#phoneblog

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Trout lillies popping up!

[imnotleavinherewithoutyou]

just rewatched the man who would be king and i am still full of feelings about this fucking episode

just

the fucking gall of dean sam and bobby judging cas for making the same fucking “deal with the devil” that they made just last season

dean goes with crowley over sam’s protests in 5x20 (incidentally this go-through i caught that edlund threw in “the devil you know” as a line in crowley’s pitch to cas, and that was the name of ep 5x20 and i refuse to believe that he didn’t know exactly what he was doing pointing us back at his own ep last season when dean worked with crowley but ANYWAY)

bobby makes a deal with crowley to find death’s location

and they have the fucking nerve to judge cas like what the fuck else was he supposed to do? knuckle under and let raphael restart the apocalypse? that was like their worst case scenario last season and i honestly hate how none of them even considers cas’s position for one second, none of them proposes an alternative other than dean’s vague “we deal with it” like how dean how??? let’s hear a concrete alternative before you shoot down the only fucking solution that anyone has come up with to the problem

uggggh still not over it

on a positive note misha plays cas with such humanity and nuance and i love the way edlund writes him and i just

the way cas turns toward dean with his whole body in the first scene when he’s eavesdropping on them, like dean is his sun, his everything

also the heartbreak in dean’s eyes when cas says superman going to the dark side ugh it wrecks me every time and cas doesn’t even know he fucked up yet

take this fucking episode away from me

[heathertfennec]

to the person who went thru some of my earthbound character tags: im happy my blog was an unintended treasure trove of fanart for you. im honored more than words can describe

[aeide-thea]

phoneblogging so only the most cursory of alt txt, sry, but—

literally every time someone posts the botticelli on the left my brain is briefly but hopefully like ‘slutty dürer my beloved????’

testament to the mind-melting power of elaborate ringlets and puffy white sleeves ig

[radioforums]

ok so i forgot i changed my tumblr password and forgot to write it down somewhere accessible to my phone but not to worry. i am back to phoneblogging

[durbantech-blog]

The Samsung Galaxy Note 10 is lovely. #note10 #n10 #samsung #phoneblog #cellphone (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/B053qZ_DQir/?igshid=1cre7uwtv5kpl

[dashnite]

imagine saying that the authors decisions are headcanons because you personally dont like them oh my fucking god

imagine going out of your way to impose your headcanon into someone random on the internet because of an obscure fandom...

if i may ask a favor, could you please point me in the direction of an official statement made by Andrew Hussie that is NOT a fan request nor he trolling the fandom (like fat vriska). please do. send me links via submit, i honestly want to know

authors decisions being headcanons after their series are complete is actually a very instigating subject. you see, every fan has a different experience of the material. i don’t consider canon that (ugh im gonna talk about my first fandom) nagini was a woman before a snake, or that kicking-the-horse-until-its-dead trilogy that was fantastic beasts. i still consider the ORIGINAL WORK, harry potter 1-7, canon. i don’t think bellatrix and voldemort had a secret baby or basically every tweet rowling made after the series ended. it doesn’t make sense for me. however, i have various personal headcanons. AND ITS OKAY TO HAVE THEM, I’M NOT SAYING IT ISN’T! hope i made myself understood

also, i never said i dislike the idea of the strilondes being jewish. stick to facts please.

[sarcasmprodigy]

OH YEA FOUND YOUR FIRST HS POST HEHEHEHEHE

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Fitting that my first post was John, huh. Love the tags.

[girlfriendsofthegalaxy]

hey remember the Dollars book with the transphobia in the first three pages?

I went to a used bookstore that had 0 (zero) of the Dollars books but the guy was all “oh yeah I remember those they pretended Lee Van Cleef’s character never died” to which I went WHAT and uh yeah he sure is alive and kicking under the name Shadrach in this one

so far it is an weird canon divergent A Few Dollars More, same deal with trying to trail/infiltrate a gang of bandits except there’s a circus and Blondie is a sharpshooting act bc this will somehow draw out the bandits??? it’s got this genuinely good bit where Blondie has just busted out of jail and an officer of the law catches up to them while they are very much in cahoots (cahoots is a word which means here that you are crouched by a flooded arroyo, trying to figure out where a box full of gold went in the flash flood nobody could have possibly predicted)

“I beg your pardon," Shadrach said with a fine show of injured dignity. "Do I look like the type of person who would be in cahoots, as you call it, with anyone as weirdly garbed as that? I never saw this character before in my life. I was sitting here, waiting for the water to go down so I could get back across to my horse, when he came along and forced his conversation on me.”

