#please remind that you guys are not jikooks besties

[moonsunbam]

friendly reminder to jikookers

[bbjimin-dududu]

For starters, I have no idea how to do this🤩-

Anyways ajkdsjkd it was such an eventful year! There have been times when I plainly wanted to punch everyone out of existence, there have been moments when the world seemed to beautiful to let go. ;-; All i want to say is, I don't think I'd have made this far in a decent state of mind without this blog. Without all my followers and mutuals and everyone and everything lovely that exists on this hellsite. It's been over one year, ever since I first got this blog, but the friends, creations and memories that I have found here, are simply timeless.

This isn't a milestone celebration or a follow forever. It's a let's-welcome-2022-but-also-mutual-appreciation-post.

Wishing that everyone had a delightful Christmas, and now, I hope all of you could bid 2021 a much needed💀 goodbye, and look forward to a better, kinder, softer 2022. Trust me, the coming year will go just as fast as 2021 did. But hopefully, it'll treat you well. I hope, that anyone who's reading this, knows that you have never been alone. You've always been loved, and I pray that there should be so many amazing things waiting for all of us in 2022. Given the current situation, please do take utmost care of yourselves and let's all wait for the day when we're finally a step closer to being together, in all aspects. Love you guys 3000!💞💞💞

Let me *stands on a podium* start with my personal ramblings now<3

@intokook : ivy my beloved, bestest bestie award goes to you😔😔 i haveN'T KNOWN A MOMENT OF PEACE SINCE I GOT TO KNOW YOU BIT- anyways😔 thank you so much for allll the ramblings in the google doc, for random convos about anything at all, for caring about me every chance that you could, and simply just for being there. never leave this hellsite without telling me or you'll have a parcel called pristine at your doorstep, i love you💕💕

@taechnological : sae!!! you're that one chaotic friend that everyone secretly wants to befriend you know?🥺 your threads and your energy is really something that I endlessly love!! thank you so much for always matching my vibe, and here's to soooo many more crackheaded moments together, i love you💕💕

@gimbapchefs : nat :( i've always adored you from afar, even before we became moots, i just adore you sm :( you're like a soft marshmallow :( thank you for being there for my nutty self and for every other interaction that we've had! you're super cute :( i love you💕💕

@kimtaegis : annie!! i feel like a little fangirl blushing about whenever i interact with you💀 being friends w you is such an honour you don't even know!!! if you ever wanna talk about anythingggg please do hmu :( thank you so much for all the interactions we've had, and i def await so much more, i love you💕💕

@euphhorias : Liv omg😭 we started talking a LOT recently, and i really really couldn't be happier :( you're the elder version of me as i've already said and!! i'll always use the jikook line on you🥺 thank you for making me feel soft, loved and cared for all the freaking time, i love you💕💕

@blonghoonie : Rainie my beloved :( words leave me when it comes you :( you're so so full of love, for everyone, it just makes me so warm inside whenever i see you on my dash, whenever we're talking or spamming asks to each other💀 thank you for loving Pimin so much with me :( please know that i'm always here for you, i love you💕💕

@gentleyoon : Emily! We interact sometimes, but I just want to take this chance to tell you that I absolutely adore you and your presence on my dash! Everything about you screams gentle and loving :( please always be super lovely like this, there couldn't be a more lovelier version of you, i love you💕💕

@minieggukie : Kris hahsjhsk even as i type this, I'm instantly reminded of so many moments of Jimin, that I kinda associate w you :') thank you so much for the lovely set that you made for me on my bday, i still go back to it sm :((( and thank you posting that pic of jimin which i shall continue to reblog for the rest of my life😭😭 thank you for alllll the interactions we've had, you're amazing, i love you💕💕

@bluejaem : Aditi miss ma'am WE HAVE TO INTERACT MORE AND CAUSE CHAOS ON HELLSITE.COM PLEASE :') thank you so much for every other interaction that we've had! def loving jaemin hours 24/7 for you and loving jimin hours 24/7 for me, but let's spare a teeny tiny minute for each other🥴 please always take care of yourself, i love you💕💕

@daech-witless : Parker my boi :( One of my first first friends here!!! Lately I've been kinda busy, so haven't found much time to catch up with you🥺 i hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself🥺 thank you so much for always lifting my mood with your sweet asks, you're the bestie #1💀, i love you💕💕

