#overshared bc it was one of those like connecting to another person probably on the spectrum things. all the interesting ppl i talk to prob

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[bedrock-to-buildheight]

Here's the analysis of the end poem bc I have Much Thoughts

Starting with the green speaker bc their personality is more pronounced and easier to read.

They take the role of the asker although both of them seem to have the same level of knowledge, so this is probably just for the sake of having a conversation.

PLAYERNAME?

Yes. Take care. It has reached a higher level now. It can read our thoughts.

[...] What did this player dream?

This player dreamed of sunlight and trees.

[...] Does it know that we love it? That the universe is kind?

Sometimes, through the noise of its thoughts, it hears the universe, yes.

They want you to be happy, recklessly so...

[...] Sometimes, when they have not made a true connection in a while, I want to help them to speak the word they fear.

It reads our thoughts.

Sometimes I do not care.

...They can be a little thoughtless...

Give it a body, again.

Yes. Player...

Use its name.

PLAYERNAME. Player of games.

Good.

...But ultimately an oversharing disaster.

[...]the player, who inhabits a universe created by...

Shush.

Blue text is a little harder to pin down, there's not a lot to go off of, but they act as the minder for the other one

PLAYERNAME?

Yes. Take care. It has reached a higher level now. It can read our thoughts.

[...]

I want to help them to speak the word they fear.

It reads our thoughts.

They're also a little more...considerate? They actually talk about you specifically and not players in general.

I like this player. It played well. It did not give up.

The player is growing restless.

And not a subtle person. During green text's story, they keep pointing out that this is in fact about you.

Once upon a time, there was a player.

The player was you, PLAYERNAME.

[...] Sometimes the player woke from one dream into another, then woke from that into a third.

Sometimes the player dreamed it watched words on a screen.

And the player was a new human, never alive before, made from nothing but milk and love.

You are the player.

But ultimately they are also an oversharing disaster.

Sometimes it believed it was reading words on a screen.

You are the player, reading words...

Shush...

Now onto the weird and confusing “what does this all mean” part. If you’re just here for alex and steve inspiration you can stop here.

They actually tell you who they are.

Who are we? Once we were called the spirit of the mountain. Father sun, mother moon. Ancestral spirits, animal spirits. Jinn. Ghosts. The green man. Then gods, demons. Angels. Poltergeists. Aliens, extraterrestrials. Leptons, quarks. The words change. We do not change.

We are the universe. We are everything you think isn't you. You are looking at us now, through your skin and your eyes. And why does the universe touch your skin, and throw light on you? To see you, player. To know you. And to be known.

They aren't minecraft entities, they actually represent The Real World You Are Living and you're reading the thoughts of the universe, in the form of minecraft text at the moment.

Sometimes the player read lines of code on a screen. Decoded them into words; decoded words into meaning; decoded meaning into feelings, emotions, theories, ideas, and the player started to breathe faster and deeper and realised it was alive, it was alive, those thousand deaths had not been real, the player was alive

You. You. You are alive.

This part is complicated. The poem so far assumes that to the player, the real world and the minecraft world (and any other ones you've dreamed up) are just dreams, equally unreal, just with different rules (they also mentioned this a bit at the start, "That, it must achieve in the long dream of life, not the short dream of a game."). A death is a death, the fact that you respawn in one world and not the other doesn't matter. And that now you realized you are truly alive and the world you're living in isn't unreal.

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the sunlight that came through the shuffling leaves of the summer trees

They imply, through the disguise of a story they're telling you, that the universe is always talking to you, light bouncing off pavements and ones and zeros and a thousand experiences. The universe is always talking to you, and what does it say?

and the universe said I love you because you are love.

The "you are love" part has two meaning: you the person is assembled as an act of love by other people.

And the player was a new human, never alive before, made from nothing but milk and love.

You are the player. The story. The program. The human. Made from nothing but milk and love.

The other meaning is that you, the path through which the universe is experiencing itself, happened because the universe loves itself. It's like loving a drawing, therefore you love the act of drawing it. Except in this case you also are the drawing. Like I said, confusing.

uhhh I don't know how to end this nicely so I'll just leave you with the ending of the End Poem itself. Hope you had fun.

And the game was over and the player woke up from the dream. And the player began a new dream. And the player dreamed again, dreamed better. And the player was the universe. And the player was love.

