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[kokushibosbestie]

Let's be honest, Yuji is one of the sweetest—if not the sweetest—boys you'll ever meet. And you love him for that. He is that way, no changing him. You didn't want to, though. He's a great listener.

And so when you call him to talk, he knows what it's about. Who it's about.

Megumi.

You've had the biggest crush on Megumi since you started at Jujutsu Tech. And Yuji was the first to know. He swore he wouldn't tell anyone and he surprisingly kept his promise. But there was just one problem. No one would listen to him.

And so when you start gushing over Megumi while in Yuji's dorm room, sitting on his bed together, he knows how he feels.

Yuji had the biggest crush on you.

But he's still the best listener ever. He's still the kindest soul you'll ever meet. He'll still has the brightest smile that is so contagious and you can't help but smile too even if it has no context. He'll still ask you if you want to go to the movie theatre with him. He'll still blast Olivia Rodrigo in your shared Airpods while you sing along off-key on the beach, watching the sunset together. He'll still laugh the hardest at your stupid jokes. He'll still ask Gojo-Sensei privately to go on missions with you so he'll know you're safe. He's still going to hug you a little too tight when you come back from a mission that he wasn't allowed to go on with you.

And he'll always be that way.

Yet you don't see it. You think it's just a friendship that would last forever. Is it because you'd only ever look at Megumi that way, who doesn't even look your way? Or is that because you've embedded that into your head?

The way you talk about Megumi is so loving and so caring. You never knew if anyone would speak about you like that, though. You didn't think you were enough for such praise and care. Not even from Yuji.

Until the day you realize that he's had feelings for you since the beginning.

That's when he'll mess up everything.

And when he feels that burning hole in his chest while you begin avoiding him, when he stops asking for two tickets when he goes to the movie theatre, when he stops texting you in the middle of the night for no real reason and you stop replying, he finally breaks.

He finally stops trying so hard.

But when he finds out you'll be going on a mission together again—and a possibly dangerous one—he smiles at you like nothing happened. Like he didn't sob into his pillow with his Airpods in, playing Reckless by Madison Beer, while the rain tapped his dorm window last night.

Over you. Always over you.

Always trying to get over you...

Like Yuji always does.

- pax <3