#our girl needs peace asap

[fallstaticexit]

Chapter Six Edin (Guilt pt.2) - Previous // Next // Beginning - Bonus Scene

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three’s a crowd ﹐ ( cl16 x fem!reader )

summary — in which everyone’s favourite driver is competing with everyone’s favourite model for his girlfriends attention !

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⤷ bellahadid no

⤷ gigihadid no

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⤷ landonorris u poor poor thing

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yourusername replied to this story

⤷ i love that pic 😭

⤷ i’ll push charles off the boat w u

⤷ love u

charles_leclerc replied to this story

⤷ cry about it

⤷ it’s just so hard being y/n’s fav person 😔

⤷ you wouldn’t know what i mean lol

arthur_leclerc replied to this story

⤷ you have my condolences

⤷ oml charles just told me that he t-swift lyric-ed you 😭

⤷ he’s so proud bahahaha

dior replied to this story

⤷ 🥰🥰

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⤷ my beauty, the love of my life!!

⤷ i love u forever and ever 🫶🏼🫶🏼

⤷ oh and tell charles to suck it

⤷ mwahahahaha

⤷ that was cringe sorry 😬

charles_leclerc replied to this story

⤷ mon ange

⤷ the epitome of beauty

⤷ why is bella laughing in my face

⤷ it’s scary

⤷ what does she mean she’s the love of your life??

⤷ we need matching dior too

gigihadid replied to this story

⤷ gorgeous girls 🥰

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⤷ girls that dior together, stay together 💌

arthur_leclerc replied to this story

⤷ push him in once more for me pls

⤷ one video isn’t enough

carlossainz55 replied to this story

⤷ send me the vid of u pushing charles in please 🙏

maxverstappen1 replied to this story

⤷ need the vid of you pushing charles in asap

landonorris replied to this story

⤷ video please 🥺🥺

⤷ it’s going in my blackmail file

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charles_leclerc just you wait

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⤷ charles_leclerc mon cœur ( my heart )

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username oh?

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landonorris WHAT IS THIS IM GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK??? WHY ARE YIU NAKED ARE YOU NAKED OMG??

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⤷ maxverstappen1 he’s glitching

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⤷ bellahadid WE WERE IN MY APARTMENT LAST NIGHT

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⤷ gigihadid bella’s having a crisis now

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lilys notes ﹐ this is a smau from my old account that tumblr de-activated very suddenly, and i tried my very best to recreate everything cause i lost my data, however i hope you enjoyed this and i may do a part 2 to it xx

disclaimer ﹐ all the images were found on pinterest. i do not own any of them all rights go to the respective owners !!

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[leaentries]

through it all | luke hughes

summary: when the comments start getting to her, luke is there to show his girl he'll be there through it all.

warnings: rude comments, body shaming, fat shaming, angst (w/ a happy ending), swearing

wc: forgot to keep track but a lot

The constant ticking of the clock seemed to mock you, counting away the time wasted reading those insufferable words. You typically veered away from the comment section altogether, but something about the empty apartment weakened your resolve. 

Being away on a roadie, Luke didn’t understand the trouble that plagued your mind. He always made sure to make you feel like the only girl in the world, so why was it that as soon as he leaves, you fall apart? He didn’t understand how the words of others held so much power over you, how they held you hostage. 

You sat, legs tucked under you, holding your phone with shaky hands. Something in you had hoped for better. Maybe people changed their views about you and everything that came with. Maybe you could finally open social media without the constant fear of ridicule. Yet, you were proved wrong once again. The comments hadn’t changed and neither did the way your throat contracted in disgust and embarrassment.

User4562: still can’t believe luke would date someone like her

Fan93: get this whale outta here pls 

Hater365: luke is so much hotter then her?? shes not even pretty??

User67:  this is kinda embarrassing for her tbh

Fan42: girl needs to learn what the gym is asap

Hater6783: pretty sure her thighs are bigger than his…

User3421: comments did not disappoint💀

Hot tears filled your eyes as the negativity swarmed your senses. How could people be so cruel? Deep sobs wracked through your body as you let your phone fall to the couch. You grabbed the nearest pillow, pulling it into your chest.

You felt suffocated. The weight of being in the spotlight and the tense wave of hate was too much. You couldn’t fully understand why people were so bothered by your appearance or the fact that Luke had chosen you.

Though, in all fairness, you couldn’t grasp why Luke chose you, either. He had a roster of beautiful, fit women at his beck and call, yet he was bouncing his way home to you every night. No matter how many times he expressed his love, it was too big for you to comprehend.

So, there you sat, mascara running down your face, sobbing into a throw pillow because random people on the internet decided you weren’t good enough.

❥.

You must have fallen asleep at some point through your cries, because as your swollen eyes managed to peek open, you noticed the sunlight beginning to shine through your living room curtains. For a peaceful moment, you forgot the previous night’s turmoil. You let yourself fully wake up, slowly sitting to adjust to your surroundings.

Confusion plagued you as you realized you were on the couch. Your face fell with gloom as reality hit you like a truck. Swarms of comments flashed in your mind once more, diminishing any energy you had for the day.

Although, as you slumped back into the cushions, you heard the front door unlock.

Shit.

You grabbed your phone to check the time, only to be met with a black screen. Your phone must have died during the night, rendering your alarm to go pick up Luke, pointless. Standing from the couch, you rush to the kitchen to make yourself look busy.

Luke swung the door open, trudging in with all his bags.

“Hey angel, I thought you were picking me up?” He chuckled, “You’re lucky Dawson lives in our complex, or I would have been stranded.”

“Yeah-” You cleared your throat trying to will away the tightness, “Yeah, I’m sorry, Lukey. My phone died last night.”

Luke shook his head at your forgetfulness. He quickly set down his bags by the kitchen table, noticing the state of the living room.

His brows furrowed, “Did you sleep in the living room last night?”

Panic flooded deep in your stomach. You should have known Luke would get suspicious. After all, he knew how picky you were about where you slept.

Scrambling for a lie, you responded with a quick, “I was watching a movie and fell asleep.”

Luke walked over to where you busied yourself by cleaning the leftover dishes. You sucked in a breath, hoping you didn’t appear too disheveled. Ducking your head closer to your chest, you tried to look anywhere else but Luke’s face as he took to the spot next to you.

“Y/n?” Luke’s voice came in a soft whisper.

When he didn’t get a response, he gently reached to grab the faucet handle, turning it till the water trickled to a halt. Grabbing the dish towel nearby, he also helped dry your hands while you sat limply.

In truth, you were too afraid to speak, or move. You were afraid that if you looked into Luke’s sorrowful eyes, you’d crack. You’d finally show the version of yourself that the internet sees, the version that he’d hate.

Luke set down the towel, his eyes seeking your downcast face. “Y/n, baby? Please talk to me.”

You shook your head slightly, pulling away as his hand brushed up your arm.

“D-did I do something?” Luke began to worry, he’s never seen you act like this, “Was I gone too long? I thought we facetimed enough, but I can try to call you more.”

It broke your heart to hear him. The simple fact that he assumed it was himself and wanted to fix it. He was too good for you, the internet saw it, you saw it. So naturally, it was only a matter of time before he did too.

“No,” You let out a deep sigh, “It’s not you, Luke.”

He swallowed thickly, nerves beginning to take over his senses. “Then what is it, angel? Please, I just want to help you.”

Hot tears blurred in your eyes, he finally broke your resolve.

Luke immediately pulled you into his chest, his calloused hands moving to cradle the back of your head as you sobbed. He was at a loss. Not knowing what the correct thing to do was, he held you tighter. Luke was prepared to hold you forever if it meant you’d stop crying. He could swear a piece of his heart dies every time he sees you cry.

“Shh, shh,” He soothed as he stoked your hair, “Angel, it’s okay. I promise, I’m here.”

You gripped his hoodie, scared he’d disappear from under your fingertips.

The both of you remained in each other’s embrace until you found your breath regulating. Pulling away, you swore Luke winced when he saw your bloodshot, puffy eyes.

“C’mon, let’s go to the couch.” He guided you carefully, making sure to help you get comfortable enough to talk to him. Once you had settled into his side, he finally nudged you to start talking.

“If you’re ready, will you tell me what’s wrong, baby?”

Deciding to go against your gut will to hide the truth, you pulled out your phone, now freshly charged. You shakily opened up your social media, hitting into the comment section.

“Here,” You placed the phone into Luke’s hand, “Just scroll.”

Upon beginning to read the first few comments, you could see Luke’s face visibly grow stern and frustrated. He bit the inside of his cheek as angry tears welled in his eyes. Luke felt every muscle in his body tense with hatred and fury towards the lowlifes that would dare to say such vile things about his girlfriend.

He shut the phone off and tossed it away, not being able to handle reading another word of the electric slander on your screen.

