog

That said omgg i would melt if hoejo called me "my wifey" i'm such a subby sucker i would probably forgive him so fast. Rip to mc but i'm different (??

Anonymous said

gojo calling y/n 'wifey' is cute, but the lady at givenchy calling y/n 'mrs. zen'in' is the cutest ! i wanted to stop by and say to always take your time when working on your stories, and i love how they are all beautifully written 😊 hoping to see toji in the future chapters ❤ sorry for my bad english hehe

Anonymous said

hi lovely, as always an amazing chapter. you really are out doing yourself!! a lot of readers don’t understand how much time it takes to write something like this especially when you do 8k + every week (almost twice that amount this week!!) plsplspls rest ai, ilysm ppl shouldn’t snap at you for taking a little longer to update.

and to the ungrateful readers out there one week is NORMAL. writing can take hours upon hours sometimes, pls keep sometime for yourself:( she works SOOO hard to pump out chapters every few days so don’t go bitchin. pls make time to check on the socials, spend time with loved ones and rest bb. you deserve it. <3

Anonymous said

The way I woke up exactly at 3am to read this is 🌚👌

Anyway,,, ch7 was just– "😭🥰🤗😢😰" yeah mixed feelings. At this point I'm just 50/50 on rooting for Gojo x MC,, I'm so conflicted at this point pls. For the first time, I was actually looking forward to seeing Toji and see him be with MC, surprisingly since I never really was attached to his character in canon so yeah thx Ai :'D. This whole chapter just got me so pissed at Sera 😭 like miss maam you're the mistress here,, stay on your lane.

Speaking of "mistress" Gojo really had no right getting mad at MC for saying Sera was the mistress. Like was she wrong🤨🤨 He had the audacity to get angry abt "Mrs. Zenin" and her mini date with Toji when he was the one who called her an "attention-seeker" and told her to stay away from him. Choose a struggle sir🙄🤚

This whole chapter was so great Ai pls— I really love MC sm and tbh I really want her to distance herself from Gojo even for a few days since oml she deserves better😔 her self-worth is too great to be wasted to be with someone like Gojo and she needs to realize to love herself like the queen she is👏👏

Ahhhhh anyway,, Ai thank for you this chapter but please do remember to rest and take care of yourself before anything. *huggies* 🥺❤

Anonymous said

CHAPTER 7????? OH MY GOD IT WAS SO GOOD??

listen i’m all for anti-gojou propaganda but he was so SOFT this chapter and my heart cannot handle it. he was so vulnerable with mc and omg pls the daddy stuff was so hot i cannot. BUT THE ENDING?? i know i shouldn’t but i hate sera so much!! like “i cant believe you’d actually bring her here” BITCH ITS HIS OFFICE!!! MC IS HIS WIFE!!! WHO TF ARE YOU!!! and i already know that mc is gonna get upset about him tracking sera’s cycle (as she should!!) but like he’s doing it to not get her pregnant. like satoru is literally thinking about mc 24/7 and it seems like mc is thinking about sera more than gojou at this point! im simply crying in the club and i’ll be coming up with all kinds of scenarios in my head until the next update. as always you’re amazing and i can’t wait to see what you come up with next 💕

Anonymous said

Okay there is no way Sera “loves” him!!! She doesn’t like it when Gojo talk to her about his problems but is okay with talking about Hers??? Like okay we get it you have problems but so do other people!!!! (That kinda sounds bad) like having money is nice and all but there are still problems!!! Gojo has been and still is being abused!!! And the fact she doesn’t what to heat it??? Lmao no. She’s terrible. And like…she has to only like Gojo for his money! She accepted his fathers money! She accepts the gifts Gojo gets her and says “no I can’t…but if you insist!!!” Like bro… no…. She likes the gifts because it makes her feel like a princess which is okay to feel but not when your using someone… and at this point it only seems like she’s using him… sorry for the rant! I’m loving it and I can’t wait to chapter 8!!! I’m scared so I might avoid it for like 2 second because I’m weak 😩 but it’s like exited but scared😩

Anonymous said

Asdfgghk I can noooooooot gojo gets on every nerve that I have yet i still love him I've definitely had enough of sera like i need her to fuck all the way off