You are the player.

Wake up.

[sassy-ahsoka-tano]

How much do you know about astrology? I'm a Libra (even though I don't act like one) and Elvis was a Capricorn. How would our relationship work if he needed a Cancer and Taurus in his life?

this got so much longer than i was expecting 😳

and tbh i'm not an expert by any means im just fairly knowledgeable about some specific signs because of my loved ones. hopefully this makes /some/ sense and isn't too confusing or too much information lmfao

SO i've done some research + read a book about astrology and my biggest takeaway from the whole thing is that there's really no such thing as compatibility. those online test things don't really mean anything because we're too nuanced for that.

we have signs which rule all of our houses and planets and those influence how we control and express things like anger, creativity, love, etc. so each sign brings something that another sign needs. i believe that people of any two signs can be compatible you just need to figure out how to take advantage of each others' strengths + work through any differences.

some signs are more similar while others are more different. it can be harder for signs with opposing positions on the zodiac calendar (which is a big circle lol) because their instincts for handling different situations might be in opposition BUT depending on where their other signs are, it can change how they might respond. like for ex. i'm an aquarius sun which means im hesitant to share my emotions but bc i have a capricorn moon, that softens me up and allows me to be a little warmer than if i had an aquarius moon.

but when i say elvis needed a cancer and a taurus, i'm mostly saying that he could benefit from their best qualities like cancers are known for being very attentive and caring while tauruses are known for being very grounded, practical and realistic. so i think elvis could have benefited from those qualities more than some other zodiac's strengths. like he probably wouldnt benefit from me being kinda aloof lmao

in terms of libra specifically, they're represented by the scales so in theory, they are more focused on balance, finding purpose in others and in companionship. they're also usually pretty easy going which are all qualities i think elvis would appreciate and benefit from as well!

capricorns are usually people who need emotional connection and loyalty in their relationships so depending on your sign those things may come more or less naturally to you, but like i mentioned compatibility isn't really real because it depends both on how all of your signs interact with each other + whether or not you actually follow those instincts haha cause while it's your instinct, it isn't necessarily your action so that's what i mean by some signs have to work harder to be compatible.

anyway, having the zodiacs are helpful when pairing because it gives me a general idea of what qualities the person might have + i like to explain how a pairing might work between two signs!! i just tend to see certain signs as more compatible overall than others which is when i usually point them out :)

hopefully this wasn't total oversharing on my part i didnt realize how long it was until i got going 💀 but if you have any questions lmk and i can do my best to answer them! also if i'm wrong about any of this lmk lolol

[miahqs-blog]

mm can i jst start by sayin how stoked a bitch is ??? k so whats good yes people it is me.. bombay + she/her, 18, pst, 70% misc fruit juice and 30% headass,, straight coloring my hair as i type this rn and the timer just went off so i gotta make this short but u can read about my lil sag princess mia below!! i usually dont plot w people until the second week but thats just bc i like to feel out chemistry before i decide on a connection bUT if u guys think of anything specific/have a wanted connection that u feel mia would fit well in definitely dont hesitate to lmk :’-) or idk even if u dont wanna plot u can always message me i have no friends lol!!! but if not u will definitely be hearin from me about plotting around the 30th or so,,,  luv y’all,, definitely gonna reply to some starters as soon as i rinse this shit out my head  

♥ mia’s dom qualities source from the flaws in her upbringing. being of old money, she was sheltered and set free in all the wrong places. the common mindset of wealth, that prosperity is one’s divine right, fueled her disregard to detail and blatant ungratefulness in the face of grandiosity. overstimulated and easily bored, mia has yet to come to the realization that the consequences of her actions (negative or positive) were never luck; they were luxuries; and that there is a clear difference between the two. on an similar note, this blissful ignorance has truly blessed mia with a creative freedom that allows her to see no fixed destinations in life, ergo no obstacles. through rose tinted lashes, she sees life like a good novel or a video game, where second chances are limitless (not that she’d ever need one) and finales are never the end.

