#please dont get shot by the joker you are so sexy

[baby-xemnas]

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[alreadyblondenow]

Sugar | 1

Jaehyun x reader // SMUT Summary: You’re just trying to enjoy your short break before going back to school, you met Jaehyun at a bar in the most creative way. Things got interesting after agreeing to hook up with him. Word Count: 3k Warnings: Mentions of alcohol, older Jaehyun, younger reader, age difference. If you’re uncomfortable, please click away. Explicit mature scenes, rough? sex. Note: there will be following chapters so the genre will change eventually to fluff, angst and smut.  Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

It was the end of third term and you passed the first level of your thesis a real pain in the ass but you managed to pass. You and your circle of friends decided to celebrate at one of the city’s finest and expensive bar and get wasted to expensive shots and beers the whole night. No matter how fucked up you get from drinking tonight, someone will get you home safe and untouched. It’s been months since the last time you tasted alcohol and tonight you’re ready to drink any drink your friends give you.

You and your friends are collecting shots at the bar when a really tall man approached you asking if they can join tables with you guys to have fun. “To have fun?” You repeated.

“Oh its Johnny by the way” he introduced himself then points at the corner of the bar letting you know where they’re seated.

“We can play truth or dares, body shots, anything you guys like” he offered. Your guy friends are down and so are the others, you didn’t have much of a choice.

“First game for tonight” your friend Mark exclaimed trying to fight the booming music the dj is playing, “is dares! No truths because that shit is boring.” Everyone was up for it and you cant believe that Mark came up with that game, not that you’re scared of anything.

Joy spins the bottle and everyone was quiet, waiting for the bottle to point the first lucky player.  The person who will give the dare is the person on your right. And to your surprise, you’re sitting with one of the strangers. A guy named Jaehyun.

Everyone seems to get along fine, Johnny and Mark looked like close friends already even though they just met. And the person beside you, Jaehyun, kept the drinks flowing, pouring tequila shots for everyone. And the other guy, Yuta, was a joker. Kept everyone laughing all the time.

When the bottle finally points at you, everyone cheered for you because Jaehyun is the one giving the dare.

“Oh don’t worry, she can do almost everything. Don’t go easy on her.” Your friend Wendy shouts to Jaehyun and all of your friends agreed. Again, dares don’t bother you. You find it really fun. During Wendy’s birthday, she dared you to kiss Mark for 10 straight seconds, and you did, you even bit his lips and put tongue in it.

Jaehyun clears his throat and proceeds to his dare for you, he’s reaching for 8 shot glasses and pours tequila on them, the glasses are full.

“I dare you, to finish these 8 tequila shots and kiss me after, I’ll be your lime”

Everyone went, “Ohh!” and cheered for you.

“Failure to do so, you’re punishment would be, paying for this whole bottle” everyone went crazy because Jaehyun kept on challenging you. You wanted to fight back and challenge him too, so you did.

“If I do everything you said, you’ll pay for everything tonight” you challenge back and everyone went even crazier. He added 2 more shots to make the shots 10, “deal.”

You went on drinking with a smile, confident enough that he’s going to pay for everything tonight and you will go home super wasted, Wendy should take care of you.

You down the first 4 shots fast, everyone was counting. “1! 2! 3! 4!” You glanced at Jaehyun taking the last 5 shots continuously without breaking eye contact. You took the last shot slowly, making him wait for the most awaited kiss. He’s smiling already, really impressed on how you handle your alcohol very well.

You came closer to him and kissed him. His hands are cupping your face so he can kiss you properly. The taste of tequila lingers in your lips, and the taste of lime lingers on his.

Everyone was counting and it has been 5 seconds since you started kissing each other. Jaehyun tried to pull away but you grabbed his head, encircling your arms around his neck and kissing him more. You hear nothing but the heavy music, and you cant stop kissing his soft lips. This time you pulled away.

“Y/n you wild girl!” You hear them cheering, as if they cant believe what just happened. Everyone is speechless but somehow made them howling.

Going back to Jaehyun, you remind him the deal, “We’ll Jaehyun, you owe us” He nods with a smile on his face very satisfied with what you did.

