If he ever saw this post all he’d make it about himself and joke that he was a good thing. When in fact he was one of the most traumatic eras of my life. But in hindsight now I appreciate the lessons I learned being with him. I wish I didn’t let it last four fucking years but it is what it is.
Through the gaslighting, blatant lies, backstabbing I learned my worth and I think without him I would’ve never dated my partner now. I would’ve thought my partner now was boring ( now knowing he’s just secure & NOT toxic ). I used to still think about my ex a lot, not in a im not over him way but in a I can’t believe I let this uglyrat fuck me over for that many years and humiliate me like that. YOU? & I think it took me longer than I thought to forgive myself for it.
To be fair I became toxic too because I was filled w anxiety I became over controlling. I think at one point I even faked a pregnancy because I was that desperate for his attention LOLs. It’s funny because he did reach out to apologize and beg for me back years later (when he had a gf still so not much has rlly changed). And you’d think I’d be happy hearing those words & apology but I felt bad for him I think I even said I forgave him & would be there for him if he needed a friend. He took advantage of those words later on and used them against me when I said he should talk with his brother about his problems instead.
I also learned from this that I’m really the type of person who gives it my all in a relationship. I forgave and looked over things easily. I always gave benefit of the doubt. I ignored all my gut instincts. I related when Khloe took Tristan back for the millionth time lol. I think I’m still that kind of lover to an extent where it doesn’t ruin my peace.
I want nothing but the best for him but I also don’t want anything to do with him. But aaaah, it feels good to be the one that got away. #pettyqueen
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