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⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ﹒౨ৎ﹒can somebody just embrace me...?

head cannons - ateez. — more 'ateez' works — masterlist

overview. vampire!ateez x human!reader , the members reactions when human!reader has been bitten / infected and ultimately turns into a supernatural creature.

authors note. i've never really done a hc's list before, so please bare with, and i'm sorry if it's lq! also, i wrote most of hongjoong's hc while listening to eternal sunshine... gives you an insight into how my brain works, doesn't it.

reader is gender neutral - or whatever gender you prefer!

wc. — 3.2k

kim hongjoong — initially, hongjoong is shocked. he stands frozen, eyes wide as he processes the sight before him. you, his beloved, have been turned into a werewolf—an enemy of vampires. he takes a step back, his mind racing to understand what happened and how to fix it.

"this..can't be real." he mutters in disbelief, his voice shaking with anger, "how did this happen? who did this to you?"

when reality sets in, hongjoong is filled with guilt. he feels like it was his fault because he couldn't protect you. he feels a sense of failure, and ultimately distances himself from you, unable to look you in the eye. he researches every possible way to help you, to find a cure. sleepless nights become his norm, dark circles forming under his eyes as he pores over ancient texts and consults with supernatural experts.

"i should have protected you," he whispers one night, his voice breaking. "i should have been there. i won't forgive myself for this." the tension of your new identity as a werewolf strains your relationship. hongjoong struggles with the instinctual enmity between vampires and werewolves, fearing that your transformation could drive a wedge between you. "i'm sorry," he says, avoiding your gaze. "i just… i can't look at you without thinking about how i failed you. and now, with what you’ve become… it's complicated." eventually, hongjoong starts to accept the new reality. he realises that distancing himself only hurts both of you more. one evening, as you struggle with your newfound abilities, hongjoong sits beside you, his expression hard but understanding. "what if i hurt someone? what if i can't control it? and what about… us?" hongjoong squeezes your hand reassuringly. "then i'll be here to help you. we’ll practice until you feel confident. and remember, you’re still you. your heart, your kindness—that hasn’t changed. we’ll find a way to make this work, even if it’s difficult." you rest your head on his shoulder, feeling his warmth and strength. "thank you, hongjoong. for everything. i know this isn't easy for you either."

park seonghwa — seonghwa's heart shatters the moment he realises you've been turned into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. his first reaction is one of shock and heartbreak. he struggles to process the reality, standing frozen as tears well up in his eyes. "no, this can't be happening," he whispers, his voice trembling. "why would anybody do this to you..." seonghwa's initial heartbreak turns into a deep, lingering sorrow. he feels a profound sense of loss and change, constantly worrying about the dangers and implications of your new life. the enmity between vampires and werewolves weighs heavily on him, adding to his anguish. seonghwa becomes overly protective, often to the point of being suffocating. his fear of losing you drives him to check on you constantly, ensuring you're safe at all times. he's always on edge, worried that any moment could bring danger to your doorstep. "i'm so sorry this happened to you," he says, his voice choked with emotion. "i should have been there. i should have protected you better." he often breaks down in private, overwhelmed by feelings of helplessness and guilt. he fears that your transformation will create a rift between you, one that might be impossible to bridge. "i can't stand the thought of you being in danger," he confesses one night, tears streaming down his face. "i'm so scared of losing you." once seonghwa starts to accept the situation, his nurturing side shines through. he becomes your steadfast support, helping you navigate your new existence. he makes it his mission to learn everything about werewolves, seeking out ways to help you adjust and control your new abilities. seonghwa's calm and steady presence provides you with the stability you need. he spends countless hours with you, helping you practice controlling your transformations and understanding your new strengths. he’s patient and encouraging, always there to guide you through each step of your transformation. "you're doing great," he encourages you after a particularly challenging training session. "i'm so proud of you." he finds small ways to make you smile and feel loved despite the changes. whether it's cooking your favourite meal, surprising you with little gifts, or simply holding you close when you feel overwhelmed, seonghwa's love and care are unwavering. "i've been thinking," he murmurs. "about how much i love you, and how nothing will ever change that. not even this. i've written a letter for you, about everything i'm feeling. i want you to read it when you're ready." you rest your head on his shoulder, feeling his warmth and emotion. he presses a kiss to your forehead, his voice soft but firm. "i love you. no matter what happens, that will never change."

