#people are insane for thinking she's still invested in that relationship LMFAO
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El Hopper's Expressions While Rejecting Male Influences Listening S04E08 - Papa (Brenner's Dying Speech) S04E09 - The Piggyback (Mike's Monologue)
#Millie's acting in both of these says it ALL#SHES DONE#SHES OVERRRR IT#BOTH OF THEM#thinking that monologue saved jack shit is a JOKE#people are insane for thinking she's still invested in that relationship LMFAO#el hopper#st parallels#the me tag#my gifs#anti mlvn#they're gonna send me to hell for making this but i don't care lmao
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I am always into the supernatural ausāanything in particular that your brain is begging to share with the class? š
omg. Hl!!! i have literally been thinking about this ask nonstop for like. two days. ur my new favorite person.
i'm gonna start with my train of thought about the actual narrative arc here so that ppl can skip over if they find it boring LMFAO but. without spoilering too much obvi the point is for robin & nance to get together despite the odds and the more i think about it the more i want to exploreā¦. how the repression of these new monstrous traits would reflect the repression of gay feelings/identity in 80s rural indiana. and especially considering the difference between rob & nancy's monster formsā¦. like the idea that nancy can actually function well as a vampire because she's so familiar with the idea of showing the world a very curated face while robin, who already struggles with ātoning it downā and fitting in, now forever hosts a creature that is considered by the world to be ugly and uncontrollable despite her best efforts to NOT act according to her nature. THE DIFFERENT METHODS OF HIDING IN THE CLOSET!! THE DICHOTOMY!!!!! and i am also interested the confusion that I imagine would come w trying to navigate the formation of a relationship with someone who is fundamentally changing even as you are getting to know each other. to be falling in love with someone WHILE they develop traits that will change them irrevocably?? having to really think about whether youāre in love with the human parts or the monster parts?? not knowing where one ends and the other begins? AND ALL THIS KNOWING IN UR HEART IT WOULD JUST BE EASIER TO LEAVE BUT YOU CANT BRING YOURSELF TO?????? iām feral. also if anyone read this far i am in love with you
okay (still panting) random headcanons
- once rob gets a handle on transforming sheāll go woof mode just to give nancy the best snuggles
- she also is now extremely invested in any sports that involve balls being thrown. has to be dragged away from tennis courts regularly
- tbh vamp nancy gives me very elinor from first kill vibes as in she would feed off random men at clubs for sure
- rob comes to be her guard dog OBVIOUSLY
- the only downside to this system is that once in a while nancy accidentally picks on someone who is absolutely Rolling and comes home insanely high and distraught and has to be babied until it wears off
- obviously there is a lot of Biting in the bedroom. no further comment
- actually at some point they figure out how to have nancy feed from and [redacted] robin at the same time which iām sure feels like being on ecstasy especially because robin is now a Certified Whimperer and has to be [i am dragged forcibly out of the room]
- i feel like long term they develop more of a santa clarita diet style of dealing with things? nancy does all the dirty work and rob keeps an eye out and cleans up and when they do actually have a steady supply of blood nancy starts making smoothies and cocktails and shit out of it because she still has Manners
THIS WAS SOSOSO FUN TO ANSWER omggg thank you for stopping in!! tell me your supernatural thoughts too pls iām so interested. also always down to hear more peopleās takes on this dynamic and anything ppl wanna see me write!!!
