#or was I supposed to find out from a recommended yt vid??

[haley-harrison]

exCUSE me, WHY are we not talking about this????

[swankyangles]

rules: 🎵 when you get this, list 5 songs you've been listening to. tag 5-10 followers to do the same 🎵 tagged by @confield 😈😈

Oh! I can do that that's easy! @confield I'm so glad I put you on to them! They're literally like, my favorite band ever!

The Minutemen - Joe McCarthy's Ghost 👻 GOOD luck getting that bass-line out of your head. Those lyrics are pretty damn sticky too. At 1:11 long, I recommend listening to this one roughly 3 times on repeat. I've been listening to their whole discography on repeat actually, and it's crazy how noone sounds like them still.

Beck - When the Water will take back the Land - (loud harmonica warning) folk song about the apocalypse that you never knew you needed. There are literally HOURS of recordings made by Beck in the late 80s early 90s that have never been commercially released. Some REAL fucking gold in there, also a lot of shit, but that's easy to avoid. This one's p great, but not my very fav.

SRSQ -Permission . She's singing about waiting to get permission to do anything from her longtime musical partner who died in a warehouse fire. 😩this song fucking haunts me.

Jimmy Newman "Let Me Stay in your Arms" There are 2 versions of this song and the later one he did after he fixed his teeth is total bullshit. There's no heart, there's no endearing human flaw. The "lispy" version is everything to me. He's very young, he has something to prove. He's full of passion and piss and vinegar, and by God, this swamp-billy sings his fucking balls off. I have a clean copy of the original DOT recording from 1950 on 45 in a vault at a secure location. Here's a yt vid for your convenience

GOAT - Let it Burn. This song is fun and the timbres and tones are p f'n neato. FUCK YEAH DOOM RECORDER SOLO! I love Acid rock and Heavy Psychedelic, but decent stuff seems so hard to find. Someone once tried to tell me that king gizzard was "good psyc". I punched that hippie right in the throat. Knocked that wook clean out his rot-black Birkenstocks. How dare he...HOW DARE HE.

I was supposed to reblog this back in march

Whoops.

Im gonna tag, uhhhh... @alliswyattonthewesternfront @abrahamshipwreck @therazgar @wetterroomba @dessert-orb-blog

[sliceoflifesalami]

After some studying i relaxed a bit and went to listen again to some of my fav artists and i come across Pogo coming out as homophobic a while back?? I thought to myself h u h ????? WHUH I love his music How can this be?

And so i decided to crack my knuckles and find out what the heck went on. Apparently he stated that he hated gays so bluntly that it was "supposed" to be a joke, but it backfired. Because what I've heard and he said so himself in an apology video that he has gay friends and supporters.

I listened to his 9 minute apology vid, and honestly, dude, of course people are going to take it at face value on the internet. You gotta be more clearer that it was a joke. But at the same time he speaks lowly of people who present themselves in need of trigger warnings or safespaces as annoying and childish. Not outright, but along those lines. If anyone reads this i would recommend just watching his apology vid yourself. (it got taken down on yt)

Like, i can see where those feelings can come from, whether it was from actual experience or others of the sort. But there are actual people who need those sort of accommodations. And there are always people who are going to abuse them as well and who are ironically threatening others or being very much biased. Its not black and white. All in all, it left me somewhat relieved but a bit confused. I guess its good to remind yourself that you can't put highly acclaimed or talented people on a pedestal. They too are individuals with their own ideas, opinions and values. And hey, who am i to judge.

If anyone else has anything to say about this feel free.

[redxblueihateloveyou]

it's not just kids calling adam/tadashi abusive, i've seen adults say the same thing, even fans of adam, that it's abusive and rapey, i'm not sure how to feel because i disagree but their posts sound very authoritive :/

Meanwhile Utsumi is out there like gushing about these two 24/7 bc they’re her faves and says stuff like “originally Tadashi was supposed to say “Woof” after “You’re gonna be my dog for the rest of their lives”, but it didn’t make to the final cut, I thought about his face expression a lot in that moment, but the only thing I was absolutely sure of is how utterly happy he was about what Adam said.” and explains for absolute morons that what Adam said about framing Tadashi was just a bullshit to test him lmao

I once again do not know why people don’t get that this ships thing is that they’re literally what another needs and despite the fact that they both have their own problems, they’re each other’s way out. Because Adam wants Tadashi to learn to stand up for himself, while Tadashi wants Adam to learn that love should bring happiness, not pain. If you don’t want complicated characters, once again, watch smth with a rating 5+ instead. Complicated and problematic characters are not always villains and some adult relationships are definitely not an abuse, if they’re canonically into power play. 

Also I don’t know how a person who so carelessly throws words like “rapey” can be considered “sounding authoritive”, but I highly recommend to try forming your own point of view, based on facts/observations and your own experience. Also in books for example there's always easier to get characters motives, bc they give you to say the whole picture, so depends on how many you’ve read you can learn to detect it without it “being explained to you” pretty easy. If you don’t have such skill or don’t want to develop it, you can wait for the creator’s commentary, you can usually get it to many animes/mangas these days, they will tell you what they meant by some scenes and about their thought process, while creating it, who, why and where. Of course not every creator has that much love and attention to their characters and story, there are some where the creators also know nothing about their character, besides what was shown, but Utsumi is not one of those, so you can always be ready, that if she picked a fave, she thought everything through from the very beginning.

