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#anon#there are very few people i truly hate on the earth and louis is not one of them#really my 'hate' for him comes from a place of love and the want for them to do better#because they deserve better! and they can achieve that#yeah recently i've been hating on him and have been 'unsupportive' but thats how i deal with people who are in my eyes being stupid#making poor decisions#its very hard for me to see something and brush it under the rug#(not supporting the doc bc i dont want a doc that isn't truly authentic or made without the public lies)#im not someone whos gonna sit back and laugh when i see something i dont like ya know?#(please dont call me a solo harrie bc i think you missed my hating harry holivia era :D that was a shit show and harry was acting stupid#and i said that and didnt support that either lol)#not that i need to justify anything but i complain about hshq and tour all the time#im not gonna hate on harry bc hes not pissing me off rn? lol#its tough love sorry anon ik my worth and what i deserve to give to people based on what they give back#is that parasocial? idk but i also dont need to blindly follow and act happy when im not?#also i hate the word “stan” im just here observing the drama talking on my little blog about millionaire men that annoy me sometimes#i really do want better for them thats why im here at least thats what brought me here#i do like louis or at least i liked what he stood for in previous years but idk both of them seem to be kind of lost at the moment#this just turned into a ramble but anon im not a solo harrie nor will i ever be#i would like to be called a hater larrie.#why would i be directing hater energy at harry when he just sang woman after louis did ~that~#im not gonna praise him for stunting with a 22 y/o playing daddy and releasing a copy lg doc lmao
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bed chem
warnings; uhm sex lol? oral (male and femme recieving) very whorish thoughts, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it pls pls pls), brief mentions of bruising and hickeys, dirty talk. breeding kink if you squint
p. 1 | p. 3
word count; 2295
summary; jj and you have always been able to get along as long as it was in a nice comfy bed. what happens when you start to wonder if your chemistry goes beyond that?
divider by: @bernardsbendystraws
im being so for real when i say id let jj do just about anything he wanted to me.
and im not even being dramatic.
the second i can feel his lips make contact with that spot below my ear and his hands leaving finger prints on my hips, im a goner.
i dont necessarily know what it is about him specifically, and saying its our chemistry feels so icky to say but i dont know how else to describe it.
the way he hooks his thumbs through the belt loops on my shorts? like right now? yea im soaked already.
"mama you've been teasin me all night with that fucking idiot of a date- dont gotta do that baby you just gotta ask me for it."
"jj less talking more tongue."
"yes mama," he smirks up at me from his lap, his lips going back to my neck.
i have to interrupt him because i simply cant keep this shirt on my body. unfortunately i did have my cakes on so he just had to chuckle at them
"jj weve talked about this! they aren't funny!"
"baby theyre boob pancakes for your nipples its always gonna be hilarious."
" 'always' as if youre gonna see them again. how confident."
"sweetheart you say that every time. just let me give the girls some love and enjoy it, yea?" with that he starts peppering kisses all over my chest, his hands pawing at both of them.
"jesus-" the moans that come from my throat are honestly embarrassing but hes just too fucking good at this. he knows every sensitive inch on me.
its like he has me fucking memorized its insane. he feels insane.
and it doesnt help that he loves eye contact. i hate admitting that it flusters me, i dont want him knowing it takes everything in me to keep half of my dignity when he has me like this.
my fingers find the buckle of his belt doing my best to blindly work it off of his waist desperate to get whats under his pants.
im not ashamed to admit that.
"someones eager tonight," he pulls off of my chest with a noisy pop sound, smiling that signature cocky grin that i love to hate. "you gonna tell me what you want?"
i push him back onto the bed so i have easier access to his belt, more so his dick if im being honest.
"i want you to stop talking so i can get your pants off. why dont you work on that shirt for me baby?"
"well since you asked so sweetly," he chuckles throwing off his cut off while helping you get rid of his shorts. "only if you put your shorts on the floor next to mine."
"thats such a weird fucking thing to say jj what the fuck?"
"what? i thought thatd be cute."
"youre so freaking weird," you roll your eyes sliding off your shorts throwing them in whatever direction. they land next to his
jj sits there, head against the pillows watching me. i cant help but feel uneasy, im aware that i have no reason to be uncomfortable and that hes seen me this way plenty of times before but theres something in his eyes that makes me feel like hes drinking in every inch of me and its a but unsettling,
"youre so pretty. cant get enough of ya. ever," he gestures for me to come closer with his fingers before snapping and pointing to his face, "park it pretty mama."
"jj-" i start to interrupt him but he refuses any rebuttal.
"uh uh. weve talked about this. youre gonna sit on my face and im gonna eat it as much as i please. cmon now dont be shy. it doesnt suit you."
blush eats away at your cheeks as you crawl forward closer to his face, gripping the headboard for stability.
"im not shy."
"then act like it baby. now let me taste you, wanna warm you up good for me," and with those last words his arms wrap around my hips and he pulls me down so my weight is on his face.
the second his lips make contact his tongue is READY to work, and let me be clear he knows where the clit is okay? Sucking, licking, even nipping he does it all so fucking good.
all while looking up at me as i use his face like a damn chair.
my hips are desperately trying match the pace of his tongue, i can feel his nose rubbing against my clit giving me the best kind of friction im looking for.
oh my god and when he moans into me?? im done. finished. totaled. i cannot stop the sounds im making.
my legs shake beside his head, and hes staring up at me so smug, so proud of himself like his ability to make me cum was ever in question.
