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I know I've said harsh things about your involvement, Patch, but I understand that you just wanted a community that accepted you, and a parental figure that cared for you. That's not a crime.
You didnt have to make a public statement, but your speaking up is a testament to your good faith, your remorse, and your desire to make things right. I can imagine you feel humiliated, ashamed. Speaking up candidly in the midst of those feelings is true strength.
My door is open to you, but do not feel obligated to talk to me. If you want to wash your hands clean and never utter a word of this to anyone again, then I will respect that. Take care, stay safe. Thank you.
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we know what you did.
Funny, because I also know what you did, Shiloh.
I know that you kept your college roommate's secret, instead of telling campus police that Tianwei was a p3d0ph1l3, because she told you some sob story about her parents being abusive & nearly dying in a housefire.
I know that you were perfectly fine taking part in a harassment campaign against me and my ex-wife on behalf of Lily, and only apologized to me when I started getting clout.
Speaking of Lily, I know that you're not the "strong, angry abuse advocate" you claim to be because you gave NEGATIVE amounts of pushback to being her mistress, and only broke away from her when the money ran dry.
I know that the only time you believe victims over predators is when they have something to offer you that the predator doesn't, which is why your current simultaneous hate campaign against NF & Dormiyu (both victims) and support campaign for Poppy (an unapologetic predator) rings so fucking hollow.
You talk about understanding behavioral patterns so goddamn well, well I can see your pattern clear as day. So I wonder, how long will it be before your pattern of "bleed a pred dry, then backstab them when it's convenient" will last this time, hmm? What will be the breaking point for you to stop supporting Poppy?
Will it be her requesting an incest ERP? Will it be her hitting on your "daughter" Ruby? Or will it come down to her no longer accepting your emotional and financial mooching?
It's gonna happen eventually, and I'm gonna be there to watch it. Because unlike your current "Mom", I have the means to clear my conscience. My brothers have filled in the gaps in my memory, and given me the peace of mind to clear my name. And on the legal side of things, I'm currently in talks with my cousin, a lawyer down in Texas, to take my case pro-bono so I can sue you & your wicked "family" for everything you took from me.
Your days are numbered, Salizar. And the clock is ticking.
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... ioVe ...
#.#mechanical#mechanicalheart#love#patchworkheart#valentines#heart#heartbroken#sculpture#arteries#aiia
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Hi.
Sorry I haven't been able to get to this for a few days. Storm knocked out power on Tuesday, and I just got my electricity & internet back. But now that I'm back, I can give a somewhat coherent testimony, so here we go.
3 years ago, I flew down to Texas to meet with 3 of my (now ex-) partners: Max, Ruby, and Ylva. Of those 3, Ruby is the only one who was "discord adopted" by Patch. Ruby & Ylva both have DID w/multiple alters and also are both ace/demi (I honestly can't remember which). This will be important later.
Ruby asked me not to have sex with any of my partners before her, but I failed this task by having sex with Max because we were both in the mood. Believe it or not, this will also be important later.
At some point later, Ruby uncharacteristically threw herself at me in attempt to get in my pants, but we were interrupted by Max coming back to the room. My hypothesis is she did this out of jealousy that I fucked Max first, but I have no concrete evidence.
The next day, the 3 of us went to visit Ylva, and later that day Ylva, Ruby, and myself were in a room together. Ylva then put herself on top of me to start a scene, so I rolled with it because I'm hypersexual and I was surrounded by my seemingly willing partners. According to their statements later, they were giving off negative body language during the scene, and one of them said "no". However, 1) I didn't hear them say no (I'm hard of hearing, bordering on deaf at the worst times), 2) I can't read body language to save my life (yay autism /s), and 3) not a single one of them used the Safe Word that had been established and used multiple times in the past.
Combine all of the above with multiple later incidents of miscommunication and accidental use of hurtful language, and those two had gathered enough "evidence" to drop a doc on me onto Patch's metaphorical lap, which led to Patch cutting me off cold turkey and publicly accusing me of being a sexual predator. Which is rich, considering his past with Tianwei & Lily, and his future turning of a blind eye towards Poppy's actual sexual assault of Noeh.
There is more that I could get into (and will get into if an ask is sent), but there's another storm rolling in and I wanna get this of my chest before the power's knocked out again. If you need anything specified or clarified, my inbox is open.