It took a moment for Luke to compose himself, taking deep breaths and debating on how to approach the situation.

Now, of course Luke had grown used to people writing heavily opinionated articles and hate comments about him. Hell, he even got used to seeing it about his brothers. But something he never considered was the impact it would have on you.

“I’m sorry.”

Your eyes shot up at Luke’s apology.

Why is he apologizing?

He had his head down, fingers picking at each other. He looked guilty, as if, somehow, he caused all of this to happen.

“What?”

Luke wouldn’t meet your eyes.

“I’m sorry, this is my fault.”

You shook your head sternly, “No it’s not, Luke. It’s mine” Your voice went quiet.

Luke slowly looked up to see fresh tears cascading in taunting rivers down your cheeks.

“It’s my fault for being not good enough.”

He tried to protest, but was only silenced by your words.

“It’s so hard trying to be perfect all the time. Especially when all I’m getting is ridicule for living my life. It’s not fair that I have to have my head on a constant swivel because some person decided my body wasn’t up to standard. It’s not fair that I have to wake up, everyday, worried you’ll realize you deserve so much more than me.”

Luke’s own tears rolled down his face at your confession. He couldn’t quite get a handle on how long you have felt this way.

His beautiful girl.

His heart shattered, “I- I don’t understand.”

“There’s nothing to understand, Luke.” You interrupted, “It’s just the way it is. People who look like you don’t love people who look like me.”

His face grew grim.

“No, Y/n. What I don’t understand is how you can think like that. I mean, fuck, don’t you realize you’re every thought I have before bed. And every breath of air I breathe when I wake up. I don’t know who these “people” are that you’re referring to, but I’m not one of them.”

Luke took your face in his hands, “You are my girl. And if I have to spend the rest of our lives proving that to you, then I will.”

There wasn’t much you could say through the thickness of emotion. You threw your arms around Luke, his own coming to dig into your plushy hips.

“Thank you, Lukey.” You mumbled into his neck.

“For what?”

“For loving me.”

“Always.”

Maybe you were enough for him.

[taasgirl]

say something pt 2.

summary: although playing for the same club, pedri and y/n cannot stand the thought of being around each other. enemies to lovers for all my slow burn girlies out there - i got u

a/n: not proofread and all in english + more installments coming soon!!

read part one here!

We were sat just above the bench, watching over one of the men's games. We had to do this regularly, to show our club spirit or something. The men, however, barely ever came to our games. I swear they only came for our Champions League Final and were out of the stadium when the ninety minutes were up.

“You’d think that such an expensive team would be good.” Ingrid was not impressed with the team playing. Her face had disgust written all over it and was really not afraid to show it.

“Don’t be mean. Not everyone can be as good as us.” Salma bolstered a smile, rubbing my leg aggressively. Rolling my eyes, I kept my focus on the game in front of me. It was a tight game. Real Betis were really putting up a fight, and I couldn't help but ogle at Hector Bellerin. He was genuinely so beautiful.

"Enjoying the game Y/N?" Salma asked, making the girls around us laugh. "Yeah funny Sal."

By the time the game had ended it was a 2-1 win for Betis, a real shock to almost everyone. The boys were fuming.

We walked down to the field, players from both of teams were still there. Making my way through with the girls, I heard my name called out. "Y/N! Wait up!" I turned around, running over with a cheesy smile was Hector. Hector Bellerin.

We followed each other on Instagram, and occasionally left friendly comments, but we had never spoken before. "How you doing?" I could hear his awkward English accent. "I'm doing pretty well. Congrats on the win you guys deserved it." He smiled.

"Ah, thank you. None of us were really expecting it." We spoke for another few minutes until he was called over by his coach.

"I'll see you around, I hope that next time you watch me play, you're in a Betis jersey." Smirking, he ran back to his team while I followed the girls into the tunnel.

When I caught up with Salma she couldn't look at me. "Already cheating on class boy with a footballer." She sarcastically sighed. "I always knew you were destined to be a wag." I lightly shoved her until I felt a push on my back.

"Get the fuck out of the way." Pedri spat at me. "Talking to the fucking opposition. If you want to fuck him so badly do it after the game." He pushed the changeroom door open, following closely behind him was Gavi and Ferran who looked at me sympathetically.

"Come on don't listen to him. Let's get home." Salma's hand found my shoulder pulling me close into her. "I'm happy to sleep over at Mapi's if you want to bring a certain someone over." God I hope she never changes.

"Girl there's no way I'm inviting him over. Let him celebrate the win." I smiled at her and she looked confused. "I wasn't talking about Hector." She stuck her tongue at as we walked to the parking lot.

I couldn't stop thinking about what Pedri had said to me that night. It almost shocked me how I didn't slap him. And although I wanted to hate him for it, a part of me hoped he didn't mean it. A part of me wanted it to just be a spur-of-the-moment comment which he would regret.

"Y/N are you okay?" Alex lightly tapped me. "Huh? Oh yeah, I'm just um tired." I focused back at my teacher. School was kicking my ass, I received my assessment schedule and these last few weeks were my last moments of peace before I locked in.

Once class was over I hurried myself as usual to the door. I had to get to training asap and I couldn't afford to be late. Again.

"Need a ride?" Alex caught up to me. There was no way I would decline, I was gonna be late. "Yes please, I need to get to work." We hoped in his car and he drove me to the grounds.

"I really enjoyed hanging out with you the other day. If it's alright with you, I'd like to come to one of your games?" I laughed but quickly refrained myself. "Oh um yeah. I can try and hook you up with some tickets if you wanna bring people."

We drove through the back streets of Barcelona until we got to where I needed to be. "Do you need me to pick you up? I'm happy to hang around for a while." He pulled up kerbside. "Yeah you'd be waiting for a very long time. It's all good, Salma drives me home." He'd met Salma a few times after we'd hookup as he tried to escape my room.

"But seriously, thank you so much. You don't understand how much easier you just made my life." I leaned over and pecked him on the cheek before I left the car.

"The fuck is that?" I recognised the voice immediately, B-lining for the buildings' entrance. "Oh ok yeah very mature, just ignore me." I waved to reception as I walked down to the changerooms.

"Was that your boyfriend? Or just another guy you hook up with." I snapped at him "He's a classmate." I continued walking down the hall. "So, tell me, did you sleep with Hector." That was it.

I turned to face him and slapped him across the face. Hard. A red mark coloured his cheeks. Realising what I had down, I regretted it immediately. "Oh my god Pedri I'm so sorry." I placed my hand on his cheek. "Holy fuck I don't know what came over me." Firstly, he looked at me disappointed, then he smirked. "So I'll take it that you didn't sleep with him." I walked right past him.

"Is something up with you Y/N?" Lucy said in my ear while marking me during training. I looked at her puzzled. "You're a lot more, I don't know. You're very tense." I scoffed. No wonder I was tense, I was literally studying for my degree while playing professional football.

"Well a few of us are going to go out tonight if you wanted to join? Girls only type of thing." Actually, I liked that idea. I needed time to just chill. Preferably away from home.

"Yeah actually I'd like that. You'll send me the address?" She agreed and soon enough we were back to tackling each other.

Once training had finished, Ona and I walked to the gym. She was still recovering from an ankle injury and wanted someone to give her motivation during the workout. As we entered the gym, sets of eyes laid straight onto us.

The men's team.

I looked at her, displeased to be trapped in a room filled with sweaty men, however, she didn't seem to care too much. "I think I'm gonna get deodorant poisoning if I'm in here any longer." She dragged me over to a machine.

I took a walk around the gym, trying to find the spot with the best reception. "Fancy seeing you around." Pedri called out to me.

I didn't look at him. No bother in giving him the time of day. "Okay then." He turned back to his group, they were making fun of his failed attempt at grabbing my attention.

"Y/N can you come over here for a sec?" Gavi called out to me. I was less than willing to walk over to a slightly intimidating group of boys, but I didn't want to give Pablo the same response that I gave Pedri.

Walking over, I could feel the eyes of the boys on me. "How you been baby?" I smiled at him. He's always been affectionate towards me, but this was artificial in a way. He was trying to make someone jealous. "You going out tonight?" I nodded. "Clubbing downtown." He looked impressed. "Going with Salma? I can try and ask around for that girl to be there."

"I'm so happy that you're finally going out with me. It's been what, four months?" Salma put on one of her sexiest outfits. I told her that the girl from before would be there, to that she immediately went looking for the hottest thing she owned.

"Yeah well you're obviously not planning on hanging out with me." Since she had gone out the other night, she couldn't stop talking about this girl she met.

We got picked up in a cab and made our way downtown. Upon entering the club we realised it wasn't exactly how we had pictured it. It wasn't so much a 'casual' club as it was a 'celebrity' club.

