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[vencerhospital]

Nerve Block

Neural blockades are also known as nerve blocks. These are a type of Nerve Block therapy. This can help prevent or alleviate a wide range of pain. For your comfort, we at Vencer Hospital give each patient sedative medication prior to the Nerve Block treatment. Before allowing someone to enter the operating room, it is customary to make sure the block is functional.

[quttainah-alsalem]

How Diet and Lifestyle Can Influence Skin Health?  

Keeping healthy skin is not an easy task. It requires constant maintenance and a skincare routine. However, one of the most significant aspects of our life has a higher impact on our skin: diet. Additionally, to diet, our lifestyle also influences our skin health. In this article, we will provide some critical information on the impact of lifestyle and diet on skin care.  

Skin Disorder Influenced by Unhealthy Diet and Lifestyle  

Acne  

Keeping healthy skin is not an easy task. It requires constant maintenance and a skincare routine. However, one of the most significant aspects of our life has a higher impact on our skin: diet. Additionally, to diet, our lifestyle also influences our skin health. In this article, we will provide some critical information on the impact of lifestyle and diet on skin care.  

Skin Disorder Influenced by Unhealthy Diet and Lifestyle  

Acne  

Acne is a common skin disorder caused by blocked hair follicles. There is no data that suggests diet or lifestyle can cause acne, but it can influence or trigger it. A poor diet can affect the hormones which trigger acne. Your diet contains higher levels of milk, soda, sugar, and other carbohydrates, which causes insulin levels to rise. That can affect the skin, which can cause acne.  

Wrinkles  

Poor lifestyle and improper diet can cause wrinkles and fine lines. Unhealthy lifestyles can cause issues with the skin, which create premature wrinkles. Eating processed food and sugar can hurt the skin's collagen, which affects the skin.  

Dry Skin  

Vitamin deficiency is the leading cause of dry skin. A poor diet without any nutrients can cause skin damage, resulting in dry skin or dehydration. Without vitamin D, vitamin A, iron, zinc, or niacin can cause dry skin.  

Aging  

One of the leading causes of aging skin is a poor diet and unhealthy lifestyle, such as excessive drinking and smoking. That's why it's important to eat healthily and limit alcohol consumption.  

Essential Dietary Factors and Lifestyle Choices for Healthy Skin  

Nutrient Food  

Consuming a balanced diet is not only good for the skin, but it also helps our body. We need to take a certain number of vitamins, minerals, antioxidants, and other important nutrients to keep healthy skin. This contains vitamin C, E, zinc, omega-3 fatty acids, and more.   

Exposure to Sun   

We need the sun to create vitamin D. However, we also need to make sure to safeguard our skin from sunburn. It can affect our bodies and influence aging and the risk of skin cancer. Always use protective clothing and sunscreen while outside.  

Sugar intake  

As mentioned above, sugar is one of the leading causes of many skin disorders. Make sure to avoid sugary drinks and food in high intake to preserve your skin.  

Exercises and sleep  

Exercise helps boost the circulation of blood, which can improve skin health. Exercise also reduces anxiety which in turn reduces the chance of acne or other skin disorders. Similarly, a proper sleep schedule is also important. Not sleeping on time or for enough hours can cause premature aging, puffiness under the eyes, and other skin issues.  

Hydration  

Drinking enough water is one of the easiest ways to keep your skin healthy. Water can help the digestive system flush out toxins which can help skin glow and fight psoriasis and eczema. It also helps our body stay hydrated, preventing dryness, flakiness, and wrinkles.  

Conclusion  

A healthy lifestyle and diet can help us prevent many skin disorders and diseases. Apart from genetic disorders, poor diet is one of the leading causes of many skins related issues. In this article, we have provided leading skin disorders caused by unhealthy diets and lifestyles and solutions.  Quttainah Medical Center in Sabah Al Salem has one of the leading dermatology departments. They can help you prevent or reduce the effect of skin disorders and advise you on leading a healthy lifestyle for your skin. Make sure to visit your dermatology clinic in Kuwait or any other country for regular checkups. 

Wrinkles  

Poor lifestyle and improper diet can cause wrinkles and fine lines. Unhealthy lifestyles can cause issues with the skin, which create premature wrinkles. Eating processed food and sugar can hurt the skin's collagen, which affects the skin.  

Dry Skin  

Vitamin deficiency is the leading cause of dry skin. A poor diet without any nutrients can cause skin damage, resulting in dry skin or dehydration. Without vitamin D, vitamin A, iron, zinc, or niacin can cause dry skin.  

Aging  

One of the leading causes of aging skin is a poor diet and unhealthy lifestyle, such as excessive drinking and smoking. That's why it's important to eat healthily and limit alcohol consumption.  

Essential Dietary Factors and Lifestyle Choices for Healthy Skin  

Nutrient Food  

Consuming a balanced diet is not only good for the skin, but it also helps our body. We need to take a certain number of vitamins, minerals, antioxidants, and other important nutrients to keep healthy skin. This contains vitamin C, E, zinc, omega-3 fatty acids, and more.   

Exposure to Sun   

We need the sun to create vitamin D. However, we also need to make sure to safeguard our skin from sunburn. It can affect our bodies and influence aging and the risk of skin cancer. Always use protective clothing and sunscreen while outside.  

Sugar intake  

As mentioned above, sugar is one of the leading causes of many skin disorders. Make sure to avoid sugary drinks and food in high intake to preserve your skin.  

Exercises and sleep  

Exercise helps boost the circulation of blood, which can improve skin health. Exercise also reduces anxiety which in turn reduces the chance of acne or other skin disorders. Similarly, a proper sleep schedule is also important. Not sleeping on time or for enough hours can cause premature aging, puffiness under the eyes, and other skin issues.  

Hydration  

Drinking enough water is one of the easiest ways to keep your skin healthy. Water can help the digestive system flush out toxins which can help skin glow and fight psoriasis and eczema. It also helps our body stay hydrated, preventing dryness, flakiness, and wrinkles.  

Conclusion  

A healthy lifestyle and diet can help us prevent many skin disorders and diseases. Apart from genetic disorders, poor diet is one of the leading causes of many skins related issues. In this article, we have provided leading skin disorders caused by unhealthy diets and lifestyles and solutions. Quttainah Medical Center in Sabah Al Salem has one of the leading dermatology departments. They can help you prevent or reduce the effect of skin disorders and advise you on leading a healthy lifestyle for your skin. Make sure to visit your dermatology clinic in Kuwait or any other country for regular checkups.

[cosmetic-choice]

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[meclinicseoul]

Fraxel laser with stem cell micro-needling package for acne scar from ME CLINIC SEOUL!

★ Package includes 1) Fraxel laser for resurfacing of your facial skin. 2) Stem cell injection which will be drawn from your own blood! 3) Stem cell will be injected through micro-needling procedure for the best effect.

★ Package cost is 420,000 KRW per package session

★ More information about this procedure at https://www.meclinic.net/bbs/content.php?co_id=acne_scar

[hypnobeauty]

A Chance Encounter - a cho hyun-ju x reader fic

summary: a story about how you and Hyun-ju met and the following years of your relationship. cw: no use of y/n, reader is afab, fluff, comfort, pre-squid game, mentions of transphobia, slice of life. a/n: i watched season 2 and Hyun-ju was my favorite; my girl deserves the world. i've probably read everything out there on her and decided to write my own. just a silly fic, very much self indulgent. it's my first time posting on tumblr in a veeeery long time. i'm not korean so google was my friend when looking for names, sorry for any mistakes; i'll be happy to fix it! enjoy!

part 1. the girl in the waiting room

the first time you met hyun-ju, she had just started transitioning. it was one of those moments that felt ordinary at the time but would later stand out like a bright pin on the timeline of your life. the setting? a plastic surgery clinic. not exactly the backdrop you'd expect for meeting someone who would quietly reshape your world, but that’s how it goes sometimes.

before everything—before there were shared smiles, late-night conversations, or tentative touches—you were just two strangers sitting near, each with your own reasons for being there and no idea what the future held.

it all started with your friend ha-neul, whose latest fixation on getting a nose job had consumed her every waking thought. she’d begged you to come along for the consultation, as she always did when her confidence wavered. “really, ha-neul?” you groaned as she clutched her phone in both hands, her bottom lip jutting out dramatically. “you want me to spend my afternoon in a clinic so you can… pick out a nose?” “pleeeeease! you’re the only person i trust,” she whined, tugging on your arm like a child.

she won, of course.

it was january 2022, winter in seoul, the kind of cold that sinks into your bones. snow blanketed the streets, and the wind cut through even the thickest scarves. you and ha-neul stepped into the clinic, the warmth hitting you like a wall. it was fancy in that slightly intimidating way; the space was pristine—glossy floors, muted lighting, and furniture that looked both comfortable and expensive. 

a coat attendant greeted you and ha-neul with a polite smile, and after handing over your coats, gloves, and scarves, you followed ha-neul into the waiting area, where she made some ridiculous comment about her “glow-up.” you couldn’t help laughing, but your amusement was cut short by a sharp hiss for silence from someone in the waiting area.

trying to suppress your giggles, you gave ha-neul a nudge toward the reception desk. meanwhile, you scanned the room for somewhere to sit. the waiting area wasn’t packed, but the seats weren’t arranged conveniently either. the only two spots together were near the back, next to a tall woman sitting by herself.

as you walked toward her, she glanced up, just for a second, before quickly lowering her gaze to her lap. in that brief moment, you noticed how pretty she was—soft features, delicate but striking.