I was so happy when mc finally started giving gojo a taste of his own medicine it's what he deserves but it was still very nice that she was able to help him when he needed it that whole scene was sweet

Buuut I was so sad when I read toji wasnt at the party😭 but here to hoping him and mc have more moments in the next chapter omfg what if in the end she really does end up with him and gojo is sad because she does leave him anyway ignore that that's just me thinking out loud lol

But frfr I super duper love this story and this chapter was a rollercoaster of emotions and I loved it thank you u so very much for sharing it with us

Anonymous said

...idk man, I just want y/n to grow a backbone and acc put herself first 😞 shes doing everything for him and never for herself which is kinda too nice that its painful 👀 miss girl I can be ur personal assassin, dont gotta pay me I'll do it anyway 🙄 I'm honestly so confused with gojou like I acc cant get my head around this guy man. And that bora bora trip sounds like a pain 😒 how do we even come cry for this guy when I'm literally the one who wants to make him cry blood 🤷🏻‍♀️

Anonymous said

I WAS LIKE AYEEEEE WE’RE GETTING SOMEWHERE AND THEN THE ENDING WRECKED MY HOPES AND DREAMS OF A HAPPY GOJO X Y/N ENDING 😭😭

Literally it sucks so much because satoru has so much trauma from childhood that would honestly mess up anyone if they went through it , he felt that his mom abandoned him and he has an abusive father and his only haven are his memories of y/n, who he relates to the mother that abandoned him 😭. It’s so upsetting because he’s just a broken man who doesn’t know how to fix himself and in return he’s putting all his hurt onto y/n and it’s spinning her deeper into not only confusion but possibly even depression 🥺

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U !! thank u for the messages, reactions, analyses <33 i’m sorry ai is too tired to respond individually but i’ve compiled all of ur amazing asks so everyone can see <33

[imanes]

Hey Iman! Agh idk if this is asking for help or venting but its 1am and i have work at 7am... ive had the past weeks off from work so ramadan is going pretty good but now thats over and i have work 🥲 i know im barely going to sleep knowing i have to b up for suhoor and fajr and ive been literally sleeping after fajr for two weeksdjdjdjs idk what i expected tbh but any tips for surviving work while fasting?? And barely any sleep.. i feel like i even forgot how to do my job or interact w people. Ive never had to fast during work this is basically my first real job and im already nervous about feeling low and fainty when working (i work w kids). Ugh pls does anyone have any tips 😭 also i cannot even express how much i adore your blog thank you sm if you read/answer this! Hope youre having a great ramadan! ❤️

hi angel! first off i hope your day went well, i’m sorry I got this message when I was myself asleep :-( I remember when I had to go to work at 7am a few years ago I was literally dying but all I can say is that naps will be your lifeline. i think working during Ramadan, when the work isn’t taxing physically of course, can be a blessing because the day goes much faster so I try to focus on that. 

as far as sleep is concerned you’re knocking on the wrong door i’ve slept 4 hours a night ever since ramadan started and i’m definitely feeling my brain cells dying and my will to survive dwindling but we have two weeks left of this! i gave up on fajr and suhoor like may Allah forgive me but i cannot do this anymore lol it’s my sanity that is on the line

the first ramadan that i spent working, i slept at 3am, woke up at 6, started work at 7am and on some days i’d go back home at 7pm and every time i dragged myself home i thought it was a miracle that i was still capable of walking. the key to not fainting is how much you feed yourself the night before really well: get those fruits and veggies, drink 2L of water even if u have to pee every hour, drink a caffeinated drink right before u fall asleep to wake up feeling more like a human than a zombie, don’t mix meat and bread since it makes your digestion (and thus your whole system) more sluggish, etc. the first day is always awful and i spent the first week of ramadan was spent in a complete fog but after a few days you just get into the rhythm and it gets a lot easier. i also brush my teeth more since i can’t drink during the day, it really helps with making me feel fresh after giving 2 hour long presentations and demos and whatever and my throat feels like the sahara lol. having something cold to put on your face is also such a helpful way of relaxing when you’re stressed while fasting, i have an amethyst roll that i put under cold water and i just roll it all over my face with some serum or some such. 

anyways if anyone has some input or tips to share we’ll all be grateful for it! and to you anon i hope u managed to take a big nap after your day at work. good luck for the rest and i believe in you!! i wish you and your family an amazing and fulfilling ramadan as well, even though it is challenging it is also a blessing! much love to you <3

[catcze]

OFC YOU CAN HUG THEM!! <3 they love physical affection so they'd gladly hug you LMAO

btw i clicked the link on the picrew you used to make your oc and made mine!

this is how they look like! (kinda, the clothes are a little different!)

