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noctepythonissam · 3 years ago

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Deep bonds...

It's been almost four and a half months since the beginning of the exchange program, today was a day when there were no classes and Bella was in her room playing in her D.D.D while thinking about everything that happened even with so little time Bella was already a little more comfortable and used to her life in Devildom, which in parts did not differ much from her life in the human world...

Mainly the daily chaos caused by the brothers and the personalities of said demons...

Bella also enjoys the company of the two angels, the natural comforting aura they both possess is a calming retreat. She likes Luke's dedication and honesty as well as how much he cherishes his loved ones. Not to mention how funny she finds him denying his admiration and how much he esteems demons.

Even now she felt more comfortable even in face-to-face classes and befriended the other exchange students, even laughing at Solomon's futile attempts to convince the Castillo family housekeeper to make a pact with him.

She also sympathizes with being teased, she has lived with something much worse from her family's conservationists and during other times in her life; but other than that Bella thinks if she had a younger brother she would definitely love it to be someone like Luke.

With Simeon she can't quite indescribable the feeling of comfort and she doesn't deny how funny the angel is dealing with technology, at least as she is in this world of technology and she has vast technological knowledge offered to help Simeon and recently he is able to use decently his D.D.D.

Tje young Castillo and Barbatos have something of a neutral yet mutually respectful relationship and even if she doesn't say the butler knows she feels comfortable. As for Diavolo he is friendly and kind to her regardless of his status, but still Bella can't deny feeling anxious around the prince especially when Lucifer is around.

Again in relation to the brothers, she befriended them, never treating them like other people as they were almost identical in personality to her sisters.

She respects Lucifer a lot because she doesn't want to see the worst side of him, who would want an enraged demon that's scary like her overbearing sister? Nope! Not interested!

She is terrified of saying this and offending the pride avatar, but in comparison he is not as unreachable as her sister. Even all the problems his brothers cause for him, the first born doesn't take away from them even their commitments and loyalty to Diavolo while Cleo always distances herself seems to care about the well being of her sisters she emotionally distances herself and only intervenes in matters that can hurt the honor of the Castillo family.

While with the greedy Mammon is a love-hate friendship, she sympathizes with how much the brothers tease him even though it's sometimes justifiable when he gets in trouble and everyone gets dragged into cleaning up his mess.

He's funny, especially when he pretends to dislike the human who clearly knows that's not the case and in a nutshell he's a tsundere.

But there's something she hates a lot about him, when he tries to steal her items about anime, manga and games to sell them for a quick cash.

His bad luck is being caught in the act by Miriel and being punished severely by the housekeeper who personally hung him in the chandelier before selling his most precious belongings hiding the money where no one would find it. The brothers had never laughed so much in millennia as Mammon cried like a child after getting a taste of his own medicine.

Even when Mammon pisses her off like that and feels the tsundere stereotype on him, she knows he likes it when she doesn't degrade him like his brothers. She went through similar situations for being born the “scum” of the family and suffering the hatred of the members of the clan who are conservationists yearning for the restoration of the glory of the Castillos and the secondary family that did not accept a person from the main family not possessing any magical remnants.

As for Leviathan? Pfft! These two are like a glove in hand: Two shut in otaku who have the same hobbies, when they both use netspeak causing problems for everyone to understand this otaku combo.

They spend hours of anime marathons, discussing TSL and even created a Deviltuber channel where they analyze anime, technology and various types of games especially MOBA RPG and reaching more than twenty million subscribers making the duo the biggest and most successful Deviltubers throughout Devildom besides being earning for the content they produce.

The duo turned Devildom upside down as several tech companies, video game or app companies and animation studios are eager to make sponsorship deals with them to the point where Bella hires her sister Ligiya as their manager and manages the negotiations.

It is also necessary to mention that she realized how comfortable she is around him, probably because he has some snake characteristics and being around him she does not suffer from the symptoms of her schizophrenia.

With Satan the two are in different worlds but still have a feeling of mutual understanding and regardless of his avatar title, Bella feels relaxed with him around. He has become one of the helpers with her studies and someone to be trusted when Miriel is busy taking orders from the other members of the main family.

Is not like she got him wrapped it around her little finger after showing him one of his new favorite places in the human world as Cat Café and it took a while to get him back without him sneaking any of the cats with him.