About that Blake tumblr post about patch— who are Patch’s “family”? I’ve heard about her briefly from lio convoys response (completely irrelevant, that’s also how I knew she was lily orchards MISTRESS that threw me off so bad) and how opal or someone was her online/not legally adopted son— (??) does she just adopt people? Is her “mom” someone who adopted her? When was that Blake post made? I’m so confused Im sorry if this is incoherent I’m so lost what’s with people adopting online adults
Look, I'm going to be honest with you. I don't get this online not adopted adopted son mother sister family...thing. I need a chart with this shit. I genuinely can't answer half of this because it's so on and off and some of it was never public at all.
I don't know if I want to know. I don't know what to think about Blake. The only parts of the Blake stuff I believe are the things that openly happened in public because that whole half of the story is...fuck.
I'm as confused as you are, but the post is enlightening in it's own way. Apparently Patch's kids, their not actually adopted kids, were exs of blake? I don't know if they mean ex wife or just exs or what. One was named Ruby? Apparently she has the Convoyitus and just adopts people like Poppy does because Patch was adopted by Poppy, but not actually?
They're all discord adopting one another and making it so much more complicated.
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Sometimes it's not just a vibe; the bigger thing is to not divide
((warning: loooooong post with lots of talking sorry))
So recently (like, this day) @starlit-soothsayer made a comment about Sai Scribbles that I was about to honestly agree with because it sounded right to me. But then I happen to see that one of Lily's most prominent victims is deeply against Starlit's reasoning. They (this victim) is adamant that pp:"they not compare a person they don't vibe with [Sai] to a literal PREDATOR/GROOMER [Orchard]".
I get the said victim's take here, both on it's own and especially in relation to the last month/weeks. Recently one of the Lorch critical blogs, Fennec, decided it was a good idea to make a document calling Courtney Peet, Lily's abused sibling, ALSO a groomergooner just like their sister. Fennec's reasoning was shaky at best, vindictive, and stunk of the same kind of narrative Zena and Poppy, also grifters, took about Lily Orchard drama: "Lily's critics are the same kind of awful as her". Keep in mind, the reason I AM invested in the Lorch-drama is I've been worried about Lily Orchard's fans and base for years now. I've been mad at and staying on Lily's case for awhile. Say for Patchworkhearts, Sparky and Poppy herself, I wouldn't exactly call the want to see Lily put away and the push by different types/sorts of people to see that happen as analogous to what I just called Lily - a predator and a deflecting one at that.
I will say that " we ", aka all of the combined critics of Lily Orchard, aren't a fandom of even an exact community and besty buddy-buds, even if we support each other. Courtney, Lily's sibling, got on a lot of different people's cases here on tumblr before she was ultimately mass blocked by Lily's base. I remember. I saw it. Courtney and her story and testimony is a smoking gun, I'd say, in the truth of what kind of a person Lily is, but she's in no way a leader or even liked by all of us. On a personal petty basic-level I disagreed w Courtney over how she violently overstanned Johnny Depp and then over how Courtney talked about their niece and nephews offhandedly. I can't do anything about that, but, I'm allowed to support Courtney as a person without stanning her outright for what I think are her own demons. Courtney is not as bad a person as Lily Orchard because she is not the same kind of person as Lily Orchard.
Courtney is her own kind of a mess. And frankly so is Sai.
Two days ago, following drama from a different Lorch-critical blogger skeleton-bat implicated Sai to be as bad as Lorch and a groomer (no. Sai isn't a groomer. sns also don't do your 'proshippers = groomers' dance on me, Bats), one of the blogs that talking down skeleton-bats unpromptedly said skeleton bats was a joke and a phony for reblogging Palestine-gofundmeblogs. Their words were literally "all Palestinian bloggers are bots and scammers". I disagreed with that, because I know from my sources, lived experiences and someone with Palestinian family that that's simply untrue, to which this person proceeded to splain to me how ebeggers must be scams -Sai agreed with this person.
I am pro-Palestinian justice and aid in getting these people away from Gaza. I've been that way ever since I saw an ISRAELI film strait up say that what Israel is doing is wrong, long before Oct 7th 23'. I don't want to dwell to long on it or the explanations and fact checking for yourself with nonEnglish-speaking fundraisers how legit they are beyond going "look at the way it's written; it looks like begging", but now's not the time. This was my breaking point. I had to block Sai.
