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Nothing To Everything

Ch. 4 Three Little Dots

Word Count: 6743

We walked into the round room and sat down. Emily was the first to talk before any of the guys could.

"We were supposed to be off, do not judge. We had to initiate Izzy into girls night." 

JJ then added, “Also didn't hurt that Izzy is friends with the owners of Mike's bar so we got all of our drink for half price all night. I don't even remember how we got to Penelope's." 

"Wait... does anyone remember how we got to Penelope's? Because I do not either." I chimed in, but then my phone buzzed from a text. 

Mike: I have all of the car keys for whoever drove to the bar. I put you all in an Uber to the colorful girl's house since you all insisted you didn't want girls night to end. You had four of those alcohol bowls all different flavors so I can only imagine how you guys are feeling. Drink lots of water. Will return all of  the keys and cars the next time you all come here and are fit to drive home. It was a blast seeing you drunk. 

"Mike got us an Uber apparently, and has all of our car keys." With that all the males started laughing, even Hotch let a smile slip onto his face before banishing it quickly. Hotch started presenting the case as JJ wasn't able to look it over beforehand. 

"We are heading to Montana. A small town in the woods have seen multiple abductions. The unsub takes the person from the center of town, keeps them for three days, then returns them right outside of the police precinct. When they are returned they do not remember what has happened to them, cannot describe the unsub and has a tattoo that they can't remember how they got. The wifi and service is spotty at best so Garcia you are coming with. Wheels up in 30." 

Thankfully I do not recognize any part of this case, but it does seem familiar. I head to my desk and grab my go bag to change my clothes. Apparently all of us had the same idea because when I opened the women's bathroom door everyone else was already in there getting changed. 

"I think we should get an award for being this hungover and still being able to work." JJ said with a chuckle as she finished getting dressed. We all laughed and nodded our heads. 

"Does anyone remember what happened? I'm too afraid to text Mike back and ask if I did or said anything embarrassing." I asked in hopes that no one else remembered. They all shook their heads which made me calm down a little. "Is every girls night that crazy?" I asked curiously. 

"Not in the slightest." Tara replied with a laugh. At this point we all looked like professional women again so we headed out to the SUVs to go to the airstrip. The men had already left so we all piled in to one SUV and headed out. JJ drove while Penelope was in the passenger seat leaving Tara, Emily and me in the backseat. All I could focus on was how close Emily was to me. She had caught me staring at her way too often since starting so I forced myself to look out the window. Still though, her scent filled my nose and it was so comforting. She smells like wood smoke and a touch of perfume. She smells like perfection. 

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We arrived in Montana and everyone piled into SUVs to head into the town. It was a two hour drive from the airport, thankfully all of the women took naps on the plane. Somehow it ended up that all the women were in one SUV again driving to the town in the same positions as before. I was getting motion sick so I lead my head against the car door and tried to sleep to pass the time. 

I woke up when JJ was pulling the car into the precinct parking lot. I had shifted in my sleep and was laying on Emily's shoulder cuddling her arm. I released her and lifted my head with a blush. I looked at Emily and she was smiling at me. We got out of the car and it felt nice to stretch my legs. I looked around and it was as if the town was only two blocks big each direction and shaped like one big square with a park in the middle. It was a beautiful town. 

We entered the police precinct and it was tiny. I counted 5 desks and one office labeled "sheriff." Small town crimes like this are bittersweet. There is less places to hide, but the unsub most likely has lived here majority of their life meaning they know everywhere in town and the surrounding woods to hide. 

"You guys must be the FBI. I am Sheriff Smith." We all shook hands with the Sheriff and introduced ourselves. "Clearly, there is not much space in here for you to set up everything, but the mayor has allowed us to use a meeting room in the town hall as your base for however long you need to catch this person." He shuffled to the door and led us to the building next to the precinct. He walked in and then brought us into a meeting room with everything we said we needed. Based on his cycle he should be releasing someone tomorrow and we were going to be set up around the precinct to try and catch them. 

The sheriff left and Hotch turned to everyone. "Everyone group or pair off and start exploring the town. If we are going to catch this unsub we are going to need to be familiar with the town layout. Also go out around the woods while it is still daylight but make sure you are ensuring you know your way back. Penelope, start setting up your gear." Everyone nodded and headed outside. JJ, Tara, Emily and I joined together. 

"We should start in the woods since that is most likely where he is keeping them for the three days." JJ said then started walking towards the woods.

"Wait, stay right here a minute." I ran off into the closest convenience store and quickly came back with alphabet stickers and tape. The three of them looked at me like I was insane for buying them. "You put the alphabet stickers on the trees and tape them to ensure they stay on the tree. This way we can go where we want and don't have to worry about getting lost. It's like Hansel and Gretal using breadcrumbs, but these will stay where we put them and then on the way back we can take them off the trees so we don't give away were we have been. Also, the cardinal rule of exploring nature, leave it as good or better than you found it." They accepted that answer and we started walking. 

After a few minutes Emily started hanging back with me when I was marking the trees with the stickers. 

"Where'd you learn this?" She sounded impressed. 

"When I was a girl, an older man named Frank took me and my mom under his wing and acted like my grandpa when he saw how we lived. He was well off and had woods behind his house. He made me my own hideout cabin that I had complete control of. I was able to decide who could come in and when, he let me design and decorate it, it is one of my prized possessions. Even when he moved into a bigger house, he paid for the cabin to be moved to his new property and I still use it since I live with my mom still. It's very deep in the woods so he made signs on trees with a knife and taught me how to read them so I could always find my hideout, but it wasn't obvious. I was also known to just run away to the woods when I wanted to be alone so instead of yelling at me, he gave me rules when I had to come back and made sure I had ways to know how to get back." I smiled at all the memories and mentally noted to text Frank to see when he would be in his Virginia house next. He had houses all over the world which has been a dream of mine and he made me hideouts in each and every one of them. When I looked at Emily she was smiling at me and we just kept walking. Gosh, I could look at her smile all day and not get bored. 

After a few hours we turned around to go back into town. Penelope had finished setting her gear up and wanted to join us when we did our town adventure. Something felt odd when we got closer to the town, like someone was watching us. 

"Does anyone else feel that?" I whispered to the others in case the person was close. They all shook their heads no. I subtly looked around and found the person. They were hiding in between trees, but very much so watching us. It was a young adult, I would guess male and wearing all black. I looked at their face trying to imprint it to my memory and remembered their location markers. We don't have reliable communication with the rest of the team so I can't do anything now. 

"Walk faster. We are being watched in the woods with no reliable communication." With that everyone subtly increased their pace and we headed straight to find Hotch once we reached the town. 

We found Hotch in the meeting room setting up the board. Spencer was setting up his geographical profile of the town and surrounding woods. I grabbed a pen and shoved him aside. 

"Move before I forget this location." I marked the place on the map where I saw the person and turned to Hotch. "While we were walking back I saw a person watching us. They were trying to hide between trees and were wearing all black. It might have been nothing but I don't know, they gave off a bad vibe, like they were making sure we weren't going to walk that way." 