“excuse me, miss, are these seats taken?” you asked, pointing to the chairs beside her.

she looked up, her eyes wide and a little surprised. “oh, hi. um, no, no one’s sitting there,” she said, her voice soft but kind.

smiling as you gestured toward the empty seats you said. “i wasn’t sure if i should ask or just risk it.”

she gave a tiny nod, her lips curving into a polite smile. “it’s okay. they’re free.”

“thanks,” you said, sliding into the seat next to her. she nodded once, then went back to staring at her hands.

you couldn’t help stealing glances in her direction. you tried not to stare—didn’t want to look like a total creep—but it was hard to resist. every time the heater’s vent swung your way, her perfume would drift toward you, delicate and intriguing. it was floral, though you couldn’t pin down the exact bloom, with just a faint hint of spice that added warmth to the scent. it was subtle but captivating, just like her.

she was taller than you; that much was obvious even sitting down. the top of your head barely reached her neck. she was dressed simply, but there was something effortless about the way she pulled it off. black boots, burgundy pants, and a loose black lace top with long sleeves, all tied together with a matching scarf wrapped snugly around her neck. her hands rested in her lap, big but elegant, with neat, short nails painted a rich navy blue. a dainty gold chain gleamed around her wrist, catching the light whenever she twisted her fingers nervously.

her skin was fair, with a slight scar running across the back of one hand—small, but noticeable when you looked closely. and her face… her face was beautiful, the kind of beauty that wasn’t conventional but so uniquely her that it caught your attention and held it. full, pink lips. a softly curved nose, with a little bump along the bridge that made you wonder if that was why she was here. her almond-shaped eyes were dark and expressive, framed by long lashes that seemed to sweep down when she blinked.

her hair, dark brown and glossy, fell just to her chin in a straight cut with a middle part. it was slightly uneven at the ends, as though she’d missed a recent trim, and the bangs framed her forehead in a way that softened her features. occasionally, she would tuck a strand behind her ear, revealing a small rhinestone stud that glinted faintly when it caught the light.

at one point, she adjusted her scarf, unwinding it briefly before wrapping it more snugly around her neck. that’s when you noticed it—the faint rise and fall of her adam’s apple. something shifted in your mind, and your eyes caught details you hadn’t registered before. the light shadow along her jawline. the faintest trace of it above her upper lip, shaved clean and close to skin but still present under the soft lighting. 

she was a trans woman. the realization didn’t faze you; instead, it filled you with quiet admiration. she was brave. in a society that still treated the lgbtq+ community with hesitation at best and hostility at worst, her presence here—living her truth—was an act of quiet defiance. you’d seen your friends in the community hiding in plain sight, closeted for their own safety, in fear of losing their families, jobs, or even their social circles. the ones that decided to live their lives as they wished, had to persist through it all.

you were snapped out of your thoughts when ha-neul dropped into the seat beside you, nearly shoving her phone in your face. “look! i found a whole gallery of noses!” she said, flipping through photos like her life depended on it.

you tried to pay attention, but your thoughts kept drifting back to the woman beside you. she stayed quiet, her gaze fixed on the tv playing serene nature videos. still, every now and then, you thought you caught her sneaking glances at you and ha-neul. there was something in her expression—curiosity, maybe, or even a hint of longing.

what you didn’t catch was the way ha-neul’s gaze flitted between the two of you, a knowing look in her eyes.

“cho hyun-ju?”

a voice from the hallway broke the quiet hum of the waiting room. the woman next to you perked up, her name clearly familiar. she stood gracefully, gathering her bag and scarf. before you could stop yourself, you said, “good luck.”

she froze mid-step, turning to look at you. her eyes widened slightly, then softened as a shy smile spread across her face. “thank you,” she said quietly, her voice sweet and a little shaky.

you felt heat rise to your cheeks as she walked away, her tall, lean frame disappearing into the hallway. you didn’t realize you were still staring until ha-neul’s amused voice snapped you out of it.

“don’t,” you said, cutting her off before she could even start.

“i won’t say anything,” she said, feigning innocence. “well, except… you know she’s…” she hesitated, her voice dropping. “a man, right?”

you rolled your eyes.

“i mean no offense,” she added quickly. “i’m just saying…”

you rolled your eyes. “first of all, no. she’s a woman. a trans woman. and second, please be respectful.”

“i didn’t mean it like that,” ha-neul said quickly, looking genuinely contrite. “i’m sorry. i wasn’t trying to be mean.” ha-neul was a good friend with a kind heart, but she often spoke without filtering her thoughts. you saw it as your responsibility to gently correct her when needed.

the waiting room slowly emptied as time passed, and eventually, it was ha-neul’s turn. she dragged you along to the doctor’s office, chattering excitedly about her “new look.”

but even as you followed her down the hallway, you couldn’t help wondering which door hyun-ju had gone through.

as you and ha-neul pulled on your coats and stepped into the chilly january air, your laughter echoed in the quiet street. snow crunched beneath your boots as you huddled together against the cold, chatting animatedly about the absurd noses she’d shown you earlier. neither of you noticed the figure across the street, unlocking the door of her car—a figure you might’ve recognized if you’d looked just a little closer.

[sylsoddsandends]

My experience with Microtia, v2!

A (hopefully) educational post!

I wrote the original version of this post back in 2021! I've learned more things since then + I've gotten better at writing, so I thought it'd be nice to remake it with some updates! So, let's get into it :)

What is Microtia?

Microtia is a congenital facial difference that affects the outer ear, where the outer ear doesn't fully develop during pregnancy like it should.

Microtia comes in four "grades" depending on how developed the ear is. At higher grades, it may also include atresia, which is the lack of an external opening to the ear canal. The highest grade, grade 4, is also known as anotia, and that means there is no external ear present at all.

Microtia can be present on its own, or it can be a part of the wider conditions Hemifacial Microsomia, Goldenhar Syndrome, and Treacher-Collins Syndrome.

If you'd like more fancy clinical information, I'm gonna direct you to this website :) I'm not a doctor.

What effects can microtia have?

Probably the most obvious effect of all is that microtia is a visible difference. People will notice, and they will wonder about you. When I was younger, I was asked more than once by my peers if I had been in a fire! To which, hey, it's none of your business!

I know most adults, at least, understand that it's rude to ask, but I still wear my hair down near-constantly, just to avoid any attention getting drawn to my ears. I've never gotten them pierced, for the same reason.

If atresia is present, then microtia can also be a cause of deafness. Whether a person with microtia is involved with the d/Deaf community may vary (I am not), but it's still pretty hard to hear when there's no way for the sound to actually get to your inner ear.

Some people opt for reconstruction to change this- essentially, plastic surgery to open up the ear canal and make the ear appear more "normal". Others get a bone-anchored hearing aid, aka BAHA– sound can be conducted through bone, so a BAHA delivers sound as vibration directly to the bone. Still others (like me) choose not to change it– I feel my ears are fine as they are, and I would rather the people around me simply be accommodating! (More on this in a bit!)

I, specifically, have microtia in both my ears, with atresia on my right side. This means I am unilaterally deaf. Unilateral hearing loss requires some different considerations than bilateral hearing loss– I can still generally hear and understand others, but I have trouble with a few things, which I'm going to give their own subsection right here.

