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Earth On Hell
This is my Sanders Sides gift for @marsupials-of-mars for @sanderssidesgiftxchange!!! Basically all the sides are demons, hanging out in hell, but one of them (wonder who) is a teeny bit more chaotic than the others. (P.s I am gonna post on ao3 in a few days as well btw.)Â Btw Iâm not great at tags so mega apologies if it still slipped through sorry.
Hell.
Lunch breaks round here werenât boring- there was plenty to see and do in hell- it had just kind of reached a point for Janus where most of it had already been done. Hence why, no matter what his colleagues in the eighth circle said, there was something interesting about sitting down with this chatty little demon and watching the human flesh blister.
âYâknow what I think?â the younger demon, Remus, casually asked. Janus sighed. âI try not to.â âI think that everyone who ends up here is dumb.â He tossed a rat into his mouth âAll you gotta do is act nice and suck up to the big daddy in the clouds- thatâs it! Easier than boiling babies!â âNo,â Janus raised his eyebrows. âBecause itâs based on the nature of your soul not what you do.â
âWell that ainât fair! What if you canât HELP dreaming of torture and carving hearts into carcases (or whatever these idiots got in here for), like itâs in your pretty little head from day uno?â He wagged his finger at Janus. âThey could never do anything wrong in their entire life but get sent here for naughty thinking⊠seems a lil shitty to me.â âWell apparently they can ârepent their sins and get eternal salvationâ.â Janus revelled in the other guysâ confusion for a moment. âSay sorry a lot and itâll be ok.â âOhhhhhhhhhhh right. Oh yeah ok.â Remus nodded. âSeems a bit suspicious, are you sure thatâs a thing?â
A couple of screams got louder, and Janus turned to see a scrawny horned demon carrying a bucket and biting his lip. He had his arms comically wrapped all the way round it- an ugly neon yellow bucket with a âwarningâ label (because hell needs health and safety standards)- and he was edging towards a nearby cliff.
âHey Virge!â Remus called out âWhatâcha doin?â âIâŠâ the horned demon tipped the bucket over the precipice as the screams intensified ââŠam adding a couple⊠of new souls⊠to the⊠whirlwind.â âCome get lunch, Virgil! Itâs rat day!â he grinned, holding up a rodent âAlso didnât Pat tell you to do that like, a week ago?â âYes but Iâm also a dumb bitch.â Virgil sat down next to Remus. âWhoâs this?â he glanced awkwardly at Janus. âI-â âHEâS my friend from the EIGHTH FUCKING CIRCLE!!!â Remus interrupted. âThat not being the eighth circle of fucking, though it might well beâŠâ âItâs not.â Janus clarified. âYeah, I didnât think it was.â Virgil smiled âIâm Virgil. I work with him under Patton? Second circle so-to-speak.â âOh yeah I know the guy.â
Patton was the overseer for a lot of things in the lower levels. Not really a specific tier, or a specific expertise, but if you spent any time in one-five then you at least saw him. Most people âaboveâ him were aware of him in a general sense. Janus had met him twice? Three times? Yeah, if you counted bumping shoulders at the river Styx that one time, then it was three.
It made sense that Remus and Virgil worked for Patton- a lot of the younger demons did these days.
âUGH doesnât everyone?â Remus whined âHe is annoying!â âHeâs your boss.â Janus observed. âYes, and heâs annoying! I say we, I dunno, set fire to his ass or somethingâŠâ Virgil shrunk into his seat âHeâs our boss? Also he isnât in charge of everyone, he has a boss rightâŠâ âYeah, but uhâŠâ Remus clicked his fingers âWe were saying werenât we?â he looked at Janus. âNo. Whatever you think we were saying, we werenât.â âPeople shouldnât get here for wanting to do crimes!â he clapped his hands âI think we should break everyone out of hell.â
One week later: Hell
Work hours, naturally. Janus was trying to process new souls but honestly there was no signal and his tablet just wasnât working.
âAnd they say eighth circle is an enviable jobâŠâ he tapped the screen âI- Iâll be with you in a moment, sorry about this.â He said to the guy in line to be thrown into the pit. âNo, no, take your time.â
Finally, the sound of footsteps approaching! Janus looked up and smiled. âAh, the tech guy! Yeah, thereâs no service on this, so if you could-â
âWhereâs Remus?â Janus smiled a little âExcuse me?â âWhich circle can Remus be found in?â the tech guy kept his face stern (if he was the tech guy) âI know you know him.â âIâm working right now, or trying to, so come back when Iâm not and then we can talk.â
The tech guy ripped the tablet out of Janusâ hands.
âWhere can Remus be found?â âHe isnât an important demon-â âLower tiersâŠâ âNot what I mean, I meant you shouldnât need him.â âBut I do.â âWhy?â âIrrelevant, just tell me where he is located.â âWell forgive me for thinking youâre going to hurt him, but I think youâre- you know- going to hurt him.â âFalseh- itâs inconsequential, I must find him.â Janus paused. âFix my tablet, please. I believe you.â
The tech guy looked momentarily confused before realising what Janus meant and doing so. âSecond circle, every time Iâve seen him.â Janus said âIs⊠is he in trouble?â
âNot with me, negative. I do not have the influence to get many people into trouble. As for the futureâŠâ he sighed âI would advise you to keep your distance from him, though thatâs my observation.â He left off towards the exit of the tier.
Janus grimaced, looking at his now-working tablet.
âIf itâs any consolation, it probably wonât affect you.â The guy in line said, making Janus jump in surprise. âShit! I need to get all you processed, I am gonna get in trouble.â He smiled at the guy who now frowned. âOkay name and age at time of deathâŠâ
One month later: Hell
âWhereâs-â âRemus?â Patton interrupted. âweâre dealing with it.â Janus chuckled âWill anyone down here actually let me finish a sentence?â âOf course, my apologies- what were you going to say?â âWhere is Virgil?â he smirked. âHe works in your general bracket, right?â
Patton breathed in sharply. No one had seen Virgil since Remus had started (conveniently) quietening down, and Janus knew it. Everybody knew it. His work tallies were still placed in- by who, nobody knew- but the second circle was widely lacking in Virgil.
