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Just remembered the banquets mean the Trojans have to dress up nice. Which means Jeremy and Jean will have to react to one another in suits.
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oh hey! i’m sam, and this is my father—i mean, my mother—i mean, my best friend—i mean, shit, my lover—i mean, my guard dog—i mean, the man who sold his soul for me—i mean, the man fated to kill me—i mean, haha sorry, my moral compass—whoops, i mean, my stone number one, the last string i have connecting me to reality—i mean, my soulmate—my bad, i mean, my breeder—i mean, the man i modeled myself after—i mean, shit—
this is dean. my brother, dean.
#dean would sweat if he had to fill out government forms bc he doesn't know whether to file sam as a 'dependent'#like...that's his brotherwifesonhusbandvictimlover??#he just panics and checks every box#but 'brother' is the encompassing label--everything everywhere all at once etc#late season sam checks the box next to married and doesn't even notice until a week later he sits up shaking in sweating in bed#and THAT's how they get married#ps i'm genuinely surprised we haven't gotten a “this is dean” w just no qualifications#charlotte’s contribution: breeder#you’re welcome guys
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harper and JD ghost-isms
#industry hbo#harper stern#hari dhar#eric tao#yasmin kara de hanani#john-daniel stern#there's something to say with gus too. bringing her down from a panic attack in s1#she looks for him everywhere. i recognized your hands in some of her pictures...
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He did not, in fact, bag shit.
#priness tutu#fakir#author#malen#fanart#my art#meanwhile fakir is internally going through every single panic response as he distinctly recalls also jumping in through a closed window#scattering glass everywhere on the floor#and very nearly shanking his current best friend#all while malen here was just lying there unconcsious#he would very much like to sink into the fucking floorboards rn thanks
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Credit to the artist: Rawmune
#but the color pink#doesn't wash away sin#and rosaries#don't make you any less scared#of God#religious trauma#religious ocd#sleepless#insomniac#panic disorder#i searched everywhere#to find the original poet to this work#credit to the artist: rawmune on insta!#amazingly talented#just stunning work#really painful though#isn't it?#pink line art#pink aesthetic#just a girl#just girly things
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Trying to talk to people again but you’re still too scared to do it properly
Baby steps
#pix habla#Eugh honestly I had another panic attack while people came to repair the house they were kinda rude#I thought I was doing so well 💀#but there was so much noise everywhere and they were not happy to be here I had to keep apologizing#and nowwww it’s scary to chat online again sigh =w=#im glad im seeing a therapist tomorrow#this feels like nonsense#vent
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everything is super uncertain and scary right now, so i'm trying very hard to not think about the future and just focus on the things that i want to happen. the concrete things.
i want to be in a space of my own that's clean and safe where i am surrounded by objects that are beautiful or meaningful to me. i want to be in a body that feels natural, a body that i can love instead of tolerate. i want my friends to be a short train or a bus ride away. i want to make art and write stories. i want to go on long walks in the summer and look at the animals and flowers. i want to sleep in a tent by the river. i want to make good food for myself and for the people i care about. i want to have a job i don't hate that pays me enough - not lots, just enough - that i can afford to be independent without constantly panicking over money. i want to feel at peace with where i am instead of agonising over where i'm not.
all of these things are achievable. maybe not all at the same time, maybe i can just have a couple of them, but they are achievable. i will not always feel this way. i will not always be trapped like i am now.
#i got crushingly sad the other day because i went for a walk in the park#and all the cherry blossom was out and the flowers were blooming everywhere and there were birds and it was beautiful#and i knew i should be enjoying it but all i felt was this desperate debilitating panic#about the fact that it was winter and is now spring and time is passing and my life has not changed from where it was a year ago#i thought of this and i nearly wept at how much i am wasting my life#i'm trying so hard to just savour things as they come to me instead of wishing everything was different#but it's difficult... it's so difficult#i just want to feel free
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I would like to take this moment to remind everyone that Jack Skellington has a habit of booping people's noses when he's encouraging them, lightly scolding them, or telling them an exciting story. (Nightmare Before Christmas, Kingdom Hearts 2) Do with this information what you will.
