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uglypastels · 2 years ago

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I've only been talking about this concert for months. I've only mentioned the outfits and the work people into it a thousand times. only said how excited i was to go full out on making/styling everything myself a hundred times. only been planning our own outfits for weeks. only made a concept board with specific references and designs. only said what i wanted to do like ten times (today alone).

and yet, somehow, my mom didn't think i meant what i said when i told her my idea.

but idk maybe i should have made my ideas clearer.

maybe this moodboard or these designs weren't clear enough that i wanted us to have matching sets. not just tshirts and jeans

#and somehow she's angry?#because she doesnt like the idea i had #weeks after i drew it up for us and showed it to her on several occasions #and now im crying #because i obviously dont want her to dress in something she wont be comfortable in #but i cant sit there while shes going through the options literally yelling #or suggesting to justwear half of it #while ive explicitly told her how much it means to me to go full out #and i cant even say anything about it #because how many times have I ruined her fun #when she asked me questions and i wasn't able to match her energy 100%#also i do not mean that this is the way it has to be if you plan on going to LOT #right like whatever you want to wear #you do you #but i saw it as an opportunity to go full camp with my family #and they were into it too #so i went full out #except now apparently that was the wrong thing to do

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