Personally I think Sai is a recovering edgeduchess who likes to pick on people first and then can get into the weeds of 'taking down' people if and when it benefits her. That doesn't make her a grifter ala skeleton-bat, Poppy and Zena or Fennec...but I do think that means she's more into the attention of p0wning Lorch, another queer creator, than she is other concerns. I do think she cares about the harm done by Lorch now, but in the beginning and definitely with her own non-Lorch-stan detractors, Sai struck me as being into dunking on Lily for attention. What bugged me about Sai's and that other user's comments was not only that it was unneeded/not relevant to what skeleton-bat is doing; it was that she tried to splain to me, a person who knows gofundme bloggers irl how they 'must be' scams especially in times of crisis. That was insensitive and wrong of her to do even if she doesn't mean anything hurtful by it. There ARE ways to say "hey, don't believe/reblog every fundraiser that comes your way sum might be scams" and there are ways NOT to do that; Sai chose the later option and frankly I see her as pretty racist at the moment by the confidence she chose in it. But obviously, I know some ppl are going to still support Sai, stand by her and that includes the victims of Lorch who are just happy that someone is helping them spread news of Lorch's crimes.
Bigotry is a different problem and a different evil than predation. One can be committed without the other and I'm not interested in splitting hairs over which one is "worse". ALTHOUGH Lily has been caught doing a lot of bigotry of her own, including just now, ON TOP OF being a grooming-predator. For Sai's case I don't think she even compares to Lily Orchard's racism and antisemitism. Sai seems like the kind of person who could learn if she really had to what she said was wrong. Lorch, if she were in Sai's place, would probably demand for days on end that Palestinian donations are inherent scams, that she is the only TRUE ally for both Palestine and then in the next two months delete the post and gaslight her audience into believing she's never said anything about Palestine ever.
Still though, personally, I'm allowed to not like Sai. I can admire her will, I think she's genuinely wanting to help ((she's absolutely a better artist than you, Orchards, stop criticizing Sai's damn art)) but I'm sorry I really don't like her after what happened two days ago. I left the convo because clearly I was making the sitch worse and I'm just not gonna step on Sai's toes about this if that's really how set she and that other blog I was arguing with feel. I'm genuinely hurt; deeply offended. I left. If other people of any other demographic feels differently about Sai I'm not going to get on their case about it. And I think part of the problem is that a lot of people ARE WANTING others to do something about it.
People dislike Sai and the cut of her jib in a serious enough way that they just can't stomach her even when she's on the side of 'good'....that's a really fair thing to do. For comparison, I really love Lindsay Ellis's stuff and agree with much of her takes. This does not mean I think people who say Ellis virtually forgave herself over her canceling are " wrong ". I personally hate being told I only 'stan' Ellis cuz I -"hate poc and Ellis is white so I 'MUST' feel more comfortable with her as a white girl". Not only is that a VERY weighted thing to throw at someone casually for why they must like a reviewer they grew up watching but....wtf!! do you seriously presume everyone who likes Ellis is a white girl? What if I were asian or black and still liked Ellis? What then? Because, if you're at all the kind of person -the kind of Lily Orchard-ish person- to start saying 'you aren't actually bipoc'/'you're a BAD bipoc' over a damn youtube personality that's definitely on you, hon.
I think that was skeleton-bats' problem [one of them] with all this. They can't leave it at Sai being an edgeduchess who used her own disability terms to her advantage and liking- they had to make it a matter of " tolerating Sai = Sai grooming people ". Which was unnecessary, foolish, and deeply insulting.
That's why skeleton-bat, you're also blocked atm alongside Sai. Blocks are created equally on tumblr but you don't need to use them equally. I block serious things like neon@zis and scambots as much as I do people who I know aren't going to listen to me, seem toxic and/or want to fight. I guess that was a blessing since you've been spamming the lily orchard tags with shit on everyone else who so much likes Sai or doesn't agree with you???
Look here- we are a bunch of adult strangers who at most found some comradery with each other over our mutual hurt, pain and anger at what Lily Orchard has done to us or to other people. We are not a fan base or even an anti-fanbase. With those of us who have actually known and hurt by Orchard and her fans, maybe don't insinuate that they're ally is now their 'savior' or that their personal beefemy is the same thing as their abuser.