I'm also ready to share some info about my oc, their name is rin (not sure what their last name is), they were born in ritou, without a father bc he left their mom. it wasn't too long until their mother passed away. they were the only child and it became pretty lonely for them. they got their vision at 14 when their mother passed, they wanted a pyro vision, but they weren't complaing. (that explains why their 5th attack has their bow infused with pyro). soon at 17 they became an adventurer, and went to the inazuma city, hiding their vision on their back. they soon travelled to liyue at 18, and met hu tao. (rin and hu tao are besties btw) and in the picrew I made was based off a scenario I thought of at 3am, where hu tao was playing with rins hair and made it into pigtails so it'll match hers😭😭 the front hair also looked like that before, but rin made a mistake of letting xingqiu cut their hair, so it's kind of chopped up and uneven LMAOO. they still forgive xingqiu bc he's adorable tho

rin also looks at zhongli as their father figure and looks up to him aswell! rin usually likes to cuddle people a lot because they didn't have much affection as a child, so the traveller usually sees rin cuddling with hu tao on her free time, despite being an adult, they act like a child.

after months of being friends with hu tao and zhongli, they befriend half of liyue, and even go out on adventures with the traveller.

rin is also best friends with paimon.

rin also simps for kazuha and its obvious but no one needs to know that.

for their personality, rin is overall a nice and approachable person. they can get scary if you anger them too much. they don't get angry that easily though, so if you try annoy them, they don't really mind. they're also pretty shameless, so if they say something, they're speaking what the first thing pops up in their mind. you can literally say “I don't like ningguang” and rin will say “in my opinion, shes hot” in front of ningguang.

rin LOVES animals, and they adore liyues dogs. like if they come across an animal, they'll immediately pet them.

if you travel to mondstadt with rin, I headcanon timmies birds will not fly away. if rin steps in front of the birds, the birds won't fly away but make space for rin.

I also hc rin likes timmie and gives him homemade mondstadt hashbrowns :D

rins special dish is probably ricecakes or macaroons!

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apologies if there's any spelling mistakes, I'm tired</3

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yOO Pls Rin is sooo cute!!! I love the backstory / context you came up for this pic of them hahsdkjans <33 And their relationships with everyone is so so so adorable aaAA 💞💞💞

PLS AND THE 'In my opinion, she's hot' when they just say what’s on their mind KJSNDAS I–– Rin i love u 😭💞

Rin rin rin trade me ricecakes or macaroons pls I'll give you so many hugs I swear 😭💞💞

[kojinnie]

KOJIN EXCUSE ME?!?!? I THINK YOU'RE THE ONE TRYING TO KILL ME WHAT THE HELL

I?!?!? I CAN'T?!? I JUST CAN'T. When I saw the ikea product.. I literally went like this. Literally letting out an "AHA" squealing because that's so fucking cute? No because I'm literally crying on my bed. Right now. At 3am. Reading about how Reiner is perfect and the fact that I'm not married to him is so upsetting.

I mean YES too? Imagine this big ass buffy ass man just assembling an ikea furniture in front of you, in your living room in the morning just after you're waking up. I? I CAN'T?! I can't.. To me.. Like.. Literally fucking buying that thing is such a.. Big.. Love language? I? Its such an immense love to me because that's an effort. Like he genuinely fucking cares and does anything for you and it shows SO MUCH. HE WANTS YOU CLOSE TO HIM. HE BUYS YOU IKEA THING. PLEASE. PLEASE. I KNOW some people may think "oh come on its just a furniture" NO ITS NOT. ITS LOVE.

Forgive my aggression I'm just so in love I'm marrying him I'm literally going to

DO YOU KNOW HOW I WHIMPERED WRITING THAT? Looking respectfully at god and whispering "god i want this pls help a fella out."

