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Indirectly Responsible
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Title: Indirectly Responsible Prompt: Donnie not coping as well as he seems with both the aftermath of Good Genes and how that indirectly led to the Foot Mystics being freed; You don’t know, you weren’t there; Bad dream; “There has to be another way”; Recovery; Turtle Pile Fluff; Scars Fandom:  TMNT 2003 Word Count: 6005  Author: aquietwritingcorner/realitybreakgirl Rating:  T Characters:  Donatello, Leonardo, Raphael, Michelangelo Warning: NA Summary: The Demon Shredder could strike at any moment. All of New York is under threat. And in April O’Neil’s apartment, one turtle can’t help but think that this whole situation is indirectly his fault.    Notes:  So, looking at the timeline, I don’t think that there’s a way for any of the turtles to know that their theft of the Heart of Tengu would lead to the heralds being freed until deep into season 5, so that’s where I’ve placed this. I also know there wasn’t actually much time between Karai waking up in April’s apartment and the final battle, but, eh, let’s pretend there was. ffn || AO3
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Indirectly Responsible
Don tossed and turned, shifting around as he slept on a pallet that April had laid out on her floor for him, moving stiffly, uncomfortably. The lights were out, the apartment dark, and quiet lay like a blanket over the sleeping occupants. Inside April’s bedroom Karai slept, Chaplin choosing to stay with her, both guarding and keeping an eye on his mistress. Casey slept on a cot out in the hallway, where he would be the first alert for any trouble that might come up that way. On her couch curled under a blanket, April slept, but with a bat nearby, just in case. The Ancient One had taken to her recliner, hat pulled down over his face, snoring lightly. Splinter slept on a small nest of pillows, curled up in a more rat-like way than he typically did.
Leo, Raph, Mikey and Don all had pallets of quilts scattered around the rest of the apartment, strategically placed. Raph was near the shop stairs, ready for any trouble from that direction. Leo had chosen to sleep under the living room windows, perhaps in defiance of having once been thrown through him.  Mikey stayed near the kitchen, easily able to distinguish between the sounds the appliances made or trouble. Don, for his part, had laid out his pallet near the computer in case an alarm went off.
They had wanted to set up a watch rotation, just in case something happened in the night. However, the Ancient One had insisted that they all sleep. He felt that something was going to happen, soon, that this was the lull before storm, and they all needed to be well-rested for the coming battle. Splinter had trusted his judgment and encouraged everyone to rest while they could.
However, Donatello’s sleep was anything but restful. Dreams—memory fragments?—played through his head, distorted, hard to parse through. Most of what swirled around in his dreams were fragments, small pieces of moments that had no context. They were small enough that, should he remember them when he woke, he wouldn’t be able to glean much from them. Still, they were poignant in is dreams, leaving his mind in turmoil.
His giant, clawed hand around Mikey’s leg. His father’s sad face. Fear and a feeling of needing to get somewhere safe as he ran through the sewers. Being enraged as April held a broom that had just hit him in the face. Rage as Leatherhead and his brothers tried to catch him. Fear as Bishop’s men tried to gun him down. Anger as Leo shot him again and again with tranquilizer darts.
Pain. Pain, pain, pain, pain, painpainpainpainapain—
These dreams weren’t unusual. He’d been having them off and on for months. They’d started a few weeks after he’d gotten the cure for his second mutation. Don theorized that it was because his body had finally healed to the point that it could begin to process the trauma that he’d gone through. They’d fade out after some time, but then would resurface, usually with accompanying aches, pains, and exhaustions as his body recovered.
He had started to have these dreams again during their training with the Ninja Tribunal, something he attributed to the stress of the environment. The Ancient One had theorized that they were an avenue of mystical attack, with some connection to the situation, and led Don through some meditations to try to deal with them. Unfortunately, there hadn’t been much time to focus on that, and the dreams had continued. They grew more frequent, the memories more broken up, and left him with echoed feelings of anxiety, terror, dread, and guilt that he couldn’t shake.
Every so often, though, a more intact memory would come through. It was usually a few minutes of something he’d observed or done when he’d been mutated. Some of them were downright terrifying. Others were just painful. Most of them, though, were enlightening no matter the other emotions accompanying them, and he usually remembered those memories when he woke. Tonight, amidst the fragments that ran throughout Don’s head, an intact memory made its way to the forefront.
He was in pain. He was in so much pain. He hurt. He was terrified. Safe. He needed to get where it was safe. He didn’t know where that was, but he needed it. He’d been trying to get out of this trap for hours, beating, beating, beating on it. But it wouldn’t let him escape.
He was in pain. He was scared. He was tired.