I recognised majority of the people as other footballers and internally rolled my eyes at the idea of spending time with some stuck up male footballer. Like Pedri for example.

When we found Lucy and a few of the other girls, we took a seat at the bar and ordered a round of shots. It had been a while since I had drunk alcohol, but I promised myself that I wouldn't drink too much. And I was usually good at keeping to my word, so I limited myself to three drinks.

"Y/N, Salma's been telling me about this guy you've been seeing." Ona said, taking a shot in full. "I hope he's hot at least." I looked at Salma unimpressed, she loved telling people about my life, to the point where even the physios knew who Alex was. "He's just a classmate, I mean like we've hooked up a few times but I'm not really into him."

The girls and I chatted for at least twenty minuets before suggesting we move to the dance floor. The DJ was playing mostly Bad Bunny with a few western songs, and soon enough the alcohol hit me, and I was in my groove. I was dancing with so many different people, and I could've sworn I had accidentally grinded up on Jude Bellingham before Ingrid came over to me, telling that someone was looking for me.

I followed in the direction of where she had pointed and found myself on the outside of the floor, but next to a tall man. "Hola Y/N." Hector bent down to give me a kiss on the cheek. "Hola."

"I really think we should hang out some day." I blushed at his words. "I'd like that. Maybe you could come to one of my games? Hang up your pride and wear the jersey of your old club." I nudged him playfully as he sarcastically shook his head. "Let's dance." He pulled me by the hand into the centre of the floor.

He held my hips as we swayed together, feeling the music and each other. "I though you'd be a better dancer Y/N." I looked up at him confused. "I'm only joking Carino. You look beautiful." I dug my head into his chest as we danced.

Now did I want to hook up with him? No, not really. But you can't hate a girl for giving into some attention. "Hector." He looked at me, almost freezing. "Does Pedri hate me?" He laughed. A guttural laugh.

"I'm not sure. Why?" I sighed. "He's just been a real dickhead lately. Always up in my personal businesses and constantly trying to piss me off." Hector smiled at me. "Yeah I don't think he hates you." He continued, "If it makes you feel any better, I think he actually likes you. I mean at least when I was at Barca he wouldn't shut up about this new prodigy." Ok now I was intrigued. "Go on."

"Well I mean he would always hang around at training to watch you play. To me at least I found it a little creepy, but I think it all stemmed from a crush." Yeah what the fuck.

"There's no way. Like he actually despises me." Hector shrugged as we came to a full stop of dancing. "Well maybe something's changed, but trust me, he likes you. Or used to I don't know."

I literally did not know what to think. So Pedri has been a fan all along??? Interesting…

After leaving Hector for the bathroom I felt a presence behind me as I walked down the corridor. Turning around nonchalantly, I came face to face with Pedri. Of fucking course he’d be here.

"Having fun?" He was holding a glass of what looked like water. Of course he didn't drink. "Yeah it's chill." I went to turn around when he grabbed my shoulder. "Sorry if I've been a dick, I've just, I don't know. Sorry." He was smiling at me. Smiling.

"Oh, um yeah okay you're all good." Before I could make my way back to the bathroom, his hands clasped my face, pulling me in for a kiss.

My brain wanted to push him away, but my body wanted more of him. I kissed him back passionately before he pulled away, hands still on my cheek. "Holy shit, I'm so sorry." He looked at me for no more than a second before walking back out.

He just kissed me. I kissed him. Pedri. Fucking Pedri.

"Y/N you're on, get up." Jonatan called for me, I was cozy on the bench watching my team struggle against Wolfsburg in a tight Champions League group stage match.

I hopped out of my seat and walked over to him. "I need you to turn this around. It's looking sloppy out there." He pointed to the field, everyone was tired, and Wolfsburg would break the deadlock soon enough if no stepped up. "I need a goal. I need you to be the captain out there, ok?" I nodded.

It was going to be tough. A thousand things were running through my head. Pedri was one of them, and I knew he was in the crowd. Alex too. God why do I do this to myself.

As I walked over to the fourth official, I could hear the crowd begin to get louder. I knew I was popular amongst the Barca fans, but hearing how excited they were to see me come on, gave me a new type of confidence.

I ran onto the pitch after I was subbed on, and genuinely put my heart into it. I had a few shots, although none were good enough to get past the keeper.

I built up with Keira, and finally had a chance to bury the game. I struck the ball with my laces from a few meters outside the box. I watched it curl into the top right of the goal and the crowd erupted.

I ran to the corner post where I did a knee slide, and was followed closely behind my teammates. Everyone was cheering.

The whistle blew after an agonizingly long fifteen minutes and the stadium erupted once more. We had slid past into a comfortable 1-0 win and I was absolutely buzzing. Jonatan pulled me in for a hug, and soon enough I was being thrown in the air by my teammates.

We did a lap of the field, taking photos and thanking the fans for supporting us. I had given my jersey to a young fan, in exchange for a bag of Haribos which were delicious.

When we had reached the bench and tunnel, I made direct eye contact with Pedri. It wasn't short either. He was still in the stands, in a full Barca tracksuit, looking down at me. And then he smiled.

I smiled back at him before I almost got practically tackled. Alex lifted me off the ground, and spun my around. "You did so well." He placed me back on the ground and leaned in for a kiss, I pulled back. "Oh, thanks Alex." I looked back into the crowd to where Pedri was standing, but I couldn't see him anymore.

"Please let me take you out tonight. I have us booked in for a beautiful Italian restaurant." I physically cringed. I don't know why I have such conflicting feeling towards Alex.

"Sorry Alex, but I've got recovery and stuff. I'd love to go another day." Lieeeeee. He looked down to the ground. "Yeah uh you're all good. Well done today." He smiled cowardly and grazed my arm before walking away.

"Rejected lover boy once again?" Salma came up to me, linking her arm through mine. I hadn't yet told her about Pedri. At first I didn't even see why I should, but I really needed to tell somebody.

"I feel like I'm leading him on, but I seriously do not wanna be his girlfriend or whatever he thinks we are." We walked into the tunnel and I was pulled into an interview.

"Y/N, that was a spectacular performance. However, many fans are confused as to why you weren't in the starting line up. Can you give us some insight into that?"

"Yeah well I wasn't training to me best standards in all honesty." The journalist nodded, signalling for me to continue. "Here at Barca everyone's replaceable. If you're not performing, someone else takes your place. It's the nature of this club. It's one of the reasons why I love it so much."

"How'd it feel to get a goal? It was a real tight game there, and you seemed to loosen it all up.

"I never take scoring for granted. It's a feeling I chase. As much as I love dribbling or assisting, or even tackling, nothing brings me as much joy as scoring does."

The interview continued for another couple of minutes before I made my way to a presumably empty changeroom.

Walking in, it was exactly what I guessed. I had a shower and changed into comfy clothes. Salma was driving us home, so she was probably waiting for me somewhere. I opened the door to leave the changeroom when I was met with a group. The group being Gavi, Pedri, and Salma.

Immediately, I made eye contact with Pedri who looked away. "Come on sissy, let's get home." We began walking in twos, Salma and I, Pedri and Gavi.

"You two were on fire today. There's surely a Ballon D'or coming your way Y/N." Gavi patted my back from behind, to which I turned around and smiled. "Thanks Pablo." Salma directed most of the conversation, Pedri barely spoke. Something was up with him.

"Pepi and I were so pissed when we couldn't see you on the starting lineup." Gavi said, making Pedri blush. "He started freaking out, thought you were injured and everything." I smiled to myself. It was cute I couldn't even lie.

"That's not true." His cheeks turned a darker shade of pink. He was embarrassed and it was adorable.

"Salma I need to tell you something." She jumped over the couch and sat next to me. "Spill." She then handed me a bowl of chocolate covered strawberries.

"Ok. So I may have kissed Pedri. No he kissed me. But I kissed him back." Her jaw dropped, and jumped straight up, dancing around me. "I called it! I fucking knew it!" I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah well you can calm it down because I think he hates me again." She sat down immediately. "Well you know how Alex came down?" She nodded. "Well I guess Pedri must've seen because he's been giving me the cold shoulder. He didn't even speak to me while we were all walking."

"So do you want me to set you two up?" I smacked her. "Don't you fucking dare."

omg guys sorry this took so long. lmk if you wanna be tagged in the next part and send me reqs!!

PART THREE HEREEEE

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Sindria's Prophet #35

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*Mori has an emotional flashback through the 1st half, Self blame *There's a multi paragraph summary of the breakup with my ex fiancé. Coerced polyamory does not reflect healthy polyamory

~POV Mori~ As soon as Sinbad picked me up I felt a wave of relief that I would get back to the Palace safely. Then I realized I could smell him and it finally clicked in my head what I had agreed to. And just like that I lost the ability to perceive how much time was passing as he carried me back.

