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 Three is better than two and you are the only one they want. Suguru and Kento have a history but not a complicated one. When you arrive in Tokyo they do the mature thing and decide that dating you together could be the best relationship they've ever had. This is an anthology of a blossoming Polycule featuring Nanami Kento and Suguru Geto.
cw: so so SO much fluff, smut (multiperson sex scenes), Suguru and Kento are WHIPPED, very light angst, mentions of alcohol, canon divergence, more will be added as I go!
a/n: self indulgence is my thing so here I am indulging huehuehue. I have ideas but I am opening up this anthology to write what you may enjoy also! So please, send your request and if I want do them/feel comfortable with it, I will do it and let you know! I hope you enjoy.
i. Rewiring
The beauty of not knowing because you were born oblivious and stayed that way was a gift. Until this past week.
The past week with Kento and Suguru had been very different. A little less conversation between you and Suguru then being removed from two missions with Kento. Almost as if theyâd been trying to stay away from you. You chummed it up to work being work but then they began to actively avoid even the smallest interactions. And with that, you needed answers. So color you surprised, ready but more so relieved, when Suguru invited you for your regularly scheduled coffee with he and Kento.Â
So there you sat. The three of you at your favorite little bistro where you often met to unwind.Â
Theyâd been subtly exchanging glances, talking among themselves when you went to grab your beverage then signaling that it was time to have a talk once you made it back.Â
You sipped your coffee, unaware of the emotional tension brewing between the two.Â
Suguru sat his coffee cup down, clearing his throat before speaking up in a calm tone. âI want to apologize for our lack of communication the past week. Weâve had some things going on and it unfortunately bled into our relationship with you.â
âI figured something was up. But itâs okay, I understand. Weâre friends after all and I knew youâd tell me what was up once you could.â
Kento looked at Suguru then you. âYou know, the three of us have always spent quite a lot of time together. Especially lately.. outside of the last week. Itâs been... refreshing. Comfortable, even.â
You smiled, teasing slightly. âWell, Iâm glad Iâm not a burden to my two favorite workaholics.â
âBurden? Hardly,â Suguru leaned back in his chair, tucking a strand of hair with a glint of mischief in his eyes. âIf anything, youâve made our lives a little brighter. Ken and I both agree on that.â
âBoth of you agree? Quite the statement.â Your curiosity piqued as you raised an eyebrow.Â
Nanami cleared his throat, briefly adjusting tie âWeâve been meaning to discuss something with you. Something⊠personal.â
âOkay, well now youâre making me nervous.â You sat forward, holding the warm mug where your palms held the sides. âWhat is it?â
âWe care about you. A lot. More than just friends or colleagues, if Iâm being honest. And Kento and I have been talking about the possibility of deepening this connection we share with you.â
You glance at the two of them, confused but slowly connecting the dots. âBefore I assume, please continue.â
Calm and direct, Kento chimed in. âWeâre asking if youâd consider being part of something more with us. A relationship.â His gaze was steady, warm. âThe three of us.â
Caught off guard completely but not entirely opposed, you shifted in your seat. âTogether? The three of us..â You repeated almost relieved but still cautious.
Suguru nodded. âWe both feel strongly about you, and we donât want to compete or force you to choose. We want to build something togetherâwith all of us equally involved, if itâs something youâd want also.â
âWe understand this might be unexpected. And if this isnât something youâre comfortable with, weâll respect that completely. Your feelings and boundaries are important to us.â Kento chimed in with a measured but sincere tone.Â
âThis is a lot to take in. I mean, I care about you both, never imagined this kind of situation being presented to me. Here I thought you were gonna ask me to be a surrogate or something.â
Suguru chuckled softly as he offered a reassuring smile. âWe donât expect an answer right now. Take your time. Ask us anything. We just wanted to be honest with you about how we feel.â
âWe value you too much to hide this from you. Whatever you decide, that wonât change.â Nanami nodded in agreement reaching over to rub his thumb over your hand.
You leaned back, exhaling a slow breath as you all tried to absorb the moment.
âWow. Well. I wasnât expecting this. At all. Like, this is not where I thought this coffee date was going.â
Attempting to ease the tension, Geto tittered. âWell, we couldâve gone with âhowâs the weather,â but that didnât seem quite as impactful.â
âOkay okay, serious question: how does this even work? Like, logistically? Emotionally? Thereâs two of you, and Iâm just⊠me?â
âItâs about creating a dynamic where we all feel valued and supported.â Kento leaned onto the table bringing a sense of ease to the conversation with his thoughtful actions. âIt works through communication and trust. For us, itâs not about splitting time or competing for attention. You wouldnât be âjust you.â Youâd be an equal partner.â
âAnd, weâd figure out the details together. This isnât a one-size-fits-all kind of thing. Itâs about what makes sense for usâwhat makes you comfortable.â Suguru concluded, watching your facial expression go to a slight frown. It was clear you were unsure but at least intrigued.
âOkay, but what if I feel like⊠I donât know, the third wheel sometimes? You two have this whole established dynamic already.â You voiced a valid question. Â
Nanami shook his head, willing to dispel any doubts growing in your mind. âWeâve discussed that, and weâd never want you to feel like an afterthought. If weâre doing this, weâd build something newâtogether. Your voice, your needs, would matter just as much as ours.â
âBesides, if anyoneâs at risk of being the third wheel, itâs probably Kento. Heâs terrible at board games, and you and I clearly share a competitive streak.â Suguru smirked and nudged Kento.
âIâm terrible at board games because I donât waste time on theatrics. Unlike some people.â The blonde haired man glared and smiled.Â
You all laugh and the tension in your shoulders dissipates almost immediately. You smiled. âOkay, I get it now. You two are already planning to gang up on me at game night.â
Geto grinned, leaning forward slightly. âOnly if you say yes.â
âThis is slightly overwhelming if Iâm being honest.â You paused, a softened expression as you glanced between the two of them. âI care about you both, too, but I need to wrap my head around all of this. I donât want to jump into something I donât fully understand.â
âOf course. Take all the time you need. This isnât something we expect you to decide overnight.â
Earnest and quiet, Suguru met your eyes. âWe just wanted you to know how we feel. And if you have questionsâor if you just want to yell at us for springing this on you over coffeeâweâre here.â
âYou actually owe me dessert for springing this on me over coffee.â You mocked with a cocked eyebrow.
With no hesitation, Kento signaled the server. âDone.â
âMake it two desserts, Ken. Weâre trying to impress them, after all.â
âYouâre lucky Iâm not asking for three. But seriously⊠thank you. For being honest with me. Iâll think about it.â
A week later, you wanted to have them over for dinner. A way to ask all the questions you could, no matter how personal they were.
Kento sat at the end of the couch, sipping his tea. while Suguru finished washing the dishes post dinner. You watched them from the arm chair briefly.
These two men have had your attention since the moment you joined the Tokyo branch. Your first interaction with Suguru had you smiling like a school girl. His calm demeanor and almost suave without trying persona had you willing to follow him around until you saw him embrace Kento during lunch.Â
The tall, blonde haired, shouldâve been a model of a man gave him the type of hug you only give your partner. âNot again.â You sighed before going over to be introduced to Nanami.Â
8 months later the two are telling you that they find you absolutely mesmerizing and want you in their lives as more than just friends. At the same time.Â
Turns out, theyâd only dated shortly but both knew they had interest in you so decided the gentlemanly thing to do was to date you together.
A wattpad dream come true.Â
Suguru finished up and joined Kento on the couch, leaving the middle cushion open incase you decide to sit between them. âAlright. All yours.â
You tucked a leg under you, sitting up and exhaling. âOkay. I have a lot of questions. Lots.âÂ
Kento sat up, placing his cup on table before smiling. âAs you should. We will answer them all. Take your time.â
From the side table, you pulled out a pocket sized notebook and flipped until you got to your questions. âFirst. How do you deal with jealousy? Like. If Iâm spending time with one of you, does the other feel left out?âÂ
With a matter of fact tone, Kento shook his head. âJealousy is inevitable in any relationship, polyamorous or not. The key is to address it honestly. If one of us feels left out, weâll communicate that instead of letting it fester.â
âItâs not about avoiding jealousy altogetherâitâs about making sure no one feels unseen.â Geto peppered in. âThatâs why we want everything out in the open. No secrets, no second-guessing.â
You hummed, tapping the notebook with your pen. âWhat about me? What if I feel like I have to balance everything perfectly, and it gets overwhelming?â
Thatâs completely valid.â Suguru quickly responded, his expression thoughtful as he sat on the edge of the couch. âWe wouldnât expect you to play referee between us. Relationships shouldnât feel like a chore nor a babysitting gig. If you ever feel overwhelmed, weâd want you to tell us so we can adjust. This only works if itâs balanced.â
âWe are not perfect nor are we looking for perfection. Just honesty and genuine intent. If something doesnât feel right, youâd never have to handle it alone.âÂ
The thought simmered for a moment. Youâd be a three person unit. No singling out or being the third wheel when two of you were together. Open, honest, respectful. You processed their words before nodding.Â
âThis isnât exactly a conventional setup. What if people judge us?âÂ
Suguru shrugged casually, moving his hair over his shoulder. âThey donât get a say in our happiness. If someone has a problem, thatâs on them, not us.â
âWeâre not asking you to make this public if youâre uncomfortable. What matters is how we feel about thisânot anyone else.â Kento added in with an almost protective edge stamped in his tone.
âYou two have really thought this through, havenât you?âÂ
âKento and I wanted to be able to come to you with all our ducks in a row. We talked about it, weighed the odds. And brought it to you.â
âHmm, well. One last question, for now. How do I know this isnât just some phase for you two? That youâre serious about this?â
Kento cleared his throat and joined Suguru with sitting on the edge of the couch. âIf it were a phase, we wouldnât have risked bringing it up. We wouldnât have wanted to put you in a position where you could get hurt. This is something weâve both thought about for quite some time.â
âLiterally brought it up 4 months ago. We recognized how we both were absolutely smitten with you and like the gentlemen we are, we didnât want to have some type of competition.â Suguru added, his voice earnest. âYou could choose to date one of us or neither of us and we would accept it all the same. But weâre serious about you. About this. If youâre willing to give us a chance, weâll prove it to you. Every step of the way.â
âHm. Iâm willing to try. But we have to go slow. For the sake of my heart going at 200 miles an hour right now.â You smiled and went to sit between the two grinning men. âI trust you both to help make this relationship work swimmingly.â
âThank you for trusting us.â Kento relaxed holding your hand as he kissed the top of your head.Â
âWe will be on our best behavior.â Suguru kissed your cheek. âPinky promise.â
 The faint aroma of spices wafted in from the kitchen, where Kento stood at the counter, meticulously arranging a charcuterie board. You placed the last cushion on the floor around the coffee table, stepping back to admire the cozy setupâcandles flickering on the sideboard, a bottle of wine breathing nearby, and an assortment of snacks spread across the table.
âThat looks good,â Kento remarked. âThough maybe add a few of the smaller pillows. Extra cushion and looks more deliberate.â Voice even as always, that softness to it that youâd grown to adoreâa quiet satisfaction.
You know,â you said, leaning against the door frame, âfor someone who claims not to care about aesthetics, youâre very particular about the throw pillows.â
He glanced at you, unbothered. âThereâs no harm in symmetry, darling. It creates a sense of balance.â
âBalance,â you repeated, grinning. âSure. It definitely has nothing to do with Suguruâs habit of tossing them across the room or on the wrong couch.â
Kentoâs lips twitched, the faintest trace of a smile breaking through his stoic facade. âIf he does that tonight, Iâm confiscating the pillows altogether.â
You laughed, moving to adjust the blanket draped over the arm of the couch. It wasnât that the apartment needed to be perfect, but there was something satisfying about the ritual of preparing together. The quiet coordination, the ease of moving around each other, the occasional teasing remarkâit had become second nature.
You smiled, holding your hair back from your face as you bent over. âDid you light the candles because you think they add to the aesthetic, or because Suguru canât resist being dramatic?â
Kento paused, glancing at the candles with a faint smirk before coming up behind you, his thick arm wrapping around your waist as he looked at your work. âBoth.â
The sound of the front door opening and closing drew your attention. Suguruâs voice called out from the entryway, warm and teasing. âAre you two conspiring against me again?â
âAlways,â you called back, grinning as he walked into the room.
Suguru had that effortless presence about him, the kind that made the room feel fuller and brighter. He carried a small bag in one hand and shrugged out of his coat with the other, tossing it over the back of a chair before making his way toward you. His dark eyes flicked between the table and the two of you, a slow smile spreading across his face.
âWell, isnât this domestic. I feel like I shouldâve brought flowers or something.â
You rolled your eyes, but your smile stayed put. âYouâre late. Thatâs your contribution.â
âAnd yet,â Suguru said, leaning down to press a kiss to your temple, âyouâre still happy to see me.â
Kento smiled as he went back to the kitchen to grab the charcuterie board, carrying it to the table before setting it down with precision. âWe were just debating how much of tonightâs atmosphere was for your benefit.â
Suguruâs grin widened as he turned to him. âClearly all of it. You know how I thrive on attention.â
Kento gave him a long-suffering look, but there was no mistaking the affection beneath it.
As Suguru plopped down onto one of the cushions, he patted the space next to him. âCome here honey. Let me see what you two have been up to.â
You sat beside him, his arm immediately settling around your shoulders, pulling you comfortably against him. Kento joined you a moment later, gracefully sitting on the cushion at the short end of the table, his tie slightly loosenedâa rare sight. He poured the wine, the soft sound of liquid filling the glasses blending seamlessly with the easy hum of your evening.
Suguru glanced at the spread and raised an eyebrow. âYou two outdid yourselves. Iâm impressed.â
âDonât be,â Kento said dryly. âThey are the one who made it presentable. I just follow instructions.â
âYouâre more of a perfectionist than I am,â you countered, smiling. âDonât let him fool you, Suguru. Heâs been obsessing over cheese placement for the last ten minutes.â
âCheese placement is important,â Kento replied, unfazed, though his lips spasmed in amusement. âSuguru would be a wreck if the brie wasnât directly in that corner next to the olives.â
Suguru laughed, his hand giving your shoulder a gentle squeeze. âI donât know how I got so lucky. But Iâm not questioning it.â
âHereâs to our first date night of many.â
The three of you clinked your glasses, the quiet sounds of the evening overtaken by your shared laughter and conversation filling the room. There was no rush. No sense of urgency; just the warmth of a welcoming space, the kind of ease that came with trust, care and time.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nanami kento#geto suguru#nanaguro#sugunami#poly jjk#suguru x reader x kento#getou suguru x reader#nanami x reader#jjk geto#jjk nanami#jjk suguru
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heiress eternal
#so many thoughts about her#the handmaid#the handmaid homestuck#homestuck ancestors#damara megido#homestuck#egg art#according to hussies book aradia was in contact with the handmaid to receive game instructions#which is interesting considering megidos can speak to the dead and the handmaid is one of the few ancestors alive#so either handmaid channeled a dead aradia or future aradia channeled a dead handmaid#handmaid could of also just manipulated the timeline to make sure aradia was the catalyst for the game being played#or something less more or equally complicated#and without this we just have to assume its maid powers allowing aradia to have flawless instruction of what to do or shes just a#level 3000 gigabrain girl genius at 13 years old#and instead of putting that interaction in the story we got. the dancestor flashes#so im a little miffed about it really
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PRIONS. I agree: they are terrifying and bizarre and extremely cool! I am rather delighted to see this neat little compilation of Additional Prion Facts for perusal!
stop saying "cannibalism causes prion diseases" this is a common misconception
gonna preface this by saying I'm not trying to be weird or edgy here I just have an interest in diseases and find it frustrating to constantly see people spreading misinformation abt how they originate and spread
this misconception comes from an epidemic of kuru, a type of prion disease (you might also seem em referred to as TSEs) that broke out among the Fore people of Papau New Guinea in the 1950s. until colonial rule, the Fore people practiced a form of funerary cannibalism in which a loved one's flesh, including organs, would be consumed after they died. this practice isn't exclusive to the Fore, and has no profound inherent dangers; cooking and eating human flesh doesn't have any more health risks associated with it than eating the flesh of an animal. what started the epidemic wasn't the practice of cannibalism, but rather a stroke of incredibly, incredibly bad luck.
(more under the cut; there's cannibalism and disease talk, but nothing graphic.)
a prion disease is caused by infectious prions in the brain. this is a type of misfolded protein that can cause other proteins to become misfolded as well. the misfolding of these proteins results in a deadly neurodegenerative disease. CJD (creutzfeldt-jakob disease), one type of prion disease, is capable of spontaneously occuring in otherwise healthy individuals with no family history of the disease; this is likely what happened to one unfortunate member of the Fore community. most of the time, only contact with brain and spinal tissue transmit this prion disease, so the women and children who traditionally ate these tissues soon began to present symptoms of the disease. the rest is fairly self explanatory; the community has no experience whatsoever with the disease, so doesn't know how to stop the spread; the afflicted die, and when they are eaten, the disease spreads to a new set of people, they die, the disease spreads more, et cetera. this continues until the practice of funerary cannibalism is brought to an end, and the last known sufferer of the disease dies in 2009.
so there's a couple things to note here. firstly, CJD, the disease that likely struck the initial sufferer, is incredibly rare. it affects roughly one in a million people, and only 85% of these cases are the result of spontaneous generation. secondly, the only reason that it was able to spread to such a degree is because cannibalism was practiced regularly in this culture. to act as though any cannibalism (ESPECIALLY in a culture where cannibalism is not normal) will lead to prion disease is absolutely absurd. the likelihood of even encountering someone with a prion disease is wildly low, and even then, if the brain and spinal tissue are avoided, the disease most likely won't transmit between the consumer and the person being eaten.
ultimately, saying that cannibalism will give you a prion disease is as absurd as saying that going to the doctor for a blood transfusion is going to give you HIV. blood transfusion might be capable of spreading HIV, but in normal circumstances, this will not happen. there is nothing inherent to blood transfusion that causes HIV, just as there's nothing inherent to cannibalism that causes prion diseases. yes, cannibalism would most likely give you a prion disease; if you happened to live in a community that already regularly practiced cannibalism, where a prion disease was already running rampant. yes, cannibalism will give you a prion disease; if you happen to stumble into one of the one people per million who has one, fail to recognize a single symptom that might deter you, and then choose to eat brain or spinal tissue rather than meat.
once again, this isn't trying to be some weird edgy cannibalism joke, i just think it's important that people have an understanding of where diseases come from and how they spread. kudos if you read this whole tangent
#is it alive?#i do not study prions#but they're one of those things i deeply enjoy reading a little about#not least because they're like. one step further from than a virus#they're such a weird little accident of life#and the various genetic prion diseases are fascinating because just like genetic predisposition to cancer#you often wind up with basically a body that works fine to start with but is way more likely to accidentally shift into something Bad#equally fun: mitochondrial disorders where the problem is that some of the mitochondria are fine and some of them suck#and your severity is determined by a) how many shitty mitochondria you happened to get in your egg cell relative to your mom#and b) which of your developing tissues happened to get more of your crappy mitochondria and less of your pretty okay ones#understanding protein and gene expression and how fucking it up can break a body really underscores how complicated variation can be#which also circles back to a thing I DO study:#there's so much just Regular Variation in brains that more or less comes out the same in the end#to the point that I find it endlessly surprising how similar we are and how much goes into letting us mirror and understand each other#there are so so many perfectly good ways to assemble a being#and we understand that better when we understand why the not perfectly good ones break
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⣠One Kent Was Enough đŠđ»
âŁđŠđ» A/N â You spoiled little brats got a damn near 40k word fic out of me! No complaints, EVER again. Also, if anyone remembers, I posted about doing something like this before when I got inspired by this post from @cipheress-to-k-pop. Hope you enjoy and thank you for your patience and support! WARNINGS: Canon-Typical Violence | Canon Divergence | Domestic Fluff | Angst & Fluff | Minor Conner/M'Gann mentions | Slight Enemies To Lovers trope | Implied Mpreg |
âŁđŠđ» Summary â Conner and Y/N had a very tense relationship; tense meaning there was rarely a moment the two could be in the same room without arguing. Their friends didn't see a future where they would ever be close, let alone cordial. But, a timely visit from some special individuals could end up changing things for the better? Or worse, depending on the perspective. Could the world actually be ending?
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In the dimly lit garage hangar of Mount Justice, Batman, and Red Tornado stood solemnly by the ramp, awaiting the return of their young proteges from a mission that was purportedly successful, though marred by "minor complications," as Aqualad had cryptically reported. The exact nature of these complications remained unclear until the bio-ship's hatch door swung open, releasing a cacophony of shouts and arguments into the cool air of the hangar.
The first to disembark were Y/N and Conner, their heated argument escalating with each step they took from the ship. Their faces, illuminated by the harsh overhead lights, were twisted in frustration and angerâemotions that had clearly brewed long before the bio-ship touched down.
"You always undermine me, every single mission!" Y/N's voice echoed off the metal walls, his anger palpable. "With your encyclopedic brain, how can you not grasp the simple phrase 'I donât need help'? Is English somehow the exception in your multilingual repertoire? Shall I translate it into Spanish? Russian? Swahili perhaps?"
Conner responded with equal venom, his voice low and menacing. "If you werenât such a constant liability, maybe I wouldnât need to intervene. And a 'thank you' might be nice, considering this is the fourth time this month Iâve had to bail you out."
As they continued their verbal duel, Batman and Red Tornado exchanged a glance, their expressions a mix of resignation and concern. The other team members exited the ship, their faces tense and weary, evidently disturbed by the ongoing conflict between their comrades.
"Report," Batman interjected, his voice cutting through the bickering with authoritative clarity.
"We neutralized Baneâs operation and apprehended him," Aqualad reported, maintaining a composed demeanor despite the slight twitch of irritation in his brow. "The mission was successful."
"Yeah, barely," Wally added, arms crossed, his tone dry. "He almost got away, thanks to Yin and Yang over there."
Aqualad shot Wally a sharp look, signaling him to tread carefully, but the damage was done. Batmanâs gaze hardened, his attention now fully on the quarreling pair behind him.
"And what do you do besides scream like a monkey and throw tantrums?" Y/N shot back at Conner, his voice rising with each word. "If it werenât for your so-called Kryptonian powers, youâd be less useful than my dog in a fight!"
"Don't compare me to a monkey," Conner growled, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. "And last time I checked, these 'weak' Kryptonian powers kept your behind safe more than once. Like that time you hid behind me when those League of Shadow goons cornered you?" Conner retorted, his fists clenched at his sides, the veins in his arms bulging with restrained fury.
"You baffling monkey head, I was casting a spell, not hiding!" Y/N snapped, his aura crackling with magical energy, a clear sign of his escalating temper.
"A spell to boost your courage, perhaps? And stop calling me names," Conner growled, stepping closer until they were nose to nose.
"What are you going to do? Thrown another tantrum if I hurt your wee little pride?" Y/N taunted, floating a few inches off the ground to meet Connerâs height, his voice dripping with sarcasm.
"Enough!" Batmanâs command reverberated through the hangar, silencing everyone. He swiftly positioned himself between Y/N and Conner, his presence alone demanding peace. Aqualad and Kid Flash pulled Conner back while Zatanna and Robin gently guided Y/N to the ground, their actions preventative.
"This is the third time your arguments have nearly jeopardized a mission," Batman stated coldly. "Resolve this conflict, or youâre both sidelined until you can act like professionals."
With a final, piercing glance at the two, Batman turned and strode towards the mission control room, Red Tornado following in his silent, measured steps. The rest of the team dispersed quickly, their looks of sympathy and frustration cast toward Y/N and Conner as they left.
Fuming, Y/N rounded on Conner. "This is all your fault!"
"How is this my fault? Youâre the one who can't keep his mouth shut," Conner shouted back.
"You're the one who can't take a hint and leave me alone," Y/N countered, his aura flaring.
"Well, maybe if you weren't such a pain in the ass, I wouldn't have to intervene," Conner said, his voice low and dangerous.
"Oh, is that what you call it? Intervening? Because I'd call it something you tried to describe me as earlier with your self-projecting ass. And if you don't learn how to stay out of my way, I'll show you just how much of a pain I can be," Y/N threatened, his eyes glowing with unspent magic.
"Is that a threat?" Conner asked, his voice dangerously quiet.
"Oh, please, I wouldn't waste a threat on you. Your primate brain might not be able to understand it. But, it's definitely a promise," Y/N replied, his voice equally low as he turned away, his footsteps echoing in the empty hangar.
"Whatever," Conner muttered, turning and stalking off in the opposite direction.
As Y/N headed towards the showers, his mutterings continued, a stream of insults and grievances pouring out, unheard by all but Conner, who paused to listen with a heavy sigh before shaking his head and walking away.
The tension between Y/N and Conner had been growing for months, and their teammates were becoming increasingly concerned. The two had never seen eye to eye, but their animosity had recently reached new levels and now the rest of the team was beginning to suffer from it as well.
A couple of hours later, Zatanna and Y/N were deep in their studies in one of the library rooms at the base, surrounded by ancient texts and spellbooks. Y/N was particularly agitated, aggressively flipping through pages and muttering curses under his breath about Conner. This was typical following their arguments; Conner would withdraw and brood, while Y/N became irritable and quick to anger.
Their dynamic puzzled their friends and mentors. Despite claiming indifference toward each other, Y/N and Conner managed to elicit intense reactions from one another, more so than anyone else on the team. Initially, Y/N had been keen to form a bond with Conner, driven by an attraction he barely acknowledged. However, Connerâs apparent disinterest only fueled a series of confrontations, worsening their interactions over time.
As Y/N's frustration grew, Zatanna decided a break was needed. âHey, Iâm going to grab a snack. You want anything?â she asked, hoping to ease the tension.
âConnerâs head on a stake would be nice. If not, then apple juice, please,â Y/N half-joked, half-serious, not looking up from his spellbook.
Zatanna rolled her eyes at his melodramatic response and headed toward the lounge, where the mood was lighter. MâGann was baking cookies, filling the room with a warm, inviting aroma. Dick and Wally were engaged in a video game, with Artemis spectating, while Kaldur was absorbed in a book.
Upon noticing Zatanna, MâGann offered a spoonful of cookie dough. âHey Zatanna, want to try my new recipe? Iâm hoping itâll cheer Conner up.â
âSure, who would ever say no to free cookie dough?â Zatanna smiled, taking the spoon.
