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shiftingparadise · 3 years ago

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hi!! i rly love ur writing style & was wondering (idk if this has been done before) if i could request a canon world levi x reader where they both have an established relationship but never put a label as to what they are, but one day they spent a ~night together~ & later on reader finds out shes pregnant & there was only one idea of who the father could be. so being scared of the reaction she'd get from levi, she starts distancing herself then eventually deciding to keep the baby she leaves the scouts all in all. fast forward a year or so, hange, erwin, levi & some other scouts visit around the place u now lived in & bumped into u & ur child. the trio happy for ur new life, ur left alone w levi to catch up with & he silently wonders who the father of ur child is & looks closer that the child notably resembles some of his features. later that day, levi finally pops the question of who the potential father was & if it was his in any way his kid & u finally confess that u wanted to keep the child safe & that u were scared he'd get angry & such, although levi gets upset u kept the secret from him hes not entirely mad at u, but continues to help/support ur new family. angst + happy ending pls😪sry if that was a bit long but i rly liked to see how u would adapt this😭❤️‍🔥 i hope u have an amazing day!!

Hi! Thank you for the compliment 🥺 it really means a lot to me when you guys enjoy my stories. I hope you like this one!❤️

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'No, stop', you giggled, 'I really have to join the others'. Levi pushed you further on his desk, 'I'm your Captain, and I'm ordering you to stay here', he smirked while placing a sweet kiss on your temple, 'Besides, you don't need to hear all of Hange's crap'. 'But I like to hear her stories about Titans', you protested, 'More than you like spending time with me?', Levi tilted his head, his disinterested gaze caught you by surprise. 'N-no, of course not', you quickly replied, 'You're more important to me, you know that'. Levi chuckled, 'Relax, I was just playing with you', his hands were now holding your waist, 'Wish I didn't need to go to that meeting'. You looked at him, cheeks red from his touch, 'Why?'. 'Oi brat, I know you're not that dumb. You know damn well I'd rather spend some more time with you', Levi let go of your waist, crossing his arms. 'Sorry', you rolled your eyes, 'Wouldn't kill you to say something nice once in a while'. You jumped off his desk, picking up your coat from the chair in front of the desk, 'See you later'. 'I'm sorry', Levi's voice sounded sweeter, more caring. You could feel his hand resting on your wrist. 'Huh? For what?', you turned back around to look at him. 'You're right. I suppose I could be a bit nicer to you', he sighed while rolling his eyes. 'You can't be serious?', you smirked, 'You? Saying I'm right? That's a first', you giggled while throwing your arms around his neck. 'Tch, don't make me regret it brat', Levi quickly placed a kiss on your nose, 'Now leave, you're distracting me'. It sounded harsh, but the way Levi was caressing your cheek while saying it made you realize he cared more about you than he showed. You nodded before turning around. 'I'll see you around', you waved goodbye while walking towards the door. 'Ai, see you later kid', Levi's voice echoed through the air before you closed the door, causing you to smile. You loved it when he called you 'kid', it was something he didn't call anyone else, it made you feel special.

You headed over to the cafeteria, where you joined your friends at the table.

'Hi guys', you waived happily at everyone before sitting down. 'Were you with the Captain again?', Ymir asked coldly. 'Always so straightforward Ymir', you said agitated, 'Were you or were you not?'. 'I was', you rolled your eyes, annoyed with her nosey behavior. 'Are you two together?', Connie quickly followed. You hesitated before answering.

You didn't have a clue of what you two were. You hadn't slept together (yet), but the Captain called you into his office more than necessary, he kissed you, made it obvious he cared about you, ... He even put you in his squad just so he could protect you (or just to keep an eye on you).

'Yoohoo? Y/N?', you could see Ymir waiving her hand in front of you, 'Stupid over here asked you a question', she pointed at Connie with her thumb. 'Hey!', Connie bent over the table to look at Ymir, 'Watch it!'. 'Yeah, yeah, whatever', Ymir rolled her eyes, 'So? Are you together or not?', Ymir took a bite out of her bread. 'Are you together with Krista?', you coldly replied before taking a sip from your tea. Ymir was gritting her teeth, looking at you as if she was going to kill you. 'Yoohoo', you waived in front of her face, 'I asked you something'. You could hear everyone laughing when you did that, causing Ymir to stand up from the table. She grabbed Krista's arm, pulling her behind her while walking outside the cafeteria.

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It was 3 AM in the morning when you could hear someone knocking at your door. You slowly got out of bed, still yawning and rubbing your eyes when you opened the door.

'What?', you grunted, before even looking who was at the door. 'Tch', you could hear his familiar disapproving sound. 'Huh?', you quickly looked up to see Levi leaning against your door frame with both of his arms crossed. 'W-what's wrong?', you were worried that something had happened, why would he otherwise be here this late at night? Levi sighed while looking at the ceiling, 'I know it's late kid but...', 'But what?', 'I can't sleep, and you know...'. 'No I don't know', you said angrily, 'What's wrong Levi? Did something happen or not?', 'Calm down', he softly pushed you aside, walking into your room. 'I just, I can't stop thinking about you kid', he sat down on your bed, arms leaning on his legs. You smiled at the sight of him. He looked nervous, even restless, just because he said he thought about you. 'I think a lot about you too', you said softly while walking towards him, 'But that doesn't mean I wake you up in the middle of the night to tell you', you giggled while standing before him. Without saying anything, Levi wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him. He let his head rest on your abdomen, letting out a deep sigh. You softly put your hands in his hair, gently stroking through it, 'Want to cuddle?'. 'Cuddle?', he looked up at you. 'Ai, cuddle,', you gestured him to move while you laid down, pulling your sheets over your body. 'Tch', Levi sighed before taking off his shirt and trousers, 'What?', he smirked at you, 'You're looking at me like I'm a piece of meat'. You blushed, quickly looking away from him. You'd never seen him without a shirt and to be honest, you didn't expect him to look this good. You could feel him laying down next to you, 'What are you waiting for brat?'. 'O-oh yes, sorry', you crawled in the open spot of his arm, letting your arm rest on his chest while your leg was wrapped around his body. 'This does feel nice', Levi whispered, 'But you're wearing too many clothes'. 'W-what?', you looked up at him, you could see he was smirking, 'Would be more enjoyable if I could feel your skin against mine kid'. 'B-but I'm not wearing anything underneath this', you replied. 'Makes it even better', he said softly, before tilting your chin towards him. His lips met yours, causing the room to fill up with sounds of you softly moaning under his touch. 'You know', Levi whispered in-between kisses, 'You make me crazy. You're so beautiful. I can't stop myself from thinking about you in inappropriate ways'. You pulled away from him, looking into his crescent-shaped eyes, 'Then what are you waiting for?'.

You were nervous, to say the least, but you still wanted to challenge him, just like you always did.

Levi pulled you on top of him, hands holding your waist, 'I'm waiting for you to tell me you want this too'. He looked serious, you could see he was not joking around. 'I want this', you whispered, 'Are you sure?', one of his hands placed a strand of hair behind your ear, 'I really don't want to force myself onto you, but you have no idea how long I've wanted this'. You let your hands rest on his chest, slowly leaning in for a kiss, 'I'm sure Captain, I'm ready to be a good, obedient cadet for you', you smiled. 'Start with taking off your stupid shirt', Levi smiled at you, 'I want to see all of you'.

You slowly took off your shirt, causing Levi to gasp.

'I-is something wrong?', you felt insecure with how Levi was staring at you. 'Are you kidding me?', Levi turned you around, crawling on top of you, 'You're a fucking piece of art', his fingertips were softly tracing across your body, giving you goosebumps. He started kissing you, 'I'll never get enough of you Y/N. I've never seen someone as perfect as you', his voice sounded rough, causing butterflies in your stomach. 'I-I think you're perfect too', you whispered while melting under his touch.

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'Shit, I'm sorry', Levi grunted while laying next to you, 'I couldn't stop myself from coming inside you, you just felt so good'. 'Don't worry', your breathing was still heavy, 'It doesn't matter'. Levi slowly turned on his side, so he could look at you. A smile appeared on his face when he noticed you were still shaking, 'Come here kid', Levi pulled you towards him, holding you more tightly than ever before, 'Let's get some sleep'.

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Some time passed, and you spent more than with the Captain. He often asked you to sleep with him because he felt calmer with you next to him. While the other cadets started asking more questions about the two of you, you and Levi never made it 'official'.

'Shit', you sighed, hands shaking, 'A-are you sure?', you felt nauseous. 'Positive', the doctor replied, 'Look, there are certain ways to-', 'No', you quickly replied to him, 'I'm keeping it, no matter what'. The doctor smiled in response, 'Well, congratulations then'.

You didn't know what to do. You knew it was Levi's, you hadn't slept with someone else ever since you met him. Fear crawled in your mind, like a poison, it crippled you. You could only think about how mad Levi would be when he found out, how much he would despise you. How he would order you to 'get rid of it'. Not one positive thought slipped through the cloud of negativity, not even once did it come to mind that Levi would be happy.

'Kid?', you could hear Levi's voice from behind the door, 'Haven't seen you all day, are you alright?', 'I'm fine', you answered without opening the door. 'Good, but do you mind opening the door when you're talking to your Captain?'. You opened your door, 'What's wrong?', you sighed. 'Huh?', Levi tilted his head, surprised by your attitude, 'I just wanted to ask if you would like to sleep in my bed tonight'. 'No', you replied coldly, even though you wanted nothing more. 'Tch, fine', Levi sighed, expecting you to say you're sorry. 'Is that all?', you replied, 'That's all', Levi lowered his eyes. He was hurt by the way you acted towards him. After all, Levi let his guard completely down with you, telling you everything about his life, what he'd been through. He'd never done something like that, he never allowed himself to care about someone like he cared about you...

