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First drawing of Four I've done back in 2021 January vs one I did earlier today of 2024 June.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#my art#lu four#itd be fun to see othet people do this as well#funny to look back on old art lol
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https://www.tumblr.com/toastshark/746769224651915264/ok-fellas-i-have-the-urge-to-draw-for-a-bunch-of
NANI?? OCs got the lowest? I thought OCs are the most popular / high demand in the art request community ?
FR WHAT THE HECK, it‘s what usually makes up most of the requests! And then Etrian Odyssey of all things has the lead! Against Kirby! And Zelda! Not that I‘m complaining lmao, funky lil series needs all the love it gets. Just very interesting to see.
That poll was posted inside tumblr prime time (around 21 - 2am for me) so that might‘ve actually been a contributor, as the EO tag doesn‘t get much traffic so it stays visible longer, compared to those big ones. But then again it also means more people saw it in a short amount of time for the others, so idk if that‘s it either….hmmm
In any case quite the plottwist lmao
#another anon ask#maybe its cuz it says ^has no chance but let me dream^#that people picked it even tho they dont know ehat that is#then again the EO fandom is that particular flavor of ^very small but very dedicated^#gets reflected in the treatment of fanart too#not gonna go much past 20 or 30 in most cases but never under 10 either#meanwhile with the othet tags - who cares there‘s 100 other pieces of art around#maybe its that!
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hi i’m em/emma/emma grace :D
i use they/she/fae pronouns
i’m genderqueer (confused lol) and bi/cupioromantic/ace
i run a couple of where-is blogs!! (pink snail and mogswamp)
i love taylor swift so much it’s insane
these are some things i like: minecraft, traffic life series, hermitcraft, stardew valley, reading, marching band, music, taylor swift, ajr, the crane wives, maisie peters, writing, playing the trumpet
these are some things i don’t like: chocolate (yes ik im weird), mean people, sudden/loud noises, bugs, dogs, cooked fruit (funny texture), hot weather
here are some othet things about me that i think are relevant: i think i’m audhd, i have some sort of undiagnosed joint condition, i rlly need ppl to use tone tags with me, i’m a fanfic author (tho i don’t update often), i’m a band kid, and i’m a swiftie
my ao3 is same as here, emmaestrella, and i have a couple aus going rn! my pinterest is emma__estrella
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Idea for a showa godzilla au...
#godzilla#toho#showa era#fanart#othet people's art#gojira#i am intrigued#oh lawd he coming#BIG BOI#love he
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What inspired you to create kimah ? Is he more of an original character rather than one taken with heavy biblical reference (I ask because the only evidence in his namesake I can find are just star clusters, which makes sense because of how he ends up, but I couldn’t find anything describing him as an angel) ? Curious what your thought process was when introducing him and Uri as an entity. Also does Uri ever sympathize with Lucifer ? Or does their relationship stay strained? I don’t know if this may be too much of a spoiler, so feel free to ignore, but does Uriel ever share his story/be vulnerable to anyone other than God? Or does his character remain pretty much the same as book 1? Excited to read more of your stuff! If you see this, thank you!
Hello!! I answered this a looong time ago, so I can just give you the run down but yup Kimah isn't a biblical angel! He's just stars.
The backstory to the Uriel chapter is that I acknowledged the Bible does this thing where it conflates angels and stars a couple of pretty important times. For example, in Revelation, it reads that Satan dragged down 1/3rd of the stars (which people understand to mean he dragged down 1/3rd of the angels and turned them into demons), and the devil himself is conflated with "the morning star".
I also acknowledged that angels were bizarre eldrith monsters (usually in proximity to God's throne) and often just... cute guys (Sodom). I had to come up with an explanation for the star thing and I was stuck for a while. I had this idea that some angels were stars (and there was a sense of belonging to the stars that all angels had). I also remembered that there used to be no stars for a long time in the universe, and I thought that maybe the first angels turned into stars.