Artemis, overhearing the conversation, commented wryly, âMâGann, youâre too good for him. Iâd only bring back lawsuits for my exes.â
âWeâre not exes!â MâGann protested, a blush coloring her cheeks.
âSo, you guys are still together?â Artemis raised an eyebrow, her tone teasing.
âNo! Wellâtechnically yes, but itâs complicated. We havenât talked about it, but we havenât broken up either. Itâs just... things are different now. Iâm not sure what we are. I mean, weâre not dating, but weâre not not dating. Does that make sense?"
"Not really, but whatever makes you happy," Artemis shrugged.
Zatanna offered her a sympathetic hand while washing the spoon in the sink. âJust give him some time. Where is Conner, anyway?â
âEither in the garage hangar or the training room, letting off some steam after his fight with Y/N,â Dick answered, his attention briefly diverted from the game.
MâGannâs expression soured at the mention of Y/N, prompting Zatanna to add, âThatâs why Iâm out here. Needed a break from all the mumbled threats and angry huffs.â
âWhat were they arguing about this time?â Artemis inquired, genuinely curious.
âWho knows? Those two bicker so much, I doubt even they remember what starts it half the time,â Wally chimed in, his fingers busily working the game controller.
âBut seriously, is it just me or is the tension between Y/N and Superboy getting worse?â Wally interjected, pausing the game.
âItâs not just you,â Dick replied, setting his controller aside. âTheyâve been at each otherâs throats lately.â
Wouldn't it be funny if everyone were currently thinking of a memory where Y/N was literally at Conner's throat, trying to choke him out? Not that that actually happened or anything.
...
Okay, it definitely did, but Batman definitely did not have to get Zatanna and Zatara to magically restrain Y/N from trying to suffocate the half-Kryptonian with his powers.
...
Okay, he definitely did.
âI thought they were past this,â Zatanna sighed. âI mean, itâs been a year since their first big fight, and things seemed to have calmed down. But now, itâs like theyâre back to square one.â
âI just want to know why Conner always seems to pick fights with Y/N for no apparent reason,â Artemis pondered aloud.
Zatanna noticed MâGann mixing her cookie dough with more force than necessary and decided to distance herself from the counter, eyeing the bits of dough that were escaping out of the bowl.
âTrue, but Y/N can be just as provocative. He gives as good as he gets, which only escalates their conflicts,â Kaldur observed, not looking up from his book.
âItâs like a vicious cycle with them. Last week, Y/N cast a spell on Conner during an argument at school just to shut him upâliterally removed his ability to speak temporarily,â Zatanna recounted, shaking her head.
âYikes,â Wally winced.
âYeah. Thankfully, no one was around to see it or the damage caused to the hallway in the aftermath. They should feel lucky I was there to clean up their mess,â Zatanna frowned, recalling the incident.
âWhy are they so hostile towards each other? Theyâre supposed to be teammates, not enemies,â Dick wondered.
âMaybe theyâre secretly into each other and are too stubborn to admit it,â Wally joked, earning a pillow thrown at his head by Artemis.
âWally, thatâs not funny,â MâGann chided, her expression darkening.
âSorry, sorry. I was just kidding,â Wally apologized, raising his hands in surrender.
âWhy hasnât Batman done anything about their constant fighting? Surely, heâs noticed how disruptive it is,â Artemis asked, her tone exasperated.
âHe has, and heâs given them multiple warnings, but they havenât listened,â Kaldur responded.
âWell, hopefully, theyâll sort out their issues eventually. For the sake of the team, and their own sanity,â Dick sighed.
âYeah, those two getting along? Might as well be a sign of the apocalypse,â Wally joked.
No sooner had he spoken than the room was suddenly engulfed in a brilliant, searing light that pulsed like a living thing. It expanded rapidly, washing over everything in sight with an overwhelming glow, casting sharp shadows and making it impossible to see more than a few inches ahead. Zatanna stumbled backward, instinctively reaching out for the edge of the counter, her knuckles whitening as she gripped it tightly while M'Gann covered her face with her arm and did her best to hold onto the counter.
It was an intense magical energy that felt thick, almost tangible, vibrating in the air as it intensified. Zatanna could feel it coursing through her, every hair on her body standing on end as the power surged from the epicenter while the others struggled to remain upright.
The force of the magic tugged at everyone, like an invisible hand trying to pull them closer to the blinding core of the disturbance. Papers flew off the table, books flipped open and fluttered their pages wildly, and the very air felt charged with potentialâlike the moment before a storm unleashes its fury. MâGannâs telekinesis instinctively flared, her eyes glowing as she erected a weak barrier to keep the scattered kitchenware from hitting anyone. Dick dropped his controller and braced against the couch, feeling the gust of wind push against his frame, while Wally, ever the speedster, darted to the side and ducked behind Artemis, trying to shield her with his body.
âWhat the heck is that?!â Dick yelled out, though his voice was drowned out by the roaring sound that accompanied the light.
âI have no idea, but Iâm not sticking around to find out,â Wally shouted back, grabbing Artemis and speeding her around to behind the counter where M'Gann was.
Zatanna, eyes squinting through the blinding light, reached out with her magic, trying to push against the force, but even her well-honed abilities struggled to contain it. It felt wild and potentâuntamed, but also somehow new and pure, like a water source that never experienced the effects of pollution. âWhat is this?â she muttered through gritted teeth, her voice barely audible over the cacophony of sound and energy.
âEveryone, get down!â Kaldur ordered, shielding his eyes.
As the light grew in intensity, it became almost painful to bear. Everyone was holding on to somethingâwhether a counter, a chair, or each otherâbracing themselves against the sheer force of the phenomenon. It was as if the very fabric of reality was being stretched thin, ready to snap at any second. And then, just as quickly as it had started, the light dimmed, the energy receding, leaving the room eerily quiet. The gusts of wind ceased, and the magic that had filled the space dissipated into the air, leaving only the scattered remnants of their surroundings in disarray. Everyone stood frozen in place, breathless, trying to make sense of what had just happened.
The team slowly emerged from their various hiding spots, still shaken by the unexpected display of magic. Dick was the first to stand, rubbing his eyes in an attempt to clear the spots from his vision. âCan someone explain why we just got hit by a magical freight train?â he groaned, squinting at the mess left in the room.
âIs everyone okay?â Kaldur asked, breaking the silence.
âI think so,â MâGann replied, her voice shaky.
âWhat the hell was that?!â Artemis demanded, her heart racing.
Meanwhile, Zatanna stood frozen, her gaze fixed on something no one else seemed to notice. In the midst of the scattered books and overturned chairs, three new figures now stood in the room, looking completely out of place and, oddly enough, not at all concerned by the chaos around them.
âUh, guysâŠ?â Zatanna started, trying to catch someoneâs attention.
Kaldur frowned, inspecting the room as though he could assess what had just happened with logic alone. âThat was magic. Though, I've never felt anything like it. That energy feltâŠdifferent. More raw than what weâre used to,â he noted, his brows furrowed. âIt wasnât one of Zatannaâs spells, was it?â
âNo, it definitely wasnât me,â Zatanna responded absentmindedly, her eyes still trained on the three figures. âBut seriously, guysâŠâ
MâGann, still rattled, glanced around the room at the damage. âDo you think it was a new villain attack? It didnât feel like a typical threat, butââ
âI don't think it was an attack,â Kaldur interjected, his eyes narrowing as he tried to piece it all together. âAt least, not in the conventional sense. The magic was too unfocused.â
âBut, how could someone attack us here? It seems unlikely any villain would consider attacking here, knowing we know that they know about the Cave,â M'Gann added, clumsily repeating Wally's words from their first week in the Cave.
âNo, but it isnât the first time we were attacked here,â Artemis reminded her.
âGuys!â Zatanna said again, this time louder, but still no one paid attention.
Dick continued to rub his temples, his patience wearing thin. âWhatever it was, we need to figure it out fast. We canât just wait for Batman toââ
âGUYS!â Zatanna practically shouted now, waving her hands wildly in the air.
âWhat?!â Wally finally turned, looking exasperated.
Zatanna pointed dramatically toward the three new presences in the room, who were standing in varying degrees of awkwardness and curiosity. One of them was casually flipping through a spellbook that had landed on the floor, seemingly unbothered by the teamâs presence.
âUh, guys⊠You see three random kids in the corner too, right?â Wally asked, bewildered.
Artemis, peering towards the corner, responded dryly, âOf course, genius. Why else would we all be looking that way?â
The one with the spellbook, seemingly the oldest, stood confidently in the center, observing with an amused smile as Wally and Artemis bickered. The second boy, positioned slightly behind, crossed his arms and frownedâa familiar gesture that sparked a sense of dĂ©jĂ vu among the onlookers. The youngest clung to the eldestâs hand, peering from behind with wide, apprehensive eyes at the array of new faces, a strong resemblance to someone they all knew catching Zatanna's attention.
âUh...when did they get here?â Dick asked, blinking rapidly.
The one holding the spellbook glanced at the Boy Wonder, his bright, yet calculating smile like he knew you and everything about you with just one look. âOh, weâve been here for a while. Hope we didnât interrupt anything.â
The rest of the teamâs jaws dropped simultaneously.
Before anyone could react to the newcomers, the sound of loud, heavy footsteps reverberated through the space, and Conner barreled into the room. His usual brooding expression was replaced by a combination of panic and anger, his hands clenched into fists. "What the heck is going on in here?!" he demanded, his eyes scanning the room for any signs of danger.
As the Kryptonian burst into the room, the youngest boy's face lit up with recognition. âDADA!â he exclaimed, releasing the eldest's hand and sprinting towards Conner with surprising speed.
Conner, caught off guard, froze, his eyes widening as the child collided with his legs and wrapped his arms around him.
"Dada, dada, dada!" the little boy repeated, his voice muffled against the older man's leg.
"What the...?" Conner mumbled, his brain struggling to process the situation.
"Um, Conner, care to explain?" Dick asked, his confusion evident.
"Explain what?" Conner shot back, his eyes darting between the team and the child clinging to him.
The team's faces registered a mix of shock and slight amusement as Superboy, taken aback, tried to gently remove the enthusiastic toddler clinging to his leg. The boy's laughter filled the room as he attempted to shake him offâunsuccessfully.
âI wouldnât do that,â the eldest boy advised calmly. âThatâs his favorite thing to do when you get home from work. The harder you try and shake him off, the longer heâs going to hold on.â
Conner stopped moving, and the childâs grip loosened slightly but remained firm. Frustrated yet curious, Conner looked around at the bewildered faces of his teammates. âWhose kid even is this?â he asked.
"Yours, apparently," Wally snickered.
"Not funny, Wally. Now, whose is it really?" Conner replied, his tone laced with irritation.
âUm... dude, judging from that kidâs reaction and the fact they seem to know you more than anyone, Iâm gonna make an educated guess and say heâs yours too,â Dick replied, his voice filled with astonishment.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Conner snapped, his frustration growing.
"Language," the eldest boy warned, his eyes narrowing.
"Sorry," Conner grumbled, his cheeks flushing slightly, feeling scolded in a way only someone else ever made him feel. Who the hell were these kids?
Connerâs confusion deepened as he looked down at the smiling boy and then at the other children. Upon closer observation, their similar features became slowly unmistakable now, making it increasingly difficult to deny the reality: he was indeed their father.
Where was Maury when you needed him?
âYouâve got to be kidding me,â Conner groaned as the boy began climbing him like a playground.
âWelp, might as well continue down this crazy train since we're at full speed. So if we've summarized that these three random kids that just appeared out of nowhere are our resident Kryptonian's offspring, then who's their mom?â Wally asked, his gaze sweeping toward the female members of the team.
Zatanna raised an eyebrow menacingly, challenging him to continue, while Dick glared disapprovingly at the implication. Artemis watched the exchange with an amused yet intrigued expression.
MâGann stood up abruptly, her voice ringing with a mixture of excitement and certainty, âHello, Megan! If they're Superboyâs kids, thereâs only one logical explanation.â
âTheyâre all clones made in a lab too?â Wally suggested, which earned him a round of exasperated looks.
âNo, Wally. I was going to say that if theyâre Connerâs kids, then I must be their mom!â MâGann exclaimed, flying over to the three boys. Conner, looking increasingly overwhelmed, watched silently as she approached the children with open arms.
âHi, little guys. Itâs so nice to meet you. Iâm MâGann, or Megan here on Earth, but you can call me Mom. What are your names?â she asked with a warm smile.
The boys exchanged looks, seeming to communicate silently before the eldest responded cautiously, âUhm, hi. Donât know how to say this without sounding mean, butâuhm...â
âYouâre not our mom,â the boy behind him said bluntly.
Everyone cringed slightly as that statement hit MâGann like a physical blow, her face a mixture of confusion and hurt. But before she could gather her thoughts to respond, the roomâs attention was diverted by more footsteps, these lighter but just as quick.
âWhat in the world is going on out here? Do you wombats not understand Iâm trying to meditate? And where is my apple juice?!â Y/Nâs voice, gruff with irritation, cut through the tension.
The youngest boy, still clinging to Conner, pointed excitedly at Y/N. âPapa!â he shouted, his voice echoing in the suddenly silent room.
âDoes anyone want to explain why this random child currently playing monkey bars on Conner just pointed at me and called me Papa?â Y/N asked, his surprise evident as he stared at the child reaching out to him.
The team exchanged stunned looks, each as speechless as the next while MâGann displayed a blend of horror and anger, Connerâs embarrassment and irritation at the "monkey bars" comment clear.
The heavy silence was finally broken by Wallyâs incredulous remark, âOh my god, the world is gonna end.â
Everyone gathered in the living room, with Conner and Y/N positioned centrally, while their three unexpected young guests sat casually on the couch.
âOkay, let me go over this one more time, just to make sure Iâm not missing anything,â Y/N began, stroking his chin thoughtfully as he eyed the two oldest children exchanging knowing looks before turning his attention back to the group. âYou three are from the future and used a magic spell that you're claiming I taught you to come back in time because you wanted to meet your parents?â
âYes, thatâs exactly what weâre claiming,â the oldest affirmed.
âAnd youâre also saying that me and Conner are those parents?â Y/N gestured between himself and the Kryptonian, who was observing the children with a mixture of skepticism and intrigue.
âYep,â the boy replied confidently.
âLIAR!â Y/Nâs voice boomed suddenly, pointing an accusatory finger at the child. The sudden outburst caused a stir among his teammates.
âY/N!â
âDude!â
âWhat is wrong with you?â
The children merely covered the youngest brotherâs ears, though the little one giggled, oblivious to the chaos. Even Conner shot Y/N a disapproving look, though that wasnât unusual.
âWhat? He claims I taught him that spellâsomething I would never irresponsibly share with a child, especially one that could cause all of this! Plus, that spell isnât even in my book,â Y/N defended himself, his exasperation causing sighs and head-shaking among the team.
âReally?! Thatâs the part you find hard to believe?â Wally interjected incredulously.
âWhat? You donât think theyâre from the future?â Y/N retorted.
âUhm, how about the fact theyâre claiming to be your kids?!â Dick countered, his disbelief evident.
âOh, right. Yeah, thatâs not hard to believe at all,â Y/N responded dryly, drawing stunned looks from everyone, particularly Conner and MâGann.
âThis must be some sort of test by Batman, trying to teach me and Conner a lesson. Seriously, me and him? Together? Donât insult me,â Y/N scoffed, dismissing the idea as utterly preposterous.
Connerâs expression shifted from confusion to anger, a storm brewing behind his eyes. He wasnât the only one offended by the remark.
âHey! You shouldnât talk about Dad like that!â the middle child yelled at Y/N, mirroring Connerâs growing irritation.
âAnd what are you going to do about it, little boy?â Y/N taunted, only to yelp in pain as a blast of heat vision singed his thigh. âOw! Did this little gremlin just fry me with heat vision? How does he even have heat vision when you donât?!â
The room fell into shocked silence as the oldest child stood, calmly walking over to Y/N and healing the burn with a wave of his hand, leaving no trace of the injury. His powers were undeniable, as was the ever-clear fact that these kids were exactly who they claimed to be.
âDude, Dad told you not to use your heat vision on people,â the eldest scolded his younger brother.
âYeah, well, Papa warned you about snooping through his spellbook, and look where we are now!â the middle child shot back, waving his arms animatedly at the chaotic situation around them.
âAH-HA! Told you!â Y/N exclaimed triumphantly, though most of the team just rolled their eyes at his stubbornness.
âDude, youâre focusing on the wrong thing. One kid just blasted you with heat vision, and the other healed you with magic that looks a lot like yours,â one of the others pointed out.
âI know, but I proved my point, and thatâs what matters,â Y/N replied, his tone a mix of vindication and annoyance.
âAs you should,â the oldest child agreed, earning a wary glance from Y/N.
âOkay, how about we start this whole thing over,â Zatanna suggested, cutting through the tension. With a flick of her wrist, she conjured extra seats for Y/N and Conner to sit across from their children. âLetâs try introductions first, and then sort the rest out.â
As everyone repositioned themselves, the youngest child sprang from the couch and darted back to Conner, once again climbing him like a jungle gym.
âNot this again,â Conner groaned, clearly exasperated.
âTold you, itâs his favorite thing. He loves when you come home from work or pick him up from daycare. He also loves tickle fights,â the oldest explained, pointing to Y/N as the little one began poking playfully at Y/Nâs side.
âTickle, tickleâŠâ the young boy giggled, his tiny fingers eliciting the faintest smile from Y/N, despite himself.
Zatanna and Artemis both cooed at the adorable sight, and even the rest of the team seemed to soften at the moment. MâGann, however, couldnât hide her discomfort. Abruptly, she left the room, her departure noted by all but especially by those who understood the depth of her feelings.
âSo, about those introductions again?â Y/N said, redirecting attention back to the children, who were now all grinning at the prospect of formally meeting their parents.
Conner Kent Junior, or 'CJ' for short, was the oldest of the three future children. Before he was born, his father had embraced the tradition of naming children after oneself, opting for 'Junior' rather than 'The Second.' Surprisingly, Y/Nâusually stubborn six days a week and double on Sundaysâhad agreed to this tradition. Present-day Y/N found it hard to believe heâd relent on anything, especially to Conner. The idea that they were a couple in any reality was hard enough to swallow, let alone the fact that he would so easily give in to Connerâs whims.
Yet, here was CJâliving proof of their future union. The boy was a spitting image of Conner: the same eyes, the same jawline, and the same stoic demeanor in displeasing situations, so much so that one might mistake him for a clone. However, certain subtle traits also revealed the undeniable truth that Y/N was his other biological parent, such as the shared hair texture and, of course, the childâs inherited magical abilities.
But beyond CJâs physical resemblance to Conner, his personality was a carbon copy of Y/Nâs. His attitude, his way of speaking, and even his mannerisms echoed his magical parent so closely that it was both amusing and slightly disconcerting. Apparently, in the future, Y/N had become a powerful wizardâcapable of rivaling entities and deitiesâwhich CJ mentioned with a hint of pride that threatened to inflate Y/Nâs ego even more than usual.
CJâs adeptness at magic was remarkable, something that nearly rivaled his fatherâs power. Zatanna had felt the raw and potent magic when they first arrived, and CJ explained that his abilities were tied to ancient magic Y/N had encountered in the pastâor was it the future? It was confusing, but either way, it was clear this magic was the reason CJ and his siblings even existed in the first place. The revelation left both of his parents intriguedâand for Y/N, particularly, nervous.
CJ and his brothers had used his magical skills to travel back in time, doubting the stories theyâd been told about their parents' rocky relationship. According to their Aunt Zatanna, their parents had not always been the most harmonious duo, and the kids wanted to see it for themselves. Zatanna had told them tales of Y/N taking away Conner's voice in the middle of an argument or using magic to strangle him (briefly) after Conner made a snarky comment about his weight.
"Isn't it ironic that Dad's the one with the temper, but Papa's the one prone to murderous behavior? It's always the quiet ones," CJ had mused with a smirk. "But we wanted to see it for ourselves. You wrote the spell that got us here, but you wouldnât teach it to me until I was older, or unless it was absolutely necessary."
"Well, that explains why I donât have a spell like that in my book. But youâre admitting that I didnât teach you the spell and you went behind my back?" Y/N raised a brow.
"No, Iâm not admitting anything. Iâm just saying that you didnât teach me the spell, but you did write it," CJ replied casually.
"Thatâs not the point, and you know it," Y/N huffed, crossing his arms.
"Iâm not saying anything without my lawyer," CJ shot back, barely hiding a smirk.
The quick wit and smart attitude were unmistakably Y/Nâs influence. Despite CJâs striking resemblance to Conner, his magical aptitude and sarcasm were all Y/Nâhe was clearly his father's son.
Colin, the middle child, was the wild card of the bunch. While CJ bore Connerâs serious demeanor, Colin had inherited Y/Nâs mischievous streak and free-spirited nature. He had his fatherâs hair and eye color, but he possessed all of Conner's powers and temperament. He could also perfectly replicate his father's neutral, glaring expressionâhis signature stoic face.
The earlier heat blast Colin had unleashed during their arrival was a clear testament to the volatile mix of his genetic heritage. Colinâs abilities, however, had raised a lot of questions, especially since he seemed to have powers that Conner didnât. Before CJ could elaborate further on Colinâs abilities, Zatanna had quickly stepped in, cautioning them against discussing too much about the future. Revealing too much could damage the timelineâand Y/N certainly didnât need any more ego boosts.
Colin had also made his feelings about MâGann very clear when he spoke of a mysterious "green lady" trying to separate his parents, a sentiment that left everyone silently grateful that MâGann had left the room.
The youngest sibling, Camden Kent, was a perfect blend of his parents. His dark hair and eyes were from Conner, while his skin tone clearly came from Y/N. Though Camden didnât display any powers yet, his cheerful personality and playful nature brightened any room he was in.
Though there was an undeniable charm to the whole situation, it didnât make it any less complicated. Y/N had been right about one thingâthe spell the kids had used wasnât supposed to be in their hands. Colin had graciously snitched on his older brother, explaining how CJ had managed to get his hands on the spell by sneaking into Y/N's study while he and Conner were distracted.
"It was all CJ! Papa was making dinner and yelling at Dad about being overprotective, and something about not wanting a repeat of the Phantom Zone thing. CJ snuck into the study, took the spell page, and we used it in his room. I think they heard us, though, 'cause before we zapped out, I heard them rushing upstairs," Colin had said smugly.
Y/N had chuckled, "Me mad at Conner for getting in my way and trying to play hero? Sounds about right."
Connerâs jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides as Y/Nâs words hit a nerve. The jab about playing hero had always been a sore spot, and hearing it nowâespecially in front of their potential future childrenâonly made the sting sharper.
"Are you serious right now?" Conner growled, his blue eyes narrowing as the tension in the room escalated.
Y/N raised an eyebrow, unfazed. "What? Did I lie?"
"You always do this," Conner bit out, stepping closer. "Acting like youâre above needing help. I was trying to keep you safeâ"
"Safe from what? Myself?" Y/N scoffed, crossing his arms. "I can handle things without you jumping in and messing everything up. If youâd stop being such aâ"
"Hey!" Zatannaâs voice sliced through the rising tension. "Reirrab." With a wave of her hands, a glowing barrier appeared between them. "Can we not start another fight in front of the kids? I know this is overwhelming, but we need calm heads here."
Conner glared at Y/N but stepped back. Y/N, though clearly annoyed, shifted his stance and rolled his eyes.
"Whatever," Y/N muttered, running a hand through his hair.
Before Conner could respond, a sharp hiss from the couch interrupted them. "You didnât have to rat me out, you little brat," CJ growled at Colin, who grinned smugly.
"Youâre the one who got caught, not me," Colin taunted, sticking out his tongue.
CJ opened his mouth to argue, but a sharp look from Y/N silenced him. "Enough," Y/N said firmly, making both kids sink into their seats.
The room, now charged with tension from the glowering parents and their children was silent. That is until Wally decided to speak up.
"Man, itâs like watching a mini version of you two go at it," he snickered, glancing at the kids. "Like father, like sonâtimes two."
Dick raised an eyebrow, smirking. "Yeah, except I always thought Conner would be the one laying down the law. Not Y/N."
Wally laughed. "Right? Seeing Y/N as the bad copâ"
"Are you kidding?" Artemis cut in, crossing her arms. "Y/Nâs always been a strict little stick-in-the-mud. Iâm not surprised."
Y/N, who had been pinching the bridge of his nose, finally looked up. "Excuse me, I have always been the responsible one. Connerâs the one who probably thinks letting kids jump off roofs builds character."
Conner scowled. "I donât see why not. They need to know how to fall."
"Typical," Y/N shot back, grinning sarcastically. "And you wonder why I donât leave you alone with the kids."
"He's right," CJ chimed in.
"Yeah, Papa never lets you watch us alone for more than an hour after that one mission," Colin added matter-of-factly.
"See! And they said I didnât know how to make smart decisions," Y/N replied dryly.
Conner sighed in frustration. "I canât believe this. Youâre blaming me for something that hasnât even happened yet."
"Well, maybe if you werenât so reckless, I wouldnât have to worry," Y/N snapped.
"Reckless?" Conner scoffed, his voice rising. "Youâre the one always running off and putting yourself in danger!"
Before the bickering could reignite, Zatanna cleared her throat. "Look, weâre not here to debate your future parenting dynamics. We need to figure out how to get these kids back to their timeline."
CJ, who had been fuming after Colinâs betrayal, hesitated. "Uh, about thatâŠ"
Y/N narrowed his eyes. "What now?"
The oldest child shifted nervously. "Thereâs kind of a problem with that."
Wally grinned. "What? You didnât plan for the return trip?"
CJ flushed. "No, we did! ButâŠ"
"But what?" Conner asked, his patience wearing thin.
Colin piped up, "CJ lost the spell page."
All eyes snapped to CJ, who raised his hands defensively. "I didnât lose it! I just⊠may not have held onto it tightly enough."
Y/N groaned, rubbing his temples. "Youâve got to be kidding me."
"Yep, definitely your kid," Dick commented with a chuckle.
Zatannaâs lips twitched. "Let me guess, you didnât memorize the spell before casting it?"
CJ shifted uncomfortably. "We didnât think weâd need it right away. I was focused on making sure it worked, not the clean-up."