#this made my car ride sooo much more bearable LOL#iām on mobile so excuse any funny formatting#ronance#fic things#supernatural au#robin buckley x nancy wheeler#asks
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Less people know me on tumblr than they do on twitter so I feel a bit safer using this as, like, yknow, a blog that is personal, and something thatās been eating at me for a while is that the pencils to the first two pages of the next IKROAH have been done for a while but when I tried to ink them I fucked it up so bad that Iāll probably just have to completely redraw them, and I donāt think anything that discouraging has happened to me before since I started drawing back in 2020. Itās just been really hard to motivate myself for the mulligan when Iām already worried about messing the inks up again, and also Iāve been under a heat advisory for the past week and change so Iām already too hot and sweaty to be motivated to do much of anything lmfao
I remember when IKROAH first started I would put out issues every two weeks or so, and then once per month, and treated that as almost like a schedule or a deadline, which was insane! All while working the same full-time job that I do now! Admittedly that pace was only achievable because frankly my art was worse and sloppier and while impatience is definitely still my biggest weakness as an artist, I have undoubtedly improved over time but at a certain point making art better means taking more time on it. Itās created this weird conflicting feeling where art and comic pages arenāt something that I can just bang out in a day or a few days anymore, and even relatively small projects are pretty big time and attention investments. Obviously I could revert this by just embracing drawing more shittily but, like, come on, I have my own standards. And this isnāt insurmountable and doesnāt mean that I hate drawing now, not at all, but this change in my relationship to my art and my art-making has definitely been on my mind a lot, especially as Iām aware of how much Iād rather just play video games or hang out with my husband whenever Iām not at my job. Because thatās a big part of it, the increase in how much art feels like āworkā means I donāt want to do it as much in my leisure time. Itās good work, itās work that I love doing (much more than my actual job lmao), but itās still work and lately I havenāt wanted to work!
Itās another funny balance. A wise friend of mine once said, bluntly, that you do it or it doesnāt get done. This applies to making and finishing art of any kind, reading books, cleaning house, developing skills, etc., and applies even if youāre sick or busy or distracted by myriad other things. If the only people who ever made and finished art were the idle people with the luxury of all the time in the world, weād only have pretty shitty and boring art. So unfortunately the only way to get good art or to make it is to power through feelings of overwork or sickness or exhaustion or whatever is ailing you and make it anyway. Intellectually, I know this, but emotionally(?) Iām just dealing with a real lack of steam ever since I finished a zine at the start of May. Itās not like I depend on commissions or print sales for income or anything, anyway, so itās not like I have an urgent need to be drawing, either, the way some other artists might be.
These thoughts donāt really have a point. I suppose Iām just self-conscious about falling off such a meaningful hobby to me for so long, about not Making Things, especially as someone who generally figured that she Makes Things? But it doesnāt feel like burnout or loss of interest, it just feels like Iām doing what I want to do and enjoying it and I just donāt want to make art as much as I used to. Maybe if I got paid my current salary to work on comics eight hours a day instead of doing data entry Iād get a lot more art done but that just goes back to the previous paragraph lol. I donāt really need any kind of āchin up lou, iām sure youāll be able to draw again soonā or āitās okay take all the time you needā kinds of comments because I feel like I know these things already and Iām just Posting Through It
Anyway howās your summer going
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how did you feel about season? i know most people liked it better than season 1 but iām not sure how i feel yetš¤ might need to rewatch it
okay this ended up soooo long so i'm giving a tl;dr review here and if anyone cares to read my insanely long thought dump you can feel free. this part is spoiler free also!!
cons: i think they should have further developed the s1 storyline rather than conjuring up an entirely new treasure and conflict; i don't think they did the characters justice a lot of the time, particularly kie and jj; too much yelling and running not enough hanging out; the finale cliff hanger was a stupid writing choice
pros: cleo!!; pope-centric plotline!!!; amazing jjpope moments in the improv sequences; never a boring moment; rafebarry oh my god????; neck kiss shirtless wrestling holding hands standing unnecessarily close jjpope rot; just a straight up nine hour long adrenaline rush and i love that shit.
overall: i definitely did not like it more than s1, but i still REALLY loved it. i think it's worth the watch, just don't go into it expecting good writing or realistic injuries or a comprehensive plot LMFAO. what saves the season is the pogues' chemistry and their improv sequences, for real. and cleo. you WILL get angry about the shitty script and characterization if youāre really invested in that part of things, but as far as vibes and dopamine high it was awesome. it was a fun watch and i'll definitely rewatch at least once to soak it in properly
please this is going to be soooo long i apologize in advance. but i have a lot of thoughts. also ā ļøā ļøspoilers ahead!!ā ļøā ļø
most of this review is going to be criticisms tbh so sorry for that but this show kinda sucks (affectionately<3)
i thought season 2 was an absolute TRAINWRECK as far as writing goes. jonas pate was basically like. this season we're going to have an even BIGGER and BETTER treasure!!! but the exact same thing is going to happen. like. we already had gold. and that's what they were going to the bahamas for at the end of season 1 for anyway????? it would have been so easy to just develop the original storyline further, i just cannot figure out why they would completely abandon it for another mediocre storyline. (i LOVED that this other mediocre storyline was pope-centric and the main character energy he was given this season. but. they. could have done that?? with the first storyline?????)