♥ her origins bio is a work in progress but elaine was a racecar groupie during her schoolgirl days and would pursue whoever headed the competition each season so she would make connections from there for the most part??? ancient or nouveau rich, elaine knew how to work crowds bc 1. she was raised on $$$ and 2. charm schools instilled a v specific skillset that meshed well with her already coquettish personality?? but mostly everything she did had pointless ends bc none of it was for gain or esteem,, she already had plenty of that being who she was but it was a priority to know where the next big party/rumble/freakout would b and that info remained with the big dogs… bc without somewhere to target her restlessness she would get bored and elaine HATES being bored,, none of it mattered to her, predictability simply made her sick and i think thats ultimately what drew her to adriana and vice versa??? they met at this one function, and adriana had been ‘observing’ her & noted that elaine’s skills would fit very well in her line of business and in exchange she would get what she wouldn’t be able to find anywhere else: unpredictability.. it was a fair trade to her

♥  Ok speaking of skills hot damn can my girl FINESSE !!!! like thats her central,, talent?? sweet talking bouncers and cops are elementary, sis will make connex with half the guest list of an event she wasnt invited to in the first place, pick pocket ALL their cash and drugs, snatch the address of the next party and then dip tf out lmao.. her shiftiness is 50% of what makes her such an artful escort, the other half being her ability to adapt to her environment via new personality/identity (see also: the fact that she uses a fake name)

♥ honestly if you knew elaine’s family (who i will flesh out alongside her character,) you would understand why she uses an alias. BUT!! IT ALL HAS!! MEANING!!! mia was the name of her first/only cat, who she had to give away a few years later because her newborn sister ended up being allergic. and ‘henley’ is the last name of the writer of one of her favorite poems, invictus :-) yes ok thats the one with the famous:

beyond this place of wrath and tears looms but the horror of the shade, and yet the menace of the years finds, and shall find, me unafraid. it matters not how strait the gate, how charged with punishments the scroll, i am the master of my fate: i am the captain of my soul.

bbgirl lives by those lines, and always has. and she really misses her cat lmao

♥  #spoilt and doesn’t know it,,, but def tries to stray from the snobby rich girl archetype as well?? you wont catch her being all condescending and knockin the way another cat swings so if ur that type of person you two WONT vibe forsure… she prioritizes open mindedness (mostly bc its the exact opposite of how her parents/most of her childhood peers and mentors are n she was always the one that NEEEDED to swim against the current, it gave her a rise idk) and is 10000% ok with being vulnerable ?? like she sees no shame in it because she always felt ‘safe’ to express herself growing up bc she could afford to lmao, unlike a lot of people in the gang who are definitely more detached and dark in substance than she is?? she’ll definitely be one of those people in the whole dynamic who overshares and invades other ppls comfort zones… is probably considered the annoying one….u know wassup… But she’s sweet,, sweet as sugar and cares a LOT and loves TOO MUCH and loves IT !! yes.

♥  like i said i dont consider mia very ‘dark’ but there’s definitely some depth to her chara?? u know,, being a rebellious spirit born into a limitless world can be VERY conflicting ok? cause then u need to establish a machine to rage against. which is what mia does. she seeks out situations/people/experiences that present the most limitations and caution signs bc she loves acting without permission but that would entail the existence of something to ask permission for. so being a part of an illegal throng is forsure giving the bitch her kicks for now… but adriana’s strict rules and schedules remind her of school, and.. well.. she’s forsure on dish duty a lot lmao… my bbs poor manicure..

♥  from a more negative viewpoint, mia takes her life experience for granted in every direction,,, where she lacks life, she creates fallacies and where she knows plenty she drives herself dumb and that never really occurred to her until the bust. how little she took seriously. her job description comes very naturally to her, she prides herself in being a distraction; showing up high on the job was pretty routine to her at this point. but that night, she definitely got too loaded, and lost sight of her objective. or at least that’s how she felt when twenty people she had spent the most exciting fragments of her life with, ceased to exist :”-// over the past few weeks the betrayal hasn’t irked her more than the reality of the situation she got herself into… she had never given true thought to mortality and how at this moment, even she was decomposing. it scares her. u know mia’s just been trying to stay in her own space this whole time without her brain blowing up and i think that at this point she’s been spending lots of time in her room, definitely more quiet as of late. how she’s going to act from this place in the main trajectory of the plot rlly depends on the rp chemistry u feel me?? but yea thats my girl so far !!!