Hotch nodded while Spencer went back to the map pouting. 

"Sorry, Spencer, I needed to make sure I didn't forget the location. I'm not as used to these woods as I am back in Virginia." I did what I could do put everything back to how it was before I barged in. 

"Izzy is really knowledgeable at tracking in the woods. She bought stickers and tape so we could mark our path on trees so we wouldn't get lost coming back into town, but also not destroy the trees. It was pretty cool. She even put the alphabet in order so we knew how far we were." Emily seemed truly impressed with my skills which made me blush. I headed outside to try and hide it, plus it was hot in the meeting room. JJ and Tara were using the bathroom so we were waiting for them to come out. Penelope sat down beside me on the bench that I had decided to sit on. 

She handed me the cell phone hooked up to her signal. "Are you straight?" Penelope asked looking at me and my jaw visibly dropped. "I figure we are good enough friends now that I can just come out and ask." 

I tried to hide my laughter. "No, I am not straight. I am bisexual. Maybe next time ease into that question thought, Pen." I lost it and started cackling. "What made that come to your mind?"

"The way you sometimes act with Emily. I can't tell if you two are flirting or if you would act the same way with friends." 

"I'll be honest with you Penelope, sometimes I don't know with Emily either. The way I act with her and how she acts with me. Let's drop this conversation in case she comes out though, until we are alone with no way she can hear ok?" 

Penelope nodded and I laid my head on her shoulder while both of us just watched the sun set and the people walking in town. Just by watching the town you never would of thought that an unsub was lurking somewhere picking out who they were going to take tomorrow. We stayed like that until the others came out. 

"We have decided we are walking around to find food." JJ announced when they came out of the building. 

"I've seen a lot of locals go into that diner across the square. It seems like the popular place to get food. We can tell the others we are getting dinner there." 

"I just sent them a message, let's go!" Penelope jumped up and dragged me up with her. I laughed as we started walking towards the diner. I think I've laughed more since meeting Penelope than I have in a while. We got to the diner and one of the waitresses said to seat ourselves. I pulled them to the corner booth that would fit all of us, it also gave us a good view of everyone else in the diner. Soon the rest of the crew came and sat down with us. It was almost like a family meal. We ate, talked and just enjoyed each other's company. 

"Ok, we have a big day tomorrow. The sheriff said we have rooms at the inn in town. There isn't enough for everyone to have their own though. They all have two queen sized beds and a pullout." Hotch said and dropped keys on the table. 

I looked at the females, "we all slept in the living room of Penelope's apartment so we can all share one room, we would most likely all end up in one room anyway." The girls nodded and all the men took their own key with a shrug. 

Hotch looked at us with his stern face, "you are all adults, but let me remind you we have work to do so don't stay up too late." He made a point of looking at all the females. We all bursted in laughter. 

"Come on ladies, let's go explore the town." JJ said while getting up and the rest of us followed her. 

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After a few hours of going into every store of the town and talking to the people we headed to the inn. The room was a decent size, but not by any means big. We all put our bags down and claimed a bed. Penelope and JJ one bed, Tara and Emily took the other bed and I claimed the pullout couch. I flopped on the couch and just stared at the ceiling. I couldn't get that person watching us out of my mind, something didn't feel right. It was like my subconscious knew who they were, but my conscious didn't. Was this a town Frank brought me to? I don't remember, but he did take me along to some business trips that were one time things. I might as well text him to try and see. 

Me: Long time no talk, I miss you. I haven't seen you since I told you I got the BAU job. When will you be in Virginia next?

Me: Question, did you ever take me to a small town in Montana when I was a teenager?

I don't know if he would get those since I sent them on my normal phone, but it was worth a try. I decide to get changed into my pjs. 

"Izzy, I thought you said none of the case was familiar!?" Emily startled me, but they all were staring at my lower back.

"None of it is, what are talking about?" I was beyond confused now. 

"Izzy... you have the tattoo the unsub gives..." Emily said softly and brought me to the mirror. There it was, the three dots in shape of a triangle. If you didn't look closely, it would look like freckles. 

Frank: I did, once, when you were seventeen. We went for an extended weekend. You hung out with a boy for the first day, even slept at his house that night. I tried to get you to come back into town, but you said you had been drinking so I just let you stay there since he lived deep in the woods. That's all I know, though. You did send a picture of you both, I'll send it once I find it.

Frank: *one attachment* 

My face went white. I was the unsub's first victim and I had no clue. 

"Izzy... are you ok?" Emily came closer to me and put her hand on my shoulder. 

"I have to go talk to Hotch." I walked out of the room and down the hall to Hotch's room and banged on the door. 

"Izzy, what are you doing out in the hallway, banging on my door in your underwear?" I had completely forgotten I was getting changed when this information came to light. 

I turned around and pointed to where the tattoo was, "I was patient zero and didn't now until Emily pointed out the tattoo when I was changing. He tattooed me a place I wouldn't see and any other person thought it was freckles. I don't remember it, how don't I remember it?" I started sobbing in the hallway. Emily came out of the girls's room and covered me with a robe from the inn. In between sobs I told them what Frank had told me and showed them the picture. 

"There's nothing we can do tonight." Hotch looked at Emily. "Get her to bed and make sure all the windows are locked. If Ricci was his first victim, he probably was watching her earlier, not all of you." Emily nodded and led me to the room again. 

"Why do all of the cases involve me?" I didn't mean to say it out loud, but I did. When I imagined being in the BAU, I imagined hunting other people's demons, not my own. 

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I woke up and could tell I was crying all night. I saw Tara on the pullout couch and realized I had slept in one of the beds last night. Emily had one arm wrapped around me like she fell asleep comforting me. JJ and Penelope were in the other bed still fast asleep. I looked at the clock and it showed 7:08am. I might as well get up and get ready before everyone is trying to use the bathroom. I know it is going to take a while to cover up the evidence of me crying all night. I check my phone and see a message from Frank.

Frank: I just saw the news on the Montana abductions... and that the FBI is there. I'm guessing that includes you? 

I grabbed my phone and headed into the empty lobby of the inn. I clicked on Frank's number to call him. 

"How are you holding up, Little G?" I smiled at Frank's nickname for me. Little G, as in Little Gideon. 

"I cried all night, but now I gotta boss up and catch this little bitch. He was watching me yesterday when I was exploring the woods with the rest of the BAU ladies. He seemed familiar, but I didn't know why, that was the reason I texted you to ask." 

"You're the best person to be catching that son of a bitch. How are you liking the job?" Just hearing his voice made me feel stronger.

"I would love for the cases to stop involving my past, but other than that I love it. I'm just waiting for a case where I am at the starting line with the rest of my team." I chuckled a little. "Well, I got to get ready for the day, thanks for answering my call."

"I will always answer your call, night or day. Go catch the bad guy." We hung up and I headed back to the room to get ready. If Frank saw the case on the news then we have to work fast. 

I got out of the shower and got dressed. I started doing my makeup at the desk vanity when I heard Emily wake up with a gasp and it sounded like she was hitting the bed. Oh my god. She was looking for me.