As for Asmodeus is the most surprising relationship of all, even with his blatant flirting he respects Bella's limits and has never made her uncomfortable. But that doesn't mean he's already dragged her into self-care routines or shopping in Majolish.

The relationship between her and Beelzebub in the beginning was strange, apart from the fact that he was constantly hungry his personality was nothing like any of her sisters as he didn't talk much. Bella never judged him because of his appetite, in fact it was nothing new as one of her sisters had an appetite to rival Beelzebub's.

Although at first it seemed like them being indifferent she kind of sympathized with the snide criticism and comments about the only thing he thinks and does is about eating.

After the first time she witnessed Beelzebub go into a rampage because of his insatiable hunger and with the help of one of her sisters she always stocks up on goodies or lunchboxes when they are in the RAD or another place where they don't have easy access to food.

Needless to say, Beelzebub follows her closely like a puppy after that knowing that she always has some food on her thanks to a miraculous bag that was bewitched with a little help from her sisters who put the spell to materialize into reality what the wearer thinks. This bag became the salvation for the other siblings who can now deal with the rampages of the fifth born and without any more nightly raids on the fridge.

But as they spend time together, Beelzebu enjoyed hanging out with Bella, always being honest and kind to her who knew how genuine his zeal for her was.

Well... To make matters worse it looks like she was hit by an arrow from Eros, because she realized she had a crush on the avatar of gluttony and it makes her very anxious and frustrated, she already had crushes but they were all for 2D characters because of her secluded life as a shut in.

Her sisters have also noticed the adorable little sister's change when she tells about her daily life via text messages or video calls. They are having fun teasing her by saying how cute it is to be in love with a real person.

As if that wasn't enough, it seems Beelzebub's brothers have noticed, she has to deal with the provocative comments from Satan and Asmodeus. Even her best friends betrayed her!

Her demon best friend can't help but tease her with anime references... But Levi can't get very far when Bella retaliates with the fact that he has a huge crush on her best friend who has visited her a few times.

As for the youngest of the brothers she hasn't met him yet, but from what she's heard of him from the brothers he looks a lot like one of her sisters. Only she knows of the resentment the avatar of sloth has against humans due to the story about the deceased sister of brothers who once lived in the Celestial Realm.

Little does she know how crucial her relationship with them will affect their lives depending on how deep their bonds become.

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fictionaljournalofbbwomans-blog · 5 years ago

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05.03.4040

J’VOUDRAI BIEN VOUS Y VOIR (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8arj5hJ7do)

BB Womans’ day went down pretty harmoniously, her and Luxus levitated through Berlin in the sunshine, soundtracked by Lee Gamble’s NTS old 2019’s shows. Trying to give way to her previous obsessions, not to get smashed in the one the Masters lock her in.

Carrying CVs and a little cash, she’s out to try and find work! she has long pushed this idea away, as she feels getting brain sucked to understand how to properly read minds should set her up for a life salary, but it looks like this big rich thieves or professors aren’t considering to pay her for all these stollen years, cells and advertisement ideas, for all these unpaid porn acting hours or for using the result of their undercover study to lock the rest of the population in new social media algorithms. She will probably never get what she deserves and it fucks her off big time! But what ever she’ll try and make some cash money. Lets see what happens, Ideally she would love to do building work but does not know where to actually look or if they will hire a woman to break walls down, but she will try, the easiest and fastest being getting behind a coffee machine she will start by that… At least try.

While riding smoothly up and down the city, loosing her stack of cv and meeting a couple of old friends on her way, she warms up with the idea that life is not so bad, and maybe she could do it… Maybe she can even do it under constant harassment, their voices are slowly becoming some background noise, like when you have building work going on next door all day, you end up forgetting about it if it’s not too loud and always the same thing. If this has to happen, her discipline needs to be up up UP, she needs to keep on writing everyday, work, work, work, make art, make music, get her Radio project out and not drop a second for this Bastards to breath!