"You didnât think that maybeâjust maybeâyouâd need a way to get back?" Y/N asked, his exasperation evident.
"I was going to figure that part out later!" CJ snapped, sounding just as defensive as Y/N usually did when backed into a corner.
Conner crossed his arms. "This sounds familiar."
Y/N shot him a withering look. "Not helping."
Artemis laughed. "So whatâs the plan now? We canât keep these mini-youâs hanging around."
Zatanna nodded. "I can try to reverse the spell, but itâll take time. Iâll need to gather some materials and maybe consult our spellbook. If future Y/N made it, it shouldnât be too difficult."
"Hey!" Y/N protested, his ego bruised.
"Sheâs right," CJ admitted, earning a glare from Y/N.
"So weâre stuck with them," Y/N sighed.
"Hey, weâre right here!" Colin interjected indignantly, crossing his arms. "And itâs not our fault! CJâs the one who messed it up!"
"Quit throwing me under the bus you ill-brained bug," CJ hissed, his narrowed eyes practically throwing daggers at his younger brother. "Don't call me names! And you did lose it," Colin shot back, his tone equally venomous.
"Enough," Y/N said, eyes hard. "No fighting."
Conner, meanwhile, looked at Camden, still hanging off his arm. The situation was far from what heâd imagined for his future. A family? Kids? He had never pictured it. And Y/N⊠he never thought theyâd become something together. Yet, here they were.
"I'll start working on the reversal spell. In the meantime, we'll have to find a place for the kids to stay," Zatanna continued, ignoring the wounded expression on Y/N's face.
"Theyâll stay with us," Conner stated, his tone firm.
Y/Nâs brow shot up. "Excuse me? Us?"
"Yes, us. Did I stutter?"
CJ and Colin exchanged quick glances before Colin smirked, nudging his older brother. "Did Dad just use one of Papa's lines against him?" he whispered, loud enough for everyone to hear. CJ grinned, nodding. "Yeah, and somehow he's still breathing. Must be a miracle."
The room erupted into soft laughter, with even Wally doubling over in amusement. Artemis gave Conner a playful nudge, her grin wide. "Youâre playing a dangerous game, Kent."
Conner and Y/N stood there, clearly uncomfortable with the attention. Conner clenched his jaw while Y/N crossed his arms, a faint blush creeping up his neck.
"Okay," Kaldur intervened, saving them from further embarrassment. "We need to focus on getting them home. Zatanna, you and Y/N can both do research together. CJ can help since he's the one who used it so he may remember some things from it."
Zatanna smiled faintly. "Sounds good. Iâm gonna look into a few other things first, though. In the meantime, you might want to prepare yourself for a lot of questions, especially from Batman."
Conner groaned, clearly dreading the inevitable debrief. "Great."
"I have nothing to answer for," Y/N retorted. "I didnât bring a bunch of kids from the future into the past."
"Maybe not, but you made them," Conner shot back.
"Oh, please. Like you didnât have a hand in that."
"More than a hand," Artemis snickered.
CJ narrowed his eyes suspiciously. "What do you mean by that?"
The entire room, as if rehearsed, answered in unison, "Nothing."
Y/N and Conner had no choice but to let the kids bunk in their rooms until they could figure out how to replicate the spell and send them back to the future. The children, after all, had vehemently refused to sleep in the lounge. CJ had opted to stay with Y/N, while Colin chose Conner's room. Camden, at first, didnât show a preference, but eventually made his decision clear by reaching for Conner. Despite wanting to wipe the smug grin off Y/Nâs face, Conner gave in without much protest.
However, Y/N found no peace, especially with CJ bombarding him with questions about their relationship:
"Have you and Dad gone on a first date yet?"
"No."
"Have you guys kissed yet?"
"NoâI... Thatâs a grown folks' question."
"So, when do you think you'll go on a first date?"
"Do you have an off button?"
"Do I look like a toy from Target to you?"
"Damn, you really are my son."
"Bad word."
"Sorry."
"Why do you guys sleep in separate rooms? You have your own room together back home."
"Uh... what did I say about grown folks' questions?!"
The questions seemed endless. Despite Y/N growing increasingly tired, he found himself surprisingly unbothered. Normally, anything that disturbed his rest would drive him mad, but for some reason, he found it hard to get annoyed by CJâs relentless curiosity. Perhaps he understood. If Y/N were in the kidâs shoes, heâd probably be asking a million questions too.
"Hey, Papa?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I ask you something?"
Does it ever end?
"Sure, kiddo," Y/N sighed, staring up at the rocky ceiling of his bedroom.
"What's the deal with you and Dad?"
Y/N froze, his eyes fixated on the ceiling as CJâs innocent question hung in the air. He shouldnât have been surprised, especially considering how sharp the kid was. This conversation was bound to happen at some pointâthough he wouldâve preferred it to be later. He didnât even know the answer himself.
What was the deal between him and Conner? That was the real question. The relationship was complicated, to say the least, and it was certainly not something Y/N was eager to explain to his future son. A nervous chuckle escaped his lips as he shifted on the bed, trying to buy himself some time. âThatâs a... big question, kiddo.â
CJ, lying on his side, propped his head up on his hand, eyes wide with curiosity. âYeah, but you guys love each other, right?â
Y/N gulped. Of course, the kid would jump straight to the heart of the matter. How was he supposed to answer that without messing up CJâs perception of the futureâor worse, letting his complicated feelings for Conner bubble to the surface in front of a child? He didnât want to lie, but the truth... well, the truth was messy. And kids didnât handle messy well.
âWell...â Y/N began, stalling as he rubbed the back of his neck. âLove is... complicated.â
CJâs brow furrowed. âWhat do you mean by complicated?â
Y/N winced. Damn, these kids ask too many questions. He shifted again, trying to figure out how to tiptoe through this conversation. âI mean, sometimes people have... feelings for each other, but they donât always know how to deal with them right away. Like, your dad and I... we argue a lot because weâre still figuring things out.â
CJ tilted his head, clearly not convinced. âBut Auntie Z said you guys argue a lot in the future too. She said you love each other, but youâre both kinda... stubborn.â
Y/N pinched the bridge of his nose. Zatanna, Iâm going to kill you. He sighed deeply, turning his head to look at CJ. âYeah, that sounds about right. Weâre both pretty stubborn. And when two people are like that, it takes them longer to... you know, get on the same page.â
CJâs eyes sparkled with curiosity. âSo you do love each other!â
Y/Nâs stomach flipped. He wanted to deny it, to downplay everything. But looking at CJâs expectant face, he realized he couldnât outright lie. Heâd never been great at lying anyway. âItâs... complicated, like I said.â
CJ groaned, clearly frustrated with that answer. âYou keep saying âcomplicated,â but what does that even mean? Do you want to be with Dad?â
Y/N tensed, his heart racing. Okay, this is too much. âUh... I think we should save this conversation for when youâre a little older, kid. Like, maybe a lot older. Or, you know, when youâre back in your timeline and itâs Future Meâs problem.â
CJ gave him an unimpressed look. âThatâs a cop-out answer.â
Y/N snorted despite himself. âI... Who taught you that?â
âYou did.â
âOf course I did,â Y/N muttered, shaking his head.
CJ wasnât letting this go, and Y/N knew it. Y/N sighed, glancing back up at the ceiling, emotions stirring up that he wasnât prepared to deal with. It wasnât just complicatedâit was a mess, a tangled web of miscommunication, stubbornness, and unspoken feelings that spanned the years since he joined the Team. He thought back to when he first arrived, how Dr. Fate had sensed the raw potential in him and demanded that he go under the Justice League's protection. Y/N didnât have much of a choice back then, and neither did the Team when they were told heâd be joining.
At first, it wasnât so bad. Y/N got along with everyone easily, even found a mentor in Zatanna and Zatara who was still being used as a host by Dr. Fate which is how he found him in the first place.
 But Conner? Conner was different. It was as though the Kryptonian had built a wall the size of Metropolis between them, remaining cold and indifferent despite Y/Nâs attempts to connect. Y/N hadnât expected to become best friends overnight, but the sheer lack of acknowledgment hurt more than he let on. He remembered how Conner would barely look in his direction, like Y/N didnât exist, even though he treated everyone else like family.
It was confusing, especially when Y/N noticed how Conner always positioned himself near him during missionsâready to intervene but never willing to share a word afterward. That subtle protectiveness shouldâve been reassuring, but it drove Y/N mad. If Conner didnât care, why hover around him like some kind of silent guardian?
After months of trying, Y/N finally gave up. He mirrored the cold treatment, stopped reaching out, and focused on the rest of the team. But then, something shifted. The moment Y/N stopped trying, Conner started. The once silent indifference turned into sharp comments and antagonistic behavior. It was like Conner needed to get a rise out of him, and no one could push Connerâs buttons the way Y/N could.
Pretty soon, they were constantly at each other's throats (sometimes literally), bickering over the smallest things. Everyone else just rolled their eyes and let them sort it out, but the tension between them was palpable.
Looking back now, Y/N wondered if something had always been simmering beneath the surface, something neither of them knew how to admit. Maybe Connerâs way of dealing with whatever feelings he had was to push Y/N away, to lash out. Y/N wasnât sure what scared him moreâthe idea that Conner never cared or the possibility that he cared too much and didnât know how to handle it.
And now, faced with a future version of himself that had apparently figured it out, Y/N was stuck in a mess of emotions that defined their present. The thought made his chest tighten, and he shook his head, trying to push it aside. He wasnât ready to untangle all of that just yet, especially not with CJ watching him, waiting for answers.
He glanced over at the kid, still staring at him with a mix of confusion and determination.
âLook, CJ, itâs... complicated,â Y/N repeated, knowing it was a weak excuse. âYour dad and I have a lot of history, and a lot of that is... well, not great. Itâs a work in progress.â
The room fell silent for a moment, and Y/N hoped the interrogation was over. He closed his eyes, trying to relax, but CJâs voice cut through the peace again.
âSo... if youâre not together yet, does that mean I could mess it up by being here?â CJâs voice was quieter this time, tinged with genuine concern.
Y/Nâs heart sank. He hadnât expected that. âHey, no, noânothing like that,â he said quickly, turning to face CJ. âYou being here isnât going to mess anything up. Donât ever think that.â
CJâs big eyes looked up at him, full of uncertainty. âBut what if Colin, Camden, and I being here changes things? What if you and Dad arenât meant to be together because of us? I donât want to mess up your future.â
Y/N felt a pang in his chest. He could see how much CJ cared, how much this meant to him. The kid didnât want to lose the family he had, and Y/N couldnât blame him. Hell, Y/N didnât know what the future held between him and Conner, but seeing CJ so worried made him realize just how important that future wasâto these kids, at least.
He placed a hand on CJâs shoulder, giving him a reassuring smile. âCJ, listen. No matter what happens, you three arenât going to change whatâs meant to be, okay? Whether your dad and I figure things out now or later, thatâs up to us. But you donât need to worry about it.â
CJâs expression softened slightly, but he still seemed unsure. âYou promise?â
Y/N hesitated for a second, then nodded. âI promise.â
CJ studied his father for a long moment, then let out a sigh of relief and flopped back onto the bed. âOkay, if you say so.â
Y/N smirked, feeling like heâd defused the situationâuntil CJ spoke again.
âBut seriously, you guys need to hurry up and kiss. Youâre taking forever.â
Y/N groaned, covering his face with his hands. âOh my god, please stop.â
CJ giggled, clearly pleased with himself. âWell, itâs true. Youâre way more lovey-dovey in the future. Like, gross sometimes.â
Y/N pulled his hands away from his face, narrowing his eyes at the boy. âIâm going to pretend I didnât hear that.â
CJ shrugged, a mischievous grin on his face.
Y/N rolled his eyes, turning back to the ceiling. He tried not to think about the fact that his future self was apparently a lot more affectionate with Conner, or the fact that CJ was clearly comfortable with it.
He closed his eyes, trying to ignore the warmth spreading across his cheeks. This was going to be a long night.
Just as the eleven-year-old finally appeared to be settling down, a knock at Y/Nâs door pierced the growing calm. He couldnât mask the annoyance in his grunt as he called out for whoever was there to enter.
The door opened to reveal Conner, struggling to soothe a fussy Camden, with Colin in tow. Both Kryptonians looked exhausted, their matching bed-heads and disgruntled grimaces completing the picture.
Y/N was caught off guard by the endearing yet disheveled sight of themâConner in his casual home attire, with Colin standing by his side like a shadow, and Camden, a perfect blend of Y/Nâs and Connerâs features, in his arms. The scene felt surprisingly right.
âHe wonât stop crying and fussing,â Conner explained, his voice tinged with fatigue. âIâve tried everything. I think he wants to sleep with you.â
Taking Camden into his arms, Y/N immediately felt the toddler relax. âWhatâs up, buddy? Is your Daddy keeping you up with all his grumbling?â
âI didnât do anything! He was fine half an hour ago, then he woke up crying. When I tried to calm him down, he just got fussier and started calling for his 'Papaâ over and over.â
CJ, from his spot on the bed, chimed in, âHe probably had a nightmare. Itâs hard for him to go back to sleep afterward.â
âAnd how do we get him back to sleep?â Conner asked, a hint of desperation in his voice.
âHe usually sleeps in bed with you,â CJ answered.
âHe was already doing that, and it didnât help,â Conner replied, clearly exhausted.
âWith both of you,â CJ clarified.
Y/N and Conner exchanged stunned looks, the suggestion hanging awkwardly in the air. âUh, are you sure thereâs no other way to calm him down?â Y/N asked, his voice laced with hesitation as he and Conner avoided each otherâs gaze.
âNope. So, scoot over and make some room,â Colin said, settling the matter with a tone that brokered no argument. With a reluctant shuffle, Y/N and CJ made room on the bed, both Y/N and Conner still clearly uncomfortable with the closeness but willing to do what was needed for the youngest Kent.
As they settled into an awkward silence, Camden, now nestled between them, began to quiet down, his sniffles subsiding as he felt the reassuring presence of both his parents. The soft glow of the nightlight spell Y/N conjured cast gentle shadows across the room, softening the edges of the tense atmosphere.
âWell, ainât this cozy,â Y/N quipped, trying to cut through the awkwardness with a bit of humor. Conner just grunted in response, his gaze fixed on the ceiling, clearly wrestling with the intimacy of the situation.
CJ and Colin, seated toward the middle of the bed between their parentsâ legs, watched the scene with knowing looks. âYou guys are really weird about this,â CJ commented, shaking his head. âYou do this all the time back home.â
Conner sighed, his gruff tone betraying his discomfort. âYeah, well, youâre not exactly 'back home,â kid.â
CJ shrugged, then finally settled down, his eyes growing heavier as the nightâs events took their toll. Conner, still visibly uncomfortable, shifted slightly, turning on his side to face away from Y/N, while Y/N remained on his back, staring up at the ceiling. The room fell into a profound silence, the only sounds being the gentle breathing of the boys as they finally succumbed to sleep.
In the dim light, Y/N and Conner lay awake, each lost in their own thoughts. The physical closeness, necessitated by Camdenâs need for comfort, forced them into a proximity neither had anticipatedâat least not under these circumstances. As the minutes dragged into hours, neither spoke. The air between them was thick with confusion, unresolved tension, and an undeniable sense of familial bond that neither could quite embrace nor deny.
Y/Nâs mind raced with a mix of future possibilities and present discomforts. He turned his head slightly, glancing at Connerâs back and noting the tension in his shoulders. The fact that they could be a familyâa real family, with laughs, fights, bedtime stories, and morning cuddlesâfelt absurd. Yet, somehow, it also felt right, in a way that scared him.
It was a future that felt like a dream, one so vivid during sleep but absurdly distant upon waking.
Conner, for his part, was equally conflicted. The physical presence of Y/N so close yet so far in spirit was jarring. He was used to tackling problems head-on, not lying silently next to them. The warmth from Y/Nâs body, the sound of his breathing, and the soft rustle of sheets each time he movedâall served as acute reminders of what could beâa future intertwined with Y/N, a man he had known as a teammate but never as something more.
As Camden shifted in his sleep, mumbling softly and curling closer to Y/N, Conner let out a soft sigh. This was what family felt likeâmessy, uncomfortable, yet filled with unexpected moments of tenderness.
Fate was a cruel thing to dangle something so perfect right next to him, knowing that once this night was over, it would be back to reality.
The night stretched on, and though sleep tugged at their eyelids, both Y/N and Conner resisted, each caught in their own whirlwind of thoughts. They remained awake, guardians of the quiet peace that had settled over their children, protectors of a future still unwritten.
Finally, as the first hints of dawn crept through the curtains, signaling a new day, Y/N and Conner allowed themselves a moment of rest. Their eyes closed, not out of comfort with each other, but from sheer exhaustion. The sun would rise on two men still unsure of their path forward, but for now, they were bound by a shared responsibility and an unspoken commitment to the well-being of the children who had started the process of slowly bringing them together.
The next morning, Y/N and Conner were greeted by three simultaneous realizations. The first was the peculiar sensation of being surrounded on all sidesâY/N found CJ and Camden clinging to him like koalas, while Conner awoke to the unpleasant surprise of a foot in his face and a toe nearly up his nose, courtesy of Colin.
The second realization came when they noticed how close they had ended up to each other during the night, their bodies naturally gravitating together as if seeking warmth in the pile of kids nestled between them. It was a proximity neither had planned for, yet somehow, in the nightâs deep silence, it didnât feel⊠wrong.
Didnât stop them from trying to scoot away from each other, though.
The third and most jarring realization came when the sound of cooing and giggling shattered the morning calm. Y/N blinked his eyes open, adjusting to the bright lights, only to see Zatanna, Artemis, Dick, and Wally gathered at the doorway, barely containing their laughter, smartphones in hand.
âWhat theââ Y/N started, his voice groggy and laced with confusion.
âMorning, sunshine!â Dick greeted with a smirk, snapping pictures as quickly as possible. âDonât you all look nice and cozy?â
âItâs not every day we see such a picturesque family moment,â Zatanna added, her tone dripping with mock sweetness.
Conner, fully awake now, grimaced as he gently removed Colinâs foot from his face. âCan you guys not?â he muttered, trying to salvage some dignity.
Y/N, who, like many others, was not a fan of being photographed first thing in the morning, shot a glare at the group. âYou all better consider yourselves lucky Iâm still half-asleep. Otherwise, youâd all be something I could swat at right about now.â
Artemis, unfazed, grinned. She knew Y/N wouldnât hurt a fly (unless it was an actual fly), especially not his friends.
Dick, on the other hand, was not so confident and took a cautious step back, just in case.
Wally, always the instigator, couldnât resist the opportunity to tease one of his closest friends. He leaned against the doorframe, a mischievous grin on his face. âSo, how was your night, lovebirds? Get up to anything interesting?â
Colin rubbed his eyes groggily, blinking up at Wally from his spot on the bed. âWhat do you mean by âinterestingâ?â he asked, his voice innocent but filled with curiosity.
Without missing a beat, everyoneâY/N, Conner, Dick, Artemis, Zatanna, and Wallyâresponded in unison, âNothing.â
Colin blinked again, clearly not satisfied but too sleepy to push further. He shrugged it off, snuggling back into the blankets.
âAnyway,â Dick started, his tone slightly more serious, âBatmanâs here. Heâs waiting for you and your âguestsâ in the mission room.â
Y/N groaned, the dread immediately washing over him. âOh, come on. This early?â
âBatman doesnât sleep, Y/N,â Zatanna quipped, smirking as she crossed her arms.
The kids, on the other hand, perked up at the mention of Batman. CJâs eyes lit up with excitement, and he nearly launched himself out of bed. âUncle Bruce is here?!â he exclaimed, practically bouncing in place. âWe get to meet him in his prime!â
Colinâs face mirrored his brotherâs excitement. âYeah! Weâve never seen Uncle Bruce younger than when he was old and retired!â
Y/N winced, rubbing his temples. âGreat. Because thatâs exactly what I needed today. Batman in his prime.â He glanced at Conner, who was already starting to untangle himself from the bed and the web of blankets.
Conner met his gaze, both of them instantly realizing the same thing: one of them was going to have to explain this entire situation to the Batman. Neither looked eager to volunteer.
Y/N groaned, rubbing the back of his neck. âSo, uh... you're explaining this to Batman, right? Cool, great!â he said, trying to shift the burden onto Conner.
Conner shot him a sidelong glance as he finally freed himself from Colinâs grasp. âWhy should I explain it? Youâre the one who created the damn spell. This is on you.â
"Ah, future me did that. Present me, on the other hand, has done no such thing. So, therefore, this falls on you. See, math," Y/N said with his usual sarcastic tone. âAnd I didnât bring three kids from the future back here. Thatâs not on me!â
âOh, but Iâm not their only father, am I?â Conner shot back, keeping his voice as low as possible but still sharp.
Y/Nâs eyes narrowed. âOh, so when itâs convenient for you to use the father title, now you want to use it? Yesterday you were acting like it was some cosmic mistake!â
As the bickering continued, Wally leaned over to Artemis and muttered with a grin, "Man, theyâre already nailing the divorced parents thing. Ten out of ten performance."
Artemis smirked, not missing a beat. âYeah, all thatâs missing is the custody battle.â
âI didnât sayââ Conner started, but CJ, who had been watching the whole exchange, interrupted with an amused but exasperated tone.
âYou know, if you guys are trying to keep quiet, youâre not doing a very good job,â he pointed out, his voice deadpan as he hopped off the bed.
Both men stopped mid-bicker, realizing the volume of their conversation had escalated. They shared a brief, awkward silence before Y/N sighed, running a hand through his hair. âRight. Sorry, CJ.â
âAre we going or what?â Colin asked, looking ready to sprint toward the mission room, his excitement bubbling over.
Conner grumbled under his breath as he pulled his shirt on, shooting Y/N another look. âIâm still not explaining it.â
Y/N threw up his hands in mock surrender. âFine! Iâll explain it to Batman. But if he glares a hole through my head, Iâm holding you responsible.â
âDeal,â Conner muttered as he turned to usher the kids toward the door.
Wally, who had been watching the entire exchange with great amusement, shook his head. âYou guys are so much fun in the mornings. Really sets the tone for the day.â
Y/N shot him a half-hearted glare. âWally, if you donât stop talking, I will personally turn you into a decorative garden gnome.â
Wally just grinned wider, following the group as they headed out. "Try me, magic boy."
As they all made their way down the hall, CJ and Colin buzzed with excitement at the prospect of meeting the Dark Knight in his prime, while Y/N mentally prepared himself for what was sure to be a long conversation with Batman.
When they arrived at the mission room, Batman stood with his arms crossed, his expression as stoic and unreadable as ever. Superman and Dr. Fate flanked him, both with differing reactions already written across their faces. Superman wore a look of quiet curiosity, while Dr. Fateâs imposing helmet tilted slightly, as if analyzing every moment with critical intensity.
Y/N barely had time to feel the weight of their combined presence before a chorus of "Uncle Bruce!" filled the room, followed by the stampede of three excited children. CJ, Colin, and Camden rushed past Y/N and Conner, crashing into Batman with a level of enthusiasm normally reserved for holidays.
Batman barely moved, standing firm as three small bodies collided with him. His expression never wavered from his usual deadpan. He looked down at the kids clinging to his legs and tugging at his cape like it was any other Tuesday.
"Hello, boys," he greeted, his voice even, betraying no emotion.
"Uncle Bruce, you're so young!" CJ exclaimed, his eyes wide with wonder.
"Yeah, you're not old and retired yet," Colin chimed in, his tone equally awestruck.
Camden, meanwhile, had attached himself to Batman's leg, refusing to let go. "Bat Bat," the toddler babbled, his voice muffled against the fabric of the suit as he began his usual routine of climbing up the grown man who, once again, was not fazed by the action.
A chorus of "Awws" echoed from behind Y/N, as Artemis and Zatanna both cooed at the sight of the two-year-old climbing all over Batman like a jungle gym. Meanwhile, Conner stood there, his arms crossed tightly as he watched his youngest son cling to the Dark Knight, not feeling a slight ounce of jealousy at the sight. Not one bit...
Y/N exchanged a glance with Conner, both of them unsure how to proceed. Batmanâs piercing gaze and silent command made it clear someone needed to start explaining. But the Dark Knight simply looked back at the three of them, his expression unreadable, as if a trio of future children showing up out of nowhere was nothing out of the ordinary.
"Uncle Bruce! Can we see the Batcave later?" Colin asked, practically vibrating with excitement.
Batman merely raised an eyebrow under his cowl. âWeâll see.â
Y/Nâs nervousness spiked. The fact that Batman was completely unfazed made him even more anxious. The Dark Knight was known for his cold efficiency and intimidating nature, but this calm acceptance of three kids who claimed to be the future children of his two protĂ©gĂ©s felt... ominous.
Superman, on the other hand, chuckled warmly as the boys shifted their attention to him.
âUncle Clark!â Colin shouted, springing off the ground into the air toward the Man of Steel with just as much enthusiasm. âYou still look the same, but somehow still young. That's so cool!"
Y/N, Conner, and pretty much everyone else in the room (except for Batman) stared in utter shock, watching the eight-year-old hover in the air next to Superman, who also looked a bit surprised.
"Is heâ" Wally started, his eyes wide.
"Flying?" Artemis finished, her mouth hanging open.
"You can fly," Conner stated, his voice a mix of astonishment and confusion.
"Well, duh," Colin said, rolling his eyes. "Dad and Uncle Clark showed me how. Uncle Clark, look at this trick I learned," he added with an excited grin.
Before anyone could react, Colin rocketed upward, performing a flawless loop in the air, zipping in a spiral before descending slowly to hover near Superman. His face radiated pride, clearly relishing the opportunity to show off his flying skills. Superman watched him, still a bit stunned, but with a warm, amused smile on his face.
"Ta-da!" Colin shouted, floating back down beside him, his excitement undiminished. He began circling around Superman. "Do you not age because you're Kryptonian? Wow, I can't wait to be strong and ancient to!"
Superman chuckled, reaching out to ruffle Colin's hair. "I'll take that as a compliment," he said, his voice light but tinged with curiosity. "So, this is what the future looks like for you guys, huh?"
Colin grinned, nodding enthusiastically. "Yep! And youâre still the strongest! I can't wait to show you some more tricks."
