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[rkivesyoshi]

to be feigned into love with ryomen sukuna

special chapter, read the rest here.

pairings. oc x sukuna

content. sfw

language. english, tagalog

song.

warnings. none

tags. ryomen sukuna x fem!oc, fake dating trope, lawyer!ryomen x art director!oc, established couple

synopsis. a second time truly is magical, if given the chance. shortly after itsumi and ryomen had become an official couple, they decided it was time to present themselves to each of their parents, again, and this time, as true lovers.

note: this is written in first person point of view and in the perspective of the oc, itsumi.

enjoy reading!

◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡ ೃ⁀➷ ` ੈ˚ ★ ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡ ೃ⁀➷ ` ੈ˚ ★

“Ryo, sure ka ba, okay lang ‘tong suot ko?” I ask for the nth time, checking myself in the mirror.

We’re going to meet his parents today and i have never felt more conscious, let alone anxious in my entire life. My job requires for me to converse with various people and I never once had emotions like this when doing so.

Ryo walks up to me and from the back, he wraps his arms around my waist planting a kiss on the crown of my head. “You look beautiful, my love.”

“What about my outfit, sa tingin mo, hindi ba sobra o kulang?” Aligaga kong tanong dito.

“It’s just right, my love.” He answers with no hesitation.

Realizing there was no benefit in me overthinking things, I took his word for it and we finally got to leave our apartment.

“Ah, my son was right, you are a gorgeous young woman, Itsumi.” Nakangiting sambit ng nanay ni Ryomen matapos akong mag-mano rito.

Ngumiti naman ako pabalik, “Thank you po, tita! Pero mas maganda po kayo, alam ko na kung kanino nag-mana si Ryo.”

“Naku!” Lumingon ito sa asawa. “Narinig mo ba ‘yon, mahal? Sa akin daw namana ng anak natin ang kagwapuhan niya.” Pag-bibiro nito.

“Hindi naman ako tatanggi ro’n, mahal.” Sagot naman ng tatay ni Ryomen.

Naramdaman ko naman ang pag-iinit ng mukha ko nang mapagtanto ko ang aking sinabi.

“Lagot ka,” Pag-singit ni Ryo sa gilid ko. “Hindi ka na papasa kay papa niyan.” Halata sa kanyang boses ang pang-aasar.

Pinalo naman ito sa balikat ng kanyang nanay at pinagsabihan, “Baka maniwala si Sumi. ‘Wag mong binibiro ng gano’n.”

Then dinner time came and it was nowhere near what I expected it to be. Magaan ang pakiramdam ko na makipagusap sa mga magulang ni Ryo. Palabiro ang kaniyang tatay at ang kaniyang nanay naman ay sinasabayan din ito. We shared heartfelt laughs, talked about our plans, dreams, and shared our values. Surprisingly, his parents and I have so much in common — so much more than my own.

My heart felt so full and joyous.

It was on the way home that I realized Ryo was reared in a secure household. Looking back, maybe it was the reason why he left and didn’t force anything between us—why he just let time and fate bring us together once more.

“Honestly,” Pag-uumpisa ko. “Kung ayaw mong makaharap si dad ulit, I respect that. We don’t have to go.”

Bahagya itong tumawa. “Bakit naman ako aayaw na harapin si tito?”

“Tito agad?” Tinignan ko ito ng may panghuhusga.

Natawa itong muli sa reaksyon ko. “What, does he prefer to be called sir or gusto mo, dad na lang din itawag ko?”

I cringe at the thought of Ryomen getting shut off in an instant if he had called my father dad on their first meeting in a long time.

“I can handle your father, Sumi.” He says, grabbing my hand as he guides us out of the apartment.

The ambiance from when we had dinner with the Sukunas compared to now differs greatly. This one makes you want to rip your head off, whereas the other was carefree. Moreover, I’m not entirely sure if having both of my parents here is good or bad. Though, on the bright side, this is the first time in a long time I’ve seen my divorced parents together.

“You’re that guy my daughter dated before, am I right? Iyong galing sa mababang pamilya.” Walang emosyong sambit ng tatay ko.

“Dad!” Pag-protesta ko rito.

Naramdaman ko ang kamay ni Ryo sa aking hita at marahan niyang hinaplos ito na para bang ipinapahiwatig sa akin na ‘wag akong masyadong mag-alala sa sitwasyon.

“You weren’t born a chairman. Naging empleyado ka rin na may mababang pwesto.” Pag-sumbat naman ng aking nanay.

I am already regretting even planning this dinner. Sana ay hindi na lang kami tumuloy.

“Yes, sir. I was that guy.” Sagot ni Ryomen sa tanong ni dad.

I gave him a glare, but he only squeezed my thigh, maybe as an attempt to reassure me that it’s all going to be fine.

“Was?” Natatawang tanong ni dad. “Bakit, marami ka na bang naabot sa loob ng maikling panahon?”

Kumukulo na ang dugo ko sa inis habang kalmado pa rin si Ryo.

“I believe so.” Sagot ni Ryomen. “I finished both of my undergraduate and graduate degree with latin honors. I was a top-notcher in the bar exam, and I work at a well-known law firm now.”

My dad snickered, “Face me again when you’ve built your reputation as a lawyer, or not. I know that field is very saturated.”

“I am building it at the moment, sir.” Ryomen smiles. “I specialize in corporate law and have won numerous lawsuits now. If you need my help, don’t hesitate to call. I heard your company is having troubles right now.” There was a hint of mockery in his voice.

Dad was left speechless and moments after, the silence was overrun with my mom’s mocking chuckle.

“Kid,” she turned to Ryomen. “I liked you before and I like you even better now. Good thing you two got back together.”

“Thank you, ma’am.” He smiled.

Mom waves her hand as if telling him off. “Enough with the ma’am. You can call me tita, or mom, but I prefer mom.”

Ryomen gave an amused chuckle before turning to me and winked. He leaned in closer to me and whispered, “What do you say, did I do a good job, princess?”

Naramdaman ko ang init ng aking mga pisngi.

“Kids,” Mom calls and we both face her. “Do you want to eat somewhere else? Nakakawala kasi ng appetite ‘yong atmosphere dito. Maybe we could go shopping, too.”

Pagkasabi niya noon ay dali-daling tumayo si dad at padabog na lumabas sa private dining area.

“So, kailan ang kasal?” Mom asked.

We ended up not having to change restaurants. Nevertheless, mom still insisted on going shopping and so we did, for two more hours. The night started out disastrous, but I’m thankful that at least Ryomen could get along with my mother.

“Bakit ‘di ka man lang nag-react do’n sa tanong ng nanay ko tungkol sa kasal?” Tanong ko kay Ryomen na ngayon ay nakaupo sa couch.

“I did, I smiled.” Simpleng sagot nito habang inaalis ang mga bitones ng kanyang damit.

Umupo ako sa kanyang tabi, “No, I mean, why didn’t you protest?”

Huminto ito sa kanyang ginagawa at tinignan ako na para bang may mali sa aking sinabi. “Protest?”

Tumango ako.

“Baby,” he turned to me, “there is no other ending to this than us getting married. Why would I protest? I intend to marry you, Sumi.”

“Isn’t it too early for you? You’re still starting on your career. Marriage is way different than dating.”

Ryomen examines me with a sincere gaze. “I’m not going to leave you. Hindi lahat ng marriage nasisira, Sumi.”

I look down, feeling a bit disappointed in myself for projecting unto him. “I know. Sorry.”

He scooted closer to me tilting my chin up before leaning in to kiss my cheek, “I’m going to marry you,” then my neck, “build a family with you,” then my lips, “all while loving you endlessly, my love.”

“You’re safe with me, Sumi.” He says before kissing me again, this time with more passion, as if it were full of love, hunger, and desire.

It wasn't long before my back touched the velvety feel of the sofa, and the sound of our moans and lips colliding together as he relentlessly professed his love for me faded into the night.

disclaimer! this is a fan-made content. i do not own the rights to the character of ryomen sukuna. nevertheless, i respectfully request that you refrain from reposting, translating, or copying my content because the plot is my original work.

[ghostofhyuck]

NCT Dream as OPM Songs

AN: This is written in filipino because the request is about Dreamies as Original Pinoy Music or OPM songs. So it's best to write it in filipino so that it's more meaningful and there's a lot of filo references too lol. (If you want an eng ver, just tell me! <3)

Mark Lee ; Tingin by Cup of Joe, Janine

'Di man alam ang darating Sa dulo at sa gitna ng dilim Sa liwanag mo nakatingin Sa 'yo nakatingin, sa 'yo lang ang tingin

Oo starting strong with Tingin by Cup of Joe kasi naman, this reminds me of Thomasian! Mark tapos nag-guest COJ last paskuhan. Kaya saktong-sakto talaga yung kanta! Imagine mo iyon, paskuhan kasama si Mark na long-time best friend mo, kumakanta ang Cup of Joe ng Tingin, tapos kahit crowded yung field, kahit na ang ingay, hindi mawala yung tingin ni Mark sa iyo. SA IYO LANG SIYA NAKATINGIN!!! Tapos wala kang kaalam-alam na nakatingin siya sa iyo kasi sobrang invested ka sa Cup of Joe. Huwag ka na lang magulat after ng paskuhan mag-coconfess si Mark sa iyo.

Huang Renjun ; Paraluman by Adie

'Di magsasawa, 'di ka pababayaan Isasayaw kita hanggang sa walang-hanggan

It's either IKAW ang paraluman o si Renjun, it can be both. Halos lahat ng kanta ni Adie bagay kay Renjun, pero sobrang bagay sa kanya ang paraluman. Imagine mo na ito yung kinakanta sa iyo ni Renjun SKFJSDFKJSDK like!! sobrang soft tapos yung lyrics, para siyang promise sa iyo ni Renjun. Feeling ko ito yung mga kanta na haharanahin ni Renjun sa iyo tapos isasayaw ka pa niya sa loob ng sala ninyo. Kayong dalawa lang doon tapos sobrang wholesome lang nung moment! Ayoko na, masyado na ito delusyonal. 

Lee Jeno ; Mananatili by Cup of Joe

Mananatili sa iyong tabi magdamag Ating paligid, hindi na natin napapansin

Ang hirap bigyan si Jeno, gusto ko kasi special sa kanya EME. Pero iyon, bagay na bagay sa kanya ang Mananatili kasi the lyrics sounds like something he would do! Manatili sa iyo kahit ano man ang mangyari! Wala siyang pake kung uncertain yung nangyayari sa inyong dalawa, basta parang nabighani (NABIGHANI!?) siya sa iyo that night kaya he just wants to be by your side siguro hindi lang buong gabi, pwede bang panghabang-buhay na ito? HUYYYY Pero just imagine, just you and him, enjoying the moment with each other, not even caring about the people around. 

Lee Donghyuck ; Fallen by Lola Amour

I'm okay with being by your side for as long as I can hide What if I told you that I've fallen

Bagay na bagay kay Haechan ang Fallen by Lola Amour!! Sobrang upbeat tapos ang cute pa ng lyrics, vibe niya talaga!! Yung tipong bigla na lang sasabihin sa iyo na gusto ka niya! Shock factor talaga but at the same time, wala lang sa kanya yung sagot mo, all he cares is that he's fallen for you!! Willing siyang gawin ang lahat para sa iyo kasi inlababo na talaga siya sa iyo, pati rin siya hindi rin alam gagawin sa feelings niya sa iyo :< ang cute lang sensya na pero iyon, never mind what you feel. He doesn't need to know, basta gusto ka niya. period!

Na Jaemin ; Pasilyo by Sunkissed Lola

Naglakad ka nang dahan-dahan Sa pasilyo tungo sa altar ng simbahan Hahagkan na't 'di ka bibitawan Wala na 'kong mahihiling pa

Oo alam kong pang-kasal etong kanta na ito pero bakit ba??? Sobrang Na Jaemin-coded eto!! Imagine your wedding day with Jaemin, tapos sobrang gandang-ganda siya sa iyo habang naglakakad ka sa pasilyo. Iiisipin niya na ang swerte niya na ikaw ang mapapangasawa niya at makakasama niya habang-buhay. Pati yung lyrics it screams Jaemin so much!! Parang the way the lyrics talks from the groom's pov about his future, parang si Jaemin talaga!! >:( Sobrang perfect niya maging groom at sobrang husband material pa HAYSTTT. 

