#p.s. I GOT A PHOTO WITH MY FAVOURITE DILF PROFESSOR AND HE WAS LOOKING FOR ME BEFORE I LEFT

[jen-with-a-pen]

Hi everyone

I doubt anyone will actually read this, but this is just my little shout into the void in regards to a huge life event :)

I graduated college today.

Okay so I actually graduated in December, but I got to walk with my friends and have my family see me and all that.

I have waited my whole life for this and not many people outside of my partner and best friends know this, but I almost didn't make it.

Last year, and ever since, Ive struggled heavily with suicide and suicidal ideation. I thought I wasn't gonna live to see my 21st birthday, let alone my graduation. On top of being the oldest daughter and first gen kid of my parents, a massive pandemic and isolation, and debilitating mental health (thanks Zoloft fuck you), I'm honestly amazed I made it.

But I made it, though. I made it out alive.

I've been fortunate enough to have been working full-time in my field since January, alongside my partner of 5½ years finally getting to move in with me. I am in no way bragging or turning my nose up at others, but I do want to acknowledge my privilege and place in life right now that puts me ahead of others that I graduated with. I'm extremely fortunate to have even found work, let alone doing what I love and for a good cause.

I'm just proud. Proud of myself. And my body. And my brain. We made it here. I made it here.

This really didn't have an end goal message or anything. I just needed to get it off my chest.

Here's a pic of my kitty cat if you've made it this far. And my university stole. Hopefully I didn't just doxx myself lol

Anyways, thanks for reading. Hopefully I'll be writing more soon. Who knows? Life is fucking weird.