"see? so good for me mama was that so hard?"
i cant even get the words out, still clutching onto the headboard catching my breath. "jj-"
"ive got you dont worry," he picks me up by my waist and twists us so hes now hovering over me. "ill make you feel so good i promise."
"jj- i-" i try to take a deep breath and gather my thoughts, none of them holy obviously. "just gimme a second-"
"awe, someone overstimulated? already?"
i close my eyes and take a deep breath, because yes i do get easily overstimulated. "dont be a dick-"
"i havent even pulled it out yet."
"oh yea? lets see what you've got to say when ive got you all up in my mouth huh? lets find out baby."
i move out from underneath him and lay my head off the edge of the bed, looking at him with an excited glimmer in my eyes and my tongue sticking out.
"holy shit-" i giggle watching jj practically fall off the bed to take his boxers off, fumbling to do so. "are you serious?"
"yea jayj im serious," i say through a few laughs. "now cmere. remember you dont gotta hold back. i can take it."
"oh my god- shit. mama you keep talking like that and im not gonna last."
"i dont wanna talk jj i want your cock in my mouth," and with those final words his boxers drop to the floor. and i can see how ready is, honestly it looks painful. and i wanna make him feel all better.
my hand finds his, pulling him closer to the beds edge. once his length is over my mouth i run my tongue down his shaft, taking him into my hand and pumping what i cant reach.
"you ready for me baby?"
jj doesnt answer, he grabs my hair and tugs my head down further having me open my mouth before stuffing me full.
i can hear the groan he lets out, its guttural. and hot as fuck.
my tongue slides along his length almost asking to pull him in deeper. but he keeps still for a moment, gathering himself so he can continue.
but i know my boy. hes not gonna wait much longer to be inside me and i have no plans on arguing about it.
after a minute his hips buck forward a bit. "you good mama?"
and of course i cant really respond with his dick in my mouth. so naturally i try to take him deeper, urging him to move his hips again.
his grip on my hair tightened as he buried himself as deep as he could and slowly pulling back out.
poor guy is torturing himself! i havent even done anything, and he knows he doesnt have to go this slow.
he keeps his rhythm slow and steady, and i can feel the anticipation in his muscles restricting himself so i give his thigh a quick tap letting him know to pull away.
"jj you okay? you can go faster."
he lets a groan fall from his already pouty lips, "mama i cant handle going faster. need to be in ya when i bust."
i cant help but chuckle at his admission.
"oh baby. shouldve just said somethin. how you want me?"
i love making his eyes roll to the back of is head. but not like that weird anime shit. you know what i mean?
jj jumps back onto the mattress, back against the headboard patting his lap. "you know i want the girls all up in my face sweetheart. cmon and give me a good ride."
"yes captain," did i always say that jokingly? of course. did he always take it seriously? absolutely.
i climb over his lap, letting my knees rest against the bed sheets.
"youre still on the pill mama? or you still like the idea of me puttin a baby in ya" he looks up at me with pleading eyes, praying i am because he knows that means ill let him in bare. so fucking pussy whipped. i love it.
"jj you wouldn't be in this bed with me if i wasnt, now are you clean?" i have to ignore the baby comment because yea i really really really do.
"if you really believed i wasnt you wouldve have just tried to suck out my soul."
he does technically have a point there. "cant think straight when youre just standing there you know that jj. cmon are you clean or not?"
"youre the only one for me sweetheart. hop on, please. im beggin ya. need you so bad mama its killin me."
"'s gonna be a tight fit. 'm already so swollen down there."
"jesus," his head falls to rest on my chest and its like he all of a sudden remembers i have tits. peppering kisses all over my chest before wrapping his mouth over my nipple as i line him up. "baby you dont even know what youre saying. what its doin to me. got me so worked up im not gonna last long."
"good thing too because neither am i."
letting my weight lower onto him we moan out in unison, grabbing the hairs at the nape of his neck i hold tight as i let the sting of his size settle.
i do adjust rather quickly, seeing as hes been inside me plenty times before.
rocking my hips to start slow, i press small kisses on his hair as his grip on my hips tightens. part of me hopes i have little finger tip bruises tomorrow. they always show through my swimsuits. jj cant get enough of them.
"shit baby i need more.. cmon you can take it. its alright im not goin no where. give it to me."
fuck does he know how to talk me through it.
i raise myself a little only to leave a small drop, increasing the pace with each bounce. because holy shit he just hits that spot every damn time. sometimes i legit wonder if his dick was made for me.
then i roll my eyes at how fucking whipped i sound.
"yeaaa thats it mama. you keep that up, just how ya like it," thats the last thing he says before his thumbs starts toying with my clit and his mouth is once against attached to one of my breasts.
jjs the only guy that ive ever told that i need something else when hes inside me. never once made me feel insecure or guilty about it. in fact, i kind think he loves that he gets to play with me more.