I just know in my heart if he booped the Twisted Wonderland boys' noses they would hate it. It's such an endearing little quirk he has but it would tick off the majority of them so hard.
#Leona would take personal offense. Malleus would be stunned and Sebek would start sputtering because HOW DARE YOU BOOP THE GREAT MALLEUS DRA#Idia would start dissociating after having a moment of panic and fluster and WHAT. Vil is shook but compares Jack to Rook#Jade is amused. Azul is flabbergasted and takes offense#Epel is unbothered because his grandmother boops his nose all the time. as do all the other old folk in his town#Trey is stunned but laughs about it. only to calm Riddle down because Riddle thinks Jack is treating him like a child.#Riddle baby boy you ARE technically a child it's okay live the childhood you never got#Skully would just fanboy and then faint. Nobody would catch him.#Grim does that adorable startled cat blink and ALSO takes offense while Yuu is just 'aw that was kinda cute though'#you get a boop and you get a boop and he gets a boop and they get boops and BOOPS EVERYWHERE FROM THE PUMPKIN KING#it's such a cute freaking quirk Jack has and I love it so much#twst#twisted wonderland#jack skellington#nightmare before christmas#lost in the book: nightmare before christmas
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After 3000 years, Fiction is back! Thanks to everyone for being patient during the sort of unannounced hiatus, and even bigger thanks to my good friend @ryuucaro for the wonderful art for this chapter! In which Akko (FINALLY) sends her cosplay selfie to Diana
Who reacts VERY normally about it.
#lwa#Little Witch Academia#diakko#dianakko#fanfic authors au#fiction#fanfic#university au#college au#gay panic everywhere#and jokes about smashing#...keysmashing obviously#also diana tries to make friends good for her#and amanda is#amanda
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Oversharing 💪
Probably insensitive but if my disabled dad cannot function well enough to heat his own food up in the microwave, take his cup to the sink, throw his trash in the garbage bin, what am i supposed to do? What is HE supposed to do ? And how much of this do i question without being an asshole? And seriously truly what the hell am i supposed to do?
I KNOW he can do the above things. He’s physically able, he can walk, but he has pain and will sometimes faint bc of blood sugar and stuff. But most of all he says he’s too weak to do that stuff. There was a time after he got out of the hospital + physical therapy where he was able to walk around and do stuff. It was difficult but he could still do things like walk around a grocery store or do dishes. Btw we have a dishwasher — when i say do dishes i mean just simply put them in the fucking dishwasher. Idk. He doesn’t manage his diabetes well at all, so he’s constantly in a state of crisis bc he neglects himself. Anyways. My question is, if he’s too weak to do that stuff anymore by living at home (he works from home, so he’s not even exerting energy by working. He’s on his phone most of the time anyway. Cleaning up after himself is pretty much the only thing i ask of him), why the fuck is he letting himself be that way. If it’s possible for him to not be as disabled as he is, why is he not trying even slightly to make it easier on himself? He hates being this way
He’s told me so many times how one day he’s gonna get more physical therapy done and he’ll be able to hike w us and stuff, which is smth we all like to do together. He’s holding himself back — im not saying this in the dumbass way where will can overcome all disability but i AM saying that there IS a realistic way for him to improve and yes, he is too depressed to do it, but he’s also a grown man who has his family begging for him to get somewhere with this . You don’t think I’m depressed too ? yet I still force myself to do all this because I care about my family. You’re grown. You have to choose at some point. After years and years of this and after so many people support you, i genuinely cannot sympathize with the idea that it’s out of his control anymore
What am i supposed to do? Am i just supposed to accept that he’ll never be able to do anything himself and just let him have that? I’m literally fulfilling the housewife role, physically with tasks, emotionally, and parentally, and it’s disgusting to me. He works from home all he does is sit at home apologizing to me over and over about not doing anything, but still not ACTUALLY being sorry enough to do anything about it. And ofc i say it’s ok bc what am i supposed to do. I’m tired of wrestling myself back and forth thinking im bad for expecting anything of him -> getting fed up with doing everything for him -> thinking im bad again. And yeah maybe one day out of every 2 weeks he’ll have a day where he’ll clean the kitchen or get all the trash up that he throws down by his chair and throw it away. It makes him feel good, it’s great. But as soon as it’s done, he continues not putting in any effort. You are tired from going to fucking Walgreens? From putting the clothes away that i washed dried folded and brought to your room? So you just throw them on the floor and now they’re mixed with the dirty ones so I have to wash everything again, because you can’t remember what’s clean ? And you’ve taught your (now adult! Adult!!!!!) kids to behave in this helpless way as well? Now they think they can scream in my face if i tell them to take the garbage out a second time because they didnt do it the first time i asked ?