At the othet end of all this, Uriel is an angel who fascinated me a lot. He has this really stoic/sad expression in most of his art. (As opposed to Raphael, for example, who always looks really kind). And he was always associated with fire and, to a lesser extent, with stars. (In Enoch I, he's the one who leads Enoch through all the stars.) I remember seeing this stained glass of him and feeling really... struck by it:
As I kept drafting ABM, I started understanding this portion of the story better. Michael told the story of the angels turned stars, and he mentioned Uriel was the oldest and immediately, I had a big idea in my head. Maybe Uriel had loved one of the stars — that would explain him to me perfectly. In my outline, I was very intentionally vague about what would happen when Uriel confronted God about Lucifer. I thought it would come to me when I got there. (And it did!)
Also, the star thing was helping me understand the deeper, uglier parts of what Heaven had been built on. I had the idea that something had happened and Heaven was God's (almost) apology for what occurred in the past. So this served that purpose as well
A little before I wrote the chapter, I dreamt the majority of the story of Kimah. Afterwards, I woke up, freaked out, then wrote it all down, but I needed a name. I can't remember the Bible translation I had at the time, but I flipped to Job, which mentions angels as stars, and I saw the mention of Kimah (a constellation, maybe). I thought "Uri-Kimah" sounded nice, and so I went with it :)
Also! Uriel will definitely develop and will open up to someone. A&M puts those building blocks in place, but you shouldn't expect to see him get his head out of his ass until the third book, really.
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TW// SA, DISTURBING TOPICS, GORE, CHILD DEATH/ R@P3
Have been bingeing A LOT of analog horror in the past 2 days, coz I got sick and it was one of the few things that kept me from exploding,,,,
Throw out my binge i stumbled across some really good stuff, but there was 1 that really just, upsetted me, and not in a good way.
Not sure how many people know of the serise "The Painter" from Urbanspooks, but saying this with my full heart, as an active horror/ disturbing media/ analog horror fan, I have never watched such poorly made media. The art in it is the only acceptable thing, and the base idea of the whole thing. But the execution is, in my opinion, very poorly done. With the whole thing not having a clear story.
The whole thing just trys to one up itself with how could it shock/ disturb the viewer more and more, episode by episode. I do know the creator has stated that they where inspired by slasher films, which do use sensitive topics just to shock the viewer just coz, but they also marketing this as analog horror.
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SPOILERS/ EXAMPLES OF PARTS I DISLIKED AND OR LIKED
I'll start with what I liked, since they are less of those then what I disliked
Enjoyed: I really enjoyed some of the paintings that where depicted, the 2th painting from the 1st tape expecially. I liked the voice eecording and the camera footage that was shows, it was well made and actually somewhat disturbing.
Disliked: I'll just get this out of the way. The whole deal with Corey. There was no reasone for him to be assulted coz it never comes back up. Its souly for shock factor. Not to mention the "Fuck Toy Corey" painting, which I have just found extreamly insansitive. And it doesn't help that the creators making merch out of it and selling it. Next is the horse incident, where the horse gets drugged and made to fuck a woman to death, again, why was this needed??? Same goes for the "4 of the wounds had seeman in them".
I generally dislike horror media putted together with EXTREAM sexual stuff, not my cup of tea. If it's done well it doesn't bother me as much. But this? This doesn't deal with it in any othet was then just "yeah it happended,,,, HERES THE PAINTING".
Over all my rating for this is a 2/10, 2.5/10 if I'm being generous. I do not recomand watching it, looking at reviews on it is more of what I recommend, saves you the time and you wont miss anything.
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Do you think Houji suffered a lot of discrimination in the CCG for being gay? Do you have HCS about his youth?
And, this is a question I've had for a while, how old was he in canon?
Oooh thank you for your ask, it's really interesting!
The whole "Houji being openly gay and obsessed with self-care" thing is basically a headcanon that I have (and I am really happy to see other people share it with me!) and in my own delusional world, no one has a problem with people's gender and sexual orientation. But we all know that the real life is not that nice right?
Well I believe that in canon, if Houji is being openly gay like that he would surely get gossip, especially when he was a newbie. He may got teased and told things like "Don't sneak on us when we are changing" or "Practice with your quinque more instead of caring for your hair would you". Things would get worse outside of the workplace, like when they forced him to have a drink with them and kept saying whatever they want, hence one more reason for Houji to hate drinking.
But over time when his ranks got higher and he had proven his skills, I imagine that people would only give him side-eye (like Take's squad to Mutsuki at the beginning of re:) and just talk about how queer he is behind his back and told the newbies to stay away from him, but otherwise they wouldn't openly discriminate him like before.