He slumped to the floor of the cage, energy spent for the moment. His captors were just beyond it, talking, although he didn’t understand them.
“There has to be another way, Leo!”
The one addressed shook his head. “There isn’t one, Raph.”
“What about the Utroms?” the third asked. “Or the Triceritons? Couldn’t we ask them for help?”
The big creature shook his head. “It is not an option, Michelangelo. While they could help, by the time a message got to them, it would already be too late for Donatello. His cells would have completely broken down.”
Something in the third one’s expression stirred something inside him, but he didn’t understand it, and just continued to watch.
“Then is this the only option?” the furry one asked.
The big one let out a breath and walked to the wall of lights and noises that he was often at. “As much as I hate to admit it, I am afraid that it is, Master Splinter.”
“There ain’t nothing else?” the first one said. “Nothing we can steal or get for you? Yer a smart guy, LH! Or—or what about the Justice Force? They’ve got all kinds of things, right?”
“I asked,” the third one said. “But… there’s no one there that understands all of, well, this,” he said, gesturing to the group.
The first one looked back at the second one. “So, this is it? We just take Donnie to that mad man that caused this problem in the first place, and let him have him?”
“No.” The second one’s voice was strong. “No, we don’t just hand him over. This is Don. He’s our brother. Someone will be with him all the time.”
“Ain’t gonna do us a lot of good if Bishop decides to just keep us all,” the first one said.
“I know,” the second one said. “But… there’s no other options. I’ve been over this in my head a million ways, Raph. This is the only thing we can do. There is no other way.”
All eyes traveled over to him. He didn’t like it. He didn’t like the way they were looking at him. There was something there and he didn’t understand it. It made him mad, made him angry, and that gave him a surge of energy. He rose to his feet and roared, pounding on the cage that kept him again and again.
Maybe if he did it enough, if he escaped from this, the pain would finally stop.
The scene slipped back again, although not forgotten, fragments overtaking it, trying to cover it up. Yet no matter how much the fragments tried to cover it up, the scene stayed, pushing its way through them, insisting on staying in Don’s awareness.
Rage at Stockman, who seemed as little more than twigs walking. “There has to be another way!” Pain from things being jabbed in his side from Bishop’s men. “There isn’t one.” Fear as a gas filled the new cage he was in. “Then this is the only option?” Loneliness, loss, as he searched for safety, for his family for safety, not knowing when they found him, that they were who he was looking for. “I’m afraid that it is.” The overwhelming desire to runbreakhidefight all at once. “There’s no other options.”
Pain. Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain painpainpainpainpainpain—
“There’s no other way.”
Don woke up with a start. He immediately sat up, ignoring the ache that shot through him, tense, ready to roll out of bed and fight. There were no immediate threats, though, and everyone else seemed to be sleeping. The apartment was quiet, the monitoring systems weren’t going off, and Don couldn’t hear any threats from outside.
“There has to be another way!”
“There’s no other way.”
A shudder ran through Don, and he let the battle-readiness fade away, simply sitting there instead as the ache started to settle into his bones. He tried to calm his breathing, focusing instead on those two phrases. Why did they seem so familiar? What had happened around those words? His brow furrowed as he tried to think it through. What had he been dreaming about?
“There has to be another way, Leo!”
“There isn’t one, Raph.”
“What about the Utroms? Or the Triceritons? Couldn’t we ask them for help?”
“It is not an option, Michelangelo. While they could help, by the time a message got to them, it would already be too late for Donatello. His cells would have completely broken down.”
“Then is this the only option?”
Right. Right, it had been not a dream but another memory. This time one of his family talking. Talking about him and options. Or, more precisely, what they felt like was their only option. The only way they had to cure him.
“So, this is it? We just take Donnie to that mad man that caused this problem in the first place, and let him have him?”
“No. No, we don’t just hand him over. This is Don. He’s our brother. Someone will be with him all the time.”
“Ain’t gonna do us a lot of good if Bishop decides to just keep us all.”
“I know. But… there’s no other options. I’ve been over this in my head a million ways, Raph. This is the only thing we can do. There is no other way.”
Don drew in a big breath, held it, and let it out. The memory was coming back to him, now. He’d seen fragments of it before, but they were all connecting, snapping into place. He’d known his brothers had taken him to Bishop. He’d known they’d negotiated with him for a cure. He’d know that they’d had to go and get something from Karai for Bishop, although he’d had to press hard to get that information out of anyone.
And he knew it was something called The Heart of Tengu. And he knew that it had given Karai control over the Foot Mystics. The same entities that now called themselves the Heralds of the Shredder and had worked to bring about the return of the Tengu Shredder.
Not that any of them had known that until recently.