"I'm right here Em. I'm right here." I turned around so she could see my face. Once she realized I was ok I could see the panic start to leave her face. 

"Don't do that to me. I thought the unsub took you!" She relaxed on the bed and looked at the time. It was now 8:15am and we had to meet at the precinct at 9am. "Oh my god, Everyone wake up! We have to be at the precinct in 45 minutes!" Emily jumped out of bed and into the bathroom. I laughed at how everyone else groaned like a zombie, realized what Emily said and also jumped out of bed to start getting ready. At 8:45am everyone was dressed and was now doing makeup and hair in various locations. I was sitting on the couch that was now a couch again waiting. All of the phones that Penelope gave us buzzed with a message. 

Hotch: Under no circumstances is Izzy to be alone. Preferably two other people are with her at all times. 

I read it out loud to everyone and sighed. I closed my eyes and tried to remember what happened that night. Nothing came to mind so I opened my eyes to find Emily looking at me. 

"It'll be ok. We'll give you a cognitive interview to try and pull the memories out." She gave me a reassuring smile as the rest of the crew filed together to start walking to the precinct. In the inn lobby we found Spencer, Derek and Luke waiting for us. Penelope grabbed my hand as we headed out of the inn. 

"If they want to get to you, they gotta get through all of us before one of us handcuffs them." I smiled at Penelope while everyone else let out a chuckle. We entered the precinct to find Hotch, my dad and Rossi waiting for us. My dad came over and gave me a hug which shocked me. 

"I called your mom to get advice on how to handle this situation as a father and she said you like hugs." He said it with no emotion somehow and I realized where I got my emotional detachment from. Everything my mom says has emotions. Penelope squealed and before I knew it I was getting a bear hug from her. I let out a small laugh and turned in her arms to give her a proper hug. 

"Let's head over to the meeting room." Hotch returned our attention to the task at hand. Once we stepped outside, I felt eyes on me. I grabbed the closest hand I could. I just needed to know that if I was about to be taken there would be a fight by more than just me. I didn't realize I had grabbed Hotch's hand until he whispered to me. 

"Do you see him?" His voice was so soft, it was like when he told me he was coming to check on me my first day.

"I can sense his eyes on me." My voice was so quiet I wasn't even sure Hotch had heard me. He didn't let go of my hand until we were in the meeting room. 

"Rossi, Gideon, Morgan go look in the town for the guy. He was just watching Ricci. Go to the coffee stand outside so it looks like we aren't on to him. Penelope, start running the face recognition on the photo."  Hotch was back to his normal boss personality. 

The three dots on my lower back felt like they were burning, I was hyperaware of their permanent fixture on my body now. I looked at the whiteboard and saw the photo Frank sent me wasn't hanging up. I went around to the other side of the board and found the picture with some notes. I sat down and stared at the picture willing any memory to come to me. My thoughts kept going back to the fact that this was my second case in the BAU and so far I had ties to both of them. Pretty soon it is going to raise some red flags. I mentally blocked those thoughts and stared at the photo. I focused on the white noise of the heating and cooling system and the rest of the team talking. Soon I felt a lull fall over myself and I was transported to what I thought was a dream I had had when I was younger. 

 -Flashback-

"C'mon smile for the camera!"  I couldn't feel my body. I couldn't move. I saw a flash that must have been the camera and then the picture printing. It must have been a polaroid camera. I couldn't move my head to look at him. I felt the breeze on every piece of my body, I was naked. My view was as if I was standing, but I couldn't feel the floor. I went to go talk, but nothing came out. 

-Present- 

"RILEY!" I was pulled out of the memory and everyone was looking at me. "His name is Riley. He paralyzed me. He strapped me to some kind of contraption that held me upright, but he could get to anywhere on my body. I was naked, I felt the cold in every part of my body. I would say I was underground, but I'm not a hundred percent sure. He takes pictures with a polaroid, or at least he did to me. My mind was intact, it was as if I was just a floating head. I must've been strapped in to make sure I didn't fall or get away. I couldn't even turn my head." I said that so fast to make sure I didn't forget anything. "I thought it was a nightmare, a recurring nightmare I had for years afterwards. I would wake up screaming, not remembering what I was afraid of." They all looked at me like I hate being looked at. Like I was fragile, like I was going to break at any point. "All of you stop lookin at me like that. Now." To my disbelief, everyone besides Penelope did stop, they put their profiler mask back on. Penelope, however, came running to me and brought me in to a big hug, almost knocking over the chair I was sitting in. 

"We are going to catch this monster so no one else has to go through that. We also know his name!" Penelope was of course optimistic as always, but it did make me smile. She hurried back to her computer to put the name in the parameters. The team was taking turns patrolling the town to try and see when he abducts someone. 

I walked over to Hotch who was sitting at one end of the room by himself. I sat down next to him and spoke quietly, "he may not take someone else. He may be waiting to take me again." It was a terrifying thought, but it was probably correct. "He knows I am in town, he knows I'm FBI. He still thinks I don't remember. I am the ultimate challenge for him." Hotch stayed quiet for a second before stopping what he was doing and turning to look at me. 

"I know what you're thinking and no, we are not using you as bait, not until we exhaust every other single strategy. I am not putting you through that again if we don't have to. You don't remember everything and I am hoping you never have to, but if we use you as bait it may come back." He went back to work as if he didn't just display an emotion. I may be new, but I know that is rare. 

"I should at least go pretend to patrol with the others. He won't show himself if I don't go out and he'll start to suspect my memory coming back if I'm not acting normally. I am the only one except Penelope who has gone patrolling." 

Hotch nodded in agreement, "ok, you have a point. You'll go out after lunch." I got up and went to go sit by Penelope. I laid my head on her shoulder and she patted my head. Soon the rest of the team rolled back into the meeting room. None of them saw anything, as I expected. Everyone was hungry so as a group we went to the diner for lunch. Since we were in public we couldn't talk about the case as much. It was a nice break. 

After we ordered I felt his eyes on me. I felt my body start to tense before I willed myself to relax. I was sitting next to Emily and quickly grabbed her hand, tightly. She looked at our hands for a split second, then to my face. I pretended nothing had changed so I wouldn't tip him off. After multiple tries I caught Hotch's eye. I let the panic show in my eyes for a split second then masked it again. I caught movement in my peripheral vision and scooted closer to Emily. My heart was going a mile a minute as if it remembered everything he once did to me. Emily squeezed my hand and I looked at her to see her already looking at me. I vaguely heard Hotch say he would be back and get up. Before I knew it I was sucked into another memory

-Flashback-

"What can I get started for you two?" I sat opposite of Riley at the local diner. I smiled at the waitress, "I'll have a water and a cheeseburger with fries please." The waitress was pretty, I looked at her name plate, Heather. Riley ordered, but didn't look up or say please. Once we ordered Riley excused himself to the bathroom. Heather brought us our drinks and  bent down to my ear, "he is not someone you should be alone with. If you ever want one of us to intervene and say the guy you came to town with said you had to meet with him now look at us then put your hair up in a pony tail."  She left just as fast as she came. Why would she say I shouldn't be alone with Riley? 