"holy shit- jay- jay im close... you there baby?"
i can feel him nod against me so i move faster, harder, whatever i can do to chase that high im so desperately close to. and i can tell hes close to, hes got a little twitch whenever hes almost there and it feel soooo fucking good. takes me right over the edge.
"yeaaa gorgeous thats it. want me to fill you up? want me to make you my real mama?"
my head buries itself in his neck, covering it in small kisses to muffle my moans as i finish all over him.
and he's not close behind, thrusting up to meet me as i ride out mine, finishing just moments after me and i can feel him covering my insides.
and dammit if i dont wanna feel this way forever.
"so fucking good mama. made just for me i swear..." he mumbles against my chest leaving little hickeys as he catches his breath.
after a minute of just holding onto each other he slowly lowers me to the bed knowing that my legs feel like jelly.
he presses a kiss to my cheek before headed to the bathroom and grabbing us a wet washcloth. he rubs it over my thighs and my stomach and neck before cleaning me up carefully, knowing it helps me cool off afterwards.
"thank you jayj... always so sweet."
"shucks mama dont worry about it, you know ill always take care of you."
after cleaning the both of us up he grabs his muscle tank he was wearing before handing it to me so i can have some coverage while i sleep.
"want me to go out on the couch?" he wondered. always so thoughtful.
"dont be stupid. climb on in big boy."
his stupid sleepy smile is so freakin cute, i hate it.
"night jj."
"night sweetheart. love ya."
i know he says it every time. every night in fact. so why when he tells me that does it put a pit in my stomach?
and just like that, with his arms around me, hes peacefully asleep and im wide awake wondering what the fuck im doing.
#fic recs <3#dic recs <3#jj maybank need you by my side#mdni#my writing <3#jj maybank fics#jj maybank smut#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank#short n sweet
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I've been thinking about this while making sandwiches for the last like 10 minutes and i feel like i should just get it out somewhere
(*please* tell me if this needs trigger warnings)
i just played buckshot roulette a little while ago and first off, great game, another one of those rare games that come in randomly and create a conversation a hundred times bigger than the game itself, and in this case, deservedly so! i especially liked the tension of pulling the trigger of a shotgun on yourself *point blank*, it is immense, as it should be, and the best part is that it never gets any easier no matter how many times you end up shooting yourself. but that's not really my point with this post.
the point i wanna make is the response I've seen only once but that worried me a lot nevertheless.
mike klubnika, the creator of buckshot roulette (and a few other great games) is russian. and i am ukrainian. now, i personally dont have a problem with mike just because of that, i know better than to blindly hate people because they're 'the other', plus his games outside of roulette almost universally have themes of resisting authority, and somehow i feel that was not born out of nowhere. which is to say i dont think he's a fan of the Current World Event going on between our countries. (needless to say, i'm also having a fucking terrible time living in war, and am not a huge fan of being invaded by russia. i'm only adding this because this is the No Reading Comprehension website.)
despite that, not too long ago, in a ukrainian art server i joined i saw an offhand comment from one user on someone else's piece of buckshot roulette fanart that worried me instantly, (and that was before i ever really bothered to play BR or look into mike's previous games, so it worries me even more now that i know more about the dev!). the comment went something like 'wow i love the game a lot, but the creator is RUSSIAN >:(' which, yeah that is, again, an offhand comment which didnt have much thought put into it, so why am i getting so worked up about it? because it is kind of indicative of the fact that said person only really hates the creator *because he's THE OTHER.* if they bothered to look into just his itch io page and think about any of the games which are not BR, they might have found that hey, they seem to universally have a message i agree with and one of the games just straight up all but screams 'WAR BAD.'
all that to say, i feel like recently, nationalism has been on a steady rise in ukraine. obviously there is a good reason to be upset, very much so, but going down the road of blind hate is terrible, and only leads to where russia is today - a country ruled over by a senile old man, who blindly hates the country neighboring his own, and who successfully tricked most of his own people into doing the same. that tiny little offhand comment isnt the only one that i've seen that showcases this kind of nationalism but it might be one of the most blind and stupid cases.
tldr: nationalism is on the rise in ukraine and i'm afraid
#kris rambling#buckshot roulette#now to add onto this: there is very much a conversation to be had about how a lot of people in ukraine consume russian media#which generates profit for russia which they then send over to us in the form of bombs.#however.#an indie gamedev who asks a measly 1 dollar 20 cents for his game is not the problem here.#the real problem is giant media corporations that produce the vast majority of said profit.
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destructive praise is worse than constructive criticism.
pointing out the issues of the comic in an attempt to reach the clowns and have them work on it is a good thing, as it ultimately benefits the comic and whatever future creations may be in store. blindly praising everything about the comic despite there being several blatant issues is a bad thing, as the issues will go unresolved and perhaps even worsen, and may bleed into other creations.
plus, if i dont point it out, someone else will, and i cant promise theyll be as tolerant as i am. everyones really lucky this criticism is coming from someone who resonated with the comic, and not some bigot who hates it just because its a queer autistic furry thing.
99% of this fandom is practicing destructive praise. i am practicing constructive criticism. regardless of how brash or rude i may sound, everything is ultimately intended to be constructive. so please learn to take it and learn from it.