After she had woken up, and after Chaplin had come to get her, and after they had both decided to stay for at least the night, everyone had settled down to share information. Or, well, that had been the idea. Neither side trusted the other, obviously. Broad strokes were shared, until one, fairly explosive moment when Karai had accused the turtles of bringing the whole disaster about. She’d told them about the Heart of Tengu, then, and how it had kept the Foot Mystics under control. She blamed them for what was happening.
Don had been stunned. He knew that his brothers had stolen something from her for Bishop, to ensure the cure for him. But he hadn’t realized what it was—or just how it had caused this apocalyptic nightmare they were now in.
“This is all your fault!” Karai snapped. “You stole the Heart of Tengu from me! You were the ones that set the Mystics free!”
“We may have stolen it from you, Karai,” Leo said, “but we had nothing to do with setting the Mystics free.”
Karai scoffed. “Then why did you steal it, Leonardo? To control the Mystics? To try to use them against me, only to find them too difficult for you to control?”
Raph growled. “Yer barking up the wrong tree, sister,” he said, and Don could see how he was trying very hard not to grip the handles of his sai, trying not to escalate things.
“It was payment,” Leo said, interrupting anything else that might be said. “We had a need. That was the payment required to ensure the deal.”
Karai spread her hand towards the windows. “And look what that ‘payment’ has cost everyone,” Karai mocked. “Was it worth dooming the world for?” she demanded.
Something sure seemed to settle in each of Don’s brothers and his father, even as Leo spoke again. “Yes. It was, Karai. And I’d do it again. We all would.”
Don took a breath, bringing himself back from that memory, even as the guilt he felt settled into him once more. His hand went to the scar on his leg, all that was left from that infected wound he’d had all those months, and pressed down on it, trying to massage away the shooting pain he was feeling from it. That wound had introduced the outbreak virus into his system, and that wound should have been something he paid more attention to.
The scar was a raised, bumpy thing, about an inch and a half wide, and roughly circular. It made sense, seeing it came from a puncture wound. The initial puncture hadn’t been as big as the scar, but there had been some necrosis around it that had worried Don a little. Fortunately, that, as well as the wound itself, had seemed to heal up with the advent of the cure.
It was a reminder, though. A reminder of what his own inattention and lack of care had cost them. A reminder of the guilt he carried with him. If the pains it sent out into his body from time to time were his only penance, then he had gotten off lightly.
Lightning flashed outside, and Don turned to look out the windows. Everything was so wrong out there. The sky wasn’t right, the trees and the buildings were twisted, warped. Everything outside felt like a mockery of what it should be. The people were terrified. Even the criminals had backed off, everyone hunkering down, waiting for the next thing to happen.
And Don knew it was all because of him.
Don couldn’t stay there anymore. He needed to get up, to move, to go somewhere else. His scar ached, and he felt the pain from it creeping into his bones, aches settling into the stretch marks left on his skin from the transformations. It felt like there was a pressure on his shell that was waiting to snap, and he winced as he got up. As much as he tried to hide it and deny it, he was still recovering from his second mutation. His muscles often had a persistent ache to them, something he felt in his very bones, and he still didn’t have all of his endurance back. Training with the Tribunal hadn’t helped that, and he had often found himself utterly exhausted at the end of a training day.
Honestly, it worried him, and some primal part of himself wanted to give into emotions and panic. Don kept that part in check, trying to remember that it was a traumatic thing that his body was recovering from. He knew that there was still a chance that the aches and pains would fade and eventually he’d be back to normal. However, he also knew that there was a good chance that he’d be living with this the rest of his life. Again, it was a small penance to pay for being the indirect cause of the apocalypse.
Don shook his head. The dreams, the worries of a full recovery, he sat them to the side for a moment and very quietly got up, using the nearby desk for leverage as his body protested the movement. He grabbed his bo—both to have it just in case, and for the extra support it gave him--and on silent feet he made his way towards the spiral staircase that led down into the shop.
Sneaking past Raphael wasn’t an easy thing to do, especially when Don felt as bad as he did at the moment, but it was possible, and Don knew the tricks. He managed not to disturb his brother and landed quietly in the shop with only the barest of a stumble, using his bo for balance. He could see more of the outside through the shop windows, and it turned his stomach, making the guilt settle on him even harder. The pain he was feeling flared up in response, and with a grimace, Don quietly made his way through the shop and to the door that led to the hallway, using his bo as a walking staff.
The staircase was there, and Don could hear Casey snoring on the second-floor landing. Every so quietly, Don made his way to the stairs, going down them instead of going up. He headed into the basement, and down to a room that he was told he ran into when he was mutating.