@i4taee : Pepper my babieeeee!!! Idk what to say, I just fully wholly adore you to bits and pieces and atoms!!! You're an absolute sweetheart, always going about and taking care of people! Bless your loving heart, I'm so so so damn glad to have found you here! Please always spread love this way, and spare lots of it for yourself too!! I love you💕💕

@cherryvmin : Keerthana :(((((( the taehyung to my jimin truly :(((( thank you so much for being such a strong support at any given time, thank you so so much for all the moments we've shared. i wish only the best for you, you're an amazing person and you deserve soooooooooo much!!! I love you💕💕

@stayjimin : Luna!!! For the 3489573985th I miss you!!!!!! You're hug-shaped :( I just cannot ever stop loving you :(( you remind me of jimin more than anyone else :((( i hope you're taking good care of yourself, and i hope that we can interact so much more!! I love you💕💕

@megmargaretmarch : Meg... you're not here lately, but please know that whenever you're back, I'll be waiting just with open arms for you to come and give me a hug :( I reallllllly miss all the chaotic interactions that we had early in the year, and I hope we could go back to it soon. Thank you for making me feel loved when I was lonely. I love you💕💕

@hello-yav : Thanking heavens you decided to send me that anon ask Yav. Else I'd never have the privilege of meeting such a beautiful soul as you. Please always know that you're loved okay? I'm always always here for you. I love you💕💕

@hendeurigf : Lacey! For one, I'm glad I decided to take the step of sending anons to you. IgnorING THE FACT THAT I REVEALED MY IDENTITY accidentally ._. it's been an absolutely amazing thing knowing you :( You're a really sweet person, and you deserve so so many good things. I hope 2022 brings you far more love than 2021, and I hope you can focus on the positive things in life and learn to love yourself. Till then, I'm here for you and I love you💕💕

@diorkoo : Ash!!! I adore you so much!!!!!!! You're one of my strongest supports, always there to cheer for me when things take a shit turn. Please see how self-less you are, it's such a rare and wonderful thing to see!! You don't even know how grateful I am for you :( Please be kinder to yourself, I love you💕💕

@loveonthefloormp3 : Wifey #1 James😔💍 Let's just get married and adopt a cat eh?💀 Then we'll collectively fangirl over Ryujin and Yeji- anyways, thank you for always making my day by mentioning me in cat posts, soft posts, and anything really! Just makes me everything to know that you've thought of me :(( Please maintain touch with me for a loooooooong time, I love you💕💕

@jimeanour : Manny my fellow jm enthusiast🤠 we recently started interacting, buT BUT BUT i feel i can relate to you soooo much in soooooooo many different things!! I'm damn glad we match each other's vibe and I hope to get even more close in the coming year! I love you💕💕

@noceurrealm : âme my love :( you're the most adorable, fluffiest, goofiest little ball of sunshine ever!!! For one, I love talking to you and even if it's just rambling, I'd leave everything to just come to talk to you :((((( Please be kinder to yourself, I love you💕💕

@softhaeshine : Mimi!!!!! Marry me- 🥴 Libra-Sag energy high in the house hasdfkjs I'm so so damn glad that I've found you here! I really want to never ever stop talking to you :( you're an amazing person with such a pretty heart, so full of love, I don't see why anyone would not fall in love w you!!!! Let's interact so much more in the coming year!! I love you💕💕

@imdamnconfused : Kikiiiiiiiii my beloved angel darling lovely sis!!!!!! Let us meet some day PLEASE so I can give you the tightest hug ever!!!! You're one whom I can always always count on, no matter what :( Please always stay goofy like this, sending soooooooo many hugs your way!! I love you💕💕

@liza-empress-of-emojis : Liza!! you give off such positive vibes all the time :( I'm very very proud of you, despite all the hardships in your life, you're still fighting your way through life, and trust me, I respect that so damn much.🦋 Please always take care of yourself and spread love and never change! I love you💕💕

@ackergrr : have to agree I really really missed your memes when you were gone😭 I'm really glad that you're back and continuing with the same cursed head-assery and I'm more than willing to join you<3333 Thank you for leaving me with a light heart and smiles all the time, I love you💕💕

@avizou : Awi!!!!!! I have so much love for you and i'm sorry i don't quite get a chance to show it :( You're elder than me, but you never ever make me feel different in any way. I have so much admiration for you and the amazing things that you post!!! I really hope the universe sends 10x the love to you that you give out, I love you💕💕

