#oversharing in the tags is my specialty

[joeyfranchise]

me rn

[troiastar]

Kristen Applebees, Bill Seacaster, Aida Augefort?

tHANK YOU FOR ASKING!

kristen applebees: what would you be the patron saint of?

 A good question! I’d probably be the patron saint of cats if I’m being honest, I can’t think of much else. Maybe of good hugs?  I dunno someone tell me I have no sense of self

bill seacaster: what is the most chaotic impulsive thing you have ever done?

 I’ll give you two things for the price of one, because oversharing is my specialty

In middle school I was still super into warrior cats, and there was this one super emo song set to a really good PMV about this cat named Scourge right. And 12 year old me got this like, really great idea to audition for the talent show with that song, so I did, and for some reason I didn’t get a call back? Weird, crazy. Here is that song btw.

The other thing I did that wasn’t so chaotic as it was impulsive was kiss my girlfriend before we started dating? I know I go off in the tags about her but like, it was my first kiss (almost six months ago OvO) and I was fucking trembling the whole time so to have the impulse to do it was absolutely nuts. 

 ayda aguefort: what is the biggest thing that has ever gone over your head?

I have no idea what to say because so many things go over my head all the time, I’m terrible at determining jokes between real life. 

[b4kuch1n]

Tagged by @j97masaki (thanks for tagging me I love oversharing on the internet)

Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 people. and have a nice day. not gonna bother yall feel free to take this as a tag all if you wanna do this

Name: Thi (unless you have the aspirated t sound ya aint gonna pronounce it correctly so dont worry)

Nicknames: BnH/Healthy/Bak/Bek (as @arodote refers to me. donno why tho why would u do that aro)

Sign: Capricorn

Height: 167cm for about four years now

Orientation: Aro/Ace

Ethnicity: Vietnamese

Favourite Fruit: apple and pear, the crunchy ones

Favourite season: probably summer bc I used to have shittons of free time during summer and wander the streets as I pleased while my parents were at work. but now that Im here in france for the entirety of the school year Id say autumn

Favourite Book: Toby Lolness series, Universe in a Nutshell, Coraline, the entire Doraemon series, that one rly weird 365 bedtime stories book my mom bought me when I was like 6

Favourite Flower: I actually like the trees themselves more than the flowers but I do have a growing fondness of sunflower

Favourite scent: coffee, rain, old but well kept books, oil pastel

Average Sleep Hours: 6 but Im talking abt a very large swing here

Cat or Dog person: b o t h

Favourite Fictional Character: rn it’s Mob (which you can probably tell if youve taken a look at my blog recently), but in general it’s a seasonal thing I guess

Number of Blankets you sleep with: 0-1

Ideal Trip: family trip with my mom, going around to sightsee, try out thing, n looking for artisanal crafts/paintings; or a trip w/ my squad, almost no sleep, cafe hopping, a lot of photographs, lots of time spent checking out souvenir shops n book shops

Blog created: ~3 n a half years I think

Number of followers: last time I checked its near 2000 wait shit what should I do for it gdi I forgot 

feel free to do this if you want to. its a free internet n Im not ur mom

[skeilig]

fill out your own mob psycho character fact sheet

This isn't yet a mp100 fandom meme to my knowledge so I'm gonna start it. (This is just a ploy to overshare.)

Name: Jennifer

Nickname: Jenni. My sister calls me Sisterfer.

Age: 23

Birthday: Dec 29

Blood type: don't know 😳

Animal zodiac: Pig

Astrological zodiac: Capricorn

Height: 5'6"

Weight: 120 lbs

What you're good at: (i asked rissa reigenagain for this and the next one and this is what she said lol) good listener

What you're bad at: always interrupt people, namely rissa

Specialty: I can eat any amount of food presented to me

Hobby: writing, fermenting foods, watching the same youtube video essays over and over

Favorite food: not to be a reigen kinny, but ramen is pretty much a perfect food.