Excerpt From

A Coffin Full Of Dollars

Joe Millard

[fefairys]

YOURE THE FIRST PERSON I SAW THAT HAS A HOMESTUCK TATOO HAUWHWUEHWH YOURE STILL ON TOP OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE LIST KAKSJS

hell yeah babey!!!!

[imnotleavinherewithoutyou]

of course i'm writing this instead of like, the stuff i'm supposed to be writing??

ahem.

——

Dean is throwing a bullpen session when the news breaks that Castiel Novak has signed with the Dodgers. He wouldn't have heard about it, except that Garth trotted into the room bubbling with enthusiasm.

"I didn't realize you were such a big fan of him," Dean says when Garth pauses for breath.

"His numbers speak for themselves," Garth says.

Dean settles back in, winds up, and spins a curveball in there for a strike. He flashes a satisfied grin at Garth before saying, "I don't spend much time looking at the numbers."

"Two MVPs," Garth counters.

"Yeah, that's impressive," Dean allows.

"D'you think it'd be too weird if I asked for an autograph when he gets here?" Garth asks.

Dean shrugs. "He's probably used to it."

From what he's heard, Castiel isn't exactly a Chatty Cathy, though that could be because he doesn't speak English. He's always got an interpreter on hand, despite having been in the States six years already. You'd think the guy would've picked up some English by now.

Probably a cold fish.

Meanwhile, Garth says, "Yeah, you're right."

"If you're embarrassed, you could always say it's for a nephew or something," Dean suggests.

"Nah, I couldn't lie to him," Garth says, scandalized.

Dean huffs a laugh at that. "All right, do what you want. Now skedaddle and quit distracting me."

"Yeah, okay. Catch you later, alligator!"

——

The thing is, not many players catch Dean's eye anymore.

He's been in the league for a decade and a half, and he's seen everything. Strange-ass batting stances that somehow still work. A switch pitcher. A sidewinder who dipped so far down on his delivery that his knuckles nearly scraped the fucking mound.

But he's never seen a two-way player like Castiel Novak.

Granted, teams haven't ever really let pitchers hit every day. Hell, it wasn't even possible in the NL until they changed the rules and adopted the DH.

That's why the Dodgers never had a chance at signing Castiel when he was first coming over to the States.

Not that Dean had been paying any attention at the time. He'd been skeptical like most other players, a little curious to see whether this experiment would work out.

But then Castiel had seemed pretty average in his first season—a pretty good batter but an average-ass pitcher—and then he'd gotten sidelined from pitching by an injury, and Dean had put the fabled two-way-player out of mind.

In the last three years, though, Castiel has forced his way to the top of the conversation in baseball, everyone talking about what a unicorn he is for being able to pitch and hit at elite levels, and that amount of praise, of overexposure, has always rubbed Dean the wrong way. Sure, Castiel won MVP two of the three years—and came in second the year he didn't win it—but still. It's a lot of talk, and Dean hasn't really even watched him play.

Mostly, he's just been catching the occasional dumb New Balance commercials, which—he can't really judge, he's done some dumb ads himself because the money was stupid good, but hey, he's never claimed he wasn't hypocritical.

When Castiel first enters the locker room for spring training, everyone's already there. Such a diva move, arriving fashionably late. All eyes turn his way, and he surveys the room, looking almost bored.

"Hello," the man at his elbow says, half a step behind him. Needlessly, he adds, "This is Castiel. Nice to meet you all."

The accent throws Dean off for a second, because he's never heard someone from Enoch speak with a British accent.

Castiel starts moving toward a locker in the corner of the room that has been set aside for him, his new jersey hanging up in front of it, and his interpreter follows him, nodding at the team members that they pass.

Dean's well across the room from Castiel's locker, so he's free to catch Benny's eye after they've passed him by and raise his eyebrows. Benny only grins, tilting his head toward the exit.