As Colin continued to hover, defying gravity with ease, Conner stood frozen. He hadnât moved, his gaze locked on his son as he watched him hover so effortlessly. A strange tightness formed in his chest, bittersweet and unspoken. Colin could fly. Not with the assistance of a shield like him, but on his own. Part of Conner felt immense pride, but another part couldnât help but feel that uncomfortable tightness deepenâa sense of longing for something he couldnât quite articulate.
"He can fly," Conner muttered, catching the attention of CJ, who was watching his brother show off with an annoyed expression that softened when he saw his dad's reaction.
"Yeah, we found out just after Colin turned about five. That was a fun day for you two, especially since you had to chase him around the house for hours. He thought it was hilarious, but you and Papa werenât too happy," CJ explained, his voice softer than usual.
Conner, still a bit stunned, nodded slowly. "That sounds... fun," he said, his tone lacking enthusiasm.
CJ looked like he wanted to say more, but his Aunt Zatanna's warning and the thoughts from his conversation last night with his Papa loomed over him. Instead, he decided to change the subject.
"So, um, yeah, that's Colinïżœïżœïżœmiddle kid," he said, turning back to his uncles, hoping to shift the conversation.
"What about you?" Superman asked, turning his attention to CJ.
"I'm Conner Kent Junior, or CJ for short. I'm the oldest and the leader of our team," CJ replied, puffing his chest out a bit.
Everyone chuckled softly, except for Batman, though, for the smallest sliver of a moment, the corner of his lip upturned into a tiny smirk.
"And that's Camden, the youngest," CJ continued, gesturing to the toddler who was now perched on Batman's shoulder, playing with the pointed ears of his mask.
"Bat Bat," Camden repeated, his adorable smile plastered all over his face.
"Yes, I am," Batman said, his voice as flat as ever, but his expression softened just a little.
Y/N turned, catching Connerâs gaze, which remained fixed on Colin, who was still hovering effortlessly in the air. The look on Connerâs faceâbittersweet and filled with a mix of pride and something else Y/N couldnât quite placeâtugged at him. It wasnât often Conner wore his heart on his sleeve, but in this moment, the unspoken emotion in his eyes was impossible to miss.
Y/N found himself feeling something unexpectedâa sudden, quiet protectiveness. It wasnât just about Colin flying, but the realization that Conner was watching a part of his son that he could never truly share. There was no jealousy or bitterness in Y/N's own heart, only a desire to make sure Conner knew that he wasnât alone in this, that Y/N understood.
He cleared his throat softly, stepping closer to Colin, who was still circling around Superman in excited loops. âAlright, Colin, time to come down.â
Colin, his face flushed with excitement, ignored him at first. âBut Papa, I havenât shown Uncle Clark the trick where Iââ
âI said down, Colin,â Y/N interrupted, his voice taking on a particular tone. A tone he probably inherited from his own parentâthe one that could stop him in his tracks as a kid, and evidently, one that worked on Colin too.
Colin froze mid-loop, his defiant expression faltering for a moment as he hovered a few feet above the ground. âButââ
âNow,â Y/N added, his voice firm yet still gentle, his gaze unwavering.
With a dramatic sigh that only an eight-year-old could muster, Colin slowly descended to the ground, landing lightly on his feet. âFine, fine,â he muttered, crossing his arms and scowling slightly. âI was just having funâŠâ
Y/N smiled softly, crouching down so he was eye-level with his son. âYou can show Uncle Clark more later, okay? Right now, we need to focus.â
Colin huffed but nodded, the defiance in his eyes giving way to a grudging understanding. He glanced up at Superman, who gave him an encouraging nod, and then back at his dad, the scowl easing from his face.
âGood,â Y/N said, ruffling his hair affectionately. âThanks, kiddo.â
As Colin sulked back to his brothers, Y/N straightened, his gaze shifting back to Conner, who had been watching the exchange silently. There was a flicker of something in Connerâs eyesâsurprise, maybe? Or perhaps a quiet gratitude that Y/N had stepped in, that he understood without needing Conner to say anything.
For a moment, Y/N hesitated, feeling the weight of the unspoken between them. It was strange, this sudden need to make sure Conner was okay. Usually, they were too busy pushing each other's buttons, too wrapped up in their own frustrations. But now, seeing the vulnerability in Connerâs expression, Y/N couldnât help but feel the tug of something... different.
âYou good?â Y/N asked quietly, his voice low so the kids wouldnât hear.
Conner blinked, as if caught off guard by the question. His eyes flicked from Y/N to Colin, then back again. âYeah,â he said after a moment, though his voice was softer than usual, almost contemplative. âIâm fine.â
Y/N gave him a small, almost imperceptible nod. He didnât press further, didnât want to push. Instead, he let the silence between them linger, a silence that felt strangely comfortable for once, even with all the chaos surrounding them.
For a split second, the air between them felt... less heavy. Less filled with the usual tension. There was no sarcastic retort, no biting comment. Just... an understanding.
But before either of them could dwell on the moment, CJ, ever the instigator, piped up with his usual boundless energy. âSo, can we see the Batcave now?â
Batmanâs stern voice cut through the room, as calm and composed as ever. âLater.â
CJâs shoulders slumped dramatically. âUgh, fine...â
After introductions were made, in true Batman fashion, he had DNA tests administered to confirm what Y/N, Conner, and all their friends already knew.
"The results are conclusive," Batman announced, his voice as stoic as ever. "Superboy and Y/N are both the paternal fathers to these children."
"Well, duh," Colin replied, rolling his eyes. "We told you that. But, what does paternal mean?"
"It means they're both our dads, dummy. And there's no need to be rude, Colin," CJ admonished, his tone exasperated. "It's not like we're lying."
"Stop calling me names! You're not the boss of me," Colin shot back, his cheeks flushing with anger.
"Actually, I am. I'm the oldest, so I'm the leader," CJ countered, his voice rising.
"No, you're not," Colin argued, his eyes narrowing.
"Yes, I am," CJ insisted, his temper flaring.
"No, you're not," Colin repeated, his voice growing louder.
"Yes, I am!" CJ yelled, his voice matching his brother's volume.
"Boys," Y/N warned, his voice firm.
"Sorry, Papa," CJ and Colin replied, their voices instantly contrite.
"I can't believe this is my life," Y/N groaned, burying his face in his hands.
"It's not so bad," Conner offered, his tone surprisingly gentle. "At least they're not fighting anymore."
Y/N let out a long, dramatic sigh, rubbing his face. âFifteen hours ago, my life was normal. Now I have three kids from the future, and one of themâs trying to order around his brothers like heâs Batman.â
Superman chuckled warmly, offering Y/N a smile that somehow practically radiated paternal understanding. âItâs just the beginning, Y/N. Youâll get used to it. Eventually.â
"You got a kid I don't know about, Clarkie?" Y/N responded with a raised brow.
Superman returned his own raised brow at the nickname. "Clarkie?"
CJ turned his head toward the two men. "He calls you that all the time. Though, you seem a lot more surprised and annoyed about it now than you do in the future."
Y/N groaned while Clark chuckled at the kid's sharp observation.
"If this is what my mother meant by my kid being the karma to me for what I was to her, I want a do-over."
"Too late for that," Conner remarked, his lips quirking into a small, amused smile.
"Would you hush?" Y/N grumbled, shooting him a half-hearted glare.
âWell, I can't wait to see how we survive this,â Wally chimed in, shooting a look at CJ and Colin. âI mean, youâve got two kids who are basically replicas of their parents, with an equal level of emotional control. One's trying to play leader, and the other... well, letâs just say Iâm seeing Conner 2.0 with a side of âno chill.ââ
Conner shot Wally a flat look but remained silent, his arms crossed as he watched Camden poke and prod at Batmanâs suit. The toddler was giggling uncontrollably, practically hanging off Bruceâs arm, tugging at his cape like it was a new toy. Meanwhile, Batman stood perfectly still, as if he didnât even notice. His expression remained unreadable, but there was somethingâjust a hintâthat suggested he wasnât exactly unhappy with the tiny human attached to him.
âI never thought Iâd see the day,â Y/N muttered, glancing at Bruceâs unflinching demeanor. âA kid hanging off Batman, and heâs... not scowling. And here I am, trying to make sense of how this is somehow my life now or going to be my life in the future.â
Zatanna stifled a laugh, leaning against the wall. âItâs ironic, isnât it? One day youâre acting like the kid, and the next youâre trying to manage three kids.â
âI donât know whether to laugh or cry,â Y/N responded, glancing down at CJ, who was still trying his best to act like the "responsible" one, even if Colin was clearly not having it.
Artemis smirked. âMaybe both. We could use the entertainment.â
Y/N groaned. âIâm not here to entertain, Artemis.â
âYouâre doing a great job of it, though,â she shot back with a grin.
Just as Y/N was about to respond, the door slid open, and MâGann entered the room, holding a tray of snacks. Her presence caused an immediate shift in the roomâs atmosphere. She smiled, but it was tight, strained even, her eyes flicking toward Y/N and the kids with clear unease. âI, uh, brought these for the kids,â she said, her voice polite but distant.
CJ, who was always quick to pick up on tension, noticed MâGannâs discomfort and shot a wary glance at his brother. Colin, oblivious as ever, simply perked up at the sight of snacks. âSnacks! Finally!â he shouted, taking a step toward MâGannâs tray, only to be yanked back by CJâs firm grip.
Colin pouted but didnât argue, instead crossing his arms and muttering, âI hate it when he acts like heâs the boss.â
Y/N couldnât help but raise an eyebrow at the exchange. âYouâre not helping, CJ,â he muttered under his breath before his attention shifted back to MâGann, who stood awkwardly near the doorway, the boys clearly unsure how to approach her.
Wally, noticing the tension, tried to lighten the mood. âSo, Camden looks pretty comfortable over there,â he quipped, gesturing toward the tiny toddler still clinging to Batmanâs shoulder. âWho knew Bruce would be such a hit with kids?â
Camden giggled, poking Bruce in the cheek. âBat Bat!â
Batman didnât move, though Y/N could have sworn he saw the tiniest twitch of his lips. He wasnât exactly scowlingâand in Batman terms, that was practically a smile.
âIâll be damned,â Y/N muttered. âYeah, Iâm definitely living in some weird alternate universe.â
MâGann, however, remained tense, her arms crossed protectively over her chest. The kids seemed to pick up on her discomfort, and though Colinâs attention was still focused on the snacks, CJâs eyes flicked nervously between her and Y/N. There was an awkward silence, the unspoken tension between MâGann and the family hanging in the air.
Just as Y/N considered trying to say something, the atmosphere shifted dramatically, an intense, almost suffocating pressure filling the room.
"Ahem."
The weight of the room shifted, all eyes turning to Dr. Fate, his presence more imposing than ever with the golden cape draped over him, the helmet of Nabu gleaming ominously in the dim lighting. Giovanni Zatara's mortal voice was completely gone, replaced by the booming, ethereal tone of the Lord of Order. His deep voice reverberated off the walls, demanding attention.
"This situation is not to be taken lightly," Dr. Fate intoned, his words hanging heavy in the air. "The arrival of these children from a future timelineâbrought here through magicâhas the potential to disrupt the balance of time and space. The consequences of their presence could ripple through the past, present, and future, with devastating results."
The lighthearted energy in the room immediately deflated, the playful mood dashed away by Fateâs dire warning. Even Camden, perched on Batmanâs shoulder, seemed to sense the seriousness of the moment, his babbling quieting as he curiously played with the pointed ears of Batman's cowl.
Supermanâs easygoing smile faltered, his expression shifting into one of concern. âHow bad are we talking?â he asked, his voice lower and more cautious now.
Fateâs helmet tilted ever so slightly, the glowing eyes narrowing. âTemporal magic is not only complex but perilous. The smallest disruption can lead to unforeseen consequences. The longer these children remain in the past, the more likely the timeline will fracture. Their very presence risks creating divergencesâevents that may never occur, or worse, events that should not happen but will.â
His gaze shifted to CJ, the weight of his words intensifying. âBut of greater concern is the fact that a child of his age was able to perform such a powerful spell with no guidance or oversight from his father.â The glowing eyes behind the helm seemed to bore into Y/N, though the judgment lay with CJ. âNo matter who taught him, such magic should not be wielded by one so young. It requires control, experience, and most importantly, restraintâqualities that take years, if not decades, to master. And yet, he succeeded in casting it.â
Y/N swallowed hard, his attention snapping to his son, who shifted nervously under Fateâs scrutiny. The weight of the implications settled over the room like a heavy fog. CJ, barely eleven, had performed a spell far beyond what should be possible for someone his age.
Fateâs voice remained steady, but there was a dark edge to it. âThat a child of his age can even wield such power in casting a spell of that magnitude without proper teaching or supervision is concerning in itself. Magic of this level, cast without the necessary experience, is not only dangerous but reckless. The consequences of a misstepâof even the slightest deviation in its executionâcould have been catastrophic.â
CJ bit his lip, his earlier enthusiasm fading under the weight of Fateâs words. He looked down, guilt flickering in his eyes, as Y/Nâs stomach twisted with both concern and the unspoken pressure of responsibility.
Superman and Batman exchanged glances, the levity of the moment completely gone. Batmanâs expression had hardened, though the toddler still clung to his shoulder, oblivious to the gravity of the situation.
âI didnât mean toââ CJ began, his voice small, but Fate held up a hand, silencing him.
âIntent matters little when tampering with forces that defy time and space,â Fate continued, his voice resonating like an ancient echo. âThe fact that you were able to do so speaks to an alarming raw power within you. A power that, without proper control, poses a threat to not only yourself but everyone around you.â
Y/N inhaled deeply, his heart heavy as he took in the full weight of what Fate was saying. His sonâhis eleven-year-old sonâhad tapped into something dangerous. And though Y/N had always known CJ had potential, this was... beyond anything he could have anticipated.
Fateâs eyes glowed even brighter, his voice growing more severe. âRaw power without discipline is more dangerous than any external threat. It is chaotic, unpredictable. You acted without full comprehension of the consequences, and that is not just recklessâit is irresponsible. Your abilities, if left unchecked, could tear the fabric of time itself.â
CJâs shoulders hunched, his earlier confidence slipping away entirely. His eyes darted toward Y/N, then to the ground, his hands trembling slightly as he wrung them together. The weight of Fateâs words was pressing down on him, hard and unrelenting. He hadnât meant to cause any harm, hadnât realized just how dangerous his actions could be. The gravity of the situationâof potentially damaging the timeline and putting everyone he cared about at riskâwas sinking in, fast.
Fate, however, didnât let up. His voice echoed like thunder in the stillness of the room. âYou are a child. A child with access to power that can upend entire realities. Do you understand the responsibility that comes with such abilities? You cast a spell beyond your understandingâbeyond what should even be possible for someone your ageâand in doing so, youâve placed the timeline, and everyone within it, in jeopardy.â
Tears welled up in CJâs eyes, his face crumpling as he tried to hold back the flood of emotions now overwhelming him. âI-I didnât mean to... I just wanted to see you all... I just wanted toââ His voice broke, a sob escaping before he could stop it. He wiped at his eyes, trying to stay composed, but the guilt and fear were written all over his face.
Y/Nâs heart clenched at the sight. Just the night before, heâd seen how worried CJ had been about messing things up, about somehow ruining the future for him and Conner. And now, Fateâs harsh words were doing exactly thatâfilling the kid with an unbearable sense of guilt. Y/N could feel it rising in himâan anger that came from a place deeper than usual, that soft protectiveness from before now something fierce he couldnât ignore.
âThatâs enough,â Y/N said, his voice sharper than anyone had heard it all day. He stepped forward, grabbing CJ and pulling the boy against him who immediately wrapped his arms around him and buried his face in his side, desperately trying to hide his tears. âHeâs just a kid, Fate. Youâve made your point.â
Colin made his way over to his brother to comfort him, a red hue in his irises as he looked ready to blow a hole through that helmet with his pointed glare at the sorcerer, matching the glowering expression on his fatherâs face as the Kryptonian also took his place beside the wizard and their two kids.
Fateâs glowing eyes bore down on Y/N, his voice unwavering. âA child or not, the consequences remain. The dangerââ
Y/Nâs eyes narrowed, his entire body tense as he held CJ protectively against him. His tone, usually layered with sarcasm or lightheartedness even in stressful moments, was now razor-sharp, the edge of it cutting through the air. It was the kind of tone that made everyone freeze, even Batman, who stood stoic but noticeably more alert, his eyes flicking to Y/N as if assessing an emerging threat.
âA child or not?â Y/N echoed, his voice dropping into something deadly quiet. âHeâs a kid. And you think berating him, making him feel like he's already damned the timeline to hell is helping? Heâs eleven years old, Fate. Eleven. You might not care about that, but I do. And Iâll tell you this right now: you will not make him feel like a walking disaster just because he made a mistake.â
Fate, despite his unearthly power and presence, seemed to register the shift in the atmosphere. He held his ground but didn't move forward, the glowing eyes behind the helm unreadable. âI speak only of the risksââ
âAnd I heard you,â Y/N interrupted, his voice still steady but with a bite that could cut through steel. âWe all heard you. Loud and clear. But let me make one thing perfectly clear to you: if anyone thinks for a second that they can make my son feel like heâs some kind of ticking time bomb, theyâll have to go through me first. I donât care if youâre wearing the Helm of Nabu, a cape, or a bat on your chestâno one, and I mean no one, gets to treat him like that.â
There was a heavy pause, the weight of Y/Nâs words hanging in the air like a storm waiting to break. Even Batman, who rarely showed hesitation or uncertainty, shifted slightly, his eyes flicking toward Superman as if silently communicating to be ready, just in case. Supermanâs usually easygoing expression had hardened, though he was watching Y/N with a level of caution he typically reserved for far more volatile situations.
And Conner? His presence was something else entirely. If Y/Nâs sharp, cutting words hadnât been enough to put everyone on edge, Connerâs silent but simmering anger was enough to make the entire room feel ten degrees colder. His voice, when it came, was lowâdangerously controlled. âYou heard him,â he said, his hand resting protectively on the eleven-year-oldâs shoulder. âHe made a mistake, but heâs not going to stand here and be chewed out for something he didnât fully understand. Heâs our kid, Fate. Not one of your hosts that has to sit there and listen to you lecture them down.â
CJ looked up, eyes wide and brimming with tears, first at his dad and then at his papa. The anger in Connerâs voice wasnât something he heard oftenânot directed like this. It was a quiet kind of anger, a controlled force that was all the more intense for how subdued it was. And that made CJ feel something else entirely: relief. Despite their obvious tense relationship in this timeline, his parents were standing up for him together, even in the face of someone as powerful as Fate.
Some things don't change even with time.
CJ sniffled quietly, his face still pressed into Y/Nâs side, but it was clear the boy was taking comfort in the way both his parents stood there, a bit younger than he was used to, but still firm and unyielding. He knew the kind of power Dr. Fate held, knew that his presence alone could silence rooms, but right now, it was Y/N and Conner who were commanding the space.
Zatanna, Wally, Dick, Kaldur, and Artemis stood together, watching with bated breath as the tension in the room thickened. They had all felt a deep, instinctive protectiveness over these three since getting to know themâlike an extension of their own makeshift family. But seeing Y/N and Conner, two of their closest friends, united in defense of their children? That was something else entirely. The raw intensity radiating from both men was a force of its own, sharper and more intimidating than any argument theyâd ever had with each other. It was like watching two titansâformidable on their ownâbecome unstoppable when their fury was aimed at a common enemy.
Even MâGann, who had kept her distance from Y/N and the boys, couldnât tear her eyes away. She crossed her arms, tension still visible in her posture, but the air crackled with something unspoken. Despite her unease, she couldnât ignore the power shift happening right in front of them. The room seemed to hold its breath, waiting for what would happen next.
Fateâs eyes glowed brighter, but there was a brief hesitation now, as if weighing the situation. Beneath the room's tension, he could feel itâa subtle but undeniable pulse of magic rising in Y/N, simmering just beneath the surface, like a storm waiting to break. The potential that had long been sensed in him, untapped yet dangerous, now crackled in the air around him. The last thing Fate wanted was to turn someone as powerful as Y/Nâgiven how potent his sonâs magic already wasâinto an adversary or even a rival.
âYou misunderstandââ
âNo,â Y/N cut in again, sharper this time, his hand tightening around CJâs shoulder protectively. âYou misunderstand. I wonât let you stand there and intimidate my kid, make him feel like heâs already done irreversible damage just because he wanted to see his family. I get itâyouâre worried about the timeline. Guess what? So are we. But if you try to guilt him, shame him, or talk to him like a liability again, I promise I will show you just how reckless I can be with my magic.â
It was the threat in Y/Nâs voiceâdelivered in a tone that wasnât raised, wasnât shouted, but was filled with so much venomâthat made everyone pause. Even Batman, who rarely reacted to emotional outbursts, visibly tensed. Y/Nâs presence right now wasnât just a protective father; it was something else, something primal. A warning.
Fate, still unmoving, regarded Y/N for a long moment, the glowing eyes behind the helm unreadable. Finally, the Lord of Order spoke, though his voice had lost some of its earlier authority, now more measured. âThe consequences remain, but I will refrain from further...discussion. For now.â
âYouâll refrain permanently,â Y/N shot back, the edge still there. âIâm not asking.â
Connerâs eyes flicked between Fate and Y/N, his expression still cold but tempered by a quiet pride in the way Y/N had stepped up. He hadnât expected thisâhadnât expected Y/N to go full protective mode in a way that was somehow scarier than his own outbursts. But damn, was it effective.
After another long, tense silence, Fate finally stepped back, his glowing eyes dimming slightly as if in reluctant acceptance. âVery well. But understand this: time cannot be ignored. The longer they remain, the more unstable the timeline becomes.â
âYeah, we get it,â Conner replied, his voice low but steely. âWeâll fix it. But donât think for a second that we wonât protect them every step of the way.â
Fateâs gaze lingered on them for a moment longer before he turned away, his cape billowing as he floated back slightly, allowing the tension in the room to ease, if only by a fraction. Batman, still standing with Camden on his shoulder, exchanged a glance with Superman, made a motion for them to intervene now.
Superman cleared his throat softly, stepping forward with a more diplomatic tone. âAlright, letâs all take a breath. Weâve got a situation to handle, and weâre all on the same side here.â
Y/N didnât respond, his eyes still locked on Fate for another moment before he finally exhaled, the tension in his posture easing as he turned his attention back to CJ, his voice softening instantly as he murmured to his son. âHey, itâs okay. Youâre okay.â
CJ sniffled again, wiping at his eyes with the back of his hand, still clinging tightly to Y/Nâs side. âI-I didnât mean toâŠâ
âI know,â Y/N whispered, pulling him close. âI know you didnât.â
Conner knelt down beside CJ, his large hand gently resting on the boyâs back. âYouâre not in trouble,â he reassured him quietly. âWeâll figure it out together.â
CJ nodded, still visibly upset but calming under the combined presence of his parents.
And as the room began to shift back to a more measured tone, Y/N exchanged a glance with Conner, a silent understanding passing between them. For all their bickering and back-and-forths, they were united in this.
For now, at least, the storm had passed. But the underlying tension remained, and everyone in the room knew one thing for certain: you can poke at Y/N and Conner, but their kids? That was a line you should never cross.
After their little confrontation with Fate, and managing to calm CJ down enough, Y/N and Zatanna along with the eleven-year-old wizard headed off to their study to start doing research on the spell future Y/N created so they could send the kids back home. CJ was more than happy to be getting quality time with his magical father and aunt, completely forgetting his dour mood from before.
The rest of the group split off to the their own quests and whatnots while Batman and Fate stayed behind in the mission room to discuss a bit more. Meanwhile, Conner along with Colin and a giggly Camden who was now hanging off a Superman's shoulder, playing with his cape made their way to the lounge area so the kids could have some breakfast.
As they stepped into the living area, the atmosphere shifted slightly. It was still tense, but there was a quiet comfort that came with being away from the others, especially with the kids now more focused on food than the overwhelming situation they were all thrown into. Colin, his hair tousled and his eyes full of curiosity, plopped himself down at the dining table and immediately began stuffing his face with the nearest food he could find, which happened to be a stack of waffles. Camden, ever the cheerful toddler, giggled uncontrollably as he played with Supermanâs cape, his tiny hands tugging at it like it was his new favorite toy.
Conner, however, was lost in his own thoughts. He leaned against the counter, his arms crossed tightly over his chest as he watched the kids. Colinâs carefree attitude was a stark contrast to the weight on his own shoulders, and he couldn't help but feel conflicted. It was strangeâlooking at these kids who were supposed to be his, knowing they came from a future that felt so far removed from his current reality.
Clark, noticing the heavy silence, walked over to the counter where Conner stood. His cape fluttered slightly as Camden continued to swing from it, but the Man of Steel didnât seem to mind. Instead, he offered Conner a small, knowing smile.
âYou seem quieter than usual,â Clark observed, his tone gentle but probing. âWhatâs on your mind?â
Conner let out a deep sigh, his gaze shifting to Camden, who was still laughing at Supermanâs cape antics. âThis whole thing... Itâs just a lot to take in. I mean, Iâve barely figured out my own life, and now Iâve got three kids from the future showing up, acting like weâre some happy family.â
Clark nodded, his expression understanding. âItâs overwhelming, Iâm sure. But they seem to know youâboth of youâpretty well. You and Y/N. Thereâs... a lot of history there, and not just the tension weâve all seen. Thereâs more to it, isnât there?â
Conner stiffened slightly at the mention of Y/N. He wasnât ready to dive into that just yet, but Clarkâs gentle prodding was hard to ignore.
âYeah,â Conner muttered, his voice tight. âHistory.â
Clarkâs brow furrowed. âYou want to talk about it?â
Conner hesitated, his arms uncrossing as he ran a hand through his hair in frustration. He wasnât the type to talk about his feelings, not even with Clark, but something about the situationâthe kids, the unexpected future they were facingâmade it harder to stay silent.
âIt wasnât supposed to be like this,â Conner admitted quietly, his eyes drifting to Camden, who had now taken a seat next to Colin and was trying (unsuccessfully) to eat a waffle without dropping syrup all over himself. âI mean... I had things figured out. MâGann and I... We were good. Comfortable.â
Clark nodded slowly, letting him speak at his own pace.