People standing on my right side– I generally call it my "bad side" but that's definitely not the most neutral thing to call it and it'll vary person to person what they're comfortable with. If someone stands on my bad side I will struggle to understand and keep track of them, and I may not even realize they are speaking to me if I didn't expect it.

Due to this I try to always stay to the right of others and stand at a little bit of an angle.

Unilateral hearing loss causes a loss of what we call "distance perception", much like how loss of vision on one side causes a loss of depth perception– my brain can't compare inputs from both ears to tell where a sound is coming from and what sounds to prioritize.

This means that I am bad at Marco Polo, buuut it also means that noisy areas can be especially overwhelming and I can struggle to follow conversations there. I hated my high school cafeteria with a burning passion.

The little things! I can't wear earbuds in my right ear, and they get uncomfortable quickly in my left. I need the earpieces of my glasses bent further so they stay on right, and I can't wear face masks that go over my ears. If I get earwax or water in my left ear, I will really struggle to hear at all. It's a pain in the neck!

How can you (and/or your characters) be accommodating to someone with microtia?

Don't ask invasive questions! Seriously, it's really uncomfortable, they'll tell you on their own if they want you to know.

Stand and walk where they can hear you well! If you do this on your own it's really nice and shows you care.

Use the language they are comfortable with! There's not as much of a "person-first" versus "identity-first" thing with microtia– I mean, I guess I could be called a "microtia-having individual", but it'd just feel really clunky. But I'm not the spokesperson for every person with microtia out there! So respect the language they'd like you to use.

Be mindful of situations where they might be struggling to hear you, and make a conscious effort to include them in conversation! Remember how I mentioned the cafeteria? Yeah, I might not have hated it so much if the people I knew actually tried to have intelligible conversations with me. Also, please just repeat stuff if we ask, it just feels like you're purposefully leaving us out if you say "never mind".

Why am I writing this?

This is the most important part of this whole guide to me!

The thing is, I've never seen a character with microtia in media, and only once or twice in art. As much as I would love to see characters who look like me, that just doesn't happen.

Yeah, microtia is rare– it occurs in somewhere between 1/6000 to 1/12000 births– but even by that logic, for every 60 to 120 redhead characters, there should be one with microtia! And I know a LOT of redheads in pop culture.

Furthermore, even the discussion of microtia online is pretty heavily focused on family and what they can do to "fix" microtia. And while I won't bash people who did go that route– if its right for you, it's right for you!– I see my ears in a neutral light and would rather just treat them as a part of my body like any other.

I want to be able to have conversations with people like me and commiserate about how annoying it is to have someone try to talk to me and be unable to understand them, or how convenient it can be when someone is apparently being annoying off to my right side and I don't have to listen to them!

So, I hope this little guide post of mine inspires you to include microtia in your artwork, or for that matter, to include other lesser-known differences! I'm sure there are other people out there hoping for the same thing I am. So go forth and talk to them, include them, and I bet they'll be really happy to see themselves, just as I'll be :)

If you've still here after this little ramble of mine, feel free to ask questions or provide suggestions if you have them! I'd love to hear what you have to say, too ^^

[lightofraye]

Okay, this is gonna be kinda far fetched, but follow the thought process through with me and you’ll get what I’m trying to say. Promise I’m not completely crazy. (Yes I am)

There was rumor going around when Jensen was on the boys that he and Erin (starlight) were having a fling off camera. This was just rumor and no physical evidence was procured. She has had so much work done she became almost unrecognizable and has deleted most if not all of her social media accounts because of the bullying she received from her surgical choices. (Which she denies ever having, but sure Jane)

Elta has done the same. She has had so much work done since she married Jensen that she is damn near unrecognizable. Now she’s (thank god cause she’s also an idiot) no longer active on Social Media. What’s my point?

Everything that gets involved with Jensen mutilates themselves with plastic surgery and trying to “fix” themselves. Everyone said Elta abused Jensen (I don’t think she did. I think he’s just a pussy) what if JENSEN is the abusing one. So much so that everything that gets involved with him fucks themselves up after. Like that one actress he dated that guest stared on SPN, but then said she’d never date another actor again Just a thought from the clinically insane. Much love. 💗

Hi anon. Wow. What an interesting take.

Except the person who runs the leaks and spoilers of The Boys has stated that the actress, Erin, was not having an affair with Jensen--she's been attached to Antony Starr, the guy who plays Homelander.

Yes, there was a ruckus about Erin's face and her poor attempts of explaining it. (She claimed it was makeup and contouring.) To me, it looked like she either lost too much weight--and she's thin to begin with!--or had buccal fat removal, which is the fat from her cheeks.

As for Alaina Huffman, the actress he dated, we can only speculate as to why they broke up or her decision to not date another actor.

[nowandajenn]

Blue Christmas -chapter 11

Summary: After almost three years of marriage, everyone would tell you that Chris and his wife Kelly are the most stable, solid couple they know. But behind closed doors, things are tense as they keep trying for a baby, to no avail. When a secret threatens to shake their solid marriage to it’s core, will they be able to pick up the pieces?

Series warnings: angst (like a lot), mentions of infidelity, language, family drama, pregnancy, sexual situations.

Author’s Note: I do not consent to have my content, whether it be this story or anything else of my creation, posted by a third party on any other platform other than right here without my permission. This blog is 18+ and is not intended for minors. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Heed the warnings.

January 8th (Six days post accident)

The pain meds they give people in the hospital following surgery pack a wallop, especially when given through an IV. They make me have crazy dreams, turn my attention span paper thin, and have the added bonus of turning my brain/mouth filter virtually non-existent.

I’m trying to pay attention to the conversation that Chris is trying to have with me. I really am. To be fair, he knew when he got here an hour ago that I had just gotten another dose. 

“What about this one?”

 Chris turns the iPad towards me so I can see yet another picture and resume’ of a home health nurse. It was an idea that he was originally against, but both Lisa and Andi, my main nurse, had both suggested that maybe having someone come in for a few hours a day a couple times a week would be a good thing. As much as he wants to do everything he possibly can for you, he also knows he’s only one person. After not hearing a response, and thinking maybe I had dozed off into a narcotic induced nap, he looks up to see me using my good hand to fiddle with the end of the braid that the nurse had put my hair into earlier after the shower that I’d finally been allowed to have after days of bed baths. 

Showers used to be glorious things. Water turned up to near scalding levels, music playing loud with me singing loudly (and badly) along, and nice shampoo and shower gel that smells amazing. This was not that. This was an entire process that took nearly an hour, starting with my casted leg and equally casted arm being wrapped in waterproof plastic and ending with me in tears because washing long hair takes two functional hands, and I only had one. There’s zero dignity in having another person give you a shower when you’re a grown woman who’s been showering and bathing by herself for many years now without issue. The nurse had been amazingly sweet and sympathetic and helped me with whatever I couldn’t do on my own (which was a lot), but the whole experience just left me feeling useless and depressed. 

 A soft touch to my hand brings me back to the present. 

“Where’d you go?” he asks softly. 

”My hair smells weird.” 

He leans forward a bit so he can get a whiff of my hair. “It smells okay to me.” 

“It’s not the same. It’s weird, clinical hospital shampoo. It doesn’t smell good like mine.” I lament. “I couldn’t even wash my own hair today. It’s too long, and I couldn’t do it with one hand. I can’t even-”

My voice starts to waver and I look down at my arm that’s laying useless in a sling across my chest. Even my fingers are so swollen and bruised that I couldn’t even put my rings on if I tried. My ring finger, which hasn’t been naked since Chris slipped my engagement ring on it some four and a half years ago, feels very bare and just wrong. Everything about the accident and my injuries keeps hitting me in different ways. 

I look over at Chris and then down at the iPad that he’s still holding. “Hire whoever you want. I honestly don’t care, and it’s not like I have any choice in the matter.”

He sighs softly, knowing that this conversation was never going to go over well. He knows that I know that I’m going to need as much help as I can get when I finally get released to go home, but he also knows that being as stubborn and self sufficient as I am, my worst nightmare is having someone have to help me do something as simple as get out of fucking bed. 

“This is the one thing that’s happened lately that you do get to choose. I want to get someone that you’re going to like and be comfortable with. I can’t imagine what this is like for you right now, and I’m just trying to make life as easy as it can get when you’re home.”