Dean finishes doing up his cleats and jogs off toward the tunnel, meeting Benny there.

As they head toward the dugout, Dean says, "Taller than I'd imagined," and Benny chuckles.

——

Castiel is pretty.

Dean hadn't really absorbed that from the TV ads or game footage, more concerned with his windup or his batting stance than his face. And that first glimpse of him had been from across the locker room, so it's not like Dean could've seen how fucking blue his eyes are. Or how his jaw looks so sharp you could cut yourself on it.

It's fucking distracting is what it is, so Dean keeps his distance. He's getting older now, needs to stay sharp and focused to avoid all the fucking speculation about how he might be washed up.

Every mph he loses on his fastball feels like another nail in his coffin, and he really cannot afford distractions.

But whenever Castiel passes through his line of sight, he can't resist the temptation to look, to keep looking. Castiel never looks back—at least, Dean's never caught his eye.

The only time it seems Castiel looks at Dean is when Dean is on the mound. Castiel leans on the fence in the dugout, and even though Dean can't see the blue of his eyes from this far out, he's sure that Castiel's eyes are on him.

Dean's first five outings are good. He gets four wins, one no-decision, doesn't give up more than two earned runs each outing. His strikeout numbers are a little low to start the year, but he's pretty sure he can get them back up to normal by the All Star break.

But his sixth start is an absolute dud. The opposing team is seeing his fastball too well, and for whatever reason, he can't get his curveball in there for a strike.

Bobby pulls him after one out in the fifth, having given up five runs, four earned. Garth enters the game with the bases loaded and manages to strike out the next two batters, and when he comes into the dugout, Dean claps him on the back in thanks.

Dean is filled with dread as he sits down for the postgame press conference, where reporters are gonna ask him stupid-ass roundabout questions that don't outright say he should retire but obviously imply he's past his prime.

"So, what happened out there?" a man from the LA Times asks.

Dean shrugs, tries his best not to sound defensive when he says, "Sometimes you just don't have your stuff."

"What wasn't working today?" LA Times persists.

"Weren't you watching the game?"

The deep voice coming from Dean's left startles him, but there are audible gasps from the gaggle of reporters, and Dean turns, sees Castiel approaching.

Castiel takes the vacant seat at Dean's left and leans over, bending the mic toward him. "You should know he didn't have his curveball today, or is it not your occupation to know the game of baseball?" he continues, eyes blazing.

So he speaks English after all.

Dean stares, because he can’t not. Because this is the closest he’s ever been to Castiel Novak, and his clenched jaw looks even sharper in profile, his nose proud, the corner of his mouth that Dean can see curved down in an expectant frown.

LA Times flounders, says, "Well, I was leading up to—I wanted to know if he's worried at all. See, if his best pitch isn't landing—“

"So much doubt," Castiel interrupts. "Where were all these concerns when I gave up four runs to the A's two days ago?"

Then Castiel's interpreter—Balthazar—is there, grabbing Castiel by the elbow, hissing something inaudible in his ear.

Castiel rolls his eyes, clears his throat, grabs the mic again. "My apologies."

Balthazar leans in, says, “No further questions,” and straightens.

Castiel gets to his feet and looks at Dean, and his cerulean eyes are surprisingly warm. He seems startled to find Dean looking back, and his gaze darts away quickly.

Then they’re out of the room, and a different reporter, this one from the Athletic, pipes up, “So uh, did you know Castiel could speak English?”

“Think Balthazar just put the kibosh on any questions about Castiel,” Dean says.

The Athletic looks disappointed but says, “It’s clear you struggled in the first, but you really settled in for the next three innings. What helped you regain focus?”

The rest of the ordeal goes smoother, everyone on their best behavior after Castiel’s interruption, and Dean has just gotten home when his phone rings.

“Dude. Dude! How could you not tell me that Castiel is your friend? No, how could you not say that he can speak English?”

“We’re not friends, Garth.”

“Bullshit,” Garth says immediately. “He was totally out there to protect you. He never does press if he doesn’t have to. And I think he just outed that he speaks English to do it.”

It’s hard to deny those points, but they aren’t friends.

“I don’t know what to tell you,” Dean says. “We’ve never spoken. I’ve only said hi to him, and it was through Balthazar, as usual.”