Zhong Chenle ; Ikaw Lang by Nobita

Tumingin ka sa 'king mga mata At hindi mo na kailangan pang Magtanong nang paulit-ulit Ikaw lang ang iniibig

The vibe of the whole song just screams Chenle so much! Yung lyrics, yung assurance? sobrang Chenle-coded. Imagine friends to lovers with Chenle, tapos sobrang tagal niyo nang gusto ang isa't isa kaya naman once na naging kayo, may mga worries and anxieties, a lot of hurt and comfort pero dahil si Chenle ang boyfriend mo grabe yung assurance! He'll be always there for you and ikaw lang talaga ang kanyang mamahalin! Yung chorus talaga, :< imagine iyan sinasabi ni Chenle sa iyo just to assure you. :<<

Park Jisung ; Pagtingin by Ben & Ben

'Pag nilahad ang damdamin Sana 'di magbago ang pagtingin Aminin ang mga lihim Sana 'di magbago ang pagtingin

I belib in torpe! Jisung supremacy!! Pagtingin? oo that's soo Jisung-coded. Best friend na in love sa iyo? Oo si Jisung iyan! Imagine Jisung na matagal nang may gusto sa iyo pero torpe kasi siya !!! ayaw niya kasing masira friendship niyo kaya hindi siya umaamin!! >:(( Ikaw naman sobrang manhid sa feelings niya kaya iyon hindi mo alam na sobrang emotionally-constipated na pala si Jisung. SHOCKS what if years later saka lang nag-confess sa iyo si Jisung, thinking na wala na iyon sa kanya pero tangina, may crush ka rin pala sa kanya. (Hindi pa naman huli ang lahat, now's the chance!)

[ratedfleur]

you asked for it.

kim gyuvin x filo!reader   933 word count   genre  ୭  explicit

🏷️ : table sex, rough sex, degradation, cursing, rough fucker!gyuvin, written in filo & eng

request? yes!

“baby please? subo lang, promise.” gyuvin piped in from beside you as you were busy typing on your laptop, trying to accomplish your paper whilst he kept bothering you.

you didn’t answer kasi nga gusto mong tapusin yung paper mo before you went on to do his and his friends’ papers. it just so happened na gipit ka sa pera hence why you needed to do commissions for your own sake.

“or kainin nalang kita, gusto mo din naman ‘yon, ‘di ba?” gyuvin asked once more before he poked your shoulder continuously, trying to catch your attention. you brushed him off, finishing your paper within a few minutes before you moved onto one of his friends’ paper.

“later na, gyu. i still have to do ricky’s paper and yours–” you said before you heard gyuvin clicked his tongue, “so you’re busy, way too busy para pansinin mo ko?” he says as he pushed away your laptop from you, making you look at him sharply.

“you know I don’t like it when you do that. ang gusto ko, sakin lang yang atensyon mo.” gyuvin comes near to say it directly to your ear, making you shiver before you felt him touch a part of your waist that peeked through your uniform.

gyuvin always liked the uniform on you, gustong gusto niya yung iksi ng palda kasi kita niya raw yung mga hita mo.

“umupo ka sa table.” he instructs you before he stood up, unbuckling his pants as you sat on the table like the obedient girl that you are. That’s what he liked about you, mabilis kang nakikinig.

“bawal umangal, hmm?” gyuvin says as he flipped your skirt up, rubbing you through your damp panties as you spread your legs for him.

when he doesn’t hear you answer, he abruptly slaps your pussy, making you yelp in surprise before you answered him, telling him you’d take it.

liking what he heard, gyuvin swiftly put your panties to the side before he stood right in front of you, pressing his head against your hole before he slipped right inside your heat.

hindi na nagpatanggal si hyuvin before he started thrusting hardly into you, making you moan his name as you threw your headback, hips further moving towards his.

this makes gyuvin chuckle when he sees you submitting to him so easily, he quickly slaps your cheek to catch your attention before he briefly held onto your jaw to make you look at him, “gustong gusto mo yung ganito no? yung gagalitin mo ko tapos magpapaka-puta ka sa’kin?” he says as he’s thrusting into you, harder and faster compared to earlier.

you looked up, eyes brimming with tears as you nodded, making Gyuvin chuckle at the sight of your tears. 

he thrusts into you a few times before he pulls out, making you cry out at the sudden emptiness before he pulled you off of the table, turning you around to make you face the table before he bent you over.

gyuvin teases your hole a few times by rubbing his head against you before he slipped in halfway before slamming his entire length into you, making you wail as you tried gripping onto nothing on the table.

he doesn’t listen to your cries, instead he angrily plows into you, muttering curses into your ear as he pulled on your hair, pulling you closer to him as he’s fucking you. your cries are loud and continuous, not even knowing what to cry about: the pain he’s inflicting on you, the degrading words, or the pace he set on his thrusts, or maybe even all of the above.

you moan his name, hand reaching for the arm that he had wrapped around your waist to keep you close to him. “h-harder–” you moan before he slaps your ass, making you yelp as he spoke.

“ah ganun? hindi pa sapat yung kinakantot kita? kailangan harder pa? putang puta ka na agad, ni-hindi pa nga tayo nag-uumpisa putangina.” gyuvin ranted as he plowed into you, making your tears stream down your cheeks as he kept fucking you, pressing you hard against the table, making you wince when the wood digs on your skin.

“g-gyu please haaah.. ah ah shit, more– fuck, sarap gyu!” you moaned an array of words, making gyuvin laugh when some of your words became gibberish.

gyuvin complied to your request, fucking you more and more up to the point where you no longer could speak and instead released random sounds that one could no longer understand no matter how hard they tried to listen.

“oh ano? nawala ka na?” Gyuvin laughed as you let out a sound, head ducking down as you grew dumb. You no longer listened to what words he was lashing out at you, only focusing on how he was pounding into you.

little by little, gyuvin could feel how you were growing tight around him, a tell tale sign that you’re close. Gyuvin gripped hardly on your hips, hands digging into your skin as he was fucked you hard against the table.

“labasan ka na? make a mess on me, baby.” he pants into your ear as he’s pounding into you, making you yelp when his thrusts get harder and harder by the minute.

“‘m cumming! ah gyu!!” you screeched before your pussy started convulsing around his dick, making gyuvin groan as you started cumming all over him, cum creating a ring on his dick as he’s thrusting into you.

“i’m still not done.” he says before placing your upper half on the table, pounding away to his heart’s content.

© RATEDFLEUR — ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

[iruiji]

HSR but Pinoy reader

So ito ay loosely based sa NAPAKA CUTE NA ANIME: Campfire Cooking in Another World with My Absurd Skill 

TW: Puro mura 'to bhie, pag nagreklamo ka mamaya pagtapos mo magbasa tusukan ko ng tissue yang ilong mo :D

pano ka na isekai? 

so naglalaro ka ng star tail (dailies) bago maaksidente sa kusina.. nasabugan ka ng gas para deds na talaga- charot! nagluluto ka ateng tapos bigla nag apoy yung kalan tapos nausok tapos deds- de joke sumabog ka talaga kasama nung LPG HAHAHAH

taena ko no, mapanakit?

sino unang na meet? 

si Sampo, actually. like, hours before mo mameet mga trailblazer. so diba ikaw na isekai, tapos na discover mo na meron kang access sa online store - bumili ka agad ng warmer tapos kitchen utensils (shala wala nang isip-isip! matalino na tayong lahat pag na-isekai alam na natin gagawin agad HAHAHA) 

enter Sampo, "That smells delicious!" tapos syempre natili ka bebs, nagulat na OMG SI SAMPO NA WALA PA SYA SA ROSTER tapos syempre kalma lang ses, kasi di pwede sabihin na kilala mo sya 

so ayern, pinakain mo si Sampo, halos maiyak naman sya sa sarap, tapos nagkagulo sa labas kasi hinahabol si Sampo, hinila ka niya kasi ise-save ka nya, dun kayo nauwi sa ilalim ng snow (strong ka ses kaya di ka tinatablan masyado ng snow kunwari) 

meeting the gang gang

Caelus (CUTIE PATOOTIE OMG apaka inosente mo bhie sarap mong halikaaan) discovered you both under the snow, and then OMG INIWAN KA NI SAMPO GAGI AHHAHAHAHAHA. Halos lumuwa mata mo kasi SI DAN HENG! KRAS!! nasa harap mo OMFG (shet bhie ang sarap nya BWAHAHA). You explained na wala kang kinalaman ke Sampo, na kinidnap ka sa bahay niyo after nya kainin yung pinaghirapan mong lutuin 

so ayern medyo naawa naman si March 7th (amputi nya ses!) saka Caelus kasi you look lost, ateng, and seriously, anlayo ng hitsura mo sa mga tao ng Belobog, so naghinala agad si Dan Heng na hindi ka taga don, pero di muna niya sinabi (maya na, excited yarn? HAHA) 

so ayun dumating si (drool) PAPA GEPARD ANG GWAPO MO MARRY ME, ahem, dumating na nga si Pogi #4 para arestuhin your ass (hng, double fuck), tapos syempre nilabanan siya ng main cast WOOOOOO LIPAD PANTY! ay wait! HHHAHHAHAHHAHA kaluluwa kasi!! amp giatay 

tapos ayun pinaglaban nina March 7th na mga aliens sila (kasama ka dun lol), and si Gepard naman nPAKA DADDY MO SHET ayun dinala tayez kay cocogoat- este cocolia pala, tapos ayern syempre alam mo na may maligno na sumapi kay ateng so shatap ka na lang kasi dakila kang marites eh, baka ikapahamak mo pa pag nagdaldal ka lmao 

so ayun sa hotel inexplain mo sa kanila na na isekai ka lang dito and you have no idea how to get back or how the hell you've arrived here in the first place (with tears!! dapat bhie yung pang Oscars na may kasamang pag-wipe ng luha!) - and Dan Heng SHET PAKASALAN MO DIN AKO WOOF WOOF sinabi na may hunch na talaga sya nung una pa lang (GWAPO NA MATALINO PA SHET NAOL TALAGA TOTOO)

syempre kunwari di mo alam kung ano Astral Express so nagtanong ka, and SYEMPRE OMG TINANONG MO KUNG PWEDE KANG SUMAMA SA KANILA and your reason is, "I can cook!" BITCH YES YOU GRADUATED AS A CHEF WAG PAPATALO! PINALAKI TAYONG PALABAN NG SEXBOMB!! so ayun sinabi ni Dan Heng na tatanungin niya sina Himeko at Welt - to which you responded with, "Who?" LINSYAK, YES! TALINO MO BEH, WOO! Para di ka nila pag-isipan na may alam ka about sa kanila HAHAHHAHA naol advanced mag-isip 

naka skin white yarn?