That said, i think some of them still have internalized homophobic, like they claim to be normal with him but they would avoid using the changing room at the same time with him.
But hey, we know that Shinohara did not have any problem with Suzuya's suggestion about a gay ghoul, so I think Shinohara won't have any problem with him. I don't think Akira (and maybe her father) is the type to discriminate people based on their sexual orientation either. For Amon and Takizawa, I think they would be quite shocked when they find out that Houji is gay, but their respect for him is so big they brush it off. I think that's enough for Houji, who cares for strangers' opinion when your superior still goes out to drink with you and you still earn your subordinates' respect right?
A small headcanon of mine is that when Amon or Takizawa were just finished with their lectures at the academy, a young student would secretly asked him that "I like boys, do they let me become an investigator?" and he would told him about Houji and his heroic deeds.
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For his youth, I imagine that he wants to become an investigator due to the influence of his uncle Takashi, who is a very accomplished investogator in the Kyoto branch. Maybe he will be quite scared because he will surely get discriminated, but his sense of justice is greater than his fear so he enrolled in the academy.
As he is also enrolled due to his will to make something right, not from hatred like many othet students, he sympathizes with Takizawa and he encourages him a lot when he was losing motivation. They are both not driven by the want of revenge so it's important to focus in the fact that they are fighting for a better world.
Another headcanon I have is that aside from martial arts, young Houji also practiced gymnastics to improve his flexibility, agility and coordination, something he finds the investigators usually lack. But he won't tell anyone about this because he would get laughed at, again.
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Regarding his age, since he is older than Arima (29) and younger than Shinohara (37), I think he is somewhere between 31 and 35. I mostly headcanon him as 33
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hello! i was wondering if basing your art style/oc of art you have seen counts as tracing/stealing? thank you and have a good day
that question can be a bit complicated but to my understanding. as long as you give credit for to the original idea you should be fine? also asking permission to use the idea is very encouraged!! some people would consider it stealing and othets are open with what they create, so asking the specific person is always good! this is mainly for ocs btw
as for art styles... it can depend on the situation but in MOST cases art styles are not something one can own? everyone learns their art off of something theyve seen. it's not stealing, it's learning. UNLESS you're literally tracing and claiming it as your own. that's stealing.
i personally don't consider it stealing/tracing if you use my stuff for inspiration but i would like to be tagged if you do!!! i wanna see it :D
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Greetings, here's an introduction post to my side blog.
My name is Arson, my pronouns are it/its and any neos, and I have made this blog to get used to both writing characters I love and to post about my fandom-related adventures and opinions.
Ask box: Still open, I just cannot guarantee that I'll complete your request quickly. Please send asks or ideas or anything!! I love hearing what othet people think of characters and things I write. What I am not willing to write/art:
Smut. Any form of smut.
Fetishes.
Incest.
If you don't know what to request but would like an xreader headcanon or two, try the sfw alphabet
Anything else is probably okay to request. I am willing to do ships unless otherwise specified below
If you like my content, consider donating to my Ko-Fi here.
For fandoms and characters, read more.
Fandoms I create for:
Lord Of the Rings and related
The whole fellowship
Faramir
Elrond
Am willing to write others if requested. Also, if you want me to write an oc of yours, let me know, and I'll see what I can do!
Obey me!(no ships)
Diavolo
Lucifer
Barbatos
Beelzebub(platonic/queerplatonic)
Satan
Solomon
Sun Haven
All
Stardew Valley & Stardew: Always raining in the valley Mod
Shane
Harvey
Emily
Abigail
Sterling
Mia
Henry
More may be added as time progresses, and I gain new hyperfixations.
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hey hey
here's a reminder in case you're being harassed by some ipad gen kid in a community!
> they never read a single fanfic, yet they whine it's bad
> they don't know shit about ships which they shit on! seriously, that's the case all the time! "your ship is invalid" my ass! their opinion is bullshit, they know nothing at all.
> they most likely don't know bullshit about the fandom you've been the part of for years and contribute to - especially if you contribute positive art, rethink who's helping the community more! take a step back and see, how those who harass you, behave in general!! they always have a fake personality in public!