jeong yunho — yunho is stunned the moment he realises you've been turned into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. he tries to mask his fear with a smile, focusing on keeping your spirits up even as his mind races with worry. "hey, it’s okay," he says, his voice trembling slightly. "we'll figure this out, alright?" behind his cheerful facade, yunho struggles with the reality of your transformation. he worries about how it will affect your future together, sometimes feeling like he’s losing you to the new instincts and behaviours that come with being a werewolf. he’s deeply troubled by the potential dangers and the ancient enmity between your new kind and his. at night, when he thinks you're asleep, yunho’s smile fades. he lies awake, staring at the ceiling, overwhelmed by his fears and anxieties. "what if i can't protect you?" he whispers to himself, his voice barely audible. "what if this changes everything between us?" he’s haunted by nightmares of you turning against him or being hunted down by other vampires. these fears gnaw at him, making him more anxious and jumpy during the day. despite his internal struggles, yunho uses his energy to help you adapt, often turning your training into fun and playful activities. he finds joy in discovering your new abilities with you and is always there to lift your mood when things get tough. "let’s see how fast you can run now!" he suggests one day, his eyes sparkling with excitement. "i’ll race you to that tree over there." he makes it his mission to remind you that you're not alone and that he loves you no matter what. he wants to make you feel supported and comfortable with your new identity. "you're amazing, you know that?" he tells you after you manage to control a transformation. "i always knew you were strong, but this… you’re incredible." one night, after a particularly tough day, you were sat on a blanket, staring out at the woods and the night sky. hearing a shuffle beside you as yunho joined you. "you know," he starts, his tone light, "i’ve been reading up on werewolves. did you know that their sense of smell is amazing? you could probably track me down even if i tried to hide." you chuckle softly, the tension easing slightly. "maybe i'll give it a try sometime." yunho smiles, pulling you closer. "i just want you to know that, no matter what, you’re still the person i fell in love with. werewolf, human, it doesn’t matter to me."

kang yeosang — yeosang is initially stunned and speechless upon discovering that you've been turned into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. he takes a step back, his eyes wide with shock and confusion, struggling to process the transformation. "how… how did this happen?" he finally asks, his voice barely above a whisper. "who did this to you?" the shock soon gives way to a deep sense of worry and sadness. yeosang grapples with the reality of your transformation, feeling a mix of guilt and fear. he’s haunted by thoughts of the ancient enmity between vampires and werewolves, worried about how it will affect your relationship and your safety. yeosang becomes more withdrawn, often lost in his thoughts. he spends hours researching ways to help you control your new abilities, hoping to find a solution or at least a way to make things easier for you. "i should have been there," he says one night, his voice breaking. "i should have protected you." he fears that the tension between your new identity and his might drive a wedge between you. he struggles with his own instincts and worries about the potential for conflict. "what if… what if things get worse?" he confesses, his eyes filled with worry. "what if i can't protect you from other vampires?" despite his fears, yeosang’s love for you remains unwavering. he decides to face this challenge head-on, determined to support you through your transformation. he starts to embrace your new identity, focusing on the positives.

yeosang becomes your anchor, helping you adjust to your new abilities. He creates a safe space for you to practice and learn, always patient and encouraging. "you're doing great," he tells you after a successful transformation. "i knew you could do it." he finds ways to incorporate your new abilities into your daily life, making it feel more normal and less daunting. whether it's going on night runs to explore your enhanced senses or cooking special meals that cater to your new dietary needs, yeosang ensures that you feel loved and supported.