So anyway, so eto na nga: Si Bronya (puta ang ganda nya sa personal??? girl??? naka etude house yarn?!), tapos ang cute ni Pela shet! What's not so cute though is yung hinahabol na nila kayo - and then ni-rescue ang gang, tapos na-meet mo din sina Oleg at Seele (shet maganda din?? wtf ateng??? buysit tong si hoyo kinukwestyon pagkababae ko). Anyways, kinaltukan mo si Sampo ng dalawa kasi ANG GWAPO MO DIN TANGINA KA DI AKO MANYAK PERO PAHIPO NAMAN NG SIDES MO BHIE AY WAIT- iniwan ka niya nung andun si GEPARD 

anyways, so ayern nga na discover niyo plano ng Wildfire and si Natasha (mommy??), nagpunta kayo sa abandonadong orphanage, then Seele and Bronya talked, bla bla bla, tapos nagpahinga ulit sa hotel underground – dun mo actually nalaman kay Dan Heng na OMG PUMAYAG SI HIMEKO AT WELT NA MAG-STAY KA SA ASTRAL EXPRESS AT THE MEANTIME OMGOMGOGOMG 

meeting kay Svarog – syempre napalaban ang ganggang (omg ang cute ni Clara!! Iuwi sana kita kaso lalasugin ako ni Svarog- ay wait, why not? AHHAHAHAHA kalma tayo ‘te! Juice-colored) ayun nasa tabi lang kayong dalawa until tumakbo sya dun sa robot para protektahan (aww. Pero kids don’t try this at home, tanging mga professional at mga batang walang tsinelas lang ang gumagawa neto.) 

so ayun excited kang natulog – then nung nagising ka nalaman niyo na si Bronya naglayas para kausapin si Cocolia and syempre sinundan niyo kasi syempre medyo friends na din kayo (kahit ang ginawa mo lang naman is titigan siya for like 35 minutes – ang ganda talaga syet bagay mag kpop idol – but I guess most of them are), na meet niyo si Serval ulit (shet bangganda din wtf?!) tapos ayun tinulungan niya kayo na makarating sa restricted zone and na-meet ulit si Papa Gepard ILANG BESES PA BA KONG LULUHOD BHIE, then boom! Gepard got his ass smacked by his sister (WHOOO FEMALE EMPOWERMENT LEZGO) 

anyways, BOOM SHAKALAKA, main fight with Cocolia 

asan ka? Andun sa likod, nanonood lang with popcorn na binili mo online HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA  

angagawen mo bhe?! Kusinera ka bhie omg, hindi ka hero! Ang cool ng laban- shet na malupet, tapos ayun na-skewer si Caelus like a sheesh kebab (HOLY PAAAAKKSHET!!!!) tapos BOOMMM came back with a flaming claymore and a vengeance 

*cue epic Wildfire battle song* 

the end pero nagsisimula pa lang talaga tayo mga bakla

ayun halos matapon popcorn mo kasi SHET NA MALUPET, kapag nag fe-flex muscles ni Dan Heng at Caelus naglalaway ka XDXDXD hoy bhie!!! Pulutin mo yang baba mo sa snow omg mag hunus-dili ka!!!! >.< 

anyways, after nun medyo naging melancholic atmosphere kasi namatay si Cocolia and nag-usap kung sasabihin ba totoo – medyo agree ka naman kay Bronya na itago muna, labas ka na kasi dun bhie eh. 

pero after naman nung sad na moment nayun, nag-offer kang magluto para sa kanilang lahat!!! 

this is before umakyat lahat ng taga underground sa taas – nagluto ka muna ng maraming dishes for everyone sa clinic ni Natasha and OMG halos maiyak mga tao kasi sobrang sarap ng luto mo lolol. Nibigyan mo si Natasha ng ilang recipe para in case na kelangan nila ng bagong ideas, lalo na at napaka limited ng ingredients dun. 

SI MARCH 7TH EXCITED KA NA IUWI KASI PEBORIT NA NIYA ADOBO LMAO 

medyo mangiyak-ngiyak ka bhie nung nagsi-iyakan mga taga underworld nung nakabalik na sila sa Admistrative District, shet, nakaka touch din yung speech ni Bronya (sniff ang laki na nya grabe parang kelan lang char HAHAHAHA) tapos andun ka sa table kasama sina March 7th, Caelus at Dan Heng tahimik na nanonood.  

medyo natahimik ka nung nakapasok ulit kayo sa Qliport Fort kasi na-realize mo na omg, this is fucking real, this isn’t a joke – and gusto mo mag curl up para umiyak pero strong ka bhie eh, kaya huminga ka lang ng malalim and blink your eyes rapidly para mag shoo yung nagbabadyang tubig sa mga mata mo 

anyways, so nag teleport na nga kayo sa Astral Express, and then you meet Himeko- 

TAPOS BHIE DUN KA BIGLANG NAIYAK KASI NAGLARO KA NG HONKAI IMPACT 3RD DATI AND NAG-UNINSTALL KA NUNG NAMATAY SI HIMEKO KASI SHE’S ONE OF YOUR FAVES- 

so ayern, medyo nag-panic sila kasi buysit nayan, ayaw tumigil ng iyak mo! Bhie! Calmdawg!!!   

after mo kumalma (shet and sarap i-hug ni Himeko apaka fair skin) tinawag mo syang Ate kasi di mo mapigilan – grabe bhie sobrang ganda nya rin!! And medyo oldie si Welt pero gagapangin pa din AHHAHAHAAHHA pagpasensyahan na po napaka-kalat ko 

you told them your story (while minding the consistency para di sila masyadong maghinala), and very kind sila pati si pompom, naintindihan nila pinagdadaanan mo, so since walang available na kwarto in the meantime, pina stay ka muna sa kwarto ni March 7th while Caelus stays sa kwarto ni Dan Heng 

next morning, nagluto kang breakfast and gustong-gusto nina Himeko at Welt yung Sinigang mo! (LMAO HINDI TO TYPO, YES SINIGANG HINDI SINANGAG SA BREAKFAST) Medyo ayaw kasi ni March saka Caelus nun eh, while si Dan Heng naman yung tipo na basta safe kainin, la sya pake (pero hindi sya mahilig sa maanghang) 

anyways, OMG DUMATING SI KAFKA – cue the jawdrop coz HOLY SMOKING PATOOTIE, MILF ang datingan niya omigosh!! tapos ayun si Himeko tinago ka agad niya sa likod niya, and ikaw naman nung sumilip nag-meet agad mata mo kay Kafka so nakita mo na medyo nagulat sya – huh, so di ka nakwento ni Elio sa kanya? (ay friends kayo te? di mo naman ako ininform HAHAHA) Si Pompom naman hinila mo na rin sa likod mo kasi medyo nanginginig sya and you hugged him to calm him down 

kagaya nung sa storyline, kinumbinsi sila ni Kafka na pumunta sila sa Xianzhou Luofu dahil dun sa Stellaron, and bla bla bla, honestly di ka masyadong nakinig kasi alam mo na yun eh, mas tinitingnan mo yung payong nya, actually – nasa umuulan kaya syang lugar habang naka live, or aesthetic lang? 

“And who is this cutie, hm?” 

OH SHIT you yelped when KAFKA SUDDENLY POPPED UP IN FRONT OF YOU OMG LOL 

“Uh-“ quick! say something cool!! “I cook?” 

DA FUCK BHE GINAGAWA MO?! HAHAHAHA SHUNGA!!!  

natawa lang sayo si Kafka, shet! pero medyo natakot ka, kasi parang iba yung tingin niya like kinakabisado nya hitsura mo, so nagtago ka lalo sa likod ni Himeko hanggang sa umalis na si Kafka 

phew! that woman is officially bad for your heart!! 

anyways, habang nag-uusap silang lahat sa cabin about sa next plan, ikaw naman nag decide na ilabas na lang sa luto yung kaba and jitters mo. then after lunch sinabi ni Pompom na magsiupo na dahil mag wa-warp na kayo sa Xianzhou Luofu 

to be continued ang kabaliwan bhie!!!! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR MGA HANGAL KAUSAPIN NIYO KO SAMAHAN NIYO KO SA KABALIWAN KO BAGO KO PA LAWAYAN SI PAPA JING YUAN, BLADE AT IMBIBITOR LUNAE!!!!! ANAKAN NIYO KO PLS

[if-lost-please-return-to-maliksi]

Maliksi Date headcanons~

Disclaimer: I do not own Maliksi. Full Credit goes to HC - @ask-emilz-de-philz. Please check out their blog for amazing art and the wonderful world of Planet Puto.

Will not ask you formally. "Samahan mo'ko may titingnan lang ako sa mall."

ARCADE DATEEEE

Will watch you get annihilated by some random kid in Tekken and will laugh at you

"Tabi, ako nga. Ganito kasi-" proceeds to Perfect K.O. no mercy making the kid cry.

Nag re rage dun sa whack a mole

Seryoso masyado sa Time Crisis, may tamang gun handling posture pa yan

Will surprise you at how good he is at Guitar Hero

Sinusungkit yung pahulog na na plushie sa crane game pag walang nakatingin

Magaling mag win ng extra token dun sa mga slot machine coz he's a lolo na talaga//

Top score sa dance dance evolution

Pag nakita nyang maraming highschooler dun sa Punching bag thingy, makikisali sya para magpasikat sa mga bata.

"Astig nung kuyang white hair o-" palakpak tenga nya coz he feels like a big bro being admired by lil kids

Hindi natutuwa pag may mga HS girls na nag a approach to ask for his number

"Wala akong selpon, di uso sakin."

Hindi aamin pero thinks it's cute when you look so happy sa mga ticket na nakukuha nya.

Will exchange all tickets for a big plushie "Wala akong paglalagyan, sayo nalang" - it's for u talaga

gonna buy icecream for both of u after

((Might be cringe for younger peeps but hav u seen how he dresses? Malikshii is literally a 2000's aesthetic guy hahaha))

[forsungie]

pairings. park jisung x female reader

genre. mature content | requested!

warnings. dom jisung, big cock jisung (wink), noona kink, unprotected sex (practice safe sex!), oral (female receiving), hand job, tongue sucking

naisipan nyo ng mga kaibigan mo na mag sleepover sa bahay ng isa sa inyo— which is kila chaewon since wala sa bahay ang parents niya dahil nag out of town para sa business trip kaya si chaewon at ang nakababata niyang kapatid lang ang tao sa bahay.

just like the usual sleepover tradition, naglaro kayo ng truth or dare at uno cards, gumawa ng ilang tiktok videos at nanood ng horror movies nang magkakasama. habang nanonood kayo ng movie, napansin mong nakatulog na ang mga kaibigan mo.

habang natutulog ang mga kaibigan mo ay nagdahan dahan kang tumayo mula sa pagkakaupo para magbanyo. sa dadaanan papuntang banyo ay may madadaanan kang isang kwarto. hindi mo naman na dapat bibigyan ng pansin pero may narinig ka nang matapat ka roon.

may umuungol.

at dahil curious na curious ka, dahan dahan mong binuksan ang pinto ng kwarto, hindi naman iyon napansin agad ni jisung dahil nakasuot ito ng earphones at nakapikit– walang suot na pang itaas at sarap na sarap na jinajakol ang sarili.

nang buksan ni jisung ang mata ay agad ka niyang napansing nakatayo sa pinto at pinapanood ang ginagawa niya. tumigil ang paggalaw ng kamay nito nang makita ka at bakas ang gulat sa mukha.

“noona..” hingal na tawag sayo ng binata, “come in.”

dahan dahan kang naglakad at saka naupo sa gilid ng kama kung nasaan si jisung habang nakatingin sa nakatayo at galit na galit niyang tite. patuloy siyang nagjakol habang nakatitig nang deretso sa mata mo at hindi mo naman maiwasang hindi tumingin sa tite niya.

nang makuha ni jisung ang gusto mong iparating ay marahan niyang hinawakan ang kamay mo at saka iyon nilagay sa naninigas pa rin niyang ari.

“duraan mo yung kamay mo, noona.”

dinuraan mo naman ang kamay mo at saka mo sinimulang itaas at baba ang kamay mo sa tite ng binata. napatingala naman si jisung habang nakapikit at kagat kagat ang labi dahil sa pakiramdam ng kamay mo sa kaniya.

you’re not naive para hindi mapansin ang binibigay na atensyon sayo ni jisung sa tuwing tumatambay ka sa bahay nila o kapag nagkikita kayong dalawa. may something palagi sa tingin niya sayo na hindi mo maipaliwanag.

“fuck.. haah.. ang sarap, noona..” he moaned.

he grabbed your nape to kiss you. sinipsip niya ang dila mo kaya naman humigpit ang hawak mo sa tite niya at saka patuloy na jinajakol iyon, naramdaman mo naman siyang nag twitch sa kamay mo.

isiniksik ni jisung ang mukha niya sa leeg mo, patuloy pa rin ito sa pagungol sa tenga mo at sa pagiwan ng marka sa leeg at collar bone mo. nang maramdamang malapit na siyang labasan ay hinawakan niya ang kamay mo para patigilin ka.

he asked you to take off your clothes na agad mo rin namang ginawa.

you’re not naive, but you’re also not dumb. sino ka ba naman para tumanggi kay jisung?! sa kapatid ng kaibigan mo na matagal mo nang nagugustuhan. yes, you’ve been crushing on him since you’re still in high school and until now. hindi naman nagkakalayo ang edad niyo dahil isang taon lang naman ang gap, he’s a 02 liner while you’re a 01. nakasanayan lang talaga niyang tawagin kang noona simula pa pagkabata since you, him and chaewon are childhood friends simula nang umuwi sila sa pilipinas galing sa seoul— pero mas close ka kay chaewon kahit noon pa, nakilala mo lang si jisung since kapatid nga siya ni chaewon.

siniil ka niya nang halik pagtapos mo hubarin ang mga suot mo. you felt his hands on your waist hanggang sa naramdaman mo na lang ito sa puke mo. he’s already rubbing your clit.

