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Okay so I’m still coming up with 2024 art goals and one of them is to make more art videos and so I used my Christmas gift cards to buy a better stand for my phone bc my current gooseneck one wobbles (this new stand also comes with a ring light!), two little mics with windscreens bc my iPhone 8+ phone mic suuuuucks so bad, and a cheap little iPad case bc mine is falling apart but since I’m halfway to getting a new iPad I didn’t wanna spend a fortune on a new case.

But — wait for it — my new case is BLUE AND GREEEEEEN I’m so happy lol.

Here is to new art goals! Woo!

I’m wiggleboxart on tiktok and Instagram if you wanted to follow me there. Right now I don’t have many art videos on my tiktok page lol but they will be there eventually!

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I guess Im actually using this thing now. Well then, anyway, I just had an interesting conversation with my mother. Idk how to feel about it. I mean, I want to forgive her, and a part of me does (that actually may be the wine making me mellow), but I’m just not sure if I can fully forgive, at least right now. Idk what to do. Actually, I should probably do this assignment.

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I cleaned my desk today instead of writing all day. I want to finally write at my desk again. I’m very happy!

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God when I think about this ten year challenge thing and realize just how much I’ve gone through in ten years on a personal level I kinda wish I could go back in time and tell 19-20 year old me that it will be okay and you can relax.

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Hello! We’re getting closer to SPN15 and I had a fun summer on Twitter lambasting some extreme fandom stans but I’m starting to migrate back here! 

I’m working on a fic that started as a crackfic from Twitter idiocy and now I’m actually like -- into it. Hopefully, that’ll be up soon! 

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i’m pretty happy because over the years beacuse of my eating disorder and my anxiety i don’t really eat veggies and fruits. especially fruits. i’ll eat spinach (weirdly) but that’s it. so when i re-did my meal plan i made sure to include V8 juice shit. i bought a V8 blackberry/cranberry sparkling energy thing and normal V8 juice. i tried the Sparkling drink this morning and downed the whole thing it was so good. i know the normal V8 juice isn’t sweet but i’m hoping i take to it just as well. but i think it’s good to have the sparkling stuff in the morning it’s an energy drink but it’s less caffine than coffee and it comes from green tea they put in there. carbonization is something i’m not used to with drinks so i have to get used to that but i’m happy i liked it and drank it. got me a serving of fruits and veggies yall! 

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2 a.m. has a different kind of darkness. I think it lasts from 2 a.m. to 4 a.m.

It’s almost like a blanket is over you, and if someone whips it away there’s just going to be some demon monster staring at you. It’s very oppressive and stifling and honestly, every time I come into work at this 3 a.m. shift, I want to scream.

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Hello! I’m back from vacation! going to watch stranger things soon. 

i’m also sick! i got a cold on my vacation/birthday! amazing right! ugh.

because i was sick i didn’t feel like writing all that much so i fell very much behind on my camp nano. but i am going to write some more this week thankfully. 

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i think i’m getting appendicitis hahahahah ua huahah hha ah hha hha h

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I went on a hike today where there were abandoned mines and this tunnel was cool, literally. It was warm today and sitting in front of this tunnel the temperature felt 30 degrees colder. It was a perfect air conditioner.

And no. I ain’t scared of any wendigos. I got all up in those grates and the bat cages over the drops.

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cleaned out my car (ish) went grocery shopping for realises, and got my inhaler. redid my meal plan, eating dinner, will take a shower soon -- we’re going to start this week off better than last week!

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so i bought as many of the basics of make up as i could afford yesterday (all sephora brand because i can’t afford the nicer ones) and i did my full face and it’s pretty cool. 

i obviously am of the firm belief that women do not need to wear make up, or not wear make up, or whatever. 

But, I realized as I was watching make up review videos alongside art supply review videos that they were one in the same. how do they blend, how much pigment do they have, and what can you create with it? and there are some talented mofos out there that make amazing make up products and then use them fantastic so yeah anyways

i’m going to try. 

also just i feel a little better with it on. i have depression and an eating disorder and i’m burnt out at my job and p sure i have insomnia so it’s nice to do something neat for myself. 

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i have spent almost a week looking for a bathing suit and four hours today looking for a bathing suit i found one in F21 but then went to a different target than my usual one and i found a cute one (after trying 23840289342 other stores today) 

got in line

target computers shut down world wide. 

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going on a hike to keep myself away from the internet. 

i already saw a “avengers spoielrs without context” post on facebook (THOSE ARE STILL SPOILERS) and i managed to see the top two pictures

and because i was an idiot and forgot to blacklist spoilers here, i saw the first few words of a paragaph. 

thankfully nothing too huge but my poor friend got majorly spoiled on youtube because of a youtubers thumbnail (WHICH FYI IS REALLY SHITTY OF THAT YOUTUBER)

so yeah anyways

i have another fic i’m hoping to get out today before i go see avengers!