I felt Sinbad's voice through our contact as much as I heard it. "Are you really going to hide the whole way back?"

"Mhmm!" He smelled good. If it wasn't for his metal vessels pressing into me, I'd be extremely comfortable. This was too good to be true! How was any of this allowed to happen?? He has refused to use marriage politically for over a decade even though it's the strongest method for a Kingdom to guarantee peace between different countries which is his entire life's mission. That's how much he hates the idea of getting married. Why would that King want people to think we were together?? The only way this made any sense was if Sinbad had somehow actually fallen in love with me! This was fanfiction, right? So anything was possible? I was allowed to be a little greedy? It took all of my will power to not wiggle my feet.

What could possibly attract him to me romantically? He called me 'Beautiful.' No, he's met many beautiful people around the world, and he was never romantically interested in any of them. Was it because I can feel the waves? I definitely get the feeling that he views me differently because of that. If it makes him see me as an equal that wouldn't be a bad starting point for a relationship... But he sees being able to feel the waves as something special.

There was a sharp paint in my chest. Regardless of why, if he does really feel that way about me, I have no way to live up to his expectations. Sinbad expects greatness. I already know how that ends! 'I need to tell him I changed my mind and to put me down, but-but-' I could feel his warmth. Just like on the ship, I felt distinctively safe in Sinbad's arms, and I was actually fully conscious to enjoy it this time! 'I don't want him to let go! But I can't handle this right now! Why can't I just be happy??' My heart beat was already creeping up my throat.

Sinbad invited me to enjoy the moment with him. "And here I was hoping I could finally give you my full undivided attention."

The reference to my new rule told me to disprove the hope that was straining my damage heart. I spoke past my hands, "That's only because I'm the only available option right now." I needed to shut this feeling down asap for my own safety. How could I think he developed feelings for me when he is the Womanizer of the Seven Seas??

"That's not true." His warm tone was so genuine I believed him. "I've wanted to have you all to myself since I first saw you this morning." The waves were adding the exact meaning to his words that I was afraid would be there. "But every time I had a chance, you left before I could talk to you." My stomach went cold. This is why I had been avoiding him. "I actually wanted to follow after you the first time you left for the festival." He sighed and I couldn't breathe. "If Hina hadn't distracted me while I was following after you, I know we would have spent the whole night together."

I took a few slow breaths through my hands before I could respond, and when I did I could hear the growing desperation in my voice. "Why do you suddenly want to strengthen the rumors?" I knew the reason. "Who in their right mind would believe you're in love with me when you asked me to join a bunch of call girls only a few hours ago!?" Sinbad changed his mind about romance? No. I knew this pattern. Even if he loved me now it was only a short term novelty. He will break me down and give me just enough attention to keep me following after him even after his feelings dry up because I'm useful. My chest ached with the exact pain I knew would follow the hope he built up in me. "I get that you're a womanizer but, I..." Even more than my anger at Sinbad, I was disappointed in myself for repeating my past mistakes. "I didn't expect you to- ask me to do that." Damnit. I sounded distraught. I was, but I wanted to hide it. I was going to lose what little respect he had for me. My eyes started to burn from the tears threatening to escape.

The King came to a halt during my rant and said nothing. Every time someone calls him out on something he can't honestly deny, he doesn't answer. That was actually something I liked about him. Even his lies have a bit of truth to them, and when he can't find a truth to twist he doesn't say anything at all. I felt his chest expand as he took a deep breath, and sighed. Even he knew I was right. This is who he is and how he treats people. He didn't actually see me as special.

His silence only strengthened my will to defend myself. "Not to mention: you promised you wouldn't say anything that sounded like genuine romantic interest in me!" I should have called him out when he first said he wanted to strengthen the rumors; it felt like a damn confession!

Sinbad's voice was quiet. "You're right. That was one of the rules..." There was no reason for him to sound so shocked.

Ignoring my boundaries was proof that he didn't actually respect me; I already knew that deep down. Hot tears pooled between my fingers on my cheeks. "I didn't place those rules to make the game more challenging, you know?" I did it to protect my heart from this exact pain I was feeling. I should have known it was a promise he'd only keep when it benefited him.

Sinbad's gentle voice only cut me deeper. "I figured as much. But Mori, I'm not playing that flirting game right now." The waves begged me to believe him. The fear of reliving patterns fought against the excitement and hope that this time could be different. "I can see why my past actions make it hard to believe me." Nonono. Don't say it! "I want to strengthen the rumors now because I only just realized that I-"

"ST-STOP!! Please." My voice was shaking with feelings too strong to properly show on my face. If I let him finish, I knew it would break me. It was my own fault I got hurt. I was just fooling myself, and giving myself excuses to be self-indulgent instead of protecting myself. No amount of rules in the flirting game would protect me from being swayed when I already liked him. I knew that. I thought that since this was a fanfic that things would work out for me at least a little bit. 'Damnit.' I took a slow breath. "I agreed to this because I can't walk and had a lapse in judgement. I don't like the rumors around us!" This was about more than just what Sinbad did. I had been triggered by memories of my ex-fiancé all day. I couldn't tell how much of my feelings were a trauma response. I needed to explain why I was so upset. "I was engaged once. Marrying him would have been the greatest mistake of my life. And it's a mistake I promised myself I would never make in the future."

"I... I had no idea."

"How would you know when I never told you?" My arms were burning from being in the same position so long. I dropped my hands from my face but didn't look at the person carrying me. Now that I had started, I couldn't stop pouring out the memories I had ran from all day. "He hadn't faced the reality of death until after we were engaged. His grandmother died, then my mom went on her deathbed. He demanded we go on break until my mom died, and barely a week after she did, he said that if I wanted to be with him, I'd have to accept him seeing multiple people. I was desperate for my life to not fall apart completely so I agreed, but it was a mistake. He basically stopped paying attention to me except to ask for help with his other relationships and things. On top of that, he didn't want anyone knowing he was engaged."

I could feel Sinbad tensing, and the waves moving around us.

Explaining this was helping me calm down. "It took 10 months for me to accept the truth -especially since I was in mourning. After I broke up with him, he admitted that he felt emasculate by my successes and hadn't wanted to be with me romantically for a long time -he just didn't want to lose access to me and knew I wouldn't want anything to do with him if we weren't in that type of relationship. He didn't even want to stay with his other partner for very long after I broke up with him."

I glanced at the man holding me. Sinbad was looking away, so I couldn't see his expression regardless of lighting. "You are a known womanizer even to people helping you with your dream. I like flirting with you, but I don't want to be led around by your lies. And I don't want to date ever again in general -let alone someone like you."

Sinbad's voice was void of emotion somehow. "I can see why." He didn't say anything else. I had studied his character enough to know that whatever thoughts he was having were intense.

My eyes started to water again from self pity and fear. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said any of this." I turned my head towards his shoulder in a poor attempt to hide.

Sinbad started walking again. "Why are you apologizing? I'm the one that got drunk and acted foolishly." Why did he sound so frustrated and genuine when we both knew he wasn't going to change? "I should be the one-"

"I read your Fate." I didn't mean to cut him off that time. "I've seen you tell these lies countless times. I know you're lying when you tell them to me." My voice was muffled by his clothes. I felt him tense again. It was a mistake to tell him this -especially that last part. I already told him yesterday I wasn't able to trust him. Why didn't the waves remind me? I felt the ability to talk leave me.

"No, Mori." I could hear genuine melancholy in Sinbad's voice. "I thought that because you read my Fate and flirted with me anyway that it couldn't possibly bother you. But I was wrong. You clearly set boundaries through the flirting game, and I ignored that you even felt the need to do that. I won't make the same mistake again. I am sorry."

. . . Did Sinbad actually apologize without an excuse? This isn't how the pattern goes! -Not for my exes and certainly not for Sinbad! I couldn't process this at all.

When he realized I couldn't accept his apology, he added. "It looks like I have a long way to go."

After a while he continued. "Mori, I'm not the King Sinbad from your visions. During our dinner last week, you told me that I will repeat the worst mistakes of my life. I don't want that; I decided to find a new path." I had said that but was that really enough? "I discussed it with Ja'far, but it looks like it will be a much longer path than I expected." Sinbad's hands squeezed my shoulder and knee.

I looked up at the man holding me to try to find some answer in his expression even though I couldn't see his face. This would definitely explain the changes in the waves at least. But there was no way he'd accept that in such a short time. "Wh-why do you believe me?" I was surprised my voice returned.

The King stopped walking again so he could look down at me, and even though I couldn't fully see it, his soft smile made me freeze. "Because you've proven multiple times that your visions are real, and you can even feel the waves like I can. How could I not trust you?" He paused, and looked pained somehow. "It's like you said. I used to think these waves were a sign that I was chosen by Fate. But I'm not the only one." He took another deep breath.