As Mark introduced another game, you excused yourself and went to the comfort room. I cant believe I just kissed someone looking like a mess, you told yourself. You removed the small lipstick smudge on your face and straightened your dress. To your surprise Jaehyun is waiting for you just outside the ladies room.

“Hi” he started.

“Good game” is all you can say, not actually wanting to talk to him any longer so you walked passed him.

“Y/n can we...” you stopped and turned towards him again. “Can we continue what we started earlier?”

Wha he said startled you. If you’re really being honest, he kissed you really good and you wonder what other things he’s good at.

You can’t believe you agreed, leaving your friends at the bar, Jaehyun paid for all the drinks as promised. He took you to a fine hotel, a rather decent and expensive one for a hook up.

When you’re finally alone with him, he kissed you wildly not like how he kissed you earlier, it was wet and breathtaking, your lips burn from his biting. Discarding your sexy black dress, you caught Jaehyun admiring you. You unbuttoned his black buttoned down shirt, not leaving his lips.

Careful not to bump on anything, he walks you towards the room and gently pushed you on the perfectly made bed ready to be ruined and stained. You throw pillows at him trying to let him catch you in the huge bed but he catches you immediately, hovering on top of you. Savouring your soft skin, he gently kisses your shoulders down to your breast licking and kneading it already. You unclasp your bra from behind, Jaehyun throwing it somewhere in the huge bed and continued what he was doing with your breast.

Wet kisses trails all over your body, Jaehyun kissing your hard nipples making it even harder, “You have nice nipples” he whispers in between  biting and licking your breast, all you can do is moan and run your fingers to his soft hair.

You feel him coming down slowly between your legs, leaving soft kisses on your abdomen and playing with your pink lacy panties. Teasing your clothed entrance, he removes your underwear slowly leaving you fully naked under him.

“On the scale of 1-10, how drunk are you?” He asked and waits for your answer before continuing.

“.5” you answer with a giggle, telling him you’re not drunk and all is good he can fuck you senseless. He let out a small giggle, showing his cute dimples before teasing you again. Looking at you straight in the eye while his fingers make you feel good. He looked hot and ethereal, almost looked like a sex god you thought.

He spreads your legs even wider and plays with your slit more before he removes his pants. He has a great body you thought, Jaehyun looked like a model who came out straight from a magazine. His Calvin Klein underwear makes him ten times hotter.

“Y/n you’re staring” he snaps out of you.

You gasp as you remember that your legs are wide open in front of him, trying to close them but he stops you. He grabs your legs, and dragged you down, leaving your legs dangling on the side of the bed. He’s in between your opened legs, you came closer to him, Jaehyun made you touch his perfectly sculpted body. You look into his eyes when your hand made its way to his growing crotch, he’s hard already.

You kissed his abdomen playing with his Calvin Klein underwear before removing it. His cock sprung free, almost slapped your cheek. You lick it for a the mean time leaving Jaehyun weak. You feel him trembling already but that didn’t stopped you from blowing him. You took him slowly, pushing his cock in your mouth your tongue doing wonders inside. You sucked him good and you made sure you never let go of his cock putting him on edge over and over again. Fucked up Jaehyun is so hot and he’s sweating already, hair cover his beautiful face from looking down at you.

Looking in his eyes when you feel hes about to come, you focused on licking and sucking the head of his cock, slowly and very slowly you push back taking him full in your mouth again then he cums. You felt him cum, a lot a and you swallowed looking into his eyes.

You winked at him and he pushed you back to bed growling while kissing your neck, hands all over your body. Kissing your lips again wilder than ever, biting your nipples making you moan with a soft, “ouch.”

You can feel his cock hard again poking your thigh, you hum stroking and teasing it again. “Cant get enough of my cock?” He whispers, leaving wet kisses or your neck.

His hand went between your bodies and you can feel him stroking his cock teasing, your entrance. “Oh wait” you stopped for a second, “condom” you remembered.

He sighed and and puts his forehead on top of your breast, that gave you tingles.

“I dont have one” he said, very disappointed with himself.

“Aaw. Too bad, I have one” you teased him again, his mood went back, “check my purse” he quickly get off the bed and grabs your purse.