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i know i shouldnt be all doom and gloom, but like... im hearing the election preview results and im dissappointed. i was once in a vc with a few people 2 months ago and like. the topic turned to the election. and yknow what i heard from my friends? "im too scared to vote" and "i dont care" (i think both of them are able to vote). about the fear, if blue doesnt win, YOURE FUCKED UNLESS SOME MIRACLE HAPPENS AND JD AND TRUMP DIE. and about the i dont care. really? you, an intersex person, doesnt care about if someone who hates intersex (and non-cis in general) people win? someone who WILL attempt to erase you? like. really? at least with harris and biden you have a better chance of bullying them into making better laws! they havent declared theyll make a dictatorship if they win!
i know im a european whose only source is tumblr, but christ. i know some of you will hate me for this but... it needs to be said. the cowards and the careless are letting red win. and it upsets me. and it even isnt my country. i know im getting political but... its for the sake of my friends. my friends, who dont fit into the cishet white family image which trump wants to push on everyone.
UPDATE: well turns out some people cant take responsibility for their actions (even if me vagueposting isnt the right way to go about it). and people will blindly listen. if anyone who blocked me does see this however: YOU CANT LIVE IN YOUR BUBBLE FOREVER. YOULL NEED TO ACT OR YOUR BUBBLE WILL BE POPPED.
UPDATE AGAIN: Apparently the people I was referring to can't vote. I won't delete anything I've said because, y'know, can't exactly go back, but I will leave this here.
UPDATE x3: wellll turns out the reasons? fake excuses for one of em (the other i honestly cant check because it involves personal details). if you know who im talking about, please block him. and also any of hìs friends because they cant think for themselves. if you want names/tags for blocking reasons i can dm them, but please for the love of god do not harrass them.
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hm. another. whats zeldas opinion of revali/vice versa?
OHHOHO…….
alright so!! pre cal!!! revali likes/relates to her that expands into likes but also realized they are. Very Different People. and theres some issues about that. he also thinks shes really cheesy + is kind of dumbfounded by her sometimes. for zelda its Finally someone who doesnt like this twerp blindly (the twerp is link), to being, once again, different people but they can agree on One thing at least which depends from situation to situation. they dont argue but more passively disconnect from each other. unless they agree on something! also revali gets the whole powers deal with zelda and gets the struggle and all that jazz. well sort of. he understands the effort and not mastering her powers and the pressure that comes from that. but at the same time. wh. why is she the princess/why does hyrule have this grip if not for her powers. her interest in sheikah tech is probably why shes leading it but . why not an actual sheikah ………. he doesnt mention it mostly but its just a question of ‘why am i following you…’ . revalis american voice actor had that mindset except for link, which i get where hes coming from but i. do not think revali is following orders from link. that would be certain sheikahs as well as some of the guards. also revali is like. a teen to me. but anyways yeah!!! when they first meet they bicker slightly about the divine beasts but ultimately bond of their hatred of link. past this revali Does listen when she talks/rambles about the divine beasts. he doesnt really know how to do Conversation when she does it and either nods along or tries to relate it to something to not just Be Silent and have something to say. zelda sometimes gets annoyed by it but appreciates the effort. they dont really talk a lot save for champion meetings which at some point would escalate into a roadtrip at some point. revali and zelda would both be put off by each others social and rupee status. theyd probably like doing archery together! revalis issues later on kind of start when his opinions on link. dont change because fundamentally its the same just views it at a different angle. so the normal type of bonding is strained slightly. he doesnt know How zelda hates link as in the specific way she hates link not. how could she. thatd be kind of stupid. but like. her thought process. and when his has changed and hers has not he just kind of lies. i dont want link to be the only factor for this either; general things like once again the social statuses of the two and how that’d affect their views, just simply not getting the sheikah tech only really liking medoh, and just. not really knowing how to bond? revali has 0 hobbies. zelda tries to though it is hard when youve got to prioritize your powers. the sheikah tech is just an alternative method For her powers . she may have been genuinely interested in it if she hadnt had to worry about that but its more likely that it wouldve stayed buried. as of right now she Does like it but theres a more. desperate angle to it. shes less doing it because she wants to and more she Has To. plus she’d probably have shame about her ramblings, especially for things that arent Important like the sheikah tech. also she has no idea how to relate to revali at all. she doesnt get the training 24/7 thing and its like. ‘please tell me you do something. fun to do’ ‘ . ‘ . and then for her thered be the thing of when she doesnt hate link. no idea how i’ll make that work (im. Not doing the yiga memory for that one) or how gradually the change happens and whether she just kind of. projects onto him/just acts nicer or both. either way her opinion would have have to had changed from retaliation based on the assumption that link hated her to ‘oj he doesnt hate me.’ trying to make amends. but once that happens she doesnt really know how to feel about link. like on one hand the core issue of him not really being able to emote hasnt changed and cant change really. she has to be able to accept that or just. not care when people Do hate her. self confidence . especially consi