Don paused in the doorway, leaning on his bo and looking around. He wasn’t sure how Kirby’s room had survived the fire and explosion of April’s building, but somehow it had. Kirby’s bed and drawing table were still in there and Don listlessly made his way around the room, his bo quietly tapping on the floor. He looked at the little trinkets and such that had belonged to the man. He’d apparently had no family to come collect the things, and April, not knowing what to do with them, had put them back. She’d intended to clean the room out and rent it again, but with all of them in her life, she never had. Don was kind of glad for that now.
He heavily sat down on the bed, not feeling like staying standing any longer, and reached over to pick up a half-geode that was sitting on the nightstand. He could see where the fire had scorched the outside of the rock, but the crystals inside were undamaged. He gently ran his finger over them, wishing that he knew the significance of this to Kirby. He’d never gotten the chance to know Kirby that well. It had been a meeting, an adventure, and a tragedy.
Something else he was responsible for.
“Don?” Don looked up to see Leo standing in the doorway to the room. He was looking at Don with a mix of curiosity and concern, clearly assessing him. He frowned when he saw Don’s bo propped against the bed in easy reach. “Are you okay?”
Don shrugged and turned the geode over in his hand.
“Just thinking,” he said. “I’m aching a little, too.”
Leo frowned sympathetically, and moved further into the room, coming to sit beside Don. “I can understand that. Anything I can do?”
Don let out a small, half-amused noise. “Not unless you can rewind time and keep me from getting the wound to begin with.”
Leo’s mouth twitched up in a smile. “If I could do that, I would have done that to begin with.
“There has to be another way!”
“There’s no other way.”
Don frowned as the memory resurfaced, complimenting Leo’s words.
Leo, of course, took notice, and his smile faded away, too. “What is it?” he asked.
Don looked down at the rough outer surface of the geode, running his thumb on it. “…Was it really the only way?” he asked quietly.
He felt Leo stiffen a little at his side. “Don, what do you—”
“The amulet,” Don said. “I—I had another dream tonight. Another memory. I was inside the cage LH and I built. You were all outside it, and Raph was saying that there had to be another way other than taking me to Bishop to get the cure. But you and LH didn’t seem to think that there was.”
Leo was still. “I remember that conversation,” he said, his voice muted, but firm.
Don swallowed, feeling emotions welling up in him. He rotated the geode in his hand, keeping the rough side up, letting his fingers scrape along it. “Was it the only way, Leo?” he asked. “Was it truly? I understand why you did it. I’m not saying that. But look what it cost us. The Tribunal. Our friends, the other acolytes. Parts of New York City. It could cost us not just the city, but so much more. Getting that amulet to save me might have doomed the world.” He was staring firmly at the rock now. “I’m not worth the world, Leo. I’m not worth all of those peopl—”
Suddenly Leo’s hands were on his shoulders, and his brother was roughly forcing Don to face him. Startled, Don dropped the geode and looked up. Leo’s face was set, grim, and yet full of barely contained emotion.
“Donatello, I never want to hear you say that again,” he said firmly, fiercely. “You are worth it.”
Don’s own mouth settled into a grim line, the startlement fading. “Am I?” he said. “To you, to our family, yes, I am. But if you compare my life to the lives of everyone else, then no, I’m not.” He gently but firmly moved himself out of Leo’s grasp on his shoulders and leaned down to pick up the geode, wincing as he did. “In the grand scheme of things, my life isn’t worth any more than anyone else’s.” He turned the geode up, looking at the crystals. “There had to be another way to get me back.”
“There wasn’t.” Leo’s voice was firm, sure.
“There would have been, in time,” Don said. He grabbed his bo and used it to help him stand up, moving across the room to put the geode down on a shelf.
Leo stayed where he was and shook his head. “There was no other option,” he repeated, his voice rising a little bit.
“The options weren’t fully explored. I’ve seen the notes and I—” Don started.
Leo suddenly leapt to his feet, fire in his eyes. “You don’t know! You weren’t there!” he said forcefully, his voice raising even more.
Don turned to look at him, and Leo backtracked, reigning himself back in.
“I mean, of course you were there,” he said, his voice a little quieter. He ran a hand across his head, frustration in the movement. “But you weren’t—you weren’t you,” he said. “It was like I said to Raph and Mikey once. I kept looking to you to ask what we were going to do but… you weren’t there.” He looked at Don, with pleading eyes. “You’ve got to understand, Don. We explored everything as best we could. There was no other way.”
Don took a breath in, turning to stare at the geode for a moment. Its crystals caught the little light in the room and reflected it. “Then it’s my fault,” Don said quietly.
Leo stared at him a moment, confused. “What?”