"let's go for a run tonight," he suggests with a smile. "i bet you can outrun me now." one evening, as you struggle with your newfound powers, yeosang sits beside you, his expression soft and understanding. "i know this is overwhelming," he says gently, taking your hand in his. "but we’ll get through it together. you're not alone in this, y/n." you look at him, your eyes filled with uncertainty. "what if i hurt someone, yeosang? what if i can't control it?" yeosang’s grip on your hand tightens, his eyes steady. "then we’ll work on it together. i believe in you, and i’ll be here every step of the way." "i’ve always admired how strong you are. this is just another challenge, and i know you can handle it." you chuckle softly, the tension easing slightly. "you really think so?" yeosang nods, his eyes filled with determination. "absolutely. you're still the person i fell in love with. this doesn't change who you are at your core." you smile, tears beginning to form in your eyes. yeosang placed a soft kiss on your lips, pulling away with a smile. "i love you. no matter what happens, that will never change. we’ll find a way to make this work."

choi san —

san is overwhelmed with a mix of emotions upon discovering you've been turned into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. he’s shocked, scared, and heartbroken, but he quickly masks his fear with determination and a fierce protectiveness.

"how did this happen?" he asks, his voice trembling with a mixture of anger and worry. "who did this to you? i swear, i’ll make them pay." san struggles internally with the reality of your transformation. he’s haunted by the potential dangers and the ancient enmity between vampires and werewolves. the thought of losing you to this new identity or having you become a target for other vampires eats away at him. san’s fear manifests as intense protectiveness. he barely lets you out of his sight, constantly on edge and ready to defend you at any moment. he has trouble sleeping, often waking up in a cold sweat from nightmares of you being hunted or harmed. "i should have been there," he mutters to himself, his voice filled with self-recrimination. "i should have protected you."

he also struggles with the fear that your new instincts might drive a wedge between you. the tension and the worry sometimes lead to heated arguments, fueled by his frustration and fear.

"what if you lose control?" he snaps one night, immediately regretting his words as he sees the hurt in your eyes. "i… i just don’t want to lose you." despite his fears, san’s love for you remains fierce and unwavering. He throws himself into helping you adapt, channeling his energy into ensuring you feel safe and supported. he makes it his mission to learn everything about werewolves, seeking out ways to help you control your new abilities. san turns your training into intense yet supportive sessions. he pushes you to your limits, always there to catch you if you fall. his encouragement and belief in your strength help you gain confidence in your new abilities. san also finds ways to bring joy and normalcy back into your life. whether it's surprising you with your favourite treats, planning adventurous outings to explore your enhanced senses, or simply holding you close during quiet moments, san ensures you feel loved and cherished. "let’s go for a night hike," he suggests with a grin. "i bet you can see and hear things i can't even imagine." one evening, as you struggle with your newfound powers, san sits beside you, his expression soft but intense.

"i know this is hard," he says, his voice steady but filled with emotion. "but we’ll get through it together. i’m right here with you." you look at him, your eyes filled with uncertainty. "what if i hurt someone, san? what if i can't control myself? what if you were right and i lose control?" san takes a deep breath, his grip on your hand firm and reassuring. "then we’ll work on it until you can control yourself. i believe in you, and i’ll be here every step of the way." you bit your lip, not entirely believing the man beside you. "you know," he starts, his tone lightening as he tries to make you smile, "i think you might be even cooler as a werewolf. just think of all the amazing things you can do now." you chuckle softly, the tension easing slightly. "wasn't i always cool?"