[tinybeanhealing]

Hello! Can I please have a description? I have a Scorpio Sun, Pisces ascendant, Taurus Moon, Virgo Mars, Sagittarius Mercury, Scorpio Venus, Pisces Jupiter. Retrograde Jupiter, Saturn, True node and Lilith. I love your blog, keep on going with the good work!

Hi there ! Yes definitely (: thanks for being so patient with me ! Thank u for yr sweetness

U have a taurus moooooon ! One of my fav placements hehe. Wow u are full of water bb ! So much empathy, sensitivity, privacy, duality in yr chart. To have a lot of pisces n scorp in yr chart can make u secretive n passive but yr virgo mars n sag mercury will make u more direct n able to be open with ppl abt how u feel. U might keep somethings secret, just for u tho. U have some major possessive/jealousy/control issues that can feel like they’re taking over yr life a bit but don’t worry bc u have all the tools to let go. It doesn’t feel like that a lot of the time, but u do. U were born to travel, u should be doing some sort of long term travel in yr life. Doing that will help u feel most like yrself, yr best self. U have a dreamy, flowy vibe probably. Ppl might think yr easy going but u have a lot going on under the surface. U have a deep connection to the arts, music n poetry probably especially. Maybe witchcraft too. U have an interest in all things sex/death/magic/occult/taboo. U might feel like yr on an emotional roller coaster n other ppl call u dramatic but yr just being honest with yrself n others abt how yr feeling in any given situation. Be sure to use yr scorp/water powers for good. U can see thru ppl very easily n understand what makes them the way they are. For this reason water signs, esp scorp n pisces, are known for using that to their advantage n manipulating ppl. Usually the problem is water signs don’t realize they’re doing it n believe they’re being open n vulnerable with ppl, so just be careful ! If u have that many retrogrades in yr chart, it will have an effect on u but none of them are gonna be like SO impt to yr personality I don’t think. I think the retrograde in yr jupiter n saturn would be the most impt. Especially for yr saturn return, that retrograde will become impt. If yr interested to know more abt yr saturn return, u could get a saturn return reading before it begins for guidance. That usually happens between 27-30 yrs old. I don’t do those kinds of readings yet but they are helpful. U might feel like u were one person yesterday n u are another today. U are deeply imaginative n creative. U have a deep desire for knowledge, almost obsessive abt that. Ppl may underestimate u a lot but that’s definitely a mistake bc u are not to be fucked with. At heart, u are practical n u crave stability n security. U love food n eating out or ordering take away might be yr favorite thing. U worry n fuss over small details, u aren’t afraid to work hard, u love to accomplish tasks, sometimes it’s hard for u to accept a lot of responsibility but u are ambitious. U definitely are kind but it’s hard for u to keep even tempered sometimes. Ppl are instantly drawn to u. Sex n romance help stimulate yr creative abilities. Learning self-control is something u have had to do in life. U can be impulsive sometimes but probably prefer to be cautious. U have rlly big ideas but sometimes it’s hard for u to channel them into projects, when u do tho u can complete a project. U do have the ability to follow thru. U probably prefer to be working on more than one project at a time or just doing more than thing at a time. Yr likely to say whatever comes to mind but yr water placements make u a bit more discerning in what to reveal to ppl. U might like say any sarcastic comment that comes to mind or be blunt on accident but u don’t like overshare or anything. U are very resourceful, determined, persistent, n intuitive. U are probably psychic in some ways so definitely listen to yr body n spirit. U are willing to give practical help to ppl n can deeply empathize n be sensitive w ppl. U are probably stubborn x60. Ppl think that Pisces placements will calm down the stubbornness in a chart but only on the surface, underneath a pisces person has just as much opinion n stubbornness as any other sign. U want to do well at whatever u set yr mind to. U don’t like change too much when it’s not on yr own terms. 