> they mostly ship something else, that's why they want to dehumanize you!
> noone has the right to dehumanize othets, or to tell them they're less. PEOPLE ARE EQUAL. anyone saying otherwise is a dictator!
> block button is invented! if they don't use it, they purposely want to lure you into drama! don't change your opinion, just because they want to force theirs on you. they'll never stop the harassment.
> most of them are narcissistic mental abusers, you read it right! as soon as they see they can't manipulate you, they'll get furious like people in my school at third grade were. 👶 their hate is the obvious sign of THEM being toxic, and they more than usually PROJECT on you!
> they'll always play the victim and they are never the fault of anything, even though thex harass you - send them a projector image. they exactly know what you're saying when you're saying the truth. people HATE the truth, you'll always get harassment if you talk about it.
> there's a chance you'll be alone with your opinion - if you feel like it's the right path to justice and peace in communities, it probably is. People are MOBS. they'll rather join harassers, than help the one who speaks the real stuff.
> yall are strangers! don't allow a stranger to decide who you are. remind them to this with a block if they can't stfu.
if you have any suggestions to this list against fandom harassment, feel free to reblog and add some.
#fandom#toxic fandom#harassment#mental abuse#bullying#online harassment#toxic community#fandom discourse
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Hi hello, welcome to my Mystic Messenger kids AU I lovely call Mystic Kids! Despite the name of the AU, these characters are all adults with the youngest being 19 years old and the oldest being 29!
To avoid weirdness and inconsistencies, I used all of the MCs and made them their own people with their own names. Endings have been slightly altared but I tried to keep everything as close to canon as possible.
I've had these characters for a while and I've been posting some fun stuff about them over on my main (riverpancakes) but I thought I'd make an account so I can go more indepth about the characters and events for anyone who was curious.
Most art used is made by my friend ranchlotte as I can't draw anything othet than ponies to save my life and she's an amazing artist!
Feel free to ask me questions about my ocs, I love talking about them and have many things to share about them and my AU :)
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I feel like right now, i just have to let go. This happens in the worst times. Why is it that when times are the worst, i feel the best. I feel like the stress to preform is taken off and everyone accepts me as i am. Its a release. Its shichrur. I just go with it. I want to do fun things. I let it all go, i be direct, i dont waste my time. I have boundaries. Im just not the same person. Im not who i used to be.
I see people who have life figured out. They have jobs and see their friends and look happy. They have successfully adulted. I feel like that thats where i fail. I have not successfully adulted. I dont have a job yet because im trying to catch up on school. Im getting a degree in art which doesnt really point to a job. Its not like being a nurse or social worker. Sometimes i wish i did that instead so msybe my life would make sense. I feel like i dont know where the end of the road will get me. I get my grades from idiots in a school where the teachers are stupid. I have put myself through a stupid situation from my choice. And i look at people who are nurses and married and happy and i think, where the hell did i go wrong. Where was the lesson on pick something that will be normal. Why couldnt i have a normal life. I just compair my life to othets when people look at my life and are shocked. Like how did u do that. I just want a job. A job gives you a life. It lets me breathe. It gives me money to support myself. I want to just be. To love my life and enjoy everything as it is. To make money so i can eat well. I want to just enjoy everything.
I hope u choke in your sleep you fucking idiot.
תקשיב לסיטואציה. חברה אחת בדירה שלי אמרה שהיא תמצא לי חתן טוב? שאני אגיד לה מתי והיא תסדר לי דייטים. אז מה קרה- היא אומרת לי שיש מישו מזה נשמה, לא יודעת איך קוראים לו, אבל אני אצא איתו מחר. בסוגריים היא לא אמרה לו שהיא לא מעוניינת. אז היא אומרת לי לשמור אותו בפלאפון אז הוא שמור אצלי כ"מישו" והיא דוחפת לי את הפלאפון להיות כמו המזכירה שלה להגיד שהיא לא רוצה אותו. אז אני אומרת לו והוא מזה לא מבין מה קורה כאן. זה 00:30 בלילה, כן? אז היא אומרת לי אחרי שיחה שאני לא כלכך יודעת מה להגיד לו שקורה עכשיו לשלוח לו הודאה. היא לוקחת לי תפלאפון ואומרת
Today is day 100 and some are dancing. Some are mourning. Some dont know what to do with themselves and are trying to just keep breathing. I think i fall into that third group. Its this feeling of trying to be ok in a new normal. The mix of the war, the weather, the aclimation to differences. This year, i lost friends. I'm just trying to breathe. Can an entire nation be depressed. To be alive during a time where israel is being sued for genocide and germany is on israels side is wacky. I guess, if you feel depressed, and you're waiting for the warm sun, for the feeling of vacation and summer, for no more war, for beach days, for sandals and icecream and evening breeze and sunsets. Im with you.