If it’s true and you’re tired, then you need physical therapy. Walking to the kitchen should not wind you, your illnesses don’t explain that. It’s simply because you haven’t built your muscles up enough to do that, which I understand because it’s hard, but what the hell. Our insurance will cover it so there’s no reason not to. Also, my dad is known for being lazy even before he became this disabled, so how do I know what to question and what not to? I’ve caught myself being an asshole to him but I’m also tired of him choosing helplessness, it’s so hard. Obviously he is never going to be at full strength, i don’t expect that, i just expect him to pick up after himself and just help me a little. Please
And I don’t even know if my complaints are truly valid (hate that word but ok -__-) bc 1. Could be way worse like years ago and 2. Is it really that big of a deal to clean? Except yes it is and no one understands how disgusting a house can get unless you are in this situation . Detrimental effects on my mental health no matter if i choose to clean or not. So idk. Or the secret third thing which is most likely - I’ve been depressed for so long, houses we’ve had have always been gross + cluttered bc of mental illness in the family, so now as an adult my threshold for what i can stand is very small, bc it’s been built up this whole time with no breaks. So yes it’s bad here, but I feel so stressed bc of the history of it, not just current events... I just feel sooooo trapped lol like this has been going on forever and slowly I’ve regained control so now I solely control the house, which has improved it, but it’s also a huge stressor on me, because the more i take on, the more is expected of me. Like how my dad can’t microwave his own food or pick up his meds at the pharmacy drive thru. LOL
So much oversharing and idgaf if no one reads bc it’s embarrassing and probably pretty dumb like i could be dealing with sooo much worse lol but im so fed up and don’t feel like going to get my journal lol. So yep sorry bout that but GRRAAAAAHH!
My dad is not evil my family is not evil. They are depressed. Not evil thats unrealistic and cartoonish and i think if ur response to this is to say smth like that i understand but u may want to evaluate ur life and relationships. My family is depressed. I’m depressed. Thanks for trying to validate my experience but it makes me feel strange when people view my family as cartoon villains when literally everything is nuanced and I’m sure that from their perspectives, what they’re doing is rational. Humans ok lol but i am very frustrated
#i dont wanna come off the wrong way so ill say: my family DOES help me. um. especially if we have company over or whatever#they will help me clean. our problem is that consistently everything is everywhere 90% of the time. people leave their stuff everywhere#belongings. clothes. dirty dishes. trash. food. bags of cat litter that they for once decided to scoop but were too lazy to take to the#trash can. you get what im saying ?? so instead of behaving like actual human beings i just have to pick up after them or ignore it until#sometimes weeks later. they take care of it#.. it makes everyone depressed obviously. but this going on for over a decade + me finally stepping up to try to fix it ~5 years ago really#builds up it makes me in a constant state of panic to be honest. i am so overwhelmed all the time just from this stupid shit. i don’t even#have real problems anymore it’s just this its soooo fucking stupid seriously!! but it makes me freak out. i have too much control and no#control at the same time
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Have you had lunch? What time is it? Of course I have. ...What about snacks? I've had those too. Story of Kunning Palace (2023) | Ep. 14
#story of kunning palace#宁安如梦#jiang xuening#xie wei#bai lu#zhang linghe#cdrama#cdramaedit#cdramasource#asiandramasource#sokpedit#*gifs:mine#i thought i had seen this gifset before but i looked everywhere and couldn't find it#but god this was so cute jfc#the way he panics when she says she's eaten lmaooo#and he looks so deeply unhappy when he tries to take the box back ahhhhhh#and not only did he make her cake#he arranged the slices so nicely ahhhhhh#okay but it kind of makes me sad to think#what a sweet gentle guy he would've been if he had grown up in the yan family with yan lin#he just wants to play music bake and be awkward#i get the feeling he's violent by nurture not nature#other than his soul dissociation disease whatever that's about i guess i'll find out
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So.... What would happen if SOMEONE decided to rewrite Freaky Fusion but eliminated the fusions, left the plot of the hybrids and the time travel plot?