-Present-

I snapped back to reality and looked around the diner. Emily is watching me and nods understanding I was remembering a memory. Heather was young when I first came to town, she might still work at the diner. Hotch is still looking for Riley as he slowly comes back from wherever he went. I look at each waitress's name tag until I see one go behind the counter. There's no mistaking it is Heather. She sees me as I see her. She smiles then walks to our waitress and says something then starts walking over to our table. I take my phone out and open the notes app. I type out "we know he is watching me, but don't know where he is" and wait for Heather to come over.  

"Hi, can I get you anything?" Heather smiles at me. I push the phone so she can view it. 

"A refill would be amazing, diet coke please. And can all of our meals be changed for to go?" She nods and takes my cup while I lock my phone. I make eye contact with Hotch and then nod towards Heather slightly hoping he gets my message. I watch her walk to another table on the opposite side of the diner with a pitcher of water. She starts filling the cup of a white man, probably in his mid 30s. Suddenly she tips over the glass onto his lap and he jumps up. 

"Fuck! You can't even fucking pour water you low life!" I know that voice, my subconscious knows that scream. I pull Emily up by the hand and motion for Derek to come with me and speed walk out of the diner with my dad behind us. I don't stop until we are in the meeting room. 

"My subconscious knows that voice. He yells when he tortures." I sat down and started looking at what Penelope had found on him. We needed concrete evidence to be able to arrest him. I don't think we would get what we needed until we found his torture location. I hope he wont try and take Heather. I turn to my dad, "we need to protect Heather, the waitress. He may go after her for spilling the water on him. In my memory I had at the diner Heather tried to warn me about him and gave me an escape plan." He nodded and messaged Hotch I'm guessing. I turned back to Penelope's work. We have his home address, but it is one on the outskirt of town he shares with his parents. 

I turn to Penelope's computer and start doing my own research. 

Rossi walks in and sees what I'm doing. "Penelope is not going to like you messing around on her computer." 

"She'll have to forgive me if I find stuff on the unsub." I don't lift my eyes from the computer. He's smart, he wouldn't send torture supplies to a house his parents live in. He must send them to the torture location since there's no PO boxes in the town. I code so I can find the sites no one else can, the ones where if you have enough money you can get anything. I am so focused in what I'm doing I don't even notice the others return from the diner. 

"I found it! I found his torture location! It is near where I saw him." They all looked at me like I was insane. Penelope came over to see as if she didn't believe me.

"I have been working on finding this address the whole time since we learned his name, how did you find it in less than an hour?" I can't tell if she was annoyed or in awe, maybe a mixture of both. She hadn't looked up from my computer work either.

"I was done with us not having a lead that could get us an arrest now that we know what he looked like. I have decent computer skills so I decided I would take a look. I figured he wouldn't want his parents asking questions about shipments, so he would have to ship his supplies right to the torture cabin since there are also no local PO boxes. I then decided to focus on the tattoo stuff. Ink needs to be new to be used so I figured when he started up again he would need new ink and maybe some other supplies. So I went on typical sites you buy those tools. I hacked into their cloud and searched through orders until I found one sent to around here with some type of Riley alias." Penelope was still looking over my work muttering to herself while everyone else was looking at me like I had three heads. 

"Looks like you have some competition PG!" Derek said through a laugh. 

"So... are we gonna go over to the address or...?" I nudged them a little to get this case over with. I started to move where we had put our FBI vests and the others followed. Soon we were in the SUVs driving to the location. We got to the location and saw a small cabin that looked run down. Vines were growing on the cabin, bushes were overgrown and there was a broken down truck parked outside. We heard music coming from inside the cabin, loud music. Hotch gave us directions and we started entering the cabin from all angles. Once we got in the smell of cigarettes, beer and stale blood filled my nose. The music stopped and we looked around. Hotch asked in the ear pieces if that was any of us. I heard all the groups say no and all of us tensed. He was here, with us. 

"Welcome back Isabella!" I somehow tensed even more. "Here's how this is going to go, Isabella is going to come downstairs, alone. We'll talk then we'll see how it goes from there. You have the place surrounded and there is only one exit/entry to the basement so I can't escape." Hotch looked at me and I made sure I had my bravest face on. He nodded and I started towards the door still death gripping my gun. I left the door open while I headed down the steps. I heard Hotch moving people to make sure we had eyes on every single location around the cabin. I stepped down and saw the place of my nightmares. I saw the contraption that held me upright, I saw the straps, I even saw the tattoo gun. Riley was sitting in a chair facing the stairs to the right of the contraption. 

"Hello, Isabella." He had such a darkness to his tone. I kept my gun pointed at his chest. 

"What do you want?" I was over his games. 

"I want you to scream my name like you did when you were seventeen." I kept my face neutral despite how much I wanted to throw up. 

"I'm never going to scream your name again. I'm happy I don't remember doing it in the first place." He stood up while looking at me up and down. 

"Stop right there, come any closer and I'll shoot." I didn't want to be in arms reach of him. 

"You know, the high I got when I knew I got away with what I did to you was the best. I started abducting more people to chase that high. I didn't realize I got away with it until you woke up and smiled at me with that seductive smile of yours. Damn, I almost never let you leave my bed that morning. Especially when I got a glimpse of the three dots I tattooed on you." 

"Is there a point to this story, or are you just stalling? Because I do not need a trip down memory lane." It was so hard not to throw up and keep a neutral face. I recognized he was pulling out a gun a second before it was too late. I fired my gun and felt something hit me. I got propelled back and heard my team running down the stairs. I was on the floor to the right of the steps and my vision was starting to blur either from tears or pain. I reached for my arm and felt blood. His bullet grazed my arm, my bullet went through his heart. 

Emily was in front of me, "Are you ok? Oh my god you got shot."

"I'm ok, it just grazed me." I got up to my feet. "Please take me out of this basement and cabin." She led me upstairs and out towards the SUV. Before she could lead me to the ambulance I quickly made a turn towards an overgrown bush and threw up. I threw up all of my stomach contents and some more. Emily pulled my hair back out of my face and rubbed my back. Once I felt like I wasn't going to vomit anymore I let her lead me to the ambulance. The paramedic looked at my arm and decided I just needed to get it bandaged and didn't have to go to the hospital since the closest one was an hour away. My arm got bandaged and I was told to see my doctor for follow up care when we got back to Virginia. Emily brought me to one of the SUVs and climbed in behind me. I laid my head on her shoulder just needing to know she was there. We stayed like that until it was time to go to the airstrip. 

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Supernatural fic update! 'The Last Time: Ibidem' (Romance, OC) Help TFW figure out what they're hunting!

Summary: She's been on the run for years. The people after her are powerful and plentiful but she has a secret that may give them a run for their money. When she's forced out of hiding and thrust into a sinister plot, she'll need help from a few famous hunters, but they'll need her even more. * TFW x Original Character, Romance.