@starryjongseong : Oi Pranaya my lil sis ;-; taking this chance to say that I've not found much time to talk to you as of late :( I hope you're doing fine and please know that you're one of the cutest bubbiest sweetest people I know!! I'm always gonna be here if you need to talk, I love you💕💕

@jieunssi : Amal :( It's been a looooong time since we've been moots, and I must agree it's been so lovely knowing you, and interacting with you!! I don't think I've mentioned, but you're quite elder to me, so I look up to you a lot! You're so soft and loving inside-out, I love you💕💕

@parkdiaries-main-deactivated202 : Chae. I'll wait for you for as long as this hellsite exists. I found so much in you. The Chandler to my Joey, the toast to my butter. I love you so damn much. And I miss you so much. I don't know if you've returned and can simply not find me because of my url change, or if you've still not come, but either ways I'll wait. I'll wait for you to return so that I can be your significant bother once again. I'm praying that everything is well w you, I love you💕💕

@thatredwine : Erl!!! It's been next-level amazing being moots w you!! Every single interaction that we've had so far is just so hfdjakhdafsd and screams chaos :') I hope to have so many such amazing moments with you in the coming year! Please remain healthy and happy genuinely, I love you💕💕

@lost-leopard-beanie : Emma darling🥺🥺 you dshjsddsj idk what to say!!! you're so damn sweet and cute and precious and I just want to wrap you in bubble-wrap and keep you for myself and take care of you🥺🥺🥺 please always be confident about what you do, and know that you're loved!! I love you💕💕

@min-boongie : Réka🥺 I relate to you in so many different things, you wouldn't even know :( Who Yoongi is to you, Jimin is to me. Every time you're just mushy rambling about yoon I cannot help but think that it's exactly the way I cry over jimin :( and it gives me so much reassurance to know, that there are soft beloved souls like you on this planet :( I hope you're able to fulfill your priorities in life and that you get the love that you deserve in 2022. I love you💕💕

@yuniixoxo : Yuni!!!! You're the sweetest sweetest sweetesttttttttt person around!! You never fail to put a smile on my face, and I simply cherish you soooooooooooooo much for that!! Thank you for existing, and for being you, I hope you get sooooo much love in 2022! I love you💕💕

@jaefmin : Vidhi/Ara :') I don't think you know, but you're super super cute and always carry around an enthusiastic vibe around you!! I'm so glad to have befriended you here, and I hope that we can get closer in the coming year! I love you💕💕

@stray-kiss : Maluuuu bestie we gotta interact more😔😔 I hope everything's been well with you and I hope you're taking care of yourself :(( you're always so nice and kind to me, thank you so much for every interaction that we've had :(( I love you💕💕

@pyxisadamo : Joy🥺🥺 I get kinda emotional when it's about you idk dhjsjhsd you've been treating me so carefully, showering so much love upon me, I really couldn't be happier :( I'm so so thankful for you, for everything and I really hope that 2022 brings love and happiness to you :(( I hope we can interact more in a few years, anddd I love you💕💕

@pjmsdior : Isabella!!!!! Sweetest person on this planet!!!!!!! You never ever fail to bring happiness to anyone! If there's anyone on this site who's the kindest person I've met, it's literally you. You're no lesser than an angel, you've got so much love to give out and you always place everyone above you. I hope that the universe is always kind to you and I'm sending you the most gigantic jimin-hug ever to thank you for everything!! I love you💕💕

@hobeah : Niki!!! You're a sweetheart is all I can manage to say because!!!!! I adore you sooooooooooooooo much!!! I still remember how madly happy I was when we became moots :( Thank you so so much for being you, for being so lovely, for everything!!!! I love you💕💕

@marvelousbangtan : Crystal<3 I can understand that life is being really hard on you right now. So I'm praying that the universe brings you better things in 2022 and lots of strength to heal from what you're going through. I promise you'll be fine real soon, please take care of yourself, I love you💕💕

@serotaejin : Literally gives me a serotonin rush whenever i interact with you why!!!🥴🦋 You're a reallly sweet amazing nice polite lovely etc etc etc person and I just have sooooooo much love for you!! Thank you for much for being moots w me and loving me i'm so damn grateful :(((( I love you💕💕

@cosyserendipity : Sonja :(( you're such a beautiful and warm person, inside out! All little interactions, sweet asks and mentions and just you being there for me is something that I cherish very very very dearly :( I hope you have an amazinggggggg year ahead, I love you💕💕