âAnd then Y/N showed up,â Conner continued, his voice almost a whisper now. âOut of nowhere. And everything changed. I didnât... I didnât expect to feel anything for him. I thought I had my life planned out, you know? MâGann and I... we were supposed to be the future. But then he came along and it was just...â
Clarkâs gaze softened as he watched Conner wrestle with his thoughts. âSudden?â
Conner nodded. âYeah. And confusing. I didnât know how to handle it. I didnât even want to handle it.â
Clark remained quiet for a moment, letting the silence between them settle before he spoke again. âI know what itâs like to have everything you think you know shaken up. Feelings can be... complicated. And sudden, like you said. But that doesnât mean theyâre wrong.â
Clark remained quiet for a moment, letting the silence between them settle before he spoke again. âI know what itâs like to have everything you think you know shaken up. Feelings can be... complicated. And sudden, like you said. But that doesnât mean theyâre wrong.â
He paused, his gaze softening. "You know, when you first came into our lives, it was a shockâespecially for me. No one expected it, the way you were discovered, and suddenly becoming a part of my life that I didn't know how to accept. And because of that, I wasnât... exactly welcoming, was I?" Clarkâs voice grew quieter, the regret in his tone unmistakable. "I didnât handle it well at all. I remember Batman trying to have this talk with me about how I needed to be there for you, cause the transition you were going through was tough, but I didn't want to listen. It made me uncomfortableâangry evenâand I let that get in the way of treating you the way you deserved."
Clarkâs voice faltered slightly, the weight of those memories heavy. "I distanced myself. I barely talked to you, and when I did, it was cold, indifferent. And I know that hurt you. I can see now how much of a toll that took on you." He looked Conner in the eye, the sincerity in his expression clear.
Conner shifted uncomfortably at the memory, the wound of Clarkâs initial indifference still raw even after all these years. His fists clenched slightly as Clark continued.
"And because of that," Clark added gently, "I pushed you away. I made you feel like you werenât wanted, like you didnât belong. Thatâs on me and I was wrong to do that. Now, this whole interesting scenario and being a witness to some of you and Y/N's expressive disagreements, I'm wondering if, in a way, you were doing the same thing to Y/N that I did to you." His tone wasnât accusatory, but the weight of his words hung between them. "You and I... weâve come a long way since then, havenât we? What Iâm saying is, sometimes the most unexpected blessings come from the most unexpected places."
Connerâs jaw tightened, his gaze shifting to the table where Colin was still busy devouring his waffles. The kid looked so carefree, so unaffected by the tension in the air.
âI donât know if Iâm ready for this,â Conner admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. âBeing a dad... being with Y/N... Itâs all too much.â
As if sensing the weight of the conversation, Colin paused mid-bite and glanced up at his dad and uncle.
Colin smiled, his eyes bright. "Dad, can I have some apple juice?"
Conner blinked, the question catching him off guard. "Uh, yeah. Sure." He turned, grabbing a cup from the cabinet and filling it with the apple juice from the fridge. He handed it to Colin, who took it eagerly.
"Thank you!" Colin chirped, taking a sip.
Conner watched Colin, his eyes narrowing as the boy eagerly drank his juice, his messy dark hair falling into his eyes. The kid was a near replica of Y/Nâsharp features, the same mischievous grin, and that glint of playful defiance. But even with all of Y/Nâs traits so clearly stamped on his face, Conner could see bits of himself too. In the way Colin held himself, a certain stubbornness, and the unmistakable spark of defiance in his eyes that promised trouble wherever he turned. The thought made him both proud, and a little nervous. It was like looking into a mirror, one that reflected not just his own past but Y/N's influence as well, creating something that was uniquely theirs.
As Connerâs thoughts swirled, Camden toddled over, his tiny feet padding against the floor as he made his way to his father. Without warning, Camden jumped up, grabbing onto Conner's arm with a delighted giggle. Conner caught him easily, his big hand wrapping protectively around his youngest son as Camden snuggled against him, giggling softly. The warmth of the moment momentarily pulled Conner out of his anxious thoughts, grounding him in the simplicity of Camdenâs affection. Less than 24 hours and the move was almost instinctiveâthe way he cradled Camden close, his strong arms wrapping around the small boy like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Clark, standing nearby, observed the scene with a faint smile. The ease with which Conner held Camden, the tenderness in his normally stoic expressionâit was a side of him Clark rarely saw. It was a glimpse of something deeper, something real and undeniable. "Well, I wouldn't use the word ready, seeing as you're still young and have a lot to learn, from this point of view, you seem just fine to me," Clark commented softly, his voice filled with pride and reassurance. Conner looked over at his mentor, the weight of his worries momentarily lifting as he realized, despite everything, thisâbeing a fatherâmight not be as overwhelming as it seemed.
Clarkâs smile softened, and he straightened himself out from his crouched position over the counter, âNo oneâs ever ready. But that doesnât mean youâre not capable of handling it. Youâve always been stronger than you think, Conner. And look at themââ He gestured to Colin and Camden, who were now both completely focused on the plate of food in front of them. âYouâve done something right if these two turned out this way.â
Colin, oblivious to the compliment, wiped syrup from his chin and glanced up again. âDad, you think too much,â he said plainly, as if stating an obvious fact.
Conner blinked in surprise, and Clark let out a soft laugh. âOut of the mouths of babes.â
Colin, sensing he was being teased, shot a quick glare at his uncle before turning back to his plate. âPapa says the same thing. Youâre always thinking and not saying how you feel. Maybe you should try that. Just... you know, say what youâre thinking.â
Conner stared at his son for a moment, the kidâs words sinking in. It wasnât just a childâs naive observationâit was Y/Nâs influence. Y/N had always been the one to push him, to force him to face things he didnât want to. And now, even through their future children, that push was still there, urging him to stop hiding and start feeling.
âIâll think about it,â Conner finally said, his voice softer now, more thoughtful.
Colin nodded as if that was enough, shoving another bite of waffle into his mouth.
Clark stood up, giving Conner a knowing look. âThatâs all anyone can ask for.â
Conner didnât reply, but the weight in his chest felt a little lighter. For the first time since the kids had arrived, he didnât feel completely overwhelmed. It wasnât easyânothing ever was when it came to his feelings, especially when Y/N was involvedâbut maybe, just maybe, he could figure it out.
The kids kept eating, and for the first time that morning, the tension in the air seemed to ease. There were still questions left unanswered, still emotions to sort through, but for now, Conner let himself breathe. Clarkâs words, and Colinâs surprisingly wise insight, lingered with him.
Maybe he had been thinking too much. Maybe it was time to start doing.
Conner stood outside the study Zatanna and Y/N used to study and practice their magic, his hand hovering over the knob. He stood frozen just in front of the door, his hand hovering over the doorknob as he listened to the low murmur of voices from inside. His pulse quickened as he took a deep breath, steeling himself. He knew he couldn't avoid Y/N forever, but the thought of facing him, of confronting the mess of emotions swirling in his chest, was almost too much.
It had been a few hours since his conversation with Superman and the advice from his middle son, and already it felt like his courage was slipping away, drowning under the weight of old insults, arguments, and uncertainty. The thought of facing Y/N, of peeling back the layers of resentment they had built up over time, felt like an insurmountable task.
He'd already been by 15 minutes earlier, coming to grab CJ so the kid could also eat before heading back to help his Papa and Aunt with the spell to return them to their original timeline. But something about seeing Y/N, the look he'd been giving him since this morning, made Conner hesitate in returning to the room to talk to him. There was an intensity in Y/N's gaze that rattled himâlike the magic user could see right through him, past the facade of indifference, straight into the mess of emotions swirling beneath the surface. It wasnât a glare, not exactly, but something sharper, more discerning. And it unnerved Conner in a way he wasn't used to.
Anger, frustrationâthose were familiar. He could work with those. They fueled him, gave him something to push against. But this? This nervous, anxious feeling? That was foreign territory. Normally, when he got anxious, he'd channel it into angerâyelling, snapping, getting into yet another argument with Y/N. But here, standing outside the door, knowing what he needed to do and how he should approach it... it made his stomach churn. Because as much as he hated to admit it, every time he reacted in anger, he realized it only proved Y/N right. And the last thing he wanted to do now was give the smart-ass a reason to smugly say "I told you so" over and over until who knows what end.
He may be irrational at times, but he wasn't dumb. And his pride could only take so much.
No, Conner needed to do this right. But how was he supposed to do that when it felt like his nerves were crawling under his skin, making it impossible to think straight?
He exhaled slowly, trying to steady his nerves. Just as his hand tightened around the knob, ready to push the door open, his superhearing picked that moment to tune in on the conversation happening inside.
"Conner? Attractive?" Y/Nâs voice cut through the muffled conversation, a sarcastic edge to his tone. "Yeah, I thought so. Once. You know, back before he treated me like I wasnât worth his time. I don't understand how this seems funny to only me. How people can just⊠change their tune overnight. One day, I was just a nobody on the team to him, then when I start treating him the same way, suddenly, it's like I'm the only one on the teamâbut for all the wrong reasons."
Connerâs heart skipped a beat, his grip tightening on the knob, but he didnât turn it. Instead, he leaned closer, his superhearing focusing in on the conversation and the harsh but strained sound of Y/N's words.
"Y/N..." Zatannaâs voice came through softly, as if she was trying to comfort him.
"No, seriously," Y/N continued, a bitter laugh escaping him. "You can't not admit how funny and ironic this whole situation is. Me and Conner, together? The universe could not come up with a more hilarious joke."
Conner froze at Y/N's words, his stomach knotting as he strained to hear more. His pulse quickened, the sarcastic bite in Y/Nâs tone cutting deeper than he expected. That bitterness, though, the strain in itâthat was what really threw him off. It wasnât just sarcasm for sarcasmâs sake. It was the sound of someone whoâd been hurt and was still trying to laugh it off, even when the pain was clearly bleeding through the cracks.
Inside, Zatannaâs voice came through, softer now but insistent, a mix of empathy and reason. âY/N, come on. Youâre not being fair to himâor to yourself. I know Conner wasnât exactly Mr. Warmth when you first joined, but you gave it right back to him. And you have to admit, a lot of the time, you werenât just defending yourself.â
Y/N snorted, and Conner could almost see the exasperation on his face. âOh, really? What would you call it then, Z? I was supposed to just sit back and take it? Let him look through me like I didnât exist? And then when I finally matched his indifference, suddenly, I'm the bad guy?â His voice grew more animated, like the floodgates of resentment had been opened. âI didnât ask for any of this! I didnât ask to feel anything for him. Hell, the attraction I had? I thought it was done the second he made it clear I didnât matter. But then... now? When Iâve finally learned to put a wall up, he wants to start giving me these long and sad looks like I'm supposed to feel sympathy for him. Zatanna, we'd literally just got sidelined by Bats not even a few hours earlier because me and him could not stop fighting on the mission. Don't think I didn't see all of your tired and annoyed looks while me and him kept screaming at each other."
Connerâs stomach twisted painfully, a knot of guilt and frustration coiling tighter with every word. He wasn't even in the room and he could feel the weight of Y/Nâs resentment settling on his chest, like Y/N was saying all of this directly to him, staring him straight in his blue eyes. It felt heavy and suffocating.
Hearing Y/N talk about his walls, about the way he felt forced to build them upâit stung in a way the Kryptonian wasnât prepared for. He had always thought their arguments, their constant bickering, were just a reflection of their differences, not realizing how deeply he had hurt Y/N in the process.
Of course, this was the moment when he was reminded of Superman's words from before about how heâd treated him in the beginning when Dick, Wally, and Kal broke him out of Cadmus. It just made the sting feel worse, considering Conner knew exactly how Y/N was feeling because his mentor had once made him feel the exact same way, even if their circumstances were a bit different.
And now, to hear that Y/N had once felt something for himâattraction evenâonly to have it turn into this bitter, sarcastic shield... It made Conner feel like he had been blind to it all, and now he was paying for it, unable to untangle the mess heâd helped create.
Zatanna sighed. âIâm not saying he didnât screw up, Y/N. We both know Conner can be... complicated, especially with his emotions. But youâre not being honest with yourself either.â Her tone was gentle but firm. âYou built that wall out of your own fear too. Youâre as stubborn as he is. He pushed you away, and you pushed back just as hard.â
Y/N groaned, clearly growing frustrated with the direction of the conversation. âLook, Z, Iâm not saying Iâm perfect, alright? But do you blame me? Every time I tried to be decent, I got shut down. Every time I tried to be patient, I got a door slammed in my face. And nowânow weâre supposed to pretend like none of that happened? Like the past just doesnât exist because weâve got some kids from a future I canât even picture?â His voice wavered for a moment, a crack in his bravado. âYou, him, and everyone else must have a lot of faith in me if you think I want to sign myself up for something like that just because three little boys popped in from the future to tell us our fortunes! And you know what? You really shouldn't, because I donât want to live in a world where I have to constantly wonder in the back of my mind if Iâm worth someoneâs time or if theyâre suddenly going to change their tune at the drop of a dime because of this, that, and whatever the hell the third might be! Iâm not going to live like that. And if that means walking away from all this, then so be it. The kids will get over it. Shoot, they won't even be here to see it!â
Connerâs hands clenched into tight fists at his sides, his knuckles going white as Y/Nâs words echoed in his ears. The frustration bubbled up inside him, twisting and coiling into something darker, something harder to control. Y/Nâs dismissal of the kidsâtheir kids, his sonsâlike they were some temporary nuisance, some fleeting inconvenience that would disappear once this whole mess was over, set Conner's blood boiling. He could feel the anger rising in his chest, threatening to burst out in a way that had always felt second nature to him, the way it always had when he and Y/N fought.
But this? This wasnât just about him anymore. It wasnât just another fight between him and Y/N where they could trade barbs and insults like it was some kind of sparring match. No. Now it felt personal in a way that cut deeper than all their previous arguments combined. Y/N wasnât just throwing him under the bus with his biting words and sarcastic remarksâhe was dismissing the future that their kids came from, the life that, according to CJ, Colin, and Camden, they were supposed to build together. Y/N wasnât just rejecting him. He was rejecting all of itâthe family, the possibility, the kidsâand that hurt worse than anything Conner had ever felt before.
He couldnât tell if the anger in his chest was fueled more by his own pain or by the thought of the kids overhearing something like this. What would Colin think if he knew Y/N felt this way? The kid who loved his parents more than anyone. Or Camden? Did Y/N consider for one second how CJ would feel, knowing that boy practically looks up to and tries to follow every step his Papa takes? This would absolutely destroy all three of them, especially the oldest one. The thought of Y/N throwing them aside like a passing inconvenience tore at him, and Conner had to fight every instinct and nerve in his body telling him to march into that room and turn the whole conversation into an all-out brawl.
Inside, Zatannaâs voice softened, but there was a slight edge to it now, the first sign of her patience wearing thin. "Y/N... that's not fair to the kids and you know it. You already told me how CJ talked to you last night and how terrified he is of him and his brothers interfering. You know this will only break him. He, Colin, and Camden practically worship the ground you and Conner walk on. They didnât ask for this any more than you did. And youâre right, you didnât sign up for this, but you canât just treat them like they're some temporary burden. They're your family too, no matter how far in the future it may be. You see how CJ looks up to you, how protective Colin already is of not just his brothers but his parents as well. A trait I'm sure he more than gets from his father. Theyâre real, Y/N, and theyâre here. You can't just wish them away because you're scared of what this means for you and Conner."
There was a beat of silence, and Conner could almost imagine Y/N gritting his teeth, wrestling with the emotions he so desperately tried to hide behind sarcasm and bravado.
"Yeah, well, I didnât ask to have my life turned upside down, Zatanna," Y/N shot back, his voice cracking just enough to betray the vulnerability underneath. "I didnât ask for kids to show up and tell me Iâm supposed to end up with someone who canât stand me half the time! I didnât ask to be put in a position where the second I feel like I can breathe, Iâm right back at square one wondering what the hell Iâm supposed to do now."
Conner felt like he was suffocating, standing there just outside the door, torn between barging in and finally letting all the anger and hurt pour out or walking away before he said or did something that couldnât be taken back. His heart hammered in his chest, the fury building alongside the urge to just smash something, anything, to release the pressure that was pushing down on him. But he couldnât. Not like this.
Zatanna sighed heavily, the sound filled with both exasperation and empathy. "I get it, Y/N. I do. This situation isnât fair to you. Itâs a lot. And I donât envy the position youâre in. But pushing Conner and the kids away isnât the answer. Youâre scared, and I get that too, but donât let fear make decisions for you. You care about themâI know you do, even if you wonât admit it. And maybeâjust maybeâyou need to stop fighting against this so hard and try to see it from Connerâs side. You might find that youâre not as alone in this as you think."
Y/N let out a bitter chuckle. "Alone? You think Iâm not alone? Have you seen how weâve been? Every time I try to meet him halfway, I get shut down. Every single time. Iâm done fighting for something thatâs never going to work. Heâs made that clear. Hell, if it werenât for the kids being here, I wouldnât even be considering any of this! Tell me, Z, in what world do you see me and Connerâtwo people who are always at each other's throatsâsharing a bed for absolutely no reason at all. I'm surprised nothing in my room was broken or destroyed by the time the sun came up."
Connerâs jaw tightened. So thatâs it, huh? The only reason Y/N was even still in this mess was because of the kids. That was the line. That was the breaking point. He could feel the heat rising in his chest, the frustration turning to anger, sharp and hot. His vision blurred at the edges as he fought the overwhelming urge to kick the door down, to confront Y/N and make him understand how wrong he was.
But what would that solve? Another fight? Another shouting match that would just end with more resentment and more unresolved tension between them? He couldnât do that again. Not now. Not after hearing everything Y/N had just said.
But walking away wasnât an option either.
Zatannaâs voice softened again, but there was a weariness in it now. "Y/N, I get it. You're angry, you're hurt. But saying things like thatâabout the kids, about their futureâitâs not fair to them or to yourself. Youâre scared of getting hurt again, but pushing everyone away isnât going to protect you. Itâs just going to make things worse."
Y/N didnât respond immediately, and for a moment, there was nothing but silence on the other side of the door. Connerâs heart pounded in his ears, the conflicting emotions swirling inside him like a storm. Part of him wanted to scream, to let Y/N know exactly how wrong he was. But another part of himâthe part that had heard the hurt in Y/Nâs voice, the vulnerability behind the sarcasmâwanted to do something else entirely. Something that scared him just as much.
Before Conner could make a decision, the sound of footsteps echoed down the hallway. He turned just in time to see Wally, Dick, and Artemis heading toward him. Wally raised an eyebrow, his eyes darting between Conner and the closed door. "Uh... everything okay, man?"
Conner stiffened, his fists still clenched. "I... itâs fine."
Dick frowned, clearly unconvinced. "We need you in the mission room. Batman just got a hit on something. Itâs big."
Artemis glanced toward the study door, her sharp eyes catching the tension in Connerâs stance. She gave him a knowing look before she stepped forward. "Iâll go get Y/N and Zatanna."
Conner wanted to protest, wanted to stop her, but he couldnât find the words. Before he knew it, Artemis had already knocked and entered the room, leaving him standing there with his heart still racing and his mind still tangled in a web of conflicting emotions.
A moment later, Y/N emerged, his eyes immediately finding Conner's like a magnet. There was a flash of something in his expression, but it was gone before Conner could even begin to decipher it. Y/N brushed past him without a word, his shoulders tense and his jaw set.
Conner watched him go, the anger and frustration still simmering beneath the surface. And as they turned to leave for the mission room, the Kryptonian couldnât help but glance toward Y/N in front of him, his retreating back a stark reminder of the distance between them. His anger hadnât fadedâit still simmered just beneath the surfaceâbut there was something else now too. Something he couldnât quite name. Something that made it impossible to walk away, no matter how much he wanted to.
And that scared him more than anything.
Batmanâs gaze remained locked on the multiple video feeds displayed across the console, his usual stoic expression growing more grim by the second. "Late yesterday, our computers picked up on a surge of interesting reports," he began. "People reporting their cars stolen or missing, wild animal sightings, and sudden changes in temperature. At first, we thought they were isolated and random events. But we kept an eye on them just in case it turned out to be more."
Kaldur, ever the attentive listener, leaned in slightly. "They turned out to be more?"
"Much more," Batman responded, his fingers swiftly typing across the console to pull up a series of chaotic images and videos from Boston. The entire team turned to face the screens as footage of cars, objects, and even large pieces of buildings being torn apart and flung into the air played on the screen. More clips followedâanimals that clearly werenât native to the area running rampant through the streets, attacking anything in sight. The streets themselves seemed warped, as parks and intersections were transformed into different ecosystemsâa tundra, a jungle, and even a volcanic landscape, each more out of place than the last.
"A small number of the Justice League was deployed early this morning to respond to these incidents," Batman continued, pulling up a map showing the spread of the chaos. "But the situation has only escalated. The environments are not only unstable, theyâre... evolving. What started as small, localized disruptions has grown into widespread chaos. And theyâre intensifying by the hour."
Artemis crossed her arms, her brow furrowed. "How bad are we talking?"
"Bad," Batman said, turning to face the team fully. "I believe the warning we received from Doctor Fate had more merit to it than we hoped." The mention of Fate caused a ripple of tension through the room. "He believes weâre dealing with an ancient magical anomaly, something that hasn't been seen in centuries, and that these chaotic events are due to the arrival of our... special guests." His eyes flicked briefly toward CJ, Colin, and Camden.
The kids stiffened at the mention, exchanging glances.
"Wait... youâre saying this is because of us?" Colin asked, his tone tinged with both confusion and worry.
Batmanâs response was direct. "Yes. The random reports and strange events started just last night. We weren't aware at the time, but the beginning of these events coincides with the time you three arrived." His voice didnât carry accusation, just facts. But the weight of his words hung heavily in the air.
CJâs expression remained strangely neutral, though Y/N noticed something in his sonâs eyesâsomething like understanding, but not the kind of fear or confusion he would expect. Y/Nâs gaze lingered on CJ for a moment, but he didnât say anything.
"So, what do we do?" Conner asked, his expression hardening.
Y/N's eyes flicked to Conner, catching the hard edge in his voice, the tension unmistakable. It wasnât just the situation weighing on him; there was something deeper, something personal brewing beneath the surface. And Y/N wasnât the only one who noticed. Colin's gaze dropped, his usual mischievous energy dulled as the weight of responsibility settled on his young shoulders. CJ, however, remained quiet, still unreadable, though Y/N could feel the tension radiating from him like a coiled spring.
Batman didnât miss the shift either. His voice remained calm, but there was an urgency to it now. "We need to stabilize the situation in Boston before it spreads. Many members of the Justice League havenât reported back, and their silence is concerning. The biggest problem, though, isn't just the animals or the environmental disruptions." He pressed a button on the console, and the screen shifted to show a massive tear in the sky over Boston. A swirling, violent rift of dark energy hovered ominously above the city, crackling with magic. "A magical rift has opened, centered over Boston. That rift is the source of the anomalies."
The team stared at the image, eyes wide. The rift pulsed with a dark energy that made the hair on the back of Y/Nâs neck stand on end just by looking at it.
"The entire Justice League was sent out to respond," Batman explained, "but we havenât heard back from them for some time. Thereâs been radio silence from their end for the last thirty minutes."
"Thatâs not good," Dick muttered under his breath.
"No, it isnât," Batman agreed. "I'm sending you all there immediately to investigate and intervene. But..." He turned his gaze to Y/N. "Zatanna will stay behind to continue working on the spell with CJâs assistance. I believe sending them back home to their timeline may be the only way to stop these anomalies for good."
CJâs expression remained passive, though Y/N noticed the way Colin stiffened at the mention of going home, his eyes wide and filled with guilt.
"We donât want to mess things up," Colin whispered, his voice tight.
Y/N placed a hand on Colinâs shoulder, giving him a reassuring squeeze. "Hey, this isnât your fault, Colt. Weâre gonna fix this."
Colinâs worried expression softened as a small smile crept across his face, and next to him, CJâs lips curled into a matching grin. They exchanged a quick look before turning back to their father, the tension from a moment ago fading slightly. Y/N caught the change in their demeanor, his brow furrowing in confusion.
"What are you two smiling about?" he asked, his voice gentle but curious. Colin glanced at CJ before looking up at Y/N. "You called me 'Colt,'" he said, his grin widening. "Thatâs the nickname we came up with in the future. You always call me that." CJ nodded in agreement, his own smile reflecting the same fondness.
Y/N blinked at the revelation, a strange warmth spreading through his chest at the thought that, in some future timeline, he and Colin had this kind of bond. It felt oddly natural, like he was slipping into a role he hadnât quite realized he was ready for. Colin and CJ were still smiling, their expressions lighter, and for a brief moment, Y/N let himself feel the weight of their affection. It was... nice, for a brief moment.
He opened his mouth to say somethingâmaybe a teasing remark about how he shouldâve guessed the kids would come up with such a cool nicknameâbut the seriousness of the situation quickly pulled him back. They were still in the midst of chaos, after all. His gaze shifted to the rest of the team, and that familiar, nervous tension returned to his gut.
Before Y/N could say anything further, Batman's voice sliced through the air, firm and commanding. "Alright, we canât waste any more time," he said, cutting off any brewing conversations or potential arguments. "You'll be split into two teams based on your abilities. Hereâs how this will work."
The room fell silent, everyone turning their attention to him. "Aqualad," Batman continued, locking his eyes on the Atlantean, "youâll lead the first team to handle ground operations along with Superboy, Kid Flash, and Artemis. Your focus is handling the anomalies, managing the chaos, and protecting civilians. Also, locate any League members and assist them as needed. Keep them safe and minimize further damage. Use whatever resources you need."
The room remained tense as Batman continued, his gaze shifting toward Y/N. "Y/N, youâll lead the second team with Robin and Miss Martian. Your task is to deal with the rift directly. Itâs magical in nature, and based on what we know, youâre the only one with the necessary skills to close it. Miss Martian will assist with psychic communication, and Robin will handle any technical or tactical complications."
Y/N nodded, his expression serious. "Got it."
Before Y/N or anyone else could move, Connerâs voice cut through the tension, sharp and unyielding. "No way. Y/N, youâre staying here with the kids."
Y/N blinked, standing up from where he knelt beside Colin, his brows knitting together. "Excuse me?"