Watching Jaehyun rolls the condom on his thick cock, your mouth waters about the things you want him to do with you. “Its only one so we’ll have to make the best of it” he said hovering on top of you again.

You bit his lip followed by kissing it with your tongue to put him on momentum again. It worked. Checking your slit if you’re still wet, he lines he’s cock to your pussy and slammed right in without any warning.

“Ah - you didn’t warned me!” You screamed, almost 100% sure you scratched he’s back with your long nails.

Fucking you slowly now, Jaehyun says his sorry while he’s making you feel good. You moan, when he change his pace from fast to slow taking his time on you, putting you on edge.

“Do you want me to spread my legs more?” All he did was kiss you hungrily as a form of answer. His right hand is on your left thigh, making you spread even wider and stopping your legs from closing at the same time. His other hand is all over your body like it has a life on its own, making you suck his thumb and puts it on your clit. The sudden action made your hip jolt, and your right thigh kicking on the sheet below. You moan beside his ears, letting him know how good he is.

Your hands are encircled around his neck, making him focus in you. Looking him in the eye while he thrusts hard and deep and your boobs bouncing up and down beneath him.

Searching for more feeling, addicted to everything Jaehyun does to you, you made him suck your right thumb while looking into your eyes, he gave you a wink and suddenly you felt your lower abdomen tighten, your eyes roll back and your body archs. You heard him giggle because he knew what he did to you.

With your long nails, you never intend to scratch Jaehyun’s back but he’s fucking you now through your orgasm, not letting go and his thrust got harder and sharper

“Jaehyun!” You moan his name, spreading you legs even wider trying your best to get out of the overstimulation.

Wanting to see his beautiful face, you raked your fingers to Jaehyun’s beautiful hair scratching his forehead accidentally.

He came closer to you, whispering sweet things and making you laugh while he fucks you nonstop. “You’ve been hurting me quite a lot, am I going to be alive after this?” You laughed but it turned out to be a load moan, he’s now kissing and bitting your nipples again as he picked up his pace.

Your head moving from side to side, gripping on his back more because of the changed pace. He bit the skin of your left boob a little too hard, it actually stings, maybe a little blood but you don’t care.

You grabbed his face and kissed him to prevent him from biting you again, and just a glanced to Jaehyun’s perfect fucked up face made you cum again trembling and shivering under him, moaning his name telling him to stop. But of course he didn’t, he chased his own orgasm and cums right after you.

“Oh, y/n” he moans, almost sounded like he’s about to cry. He pulls out immediately after he cums and discarded the condom, throwing into the trash bin. You pant, while trying to pull the white duvet to cover your shivering body but you’re just too weak. Jaehyun kissed the top of your head and covers your body, soon joining you in bed to give you heat.

Warm enough to make your shivering stop, you cling to Jaehyun so much, you can smell his body soap.

Forcing to get up, Jaehyun didn’t expect you to leave him so soon. As much as you wanted to stay, you cant.

With trembling legs, you forced yourself to collect you clothes and put them on again. Jaehyun looks for his underwear, and wears it again.

Not wanting to lose your touch so soon, he was planning to convince you to stay with him tonight. To his surprise he felt your cold hands on his waist, gripping it softly from behind it made him blush and smile so big his ears are turning red.

“Im sorry” He heard you apologising, but he didn’t know exactly why.

“What? Why are you apologising all of a sudden?” He asked, still not feeling the sting caused by the scratches that you made on his back. It almost looked like some type of animal scratched Jaehyun’s back, and you feel sorry because that animal was you.

“Jaehyun Im sorry. Wait please sit down” you exclaimed, pretty sure he doesn’t know whats happening.

You went to the bathroom to grab the first aid kit and some wet towels. You keep on apologising to him while you check the wounds, cleaning it with the wet towel.

Its weird how he’s smiling, maybe he enjoys rough sex but you’re certain that you can’t leave without tending his wounds.

Grabbing his face with both of your hands, scanning for other wounds. He’s quite startled he thought you’re going to kiss him, and you notice his ears are burning red it made you worry more. You pressed the wound on his forehead, he let out a loud “ouch!”