I couldn't help but stare up at him. Did he mean it? His expression looked nothing like his normal mask. And the way the waves were moving... But he was Sinbad: egotistical with a god complex...

He continued. "Thanks to watching how you interact with the waves on top of your explanations, I have a better understanding of more ways I can use them to my advantage." Ah. There it is. "I want you to be right: that I don't have to dirty my hands for the sake of my dream. When I can't find the right answer, the waves direct me to the people that do. And this time, I'll listen to them."

My voice was lost to me again. I was barely comprehending what Sinbad was saying. Did he really mean it? Did he really talk to Ja'far about this?? His reasoning was off, but he said he was going to ask others for help. My vision was blurry from tears. I couldn't accept this new hope growing in me either. Was I actually changing Fate? Ja'far always pushes Sinbad to dirty his hands any time he wavers; how could he reach this conclusion so confidently??

The arms holding me lifted me, and Sinbad leaned down, pressing himself against me. He whispered, "I'm going to find a new path. One where my Beautiful Prophet feels like they can trust me."

I couldn't handle his words nor the look in his eyes when I could see his face. He wanted me to trust him? 'Why did he say it like that?? Did he mean it?? Even a little bit??' It felt like it might actually be safe to believe what he was saying, just like those times when he called me 'amazing.' But that didn't mean I had to act on it or try anything now. I was too overwhelmed. I turned my head and pressed my face into his shoulder to hide the tears I couldn't stop. It hurt to force words past the block, but I needed to answer him somehow. I managed to say, "Me too."

I wasn't eloquent or nuanced, and I was barely audible, but I knew Sinbad heard me and understood what I meant in how he whispered, "Thank you," back. He lowered me back out of the hug, and after a few moments started walking again.

Relief was washing over me as much as the waves. Even if this was just more of his manipulation, in this moment I didn't care. More tears escaped, rolled past my glasses and soaked into the white fabric pressed against my cheek. If Sinbad noticed, he didn't say anything. I was too exhausted to talk anymore. His words repeated in my mind; I wanted to trust that he really meant them. Both him choosing a new path, and that thing he said before I snapped and cut him off -that he wasn't playing this time, etc. That should have been good for me. Most people want their feelings reciprocated, but not me. Not anymore. Getting that close to someone again is frightening. I'm not sure how long it will take me to be able to trust someone enough to try again. --- ~POV Generals~ Ja'far, Drakon and Sahel decided to wait for Sinbad to get back with Mori. Ja'far would have stayed regardless because of his position, while the other two stayed because they were worried about their King. Sin was either going to return with Mori happily and possibly officially a couple or Sin was going to come back defeated after offending Mori more. What none of them were expecting was for Sinbad to make it back to the platform with Mori limp in his arms.

Ja'far was the first to rush over. "Sin, what happened?? Why is Mori unconscious??"

The King shushed him. "Calm down. They're fine. They just got exhausted and fell asleep." He was using his normal tones, but his smile was slipping, and he wasn't making eye contact.

"Oh, I see." It was rare for Sin to be like this. Ja'far spoke slowly as he decided whether or not to push his King for more answers. "I'll have an area set up for them to rest until they wake up then." He turned to go summon a servant.

"That won't be necessary." Sinbad started walking towards the Palace steps.

"Wait. Sin, are you planning to carry them the whole way to the Palace??"

Their King didn't answer as he kept walking.

Sahel held her hands together. "Oh, it's worse than we thought."

Sin looked back at her with that stiff smile. "They're just sleeping. I promise."

Drakon clarified for his wife, "Not Mori. What happened for you to be making such an expression?"

Making eye contact with his old friend broke the cracked mask; Sinbad's expression fell. He didn't say anything, and after a moment looked down at the person in his arms.

--- ~POV Sinbad~ When they first met, Mori called Sinbad a scoundrel, and yet she still chose to follow him. Mori knew his deepest regrets and what he was capable of, and yet she still chose to follow him. No, it was because he was going to repeat those mistakes if she didn't convince him to stop. She said she liked him, but Sinbad was probably the type of person she hated the most. Ja'far had told him that Mori admitted to having a strong sense of responsibility -a 'noble's obligation' or something like that. That was why she chose him. He could see that now.

When Sinbad had finally reached the platform he knew that it would be for the best to put Mori down so they could rest easier. They could climb the steps on their own or get help when they woke up. That was the most appropriate course of action. However, as soon as Ja'far voiced the same idea, the King knew he didn't want to put Mori down. After her rejection, it felt like the line between them had only gotten bigger. Her weight in his arms was the only thing connecting them, and he wanted to hold onto that link for as long as possible.

Drakon asked a question Sinbad didn't know if he could answer. "What happened for you to be making such an expression?"

Was he supposed to tell them that he made made her cry? That his Generals were right every time they warned him that being a womanizer would come back to bite him someday? That he got disappointed when Mori first told him that he never fell in love or got married in her visions? That he repeated that fact to deny his disappointment? Was he supposed to tell them how much it hurt when Mori said she hated the idea of being with anyone? So much so that she cried at the idea of people thinking they were together? And to make matters worse, even after learning how she felt he continued to carry her because he still wanted to strengthen the rumors that she was his. What else was he supposed to do? She didn't accept his apology. There was no fixing this since Mori had read how he was a womanizer his entire life and only hours ago Sinbad showed her directly that was exactly who he is. Even so, that didn't mean he didn't have other methods. He was a King; he had plenty of options to keep her next to him even if she'd never accept his feelings. But then she would hate him. How was he supposed to accept that inevitable Fate???

The waves directed his attention to the worried expressions of his trusted people. 'That's right.' He just told Mori that he would start trying to rely on others when his back was against a wall; that was the best way to avoid repeating the same mistakes. And he didn't want his Beautiful Prophet to have any more reasons to call him a scoundrel. "I didn't stand a chance from the beginning." Damnit. "Mori was once engaged to a man that took advantage of her. And when she finally left him," admitting this hurt in a way he never experienced before, "she promised herself she would never be with anyone again." Let alone someone like him. "She told me when I tried to tell her I..." How could he say it now when Mori wouldn't let him tell her?

Mori stirred in his arms. There hadn't been many people on the walk back, and now there were a handful talking very close by. She would wake up soon. Maybe that was for the best.

Mori said that she couldn't read her own Fate so she had no idea how her existence would change things. He had been ignoring that part all this time because it was convenient for him. He didn't realize how much pride he had in not wanting to get married or fall in love. And Mori had rejected him multiple times, so he didn't want her to be wrong. The chuckle that slipped out of him was pained. To think it was Mori rejecting him so openly that would make him fully accept what he was feeling. There's no reason for a rejection to pierce his heart like this if he wasn't longing for the opposite. Even Sinbad knew that.

((So... uh... See you in a month when I finish the next chapter?

Not a lot of art in this one because I didn't want to draw the PTSD attack.

Gosh I need to practice drawing Drakon more. It shouldn't take me 3 hours to draw his face.

Also, I've officially reached the point were this fic will start directly conflicting my false truths and fears, so I'm not sure how quickly the next arcs will be written. I have the next chapter (the last of this arc) all written already, so I can get straight to drawing the art for it this weekend! I'll try not to leave you guys on this cliff for too long ;3 I hope to take less than a month this time))

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DVD commentary game:

At that moment, the kitten went to gnawing on Galinda’s index finger lightly. Galinda frowned at the green girl. “But… Elphie, I can’t put him back,” she said quietly. She looked into the kitten’s wide green eyes, her heart once again melting. “I’ve never seen anything so helpless in my life. He was obviously abandoned by his mother—he’s so young. And he must’ve been so terrified being in such an uncomfortable place without anyone to love and care for him. Not to mention the storm could have killed him….” She sighed. “I believe something brought him to me so he could be saved from such an ill fate.”

Jesus. Okay. So. I wrote that fic in June 2007. I was 14.

If you really don't wanna read a DVD commentary, start scrolling now. I am high and unnaturally talkative.

Around that time, to kinda set the stage, I lived with my family in the middle-of-nowhere, Louisiana. (If you look at the map of the state, the GPS marker should look like you shot Bart Simpson in the arm. And YES that is how I learned where my Parish was on a map, thank you.) Three years prior, we had moved back to be closer to extended family. My grandparents (my mom's parents, specificially) owned at least 72 acres of land. They sold 1 of it to my mom for, like, a dollar, and then arranged so that we could move a double-wide trailer in asap. Our properties shared a driveway for the most part, but the only other connecting point was a gate in the back that led to my grandparent's back pasture.