“basa ka na agad, noona, is this for me?” he asked, teasing you.

you bit your lip at the feeling of his long fingers and nodded.

“noona, gusto ko marinig yung sagot mo or else we’re not going to continue this.. ikaw rin,” he teased.

“yes, jisung.. please, just..” you whispered, too embarrassed.

“mhm? please, what, noona?” he smirked, he’s definitely enjoying this.

“please, just touch me, ji,” medyo naiinis mong sagot.

“higa,” he commanded in such a deep voice.

humiga ka sa dulo ng kama para nakalawit ang mga binti mo, agad namang lumuhod si jisung sa harap mo. he parted your legs using his both hands.

he slid his fingers on your slit to collect your juice and then suck his fingers. pinapanood mo siya habang ginagawa yon and he was so hot for it.

“matagal na kitang gusto matikman, noona, kung alam mo lang..” he whispered.

napakagat ka ng labi nang magsimula siyang dilaan ang puke mo. halos makipaglaplapan siya sa labi nito. he put his hands on your abdomen to keep you from moving.

and when he’s done devouring your pussy, he sat and asked you to sit on his lap to ride him. hindi pa siya tapos sayo, he has been dreaming of this since then, so he will make sure to give you the best orgasm you will ever experience in your whole life.

“come here, noona,” he commanded while tapping his thighs, signaling you to sit on his lap.

he rubbed the head of his cock on your pussy the moment you sat on his lap and you can’t but to moan at the feeling of him on your slit. you want him inside you so badly.

after teasing you for a good minute, he let you take him in slowly. napahawak ka sa balikat niya nang dahan dahang maramdaman ang malaking tite ni jisung sa loob mo. actually, big is an understatement.

“haah, ji.. you’re so..” you can’t even finish your sentence because of the feeling.

“am i too big for you, noona? wala pa nga sa kalahati, hindi mo na yata kaya..”

“kaya ko, just let me adjust first okay!” you hissed.

he chuckled, “cute mo.”

“kapag nagising sila kasalanan mo talaga,” sabi mo sa binata at saka ito inirapan.

“kung makairap ka parang wala ako sa loob mo ah,” pangiinis na naman nito.

pabiro mo naman itong hinampas sa braso bilang ganti.

pagtapos mong mag adjust ay nagsimula ka nang gumalaw sa ibabaw ni jisung. you’re riding his cock while he’s watching your tits bounce.

hindi nasatisfy si jisung sa pagkadyot mo kaya nagsimula na rin siyang gumalaw. muntik ka nang umungol nang malakas nang tamaan niya ang g-spot mo, mabuti na lang at mabilis ang reflex nito para takpan ang bibig mo. now, you’re bouncing on him while his hand is on your mouth.

“mhmm!” you moaned while slightly tapping his shoulder, signaling that you’re about to come.

jisung nodded, “you can come, noona, come on my cock.”

pagkatapos mong labasan, nagpalit kayo ng posisyon ni jisung. hiniga ka niya sa kama at siya naman ngayon ang nasa ibabaw mo.

“iputok mo sa loob, ji..” you moaned while he’s pounding on you.

he did. he came inside you. every. single. drop.

pagtapos labasan ay nahiga ito sa ibabaw mo at saka ka siniil ng halik. he smiled while kissing you passionately.

“dito ka na lang matulog, noona,” bulong niya habang inaayos ang buhok na nakatabing sa mukha mo.

“hindi p—” he didn’t let you finish your words and cut it off with a kiss to make you shut up.

[jopetkasi]

Just the same, I am the last to know and realized that I have become the dumbest person on the planet.

i mentioned in passing that the family of my boyfriend appears to be critical of me. they are cordial but then there is this nagging feeling inside that they do not like you, in this case his mom. basta you will feel it eh.

so prior to the holy week, I was invited to their home in BF. it was the mother's birthday and surprisingly I was asked to join them for dinner.

so i went and tried my best to be decent. dinner over and people started to bring out the drinks. until I excused myself to use the comfort room.

while i was relieving myself, i overheard the boyfriend and his brother talk. it was a clear conversation I heard since the restroom had a small window opening and adjacent at their backyard where the two brothers are talking.

"kung papatol ka ulet sa bakla siguraduhin mong me pera yan gaya ni Robbie"

"antay ka lang kuya"

"si mama lagi nalang humihingi ng pera sa akin, nagbibigay ka ba?"

"short pa ako eh, hingi ako ke jopet"

"landiin mo ng matindi sa kama ng bigyan ka"

then their conversation came to an abrupt stop. I guess they realized someone was in the restroom.

Context. the boyfriend's family as far as I know lives a comfortable life (I believe) I was told that his mom is in the pre-need insurance business and sidelines selling MLM products. his dad is a retired office executive while his siblings appear to have careers naman. actually, if we compare my family with his, mine would appear poor because for one, we live frugally and our needs are simple. on the other hand, his family is different. kasi they put on branded clothes, their kids are sent to exclusive schools and if you check their social media pages, they do travel and party a lot. plus, the dad plays golf at the country club. me pagka high maintenance sila.

not their fault. that is their lifestyle.

but then appearances can be deceitful and I will leave it at that.

bothered at what i just heard, i went to see my friend and naglabas ako ng sama ng loob.

"hindi ba tropa ng exboyfriend mo yung boyfriend mo ngayon?"

"so? what's wrong?"

"hindi ba I warned you before about these type of guys?"

"What do you mean?"

"jopet, minsan naniniwala na ako na boba ka talaga. Hind mo ba alam times have changed? more and more straight guys would befriend unsuspecting gay men and make them fall in love only to get money?"

and then i realized na oo nga pala no, yung buong tropa ng ex ko, almost everyone me kabit na bakla kahit me asawa na? akala ko naman na parang the mindset has changed like a Vice Ganda - Ion Perez levels? Pero hindi lahat.

Nakakahiya man to admit pero oo nga ano, i was the one financing everything with my ex and now, I am feeling the same is about to happen with the present.

and i surveyed my gay friends...

Jay keeps a boytoy, a collegiate basketball player...

Dong, is in a relationship with another guy from the same circle of my ex.

Alex is also seeing this married guy and sends the kids to school.

Marlon is fucking with the gym instructor, also from the same barkadahan of my ex.

ano to? parang feeling ko nabudol kami ng mga gangster na mahilig mambiktima ng mga bakla? what gives?

right now magulo yung thought process ko. di ko alam yung gagawin. like kanina nag text si boyfriend and wants to meet. perp para saan? kantot now then solicit money after? anong dahilan na naman? pang repair ng kotse? pambayad sa ganyan? investment?

ewan. sobrang di alam gagawin?

sorry eto nalang talaga yung outlet ko para i release yung nasa loob ko and sorry napa haba.

[hxbromqnia]

It's board exam season and want to share what happened during those times kase naka social media detox ako during that time kase feeling ko malaking kasalanan na kapag tumambay ako sa kahit anong social media platform.

Quick backstory, June 2022, hindi pa ko graduate and all, still at school, doing my thesis, may subjects pa na tinitake (also heartbroken kase kakabreak lang namin ng ex ko lol HAHA), nahatak ako ng mga kaibigan ko mag apply sa review center para magtake ng board exam sa November 2022, kahit walang kasiguraduhan na gagraduate kame lol (ganon talaga mga trip namin sa buhay para may thrill eme). Balak talaga namin magtake ng April 2023 but it feels like ang haba na ng panahon na nasayang namin. So we all enrolled sa review center noon without the assurance na gagraduate kame sa October 2022. Sobrang naging hassle na pagsabayin ang review and school works (not recommended).

Super hassle ng first few months ng review ko. I have to go back and forth sa school (which is sa Manila pa) tapos may mga namimiss akong review classes kase I have to complete my school requirements para makagraduate ng October 2022. Pipiliin mo talaga ano need mo i-sacrifice kase di ko naman mahahati katawan ko. Natatabunan na rin ako ng lessons non pero I still try my best to catch up kase di pwede masayang tong review na to. To be honest, I was so ready to fail kaya lang naisip ko na ayon na eh, konti nalang, hindi ko pa ba aayusin sarili ko? I also freaking chose na mag online review classes nalang and di sumama sa friends ko na mag dorm kase i really feel comfortable sa bahay. Kaya if I were you, wag lagi papahatak sa mga kaibigan. Choose what works for you.

No one knows na magtetake ako ng board exam. parents ko lang and friends na kasama magtake. Hindi ako nag uupdate, hindi ako nagstostory. I was so afraid na makita ng mga tao na magfail ako (if ever), kaya wala ako pinagsasabihan.

I also remember na for the last 2 weeks before the board exam, grabe paspas review ko. Halos di na ko natutulog and grabe na rin mental breakdowns ko. If makikita nyo room ko, ang daming papel at ang daming formula sa walls na pati ako nalulula na rin HAHAHA. Sabi nila na kapag last week daw before the exam wag na daw magreview, parang rest the brain ganon, pero di ko ginawa. Instead, nagpunta ako sa dorm ng friends ko and naki review na rin. Naalala ko pa na tinanong ng lola ko san ako pupunta sabi ko magbabakasyon ako huhu.

Sa mga pamahiin naman, isa lang nasunod ko kase nakalimutan ko lahat HAHAHA. Yung pagsusuot lang ata ng red underwear nagawa ko. Tas yung pagpapatasa sa board exam passer di ko na nagawa kase nalimot ko. Ayon ako nagtasa sarili kong lapis hehe.

Marami ako nasagot during 1st day ng board exam, nung 2nd day, halos naglaho pag asa ko, legit na naiyak ako after ko mag exam ng structural.

The waiting game ang pinaka nakaka anxious. Ready na ko na di makita name ko sa list of passers. Tas nung nagrelease ng results, November 29, 2022 at 2:30 am, TULOG ako!! Ni hindi ko man lang naramdaman yung kaba sa pag scroll mo at paghahanap mo sa list of passers kase pagising ko at 6 am, ang dami ng notifs sakin na nagcocongratulate na pumasa daw ako!!

So ayon lang, yun na ata last time na ginamit ko matindi utak ko lol hahaha

[sunb0rn]

messages I recieved from two "my" BR (biochem researcher) bbys from Samar.

warms my heart to be appreciated like this ng mga staffs that I handle. sila, both the field and laboratory/office staffs, nalang nag lilift ng spirits ko sa pagttrabaho dito. Its like I want to say na wala na akong pake kung di ako seen ng bosses ko (but fck need nilang mas taasan sahod ko).

just wanna drop this here kasi anxiety so much last friday dahil sa arrangements I am coordinating, re: cargo ng supplies papunta sa field at freight ng samples from the field to our home office.

separate situations yung dalawang messages and yung isa (nasa upper left) lang ang may kinalaman sa recent "arrangements" but both is nasa context na yung BR staffs are having some problem/ misunderstanding with their team leaders.

also, eto yun eh. kaya dapat mas mataas sahod/position ng apat (magiging lima) na designated as project coordinators. WE HANDLE PEOPLE, hindi lang sarili naming trabaho ang dinadala namin, kundi trabaho ng staffs assigned sa amin. In my case, lima (magiging walo) na BR/medtechs, in addition sa full teams namin each, with 10-14 staffs. Anjan pa yung concerns and issues nila. minsan kahit weekend, kailangan ko mag serve as some kind of a "counselor".

for me, duty ko na pangalagaan yung medtechs pero hindi ako pwede maging bias kung nagkaka conflict sila with other staffs especially their TLs. I have to find the right balance with everything and everyone para hindi mag worsen yung situation. Ang bigat na trabaho non.

welcome to my TED Talk. chareng.