You’re still not wearing your dress, just your bra and underwear and to be honest Jaehyun thinks your hot while you’re tending his wounds. He tries to hide his growing erection, trying to avoid from being embarrassed.

“Im sorry. I couldn’t control myself” you put a bandaid on the scratch you made on his forehead still feeling sorry.

You’re too focused on feeling sorry you didn’t notice Jaehyun is smiling sweetly, he notice the bruised he cause on your boob and he suddenly panicked.

He didn’t know what to do, he didn’t want to just grab your boob and put a bandaid on it he thought that’s rude. So instead, he apologised and told you that its bleeding. “Don’t worry about it, its just a small scratch I can manage” you said while putting on some clothes again.

“Why cant you stay? And sleep here beside me?” Jaehyun blurted out.

“Its not that I don’t want to... but I have class in the morning and I have to be in school really early” you fix your hair in mirror near the bathroom. “Don’t you have class or anything?”

“The last time I attended class was 8 years ago? I think?” He went back under the covers looking like a god with his left hand behind his head, his muscles flexing.

But what you heard made you shook your head, it made you dizzy for some reasons. You opened a bottle of water and handling one to Jaehyun thinking he might want some.

“So you’re telling me, we’re not on the same age bracket?” You asked not wanting to believe what you’re hearing from him. “Did you know that I’m younger than you?” You asked almost shouting at him.

“Hey, hey. Calm down.” He asks of you, “Believe me I’m almost as shocked as you are, but I don’t think there’s something wrong with it? Were both adults already”

“I had sex with an older man” you said to yourself, biting your nails while siting on a chair facing the bed. “How old are you again?” You asked Jaehyun, your frustration already visible.

“30-“

“Oh fuck!” You shouted, “Im only 23!” You shouted again not looking at him.

He’s giggling and he doesn’t looked like he’s bothered at all.

You gathered your false bravery, and you apologised to him. Telling him it was a mistake, “woah, woah, woah!” He stopped you from what you’re about to tell him.

“You’re making me feel really old right now. After giving me the best blowjob of my life and having sex with me just a few minutes ago, now you’re apologising?” He still looked calm.

“It’s just- It’s not my thing. Hooking up to guys older than me... Way older than me” you’re head starting to ache.

He let out a soft laugh, runs his fingers to his beautiful black hair and crossed his arms, “Well for someone younger than me, you seemed well spoken and mature” he bit his lower lip, “and for someone so young, you seem good in bed like really good. You almost made me cum so fast” He praised you trying to make you calm.

You put your hair up on a messy bun, making you ten times hotter. Jaehyun smiles again while watching you walk around the hotel room but felt a slight disappointment when he sees you putting on your heels.

The atmosphere was quiet and all you here is the sound if the ac in the hotel room, “Please. Mr. I had a really great time, but I really need to go”

So thankful that he didn’t stopped you from going home, Jaehyun thought he didn’t have any right to make you stay. He was scared to make you angry and to make you feel more guilty, so he let you go. For now.

And you left. You left Jaehyun in that cold hotel room, after he made you feel so good you’re almost positive you’ll never have a good fuck like that ever again. ................................................. Masterlist

[littleziisa]

If I gain enough appropriate skills one day I’m gonna do a video essay abt Joker. There are many interesting facets psychologically that contribute to the truth and what actually happened in the movie (and what did not). For example, it is shown that Arthur isn’t completely literate which shows up in how  he writes and processes text. cw: references to child abuse under cut

taking notes on stand-up:

work the crowd

dress nice but casual

make obzervashins obhat ahdicence

slick hair???

eye contact

always make funny obzervashins

sexy jokes alwaze funny

His therapy (”joke”) notebook:

Why did the old man like having insomeea? because he didnt half to sleep with his wife.

Why are poor peeple always confusd? because they dont make any cents

how many time did the doctor tell what did the crazy man sey to the straet  (-> high strung) streit jacket? loosen up a little.

and the highlighted and long-shot

i just hope my death makes more se cents than my life

which references to cents = sense. Looking at the end of the movie this could be used to interpret alternate endings.