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The fic would begin by introducing the hybrids and the students' reaction to them. Cleo and (I think it was her?) Draculaura would give the same comments as in the movie. But here the hybrids already established in the series would not be ignored. Lagoona would talk about how she herself is a hybrid. What's more, we could even add that she is the fruit of a freshwater Nymph and a sea monster.(I just made this up while writing. I have no idea if it's canon or not but I like it.) Your intervention in the conversation could leave the atmosphere a little tense. Frankie tries to lighten the mood by insisting her friends go to class.
In another part of the school, Deuce and Jackson are in the former's locker talking about the same topic. Or rather, Deuce is nervous and frustrated by how everyone is reacting to the hybrids. While Jackson doesn't care too much. He has already had his conflict with the students regarding what he is. You already know this is temporary until the novelty of the matter cools down. This resolution does not reassure the gorgon at all. In fact, it frustrates him enough to vocalize his concerns. The whole topic was really making him very uncomfortable. On a good day, he's already having trouble coping with the fact that he's a hybrid. This only makes you feel worse. To the point of being terrified that other monsters will know what he really is. Jackson tries to console him but the bell at the beginning of his first class forces them to cut the conversation short.
What they didn't know is that a certain gossiping ghost, who was collecting information for his blog, was listening to them.
The first class is Dead Languages with Professor Rotter. Class is pretty boring today. Which causes some students to become distracted and murmur among themselves. Cleo is one of them and tries to talk to Deuce (who is more in the clouds than on earth)One of the topics he brings up is about hybrids, which he immediately realizes is the wrong topic to talk about. Since she sees how her boyfriend tenses very visibly. Which makes her remember that she's been on thin ice ever since she almost got her boyfriend's best friend killed just because of her pride. Said friends... It is also a hybrid. Cleo is seriously thinking about asking Frankie to sew her mouth shut so she doesn't screw up again. (I'm thinking about placing this after my own version of Ghoul Rules. I feel it is appropriate. It seems like he's been building up these nerves since before this day. It's more ✨ dramatic ✨)
The rest of the class passes without pain or glory. Only at the end does Rotter remind his students that in the last period of school they have to present their family tree work. (because I don't remember how the homework they were given in the movie was written)And he points out that Frankie will be the first to speak.
A stressed Deuce is the first to leave the classroom, closely followed by a worried Cleo. She is a couple of steps behind him. Thinking about how to talk about whatever is bothering the gorgon. Just when you think you've finally found the words, a mass notification from Spectra's blog catches your attention. She is about to ignore it but when she saw how the students began to stare in her direction, she decided to quickly check just in case. The title leaves her baffled. "Deuce Gorgon, the most handsome cool boy in school, is a hybrid?" That was the huge title that headed the blog. Cleo looks up with the mission of searching for answers but notices how terribly pale Deuce is while looking at his cell phone. She catches his attention. He looks at her scared. In fact, Deuce becomes hyper aware of his surroundings. He notices how everyone is looking at him and starting to whisper around him. This sends him into a spiral of panic and he ends up escaping the scene. It ends somewhere in the school, near the indoor pool. That's where Lagoona finds him. Deuce realizes that she is not alone. She is accompanied by Sirena von Boo and Neighthan Rot. When he asks about them, Lagoona tells him that she became friends with Sirena in their previous class. They saw him run out of the hallway and read the blog. Lagoona and Sirena went to look for him, they ran into Neightan and he joined the search. (mainly because Avea and Bonita were still in class)
This is where I cut the explanatory text and give the concise points of this particular plot:
The plot itself has the hybrids talking about feelings and experiences. Trying to help each other in all this sea of rumors and staring. Mainly by comforting Deuce and letting him open up to them.