[kimhortons]

081124 — ang low frequency ng energy ko recently.

napansin ko yun nung nawala yung parang magnet ko. dati kasi everytime na papasok or bibili ako sa isang store na walang tao or walang pila, biglang hahaba or mapupuno after ko, ngayon parang wala na yung ganun kong effect, ilang beses ko na natry. madalas pa yung papasok ako ng puno, tapos biglang kami nalang yung matitira tas wala ng susunod, or yung ako lang talaga. i dunno, but somehow may konek yun. lol.

tsaka yun ngang nag isolate sakin yung bestfriend ko, nung kinonfront ko siya, ni-realtalk niya naman ako as usual—yun nga nadidrain ko daw yung energy niya. feeling ko yun yung pinaka realtalk na natanggap ko sa buong buhay ko, yung akala ko aware na ako sa mga actions at nasasabi ko, not until someone important actually told me how I make them feel—I do feel bad and sorry na ganun na pala yung energy na nababato ko sakanila.

nung nag move ako dito, i thought was getting better na, i thought i was gonna thrive. pero parang kahit saan naman ata ako pumunta, hangga't hindi ako natututo talaga, babalik at babalik ako to zero, sobrang hirap ipick up ulit ng sarili everytime na babagsak ka na naman. parang yung sinabi 'to ni faye sa story niya last time e. tsaka yung itetest ka talaga ng universe kung natuto ka na, yung bibigyan ka ng challenges na magtritrigger sayo, in my case, mas madalas talaga failed parin ako. hehe.

siguro it's about the environment din talaga and the people you allow to surround you. since bahay at work lang naman ako dito; sa work, definitely it's a toxic environment na, at sobrang hinayaan ko na maapektuhan ako mentally and emotionally. sa bahay nila J, it's peaceful naman okay naman family niya, ang worry ko lang baka pati sila nakaka absorb ng energy ko, like since andito ako baka dahil sakin kaya medyo mabigat yung buhay, but I don't want to think na ganun talaga.

kaya lately, hindi rin ako masyadong nag shishare ng mga kaganapan sa buhay ko dito. cos I always sounds like nagrereklamo, tulad nga nung shinare ng bestfriend ko sa tiktok, wala naman siguro siyang pinatatamaan pero feeling ko para sakin yun. like yung lumayo sa mga taong mareklamo and all. minsan kahit sa ibang friends ko tuloy, pinipigilan ko narin mag share, madalas di nalang ako magrereply bigla, kasi mag sosound na naman akong nag rereklamo kasi nga ang dami kong reklamo sa buhay. haha. yung mapapaisip ako if okay ba na shinare ko pa yun or what or kapag mag rarant ako nag papaalam na ko kung okay lang mag vent out. ayaw ko na kasi mag pasa ng bad energy.

pinag iisipan ko na nga rin mag resign kasi lahat kami ni Z panay rants na about sa mga nangyayari sa office, cos it's not getting any better e. lahat kami gusto na mag resign, pero di ko pa alam next step ko so nag tyatyaga na muna ako, at tinatry mag work ng peaceful. feeling ko kasi malaking part yung environment sa work kung bakit hirap mag thrive, survival mode na naman e. hehe.

[solreix]

hinata shoyo is one heck of a hunk in college. kada lakad niya, hindi talaga mapipigilan ng mga tao kung hindi sundan siya ng tingin. the way his eyes form crescent whenever he smiles, and it is all the time. he smiles all the time, at parang biniyayaan ang lahat ng nakakakita noon.

he was almost literally shining so bright kahit nakatayo lamang siya at naghihintay ng aya kung saan man sila pupunta ng teammates niya.

yet, this comes with disadvantage. kahit na sanay siyang makipag-usap sa tao, he could not help but feel discomfort whenever people would just barge in their classroom para magbigay ng kung ano. he likes the attention, and he understands, grateful even. pero minsan ay naiilang siya.

it's just... he doesn't have the heart to reject everyone, especially as most of them are literally handmade. he could not break their hearts like that.

so his answer? fake dating.

and that's what yn's here for. katulad na lang ngayon. kanina pa siya nakatago sa likod ng pader, pinagmamasdan si hinata na mukhang hinihintay siya para sa usapan nilang kain mamaya. she was just about to go to him when a group of friend went to him first.

"hinata, pwedeng pa-picture!"

she watched as hinata pushed himself from the wall, smiling at them, his typical business smile. "sure," simpleng sagot ng binata.

a sigh escaped her lips. hindi talaga marunong humindi ito. instead of waiting for them to finish, she walked towards the group. hindi pa man siya nakalalapit ay namataan na siya ng boyfriend, well, fake boyfriend. she could see relief through his eyes, making her think that her decision's just correct.

"love, hi! kanina ka pa?" bungad niya nang makalapit.

"sorry, excuse me." hindi na nito hinintay ang sasabihin ng mga babae. instead, he immediately went to her. tila ba automatic ang paghila nito sa kamay niya, at automatic na rin sa kaniyang ibigyay kamay.

"nagp-picture pa kayo," malumanay niyang sabi para hindi mainis sa kaniya ang mga fangirls nito.

hinata shook his head. "i think we've taken enough. and no, halos kadarating ko lang din."

with that, she nodded her head to the girls direction. kita ang inggit, at the same time admiration sa mga mata nito. "una na kami."

the girls could only nod and smile as they left.

"so, kumusta araw mo?"

nakangiti siyang nag-angat ng tingin kay shoyo. she couldn't help but find him cute as he tilted his head while looking at her. nakatalikod pa itong naglalakad para lamang nakaharap sa kaniya.

"masaya naman. kahit pumasok si de mesa." she sighed. "alam ko kasi gusto kong magdoktor, bakit parang audition ng pbb kapag nagtuturo siya?"

shoyo's hearty laugh echoed. "naging prof ko rin yan last year, minsan gusto ko na lang siyang tulugan."

"i know. kung hindi lang malikot mata niya," she replied with a laugh.

their conversation went on as they got out of the campus. dahil late na ang naging labas niya ngayon, halos iilan na lang ang estudyante sa labas. madilim na rin at tanging liwanag na lang ng buwan at street light ang nagbibigay ilaw.

as they talked, her eyes remained on shoyo. it's almost always like this, lalo kung wala itong practice. silang dalawa, kwentuhan hanggang maihatid siya nito sa dorm niya o minsan kapag may oras pa, kakain sila. palagi silang may topic dahil na rin kay shoyo. his days are always interesting.

"nga pala, nag-aaya sila yamaguchi sa linggo. reunion daw lalo kasi aalis na pa-italy si kageyama next week." umpisa nito.

"really? akala ko next year pa siya?"

nagkibit balikat ito. "i guess sa linggo pa namin malalaman." saka ito sumulyap sa kaniya. "well, kung papayag ka."

dito umangat ang kilay niya. "i always tell you na huwag ka nang magpaalam, ayan ka na naman."

"eh..." shoyo frowned. she sighed at the thought of wanting to keep her to herslef as he looked adorable doing so. "gusto ko lang magsabi."

nanlaki ang mata niya nang kumapit ito sa braso niya, at habang naglalakad sila ay idinantay nito ang baba sa balikat niya. unti-unti siyang huminga upang hindi mahalata nito na nahirapan siya.

hinata shoyo, pwede ba kasing totoong akin ka na lang?

she clenched her fist at the thought. "edi magsabi ka. magsabi ka lang para hindi ako mag-alala, pero hindi mo na kailangan ng permission ko." then that's when she remembered. "at isa pa, linggo na 'yon, shoyo."

"noted, madam!" sagot nito, at umalis na lamang bigla mula sa pagkakadantay sa kaniya.

naiwan siyang pinanood ang likod nitong maglakad papasok sa paborito nilang kinakainan. her eyes melted at the sight of his arms pushing the door, waiting for her kahit na nahinto siya sa paglalakad.

sa linggo ang lakad nito.

sabado, tapos na sila.

fake lang naman kasi dapat eh. nagkataon lang na magkaibigan sila ni yachi at siya ang naisip nitong ipakilala kay shoyo. she could not blame the woman kasi she's known not to fall for anyone that easy. bato siya dapat eh.

sa dami ng nagco-commit sa paligid niya, hindi siya nadala. sa ilang bulaklak na naitabi niya, wala namang feelings na namuo.

pero hindi niya inasahang masyadong mainit si shoyo.

of course, she didn't fall easily. she had done her role very well the very first month, even on the second month as his fake girlfriend. pero lintik, mapaglaro talaga si universe.

who would've thought that shoyo can penetrate the walls she built around herself by being her fake boyfriend?

he was bright enough to lighten up her dull world. his smiles could unite the heaven and hell, and whenever he smiles at her, something snaps. his shoulders were strong enough for her to depend on, at hindi niya alam na kailangan niya pala iyon dahi sanay naman siyang dumipende sa sarili niya.

"dalawang sisig po."

her attention went to him when he guided her towards their spot. mabuti na lang at walang masyadong tao dahil kapag tanghali ay hindi bakante ang pwestong ito.

"wait here. bili lang ako lemonade." lord, ngumiti na naman siya.

naglakad muli palabas si shoyo at wala siyang ginawa kundi panoorin na lamang hanginin ang puting t-shirt nito. mukhang uulan pa yata base na rin sa paglipad ng buhok nito.

simula nang marealize niya sa sarili niyang hindi niya yata kayang makitang ganito sa iba ang binata, alam niyang tinamaan na siya. she could not accept the fact that someday he'd hold another's hand. someone's gonna run their hands on his hair, and they would feel the joy of it.

hindi niya pala kaya.

suminghap siya nang bumalik ito at ibinaba ang inumin nila. "sho," she started.

marahan itong ngumiti sa kaniya. "bakit?"

"sa linggo ka aalis. wala na tayo sa sabado." she decided not to beat around the bush.

katahimikan ang naging dulot nito sa kanilang dalawa. tanging hangin paggalaw lamang ng mga nagtitinda ang tanging maririnig habang nakatitig sila sa mata ng isa't isa.

nang hindi niya kayanin ang tingin ni shoyo. bumaba ang mata niya sa lamesa. "anong plano natin?"

"may nagawa ba ako?" finally, nagsalita ang binata.

sa gulat sa sinabi nito, muli siyang nag-angat ng tingin. "wala. what made you say that?"

mukhang nakahinga ito nang maluwag. "ah." he smiled sheepishly, scratching his brows. "i just thought... i did something."

"wala naman. iyon lang kasi 'yung napag-usapan."

"i figured." tumango ito. "actually, salamat pala sa pagpayag. bago ka pa kasi maipakilala ni yachi, kilala na kita kasi madalas ka niyang kasama last year-orgmates pala kayo."

doon siya nagulat. well, of course she knew him dahil player ito, pero hindi niya inasahang kilala rin siya nito noon pa.

"no'ng sinabi ni yachi na ikaw raw yung ipapakilala niya, natakot ako. you looked intimidating dati, like someone who wouldn't even dare to look at me." natawa ito, parang maraming naalala. "si hirugami nga, binasted mo, ako pa kaya? though fake, boyfriend pa rin para sa paningin ng iba."

"pa'no mo nalaman?" hindi niya inaasahang magugulat siya sa mga sinasabi nito ngayon. not that she's mad. pero hindi niya talaga alam na marami itong alam tungkol sa kaniya. sikat ito, gwapo, mabait-he's a literal star, someone to challenge celestial beings, so paano dadapo ang tingin nito sa kaniya?

"hindi naman pinublicize ni hirugami, huwag ka mag-alala. kaibigan ko lang si hoshiumi, so i heard it from him when she found out girlfriend kita." uminom ito. "but, going back, hesitant talaga ako sa pag-alok sa'yo. ikaw na 'yan, ito lang ako-"

"what do you mean iyan ka lang?" she cut him. hindi niya mapigilang magsalubong ang kilay dahil sa narinig.

mukha namang nagulat ito sa naging reaksyon niya. amusement dance in his eyes as he leaned closer. "ang cute mo." natawa ito, at iniunat ang kilay niya. "relax, i'm confident with my skills. with myself, pero sa'yo, noon hindi. pakiramdam ko may kailangan akong i-prove para matanggap sa tabi mo."

"what are you saying hinata shoyo, have you seen yourself?"

shoyo didn't let go of her cheeks. "have you seen yourself?" he retorted.

natahimik siya. una hindi siya makahinga sa mga sinasabi nito, pangalawa, she likes the feeling of his hands on her cheeks too much.

hindi nawala ang ngiti sa labi nito. "pero sabi ko, bahala na. naging selfish din ako eh, kailangan ko talaga."

natawa silang dalawa sa sinabi nito. give it to shoyo to lighten up everything.

