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faaun · 2 years ago

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saw the shape of the sun for the second time in my life. i'm going back soon + the worst case scenario is death or worse + the best case scenario is that i look at myself in a mirror and don't recognise the person looking back.

#going along with a scalpel to my face just to see if my family is okay. taste polluted air again.#my mother went back a few years and she said she coughed her lungs out on the first breath - weve grown too soft.#my city full of blood. i wont say goodbye to my friends except a few. sunprint burned into my eyes in the shape of a heartbeat #(im not so old but i know to hold him close. my fingers feel his warmth like hers. now touch my throat.)#three songs on repeat. ill be too dead to mind being dead #as a philosopher i shouldnt be scared. placed bets on the wrong side of pascals wager. dreamt of a simplex algorithm.#your existence is syntactically flawed. i realised im not stressed - i only feel like i should be. three dimensional array of orange trees.#this october in england fireworks grew on trees. (now touch my throat.)#acid tab kisses. what will you do for oil? pierced your ear with the sharp edge of the moon. grenade kicks up your molecules #into intertwined pink dust. just open your jaws all serpentine and clash. sublimation through different means.#philosophical precision is an arrow in your sternum. the heart of a blue whale weighs more than 450 kilograms.

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