Conner crossed his arms, his expression firm and unwavering. "Youâre not going to Boston. Youâre staying here."
Around them, the tension in the room skyrocketed. Zatanna and Artemis exchanged uneasy glances, while Wally shifted on his feet, clearly bracing himself. Everyone knew what was coming; the team instinctively prepared for another explosive clash.
Y/N narrowed his eyes, frustration building in his chest. "And why exactly would I stay behind when Iâm one of the only people here who understands how to deal with magical threats?"
"Because Iâm not letting you get caught in the middle of this while our kids are here!" Conner snapped, his voice rising.
Y/Nâs jaw clenched. "Iâm not some helpless bystander, Conner. I can handle myself, and right now, the rift is the priority."
"The kids are the priority!" Conner shot back, his eyes blazing. "Iâm not letting you go out there and risk your life when our sons areâ"
"Enough." Batmanâs voice cut through the argument like a knife, sharp and commanding. He stepped between the two of them, his gaze stern. "Y/N is the only one who might be able to close the rift. His magic is directly tied to the arrival of CJ, Colin, and Camden. If the rift was caused by their presence here, then Y/Nâs magic may be the only thing capable of closing it."
Conner glared at Batman, his fists clenched tight enough that his knuckles turned white. "Then I'm going with him."
Batman didn't flinch. His tone was calm but firm, the kind of authority that couldnât be ignored. "No, you're not. You're needed on the ground, dealing with the environmental and animal threats. This is a magical anomaly, and the team needs someone with the expertise to handle that. That's Y/N."
"I'm not letting him go alone," Conner growled, taking a step forward as if challenging the decision.
Batmanâs eyes narrowed, his voice dropping to a dangerously low register. "You're not the one who makes that decision, Conner. And Y/N wonât be alone. Robin and Miss Martian will be with him, along with any League members still on the scene. They'll ensure he has the support he needs."
Before Conner could respond, CJ stepped forward, tugging at his dad's arm. "Dad, itâs okay," he said, his voice steady in a way that was unnerving for a kid his age. "Papa's strong. He'll be fine. Heâs got this." CJâs quiet confidence washed over Conner like a calming wave, his blue eyesâso much like Connerâs ownâlooking up at him with unwavering trust.
Y/N noticed the subtle exchange, his gaze lingering on CJ. Something in the boyâs demeanor, that calm assurance, struck Y/N once again. But he held back from saying anything, choosing instead to focus on the task at hand. Conner, for his part, let out a deep breath, his posture softening slightly, though the tension in his shoulders remained.
Before anyone could take a step forward, a small voice broke through the tense silence. "Papa... Daddy..." Camdenâs soft, trembling voice wavered as he looked between Y/N and Conner, his tiny hands clutching the hem of his fatherâs shirt. His wide eyes brimmed with tears, lip quivering as the realization settled inâboth his parents were leaving. "No go," he mumbled, his voice thick with emotion. "Stay wif me. No go."
Y/N immediately knelt down beside his youngest, his heart twisting at the sight of Camdenâs tears. He reached out, gently cupping the little boy's cheek. "Hey, hey, itâs okay, Cam. Papaâs not going anywhere forever. Weâre just going to fix the big problem, and then weâll come right back. Okay?"
But Camden wasnât having it. His small hands reached out, grabbing onto Y/Nâs shirt as if to anchor him in place. "Noooo, Papa! No go! Stay wif Cam!" The words came out in hiccuping sobs, and before Y/N could even respond, Conner had already knelt down beside them.
"Itâs okay, bud," Conner murmured, his voice softer than anyone had heard it in a while. He gently lifted Camden into his arms, holding him close against his chest. "Weâll both be back before you know it. Aunt Zatannaâs gonna take care of you while weâre gone, alright? Youâll be safe."
Camden buried his face in Connerâs neck, his tiny body shaking with sobs. "Nooo... wanna stay wif Daddy... Papa..." His babbles were barely coherent now, muffled by Connerâs shirt as his small fists clung to him.
Y/Nâs chest tightened at the sight of Camdenâs tears, the sound of his sonâs soft sobs tugging at his heart in a way nothing else could. But he forced a reassuring smile, placing a hand on Camdenâs back. "Weâll be back really soon, okay, Camden? Aunt Z can show you some new magic tricks while weâre gone. How does that sound?"
Zatanna stepped forward, her expression soft and understanding. She held out her arms toward Camden, her tone gentle as she addressed him. "Hey there, big guy. Why donât you come hang out with me for a bit? Weâll have fun, I promise."
After a few more moments of coaxing from both his parents, Camden finally loosened his grip, his tear-streaked face still buried against Conner's shoulder. Slowly, hesitantly, Conner passed him over to Zatanna, though the little boy still whimpered softly as she took him into her arms. "Youâll be okay, Cam," Conner whispered, brushing a hand through Camdenâs dark hair before stepping back.
Y/N couldnât help but watch the way Conner handled Camden, the tenderness in his touch, the quiet murmurs of reassurance, so different from the fire and stubbornness that had flared just moments ago. It was strangeâhow easily Conner shifted from the abrasive, hot-headed fighter to the soft-spoken, caring father. And despite all the chaos, despite the argument theyâd nearly launched into, Y/N felt a tug of something deep in his chest. Fatherhood, it seemed, suited Conner more than Y/N would have expected. The Kryptonianâs natural protectiveness extended beyond just brute force; it was in the way he held Camden close, the way he whispered calm reassurances, like every word was meant to soothe the little boyâs fears. For a moment, Y/N almost forgot about the mission ahead.
He shook the thought away as Zatanna cradled Camden in her arms, the young boy finally quieting down, his hiccups slowing as Zatanna whispered softly to him. "Iâll keep an eye on them," she said to Y/N and Conner, her voice steady. "Theyâll be safe here. Focus on what you need to do."
Y/N nodded, giving her a grateful look. "Thanks, Z." He turned to CJ and Colin, offering them a reassuring smile. "You two behave, alright? Help Aunt Z as much as you can."
CJ gave a small nod, his usual calm demeanor still present, though Y/N noticed the subtle determination in his expression. Colin, on the other hand, tried to put on a brave face, but Y/N could see the worry flickering in his eyes. "Weâll be okay," Colin said, though his voice wavered slightly. "Just... come back quick, okay?"
"Promise," Y/N replied softly, ruffling Colinâs hair before stepping back. He exchanged a final glance with Conner, their earlier tension still simmering beneath the surface, but now there was something unspoken between themâan understanding, however fragile, that they would both fight for their kids, for each other, even if they didnât always agree.
Batmanâs voice broke the moment, pulling them back to the task at hand. "Time to move. Weâve already lost too much time."
With a final look at his family, Y/N squared his shoulders and turned toward the zeta tube, the familiar swirl of light surrounding him as he prepared to confront the chaos in Boston.
The mission was a disaster before it even started.
The moment they arrived on the scene, it was like stepping into a nightmareâor worse, a magical hurricane on steroids. Boston wasnât just in chaos; it was in pieces. Buildings hovered mid-air, entire streets warped into bizarre, shifting landscapes, and what looked like glowing neon vines were spreading across the city like it had been chosen as the set for an apocalyptic rave.
The team didnât even have time to blink before they were hit with a wave of magical energy, the force of it sending shivers down their spines. Y/N, standing at the forefront, felt the familiar buzz of magic, but this was different. Wild. Unhinged. It was like a thousand magical threads all pulling in different directions, completely untethered. He could sense the power surging through the air, crackling with energy that had no business being there.
âWhat the hell is this?â Kid Flash muttered, staring at a car that was literally floating by like a balloon.
"Language," Robin chimed in, though he was just as unnerved.
Kid Flash shot Robin an unimpressed look. âReally? Now youâre pulling that?â
Robin gave a sheepish shrug, rubbing the back of his neck. "Sorry, force of habit. The kids, you know?"
Conner scanned the area, his jaw clenched. "This isn't just magic. Itâs chaos."
Y/N grimaced, eyes narrowing. "Itâs more than that. The magic from the rift is spiraling out of control and destabilizing everything. Warping reality all around us.â
"Three kids caused all of this?" Artemis asked, incredulous.
"Well, technically, they haven't been born yet," Kid Flash pointed out. "So, yep, sounds about right."
As they moved deeper into the city, it became clear that nothing was untouched by the rift. People ran through the streets, some of them glowing as if they'd been hit with magical radiation, others transforming into strange, otherworldly creatures. One moment, a guy sprinted past them, looking normal enoughâuntil he sprouted wings and took off into the sky like it was a completely rational thing to do on a Tuesday morning.
âIs that dude... part bird now?â Kid Flash asked, not even bothering to mask the disbelief in his voice.
Y/N watched with a mix of panic and fascination. âYeah, it looks like it. Thatâs the kind of magical chaos weâre dealing with. Try to keep up.â
The air crackled again, and with each step closer to the rift, the environment shifted more dramatically. It wasnât just the people being affectedâentire blocks were freezing over in seconds, only to melt and turn into jungles or deserts moments later. One building seemed to be trapped in time, flickering between its current state and what looked like a medieval fortress.
It was like reality itself had been thrown into a blender, and someone had hit the highest speed setting.
Aqualadâs voice cut through the chaos, sharp and focused. âWe need to split up now! Artemis, Kid Flash, Superboyâfan out. We need to get people to safety and keep a lookout for any members of the Justice League. Y/N, Robin, Miss Martianâhead for the rift. Weâll cover your flank.â
Superboy hesitated, his gaze lingering on Y/N as he nodded. There was something in Connerâs eyesâconcern, frustration, maybe bothâbut Y/N couldnât focus on that right now. He had his task, and the last thing he needed was to get distracted by Connerâs protective streak. Conner opened his mouth, like he was about to say something, but Y/N gave him a quick, determined nod before heading off toward the rift with Robin and Miss Martian in tow.
The team split off, each group moving with purpose through the chaotic cityscape. Superboyâs fists clenched as he watched Y/N disappear into the swirling madness ahead. "Be careful," he muttered under his breath, though Y/N was already too far to hear it.
As Aqualad led the others into the thick of the chaos, they dodged bursts of energy and tried to maintain a safe path for the civilians. Kid Flash darted from person to person, grabbing anyone who looked even remotely human and speeding them to the nearest shelter that wasnât floating or shifting between realities. âDude, this is like a magical acid trip gone wrong,â he muttered, dodging a glowing tree root that suddenly shot out from the ground.
âStay focused, Kid,â Aqualad called over his shoulder. âWe need to find the rest of the Justice League.â
Artemis fired a volley of arrows, knocking aside a swarm of neon-colored birds that were swooping down toward the civilians. As she reloaded, she glanced over at Superboy, who was busy punching a giant, glowing slug-like creature into the pavement. She watched as he ripped a car door off with far more force than necessary, letting the terrified people inside scramble out. "Hey, Supey, you doing okay?"
Superboy grunted, his fists clenching as the creature writhed beneath him. "Fine."
But he wasn't fine. Not even close. Every punch he threw was fueled by more than just the chaos around them. It was the gnawing worry at the back of his mindâtwisting tighter with each passing second. The rift, the magic, Y/N out there somewhereâtoo close to the danger, too exposed. And then there was the conversation he'd overheard earlier, still simmering beneath the surface like a hot ember he couldnât put out. Every word Y/N had said, the sarcasm and bitterness, how he had basically dismissed everything that had happened like it was nothing, felt like salt in an open wound.
He couldn't shake the feeling that something terrible was about to happen, and the thought of being away from Y/N while he faced that rift felt like trying to fight with one arm tied behind his back. Worse, part of him was still angryâangry at Y/N for throwing up those walls, for acting like none of it mattered. But what made it worse was that Conner couldnât tell if he was more furious at Y/N or at himself for not realizing how deep those scars ran.
His anger and worry mixed into a volatile blend, and every punch, every kick was a release he desperately needed. But none of it made him feel better.
"You sure?" Artemis pressed, her tone cautious as she loosed another arrow. "Because you seem a little tense."
"I'm fine," Superboy repeated, though his jaw tightened with each word, his voice a little more clipped than before. He slammed the slug creature into the ground again, more aggressively than necessary, trying to focus on the task at hand. But no matter how hard he hit, it didnât stop the weight pressing on his chestâthe same weight that had settled in the moment Y/N disappeared into the chaos.
Conner just wanted to get this over with, to punch his way through every problem and make sure Y/N was okay. But magic wasnât something he could punch. And that made him feel powerless. Useless.
"Uh-huh." Artemis wasnât convinced, but she knew better than to push him when he was like this. She pulled back another arrow, this time aiming for a cluster of glowing tentacles slithering toward a nearby building. But she could see the tension in Connerâs stanceâthe way his fists stayed clenched even when there was nothing left to hit. He wasnât fine. He was worried.
Meanwhile, Y/Nâs team moved swiftly, the eerie glow of the rift growing stronger with every step. The air was thick with magic, the kind that sent chills up Y/Nâs spine. He could feel it as they got closerâsomething ancient, powerful, and very, very angry. The energy was wild, and the closer they got, the more erratic it became. Sparks of light crackled in the air, and the ground beneath them shifted as if reality itself was struggling to hold together.
âWeâre close,â Robin said, his eyes scanning the distorted environment with a mixture of curiosity and unease. âBut, is it just me, or does something feel really off? It feels likeâŠâ
âLike weâre being watched,â Miss Martian finished, her voice steady but tense. She hovered a little higher, her green skin glowing faintly as she reached out with her mind, trying to get a sense of what was ahead. But she quickly pulled back. âThereâs something... someone near the rift. I canât tell who, but their presence is overwhelming.â
Y/N's heart raced as the sensation grew stronger. He felt the energy around him tightening, like a binding rope or python trying to squeeze him. âWhoeverâor whateverâit is, theyâre using the magical energy from the rift to fuel themselves. We need to be ready for anything.â
He could feel his own magic stirring, a rush of energy he didn't recognize but still somehow felt humming through his veins. It was a strange sensation, like a muscle flexing, preparing for a fight. His fingers tingled, and the air around him seemed to shimmer, almost imperceptibly.
"I can feel it," Y/N murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. "The energy. It's... it's like nothing I've ever felt before."
Robin frowned, his eyes darting around the area. "That's not good, is it?"
"Nope, probably not," Y/N answered.
The closer they got to the rift, the more oppressive the energy became, like walking through thick, suffocating fog. The sky above them was torn open, swirling with dark, crackling energy, but it wasnât just the rift that was the problem anymore. The presence Miss Martian had sensedâit was stronger now, looming over them like a shadow just out of reach.
As they approached the clearing near the rift, the ground shifted again, this time pulling away as if something massive was displacing the air itself. The sky above them darkened, the swirling mass of the rift glowing with an intense, unnatural light. And thatâs when they saw him.
Y/Nâs breath hitched as a figure began to emerge from the rift, hovering above the ground. At first, it was just an outline, a silhouette against the chaotic sky, but as the glow of the rift illuminated it, their worst fears were realized. Cloaked in dark, swirling magic, Superman floated in the air, his eyes glowing an unnatural, eerie green.
Something was wrongâterribly wrong. His normally calm and composed face was twisted in a snarl, his eyes glowing with that eerie, unnatural glow. Tendrils of dark energy spiraled around him, almost like chains, binding him to the rift.
Y/Nâs breath hitched. âOh no...â
Supermanâs gaze locked onto them, but it wasnât the familiar gaze of the Man of Steel. It was something elseâsomething darker. And then, as if pulled by some unseen force, Supermanâs attention shifted directly to Y/N.
Without warning, he shot toward them like a bullet, fists clenched, eyes blazing with magical energy. Y/N barely had time to react, throwing up a protective shield just as Supermanâs fist collided with it, sending shockwaves rippling through the air. The force of the impact knocked Y/N back, his shield flickering as he struggled to hold it in place.
âUh, guys. I think something's wrong with Superman,â Robin yelled, eyes wide with shock.
"Oh really, you think so?" Y/N shouted, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "I couldn't tell!"
Miss Martian, her eyes glowing white, tried to reach out to Superman, hoping to break through the haze of magic. But, the moment she touched his mind, she recoiled, her expression pained. "It's like his mind is screaming. I can't get through."
Y/N gritted his teeth, his hands shaking as he held up the shield.
âY/N, can youâ?â
âWorking on it!â Y/N grunted, his magic straining against the overwhelming power of Supermanâs attack. He could feel the dark energy coiling around Superman, like some kind of dark spirit or entity was latched onto him, controlling him. And worseâit looked like it was focused solely on the young magic user.
The rift above them pulsed violently, feeding the entityâs strength as it drove Superman forward again, his fists glowing with that same dark energy. Y/N braced himself, sweat trickling down his forehead as he prepared for another onslaught.
But, before Superman could strike, a blur of black and red shot past, tackling him mid-air with an angry shout.
Superboy.
The half-Kryptonian slammed into Superman, the force of his impact sending both Kryptonians crashing into a nearby building. The structure shook, but thankfully it held. Superman barely seemed fazed, his glowing eyes snapping toward Superboy as he regained his balance mid-air. The tendrils of dark energy flickered around him like an agitated beast, coiling tighter as if preparing for another assault.
Superboy landed in front of Y/N, fists clenched, his breathing heavy. His jaw tightened, his gaze locked on Superman, who was hovering ominously above them. "Stay behind me."
He didnât even flinch as Supermanâs eyes narrowed, a fresh wave of dark energy coiling around him. But Y/N was already bristling, his frustration bubbling over. âAre you insane?!â Y/N snapped, scrambling back to his feet, his eyes flashing with anger. âDo you know what you just did?â
Superboy didnât tear his gaze away from Superman, his muscles coiled like springs ready to launch again. âYeah, I saved your behind.â
âNo, you didnât!â Y/Nâs voice cut through the chaos, sharp with anger and panic. âYouâre supposed to be with Aqualad, helping the others! Not throwing yourself into a fight you cannot win. Supermanâs juiced up with magic, Connerâheâs stronger than ever. Youâll get yourself killed!â
Superboyâs eyes flared, his own frustration boiling over. âAnd what, Iâm supposed to just stand by and let you handle this alone? Iâm not leaving you out here to face him by yourself!â
âIâm the one who can actually deal with this!â Y/N snapped, his fists clenched in frustration. âYouâre only making it harder! I swear, you pull this stunt every time.â
âWhat, care about you?â Superboy shot back, his voice strained with a mix of anger and desperation.
âNo, you put yourself in danger because you think you have to protect me,â Y/N hissed, his eyes flashing with fury. âLike I canât handle it.â
âWell, maybe if you werenât so reckless and actually stayed at the Cave like I told you, we wouldnât even be in this mess!â Superboy countered, his jaw tightening as his temper flared.
âWho do you think you are?â Y/N scoffed, his frustration peaking. âAnd Iâm not the one who just launched myself at a possessed Superman. You do realize thatâs the textbook definition of reckless, right?â
Superboyâs growl deepened, his fists clenched so tight they trembled. He stepped closer to Y/N, frustration etched in every line of his face.
âIf you two lovebirds are done, weâve got bigger problems,â Robin cut in sharply, his voice tinged with urgency.
Y/N and Superboy froze mid-argument, their eyes snapping up toward Robin. Whatever anger had bubbled between them fizzled away as they realized what he was pointing to.
Superman hovered menacingly above them, his eyes glowing an even more vivid, unnatural green. Tendrils of dark energy coiled around his body like a living shadow, pulsing with an eerie power. His once-familiar face was a mask of pure malice, the heroic expression they knew replaced with something far more dangerousâpredatory. His gaze locked onto them with a chilling intensity, his posture tense, ready to strike.
âFocus, guys,â Miss Martian urged, her voice tight as she floated beside them. âHeâs about to attack.â
Superboyâs jaw tightened, and Y/Nâs heart raced. Whatever had taken hold of Superman wasnât letting go, and it had them squarely in its sights.
Back at the Cave, the quiet hum of the lights overhead was the only sound filling the air as Zatanna sat with CJ and Colin, keeping a watchful eye on the youngest Kent. Camden was currently asleep on one of the couches in her and Y/Nâs study, wrapped in a blanket. It had taken some time to calm him down, especially since he had gotten more antsy after not being able to see Conner and Y/N before they left, but CJ had been a big help.
Speaking of CJ, Zatanna, ever perceptive, had noticed the strange and quiet behavior from the oldest Kent, something that Y/N had picked up on as well before they left for Boston. Y/N had even reached out through their magical connection, asking her to check on CJ and make sure everything was okay. There was something about the way he actedâlike he knew something the rest of them didnât.
âCJ, is there something on your mind?â Zatannaâs voice was soft, coaxing without pressuring.
CJ, sitting beside her, barely glanced up from his phone, his expression guarded and unreadable. âWhat do you mean?â
Zatanna offered him a kind smile. âYouâve been pretty quiet since the others left. Is everything alright?â
He hesitated, a flicker of conflict crossing his face before he sighed softly. âIâm fine. Just... worried about Dad and Papa.â
Zatanna watched CJ closely, noting the way his eyes flickered with something she couldnât quite placeâhesitation, maybe. There was something more behind the boyâs silence than just the usual concern for his parents.
"Your fathers are strong, you know that, right?" Zatanna offered with a warm smile, hoping to ease whatever tension was weighing him down. "Whatever they're facing, theyâve got each other and the team to back them up."
CJ nodded, but it was clear her words werenât doing much to lift the cloud hanging over him. His fingers drummed lightly against his phone, his eyes distant. "I know theyâre strong. I'm not really worried about that," he muttered.
Zatanna leaned forward slightly, her brow furrowed. "Then what are you worried about, CJ?" Her tone softened further, sensing there was something deeper at play. "Youâre holding something back, I can tell. If youâre worried about more than just the fight, you can talk to me. Iâll keep it between us."
CJ glanced at Colin, who had been quietly sitting cross-legged on the floor. The younger boy looked equally conflicted, like he knew exactly what CJ was thinking but wasnât sure how to express it. After what felt like forever, CJ sighed, his voice barely above a whisper. "Itâs not the fight. Not really."
Zatanna waited patiently, giving him the space to continue.
"Itâs just... the green lady," CJ said, his tone carrying more weight than she expected. "I donât trust her. Neither of us do."
"The green lady?" Zatannaâs confusion was brief before realization dawned. "You mean MâGann?"
Zatannaâs mind raced as she connected the dots. She had noticed it tooâthe way the boys interacted so easily with most of the team. They had a natural rhythm and rapport with nearly everyone, treating them like family. To them, everyone was either an Aunt or Uncle. They were always joking with Dick and Wally, learning fighting moves from Kaldur, and laughing at Artemisâ stories. Even their comfort around Superman and, surprisingly, Batman had caught Zatanna's attention. They had slipped into these relationships as if it was second nature.
But with MâGann, it had been different. The boys were distant, almost cold, and while MâGann wasnât unfriendly, she too seemed hesitant. Zatanna had chalked it up to natural awkwardness, considering their sudden appearance, but now, hearing CJ refer to her as "the green lady" in such a cold tone, it was clear something deeper was going on.
"Iâve noticed you two keep your distance from her," Zatanna said carefully, studying both CJ and Colinâs faces. "And... she tries to get close, but thereâs always some wall. Do you mind telling me why?"
CJ glanced at Colin again, and this time, it was Colin who spoke, his voice soft but steady. "Sheâs... different where weâre from. Really different."
Zatanna raised an eyebrow slightly. "Different how?"
CJ shifted uncomfortably in his seat, his gaze dropping to his hands. "She... doesnât like us much. Not really. She doesnât like the idea of Dad and Papa together, and sheâsâ" He hesitated, clearly trying to find the right words without revealing too much.
"She tries to keep them apart," Colin finished quietly, his eyes trained on the floor. "She says things, does things... to make them fight sometimes. Weâve seen it."
Zatanna frowned, her heart aching at the weight these boys were carrying. She leaned in a little closer, her voice gentle but firm. "That sounds... complicated. But remember, this is a different timeline. People here arenât the same as the ones you know. Youâve seen that, right?"
Colin nodded, but his eyes remained downcast. "We donât mean to be mean, but sheâs very different from the one we know with our parents. Weâve tried to find ways to tell Dad and Papa... but we donât know how. Every time we try, something stops us. It feels like something is stopping us from interfering, and I donât know how to make them see what we see." His voice cracked slightly, and he glanced at CJ for support.
CJ picked up where his brother left off, his voice steady but filled with frustration. "The MâGann from our timeline, sheâs... worse. She always tries to come between our parents, always messing things up for them. Sometimes she makes them fight each other. Weâve seen her do it so many times, and it always makes Papa and Dad upset. Sometimes at each other."
Zatannaâs eyes widened slightly, the pieces falling into place. "So, thatâs why you two act so strange around her. Youâve been calling her 'the green lady' because you donât trust her."
CJ nodded again, his expression darkening. "Every time I look at her, I see everything she did to hurt them in our time. And now, with us here, it feels like weâve managed to do the one thing sheâs been trying to do for as long as I can rememberâkeep them apart. What if we really messed things up? What if Papa never forgives Dad for everything that happened? I see how Dad looks at Papa, but... it doesnât feel like Papa feels the same way. Especially when Dadâs around. It scares me. Like weâve made things worse, just by being here."
Zatanna sighed softly, her heart aching for the boys. She could see how much they were carryingâfear, guilt, and the heavy burden of a future they werenât supposed to interfere with. She knew they were holding back more than they were saying, but she also knew the dangers of knowing too much about the future. They were in a precarious spot, balancing on the edge of what they could share and what had to be kept hidden.
âCJ, Colin," she began gently, leaning forward to meet their eyes, "youâre not responsible for your parentsâ lives. Itâs easy to think that because youâve seen so much, but love is complicated. Thereâs a lot of history between your Papa and Dadâsome of which you havenât seen yet, and some you might never need to see. What matters now is that theyâre both strong, and theyâre both fighting for whatâs right. You being here... I donât think youâve ruined anything. If anything, I think you've actually opened their eyes.â
Before they could respond, the air in the room shiftedâa crackle of magic filling the atmosphere, a familiar, tingling sensation that made Zatanna straighten immediately.
The atmosphere grew thick with energy, and a bright light bloomed in the corner of the room, just like when the boys first arrivedâthough this time, it was focused in one spot, far more controlled than the chaotic arrival from before. Zatannaâs senses heightened immediately as she recognized the magical aura, though there was something different about it. It was familiar, but stronger, more commanding, like CJâs presence magnified, though this one carried with it a weight of experience.