i hate that they brought big john back so so much. SO much. literally it was the stupidest most idiotic lazy cheesy plot choice in the world. it doesn't make sense, we like saw his literal bones at one point like his lifeless corpse, and WHY would they bring back a key character from the PREVIOUS ARC when they created an ENTIRELY NEW CONFLICT AND PLOTLINE FOR THIS SEASON???? jonas pate stuck it in for shock value and cliff hanger in hopes of securing a season 3, and i hate him for it. he's such a terrible writer white men have it so easy
someone in the neck kiss truthers discord earlier pointed out that jb's dead father returning after like a year and a half of thinking he was dead would probably be more traumatic that healing at this point, and i agree so much. also, you know that they're not going to use it for good either way. they're going to use his dad coming back as a way to further traumatize him somehow because obx writers are jombeephobic. and i wouldn't put it past them to bring him back just to kill him off again. jonas pate wants to write john b torture porn and i am TIRED of it
my least favorite thing about season 2 was the characterization. they really did just disregard the characters they created in season 1. kie was completely ooc for like three episodes, and it wasn't because she was mourning. it was just shitty writing. she had no character outside of her relationships this season, which has been my fear from the very beginning and why i have never wanted kie with any of the pogues. season 2 diminished her character to the female love interest, and that just sucked so bad for her.
whether you're a jjpope or not, season 2 completely changed their friendship dynamic. the only time we got glimpses of the season 1 jjpope dynamic was in the improv sequences when rudy and jd took it upon themselves. also during their hugs LMFAO. which is also an acting choice. the writing completely disregarded their friendship and dynamic. it was weird as fuck it was all weird. i also hated that kie and sarah's scripted interactions were just them talking about boys. another case of friendships again being completely disregarded for the cishet relationships.Ā
i just really feel like all of the characters were handled poorly this season, which is crazy because literally ALL we asked for was backstory and character development and pogue screentime. but jonas pate instead decided to write ten episodes of nonstop running and yelling and fuckinf adrenaline, with an ooc script. for funsies
i feel like the magic of season 1 was lost. the vibe of season 1 that makes it so comforting and rewatchable and lovely is sort of just lost in all the silly plot. we see snatches of it here and there, but they feel crammed between unnecessary action scenes and stunts and shouting when we would have been happy with ten episodes of the pogues hanging out in each other's bedrooms.
NOW IM GOING TO TALK THINGS I LIKED OKAY OKAY
i seriously DID love watching it. we pulled an all nighter in the neck truthers discord and binged the entire season and the adrenaline of that kept me going for the rest of the week. it was literally fucking insane absolutely batshit and i LOVED it. the writing was horrible but like. it's obx we know it isn't good LMFAOO. it's part of the charm
i definitely don't like it more than s1, but i did still like it a lot. i LOVED how pope centric it was, like he fr had such main character energy this season and it was wonderful. even though the storyline was weird and didn't make sense jd did so well lolol he did so wonderfully. i loved seeing pope get the attention he deserves this season.
JJPOPE MOMENTS. i was definitely sad they didn't have an arc to themselves like they did season 1, but oh my god jd and rudy FED US with jjpope improv moments this season. the NECK KISS? the WRESTLING? every single one of their hugs?????? they're insane. it sucked that they really didn't have any scenes alone but we take what we can get.