âHeâs doing some work onâŠâ Pattonâs eyes darted round rapidly âadmin. Heâs working on potential field experience up there, needs to put in the admin first.â
Janus raised his eyebrows, looking up towards the Earth. âThe thing is, Pat, Iâm Eighth circle. I specialize in fraud- you know what that is?â Patton nodded. âDeceit, Patton, lies. And every day suave fuckers queue up trying to tell me why I have âthe wrong circleâ or why âthey should get special treatmentâ and guess what, Patton? Itâs always bullshit.â
He stared straight at the other demon. âI have been doing this for too damn long to not have the fucking right to tear the throat of anyone, ANYONE, who dares to be as lousy as you at lying to me. So donât ever tell me that Virgil is doing admin, FUCKING ADMIN, because no one here will believe- or miss- you.â He sighed. âLetâs start again. Whereâs Virgil?â
Patton swallowed âIâŠâ
âDo you not know?â Janus asked, âThis will go a lot better for you if you just admit that you donât know.â Patton shook his head âNot exactly, no.â he whispered, âWeâre not sure where he is.â âNot sure or donât know?â âWe know heâs in hell⊠we know that, weâre aware of him but not where.â Janus pinched his forehead âOkay so out of all the nine circles of hell, you have no clue, none. Lovely.â âIf Remus would co-operateâŠâ Patton muttered. âIf I would what now?â
Ah yes, Remus. Walking cheerily towards them, smile slightly wider than ever, living his best life. Of course it was most likely that he had been questioned on Virgilâs whereabouts, given their activities during the past month-or-so, but Remus had decided to âcalm downâ now and had âno idea about anything that anyone was doingâ. Or so he had said to Janus.
âPatton! You already know I told ya everything about Virge, didnât I?â he grinned. âOf course, donât doubt it.â Patton said, as if he were lecturing a child. âAnd you got all your silly little friends to stand down which was very good of you.â Remus clapped his hands. âYes! I did that!â âBUT!â Patton wagged his finger âI think you may have forgotten places that Virgil could be- or things you knew about Virgil.â Remus gasped in shock âOh no!â âWe want to find him, you want to find him. Letâs do this together please.â Patton nodded towards Janus. âIsnât that right?â âHuh?â Janus smirked âOh yes, working together. Of course.â Patton smiled again, then turned to leave.
Remus groaned âUgh, what an annoying piece of poop! Wanna feed him to a pack of rampaging squirrels!â âWhereâs Virgil?â âUp your butt!â Remus laughed, âJust kidding, donât check, I have no idea.â Janus nearly prayed out of sheer frustration. âDonât fucking lie to me, Remus, unholy shit.â âOkay, okay!â he giggled. âSo I might know⊠but I canât tell you.â âWhy?â Janus asked, confused, âYou think Iâm going to run to Patton?â Remus looked down âWell, Logan says you shouldnât be involved in-â
âYouâre still working with Logan? You said youâd told them to stand downâŠâ Remus chuckled âYou believe that?â âWell, no,â Janus admitted, âBut IâŠwhat the fuck are you planning?â âEh, just a little bit of troubleâŠâ âWhat you did already was a âlittle bit of troubleâ- hell, it got your supervisorsâ attention, so actually it was kinda a bit more than that.â Janus explained. âI made a group?â âA militia.â Remus threw his arms up âWell, we barely did anything! Pat WAY overreacted!â âNot⊠if youâre actually planning something he didnât.â âSo you are on his side?â
âIâŠâ Janus looked away. âI donât want this going south. For you, Virge, us. Thatâs the bargain you make when you leave heaven, to look out for you and yours. Get what is considered âbestâ down here.â âBut what if what is âmineâ isâŠâ Remus looked wistfully at the hurricane of souls swirling around them âNever mind. See you around!â
He made his way off towards the offices where he worked, leaving Janus listening to the winds scream for mercy.
One year later: Hell
âHere.â Janus held out a bucket of blood that spat angrily at both of the demons, âfrom management.â Roman didnât look up. âChuck it in, before they get too comfortable.â
Janus peered down at the bubbling lake, almost glad to see that some parts of hell hadnât changed that much. He poured the new blood in and watched the souls writhe- no hope of Remus for this lot. Though somehow, in some corners, they screamed out his name. How? Patton had nearly torn his horns off the first time heâd heard it, because how? How could they know about him? And that was the problem when the fresh blood was added and the screaming began anew.
What they screamed for.
Roman rolled his eyes âIâve never wanted them to stop moreâŠâ Janus scoffed âYou should see Patton, he has lost it.â âHow so?â âApparently,â he began, âHeâs been inventing and subjecting harsher tortures for any souls who mention his name- or the others.â Roman chuckled at this âWell! Woe betide any gossip outlet, thenâŠâ âHeâs getting them shut down, I think.â Roman gasped âHis higher-ups canât approve of that- right?â
Janus raised his eyebrows âHis higher-? Roman, after the whole, well, you know⊠after Remus did all that, his only higher ups were a couple of folks in what used to be ninth circle.â He looked to the lake of blood. âNow? I donât think some of them would even challenge himâŠâ
âOh.â Roman smiled. âHow longâs that going to last?â âWhat?â âPatton- in charge? Until things are figured out, right?â
At this Janus started to laugh. He kept laughing and laughing till Roman joined in then realised it just wasnât funny because it never had been.
âForever.â He scowled. âHeâs going to stabilize and reorganize the layers he has, take back the ones he doesnât, put the souls back into torment, then execute the demons. All of them. Remus, Virgil, Logan, Remy, ALL OF THEM WILL DIE. Painfully. And then! He will rule over hell forever.â
âThatâs a bit cynical.â âWell EXCUSE ME-â âNo, I just thought- being an ex-friend of Remus- you mightâve been more cheerful.â Janus bit his lip. âWe werenât friends because we were even remotely similar. We were friends because I was bored, work was boring.â âOkay, makes sense!â Roman smiled. âSo weâre all gonna end up working under Patton (if we arenât already) and itâs gonna be aaaahhh ooohh not good very bad?â âLittle bit more than that, but yes.â âAh so more painfully terrible every moment weâre awake?â âYeah.â âHm⊠why not leave?â Roman casually asked. You know, casually.