As a contrast, from relentless pausing and screencapping, the letter to Thomas Wayne by Penny Fleck:

Dearest Thomas,

There is definite possibility that I will die soon as I have been very sick lately. It is for this reason that I am writing you another letter now.

As you well know I love you very much. Over the past seven months I’ve sent you dozens of letters in the faint hope that you would get back to me. I honestry did not wish to bother you over the years because I know how much pain and suffering our love has caused for both of us.

I realize this might open me up to ridicule, but I need your help, your son and I need your help. I’ll admit to you that the reason I’m asking is  because my living conditions are so dire and I have no insurance or opportunities for any future.

Thomas, you are the only hope for me and your son. Arthur is a good boy. Maybe a little sad, but a good boy none the less. I think you would be Proud of the job I’ve done with him, and how happy he is most of the time.

And Thomas, I’m asking -- please look into your good heart and at least give us something so we can better our station, and become the kind of people you could love and respect.

I love you forever,

Penny Fleck

The bold words are underlined, which could be interpreted as the only words Arthur focuses into - and thus are under the influence of unreliable narrator. It’d make even more sense if those were altered in the manner where Penny just asks for money for herself.

It is established that Penny has delusions and has been on the news for abusing 3yo Arthur (adopted after she found him abandoned) with bruising, chaining him to a radiator, and malnutrition (passing on the abuse she received from her boyfriend). The non-fantasy parts of the show still show Arthur being malnourished which points that the abuse is still ongoing. That scene where Arthur feeds Penny and she says something about him needing to eat more points to this being one of Arthur’s fantasy scenarios.

[bolontiku]

“Done”

part 4

Summary: After a fight with the Joker at the club, you decide you are done.

A/N: Last part to this series! the song she sings is by Sia “My Love” if anyone wants to know. Thank you for following along you guys! It makes me happy to hear from you so please dont be shy! let me know what ya’ll think!! -Tiku

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Jay hummed in your ear, making you giggle as he gently ran his hands up your sides. He was always gentle with you, as if he was afraid to break you. A soft chuckle left you making him look up and meet your eyes again. 

“HHhhmmm, whhhaaaat is so funny?” he asked nuzzling you.

“You know you do that?” you asked arching into his touch, Gods how he made you feel so sexy!

“Whats that my little Kitten?” he asked his voice turning into a light growl as he nipped at your midsection, his lips following his finger tips leaving little burning flames on your exposed skin. 

“You treat me...ahhh! As if I am made of glass at times!” You squirmed under him, your breathing coming out in little gasps. “Jaaayyyy,” your voice was a whine. You lived for these moments, where you saw him, Jay...YOUR Jay.

**

Pain made you gasp, bringing you out of the dream you had been indulging in. You dragged in a ragged breath. No, that hadnt been a dream, you had lived it, you had had that moment. 

Viktor came into view, chuckling, “It seems that you lost consciousness there for a moment. Glad you are back with us. You studied his face, he had been young and handsome once, now riding on former glory you could understand why he was envious of Jay. 

Jay had what this man once had, though Jay was more terrifying in your opinion. “You’ll have to do better than that,” you laughed, sounding a bit off kilter even to your own ears. “You’ll have to do better than that!!!!” you laughed more freely now in a song song voice.

Viktor grimaced at your high pitched voice, “hit her.” he demanded.

You screamed as electricity shot through you. “YOU CANT HURT ME.... Im the ginger bread man!” you cried.

Viktor rolled his eyes, “She is making no sense. Get what information you can out of her and then get rid of her. At least what was between her legs was better than what is between her ears!” he bit out in contempt. “What now?” he asked as you sang.

‘My love, leave yourself behind Beat inside me, leave you blind My love, you have found peace You were searching for release’

Again he rolled his eyes, “like i said, she has to know how his operation works, she’s been with him long enough, get it done, i am sick and tired of seeing her face!”

You gave it all You gave into the call You took a chance and You took a fall for us You give thoughtfully, loved me faithfully You taught me honor, you did it for me Tonight you will sleep for good You will wait for me my love

“And I dont want to hear her voice unless she is screaming.” he started to walk away then paused, “as a matter of fact, make sure you record her screams for me. I would love to hear her screams even after shes gone.”