“I don’t know if I’m going to like someone from a goddamn resume’. As long as they can do the job without fucking me up more than I already am, great.” My back is starting to ache because of the position that I’m laying in, and when I go to slide further up the bed, I’m rewarded with a searing pain in my stomach from the movement pulling at my still healing splenectomy incisions. 

“Fuck, honey-”

I fall back on the pillows, irritated as hell and over this damn conversation, and the words fly out of my mouth before I can even think about stopping them. 

“Just pick someone! Maybe you’ll get lucky and you’ll get another girl who’s going to fall for the irresistible Chris Evans charm, who has no moral compass and no compunction about sleeping with married men. Then you can throw a shot into her too.”

I watch as his face falls, his hand pulling back from where it’s been resting on my arm and a lump the size of a golf ball forms in my throat. I didn’t mean to say that. I might as well just be wearing a name tag that says Hi, I’m: Here To Make Things Worse. I cover my mouth with my hand and glance up towards the ceiling, trying to blink the tears away before they can fully form. 

“I’m…..I’m sorry. I didn’t mean….” I start, but the words don’t want to come out. 

“It’s okay.” he tries to assure me. 

“No, it’s not.” I look down at the fluffy blue blanket that Chris brought me from home and I play with the slightly frayed edge, ashamed and unable to look at the broken look on his face. “This is a bad idea.” 

He pops a shoulder. “Could always hire a male nurse.” he says, raising his eyebrow. 

I let out a small snort, knowing he said it to try and lighten the mood, but all I can feel right now is trepidation at the thought of coming home with Chris to recover and him taking the brunt of all of my frustrations and emotional eruptions. 

He turns the iPad off and puts it on the side table and I watch as he stands up and grabs his jacket off the back of the chair, and my eyes widen.

“Don’t leave. Please, I-” I sputter out, trying to push down my panic. 

“I’m not. I’m just going to run down and get a coffee and check in with Shanna and see how Dodger’s doing. Are you getting hungry? You want me to grab you something?” 

I squint, trying to remember the dinner options on the meal sheet they give me every day and which one I might have picked. 

“Uhhhhh….no. I’ll be okay. They should be bringing whatever I picked out soon anyway. I’ll live.” 

“Okay. Text me if you change your mind. I’ll be back. No more than half an hour, I promise.” he says, resting his palm on the top of my head gently. 

When Chris gets back twenty or so minutes later, I’m honestly sort of surprised he came back instead of just going home and getting away from my emotional, broken ass for a while. And even more surprised that his mom is with him, since I didn’t know she was planning on coming by today. 

When they walk in, I’m sitting in one of the chairs in the room with my leg propped up, poking at a dish of red jello with a spoon. 

“What are you doing out of bed?” Chris asks, surprised. 

“I had to pee after you left, and being in bed was making my back hurt, so I asked if they could just park me here for a while. There’s not a ton of options when all you can really do is sit, so…I’ll be ready to get back in bed in a while.” 

Lisa starts towards me and I push the wheeled table away from me slightly so she can bend down and give me a hug, which I return with a strength that takes her by surprise a little bit. Knowing how hard the last few days (hell, weeks for that matter) have been and the fact that your mom isn’t around, she just had a feeling today that you could probably use a big dose of love that only a mama can provide, which is why she decided to pop by and surprise both you and Chris. 

She tilts my cheek to the side gently as she examines my face. “Your bruises are looking better.” 

“Mmm. Still hurts. Airbags will save your life, but you’re going to feel like you went twelve rounds with Mike Tyson after they go off in your face.”

“So, Chris and I were talking downstairs, and I had an idea.” I swallow my mouthful of jello and look towards Chris, really hoping that he didn’t tell her about what I said. He shakes his head almost imperceptibly and the anxiety in my gut loosens up a bit. 

“What would you think about me coming to stay with you guys for a bit when you got home?” 

“Chris, tell me you didn’t ask your mom to come home with us to be my babysitter.” I groan. Lisa snorts slightly. “He didn’t ask. I’m offering. I know you’re not crazy about someone you don’t know being in your house and….” she searches for the right words “helping you. And it wouldn’t be for too long; just until you guys get yourselves situated at home and get into a routine with things. It’s just to make the transition a little smoother.” she assures me. 

I look over at Chris and he shrugs, gesturing to me. “This is your call.” 

I sigh, looking over at my mother in law, who I adore more than anyone in the world. “I’m not great to be around lately. I’m still not convinced that coming home after this is the right thing to do, and I’m afraid it’s really just going to make things worse. I don’t want you both to have to deal with my psychotic mood swings.”

“Sweetheart, if your mood was completely stable after everything that’s happened, I’d be terrified. You’re hurt, and you can’t do the things that everyone else takes for granted without help, and everyone knows how frustrating that is. I know you’re angry and sad and frustrated. And that’s okay. We’re-” she gestures between herself and her eldest son “made of tough stuff. Well, I’m tougher than him. We all know he’s a big baby who cries at the drop of a Hallmark movie.” I sputter out a laugh while wiping my eyes. 

“We all love you, and we’re all here for you no matter what.”

January 17th (Fifteen days post accident)

“They would release you on the coldest day of the year.” Chris says as he makes a final sweep around the hospital room that I’ve called home for the last two weeks. 

I huff out a small laugh. “Let’s just get the hell out of here before they come back here and tell me that they’ve decided to keep me for another week.”

“They should be back any minute with your discharge papers, and then we’ll go. The doc said he was going to call in your prescriptions to Walgreens, so hopefully they’ll be ready by the time we get there. Or I can get you home and settled in and run back out and grab them.” 

“We can wait for them. It’s too cold to be running back and forth.”

I look down at my “going home” outfit and can’t help but feel completely ridiculous. A pair of pink flannel pajama pants with penguins on them (they’re the only thing besides sweats that I can get up over the cast on my leg), a long sleeved white shirt, and one of Chris’ hoodies that’s zipped up over my sling, leaving just my good arm in the sleeve. They removed the stitches from my arm yesterday, but I haven’t been able to bring myself to look at it. The compression bandage that I’ve been instructed to wear all the time (with the exception of showers) is a lot more comfortable than the layers of wrapping my arm was encased in, but still annoying. And it itches like the devil. My right foot is encased in fluffy socks and a shoe, and my left leg is of course still in a cast, a sock pulled down over my exposed toes so they don’t freeze off when I go outside. 

My eyes go to the small black wheelchair that’s coming home with me and I squeeze my eyes shut. Because I’ve been instructed not to use my damaged arm for ANYTHING more strenuous than moving it gently to maneuver a shirt on and off, I can’t use crutches. 

Chris finishes packing up my backpack, and stops when he sees me staring vacantly at the wheelchair. He frowns, and walks over slowly, sitting on his heels in front of me. 

“Hey.” he murmurs softly, snapping me out of my reverie. 

“Hmm?”

“This isn’t going to be forever. They said the cast is going to come off hopefully in a couple of weeks, and then they’re going to put you in a walking boot. At least then you’ll be able to get up and move around. I know, I know how much you hate this. I do. But it is not forever.”

“I know.” I hate how small my voice is. “I hate how I have to think about every move I make. I can’t reach for anything because I can’t use my arm. I have to be careful when I stretch or it hurts my stomach. I have to cough or sneeze as soft as I can or else my ribs hurt. It’s just….I feel like a prisoner in my own body right now.” 

“But you’re going to get the chance to get stronger and recover.” I look up at him and our eyes meet, and I know we’re both thinking about the fact that the driver of the car that hit me died four days ago from his injuries sustained in the crash, and how that could have been me instead. 

When the nurse comes in with my discharge papers and the litany of aftercare instructions, Chris takes them and heads downstairs with my stuff so he can bring the car around to the front entrance. The nurse helps me put my coat and hat on before helping me maneuver myself into the wheelchair and we head down to the first floor. 

“You excited you’re finally out of here?” she asks me with a smile. 

“And nervous. It was kind of comforting knowing that even though I was stuck in here, if anything went wrong, I was in the right place.”

I see Chris pull up at the curb, and the nurse wheels me outside, and I gasp at the biting cold. It’s the first time I’ve felt fresh air on my skin since the day of the accident, and although it’s beyond freezing, it still feels amazing to breathe it in. It isn’t until I get situated in the passenger seat and we’re ready to drive home that the panic sets in. 

“The last time I was in a car I almost died.”

Chris takes his hands off the steering wheel and reaches over to hold my right hand. 

“I know.”

“You drive like an insane person.” 