You acted more distant every day. When you noticed how hard it became to hide your bump, you decided it was time to leave the Corps.

'You're leaving?', Erwin tilted his head. 'Ai, I'm leaving', you looked at the ground. You didn't want to leave, but you didn't have a choice. You couldn't fight anymore, you had to think about the safety of your child, that's all that mattered anyway. 'What?', you could hear Levi's voice from behind you, 'You're leaving?'. 'Levi, I told you this was a private meeting', Erwin looked at his friend. You didn't dare to look at him, instead, you kept your eyes focused on the ground. 'Tch', Levi sighed, 'Fine, leave'. You could hear the disappointment in his voice, the sadness, the hurt. You knew he felt betrayed. You promised him you would be there for him, always.

You said your goodbyes to your friends. Promising they could visit whenever they wished. When you saw Levi standing against the wall when you were done talking to Hange, you walked up to him. 'L-levi I..', 'Don't', his cold gaze met yours, 'You've made it clear over the past few weeks how you've felt. I hope whoever you're with makes you happy'. Before you could tell him that it wasn't anything like that, Levi already walked away.

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'I would like some of those apples and..hm', you looked at all the fresh fruits that were displayed in front of you, 'I would also like some of those grapes', you smiled at the man. 'Would you like something else Fynn?', you looked at your son who was sitting in his stroller. It had been a little over a year since he was born, but you couldn't believe how much he had grown already. 'Y/N?', you could hear a familiar voice calling out your name. You quickly turned around, 'Erwin?'.

You could see the Commander, Hange and Levi standing behind you. All of them dressed in their regular clothes, meaning they must have had a meeting in the city with the government.

'Oooo Y/N!', Hange ran towards you quickly throwing her arms around you, 'I've missed you'. You quickly hugged her back, telling her you've missed her too. 'Who is that?', Erwin smiled at Fynn. 'Oh', you quickly grabbed your stroller, 'This is Fynn'. You avoided Levi's gaze at all costs.

You still hadn't told him that he was the father. You figured you would never see him anymore, but now that Levi was looking at you and Fynn... You could feel yourself drowning in guilt. You knew you had no right to keep something like this from him, even if he got mad...

'Oh, he's so cute', Hange placed herself in front of the stroller, looking at him in awe. 'Oi Levi', Hange looked up at the Captain who was standing behind Erwin with his arms crossed, looking at the sky, 'He has the same eyes as you'. 'O-oh, no, Fynn just has blue eyes as well, no similarities here', you nervously chuckled. 'Come, let's head over to my place. I'll make you some tea, we need to catch up', you desperately tried to change the subject. 'Ai!', Hange quickly agreed. 'You're right, it's been too long', Erwin smiled at the sight of you holding onto the stroller. 'Levi?', you softly asked. It felt strange to say his name out loud after so long. 'Whatever', Levi shrugged his shoulders.

Levi noticed the resemblances. He noticed how pitch black Fynn's hair was, how he had the same nose as him, how he had the same eyes. Levi could swear he was looking at the younger version of him. But he decided he only saw what he wanted to see, there was no way you would keep something like this from him.

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'I'm so happy for you', Hange took a sip from her tea, 'You have a wonderful home, a cute little baby boy, and you look great'. Hange was holding Fynn on her lap, 'From now on, Aunt Hange will visit more often'. Erwin never stopped smiling. Even though he decided he would lead a different life, Erwin's mind often wandered to Rosemarie, what would've happened if he decided to stay, to choose for a more stable life. You looked at Levi, he didn't say anything, but he was looking at Fynn from across the table while sipping from his tea. 'Oi Erwin, let's get some cake or something', Hange stood up from the table, 'I also want to get Fynn something'. 'Sounds good', Erwin stood up from the table. 'What about me?', Levi looked coldly at the two of them. 'Since you haven't said much, you can stay here, catch up with Y/N. Oh, I better leave Fynn here', Hange smiled excitedly while handing Fynn over to you before walking out of the door with Erwin.

The room filled up with a tense feeling. All that there was left now was an awkward silence between the two of you.

'Well, I better put Fynn to bed. It's time for his nap', you quickly got up while heading upstairs. 'Here honey', you tucked Fynn in, giving him a kiss on his forehead, 'Sleep tight'. 'Tch', you could hear the familiar sound coming from the door. 'Levi, you startled me', you whispered. You quickly closed the door behind you, 'Come on, let's head back to the kitchen. I don't want to wake him up'. Levi didn't respond, instead, he followed you.

'Didn't expect you to live this life', he was standing against the kitchen counter, arms crossed, 'You said you didn't want any of this'. 'I didn't but...', 'But you fell in love, right? That's why you left the Corps', Levi was looking at the cup of tea that was standing on the table. You sighed, 'You're right, I fell in love', you whispered. 'Who? Who's the father?', you could feel Levi's cold gaze on your skin, 'D-did you met him when we were...'.

Your mind started to race, palms felt sweaty. You knew you had to tell him, you just couldn't keep it from him anymore. You could feel your mouth getting dry, your heart was racing, and the air felt dense...

'You are', your voice was shaking. A lump had formed in your throat while you tried your hardest not to cry. Levi widened his eyes, 'What?'. His hands were grabbing the edge of the kitchen counter. You never heard so much emotion in his voice. He sounded angry, hurt, even betrayed. 'I-I'm so-', 'No', Levi gritted his teeth, 'You're telling me.. I have a fucking kid, and you didn't tell me?', he walked over to you, grabbing your shoulders. 'Tell me this is some sick joke', but when he saw the tears in your eyes, he knew that it wasn't. 'How could you', his voice started to shake as well, 'How could you keep this from me?'. 'I-I thought you would get mad, and I just wanted to keep him safe', 'You thought I would get mad?', Levi chuckled in anger. 'So because of a damn thought, you decided you would let that kid grow up without me? Without a father?', you could feel his grip tightening around your arms. 'I'm sorry', you cried out. 'You're sorry?', he tilted his head, 'Did it ever cross your mind that I maybe wanted to be there for the two of you? That I wanted this?'. You shook your head, you couldn't speak anymore. 'If you would've told me, I would've quit with you. We would've found a nice home, together. I would've helped you with this, we would've been a team. He would have called me Papa by now... but instead, he thinks I'm a fucking stranger', Levi yelled at you. 'P-please Levi', you whispered, 'I'm sorry'.

Levi looked at you, he could see how much of a mess you were. He softly let go of you before sitting down at the table. Hands placed in his dark hair, letting out a deep sigh. For a couple of minutes, Levi just let it all sink in. Thinking about how there was nothing he could do. He couldn't turn back time, but he could be there for the two of you from now on. He could still be a father, he could still be there for the two of you.

'I'll visit every week from now on', Levi looked at you, 'I'll make sure the two of you have everything you need and more'. 'W-what?', you said softly. 'I'm mad at you, don't get me wrong... But when you left the Corps, my heart broke', you could see in his eyes how hurt he was. 'I opened up to you, let my walls down... Just to see you leave, thinking you were happy with someone else', Levi looked at the cup in front of him, 'I loved you Y/N, I still do... If you let me, I'll be everything you need and more'. You couldn't hold back your tears anymore. You placed both of your hands in front of your face, trying to get a grip on yourself. Suddenly, you felt two arms pulling you closer, 'I'm sorry I yelled at you kid. I'm sorry I made you feel like you couldn't tell me you were pregnant, that you had to go through this alone. I know it must've been hard... I just wished you would've let me help you'. 'I'm so sorry', you sobbed into his shoulder, 'You know I love you too. Not a day went by that I didn't think of you. Fynn... He reminds me so much of you. I wanted to tell you, I really did but-', 'It's fine', Levi pulled away, softly wiping the tears from your face, 'If you want I'll even quit the Corps'.

'Oi Y/N!', you could hear Hange's voice from the door, 'We've got some cake!', she smiled while heading towards the kitchen. 'Oi, what's happening? Why are you crying?', she scratched the back of her head, placing the bags on the table. Erwin stood behind her, looking with his stern gaze at the two of you, 'Levi's the father of her child', he said softly, placing a hand on Hange's shoulder. 'Oi Erwin', Hange laughed, 'Don't be so ridiculous. Y/N would've told hi-', 'He's right' you softly replied, 'Levi's the father'. You looked at Erwin, wondering how long he'd known. You knew him, Erwin always could see things others couldn't, he'd probably known ever since you decided to quit the Corps. 'Oooooo, this is just perfect', Hange ran towards the two of you, quickly putting her arms around both of you, hugging you tightly,'You and Levi, having a child together, my best friends... I'll be the coolest Aunt ever!'.

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bee-ackerman · 3 years ago

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Whats in the AOT Gangs Bag Modern AU Part 2

A/N: This is in my seaside city AU. Marley characters will be in the next part. I tried to keep reader as neutral as possible ~ Connie's part is my fave lol he's so chaotic, PLS why am I so mean to Jean I luv him~ REBLOGS ARE WELCOMED 💕

TW: Implied age gap relationship, mentions of alcohol

Part 1 - Includes the Vets

This part includes the 104 - (Y/N) aka YOU 😌, Eren, Armin, Mikasa, Sasha, Connie, Jean, Ymir, Historia

Eren

Certified gamor gorl 🙈

Broke his 4th phone cause hes a degenerate and now his dad refuses to replace it

Broke bitch but also rich bitch

Vapes

Sketchbook for option art class - plays switch during lectures

Went to university cause his dad made him but really he wants to be a streamer

Majors in finance at seaside city uni

Works part time at Levi's tea shop because of an incident that he'd rather not talk about

Has called Levi dad by accident more than once. Jean will not let him live it down.

