#pain at the pump

[mayhasopinions]

//the sign of four p10 spoilers

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

i can’t casually watch the first night nurse “IM A DEAD BOY DETECTIIIVE” scene (still have it memorised somehow tho) because it makes me so sad, and one of the main reasons is edwin’s reaction.

we see throughout the show that edwin’s fear response is freeze. he can’t snap into action, he just freezes. that’s why charles has to always be like “motherfucker move?? fuckin run??” and eventually just shoves him because he won’t do it otherwise. as much as i joke about him being a passenger princess and having the vibe of “i simply refuse to lift a finger to defend myself, i will stand here and look pretty”, it is fully a fear response.

so after saying charles’s name in the most heartbreaking terrified way possible, he just starts moving. he doesn’t even think about it—it’s automatic. it’s the most natural, instinctual thing in the world for him. where charles goes, he follows. ESPECIALLY when things seem like they’re going to go horribly, because he will under no circumstances let charles get into trouble alone. like HE IS FOLLOWING THE PERSON WITH THE POWER TO SEND HIM BACK TO HELL JUST BECAUSE HE CANT BE WITHOUT CHARLES I AM SO FUCKIGN UPSET RIGHT NOW DO YOY UNDERSTAND

[arcanescreencaps]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 1x07 - "The Boy Savior" ↳ "Oh, look who it is. The boy savior."

[bananaplagg]

Vaginismus/vulvodynia: Sad. Pitiful. Unbangable. Sounds like a disease.

Selective penetrability: Fancy. Sounds like a scientific term. Makes it feel like a evolutionary selected trait.

[the-spooky-children]

I was listening to Two Birds again (big mistake it's midnight) and started thinking about what if in a future episode Skid starts getting caught up in all the cult stuff and Lila realises at some point because she looks at her son and sees his dad staring back at her (not literally) and nearly has a breakdown over it because this can't happen again, not to her baby, never to him

[buckingham-ashtray]

The Invisible Clubber........................ SMILING. CAN'T STOP SMILING. LIFE SO HAPPY. LOVE. LOVE LIFE. BEAT GETTING FASTER. CAN'T STOP SMILING. NOW JUST HARMONY. NO BEAT. MELODY. STOP MOVING. SMILE TO THE SKY. ALL STANDING STILL. BEAUTIFUL. NEVER BEEN SUCH HARMONY IN ALL HISTORY. WANT TO KISS EVERYONE. THEY WANT TO KISS ME. BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUT.................

Sebastian's Story.......... Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like to die. I'll find myself drifting off, staring at something, anything and I'll stop blinking. I feel my whole body slowing down... My heartbeat... And I wonder how long it'll be broken

*Sorry that I couldn't find the source where I got this from and have no idea when this was released. If anyone has the link I will be very glad to insert it!

[seriousturd]

Doodles of the guys

[yandere-daydreams]

not halloween related but i have been embroidering some truly succulent koi lately. any victorian gentleman would be lucky to have me as his boywife.

[xsweetestprincessx]

soo you guys wanted to have a haul of my little shopping spree, so let's start from most to least exciting:

first some vaginal dilators. i struggle a little with being a little... small down there. so to do some size training i got myself a set of dilators to work on the size issues.

next is finally a collar! i want to have some for sooo long! and i feel so pretty and helpless with it!

sadly i could only take a photo with one of the wrist cuffs attached, i want to take a whole photoshoot with them later!

i also got some nipple/clit pumps! and fuck they do they feel good! i just tried them on and i already feel like a stupid kitten!

last but not least it's a vibrator with an app to control it! and god it already got me so dumb. i wish i could wear it everyday for work from now on. sadly, the part that is supposed to be inserted is just a tiny bit to big for my poor hole. so you need a little longer till you get the code to control it...

here is one more picture of my first try on, do you want to see where those chains lead?

[svenslave]

This is obligatory part of the slave's basic training.

[sammy-sexy-masochist]

Of course, my thoughts are back to the testo gel once again. This nasty 96% alcohol-infused gel.

I can't stop thinking about all the things she could do to me once it starts working.

The thought of my clit growing, becoming more sensitive, more exposed, and all the cruel pain she could inflict…

My mind just keeps spitting out ideas, one more extreme than the next:

I could get my clit pumped with the gel inside the cup, enveloping my swollen clit from all sides.

I could use it as lube on a strapon, letting her fuck me with it, setting fire to my internal walls.

We could sew me with the gel getting into the wounds, burning my clit and labia in the process.

𝒪𝓇 𝓌𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹… 𝒫𝑒𝓇𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓈… 𝒟𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝒾𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜?…

[lesbiancarat]

I'm gonna just post Twitter updates for the time being... I'm still a little burnt out on posting updates but I don't want to completely get out of the habit and Twitter updates are usually the easiest to post

[stardustedknuckles]

I feel like people do not understand when I try to explain that August is hard for me. Which is fair because I don't know why it's hard for me, I don't know in exactly what way, but everything is Wrong and Bad and I'm just holding on by my fingertips usually until about mid September.

But now I have a fitbit! And though these things should always come with a grain of salt, I had to laugh a little when I looked at my average resting heart rate since I got the fitbit in earlyish July.

Visual representation of August absolutely fucking with me. The kicker is that I started having my very small amount of weed and cbd edible on August 4, according to my daily journal thing, and wouldn't you know - that shit started lowering right back down.

[cubes-uterus-sucks]

I’m so excited that I’m getting knee braces on Friday!

[hexjulia]

i love using youtube through invidious. no algorithm trying to guess my preferences would ever think to show me things like these

[spooky-boys]

“Make sure you two don’t cause a ruckus back there!”

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Phew finally finished this my god —