Janus scoffed âBecause of the whole dying thing?â he gestured wildly âI canât go off on my own; I donât stand a chance, I canât repent; you have to mean that shit, and I canât go with Remus and his crew because- becauseâŠâ he looked down âIâm sorry Roman but the reason I never got too involved in the first place is because what he plans just isnât going to work. He canât win- heâll die, and if I get involved then I will too and the point of all of this,â he spread his arms round âIs so you can look out for yourself, so you donât have to be selfless and give up everything for someone else. Why do I have to be ashamed for not wanting to be a martyr?â
âI⊠you donât.â âExactlyâ Janus snapped. âIf you truly believe that this is whatâs better,â Roman added. Janus whistled âNo, thatâsâŠâ he shook his head âAnyway. Whatever happens, they canât be faulted for trying.â âNo, absolutely not! Wait we are talking Remus and-â âOf course Iâm talking about Remusâ lot.â Roman nodded âAh, well yes- I agree. Theyâve done a surprisingly competent job, all of them.â
They both paused for a moment. âItâs because they have the tech guy.â âItâs coz of the tech guy.â Roman agreed âI mean itâs not like the rest of his crew canât organize things, butâŠâ âItâs the tech guy.â Janus concluded âI hear he orchestrated the âVirgil plotâ.â âExactly!â Roman exclaimed âand that was wow, just impressive as anything (if you donât mind me saying), like- hiding Virgil for that long to steal that many souls? If they donât win itâll be a little depressing.â âItâll be more than that.â Janus smiled solemnly.
âItâll be the end of life as we know it.â
Ten Years Later: Italy.
âVirge!â Janus could hear someone calling outside of the cavern âcan you get that thick ass over here, please?â That âsomeoneâ was probably Remus. âJanus, that includes you too!â âHow does âVirgeâ include me?â he called back. âDonât question the king of crimes!â
Reluctantly, Janus stood up and wandered out to the frosty mountainside. He grimaced- the cold bits of hell had never been his favourite, even when they flaunted âcoveted positionsâ and such. Still.
âYou want a coffee?â Remy asked. âPlease.â He gestured over to a nearby hut âThe coffee machine is right there, honey.â âBut I never get the ratio rightâŠâ Janus pleaded. Remy chuckled and sipped his drink âGirl, that just ainât my problem!â
âJanus!â Remus grabbed his arm suddenly and yanked him away âYou sexy motherfucker, I called you an AGE ago! Now come on!â âRight, what do you need?â âEmotional stabilityâŠâ Remus placed his hand on his chest âJust kidding! So basically, the waterpumpâs broken (but Loganâs âdealing with thatâ), we received word that Patton has guns now- so we need better defences just in case- and also Patton has guns so yeah. Can we have those please?â Janusâ eyes widened. âOk so is Patton-with-a-gun confirmed, or a rumour? Because hell basically never deploys projectiles.â âAre you sure I canât be used as a projectile?â Remus half-spoke aloud âYeet me at them.â âYouâre getting distracted.â âOh. Yes, itâs confirmed. One billion percent.â Janus pinched his forehead âWell, somehow I doubt that statistic, but okay. Letâs work on anti-gun strategy, defence, etc. because it is possible theyâll get hold of unholy projectiles specifically for us.â âWhy canât we get guns?â âMaybe one day, but if you actually think I trust you with a GUN-â âFair pointâ
âUm, I was called?â Virgil was stood in the snow, watching them talk. They both jumped. âYeah like, FIFTY YEARS AGO!â Remus cried. âOh IâM sorry, look I did show up- itâs just I didnât want to interruptâŠâ he trailed off. Janus smiled. âThatâs understandable.â âThatâs understandable.â Remus mimicked âOoh, whatever, we were just chatting! No rules on chatting! Also what are your thoughts on guns?â âI think we should focus on hiding for nowâŠâ âBORING! Guns?â âLet him speakâ Janus warned. Virgil looked down âI mean, our last skirmish went well, and we are getting more to join⊠but right now I think we should focus on what we have. And that advantage is mystery. Letâs keep it.â âOoh mystery! Spooky!â Remus wiggled his arms. âNo, I get what you mean.â Janus nodded âLike how you got so many in the beginning because they were intrigued, people will talk if we stay off the map for a while.â Remus tutted âOh, you. Being sensible.â He frowned âWeâve been lucky, havenât we? To live?â Janus smiled âLike this? Absolutely.â âYeah, we should go under. Be sneaky! Recruit people who arenât dicks and so on.â
Logan agreed with the idea for once, which was probably because it was Virgilâs, but also he stated: âWe have already been living âboth figuratively and literally undergroundâ so it makes an appropriate amount of sense to make this an officially secret place of dwelling.âÂ
He also agreed with Janusâ gun-plan. This, of course, being that they focus on defence and perhaps work on getting weapons of their own in the future. Though he was a little heavier on the âno gun-wielding-Remusâ stance, stating: âOn no condition can he be allowed a gun, none. Others in our company- fine. I will trust from the upper-most generals to the smallest child amongst us with a projectile, but never Remus. Oh and can we consider adding Remy to that list?â
Janus didnât bother to question the part about trusting children with guns, he simply nodded and got to work on defence, sometimes smiling at Remus as he did.
And it didnât matter what anyone was or wasnât doing, Remus always grinned away.
One Century Later
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Tags/Verses Masterpost!
Figured I should probably make one of these to keep track.
Yakuza-series independent RP blog; open and welcoming to AU, multi-fandom and OCs. Â Expect canon-typical violence and dark metaphor; NSFW/explicit content will always be tagged. [THIS POST IS A WORK IN PROGRESS, EXPECT UPDATES ~ posting it now before it gets any longer...]
ME
Robz, 21+; RPed for a long damn time; friendly, but shy.  I write, draw and sing - or at least make motions to that effect. æ„æŹèȘă§æžăăŠăăšă§ăăăă ăă©æ„ăăăăăăè±èȘăźă»ăăăăăă§ăăăăăăăéĄăăăŸăăInterests include: music, video games, horror.  Ask for my Discord ID, and lets plot shenanigans!
CHARACTERS
[Majima Goro] [Goromi] ç泶ćŸæ ~ The Mad Dog of Shimano/The Lord of the Night; Sharp as a blade and stabby to boot, Majima is a yakuza through and through - unpredictable, violent and just a bit smarter than he lets on.
[Makimura Makoto] ăăă ă©ăăłă ~ Not All Who Wander Are Lost; A young woman caught up in a world of darkness she could never hope to fully understand. Makoto is determined and independent, and perhaps just a little reckless. (Somewhat canon-divergent after Yakuza 0 - rather than returning to Hogushi Kaikan, Makoto instead begins working with charities focused on helping human trafficking victims and other vulnerable members of society. She wonât sit around and wait for a hero any longer, instead, she wants to become her own.)
[Oda Jun]Â ć°Ÿç°çŽ ~ Tachibana Real Estateâs Lap Dog; Unrepentant and proud, Oda knows his place in the world because he carved it for himself. He wonât let anybody stand in his way.
[Dojima Daigo] - Testing~
[Hana]Â èć·è±~ Sky Financeâs Backbone; Hana sometimes wonders why she bothers coming to work in the morning, but itâs a good job she always does.
