#pleaseLordhelpme

[godwinkslove]

[insignficantmusings-blog]

In approximately 8 hours i’ll be sitting in a lecture hall taking yet another exam. Scratch that... In all likelihood, i’ll be failing another exam. Or if the pattern of this semester continues, i’ll be failing. I’ve never felt so defeated before. I don’t understand. And it’s not even just this class. It’s ALL of them. I don’t have anything higher than a B, and the class that I have a high B in, I haven’t understood anything this semester. The curve is just that high, and i’m apparently that good at guessing on his multiple choice tests. I’m really hating school and myself right now.

Oh yeah, that’s the other thing. I’m the heaviest i’ve ever been.... EVER. Like, I feel absolutely pathetic and stupid and helpless. And if anyone ever does read this and get upset with me about wallowing in my own self pity, you can bite me. This is where I vent, so SMD. :) <3

[supershyrel]

Bakit hirap pumasa? :(