There would be some scene with Draculaura and Clawd talking about their relationship. The topic of vampire biology would be touched upon a little. How they age and mature slower than other deadly monsters.
I would also have Deuce and Cleo talking about this matter.
Also the reaction of the students, encouraged in a negative way by Toralei, towards Deuce and his "deception".
In general: Lots of feelings, heavy conversations and ✨drama✨
Now you will ask yourself: Where is the time travel plot in all this? Good. Let's go back to the moment of Rotter pointing at Frankie.
After watching the teacher leave the classroom, Frankie lies down on his table and writhes in his misery. Robecca and Ghoulia who were by her side comfort her and ask her what's wrong. She explains that she has nothing useful to expose. His parents avoided the topic of family too much and gave him nothing to work with. So you're probably going to fail the class. Invisibilly appears (because he is another gossiper) and comments that he also goes through the same thing. His father isn't the most talkative when it comes to whatever turned him into a monster. Billy has a suspicion that it was an experiment gone wrong but he has no idea. He believes his father is looking to take the secret to the grave. Here Jackson Jekyll joins the conversation. (because in this school the concept of "private conversation" does not exist) Jackson comments that if there is a family that loves to keep secrets, it is the Jekyll family. It was easier for him to help Heath by putting together the family tree of his elemental family, than it was for Holt to find SOMETHING about his mother's family. They know that their great-grandfather is the one who started the whole Hyde thing but they don't know anything else. Not even what year his grandfather was born or how his great-grandfather Henry Jekyll and his great-grandmother met. It all seems like a big secret that no one should know about.
As he listens to them complain, Robecca has an idea. His father, before he disappeared, was a lover of science in general. He lived many years collecting information, meeting other scientists and doing his own experiments. She suggests they look for something in her father's workshop. Hopefully, they can find something regarding the Stein or Jekyll family. (Robecca apologizes to Billy for not being able to find a solution to his problem but he rejects her. He doesn't care much) Ghoulia was going to say something regarding work but after watching Deuce and Cleo leave the room, she decided that it was easier to help this group with their homework.
This is how Robecca, Frankie, Ghoulia, Billy and Jackson go to the Hexiciah Steam workshop.
While there, they don't find much. At least until Billy stumbles upon plans for a time machine. This draws the attention of the rest. Robecca takes a look at the plans and searches the workshop if there is something similar there. And, indeed, it was a large machine that was in the middle of the room. As they examine the machine, Billy comments that it would be great to test if the thing works and use it to do his homework. That makes them pause and contemplate the idea. The first to be against it is Ghoulia. She doesn't think it's very smart to mess with the timeline just for a school project. Frankie and Jackson support her. But Jackson also comments on how MAYBE if they didn't interact with anyone and were just there to watch, they wouldn't actually be doing anything. It also suggests it could be a good thing for Robecca. After all, it's the most direct way he can find clues to his father's whereabouts. This raises the robot's hopes. Ghoulia is still against it but after seeing her friends' hopeful looks, she decides that MAYBE it's not such a bad idea. As long as the necessary measures are taken. The girls and boys celebrate this beforehand and look for anything about the operation of the machine. They discover that for the machine to work and there to be a way to return, someone needs to be in the current era. Monitoring travelers through bracelets that serve as trackers and controls that allow them to travel by time and place. Ghoulia and Jackson note that there is a very specific way these bracelets work but decide to find out later. Since this was just a round trip to see if the machine worked in the first place. So with everything prepared Robecca, Frankie, Jackson and Billy get ready for the test trip. Ghoulia gives them the go-ahead and turns on the machine. The quartet enters the machine and goes to a year not too distant, just to try it out. More specifically 1950's New Salem.
In fact, the machine works! After watching a bit, the four try to go back to their time to tell the zombie. But can not. No matter how hard they try, the bracelets don't send them back to their time. In reality, it sends them randomly to other places and times. They panic a little (A LOT).