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Nothing To Everything

Ch. 3 Aftermath and Girls Night

Word Count: 3352

I stayed at the pub last night since I couldn't bear to leave them after not seeing them in almost a decade. I made sure to message the team and let them know that Antonio would drive me to the airstrip in the morning. We stayed up all night drinking and catching up. Now that it was morning and I am running off of three hours of sleep with a hangover, I am grateful the flight is not that long. I will just hide in the corner of the jet and sleep.

Antonio practically carried me to the car since the sun was too bright even with sunglasses on. He laughed the whole time at my pain. "You really should've remembered that you had to fly back with your team in the morning." I glared at him, "I remembered, I just wanted to try and forget the fact that it was my first case and I already had to tell them a piece of my past." "And how'd that work for you?" Antonio said with a laugh. "I believe my spiral is going to be even harder from my attempt to drown out the demons in my head." The rest of the car ride was silent. Looking at the SUVs already on the airstrip I gathered I was the last person to arrive. Antonio got out of his car and grabbed my go bag for me from the back. He handed it to me then pulled me into a big hug. I could sense the team watching from the jet. "Take care of yourself, Iz. Don't lose yourself in this job." He released me from the hug and walked me to the steps. I got on the jet and sat in the corner by myself. I started tearing up so I tried to hide my face by pulling my hood over my head. I could feel them trying to watch me subtly. I got my crying under control and lifted my hood a little to try and act normal. I tried to sleep but every time I closed my eyes I saw all of the team's horrified faces when they learned I knew Antonio and the gang. When it seemed that I was about to lose it I felt someone sit next to me. I looked and saw Emily next to me with a reassuring smile on her face. She leaned into my ear and whispered, "I know what it feels like to be the newbie with a dark past. You're going to be ok." That was the only thing she said all flight, but she stayed next to me. For some reason just knowing she was next to me was calming. The jet landed and we all filed towards the SUVs that were waiting for us. We drove back to Quantico and all headed upstairs to the sixth floor. We had to continue working since it was midday. Penelope was waiting for us when the elevator opened.

"Oh I am so happy to see all your faces again, especially the newcomer!" She looked at me with such enthusiasm and I tried to reciprocate it, but I was too tired and drained. "Izzy come to my lair and tell me all about it!" She practically dragged me to her office and the rest of the team watched with a smile. I guess this was typical for Penelope, which didn't exactly surprise me. Emily yelled after us, "Go easy on her Pen! We don't want to run her off!" She gave me a warm smile and laughed watching Penelope wave her comment off by literally waving her hand in Emily's direction. Penelope's lair was dark lit, but decorated with every color you could imagine. Her desk had an army of trinkets and decorations in all colors. The main theme seemed to be unicorns and rainbows. Penelope motioned for me to sit on the couch that was to the left of the door as she sat in her desk chair. Penelope started talking in between sipping her tea. "So Derek told me you saved his ass because you knew the gang. Please tell me all about that so I may hold it over his head for the rest of his life." Penelope looked like an eager child waiting for my reply. I started to tell Penelope the story and realized that she was really easy to talk to, and was just a happy person to be around. There was no darkness that surrounded her despite working in the BAU and seeing most of the same things the profilers do. We heard the door open and Emily, JJ and Tara walked in. At this point I was laying fully across the couch as if I was in a therapy session and we were talking about animals. They smiled looking at how comfortable I was and how big Penelope's smile was. I sat up and made room for them on the couch. Emily sat next to me, JJ sat next to Emily and Tara was last on the couch.

"It's been an hour since Penelope dragged you into her lair so we wanted to come check on you, but clearly you took to Penelope just as fast as everyone else did too." JJ said with a laugh as Penelope smiled even wider somehow. "Do you know what we need gals? A girls night. We haven't had one in so long and we have a newcomer to initiate into the group!" Penelope squealed at the thought and everyone laughed and nodded. "So it's settled, Friday night, the day after tomorrow, we shall have a girls night! I can host!" I looked around at the three woman surrounding me. It feels as if I had known Penelope for years when today was the longest time I had ever talked to her. Tara is the woman I wish I could be with how smart she is. JJ is so loving and I can tell she cares deeply for everyone on the team. Emily, I don't even know how to describe Emily. Something about her just draws me to her. She has such a softness to her, but also she has the same eyes as me, darkness in the eyes showing a troubling past she is trying to hide. I didn't realize I had been staring at Emily until she turned to look at me. I quickly looked away and felt my cheeks turning red. I got up and headed to the door, "Girls night sounds amazing, but in order to be able to go I need to go do work as I haven't done anything since coming back from the case earlier." I didn't wait for anyone to reply and just left. I was so utterly aware of Emily staring at me while I walked away. I got to my desk and just sit there for a second trying to gather my wits. My nervous system was still on high from the case situation. I put on both my earbuds and put on 8D audio music to help me focus. The 8D helps calm the nervous system which I found out in college and immediately started utilizing it. I start on the paperwork and the rest of the world just disappears as I needed it too. I feel multiple people glancing at me throughout the time of me doing work, but I don't bother to look up to see who it is. I know I am dancing in my seat after a little bit, music never fails to level out my moods. After a few hours, I finish my work and start to pack my things up.  I say goodbye to those in the bullpen and head to the elevator.

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I walk into work and it is finally Friday. I just have to get through today and then I get to hang with the girls tonight. Yesterday I learned that Hotch talked to Erin Strauss, the Section Chief, about my gang ties, but she already knows about them. I made sure I knew the fewest people I had to tell and then told them everything to cover my butt, it still doesn't help when my past comes up on cases. Strauss did tell me I should think about letting Hotch read the intake paperwork on all of my affiliations, I told her I would tell her today my decision. I have a meeting with her at 1:30pm today to let her know. I can see how Hotch knowing would be helpful, I know it is the right decision. I just need my nervous system to also realize that fact. I do work all morning. I got everything I wanted done before lunch which is nice. I leave the bullpen and head to Penelope's lair to eat the lunch I packed. As soon as I got into her lair I plopped onto the couch which is what made Penelope turn to look at me. With Penelope I was too tired to mask my feelings which I know she saw. I trusted Penelope, she was turning into one of the best friends I have ever had. Which I guess wasn't hard since I didn't have many friends growing up, let alone girl friends, but that is besides the point. Penelope finished what she was doing and turned her chair to face me. She looked at me laying on the couch with my food container on my chest and I was pitifully shoveling food into my mouth. "Ok, what is wrong with you? You've been weird since the case, but this is extreme." Penelope sounded really worried. "I have to make a huge decision by 1:30pm today when I have a meeting with Strauss." I replied with the bare minimum. I know Penelope is a master technological wizard and probably has tried to cyber stalk me, but Frank made sure I knew computers and how to erase anything I didn't want people to see that was uploaded by me or other people and make sure they were tucked away into a part of the internet that only I could get too. Still, I wondered how much of the stuff I lazily hid she had found. I had done my own cyber stalking of them and found a lot, even an obituary for Emily, which confused me so much, but knew it was probably about a case and I would find out in time.