[Akamine Tenji] 蔀ć¶șć
žäșăć€©äœżă~ OC; a host originally from Gifu who has no idea what heâs about to get himself into. Polite, gregarious and kind, his sweetness hides an ambition for greatness that he will pursue to the end of the earth. (FC: Mizushima Hiro) Tenji now has his own blog over at @hachidorinokoââ with both Yakuza and Persona 5 verses!
[Hayashi Bara] æèè ~ OC; daughter of Hayashi Hiroshi, Bara is something of a tearaway punk trying to find her place in the world. Rude and obnoxious, she is in truth as vulnerable as she appears, though sheâll go to any lengths to hide that. (FC: Tsuchiya Anna) Bara now has her own blog over at @splinteredthorn !
[Futaba Sakura] äœććè ~ Persona 5. Not active on this blog, but she has her own sub-blog at @hikikohacker
Hit me up, who knows whatâs next.........
RULES
Setting these up as I go along, so forgive me if theyâre a bit lax...
DBAA ~ Donât Be An Asshole; plain and simple!
No minors, please; I keep my NSFW stuff tagged, so it can be avoided if youâd rather not read it, but I will not generally place it under cuts and nor do I wish to feel as if I should. Absolutely no smut with minors, no exceptions.
We donât have to be mutuals to interact! We donât even have to be from the same series/universe/whatever. If you wanna RP, just hit me up and weâll figure something out!
If youâre not sure about something, ASK ME! I donât bite, and I certainly donât want to cause confusion or frustration with anything Iâve written. You can message me through tumblr, or ask for my Discord so we can talk things through.
I WRITE A LOT -- I like big paragraphs and I cannot lie... donât feel like you have to keep up with me! Iâd prefer a reply which is short and to the point than to feel like youâre stressing over matching my waffle.
I may unfollow RP blogs which post a lot of OOC/irrelevant content. This doesnât mean I donât like you or donât want to RP with you, it just clogs up my dash and I donât really like it. Drop me a message if you have any questions, but I can guarantee itâs nothing against you personally! Your blog, your rules -- you do you!
VERSES (in no particular order)
ALLEGORYÂ (verse) - Oda/Tachibana; set shortly before and during Yakuza 0 (iloveoda-san)
[Colder Heavens] - In which the heating in the penthouse gives up the ghost during a snowfall. [NSFW]
[Bad Dog] - Unaware of his surroundings, Oda disrupts a very important meeting. [NSFW]
[Lacryma Christi] [2] - Oda unwittingly catches Tachibana in a vulnerable moment.
[imagining noises] [2]Â -~ During Tachibanaâs forced exile, Oda finds himself alone and invisible.
DOG TEETHÂ (verse)Â Kiryu/Majima; various. (fourthchairman)
[uroboros] [2] (the snake which bites its own tail) - Majima has been trying to wrench Kiryu and Makoto apart for too long - Kiryu has finally had enough. [NSFW]
[Love on the Brain] [2] ~ Majima/Kiryu - Absence makes the heart grow fonder... and more obscene. [NSFW]Â
[All I Want Is You] [2]Â -Â WHOOPS. Majima makes the kind of mistake he canât just sweep under the rug.
[Road Trip] [2]Â - Following on from All I Want Is You, Kiryu and Majima take a road trip down toward Okinawa... [NSFW]
AÂ PALACE FROM RUINÂ (verse) - Nishikiyama and Makoto; post Yakuza 0 (iheartkiryu)
[Blossoms] [2] -Â Looking for flowers to brighten up her apartment, Makoto runs into an acquaintance, and finds an unexpected new friend.
[Debts Unpaid] [2] -Â Hunting after the one-eyed man whose name she knows not, Makoto falls afoul of the Shimano Family who donât take kindly to curiosity.
[Hare Among Foxes] [2] - Determined to save other vulnerable girls from her own cruel fate, Makoto sets out to take on the underworld. Caught in a little white lie, she runs into an unexpected obstacle.
[Confessions]Â - Nishikiyama meets with Majima on Makotoâs behalf to arrange a meeting between the two of them.
[Antidote to Heartache] - Deciding to get out of the city for a bit, Makoto and Nishikiyama take a drive out to Sunshine Orphanage.
AFTER THE RAINÂ (verse) - Majima/Nishikiyama; Post Yakuza 1 AU. (fishikiyama)
[IDGAF] (In Despair, Grief, And Fury) - Six months in hospital have changed more than just Nishikiâs appearance.  Still hurting from being left behind, Majima rises to the occasion.
[ćșç€] (joban; opener e,g in Shogi or Go) - Fortunately for Nishiki, banging a shogi board is complicated. [NSFW]
POETRY AND DEATH (verse) - Oda and Tachibana; set during the two years before Y0 (iloveoda-san)
[Poetry and Death] [2] -Â After a fight with a rival gang, Tachibana is shot, and Oda must fight to keep him alive.
[Marble] [2] ~ An intimate, drunken decision. [NSFW]
[Let it Burn] ~ Oda finds himself trapped inside a residential building when the Cornflowers decide to pre-rempt some revenge against his crew.
YOU KNOW BETTERÂ (verse) Majima/Makoto; Post Yakuza 0 (italian-love-cake)
[Switches Never Flicked]Â - Majima and Makoto ~ A fire on Pink Street lands Makoto in unknown peril.
[Donât Feed It, It Will Come Back] - Majima/Makoto ~ Despite his better judgement, Majima canât bear to leave Makoto alone.
[Tastes Like Chicken] - Majima/Makoto ~ Majima meets Makoto after work to take her on a date.
WHISKY AND GIN (verse) - Majima/Nishitani; Yakuza 0 (dreamoffuchsia)
[Pushing Buttons] - Majima/Nishitani ~ Eatinâ some sushi, downinâ some drinks, smashinâ some faces... the usual. [NSFW content]
[Soaked] - Majima/Nishitani ~ Majima and Nishitani raid a group of loan sharks who have been preying on hostesses. Guns are dangerous. [NSFW content] [tw: drugs]
[Penance] - Majima/Nishitani ~ Alternate ending for Soaked. The tongues of dead men sing songs. [NSFW content] [tw: drugs]
[Smokinâ] [2] - Majima/Nishitani ~ Whereâve you been all my life? Or at least for the last week. [NSFW]
[Foam Party!!!] ~ Majima/Nishitani - Do not leave Majima unattended anywhere ever, under any circumstances.