Also this fandom (and pls normal SK8 fans, do not take offense in this, I mean I’m technically also in this fandom, although not really since I had to create just a bubble and don’t go anywhere else, since it’s that bad) is like 90% absolute the most painfully idiotic ppl I’ve ever seen, who can’t even read between the lines and say the dumbest stuff I’ve ever heard, that is so embarrasssing, that they make you embarrassed about even being part of this, and 50% of them are too young to even get stuff, that wasn’t meant for them to get, so just, for real, I’m just suggesting the same thing I did, for your own health, pick ppl for your tl, whose brains are intact and do not even go “out there”, like, you’re only gonna get mad. I mean, if ppl who aren’t even in the fandom get mad about stuff they write, you’re gonna be mad x2 and sadly you can’t do anything about this amount of stupidity, rarely stuff like this do happen to some fandoms. Yes, you can’t enjoy this one, sadly. I tried, but I just felt, like I’m getting more and more mad, until I just sat down and cleaned everything on my tl and was like “that’s it, I’m not in the sk8 fandom, I’m in my own fandom it’s called “his dog by day, his snake by night” lmao

And yes, it did in fact happen after I found out that the girl behind that “concerning adam” absolutely moronically formulated shit that was part of the zine was 23 years old. I think my eyes popped out like in a cartoon, bc everyone who was involved in this drama, wrote stuff like “can i make fun of them or are they 14″, thinking they’re just well, you know, young, but then were shocked too xD. I just wish this person/ppl just wrote “we excluded Adam bc we’re too dumb to get his character we hate him”, at least I’d respect you for your honesty in this case. But no, you had to dig your own grave and become the new official representative of “SK8 fandom is the dumbest”. Congrats really.

I do not know, if ppl lie about their age or not when it comes to those. If not and they’re really adults who think so, it’s fascinating really. Fascinating how this fandom got all the idiots in once. I mean, being a stupid fandom of teens is one thing, being a stupid fandom in general is just sad.

Am I sad that so little ppl got the actual plot and the message creators tried to send? Yes, absolutely. Not the first time tho it happens, with Utsumi’s faves especially, but also in general these days. It is very sad, I agree, but also, I just really started to feel bad, bc I saw some comments and felt like that meme guy, you know: “what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it.” lol

So just find someone who posts the good stuff and doesn’t get involved, listen to VAs, read creator’s interviews and live happily ever after, bc they adore both Adam and Tadaai. They literally told in the last interview what I was telling under my YT vid. This is just also hilarious to me, bc to be honest Tadaai situation wasn’t even that hard to analyse in the first place, even without the creators commentaries. Like we’re not on a Cannes Film Festival here.

And once again you can like or dislike Adam, it’s your choice, ppl have different tastes, but writing the most utterly idiotic things about his character that make no sense whatsoever, considering the canon story, is just plain moronic. Just say that you don’t like him, and pls, don’t embarrass yourself.

[mikazukikannagisjourney]

Spiritual Log August 28 2019

Hey there, guys, I hope you’re all doing great despite the weird energies seeping in. It’s only going to get a lot stronger once the equinox arrives. Just hang in there, and just keep doing your energetic, ancestral, or whatever healings you’re currently doing. *thumbs up*

Anyways, I’ll just post something short about the third eye, specifically what can happen to those who either accidentally opened it or *like me* deliberately did clearings and activations so that it would open up. Hint: It’s not what you think. =)

 First of, trust me when I tell you that just because you don’t see dead people doesn’t mean your third eye chakra or ajna isn’t active. It may be dormant but it’s not fully closed. As long as you’re using your intuition, and it works a lot for you, then your third eye is open and active. *also if you’re already doing divination and it works for you pretty well, then even if you’re not a medium, a channeler or whatnot, then your third eye is still open* BEcause it is basically the window of your spirit, just like your two physical eyes are the windows of your soul. This is because ajna is able to connect to the greater or higher realms. It is able to see, feel, sense things that your logical mind or your 5 basic physical senses are not able to detect. OF course animals have this too, but then again, animals are multidimensional already so... LEt’s just say that the third eye is the extra sense that all living creatures have, that a greater part of humanity has been ignoring for a long time. *this also feels like a deja vu so yeah... my ajna is definitely working* You can find more stuff about the ajna in the internet, so just search what you can find, because a lot of people have different experiences about it. *gah, I’m smelling diesel engine exhaust now. And there’s nothing here, no vehicles whatsoever at 2:44AM in the morning. I told you my ajna sorta works lol*