dering link didnt even hate her at first he just . Did Not Emote. gotta accept that people will think their things and move on. i dunno wording it it doesnt feel right but. yeah. anyways once that changes how does she. talk or relate to revali anymore. she doesnt hate link anymore what do they talk about. uh. so yeah! she’d probably try with chemistry and such but its a bit of a dead end. he’d be glad she’d appreciate rito culture and actively asks about things but theyve got to. talk to each other
post cal if revali and the others dont disappear!! he’d be pretty worried over all, and would Not approve of the whole reestablish the monarchy. zelda would uh. while she did in fact miss him and shes glad to see him shes not happy about the questioning of her life choices however she would be happy to see him. i think. gradually she starts the monarchy idea? because at first shes busy with living in kakariko and learning how to fight and exploring sometimes and helping paya and working on the slate/making a new slate with communications. this. this is actually furthering the they leave argument. however if they stay while wreath is doing fuck all then they can stay with zelda. also they could. just simply stay at their own regions and such….. they might as well be alive at this point. Anyways during that time she’d just be happy to talk and train with him. revali would elaborate on things wreath did so she Wouldnt do them (like getting hit by a boulder hypothetically). hes impressed by the machine guns she’d probably make at some point. however i think urbosa and mipha and daruk would take more of a lead on helping her. the same thing of agreeing on that One Thing pre cal would happen here too. but would probably openly disagree on some of the things she thinks during travels. i think she’d get more serious post cal though and he can respect that . more serious as in more willing to talk about things/snap. ts underswap sans is this a joke ruthless route
so basically ! mutual meh. more likely to get stuff done together but i dont think theyd know how to be friends with each other. zelda would Try at the very least its just hard. i dont know how well i explained any of this especially with zelda. also i dont think they could Not be friends its just they have very little commonalities. theyd have to be ok with that. also for more general observations revali thinks shes weird and zelda thinks hes weird firey flaming text the weirdos
#wreath of the bild#HELLO AGAIN#ive seen revali/zelda fics and on one hand theyre interesting but also. i dont think either of their characters are like that
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honestly, i think cancelling yunjin is so stupid. it's one cup of starbucks.. and buying/drinking starbucks or mcdonalds or anything does not necessarily mean that the person who bought it supports israel. You call her ignorant when ur literally cancelling people over food and other stupid stuff."oh but they support israel!" let me ask you something, is boycotting actually doing something? Theres little evidence on how boycotting has affected anything, and the only thing thats happening is annoying people. I feel bad for the people, and i dont support israel, but its so fucking annoying seeing this happen. Grow up. ive literally seen ppl who supported palestine start hating this whole thing bc of the countless petty and annoying things.
i was thinking about whether i should answer this or delete this because i knew there was going to be someone who would say this exact stuff at one point after i would say i won't be writing for yunjin for now.
let's break it down :
I am NOT cancelling her, nor have i mentioned anywhere that she should be cancelled ( i think cancel culture is a whole lot of toxicity which is another topic) I am merely disappointed in her actions because she has faced this situation before and tell me one thing, if she had faced this same thing before and that time she responded accordingly ( which was deleting the post and apologising actually) would she not know how this would affect her/look abt her viewpoints? Also the fact that Jake from Enhypen ( her co-worker mind you.) apologised immediately after being called out for consuming st@rbucks on live is saying a lot too isn't it?
One starbucks...i can't even think of how stupid this statement is. She's a CELEBRITY. Her influence matters! Why do you think they do advertisements and shit with them?!
It's not just food! It's multinational companies directly funding these terrorist groups that commit genocides! st@rbucks and mcdon@lds are apart of these MNCS! And before you come and say the SK starbucks is not associated with the American one, they are still paying for using the brand name.
No one's claiming she's a zi0nist, but considering the fact that there's literally a hybe boycott going on rn due to them working with 🛵( a very raging zion!st who has literal proof of his support of isr@el as well as messaging pro-palestine armys is very telling) her still buying is obviously going to be showing a lot about her ignorance ???
and don't get me started on boycotting not working because if you lookup on twitter there's enough proof that these companies are pulling strings to literally gain sales that are dropping drastically!
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the main issue comes when this is turned into a fuckass fanwar instead of simply calling these idols out for consuming these products. stop defending her actions when clearly she is aware of everything going on ( she's literally the most online member in lesserafim, she has a coworker who apologised for consuming st@rbucks, there's trucks that are in front of that damn hybe building to urge them to stop working with 🛵) and the people you're talking abt hating this thing are hating it because fans like you are being so tone deaf and blindly defending these idols, turning this into fanwars!
all you had to do was search abt this instead of blindly accepting her actions but instead you choose to come into my inbox telling me to grow up.
i don't mean any malice or hate towards you, but please, look into why exactly people are calling her out, don't lose your moral sense over this. i hope you are able to see the issue soon enough. have a good day.