[Promises] - Majima/Nishitani ~ Whatâs that?! A wedding proposal?! [NSFW content]
[Boa Constrictor] -Â Goromi/Nishitani ~ Be careful what you wish for... [NSFW]
[MyMail] - After a New Years Day spent winding one another up via text, Majima comes home to find Nishitani has made some very particular plans for their time... [NSFW]
[Amour] - Nishitani has commissioned a very special gift for Majima. Would be a shame not to make use of it. [NSFW content]
[Puppy Love] - Itâs Valentines Day, and the only logical gift for the man who has everything is... a puppy??
[Til Death Do Us Part] - Nishitani gets some bad news from the hospital. Theyâve clawed their way through everything so far, but could this finally tear them apart?
JUNIPER AND VANILLAÂ (verse) - Majima/Nishitani; Yakuza 0 (dreamoffuchsia)
[Anniversary of a Dead Man] - Majima/Nishitani ~ Nishitani struggles with a debt he canât ever repay.
[Guilty Party] - Majima/Nishitani ~ When Nishitani calls him away from work, Majima understands that this is more than just a social call. [tw: suicide mentions]
[Demon Days] - Majima/Nishitani ~ After Nishitaniâs death, heâs the last person Majima expects to bump into. [tw: suicide mentions]
[Modern Leper] - Some twenty-five or thirty years after Nishitaniâs death, Majima wakes in the night to the unmistakable feeling that he and Saejima arenât alone. [tw: suicide mentions]
SHEâS A MYSTERY (verse) - Majima and Owl Eyes OâMalley; various (rileysroleplayreservoir)
[çĄèźè±] [2] (suirenka; water lily) - Majima and Owl Eyes OâMalley; set somewhere between 1995-2005.
[ć±éșăȘæ°Ž] (kikenna mizu; dangerous water) - Majima and Owl Eyes OâMalley; While searching for a golden macguffin - in this case, a watch - Majima find some interesting flotsam around the concrete edges of Tokyo Bay,
[Angry Birds] - Swooping in to pull Riley out of a fight he believes she canât handle, Majima learns a thing or two.
[Hungry Eyes] - Fortunately for the Majima family, Riley is on hand to feed their boss before he eats them.
[Hellooo Nurse]Â - Halloween costume shopping.
[Smores] - Settinâ fires and eatinâ candy.
[Shoulder Rubs] -Â âMy backâs always kinky, how about yours?â
[Petals] - Riley runs into a rather concussed Goromi. Like always, trouble sticks to the two of them like a magnet.
[Bellyaching and Babysitting] - With a broken wrist, Majima is more snappy than ever.
[Call of the Cicada] - When a former detective goes feral, somehow it falls to Majima and Riley to figure out what the hell went wrong.
[One Thought Too Many] - Too much to drink and too much to say about it.
UNCLE STABBY (verse) ~ Majima and Haruka; various (0tometal)
[Pumpkins] - Two kids (one significantly older) carving pumpkins for Halloween while Kiryu is away.
[Bonito] - Majima and Haruka ~ If uncle Majima knew anything about cooking, heâd be dangerous. Â Heâs dangerous enough anyway.
[Jingle Bells] - Majima enlists Harukaâs help to decorate an enormous Christmas Tree at Kamurocho Hills
[Games Night] - Looking after Haruka for a night, Majima canât seem to understand the appeal of Katamari Damacy when he canât find the button to punch the King of all Cosmos in his huge grey face.
[Only Revolutions] - TBA
THE TRUE FOURTH CHAIRMANÂ (verse) ~ 2018; AU in which Kiryu retains the mantle of the Fourth Chairman (fourthchairman)
[In Clover] - Kiryu/Tenji; Fourth Chairman AU ~ When Tenji is at the very end of his luck, a chance meeting with the Tojo Clanâs legendary Fourth Chairman stands to change his life forever.
[The Jealous Boy] - Kiryu/Tenji ~ Try as he might, Tenji just canât help being jealous of the men to whom Kiryu so generously gifts his time.
NO MAN IS AN ISLAND (verse) ~ Majima and Saejima (eighteencounts)
[Never Forgotten] - (post-Y4) The two blood brothers try to find footing with one another after twenty-five years apart.
[It Ain't on the Surface] - Majima/Saejima - Majima plans a date night at the top of Kamurocho Hills.
[Garnet] - When Majima is jumped and badly injured, thereâs only one safe place he can go.
WALK TALL (verse) ~ Majima/Nishitani (trans) (dreamoffuchsia)
[Secret] - Nishitani has a secret that Majima is about to find out... will it change them forever? [NSFW content]
[Yes Sir] - Hard at work in the Majima Family offices... or not. [NSFW]
[Shameless] - Majima brings Nishitani and Saejima together in the bedroom. Best. Birthday. Ever. [NSFW]
TWO WRONGS MAKE A FIGHT (verse) - Majima/Kiryu; so many years unrequited, and Majima canât take a minute longer. (fourthchairman)
[Drunk In Love] - Majima slips a little something into Kiryuâs drink to finally take what heâs wanted all these years... [NSFW] [tw: dub con]
[The Abduction] - Kiryuâs revenge. [NSFW] [tw:dub con]
SHE BRINGS THE MORNING SUN (verse) - Majima and Yuki (vineqar)
[Dondondondondonki] [2] - Majima and Yuki; Yakuza 0. Â Something very strange is going on in Club Sunshine, and itâs up to the dynamic duo to resolve it before opening - or tear each other apart in the process.
[Lose the Light] - Majima and Yuki; Yakuza 0 ~ Though seemingly unrelated, when Youda goes missing, Majima finds the weight of the world closing in around him.
[Sotenboriâs Finest Fashions] - Majima and Yuki; Yakuza 0 ~ tba
SNAKEâS NEST (verse) - Goromi and Nishitani; Yakuza 0 (dreamoffuchsia)
[Rattlesnake] - Goromi/Nishitani - Goromi is an A-List Queen strutting her stuff in the underground of Sotenbori. Â Is the Viper Vixen about to meet her match? [NSFW content]
[Cobra Queen] - Goromi/Nishitani - TBA [NSFW content]
FRIENDS WITH FINANCIAL BENEFITS (verse) - Majima and Akiyama; post Yakuza 4 (criminaldelights)
[Ninety-Nine Bottles of Gold Label] Majima and Akiyama ~ Drunk as a skunk, having lost his wallet somewhere along the way, Majima hopes to get a bit of help from a friend with a bit more liquid capital.
[Bad Parenting] - Majima finds an abandoned puppy and tries to give it to Hana to look after.