“Then it’s my fault,” Don said turning back around. He leaned on his bo. “You’re right. I wasn’t there. I was… I was a raging, mindless beast who didn’t understand anything that was happening.” His jaw tightened a little. “I didn’t know anyone or anything. I didn’t even understand when I was safe. All I knew was pain and rage. I wasn’t there.”
“Don, I—” Leo started, but Don shook his head and cut his brother off.
“I wasn’t there before that, though.” He looked Leo in the eye. “I saw Leatherhead’s notes. He noted the point in my own notes when I became unreliable. I was too sick, too far gone with the virus to accurately interpret the data anymore. I wasn’t ever going to be able to find a cure, because I was already ‘not there.’ By the time we got back from the past, my reasoning was too far gone.”
Leo was silent, the analysis evidently taking him by surprise. Don forged ahead, reaching to run his fingers over the geode again.
“I never was going to find a cure,” he said firmly. “And it was my fault for not taking the wound seriously to begin with.” Don’s voice began to pitch up a little. “And I only got the wound because I froze up and Raph had to push me out of the way. If I had just moved, or if I had taken the wound more seriously, then I wouldn’t have double mutated,” the words spilled out of his mouth, falling quicker and quicker, his grip on his bo tightening. “If I hadn’t double mutated, then all of you wouldn’t have gone to Bishop for a cure. He wouldn’t have instructed you steal the Heart of Tengu. The Foot Mystics would have never gotten free. They wouldn’t have been able to kill the Tribunal and our friends. The Demon Shredder wouldn’t have been revived. And the fate of the world wouldn’t be hanging in the balance!”
Don whirled back to face Leo, who had been silent, watching as Don laid out his reasoning, grasping his bo with both hands now. “So, you see, Leo, this is all my fault! The world could end, we could all die, and it’s all my fault because I didn’t move out of the way of an enemy in time!”
For a moment, there was silence. Then Leo looked at Don and frowned. “Alright,” he said, crossing his arms. “It is all your fault.”
Don wavered where he stood. “What?”
“It is your fault,” Leo said. “You’re right. If you hadn’t gotten that wound, then none of this would have happened.”
Don hadn’t been expecting Leo to say that, and he stared at his brother, his mouth hanging slightly open. The words stung. They hurt, even though Don knew they were true, and he tightened his grip on his bo again.
Leo wasn’t finished though. “But I’ll say it again. You don’t know. You weren’t there.” Leo took a step towards Don. “Your notes may not have been reliable towards the end, but they were better and more extensive than anything Bishop or Stockman had.”
“But… they made the cure…” Don said, confused.
“Yeah, they did,” Leo said. “From your notes.” Leo sighed and put his hands on Don’s shoulders, both comforting and supporting Don. “They lied to us, Don. They said they had a cure when they didn’t. Master Splinter and Leatherhead told us about it later, but it was too late by that point. You were closer to a cure than they were. They just had better resources and equipment to finish what you started.”
“They—what?” Don stared at his brother, trying to process this new information.
Leo nodded. “Leatherhead said that the only reason your notes were as well-researched and extensive was because you were testing yourself. Don’t you see, Don?” Leo asked.
Don stared at his brother, waiting for Leo to explain.
“Because you got that sting, you started your studies and research long before Bishop or Stockman even knew there was a problem. You had the most complete and accurate information available. Because you double mutated, your research went to Bishop and Stockman, and they were able to make a cure. Without you, without your research, without that sting, the city would still be suffering from mutated creatures.”
Leo gave Don’s shoulders a squeeze. “Yes, we stole the Heart of Tengu as payment, but it was because Bishop lied to us about what he could do. Not to mention, Bishop started the whole mess to begin with, with his fake invasion.” He gave Don a tight smile. “You didn’t bring about the danger we’re in now. Bishop did, by trying to build a fake danger, and then by lying to us.”
Don stared at Leo, blinking as his brain processed the information. “…Oh.” He could feel himself trembling just slightly. He shook his head. “But—still. You stole the Heart of Tengu to save me.” He glanced at the doorway, as if he could see outside through it. “I still feel responsible.”
Leo shook his head again, and adjusted his grip, leading Don back to the bed and sitting them both down. He shifted again, sliding an arm along Don’s shoulders to pull him in. “You’re not. Besides…” Leo hesitated. “I don’t know how to explain it, but… it feels like this was always supposed to be us? I think… I think that even if it hadn’t been to save you, then something would have happened to the Heart of Tengu anyway, and we’d be in a similar position.”
Don eyed Leo skeptically for a moment, but then relented. Leo had always had a sense about these things, even more so since he returned from the Ancient One. It had seemed to sharpen, somehow, during their training with the Tribunal.