Loses his bag a lot

Ends up watching video game streamers in class instead of paying attention

Has actually flown to LA for a meet and greet of his fave streamer just for said streamer to cancel 😔

Gets in a lot of trouble at Levis tea shop cause he's so short tempered, he's so bad at customer service.

Tried to arm wrestle a costumer once so Levi has sent him to work in the back instead

Armin

Handkerchief - never gave it back after getting it from historia

Doesn't like social media so flip phone is the vibe (still has it but it's on his ipad)

Intern for Hange

Studies bio and hopes to become a marine biologist

Lives in the same building as Moblit and Hange so he also has a key to Hange or Moblit's place just in case they pull an all nighter

Has mostly ocean pictures on his camera but also pictures of friends and a certain blonde who hes crushing on... *coughs* Annie

Is clumsy and awkward but gets serious when focusing on what he loves

Accidentally forgot water once while he was out on the boat with Hange and Moblit tryna study whale sounds and he was so parched he thought he was gonna die(dramatic). Hange forgot to bring water then chugged moblits. Lets just say their sea day trip was cut short.

Now religiously brings water in his bag wherever he goes

Mikasa, (Y/N), Jean, Connie, Sasha, Ymir, Historia after the cut off

Mikasa

Over the shoulder bag

Carries a wallet because Eren is always forgetting his so she carries his money too

Sea shells Armin gave her

Lives with Eren

Carries food for after her gym sessions

Make up for that same reason

Takes notes on her laptop

Majors in finance with Eren

Works part time at Levis tea shop as well

Has a scholarship due to her incredible athletic abilities

Is on the tennis team

Calls her parents everyday without fail and even calls Eren's parents so he and her can say hi

Knows that Jean is copying her mint brand but doesn't mind. Asks him for mints so that he doesnt have to eat them cause she knows he actually doesnt like mints.

Always has food for the gym but also for a Sasha emergency.

Has matching handkerchief with Historia because they saw them when they went shopping. They dont use them much but its the memory and thought that counts.

(Y/N)

Whats in my bag sticker given to you by Mikasa

Mikasa, Eren, and Armin are your childhood friends

You got the airpods as a birthday gift from Eren

The keys are Sasha’s cause you’re staying over at her, Connie and Jean’s place while you find a new place to live.

Yes it does get super chaotic and you sometimes have to go to Eren and Mikasa’s apartment to get some quiet time

Usually you go there when they both have a shift at the shop

You and Jean are both pre-law poli-sci students so in first year you meet the rest of the 104 through Jean and become friends quickly

You use a laptop for your notes

Your camera is full of pictures of your friends and candid shots of Levi that he has zero idea about and you will never tell him cause he’s gonna delete them.

He knows about them he just simps so hard he doesn't say anything.

Theres one picture of him climbing a fence like a pro because you both decided to sneak into the universities tennis court so he can drunkenly show you his tennis skills at 3am.

You got treats for Connie’s cat who literally has no name so everyone has different names they call him. Yours is Captain grump.

The dandelion is from Sasha cause she wanted your sandwich and she offered to trade with you. Obviously not a fair trade but you love her so you did it anyways.

Sasha

Cute and weird wallet phone case is really her vibe

Does not use the case as a wallet tho

Collects random rocks she thinks look like candy. The first time she encountered one she ate it... seriously, Jean had to take her to the doctor to make sure she's ok.

Always has food... ALWAYS

Messy make up bag but she always has a hair tie

Has a switch so she can game with the bois during break

When you and her get annoyed at their bickering over the games you just end up playing animal crossing together. Sasha always steals fruit from your island

Pranked you once by stealing ALL the fruit from your trees

Takes notes on her ipad and unexpectedly has really neat well taken aesthetic notes

A game boy for when she sneakily plays while on shift at Levi's shop

Majors in psychology, and wants to become a child therapist

On the University archery team, she's actually a archery prodigy and was offered a scholarship for it like Mikasa

Roommates with Connie and Jean

Connie

Actually rents a locker cause he does not fuck with back packs

If he needs to carry stuff he puts on his cross body fanny pack

What he can carry in his fanny pack: vape, adhd meds, gameboy, snack for his cat, polaroids he cherishes, a pencil and eraser, peice of gum, keys to his apartment and some cash, lastly his ipod and phone.

Keeps his switch in his locker till he goes home

Has a 6 month old drink in his locker he doesnt care to take out

Keeps textbooks and notebooks in his locker also but carries around one notebook while going to classes which is a bad idea cause he keeps losing them.

Thankfully he has permission to record his lectures so he keeps some notebooks in his apartment

Found a four leaf clover and i'm convinced this is why he hasn't accidentally flunked out cause hes so forgetful about everything. *cries* my poor child

Actually has good grades

Majors in psychology with sasha and bertolot and peick

Jean

Has a pink phone cause he likes rose gold

Says he doesnt believe in wallets but really doesnt have one cause the one he truly wants is like more than 1k

Has the same key chain as Mikasa cause they went to buy it together. Awe... SIKE bb is delusional cause it's more like everyone went as a group and he just got the same one she did ahhaha

Also gets the same brand of mints as Mikasa so he can start a conversation.

Keeps seashells armin gave him as well ( not cause mikasa does it but cause he loves armin also )

Keeps cat treats for Connies cat who he calls snuggles 😳. He will NOT say it in front of anyone but snuggles

Got a blue and red switch so he wouldn't match Eren's switch, cause gawd forbid they match like the besties THEY ARE.

Secretly has reading glasses but refuses to wear them near Mikasa cause he is self conscious about how he looks in them

Is a majoring in poli-sci and is hoping to go to law school - thinks of levi as his mentor and asks lots of questions when levi pops by the tea shop.

Jean stops by the shop a lot because he is visiting (stalking 👀) Mikasa and "studying".

Can surprisingly cook well so he cooks dinner most of the time for Sasha and Connie

His mom gave him that hanker chief. Secretly a mamas boy so he treasures anything she gives him 🤧😊

Marco

Got the phone case as a prize at the seaside city festival but has grown to really like it so he refuses to change it. Boi is emotionally attached like don't even touch it or breathe near it.

Unlike jean he actually doesnt believe in wallets - he gave zero reason’s

Has reading glasses and wears them often - they're actually full time glasses but he doesn't realize it. Jeans tried to tell him but Marcos too sweet he doesn't wanna upset him that he needs to wear them always. They hurt Marco's nose.

Journals every detail of his day

Photography major

Carries around polaroids of his closest friends

Only can finish half his food cause hes a really light eater (pls don't come for me cause of this joke)

Sasha gave him those rocks and he claims he forgot to clean them out but really he treasures them

Historia

Does not fuck with air pods or any ear phones cause they hurt her ears, she will blast her music and everyone lets her

Bought another matching hankerchief as Mikasa cause Armin committed theft and stole the other one. She holds a grudge secretly.

Loves green tea in all forms so she's a regular at the shop

Ymir won her the lil plush at the seasode city festival cause she thought it looked like historia

Journals religiously to the point she cant hear anyone else when shes deep in journal heaven

A history major who doesnt really know what shes gonna do after undergrad school

Thinks she might go to law school or grad school and become a professor

If you ask anyone else what she should do the answers would vary from “marry me” to “model or become famous”

Unknowingly she is one of the campus it girls

Sorry boys but shes a BISEXUAL QUEEN in a relationship with a woman - broke many boys hearts when her and Ymir were caught kissing during the university end of year party

The boys are still simping

Takes all her notes on her ipad and at first she tried to be aesthetic like Sasha but got bored and now just takes neat notes.

Has had Erwin as her prof a couple times and at first it was hard to pretend she didn't know him on a deeper level (her friend's boss who they sometimes party with)

Ymir

Not a uni student

She joined a cruise when everyone was in their first year of uni as a singer/performer

Hopes to become a movie director and music producer

For now works at zekes music studio as an intern

Has an old ass carrot 🥕 in her car but cant find it and doesnt know where the smell is coming from

Her and historia have to drive with the windows down because of the smell

Vapes pretty religiously

Her and Eren are surprisingly really close. They love pranking Zeke and Eren takes all the blame when they get caught cause Zeke can never be mad at his precious baby brother 💀

Loves making juice, especially the aesthetically pleasing ones she sees on tik tok when she's on historias phone

Isn't upper middle class unlike most of the 104 so she only has a flip phone and ipod so she can listen to music ~illegally~

Was able to buy a switch off Zeke for a low price cause it wasn't the colour he wanted so he was practically giving it away (rich man tingz 👀🏃‍♀️)

Now she games with the boiiis and WINS 😎

If you read it all I love you have a cookie 🍪 , forehead kiss and a good day!

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sweetdeathwrites · 5 years ago

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Goddess of the Hunt (1/4)

Pairing: Ymir/Fem!Reader (Ymir/Christa?)

Summary: Life and love with her was cruel but you didn't know how you would survive without either.

Warnings: violence, angst, bro I have no recollection of ever writing this???, uhh character death at some point?, unrequited romance probably?, idk where this was supposed to go as a story?

Word Count: 1,040

(Takes place in season 2)

Disclaimer: I don’t know when, or if ever, I’ll update this again! Just a warning! I wrote this a long time ago!... why did I decide this was 4 parts.. WHEN did i decide that?.. I also don’t listen to Beyoncé much so I probably wrote this when i was in A Mood, so if anyone knows why this would be 4 parts... like if it was part of a song... pls let me know..

In response to the third prompt of the May 2017 prompt off on Lunaescence...