I hope that description felt real for u in some ways ! Let me know if u have other questions abt yr chart (: 

[survivor-kalymnos]

Ep. 1 - “I am THE Survivor Chick And I Am Here To Win It All!!” - Susan

Franco

hehe

Maxyne

I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT!!!!! I don't know why I am, it's just another Survivor game but... I have be someone else kind of. So for this game I have to be "Maxyne" and I'm keeping my pronoun flexibility but I'm gonna be pushing the feminine side a bit more. Maxyne is actually my irl sister's middle name so it'll be easy for me to quickly become familiar with that name being used for me. I also know that Tim is gonna be in this game but idk who and I sure as hell don't wanna find out. Tim actually told me to apply cause they said that they were applying to but my dumbass did NOT know this was an alias game so now I'm fumbling around in the dark trying get into costume n shit not knowing what to do or what to expect. The only thing I have to cling onto my knowledge of Survivor ORGs and Jay's style of hosting. Which honestly don't do me well cause I haven't played Survivor in... months and I haven't been tuned into a Jay game in months too so I have no idea the ride I'm in for. One thing I did do is scroll through the rules, cause my experience always tells me that whenever there's a tumblr blog for an ORG, there's always something hidden somewhere there. Lo and behold, I was right so come 9 PM tonight I will be camping on the rules page updating and waiting for a clue, or someway to start my search. Cause every Survivor game i've played, the idol is found in less then 5 minutes and by the way I've formulated a thought about the idol, it's already long gone. So hopefully, I can pull a Merida and change my fate. Also there was a mention of One World rounds happening in this game??? UMMMM WTF??? PLEASE LET THAT BE A ONE TIME THING. Anyways, sorry for the word vomit, I usually have a lot of pre game jitters and thoughts so I figured I'd get a jump on my confessional count and start talking now. Let's hope I can pull through for this game and make it far. Or vote me out first, i'd rather not have responsibilities right now. 

Rain

I’m looking forward to this. I’m looking forward to people not remembering who I am. I’ve been out of this a year now, I’m well and ready to get first boot, but I’m curious to see how a better, matured me will play. Probably badly, let’s be fuckin real. Anyway I’ll check back in toward the middle of this round. We’ll see how all my sockpuppet counterparts compare against my impossible standards.

Maxyne

5 minutes before the game starts and mama we. Are. SCARED.

Elle

This time around I am going to go for a peppy, happy-go-lucky girl. Not all of my tribe mates are online atm which majorly sucks! Plus, not everyone has me added. I am going to wait till people add me before I add them. I'll give it the night into the morning for that to happen. Otherwise, I'll slowly add them one-by-one. I want to do the slide puzzles because I know I am good at them. I'm going for a more hands-off approach when it comes to socializing so I need all the time I can get to set myself up in the tribe. If we can win the challenge then it'll be a great opportunity to really bond with my tribe mates. 

Maxyne, Fae, and Erick seem to be the most active atm with Fae being the most social. I'll observe how far that socializing and activity goes on. It can either work to my benefit or I need to get rid of the ASAP.

Frank

Wanna start by saying that having a round button in this form is the smartest thing I’ve ever seen. Now onto my confessional: this tribe is alright, some people haven’t spoken yet I think and people seem nice and cooperative thus far. I’m so nosy so not knowing who everyone is is going to be a struggle for me. But I’m guessing Maynor is Gregg on the other tribe bc of the Sophie icon, but watch me be wrong. I’ll try to keep confessionals interesting, but then again I lie sometimes so womp. 

Worm

So I am an hour into my first alias game and I’m already stressing the fuck out. I am so used to being able to go on call with people and get to know them. I wanna say one of my greatest strength is getting solid reads on people when I talk to them but that is only when I can go on call with them. This whole thing is gonna be a struggle

Fae

well we are an hour into this game and I have already fucked up my story. Guess I'm moving home now because I didn't think anything through. dear god. Why am I like this? guess moving my grandmother is going to turn into Me moving home lol. welp, lets see how this goes. 

Maxyne

*googles How to stop oversharing*

Michele

Franco is a king we stan. Also I’m still laughing at worms name

Rain

Michele: Chosen one, will betray at f5

Susan: OTTN5 

Worm: oh, worm? 

Gregg: Dylan in disguise, watch me betray him again 

Uhhh I’ll be back with the rest eventually first night is horrid

Idol hunt: OTTNNNNNNN10

Dusty

So far im feeling good on my tribe! I'm getting along really well with Erick! We have a lot in common and match each others energy. I'm also talking well with Fae, who says they think we've played a game together!! So I'm trying to figure out who it might be! I'm a little worried about the people who haven't spoken yet, but hopefully I'll be able to get to know them!