SPEAKING OF GAYS LET'S TALK ABOUT RAFEBARRY. because?? oh my god??? first season it was like a crack ship and then season 2 came out and... what are we supposed to do ignore it? they are literally??? gay????? it's jarring they're insane. i am so so invested in them it's kind of unreal how deep i got into this ship in such a short amount of time (follow @rafebarry babies <33)
cleo. i love cleo. the best new thing to come out of this season for sure. clarah is coming strong i can feel it and i am SO ready. i know that they're most likely going to move toward a cleopope romance next season, which i don't hate? i'm bothered only because a) it's obvious it's mostly being done to get pope out of the way for jiara, and b) i think people often push two dark-skinned characters into a ship just because they're both dark-skinned, and that yucks me out. but i will say i really liked their moments together in s2 and i think they could be really good together if they're canon s3 (which they probably will be.)
overall like. it was a fun watch. i retained like 2% of the plot i was just there for the vibes and dopamine high and that was totally fine. i want to take the pogues out of jonas pateās greedy little white man fingers and give them the character and relationship development they deserve, but we canāt have it all i guess. the cinematography this season i think i liked better than season 1, wasnāt a huge fan of that weird yellow filter tho. also the lighting. obx lighting guys get demoted challenge. umm yeah season 1 supremacy but season 2 had amazing vibes
#jesus clearly i haven't talked about this enough yet#send in other asks if you want i'm absolutely insane#sorry if there's typos i am not reading through this again#if i'm incoherent you'll just have to deal#asks#s2 asks
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ghost, shaved ice, scissors, gear, and heart w/ arrow for red! :P
wait also crying, sleeping, bday cake, spider, and all the -no-evils (also for red, but also for mara)
ok im doing all of these for both red and mara because im insane <3
š» GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?
MARA - mara definitely believes in ghosts, she thinks its a bit silly for a grown woman to be like superstitious so she doesnt talk about it much but she definitely believes in them!! RED - in 101 she thought she was too cool to believe in something stupid like ghosts but she was secretly kind of scared of them lol and once she got to the wasteland she definitely started believing in them. the wastes are so haunted !!!
i dont really know if either of them have had really like ghost like experiences other than mara being like omg something got knocked off a counter its ghosts... when it was like . her dog LMFAO but theres definitely a kind of overwhelming ghostly haunted feeling for them in some places. its strongest for mara when she sees like old buildings or landmarks she remembers from her childhood/prewar life but theyre like rotting and empty now, and for red when she has to explore old abandoned vaults
š§ SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?
MARA - mara lost everything from her childhood, she didnt have time to take any keepsakes from her house before going to the vault :(( shes really upset about it honestly there were obviously a lot of really important things to her
RED - red has her old baseball cap from the vault and her baseball bat!! that baseball cap is so fucked up oh my god its been patched up and repaired so many times but i think if it was ever like fully destroyed beyond repair she would not recover for months. same tbh to a greater extend with her bat old girl that thing is like. she sleeps with one hand on the grip and she lovingly repaints it and carves into it she would literally scream and throw up and kill herself and explode a building and kill herself again if she lost it
āļø SCISSORS - what is the "last straw" for them to cut someone out of their life? how easily do they let go of people?
MARA - mara tries really hard to give people second chances but if they are hurting people she loves or if they are like . fucking evil like support the institute or hate ghouls or something she is Outta there. its not necesarilly easy for her to cut people out of her life but shes like mature and can do it without too much strife - although depending on how close she was with them it would take her like forever to get over it lol
RED - red will cut people off at the drop of a hat she does NOT care. if they are like annoying or slightly too mean to her loved ones she is like ok bye. get out. thats because umm she has a lot of walls up and refuses to get close to anyone other than a select few so its easy for her to cut off relationships she was never very invested in anyway but she will still like not let go of it and be kind of upset for a while
āļø GEAR - what are your ocs thoughts on science & art? which do they give more importance to? how much value do they place on each?
MARA - mara loves science and art so much!! shes not super great at science but she thinks its REALLY cool and she was like daydreaming about doing those little science kits for kids with shaun once he was a little olderššš and obviously she loves art shes an art teacher LOL i think she values them a lot!! she is of the opinion that art and science arent nearly as different as people say they are and art can be argued to be a bit of a science and vice versa!! she doesnt really put more importance on either
RED - red thinks that art is kind of lame and not as important as science but she secretly kind of likes it <3 she doesnt like want people to think shes soft though so she doesnt show it. red is frankly fucking insane and puts up such a tough guy show and thinks the weirdest things will make people think shes weak
š HEART W/ ARROW - what traits do they look for in a relationship? do they believe in love at first sight?