She gets 2 application down and rides back from wedding, wondering what she need to write for her second entry of the day, as she decided to go up in numbers, since it is obviously helping her rid of a lot of the harassment. For example the other day she wrote about not being able to download Catalina… Surprise, the next day she could, “Ha ha ha HAAAAA”. Further more since she wrote about being remotely raped, insulted and mocked about her desires and fantasy, it has also stopped, the only thing that is absolutely #not ok that remains is the body shaming and the harassment of her food disorder, lets see maybe todays entry will do it! Who knows… The same happens with taking screenshots and snaps of hack and bugs on her device, once it is documented it stops happening… The other day her phone would not pick up on network, she only had to go in the phone shop and show her phone to a member of the staff for it to start working! If you don’t call that magic… what do you call it? Psychic… Electronic??? Now doesn’t it seem strange they are not dropping the voice to skull… since it’s written and everybody knows…? Isn’t strange her BB twin bro, 33 Fam husband isn’t allowed to be by her side? Isn’t strange she still has the feeling her thoughts and actions are still shared out in bias ways that do not come close to whom she is or what she has to say and how. Where do you think they expect this is going?

BB Womans is puzzled by different attitude to adopt while going out from her flat. she THINKS: “I should look well, I should smile, I should do everything possible for people to see I am holding up, not worry or feel any urge to call the cops or the firepeople on me… But then, what the fuuuck! Do I have to put on a smile for being harassed? Or does this just make it look ok to be sexually assaulted and shamed… Like don’t worry people, do not take that in the cosy conforts of your home, I am handling it fine on my own… I LIKE it even??? Don’t ask me… Ask yourselves… Would you?”. At this stage of the story there are something BB Womans wants to make clear, she wants to write a fiction to protect herself, and some of this fact are romanticised, but she also want her reader to be fully aware of what is picked out from reality and what is reality, so she THINKS she will have to risk her freedom and make it clearer; The harassment, the voice to skull, the gang stalking, the remote limb jarring and sexual harassment could not be LESS fictional than a dog taking a dump in the middle of Neukölln and their owner not picking it up.

Getting closer to home her head storms up with images of scenes she lived for years and recently… People passing by anywhere; in the street, in clubs in shops and adopting 2 major attitudes, one of them is laughing, the other staring in a disappointed way. She feels the need to ask people to try and enter 2 simple thinking patterns to maybe get closer to understanding her and her everyday life and put themselves for even just a few minutes in her shoes.

First pattern would be to imagine you have had to endure such treatment for years, and when to harassing isn’t present you feel yourself surveilled and permanently performing, people come to you out of nowhere to tell you very weird stuffs, aggressive or not but definitely increasing your self-awareness and weariness. How would you hold yourself in public? Would you maybe, like her, put your head down, squint your eyes like a witch at every being passing by, where a cap to hide your face and risk to look angry and mean? Do you know BB Womans? Have you talked to her ever? Do you know her friends? Do you feel like laughing at them? Do you trust their judgement? Would you want to arm or bully them? Could that apply to her?

What are your sources on who she is, what she says and what she thinks? How do you read the news? Do you swallow everything that is written and said out in the medias? Do you know who is diffusing the infos? Are you aware of how easy it is to manipulate words to manipulate you?

The second pattern is this one; Now imagine that a group of people is paid to sit confortable behind some high tech machinery and remotely read your thought while bullying you using chatter voices from your family, in her case; Her brother, sister and mother. Now dive deep into your inner self and find this thought about yourself you battle everyday to forget about. the reason why you put make up on, the reason why you wear certain clothes, the weird limb twitch you developed along your existence because you can not cope with certain things, the awkward positions you find yourself in when confronted with that self of yours you can not stand, the reason why you tell certain lies, the things you repeat over and over to make yourself sound good, etc… etc… Now imagine that this thing or things, as I am sure it should not be limited to one shame, are constantly reminded to you… How would you feel?

BB Womans is not here to enact some self promotion, she is who she is, likes who she likes and loves what she loves, she is not perfect and has no wish to become so. She does not want everybody to love her as if that was the case that would mean something is very wrong. She will not compromise herself, her ideas and who she is to please everybody either. She just THINK that there is a certain level of respect and this is in the realm of possible human kindness to adopt regarding her… She takes it all and suffers in silence, try as best as she can to keep a smile on and a nice attitude towards beings she encounters and is tired to meet laughs and screams when painfully going out to the supermarket to fill her fucking fridge… Would you have written that in a kinder way? It does not matter… what matters is yourself! What matters to them is to take her down and keep her silent! What matters to her is to make sure this does not happen to anyone else! Do you believe her? WHO CARES?

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