Elle

I think I'm connecting well with Maxyne. Since we are both doing the same assignment, it allows for me to grow closer with them. I think I might make them my ride-or-die, but I want to see how well our connection lasts in the days to come. Van and I are making great conversation in the tribe chat. I hope they will want to work with me. Other than that, I have not chatted with anyone else on the tribe. The people who have contacted me I talk to sporadically. I hope this is enough to get me by as I do not want to be seen as a social threat later down the line. Also, like, why did so many people get a disadvantage? I am so disappointed in all of them, but I know we can pull through!

lenny

off to an interesting start! so far, I am enjoying my tribe. definitely more chill than my last one but only time will tell. people's true motives will come out soon and this time, I am trying to really pay attention to who is a leader and who is a follower.

Franco

Nera tribe has such good positive energies? There hasn't been any friction, everyone is joking with each other, and overall everyone is having a great time!! Very honestly though I'm not sure what to make of everyone in a game and strategic sense. I've tried talking game with the majority of the tribe but most of it was still just like small talk and vague sentences. Im tryna play this fast and hard but I don't think anyone else is ):   I vibe really well with Michele, Eliza, and Rain. Michele and Rain are so fun and probably down to get messy, so they'd be great allies. And eliza just seems like a genuinely good person that I think I would get along with really nicely!! I also REALLY want this reward challenge. Ive gotten three people at least who said that they would vote for me so!! Let's hope I win, at the very least itd be nice to prove to myself that I can have a good social game early on

Franco

On my very FIRST idol hunt of the SEASON I find?? A legacy advantage??? Im so??? Shook and excited. I just have a feeling that this is my game! Night 1 kinda sets the tone of the whole game and I had an AMAZING night 1. I also uhhh am dumb and told Michele that i found it. My goal was to gain her trust so we could work together but? She kinda just didn't respond and changed the topic. Idk if that's a good sign so yikes!!

Elle

Honestly, I should resign myself to the fate that we will not win the next challenge. So, it is imperative that we win this challenge so that we do not go to tribal two times in a row. I hope my score of 85 is enough because I could not get it any higher than that. I am honestly very frustrated with my tribe at the moment, but I guess we shall see how things develop. Maxyne and Erick getting the advantage is interesting only because it shows who has been the most social. I will either need to get in good with the both of them or take them out early. However, the most active and social people usually do not go home first. For now, I will just keep my eye on the two of them and see how they position themselves. 

Elle

Erick giving the tribe the clue was definitely a strategic move. He wants to build trust and be transparent with everyone in order for them to like him. I see right through it. However, it is nice to get an edge on the hunt. 

Fae

I FOUND THE IDOL!!!! Erick decided to share the clue and I FOUND IT!!!! 

Eliza

dear m’fucking diary...

Hey gays, this is a crack fest. I’m doing this confession rn so that I don’t have to do that fever dream of a puzzle. I got a bat to the face when I did the idol hunt, funnnnn. So, let’s recap! I’ve been connecting with a lot of people so far and that’s great, I love my tribe rn and I’m happy that Franco won the reward considering that I voted for them, so now I can at least get on Franco’s good side an maybe get some info👀. Because this is alias I probably will be playing a tad bit differently but I’m still going to be the social playing badass that y’all know and love! The worst part of this so far is that I can’t fucking say y’all, who the hell says y o u g u y s. I’m changing how I speak just a bit so that I don’t immediately get clocked, so basically I can’t use y’all and lmao in every sentence. The people I feel closest to right now are Franco, Michelle, tristin, rain, and worm. In that order, don’t get me wrong, I love everyone in the tribe, those are just the people I’ve been able to connect with the most. I’d love to move forward with that group but if that doesn’t happen well then whatever, I mean I talk to literally everyone so I’ll survive. Pretending to be interested romantically in men (sorry James Zachary) is horrible, but I think people are at least believing that I’m 20. Jay told me that all I have to do to be an adult is be excited about stupid boring shit, so I’m just gonna pretend that I’m happy about buying a new couch. Well I’ll check back in soon to update y’all about people and probably give an analysis about everyone.  That’s it, much loveeeee

Fae

I just want to say how ironic it is that I decided to do the idol hunt in the challenge and in reality actually found an idol 

Gregg

Well. Im already overwhelmed and literally wanted out. (Jay knows why) But im doing counting challenge and i hope another f4 counting challenge doesnt affect my perfermance for this one. I really want to help the tribe win. Honestly im not gunna bother trying to figure out who is who. Im just gunna play and think the people are the people and play normally. Trying to guess ppl is what gunna mess me up. So wont bother with it but some phrase some ppl have said. I feel like i know who they r.