@userjiminie : Rafa!!! By god I'm so so thankful to you for alllll the amazing jikook content that you serve! Like I couldn't be more jealous of them😵- hehe dshkjdsf anyways thank you so much for your amazing presence and just always know that you're beloved okay??? I love you💕💕

@marethetic : Mare :(( Idk when you'll see this, but whenever you do, please know that I cherish you so so so damn much. You're my first first real friend online EVER and I'm so damn glad that I decided to post on weverse that day. You replied, we became close, exchanged numbers dude!!! We have to meet one day for I want to give you the tightest hug everrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Thank you for everything, for listening to my ramblings and for always supporting me! You make me feel safe and loved. I hope you have an amazing year ahead!! I love you💕💕

@kithtaehyung : Ryen!!! I'm just so much in awe of you all the damn time!!!!!!! Thank you for the amazing creations that you put out, thank you for supporting my creations and just generally thank you for being such a wonderful person!!! Looking forward to interacting this year!!! I love you💕💕

@psycho-mocha : [extremely late mention because i'm a shithead] Mocha!!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE talking to you :(((( it makes me so damn happy to see your messages in my dms every once in a while, and the random topics that we ramble about- *ahem* anyways, dear light of my life, always keep shining like a pretty little light, and i hope this year treats you just as well!!!! I love you💕💕

Lovingly yours,

Pristine💌

[stormblessed95]

Memories 2016: Disc 4

So I asked awhile ago when I said I was going back to watch every memories DVD they have released so far, if you would be interested in commentary from me as I did so. There were a lot of people who said yes, so here we are! I have officially watched BTS Memories of 2016. Here are my thoughts as I went. There were 4 DVDs in this one. The posts over first 3 discs is already up and on my masterlist. Reminder that these aren't going to be smoothly written out thoughts. You get these like I'm live reacting, texting my bestie or live tweeting. Lol it'll be in like bullet point format sort of, just... a commentary post as I go. Lol Hope you enjoy anyway! Let's go!

Disc 4:

On Stage Asia Tour:

They went to 10 cities (Seoul / Taipei / Macau / Nanjing / Osaka / Nagoya / Beijing / Manila / Bangkok / Tokyo) for this tour. It was an extension of their 2015 HYYH tour. The tour kicked off in Seoul on 160507.

Track List:

1. Run

2. Danger

3. Autumn Leaves

4. Tomorrow

5. Butterfly

6. Outro: Love is not Over

7. Outro: House of Cards

8. Intro: What Am I To You?

9. Boy In Luv

10. Save Me

11. Fire

12. WAB pt 2

13. Cypher pt 3: Killer

14. If I Ruled the World

15. Silver Spoon

16. Dope

17. Boyz with Fun

18. Attack on Bangtan

19. No More Dream

20. Epilogue: Young Forever

21. Whalien 52

22. Miss Right

23. I Need U

We start in June with the boys in Taipei. A minute into the video and we have jikook playing games already. Lol little wrestling robots game. Jimin bragging he won too much and JK saying it's only because I let you win (something he started doing with frequency in 2015) and then doing a rematch where he wins super quickly. Lmao poor Jimin.

This was also the same time as rehearsals for this concert that we see jikook practicing their COA performance. And JK mimicking Jimin on his 333 dance and immediately turning to check to see if he made Jimin laugh (he did 😊). Maknae line crazy dance times together in between stages 🥰

In Macau is where we get the iconic Sope skit with the recorder music that Hobi plays with his nose and Suga can't help but giggle over. And they thank their fans for the gift of such a luxurious recorder

I will never understand why they film them eating meals or snacks right up in their faces. I really don't need to see it and dang, let them eat without risk of accidentally inhaling the camera too with how close they get 🤣 the dance party from how good the snacks were though and excitement for the concert was adorable.

In Nanjing (July), Love seeing Jihope help the others perfect the choreo and picking out little things they can do to make the overall performance better. Main dancer things 🥰 and then vmin taking a break between rehearsals and the concert to play basketball together!

Jin dancing to ARMY singing songs before BTS even takes the stage 🥺 I love that they get to feel so much love. RMs inspiring little speeches before they go on to his members, do our best! And then we just got clips of total chaos and I want more please! Lol taekook piggy back ride, everyone hyping Suga up for his verse by patting him all over and jumping, Jimin swinging in between TaeJin, Tae on JKs shoulders, Tae's Boyz with Fun dance... I'm noticing a common factor in this craziness being Taehyung 😂 love him.