Right outside of the gate was a small barn where my grandparents kept their hay. They had six cows. They also had a really bad problem with feral cats. I had counted about 20 of them when we first moved in. Most of them weren't socialized - they only came around because Nana put dry cat food out on all four porches twice a day. But there were some who allowed us to pet them, and eventually they would come running to greet us whenever they heard the gate latch open. The female cats had their kittens in the hay barn every mating season. The ones who liked us or didn't mind us allowed us near their kittens. The others? Unfortunately, ferals are avoidant by nature, so their babies were abandoned because humans were around. My sister and I learned how to make milk bottles to make up the difference and help the other mothers out.

Three years later. One of that year's batch of kittens, Leo, was my twin's favorite. He was a healthy orange tabby and often got into things he shouldn't. I can't remember who his mom was, but she was new and wasn't very certain of us being around. There was a thunderstorm one night. The details are fuzzy because I was at home while this happened, but when my sister went to go feed the kittens she found Leo caught hanging somewhere outside of the barn, in the rain, and she needed to rescue him. She later came home and begged our parents to let us bring Leo inside. She was denied because we already had a cat and didn't have space for another pet. (Our dad got a dog the next month.)

Something about the way she described it made an idea click for me. Elphaba, book-verse, was neglected by her mother. Elphaba was often put into uncomfortable situations by her father because of her green skin - something I hope Maguire elaborates on in his prequel. And the destructive impact of water? I mean. That speaks for itself. The whole fic was written around this passage specifically, tbh. So if the rest of it feels kinda crusty I apologize lmao.

(I was also just starting to write for the Wicked fandom. Character associations and descriptions are kinda wonky around the 2006-2007 timeframe, but by 2008 I got it locked in. Zero character analysis went into this - I had no idea what that was, lol.)

I will let y'all enjoy your Wendys in peace now.

[thatpunkmaximoff]

[Book One of...]

Story: 5 out of 5 Smut: 2 out of 5

Oh my goodness! This was such a fun, fluffy read that includes great body and sex positivity! Seriously, more authors need to include plus-size women.

Beatrix/Trixie is such a great character. I loved the idea of the hot football player/best friend falling in love with the girl whose body is not what everyone approves of. I loved watching her be comfortable in her own skin, even if she spent years finding that peace, and then facing down high school bullies before watching their own lives unravel. Ugh. So fun!

Chris is such a horndog for Trixie, but he’s a respectful horndog. You’re gonna love him. Trust me. And don’t even get me started on Chris’s family! They were all such great additions, and I can’t wait to for the next Kingman to fall in love.

* Luke Skycocker 😂 That’s a great name for a rooster.

* I love that this football player is pining after the plus-size girl. This is gonna be so cute!

* The mom sends her sex toys. What even.. 😂

* Awww. Does everyone know about Chris’s crush? lol.

* Lmao. Even the dad ships them! He wants Trixie as a daughter-in-law, for sure.

* Ugh. I hate mean girls. It’s been ten years! Grow the fuck up.

* Oohhhh. She said he was her boyfriend. Let the fake dating begin 🤗

* God. Chris is so fucking corny lol. These innuendos are hilarious.

* Ugh. Creepy Karter. Someone kick his ass, please.

* Her fucking mom telling her to use lots of line because she’s sure Chris is large. Oh my god 😂 and that she’ll be sending them something fun. I can’t wait to see what it is.

* The kiss cam! I can’t stop smiling. Oh my god. He needs to confess his feelings asap!

* Cowgirl 👀

* He told her about his feelings! Oh my god, yes!

* Luke Skycocker tried being a little cockblock lmao. Chris was not having it.

* A tentacle vibrator? Trixie’s mom sends the most interesting toys 😂 and oh my god, Chris finding the stash is hilarious.

* GOYKATTDLAGG - I’m ashamed to say I immediately knew what that was 😅

* Holy shit… Chris and all his suppressed horndog feelings really let go, huh. Damn.

* Ugh. Why do I get the feeling the press is gonna find out about Trixie’s mom’s pornstar past? 😒

* Rachel is a cunt. What does she have planned 😬

* Goddamn. In the locker room, Chris? Now I’m all hot and bothered 🥵

* “We spent the last two and half days dressing up, probably acting like our lives are better than they are, because we want our high school classmates to think we’re cool. Hell, I even asked my best friend if he would be my fake date just to show you I wasn’t just a sad, nerdy chicken lady. But if I hadn’t, I would never have found out that I loved him.” // “Or that I loved her. I have for a long time. Since high school, in fact.”

* wtf did Anthony do?! Did they record Chris and Trixie having sex?! You can’t cut to a week later like that and not let me know!!!

* I fucking knew it! Ugh. Please handle it appropriately and make those responsible pay!!

* I love the Kingman family so, so much!

* She asked him to marry her!!! And he already had a ring!!!

* They’re all so happy and Rachel got what she deserved. Dumb bitch lol.

[cinamun]

Woooooooow! 😮 As my brain unpacks & processes these series of events, my spirit is coming in like a wrecking ball like

*and yes I sung it by the way* But literally Elliot got four minutes before Jayce is on his ass & Mercy got four minutes to pack up that damn Penthouse and head her ass to that safe house in Tartosa! 😩

Now hear me out, nothing (and I mean nothing) about Bishop during this conversation is funny but my brain clearly “ain’t neva scared” because the moment he told her to say it with her chest, I woulda flicked that cigar out his mouth. 😂 May have resulted in being the last thing I do BUT that MF was holding on for dear life. Like…EVEN your damn cigar is scared to act up. It’s defying gravity at this point. Not an ash outta place! Lawd! 😩

*clutches chest* Elliot said he was supposed to be living his best life with Hope…not Jayce! Poor Hani was just a placeholder. Oof! Like I know he ain’t say none of that but he really said all that. All he wanted was a blunt free future with Hope…instead he ended up with this dumpster fire of young adulthood. Wow! You know what, where is his daddy at? I know he ain’t really about shit BUT…this is a mess! 😩 Hope call your mama and get the number for the good doc because that’s who Elliot needs. ASAP! Our boy is “fighting those demons” (as the kids be sayin) and he needs happiness & inner peace, all of which is an inside job. Like he didn’t fuck up his life because he still loves Hope, He fucked up his life because he’s been trekking through a deep dark place for a while…Just like our girl Mercy. Sheesh! So much more I could say but…I’d be here all day.

👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 COME ON WITH THE FACTS ON ELLIOTS MENTAL HEALTH CHAE!!

He is not ok. And for some folks not ok means NOT OK. He has a lot going for him. Except guidance and mentorship. Darren came up in the slums but he still had his barber, you feel me? Yeah.....

But you know what? That cigar? I am currently in the upper room. I have been for the last 4 minutes. Thanks 😭😭🤣🤣

[hematomes]

No offense to Arlecchino and anyone who likes her but something about that woman being this seemingly caring and gentle if somewhat stern maternal figure to orphans but also working for a shady group created by a god whose goal is to create a Utopia just rubs me the wrong way.

Not to mention said group's members include a mad scientist willing to experiment on and abuse people, a shady banker, a woman scorned, and a dainty angelic girl who's actually so dangerous, not even Childe messes with her (and even he's a dangerous little shit). If these are the type of people you expect me to believe are trustworthy and working to create ultimate peace, I'm dipping ASAP.

i think this is mostly people getting overexcited over arlecchino and therefore kind of misreading her character

we need to keep 2 things in mind when it comes to her: the current latest piece of information (her utopia thing) comes from one of the children she raised, aka lyney. and then, she actively works with dottore

not to mention that we don't know where orphans without potential are sent. and that dottore has a whole fight club in natlan where kids fight abominations to entertain rich people

arlecchino is, i believe, a much more complex character than just a good/evil one - which has been the case for most of the harbingers (even dottore, not bc he could be good but bc he could lose control of his clones, and i think that's going to happen). la signora was consumed by her grief and then her pride, scaramouche had a whole arc and a very rich lore, there's still so much shadow when it comes to childe... etc etc

so yeah no i think people are getting caught up in our latest "version" of arlecchino (father who rescued the kids) when it's entirely biased, and could be full of shit - either bc lyney is lying or bc he himself believes in a lie

tldr: i don't believe for one second that her entire motive is just saving orphans

[fanficstartrekouat]

Snow-White logs part 2

Act 1 scene two interior bridge of the USS Fairytale

The situation is desperate indeed. It would be best to focus on the most urgent needs. First, ensure that the weapons and defense systems of the Fairytale are fully functional. This might keep the Frost Demons at bay until help arrives. Second, make sure that your injured crew receive the necessary medical attention as quickly as possible. This might give you the chance to find a peaceful solution. Have you tried to communicate with the Frost Demons? Is this possible?

Snow sits in her ready room contemplating what to do next she's stuck in a position of danger her crew dead and heavily wounded she has no idea what to do.

Snow White: how can I save my crew my friends my people. I don't know what to do here.