MARA - mara really values like mutual respect and compatible personalities and similar values. she thinks there can definitely be like an attraction at first sight but not actual like Love
RED - red will have an intense relationship with any girl who looks at her its awful
š CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?
MARA - mara doesnt cry very easily but she gets very emotional about like families and children and loss <3
RED - red cries when she gets angry which is often but she tries a lot to hide it
š¤ SLEEPING - do they fall asleep easily? what helps them sleep?
MARA - mara likes to have something to hold onto while she sleeps!! one of the first items she picked up in the wastes was a teddy bear lol although she will cuddle with dogmeat if theres room ^-^ she fell asleep pretty easily before the war but during the events of fo4 it became harder and harder for her tbh she was under a lot of stress trying to find shaun and run the minutemen and keep the railroad from getting exploded and also she was #traumatized BUT after destroying the institute and getting her little break from like world saving responsibilities she became more comfortable and calm and sleeping got easier:)
RED - red will NOT be able to sleep if she is in a room alone its literally impossible and she hates it. in the vault it was because she would sleep in her dads room a lot/probably shared a room with cyan for a while but once she made her way into the wastes it was also just like a safety thing yknow. especially after being kidnapped by the enclave and developing like paranoia issues lol <3 also she hates the cold and sleeps a lot better if shes warm. when shes comfortable its really easy for her to sleep though she will just like take naps if she has nothing else to do
š BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?
MARA - november 20th !!! she likes celebrating it a lot its a fun time for her :) her first birthday in the wasteland was kind of scary but nick and cait and preston and codsworth threw her a little party and it was really sweet and she cried about it RED - july 13th also <3 i think she liked celebrating it when she was younger but she was like mad she had to share with cyan LOL... she like got over that when she was 10ish though and just thought it was fun to hang out with her brother and friends <3 although it always made her a bit sad cuz of her mom u know. n then after red n cyans dad died on their birthday she like hated it lol
š·ļø SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
MARA - mara is so so afraid of losing more people um its so deeply sad <3 shes also scared of the ocean lol
RED - red is afraid of being alone and left behind :( also mirelurks freak her out so bad
š SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?
MARA - mara feels bad when she gets very angry and snaps at people :( only people she cares about though shes fine snapping at assholes
RED - red does not like it when people know she has like emotions other than anger she is like batman from the lego batman movie
š SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?
MARA - she will not stay quiet about like anything that she sees as unjust and it gets her in trouble Often lmao
RED - she likes getting into bos discourse lol
š HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?
MARA - if someone close to her like curie or nick told her she was like. not doing enough to help i think that would break her
RED - if someone in her family said she was weak or that they didnt like her she would die actually
#asks#šŖ hayden tag#red caser#mara schatz#sui mention#help why did i spend an hour and a half answering this
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Aysha is homophobic but more so in the realm of being lesbophobic. Remember that she completely removed all Rosemary interactions from Pesterquest for more Davekat, decided to push for Yiffy the cuckhold child to be forced into the narrative during Lesbian Visibility Day and has made sure to demean any positive Rosemary interactions in lieu of Davekat which she is solely invested in. Her being transphobic more relates to her poor handling of Jade (dog dicked sex fiend isn't good transfem rep)
You do realize you sound fucking insane right???? This is literally what Iām fucking talking about when I mentioned people in my og post about hs2 pointing fingers and giving someone a really harsh label such as LESBOPHOBIC because they didnt quite handle a lesbian couple EXACTLY how you would have.
First of all i want to mention that Aysha is non-binary poc and is married to a woman. This doesnt exempt her from possibly writing some shitty things, but its good to have perspective here. Shes not some cishet white person writing these characters.
So are you going to ignore the literal thousands of pages of the original comic where we had a PLETHORA of Rosemary interactions??? And absolutely no davekat? And if you remember Kanaya was still having hang ups with Vriska, so it only made sense that that was explored a bit in Pesterquest rather than jumping straight to Rose and Kanaya cuddling on a couch and spewing gay poetics at each other. Like I genuinely dont know what you fucking want.