Currently, Ghoulia is worse. The disused machine was broken enough that it had imperfections that none of them noticed. So now the machine was causing fluctuations in time itself. Making time go slower or faster randomly. This is also causing beasts and animals from different places and times to appear today. Not to mention that, for some reason, his friends can't come back. So it's up to Ghoulia Yelps to fix the time machine, prevent the timeline from being destroyed, send the beasts and animals where they belong, and bring his friends back. It's... A pretty normal Monday, if Ghoulia is allowed to comment.
So this subplot has:
Jackson, Robecca, Billy and Frankie traveling through time. Uncovering family secrets and finding clues to the whereabouts of Hexiciah Steam.
To them trying to survive times that they only read about in books, saw in movies or paintings.
And Ghoulia saving the day behind the scenes.
Yes... A standard Monday.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading. I hope you have a happy new year and I wish you the best of luck in meeting your new year goals. 🎆❤️✨🎆
#I wish someone other than me would write this.#But I am aware that that person is not going to write it the way I want.#So I guess it's up to me to organize my time to write this once and for all.#I'm not going to let go of this fandom until I have at least half of this story#monster high#Ah!#Nobody is having a very good time in this story.#There is a bit of crisis and panic everywhere 😂#jackson jekyll#holt hyde#This could fit into:#This is part of: Jackson and Holt's Wild Year#frankie stein#robecca steam#Invisibilly#ghoulia yelps#deuce gorgon#cleo de nile#lagoona blue#sirena von boo#bonita femur#Avea Trotter#neighthan rot#draculaura#clawd wolf#Freaky Fusion#Mh#mh g1
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#job hunting is the worst#I practically have panic attacks just reading descriptions#don't have the experience for the jobs I want bc they all want experience first#pay is shit everywhere#I want off this ride
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People who make their Ghost OCs cardinals are doing more for the Church of Ghost than the last four popes ever did
#shitghosting#I’m just imagining the Cardinal OCs popping into existence#and some flustered and overworked sibling just goes “Thank satan! here!’’#and offloads one of many many MANY backlogged files#everywhere are siblings crumbling under stress and newborn cardinals trying their best to catch up on work#every third person is rocking in a fetal position having a panic attack
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I think I'm gonna die soon if I don't talk abt Martha and her brothers
#BRUCE HAS TWO UNCLES AND HONESTLY? HONESTLY???#i am gonna fucking scream#literally wheres my post mortem panic. that scene where marthas and thomas families gather to decide what to do witj bruce#whos still reeking of death everywhere he goes and cant stand the taste of life#wheres my Philip kane -- the youngest of them the dumbest of them -- who says they cant just volley with a child#and have a contest over who wants him LEAST#wheres my jacob kane with a voice like winter observing Gotham from a clean glass window as he stares at the misery below#'do YOU want him then?' and philip stays quiet. hes serious. its unnatural for him to be serious. hes the stupid little brother#the jester. the family clown. he's thomas' favourite because he makes them laugh like a court monkey#and now he'll never hear thomas laugh again#and he still can’t bring himself to say he does#and bruce? bruce is tugging on Alfred’s trousers. he wants up. he wants to die#and alfred holds onto him and won't let him. 'take him.from me. i'll kill us both.'#AAAAAAAA#philip kane#jacob kane#martha kane#martha wayne#bruce wayne#HISSSS SHIS SSHISSSS#wahhh wails and cries#young bruce wayne
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I've been sharing my commissions post a lot lately bc money is dangerously tight on my end, and has been for months now as commissions are coming in less and less. However, it's being worse this month tbh.
I havent been super active around here either, which doesnt help, but that's the reason why. I've been super stressed about commissions and bills, among other stuff, and i've been feeling very very meh about everything
For example, I hit 4k followers on bsky the other day, and while I'm super grateful for that, I still couldnt manage to have the energy to celebrate it; two of my OCs had their "birthdays" recently, I wanted to draw something with them but I couldnt for the same reasons :/
#Botanic Panic#little venting / explanation post here for you guys#I've been quiet AF everywhere and that's partially the reason why#there's also a lot of other personal stuff going on that i dont wanna get into#but that's the gist of it pretty much
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