(posted from my Luna/AO3 accounts. below is the original A/N) (Hey! So this is part one of a four part fic im writing! This takes place in S2 so read this if you've either read up to Ymir's arc in the manga (if you don't know what I'm talking about, you're not there), watched her arc in the anime, or you don't care about spoilers. The song I used to inspiration was All Night by Beyoncé! This wasn't supposed to be so angsty but that's what I write best so lmao sorry Last note, I love Ymir with all my heart and I would die for her. I would like to cosplay her but I'm like... super short... TT^TT)

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I found the truth beneath your lies And true love never has to hide Trade your broken wings for mine I’ve seen your scars and kissed your crimes “Ymir, can you come here a second?” She grunted. “Hold on a second, I gotta finish this first.” You smiled as she finished braiding flowers into Krista’s hair. The blonde girl was fast asleep in Ymir’s lap but Ymir promised her that she would make her hair look beautiful, and if Ymir is good at anything, it’s keeping promises. Ymir hummed in content as she put the last daisy in its place and you could just barely see her pleased grin from where you were lying in the grass. There was a gentle shift of cloth and some more shuffling before Ymir dropped herself down next to you and sighed. You stole a glance behind you to see Krista sleeping on Ymir’s jacket. “Ymir,” you chided in a voice cloyed thick with faux admonishment, “You’ll catch a cold like that.” “I won’t.” “Yes, you will.” “Trust me,” Ymir turned on her side to look you in the eyes. For some reason, you could taste phantom tears on your tongue and feel the ache of a heart that wasn’t yours. “I won’t.” Then the feeling was gone. You weren’t completely sure that it actually happened. “The fresh air is nice, huh?” You were brought back into reality by Ymir’s low voice. You brought your attention back to the starry sky above you. Sometimes being in the Survey Corps wasn’t that bad. You got away from the bustling life of the city and got to see the world– or what was left of it– from a sight very few would ever see. It was nice, but it would never make up for the fact that you could die at any moment and no one would notice. “Yeah.” Silence stretched out for a moment before you rolled on your side and started to toy with Ymir’s hair. She raised an eyebrow at you but didn’t move to stop you. “What’re you doing?” You untied her hair. “I want to make your hair look pretty too.” She laughed but was empty. It sounded the same but its bitterness bled from between her teeth and echoed through the meadow. “My hair isn’t pretty.” “That’s not true,” you twisted a lock of hair between your fingers. “It’s very pretty.” Ymir chose not to reply and you took that chance to kiss her hair. She blushed and quickly looked away. She’d never understand how you could do things like that and hold eye contact. It was unnatural. “Idiot…” You hummed in reply and started to plait her hair. The moon made her hair look as silky as it felt and you smiled. Moments like these were few and far in between in the life of a soldier. “Hey, I’ve been thinking…” “Yeah?” “I think I’m gonna cut my hair.” She didn’t look at you. Your heart stuttered in your chest. You didn't know why. “Go ahead.” Your voice was thick in your throat and you wished that the feeling would go away. “I’ll cut it for you, if you want.” “Really?” Ymir looked back at you with wide eyes. “You don’t have to. I can just shave my head like Connie, or something.” Your snorted and Krista stirred. Ymir slapped a hand over your mouth in a panic. “You’ll wake Krista!” “Sorry!” You wiped the tears from your eyes. “Sorry! But please don’t shave your head, I don’t want you to look like Connie. You’re nothing like him and I don’t want to mistake him for you, ever.” She laughed softly, careful not to disturb Krista. “Yeah,” she said, “I can see where you’re coming from.” You were nearly finished with her hair when she asked when you could cut her hair for her. “Whenever is fine.” Daisies, lavender, and aster weaved between stranded of her hair. Echinacea, lupine, Queen of the Prairie curled and settled between empty sections of the plaits and you smiled. “All done.” You raised her hair to her eyes– Ymir could only see the ends of your work and she gasped. “It’s… beautiful…” She turned and looked you in the eyes as she spoke. “Thank you.” This time it was your turn to look away. “No problem.” “Hey, this isn’t the best time…” You glanced up. “But can you cut my hair now?” Ymir pulled a knife out of the belt around her hips. It glinted in the moon’s white light and all you could think of for a moment was that it was your last defense when face to face with a Titan, when all your blades broke, gas gone, and all you had with you was your born natural defenses. This knife was the last defense against looming death, other than your teeth, nails, and piercing scream. But Titans never cared for those last three. “Now? I just finished your hair…” “I know, and I’m sorry. I don’t want to clean up my hair if we cut it back in the barracks though.” You frowned and Ymir’s torso twisted back to face you. “I’m really sorry.” All you could see was her face, framed by wildflowers and kissed by the moon, and the starry sky above that enveloped the world, no matter how cruel or kind. Ymir’s eyes looked anything but empty and her mouth strained in guilt. “It’s alright,” you said, looking upon the goddess of the wild and the hunt herself– she was Artemis. “I forgive you.” And you took hold of that knife and began to saw through her silky hair, not minding the flowers that tore and bruised along the way. She wanted it short. You felt like you were severing a part of yourself with each cut but you didn’t understand why. “All done.” Ymir brought up a hand to explore her hair. It framed her face nicely, curling in at her jaw. It suited her. “Thanks.”

#snk #aot #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan #ymir #snk ymir #aot ymir #whats her last name...#ymir fritz #is that it??#fanfic #fanfiction #aot fanfiction #aot fanfic #snk fanfic #snk fanfiction #fem!reader #wlw fanfic

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lunerenzo · 1 year ago

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more prison gf! Ymir hcs ♡

♱ Content. drugs, swearing, fluff , NSFW , not proofread, pls let me know if i missed anything :)

♱ Notes. I see yall love her just as much as me 😋. These are just hcs of her when shes out of jail.

♱ Word count. 848

Pt. 1

REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!

lower case intentional, Enjoy!

prison gf! ymir…who knows how to do your everyday make up and for some reason it always looks better even though she does the exact same steps as you. as well as the more extravagant ones, like the type of make up naezrah does, it always looks amazing cause she has such a steady hand. there is only one rule when she does your make it’s that you HAVE to be straddling her waist when she does it.

prison gf! ymir…who knows all your orders by heart (even your long ass starbucks order) and will order for you so that you don’t have to.

prison gf! ymir…who will side eye you and will order for you anyways if you say “oh im not hungry” while ordering take-out.

prison gf! ymir…who will smack tf out of your hand if you try taking her food with out asking first. somehow you still end up with half of it and she has a small scowl on her face but she still loves you.

prison gf! ymir… who REFUSES to let you smoke her product or get involved in her business no matter how many times you beg and plead.

prison gf! ymir…whos had a polaroid of you in her phone case.

prison gf! ymir…who makes fun of you for eating mint chocolate or cookie n’ cream (whichever you prefer) as if she dosen’t eat pistachio.

prison gf! ymir…who will knock your ice cream on the floor if you make fun of her for it. (don't worry she’ll buy you another.)

prison gf! ymir…who owns two cats with you and if your petting her cat ( you have a “child” and the other is hers) she will grab him and say “leave my son alone”.

prison gf! ymir… who knew you in hs and you were one of her dalma’s when she had her quince. You picked the dresses and if any one complains she would give them the nastiest stank eye.

prison gf! ymir…who was all giddy when she found out her contact name was “pretty girl🩷” with the contact photo of her in her quince dress.

prison gf! ymir…who has a pintrest board for you guys future wedding and has it privited so you don’t know.

prison gf! ymir…who follows you on pintrest and buys you stuff based off what you pin.

prison gf! ymir…who wears this cologne that makes you weak in the knees. before you guys moved in she would spray extra on so that your apartment still smelt like her after she left.

prison gf! ymir…who if she feels like it or is around when you get your nails done will get a matching set with you.

prison gf! ymir…who loves going to the beach with you.

prison gf! ymir…who will carry everything from the car with the maddest look on her face but you better not help cause she will tell you to “push off”. like damn my bad.

prison gf! ymir…who will be sitting there looking like a fucking guard dog if your tanning. let a volleyball accidentally lands near you. she ready to catch another felony.

prison gf! ymir…who will give the ball back, buck at ‘em, and will call them a “pussy” if they flinch.

prison gf! ymir…who is big australia hater

prison gf! ymir...who instigate fights at the waffle house.

prison gf! ymir…who is a big cory and berlezzy fan. like she ALWAYS quoting berlin.

prison gf! ymir…who, if your an artist, keeps every drawing that youve made of her.

prison gf! ymir…who will be all over you if you wear a skin revealing/ clinging outfit. no matter if you rarely wear stuff like that or most of the time. this is the main reason why you guys are late to parties sometimes. homegirl is struggling with her self control. most of the time she does a good job others? *evil laughter*.

prison gf! ymir…who loves spoiling you and got you a custom necklace that says your name and a pandora bracelet for your birthday. then got you a chrome hearts necklace for valentines day.

prison gf! ymir…who picks up everything you put down in the store and doesn't care about the price. if you worried about spending her money she’ll tell you it’s fine cause “your worth going broke for ma” with a kiss to seal the deal

prison gf! ymir…who will buy you anything the moment your eyes start tearing up and that little pout comes out. Then she will kiss that little pout away no matter how many it takes.

prison gf! ymir…who buys a strap in your favourtie color.

prison gf! ymir…who would apologize if you tell her its to much and then immediately slams her hips afterwards.

prison gf! ymir…who would kiss your tears away and say “aww don’t cry”.

prison gf! ymir…who whines and bucks her hips like a bitch in heat when you give her head.

prison gf! ymir…who grips your hair so hard she damn near rips it out. If you have a wig on don’t worry she’ll pay to get it reinstalled but damnit you just put it in. now you hairstylist is cussing you out.

prison gf! ymir...who is absolutely inlove with you.