"and everything went smooth. hindi ko inexpect na ganito ka pala. ang sarap palang magpaalaga sa'yo, at ang sarap na alagaan ka." marahan itong ngumiti. "pwede ko bang sabihin sa'yo ngayon ang plano ko?"

tumango siya, hindi makapagsalita.

"can i be selfish once again? pwede bang this time, totoo na? can i prove myself to you? pursue you in a way na malinaw sa'yo kung ano ba talagang habol ko?"

she was left dumbfounded for a few seconds. kanina lang hinihilang niyang sana totoo lahat. sana shoyo was also looking at her the way she looks at him. at ngayon, ito ang sinasabi niya.

is she dreaming? is this okay?

"kung ayos lang sa'yo..." ang tanging nasabi niya.

muli, natawa ito. "no, it's your call. everything, basta nandito lang ako."

"do it." pumikit siya. huminga nang malalim, bago muling tumingin dito. "iextend natin. without holding back. this time, no one will hold back."

[daphnefisherofficial]

bugna: TAKIPSILIM | destiny's twilight

CHAPTER NINE

Pairing: MCU Moon Knight System (Marc/Jake/Steven) x Avatar Fem!Reader

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CHAPTER NINE - FORGOTTEN MEMORIES & INEVITABLE TRUTH.

You summoned and stepped through another portal, the world around you twisted and shimmered like a mirage as you returned to the solitude of your residence in Surrey, England. The familiar scent of aged books and ancient relics greeted you as you crossed the threshold of the study once more.

Your ceremonial suit of armor shifted seamlessly back into your olden clothes as the punong babaylan (head priestess), marking the end of another night's service as Mayari’s avatar. The soft, silver glow of the moonlight bathed the room, casting eerie shadows on the bookshelves and arcane artifacts that lined your study. Mayari's divine presence filled the room once more, and you turned to face her as she materialized at your side.

"Salamat sa iyong paninilbihan ngayong gabi," Mayari spoke, her voice filled with gratitude like the gentle rustling of leaves in the wind. Both her luminous and blind eyes held a warmth that seemed to reach deep into your soul. "Nalalapit na ang kabilugan ng buwan sa mga susunod na linggo, kaya’t maghanda ka"

Thank you for your service tonight. The next full moon is approaching in a few weeks, so make the necessary preparations.

“Paghahandaan ko ito, aking diwata”, you replied with a nod, knowing that another night of rituals and magic awaited you. 

I’ll be ready, my goddess.

But as Mayari's words hung in the air, your thoughts were already drifting into the depths of your own mind. A nagging unease suddenly crept into your heart as vague, unsettling memories of the full moon from two months ago began to plague you like fragments of a forgotten dream. The furrowed brow and worried expression on your face did not go unnoticed by the moon goddess.

"May bumabagabag ba sa iyo, aking anak?" Mayari inquired, her silvery hair cascading like liquid moonlight around her shoulders.

Is something troubling you, my child?

You hesitated for a moment, unsure of whether to voice your concerns. After all, you had come to trust Mayari with your life and your secrets. "Hindi ko magawang maalala ang tunay na wangis ni Darius,” you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "Para bang ang alaalang iyon ay unti unting nawawaglit sa aking isipan"

I... I still cannot remember Darius’s face, not clearly. It's as if his memory is slipping away from me.

Mayari's eyes widened, and for a moment, a shadow of concern flitted across her radiant features. She reached out, her cool fingers touching your cheek in a soothing gesture. "Kaunting paghihintay pa, mahal kong Mira" she said gently. "Pinagtutulungan nating mapanumbalik ang iyong mga alaala nitong mga nakaraang buwan. Nalalapit na ang mga kasagutang ating hinahanap, kaya’t manalig ka"

You need to have patience, my dear Mira. We are working to restore your memories these past few months. We are nearing the answers you seek, so have faith.

But you couldn't let it go so easily. The thought of never being able to remember Darius's face, the warmth of his smile, or the love in his eyes was almost unbearable. You loved him with all your heart, and the fact that this man who had perished right before your eyes was now just a hazy figure in your mind didn’t sit well with you. It frightened you a great deal, and you needed answers as to why and how it happened.

"Ngunit bakit ito nangyayari sa akin?" you pressed, your voice trembling with a mixture of fear and frustration. "Bakit hindi ko maalala ang kanyang wangis, Mayari?"

But why is this happening to me? Why do I forget his face, Mayari?

The moon goddess hesitated for a moment, her silvery eyes clouded with a sadness you couldn't quite comprehend. "Ikinalulungkot kong ang mga nangyayari sa iyo ay dulot ng pakikipagtulungan mo sa mga diwatang pinaglilingkuran ng iyong namayapang asawa," she finally spoke, her voice carrying a weight that seemed to pull at the very fabric of reality. "Hindi mo ito natatandaan, ngunit isang mintala ang iginawad sa iyo ng diwatang si Set bilang kaparusahan sa iyong pagiging tapat kina Darius, Anubis at sa Ennead” 

I’m afraid what’s happening to you is a consequence of you and your late husband’s alignment with Anubis and the Ennead, my dear. You do not remember it, but the god Set has cursed you as punishment for your choices.

Your heart sank at her words. Set, the god of chaos and disorder, was known for his ruthless punishments. You had been warned by Mayari of the dangers of dabbling in the affairs of the gods, but your love for Darius had driven you to help him in joining Anubis’s cause to prevent Set’s destruction from wreaking havoc on Earth. And now, it seemed, you were paying the price.

"Ginawa ito ni Set sa akin?" you whispered, feeling a chill run down your spine. "Anong klaseng mintala ito, Mayari? Ang makalimutan ang wangis ng lalaking aking pinakamamahal?!"

Set did this to me? What kind of curse is this, Mayari? To forget the face of the one I love?!

Mayari's gaze remained steady, but her voice quivered ever so slightly as she replied, "Isang makapangyarihang mintala na nagbubura sa iyong isipan ng wangis ng iyong pinakamamahal, at nag-iiwan ng isang huwad na alaala na hindi maipaliwanag. Isang mapaghiganting diwata si Set, at pinaparusahan niya ang kahit sinong umaanib sa kanyang mga kaaway."

It is a curse that erases the memory of your beloved's facade, leaving only a void in its place. Set is a vengeful god, and he does not take kindly to those who align themselves with his enemies.

Tears welled up in your eyes, and you turned away, unable to bear the weight of your own grief and despair. "Hindi ito maaaring mangyari," you muttered, your voice choked with emotion. "Pakiusap, Mayari, kailangang may gawin tayo."

I cannot let this happen. We must do something, Mayari, please.

Mayari's hand reached out to touch your shoulder, her touch gentle and comforting. "Narito ako para sa’yo, aking anak," she said softly. "Gagawa tayo ng paraan upang alisin ang mintalang iginawad sa’yo, ipinapangako ko iyan. Hindi kita pababayaan na mag-isa sa iyong pagdurusa"

I am here for you, my child. We will find a way to break this curse, I promise you. Until then, know that you are not alone in your suffering.

You nodded and accepted her answer, grateful for her support, though a lingering doubt gnawed at the edges of your mind. Something in Mayari's words, in the tremor of her voice, had struck you as odd. But you chose not to press further, not wanting to burden her with your doubts.

With a final reverent bow, you turned away from the moon goddess as she vanished from the study. The night had been eventful, but your duties as the avatar of Mayari were far from over. As you left the study and descended the grand staircase, the moon's silvery light bathed your path, and the mysteries of your past remained shrouded in darkness.

You made your way to your sanctuary in the master’s bedroom, magically shedding your ancient head priestess robes on the way in favor of the modern clothes you previously wore that night. As you lay in bed, the image of Darius Carter slipped further from your grasp, and tears welled in your eyes as you missed his presence the most. The weight of the curse bore down on you, but you were determined to undo Set’s punishment on you and avenge Darius’s death at his hands.

Outside, the moon bathed the world in its gentle light, a silent witness to the secrets and sacrifices of those who served the gods. And in the stillness of the night, you closed your eyes, bracing yourself for the challenges that awaited you in the days to come.

Meanwhile, as the chill of the London night embraced him, Steven Grant made his way through the bustling streets of the city. His thoughts were consumed by the delightful evening he had just experienced, still basking in the warmth of your company. He had just returned to his modest flat in London, a cozy haven amidst the cacophony of the city. It had been a night of revelatory conversation and shared laughter, all with the one person who had become a source of intrigue and affection in his life.

He couldn't help but gush to Marc about how the dinner went as they settled into the familiar rhythm of their shared existence.

"Marc, you wouldn't believe it," Steven exclaimed, a dreamy smile on his face. "Tonight has got to be the best night of my life ever"

Tell me about it. Marc’s voice echoed in Steven’s head, his voice slightly groggy as if he just awoke from his slumber in their shared headspace.

"It was splendid, mate," Steven enthused, stepping into the comfortable living room of their flat as his eyes met Marc Spector’s reflection in the nearby mirror. "Mira and I talked about almost everything under the sun - the history of Ancient Egypt, and even about her home country. She’s been an absolute delight."

Sounds like you had a fantastic time. Marc replied in his head with a hint of a smile, quietly listening to Steven's effusive commentary on their dinner companion. Despite being more reserved, cautious and always considering the potential consequences of their actions, Marc couldn't help but feel genuinely happy for Steven. Try as he might, he couldn't deny the genuine connection that had been forming between the two of you.

“I really did”, Steven said happily as he slowly changed into his indoor clothes. “She showed me the mockup of her upcoming exhibit, me! I mean, she must have shown it to all the tour guide applicants since it was a part of her evaluation, but still. And she has some really nice feedback from the guided tour I gave, even though I almost fainted…”

Marc listened intently to Steven rambling, appreciating the genuine happiness that radiated from him. It warmed him to know that his headmate’s budding relationship with you was flourishing. However, as Steven continued to gush about you, Marc's thoughts drifted toward the inevitable discussion that had been looming over them for some time.

That sounds wonderful, Steven. Marc replied, his voice tinged with a hint of approval. I'm glad you and Mira are becoming fast friends.

Steven's enthusiasm was contagious, and he seized the opportunity to broach a subject that had been on his mind for a while now.

"You know, Marc," Steven began cautiously, "I can feel how strongly you're drawn to her, and she seems to feel the same way about you. We can't keep avoiding this conversation forever."

Marc sighed, running a hand through his unruly hair as he knew this conversation between him and Steven was inevitable. He had always been more guarded as their shared existence had always been a complex circumstance that not many people can understand.

I know, Steven. Marc conceded, his voice tinged with frustration. But you know how I feel about this. I can't just bring her into our mess. What if she can't handle it? What if she leaves?

"You're selling her short, mate”, Steven shook his head in mild frustration, his British accent accentuating his exasperation. “She's shown nothing but kindness and understanding to us both, separately. You can't keep her at arm's length forever, I mean. Life's too short for regrets, and you should know that"

Feeling conflicted, Marc decided to avoid pursuing the topic altogether. He and Steven finally changed gears, allowing Marc to be on the driver’s seat of their shared body. Glancing at their shared desk, Marc noticed your calling card neatly placed there. It had been a parting gift from your delightful time together on the plane back to London, and after Steven already used it for his benefit, Marc had been unsure of what to do with it next. 

It had been a simple and innocent gesture on his end, inviting you to meet for coffee on Sunday. But with his conflicting feelings currently in the forefront, Marc simply cannot deal with seeing you again right now.

“I can’t do this”, Marc muttered, picking up the card and studying it for a moment. “I can’t meet her tomorrow.”

Why? She must be looking forward to it. Steven's eyebrows shot up in surprise from his reflection in the desk. Mate, don’t do this, you’re being very dramatic.

Ignoring Steven's protest, Marc’s fingers poised over his keypad. Briefly saving your phone number in his contacts, he then swiftly typed out a text message to cancel your plans for tomorrow. He pressed send on the message, and a small sense of accomplishment washed over him. The message was simple enough, but it carried the weight of Marc's internal struggle.

Hey, Marc Spector here. I’m really sorry to do this, but something urgent came up for me and Steven tomorrow. Rain check on our coffee lunch?

You really are a nutter, Marc. Steven sighed, shaking his head in disbelief as he retreated into the depths of their shared consciousness. You can't live your life in fear like this - give it a chance. Give her a chance.  