Least favorite food: I will eat literally anything so... don't have one.

Favorite music: I love anything "Americana" even though that's such a broad category but at the moment, I'm into Jade Bird and Jason Isbell. And Shakey Graves is probably my all time fave artist.

Favorite movie: I don't have the attention span for movies, so instead it's watching a 90 minute jenny nicholson video or folding ideas' 2.5 hour series on 50 shades of gray for the sixth time

Catchphrase: I've been trying to say "I think that's very sexy of me" as often as possible

Got recently into: Python, as in the programming language. I love me some data management. Very sexy.

I'm gonna tag a few people but anyone who wants to, please do this!!! And feel free to remove any questions you don't wanna answer, as I was writing this I was like ... lol these are kinda weird ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

@reigenagain @lubbun @luckyowl21 @gratitudeforshishou @stuckinthisgodforsakenhellhole @simpleidiotpsychic @orangeblob79 @beefstatic @striderepiphany @v-amber

[beefstatic]

fill out your own mob psycho character fact sheet (got tagged)

oh hell yeah oversharing time i was tagged by @skeilig​ 

edit i just realized after filling this out that this is that character fact sheet from mp100 despite reading and comprehending the title a few times

Name: Beth

Nickname: Beef

Age: 21

Birthday: November 11 

Blood type: shrug emoji

Animal zodiac: Ox

Astrological zodiac: Scorpio

Height: 5'4″

Weight: uhh 197 lbs last i checked

What you’re good at: i like to think im good at drawing and writing and coming up with stories

What you’re bad at: remembering things in general

Specialty: loving fantasy mice (like redwall or the mouseguard) and being a dumbass and proud

Hobby: writing, drawing, character design, reading, watching youtube cooking asmr videos

Favorite food: pizza... donuts.... watermelon

Least favorite food: spinach

Favorite music: i will always have a special place in my heart for Bastille but lately ive been listening to punk (?) female vocalists and i think thats cool too

Favorite movie: the incredibles, wall-e, ratatouille, into the spiderverse, altho i really dont watch movies all that much

Catchphrase: time to put on my big beth pants. i came up with that the other day but it made me laugh so im keeping it

Got recently into: fantasy mice 

uhhh idk who to tag so if u wanna do this go for it uwu

[perfectus-in-morte]

85 facts about me you probably don't care to know but you're gonna read them anyways