Despite the seriousness of the conversation, he snorts, because he knows the amount of speeding tickets he’s accumulated since he started driving is ridiculous. But he also knows that since the accident, he’s been almost hyper aware of his speed and everything going on around him, when he usually just goes on autopilot when he’s driving, like anyone else who drives every day. 

“I promise I won’t drive like an insane person with you in the car.” 

“Don’t drive like an insane person ever. You can’t control the way other idiots drive, but you can control how you do. I need you around.”

Those words make hope bloom in his chest. 

“I promise.”

When we get home, relief washes over me. As promised, Chris drove very carefully and obeyed the speed limit, but I was still a nervous wreck the whole 25 minute drive. Plus, being scrunched in the roomy, but limited space of the passenger seat isn’t very comfortable with my injuries. One the car is parked inside the garage and Chris has my door open, he realizes that he didn’t really think this part through very well. 

The furniture inside has been arranged and re-arranged about a dozen times in different configurations to accommodate the wheelchair in the house. He purchased a shower chair for me to make showers easier, he got cast wraps to keep the cast on my leg dry, he set up a perfect little nest with pillows and blankets on our sectional so I’d be comfortable, with remotes and chargers and books, and even a little cooler within reach. 

I notice the look on his face that he gets when he’s confused about something or trying to find a solution to a problem, and turn to him. 

“You’re trying to figure out how you’re going to get me in the house, aren’t you?”

The sheepish, yet slightly guilty look on his face tells me I’m right. “I have guys coming on Monday to put in a temporary ramp over the stairs in front. But I didn’t think about today.”

There’s two steps to get from the garage into the house, and the wheelchair isn’t going to make it up them. 

“You’re going to have to carry me in the house.”

“I was thinking that, but I don’t want to hurt you. You’re still really sore.” he says, gesturing to his chest and stomach. 

“I’m pretty sure everything I do for a while is going to be somewhat painful, but I think this is our only option. Why don’t you grab the wheelchair and bring it in, put Dodger in the bedroom until we get inside so he doesn’t knock me down when he sees me, and then come back out and grab me?”

He exhales slowly. “Okay. I’ll be right back. Just…..” he trails off, gesturing vaguely at me. 

“Trust me, I’m not going anywhere.” 

When Chris comes back out, he comes around to the passenger side and opens the door for me. I turn in the seat, angling myself as much as I can to make it easier for him to grab me and carry me inside. I’m slightly nervous about how much this is going to hurt, but I’m determined to not let it show. 

“You ready?” 

I take a deep breath and nod. He stoops down and slides his left arm around my back, while his right arm loops under my legs and he lifts me gently, my good arm going around his neck. He’s carried me like this about a million times in the years that we’ve been together, but for some reason, all I can think about is how he carried me (both of us slightly tipsy)  like this up to our hotel room after our wedding reception, and me laughing and telling him not to drop me or else I’d get our marriage annulled. I squeeze my eyes shut at the memory. 

I open them back up when I feel Chris setting me down on the end of the sofa and helping me get comfortable. 

“Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” he asks nervously. 

“I’m okay. Can you just grab a couple pillows so I can put my leg up though?” 

He hits the button on the side of the couch for the foot rest to come up and slides a couple throw pillows under my leg. 

“Can I get you anything? Are you hungry? Thirsty?” 

“I”m okay for right now. Can you go get Dodger though? I missed him like crazy.”

He smiles and goes to the bedroom to let the dog out, and a second later, I hear the sound of his nails clicking rapidly on the hardwood. 

“Hi, baby!” I exclaim, holding my arm out. 

“Dodge, be gentle, okay? Careful.” Chris warns. 

Dodger jumps up on the couch next to me and immediately snuggles into my side. Luckily enough, he’s on my good side so I can give him pets and belly rubs. 

“Mom’s going to be over in a few hours. She said she wanted to give us a little bit of time to get settled in and such. I’m gonna go and unpack our stuff and start some laundry. You have the remotes and your phone and charger nearby….if you need anything, just yell. Or tell Dodger to come get me.” 

“I will. I think I’m going to try and take a nap though, honestly. The trip home kind of took it out of me.”

“Okay.” He grabs a blanket from the back of the sofa and drapes it over me, dropping a kiss to my head before he leaves to go get started on unpacking our stuff. As he walks away, he stops to look back at me again, thinking to himself how it seems like it’s been a lifetime since the last time the both of us were in this house together, even though it’s only been about three weeks. As much as he wanted you back home, he never in a million years thought this would be how it happened. 

January 25th (23 days post accident)

“God, that feels nice.” I moan at the feeling of Chris’ fingers in my hair, massaging the shampoo in. 

“Why do you think I always beg you to wash my hair?” he says, smirking. I catch his use of the present tense, and try and think about how long it’s been since the last shower we took together before the accident. I’m damn near positive it was way different than the ones that have happened since I’ve been home, and probably ended in orgasms all around. 

“This is infinitely better than the showers in the hospital. The nurse who always used to do mine had long ass nails. I’m pretty sure one of them is still embedded in my brain somewhere.” 

He laughs as he rinses my hair with the detachable shower head. After working conditioner through my hair and helping me scrub myself down and even shaving my right leg and under my arms for me, he steps out of the shower and wraps a towel around his waist before grabbing another one to dry me off. I’m sitting on the toilet lid in my underwear while Chris smooths lotion on me, letting me do what I can reach with my good arm when I say his name softly. 

“Thank you.” I watch his eyebrow quirk up in confusion. 

“What for?”

“This. The- everything. When we got married, I bet you never imagined you’d have to help me shower and put on clean underwear and take me to go pee.”

He looks down as he continues to rub the lotion into my leg. “No, but I don’t think anyone goes in ever thinking about the worst case scenario where those things would ever come up. But that’s part of the deal, right? For better or worse? That covers everything; not just the good stuff. You don’t have to thank me. It’s my job.” 

“You could have just let my mom have her way and let them take me home.” I point out. 

He scoffs and shakes his head. 

“Absolutely not. For one thing, you and your mom would have ended up killing each other. And for another…..your head is giving you enough grief as it is right now, and being around her would have just made it worse. I couldn’t do that to you.” 

I see Chris reach for my shirt and groan, knowing how much it hurts my arm to put a damn shirt on. 

“How bad does it look?”

“Your arm?” 

I nod slightly and he sighs. “It’s still really raw and red. It’s going to fade, but it’s going to take some time. The doctor recommended some stuff that’s supposed to help with scars. Make them less visible over time.” 

“Can I see it?” I ask. 

“Are you sure?” he asks. I shrug a bit. 

He picks me up off the toilet seat and walks us in front of the bathroom mirror and turns so I can see my arm. I suck in a shuddering breath and close my eyes. It’s ugly. A roughly five inch or so vertical incision straight down my upper arm, red and raw and glaringly obvious. Even when it’s fully healed, it’s going to be ugly. 

“If you want, I can always talk to Josh. We can see if he can draw something up so you can cover it up once it’s fully healed.”

I nod as tears leak out of my eyes. Chris tilts my chin up. “It’s just a scar. It doesn’t define you and it’s not the end of the world. It doesn’t make you any less beautiful.” He pivots so my ass is sat on the bathroom vanity and once I’m settled, he pulls the shirt over my head, being gentle with  my arm, and then helps me into a clean pair of pajama pants. 

“You know, we’re actually getting kind of good at this.” he says as he carries me out of the bathroom and sets me down in our bed. 

“I hate that that’s something to brag about.” I tell him, rolling my eyes. “Although, I guess after doing the same thing day after day for a couple weeks, it’s to be expected. You don’t look quite as terrified now as you did the first time we did this.” 

February 2nd (one month post accident)

“I’m sorry I didn’t call sooner….I was in a pretty serious car accident a month ago and things have been a little hectic since then. I haven’t been cleared by my doctor to fly yet, so there’s no way we can make it out there. Mmmmhmmm. Yeah, the reservation is under Kelly Evans.” 

Chris walks into the kitchen and starts making himself a cup of coffee while I’m on hold with the resort to cancel the Valentines Day reservations I had made back in November. I had a solid plan that I had cooked up with Meghan and his team so he wouldn’t have anything scheduled for the three days I had booked at Post Ranch Inn, but then between finding out about the affair and the accident, my carefully made plan got blown straight to hell, leaving me feeling a little (lot) angry. 

“Okay. Thank you again for all your help. I’m sorry again for the late notice.” 

I end the call and toss my cell phone onto the island, irritation bubbling up inside me. 