Snow White contacts here engineering crew: Lieutenant Commander Tinkerbell how are the weapons systems the ships warp core and your crew looking i know am placing a lot on your plate but can you be Scotty and give me a miracle.

Tinkerbell: Sorry captain but no one is as good as Scotty. as for the warp core we can only go to one the weapons systems we're going to need a new one it seems that everything melted as for my crew we're all baffled.

Snow White: chief of security Commander Elsa i need you on the bridge ASAP.

Elsa: on my way captain.

Elsa rushes into the bridge and salutes the captain.

Snow White: Lieutenant Aurora hails the lead ship of the frost demon.

Aurora: Aye aye captain we're hailing them.

The Frost Demon leader appears on the screen, his expression cold and stoic.

Chill: who dares disturb me Emperor Chill leader of the entire universe!

Snow White: I am Captain Snow White of the USS fairytale and I would like to open for negotiations.

Chill: Ah you wish to surrender and be my slaves.

Captain Snow White is taken aback by Emperor Chill's attitude. It seems it is very unlikely that peaceful negotiations can be achieved.

Captain Snow White - No, I am not interested in surrendering, I do not want to fight you either. I am simply asking you to respect our sovereignty and to leave us alone. Does this seem reasonable to you?

Chill: Your what? sovereignty? don't make me laugh girl.... you are a girl right? my race doesn't have genders. Any way you don't have any authority here the entire universe is mine i am its emperor for I am the strongest being in the universe.

Captain Snow White - I have no doubt of your strength, Emperor Chill, but strength lies not only in the power to destroy. The way I see things, the true test of strength and power is the ability to find a peaceful solution in even the most difficult situations. As captain, I have the authority over my crew and the responsibility to find the best solution for all involved. All I ask is that you consider trying to negotiate instead of resorting to violence.

Chill: Very well under one condition.

Captain Snow White - And what is that condition, Emperor Chill?

Chill: that you give me your daughter as my bride.

Captain Snow White -- What? Never, under no circumstances will I accept such a thing. My daughter is not for sale. Is there no other way?

Chill: you could take her place

Captain Snow White - No, I am not going to marry you either, Emperor Chill. This seems ridiculous. This is a diplomatic discussion between two star governments, I did not expect a proposal of marriage. I cannot believe you are taking this so lightly. I have the responsibility to my crew and my Federation. We must find a way around this conflict.

Chill: you want peace hahaha hahaha

Captain Snow White - I do want peace. I am willing to make certain compromises and concessions to achieve it or at least a solution. What if I offered to supply you with goods and resources from the Fairytale and/or the Federation in exchange for safe passage out of your sector and a guarantee that you would not follow us. The Fairytale is not a combat vessel, this should be no threat to you in your great strength.

Chill: No

Captain Snow White - No what? No peace? No compromise?

Does this mean that violence is the only solution in your eyes? You would throw your entire race into a war against someone that has been nothing but peaceful and respectful towards you?

Chill: My race lives for war you wouldn't survive against us you see we use a spaceship to accommodate lesser races that work for us but we truly don't need them. My race can breathe in space and we can shoot energy Beam out of our hands plus none of your weapons can affect us.

Captain Snow White - You speak of your race's dominance but you seem to forget that we belong to a great Federation. If you insist on starting a war, our collective forces shall not hesitate to respond in kind. I am not trying to intimidate you, I am only trying to make you see reason. War and destruction should always be a last resort. Surely you can see that peaceful coexistence is far more beneficial to both of us.

Chill: spoken like a true weakling let me tell you something girl. you can outnumber us out fire us even take s few of the lesser races down but you're never going to take down the Frost demons only one and he is a mere bedtime story. the legendary super Saiyan whatever that is.

End of act one

____________________________________________________

Act 2 scene USS Fairytale bridge

Captain Snow White - What if I told you that the Federation has a solution to the Frost Demons that does not involve war. Would you hear what I have to say?

Chill: your not listing we love violence

Captain Snow White - I am sorry to hear that, then I will cut to the chase. The Federation has developed a bioweapon that only affects the Frost Demons. If you are interested in this solution, I will share more details with you.

Chill: bio weapons don't affect us dear they just make us stronger do you think you're the first to come up with such a weapon.

Captain Snow White - No, we are not. The Federation has developed hundreds of bioweapons, each one more effective than the previous ones, this newer model is far more advanced than anything that has ever been used before. We are also certain that the Frost Demons do not know about this new model and have not been exposed to it yet. I know that my proposal sounds drastic but I must remind you that I am acting in the best interests of both our societies here. I truly do not want to go to war with you but you are forcing me.

Chill: if what you say is true then I guess I am just going to have to blow up your federation with my death ball dear. you understand that I Am faster than the speed of light heck am faster than warp speed so I can merely blow your entire planet if I choose too

Captain Snow White - Please, what do you stand to gain from this? You do realize what war with the Federation would mean for you? This cannot be in the best interest of the Frost Demons. Why are you fighting so hard just to get my daughter as your bride? This is madness. You must see reason. I am asking you politely. Please reconsider. Our bioweapon is not too late to change the outcome of this conflict. We can prevent the deaths of countless lives if only you would put down your weapons. Do you really want this war to be your legacy?

Chill: we would not die the only ones to die would be your people. like I keep telling you we could attack you and destroy you before your federation gets here and you really don't listen how many times must I say we enjoy violence we love destroying besides it's how we make a profit.

End of act 2

________________________________________________________

Act three

Captain Snow White - Then I have only one choice then.

The Fairytale crew watches as the weapons array powers up and the targeting system locks onto the Frost demon leaders in the lead ship.

Captain Snow White - I hope you will reconsider your actions and put aside your bloodlust.

The Fairytale fires a massive torpedo loaded with the new bioweapon, the torpedo's speed and impact are enough to penetrate the demons ship and into their command deck.

Chill catches the torpedoes and sends them back.

Captain Snow White - Blast it! How did he catch the torpedo in the midst of the firing? These weapons are supposed to be impossible to dodge and yet he did it with ease.

The torpedo returns back to its source, it hits the Fairytale. A massive explosion rocks the ship.

Snow White - How did he do that???? We have to retreat.

The Fairytale crew quickly evacuate to the escape pods. Most of them make it out just in time but some of the crew get caught in the blast and are left behind.

fateasticnitram

Snow-White: EVERYONE HELP THE INJURIED CHILDREN WOMAN THAT ARE CIVILIANS FIRST! I INTEND TO GO DOWN WITH THE SHIP ALL TAKE THEIR FIRE BUT YOU MUST ALL MAKE YOUR ESCAPE!

Emma: Mom no please.

Snow White runs to her daughter and embraces her.

Snow White - Run Emma! Don't worry about me, go save yourself.

Emma - But mom.

Snow White - No matter what happens I love you. Now go!

Snow White watches her daughter leave and faces her fate. She takes a final look at the view screen. The USS Whitehorse is close but not close enough. She orders her crew to leave without her but none of them obey, they all want to stay with her.

End of act three and scene 2

[emeraldvsociety]

Pursuit of Peace Part I (and kinda II) Extended AN/Analysis of Pursuit of Peace:

The development of these chapters was WACK I’m not going to lie.

Here’s why:

-The Coruscant Guard is not present for the ENTIRE EPISODE. Why? I could not tell you in a logical sense. So, I’ll blame Palps.

-Riyo’s backround appearances in this is were EXTREMELY annoying. There’s two split second shots of her standing in the hallway with a very tall pantoran guard. She’s seen jumping for joy in her Senate pod. Why is she not central to this episode? I guess her vote was already guaranteed? I mean, EYE came up with a reason why nobody jumped her but the episode does not… oh well ig Fox making sure she didn’t get jumped canon.

-WHY IS FARR WONDERING ALONE IN THE DARK AT NIGHT PLEASE SIR 😭

-Mon only having one line was ANNOYING too. Why is nobody jumping Mon? Why is Mon not present for a single committee meeting?

-WHY IS SATINE STANDING IN THE BACKGROUND OF THE CONVOCATION CHAMBER WHEN PADMÉ IS SPEAKING??? Literally she’s just: 🧍🏼‍♀️👏 LMFAO I NEVER NOTICED THIS UNTIL MY 2022 CW REWATCH BUT IT’S FUNNY AS HELL PADMÉ IS LIKE “WE NEED PEACE” AND SATINE WAS LIKE 👏 Riyo isnt any better girl was legit jumping for joy like okay boss babe. But like Miss Duchess why are you here??? She’s also in Senate Murders in the first frame running out of Mon Mothma’s office so… Once again I did my best to explain why the Duchess of Mandalore is here.

Random Animation Choices 🤝 Me writing in-depth explanations for them.

Trying to get part 2 out asap. I have a feeling Riyo is making her TBB debut tn.