AND NOT THE STREAMER GIRL REACTION HAHAHA. I'm sorry is this too fluffy for a 3 AM consumption? My, I'm down bad tonight. Just need Reiner to hold me close toniiiighhhttttt 😢💦

Just the whole aspect of being domestic with Reiner just makes me giddy. AND YES IT'S NOT JUST A FURNITURE. Assembling IKEA pieces together can singlehandedly determine the degree of the relationship. Hereby I demand for of them!!

And yes of course, Rei's love language would be act of service and physical affection. I don't make the rules, it's gotta be canonized somewhere!! Glad that you liked it!

[anddyisnothere]

But your hair! (Rocket x Reader)

Request: Can i pls get a reader x rocket where like the reader is like really girly and different from the guardians and wears lots of dresses and they all feel like they have to protect her and she has really long blonde hair and decides on a whim to cut it to her shoulders and rocket sees her cutting it and is like no it's so prettt why? And then after its short he thinks it's hot? And feelings are confessed? I just cut 14 inches off my hair and im still coming to terms with it lol ❤

Yes, I'm back! And I have to just say that I mixed it up a bit and left some parts to the request out but it stayed to what you somewhat wanted and I do hope you all enjoy! Thank you very much!!

Warnings: mild language, angst and small fluff

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Let's just say she wasn't exactly a guardian in the field, all the cool fighting and saving was left to quill and the gang. Of course it's not like she can't fight, she's good. Like real good. But she's too... kind and mindful, always trying to see the good in everyone, and it almost got them killed on a mission. Well more like one person in particular.

7 months ago:

The guardians were called in by a community in sector E-176. (random planet name, hush) who they Begged for help, explained that a group of Ravagers would come and take half of their supplies each week, and that the following week, they had fell short and feared what they will do to them. So of course they accepted since there was an offer. A BIG offer on units, Quill just couldn't resist.

As the Milano came close to the community, they made a quick plan.. with some arguing.

"Now me and Gamora will take the left while Drax and Groot take right. Rocket and Mantis, you find a good spot with a distance and make sure no civilians get caught in the cross fire, got it? Okay let's mo-"

"WOAH WOAH WOAH! Slow down Mr. Toughguy, I don't like this plan." Rocket put it.. lightly.

"Rocket, I'm not changing the pla-"

"How come you get to go left? I want to go left."

Peter huffed. "Drax-"

"The real question is, how come I'M not apart of the plan?? I can fight too you know!" You crossed your arms rather childishly.

Peter let out a loud sigh. "(Y/N) I would very much like it if you stay on board, in case on of us, you know, get hurt. You're our little medic." He smiled as he spoked in a "matter of fact".

"I'm going."

"No you're not."

"I said I'm going."

"(Y/N)-"

Rocket groaned loudly. "Just let her go! She can go with me and Mantis can go with Drax, I'll make sure she ain't dead by the end of this mission."

"I'm not changing the pl-"

"-we're here, get ready." Gamora announced as she flashed a quick smirk toward you.

It was Peters turn to groan in frustration before he turned to you. "Fine! But you have to maintain your hair, it's too long and it could get you killed."

You brushed him off. "Yeah yeah, I'll be down in a jiffy!"

You ran toward your shared quarter(?) to get into your so on called "battle suit" which is a damn dress and left your hair down but hell if you cared. Your hair was pretty long but you just loved having it down. You grabbed your favored weapon and rushed towards the gang.

Peter looked at you before looking away. Then looked back at you quickly to take in what the hell you wore.

"No, no, and no! What are you wearing?? And your hair! You can't-"

Gamora quickly loaded her gun. "There's no time! Get to where you're supposed to be!"

Everyone got into their positions, the mission carried on real smoothly and the gun fight began. They took out as many Ravagers as they could, Rocket had rather fun from where he stood. A little too much fun.

He laughed hysterically. "Look at them!! They look like little ants from here!"

You watched with a frown. You hated that they had to be killed but they were the bad guys. You've never killed before, only fought. And you intended that it stayed that way. As it seemed like the fight was coming to an end but in the corner of your eye you saw movement. You quickly turned and saw that it was an injured Ravager that booked it.

You quickly looked at Rocket, seeing that he's distracted enough, you followed him. You got your aid kit ready in case you could help.

You knew you shouldn't but heck, what if the tables were turned and you were the injured one? Or worse. Rocket. You would hate if he got hurt since you had real feelings for him.