I was tagged by @shelteringskyy to answer these questions. And since I'm a slut for these tag things, I'm gonna do it. Thanks älskling! 🖤 Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people. 
THE LAST: 
1. drink: a route 44 Ocean Water from Sonic 💙 2. phone call: My dog trainer 3. text message: my dog trainer lmao 4. song you listened to: Hurt by NIN 5. time you cried: today tbh 6. dated someone twice: Nope. When I'm through, I'm through. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 7. kissed someone and regretted it: a few times 8. been cheated on: unfortunate tely 9. lost someone special: haven't we all? 10. been depressed: that's 85% of my personality 11. gotten drunk: yep 
THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 
12. Emerald green 13. Black 14. Merlot 
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: fuck yeah! Thanks Ghost lmao 16. fallen out of love: not this year 17. laughed until you cried: definitely 18. found out someone was talking about you: does my dog trainer boasting about me and my dog to her other clients count? 19. met someone who changed you: hell yeah, if you're reading this, it's probably you. 20. found out who your friends are: Definitely 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: not since I tidied up my friends list lol GENERAL: 
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all but like maybe 2? 23. do you have any pets: oh boy, do I ever. 6 cats, two dogs (soon to be three), and 2 leopard geckos. Technically 4 of the cats are my moms, but I love them so they're mine. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 24. do you want to change your name: I'm already bad enough at remembering everyone else's name, I couldn't imagine having to remember a new one for myself. 25. what did you do on your last birthday: slept in, took my dogs on a hike, ate some ravioli at Olive Garden, napped, listened to my favorite Swedes... 26. what time did you wake up: 10am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: lmfao reading Ghost fanfics 28. name something you can’t wait for: January because I'll finally be graduated and my new pup will be ready to come home 🙌🏼
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like a few hours ago 31. what are you listening to right now: my lab snore and dream next to me while I'm restarting GoT 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I guess? 33. something that is getting on your nerves: responsibilities, people who pet/distract/talk to service dogs, people who discredit disabilities, people who chew with their mouths open, my laptops space bar refusing to insert a space unless you hit it just right, the list goes on... 34. most visited website: tumblr hands down. Then Facebook, Instagram, and YouTube. Ooh and AO3. 35. hair colour: naturally? Now? I was blonde when I was born, auburn until upper middle school, and now my hair is naturally brunette. Science side of tumblr, please explain. 36. long or short hair: mine? Long. 37. do you have a crush on someone: lmao do I need to write out the entire list? If so, that'll take me awhile. 
38. what do you like about yourself: my boobs, my empathy, my makeup skills, the fact that my dog loves me regardless 39. piercings: I used to have a navel piercing, I've got 3 love piercings on each ear, a nose piercing, soon to get my septum done and maybe a daith, tragus, and industrial. Maybe nipple piercings, but I haven't fully committed to that. 40. blood type: ??? I have no clue
41. nickname: people tend to call me by my dogs names, my mom calls me Little Bear, I call myself a potato 🤷🏻‍♀️ 42. relationship status: Single but would make an exception for Ben Christo 43. zodiac: Gemini, first decan 44. pronouns: She/Her/Hers 45. favourite tv show: lmfao I have too many. GoT, Ghost Adventures, Paranormal Lockdown, Shadowhunters, Dark Shadows (the original series), Fixer Upper, The Strain, I give up on listing them all. Tl;dr I watch shows on Hulu daily. 46. tattoos: None currently, but have several planned for early next year. 47. right or left handed: Right 48. surgery: I've had my tonsils removed, ankle ligament reconstruction, do a hella bunch of stitches count? I get injured a lot. 50. sport: kinda getting into hockey, dog sports, equestrian sports, watching dewfrit battle it out on stage and kiss and make up 51. vacation: Sweden (obviously), Germany, Hungary, Romania, Scotland, Ireland, pretty much the entire world. I've got wanderlust like crazy. 52. pair of trainers: ASICS hands down 🙌🏼 and sperrys, but they're not tennis shoes 🤷🏻‍♀️
 MORE GENERAL: 
53. eating: just finished off some Subway 54. drinking: still sipping on that Ocean Water 55. i’m about to: go take my doggos on a quick hike and work on their training 56. waiting for: fucking cooler weather because I hate boob and crotch sweat. Having thighs that touch is great in the winter because ya kooch is warm, but fuck the summer. I'm salty af about this heat and humidity. 57. want: that's too general, but okay. I want my Doberman pup already, Ben Christo, actually just all three guitar ghouls I'm not picky, cooler weather, Papa 4 to be blonde and have gold as his color, FUCK I JUST HAVE A LAUNDRY LIST OF WANTS FOR GHOST SEND HELP, to go to Sweden already, to get the hell through grad school, Era 4 to finally happen like right now, Papa 2 to be my spoopy sugar daddy, more fucking fanfics, a cookie dough custard concrete, for Linton to stop oversharing lmao, my sanity, man my hands are cramping up. 58. get married: if someone can put up with my shenanigans, hell yeah. 59. career: military psychologist with a specialty in PTSD and trauma
60. hugs or kisses: both. 61. lips or eyes: definitely eyes 62. shorter or taller: Taller but I'm down for shorter people as long as they're nice. Short people are terrifying, they take no shit. 63. older or younger: Older. Looking at you Papa. 64. nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms, but also F U C K Ben Christo's stomach AND his arms 🙌🏼 65. hook up or relationship: Relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: depends on the context 
HAVE YOU EVER: 
67. kissed a stranger: Yep 68. drank hard liquor: when I'm not sipping moscato, yeah. 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: too many times 70. turned someone down: yep 71. sex on the first date: yeah, hindsight probably not the best idea lmao 72. broken someone’s heart: Probably 73. had your heart broken: every time I wake up and I'm not dating Martin Persner 😩😭 74. been arrested: lmao by a male stripper once at a bachelorette party 75. cried when someone died: of course 76. fallen for a friend: Like twice but I got over it 
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 
77. yourself: depends on the day
78. miracles: I guess
79. love at first sight: meh, definitely lust or connection at first sight. Love takes time to build. 80. Santa Claus: Not anymore 81. kiss on the first date: Probably? 82. angels: I believe in demons, so I guess I believe in angels too 🤷🏻‍♀️ 
OTHER: 
84. eye colour: brown 85. favourite movie: you can't just put me on the spot like that. I have too many. I guess Phantom of the Opera would be my go-to movie. And because I'm a nosey bitch, I'm tagging: @per-aspera-ad-inferi-x @ghoulstars @hannibalssweaters @lysergic-saturnine-desert @paganlatte @just-a-lunatic @ghuleh-101 @petalplush @ghoul-beans @raspberry-ghuleh @caligurl32 (even though you just posted about being lazy af with these things lmao) @catacombsaint @catwife @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash @metalbandfantasies (I miss you girl, come back!)