SO anyway, I was gonna post about something else but I guess I just have to put this out first because lately I have been seeing my auric field whenever I’m partially in a trance and I suddenly start swaying and spinning my body around *like a record lol sorry I can’t*. Almost a year ago my spiritual sister *she’s still alive lol and her third eye is really the posterchild of having one because she can see interdimensionally as well as hear things so, I’m a bit envious actually* went into a trance and suddenly told me I had a lovely aura of gold, white, and purple. At first both of us weren’t sure why she was seeing it, if it was because we both pulled an all-nighter and we badly needed sleep, or if she just went on full-psychic mode. BUt we met again early this year and despite the fact that I was depressed and heartbroken as well as trying to hide my aura, she was able to see it even if it was thinner than usual. I later asked her about it last month, if my auric field was around a centimeter to around an inch thick (yeah I use both metric and Imperial/English my country is very messed-up with height measurements lol). I was very surprised when she told me it was around 7 inches/18cm and was even thicker around my shoulders up to my head. That blew me away, it was so amazing. Maybe that’s what inspired buddhists to make their icons of Boddhisatvas with glowy-glowy arms and heads (fun fact, YES~). I wanted to meet her again this year and bug her about it because mainly I feel that despite the energies, I may now be in a better place than I was during the early parts of this year, so maybe my aura went back to normal. Also, frankly I can’t see my own aura unless I got spaced out or get sleep-deprived. Just being a nutcase about it, really.

OK, so back to the topic of ajna, lately I have been feeling a lot of energetic leakage from my forehead, especially during the Lion’s Gate period, and I found out from Nicole Frolick *hi Nicole! Lol I won’t know if she’ll read this lol but still, I’m still starstruck whenever she replies in my YT comments on her vids<3* that I may be decalcifying my pineal gland, and starting to release stuff as well as integrate more Lion’s gate energies. Well, as of writing this, I feel like half of my forehead has a gaping hole, like a draft is entering my forehead and it feels weird, but not scary though. It’s just weird that it’s like the front part of my forehead is breathing in air, just sucking in air, and it feels cool and hot. Like it breathes. *lol it became shy now just my ajna portion has that gaping hole feeling. Like it got scooped out or something. BUt seriously about a week now, I feel like my forehead is opened fully and a cool breeze keeps passing by, again, not scary but just weird*

Also, I’m not so sure but for some reason I’ve been getting more and more sensitive to energies, to the point that I could readily read people’s thoughts and emotions, even if they’re just on TV or the internet. I was also able to do that with whoever shoots me a message, like their messages *whether SMS or SNS* have a strong energetic signature, and at times I just don’t want to reply ASAP because the energy is just too strong, I can’t bear it. It’s not like that many people message me but still.... This also applies to certain posts, so I have been staying away from Twitter or any site that has news articles because of the energetic charges, it just feels very disturbing. I would attribute this to both my third eye as well as me doing a lot of Reiki healings lately, whether I’m the sender or the receiver. I guess it’s true that whatever you do, if you keep doing it, the effects as well as your condition would change. It can improve most of the time, and that’s probably what’s happening lately. Also it causes energy sensitivities the more you do it, especially when you send it to other people *I haven’t even tried attuning for level 3 Reiki yet, I don’t feel called to it yet. Maybe next month after the equinox or within the equinox period. shameless self-promo yes I do Reiki and cartomancy lol*

Oh, I remembered something, if you’re not convinced on the power of Reiki or any kind of energetic healing modality, just for fun, try this exercise:

Put your hands together in prayer position.

Inhale and exhale deeply to center and ground yourself. Or at the very least, calm down.

Rub your palms together repeatedly until you feel the heat from the friction. Do this for 15-20 seconds. Then start rubbing them in a circular motion, again for 15-20 seconds.

Put your hands together again, palms facing each other, like prayer position but you’re holding a flat book or a ball in between, 4-6 inches or 6-8cm apart.

Hold onto that feeling, then slowly try tugging your hands apart.

Whatever your palms might feel here** is how you’re tuning in to your own energy, or chi, or prana.

Optional step: eat or inhale the mini chakra or chi ball you made =P

Congratulations, you just attuned yourself to your personal energies. If you keep doing this at least once a day, every day for a month or so, you’ll be better at gauging and managing your own energy fields as well as establishing energetic boundaries so that you don’t leak out your energies nor suck out other people’s energies, especially if they have so much low-vibrational stuff. Trust me, you won’t want or need those in your systems, those are nasty and clingy crap. I would recommend this to people who have mild anxiety, it actually helped me ground and center in certain situations. Especially by eating the chi-ball.

Wow, I guess that’s a lot of unplanned word-vomit, I was gonna post something else, but I hope it still helps you in any way. Feel free to share if it did. Thank you. And if you have any questions, just send a message or comment a reply.

May you find the healing you seek. Love and hugs from Source above.

Mikazuki

三日月

**- If you’re intrigued as to what you’re supposed to feel at this point, it can range from weird tingly sensations to like a sudden rush of blood, it depends. If you’re still not convinced, try rubbing your hips *preferably skin-to-skin contact* with either hand for around 20seconds, then hold your hand above it. There can also be a flowing sensation on your palm, or a magnetic feeling like it’s resisting or something. Same stuff. If you’re STILL not convinced, then it’s OK. Maybe you’re not ready for that yet. Thank you for doing the exercises. <3