“Who was that?” 

“Canceling the reservation I made for us for Valentines Day at Post Ranch Inn. I made it before I found out about you fucking someone else. That kind of took the romance out of it a little bit. Well, that and the fact that my body’s still mostly useless.” 

My newly (as of two days ago) uncasted leg starts itching to high hell under the walking boot and compression sock I have on, and I start the process of unstrapping the boot one handed so I can enjoy scratching my leg to my heart’s content. I wish I could have gotten a picture of Chris and the doctor’s faces when my cast was finally cut off and a fork, two pens, and a plastic ruler came tumbling out of it, all lost in my attempt to wedge something down there to scratch the itch. 

He sighs lightly and turns so his back is to the counter, giving me what I’ve coined his “kicked puppy look.” Most of the time, I feel guilty for whatever I said to make that look appear, but today I’m just too agitated to care. 

“Don’t give me that look. You do it every single time I mention the fact that you had sex with someone else. You know what you did. You don’t get to make that face and look like I just told you that Disneyland is closing down forever.”

He walks over to where I’m sitting with a sigh, and reaches to help me with the straps on my boot. “Can we not fight? Please? I know that there’s an ocean of stuff we have to work through, and I know none of this is easy…I just don’t want to fight with you.” 

“Just stop. I can do it myself. You know, just because I still need you to help with most of my basic human functions doesn’t mean that I necessarily like being around you all the time. You’re my husband and for some God forsaken reason, even though you did what you did, I still love you, despite me calling you a cheating shitbag in my head at least once a day. So, just leave me alone for a little while, okay? I was really excited about having this trip happen, and it all got blown to hell in a really magnificent fashion, so let me just sit here and be pissed off and sad about it.” 

He holds his hands up and backs away. “Okay. I can do that. Just, we have your doctor’s appointment at 2, so let me know when you need me to come help you get ready.” I look up at him and nod, spinning my phone on the table. He starts to walk away, but then turns back towards me. 

“You know, when the accident happened and you were out of surgery, I kind of went into crisis mode. I called my team and canceled everything, because I knew that you were going to need someone to be there for you and help take care of you until you were stronger. And I know that you have a million people that are in our lives that would drop everything and do that for you, because you’re amazing and everyone loves you so much. The parade of people that have come and gone through here since you’ve been home is proof of that. I kind of just took charge, because I didn’t know what else to do….and I don’t think I took the time to stop and ask myself if you even wanted it to be me, given everything that happened.”

“Chris….I did. I wouldn’t have felt comfortable having anyone else do it.” 

He nods. “I know that it’s hard for you to be around me sometimes. I know that you’re still angry, and hurt and upset and you have every right to be. I know we’re a mess, but once things settle down a little bit, we’ll get in to go see that therapist that Carly told me about, and we’ll start working through it. That is, if you still want to.”

“I do.”

A few hours later, we’re sitting in the waiting room of my gynecologist’s office, and Chris is just staring around the room at the posters on the wall, and occasionally glancing at the couple of pregnant women that are in the waiting room with us. 

“Why did you need to see her?” he asks softly. 

“I’m overdue for my annual exam, and since all I do lately is go to the doctor, I figured I should probably just get it out of the way.” It’s a half truth. Well, ⅓ truth. If the doctor was right about my hcG levels when I was in the hospital, I’m about six weeks pregnant, and it’s probably time to get official confirmation in black and white. And if I am, Chris deserves to be there to hear it. But first, he needs to get something done himself. 

The nurse comes by and hands us both a clipboard with paperwork on it, and Chris’ eyebrows raise. “Why do I get paperwork?”

The nurse clears her throat nervously and taps a section on the paperwork. STD test, with the works. She walks away to let us fill out the papers, and his eyes shoot to mine. 

“Really? I told you, I used a condom.” he whispers. 

“I don’t care. I need to see it for myself, for my own peace of mind.”

He’s called back first, and with a nervous swallow and a look back at me, he follows the nurse. I’m called back shortly after, and after blood work, urine test, and the internal exam, Chris is allowed back into the exam room to wait with me while the results come back. 

“You want to grab something to eat after this? You didn’t have much for breakfast earlier.” he asks. 

“Uh, yeah, I-” I’m interrupted by a knock on the door followed by Dr. Hartman coming back in. By the look on her face, I just know. 

“Congratulations, you guys are pregnant.”

Chris is lucky that there’s a chair right behind him, or he would have been in a world of pain. When I see him basically collapse into the chair, I get worried. 

“Mr. Evans, are you okay?” Dr. Hartman asks, reaching for his wrist to check his pulse. His face is a look of pure shock, like he can’t begin to comprehend what he just heard. 

“Chris?” I ask, my own emotions threatening to spill out despite knowing this was coming. I instantly feel bad for not giving him a heads up that this was a very real chance. His eyes find mine and we just stare at each other. 

“I’m okay. I just- it’s- are you sure?” he asks, his voice unsteady. The doctor steps away, seemingly convinced that a movie star isn’t going to drop dead of shock in one of her exam rooms. “The tests are extremely accurate, but I’m going to go ahead and do a transvaginal ultrasound so we can take a look. If you’re far enough along, we should be able to hear the heartbeat.” 

Since I’m still in the gown and haven’t gotten dressed yet, I lay back on the table and assume the position again as she pulls the ultrasound machine towards her. Chris gets up on unsteady legs and stands next to me, still looking shell shocked. 

“Okay, this is going to be a little uncomfortable. Just take a nice deep breath.” she warns. I do as she says, but I still make a face when the probe is inserted. Chris is torn between watching my face and wanting to see what’s happening on the screen. Me, I’m too afraid to look anywhere but his face. For as much trepidation as I’m feeling over this pregnancy, I’m overcome with the sudden fear that she’s going to find the baby and there’s not going to be a heartbeat, just like last time, and I honestly don’t know if I can go through that twice.

“There it is.” I hear from next to me. I watch as his eyes move from mine to the screen, seeing the tiny blob in the middle of my uterus with the little flicker in the middle. A heartbeat. I still can’t bring myself to look though. Dr. Hartman, who was the one who told me that I had miscarried and performed my D&C, senses my fear, and quietly hits a button on the machine. The sound is almost overwhelming as it fills the room. I have a crazy thought that it almost sounds like clothes in the washer as it’s agitating. Whoosh, whoosh, whoosh. My eyes snap to the screen, and I immediately bring my hand to my mouth and burst into tears. 

“From the size, it looks like you’re about six or seven weeks. Which is going to put the due date at about….” she stops to put some numbers into the computer. September 23rd, give or take.”

After printing off some pictures and leaving the room to let me get cleaned up and get dressed, we leave the office feeling a million different emotions. We’re both quiet on the drive home, both lost in thought. How many times have we wished for this? How many negative pregnancy tests have we seen and tossed angrily into the trash, tears threatening to spill. How many times did we say “It’s okay. It’ll happen. I know it.” only for it to happen during the worst period in our marriage? 

When we get home, I slowly waddle into the house, still enjoying the feeling of being able to (somewhat) walk instead of being chained to that damn wheelchair. I make my way to the back door to let Dodger out, passing Lisa, who’s watching both Chris and I with a curious, careful gaze. 

I feel him behind me as I turn on the tap, filling a glass with water and downing it almost all in one gulp. 

“How are you feeling?” he asks softly. He can see my hand trembling slightly as I hold the glass, and he knows he has to tread lightly. 

“In general? Or about the fact that we found out I’m pregnant in the middle of our personal shit storm?” 

“Both.” I drop my head. Truth be told, I’m exhausted. My arm is killing me, the nerve pain making burning pins and needles radiate over my whole arm. My leg is aching from being on it for an extended amount of time. 

I’ve been trying to roll it over and around in my head for weeks. What to do if I really did have the shittiest luck in the world, and I did end up actually pregnant in this situation. I keep coming back to the bad joke that my brother made the night I found out about Chris about me not having to deal with all of this while I was pregnant. 

“I don’t know if I can do this.” My voice is soft, but he hears it like I’m screaming it. “I don’t know if I can have this baby. I don’t know if my body can handle it, and I don’t know if I can handle it emotionally.” 

The words punch through him like a hit from a prize fighter. He knows exactly when it happened; the night that you had come over to get a dress from your closet and we had ended up defling quite a few surfaces in the house. There’s a good chance that our baby was conceived on the dining room table. 