[alys-gay-parade]

Thank you.

TLDR: My life was very negative for a long time, and between my friends, in-laws, and you guys... I’ve healed. The people tagged don’t have to read any of this, but if you do, I love you guys.

Also, there are some touchy subjects here. It’s basically my life story and it’s not pretty. I’m pretty sure I worded it vaguely enough to avoid any triggers... but still. Tread carefully and proceed with caution.

EDIT: for some reason one of the tags didn’t work, so I fixed it in case the person wanted to see it.

So, lately I’ve been super happy and blissful. Looking at myself in the mirror is no longer a personal horror story. And I’ve come to terms with a lot of things. So, I guess I’ll just tell my life story because I’m a person who overshares a lot.

I guess I should start with why the fact that being able to love myself is a big deal. Ever since I was 8, I’ve had a very negative self-image. That was mainly due to sexual abuse that I sustained from my dad. And I harbored that burden and was silent to most people about it, even after it stopped when I was 12 (I really didn’t want to go into foster care. My mom wasn’t working and couldn’t provide for me). I guess to cope with what was happening, I tore myself down in the hopes that I wouldn’t be attractive to anybody. But that backfired, because now I have scars on my arms from my constant picking and self harm, and people still found me cute and beautiful. So the only person who found me ugly was myself.

That in and of itself is fucking awful. But believe it or not, it gets worse. My whole childhood, my parents would split up and get back together in a really unhealthy and abusive cycle. Neither of them were really in the right ever, but dad was always the worse of two evils. He would beat her and threaten her and the family, she would rile him up further. A few old friends of mine would be able to confirm this shit because it happened on more than one occasion with friends over. And after mom left for good, dad turned his verbal, mental, and emotional abuse toward me. He even went so far as to threaten to kill Brian, my wonderful husband, because dad’s a giant fuckface and loved to make me cry.

When I eventually moved in with Brian, I was... extremely depressed and anxious. Every little thing would trigger something, whether it was paranoia, somebody raising their voice, being called useless... I was a really fucked up person. There was no “normal” for me. I eventually got a job, but had to quit three months in for a lot of reasons. Mainly it wasn’t being able to afford the commute with my very low hours, but the other part was just being so upset that I would lose focus. I couldn’t function, and only Brian and a few close friends knew why.

Now, I came out to my family about the abuse a few months ago, and basically, the whole clan turned on him. Obviously. There’s no statute of limitations in my state, but I just really didn’t want to dredge it all up with a court case or anything. So my mother, being the saint she is, forced my dad to pay restitution. In the mean time, he’s somewhere in Oregon seeking therapy while randomly sending me money under my grandmother’s name. I could care less if he pays or not, I just don’t want to ever see his face again.