פעם הראשון בחיי שמישי באה עלי באמצע שיחה עם חברה, ואני לא מפחדת מזה, אני לא
I need to really listen to myself enough doing wjsy other people want. I want to d what i want
Hashem please heal me. Please make me feel better. Please make my headstop hurting. I want to just be ok.
Would you marry yourself? Yes. I appreciate myself. You need to show.
I dont want to go every week, out of my way to see ppl who dont go out of their way to see me. I cant kill myself for u. Im stopping to kill myself for other people. Ur not worth me killing myself for. No one except my famiky will kill themselves for me. I dont want to feel bad for not coming. They make me feel bad for not coming, fir not calling enough, for not any of that. I really regret heing in that picture. It was so bad. Like so bad. But i loved netanel. It was just really bad. I know what that feels like. Sometimes if i dont end up taking it ill have trouble getting out of bed and doing anything. And if u have a super high work ethic with that, its two opposites and i just hated myself. So id tell myself, ok, this is just the lack of ur concerta or ritalin, just breathe, and take it tomorrow and hopefully tomorrow will be better. Or if u want to take a break from it, u say tomorrow will be better because your body needs to get used to being off it.
Sometimes being off your meds for a day can be really hard. Either you forget, or you need to get more, or you are going on a break from it because of the side effects. Its overwhelming to be on meds. Because off it, you are unpredictable ranging from will you be an adult that day to will you get out of bed. And then on it, you arent hungry, headaches in the evening, you might feel like bugs are on you, constipation. Its not a perfect situation either. Its a scenerio u get to choose, sure. It bdcomes more predictable, it eases you feeling overwhelmed, allows u to organize your brain. But i have cried from the thought that eating enough will always be difficult- not from any disorder, just with the nedication- not hungry at all- zero appetite, without medication- cant get myself to food shop, cook, eat, clean up- its alot. Its probably the hardest thing in my day to day. Just making food for myself. And people have called me anerexic or having an eating disorder. And its really not. Its nust hard, and i never have a constantly big appetite. When im busy, im never hungry. I can go until i feel i have zero energy left in my body and then
The nova party really affected me. Im condtantly seeing pictures of people i knew or people who my friends knew. When the war started, i kept saying that i feel like we need a short leash. Everyone needs a really short leash. We need to really hone into whats really important and let go of everything else. I feel like the energy of the people at the nova party went into me a bit.
You had goals
You had things that you wanted before your life turned upside down.
You loved coffee in the morning, talking to friends, going to the beach, eating pizza. You loved slow friday mornings and breathing in the sun. You loved music and color. You loved laughing so hard you cry joking with friends in the middle of the night. I want to just do things that i enjoy.
I'm with people where no one knows where they are going. This isnt medical school. We're all just here for the ride and we're enjoying being with each other for it.
Its the first time someone came to me, interrupted a conversation with a friend to tell me how what i did wasn't ok, and i took it, but knew as it was happening that it wasn't about me. I couldve dont it differently, and i definitely would have had i known that it bothered her. With the same information, had i done everything differently- no, not at all. If i wouldve known it bothered her, would i have done it? No.
I feel like now alot of people r just somebody's that i used to know.
כשהמרצה מראה אמנות של
Nguyen Dinh Dang
ומספרת על אמנות אסית ולא יודעת בדיוק מאיפה במזרח ואני אם חצי שם חצי לא כאני חולה אומרת בלי לחשוב פעמיים "זה ואטנאם" וכולם מסתכלים עלי בהלם. והמרצה שואלת איך אני יודעת ואני אומרת שכתבתי את עבודת הפרוסמינריונית שלי באמנות ויאטנמית והשם הזה מוכר לי.