♱ A/N. My favorite jailbird ❤️. Also THANK YOU @hotxcheeto FOR HELPING ME WITH SOME OF THESE. MWAH.

#𓆩♡𓆪lune show𓆩♡𓆪 #𓆩♡𓆪lune writes𓆩♡𓆪 #aot x black reader #black fem reader #black reader #aot imagines #ymir x black reader #ymir x reader #aot x reader #prison gf! ymir #she is so unserious yall

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buriedknight · 3 months ago

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2, 5, 7, 12 for count ymir, pls :^)

Sure, thank you so much!!

Favourite canon thing The fact that he is a glintstone sorcerer who researched the ancient history of TLB, celestial bodies and the Greater Will itself! I just think that this lore connection between sorcerers and eldritch beings is super cool and important.

The first song that comes to mind when i think about him Honestly I haven't developed song associations for Ymir but the really first one was Crescent by Dead Can Dance [link]. Possibly bc it used to be one of my favourite songs (and I still like it very much) and I've listened to it an ungodly amount of times lol

Dead Can Dance stuff is pretty Ymir-coded imo anyways

What's something the fandom does that I like Hmmm I adore all those little headcanons and arts of Ymir and Yuri! There are lots of them and they make my days better.

My headcanon I have already whitten an entire post about my Ymir headcanon but I have some new ones! Today we will talk about Ymir's past as a Carian preceptor, and his relationships with colleagues (: First of all, Ymir worked with Caria when they shared the goals of researching the celestial bodies, and retired when he saw another aim. Miriam, whose attitude towards her debt as a preceptor was almost chivalric, didn't mind it though as she viewed Ymir as an honest person. Miriam and Ymir had a good relationship as colleagues, they often chatted during tea breaks. I think Miriam shared the secret of her sorcery with him because Ymir was going to the Land of Shadows and she decided that he would definitely need it there.

Seluvis, on the other hand, was working with Caria to gain best materials and libraries. He was quite mistrustful of colleagues. In his opinion, Miriam was too close to the Carians, and Ymir was insincere in his chill. Miriam didn't like Seluvis much in return, but it is almost impossible to irritate Ymir, so he didn't care.

#ask

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bella-donna418 · 4 years ago

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Lol I was singing their choruses, counting the syllables of each line and comparing them.

They're the same.

MAMS.

SOMEONE PLS PUT THEM TOGETHER 😭😭

Like we have the YumiHisu here 👇

And it's like Ymir and Hisu conversing.

Soooo yeah.

saw this on reddit 👁 👄 👁

“Call your name” and “No matter where you are” have the same melody. That someone is so creepy because it’s literally a whisper💀

But ngl, when I first heard this song, I thought about Eren, while others thought about Grisha and Carla or Levi and Petra. My shipper sense didn’t lie to me😌 Eren is singing to Mikasa🥺

#Spotify #SoundCloud #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #aot #snk #mikasa ackerman #eren jaeger #eremika #eren x mikasa #snk spoilers #otp

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invaderzia1 · 7 years ago

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Wanted Part 2 (Jean Kirschstein x Fem!Reader)

this is part two of wanted btw pls read the first one

You and Jean had been dating now for two months now, yet you hadn’t been able to go on an official date yet. He promised to take you on one when Shadis gave you a day off, but that hadn’t happened until today. You were nervous, but after having spent a lot of time with Jean you didn’t feel as nervous.

Mikasa and Sasha were helping you decide on an outfit to wear out with him. He said to wear something comfortable and casual. Usually you would opt for some pants and a top, similar to Ymir, but today you wanted to impress him.

“I think I’m done with her hair now, what do you think Mikasa?” Sasha said, ceasing her fiddling with your hair.

Mikasa just nodded and she continued to watch Sasha. She was more here for moral support for you. Sasha had decided to let your hair down, but braid the sides of it back into a bun in the back. (I can’t really explain it but if people don’t get it I will add a link to what I mean)

It was wonderful, you felt like someone else. No longer the soldier in training but a regular beauty you would see in the market. You would have never guessed Sasha was so good with hair.

Turning around to face her you clasped her hands in yours and began enthusiastically thanking her. “Sasha, I can’t believe this, I love it!! Thank you so much, it’s so wonderful!!”

Sasha beamed back at you, happy that you loved it so much. She nodded to you and patted you on the back signaling you go and meet with Jean now. Running out of the room and making your way through the dorm, you saw Jean waiting for you at the entrance of the girls dorm.

Excitedly you ran up to him, hugging him from behind. “Guess who?”

Jean laughed, but played along with your game. “Hmmm, Annie?”

“Nope!! Guess again!”

“Sasha?”

“Wrong!”

“Ymir?”

“Wrong again, you have one guess left!”

“Alright. Could it possibly be my loving girlfriend, (y/n)?”

“DING DING DING, correct!!” You moved from behind him and stood in front of him, smiling brightly up at him.

Jean admired you form, loving the new look you had gone for. “Do I get anything special for being correct?”

Rolling your eyes, you quickly gave him a peck on the lips as a reward.

“Alright, now that we’ve settled that we should be on our way. I have a special day planned for us so let’s go.” Jean took her hands in his and pulled her with him, hurrying her out of the camp and into the town.

-time skip for your date with da babe-

Jean had pulled you into town and into a cute cafe. You had been seated on the outside terrace and had ordered your drinks. Looking at the menu you saw extravagant the food was, making you miss back home. You were surprised Jean had taken you to such a cute and homely cafe like this, but you were happy to be there.

“Have you decided what you wanted, babe?” Jean asked, peering over his own menu.

“I think I want this (whatever cute lil dessert you want boo), it sounds so delicious.” You said, putting your menu down. “What about you, dear?”

Jean seemed to be focusing in what he wanted, like it was a life or death situation. “I’m torn between an omelette or this weird dessert thing, the one right here.” He said, showing her the weird dessert thing on the menu. “What do you think?”

“Hmmm, go for the omelette, babe. We can share some of that and I’ll share my dessert with you.” This seemed to spark something in jean, he smiled back at (y/n).

“Damn, where would I be without you?”

You laughed at his comment as the waiter took the menus being down as a sign of both of you being ready to order your food.

-another time skip cuz I’m a loser-

You and Jean had received your food and had been enjoy it. It tasted much better than anything you had ever had. Especially since you had join the corps.

“God, Jean. That omelette is to die for, I don’t think I’ve ever had anything this good.” You gushed, loving how fluffy and tasty his omelette was.

Jean laughed. “It’s good, but my mom makes the best omelettes, way better then this. If I ever get the chance to go back to Trost I’ll be sure to take you with me, so you can try for yourself.” He crosses his arms, giving you a cocky smile.

“I’d love to. Please, I’d love to meet your mother at some point. Especially if her cooking is as good as you say it is.”

“It’s even better than how I described, I don’t think I could properly do it justice.”

You were wrapped up in Jean’s stories of his mom, how highly he talked of her and especially her cooking. It was amazing to hear him boast about something that wasn’t directly about him. You were so caught up in admiring him and his stories you didn’t even noticed the waiter come over and place the check down.

Jean took the check and pulled out a small coin bag. He began counting his money in order to pay for the entire meal.

“Wait, jean, let me hel-“

“Nope, I want to pay for it.”

You pouted at your boyfriend as he quickly gave the waiter the money, so you wouldn’t be able to pay for it as well. He merely laughed at your antics and grabbed your hand. He moved his head to show they should get out of there now, head down to their next location.

Making your way down the streets of the town, you found it weirdly comforting that Jean was leading you around like this. How excitedly he talked to you and pulled you through the crowd. It made you forget about how you were meant to be soldiers and instead made you think of two teenagers going on their date, technically you were but that’s besides the point.

Jean pulled you into a shop. It was a cute shop with random nick nacks inside. It was a weird yet cool place. Looking around you saw miscellaneous things around the place, making your way around the store you saw a cute necklace.

The necklace, looked old but cheap, which meant it cost less money. It had little metal charm of a rose on it. Signaling Jean over to you, you excitedly showed him it.

“It’s so cute, right Jean? I love it.” Part of you hoped Jean would buy it for you, but you didn’t want to seem selfish so you didn’t say it out loud. Luckily, Jean wanted to show off to his girlfriend today.

Calling the shipowner over, he asked for the price. The shopowner said it was fairly cheap so he wouldn’t take a huge amount from them, especially taking into consideration on how cute the two of them looked together. He gave them the necklace for a low and cheap price, wishing them a good day as the two young teens excitedly hurried out, thanking him for the deal.

Jean helped put the necklace around (y/n) neck, struggling with clipping it in the back. Once it was on, he placed a quick kiss on her neck.

They continued wandering the town until they saw the sun slowly begin to recede. They then made their way back to the training grounds, not wanting to get on Shadis’s bad side. The entire time they were walking they were holding hands, talking about their home lives, wanting to reminisce on what they had only a a year ago.

Once you finally made it to base, you kissed him on the lips, wrapping your arms around him.

“Hey, Jean. Today was wonderful.” Adding a quick kiss to his cheek.

“I’m glad, I only want the best for you, babe.” He pulled you closer to his body, wrapping his arms around your waist.

You decided it was better to say it now, rather than later. As it would be the best way to end the day.

“Jean, I love you.” You heard Jean suck in a breath, not expecting you to say that. He froze there for a second but quickly regained himself and responded.

“I love you too, (y/n).” He was clearly embarrassed, taken the blush coating his cheeks but this didn’t stop him from saying it back.

You both laughed at eachothers embarrassement and kissed eachother again, before walking towards the cafeteria.

What you didn’t notice was your old friend group, watching you from a bit farther way. They were jealous of your happiness without them, but didn’t seem to hold any ill will against you, only being angry at not having a loving relationship like you. But who wouldn’t be jealous of such a sweet relationship like that?