My oldest brother has two daughters, but the real kicker was that he hated mom. He called me right after I had mom spread the word and asked if it was true. Compare that to my middle brother, who came over to my house as soon as he could and the first thing he did was hug the fuck out of me and apologize for not knowing.

The other night, I had an epiphany. When my oldest brother found out that what mom said was true, that probably flipped his whole world view upside down. He grew up on dad’s side for the most part. He probably repressed a lot of things and bought into all of dad’s brainwashing, so when i confirmed “yeah, it happened”, I probably broke him. Because he went silent for a while before his normally pacifist ass got really, really angry. Understandably.

There are other things I wonder, like what my dad’s family thinks. And what his father, my Papa, would have thought if he were still here. None of them have tried to contact me.

I was still very depressed after coming out about all of it. I had no idea why, seeing as getting closure should make me feel better. Probably because 2016 was the worst fucking year and a lot of drama was going on everywhere. But then 2017 started, and I started feeling better...

I began to draw a lot more, love old games that I’d long forgotten in my hazy, destroyed childhood, began writing and feeling like I’ve improved . I started to talk to some of you guys, and open myself up. And the other day, I caught my reflection in a window and thought genuinely to myself for the first time in over a decade “Wow, Alyssa... you look... good.” My scars are no longer a reason to hate myself, but a reminder that I survived the darkest part of my life. And now I’m getting ready to go to a specialty college for something that I love. And in a way... it’s thanks to you.

I’m going to list the people who deserve this thank you. There are more, but these are the ones that come to mind right now.

@jaykay-senpai - my wonderful husband, who has spent almost seven years supporting me through my troubles.

@actual-iggy - an irl friend who’s gone from a quiet freshman to one of the most refreshingly frustrating challenges in my life (just kidding, I love you)

@vapedolphin - another irl friend who serves as a voice of reason and a source of wisdom beyond her years. Truly the greatest friend on the planet <3

@memyselfandyoutube - Every time you comment on one of my fics, it urges me to continue and improve. I wouldn’t be as proud of my current works without you.

@ectink - We met on shamchat and had a really dumb billford rp, but I eventually got comfortable enough to talk to you about my personal life somehow. Also, in case you didn’t already know, you are officially my little brother and you can literally talk to me about anything. <3<3

@mistely - you and I have only recently started talking, but I think our awkward and attempted conversations were what kicked me out of my depressed stupor. You’re genuinely a good person and I’d love to get to know you more.

[sunflowerstationary]

This post is… kind of long

Tip: when typing on tumblr app, since it inconvenient to save as you go, occasionally select and copy everything so it’s saved on the clipboard

I can’t say much about the driving test because its been forever, but my instructor wasn’t like, unfriendly. I asked him about his job and he talked about how in his experience doing the test, all of the accidents have happened because of people who already had their licenses. And really, theres no shame in failing your first test. The instructor i had failed several people from the School of Driving or something. Its not a consistent test, I don’t think.

I’m really glad you get to live with Scappy again, I’m sure he’s super pleased to see you all the time again. i hate being away from my babies so much. They have each other, but no one pays enough attention to them I just don’t enjoy being home most of the time. Honestly, the biggest problem is that theres no where comfortable to sit. Like, the kitchen table doesn’t have chair backs, the couches are uncomfortable and impossible to cuddle on, and the floor is, well, the floor. Plus you never know who’s going to be home and when.

I would totally love to learn some russian. I wish I had the time to really commit myself to learning another language. I’m currently just trying to teach myself to use home row using keybr. I have yet to get all the way through because q keeps fucking me up. Also my nails make it kind of hard to like, really keep my fingers on the home row because if i do that I can’t really hit the bottom row of keys.