Garth harrumphs. “I don’t believe you.”

Before Dean can protest, Garth hangs up.

Dean pinches the bridge of his nose, annoyed, before heading to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of whiskey.

He probably should talk to Castiel tomorrow, express some gratitude for his intervention. Dean’s a big boy and can handle himself, but it was unexpectedly nice to have someone stick up for him like that.

��—

The next day, Dean waits until the game is about to start before entering the locker room. Predictably, Castiel is one of the few remaining players—he usually cuts it pretty close, has been almost late to several games already.

For once, Balthazar isn’t hovering over Castiel, and Dean heads straight for him, in no mood to beat around the bush.

“Got an off day tomorrow,” Dean says to the back of Castiel’s head.

It takes a moment for Castiel to turn around, face neutral. “Yes,” he says evenly.

“Got any plans?”

“No,” Castiel says.

Dean nods. “Then you’re free to grab a coffee with me?”

“Yes,” Castiel accepts immediately.

“Damn it, Castiel,” says Balthazar from behind Dean, and Castiel’s eye roll is even better when Dean can see it straight-on rather than in profile. “You’re going to put me out of a job.”

Castiel responds in Enochian, and Balthazar barks out a short word that by tone Dean figures is a curse word.

“Give me your phone,” Castiel says to Dean, hand held out, and Dean tugs it out of his pocket, hands it over.

Balthazar lets out an irritated huff and hovers impatiently while Castiel types his number into Dean’s phone.

Dean accepts his phone back, doing his best to ignore the tingle he gets when their fingers brush on the handover, and says, “I’ll text you.”

With a wry twist to his lips, Castiel says, “That’s the idea.”

Then he heads for the dugout, Balthazar trailing behind him, complaining in Enochian.

Dean looks down at his phone and snorts when he sees that Castiel has entered “Unicorn” for his name.

And Dean had thought he didn’t have a sense of humor.

[rainbowcaleb]

Somewhere in the distance Artagan is screaming “VINDICATION!!!!” about the dangers of

The theater

[strawberries-in-december]

finally gave in and bought berseria. i have Thought about this game and thus far those can be boiled down to 1) this isn't zestiria :( and 2) velvet's outfit is the most atrocious.

[aeide-thea]

this whole breast size thing is definitely a more complex conversation than i can quite deal with while phoneblogging but like. is this just a thing where i was always more trans than i realized?? Attempted Socialization Bounced?? though also i do think acceptability/beauty/desirability body standards for upper-/professional-class girls/women in NYC strongly prioritize thinness over voluptuousness

but it’s just like. of all the things i disliked my body for, growing up, ‘not having larger breasts’ was never one of them?? even though the beauty standards i was holding myself up against at that point were absolutely for people with breasts, and i’m very good at picking up on Things People Could Potentially Think Are Wrong With Me, due to how i got mothered?

[starttheanarchy]

"I swear trying to understand a psycho is an exercise in futility like ninety percent of the time." The ten perenct of actually understanding went to Kreig and even then it sometimes wasn't worth the headache.

The question got Gaige to pause, eyes glancing downwards to the ground. Her smile fades from a grin into something a bit more awkward and reserved when she makes eye contact once more.

"Eden-5 born and raised. An accident happened and now I'm here making the most of it."

starttheanarchy​:

“I do not want to even begin thinking of attempting that kind of nightmarish task.” Just as she finished adding the other as a contact into her Echo, she received a message from one of the Crimson Lance giving her a heads that someone was looking for her. Her eyes narrowed at it as she contemplated how long she could go ignoring it.

“Pandora is really the first time I even actually even used one of these for more then just the echonet. But hey at least we can talk to each other and not the crazies.“

She wasn’t the only one that noticed it, Nines’ eyes flickering to the notification as well- though he couldn’t see what it was about exactly…

“Hah, yeah that’ll be a plus! Beats talkin’ to yourself or tryin’ to talk to psychos at least!” His grin was genuine, it’d been a while since he’d found someone like this to chat with- in fact, she was one of the few people now in his contacts; just above Jakobs.

“Hey, if ya don’t mind me askin’, where were you before Pandora? You seem pretty well adapted here, but definitely a lot smarter than most of the ‘natives’.”