Curiosity got the better of me so I asked, "How much did you find when you cyber stalked me?" Her face went wide with surprise, then she shrugged like once she thought about it she wasn't that surprised that I knew. "I didn't find much, to be honest. Honestly, I don't even know why I didn't find much." That comforted me, if Penelope Garcia hasn't been able to hack me, no one could. I just went back to eating. Penelope broke the silence, "What is the big decision you have to make that involves Strauss?" Since it was Penelope, I told her the partial truth. "I have to figure out if I want to give Hotch the intake file that has all of my affiliations. I came into this job hoping to have the least amount of people possible have access to it, but after my first case I can see where it would be helpful to have Hotch be aware." Penelope gaped at me, "You have enough affiliations you have a file?" I couldn't hide the surprise on my face, "It's not usually a file?" Penelope laughed and pulled up a single file. "This is what most people have in their file about their affiliations, and it usually has a singular note that says they have none. You must be one-of-a-kind if you have a whole file and they still hired you." With that I just dropped my head back in defeat and let the silence fill the room.

Soon the rest of the woman came and joined Penelope and me in the lair for lunch and conversation not about my file started. At 1:15pm I got up, said my goodbyes and headed to the elevator. All the girls wished me luck knowing I had to deal with Strauss. I pressed the up button and got on the elevator pressing floor 10. Strauss opened her office door right at 1:30 to let me in. She motioned for me to sit in a chair on the opposite side of her desk as herself. "Did you give any thought to my suggestion?" She kept her face neutral. "I gave it entirely too much thought last night, so much that I felt nauseous." I paused while the horror set in that I just said that to the Section Chief. "I came to the decision to give him the file. After being on my first case, I can now see how having Agent Hotchner aware of my past would be helpful." Strauss nodded and then went to a filing cabinet behind her. She unlocked it and got my file out for me. She handed the file to me and said, "For what it is worth, I think this is the right choice too. I can only imagine how hard it is for you to have to try and hide the skills you have gained from this file." With that I walked out of her office and went to the elevator. That was the easy part, getting the file, now I have to walk past the bullpen to Hotch's office and actually give this file to Hotch.

I got to the sixth floor and everyone was back at their desks doing work. They all looked up when I opened the door and gave the file a confused look. It was a pretty big file, especially for when the norm is to have a singular paper with a singular checkmark. I knocked on the door frame to let Hotch know someone was there and he called me in. I closed the door silently thanking whatever upper power there was that Hotch had his blinds closed already. "I want you to know that this decision didn't come easy to me." I clutched the file to my body. "Strauss indicated yesterday that if you were aware of my affiliations, it would be easier in the field as you wouldn't be blindsided. I also want to say, despite being affiliated with a bunch of different groups, I grew up being primed to be in the FBI. My past makes me unique, it makes me a tool. It gave me skills and the knowledge of things others can't even begin to imagine." I laid the file on his desk. "Saying this, I cannot be in the room when you read it and would appreciate discretion with the file. I want to make a name for myself for my skills, not my past. Thank you." I turned and left his office closing the door on my way out.

Everyone was staring at me, I started to panic. I grabbed my laptop off my desk deciding to go somewhere else to finish my work. I remember seeing a bumped-out window that had a bench  at the end of the hall where no one usually goes since only a storage closet is there for the custodial staff. It was perfect, I couldn't be seen by the end of the hallway. I sat on the bench and just looked out the window for a second trying to ground myself. For being in a window, it was surprisingly comfortable. I did more than half of my paperwork for the day figuring something like this would happen. I got the rest of the paperwork done and then headed back to the bullpen to get my stuff and leave. I got my stuff and left without talking to anyone, once I got to my car I messaged in the group chat of the BAU women asking what time girls night was and for the address. I headed home to change then to the bar down the street from where my mom and I live where I am a regular. Mike's is a cheap bar which has good food and drinks, and Mike has become a good friend since moving back here.

"Izzy! Why are you here so early in the day?" Mike immediately saw me when I walked in. He probably saw my car enter the parking lot on the security cams. "I am starving and am going to a girls night with my new coworkers so I figured I would come here to remind myself I can be social despite what my brain is telling me right now!" I said in a joking, but serious tone. "The usual food? Cheeseburger and cheese fries?" Mike knew me too well, I just nodded. I sat down at my usual barstool to wait. "Do you want a drink?" Mike asked after he put in my food. "Diet Coke? The one thing I was told about girls night is that a lot of alcohol is involved so I probably should hold off on that." I chuckled while Mike smiled at that comment and got me my soda. Soon my phone buzzed and the rest of the BAU women were trying to figure out how girls night should go. JJ asked if we should start off at a bar then end up at Penelope's house which everyone agreed. I messaged back and said I was at Mike's already if they wanted to meet me here. They seemed excited about that and said they'd be here soon.

"You should hire me as an ambassador, looks like girls night is starting here tonight." I joked at Mike. Before Mike could reply someone interrupted us. "IZZY! I am personally bringing your food out because I missed you!" Michael, the head chef, was bringing my food to me. It always makes me chuckle how the two co-owners are Mike and Michael of this bar. I smiled when I saw him though and rubbed my hands together dramatically while staring at my food to get a chuckle out of them both. As the time got later, the bar got packed as it is every Friday night. After I finished my food I put a reserved sign on a table for girls night to ensure we had a spot. Soon after the girls made their way into the bar. I went over to them to join. "Hey! This table over here with the reserved sign is ours!" We made our way to the table when I asked, "So how does this work? Do we drink just wine or is liquor allowed? Because Mike makes great group cocktails that I've wanted to try since moving here but haven't come in a group yet." All of their eyes lit up, but Penelope was the one to talk. "Liquor at the bar, wine at the house! Go order one of the group cocktails!" I smiled and turned towards the bar. Five minutes later I was walking back with a huge punch bowl filled with bright blue liquid with fruit and candy floating in it. I set it down on the table with five straws and everyone smiled. -------------------------------

The next thing I remember is waking up in a strange apartment. From the decorations, I'm guessing we somehow made it back to Penelope's apartment. We were all scattered across the main room of the apartment and a phone was ringing. I checked mine and saw a bunch of texts from Hotch and my dad. Shit. We had a case. "Everyone wake up! Uber We have a case and need to be at Quantico in 15 minutes!" Everyone groaned, then the words kicked in and we were all grabbing pain killers and taking turns using the bathroom. We were not dressed for work at all, but we could change from our go bags at the office. Within ten minutes we were heading out to the Uber that Penelope called since none of us were fit to drive. 

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Nothing To Everything

Ch. 2: The Deep End

word count: 3594

I wasn't told where the round table was so I just followed where everyone else was walking. We entered the last room on the higher level where the offices were for the higher ups like Hotch and my dad. I don't know what I was expecting, but it was more than this. The room had a singular round table with chairs around it, a tv and a filing cabinet. Everyone sat down and I ended up sitting in between my dad and Penelope Garcia. Jennifer Jareau stood by the tv ready to present the case to us. Everyone quieted down and Agent Jareau started talking directing our attention to the TV.