“Are you talking about-” he can’t even bring himself to say the words. He KNOWS this the worst timing for this to happen. He KNOWS that no matter what, it’s your choice. But the thought of not having this baby with you almost brings him to his knees. 

My breath hitches. “Chris, look at us. Take a good look at me, at my body. I’m broken. I’m still recovering. I’d have to be monitored more closely to make sure that everything is okay. Because we don’t know if it will be.” The thought of finally getting everything I wanted with my husband and then not having it makes my chest hurt. 

“I’ve wanted kids with you since the moment you told me you loved me for the first time, and that I was it for you. I knew that you were going to be the father of my kids one day. But now, with everything, I don’t know if that’s the case anymore.” 

The tears are burning my eyes, and I can feel the sobs starting to build in my throat, and I know if I don’t get out of this room right now, I’m going to lose it. I’m pretty sure that Lisa heard at least part of our conversation, and I can’t talk about it anymore without losing my mind. I set my glass in the sink and silently make my way upstairs, thinking that two of the worst conversations I’ve had in my life have taken place in the kitchen that I loved. Now I can barely stand to be in it. 

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yea there's no direct evidence against lucy letby but she was the only member of staff who was present at every single death & near death event on the ward. and when she was sent to work on another ward, the suspicious deaths & unexplained illnesses on the neonatal ward stopped. like she for sure did that shit, and it's pretty commonplace for people to be convicted based on circumstantial evidence rather than direct evidence anyway

I genuinely don't expect anyone to agree, and I apologise if I upset anyone. How is that sufficient evidence for you ? Do you not expect more from the police ?

I don't know if she did it or not, but I do believe that this case is a total sham, built on media sensationalism and the police and hospital management avoiding accountability.

She has been convicted as a SERIAL killer without any direct evidence. She was the only member of staff present at all of the death events so they have automatically turned it into a serial killer case, that's make no sense! Just because she was there at all of them doesn't mean that others weren't also present at some of them. Nurses and hospitals in general are fucking useless death traps and I'm saying this as a black woman. Where is the evidence to show why is it a serial killer case and not a malpractice case. There are implications for a conviction like this.

Just look at the rates in which men kill their patients, plastic surgery clinics are basically cemeteries. We should be asking ourselves why we haven't seen more hospital based serial killer convictions.

More people should be held accountable, the entire wards neglect has been pinned on a single person, based on purely circumstantial evidence. This is unheard of.

Don't even get me started on the media's roll in all of this.

This single paragraph is the entire article.

'Nightmare scenario' this could easily describe someone who is scared or shit at their job or just a moron.

Sensationalism has driven this counties outrage at 1 single woman instead of a systematic hospital issue. Bare in mind, multiple hospitals in the UK since forever have reported similar if not worse neonatal results.

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Considering cosmetic surgery? Here are some key points to remember:

Do your research: Explore different procedures, understand the risks and recovery process, and consult with qualified board-certified plastic surgeons.

Be honest with yourself: What are your goals? Are they realistic and based on your desires, not societal pressures?

Open communication is key: Discuss your expectations thoroughly with your surgeon. A good surgeon will listen to your concerns and guide you toward the best options for your unique case.

It's Not Just About Looks: Reconstructive Surgery's Impact

While cosmetic surgery focuses on aesthetics, reconstructive surgery plays a vital role in healing and restoration. It can address birth defects, injuries, and the effects of disease.

A woman who has undergone breast cancer reconstruction can regain a sense of normalcy and femininity.

A burn victim can receive skin grafts, minimizing scarring and regaining mobility.

Reconstructive surgery's transformative power goes beyond appearance. It's about restoring function, improving quality of life, and fostering a sense of wholeness.

Embrace Your Journey: You Deserve to Feel Confident

Whether you're considering cosmetic or reconstructive surgery, remember, this is your journey. It's about taking charge of your well-being and feeling your best.

Here are some additional points to consider:

Focus on overall health: Cosmetic surgery is not a magic solution. Maintaining a healthy lifestyle through diet and exercise is crucial for optimal results and long-term well-being.

The importance of self-love: While cosmetic surgery can boost confidence, it shouldn't replace self-acceptance. True beauty radiates from within, and surgery should complement, not replace your inherent worth.

Considering Cosmetic Surgery?

If you're contemplating cosmetic surgery, take some time for self-reflection. Research, consult with qualified professionals, and prioritize your physical and emotional well-being. Remember, you deserve to feel confident and comfortable in your skin. Ready to start your journey? In Pune, Dr. Hitesh Laad is a board-certified plastic surgeon with over a decade of experience in performing various cosmetic procedures. His practice, Enhance Clinics, offers a range of services, including rhinoplasty, breast augmentation, liposuction, and more. Search for "Dr. Hitesh Laad cosmetic plastic surgery Pune" or visit punecosmeticsurgery.com to learn more about his expertise and approach.

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Best 7 Morpheus8 Near Me

Morpheus8 stands as a skin rejuvenation technological breakthrough which joins the mechanics of micro needling and radiofrequency (RF) energy to activate collagen production and enhance skin characteristics including texture and elasticity together with overall beauty. Medical patients choose this simple but invasive treatment to address combinations of wrinkles, scarring from acne and loose facial skin. This article contains a list of the top seven clinical facilities performing Morpheus8 procedures in your vicinity.

1. Skin Perfect Medical Aesthetics

Skin Perfect Medical Aesthetics maintains multiple California locations that operate the high-quality skin and body treatment Morpheus8. Experienced medical professionals at the clinic adapt the procedure specifically to address individual patient skin issues. The experts at this center give detailed assessment sessions to provide the best possible outcomes.

2. Azul Cosmetic Surgery & Medical Spa

Website: Azul Cosmetic Surgery & Medical Spa

Azul Cosmetic Surgery & Medical Spa leads Morpheus8 treatment provision in the Florida area from their locations in Fort Myers, Naples and Bonita Springs. Representatives at the clinic comprise surgeons and skin specialists who use advanced RF microneedling treatments to tighten skin while treating acne scars and performing facial rejuvenation procedures. The cosmetic clinic stands out because of their modern facilities combined with individualized treatment strategies that attract numerous patients.

3. SkinSpirit

Website: https://www.skinspirit.com.

The clinic applies FDA-endorsed treatment approaches to deliver stable skin rejuvenation outcomes. The combination of skillful cosmetic providers with tailored patient attention makes patients happy with their medical spa experiences.

4. The Piazza Center for Plastic Surgery

Website: https://www.thepiazzacenter.comDr.

At his clinic Piazza along with his team provide Morpheus8 procedures for rebuilding collagen while tightening skin to achieve better appearance of skin texture. The Piazza Center delivers both evidence-based aesthetic treatments and delivers extraordinary patient care to its clients.

5. The Naderi Center

Located in Virginia and Maryland the Naderi Center operates as a top medical practice which provides facial treatment options including Morpheus8. Patients who wish to avoid surgery can leverage Morpheus8 treatment at the Naderi Center for their skin to appear tighter and youthful.

6. Skin Savvy USA

In Austin, Texas, Skin Savvy USA runs one of the highest-rated clinics which delivers Morpheus8 microneedling RF technology services to patients. The clinic employs absolute emphasis on organic treatment outcomes through procedures which help clients eliminate both wrinkles and fine lines and skin laxity effects without needing prolonged recovery times.

7. Refine Medical Aesthetics

Customers in Nashville can get skin treatments with Morpheus8 at the location of Refine Medical Aesthetics which operates from their website at

Before starting treatment they perform complete skin evaluations while building procedures to suit specific patient requirements.

Why Choose Azul Cosmetic Surgery & Medical Spa for Morpheus8?

Patients choose Azul as their preferred medical spa for Morpheus8 treatments because of their expert practitioners combined with state-of-the-art tools and personalized therapies. The medical team at Azul gives patients both safety and efficacy against wrinkles and sagging cuticles and acne-related scars and provides treatment during short recovery periods. Patients seeking the best skin rejuvenation outcomes should choose Azul because they deliver outstanding patient care while delivering consistent successful outcomes.

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Get a Perfect Nose with Non-Surgical Rhinoplasty in Hyderabad — Book Today 

Do you wish to refine your nose’s shape without going under the knife? Non-surgical rhinoplasty in Hyderabad is the perfect solution for achieving subtle yet striking changes to your appearance. For those seeking the best care in Hyderabad, Ambrosia Clinic offers expert, personalized services to help you attain your dream look with ease and confidence.