Oh. What a perfect way to end the day.

#jean kirschstein #jean kirschtein #jean kirschtein x reader #jean x reader #aot #snk #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #maddy writes

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kaekiro · 7 years ago

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That fic you wrote with sleepy Eren kissing Mikasa is golden :D. If you wouldn't mind, I would like to ask for a little sequel to that cos it feels kinda unfinished. Feel free do whatever in it, cos im not the most creative person out there but maybe a confession would be cute ^^

Bloom

Pairing: Eren/Mikasa || Rating: K || Words: 2,313 || [AO3]

Warnings: None

A/N: EEEEEE thank you so much! this is the first time I’ve done a sequel to any of my stories since I started Kaleidoscopes! In case you didn’t know, anon is referring to chapter 23, aka Onlook. I recommend reading that first for context, if you haven’t read it already :) Pls enjoy!

With time, practice, and discipline of her own, the feat of maintaining her composure had become yet another skill of hers, an “art” as Ymir had unsarcastically called it. Even in the moments following the kiss Eren had pressed to her mouth, she was quick to fill the cracks as Jean’s seat tipped and clattered to the floor. Though, perhaps it was only because of their fight that she was able to collect herself, because focusing on breaking Eren and Jean apart was certainly easier than processing his open display of affection.

His reaction upon realizing what he had done didn’t make it any better. Unlike her, he had the complete inability to hide a single thing he felt, a defining characteristic that set him apart from the rest of them. He is an open book whether he acknowledges it or not; the smiles, frowns, and tears all conveying what couldn’t be properly expressed. But he had seemed to be at a true loss for words as he stared at her then, visage unlike anything she’s seen from him.

Her shoulder collides with another, abruptly pulling her from the yesterday’s memory and closer into his personal space. Immediately she retracts, cursing their timing as they continue to wade through the crowded market. Eren adjusts his hood a little more over his head, and her, the basket she carries in her arms, neither of them acknowledging her small incident. She isn’t sure if she should be disconcerted by his silence, or if he’s simply taking Hanji-san’s rule of laying low more seriously than she would’ve thought. Either way, she can hardly keep herself from reading into it.

She never dwells on these kinds of matters, the ones that kept other girls in her barracks awake past curfew with glowing cheeks and stories of hands that roamed, proof littering their necks in the shape of bites. Though her mind would curiously drift to Eren, what happened between them couldn’t compare with any story she heard passively. It was chaste, perhaps even accidental, their kiss. Her chest feels heavier at the thought, fingers curling tighter around the braids of the basket because by knowing him, she couldn’t really believe it to be anything but an accident. Although she wills herself to forget, she chances a look at him, realizing then that he isn’t in front of her anymore. There’s a fall in her stomach and she holds back from calling his name, using her slight advantage of height to seek him out.

Her thoughts become more frantic once she reaches a small clearing in the crowd and she chastises herself for becoming distracted here - of all places - with all things -

“You really need to slow down, Mikasa. I can hardly keep up with you.”

Her gaze quickly follows the direction of his voice, and she didn’t know she was holding her breath until it came rushing out of her mouth in relief. The basket lowers in her arms, guilt coming forth as she notes the heavy rise and fall of his chest.

“I’m sorry.”

With yet another influx of people, he waves her off and wordlessly, they move forward. She firmly reminds herself to focus and follow their superiors’ instructions, becoming more alert to their surroundings with the end of the street in sight. In her effort to keep track of him, she makes the conscious decision to stay closer than before, careful not to let someone pass between them should she lose sight again.

“Are you okay?”

Someone steps on her boot and she fights the urge to sigh.

“I’m fine. Just - we shouldn’t risk getting separated again.”

“You keep bumping into me.”

“Sorry -”

“Here,” he interrupts, grasping part of the basket’s handle, gesturing for her to do the same. “We shouldn’t get lost this way.”

They both fix the weight comfortably in their hands and she becomes less tense, finding his method to be easier, better even. The sides of their palms brush with each step and she silently marvels at how smooth his feel. It makes her self-conscious of her own skin, worn, calloused; everything a woman’s hand shouldn’t feel like. Subtly, she inches her hand away from his, letting him guide as she ensures they have everything Historia had enlisted them inside the basket.

Eren suddenly halts as she continues, his grip tugging her back. They stop in front of a stand decorated with foliage, the blossoms in the lady’s arms catching her eye. The colors bear a close resemblance to the ones that she helped her mother tend to in their garden, seasonal as she knew them. Unconsciously, she searches for their aroma, inhaling softly through her nose.

“Would you like one for your lady?”

She draws a breath, response automated as this is not the first time they’ve been mistaken for a couple, but he turns to her before she can say a word, making any denial knot in her throat when he asks, “Do you want one?”

“Ah,” she fidgets with her sleeve, looking from the flowers to the items they carry, and carefully back at him. “I don’t think we have any more money left over…”

Her voice lowers a notch, speech slow in hopes that he catches her drift. But he doesn’t cause his free hand is patting over his pockets, an explicative lost in between the rustle of his clothing until he makes a small sound of triumph.

“Is this enough?”

He places the coins in the lady’s outstretched palm, watching as she counts.

“Eren -”

“Shh.”

She blinks, not quite expecting him to hush her. Despite being curious at his persistence, she knows they shouldn’t just spend money that was hard to come across in the first place, let alone save.

“…But -”

“It’s okay.”

“You don’t have to -”

“Mikasa.” She pauses, gaping at him. “Shh.”

The saleswoman looks at them with a tender face, amused.

“Which one would you like?”

He nods at the flowers when she looks at him again for reassurance, and she swallows, feeling the weight of his and the woman’s gaze as she reaches for one.

“Those are lovely, aren’t they?”

She holds it to her nose after a moment, humming her agreement into the flower. She’s never seen one of these as big, or nearly as bountiful with petals.

“It looks kind of like a cabbage.”

Both her and the woman look at Eren with expressions that make him shrink back before the latter laughs.

“I’ve never seen it that way until you pointed out, young man. It does, doesn’t it?”

He gives a kind of nervous chuckle, evidently relieved and her lips twitch upwards at the sight.

The woman thanks them for business and soon they are walking again, both of her hands now full. She studies the flower, becoming quite preoccupied until he leans over to touch the petals, clearing his throat.

“I wanted to say I’m sorry.”

She tilts her head at the apology and he elaborates, looking off to the side.

“For yesterday morning.”

Her blood warms, stomach twisting and heart beginning a familiar race. The memory had already started to clear from her thoughts, and just like that, she’s tossed back in.

“I must’ve taken you by surprise,” he says, a hand cupping the back of his neck. “And you have the right to be upset with me.”

Upset?

“It’s just -” he pauses, grimacing and clearly struggling to gather his thoughts. “My mind was hazy from the tests I did with Hanji and, well, that’s never really happened to me before. But - I won’t use that to excuse myself.”

So it had been an accident. She feels that pang again, confused at her disappointment when she had already seen it coming. Something must show on her face because he frowns, lips setting into a straight line.

“I hope you can forgive me, Mikasa.”

She wills herself to calm, builds the courage to look at him as she replies.

“I was never upset with you.”

“No?”

“No.”

“Oh.” They turn away from one another. “I thought you were walking fast earlier because you were mad. I thought you didn’t want me to come with you here.”

“I don’t feel that way. It was an accident, so… so don’t worry about it, Eren.” It doesn’t come out as casually as she wanted it to, some sadness leaking into her voice. She feels that she shouldn’t, to spare herself more pain, but for a brief second, she wonders if he noticed the hints of melancholy, wonders what he’d do if he did.

“The flower is beautiful. Thank you, Eren.” She forces a smile with the change in subject, his eyes widening a fraction before he casts them off to the side.

“Y-yeah.”

They finally start to reach the end of the street and the lack of people there is nothing short of relieving for her, and she welcomes the wave of nostalgia. Her and Eren returning home from the market, the slight winds in the road, the scent of spices and hum of the crowd as it quiets; it all reminds her of Shiganshina; the monotonous routine she never thought she’d miss so much.

They’d often walked in a comfortable silence then, but now, it feels like there’s something tense about it; she couldn’t name what it was or if it was even there to begin with. But before she can begin to think about it, her attention is caught when she sees movement in her peripheral and she slows their pace, her grip on the basket slackening.

“What is it?”

He stands beside her, trying to follow her eyes.

“Can you see it?”

“No? See what?” He searches in the wrong direction, and she tugs on the handle, prompting him to turn towards her.

“There, over there,” she says, guiding his gaze with the blossom.

The tree stands completely alone, growing where the hill begins to curve, just like to the one back in Maria. Two children chase each other around its base and she smiles. She can see herself sitting next to Eren, watching his eyes move beneath their lids as he slept.

“That… that looks like the old tree from back then!”

“Mm.”

His sigh is light, his words hardly loud enough to hear over the breeze. “I hope we can see that tree again some day.” It’s the quietest she’s heard him speak in a long time. There’s a lowness, a sort of tone that’s unique to him. It reminds her of when that same voice lulled her to sleep when she was restless, the same voice that consoled Armin when they lost his grandfather not too long after the fall. For someone impulsive and at times brash, he could be so unbelievably gentle and caring.

“We will. You’ll get us there,” she reassures, hoping he’ll believe it as much as she does.

“How can you be so sure? Everything seems to be going so wrong… what if I can’t?”

While he was overconfident in certain areas, he also had a knack for self-doubt. And who could blame him? He was right. Their problems are more complex and bigger than man-eating monsters, their enemies only increasing in number. But after everything they’ve already overcome, she supposes it’s only right to feel optimistic. It’s something he’d taught her after all, even when she thought him to be gone forever. She angles her head to the sky and with such conviction and honesty, she says, “I have faith in you.”