Also i would like to point out that romance wasnt even the fucking focus of Pesterquest. Dave and Karkatās interactions were barely anything more than characters mentioning them and them being in the same place together for one single ending and mspar implying that they had a feeling they were supposed to be good friends. Tbh it sounds like you and the people who often have this complaint are way more fucking obsessed with whatās going on with Davekat than Aysha or the rest of the team will ever be. Maybe you should redirect your efforts into creating more wlw content for Homestuck since you think the new team is so lesbophobic for portraying two grown ass women having some marital problems (and acting like that cant happen in the real world with real people literally every day).
You and tons of other people fucking love to point to Kanaya and Roseās issues in hs2 and preach that itās suddenly lesbophobic that theyre not happy go lucky 24/7. Again, Davekat didnt even fucking happen in the og comic. We had one flash where Dave rests his head on Karkatās lap and theyāre playing hopscotch on a poorly drawn dick on the ground, meanwhile Rose and Kanaya had comfortably been together for Awhile at that point. I just donāt understand how Dave and Karkat finally having a semi-functional and happy relationship in hs2 is promoting lesbophobia. Also we didnt even get to see the comic FINISH!! We dont KNOW what exactly was going to happen with Rose and Kanaya, and we arent going to for a long fucking time because itās people like you who are perpetuating this narrative of the team and that theyre horrible awful people because they did two fucking things you dont agree with. Itās honestly fucking exhausting. And you know I can throw this right back at you right? Like, pretty homophobic of you to only be focusing on wlw ships and invalidating Davekat, one of the only healthy relationships PERIOD in Homestuck, not just a healthy mlm relationship. Like, pretty shitty of you anon :/ kind of homophobic of you fr.
And this isnt even mentioning the genuinely nice interactions we have seen with Kanaya and Rose in Homestuck 2. Everyoneās really fucking eager to forget that in meat Kanaya was wistfully looking out at the stars missing her wife and told Dave sheād do anything to get her back, esp since itās implied that Rose was being manipulated pretty heavily by Dirk. But no, according to yall that never happened and Aysha + the rest of the team are just spitting on all wlw folks.
Also again I feel like youre coming to insane conclusions. You think it was a purposeful move that Aysha and the team introduced Yiffy on lesbian visibility day??? Like???? Also pretty lesbophobic of you to invalidate a child born from two women. Like hm pretty shitty of you anon. Rose and Jade explained why they did what they did, and tbh, again, we could have had more information if people like you didnt indirectly harass the creators and cause it to go on indefinite hiatus.
As for the Jade dog dick thing, I have multiple friends who are trans women who have issues with people blowing it out of proportion. Its important to remember that every trans woman is going to have a different opinion on this, and we shouldnt invalidate any of them, but at the same time what one trans woman says about it isnt the end all be all of the situation. Some trans women think this portrayal is transphobic, while plenty others think it isnt, and that people are making way too big of a deal out of it. Therefore Iām going to leave it at that. Personally I dont know if how Aysha and the team wrote Jade is transphobic and its not for me to decide. However, my trans friend would like to be quoted saying this:
āPeople claiming that the writers intended for Jadeās dick to be the driving force in her emotional and sexul appetite shows someoneās willingness to ignore Jadeās actual reasons for doing these things that she STATES in the actual text. All in favor of projecting their own transmisogynist reading onto the writers.ā
This probably ended up being longer than my og post lmfao but fr anon im sick of people like you. Even if you didnt directly contact the creators of hs2, youāre literally the problem here. I wish you and others would stop throwing around these terms like lesbophobic, homophobic, transphobic, etc, because it literally makes those words lose meaning. Someone writing a lesbian couple having marital problems, especially in the context of Homestuck, is not fucking lesbophobic. And i hope i helped you understand that by throwing the terms back at you because tbh, im sure youre a good person with good intentions, and I would never seriously call you homophobic for this. But i hope you can have some fucking perspective and stop targeting marginalized authors and creators moving forward. Its embarrassing fr.
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original (April 3rd, 2013)
3 year difference (April 3rd, 2016
Difference ? (Feb 10, 2017)
3 year difference lol
1. Is this the best year of your life? tbh this year has sucked so far lol!!!!!
it is april and i have not turned up like expected
Only Feb. Things are going okay
2. What was the first thing you did when you woke up? turn on the TV and see what was on netflix
Laid in bed and contemplate whether or not to make coffee.. i did
Struggled getting out of bed for work
3. The person you like is? nobody.
my co-worker Darrell.