We're gonna have to agree to disagree on this after awhile and focus on the bigger picture. If someone is here because they honestly want to see Lily Orchard go down because of her predation/gaslighting/grooming/bigotry, that person is your ally in this fight whether you like it or not. Sai is. That's how this works.
If someone says they want to see Lorch go down but really is more preoccupied with her being trans or 'progressive'(phony or not doesn't matter to people who unironically use 'woke' in 2024), wants to see a dumpster fire or is playing devil's advocate for Lily because "her critics are just as bad!! 8U"...enjoy your block too, hon.
We have a serial groomer to catch and make sure she doesn't hurt anyone again.
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Please Help Patchwork Heart
Patchwork Heart is currently struggling with medical bills, and is in serious debt. As their friend, I want to help out as much as I can. I thought maybe you guys could help spread the word? If anybody has any money to spare, please consider donating to Patchwork’s GoFundMe page. It’d be greatly appreciated.
- Eaglesfan986
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she's been accused of grooming in several spaces I think but PatchworkHearts on youtube talked about how when they were a minor and Lily was engaged, she made him draw zoophilia porn of herself which obv made him uncomfortable. (srry if I got Patch's pronouns wrong correct me if I did, reader)
She also def wrote cp which she is currently denying and saying old videos where she admits to it are ai generated.
She also thinks "queer" is a slur and Rocky Horror is for 'bad gays'. As someone who also doesn't care for Rocky Horror- shame on her! The music in that slaps and screw her for judging other queer people's tastes.
@pleasetiemyshoe @opinated-user and @britts-galaxy-brain can fill you in on all you need to know, which Britt having a receipt trail as her pinned.
Hope that answers most of your questions, Chai. I mean, without getting into the real NSFL stuff she's been accused of.
if you can stomach disturbing shit then look up lily orchards mlp rainbow dash fanfic. preferably a video or blogpost covering it, i dont recommend anyone actually reads it
Didn't Lily Orchard sext a teenager or something?
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I had a MAD crush on Kowalski as a kid, cause I was also a rejection-sensitive dramatic bitch and he ~*UNDERSTOOD MY PAIN*~.
lskdnfskd i’ve NEVER seen him described that perfectly before. amazing
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Facts
https://twitter.com/patchie_the_cat/status/1202714857021173760?s=20
Good. Facts don’t care about your feelings, jackass. And about this...
https://twitter.com/patchie_the_cat/status/1202714406523559936?s=20
The reason why people go after you is because of your “holier than thou” attitude, @patchworkheart. No one cares about your neurological disorders, your physical inabilities, your brain damage or your wheelchair. You know how I know? You’re actually well put-together for someone with your ailments.
No one cares about whether you think people are cowards for calling you out on shit off their main accounts. IMO, you’re not worth a main. Just look at any of my other posts calling you out. You think people want to have that crap on their main accounts?
And to reiterate...
https://twitter.com/patchie_the_cat/status/1202707459187429376?s=20
People aren’t shocked that you support the robbing of the wealthy. People are shocked that you’re as giddy as a kid at Christmas about a fellow human being getting victimized and traumatized in a criminal offense. Felix being affluent doesn’t forego his being a person, you half-baked, quarter-assed, IDPol transtrending victim-complex chum sack.
You need to step back and ask yourselves some hard questions before taking up the fights you pick, Patch. Please. You could do so much good if your head wasn’t lodged three feet deep into your ass.
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“So, this Tirek talked you into cutting ties with your friends, convinced you to give him everything he wanted without giving you anything in return and then abandoned you after taking everything else you had by force. Is that correct?”
“... That is the long and short of it. Yes.”
“Yeah, then I was correct. This is note for note a case of clear abuse.”
“... Are you sure? I mean... I’m new to this sort of thing, but... doesn’t abuse only happen to those who... you know.... don’t deserve it?”
“Nobody deserves to be abused, Discord. And it’s a very common symptom for the victims to blame themselves for the abuse. But no matter what anyone says, it wasn’t your fault. You didn’t deserve what he did to you.”
“... OK, so.... what do I do?”
“My best advice is to talk to a professional. I know you might not believe me, but they are trained and equipped to help people work through their trauma, and that includes unusual cases like you.”