What is Non-Surgical Rhinoplasty?

Non-surgical rhinoplasty, also called a “liquid nose job,” is a cosmetic procedure that uses injectable dermal fillers to reshape and enhance your nose. It’s a minimally invasive treatment ideal for:

Smoothing out small bumps on the bridge of the nose

Adding volume to a flat or low nose bridge

Correcting asymmetry in nasal contours

Subtly lifting the tip of the nose

The procedure is quick, virtually painless, and offers immediate results without the need for surgery or extended downtime.

Why Choose Ambrosia Clinic in Hyderabad?

When searching for the best plastic surgeon near me or a cosmetic surgeon near me, Ambrosia Clinic stands out as a leading destination in Hyderabad. Here’s why:

Expert Team of Professionals

Ambrosia Clinic boasts a team of highly skilled plastic surgeons and cosmetic specialists. Their expertise and commitment to delivering the best results make them one of the most trusted names in the field.

Customized Care

Every client’s needs are unique. At Ambrosia Clinic, treatments are tailored to align with your individual goals, ensuring natural and harmonious outcomes.

Advanced Technology

Equipped with state-of-the-art facilities, Ambrosia Clinic ensures that every procedure is performed with precision and care in a safe and comfortable environment.

Benefits of Non-Surgical Rhinoplasty

Non-surgical rhinoplasty is a preferred choice for individuals seeking:

Quick Results: The procedure typically takes less than an hour.

Minimal Downtime: You can return to your daily activities immediately.

Reversible Outcomes: If you’re not satisfied, the fillers can be dissolved.

Cost-Effective Solution: It’s more affordable compared to surgical rhinoplasty.

Temporary Results: Perfect for those who want to try out changes before committing to permanent surgery.

Your Journey to a Perfect Nose

Getting started with non-surgical rhinoplasty is simple and stress-free. Here’s how you can begin your transformation at Ambrosia Clinic:

Schedule a Consultation: Call 090149 01020 or visit their website at https://ambrosiaclinic.zenoti.com/webstoreNew/services to book your appointment.

Discuss Your Goals: During the consultation, share your expectations with the experts.

Undergo the Procedure: Relax while the skilled team works to reshape and enhance your nose.

Enjoy Your New Look: Walk out with confidence and an improved profile.

Why Trust Ambrosia Clinic?

For over a decade, Ambrosia Clinic has been a pioneer in delivering exceptional cosmetic and plastic surgery services in Hyderabad. Their reputation as a center for excellence has made them the go-to choice for individuals seeking the best plastic surgeons in Hyderabad and beyond.

Contact Ambrosia Clinic Today

Transform your look and boost your confidence with non-surgical rhinoplasty in Hyderabad at Ambrosia Clinic. Here are their contact details:

Phone: 090149 01020

Website: www.ambrosiaclinic.com

Email: info@ambrosiaclinic.com

Address: 284/A, Lane №12, near Omega Hospital, MLA Colony, Banjara Hills, Hyderabad, Telangana 500034

Take the first step toward achieving a more confident you. Contact Ambrosia Clinic today and experience the art of transformation with one of the best cosmetic surgeons in Hyderabad!

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Why Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery is a Top Choice for Breast Augmentation

Introduction

In the realm of cosmetic enhancements, breast augmentation continues to reign supreme. Women from all walks of life are increasingly seeking ways to improve their self-image and boost their confidence through surgical procedures. Among the many options available, Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery stands out as a premier destination for those considering breast implants. Under the expert guidance of Dr. Lloyd Krieger, this facility has become synonymous with quality, safety, and patient satisfaction. In this article, we'll explore why Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery is a top choice for breast augmentation.

Why Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery is a Top Choice for Breast Augmentation

When it comes to selecting a facility for breast augmentation, several factors come into play: the surgeon's expertise, the technology used, patient care, and overall results. At Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery, these elements converge to create an unparalleled experience.

Expertise of Dr. Lloyd Krieger

One of the cornerstones of successful breast augmentation lies in the skill and experience of the surgeon performing the procedure. Dr. top plastic surgeon Lloyd Krieger is not just any plastic surgeon; he’s a leader in his field with years of specialized training in cosmetic surgery.

Educational Background: Dr. Krieger graduated from an esteemed medical school and completed his residency in plastic surgery at a top-tier institution. Certifications: He is board-certified by the American Board of Plastic Surgery, ensuring that he adheres to strict standards of practice.

Dr. Krieger’s extensive background allows him to provide personalized recommendations for both saline and silicone breast implants based on individual patient needs.

plastic surgery clinics near me Range of Options: Saline vs. Silicone Breast Implants

Choosing between saline and silicone breast implants can be challenging for patients. Here’s how Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery simplifies that decision:

Saline Breast Implants Pros: These implants are filled with sterile saltwater and can be adjusted during surgery for desired size. Cons: They may feel less natural compared to silicone options. Silicone Breast Implants Pros: Many patients prefer silicone implants due to their more natural look and feel. Cons: They require regular monitoring with MRI scans since they can sometimes go unnoticed if they rupture.

At Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery, Dr. Krieger provides thorough consultations to help patients weigh these options effectively.

Comprehensive Consultations: Understanding Your Needs

Before stepping into surgery, understanding what you want out of your breast augmentation is crucial. During your initial consultation at Rodeo Drive Plastic Surgery:

Personalized Assessment: Dr. Krieger conducts a detailed evaluation discussing medical history, aesthetic goals, and lifestyle considerations. 3D Imaging Technology: Patients may benefit from advanced imaging technologies that allow them to visualize potential outcomes before committing to surgery.

By addressing every qu

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Cosmetic choice is an online directory to get you list of cosmetic plastic surgeons in a place, & save time. Browse best service provider according to your need & budget. Just visit cosmetic choice for more info!!

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The Art and Science of Blepharoplasty: Crafting Beautiful Eyes

Introduction

When it comes to cosmetic surgery, few procedures are as effective at transforming one's appearance as blepharoplasty, commonly known as eyelid surgery. This procedure is part art and part science, requiring a skilled surgeon to navigate the delicate structures of the eye area while considering the patient’s unique aesthetic goals. In this comprehensive guide, we will explore the nuances of blepharoplasty, its variations, how it complements other surgeries like facelift surgery and rhinoplasty, and much more.

The Art and Science of Blepharoplasty: Crafting Beautiful Eyes

Blepharoplasty serves as a pivotal procedure within the realm of cosmetic surgery. It can rejuvenate an individual's look by correcting droopy eyelids, reducing puffiness beneath the eyes, or even refining the contour plastic surgeons michigan of the eyelids themselves. Not only does this enhance physical appearance, but it also contributes significantly to emotional well-being.

What is Blepharoplasty?

Blepharoplasty is a surgical procedure aimed at improving the appearance of the eyelids. This can involve both upper and lower nose surgery clinics near me eyelids. The procedure removes excess skin, muscle, and fat from these areas, thereby lifting sagging eyelids that may contribute to a tired or aged look.

Types of Eyelid Surgery Upper Eyelid Surgery

Focused on removing excess skin and fat above the eyes. Lower Eyelid Surgery

Aims to eliminate puffiness below the eyes. Transconjunctival Blepharoplasty

A technique where incisions are made inside the eyelid to minimize visible scarring. Why Consider Blepharoplasty?

Many individuals seek blepharoplasty for various reasons:

To regain a youthful appearance To improve vision obstructed by sagging skin To eliminate dark circles or bags under the eyes The Surgical Process Pre-Operative Consultation

A thorough consultation with a qualified surgeon is crucial before undergoing any surgical procedure. During this appointment:

Medical history will be reviewed Goals for surgery will be discussed Risks and benefits will be outlined Anesthesia Options

Blepharoplasty can be performed using either local anesthesia or general anesthesia depending on individual needs and preferences.

Surgical Technique

The surgery typically lasts about two hours:

Incisions are made along natural folds in the eyelids. Excess skin, muscle, and fat are removed. Incisions are closed with sutures that will dissolve over time. Post-Operative Care

Recovery from blepharoplasty involves specific guidelines:

Ice packs can help reduce swelling. Patients should keep their heads elevated. Follow-up appointments are critical for monitoring healing. Risks and Complications

While blepharoplasty is generally safe, it carries potential risks:

Infection Scarring Dry eyes or irritation

Being aware of these risks allows patients to make informed decisions about their care.