song mingi — mingi is initially shocked when he finds out you've been turned into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. he struggles to comprehend the situation, his mind racing with worry and fear. "how… how did this happen?" he stammers, his voice barely above a whisper. as the reality sinks in, mingi is consumed by a deep sense of guilt and responsibility. he blames himself for not being able to protect you, and he worries about how your transformation will affect your safety and your relationship. "i should have been there," he mutters to himself, his eyes filled with self-recrimination. "i should have kept you safe." mingi becomes withdrawn, lost in his own thoughts and fears. he spends countless hours researching werewolves, desperate to find a way to help you control your new abilities. despite his efforts, he can't shake the feeling of helplessness that gnaws at him. "what if i can't protect you from other vampires?" he confesses one night, his voice filled with worry. "what if this changes everything between us?" "it won't change anything mi-" "you don't know that!" despite his fears, mingi's love for you remains unwavering. he throws himself into supporting you, determined to help you navigate your new identity. he turns your training sessions into opportunities for bonding and growth, always there to encourage you and lift your spirits. mingi also finds small ways to bring joy and normalcy back into your life. whether it's planning fun outings or surprising you with thoughtful gestures, he makes sure you feel loved and cherished. "let's go stargazing tonight," he suggests with a smile. "i bet the view will be even better now that you're a werewolf."

jung wooyoung — wooyoung is taken aback when he learns about your transformation into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. his expressive eyes widen in surprise, and he takes a step back, momentarily lost for words. "you… a werewolf?" he finally manages to say, his voice tinged with disbelief. "how is that even possible?" as the reality sinks in, wooyoung's initial shock gives way to a mix of concern and determination. he's deeply worried about your safety and how this transformation will affect your relationship, but he's also determined to stand by your side through it all. "i can't believe this happened to you," he admits, his brows furrowed with worry. "but we'll figure it out. together." wooyoung's protective instincts kick into high gear as he grapples with the implications of your new identity. he becomes hyper-vigilant, constantly on the lookout for any potential threats or dangers. despite his fears, he remains fiercely committed to supporting you every step of the way. "i won't let anything happen to you," he vows, his voice filled with determination. "i'll do whatever it takes to keep you safe." despite the challenges, wooyoung's love for you remains unwavering. he throws himself into helping you adapt to your new abilities, turning your training sessions into opportunities for bonding and growth. wooyoung also finds ways to bring joy and normalcy back into your life, whether it's planning spontaneous adventures or surprising you with thoughtful gestures. you look at him, your eyes filled with uncertainty. "what if I hurt someone, wooyoung?" wooyoung's grip on your hand tightens, his gaze unwavering. "then we'll figure it out," he says firmly. "you know," he starts, his tone lightening as he tries to make you smile, "you're still the most incredible person I've ever met. and nothing, not even this, will ever change that."

you chuckle softly, feeling a warmth spread through your chest. "thank you, wooyoung. for everything."

he presses a kiss to your forehead, his voice soft but resolute. "I love you. and I'll always be here for you. no matter what."

choi jongho — jongho is taken aback when he learns about your transformation into a werewolf, a natural enemy of vampires. his brows furrow in concern, his eyes reflecting a mix of surprise and worry. "you're a werewolf?" he asks, his voice tinged with disbelief. "how did this happen?" as the reality sinks in, jongho's protective instincts kick into high gear. he's deeply concerned about your safety and well-being, but he's also determined to stand by your side through it all. "we'll figure this out," he assures you, his voice firm with resolve. "i won't let anything happen to you." jongho's strength and determination shine through as he grapples with the implications of your new identity. he becomes hyper-vigilant, always on the lookout for potential threats or dangers. despite his fears, he remains steadfast in his commitment to supporting you. "you're not alone in this," he tells you, his voice unwavering. "i'll be here for you every step of the way." jongho finds ways to bring joy and normalcy back into your life, whether it's planning spontaneous adventures or surprising you with thoughtful gestures. "let's go on an adventure," he suggests with a grin. "we'll show whoever did that to you that nothing can hold us back." a few days later, after a particularly tough transformation, jongho finds you sitting alone, staring at the moonlit sky. he sits down beside you, wrapping a comforting arm around your shoulders. "you know," he starts, his tone lightening as he tries to make you smile, "you're still the most amazing person i've ever met. and nothing, not even this, will ever change that." you chuckle softly, feeling a warmth spread through your chest. "thank you, jongho. for everything." he presses a kiss to your forehead, his voice soft but resolute. "i love you. and i'll always be here for you. no matter what."