#please do not psychoanalyze this dream because it reveals too much ahahshfhhg

[steelthroat]

My friend told me i should actually try to write that musical i dreamed a few weeks ago...

So anyway it goes like this:

"Tonight i had a weird dream

So we had to do a musical/theater thingy but no one and i repeat NO ONE was able to organize for the rehearsals and stuff so we arrived to the day of the spectacle where i barely even knew the plot of the play and I was super irritated because i had been calling everyone (even the production) for days almost begging them to please organize something

But no

Literally we did anything but that. At some point i was helping a guy build a catapult, another time we were using tnt for something and another we were visiting a weird musum of illusions in an abandoned town.

The day before the play i was at my other house and my relatives were asking me about the play and i said "i will do my thing and improvise because the show must go on" And then there was a big bat that settled on my shoulder and i played a bit with him.

So day of the play

This apparently was a parody, I was supposed to be the bride of the (now) deceased Dracula (or some other famous vampire idk) and i was supposed to sing all of this in a bigass fancy cathedral Now.

Do not ask me how and why we were doing a parodistic play about vampires in a church. I cannot answer

But i have to say, the aesthetic was fucking cool and I had a long black dress that really sold the vampire widow part to the audience

But still tyere were no lyrics for me to sing and i just had the music to follow so i said "fuck it" and I invented them on the spot

Now.

I know how to sing, i have done so for years, wven been in a choir I know how to improvise, i have acted before I know how to come up with rhymes etc

But still this was too much even for me

But I do have to say the two songs i made up on the spot were actually great, if I remember the lyrics it would be awesome

The first one was a very dramatic love song about how i had become the vampire's bride and how much our love burned and how his death had hurt etc etc

Very dramatic, very "never enough" from the greatest-showman

The other one was me being a hater towards my deceased husband and the gist of it was "you bastard, you made me fall in love with you, turned me into your bridge, a vampire, you made me lose my humanity and everything I loved to be with you and you have the audacity to die for a stupid reason???? HOW DARE YOU?"

And then i made him resurrect out of spite through some kind of ritual and i berated him in front of everyone But we didn't divorce although Dracula was now my bitch

instead of I his

So yeah

I do remember being super happy after the first dramatic song and then whispering to my mum "hey just so you know, I'm making it up on the spot"

And then everyone complimented me for my performance but although i was happy for what i had done I was still prerty bitter because it could have been avoided if anyone but me (and the guy who played Dracula, he had very few lines but he had done his best) had actually cared about the play so i didn't feel liek stopping by to celebrate really

Now, since he was the only one who cared and dressed in character, I want to praise the dracula dude because he gave his damn best about his performance

When he first emerged from the bell tower, it was cool af In the flashbacks, he was very convincing, and when he was acting all apologetic and pathetic towards me, it was hilarious.

So kudos to him. Dude had like 5 lines in all the play and still put his whole heart into it.

Also a scene that still haunts me is when during the first dramatic song I was in scene with another character but I had the cool vampire dress [I was in character] and the person next to me was wearing a pastel colored hoodie and blue jeans.

And my thoughts while I was singing my heart out to this character, telling them my story were along the lines of "I am gonna fucking kill them" as they stared at me blankly not knowing how to answer to my lines."