#phi tag

[astrophysician]

sigh...

[skyderman]

character intro?? cause they don’t have a story:

⚫️ Meet Phi!

he/they, aroace

20s

chronically depressed

largely inspired by ENA, and other object head OCs

tags: #phi-verse, #phi tag, #oc: phi

PLAYLIST

Phi is a sad little guy trying to learn how to see the world again. he finds it hard to stay positive, but he has a lot of friends to keep him going. when things are tough, they spend a lot of time crying, but usually they pass the time watching movies. they used to play more video games, but haven’t as much now that Jason lives nearby…

he mostly wears whatever’s cleanest, which tends to be the clothes he slept in. but every once in a while Jason (pictured below) gets him out of the house and he gets to wear something cool!

◼️PHI’S BIGGEST SECRET:

no one in phi’s life knows that when they were younger, they didn’t used to be a voidhead. Things just started slipping out of their control faster than they could handle and now... well, it is what it is. on good days Phi can control the form of his head a little bit! but he probably won’t ever look the same again.

🖤SKYE’S BIG NOT-SO-SECRET:

almost all the time, Phi feels hopeless and pessimistic and depressed. i’m an optimist, but it’s hard to stay positive all the time. that’s what Phi is for. Phi is allowed to be as upset and sad and sometimes childish in ways i don’t let myself be. he’s a vessel for all that emotion, and in return he gets to be drawn and loved and truly mine.

that’s all! i hope you like my little guy! he’s trying his best, even if it’s not perfect <3

more art on @astrophysician :)

[phi-justpassngby]

You'll never see it coming~

[dixoterin]

Psyncher AU

[softausterity]

for anon

[ffc1cb]

played thru all of zero escape games recently... it was an experience

[sinlizards]

sigma absent father speedrun any%

[luminous-orb]

doodle comic i made just before beating VLR. not to worry, I Know Now :)

[crispywizardtale]

[frostbeees]

( x )

[astrophysician]

just a sad little guy against the world…

phi is fun to draw 🖤

[skyderman]

Phi is aro/ace!

i posted Phi’s character intro a week too early for Ace Week!!! i guess i'll use this post to talk about their asexuality.

Phi struggles with (a lot of things) self esteem, which i think would mix with their asexuality. they are pretty hard on themself, using words like "unlovable," "useless," and "fuck up" to name a few. he definitely has codependent tendencies and wouldn't be a healthy partner at all (sorry buddy :( ). but i digress.

a lot of aspec people struggle with feelings of 'brokenness' or that they're 'missing something'. Phi feels this way a lot (sometimes about relationships but mostly about life in general), so i think that experience would resonate with him.

a big overlap between the self-esteem issues and asexuality would be the fact that Phi just can't picture themself in a romantic or sexual relationship. they'd be pretty confused about how much of that is negativity and how much is lacking interest. it would take an incredibly long time and a lot of work for Phi to be in a healthy enough place to make that distinction.

i also think Phi's relationship with his friend Jason would be instrumental in his realization. Phi and Jason are very close, and as they grow together i can definitely see them having romantic phases. these wouldn't work out for a lot of reasons, but Phi using that space to experiment and realize that he doesn't feel attraction is only natural.

that's all for now! i hope you like my sad little guy 🖤 one day he'll feel whole, at least for the most part, and he'll know that being whole doesn't mean being allo, and being single doesn't mean being alone, and being aspec doesn't mean being unloved.

[mana-sputachu]

𝘗𝐿𝘌𝐴𝘚𝐸 𝑆𝘈𝑉𝘌 𝘗𝐻𝘐!

My piece for the @sigmaklimzine , the infamous Incinerator scene from Zero Time Dilemma<3 It's been a pleasure to be part of this project!<3 You can read it for free here!

Pinned post (with commission infos and where you can find me)!

[sir-incorrect]

we're allowed to post our zine stuff now, so! here's my little comic for the @sigmaklimzine! essentially me trying to see if I could fit every vlr character into a four-page aitsf au, heh. also did some spot art for one of the fics:

definitely check out the zine if you haven't already, it's free and it turned out super awesome!!

oh, I also have an alternate version of the comic pages with the RGB effects at a higher opacity; toned it down in the zine itself for eyestrain concerns, but I still like these too:

[i0n4]

here's my dio piece for @morphogenzine! check out the leftover sales here

[spectralarrovv]

finished zero time dilemma yesterday