“If you’re sure, Leo,” Don said, slumping a bit against his brother, tired and aching.
“If Leo’s sure about what?”
Mikey’s sleepy voice interrupted, and Mikey poked his head around the door. Raph was right there with him, moving to stand in the doorway, eyes moving over the pair, clearly assessing the situation.
“If I’m sure that Don’s not responsible for everything that’s happened,” Leo said.
“He ain’t,” Raph said bluntly.
“Ohhh,” Mikey said. “This is because of the Heart of Tengu thing, isn’t it?”
Don shot a Mikey a startled look. “How did you—”
“How did I know?” Mikey said, coming into the room and plopping himself down on the other side of Don. “You mean, how did I know that one of the two turtles with a huge guilt complex was totally and absolutely going to take what happened and blame himself?” Mikey grinned. “Come on, Donnie, gimme a little credit.”
“I don’t say this often, but Mikey’s right,” Raph said. He strode forward and poked Don in the forehead, before taking his bo from him and setting it to the side. “You’ve been overthinkin’ everythin’ durin’ your recovery. Wasn’t hard to figure you’d take what Little Miss Shredder said to heart.”
Don frowned and looked down at his leg again. His hand traced over his scar, wincing a little as he did. “I guess. It’s just—”
“Nope, no ‘it’s just’,” Mikey said. “Whatever Leo said, he was right.”
“It ain’t your fault, Don,” Raph said, his voice quiet. “It never was.”
Don sighed, his hands rubbing at the stretch marks on his thighs. “It still feels like it is.”
“Well, no matter if it feels like it or not, it isn’t,” Leo said.
Don looked up at his brothers, giving them a weak smile. “It’ll take some time for me to internalize that,” he said.
Raph made a shooing motion, obviously trying to encourage Don to lie down. “Yeah, well, while you’re working on that, we can work on you,” he said. “Yer hurting right now, aren’t you?”
Don grimaced. “It’s… never really left,” he admitted. “It’s just worse tonight.”
Raph let out a huff of frustration. “Don. You’re suppose to tell us these things.” He looked over at Mikey and Leo. “You two know what to do.”
“Right-o!” Mikey said, and practically tacked Don to the bed.
“Hey—what--!” Don protested.
“Nuh-uh,” Mikey said, draping himself over Don’s shell like some sort of starfish. He put his head right on top of Don’s. “You said that heat makes your shell feel better, so I’m about to be your own personal heater!”
“You’re too heavy to be a heater,” Don grumbled, trying to get comfortable under Mikey’s weight.
“I’ve got his legs, you get his arms?” Raph said to Leo.
“Sounds good to me,” Leo said.
“Guys, you don’t have to do this,” Don protested. “It’ll fade back to a tolerable level eventually.”
“Hm, I dunno, bro. Eventually sounds like it’ll take to long, especially when we can do something about it now,” Mikey said. He booped the back of Don’s head with his snout. “Come on, Don. Let us help you.”
Don sighed and relented. He was well and firmly trapped, as his brothers started to massage his limbs, trying to help with the pain he was feeling. Mikey’s heat on his shell helped, too, although he wasn’t about to admit it out loud. Slowly, Don started to relax as the massages and heat started to help the bone-deep aches he was feeling.
“You’re still recovering,” Leo said to him, softly, as he worked. “Physically, mentally, and emotionally. Let us take care of you. Because while you might not think you’re worth the world, to us you are.”
Somewhere above Don, Mikey snorted. “That was one of the cheesiest things you’ve ever said, Leo,” he cackled.
Don heard the thwap of Mikey being hit. “Shut it, chucklehead,” Raph said. “It might be cheesy, but it’s true.”
“Never said it wasn’t,” Mikey protested. “Just that it was cheesy.”
Don chuckled quietly at the interactions and decided to stop protesting his brothers’ actions. He let them do for him, and then, when they all somehow curled and squished and fit on the bed, the bedframe miraculously holding under their weight, he didn’t protest, but instead let himself be cocooned within his brothers’ warmth and love. They talked, softly, about stupid things, silly things, and wishes and dreams, until one by one, they all fell asleep with each other, feeling safe and secure in a way that none of them had in far too long.
Don wasn’t sure he’d ever completely recover from his second mutation. He had a feeling that the aches and pains would come and go, becoming something he would deal with the rest of his life. He still felt guilty for what was happening, too, feeling indirectly responsible for the current state of the city. But right now, at this moment? He let himself trust in his brothers’ words, and refocused his mind on them, instead of his guilt.
And this time as Don slept, not a single dream or memory disturbed him.