[ççș] (bakuhatsu; explosion) - Majima and Akiyama; While Majima is showing Akiyama around Kamurocho Hills, an explosion threatens both of their lives.
[Mad Dog Allergy] - Majima and Akiyama
[Clingy] - Majima/Akiyama ~ Majima doesn't want Akiyama to go.
[NSFW-ish] - Majima/Akiyama
[Fugitive Motel] - Majima/Akiyama [NSFW]
[Endangered Mousse] - Majima and Akiyama
THERE IN A HEARTBEAT (verse) - Makoto and Majima; post Yakuza 0 (criminaldelights)
[Laurel Wreath] Majima/Makoto ~ Almost a year after the events surrounding the Empty Lot, Majima sets out to find Makoto and see her one last time.
[Lady and the Tramp] - Makoto/Majima ~ Majima attempts to buy Makoto a puppy to keep her company. Trouble is, they're all too cute...
[Linked] - Makoto/Majima - Majima's last day in Sotenbori with Makoto.
??? (verse) - Majima and Saejima; various. (criminaldelights)
[Lord of the Cats] -Â Saejima smuggles a kitten into a restaurant.
[Absolution] - Guilt, blame and forgiveness cannot be extricated from one another.
[Mad Pup and Bear Cub] (pre Y0 verse) Majima makes an important confession.. and then tries to act like he didn't.
PLAY NICE (verse) - Goromi and Nishitani; Yakuza 0 (dreamoffuchsia)
[Well-Mannered] - Nishitani has been visiting Goromi for a while now at Sagawaâs request. Despite their initial nerves around one another, the two are beginning to form a connection.
NOTICE ME, SENSEI (verse) - Majima and Saejima; Elementary School Teacher AU
[Dirty Deeds] - TBA
[City Lights]Â ~ Kiryu and Makoto; post Yakuza 0.
[性ççłéŸ] [2] (dairisekiryuu; marble dragon) ~ Kiryu/Makoto.  An intimate moment. [NSFW]
[ćŒ±è«æŻè«] [2] (yowamushi kemushi; cowardly caterpillar) - Nishikiyama and Majima; Yakuza Kiwami ~ In the process of recruiting, Majima falls afoul of the Nishikiyama family.
[What if...?] [2] ~ Tachibana and Makoto; Post Yakuza 0 AU ~ What if things had turned out differently...? [here be spoilers]
[Takoyaki] [2] ~ Majima and Makoto; Yakuza 0 ~ During Makotoâs stay in Odysseyâs warehouse..
[Billion Yen Opportunity] [2] ~ Majima and Ammy Highwind; Yakuza 0 ~ A real estate agent approaches Majima while the world falls to pieces around him. She seeks only one thing... [here be spoilers]
[King Among Fools]Â - Majima and Tamaki [Ouran HC]; Yakuza Kiwami ~ Majima is out to stir some trouble, and rescues a young host with such conviction, he doesnât need rescue at all.
[çłæ©ăźä»æă] [2] (Ishibashi no shikake; Ishibashiâs Gambit) - Majima and Tamotsu ~ Majima is given the task of delivering some documents to an unknown contact - it becomes quickly apparent that there is more to this than meets the eye.
[Beat It] [2]Â - Tachibana and Oda; pre Yakuza 0 AU ~ There is not a more feared officer on the beat than Tachibana...
[Skymail] [2] -Â drunk texts(?) from yakooziez
[Stray]Â - Majima/Makoto; post Yakuza 0 ~ Handing out leaflets for an animal shelter in Kamurocho, Makoto catches sight of the man sheâs been searching for all this time.
[Silver and Gold]Â - Majima/Kiryu; Yakuza 0 ~ A Masquerade ball at The Grand
[Little Lost Rabbit]Â - Tachibana and Makoto, pre Yakuza 0; 6-year-old Makoto learns to deal (or not deal) with some school bullies.
[Rude Awakening] - Majima and Nishikiyama; After the supposed suicide of an important businessman, Majima grabs Nishiki to find his missing daughter, Aiko.
[Night and Day] - Makoto and Majima; Yakuza 0 ~ Whilst hiding out in a warehouse in Sotenbori, Makoto and Majimaâs hiding place is stumbled upon by some unwelcome visitors.
[Vogue] - Makoto and Majima; post-Yakuza 0 ~ The girls head to an onsen to relax and find some time to chat and be themselves.
[Thorns] - Hayashi and Nishitani; Dead Souls ~ Realising her father is trapped inside the quarantine zone, Bara will stop at nothing to get inside and try to save him.
[Ten by Ten] Majima and Kiryu; Kiwami ~ Majima is far too proud of his increasingly honed ability to goad Kiryu into a fight, no matter the cost to his bones.
[Wake] Majima and Daigo ~ Attending a funeral for Mosugi of Yokohamaâs Yamanobu Family, Majima uncovers hints of a plot.
[Secure] Makoto and Kiryu ~ TBA
[Emergency Contact] Majima and Tamotsu - TBA
[ăăăăăăè«] (oshirikajiri mushi; bottom-biting bug) - In which Majiima is definitely not jealous of Daigoâs new friend.
[Break a Leg] - Majima and Shinada ~ Majima is tasked with keeping an eye on an injured Shinada while he recovers.
[Favours] - Majima/Daigo ~ A stolen kiss to save the chairman from a terribly dull fate.
[Asphyxiating Artist] - Majima and Tamotsu ~ Majima finds a rather handsome sketch of himself on the floor after a meeting. Somebodyâs in trouble...
[Delayed Reaction] - Majima and Tamotsu ~ When a street fight goes wrong, Majima ends up more injured than he would care to admit.
[Last Wishes] Majima/Akiyama ~ Majima knows he hasnât much longer left to live, but he has an important message to pass on, and Akiyama is the only person he can trust to do so.
[With All Your Faults And All] Majima and Makoto ~ Odysseyâs warehouse, an open door where secrets hinge.
[èŁçăæłšæă»ăïŒ] (uratama gochuuihou; watch out for balls) Majima and Nishida - The tragic demise of one very greedy raccoon.