“... So like, Doctor Wolf?”
“Discord, I said a professional. Not a poor man’s Mister Rogers in a fursuit.”
Talking through your trauma with @patchworkheart
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Wait…Patch as in PatchworkHeart as in Shiloh did something bad? I’m not fully up to date did I miss something that they(sorry if that’s the wrong pronouns) did?
I'm pretty sure his pronouns are he/they/it? They were the last time I checked. Shiloh has been doing things for a while, please read my other post.
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@patchworkheart you showed up in a post on my facebook feed lol
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Want to say this outloud so that the rest of the tag+comunity knows it and knows it well: not all the Lily Orchard-critical blogs and people HAVE to be buddy-buds with each other. It's always nice to have unity and no-infighting but you need to understand we are all adults talking about how we and other people have been hurt/set-upon by her base, or even preyed on by Lily herself.
Barring shitty transphobes and KiwiFarms (I 100% get why someone would go there, espec when receipt trails are getting harder and harder to keep up and are reported as harassment in sites like this one; I personally wouldn't trust the farms and the bozos there to handle my info well or with good faith. Other people who are using farms for receipt-tracking? Sure. The Farms themself? Fuck no and fuck Null) and obviously predatory people in their own right like Zena and Poppy, we're here to tell our stories and make sure other people's stories get told. Beef, even particuarly ugly beef like accusing each other of dismissing ab*se, zionism, or being angry that we're on servers w people we don't like - it's valid to not be chummy and mad at each other. Still, none of that will ever make us what Lily (or Zena and Poppy) is.
Lily Orchard-
wrote CP (her 'Stockholm' series). It may not have involved real children so it's not punishable by law in many states/prefectures, but y'know writing graphic cp is not a good thing. Most annoying proshippers defend the semantics of 'drawn material' out of fear that those rules will be abused and used to silence non-vile art: BUT, they don't support it and they don't want it around;
also, Lily up and lied to her audience, first that she ever wrote Stockholm then that the videos were she admitted to writing it were deepfakes and that the fanfiction's graphic bits were edited in by bronies who were mad at her.
stole (ie. copy-pasted other people's writing) other people's words and passed them off as her own
CONSTANTLY talks over people of color and other queer people. I'm too damn white and not native to dictate if Lily is truly 'native' or not. What she does/say though in the name of fighting for other lgbtq and bipoc folk is really scummy.
and that's JUST the tip of the iceberg!! Lily-
had PatchworkHearts make graphic p0rn of her behind her[Lily's] partner's back, most of which Patchwork was not comfortable with making but did so out of desperation that Lily took advantage of, including drawing r@pe-bestiality of on of Lily's x's ocs.
is quite possibly is a serial sock-puppeteer; creating accounts to live out her darker fantasies. On the offchance that Tara Callie is somehow a real person, than that real person is vile as hell and was just as much (longer so) a friend of Lily's than she was Britt's, so it's cruel of Lily to act like Britt was complacent in Tara's crimes and not her.
has been accused of lying about medical ailments to get money from her audience.
immediately dumped ILoveKimPossiblealot for having the gall to talk to LIly's accusers and get their stories, rather than just take Lily's word.
keeps instinctively misgenders people and only stops when she gets any heat for it like she did to EssenceofThought. By contrast every one of her main critical blogs has not misgendered or deadnamed her, and the one who initially did has actively avoided deadnaming and misgendering her since.
in now deleted videos and older tumblr posts, told friends of abuse victims not to care about their abused friends and parents of incestuous siblings to accept their children's incest.
is being accused by her sibling of CSEM. Lily has said it's the other way around but then also draws her sibling as the darvo'd sister from an incest game, dismisses said siblings abuse at the hands of their half sibling because Lily 'loves' him, and also proudly has mentioned beating up said sibling and slying saying she 'ran off with a pedophile' at 17 as though being taken advantage of (I know, Courtney does not view said relationship like this) is the sibling's fault.
And that's all I could remember for a single post. Im going to go back and post links once this headache I'm suffering from is sated.
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Seeking an Asylum- Horror Media and Mental Illness (CW- Violence Mention)
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I love the affection your Eddie and Venom seem to have for one another. I sometimes scroll through their tag on your blog when I have abad day.
awww Q//w//Q
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