Tae2Seok proposing to ARMY during their ending mentions. Lmao dangerous idea to give out my guys. 😂 followed by their talks to the camera at the end with Jin continuously proposing to Jimin (somewhat aggressively lmao) before JinJiKook all ask ARMY to marry them too. What is this?! What was the joke? 😂

In Osaka now! They were all so excited during rehearsals and cutesy teasing Tae about how often he said "now" during his VCR recording. (He did say it a lot lol.) Man, rhey also are making Jimin dance on every show! Either showing parts of Fire and the 333 dance before, but now it's Butterfly 😂 and ahh the way JK looks at him while he sings so Jimin can dance everytime. So fond. Such a big smile. And this time Jin did it too!

Jimin jokingly holding Jin back from giving the camera kisses for the end of show mentions. And then Jikook have been doing so many of their camera talks together lately. Lol "the youngest teased me so much today everyone" lol okay Jimin. They are so cute. Followed by Jin and Jimin reacting to JKs celebrity bromance show, which I have already made a post over here too.

Nagoya concerts! Yoongi being so professional and working with the sound techs over what should be higher/lower for instruments and Members voices. Being so knowledgeable and so cool. And then JK following him around in tiny and mimicking everything he says giggling softly to himself and at the camera 🤣 "suga hyung won't scold me" indeed.

Lmao right before the concert. JK is trying to talk to the camera and Tae is just belting his lungs out across the room everytime he tries to talk 🤣 jin sharing how backstage is like a war zone as they have all 7 members trying to get changed and their hair/makeup freshened up in just 3 minutes but that he always finishes first.

Jikook playing together before rehearsals on day 2 with silly dances 🥺 Jin proposing to ARMY AGAIN and the editors being savage lmfao "Jin became cringeworthy" rude omg 🤣 everyone teasing Joonie for his Day 1 Day 1 chant the day before. Lol and at the very end, Jimin jumping onto JKs back when they are leaving the stage before giving his ending mentions to the camera. 🥺

Beijing concerts. I'm not sure what Jimin was dancing too in the middle of rehearsals but JK was loving it. Jimin was going hard too! Lol during their rehearsal break we saw Jimin cracking up laughing while filming a video of Hope, which he later posted to Twitter for us. And the way they have meetings together before every show to hash out exactly what minor things need to be changed depending on where they are performing and give reminders on how to give the best show. They work so hard it's crazy.

Beijing is where we had RM, Jin and Jimin all take turns dancing part of the Butterfly choreo to either JK or Tae singing acapella. Something they have been doing this whole tour, switching it up. But this was the iconic one where JK was watching Jimin dance with all the love in his eyes while singing

RM ended up suffering from over heating and having trouble breathing and couldn't finish the concert. It was heartbreaking but also very touching watching JK and army fill in for his rap verses and Suga take over for the speeches. They did a really good job though. And they were all so worried and concerned when talking to the camera afterwards, especially Jungkook, who couldn't even really think of anything to say, just kept looking off to the side, like he was wanting to be able to just go check on his hyung. They love each other so much. It's never the same if one isn't there.

Manila shows, end of July finally. Jikook walking to the stage with their arms around each other 🥺 and Jin is always acting the cutest on his way to their stages!

Lmao JK playing around with sunglasses and acting silly while the stylist Noona is trying to shove clothes at him and help him get dressed quickly for the encore stage. He is NOT making her job easy. Lmao these stylists all the patience of saints, I swear! The rapline hyping each other up on stage will never not get to me! And they were all so hype for the NMD dance break too!

Everyone was soooo excited by the crowds reactions. JK saying ARMY was his energizer. The hyungs all smiling super hard and being so thankful. Tae just shouting love you to the camera for army over and over. Jimin crashing his interview and jumping on Tae's back this time. Lol they were all so happy after this show!

Bangkok shows now! (160806 now). The amount of Thai food they had on a spread looked amazing and the short impromptu eat jin video we were gifted as well! Jungkookies smile hearing ARMY screaming before they go on stage 😭 Tae giving using his hand to give flying kisses from Jin and JK both. So cute

Yoongi walking off stage so tired he basically just skips saying anything to the camera. 😭 someone let him take a nap soon! We also see the staff taking JKs mic off and him holding his arm like it hurts. Then when Jimin comes up while he is talking to the camera to give him a back hug, he knocks his arm a bit and JK is obviously in pain. Jimin then practically forgets all about the camera, trying to figure out what happened and what hurts. While JK spends just as much effort trying to pretend he is fine and to distract Jimin from it, including teasing him and when Jimin says he is getting old going, but you are only 22? Lol before they walk off together. I'm sure Jimin did not forget about his arm and wanting to find out what happened either. It was cute the way JK wanted to not worry him over it though.