It was hours later when two figures silently crept to the doorway of the room, looking in on the sleeping pile of turtles that was on the bed. Arms and legs were intertwined together, making it hard to tell who was sleeping on who and where one turtle began and another ended.
“You see?” the Ancient One said, very softly. “I told you—they needed this night. Their bond is strengthened. Donatello’s spirit is a peace, cutting off that avenue of attack. This bonding will only serve them well in the coming battle.”
Splinter looked over his sons, too many emotions running through him for him to properly express any of them. “It will,” he agreed instead. “I can only hope that it will keep them safe.”
For a moment, Splinter hesitated, and then he stole out of the room, returning moments later with a couple of large blankets. The Ancient One blinked at him.
“How are you going to cover them up? They are all tangled,” he asked, although he moved forward to help Splinter unfold the blankets.
“As I did when they were mere babies. I will cover the whole pile,” Splinter explained. “Creating a ‘shell’ for them to seek comfort in.”
“Ah.” The Ancient One nodded, and helped Splinter cover the sleeping pile of turtles, smiling to himself when he saw how Splinter took the time to adjust a limb here and there, and press his nose to each of his sons’ heads.
The two slowly left the room then, leaving the turtles alone to finish sleeping throughout the night. In the morning, battle would come, the Ancient One was sure, and for that, the four would need to be bonded strongly. But tonight, their bonds had been strengthened. He just hoped that it would be enough.
But for four turtles who were sleeping in a pile, under blankets put over them by their father, nothing could feel more safe and secure in that moment.
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emirrart · 1 month ago
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what are your thoughts on this image
disagree. alice simply would not get shot bc she's got main character power and mickey mouse shouldnt even be mentioned in the same sentence as shadow bc thats just disrespectful. alice and maria would be besties though.
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i-identify-spongebob-caps · 3 months ago
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Hello! Do you have any idea what this frame is from? I know it was from a musical sequence during the lyric “say hello to Patrick” but I’m struggling to find it shjhhdh. I was having trouble uploading the gif version but I clipped this bit into a gif because I love Patrick stimming hehe. I love this blog btw!!!
Hi!!! Thank you, I'm glad you like the blog 😊
This is from Season 3, Episode 11 - Party Pooper Pants! Specifically the song "Underwater Sun".
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funnier-when-objectum · 5 months ago
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I’m so bad about forgetting that a lot of things I do aren’t considered “normal” that the other day I was said to my brother “Juniper’s (sea turtle plushie) beak is such a good shape for kissing ^_^” anD THE LOOK OF CONFUSION HE GAVE ME
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i love telling my friends objects are attractive and watching their reactions
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neurotypical-sonic · 11 months ago
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Hiya! Apologies if I’m overthinking but what exactly does “ask to tag” mean? Does that mean any and all tags or just specific types?
it means that anyone can ask me to tag something that I havent, usually so they can block that tag! I tagged those posts with "#eating disorder" but someone might want something else tagged. I usually add it to posts that I know could be upsetting but dont know how exactly to tag it. If that makes sense. its just saying "feel free to let me know if you want something specifically tagged"
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germplush · 6 months ago
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I found this super cool shop called The Butterfly Pig that sells little disability aids for plushies n dolls!! I thought you might be interested (be warned though a lot of their items have themes of needles, so be careful if you’re sensitive to that) :D)
https://thebutterflypig.com/sale/
yess weve been wanting to buy from them for a while we plan on getting the AAC prop when we can ty for letting us know
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I forgor if I did or not - Was Sonic the Hedgehog submitted, and if so, was he approved? Ty ^^”
He has not been submitted, approval will depend on what evidence you submit (even if I share a hc, I can't post it without sufficient evidence) but I think there's plenty to work with there, personally! I can ping you in the replies to this and let you know if he's approved when I see he's been submitted, if you'd like! I check the form every evening around 9pm central time.
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bluebellthesponge · 11 months ago
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I hope the holidays are shaping up to be wonderful for you!
aww omg thank you!!!! you have a wonderful holiday season as well :)))
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fictionalfoodpolls · 4 months ago
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Flying Meeplings (?) from Smiling Friends
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theshitpostcalligrapher · 8 months ago
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req'd by @pileofpawns
before you ask, no I'm not a huge fan of yall getting my exact work tattood on you but yes, feel free to bring this as a reference image to your appointment
text: hellbound homosexual
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weheartstims · 8 months ago
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Sonic Colors (Sonic the Hedgehog, SEGA) with rainbow glitter, glowing, amusement parks, and Nintendo Wiis for @pileofpawns!