"There have been three murders in the Pocono Mountains in Pennsylvania. All shown to be kept somewhere and tied up before being killed and dumped in the center of the woods." As she says this police images are on the board. Oh no. I recognize the location of the killings, and the MO. I knew I would have to divulge some of my history, but not this early. Hopefully we don't end up where I think we will. While in my own mind I don't hear the end of the briefing.

"Wheels up in 30." Hotch then looks directly at me, "I hope you have your go bag." I don't trust my voice so I just nod.

Thirty minutes later we are on the private jet and taking off. I start reading the file as I missed majority of the briefing. I didn't realize Jennifer sliding into the seat next to me.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." She looks apologetic.

"It's ok, I just was too focused on the file. You're Jennifer right?" I didn't know what else to say, but she doesn't seem to mind. She replied, "please, call me JJ" with a warm smile on her face. Thankfully before I have to reply Hotch calls us all to go over the plan once we land. He gave us all jobs, mine is to go set up at the police precinct with JJ and Hotch. He dismisses us and says we'll be landing in thirty minutes. I go back to sit down where I was in the beginning and this time JJ, Emily and Tara follow me filling the little area of the jet. JJ was the first one to talk,

"So, Izzy, how are you liking being thrown into the deep end on your first day?" She looks right at me waiting to me answer. I try not to sound timid as I reply, "I guess I'll tell you tonight after I've been able to see how the BAU operates, but at least I'm not bored!" I find I have a genuine smile on my face when they start laughing.

Before I know it we are landing and I'm in a black SUV riding to the precinct. Hotch is driving while JJ is in the passenger seat and I'm in the back. I always forget how beautiful the mountains are. It always reminds me of summer vacations. I would come to these very mountains for a few weeks throughout my childhood. My mom worked a lot to be able to keep the roof over our head and food on the table, but one of our neighbors, Frank took me under his wing. He acted as my grandpa, we always joked he was the paternal grandfather I never knew.

I got knocked out of my head by Hotch calling my name. "Izzy, we are here." I got out of the car and follow Hotch and JJ into the precinct. Thankfully none of the officers look familiar from my vacationing days, now hopefully we just avoid the pub that Frank would take me when he disappeared to do whatever he did. One of the deputies shows us where we'll be setting up and I help JJ put photos onto the board. After a little while the rest of the team trickles back to the precinct from their jobs. We all huddle up in the room we have taken over in the precinct.

"Reid, what'd you guys learn from the dump scene and talking to locals?" Hotch asks to start off the summary of the team's findings.

"A lot of the locals seem split on the idea that it's the local gang committing these murders. They all confirm that it seems to be the same MO as some murders around a decade ago that happened." Morgan cuts off Spencer before he can say more of what they found out.

"One local was able to tell us where the gang hangs out, a pub called "Sugar". " I can feel the nausea coming as the memories pour in of the biker gang that turned into my family. I don't even hear everyone else going over what they found out at the different places the rest of the team went to earlier. I zone back in right in time to hear, "Derek, take Ricci with you to go look at Sugar's and try and figure out if there's any information there."

We are in the SUV and I am debating whether or not to tell Derek my history now. Before I get to make up my mind we are pulling into a parking spot. Derek gets out of the car then turns to face me, "stay behind me, these types of gangs aren't that nice to women." I'm so taken back by the fact the pub looks exactly the same as the last time I came here I don't say anything and just follow him into the pub. We walk in and immediately everyone looks at Derek. I look around the best I can while hiding majority of my face and body behind Derek.

"You're kind ain't welcome here, Mr. FBI man." I know that voice anywhere and it means Derek is in more trouble than he realizes. "We know you're here to try and sniff out if we were involved in the murders going on and we aren't." I have to hold back my tears from knowing Antonio is ok and running the gang. He's only a few years older than me and he had been working towards taking over the gang ever since we were little, but that didn't mean he didn't have time to play with me while I visited when we were kids.

In my happiness of knowing Antonio moved up in ranks, I miss everyone getting their guns out and Derek trying to hide me more like I'm a child. I slide around Derek while saying, "Well, is my type welcome?" I make eye contact with Antonio and I can tell he is as happy for me as I am for him with where we ended up in life. As soon as everyone else recognized me, the guns go away and before I know it I'm in Antonio's arms. I get lost in the reunion and only remember my true mission when I hear Derek call my name in utter confusion.

"How do you know the most violent gang in the Pocono Mountains?" Derek is staring into my soul like he's trying to see where my loyalties lie.

"I came up here for a few weeks every summer from when I was six to when I was eighteen. I stayed up in a bedroom upstairs and these most violent gang members became one of the only constants in my childhood." Derek just looked at me while he processed those words. I turned to Antonio, "shall we go upstairs and talk away from prying eyes?" Antonio nodded his head in agreement and I motioned for Derek to follow. I follow Antonio up the dark wooden steps to the apartment above the pub. Nothing in the upstairs apartment has changed since the last time I've been here. I instantly sit down on the couch where I always sat during the summer.

"Do you want coffee... I've never known you to decline coffee so let me rephrase, do you still take your coffee the same? Little bit of creamer?" Antonio turned on the coffee machine while I replied, "yes and yes." Antonio turned to Derek, "do you want a cup?" Derek shook his head and looked at me analyzing how comfortable I looked here. I turned my focus to Antonio who was handing me coffee then he sat down across from me.

"I'm going to be blunt Antonio, you know we are here because of the murders."

"I know you're here because of that, but what I am confused on is you know the MO, you know it's not our MO. We don't kill." Derek looked at me faster than I thought possible.

"I know it's not your MO, my team thought you were the killers, I'm here to see what you know because I also know you know everyone in this town and protect them as your own and when someone is going and torturing your people you don't just let them." Derek looked like his eyes were about to jump out of his eyes from this interaction.

"You're right Iz, and I would gladly tell you, but not the bug eyes bunny you brought with you."

"Antonio, whatever information you have please tell us both. This might be my first case with the BAU, but I would've fought for a different partner if I didn't trust Agent Morgan." For a split second I thought I saw surprise on Derek's face.

Antonio nods, "You remember the tortures that happened that one summer you were here?" I nodded because I did remember, it was the same MO of the tortures on the victims. "Well clearly the torturing methods are the same as now. During that summer I found out it was a group of rich kid vacationers whose parents had cabins up here were torturing girls that rejected them. When the victims started showing up and the marks were the same I looked into the cabins. They are still owned by the same people but I haven't been able to go check the cabins out yet." He sighed and then continued. "There are three cabins close together who are owned by three different families who are friends." He goes on his phone for a second and I feel my phone buzz. "I just sent you everything that came up in my search, I swear."

"Thank you, Antonio. I swear my team and I will do our best to catch them. If you get anymore tips from your group text me immediately. If you get involved without my boss's approval anything you do can get thrown out in court meaning if you do something the unsubs may get away with this. Do you understand?" Antonio nodded firmly. I got up and put my now empty coffee mug in the dishwasher. "I'll talk to you soon Antonio, ok? I'll try and come here for dinner or something to properly catch up if we get off at a decent time." Derek and I headed down back to the SUV.