As the light dimmed, Zatanna turned around, her eyes widening at the sight of two figures standing in the roomâone taller, broader in the shoulders, still wearing a shirt that looked a size too small, while the other carried the same mischievous glint she knew all too well, tempered now by time and wisdom. Her breath caught in her throat as CJ and Colinâs faces lit up with pure joy.
âZatanna, are you telling my kids stories again?â His voice was unmistakable, carrying that signature teasing, sarcastic tone.
"You are such a freaking idiot."
The words came out in stuttered breaths, each one sharp and ragged as Y/N lay pinned beneath the weight of Conner. His chest heaved with exhaustion, every breath a reminder of the strain his magic had taken on him during the battle. Conner didnât move, his broad form pressing down heavily against Y/N, arms still wrapped protectively around his middle as though the fight wasnât over yet. His grip was firm, almost too tight, as if letting go would mean surrendering Y/N to the chaos that had just unfolded.
They were both breathing hard, lungs burning as they tried to recover. The wreckage of the building around them was a brutal reminder of what they had just been through. The entity that had possessed Superman had been relentless, breaking free from the rift, driven by an insatiable hunger for powerâmagic, specifically. It had been searching for the source, seeking something ancient, something it believed would restore it to full strength. It had sensed CJâs magic first, the magic that had torn the rift open. But when it found Y/Nâs magical presence, something familiar, it zeroed in on him with a terrifying, singular focus.
Y/N could still hear the chilling words the entity had spoken through Supermanâs lips, his voice distorted and twisted with malevolence:
"Ah, now it makes sense..." The entityâs voice slithered out of Supermanâs mouth, twisted and unnatural, sending a shiver down Y/Nâs spine. "The power I felt... that magic I sensed, so potent, so ancient... it called to me, even from within my prison. A power like that could only belong to someone with blood like yours." The entity's voice dropped, dripping with venomous amusement, each word laced with a cruel edge. "Yours is different from what I felt before... refined, controlled. But the first pulse I sensed was raw, untamedâmuch like you once were. A child, then. A child with blood like yours."
Supermanâsâno, the entityâsâeyes gleamed, glowing with an eerie green light, filled with a malice that made Y/Nâs stomach churn. "Your child, I assume. Familiar, yes... a direct descendant. How fitting." The thing let out a low, sinister chuckle that felt like nails on glass. "I will enjoy watching your line fall. Iâve waited so long... and today, both you and your whelp will suffer for what was taken from me. What your bloodline stole so long ago will finally be mine again."
The words hung in the air like a curse, dark and twisted, and Y/N felt his heart lurch in his chest. His hands shook, both with fear, but also a surge of protectiveness so strong it nearly overwhelmed him. Heâd known CJ and Colin for less than 24 hours, but the very idea of anything harming them lit a fire inside him that burned brighter than any magic heâd ever wielded.
His jaw clenched, his breath quickening as he stared down this ancient evil wearing Supermanâs face. The entityâs words echoed in his mind, its chilling threat against CJ ringing louder than the chaos of the battle around him. His magic flared to life, sparking at his fingertips. Not his kids. Not today.
Y/N wasnât ready to be a parentâhell, he wasnât sure he ever would beâbut that didnât matter right now. This thing, this twisted, malevolent force had come here looking to destroy his child. And no matter how outmatched he was, no matter how much stronger this entity might be, Y/N wasnât going to let that happen. Heâd take on anythingâdemons, gods, even Superman himselfâif it meant protecting CJ.
"Youâre not touching him," Y/N growled, his voice low and dangerous. Magic surged around him, crackling like wildfire. "I donât care what you think youâre owed. Youâre not getting past me."
Even as the odds stacked against him, Y/N felt something unshakable in his core. A new kind of strength, one that didnât come from spells or incantations. It came from the protectiveness he felt for his sonâthe child who had come from some future he barely understood but who he was already willing to lay everything on the line for.
The entity grinned, the malice in its expression deepening. "Brave words for a dead man. You will watch your child fall before I take you next."
Y/N didnât respond, his entire focus shifting to the battle ahead. His fear was there, gnawing at him, but so was something more powerful. For CJ, Colin, and Camdenâfor his sonsâY/N would fight until his last breath.
The battle had been nothing short of a nightmare, each moment a desperate attempt to stop the possessed Superman while keeping the team safe. Y/N had thrown every ounce of magic he had into protecting themâshields, energy blasts, containment spellsâbut none of it had been enough. The entity had twisted Supermanâs powers, amplifying them with its own dark energy. Magic that would have at least slowed Superman down had no effect. And if they hadnât been able to handle Superman without magic, how could they hope to stop him with it?
Still, it hadnât stopped Conner. He fought like a man possessed himself, throwing everything he had between Y/N and the corrupted Kryptonian. Blow after blow, Conner absorbed the hits, bloodied but undeterred, keeping Superman distracted just long enough for Y/N to work out a plan. The rest of the team, alongside a few Justice League members Aqualad and the others had managed to find, had joined the fray. They'd been overpowered early on, knocked out when the entity first took control. The dark magic amplifying Supermanâs abilities had caught them completely off guard.
But he never wavered.
Y/N quickly realized that fighting head-on would be a losing game. The entity's power, amplified by Supermanâs, was far too overwhelming. But the riftâthe thing that had brought it here in the first placeâwas still open, pulsating with chaotic energy, tearing the fabric of reality apart. That was when Y/N knew what had to be done. If he could close the rift, the entity would lose its anchor to this dimension. And with any luck, that would drive it out of Supermanâs body.
It was a gamble, and a long shot at best.
Throwing himself into the task, Y/N channeled every ounce of magic he had left, weaving a spell to close the rift. The entity sensed it almost immediately. It directed Supermanâs relentless attacks toward Y/N, trying to stop him. But Connerâbruised, battered, yet still standingâfought tooth and nail to keep Superman at bay, taking hit after punishing hit to buy Y/N just enough time.
Y/N could still feel the power surging through him, every part of his body alight with the energy required to seal the tear in reality. But it drained him. The spell needed everything he had, and in those final moments, just as he forced the rift to close with a deafening crack, he felt his consciousness slipping away. The world blurred, the sounds of battle fading as he fell from the sky, too exhausted to keep himself afloat.
That was when Conner leaped. He caught Y/N mid-air, his powerful arms wrapping around him as they fell into the wreckage of the collapsing building below, shielding him from the worst of the impact.
The rift sealed, and with it, the entityâs hold on Superman shattered. It was pulled back into the prison from which it had escaped, leaving Superman himself unconscious but finally free from its control.
And now, here they wereâlying in the rubble, both too exhausted to move, trying to catch their breath. Y/N groaned again, the full weight of Conner pressing down on him, his body too heavy and too warm against Y/Nâs aching frame.
"You do realize you're crushing me, right?" Y/N rasped out, each word strained and breathless, still pinned under Connerâs weight. His chest was heaving, trying to catch up with the breath that had been knocked out of him. Conner, on the other hand, didnât budge. His arms remained locked around Y/N, his breath still hot against Y/Nâs neck, and while the battle was over, it felt like the two of them were still fighting... something.
"Don't care," Conner murmured, his voice rough and strained. "You're not going anywhere."
Y/N groaned, the exhaustion creeping into his bones, mixing with the heat of Connerâs body pressing against him. "Dude, in case you didn't notice, the fight's over and you're kind of heavy. Please, get off me," he managed to huff between labored breaths.
Conner made no move to shift. "Youâre fine," he said, though the protective edge in his voice didnât waver. His arms still refused to let go, as if he couldnât stand the thought of Y/N slipping away, even for a second.
"Seriously, man, Iâm suffocating here." Y/N squirmed a little, not so much because he couldnât breathe, but because the warmth and proximity were... uncomfortable. Not physically, but in a way he didnât want to think too hard about. "Get off already."
"No." Connerâs voice was unyielding, a stubborn refusal that sent an involuntary shiver down Y/Nâs spine.
"Are you serious right now?" Y/N craned his neck to glance at him. "This is ridiculous."
"Iâm serious," Conner replied, his voice low. "Iâm not moving until Iâm sure youâre okay."
Y/N narrowed his eyes, irritation flaring up despite the exhaustion. "Iâm fine. Iâm alive, arenât I? Now get off me before I hex you into next week."
Conner snorted softly, but his grip still didnât loosen. "Like Iâd let you."
Y/N bristled at the arrogance in his tone, trying to ignore the fact that his heart was hammering a little too fast. "Whatâs your deal, huh? Why are you always trying to play hero?"
"Iâm notâ" Connerâs voice was rough, and he shifted just enough to catch Y/Nâs eyes. "Iâm not trying to be a hero. Iâm just trying to keep you safe."
Y/Nâs temper flared at that. He shoved at Connerâs chest, trying to push him off, but of course, it was like shoving a brick wall. "I donât need you to keep me safe, Conner. Iâm not some fragile little flower. Iâve been dealing with stuff like this long before you ever decided toâ"
"Thatâs not fair," Conner cut him off, his voice hardening. "Youâre the one whoâs always putting yourself in danger. What am I supposed to do, just sit around and wait for you to get hurt?"
"I can take care of myself," Y/N snapped, eyes flashing. "I donât need you or anyone else to protect me. Iâm not a damsel in distress."
"Thatâs not what Iâm sayingâ"
"Then what are you saying?" Y/N challenged, his voice rising.
Connerâs jaw clenched, his breath coming in heavy, frustrated bursts. His eyes locked with Y/Nâs, something dark and stormy flickering in their depths, and for a split second, it looked like he was about to argue backâlike they were going to keep bickering until one of them snapped.
But then something shifted in Connerâs gaze, something that made Y/Nâs breath catch in his throat.
Before Y/N could get another word in, Connerâs hand shot up, his fingers gripping Y/Nâs jaw with firm but careful pressure. He tilted Y/Nâs face up, his grip unyielding, and Y/Nâs heart raced, heat flaring in his chest as he realized what was about to happen.
"Conner, I swearâ"
The rest of Y/Nâs protest died in his throat as Connerâs lips crashed down onto his, cutting off any words that might have followed. The kiss was sudden, fierce, filled with a rawness that felt like all the frustration and tension that had been building between them was finally boiling over. Connerâs mouth moved against Y/Nâs with a desperation that sent a jolt of fire through him, the heat between them blazing in an instant.
Y/Nâs first instinct was to shove him awayâto push back against the overwhelming intensity of it allâbut his body betrayed him. His hands, which had been pushing against Connerâs chest moments ago, faltered, fingers curling against the fabric of Connerâs shirt as he fought between wanting to resist and wanting to melt into the kiss.
Connerâs other hand slid down, wrapping around Y/Nâs waist, pulling him even closerâif that was even possibleâuntil there was no space between them. Y/N felt trapped, suffocated by the weight of Connerâs body and the sheer force of the kiss, and yet... he didnât hate it. In fact, the heat of it, the possessiveness, the way Connerâs lips moved against his like he couldnât bear to let goâit was enough to make Y/Nâs mind spin.
His breath hitched, a small sound of protest caught somewhere in the back of his throat, but it was swallowed by the heat of Connerâs mouth. Y/Nâs heart pounded so loudly in his ears that it drowned out everything elseâthe rubble, the aftermath, the fact that they had almost died. None of it mattered. Not in this moment. Not with Connerâs lips moving so fiercely against his, like kissing Y/N was the only thing tethering him to the ground.
Y/N should have been angry. He should have shoved Conner away, demanded an explanation, demanded they talk it out like they always did. But as Connerâs fingers tightened their grip on his jaw, forcing Y/Nâs lips to part just slightly, and as his tongue brushed against his bottom lip with an insistent hunger, Y/Nâs thoughts scattered.
Every nerve in Y/Nâs body was alight, buzzing with the sensation of Connerâs touch. He felt like he was being burned alive from the inside out, his skin tingling, his heart racing so fast he thought it might explode. He wanted to scream, wanted to shout at Conner for being such an idiotâfor making everything so complicatedâbut at the same time, he wanted to drown in the heat of the kiss, in the way Connerâs hands felt like they were made to hold him.
The push and pull inside Y/N warred with itself, but the kissâit was relentless, pulling him under, making his mind go blank. It was overwhelming, suffocating, but in the best possible way. Every time he tried to pull back, Connerâs hand would tighten just a bit, his lips pressing harder, like he wasnât ready to let Y/N go.
And maybe Y/N wasnât ready to let go, either.
When they finally pulled apart, gasping for air, Y/Nâs head was spinning, his lips tingling from the bruising intensity of the kiss. Connerâs forehead pressed against his, their breaths mingling in the small space between them, both of them panting like they had just been through another fight.
"Thatâs what Iâm saying," Conner murmured, his voice rough, his breath hot against Y/Nâs lips.
Y/N blinked, his mind still trying to catch up to what had just happened. His heart hammered against his ribcage, his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths as he stared up at Conner, wide-eyed and completely disoriented. He opened his mouth to say somethingâanythingâbut the words got stuck in his throat.
All he could do was stare at Conner, his thoughts a chaotic mess of confusion, anger, and something elseâsomething warm and dangerous, something he didnât want to admit he felt. His lips still tingled from the kiss, his skin still burning from where Connerâs hands had touched him, and Y/N had no idea what to say.
"I couldnât just... stand by," Conner said, his voice a rough whisper, his forehead still pressed against Y/Nâs. "I couldnât lose you."
Y/N swallowed hard, his pulse racing as he stared into Connerâs eyes, the weight of everything between them pressing down like a storm about to break.
"You can be so damn reckless," Conner continued, his voice low and strained. "I can't stand it."
Connerâs chest heaved with every breath, his forehead still pressed against Y/Nâs. His heart was pounding, louder than the chaos around them, louder than his own thoughts. There was so much he wanted to say, and for once in his life, Conner Kent wasnât sure where to start. His hands, still gripping Y/Nâs waist and jaw, felt like they were the only things tethering him to reality.
"You can be so damn reckless," Conner finally muttered, his voice low and strained. "I canât stand it."
Y/N was about to snap backâabout to say something sharp or sarcastic, probably both in responseâbut Conner wasnât done.
"You drive me crazy, you know that?" Connerâs voice cracked, a rare vulnerability leaking into his tone. His fingers tightened their grip on Y/Nâs waist, his breath shallow as he tried to piece his thoughts together. "From the moment you joined the team, I couldnât figure it out. I couldnât understand why I was so... drawn to you. It scared me and I just tried to avoid and ignore it and you. But then when you started avoiding me, ignoring me... and I didnât know how to deal with."
Y/Nâs lips parted to respond, but Conner shook his head, not letting him interrupt. "It irritated the hell out of me. Every time we argued, every time you shut me out, it just made me... angrier. But not in the way I was used to. I wasnât just madâI was hurt. And I didnât know how to handle it, so I lashed out. And then Iâd regret it. Every damn time."
Connerâs voice softened, his forehead pressing even more firmly against Y/Nâs. "You always pushed back, fought me at every turn, and instead of backing off, I wanted to fight harder. Because... I hated how much I cared. It didnât make sense to me, not at first. I didnât want to care."
Y/Nâs eyes widened slightly, his pulse quickening as Connerâs words sank in. But still, he remained silent, letting Conner get it all out.
"And then these past 24 hours... I don't know, Y/N." Connerâs voice cracked again, this time from the sheer weight of everything. "Since CJ, Colin, and Camden showed up... I didn't know what to make of that and I just tried to ignore my thoughts and feelings harder. Seeing them, knowing what could be... it scared me. But it also made me realize how much I couldnât stand the idea of losing you. I donât care about the past or the arguments or the crap weâve been through. All I care about is the fact that... I canât imagine my life without you in it."
Y/Nâs breath hitched at those words, and Connerâs gaze softened, his thumb gently brushing against Y/Nâs jaw. "I know I hurt you. I know I pushed you away, and Iâm sorry for that. I didnât know how to deal with itâhell, I still donât, but I canât keep pretending like you donât mean more to me than just... a teammate or a friend. I tried to ignore it for so long, but now, after everything, I canât."
The tension in the air shifted, the weight of Connerâs words pressing down between them. Y/Nâs chest felt tight, his mind spinning as Conner continued, his voice softer now.
"At some point, it started to feel like you didn'tâlike you donât want me around, and it ate away at me. I get it, because Iâve been there too. But every argument, every stupid fight we had... it wasnât because I hated you, Y/N. It was because I was terrified of how much I... cared."
Connerâs forehead finally lifted from Y/Nâs, and their eyes met, the intensity between them crackling like static. "Iâm sorry for all of itâfor making things harder on you. But I need you to know... Iâm not going anywhere. Not anymore."
Y/Nâs heart was hammering in his chest, his head spinning from everything Conner had just laid out in front of him. He wanted to say somethingâanythingâbut for once, Y/N was at a loss for words. He stared up at the Kryptonian, wide-eyed and dazed, trying to make sense of the flood of emotions coursing through him.
But he wasnât done yet.
"Youâre important to me," Conner whispered, his voice barely above a breath. "More than Iâve ever let on. More than Iâve ever let myself admit. And if you need space, if you need time, Iâll give you that. But I canât pretend anymore, Y/N. I canât act like I donât want you in my life. Because I do. I always have."
Y/N swallowed hard, his pulse still racing as Connerâs words finally sank in. Everythingâthe tension, the arguments, the hurtâit all clicked into place. This wasnât just some pent-up frustration or tension from the battles theyâd faced. This was something deeper. Something neither of them had fully understood until now.
Connerâs hands tightened their grip on Y/Nâs waist, his thumb brushing softly against his jawline. "Youâre not alone in this," he said quietly. "Iâve felt everything youâve felt. I just didnât know how to say it. Until now."
Y/Nâs heart was pounding so loudly he was sure Conner could hear it. The rawness of Connerâs confession, the vulnerability in his voice... it was overwhelming, but also something Y/N hadnât realized he needed to hear. Now, at least, he couldn't use the excuse that he didn't understand Conner anymore.
He'd probably still use it though if it helped him win an argument but that's just a toxic habit that will have to be unpacked later at some point.
Y/N blinked up at Conner, his heart still thundering in his chest, his mind racing to catch up with the sheer weight of everything Conner had just laid on the table. He wasnât used to thisâbeing the one someone poured their heart out to. And hearing all of it, laid bare like that, especially from someone as guarded as Conner, it was... overwhelming. Too much, almost.
And as much as Y/N wanted to take a moment, to gather his thoughts and sort through what he was feeling, the weight of the situation was all too literal.
"Wow," Y/N finally managed, his voice breathless, though not just from the emotional onslaught. "That was... deep. Really deep. And you know, Iâd appreciate it more if I wasnât currently suffocating under the weight of your muscled chest."
Conner blinked, surprise flickering in his eyes as he processed Y/Nâs words. The tension broke for just a second, the tiniest hint of a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "Oh, right." He shifted, his body easing off Y/Nâs a little, though he still didnât let go entirely. His arms remained locked around Y/Nâs waist, as if he wasnât ready to fully separate just yet.
Y/N groaned as the pressure eased, the slight relief allowing him to take a proper breath. "Thanks. Youâre built like a tank, you know that?"
Connerâs smile was small, but there was a warmth in it that made Y/Nâs chest tighten. "Iâve heard that before."
Y/N felt the corner of his own lips twitch, the sarcastic comment easing some of the tension between them, but only for a moment. He glanced away, his gaze flickering to the wreckage around them, trying to find somethingâanythingâto focus on other than the sheer vulnerability hanging in the air between them.
But Conner was relentless. His grip on Y/Nâs waist tightened ever so slightly, pulling Y/Nâs attention back to him, grounding him in the moment. "Y/N..." Connerâs voice was soft, almost hesitant. "Iâm serious. I meant what I said."
Y/N swallowed hard, his chest tightening again as he forced himself to meet Connerâs gaze. "I know," he said, the words coming out quieter than he intended. "I... I get it. And... I hear you. Itâs just..." He trailed off, his mind scrambling for something to say that didnât feel too raw, too exposed. Vulnerability wasnât exactly his strong suit.
He let out a shaky breath, trying to force some humor into his voice, though it didnât come out as smoothly as he hoped. "Look, Iâm not exactly great with... feelings, okay? You know that. Youâve seen that. And honestly, this whole thing is... a lot. Itâs a lot to take in."
Conner didnât say anything, just watched him with those intense blue eyes that made Y/N feel like he was being seen in a way he wasnât used to.
Y/Nâs fingers fidgeted slightly against Connerâs shirt, his mind still racing as he tried to find a way to explain how he felt without completely losing his nerve. "Iâm not saying I donât feel the same way," he continued, his voice softer now, more serious. "Iâm just... I donât know, Conner. I donât know how to deal with this. With us. I didnât exactly expect to have you drop... all of that on me right after we nearly died, you know?"
Connerâs lips quirked into a small, almost sheepish smile. "Timingâs never been my strong suit."
"Yeah, no kidding." Y/N let out a breathy chuckle, but it was laced with something deeperâan edge of vulnerability that he couldnât quite mask with his usual sarcasm.
The smile faded from Connerâs face, replaced by that same look of quiet intensity, and Y/N felt his stomach flip. "You donât have to have it all figured out," Conner said softly, his voice steady. "I donât, either. But... I just needed you to know. I couldnât keep pretending like I didnât... care."
Y/Nâs throat tightened again, and he struggled to find the right words. "Youâve... definitely made that clear," he muttered, his voice catching just slightly. His heart was pounding again, that uncomfortable mix of emotionsâfear, warmth, something close to hopeâtugging at him.
There was a long, heavy pause between them, the weight of everything unsaid hanging in the air. Y/Nâs hands, still resting against Connerâs chest, flexed slightly, feeling the steady thrum of the Kryptonianâs heartbeat under his palm. It was steady. Strong. A quiet reminder of the man who had just thrown himself straight into danger, quite recklessly if it may be noted, just to keep Y/N safe.
"Iâm scared," Y/N admitted before he could stop himself, his voice barely above a whisper. It wasnât easy to say, but it was the truth. And if Conner could lay everything bare like that, then maybe Y/N owed him the same. "Iâm scared of... this. Of what this is and means. Scared that at some point, you'll change your mind and go back to ignoring me and pretending like I don't exist. I'm scared of getting hurt, but, I also am really scared of... losing you as well. Don't let that go to your already ginormous head."
"Iâm scared," Y/N admitted before he could stop himself, his voice barely above a whisper. It wasnât easy to say, but it was the truth. And if Conner could lay everything bare like that, then maybe Y/N owed him the same. "Iâm scared of... this. Of what it means. Scared that at some point, youâll change your mind, go back to ignoring me, and pretend I donât exist. Iâm scared of getting hurt. But..." He hesitated, his voice faltering for a moment. "Iâm also really scared of losing you. And donât let that go to your already ginormous head."
Connerâs grip tightened around him, his eyes softening with an understanding that made Y/Nâs heart stutter in his chest. He leaned in, their foreheads brushing lightly as Conner spoke, his voice low and rough, thick with emotion. "Youâre not gonna lose me. Not ever." The conviction in his words made Y/Nâs chest tighten even more.
"Iâm scared too," Conner continued, his voice gentler now, like a confession he hadnât meant to voice aloud. "But we can figure this out. Together. We donât have to rush into anything. Just... give me a chance. Please."
Y/Nâs heart skipped a beat, his throat tight as his fingers curled into the fabric of Connerâs shirt, gripping just a little harder. Whatever was happening between them, it wasnât simpleâfar from it. But hearing Conner lay it all out there, hearing him say the things Y/N hadnât even realized he needed to hear... it made the fear a little less overwhelming.
For a long moment, Y/N didnât respond. He just stared at Conner, the weight of everything settling in his chest, heavy but somehow comforting. "Alright," Y/N finally whispered, the tension in his voice easing, though a small smile tugged at his lips. "But seriously, donât let that big head of yours get any bigger."
Conner chuckled softly, the sound sending a warmth through Y/N that he wasnât quite ready to deal with. But for now, it was enough.
As the group stepped through the Zeta tube, the familiar whirring and beeping of the system was the only sound filling the otherwise tense silence. The battle had left everyone exhausted, and the weight of what theyâd just faced hung heavily over the team. Wally, always one to lighten the mood, was the first to speak up.
âOkay, but can we just take a moment to appreciate how insane it was to see Y/N go full-on wizard against Superman?â Wally said, his eyes wide with lingering awe. âLike, I knew magic was cool, but that was next-level.â
Kaldur nodded, though his expression remained serious. âIt was a battle none of us could have prepared for. The entityâs power... it amplified Superman in ways we couldnât have predicted.â
âYeah, but Y/N went all Gandalf on him,â Wally continued, gesturing wildly. âI thought he was going to pull out a staff and scream âYou shall not pass!â any second.â
Conner, walking silently behind the group, shot Wally a sidelong glance. âIt wasnât funny, Wally. That thing nearly killed him.â
Wally raised his hands defensively. âI know, I know! Iâm just saying, it was impressive. You have to admit it.â
âYeah,â Artemis chimed in, her voice quieter but no less impressed. âHe held his own. I donât think any of us expected him to hold off a superpowered Superman for that long.â
Before anyone could respond, the Zeta tube beeped again, signaling their arrival back at the Cave. As they stepped forward, though, what they saw waiting for them froze everyone in their tracks.
Standing there casually next to the console as if this was completely normal were two very familiar figuresâfamiliar, yet slightly more older, their features more mature, their presence commanding. The older versions of Y/N and Conner were standing side by side, along with CJ, Colin, Camden (perched on his dad's shoulders of course), Zatanna, and Batman, all waiting for them with expressions ranging from amused to unreadable.
The team stood frozen, eyes wide as they took in the sight of their future counterparts. Wallyâs mouth dropped open, and his head darted between the two older men and their younger selves. His brain scrambled to process what he was seeing, but Future Y/Nâs casual greeting broke the silence.
"Hi, kids, welcome back. Did you have fun?" Future Y/N asked, a smirk playing on his lips, as if this whole situation was perfectly normal.
Wally blinked, raising a hand and pointing between the two Conners and Y/Ns. "Uh... you all see the duplicate Y/N and Conners too, right?" he asked, his voice a mix of confusion and disbelief.Artemis rolled her eyes, though she was just as stunned as the rest. "Yes, Wally, we all see them. They're not clones."