Franco

I WON FIRST REWARD AHHH. I'm such a social legend? Look at me? I'm literally winning this game. I kinda don't care about the clue because I already have a legacy advantage, AND half of a super idol (that I gotta give to somebody else, booooo), so I'm kinda??? Being chaotic and giving the clue to everyone who voted for me. It can give me an opportunity to gain more trust on the tribe

Tristin

https://youtu.be/Wyi5uWAulnE

Maxyne

I know this is late and it's long but i fell asleep last night while this was uploading, so sorry https://youtu.be/mXmbL49orVI

Elle

Now that I have gotten to talk to everyone I can finally assess my tribe. I feel like I can be great allies with Maxyne. They voted for me in the reward which means we have a mutual good vibe from each other. Hopefully I can make them my ride-or-die. Fae and Van are really nice and I can get down with them. I think if I could choose a strong alliance of three I would pick them while having Maxyne as my real ride-or-die. Sasha seems to be the least social with me which means that they could be an easy target. I don't trust Erick or Cran because they just give me bad vibes. I do not think anything of Frank. They are probably with Sasha as one of the least social in the tribe. At least Sasha is being active within the tribe chat. Finally, I think Dusty is a sweetheart and could possibly be another one of my allies. At the very least, I know I was strong in the challenge and have at least been moderately social. This means I will not be the first boot if we were to go to tribal. 

Dusty

So now we've got an alliance in the works between me, Fae, Erick, and Elle. All in the name of working together to find the idol. I feel good about the group! Me and Erick are both each others closest ally. He won the reward challenge and in doing so he was able to will be half of a super idol! We don't know where the other half might be, but I'm really happy to see that Erick trusted me enough to will me a super idol!

van

So uh...I haven’t been super active because the world is burning around us. But I’m trying. So far I really enjoy the people I’m playing with!

Elle

Dusty asking me to work with Fae and Erick on finding the idol which works out well for me. This means I have already positioned myself into a sort of alliance which I hope will carry me in the future. 

Elle

Fae confirmed with me the alliance that Dusty approached me with. However, there was no chat made. Also, Cranjes was added to the alliance by Erick and Fae which tells me that those those two are very social with him. These people are making their connections to obvious. Either way, with those people I have a 5-person majority. Hopefully these people will carry me through the pre-swap phase of the game, but I am getting pretty nervous in my seat. I do not trust Erick and Cranjes. I like Dusty and Fae, but I cannot get a read on the other two. Plus, if no chat has been made, how are we going to solidify the alliance? Hopefully my performance in the challenge will cover me for now, but I am getting pretty nervous at the moment.

Michele

elfranchele just started! it's an alliance chat with michele, franco, and eliza. excited to see where this goes!!

I can't tell if Susan is just super into her alias or if she really is old with her hubs

Cranjes

everyone seems nice. i guess. idk. i fell off a waterfall and fucked up my ankle for a fucking idol. but if anyone asks, it was sasha. 

i have something against the name sasha bc peppermint should’ve won season 9 of drag race, not sasha velour

Fae

Soooo, there is now a chat for people to hell each other look for the idol. The idol I have...

Frank

YESSSSSSS!!! I’m not gonna be first boot. It’s a party even though I didn’t win my section. Eliza didn’t do their part on the other tribe and that’s a yikes (at least with a 2 hour time exactly that’s what I’m assuming). So like they’re probably going. I’m really happy I don’t have to worry about tribal tomorrow because my sister wants to drink and celebrate her birthday since plans went sour because of that quarantine life. But gamewise though, I want to talk to Erick tomorrow since they seem like someone I could work with, although based on reward I think multiple people think that. Gonna remember that. Gotta be social....but I’m me so it’ll be an uphill battle.

Rain

So, we lost immunity. 

I could have seen that coming - but at least we weren’t totally destroyed. I’m already thinking Susan as a name but uhhh we’ll see where it goes. I’m pretty good with Franco, Michele and Eliza. I wouldn’t be shook if there was an alliance chat made at some point. I like Tristan too! And Gregg. And Lenny. ....okay I like everyone but Susan. Susan I’m sorry I respect your character choice but it ain’t it, chief. 