[How To Train A Hostess] - Majima and Sagawa ~ TBA
[Short Leash] - Majima and Nishida ~ TBA
[Clever Girl] - TBA
THE MAGNIFICENT
[iloveoda-san] Tachibana Tetsu @iloveoda-san
[majimaoneeyedfool] Majima Goro @majimaoneeyedfool
[fishikiyama] Nishikiyama Akira @fishikiyama
[fourthchairman] Kiryu Kazuma @fourthchairman
[iheartkiryu] Nishikiyama Akira @iheartkiryu
[vineqar] Yuki (Hostess) @vineqar
[yakuzaoflove]Â [kingofkamuro] Tamotsu Shimizu/Mamoru Azumi @kingofkamuro
[ammy-highwind] Ammy Highwind @ammy-highwind
[justsomedaddythings] Suoh Tamaki @justsomedaddythings
[rileysroleplayreservoir] Riley âOwl Eyesâ OâMalley @rileysroleplayreservoir
[italian-love-cake] Makimura Makoto @italian-love-cake
[mmajimagoro] Majima Goro @mmajimagoro
[0tometal] Sawamura Haruka @0tometal
[dreamoffuchsia] Nishitani Homare @dreamoffuchsia
[snxkehips] Majima Goroko (genderswap) @snxkehips
[eighteencounts] Saejima Taiga @eighteencounts
[draconic-fury] Kiryu Kazuma @draconic-fury
[okunokanosei]Â / [criminaldelights] Akiyama Shun @criminaldelights
[criminaldelights] Majima Goro
[brassbounded] Dojima Daigo @brassbounded
[dxjima]Â [dojima-ryuu] Dojima Daigo @dxjima
[shofukucho] Makimura Makoto @shofukucho
[nishidawho] Nishida @nishidawho
[sagawawho] Sagawa Tsukasa @sagawawho
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[ask] (archive)
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Trigger warnings:Â [tw: death]Â [tw: knifeplay] [tw: dub con] [tw: drugs]Â [tw: suicide mention]
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This isnt hate but man, you're wrong. You were an anti, you took part in a nasty group that hurt people and continues to do so, and no one has to forgive you or be nice to you just because you got better. even if you didn't send the hate, you're not entitled to others nice behavior. and complaining about being judged for it when sheith shippers have had to go through so much shit, just makes you look so fake; 1/?
2/? sheith shippers have had to go through so much shit, and just because you have or Are going through doesnât make you deserving of our consideration; It just means youâre in the same boat as us now. And so you should know how it feels; But seeing you complain and gripe about it makes you look incredibly whiney and superficial dude. You ARE ALLOWED to be sad and angry and want to enjoy your ship, Â Â Â Â Â Â
3/? you absolutely are, and we are too. But we got our anger from the group you used to support and belong toâ Youâve gotta understand that. Â antis are still out there doxxing, harrassing our staff and VAâs off twitter, ruining panels, making death threats and suicide baiting, chasing off content creators, misusing âpedophileâ, causing the infamous needle incident and moreâ and you guys are mad because theres some angry posts and cross tagging?? And you expect /sympathy?/ Really???? Â Â Â Â Â Â
4/ Please, go outside, get some fresh air, go for a walk, go offline for an hour every day. Refresh yourself. Take a breather. Refocus, and understand with more perspective the irony of it all, and why youâve got so much angry vitriolic Sheithers out there. The apple doesnât fall far from the tree, and ex-antis/klancers, especially the ones who are content to âstay in their laneâ are only making themselves look worse by acting entitled to forgiveness while taking out anger on sheiths for being       Â
5/? justifiably angry about the cyberbullying they themselves helped bring about. Especially the ones who are âstaying in their laneâ while doing nothing to prevent all the antiâs that are CAUSING such vitriolic sheiths in the first placeâ then demanding that we stop being angry because its not fun for themâ wow yknow what isnt fun for us? Being called pedophiles, suicide baited, and threatened daily. But god forbid we talk about it, be angry about it, express thatâ then weâve gone TOO FAR Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
6/? im stopping here because this started with intent to be NICE criticism and is now descending into an angry ramble and thats not what i wanna do here- the point remains: what you said is not reasonable, relies on expectation and entitlement, and as such, comes off as entitled, fake, and all around insincere. And in your TakeBackKlance server i see you shitting on sheiths like this all the time. Its disappointing, extraordinarily hypocritical, and furthers the established mistrust between       Â
7 / ? shaladins and ex-antiâs. And you complain about people staying away from ex-antiâs. If theyâre acting like this, of course they would. Theyâre perfectly within their rights to, justifiably, and you have to accept that. So yeah, you âhave to atoneâ Its almost like youâve gotta earn each individual persons trust, like in real life?. If youâre complaining about it, then it just shows you donât really support Shaladins as much as you claimed you did. Â Â Â Â Â Â
okay, thank you for some perspective on the situation, and iâm going to give you some credit. you managed to convey yourself in a civil way making very valid points and expressing emotions that are entirely valid. there is nothing here that i donât think is out of place. your anger here is very much warranted and i appreciate you acknowledging all this, but iâm not sure you understand everything thatâs going on.
first of all, i was an anti almost a year ago. i ditched the community in june of 2017 and became a full fledged pro in july of that same year. since then iâve done my best to drop all my former bearings of that life. thatâs my personal history.
1. âyouâve gotta understand that. Â antis are still out there doxxing, harrassing our staff and VAâs off twitter, ruining panels, making death threats and suicide baiting, chasing off content creators, misusing âpedophileâ, causing the infamous needle incident and more-â
not only do i understand this, but iâve seen it first hand and have been fighting against it for nearly a year. i understand your anger because i am just as angry about it too. iâve actively been fighting against that since i switched over and iâm not saying that makes me âworthyâ or anything, but itâs not like iâm sitting back here doing nothing.
2. and you guys are mad because theres some angry posts and cross tagging??
no, weâre mad that pro ship klancers are being constantly kicked aside and expected to just take it. weâre mad that a community that calls themselves âpro shipâ makes us feel unwelcome and has chased us out of what is supposed to be a place for us too. cross tagging isnât cool no matter what. vent posts i really donât give two shits about, you have every right to express your anger.
3. And you expect /sympathy?/ Really????Â
no, i actually donât. you donât have to give me the time of day, iâm just asking that you not come into our inboxes or reblog our posts with angry and irrelevant additions (so long as our posts arenât overstepping certain boundaries of course).
4. The apple doesnât fall far from the tree, and ex-antis/klancers, especially the ones who are content to âstay in their laneâ âŠ
iâm not an anti, iâm a pro shipper. i believe that everyone has the right to ship whatever they want. i think that people who harass others for their ships are immature. and in case you didnât know i far from stay in my goddamn lane. i donât allow antis to say shit and get away with it. i donât support anyone who is anti ship, even those who claim not to be a part of the anti community. youâre comparing apples to oranges.
5. are only making themselves look worse by acting entitled to forgivenessÂ
again, not asking for forgiveness. iâm not entitled to a damn thing except a peaceful life.