Toyko tour stop! Hoseok, our dance leader, scolding JK for not properly checking his in ears and sending him off to fetch them again. Lol I love that side of Hobi too. Jimin spent almost this entire video with black hair, and is now back to blond for Toyko! And Yoongi has darker auburn type of hair now!

Hobi dancing to JK singing Tomorrow this time! And TaeJin dancing to Fire! And Jin is letting the whole "Nikonikoni" thing GO. Lmao TaeJin are sitting back stage with their arms around each other and Jin is STILL going on with "Nikonikoni" into the camera and during when he danced Fire. Lmao is this where Tae picked it up from for his iconic line in the middle of Attack on Bangtan that sent Jimin into a laughing fit so hard he missed his lines to sing after that? 🤣🤣

Day 2 shows everyone preparing to get on stage, stretching all serious. Captions "everyone relieves stress in their own ways" cuts to Jin acting a fool and big smiles all silly. Lmfao Jimin walking up behind him watching him with the fondest smile, and trying not to laugh. And JK practicing the choreo the same exaggerated way with Namjoon walking up behind him with a smile and then a nod to the camera 😂

Taes voice during Boys with Fun will always be one of my favorite things! Plus his improvised dance moves that the rest of the group then copies afterwards! And Tae being RMs biggest fanboy during his Save Me verse!

Jin and Tae hanging out under the stage waiting for their cue to enter, Jin blowing kisses to Tae and Tae rapping along with the verses above.

The way that everyone encore stage included Miss Right where they passed out little merch balls from baskets, throwing them into the crowd was adorable. Even more so watching them skip around stage with the baskets and half the time someone ended up wearing said basket on their head when it was empty. Lmao surprisingly, it was usually the rapline who wore the basket hats so proudly!

The utter CHAOS that broke out right after Hobis ending mentions to ARMY and Otsukare started playing and everyone went crazy on stage dancing and jumping around to it. Lol just for RM to bring it back down after a bit with being the last to give his greetings and making everyone cry saying "we would have no most beautiful moment in life without you." And Jimim giving his backup dancer friend a big hug when they all came out before everyone joined hands for the final bow😭

Hobi ending the DVD off with a super sweet speech about the tour admist all the staff cheering like crazy for the members so sweetly.

And that wraps up Memories 2016! This was amazing and their hardwork, as always, is so highlighted and soooo admirable. One of my favorite things was seeing Namjoon greet ARMYs in their language everywhere they went. The dedication he has in making everyone geel welcomed and special is so beautiful. In conclusion, I love them. Thanks for letting me share my thoughts! 💜

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[weheartjik00k]

JIKOOK RANT part 1: how from hating shipping I ended up suspecting Jikook.Things that convinced me.

If you don’t ship them DON’T READ!!!If you are confused whether they are dating or not this is what I THINK.I will analyze facts and moments, but thoughts about them are not a statement.Don't take this as 100% truth. I am not being disrespectful towards any ships or other people's opinions.I just want to express mine.(I love the relationship all BTS members have among each other.It's pure and beautiful.) I used to hate shipping and shippers.I used to listen to BTS but dislike them, that was me.It only proves how people can change(for the better ;) ) If someone asked me back then.why do you hate shipping amoung kpop idols I'd go like; "They are REAL people.Not fictional characters".And yes they are, but there I go. present self: If they are REAL people, why do you use them for fanfictions?Why do you read fanfictions with them?Why do you read smuts?You don't like people to force their opinions or fantasies on them but practically you do the same. old self:*silence*

Yep!I can diss myself the best way.But why do I do it?Because I know I was wrong for hating on shippers.I tell you this to show you that I was not and I'm still not someone who ships real people.(the only couple in kpop I ship is jikook and I'll explain later on this)

My sis is lgbt and she is married to this amazing girl and they are living happily together.I knew about them ever since I was like 11 years old.So, I am really opened to gay relationships.I feel very protective of gay people.I feel the urge to fight for their rights, even tho I am not part of this community.