As you got close, you saw how damaged he was. Blood leaking from his side and his shoulder. It was bad.

You got closer and of course, you stumbled on your feet, alerting him. He had his gun to your head in a flash.

"Don't you fucking move girly. You're one of those fucking guardians aren't you?"

You gulped and nodded slowly.  "Look, I just want to help you, you're bleeding profoundly. Please. Let me help yo-" before you could finish , he started shooting at you, missing everytime. You reached for your gun but turned rather to quickly, which made your hair get in the way. You fired toward the Ravager, not stopping until you heard a drop.

Your heart raced as you were breathing heavily. You went into shock and started shaking. As you were on alert, you heard movement behind you, startling you, which caused you to turn with hair in your line of sight. You pulled the trigger and heard another drop.

This time, you wished you hadn't...

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You were crouched outside your shared quarter with your now blood stained dress. Dried tear trails and a pink nose.

You did everything you could to save him, he's going to turn out fine, but it didn't make it any less tramatic. You were the one that caused it, then you were the one to repair it.

Your eyes were glossy again. This was all your fault. If you weren't considerate of a bad guy, none of this would have happened. Why didn't you just listen to Peter.. you were so lost in thought, that you didn't notice Groot sit next to you.

"I am Groot?"

You quickly turned to him and sniffed. "Yeah. I'm okay, he's going to be okay too."

He looked down. It was so painful seeing Groot so down. You did that to him and it was killing you. You started crying which lead him to pulling you close to him.

"I am Groot.."

"But it is my fault. I shot him.. I shot Rocket."

"I am Groot."

"And if he doesn't? I don't think I can live with myself if he doesn't forgive me." I look up towards the reassuring teen as he held a soft smile.

"I am Groot."

"He- what? No he doesn't." He just smiles as he pat my back softly, getting up on his feet and walked towards the rest of the group, leaving me to my thoughts.

You rubbed away your tears as you got up as well, heading towards the bathroom. You looked at yourself in the mirror the saw one of Drax's knife. You picked it up and stared at it. You had to do it. You knew you had to.

With one more tear to shed, you grabbed your beautiful locks and cut it off. You kept cutting your hair until it was above your shoulders.

You gasped as you took in your new appearance. It didn't look bad but you didn't care as long as it wouldn't be a problem anymore. You walked out to where Rocket was.

Unconscious. Bandages wrapped neatly around his chest area.

You sighed as your moved a chair next to his bed. You reached to hold his paw.

"Rocket.. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for this to ever happen. Not you, never you. If I could switch places with you, then I would." You couldn't continue as you became a sobbing mess again.

"I love you." You choked out and you held on to his paw tightly.

"Did you cut your hair?" You looked at him quickly as he eyed you.

"Oh my God." you launched yourself toward him, pulling him into a tight hug. He groans making you back off.

"Oh shoot! I-I'm so sorry!"

He just stared at you.

"What did you do?"

"Rocket.. I didn't see that it was you! I'm so-"

"It looked so pretty, why would you cut it off.." 

You were dumbfounded.

"You're talking about my hair?"

"You looked so pretty.. I mean not that you're not pretty now, you're gorgeous but-"

"Rocket, I shot you!"

He looked down, examining his body. "Yeah I know, but your hair oof-"

You hugged him carefully. He slowly moved his arm to wrap around you.

"(Y/N) I'm okay." You sniffled.

"But I'm not, you almost died because of me."

"We'll I ain't dead because of you."

"I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you did.. I can't imagine a life without you."

" Uh, what?"

You sucked it in. This is it.

"Rocket.. I love you."

He opened his mouth, but nothing came out. He just stared at you. You started to tear up and slowly pulled away to which he obliged.

"Don't."

"Rocket-"

"I love you too." He breathed out ever so softly.

This time, it was your turn to stared and let go of the breath that you didn't know was holding. He loved you. He loved you back.

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Bonus:

You laid next to him as you played with his fur, he was having the damn time of his life. You would occasionally place small kisses on his forehead and he loved it. Of course now he was feeling more of himself.

"Ya know, you look rather hot with your hair short. You should definitely keep it that way."

You rolled your eyes and playfully flicked his ear.

"Shut up." You said, secretly noting to maintain your hair short.