Kenny.
4. Is anything bothering you? The fact that my room is a disaster, my grade in Algebra 2 is a 68, and that i am not famous
The fact that my room is still a disaster and that i am dropping my biology course because it was too hard for me.
The Fact that my room remains a disaster, and that Iām constantly stressed out about school, and Iām really trying with Kenny but Iām probably too invested
5. Does anyone annoy you? A lot of people do, white people
A lot of people still annoy me
White People
6. Would you like things to go āback to normalā with a certain someone? no
Angelica, Natasha, and Coby because things really were cool but it doesnt matter anymore
No.
7. What was the las,t thing you did before you went to bed last night? I was in my momās room with like 3 kids and some guy and i was just chillin out with them
I was laying in bed watching Family Guy
Filmed a speech for my public speaking class, finished it, submitted it, walked in on my roommates fckin on the couch, went to sleep, they fought til 530am
8. Is life good? its decent
Iām content, I have my own place, I go to school full time, I work full time, Iāve got great friends, money, a car.
Still have all those things, Iām just tired at this point
9. Do you remember who you liked on New Years? nobody.
Nobody probably wait just kidding Harry
I think I was starting to like Kenny
10. Do you still like them? nobody
No
I like him now
11. Do you still speak to them? nobody
No
Yes
12. Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else? my dad, but my mom and i have a good relationship and i can tell her i am snorting cocaine tonight and she will be like ā ok be careful xoā
Does not matter anymore
iām an adult now
13. Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips? haha, no.
No I am not
Nope
14. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? my cousin no she snorts cocaine
My manager no she is my favorite
I think it was Angel, and she is like one of my best friends
15. Would you go out with someone right now if they asked? what do you mean like out like lets get together or like hey im hungry wanna come with me to get wings
It really all depends on who the person is
not desperate, really depends on who the person would be
16. Three days from now will you be in a relationship? i hope not
No lol
Probably notĀ
17. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? they do tell me sorry fellas youre kinda ugly
Yes
Yes
18. Have you kissed anyone in the last month? no
No
Yes
19. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? my back.
My back
Have not been to the doctor since.
20. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? i liked it but then everyone left for me a week and i thought i was going to go insane
It does not matter I am always locked in my room.
I donāt talk to anyone at home anyways
21. Would you ever kiss anyone you texted today? i havent texted anyone today
Hm yes, my co-worker Kevin, but only because he is the best looking person I have texted today
Hm maybe like 2 people ? haha
22. Do you have any bruises on you? no thank god
Cuts and burns from work
I cut myself at work today
23. How was 2011 for you? 2011 was great actually, i ended jr. high really well, and started high school really well too making friends and stuff
Same
lol
24. How late did you stay up last night and why? like 1230, and no reason
230? because after work me and my coworkers went to IHOP and then just chilled out, and I watched like TV til i fell asleep