Feeling the weight of his alter's words, Marc sat there for a moment as he allowed himself a moment of reflection. His heart then raced with a mix of anticipation and anxiety, briefly second guessing his earlier actions. What had he just done? Had he been too ahead of himself and painstakingly obvious for pushing you away?

Of course, Marc, I hope it’s nothing too serious. We can definitely reschedule, just let me know. It's no problem at all.

Your reply loomed over his screen, prompting Steven’s words about your true depth of understanding to circle his inner thoughts once more. Marc couldn't help but give what his head mate said some thought: maybe he had been too cautious, too guarded. 

He could no longer deny his growing feelings towards you, and perhaps there will come a time when he can finally let you in. To let you see the complexity of his existence. After all, he had already taken a huge step toward bridging the gap between his two selves. 

And perhaps, just perhaps, you would be willing to meet him halfway.

The sun painted the London skyline with hues of gold and pink, heralding a new day for Marc Spector and Steven Grant. As the day's first light streamed through the window of their modest London flat, Marc awoke, the muddled memories of the previous night's recurring vivid dreams lingering in his mind.

He stretched, his muscles protesting the slumber's grip, and sat up in bed. In contrast to the Chicago life he once knew, London had become his new home, thanks to Steven. His British alter had embraced this city as his own, and Marc had slowly come to terms with that. Sometimes, he even found solace in the bustling streets and the gentle cadence of British life.

With a sigh, Marc swung his legs over the side of the bed and rubbed his temples. Today, he decided to venture out to the nearby Tesco's to buy groceries for both him and Steven. It was a routine task that allowed him to have some semblance of normalcy amidst the chaos of their unique existence. 

As Marc strolled down the aisles of the supermarket, a sense of calm serenity washed over him. He felt in control, disconnected from the relentless turmoil of his mind. He picked up a few boxes of Twining’s, his hand momentarily steadying as he remembered that it was Steven's favorite.

But fate had something else in store. As Marc turned a corner, his heart leaped into his throat, and he felt as if the ground had been ripped from beneath him. There, standing in the fruit section, was you, dressed in a casual, cream-colored Sunday dress, your hair arranged in a messy bun. You were engrossed in selecting quality fruit, your laughter filling the air as you discussed your shopping choices with another young woman who he suspected to be your secretary. William “Bill” Jones on the other hand, the middle-aged man Marc had been introduced to not long ago, was on your other side, observing the girl banter before him with a polite smile.

Panic surged through Marc as he ducked behind a shelf of canned goods. He watched you from afar, hidden in the shadows as his heart pounded in his chest. It was as if the universe had conspired to bring him face to face with you once more, against his wishes. What were you doing here? Why was fate so intent on entwining your lives?

Steven, lurking in the corners of Marc's consciousness, was equally bewildered and frustrated by this unexpected encounter. 

Marc, mate, we need to get out of here. He muttered urgently, remembering Marc’s not so good alibi on today’s canceled coffee lunch. This is not looking good for us.

But Marc couldn't tear his eyes away from you. He was drawn to you like a moth to a flame, unable to resist the magnetic pull of your presence. With a reluctant sigh, he murmured back to Steven, "Just a few more minutes. I need to see what they're doing."

As you continued your shopping, oblivious to Marc's hidden presence, he discreetly trailed you like a silent specter. His military training and mercenary instincts had honed his ability to remain unseen, a skill that now served him well in this clandestine pursuit. The tightrope he walked between curiosity and caution threatened to snap at any moment.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, you and your companions checked out with a massive amount of shopping bags before heading for the exit. Marc hurriedly paid for his groceries and followed you from a distance out onto the bustling streets of London. His heart pounded in his chest as he kept a safe distance, careful not to alert you or anyone else to his presence.

To Marc's astonishment, you led them to a place he hadn't expected: St. Mungo's, a homeless shelter that he and Steven had heard of but never visited. They collectively watched from a discreet vantage point outside the window as you walked inside with a radiant smile on your face. Bill and the other young woman followed, their expressions mirroring your own.

From the shadows, Marc and Steven observed the scene unfolding before them. You greeted everyone in the shelter with genuine warmth and kindness, your happiness infectious. It was as if a ray of sunshine had descended upon the homeless souls gathered there, dispelling the darkness that clung to their lives.

As you began distributing the numerous shopping bags filled with groceries, both Marc and Steven felt an unfamiliar tug at their hearts. It wasn't just attraction or curiosity anymore; it was something deeper, more profound. Your selflessness and compassion resonated with them in a way they hadn't anticipated. 

"Steven, do you see this?” Marc was the first to break the silence, his voice barely above a whisper. “She's… she's incredible. The way she cares for those people."

Aye, mate, she’s a literal ball of sunshine. Steven, too, was moved by the scene before them. It’d be hard not to fall for her after seeing this. 

Marc nodded, his eyes never leaving you. Their shared realization hung in the air, binding them together in a newfound purpose. As you continued your acts of charity inside St. Mungo's, Marc and Steven knew that their lives had taken an unexpected turn. They were no longer mere observers; they were drawn into the orbit of someone who had touched their souls in ways they couldn't explain.

It was a revelation that left Marc both awestruck and conflicted, unsure of how to navigate the intricate web of emotions that had entwined his and Steven's lives with yours. As he continued to watch you from the shadows, Marc could no longer deny the undeniable truth. 

He was falling for you, and there was no turning back.

END OF CHAPTER NINE.

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[funsize-mermaid]

I feel guilty na hindi ako nakapunta sa friend namin ni Elle na pumunta dito sa Manila from Davao. Everytime na nag pupunta ako sa Davao, he makes time to meet us, pero ngayong nandito sya sa Manila, hindi ko sya na meet, kasi honestly tinatamad ako mag commute huhu. Davao commute is sooooo much easierrrrr than commuting here in Manila, kaya kahit from Panabo pa kami, one ride lang to Davao City. But here in Rizal? Para makapunta akong Binondo, ang daming byaheng dadaanan at paka traffic so muchhhh. 😤😤

Sa mga gantong pagkakataon nagdadasal ako na sana marunong na talaga ako mag drive. Takot man kasi ako mag drive dahil sa bumper to bumper situation here sa PH. Minsan nga yung mga pinsan ko sa US at Canada na mas babata pa sakin puro sila nag ddrive na tapos sasabihan ako ng mga relatives na “Sila _____ nag ddrive na dun, ikaw di ka parin marunong”. I was like… helloooo compare mo naman mga drivers dito vs sa mga motorista sa US. Ni daan nga dun napaka luwag. 🙄 Hay minsan napapa isip ako kung need ko na ba matuto mag drive or mag motor nalang ba ako HAHAHA ano ba gagawen 🤦🏻‍♀️

[forsungie]

GETAWAY CAR

pairings. park jisung x female reader x ex-boyfriend jaemin

genre. mature content, angst | requested!

content. fast paced, implied cheating (sa exam!), best friend haechan, very short car sex part

playlist. migraine by moonstar88, kisapmata by rivermaya, beer by itchyworms, hayaan by cup of joe, rebound by silent sanctuary, getaway car by taylor swift, sana by i belong to the zoo

author’s note. not proofread, pag pasensyahan niyo na if may typos and grammatical errors dahil tinamad na ko :') enjoy reading and feel free to send me feedbacks! 🩷

“badtrip, monday na monday nagpasurprise long quiz prof namin,” rant sayo ni haechan habang kumakain ng inorder nitong tapsilog.

nasa katabing cafeteria ng campus niyo kayo ngayon ng kaibigan mo dahil kakatapos lang ng klase mo at sakto namang nag aya si haechan kumain sa labas ng campus dahil free cut naman daw niya. ayaw daw niyang kumain sa canteen ng university niyo dahil bukod sa hindi na masarap ay mahal pa. wala ka ng next class, pero napag usapan niyo ni jisung na kakain kayo sa labas bilang bayad niya sayo sa pagtulong mo sa kaniya mag review last week kaya hindi ka pa umuuwi.

“hulaan mo kung nakailan ako,” natatawa pa nitong sabi sayo.

“half?” hula mo naman.

umiling si haechan, “twenty two over fifty.”

“gago kasi ni jeno, nag usap kaming mag kokopyahan kami tapos nung magsasagot na tinakpan papel niya, tarantado,” dagdag nito, napapailing pa.

“speaking of the devil, ayan oh,” turo mo sa parating na si jeno.

tumayo naman si haechan para hampasin ito, “pakyu, boi, taksil ka.”

“nakailan ka, jen?” baling mo sa isa.

“thirty nine over fifty,” nakangisi nitong sagot sayo, “nakikinig kasi ako, hindi kagaya ng iba dyan,” parinig nito kay haechan.

“madapa ka sana,” bulong ni haechan.

“uy, gago, nakalimutan ko tuloy yung sasabihin ko,” kalabit nito kay haechan, “nagpunta ko dito para sunduin ka, nasa room na si sir!”

“akala ko ba free cut?!”

“hindi daw! tara na,” hinila ni jeno si haechan palabas ng cafeteria, “una na kami, y/n!”

napailing ka na lang sa kagaguhan ng dalawa at saka akmang aalis na rin sana ng cafeteria nang tumunog ang cellphone mo. it was jisung who texted, tinatanong kung tapos na ang klase mo. imbis na mag reply ay pinindot mo na lang ang call button.

“hi,” halata sa tono ng boses ng binata na nakangiti ito sa likod ng telepono.

“nandito ako sa cafeteria sa tabi ng campus, kakatapos lang ng class ko, sinamahan ko lang si hyuck kumain,” sagot mo.

“patapos na rin klase ko,” aniya, “nag paalam lang ako mag cr saglit para masagot tawag mo.”

natawa ka naman, “sorry, akala ko tapos na klase mo. sige na, bumalik ka na muna, itext mo na lang ako pagkatapos, intayin kita.”

mukhang pinaglalaruan ka ng tadhana dahil nang palabas ka na ng cafeteria ay nakasalubong mo si jaemin kasama ang mga kaibigan niyang sila yangyang. nag dalawang isip ka pa nung una kung babatiin mo ang mga ito, pero naunahan ka ni yangyang, “y/n! bakit mag isa ka? nasaan sila hyuck?” tanong nito at saka ka niyakap.

“kakaalis lang, sinundo ni jen— bigla daw dumating prof nila,” sagot mo.

tipid na ngiti at tango lamang ang ibinigay sayo ni jaemin, mukhang na a-awkwardan rin sa sitwasyon, though madalas naman kayong magkita around the campus ay awkward at mahirap pa rin para sayo. mahirap naman kasi talagang mag kunwari na parang wala lang nangyari sainyong dalawa dahil ilang taon rin yon. mahirap kalimutan yon nang ganun-ganun lang.

bigla kang nanghina pagkatapos ng interaction na yon, sa tuwing makikita mo siya pakiramdam mo bumagsak ang langit at lupa sayo. imbis na bumalik sa campus para intayin si jisung ay napag desisyunan mong umuwi na lang. you feel like crying and so you did.

“it’s okay to cry, angel, crying doesn’t mean you’re weak,” palaging paalala sayo ni jaemin noon.

naalala mo pa ay sinabi niya sayo iyon noong namatay ang alaga mong aso na siya ang nagbigay. sobrang lungkot mo that time kaya niyakap ka niya, at doon pa lang tumulo ang mga luha mong kanina mo pa pinipigilan.

“i will cry with you.”

but not anymore.

after hours of crying in your room, saka mo lang naalala si jisung. nawala na sa isip mong kailangan mo siyang imessage para sabihing nauna ka nang umuwi at mag sorry.

ji, sorry umuwi na ko, bigla kasing sumama pakiramdam ko :(

sent at 6:02pm

it took three minutes for jisung before texting back.

no, it’s okay, kumusta na pakiramdam mo? uminom ka na ba ng gamot? dalhan ba kita? you should’ve told me na masama pakiramdam mo para hindi na kita pinag intay

you’re very glad to have someone like jisung that’s why you treasure him so much. sobrang swerte mo magkaroon ng kaibigang kagaya niya sa tabi mo every time na kailangan mo siya and you’re very aware of that. hinding hindi mo gugustuhing mawala siya sayo.

i’m good na! i took a nap as soon as i got home, so medyo okay na rin ako. thank you, ji! bawi ako sayo :')

sent at 6:08pm

days has passed quickly. december na at isang linggo na lang ay christmas eve na. you and your friends decided to go to tagaytay for a three day vacation bago mag pasko since you and your friends will be spending christmas with your family and relatives.

sa kabilang banda, napag desisyunan na ni jisung na umamin sayo sa huling araw ng bakasyon niyo sa tagaytay. it took him years bago nabuo ang desisyon niya and this time he’s very sure of it. he’s willing to take the risk if it’s you.

you have no idea na alam ng mga kaibigan mo na gusto ka ni jisung, not until the confession happened. to be honest, you didn’t know what to feel. you’re happy to know that he likes you, but half of you knows na hindi ka pa fully moved on from jaemin. and haechan knows it, he’s your best friend after all.