The first boy gay couple I shipped was Isak and Even from SCAM.I just loved them so much.However, it was just a movie (series actually) that I watched with such joy and their moments were my favorite.I was a little bit confused how can I like girlxgirl or boyxboy couple and support them so much.I was wondering if this made me gay.But no!It made me open-minded.

Now about kpop skinship and shipping.

I know that in the kpop industry fanservice is the most popular thing.They are used to create those ships’ moments and attract even more fans.The skinship they have seems romantic in many other countries, but for a fact, it is not in KOREA.(or at least not always) Being touchy and cuddly with other members or even other idols from other groups is normal for kpop artists and Koreans.It usually doesn't mean anything beyond friendship.And I am used to seeing such touches because where I live this is also taken as a joke or it's just normal.Even boys are touchy(not like in Korea, but more than commonly)

Now I will talk how most ships are created.

I've noticed that the most 'powerful' ships are the most popular two idols in a group being shipped together.Why?People like to see people they admire together.It's like if you stan Shawn Mendez and Justin Bieber and you see them posting a selca.And you're like: " OMG!So cute...they are friends!"(this is just an example,idk if it's happened before lmao xd)

So most ships in kpop are the two most popular idols or the closest ones.(I am not saying your ship is fake or they are not close)And most of them do photoshoots together and do fanservice, but this doesn't mean it's meaningless for them.It's just the way kpop is.Idols know it, too.

So far, you know I was for a long time against shipping and wasn't ARMY or anything.(i am exo-l and even tho I voted for bts on MAMA I am still afraid to call myself army because I myself feel like it's gonna seem fake how I got interested in BTS after getting to know Jikook more.I don't wanna be a fake fan or smth)

Considering the way I thought, starting to ship Jikook is a big deal.Or at least for me.First, I watched some Vmin au edits and I got addicted because the videos were so good.Then I acknowledged BTS's MVs from 2017(i knew their previous music) and the theories.Then again I watched BTS au edits and somehow I came across this video called ‘Jimin belongs to V.Moments’ I didn't think much and clicked on it.I loved their moments.But never thought of it as something romantic.It screamed BEST BESTIES EVER to me.(Vminers, don't come at me; I have a soft spot for Vmin and Tae; I love their interactions )

Then I saw the caption ‘Jimin belongs to Jungkook’ *i rolled my eyes(for real)* -the very first Jikook video.I was a bit, just slightly bothered by their way of acting around each other.But I told myself;

"Um...no.I don't ship them.First, every ship has its moments.Second, Jungkook looks hella straight.(Jimin too, but sometimes he is just a mochi)Third, there is no way they are dating or something.Just some fans being delusional."

Then I watched Vminkook au edits and somehow ended up checking out more and more Jikook moments.I checked Vmin, some Yoonmin, and Vkook and then again went back to Jikook. I watched the 2017 summer package (the unicorn guys! it got me here xd...not really, tho)

I was like...it's just a fanservice, no fucking way there is something between them.And the more I watched their moments, there was this thing about them.Like...ugh!I couldn't explain it.Then in one month, I found out all the 'proof' I needed.

I've always been a realist so I knew some shared or stolen glances, some hugs or some holding hands and laughing together didn't mean anything.

Then I saw kookmin world(of course).Some facts that made me believe,but not be sure.

(this pic is not mine;i just googled analysis about it since i know about this and i wanted to show you)

Basically, after Jimin posted a video of him filming his face and smiling, after a while, JK posted a screenshot of this song(ILYSB-Lani).What's interesting is that Jungkook didn't play the song and only screenshot the lyrics.And I noticed this sentence - And you need to know, that I'm hella obsessed with your face. Coincidence?

reminder: JK himself said I quote: "Whenever I do a cover, I always check the content of the lyrics before I record it!Please look up the meaning of the lyrics and then listen again.It would sound different...!"-twitter update

So I think that he also checked the lyrics before posting this because

1)he is an idol and must be always careful.

Would you post a song in...japanesse, for example, if you don't have a single clue what the song is about?

2)

once RM asked him in an interview where does he get inspiration from for making music and he said:

"While translating lyrics"

On 28 may 2016,JM posted a video again of him laying down on his bed with the caption : “Laying down” Then JK posted a cover of IU’s song called Knee and recorded only this part

 the lyrics:

If I lie down on your knee Brush my hair Like when I was young If I fall asleep lightly from your nice touch Just let me stay for a moment Don’t wake me up, I’m going to sleep tight If I fall asleep lightly from your nice touch Just let me stay for a moment 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcYfHPiCVGE (the cover)

There are many others things they did on Twitter, but I don’t want to dig even deeper into this.(as if this is not already the longest rant ever)

Another moment that made me and still makes me believe in Jikook.Like...there is not any kind of explanation about this.