**

The first time you had seen Joker he had found you on the floor, after your then boyfriend had beaten you. He hadnt been able to tear his eyes off you and had scooped you up into his arms, ignoring the indignant cries of your boyfriend. “Get rid of him Frost.” Joker had growled, “Hello there little stray, would you like to come home with me?” Unable to form words you had only nodded, your arms finding their own way around his neck. “Hmm, yes you will do nicely.” he had laughed, carrying you away from your nightmare. “Tell me what your name is Kitten?”

“Y/N Y/L/N,” you answered mezmorized by the icy blue eyes before you. 

**

Now I am strong (Now I am strong) You gave me all You gave all you had and now I am home 

You would sing for him when he couldnt sleep. When he was irritated, sometimes Frost would come snag you up and drag you to wherever Jay was and he would beg you, to calm him. You would sing, it was the only thing you could do.

“Ha Ha Ha” you lifted your head weakly, the men around you not moving. You were dreaming again. The pain you were trying to block out causing you to hallucinate. You dropped your head, accepting it, if you were going to die, then you would die in the arms of the man who had saved you once. Even if he didnt want you anymore, he had tired of his stray kitten.

You loved honestly Did what you could release I know in peace you go I won't relieve this love Now I am strong (Now I am strong) You gave me all You gave all you had and now I am home My love, leave yourself behind Beat inside me, I'll be with you

“HA”

“HA”

“HA”

People scattered as the building erupted in action. Assault rifles spitting out bullets, men in costumes breaking in the doors and shooting down the ones who were brave enough to run, hunting down those that hid and happily gunning them down. 

One man stepped in skipping happily amongst the chaos. He froze as his eyes landed on you, “OOooohhh, my Kitten!” He stalked forwards taking in your state. “FROST!” he growled cutting you down and sweeping you up in his arms. Frost came forwards, accepting you in his arms as Joker handed you over. “Take her home. Get her a doctor, and clean her up.”

Frost nodded, he had only seen his boss like this once before. He knew to get out tje way and get out of the way fast. Joker turned from him, his maniacal laughter echoing off the walls as he stepped forwards. God help that idiot who had touched you. He thought of the three men who had been watching you, the one who had lost you and he was slight grateful they had already been taken care of since he hated the thought of what would have happened.

**

You gave it all You gave into the call You took a chance and You took a fall for us You give thoughtfully, loved me faithfully You taught me honor, you did it for me

Your eyes fluttered open, his gravely voice slid over you. It wasnt often he sung for you, but when he did it was nothing less than sweet honey, always making you melt. “Another dream,” you muttered softly, he turned to you smiling as you reached out to touch him holding back at the last moment. You were afraid if you touched him he would disappear, this was a dream. Another hallucination. “Oh, baby!” you cried, tears falling, “Im so sorry!”

“Woah there, there Kitten,” he purred moving to lean over you and kissing the top of your head. 

You felt your chest tighten as his lips lingered on your skin. “You’re real!” you cried, immediately wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling his body down on top of yours. You hissed in pain as he landed on you for a split second. He immediately pushed himself up off you just hovering above you.

“Kitten,” he growled, “You must be careful. You have a lot of injuries..”

“No, I dont care. Please Jay!” your voice broke as you whimpered, “I have to feel you next to me!”

He grunted and then slid into the bed next to you, pulling you into his arms gingerly. He chuckled softly as you buried yourself into his side. Small moans of pain escaping you. “Kitten, be careful, your bandages.”

“I dont care! You might disappear!” You cried desperately clinging to him. 

“You are spoiled rotten, this is what i get for picking up strays,” he laughed kissing you. He forced you to look at him, kissed the tip of your nose, your eyelids, your forehead, and finally your lips. You whimpered, as you kissed him back. “What was that Kitten?”

“Your doing it again.”

“Whats that?” he asked with a low growl. 

“I am not made of glass, I wont break,” you told him.

He chuckled, “No, I know that,” his piercing blue eyes locked on y/e/c, “Trust me Kitten I know that.”

***

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