About 530 because my roommates were fighting and I could not sleep
25. Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone? no
No
Kind of
26. Do you regret anything youāve done lately? i regret um nothing
I regret nothing still
Nothing
27. What woke you up today? this sound of little Einsteins singing
My brothers gf was talking really loud for like 2 seconds
My brother waking me up and my 30 alarms
28. What makes you happy? coffee and snickers and boys
Coffee, cigarettes, friends
Coffee, boys, and friends
29. Ever kissed on a boat?
No
Still a no
30. Have you ever been told that you are amazing? yes
Plenty of times
I honestly dont think so tbh wait JK yes
31. Finish this sentence: The last person I kissed isā¦ ugly?
A good guy. sorry lol
the person I currently like
32. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?let me think no
It is April, prom season for meā¦ you know I think I was chillinā
Wowza, Darrell my co-worker at the time, he recently just moved to Ohio
33. Do you like when people play with your hair? yes
yes
ya
34. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? nOPE GOT SCHOOL LOL
Nope, I still got school
Nope, this time I got work
35. Waiting for something? for someone to come up and be like hello u wana be famous and rich
To get my degree, then someone come up to me and ask me if I wanna be famous and rich
To become board certified and open a private practice and someone ask me if I wanna be rich adn famous
36. Was last night terrible? nah
No, it was a good night tbh, lots of laughing with all my coworkers
Sure
37. Did you lose friends when you started dating someone? no
no, i would not let that happen
I would never let that happen
38. Are you the type of person to make people laugh? Ā yes i am i am the class bitch ass motherfucker but they think im joking
yes
Sure
39. Donāt tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? i last texted angelica and she is pretty if she tries which is rare
yes
yes
40. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? it better be mrs honings better have passes me
no, i have school and then work right after
Work til 5. Maybe something with my friends after, but I doubt it
41. Are you missing someone?no
no
sure
42. Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?no
no lol
no haha
43. Do you believe in karma? eh
not at all
Maybe a little bit now
44. Do you sleep with a fan on? omg i have too
yeah the ceiling fan and then a standing fan
Same still
45. You think anyoneās thinking about you right now? of course yes
i wonder
Probably not.
46. Is there anyone you wish you were spending time with right now? not really
no
yes
47. Do you go to school? imma sophomore
freshmen in college
4th semester in college.
48. Is the person you last texted single? yes
yes
technically yeS?
49. Who was driving the last time you were in a car? omg?? my mom i think
me
I was driving, brother in passenger seat
50. Have you ever used the word ārawrā in an actual conversation?OMG NEVER IF ANYONE CAUGHT ME SAYING THAT IāD KILL MYSELF
lol no
jokingly now every once in awhile
51. Are the blinds on your window open or closed? closed
closed
Closed
52. Did you leave milk and cookies for Santa when you were little? still do lol
jewish
No i live alone now, so thats a waste of money
53. What were you doing at 11 last night? in my momās room with those people i stated above plus my brother
at work goofing off
Getting ready to get off work
54. What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of? wingstop wings
sushi
Coffee
55. Is there someone you wouldnāt mind kissing right now? justin bieber???
a lot of ppl including celebrities
Shawn Mendes!!!
56. Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say? wat the fuck do u want im sleepig
or
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOMH
how did u get up here i live on the third floor
No i dont have a quarter
57. Would you change yourself for the person you love?no
no
Yes maybe ??
58. Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex? wow u guesssed completely wrong
yes
um i gonna guess sure
59. What are you supposed to be doing right now? cleaning
getting ready for work
Getting ready for bed
60. Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?no
im not even going to look
It is my ex, lmao, yes Ā I would sure
61. To who did you last give the finger to? i cant remember
my coworker Jesse
My manager, Ware
62. Did your last kiss take place on a bed? on someone elses
uh no
No.
63. Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? brianna sam angelica michelle and others yes
the majority of my coworkers and all of my friends i still have
Angel, Brianna, Brit, and like Michelle
64. Do you talk in your sleep? no
i do not
depends on the situation
65. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes they buy me stuff and i am forced to like them
i dont talk to either of them that much
Havenāt seen my mom in months
66. What time did you wake up today? 7:45
1
8:30
67. What were you doing at midnight last night? IN MY MOMS ROOM
At work fixing to leave
Leaving work
68. What song are you listening to? some chris brown song
Team by Iggy
Betty Who- Somebody Loves You
69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? like a hug
No
Yes
70. How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries? mmmmm
mmmmm
mmmmm
71. Do you have nice eyes? theyāre dark brown
no
lolno
72. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? not really
yes finally
Barely, the tips are brown from when I died them 7 months ago
73. Are you texting anybody? no
no
Told everyone I went to bed
74. Do you swear in front of your parents? god no
no
No
75. Concert tickets or NFL game tickets? concert tickets
concert tickets!!!!!
CONCERT
76. Are you addicted to cigarettes? not yet hehhe!:)
yes, I wish i could stop smoking.
LMFAOĀ āNot Yetā Iām on a process of quitting right now. Very difficult
77. Do you tell your parents everything? no
no
hell no
78. Do you have any tattoos? not yet
i have 4 tattoos.
still only fucking 4
79. If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to? idk
Brianna
80. Do you have any nicknames? bitch
Noahita
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