For the second time, he turns to her and she to him. It’s as if he’s looking for something as he studies her face, but then his eyes fall to her lips and she stiffens, becoming completely void of thought when he pulls back his hood and fills the short distance between them. The only thing she can recall with clarity is the slow second that passed when teals glanced back up to meet grey, and her lids fell permissively, blood warming and undoubtedly coloring every inch of her skin.

She finds that his lips are as soft as his hands, if not softer and it’s careful, the way they mold to hers. He pulls back some and she thinks it’s over, but then he lifts a free hand to cup her jaw and his kiss is firmer, more passionate than the last. Her hands ache to wrap around his wrist, to skim the length of his chest and neck as they become less hesitant, but she only tightens her grip on the basket and the stem, trying to find a rhythm through the clumsiness.

Goosebumps prickle her skin when he whispers her name, and with as much confidence as she can muster, she responds with a bump of her nose against his. He doesn’t move far, skimming his palm down her arm to loosely cuff her wrist with his fingers.

“Everything’s a mess right now. And I don’t always say or do the right things. But… ah, I didn’t really think this through,” he says, huffing an amused breath.

“Do you ever?” she can’t help but ask, unable to keep from teasing him. He lifts his hand to tug at her bangs, ignoring her question. He becomes serious again, clearing his throat.

“But this,” he continues, reaching down from her hair to thumb over the corner of her mouth. “I meant it.”

Her lips curl up beneath his thumb and she gives a single nod, understanding. “I’m glad.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

While his lips on hers makes her heart beat fast, almost painfully so, the kiss he presses to her cheek is endearing and leaves her head spinning, and though she buries her face in the cabbage-like flower to hide the intensity of her blush, for that moment she decides that she wouldn’t trade the feeling for anything.

#eremika #eremika art #writing #requests #the flower was a peony (my fave flower)#These flowers symbolize romance and prosperity along with good fortune!! they really need it tbh lolol poor bbies ;-;#kaleidoscopes

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liuwdere · 7 years ago

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the gay ass anime masterpost*

*not actually a masterpost, since i give about two and a half fucks about keeping this updated or properly categorized. real loose classifications to follow. shit i haven’t seen in italics; stuff i’d highly recommend in bold. now updated w/ streaming links (some are US-only tho, sorry)

no predatory lesbians or okama joke characters or else we’ll be here all day. k? k.

LGBT-THEMED: anime that directly addresses LGBT identity as one of its primary focuses

Revolutionary Girl Utena

the ez one

Yurikuma Arashi

Class S is bullshit, did u know that. Also, thirsty-ass bear girls and a real angry takedown of the patriarchy

Flip Flappers

I don’t know how you can read this show as anything but lesbian sexual awakening, especially given the Class S Yuri Hell episode

Wandering Son (Hourou Musuko)

pls pay attention to the T friends

Aoi Hana (Sweet Blue Flowers)

Showa Genroku Rakugo Shinju

Kikuhiko is def not cishet and i will fite u if u insist otherwise. Half the show’s choices make no sense without that lens

Yuri!!! on Ice

fite me

LGBT-THEMED; LIMITED REP: anime that addresses gender or sexuality as a secondary focus, though perhaps lacking explicit representation (e.g. LGBT narratives in the secondary cast).

The Woman Called Fujiko Mine (from the director of Yuri!!! on Ice)

One of the supporting characters is a gay man struggling w/ masculinity

Gay schoolgirl episode all about female sexual repression

did i mention the titty is good

Princess Jellyfish

Prominent focus on gender presentation

Kuranosuke can be read as a closeted trans woman

Paradise Kiss

Heroine’s love interest is bisexual

Trans woman in the supporting cast; trans identity plays a major role in her story

Ouran High School Host Club

Discusses gender + gender presentation, though protagonist isn’t explicitly stated to be nonbinary

Protagonist’s parents implied to be genderqueer; father definitely bi

Plenty of gay subtext among the male cast

Scum’s Wish

Strong focus on female sexuality; main character is bisexual

Central cast also includes a lesbian

Simoun

Discusses gender as more of an abstraction? Takes place in a world where everyone is born female to later choose a permanent gender. It does less to directly address gender than you’d expect, though, which is why I’m sticking it here

From the New World (Shin Sekai Yori)

Future dystopia where societal norms practically mandate bisexuality. Honestly, I dunno where to put this; the story’s more concerned with sexuality in general than with LGBT identity

Devilman Crybaby

Classic characters reinterpreted through a queer lens; important theme of coming to terms with one’s own sexuality and identity. Ryo is the definition of disaster gay

LGBT REP: anime w/ positive depictions of LGBT characters, though not necessarily concerned w/ addressing queerness directly.

Samurai Flamenco

Four words: gay naked gunpoint proposal. the show makes about that much sense but it’s a lotta fun

i don’t care what the director said

bisexual girl in a poly relationship

No. 6

boys kissing tho???

Miss Kobayashi’s Dragon Maid

pls ignore the manga and its magic dick nonsense

Haruchika

One of the two leads is a gay boy. He explicitly says so in the first episode. Avoid the live-action movie like the plague.

I should probably list Kase-san and Bloom Into You here

Mikagura School Suite

The heroine is REALLY THIRSTY for all the cute girls

Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo

Beyond the obvious homoerotic overtones of Albert/the Count, there’s Franz’s gay crush

Sympathetic trans girl character in the secondary cast

Michiko and Hatchin (from the director of Yuri!!! on Ice!!!)

Girls are good ok

Atsuko is gay

Macross Delta

two girls in the supporting cast do a hell of a lotta cuddling on screen

some versions of Sailor Moon

namely the ‘90s anime

Sailor Moon Crystal and the manga do address gender in… questionable ways

Tokyo Godfathers

Trans woman in the main cast

Tiger and Bunny

Reasonably respectful portrayal of a gay man once it gets going

Central relationship between two men could be read as romantic

Genshiken

Whispered Words (Sasameki Koto)

Psycho-Pass

One of the officers is a lesbian. She gets a focus episode

Monogatari series

Really just limited to Kanbaru, but she’s the most accurate depiction of the constantly horny dank meme problematic gay (e.g. me) i’ve ever seen, ironic propositioning of her straight dude friend and all. The rest of the franchise is obnoxious though, so ymmv

Kill la Kill?

i don’t know how else you interpret one girl kissing another on the mouth

Attack on Titan

If you’ve been living under a rock and somehow haven’t heard about it Ymir and Christa are all but explicitly stated to be in love with each other

Kino’s Journey

Kino asks people to use non-gendered pronouns, apparently? I haven’t seen this yet.

Knights of Sidonia

Non-binary character in the main cast

The manga goes some iffy places with their character tho, be warned

Really though, I mostly like this show for the sentient pink penis alien

Gatchaman Crowds

Several gender non-conforming characters

Trans girl in the main cast

Cardcaptor Sakura?

Fuuka

One of the dudes is canonically gay, not that it makes much of an improvement to the show

A Centaur’s Life

there’s a moment where a lesbian objects to her PDA being considered more obscene than the straight equivalent, which is nice but pretty off-the-cuff

Rose of Versailles

Oscar’s debatably genderqueer, though the show goes some real questionable places towards the end

Gay ladies?

Hunter x Hunter

Trans girl in the supporting cast. Her story’s extremely minor in the grand scheme of things but it’s there and it’s good

Love and Lies

potato-kun gets a harem that includes his male best friend

Land of the Lustrous

non-gendered rock people searching for meaning in life

Bodacious Space Pirates

via @madscientist212: “two explicitly lesbian characters who are lovers, and one of the story arcs involves the crew helping one of them avoid being forced into an arranged marriage to a dude by her uncle”

Banana Fish

Extremely dated BL-flavored crime drama; unfortunately falls into the pitfalls of old-ass exploitation films: csa, sexual assault, etc. It’s such a problematic fav tho

Kiss Him, Not Me

Reverse harem includes a lesbian

Double Decker! Doug & Kirill

heavy gay subtext between leads and secondary cast members; well-intentioned trans representation that’s... kinda clumsy, tbh

Zombie Land Saga

one of the zombie girls is a trans girl who dies from the shock of puberty. it’s p incidental to her character but the show’s real cute otherwise so go for it

Anima Yell

apparently one of the girls admits to having a crush on a female teacher. or something. idk this show looks hella boring why bother

THE SUBTEXT IS STRONK: not textually gay (some you could argue could fall under category #2 and vice versa; not the point of this post) but can be read that way, even though these shows aren’t super concerned w/ romance in general

Puella Magi Madoka Magica

Neon Genesis Evangelion?

Depending on the version, Shinji’s sexuality can be read a variety of ways. Manga Shinji is pretty clearly bi; TV anime Shinji you could debate.

Free, I guess

Love Live (Sunshine esp.) if I’m counting Free

Symphogear

Dear Brother (Oniisama e, otherwise known as BE STRONG)

Kids on the Slope (Sakamichi no Apollon)

Nominally they’re straight and pining for the same girl but BOY do Kaoru and Sentarou have a LOT of chemistry with each other, so much that it’s hard to read them otherwise

Marimite (Maria Watches Over Us)

Izetta: The Last Thing I Would Watch Even If I Had a Gun Pointed at My Head

Despite what you may have heard, this show is bad and 100% plays in bait territory. Also, obnoxious gun fetishism and way. too. much. goddamn. phallic imagery.