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How to know the difference between a fetish request or someone that has a niche interest? Maybe the requester like that has no intention to harm artist or make them uncomfortable. Hmm.. What do you think?
…Vibes. It‘s straight up just vibes. If the vibes are weirdly off, there‘s a chance it might be a fetish. Generally speaking, it comes from a weird focus on peculiar aspects that usually wouldn‘t warrant that focus to begin with.
Or, to explain with the endboss of all fetishes, aka feet: A non-fetish drawing including them can just be like, a beach day, or a nature hippie type character, etc, where they are visible, but a "normal“ amount of focus is put on them, ie as much as you‘d think about it irl. So basically no focus at all.
But a fetish-request would go out of its way to explicitly state that they have to be included, possibly in a specific manner, and usually as the main focus of the whole drawing.
However, that‘s also where the issue in identifying it kinda lies- because with less "obvious“ stuff, who‘s to say the focus is from a sexual motive, and not another one?
Sure, "evil characters buying Wonderbread at Walmart“ turned out to be a fetish, but it could just as easily been a comedy thing for the guy. I mean, look at that sentence and tell me it doesn‘t sound like a joke or smth. "Haha evil overlord doing mundane things" is a whole genre after all.
On the othet side there‘s an artist on tumblr here who draws some pretty good art of fruits or other food designed as girls, always followed up by a second drawing of them catching mold. Sounds highly specific and weirldy focused on the mold thing! So they keep getting "is this a fetish??“ notes. But they‘ve been VERY clear about the fact it is not a fetish, the‘re just really into mushrooms and biology and general themes of decay.
Like, between these two, what sounds more likely to be a fetish.
Leaving us with "please draw my faves wearing jetpacks“. Maybe it‘s a Wonderbread situation, maybe they just think jetpacks are cool.
Both is equally possible, as there is a weird specific focus on always depicting the same characters and the insistence on them wearing jetpacks (despite Rouge the Bat being very capable of flying), but on the other hand, obviously if someone has favorite characters they’re gonna ask for art of those first, and jetpacks aren‘t like, feet, or getting transformed into a diaper, or whatever the fuck else is out there. They‘re things that people can understandably have an interest in because they just think it‘s cool, no sexual arousing involved.
And some people just have 0 clue on social skills or are jerks so them spamming people about it isn‘t a total red flag either. More of a pink one, or beige, or whatever. There‘s people being spammy about getting their ocs drawn too, and no one‘s out there clocking them as fetish baiters because of that, they‘re just getting called entitled.
TLDR vibes + benefit of doubt + dont draw stuff that makes you uncomfortable but not everything niche is automatically a fetish + humans are weird man
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Gary I need more Jack content
#i wanna talk so so much i can't say anything i want to talk abt him 2 other people. i need more art ive been pages deep in blogs to find it#ive been on othet websites. i JUST SJFNFNHHNNG#*bites something*#I WANNA KISS HIM SO BAD IT MAKSS ME STUPID SILLY GOOD FUCKING GODDDDDD#i want his hands on my.back/hips to im.fucking. [SCREAMS INTO PILLOW]
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Lmao started spiraling about like not being good enough at art/how am I gonna get a job? Doing art should I just give up that dream? And like the rest of me is kinda jsut like: really bitch can we go 5 minutes without doing this give it a rest already. Thinking of that one vine lol
#im. recognizing these are not necessarily valid thoughts well rhey might be but they arent coming from a good faith place#im gonna test my ability to work with the chronic hand fuckery like (work at a speed id need for job) and if that doesnt work out yes ill#need to adjust but i could probably just shift to a different thing still using my art if i wanna? also ive always been the last kid to#finish test like i alwayd need extra time im not. im slower than other people i cant do things as quicjly thats. i just need to sccept that#and find a way to wirk with it i guess? anyways if i have to do soemthing else thats not the end of the world and these criticisms are jjst#me comparing myself to othets/freaking out seeing othets work and thets not gonna ever be helfpul so im working on stopping jt#so i think baby strsp im able to tell this isnt coming form a great place and im gonna maybe do some warm up sketches if my hand pain lets m#ignore me#this is probably incoherent im just talking to myslef/taking myself down
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