#[ mail 📬 ! ]#i knew this would happen#i don't care if you don't support this stance#feel free to block/unfollow#but i just have one thing to tell you#don't lose your morals#not buying is so easy#you're literally saving money#just yeah#that's all#thank you
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"autistic people cant/dont like to form close relationships" is just straight up wrong. we struggle with it due to not understanding social norms and having trouble with empathy, but that doesnt mean its impossible, much less that we dont want to. its not contradictory and claiming it is is a big misunderstanding of autism.
in fact, dare i say autism actually worsens the symptoms of BPD? because, since you dont understand social cues, its even harder to know if youre being abandoned or not, and you grow up learning that everyone else has some sort of psychological understanding that you just dont, so youre just constantly wondering if theyre not telling you something.
not only is imagined abandonment much more of a concern, but real abandonment is, too, given most people are much more likely to be turned off by autistic people, due to either not understanding, or straight up being uncomfortable with the way we interact. of course, this is much less likely when your FP is autistic themself, especially if theyre particularly similar to you.
among other things like rejection sensitive dysphoria combining with fear of imagined abandonment, autism is not only not mutually exclusive with BPD, but can make a whole new level of problems when combined. sincerely, someone diagnosed with autism who is on psychiatric treatment for severely impacting BPD symptoms (but whose psychiatrist doesnt like diagnosing in general so bah)
Thank you for this ask! Strong agree!
I struggle a lot with forming close relationships (mostly because of lack of understanding of social cues and general social anxiety), but that doesn't mean I'm incapable or wholly uninterested in them. I have purposely distanced myself from human connection since COVID happened and it's been simultaneously relieving but also excruciating. I simultaneously desire close connections and intimacy, but I'm bad at forming them and (when I DO have them), I'm constantly worried that people will leave me.
It's hard for me to read facial expressions and body language and I tend to assume everyone secretly hates me and wants to leave me all the damn time. It's part of the reason why I was so fucking bad at taking compliments from people seriously and why being a public figure has been so difficult. I am always paranoid that everyone's just lying when they say nice things.
There's this cold, crippling satisfaction that I currently have about not having any irl connections at all (outside of my family). I don't have to panic about being left behind all the time, don't have to struggle through social interactions blindly while worrying they have something to say that they aren't saying, don't have to people-please, won't accidentally hurt people by being aggressive or impulsive. But it's also just very destitute in a sense, yk?
The combination of simultaneously hating people and being an introverted freak (convinced that everyone's out to get me in some type of way) while also wanting/needing people at the same time is a uniquely shitty experience!
Though I'm alone irl, I've had the same FP for like,,, multiple years now and that's been a relief to have him and also another close friend in my online life. They've made my life overall better. So, shout out to those homies. :]
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Reading your replies to the other anons re:Singapore I now get why @chaofan1968 and other Chinese users I follow hate your ass and call you sinophobic, you literally told a Singaporean woman who was simply telling you she knew the person being quoted as herald of feminism in Singapore was not Singaporean and was in fact English, that google told you she was Singaporean and that she's not from the UK while anon literally told you she knows this woman you told her that she was wrong and you knew more when obviously you would not know more about someone via google than someone who has actually freaking met this woman, get a grip. She told you the majority of Singapore speaks Mandarin, you said nope not what google says. Says the majority is Chinese, nope not what google says. You clearly think you snapped with your reply to her and that you look sassy and smart but all you look is dumb and sinophobic and self absorbed. I'm Chinese and I will be blocking you before you decide to post a chart telling me how much more you know about Shanghai than me because you're capable of using google, dumbass sinophobe.
sorry next time i’ll take the word of an anon who starts off by acting like singapore is only made up of chinese singaporeans blindly 😭 wouldnt wanna be sinophobic by um. not agreeing that someone not being of chinese ethnicity being automatic proof theyre not singaporeans. malay singaporeans and indian singaporeans dont exist suddenly, the ppl i know of those backgrounds are nonexistent.
please block me 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 youre truly dumb to another level
#yall should tell my gf i hate ppl of chinese heritage apparently bc that’d directly impact her lmao
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omg please do poker face and rings of power. (sorry im sending these two shows to basically everyone but given that i am now mostly a poker face and rings of power blog, i'm contractually obligated)
okok (i'm warning u now that this is gonna be a disaster lol...)
starting with poker face:
charlie? (played by legend natasha lyonne) is an amateur detective who's going on a road trip across america to solve murders whilst on the run from someone for doing something criminal maybe? she's also in a love/hate relationship with a police officer(? detective? honestly idk what job he has... he's involved in the story somehow) who's trying to arrest her maybe? ohh wait also poker? she plays poker really well maybe... or maybe there's no poker involved lol oh god this is just proving how little i observe stuff on my dash pfft....
rings of power (this is honestly gonna be so embarrassing cos i have several mutuals who spent MONTHS talking about nothing but this show lol...):
young!galadriel is... she's there, as is young!elrond, and they're trying to stop ... something... there's a guy with a name i cant remember who may or may not be sauron, and galadriel has a complicated relationship with him (maybe they're former lovers or something?) i dont remember seeing any gifs with hobbits or dwarfs so i think the story revolves around the elves... there's a guy with a Tortured Look in his eye (name is adar? adarin? something like that) and he's imprisoned for some reason maybe? idk people don't like him and he's sad... also everyone's beautiful... that's not a story point, just an observation pfft...
i'm sorrrrry for completely butchering some of ur fav shows lol... both are on my to-watch list so one day i will know what these shows are about pfffft
(anyway feel free to send me other shows i havent seen and watch me blindly try to explain stuff... clearly my brain takes in nothing as i scroll pfft....)
#this is so embarrassing lol#i thought i'd at least be able to remember character's names but NOPE...#i am literally the least observant person in the world lol...