“please lang, y/n... matalino ka, gamitin mo ang utak mo,” haechan was very frustrated because of the news, “masasaktan mo lang si jisung, magkakasakitan lang kayong dalawa,” napahilamos na lang ito ng mukha sa stress.

after months of you and jisung’s set up, naisipan mo nang ikwento ito kay haechan. nalaman nito na may nangyayari sa inyong dalawa ni jisung as friends kahit alam ni jisung na hindi ka pa nakakamove on ay pumayag ito sa set up. well... you both enjoyed each other’s company.

“haah... malapit na ko, ji...” ungol mo habang hingal na hingal sa pagbaba at taas sa ibabaw ni jisung.

nasa kotse kayo ni jisung ngayon, ihahatid ka lang sana niya pauwi sa inyo galing sa campus. hindi mo rin alam kung paano kayo nauwi sa ganitong sitwasyon. one second, you were sitting on the passenger seat and the next, you were bouncing on top of him.

“fuck, you feel so good, angel... so tight around me...” he groaned while holding your hip to help you bounce on his cock.

“matulog ka na muna at pag isipan mo yung mga sinabi ko sayo,” paalam sayo ni haechan.

you did. pinag isipan mo ang mga payo sayo ni haechan. ang totoo niyan ay alam mo naman sa sarili mong mali ang ginagawa mo, pero hindi mo alam ang gagawin. siguro nga ay dahil sa ginawa mo ng distraction si jisung para lang masabing nakamove on ka na kay jaemin.

sa dalawang linggong nakalipas ay hindi mo nireplyan ang mga messages sayo ni jisung. hindi mo alam ang gagawin kaya naisipan mong mas mabuti kung iwasan mo na lang muna si jisung habang nag iisip ka. today is jisung’s birthday at ni-bati sa text o call ay hindi mo ginawa. in fact, may birthday party na magaganap si jisung ngayong gabi at pilit kang inaaya nila jeno na pumunta.

nang dumalaw ang hating gabi ay may nangyaring hindi mo inaasahan. kumakatok lang naman si jaemin sa bahay niyo, at lasing na lasing. tawag ito nang tawag sa pangalan mo kaya ginising ka ng mama mo para pagbuksan ng pinto ang binata.

“j-jaemin... anong ginagawa mo dito?” gulat na tanong mo sa binata.

“y/n... miss na miss na kita... alam mo ba yon?” jaemin murmured, lasing na lasing na ito at hindi na makatayo nang diretso kaya inalalayan mo.

nangilid ang mga luha sa mata mo nang marinig ang mga salitang iyon galing sa bibig ni jaemin, “lasing ka lang, umuwi ka na sa inyo, jaemin.”

mapait na tumawa si jaemin, “jaemin? you used to call me ‘love’...” he whispered.

tumango ka, “yes, used to...” you whispered back.

kahinaan mo si jaemin at alam mo yon. simula nang maghiwalay kayo marinig mo lang ang ngalan niya nanghihina ka na. pakiramdam mo tuwing mababanggit si jaemin naririnig mong nababasag ang puso mo.

“hindi ako makatulog nang hindi ka iniisip... naaalala kita sa lahat ng bagay...” panimula nito, “sorry kung... sorry kung sumuko ako, nasaktan lang rin naman ako. nagkakasakitan lang tayo.”

“you were the best thing that ever happened to me and i hope you know that. alam kong wala na tayong pagasa... alam kong hindi na natin kayang buuin pa nang paulit ulit ang matagal nang nasira. sinubukan naman natin,” dagdag nito habang pilit pinipigilang umiyak sa harap ng dalaga, “nandito ako dahil gusto ko lang na marinig mula sayo. para rin makausad na tayo peraho kahit paano. kasi hindi ko kayang nakikita na nahihirapan ka nang dahil sa akin...”

nakayuko ka lang at patuloy sa paghikbi habang pinakikinggan si jaemin.

muli kang tumango, “tama na, jaemin.”

mas lalo lamang lumakas ang hikbi mo nang sabihin mo ang mga salitang yon. biglang nag flashback sa utak mo yung limang taon na kasama mo siya.

“pwede ba kitang yakapin? kahit sa huling pagkakataon.” tanong ng binata.

imbis na sumagot ay tumakbo ka palapit kay jaemin at saka ito niyakap nang mahigpit. agad ka namang niyakap pabalik ni jaemin. mas lalo kang nanghina nang marinig itong umiyak sa balikat mo. naging triple ang sakit na nararamdaman mo... dahil ang unang beses na umiyak si jaemin sayo ay noong sinagot mo siya. ibang iba ang dahilan ng pagtangis niya ngayon. damang dama mo ang sakit sa hikbi ng binata.

habang si jisung, ibang ideya ang nakuha. nakaupo ito sa loob ng sasakyan niya sa malayo habang pinapanood kayong dalawa. simula pa lang naman ng laban alam na ni jisung na si jaemin pa rin.

dahil si jaemin naman talaga. it was him even from the very start at wala siyang laban.

habang pinapanood kayo ni jisung, ang hindi niya alam ay may nanonood rin sa kaniyang umiyak.

haechan is crying with him.

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BL'S OTHER TRACKS

Check out this unreleased song by Marko entitled, "Jesen" (Autumn) found in SoundCloud website. Great song and the lyrics are beautiful!

I'm glad that he preserves his old songs - at least I wanted to listen more hits by him, hehehehe. 😁

P.S.: I decide as well to include a translation of the lyrics in one of my native tongues, Filipino - in honor to diverse the beauty of music in other languages.

Special thanks to lasagna.source - via Instagram - for providing the song lyrics and English translation.

ORIGINAL LYRICS: Kiša počinje i sve mijenja se Sunce zalazi još ranije More ledi se Smiješak nestaje Jesen dolazi i lišće žuti se Vjetar čisti sve Loše misli, prevare Probat ću još jednom samo da znam

Tko to skriva se Iza moje jeseni Da ti čujem glas Tko to počiva U dubini moga sna Više nisam sam

Tišina guta sve Grad prazan je, ali svako malo nađem te Misliš li na mene, kada svijetla gase se Čije ruke sada griju te?

Tko to skriva se Iza moje jeseni Da ti čujem glas Tko to počiva U dubini moga sna Više nisam sam

Gdje si sad? Izađi iz mog sna Pokaži se ili nestani zauvijek x2

Tko to skriva se Iza moje jeseni Da ti čujem glas Tko to počiva U dubini moga sna Više nisam sam

Ta kiša počinje I sve mijenja se Sunce zalazi još ranije

TRANSLATION (ENGLISH):

The rain begins and everything changes The sun sets even earlier The sea freezes A smile disappears Autumn comes and the leaves turn yellow The wind cleans everything Bad thoughts, deceptions I will try once more, just to know

Who is hiding Behind my autumn? Let me hear your voice Who is resting In the depths of my dream? I am no longer alone

Silence swallows everything The city is empty, but every now and then I find you Do you think of me when the lights go out? Whose hands are now keeping you warm?

Who is hiding Behind my autumn? Let me hear your voice Who is resting In the depths of my dream? I am no longer alone

Where are you now? Come out of my dream Show yourself or disappear forever x2

Who is hiding Behind my autumn? Let me hear your voice Who is resting In the depths of my dream? I am no longer alone

The rain begins And everything changes The sun sets even earlier

TRANSLATION (FILIPINO):

Nagsisimula ang ulan at nagbabago ang lahat Mas maaga pa ang paglubog ng araw Nagyeyelo ang dagat Nawala ang isang ngiti Dumating ang taglagas at ang mga dahon ay nagiging dilaw Nililinis ng hangin ang lahat Masamang pag-iisip, panlilinlang Susubukan ko ulit, para lang malaman ko

Sino ang nagtatago Sa likod ng taglagas ko? Hayaan mong marinig ko ang iyong boses Sino ang nagpapahinga Sa lalim ng panaginip ko? Hindi na ako nag-iisa

Nilamon ng katahimikan ang lahat Walang laman ang lungsod, ngunit paminsan-minsan ay nahahanap kita Iniisip mo ba ako kapag namatay ang ilaw? Kaninong mga kamay ang nagpapainit sa iyo ngayon?

Sino ang nagtatago Sa likod ng aking taglagas? Hayaan mong marinig ko ang iyong boses Sino ang nagpapahinga Sa lalim ng aking panaginip? Hindi na ako nag-iisa.

Nasaan ka na ngayon? Lumabas ka sa panaginip ko Ipakita ang iyong sarili o mawala nang tuluyan x2

Sino ang nagtatago Sa likod ng aking taglagas? Hayaan mong marinig ko ang iyong boses Sino ang nagpapahinga Sa lalim ng panaginip ko? Hindi na ako nag-iisa.

Nagsisimula ang ulan At lahat ay nagbabago Mas maaga pa ang paglubog ng araw

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sabi ng roommate ko (si Kar pa din to) next time daw na may itatapon syang gamit icoconsult muna nya sa akin.

*alam nya magiging reax ko kaya nga di nya sinabi sa akin na itatapon na nya. sinabi nalang nya, "nagtaka kaba wala na sa shoe rack ung Hush Puppies ko? tinapon ko na eh. yung nakalagay don sa plastic na pinakuha natin, kaya ko dinoble" and I was like ??? akala ko kasi inuwi lang muna nya sa kanila.

ganto kasi, she just bought a new office black shoes (CLN) coz nagustuhan nya style tas tinapon na nya yung one year palang niyang Hush Puppies na wala namang major sira. ngayon etong si CLN after 2 weeks ng gamit nafeel at nakita (nangitim toe nails) nya na di maganda fit sa paa nya. ayun binenta sa workmate namin. thing is, if di nya basta basta tinapon yung Hush Puppies edi sana meron syang magagamit ngayon habang di pa sya nakaka bili ng pamalit don sa pangit ang size. na suggest ko din naman sa kanya na okay yon na may another shoes kapag maulan kahinayang gamitin ung mas bago.

alam ko gamit niya yun and she has all the right kung ano gusto nya gawin; pero mej kaasar. if ayaw na kako nya, maayos pa naman eh sana sinabi sa akin pamimigay ko nalang sa mga pamangkin ko. *di ko type style (at di ko din size) but if I did di ako mahihiyang hingin yun para sa sarili ko. keber sa hand-me-downs talaga ako. tska DREAM SCHOOL SHOES KO YUNG HUSH PUPPIES na masyado talagang pricey for us.

This is the second time na ginawa nya yan, yung una was yung New Balance na tinapon nya after she bought AF1. inawitan ko sya non na isasama ko nalang sa ipapamigay sa pinsan ko. Nag okay sya but after a week sinabi nya na tinapon na nya kasi namumuti (suede material) at pudpod na. pero minimal sign of usage lang yun. nag okay nalang ako non sa knya and inimagine ko na super sira yung sapatos kaya nahiya na sya ipamigay.

sabi ko nga sa kanya netong huli, sana nilagay nya ng maayos yung shoes sa basurahan para if makita nung collector at tingin nya magagamit pa eh makukuha. hindi ung basta basta binasura.

sabi ko din na para sa mga taong walang wala ang laking bagay na may masuot na maayos na sapatos, given pa na may brand yung mga tinatapon nya at magtatagal pa yun if binigyan nya ng chance na magamit ng iba.

ayoko na nga lang masyado pagalitan kasi feeling ko more of impulse problem yon. na feeling nya nakaka sikip sa shoe rack or in a way nakaka sikip sa space na ginagalawan nya (nakikita man nya o hindi). feeling daw nya at peace sya kapag nakakapag bawas ng gamit since may bago syang binili.

huhu di ko alam kung masyado ba ako pa- "deprived thinking" mode o ano. pero yon na eenlighten naman sya.