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languajix · 1 month ago
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TMNT Write Fight Fic: Uncommon Denominator
Prompt by Haley: "The turtles meet different versions of themselves" + @kiaxet "There is no way he's supposed to be me. Just look at him! (Iteration crossover, any iterations)" + @pileofpawns "Pun" for @tmnt-write-fight
Word Count: 5,740
Summary: His brothers might have been convinced that these turtles were their alternate universe counterparts, but Leo wasn't quite so sure about his. He seemed far too stiff to be a Leo.
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videogamepolls · 4 months ago
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roabythecow1 · 1 month ago
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Meet The Bloggerrrrr:
Hi! I'm Roah 🧡, Roaby 🐄, Bee 🐝, or Pearlaby 🎀. We have another alter too but you won't meet them online. Roah also likes the nickname Heifer 🧡. I'm an adult. They/them, shey/heyr, hey/heym. I'm comfortable with both feminine and masculine terms. Also a bisexual, aspec furry ayooooo. ✌️ Other hot attributes of mine I'm comfortable sharing: autism, OCD, probably dyscalculia and for sure a reading disorder of sorts.
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I list these things because it is genuinely important to me that people know them. Please keep in mind my reading comprehension issues if you regularly interact with me. Also, important notes: Roaby can be manic to an extent and Bee is young and often dissociated.
I'm an off and on traditional and digital artist 🎨, crafter ✂️, songwriter 🎶, poet ✒️, original story and fanfiction writer 📝. Aside from merch, I collect stickers 💟, stuffed animals 🧸, LPS 🐱, CDs 💿, pins 🧷, jars 🫙, feathers 🪶, animal bones 🦴, dead butterflies 🦋, turtle stuff 🐢, bear stuff 🐻, and cow stuff 🐮.
Beloveds:
Yellow 💛, brown 🤎, Thai food 🍜, mandarin oranges 🍊, sweet tea 🫖, coffee ☕️, therians 🐈‍⬛️, PEARL 🎀 (She's literally me guys), For Forever by Ben Platt 💙 and Ultimately by Khai Dreams 🌸. My family means the world to me and I LOVE my friends and Discord server 🫶.
PSSSSST 🗣 @funky-introverted-writers
(Click "keep reading" to see my most influential media, side blogs, and Tumblr mutuals 💛)
Most influential media:
Undertale (The Dark Ages...) 💀❤️, Handplates Undertale AU 💀❤️‍🩹, Steven Universe 👽🌎, My Little Pony 🦄✨, Good Omens 😈😇, Camp Camp ⛺🙄, Dear Evan Hansen 🫂🏳️‍🌈, Moomin Valley 🍃🏳️‍🌈, Avatar The Last Airbender 🧑‍🦲⬇️, Adventure Time 🗡️🐶, Rick and Morty 🥼🧪, Rise of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 🐢🐀, Community 🫂🎓, Bluey 🐶💙, Fionna and Cake 🗡️🐱, Helluva Boss 🔫😈, Animal Jam 🐰🐾, Bo Burnham 😃🔫, Ben Platt 💙🏳️‍🌈, Cavetown 🧑🏻‍🦰🐸, Tiny Tim 🥰🌷, The Front Bottoms 💔🥲, MARINA 🖤🙄, Madilyn Mei 👩☕, Noah Khan 🌲😔, NF 💔🔗
Side blogs:
@roabythecow @roahs-lps-ark @in-tandem-with-fandom @funky-introverted-writers
Tumblr mutuals:
@i-got-da-rubes @blinday @housefinches @gaybabything @notebook-enthusiast @sweet-summer-dreams @historianroo @spinspoon @penciled-palominos @hauntedestablishments @thatoneuserwho @airbluest @pileofpawns
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snowlupinwoodstories · 19 days ago
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I have an update!
I know I've been quiet and not writing due to health issues, but I now have an update I think you all would like to know!
I intend to get back to writing snippets next week, starting with the snippet @pileofpawns suggested. I'll be off work starting the 22nd for my surgery for endometriosis, which will take place on the 29th. Without having to waste spell slots on work I should be able to work through the pain.
I plan to post the poll for what kind of birds on Monday, so keep an eye out for that and if there are any families/orders you want included please let me know through asks, comments or reblogs.
And finally, my loving partners (@vigoburrito is one :3) gave me a copy of the 2024 D&D players handbook. I'm already working on a revamped So Your Party Adopted a Kobold/Goblin!
The revamped book will have PC species stats for kobolds and goblins (based on the kobolds and goblins in the book, and information provided in Volo's and Tasha's Cauldron of everything), and likely some custom backgrounds.
Each NPC goblin and kobold will come with a 5e 2014 stat block, a revamped 2024 NPC stat block, and a level 1 pc version for each goblin and kobold, so DMs can level up the little terrors with you!
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