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Hi the anon saying that screamw0rks stalked and harassed someone is absolute bullshite. I'm sorry but if people do not know how to read (they said the musicians were problematic not that they hate them) and that person that went berserk thought the attack was personal. This whole thing is blown out of proportion and you're all blindly just following a well known lunatics enabler on this site
Clarify that last part please. But i will also say ive been friends with andy and i saw all the blogs following them telling them to delete. I can acknowledge people are problematic, but that also means that i can keep using them if i so wish. If you think i need to change im gonna unfollow so that we dont interact and you can feel better about your tumblr experience. Simple.
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NOOOO god forbid im being cringe . im being clingy again. im being reliant. i talk so much ab trust and communication but goodness. im so scared to do that. i was so communicative and trusting and reliant on jd that i grew to be too much for her. she couldnt handle me anymore and im so so scared i will drive him away on accident because ill end up being how i actually am. insecure. insecure and too much to handle. i was okay for a while taking care pf other people but i think it truly got to me after a while and i felt comfortable with jd enough to be vulnerable., and then she took it all away from me again and i put up my evil walls. im slowly trying to tear them down brick by brick but the smallest thing makes me so scared i go back into hiding and repair it again (god forbid webweaving.) imm justtt. god. hes literally me chat. he probaby thinks the same way i do nad if i told him this he’d lash me. (Not seriously. just. id be so concerned and the that he thinks id feel that way ab him.) Its just sooo. goddd. im sososoSCARED? he makes me feel so much more comfortable than jd ever did but at the same time it is so hard to shake that feeling ive grown so accustomed to. but its also like. killing me slowly.
GODDD jd yoy ruined me. genuinely. bella ruined me and so did brittany but you did it all the same. did everything yoy promised you’d never do to me. told you all ab the shit tehy did wholeheartedly believing you wouldnt do the same. goodness gracious immm. god. and even after it all i dont hate you and i dont hate anyone and i WISH I COULD. but i will always give you guys the benefit of the doubt. you just. prevent me from being me. because i WANT to be me. you made me anxious again. i just . want it to go away like it did before. what did you do jd that made me trust you so much? just for you to tear it all away and ruin me all the same??? was it the fact i was a kid?? i trusted you blindly and i was just hurting that i needed someone to rely on again?? because thats what bella did. thats what brittany did but i do not blame her for what she did to me. we ruined each other. but then again i also hurt you. i dont get ittt. why am i rambling ab this GOD god fucking forbid im feeling doomed slightly. i want to be everything for you ajax and i want to help you and be that bf i was with everyone else. sacrifice myself for you. but i . selfishly. want you to do the same. i want to rely on you. i want you to listen to me and communicate qith me. i want that trust back. the support i needed all those times but never got truly. is that too much? im just feelinf sooo. torn. for no reason. why am i so doomed rn chat what is happening.????
i wont think ab it anymore ill jsut doom myself further. wake up please. becahse i know when you do i’ll be able to get rid of this feelinf again and i can be silly sam and just be me when im not haunted by my evil, evil brain. i miss you goddd. i keep looking at pictures of you to give me a bit of a serotonin rush. makes me feel better. had to pull up some of ur vms to remind myselfof who you are and fjat im not insane . as much as im trying not to be i feel evil and clingy again. god forbid i justtt. i miss you so bad …..
feeling sleepy. a tad bit delirious. but i digress. the high from last night is still trudging behind me but the embarassment is starting to kick in a biiitt. perchance i feel like i did a little too much rn… heh…. its okay we’re fine im nust like. uhhh. maybe i SHOULD keep this on the dl………. i need to calm down im afraid he might lash me its only been. a few hours chat.
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Who's rilia I'm scared I follow them idk who they are
s.eptic-d.r-s.chneep but without the periods
#dont want it to show up when u search her name bc i actually try to keep things out of the main tumblr search unlike her lmao#ur very valid anon#@ everyone:#please for the love of god just unfollow and block though if any of you say a single mean thing to someone i will Scream#and even if you try to make a dramatic callout or a direct argument it will Not Work#because she has a lot of followers who will blindly deem any criticism (even polite) to be hate#dont give the hateful people in this fandom a platform#good or bad#discourse
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to people either blindly defending mingyu or, on the other end of the spectrum, demonizing him...whatever happened to minding your own goddamn business and waiting until official statements have been made? twitter aint a damn supreme court and cant convict people. jesus CHRIST some of yall need to learn critical thinking skills
#its alright to be mad or upset. of COURSE thats fine. but what yall dont get to do is say he absolutely did or didnt do anything when we#dont know all the things that happened. like??? so many of yall put your faith in whatever twitter spits out and that aint how to do things#if you blindly defend someone accused of things bc you think theyre a good person or w/e all youre doing is showing you dont care#when victims come forward with accusations. and on the reverse when you crucify someone based on the words of one person#youre showing you dont truly care what happened. youre just using that as a way to feed your own dislike for someone#which....im not saying thats wrong. but it IS something that can get out of hand.#by that i mean if youre someone like youre most likely less to search out the actual facts on something and just look as things#that push your views on someone. i.e. mis/disinformation or flat out rumours. lies. and slander. which! absolutely helps nobody in the end#like yall cant hate mingyu all you want but sending death threats? creating false stories and pushing things that are wrong? thats highly#immature and an issue in its own right#please. when things like this happen remember to think critically about things.#also remember that you can believe the victim while not vilifying someone#and im not fucking defending mingyu or anything. im fully believing the victim and what they said. im just annoyed with people ALWAYS#going to extremes when things like this happen. it doesnt help anyone.#anyways. thats enough on this!#anni.txt