THE OSAKA VLIVE.(most of you have watched it, but..)

The thing that proves is that while Tae is waiting calmly in front of JK's room’s door

(find the analysis where the sound is cleared or turn up the sound on your computer or cell phone when watching the Vlive) we can clearly hear Jungkook calling Jimin's name.

And this got me shook.I was JUNGSHOOK,world shook and SHOOK AF.

Just the whole awkwardness, I was like..wut.And after TaeTae left the room, someone opened his door and scolded him and the voice was apparently Jimin's since it was fucking similar to his voice.Like...how can you confuse his angelic voice(and raspy sometimes *smirk*)

If you were still doubting that back then JM was the one hiding in JK's room or he was the one scolding Tae---I am prepared :) xD In the next Vlive (EatJin) JM was supposed to do it with Tae because it was Taehyung’s Vlive(something like EatJin but with different theme) and Jimin was legitly mad at Taehyung( for Tae).He was smiling devilishly and stuff and tried to prevent Tae from participating in the Vlive.Then JK appeared and after a while also Jin joined and JM still showed that he was pissed off with Tae for some reason(even tho he was smiling all the time) and even said that JK scolded poor boy during their practice.MY OPINION NOT FACT: So it makes sense if Jm was mad at him because he almost exposed jikook on this vlive(he actually gave us many hints, yeah..)and on the next day he wanted to get it back on him.

So my quoestion is:Why would Jimin and Jungkook hide if they share a room?There was only one bed and JM already had his own room.So he just visited JK's room?Why wouldn't they show? Ah.I know why.Because JK was naked, they were playing Lana Del Rey's song 'Body electric' and yeah.

Now Jungkook calling Jimin baby.

You know, I call ALL of my friends like this.And no, we are not dating.But guess what!Just like skinship is so normal in Korea, it's the other way around when it comes to polite speaking.Of course, BTS's member have lived together for too long and probably most of them are comfortable, but still, we talk about politeness on daily bases here.It's something natural.And what else we know is that Jungkook likes to skip the polite speech when it comes to Jimin.

However, the word 'baby' itself is disturbing if a younger boy uses it with his bro, bandmate or whatever kind of friendship they have.No matter how close they are, baby strictly indicates a romantic relationship.Many k-armys (or so I read in lots of posts about this moment) have freaked out when they heard JK calling JM 'baby'.Before actually seeing and hearing it with my own..head? xd, I thought it could be a joke.But none of them laughed or reacted to it.It was like something normal that Jimin, Jungkook and also Taehyung were used to.No one stopped, looking with a bursting smile or something.It was NOT A JOKE.It was a 'nickname', but a very weird one if they are just bros.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vomf-B4VqE

GCF IN TOKYO

This is the biggest thing, yet the one I will talk least.So let's take some notes down.

MY OPINION:

It's obvious how Jungkook worked on every little detail.It's proven because when the lyrics of the song are about the road-he showed the road.When it's about the beats-he showed how the traffic light beats in the same rhythm as the song.

As we already know, this boy always looks up the lyrics, so he probably knew it's a gay song.Also, it's Troye Sivan's song and it's a fact that Jungkook is a fanboy of him. Another thing-what he showed us is 75% Jimin being a happy, little mochi.

Some people (antis or whoever) say that all this trip to Japan is BH's advertising, but FOR ME and many other people(and I think it is quite obvious bruh) it's not.

If they wanted to make it like a "Date with JImin au" for the fans, if it was for advertising JK wouldn't show himself at all.But we can see how the first shot is him and Jimin in a bathroom and JK leans closer to the camera as if we could see through his eyes afterward.And this is how he sees Jimin. And most of all, the song.The lyrics.-"Boy, I'm holding onto something,won't let off you for nothing".This video (for me) is the most emotional way of JK expressing his feelings.(something he was never good at)

This is it so far.But only part one.Wait for part two guys, cause I have so much more to say about Jikook.Those are one of the things that made me believe in them.In the next part, I will include also some pretty obvious moments and why Jikook is different and why.And much other stuff.Thank you for reading this long ass rant, but don’t expect the next one to be any shorter.

(around 2300 words)