I know Senate Murders is NOBODY’S favorite episode and I’m 50/50 on whether or not to make it an outtake. I, personally, love the chapter but it can be summed up in one sentence so I don’t know. We shall see. Also, happy six months to this fic <3 Appreciate all the support I’ve gotten along the way.

[scarlet-bee]

[ID: An ask from user emanhajjaj86, reading:

hello dear friend,

Iam Eman Hajjaj, A computer Engineer from Gaza. displaced from north Gaza with my family to south. we have lost our newly built home, our jobs and our dreams.

my twin daughters Huda & Sara lost their friends and schools, they lost their right to live in safety and to learn.

Sara is suffering sezuires attacks due to fear and needs medical treatment ASAP [emojis: double exclamation mark, broken heart, loudly crying face]

please help us evacuate to safety and rebuild our lives [folded hands emoji]

https://gofund.me/f474f82e

End of text. Attached to the ask are two images. The first image is Huda and Sara, preteen girls, inside of a tent. One is sitting on a chair, holding up her hand in a peace sign. The other stands behind the chair, with her arms wrapped around her sister. Both are smiling at the camera.

The second image is a tent, shown from the outside. Huda and Sara can be seen inside of it. End ID.]

I have been unable to find any verification for this campaign, but from what I could find, it seems to be trustworthy (1) (2) (warning for color text in both linked posts).

If anyone is able to vet this campaign, or knows of someone who can, please let me know so that people can donate with more certainty! If you would like to donate now, here is the link:

[taintedcigs]

𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐅𝐔𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐄𝐗𝐄𝐒 — send me this and come gossip w me and tell me all about ur life, or ask me about ANYTHING. i will be brutally honest &lt;3

so basically theres this friend group in college that im in and everyone gets along except there are two annoying girls im going to call them napkin and spoon. napkin is generally mean and so we avoided her (me and the friend group) and spoon was being especially mean but both of them are emotionally immature and pick mes and then it was obvious we were avoiding them and at a soccer game we went to (because one gay girls girlfriends and her are in there so we went to support them) we made up with napkin. but spoon wasnt there so i texted her and said sorry and i dont know what came over us (even tho i did) (im just trying to make peace cause she was crying) and no response ill see her on tuesday and tell her again and we'll silently hate them because it was so stressful i can't-

your thots on the situation?

i personally still hate both of them but for dramas sakes and because i always feel bad whenever theres vaild conflict i made up with on the groups behalf. they will always be mean and i need advicd because i have a big mouth and i called the narcissistics behind their backs but i try to stay out of the drama so i cant cut ties (espeically since uni will be done soon for the summer) but idk pls help

oh nonnie i understand u sm and u r honestly right. idk if my advice will be good enough but ive been thru a lot of toxic girl groups both in hs and in college, in hs i cut ties w groups when they became too toxic, but in senior year i had some toxic girls in the group i wanted to cut ties w but i couldn’t do it bc the group did everything together. so i usually avoided the toxic girls and i tried rlly hard to be nice to them (i cannot be fake w ppl my face gives away too much) so i tried not to hang out w the toxic girls as much and if i had to i still tried to avoid them. also i don’t recommend talking shit abt them bc it might create more drama !! in general i think you should try to avoid napkin and spoon unless it’s necessary, but don’t shut yourself out from the group as well. and when you can you should def cut ties w them!! also lastly this advice is hard to follow but try not to let them get to you, if they say something mean either just shrug them off or give them the same energy back, stand up for yourself bc when you stand up for yourself after some time they will (possibly) stop being mean to you (this is what happened to me) and when u can, u should cut them off asap. i have the tightest and best girl group now bc we cut the toxic ppl out of our life. <33 (i hope this helps a bit!!)

[anunkindncss]

Alright guys, I have another holiday favor to ask (Cameron loved and appreciated all of the jokes, and he said you are all HILARIOUS which is more than he ever gives my dad jokes).

I want to boost a message for a pup who is at a local shelter. I’m gonna paste her story in here.

TRIGGER WARNING THIS IS AN EMERGENT HOSPICE ADOPTION SITUATION so if you cannot stand heart break please do not read any further. Please help me help Sadie find a home for Christmas. She deserves some love and peace.

**URGENT HOSPICE FOSTER NEEDED ASAP*****

At just 4 years old Sadie was surrendered to us about 3 weeks ago. We could tell she wasn't in the best of health but she is young so we were hopeful. Unfortunately upon doing her medical workup at our Wellness Center, Sadie has been diagnosed with cancer (lymphoma). It is pretty well advanced at this time and we know she doesn't have much time left, but she is sweet, playful, snuggly, and still feeling well enough to be herself. We have fallen pretty hard for this girl and we can't handle her last days to be spent here at the shelter, especially at night when she is in a kennel all alone. Sadie loves people, dogs, and kids but says no thank you to cats.

Please help us spread the word to make this sweet girls last Christmas the best one she has ever had. Pre-applications can be found at www.awsomanimals.org

[nityarawal]

Sent to Haydn:

This "Medical Medium" book helped me heal from all that bacterias Dr. Rawal & his sex sting exposed me to. 

I had horrible adrenal fatigue. 

Check for that. It's a precursor to 3rd or 4th level disease- which is what you have if Dr's diagnosed it- late, but you can still heal.

We're not meant to be exposed to so many gross bacterias in 40's. 

Oliver gave me worst bronchitis of life after returning from Marine ship!  

Viraja says most of sex sting has chronic amobaes too!

I passed huge white worm last week & feel much better! I got it from Sunil & court. This is Germ Warfare. 

They don't clean anything and bully us into covid cells that were never cleaned of feces etc.

Are you in hospital? 

How long do you have to live? 

Is long term covid terminal? 

Are you contagious? 

Will they have to institutionalise you?

Is Hawaii safe or will they put you in care court for sexually transmitted diseases? 

Is it as bad as aids?

Did Marina get it too? 

From A Carribean friend? 

How many are in harem now? 

Does Denise have it too and her husband? 

I told you swinging just leads to disease- estrangement addictions are perverse- nature won't support this defilement of parenting. 

Alienation Is A Chronic disease. 

You need to heal it as 1st prince from Iran. We need titles now from matriarchy like UK abd reperations on Moezzi estates in Tehran and Huntley ones in US. 

Dad got robbed. 

You're probably purifying because you have a large role to clear Karma from Iran. 

Do you feel it? 

So Many Gorgeous Persian girls letting down their hair. 

Did you know they're Smartest Tech Gals in World as well as most Beautiful?

My vocabulary IQ Is in top 1%. 

Many forensic psychologists have said courts are too dumb and undereducated to understand my intelligence or success. 

I hope you understand real success about serving and giving, not stealing from family. 

I think you'd be happier with someone who shares your beliefs and cultures, Knows how to protect and cherish you and your life. 

What if Marina pulls a "Emily Pearson" "covid kill" now and murders you? 

You really need an alibi. 

I'm concerned with her broker playbooks and scams we've witnessed. 

I sware she got dollar Signs In eyes when we had flood and got insurance rebate. 

She started bad mouthing our home to sell it. 

Some people can't be part of a family and be supportive. 

Greed and gluttony win. Like with Sunil too. 

Don't be like that. 

It's toxic.

She sold us out with ex and brokers. 

I hope you'll get autonomy before she kills you. 

It appears she's run you ragged gaslighting you into Her dreams, with no respect for what your physiology can Handle. 

A woman that loves you cherishes sacred man- doesn't push him into ground like this. 

Very concerned.

 I love you! Xo

Nitya 

https://www.thriftbooks.com/w/medical-medium-secrets-behind-chronic-and-mystery-illness-and-how-to-finally-heal_anthony-william/9653272/item/16020687/?gclid=CjwKCAjwkaSaBhA4EiwALBgQaDGZKFiRdX_cB0jZgx4KUMZKnj-bm_SoueTnI6shKBvdUlTbtTqtxBoCaIUQAvD_BwE#idiq=16020687&edition=9054667

Sent to Haydn:

Haydn- I can come a week early and help you out next Fri or Saturday for a week on your home, gardens & health. 

Drink tumeric ginger honey tea with garlic daily. 

Pomegranate juice f/ Costco. 

Also there's a diet for killing Epstein & Mono - similar virus - to kill all allergens, then slowly re-introduce when Gut heals. 

I'm worried about you. 

Did Dr's diagnose you with this? 

I've been subjected to Dirtiest Cells so not worried about your quarantine. 

I can cook for you? 

Are you OK? 

Why aren't you writing me back? 

Are you stressed about estrangement disease? 

We need peace orders! 

My kids want to move asap. 

Strong chance of nuclear war here Tulsi says. 

Watch her Joe Rogan podcast! 

Love you! Xo

Nitya