Once we got in the car Derek turned to me. "Were you ever going to tell us that you had seen this MO before? In this location?" I looked him in the face. "I was going to steer us in the right direction. Selfishly, I was hoping the cases wouldn't be connected and we wouldn't be sent to that pub. My past is very deep and twisty, it's what made me want to become a profiler. It is something I let guide me in my choices, but I try not to dwell on it, but times like this is when I dwell the most. I remember all of the things I didn't get as a child, how untraditional my childhood was since I was raised by a single mom." I sighed and looked away from him. "I'm going to tell the team everything related to this case that I know once we get back and everyone is there so I only have to do it once." With that, Derek turned the car on and started driving back to the police station and called Penelope to start doing a deep dive into what Antonio sent me.

"What did you find out?" Hotch asked us without even looking up. I looked around and saw everyone, guess this is the time for me to come clean.

"We found out a lot. I also have something to say." I can feel the tears coming to the surface and I pushed them down. I can dwell and spiral once this case is over or when we get to the hotel. At this point everyone is looking at me. "I have seen this MO before, and in this town. When I was a kid a person took me under his wing and he was wealthy. He took pity on me and my mom and helped her out by looking after me and making sure I had a good childhood. He took me to multiple places each summer of my childhood and I began to accumulate different found families at these locations. This town was one of those summer vacations, the pub we went to was one of my found families." They all just looked at me with a wide range of emotions.

"If it wasn't for Ricci, we never would have gotten the information and I probably would have ended up in the hospital with a gun shot wound. Every single person in that pub had a gun aimed at me until she stepped in front of me. If it wasn't for her I truly think the gang would keep investigating on their own like how they have been. Antonio, the leader, sent Ricci all the information they got which we forwarded to Garcia." Almost on cue a phone started to ring, but it wasn't the one we set up to conference in Garcia when she found stuff. I took out my phone and saw that Antonio was calling me. Derek saw my phone and motioned for me to pick it up. It was loud in the precinct so I went outside to hear him better.

"Antonio, what is up?" My voice was shaky from just admitting to my troubled past to the team.

"Iz, wait, are you ok?" Of course he would be able to tell from four words I was close to tears.

"Yeah, I just had to confess to this part of my past to my team which you know how I get. Why'd you call? I'm guessing it has to do with the case."

Antonio sighed on the other end. "Iz, I was looking over their MO trying to see if their abductions and dumpings have any pattern and I found one. I'm coming to the precinct to give you this research, I called you from the car because there's more." Right as he said this I heard his motorcycle pulling into the parking lot and heard the precinct door open for Hotch to come get an update or scold me I'm guessing.

Antonio gets off his motorcycle and immediately pulls me into a hug. I let him hug me for a second then pull away and he can tell it's so I don't break apart in front of my team just by looking at me and nods.

"Hotch, this is Antonio, Antonio this is Unit Chief Aaron Hotchner. Hotch, he found a pattern to their abductions and dumpings." Hotch nods and leads us both into the precinct. Antonio never lets go of my hand while we walk. Once we got to where the rest of the BAU is Antonio started talking.

"I'm Antonio, I found a couple of interesting things. I was looking at the abduction and dumping patterns and found something that might be of use. They abduct on Sunday either afternoon at night and dumps Saturday late morning."

I realize what he is suggesting, "Oh my gosh, they are on the rental schedule. New renters arrive Sunday afternoon and then checkout is Saturday morning. They are taking vacationers and holding them for the week." Antonio nods that I was correct and I keep going. "It makes sense, the cell reception and wifi here is spotty at best, especially for rental cabins. They tell their loved ones that before coming and then no one questions why they haven't heard anything from the victims besides the people they are here with."

At this point the conference room phone is ringing and Hotch picks up. "What you got Garcia?"

"Well, sir, I did a deep dive on the names Isabella sent over to me earlier. Currently, it looks like there are three males living in one of the cabins. The other two are up on rental services and have been getting a lot of reservations recently."

We all look at each other, but Antonio is the first one to say it, "They're using the other two cabins as their torture locations. They alternate which one they take from so they can clean up the other one to make sure the newcomers don't suspect anything." With that, Hotch hangs the phone up and every BAU member is heading for the SUVs. "Antonio, go back to Sugar, I will update you when I can." He nods, knowing I'm already on thin ice with my boss and doesn't want to make it worst.

We quickly get to the cabins and all go to our assigned spots. I go into the cabin on the left with Derek and Emily. It is all too quiet around all three cabins. We enter into the main hallway and all go separate ways. I go straight into the kitchen and see no one. Derek and Emily come to the same conclusion. The only place left to check is the basement. We open the door and get hit by the smell of bleach. This must have been the torture site of last week's victim. We go down still cautious though, if the smell is this strong they may still be down there. When we get down there we see that no one is here. You can't really call it a basement either, it is better classified as a torture chamber. There is a table in the middle of the room with straps, the whole perimeter is filled floor to ceiling with any weapon you can imagine. There are also tables on one wall that is a bunch of finer torture tools and medical devices. It looks like a nightmare. Derek communicated our findings to the rest of the team while the forensic team started processing this scene. We went back outside to not contaminate the scene any more.

We got outside and blur ran right past us. I realized first that it was one of the unsubs and I took off after them. He started running towards town and I followed with others behind me. I may look out of shape, but I workout almost everyday and I know the area so pretty soon I was the only one close to catching him. He lead me to the heart of town and tried to lose me by going into an ally. I knew the exit of the ally so I ran to cut him off when I heard footsteps behind me indicating there was another member close on my heel. I get to the ally exit and can hear the unsub coming. When I heard he was close I stepped out in front and strong armed him. He fell down with a satisfying thump and by the time Derek and Emily caught up I was rolling him over and handcuffing him. They took in the scene with wide eyes.

"How did you get here so quickly?" Derek was bewildered and Emily nodded her head in agreement of the question.

"I always kept to alleys when walking at night when I was younger so I knew where the exit was and since you guys were behind me I figured I would cut him off at the exit point he was running to."

I lifted the unsub up and we started the walk to the precinct since it was closer than the cabins at this point. We got the unsub in the cell and then updated Hotch and the rest of the team. Soon they brought the rest of the unsubs in to the station. This week's victims were on route to the hospital to get medical care. Our work was done, but we were going to go back to Quantico in the morning so we all head out to the parking lot after packing up. Derek told the rest of the team how I took down the unsub by myself while we packed up. When we got outside everyone stopped when we saw a motorcycle next to the SUVs. I smiled knowing it was Antonio's way to let me destress. Once I got to the driving age, I loved just driving on the local highway on a bike. I went up to the bike and picked up the helmet knowing he left the key under it.

"Antonio must have dropped it off since he knows this is one of the ways I destress." I said holding up the key for them to see. I turned to Hotch, "Is it ok if I head over to Sugar's to update him and hang out now that the case is done?" Hotch nodded so I hopped on the bike and started it up. I waved goodbye and sped onto the road towards the pub feeling good that my first case in the BAU was done.