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#please for the love of christ ignore this if we aren't close but#anyway#i feel so fucking torn#like the part of me thats deeply and blindly attached and wants to shower ******* in love and attention is just fighting to the death on-#-a daily basis with the rational side of me thats not willing to take any risks and wants to be Responsible™#im so torn. i hate this. i am so so torn and i don't know what to listen to.#i wish i was just unaware and could just be normal#love like a normal person...enjoy things like a normal person#without that love and enthusiasm turning into an obsession that my mental illness just latches onto#and mangles until it's not recognizable anymore#like...in reality...thinking on this from a place of rationality... this wouldn't be intelligent.#not with the responsibilities i have. i don't have the option to be reckless anymore. i really just dont.#and in a way it kills me that i CAN'T just be like ''fuck it!!'' and throw caution to the wind#having to think on this This Hard and process it feels...absolutely horrible and wrong and uncomfortable and is honestly pretty triggering#i just want to love and love and be in love with love and loving others#that sounds goofy and repetitive but eh. idc#when i love someone or something i am so completely and utterly blindly infatuated with them#red flags just look like flags and all i want or think about or care about is caring for them and looking after them#and loving them with all i have#when that love is potentially poured into the wrong things or taken advantage of it...absolutely fucking ruins me mentally and emotionally#what am i supposed to do?#i don't want to think about this anymore. i want to be ignorant. i want to be blind and unaware. closed off. i want to be happy#i want to live in a world that doesn't exist and find peace there i wouldn't find otherwise#without that becoming warped
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THIS. I WILL FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER STAND BY ALL OF THIS.
I don't have much to add but i simply love talking about fnaf world in a positive light and hearing other people talk about it positively. I think its one of the biggest moments where I realized that the fnaf fandom is kind of silly goofy in a /neg way sometimes.
There was so soosossoso much good content in fnaf world that got completely overlooked. Becaue people just didn't like it? To think that we got so many interesting concepts and theory potential and people just. dont ever think about it because its the black sheep in the franchise. Theres so much to break down in this game that its so crazy to me that we dont have more people who are set on using it to theorize.
Adding onto the original reblog, it genuinely was such a good final game and a good silly way to end things off. When fnaf does eventually come to an end I want the last game to be just like fnaf world- something playful and silly as a way to see all of our favorite characters just one last time, and all together too. It would be such a good way to close things off and Irreally hope that its what they end up doing?? i think that as long as the fandom didnt know another hissy fit over it, it would be perfect??
The flipside was such an incredible concept. I will admit i am a fake fan as i never managed to get my hands on fnaf world when it was still public on steam and didn't have enough interest to seek it out elsewhere, and never saw any good gameplay videos on it or any good 'recaps' on what happened. I am mostly stumbiling through this blindly as i do not have the knowledge to discuss things from a purely theorizing point of view. i do not know the little details i am just a little guy have mercy on me. but from everything that i've seen the flipside is genuinely such a cool concept and i really really hope that we can see more of it in future games?? the concept of diving deeper and deeper into this whole new world, breaking your own reality further and further, venturing oh so close to a point of no return as you warp your way through. its so fascinating, really, and i just. HGHGHHH.. GIVE IT BACK. PLEASE. GRABBY HANDS.
And again, on top of all of this, the little details that can be found in things as small as movesets like the lore implications of Nightmarionnes 4th wall move is so cool. literally. I think that it really shows that Cawthon put a lot of care into it, to think about all of the small purposeful details like that. its sad that when it first came out you had so many people talking about how lazy it all was and how it was just a cheap cash grab that started the decline of the fandom. its really really sad. people deserve the right to make their silly little things if they want to and i still cant get over how we as a collective have lost so much cool shit because we recieved a game that we hated so much it basically might as well not have ever existed.
Its really exciting any time i get to hear someone talking positively about fnaf world. genuinely. it deserved so so so so much more than what it actually got and I can only hope that we'll return back to it someday n look back on all of the cool shit we could use for theories or even to just. have some silly little fun with all of these characters that we love
cmon. guys. btw. give us fnaf world 2. do it. you wont. cowards.
boop.
Tonight's hot take is that FNaF world was good and I'll fight people on that. (Its okay if you don't like it, that's a joke lol.)
LIKE ITS SO CUTE BUT SO RANDOM AND WHY HAVE WE NOT STOPPED TO FIGURE OUT WTF SOME OF THE LORE IN IT MENT?? WHAT ARE THE CLOCKS?? WHAT DO THEY MEAN?? WHOS THE GOLDEN EYED FUCKER IN THE DARK?? HAS THIS BEEN SOLVED AND IM JUST BEHIND LMAO?? Goofy RPG with scary robots go BR. I like it.
#fnaf#fnaf world#five nights at freddys#fnaf fandom#give us our silly little game back#i demand a fnaf world 2#it deserved so much more#let people be silly
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