Gregg

I feel like i might be good for this tribal. Only one name has been said which kinda worries me but im trying to stay positive. Susan is the target tonight and as long as it isnt me. Im okay with voting for whoever. Franco did share the clue with me. It was a simple clue so idk if itll be helpful or not. Im looking at a certain spot and doing all the 4 spots in the section. So hopefully i can find something.

erick

hi i have the eco fascist dream flu and i cannot move but cranjes is john and fae is birch confirmed, i fucked up the challenge but not to the extent that we lost so that’s nice. current alliance going with fae, elle, and dusty (dusty’s my fave). they elected to give me the idol clue and i got half of the super idol so i gave that to dusty as was required and then shared the clue with the group at large because i’m a communist

Worm

So we lost the first immunity challenge. It sucks but I'll get over it. The thing that worries me now is trying to get a read on everyone during the vote. Because I don't know who I'm playing with I'm struggling on getting a read on anyone. On the bright side though I think I'm doing pretty well socially. I've talked to Michele and Tristin and they seem to trust me so I'm happy about that. Also it seems like the tribe has come to a unanimous vote to getting rid of Susan. I feel bad about getting her out but she is firmly holding on to her character which I think is making it difficult for her to make connections with other people in the tribe. The only that has me worried about this whole thing is how easy this vote is going. My anxious head just wonders about how people behind the scenes could be plotting to get me out and I just don't know it. This also isn't helped by the reward challenge and Franco receiving 5 votes to get the clue. A couple votes wouldn't have made me suspicious but 5 just seems like a lot. Maybe I'm reading too much into it but all my anxiety is saying is that there is a majority alliance already formed in the first couple hours of the game and now I'm just playing from the bottom. Hopefully that isn't true but only time will tell.

Susan Burke

I Am SO SO Excited To Be Here!! I am THE Survivor Chick And I Am Here To Win It All!! Everyone So Far Has Been So Kind. I Love These Kids!! However, I Know My Age Will Make Me A Target. They Don't Believe This Ol' Hiney Can Keep Up With Them!! So, I Wanted To Make It Clear That I Am LOYAL To This Tribe And Its People!! When I Was Out Looking For The Idol, I Stumbled Upon The Other Tribe's Camp!! How AWKWARD!! I Decided To Tell Franco - He's Popular, And The First One To Really See SUSAN For SUSAN. Hopefully I Can Buy His Trust, Because He Can Keep This Nanna Safe!! It's Really Unfortunate We Lost...But It Was So Close!! We Won't Lose Again!! I Was Instantly Worried It Would Be Me, But Doing The Challenge With Tristin Bonded Us!! Together, We Decided That Gregg Would Be Our Target, And Now We Gotta Get Everyone ONBOARD!! #TeamSDB

Franco

Im very very sad we have to go to tribal. Like i genuinely enjoy everyone on the tribe!! But it's the way the game goes, every time someone leaves it gets me one place closer to winning hehe. I now have an official alliance with Michele and Eliza and??? We are going to SLAY this game. We all have our individual strengths and I think we could be a powerhouse. Unless Susan has an idol, shes going tonight. Its sad because shes so fun but im not surprised. Everyone else on the tribe seems to have some sort of personal stake or investment in the game besides her. 

Elle

Having immunity means that I can safely bond with my tribemates without the game hovering over our heads. I'm really vibing with everyone in the tribe chat. However, I do not want to go into PMs unless they want to talk to me because it is such a Raffy thing to do to talk to people in PMs. I will try to be as social as possible in the tribe chat to still have those bonds, but I do not want to be seen as some sort of social butterfly.

Tristin

So we LOST the challenge and that sucks!! It appears that the majority of people want to vote out SUSAN and I hate it!! She’s super sweet and the older players always get voted out first! Maybe because she hasn’t been as social as everyone else! At least thats the explanation. I pretty much solidified working with Worm, Franco, and Eliza pretty much. Michele as well I think! But separately of course! I can’t wait for an alliance chat! Sorry to this Susan!!

Sasha

It's strange to be playing in a game where I know there's people playing that I already know but I have no idea who they are. I've talked a little bit to each but not a ton. I don't have too many guesses as to who is who, though. That's it.