6. on sheiths for being justifiably angry about the cyberbullying they themselves helped bring about.
i wonât deny, when i was an anti i shouldâve recognized that what i supported was wrong and i shouldâve stepped up and done something, but i didnât. i wonât excuse my actions, iâll stand here right now and tell you i was being immature, selfish, and stupid. there is nothing i can do or say that will make up for what i did or actually didnât do. i can at least say i never sent anything or said anything extremely awful, but i certainly didnât try to stop anyone and i did actively support them. thatâs on me⊠but thatâs also almost a year ago. you donât have to even want to be around me, iâm just asking that you donât think iâm still in support of that stuff anymore.
7. Especially the ones who are âstaying in their laneâ while doing nothing to prevent all the antiâs that are CAUSING such vitriolic sheiths in the first place
iâm not causing anyone to do anything. the way people act on their anger is entirely on them, not me. furthermore, iâve already addressed that i am taking action, so this really isnât a fair thing to say to me at all.
8. then demanding that we stop being angry because its not fun for them
point to where iâve said you canât be critical of klance or lance or anything. as long as what youâre doing is cross tagging i could care less. as long as what youâre doing isnât going into peopleâs inboxes or bullying them out of fnadom spaces that are supposed to positive i quite honestly donât consider it my business. be angry, get that out, itâs healthy to express that emotion, just make sure you arenât being toxic.
9. wow yknow what isnt fun for us? Being called pedophiles, suicide baited, and threatened daily.
full offense, but iâve been called a pedo too. iâve been suicide baited and threatened too. in some cases it was daily. you already said weâre in the same boat, so suddenly why are you shoving me off of it? weâre in this fuck fest together anon, and again, that doesnât mean you owe me shit, but i donât owe you anything either.
10. But god forbid we talk about it, be angry about it, express thatâ then weâve gone TOO FARÂ
like i supposedly have when i express my anger about getting the same treatment from people who said they supported me? vent posts are not too far. harassment (like that lanceâs ass fumes anon and the clit anon) is.
11. And in your TakeBackKlance server i see you shitting on sheiths like this all the time. Its disappointing, extraordinarily hypocritical, and furthers the established mistrust betweenshaladins and ex-antiâs
false. iâm literally never in there because iâm so busy with my real life stuff. i have said some things in my anger, but i do not think it is nearly frequent enough to label as âall the timeâ. most of the time iâm in agreement with the sheith fandom. your criticism of antis and of fanon and even canon stuff is totally valid, iâm only angry about when things stray too far and actual people are attacked. whatâs disappointing is that iâm on the receiving end of your anger for something i donât even do.
12. And you complain about people staying away from ex-antiâs
i literally donât want you anywhere near me. i donât want my name in your mouth. i donât want to be yelled at for things i havenât done and no longer support. iâm not asking you to support me. iâm not asking you to follow me. iâm not asking you for anything. iâm asking that i not be blamed for things i no longer take part of. thatâs all.
13. Theyâre perfectly within their rights to, justifiably, and you have to accept that.
whatâs justified? vent posts that are properly tagged.
whatâs not justified? getting sent anon hate and seeing myself vagued just because i donât like it when my friends are upset over how they get treated and i actually speak my mind. what would be fake is if i kept my damn mouth shut, but i donât. you need to accept that.
14. So yeah, you âhave to atoneâ Its almost like youâve gotta earn each individual persons trust, like in real life?
actually?? itâs almost like i have been working my hardest to do so? and those who actually know me would say that i am balls to the fucking wall in everything i do? you donât have to trust me, you donât have to forgive me, but iâm not going to take everything lying down just because my past isnât spotless. i donât owe you a blind following. youâre not immune to my thoughts just because i was once a part of a group that hurt you. itâs been hard enough to forgive myself, i donât need to work for someoneâs forgiveness who clearly has no intention of even giving me a chance. i donât need to atone for a damn thing and i thank you for actually bringing this up. i was working and being so hard on myself thinking i had to make it up to yâall and i actually donât. iâve been chaining myself up for you when i didnât need to.
15. If youâre complaining about it, then it just shows you donât really support Shaladins as much as you claimed you did. Â Â Â Â Â Â
if youâre complaining about someone bringing up that theyâre uncomfortable with how horrible a certain aspect of fandom life makes them feel than you clearly canât take as much as you think you can. i was never trying to hurt or offend anyone in my post and was careful to craft it in a way that took into account how much anger has built up over the years. you have every right to hate k/l, but you have absolutely 0 rights to pretend youâre a perfectly kind person if you think that my past means i owe you anything while thinking itâs justified that my friends and i receive hate for a fucking ship from people who say they support me.Â
no offense anon, i think your anger towards my past and what i once affiliated myself with is totally justified, you can even be angry at me, but you also need to accept that i am not who you are painting me to be. i am not a âstay in my laneâ fake person. i stand up a lot for others and i work hard to create things and places for everyone. i understand that not everyone needs to like me, and iâve accepted that fact long ago, all i am asking, and all anyone is asking really, is that if you donât like us, then ignore us. donât feel the need to come into our inboxes or reply to our posts. we really donât want to hear it. weâve been through quite enough just from leaving the antis. you donât have to like, you donât have to follow me, you donât have to be my friend, but you do have to acknowledge that i am not the person you think i am.
your anger, your hurt, and your frustration is something i resonate with. i can feel the pain through your words and i want you to know that i donât hold this anon against you at all. you have every right to express your opinions and offer me this. i think that in some ways youâre right, maybe i am asking for too much, maybe iâm being a little much, maybe iâm not totally in the right here, but a lot of this feels misdirected. instead of being angry at antis youâre pouring it out on me. instead of taste of my own medicine youâre just pouring concrete down my throat. your emotions and your pain are valid here, but iâm not your target and taking it out on us isnât fair. you canât hold this above my head and think youâre justified in doing so.
again, iâm not taking away your right to vent, all iâm saying is please donât think i am your enemy because i truly am not. iâm not an anti. my past is not my present and neither is it yours. the anger you feel is real, but itâs not entirely something you can throw at me and expect me or any pro ship k/l to just take it. weâre not the fandom stress ball or punching bag, weâre people just as you are. you have every right to be wary of me, i donât blame you, but again⊠donât tell me this is all my fault. itâs not. itâs really really not.
thank you for giving me your perspective and your time, but at the end of the day itâs not my responsibility to make you feel okay again. thatâs on you. we donât owe each other anything. i donât expect anything from anyone but it feels like everyone is expecting a lot from me, too much really.
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