Tanaka-kun is Always Listless

Umamusume: Pretty Derby

Princess Principal

Spiritpact

I have complicated feelings about this goddamn trash fire of a show, but halfway through the second season it turns into a genuinely compelling gay pseudo-romance (?) about two boys navigating heteronormativity. also i guess the main couple exists, tho they spend a ridiculous amount of effort no-homoing

Amanchu

basically any sports anime ever tbh

Golden Kamuy

MADE FOR THE STRAIGHTS BUT STILL OK: the yuri, BL, etc. that’s clearly targeted at a heterosexual audience but respectful enough to be enjoyable for the people they’re about

Doukyuusei

This Boy Caught a Merman

This Boy is a Professional Wizard

Strawberry Panic

Love Stage??? I have some qualms about putting this here but of the trashy BL anime that exist this is probably the least offensive

Maria-Holic

TEXTUALLY GAY BUT BLUGHHHH: the yuri and BL that just sux

Sakura Trick

Junjou Romantica (how the hell does this thing have three seasons)

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi

Gakuen Heaven

Dramatical Murder (POTATO DOGGO)

Super Lovers UGH

idk Gravitation and all that other crappy BL I don’t have the patience to list

GIMME THE TRASH NOW: problematic as all hell but i sure ain’t complainin b/c i’m gay ass trash

Netsuzou Trap (NTR)

Riddle Story of Devil

Love to Lie Angle

if you ever wanted a generic ass harem comedy except with a potato girl instead of a potato guy, here’s that compressed into 3 minutes

Citrus

Corpse Party wwww

Gakuen Handsome FITE ME

NOT TOUCHING THIS HORNET’S NEST WITH A TEN FOOT POLE: pls,,,, save me from the Disk Horse

Sound! Euphonium

One of these days I might organize this a lil better. Maybe if/when Tumblr figures out how to make editing not a pain in the ass

#gay shit #long post

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sorikkung · 8 years ago

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Can we please just talk about our Warriors?

Manga spoilers!!!!!! So many!! You have been warned!!

Yeah I’m talking about Annie, Reiner and Bertoldt. They did shitty things, yeah whatever. Just think about what it would’ve been like to be the, tho??? They had like…the shittest lives imaginable??

From a young age they were taught that Eldians are evil and terrible people, and blinded by the Marleyan lies, they accepted their roles as the Titans and set off on their mission, hoping to be the hero they thought Marley needed. Keep in mind they had a couple years of relentless training, so they’d probably be around what, ten? Marleyans trained ten year olds to be murderers.

And yet, before even reaching the Walls, one of their best friends were taken from them and eaten in front of their eyes. These poor kids were probably around twelve, if you think about the thirteen year rule and the times when everything happened.

They knew they had some troubles they’d need to face, so despite the trauma that gave them, they kept moving onwards on their mission.

When they joined the 104th, Annie had the right idea. Stay distant and don’t grow attached to them. Reiner and Bert, trying to fit in, became friends with the cadets. That was one of their biggest mistakes, and they took Annie down with them. By befriending the enemy, they realised that not all Eldians are heartless monsters. In fact, barely any of them were. Instead of finding heartless monsters, they found hearts full to the brim with passion and longing. Longing for freedom.

But they couldn’t undo what they had done, and they couldn’t turn back on their mission. So Annie, who forced all that down and suppressed her emotions, continued on with her job while Reiner and Bert let their hearts take over and chose to join the Survey Corps instead of infiltrating the kingdom in the Military Police. You can argue that they just wanted to keep an eye on Eren, but that was probably just the excuse they made for themselves and for Annie. Annie knew what was up. But she didn’t let any of those emotions get to her.

She didn’t hesitate to do what she set out to do and complete her goals. Because after all, she had thirteen years to live and her father believed in her. She should’ve never befriended the 104th. She knew that. And she ended up in a crystal so she wouldn’t have to face them ever again until the time is right.

//Annie is the most mentally driven character and the most emotionally strong character I have ever seen in my life.//

She had such powerful control over her mind and heart to do that. She was //strong.// I honestly cannot begin to express my admiration towards Annie for what she did. Such strength to be able to bring herself to do it. I’m not saying it was the right thing to do; I’m applauding her for not letting anything get to her the way Reiner and Bert did. She was so strong and I love her so much. She deserves so much better and I hope when she finally emerges from that crystal, she escapes and lives. Even though she will die within a few years. Maybe she doesn’t pass on the power on purpose so that nobody else has to go through what she went through and the Female Titan is lost forever, and Annie dies peacefully in a forest or something. I really hope that’s what happens. She deserves the world for her accomplishments.

Enough about Annie; now Bertoldt. This boy had always been disclosed and shy; yet he still took up this impossibly difficult task. I don’t know why he did, but I bet he was in a similar situation as Annie. Blinded by Marley’s lies and hoped to be a hero.

He had one of the toughest tasks of all; to breach the first Wall. That marked such a dark day for humanity that was told as a tale everyone would know; a tale that would go down in history for all the wrong reasons. He knew what he was getting into. Can you just imagine the guilt he would’ve felt for doing that? That single kick marked at least what, 30% of humanity good as dead. That guilt, for a guy such as Bert, must’ve been unbearable. But he beared the unbearable.

Shy as he was, he fit into the 104th, and everyone loved him as much as he loved everyone. Bertoldt is a lover, not a fighter. He thought he was doing what was right and fighting monsters. But as he befriended all these Eldians, he realised who the real monsters were. Them.

Bert chose to follow his heart and go with the Survey Corps, manipulating himself into thinking it was the wiser course of action. But //he left Annie behind.// and as you would’ve saw, he loved Annie. I don’t blame him. She’s the strongest person in the whole series. Sure, Levi was emotionally strong enough to repress his emotions and face the amount of death he saw, but as bad as Levi’s life may have been, it doesn’t compare to the Warriors’. He was raised in a shithole and his closest friends died in front of him; but he got to fight for humanity and the chance to avenge them by beating the Titans. All the Warriors got was death and guilt and murder and the hope that their families back in Marley would be proud of them for being //murderers.// Bertoldt loved Annie. You could tell. He knew how strong she was, and he was envious of her strength, like anyone else would.

His bro Reiner told him to confess to Annie. I bet you he was planning to. But instead, he was killed for Armin’s sake…I love Armin don’t get me wrong, but imagine how that must’ve felt for him. Mixed emotions. Emotions of fear, relief, guilt, anger, helplessness….he didn’t want to die. He was tricked into doing his job. Manipulated, with no way out other than to finish it, so he wanted to live. But at the same time, he probably wanted death from all the guilt of the people he’d killed. Sadness that he never had the chance to tell Annie how he truly felt, know Annie would’ve been strong enough to do that much. But in the end, I think he was happy that he saved Armin. Relieved he could finally let go and not live in that hell anymore, and a much more worthy life lived.

Bertoldt deserved way better; he had a heart of gold and deserved the world.

And last but not least; Reiner. Reiner I think by far has the shittiest life and situation out of everyone in this fucking series of fucked up depressing shit. Just think about it. Annie sealed herself in a crystal for some sort of hibernation, and she was strong enough to actually go through with joining he MP. Bertoldt got the sweet release of death knowing his time was over and his hell was over too. But Reiner? Reiner saw two of his best friends get eaten and unable to do anything about it. He was thrown off by those thunder spears so he couldn’t do anything, that same helpless feeling of being unable to save someone like when he saw Marcel die. And now Bert. And seeing Annie crystallise. He saw all of that and kept going. Not because he wanted to, but because he literally had no choice at all. It was the only path for him to take.

I bet you all $20 that he now has severe PTSD. Also that Cushing guilt he cannot get rid of, as he has the curse of living. He’s probably counting the days left till sweet death comes. He had the power of the Armoured Titan and yet, his friends were taken from him one by one, and he was turned against the only friends he had left, that he knew full well he was going to betray from the start. He has nobody left in this world to be there for him. Except Zeke, but he didn’t grow up with and spend years with Zeke like he did with the 104th. They all went through so much together.

And now, all he can do is sit and watch as these young, misguided souls compete for his power, his burden, that one day will burden them just as bad or if not worse. And he can’t even rest yet; he continues fighting until his last hours, his last breath. He has kept living all these years without Annie, Bertoldt or Marcel, or any of the 104th except maybe Ymir. What happened to her again?? She kinda just disappeared with them? I swear to god if the Marleyans killed her in revenge for Marcel or to pass on her Titan, I will actually grow a riot because Ymir deserved the world just as much as all the other Titans.

Reiner must be so lonely, depressed, guilty and have no drive to keep going other than because he has to. I hope he dies quickly and painlessly and can get it done and over with, put him out of his misery.

And then Ymir, who literally was a normal human who did nothing wrong and is now faced with all this shit?? She wasn’t trained for this. She wasn’t promised to be a hero, she had no purpose. She just existed at the worst time and place and got so much shit for it. At least Ymir had the luxury to find love during her shithole of a life; thank god Historia exists. //Ymir did nothing wrong!!//

You know, when you put it like this, Eren, Mikasa and Armin’s lives seem like a stroll in he park. Heck, you can even argue that Levi’s life looked alright in comparison to these guys. I am a huge Levi fan so I’m not trying to hate on him, I love him to death and feel so sad for him but when people say he’s had it the hardest…I can object.

Once they had accepted the Titan powers, the Warriors were already marked for a shit life. They probably had around 9 years of peace as a child and that’s all they got before hell began.

This wasn’t meant to get this long oops. But I just felt the need to express my love for these characters, they don’t get enough of it in the canon and even in the fan base. Someone please just write a fanfic where they’re all happy and none of this happened, I need it pls.

To conclude this hell of a rant:

//WTF ISAYAMA. ANNIE, BERTOLDT, REINER AND YMIR DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER.//

Fuck I forgot to talk about Zeke. Oh well, he had it easy and seemed to feel little remorse and I should sleep lmao. Nyx out.

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