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It's literally 3am, I don't know why I always end up writing stupid late, anyways I hope you all enjoyed this as much as I enjoyed writing it!

Also I don't know if you guys noticed that small reference on the Ravager scene, sound familiar? I don't know like dead - ly familiar? Anyways as always, please comment what you think, like and reblog!!

Goodnight! ❤️

P.S. IF Y'ALL DON'T KNOW WHO OLIVER TREE IS, GO AND LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC, IT'S BOMB! OKAY BYE ❤️

Quick note: I kinda want to start writing about Steve Harrington and Negan and some of Harry Potter too, so feel free to request! Request are open

[planetdream]

Hellooo 💘 anon :)) I saw that cute comment is that directed to me 👀

Megamind vibes!! I haven't watched the movie for literal ages but I can see it,,,,though I don't think Minho is into that saving people shit ahahhaa it'll probably be like 'urgh god not a g a i n' (oooh enemies to lovers 31k???)

It's 3am rn and I'm trying to get to sleep soon, but I haven't really had time to myself these days so I'm just reading fanfiction huehuehue and yes def go see it and tell me about it!! Also congratulations for being productive you deserved it :)) meanwhile I'm procrastinating so bad I made a cover page for my project master list meant to get my shit together ahahahhaa I do not have my shit together.

And hey I'm a Pisces rising 👀 istg dream you love my placements so much 😌😌😌

- ♏

i've seen megamind within the last year and it's still a great movie !! yes, minho would probably be a little hesitant/relunctant to save anyone lol

and i totally understand, i've been up way longer than i'd need to lately and it's honestly kicking my ass since i'll go to sleep when its dark and wake up and it's dark 😭😭 which i think is stopping me from getting things done—woke up early today and got shit done so i think theres correlation lol

also didn't mention this in your previous ask (im high pls forgive me) but good luck with your interview !! you got this baby i know you do <3

[onlyjihoons]

collegebf!jihoon

a/n; congrats to jihoon for being accepted into uni;-;-; and btw pls pardon the mb that was the closest thing i could find to college jihoon in my laptop

masterlist// requests are open

major: theatre/acting

wanted to take up aerospace technology, but decided to go for his real passion instead

got in through rolling admission, didnt have to face the stress of college entrance examinations

however a very talented actor, able to shed tears in 30 seconds

havent had his first kiss despite acting since five,, and people are shook lol

has looks crafted by the acting gods, visuals made for acting

able to pull off both bad roles and good roles

honestly very friendly and humble young actor, seniors are certain he will make it big in the industry one day

will greet classmates and lecturers good morning and bid them goodbye

lowkey enjoys classics like romeo and juliet, lord of the flies, julius caesar, animal farm 

does well in the prose section in tests because he reads widely 

actually a well all-rounded student, perfect 4.0 gpa in every semester

took up ballet in high school oops and hence knows every scene in ballet classics like sleeping beauty

sings and raps decently, a good dancer too,, a literal golden child lol

but below the perfect boy surface,, jihoon is an avid gamer who always occasionally stays up till the wee wee hours of the night to play games

like overwatch sorry guys that’s the only game i know

sometimes will arrive to class late, hair in a mess and last night’s pyjamas 

but at the end of the day he does well in everything without even trying so the lecturers just let him be

you didn’t even know why you took up theatre,, maybe its because you scored an A in literature during your college entrance exams

communications was too controversial for you anyway

you had zero to little acting experience, the only experience you had was pretending to be sick in school

like jihoon, for the prose section of tests you would score full marks most of the time

but drama section was your pitfall

not that you couldn’t act, but you had a fear of being on camera

selfies with friends are fine, but you just don’t like your pictures being taken in general

one day, your lecturer gave out an assignment, apparently it’s paired work and your partner has already been chosen beforehand

you liked pair work, and honestly one of the only ways you can pull up your grades for the drama section

once you received your assignment, you read the name below yours in bolded itallic,

park jihoon

you sighed, you were afraid of being a burden to the golden student, since he already has secured his own distinction anyway

you were acquaintances with jihoon, but not that close to be friends either

“y/n!” jihoon settled into his seat beside you, “i’m glad we are partners, at least you won’t be like some of the girls in this class…”

you smiled weakly, thankful that he didn’t have a bad impression of you already, “what about them?”