I occasionally text Collin, but they aren’t very good for answering. I don’t think there ever was any sort of resolution between us and think we agreed to keep it that way. I don’t think about them very much but I do miss them. I wish i could keep track of them better and support them somehow, they really meant a lot to me.

As a kind of side note, I occasionally talk to Rayzel. I like her, though its awkward sometimes because she doesn’t really carry on a conversation well. She rarely messages me first and that makes it really hard for me but she’s uber supportive all the time and its nice. She’s kind of been a nice neutral party when i don’t know who to talk to about a something.

Things are kind of better for me, though it feels fake and definitely would still rather be dead most of the time. Like I’m not sad as often but I also tend to default to sleep or alcohol before it gets really bad. So thats probably not the most healthy coping mechanisms but. idk things are good right now but i’m also pretty sure its because my school workload is very light and I’m barely working. I haven’t done any work for athena in twoish weeks and I’m only working 11ish hours for bk so I’m all hell will break loose for me when school gets tough and I get more hours.

The babies are good, Sandstorms face is getting bad again, and Lucky probably needs another bath. Sandstorms taken up peeing in the dining room again. Mom put the litter box in there for a while and obviously it helped, but mom couldn’t deal with the smell so she slowly moved it closed to the door for downstairs. and by slowly I mean not very slowly at all. It don’t think it really helped because I caught sandstorm peeing in there one morning when I was getting her shot ready.

Me and Kevin are good. Since I isolated the hell out of myself so he would be comfortable, there really isn’t any other tensions. I do really regret isolating myself so hard. I still wonder sometimes if I’m making the right decision here- am I going to look back in twenty years and wish I had put my foot down while I was still young and we had only been together a few years? I’m so clearly poly, and I’m going to keep falling in love with my friends for the rest of my life. Thats just how I am. I really don’t know what to do about it. I can’t imagine life without Kevin. I can’t even remember to put a bra on or brush my teeth, he more or less holds my life together since I just cannot.

The party thing was good. I got so drunk. I regret that. But it was fun and I really like Chris so. One of kelvins other friends, Tyler, who I like as well, showed up super high and now I am uncomfortable. Like, i knew he smoked but idk. I think I still need to get over that. I probably just need to get high once or twice and like. Not die or whatever. idk. But I totally forgot Chris’s comment and I’m TOTALLY going to ask the next time were alone. I’ll have to ask Kevin about the comment again to refresh my memory.

I haven’t tried the wine yet, it’s at my house and I plan on opening it whenever I need it there since its more socially acceptable than shots.

Athena hasn’t been great tbh. It did wonders for my self-esteem while I was there. More from feeling like I was important than actual work. But now that I’m gone, no one talks to me at all and it kind of. feels like its invalidating everything that happened while I was there. Idk. I got fairly close with a girl named Aubrie but she has barely talked to me at all since I left. No one is willing to hold conversations with me, and I wasn’t really around long enough and I didn’t talk enough to be able to ask people about their lives. Plus, they’re all very much in different parts of life than me, so it wouldn’t be good conversation anyway. Being a good listener is less useful when its not in persna and they have to type up everything. Its more effort for less reward. So no, i’m not getting much work and no I don’t really keep up with anyone. I should though. Physical letters would be a good idea. I wish I was a bit more creative, I could like, send pictures and trinkets and such. Idk. I should def do it.

I have so much I’ve wanted to talk to you about, but I can’t even remember most of it. I’m not sure If I told you, but the only queer on the team recommended the artist Kate Bush to me. They said that she was a very important part of her life and they have a tattoo relating to one of her songs so I was like ‘I’ll totally give her a try’. I’ve only really listened to her album Hounds of Love, but her other famous songs are Withering Heights and Babooshka. She’s very whimsical, and I have no idea if you’ll like her but, you know. I listened to a documentary on her while I was working and it was super interesting so I’m convinced.

