#peyo210

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Look at that smile

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Damn. So my little cousin jesscia was about to get married literally in two weeks, until now. The wedding has been completely cancelled!

Breaks my heart for my cousin but at the same time I’m glad they’re calling it off NOW then it being all confirmed.

This is my theory about marriage.

Marriage isn’t suppose to be a tradition, it’s suppose to be a desire a feeling. The feeling of wanting to be with someone for the rest of your life with the bad and good that life challenges us with. See marriage has always been a way to ignore the real problems in life. We grow up thinking that it’s a MUST, if we don’t get married by a certain age we’re failures to society.

I have always been against marriage cause I rather be in a devoted lovable relationship with zero worries about a title. I just don’t see the point of it, I know if I want to spend the rest of my life with someone I’ll just do it without having to sell my soul to some court. In my family, we really haven’t had the best role models. We legit have ZERO marriages in this family that is unconditional love or truly love each other. I know marriage is ridiculously hard ... but if you can’t go through the bumps as girlfriend and boyfriend, just don’t.

What makes me laugh is that I’m the biggest anti married type of person and for some reason something tells me that my relationship is going to be the prime example of what unconditional love & hard working campaignship ... n probably married ...

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stop hating yourself for everything you aren’t. Start loving yourself for everything that you are.

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January 26 2020.

... cute.

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You can’t control how other people receive your energy. Anything you do or say gets filtered through the lens of whatever persona shit the are going through at the moment. Which is not about you. Just keep doing your thing with as much integrity and love as possible.

[drexxci]

coming into 2020 with a slay ass babiiface.

I wish you were here to enjoy the ending of 2019 to go into 2020 together n be unstoppable but we’re already sacrificing our time meaning we getting shit done without even knowing. We’ve been doing that since the beginning and that’s why we keep getting stronger and stronger. Not just as a couple but as our own individual. You’re showing yourself that you could leave a certain lifestyle and live up to what you were truly meant to be. I’m beginning to see what I truly deserve in this world/life of mine. I always felt that I had to do everything myself but in the back of my head I knew i I just needed one hand. See people will automatically think I want a provider but that’s far from it. It’s nice to know that when you think you can’t do it, your person (wether it’s a friend, cousin, aunt, uncle etc) reminds you about your strengths, something so simple. Anyways, besides the circumstances I know this is for the best right now because I need to get my shit together and you just trying to put your mistakes in the past. We got this.

I love you penguin 🐧

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- PEYO210

wow. so you actually were able to find the hashtag.

Wondering what PEYO210 means?

PEguin YOugie your DOB.

Damn. It has gotten to a point that I want to talk to you everyday but bruh then calls ain’t coming in cheap. Them shit be adding up. & trust me before I use to feel some type of way putting in money but as selfish and inhuman it might sound idk I’ve learned to not think negative about it.

Anyways, bruh I miss you. I just miss chilling with you to be real. My feelings for you have changed in a good way and just deeper and deeper. & to think it’s through a phone. I honestly fuck with our story, imagine when you get out.

You finding things hashtag and going out your way finding it, truly is something I’ve never experienced. Thank you for noticing ... ME.

I love you.

[drexxci]

it’s safe to say that I’m obsessed with my little white shoes.

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I am not crying.

I got emotional because just before I looked this up, I was trying to help someone understand what they’ve been doing wrong and no matter how they don’t get it through their heads I’m still there. It just reminds me though how some people really don’t see you, for being you. The one thing I’m thankful that I no longer have to live like that, penguin you remind me everyday how much you appreciate me and how lucky you are to have me as your wife.

[drexxci]

I know going to sleep crying is not a way to go to sleep. This wave of emotions literally just slapped me in the face.

Im crying cause we didn’t say good night.

I’m crying because I’m frustrated.

I’m crying because I miss your touch.

I’m crying because I’m horny.

I’m crying because I love you.

I’m crying because I feel alone.

I’m crying because even though this time it was our fault, I know I can’t handle you going back ... at all. This is it, I know your paying for your mistakes you did back when you were 19 but you’ve always had ppl that love you and miss you but now you have a legit soulmate that’s ready to start her life the way she has always wanted to. She wants you to be part of it all the way to the end but we both know that wether you in it or not she will continue fighting for what she deserves.

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