“they always wanted to add a kiss scene in the plot, just to kiss me, its just, ugh.” this was the first time you’ve seen jihoon getting annoyed, and you found it cute honestly

“that’s gross, but don’t worry, i wont make you kiss me, i don’t think you’d want to either.” you patted his back, and you swore that you saw a tinge of hurt in jihoon’s eyes momentarily 

“thanks y/n.”

for the first 2 days, you and jihoon practically breezed through the prose section, sharing your favourite scenes of the classics

“romeo and juliet was a good ending”

“no, they should’ve ran away with each other”

despite conflicting ideas the both of you worked well together and became much closer than before

at first you thought jihoon was a little bit of a tsundere, but the more you knew him, the more goofy he seemed

like how he liked penguins, and has a few penguin stuffed toys on his bed

and you also learnt that jihoon used to do classical ballet in high school, which was lowkey a surprise for you

then came the drama section, the both of you decided on romeo and juliet

wow im so basic sorry guys

you didn’t force jihoon to kiss you too, so the both of you just settled with jihoon putting his thumb in between the both of your lips

or almost kissing

bahbam y’all “kissed”

jihoon told you it was a method actors use so that they don’t really kiss the actress,, and he pulled out that card for all of the girls who wanted to kiss him lol

he even was super sweet about the whole thing, asking if you were uncomfortable and stuff

you always said you wouldn’t but your heart would race whenever he did a tiny bit of skinship like hugging or holding your hand

ultimately, it was just for the grades, right?

wrong.

jihoon had the biggest crush on you ever since the both of you were in the same class

he was just scared of approaching you, scared that you would think he’s trying to get into your good books

so he was really excited when the lecturer announced that you were his partner

and when you said “i don’t think you’d want to either” to the kiss he was lowkey slumped bc it meant to him that you thought of jihoon as a normal friend and not something more

so on the day of the drama showcase, jihoon could sense your nervousness

usually you were ok but today you werent

“what’s up y/n? are you not feeling well?”

“i have a phobia of being on camera,” you wrung your hands together, “sorry jihoon, i’m bringing down our grades–”

“no, y/n, look at me.” jihoon made you face him, his features gleaming under the light, “we’ll overcome this together. i promise.”

“how?”

jihoon then swooped down and kissed your lips, which definitely took you aback

“w-what”

“just imagine the camera isn’t there, and there is no one in the classroom except us.” jihoon smiled, as if the kiss didnt happen

you were definitely calmer than before, weirdly, and nodded.

when it was you and jihoon’s turn, he gave your hand a small squeeze 

it went pretty smoothly, with no camera-fright for the first time

until the kiss scene, jihoon actually kissed you for real

and the whole class was shooketh bc park jihoon,, kissing a girl for the first time?? wowzers

in the end, both of you got your As and you got yourself a boyfriend out of it too

honestly jihoon is more of a homebody than you think

he would want to stay at home rather than go out on dates

so he would invite you over to his dorm, to watch movies or just cook for him lol

sometimes he would ask you to play games with him too, but you’d fail

he would be somewhat addicted to his games too, so you have to get through all means and ways to get his attention back on his work

dont be surprised if he calls you at like 3am telling you hes hungry

and you only read it the next morning

“did you see the message i sent you?”

“no…?”

“i sent it at 3am and it said 2 ticks…”

“you’re gaming again?? YAH PARK JIHOON”

“hahaHAHAHHAHAHAHAH yes im sorry babe please forgive me:

has his designated seat beside you in every class

sometimes the lecturer has to call him out for being too clingy to you and its embarrassing when everyone just has their attention on the both of you

save this clingy baby please

will help you hold your notes,, and sometimes clean up with you at your dorm or home

your mother loves him already even tho she only met him through facetime

likes to go to find all the ramen stores in the vicinity and try all of them out

also likes taking pictures of you when you dont notice

and sets it as his kkt bg

your contact in his phone is saved as baby girl💓💕💖💗💘💞

and his contact saved on your phone is baby boy❤💙💚💛💜

you know those boyfriends who treat their girlfriend like theyre their entire universe? yup thats jihoon

and like his eyes light up whenever he talks about you its just so endearing

likes to be the big spoon when cuddling just so he can engulf you in his arms

hardly gets mad but even if he does its not that serious and over something stupid like him losing his notes or something