NOTE: we should probably tag these so we can find them. You’re better at coming up with tags, so its your job :P

Schools been okay, Team Projects been kind of yucky because its all the people I’m trying to avoid, but the teacher is A++, very dad. So hopefully it should be okay. The problem is we had to ‘expose’ ourselves to help us work in teams better and I both did not want to share at all and also very much wanted to overshare. But Jordan, a girl who I took bookbinding with and I’m friends with, is in the class so that helps. Diversity in the Deaf Community is cool, the teacher is super great. He’s deaf, which makes it hard for me to talk to him but he’s so AWARE. Our first real lecture talked about how everything is a social construct. I never hear teachers talking about that. the final project is going to be a big deal though and I’m worried its going to overwhelm me, because I’ve got big final projects in every class.

ASL 3 is fine, I feel behind but it hasn’t gotten bad yet. Its got a paper that requires I interview a deaf person which. should be interesting. I really am shit at reading sign sometimes. Topics in Media Arts, Sciences will probably be really helpful in the long run but will probably be hell. The teacher is Russian, I believe, and her english isn’t always very good. The way she talks is incredibly frustrating for me- she’s just like my mom, she stops halfway through sentences. And she’s not always clear and we have to do like, real experiments. Were going to have eye tracking and finger thingys and its gonna be a lot.

And then Abnormal psych, the only class I’m actually excited to go to, which is from 5:30 to 6:50 which is. so yucky. But the teacher is super great and also super aware. she talks about how we need to break down the stigma around mental illness. Her specialty is working with Bipolar kids. She’s very energetic but i think she’s probably in her forties?  I actually have no idea but i’m accounting for my shitty sense of peoples age. Her face is actually very skull-like if you look at it close enough. Her eyes are kind of sunken and her nose is kind of big. I keep like, unconsciously diagnosing her. I think she probably has body image issues. She’s incredible, incredibly skinny. She wearing really tight tops but always has really really baggy pants. Idk, its not really my place though.

Mom hasn’t bitched as much about Ed lately, but I’m not sure if it’s because it’s getting better or because she’s getting used to it. I’m getting used to it for sure. I talked to him about making the cat tree. He said it would take a couple hours at most, and would be considerably cheaper than 300 dollars. He can get carpet for free, and wood and brackets aren’t that expensive. I guess before I okay it with him, look online, the the prices were much much cheaper (though I don’t know about shipping) but if me and Ed do it, you can make it look however you want. I think that would be kind of cool. I’ll try to remember to bug you about this if you don’t text me about it.

Victoria broke up with TJ, and he was anorexic for a time and dropped a bunch of weight. He says now he’s back to about his old weight now, with the binging and the muscle gain. He also recently started dating a tiny red head names Cameron. I don’t know much about her other than she’s a singer and not much of a dancer (Which is approximately the opposite of Victoria).

Dad has more or less stayed out of my life.

Me and Kevin got into Bondage, and it’s very much an experience I want to share with you. But I don’t know how comfortable you’d be so I figured I’d ask before I got into it. I also found out i’m into wax play and we’ve both struggled with the whole thing where were both subs and its hard.

Speaking of hard, I just wanted to make it clear in case it wasn’t, I’m not particularly comfortable being in Steve’s presence. I’m not sure what to do about it- I feel guilty for not liking him, especially because I wasn’t sure if it was because of who he is or because I’m jealous but now i’m especially wary of him after the thing on my birthday. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to really like him after all of the things he’s said about me that were negative. I admit, he is kind part of the reason I don’t really come over anymore (though our conflicting work schedules really really don’t help). So. Idk. I don’t particularly want to talk to him about it but I’m willing to if you want me to.

I think I had more to say, but theres already so much so! I love you very very much and I don’t even have words to explain how relieved I am that things are looking up for you. You deserve the whole word, just for being you. It’s probably more my fault for the lack of communication, especially as the one with more spoons in general.

Thank you for everything

EDIT: Send me the link to the Boot! Also, you should be proud, I’ve been listening to P!ATD for the past two weeks straight. so.