jihoon knows where to draw the line, when you need to study he tries not to disrupt you

keyword: tries

overall, a clingy but sweet koala as your bf, you could never ask for more

[hunbomb]

best friend!jisung

ok

you nd jisung have been bffs since pretty much the womb

u do everything together

EVERYTHING

u guys r not only neighbours, but yo moms r literaL BEST FRIEND GOALS

ur mom invites jisung (+ his mom) over so much he practically lives at ur house

he doesn't even need to ask he will just legIT WALK INTO YOUR HOUSE and ur probs brushing yo teeth but your mom don't care she luvs him so when u walk out of the washroom you see jisung playing on ur phone on ur bed. u aint even surprised now lmao 

he's such a sweetie to ur fan buT SUCH A SNAKE TO U

“omg y/n is that you?”

“jiSUNG THATS A PHOTO OF A PIGS BUTTHOLE”

“exactly”

he WILL send memes at 3am

“jisung stfu”

“wow i put a lot of work into finding this gosh darn diggity memes and this is how you treat me? triggered”

this kid honestly

at school, u always eat lunch with jisung

scratch that,,,,,you always EAT jisungs lunches

“jENO DO U SEE THIS BULLYING???”

“chill fam she's just eating sum grapes”

“mY gRApES?!?!??!?!!!”

sometimes u get airplanes thrown at u during class n they always have a note in it

“meet me in the park after school bbg ;))))))”

u never do lmfao

most of the time he doesn't even show up either 

u and jisung take dance lessons together

so u guys carpool

and just blast out rap music

bE HUMBLE

SIT DOWN

his mom had so many questions

u guys have sO MANY ROAST BATTLES ITS SO FUNNY

“yo,,uh,,,u ugly,,,,u short,,,ur  not cool,,,not funny,,”

“jiSUNG WHAT? that wasn't evenlehgitjfkd”

spams u with texts at 1am asking if u wanna eat chips with him

u don't decline

jisung cares abt u alot

once u were sad and he dedicated a whole weekend so u guys could hang out and watch movies and go to carnivals and yvfudjwnak

he makes sure to go the extRA mile when its your birthday

so,,,,,,many,,,,,,balloons 

onCE THO u guys got into a fight and u were giving him the silent treatment

hE GOT THE DREAMIES TO help him apologize

so like,,,at school as u walked down the hall u saw chenle,renjun and jaemin holding up these signs that said “y/n, i am so sorry”

then mark and donghyuck were holding one saying “for being rude and not listening to you”

when you turned the corner jeno had a sign saying “please forgive me and meet in the art room asap”

so when u got there,,,,jisung was standing there with a bag full of candy and chips and food

u basically forgave him by then

and he just hugged u vrfudachjsx KZM<

PEOPLE THOUGHT HE WAS CONFESSING which he will do later

u guysusually have sleepovers every friday night

and they!are!so!hype!

like both of u go to the corner store nd buy SO MUCH CANDY

and rent like74823 movies

and build a gigantic bomb ass fort

and uGH goals

u guys sleep right beside each other

and it starts off all jokes n laughs

but then as it gets later your convos get deeper

okokokokokokokokok heres the juicy stuff

so one night, during the deep convo time, the subject lands on crushes

and you confess that you liked him when you were younger (you still like him but u just don't wanna tell)

then you start to list off all the things you like about him

and he's all flustered but its dark so u can't see it

suddenly he cuts u off and is like

“what,,,if i told u,, that i like u”

and u just

HEWBSHJZNA

“what,,,if i told you,, i never stopped liking u”

cue looking into each others eyes

“bruh its too dark wheres ur lips i wanna kiss them”

- jisung

whEN YOU WOKE UP YALL WERE LIKE CUDDLING

and you've never done that before!!!!

when his mom came in she squealeD LIKE SQUEALED

and took like84392 photos to send to your mom

nd when y'all woke up it was so awkward cause like

when,,did ,,we,,do,,this

ANYWAHY

your friendship i still the same, but now not only is he your bff, he's ur bF!!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT A POST!!!!! I'm probs gonna spam with a bunch of stuffz now cause I'm vv bored and am hit with inSPOPOPOSPOSPO!! request pls ;)