Wally, ever the wise-cracker, couldnât help himself. "Well, technically, Conner still is," he quipped, flashing a grin. Both Conners, in perfect sync, rolled their eyes at the comment, their shared exasperation almost comical. Before Wally could revel in his joke, Artemis delivered a swift smack to the back of his head.
"Ow!" Wally yelped, rubbing the spot. "What? It was accurate!"
Future Y/N chuckled at the playful banter, casually crossing his arms over his chest. "Ah, some things never change," he remarked, his tone light and teasing. Then, with a mischievous glint in his eye, he turned his gaze to his past self, a smirk tugging at his lips. "So... how was that first kiss, huh?"
Present Y/N froze, his face instantly flushing a deep red as he stammered, completely caught off guard. "W-Wait, whatâwho said anything about a kiss?!" His voice cracked slightly, and he cast a panicked glance at Conner, who wasnât faring much better. Connerâs cheeks were quickly turning a shade of pink that rivaled Y/Nâs, his eyes darting anywhere but at the group, avoiding everyone's curious stares.
The room fell into a stunned silence as the rest of the team blinked in disbelief, their gazes bouncing between the two. Artemis raised an eyebrow, Kaldur seemed momentarily at a loss for words, and even Batman shifted ever so slightly, though his expression remained as stoic as ever.
CJ and Colin, on the other hand, exchanged grinsâCJâs particularly smug, mirroring the exact cheeky smirk their father wore. The boysâ amusement was palpable, clearly enjoying the show unfolding before them. Little cheeky bastards indeed.
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I need Cooper Howard leaving bruises and marks on a partner for reasons. Marking up his girl all pretty like~
Mornings Echo
Pairing: Cooper Howard/F!Reader
(tw for: rough handling, grinding, biting, threats of violence, skin marking, groping, filthy talk, mild nipple play, jealousy, possessive behaviour) [1.6k words]
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Crashing through the thin wooden door of the shed, a splintering noise squealed free of the old planks as Cooper kicked them shut with an aggressiveness that made your heart flutter. Random tools lined the wall opposite you, the wall to your back completely clear of debris, and a cheeky comment about his actions died in your throat as you quickly found yourself slammed against that same wall with a single fluid shove.
Stars dancing before your eyes as a surprised gasp fills the small area, your body remains stunned for a moment as Cooper stands before you, his hand still pressing harshly into your shoulder as he stares down at you with most of his features hidden by the shadows of his hat. You wrap a hand around his wrist, fingers clawing into the leather coat as you grip at him with equal aggression.
"Fucking ouch." You hiss, attempting to stamp at his foot with the ball of your own as petty revenge guides your movements. "The hell was that for?"
"Ain't sensible to tease a man like that." His eyes ablaze, the anger in Cooper's features is different to his usual rage as something much more muted yet complicated touches at the way his eyes narrow and his face tilts. "It'll get you into the kinda trouble I don't think you're ready to handle."
Tease?
A confused look furrows your brow.
Fresh off an exchange of caps for meds, you hadn't actively payed him enough attention during the transaction to tease him. All you had done was-
Oh.
Ah.
The trader, a lecherous old fuck with jerky fingers and a face that vaguely resembled rotten jelly, had shown an obvious interest in you that hadn't went unnoticed by yourself or, apparently, Cooper.
Never one to pass up the chance for a better deal, your rejections of his advances had been much less violent than you would have liked; but the resulting tolerance of the lingering touches he delivered with his disgusting hands has ensured an extra few capsules tossed in to the exchange.
So no, this wasn't anger that was pinning you to the wall.
This was jealousy.
"You're jealous." You accuse, never one to back down from the truth as his mouth visibly tightens in irritation at the words. "You didn't like me letting that filthy motherfucker think he had a chance! Damn, Cooper, didn't think it was that serious."
"You're free to do what you like and I don't pay your intentions no never mind. But what I can't abide is folks touching things that ain't theirs."
"I ain't anyone's." You reply, matching his tone and accented words with a mocking quality as your free hand shifts up to poke rudely at his chest. "So you can shove that possessive shit right up your ass until it comes pouring out of your jealous mouth."
He's on you in a flash, his quick movements catching you unaware as you squeak out your surprise once more. His mouth is hot against your own, forcing your lips open to claim his prize and steal a filthy kiss which he didn't deserve. A fact you make him more than aware of as you bite down on his lower lip with enough pressure to make him pull away, hissing violently and cursing you out as he does.
"You sure you ain't feral, darling? Biting like a rabid bitch? Better check to make sure."
His gloved hand forces itself within your shirt, accidentally ripping the top button free as it bounces along the floor to disappear under some dusty shelves. It does nothing to deter him though as his fingers drop enough to grope roughly at your left tit, pulling it free of your shirt as your feeble protests die in your throat - heated arousal making any denials difficult.
Fuck- you loved him like this. All business and action, decisive and determined. It was an attitude that had left you screaming louder than the wild dogs which roamed the abandoned wastelands.
Cowboy hat still lovingly perched atop his head, his face dips to your chest to replace his hand and blunted teeth roll across your nipple, the nub quickly peaking due to the cruel attention. His other hand still on your shoulder, both of your hands wrap around the back of his neck to pull him closer as he steals the breath from your throat.
Wordlessly panting, a low grunt escapes you as his teeth sink in to the flesh just to the side of your nipple - the skin there feeling sensitive and raw as he sucks it into his mouth, his intent to leave a livid mark in its wake clear. It's an uncomfortable sensation but hot as hell as you rub your thighs together, feeling the growing moisture there with a lightheaded frenzy making your thoughts fuzzy.
"Fuck, Cooper. You're gonna tear a chunk from me."
"A mighty fine idea. Maybe I will." He mutters into your breast before righting himself, looming to his full height once more. "I bet you'd taste just fine, all raw and bloody. Wouldn't even need to season you like all the others."
Grimacing at his cannibalistic tendencies, a facet of his personality that you didn't indulge in with quite as much enthusiasm, you glance down at the red mark on your chest - the imprint of his teeth visibly denting into the abused skin as Cooper continued.
"I'm sure I also saw that chunky son of a bitch eyeing up your neck so let's see if I can leave an impression there too."
Again moving too quickly for you to protest, Cooper presses his body into your own in such a way that you are utterly unable to move; trapped beneath his heated frame and the definite scent of leather and coppery blood which never seemed to leave him. He wasn't a jealous man typically but you were eager and more than interested in seeing how far this little game would go.
His roughened tongue licks across your pulse point, tasting the accrued sweat and grime which coats your skin and the wet sensation forces a shudder to run down your spine. He could say what he liked, but when it came to being a tease, he would always be the offending party. He seemed to delight in pushing your buttons with casual, lewd comments and finding particular ways of brushing his body against your own - regardless of who was around to witness it.
Tilting your neck to allow him easier access, he accepts the small boon with enthusiasm as his teeth join his tongue in marking up your skin. Soft kisses are interspersed with savage, quick snaps of his teeth and the dual sensations of pain and pleasure are almost enough to drive you insane as you writhe against him. Taking the hint, he pushes his knee between your legs and you instantly start to grind against his thigh - the stimulation enough to allow you to endure the rough treatment of your neck.
Your hand drops to his groin, cupping his hardened length through his trousers as he growls his appreciation into your skin.
"I think I like you when you're jealous." You taunt. "Maybe I should- fuck, Coop!" You cut off as he bites you once more, this time over the sensitive juncture where your neck meets the shoulder. "Maybe I should make you jealous more often."
"Dangerous game, sweetie." He rumbles in response, running his teeth along your earlobe. "I'm being Mr. Nice at the moment and marking up my property just a little bit, but there's always other ways to get the same results."
"Mmm, and what are you going to do, cowboy? Pulling at his head until he was facing you once more, the jealousy in his eyes is replaced by a burning arousal which you knew meant you were in for a solid ride. "Gonna rustle me up in that lasso of yours? Ride off with me in tow."
"Lasso's too nice for one as fiesty and spirited as you. Won't do shit. Any good rancher knows that a quick brand," his hand drops to your chest once more as his fingers poke at the sensitive mark he had suckled into the skin earlier, "would be best at reminding you who you belong to."
Already littered with scars and markings which showcased your journey through the wastelands better than any story could, the thought of a brand wasn't as off-putting as you might have thought and you rub as his cock with renewed vigour through his trousers as you give a contemplative hum.
"Sounds hot. Maybe if you're good and fuck me til I forgive that little shove into the wall," you lean into him and run your own teeth against his ear, "I'll even think about it, handsome."
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Hi! Iâm working on an original character project that I want to include a lot of casual representation in (âcasualâ meaning that the characters donât need a justification for being disabled/fat/POC/etc, they just are because people can and do exist that way in reality!)
I was wondering if you had any suggestions for finding resources for drawing facial differences(and maybe other visible disabilities), especially in a cartoony style. Iâve looked through the Facial Equality Week tag but would like to see more examples, and since my art is so⊠goofy, for lack of a better word, I would love any help I can get in integrating differences without being offensive or upsetting.
Sorry if this is a bother, and thank you for all that you do!
Hi!
I'm not aware of any guides for drawing facial differences specifically (or at least, good ones. There's 1 billion tutorials telling you that scars are just a Singular Line, always, but that's not... correct), but perhaps someone in the notes could help out?
For my own advice, you could check out this old post I made. Because you mentioned your art being cartoony, I would specifically urge you to not overexaggerate facial differences the way they often are. Prime example would be how a lot of cartoons portray strabismus;
It's just a funny gag to them rather than, IDK, how some of us look like. Not to mention that one of these is also a mockery of intellectually/developmentally disabled people with "Derp" in the name, but that's beside the point here.
It's the whole "the character is crazy/stupid/wild/whatever and that's why they have it" that's the problem with how it's often shown. You can also see it in how characters who don't even normally have it will be shown with it for a scene where they're saying something nonsensical, etc.
Another example that's nowhere near as rampant is the like... split-face thing with various facial differences being used. Mostly vitiligo but sometimes also facial palsy. I'm talking about this weirdly perfectly halved face that looks extremely different on each side, often used to signal that a character is two-faced or that the author doesn't know how vitiligo looks like.
[note: vitiligo also shows up on lighter skin. I wanted to make sure it's visible here for tutorial clarity purposes.]
This one is just weird because it straight up doesn't look like that? I have no idea where it came from, but it should go back there. Facial palsy doesn't make someone look like the antique comedy/tragedy theater mask.
Unless I'm forgetting some other annoying cartoon trope, these would be the big ones that you should stay away from.
Outside of that, it's really on a case by case basis on how a specific FD should be drawn because they're so different! A birthmark can just be a differently colored patch of skin, but a craniofacial difference would require some more changes to be included. Alopecia is well, lack of hair, and can be done very easily but ectrodactyly can be more complicated to show properly because of the limitations of a cartoony artstyle when it comes to hands. And while I do think it would be great to see more of those facial differences that tend to not be included in art at all, there's nothing wrong with deciding to go for the things you can represent more faithfully, especially if you're just starting.
I will say that if you're making an honest attempt at being respectful and trying to get it right, most of us will still be excited to see your work. Even if it's not perfect or has some inaccuracies. I will take a "'yeah more or less' correct with a happy, human character" over a "Very Technically correct but tagged as #tw burns and with blood splattered on them" any day.
Lastly, I wanted to share some art featuring characters with facial differences (and other visible disabilities) that are done in a cartoony, or at least somewhat simplistic artstyles (I'm using both terms very widely here, but like. Not Realism) - maybe it will give you some ideas!
Man with Treacher Collins syndrome (also one of the first pieces online where I saw a character with an FD portrayed in such a lovely way! A fav of mine) Girl with Pfeiffer syndrome Too many characters to count! Woman with burns Woman with a limb difference Multiple characters again Animation featuring people with Down syndrome [youtube] Multiple characters, including a girl with neurofibromatosis, a burn survivor, a girl with a cleft lip and another with TCS! [twitter]
If you have a more specific art question ("how do I draw a person with XYZ facial difference?") you can send me an ask on @saszor! I prefer to stick to the writing theme on this blog but would still like to help if you need it:-)
Hope this helps!
mod Sasza
Edit: apologies for the lack of alt text on one of the images, it has been fixed!
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I had sort of a crack idea of what would the non-human twst boys do if their crush or s/o was allergic to them? Savanaclaw and Octonivelle with like the fur allergy and seafood allergy. Maybe diasomniaâs s/o has some sort of fairy allergy? Sorry if this is too silly for you to write, itâs alright if you donât đ
I LOVE THIS BECAUSE I'VE HAD A SIMILAR THOUGHT i'm allergic to cats and i'm like...man what am I gonna do around Grim BUAHAHA...this is a great idea. Nothing is too silly to write my friend!
Non-human Twst boys reacting to a S/O who is allergic to them!
featuring: Savanaclaw and Octavinelle!
general warnings: gender neutral reader, not really proof read \
TW: None! just fluff. and allergies.
Leona
The first time you sneezed around him, they didn't know it was literally BECAUSE of him. This was until you two took a nap together for the first time, and when you woke up he saw your face...Oh, brother. Your eyes were puffy and red, congested, and your nose leaked like nobody's business. He genuinely felt bad about this, but wouldn't let you in on his true feelings/emotions. Without understanding the cause (though he had an inkling) he immediately took you to the doctor.
"They're allergic to me? What kind of shitty nonsense is that?!"
Leona invested in the most expensive of healthcare for you. Allergy pills and whatnot, because he wasn't about to sacrifice his lovely naps with his significant other. No amount of allergy is gonna stop him from getting what he wants, and that is your affection.
Ruggie
"Sooo...basically you're saying you're allergic to me? Cause' im part heyena?"
"It's a little more complicated than that. It's more like...animal dander? I guess?" You didn't seem to certain in your answer either, it was more or less a guess since...well, there wasn't half beast half human where you are from. You can only make an educated guess on why you're so allergic to him based off of the information you had back at home.
Ruggie is honestly so sad about this. He can't afford to get you any treatments or medical help with this, so you two just have to be careful. He does manage to get his hands on some special washing products (probably legally) and takes extra care of what he eats, and how clean he his. He's consistently brushing his hair and cleaning his ears.
"Man i'm such a simp. What's wrong with me?!" ...He isn't used to bending backward for people. But seeing you so sick around him, hurt him even more than his pride, so he of course would do anything to make sure you're as comfortable around him as possible. Ahh...the power of love <3
Jack
He gives me the "I must stay away from you for your own good," Type. Although this doesn't last very long. Jack is incredibly loyal, and he's far too attached to let you go. There's times where he would try and keep a distance (much to your annoyance), but when you began sneezing and itching your eyes you knew he was somewhere nearby. Jack is protective like that, but it pains his heart to see you so sick because of something he cannot control.
He does both a mix of what Ruggie and Leona does. He took up extra part-time jobs to afford good allergy medication for you, the entire works. Pills, eye drops, nasal sprays, breathing treatments...He also invests in high-quality shampoo and conditioner to help rid of his dander and hopefully reduce the amount of shedding he has.
With the amount of hair Jack has, he is CONSTANTLY brushing it and it is CONSTANTLY shedding. He does EVERYTHING under the sun to control this, all for you. Although... this is a partnership! You told him that a relationship goes two ways. You love him regardless of how itchy you may get, and you equally chip in to problem-solve.
You're both loyal to each other until the very end, no matter what trivial matters may get in your way <3
Azul
He knew before you two started dating that you had a severe allergy to seafood, so he made it a point to avoid you. But...that didn't stop YOU from coming to HIM. It was one of the things that drew him towards you, the way even though you were gaining a rash you would still wrap your arms around the back of him. Although it wasn't as bad in his human form, he was always terrified what would happen if he were to unleash his original form.
But worry not! We are talking about the literal king of potionology. He finds a remedy very quickly, and you trust him...a little too fast. He is astonished when he says;
"Take this...the second you drink this your allergies will be something of the past. But be warned-" You grabbed it out of his hand and chugged it. He stared at you with his jaw slacked open, his face turning a deep shade of hot red when you throw yourself onto Azul and place a big fat kiss against his cheek.
He imploded. But hey! his potion worked! He tried to get you to give him some sort of paypack, but you mentioned that your form of payment was in that kiss.
He now demands kisses every time he makes the potion for you <3 It's kind of a silent agreement. He just stares at you after you're done drinking it, and whenever you feign ignorance the point upon his lips is far too obvious.
Jade
The first time you broke out in hives, he remained completely calm. Jade is rather smart, and he understands your allergy must be because of his disposition as a mer-folk. Although in human form, he couldn't help but notice the way you would hide your rashes either behind makeup or by bulking clothing. He was amused by this for a moment, but when he saw it worsen he couldn't help but become worried.
"Why would you go so far for me? what do you gain by allowing yourself to become sick?" When you replied with a blush that you simply liked Jade, thus his shock soon turned into action. He excused himself for a few days to climb mountains and collect the most effective of flowers and medicinal remedies for allergies and put together a potion that you were able to take to alleviate your symptoms.
He isn't the vice house warden for nothing! His talents and magic prowess truly aided him, albeit in a way that was seemingly selfish. It was all worth it for you, though.
But he does use you as an example during a class project in potionology, having you stand up in front of the class while he compares your allergies before and after taking the potion.
He got a 100% in the project. And a Significant other. A win-win for everyone!
Floyd
Floyd is much smarter than he lets on. The moment he hugs you from behind and touches your arm, he notices the rash right away. He eyed it with a frown, and without saying anything he let go of you much to your dismay, leaving you to your lonesome for a few days on end.
You had to admit you missed Floyd, his silly jokes and way of talking, his unpredictable personality, and the attention he would often give y you. While sitting at the table during a free period, your head was propped up against your hand and a sad sigh escaping your lips.
"Ehhhh? Why is shrimpy sitting here all alone? Didya miss me?" A familiar voice teased as arms wrapped around you and something akin to a vegetable drink set in front of you. You gasped and smile up at the tall male, who wasn't wrapping his arms around you as you were used to, typically ignoring the itching of your rashes. He convinced you to drink what he sat in front of you, and although you eyed it with suspicion, you sighed and drank it in one gulp and tightly shut eyes.
Nothing happened. You turned to look over at Floyd, about to question the purpose of making you drink the (surprisingly tasty) smoothie-like liquid but were quickly interrupted by lips pressing against your own.
The kiss caught you off guard and you began to panic, talking about your allergy...before you realized that nothing was happening. No rash, no itchiness, nothing.
"Seeeee? It's a potion. I made Azul make it for me. Now I can touch you as much as I want," He smiled proudly. However he managed to convince Azul would forever be beyond you...
He forgets to give you the potion sometimes, only when you two are cuddling and a rash or itching pops up do the both of you realize it's time for a dose.
Ya'll are so silly for each other <3
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ARSONIST'S LULLABYE
kinktober day 011 | cheerleader!natasha x player!reader
"don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash" â arsonistâs lullabye, hozier
summary. natasha gets more attached than expected after a one-night-stand with the college's infamous player, both on the field and with the ladies. however, she's always been good at getting what she wants.
rating 18+ | word count 7438 (shittt)
note. natasha is 18 and y/n is 19, y/n is described to be masc-representing (eg. cropped hair, compression tee + grey sweats, tattoos, piercings)
note ii. please please please please take your time to read it, you don't understand how long i've spent pondering over every intricacy in this fic.
note iii. drinking game: take a shot every time i say 'don't fall for the player'
kinktober masterlist || main masterlist
Donât fall for the player.
This was a warning, circulating within the hallways of Avengers Institution, whispered under hushed breaths and divine lips.
Students in this renowned college came from all walks of life â from children of billionaires to self-made achievers, from prodigal minds to brilliant brains. One thing stood for certain, though, and that was the infamous Y/N L/N.
It was a rumour, tried and true, that every single girl â regardless of their sexuality, physical appearance, or social status â would all eventually fall under the spell of the schoolâs âplayerâ. Try as they might, victim after victim fell helplessly for an effortless charisma and unstoppable magnetism.
The chase never lasted long, a one-sided apex predator hunt. Once you had your eyes set on someone, there was simply no escaping the undeniable fact that the following morning, that girl would wake up in bed next to you.
Problem was, you had this rule, written in stone: Never sleep with a girl more than once.
Alas came the cruel and vicious cycle of girls falling under your spell within milliseconds, only to have their heart shattered within the next twenty-four hours. Sometimes even less.
Boys looked on in jealousy, girls looked on in intrigue. (Or maybe jealousy, too.) The wiser ones kept a distance, but either way, one fact stood true, the moment one stepped into Avengers Institution.
Donât fall for the player.
Little did you know, soon would arrive a thorn in your plans, an unwanted distraction, your ultimate downfall.
All due to an equally irresistible girl by the name of Natasha Romanoff.
***
âYouâre fuckinâ impressive for a freshman, Natasha,â Pepper whistles, clapping her on the back. âConsider yourself a member of the Avengers Institutionâs cheerleading squad.â
Natasha nods breathlessly, dropping the pom-poms onto the ground. She had just completed a complicated routine for the cheerleading tryouts, a rigorous one with flips and twirls that required pristine balance.
âI guess thatâs expected from a girl who was with the Red Room,â Sharon adds, somewhat snidely. She was another freshman trying out for the cheerleading squad, with a snake-like smile that was coated with too much venom to convey any sort of genuineness.
Natasha returns the smile blankly, false emotions overtaking her face like second nature â propriety, expectations, rectitude. She knew what those words meant, when they put emphasis on the Red Room.
The Red Room, in question, was one of the highest-class organisations internationally that trained talented young female cheerleaders. With a near overly-daunting curriculum, payment fees so impossibly high, and only the most renowned instructors, the Red Room was essentially associated with filthy rich wealth and spoiled privileged kids.
And such comes the tragedy of warped views on capitalism and the unfairness of the world. Sharon leans next to Natashaâs ear in the false pretence of picking something up, but her lips move dangerously swiftly and whisper, âDaddyâs money lets you get everything you want, hm?â
It only takes a second, and then the faux-innocent perpetrator briskly moves away as if nothing had occurred. Natasha stands still, the gripe washing over her back like a cold shower. She steels her shoulders, refusing to be provoked. It wasnât her fault sheâd been born with a silver-studded spoon in her mouth.
Shrugging off the strange looks some of the other girls give her, Natasha hides her annoyance by fiddling with her short skirt. Alongside college came the novelty of less-strict clothing etiquette, and that resulted in the most miniscule cheerleading skirts Natasha had ever worn in her life.
âReady on the count of three,â Carol announces, tapping her clipboard with a ballpoint pen, surveying the expanse of the wide field.
It wasnât Natashaâs fault she simply got everything she wanted.
âOne.â
An invisible force of magnetism pulls Natashaâs gaze to the bleachers above the field, unyielding and unstoppable. There stands a tall and dark figure in a relaxed position, looking directly at her with piercing eyes. A shiver of anticipation sweeps through the air, and Natasha feels goosebumps rise on her skin.
âTwo.â
Aloof charisma exudes from the personâs very presence, so compelling and captivating that it takes Natasha a moment to realise that thereâs another girl standing next to the enigmatic soul. Sheâs chatting animatedly, under a false belief that sheâs got your attention, but Natasha knows better.
Her eyes travel over the personâs sculpted figure clad in a leather jacket, tacit confidence written in your lazy smirk and composed posture. Electricity erupts in Natashaâs bloodstream, sending shockwaves coursing through her mindwires, forcing her to look back up to your alluring, forsaken eyes.
âThree.â
Natashaâs body moves mechanically, practised and poised. The rhythm thrumming from the portable speaker seeps into her practised muscles without her brain actually registering it, still reeling from the sheer impact of you.
If there was a fracture in her composure, if her routine was ever-so-slightly off, if her legs trembled more than it normally wouldâve, Natasha would blame you.
Natasha would blame you and your stupid smirk, your silly leather jacket, your sickeningly magnetic allure. How you made her feel unstoppable with that come-hither gaze, then left her so low when your eyes inevitably left her.
And suddenly, like a golden key slotting into place, the words Natasha had heard whispered in the hallways finally made sense. The coveted prayer that could only be spoken under hushed tones and divine lips.
Donât fall for the player.
When Natasha finishes the series of tumbles that ignites impressed cheers from the senior cheerleaders, she lifts her lowered eyes back to the bleachers.
Only to find your lips locked with the blonde girl from before, your hands creeping dangerously low on her back. You move like a predator python, the silver piercings in your ears glinting in the light with every of your calculated moves.
A burning feeling courses through Natashaâs veins, like an ugly green monster unfurling gradually, indescribable anger making her jaw tick.
Donât fall for the player? Well, now that just sounded like a challenge.
***
Natasha makes her way through the crowd of students filing out from the lecture hall. The chatter fades to a background buzz in her ears as she beelines towards a group of more bearable folks.
âNo, theyâre a sophomore,â Wanda explained, leaning against the locker door.
âWhoâre we talking about?â Natasha intercepts with a curious gaze, slinging an arm around Clint lackadaisically. Professor Bannerâs lectures were highly educational, but he tended to drone on a little, and she could feel the rising boredom making its slow crescendo into the back of her mind.
Clint raises his eyebrows amusedly, then lowers his voice in humorous dramatisation. âThe player.â
Natashaâs face flashes in recognition at your title. Several things flit across her mind in rapid succession â a fetching character, a lofty smirk, and a pretty girl hanging off a forearm.
âSo, this uh⊠Whatâs her name?â Natasha tries to ask subtly, faking an expression of indifference. Clint, as always, side-eyes her with a playfully accusatory glance. Natasha shrugs with an odd feeling of guilt.
âWell, Iâm a sophomore too, so I do have the guilty pleasure of knowing Y/N L/N,â Wanda said with a bit of a grin.
âKnows her in more ways than one!â Sam cackles, ducking as Wanda swipes at him.
Natasha feels that burning feeling rising in her chest again, and perhaps it was due to the knowledge that someone else had experienced being in bed with you â which was arguably silly, because of course you slept with plenty of women, but that didnât quell her growing unease.
âWas the sex really that good?â Clint asks bluntly, folding his arms as he leans against the locker next to Darcy. Natasha chokes on air.
Wanda only raises an eyebrow, as if to question the poor boy of his doubts of your sexual prowess. Her knowing smirk told a thousand tales, of your sentient being seemingly reincarnated from a Goddess of Sex, of your mighty skillset of lust, the ultimate sapphic enigma.
âYou tryna pull a lesbian, birdboy?â Natasha asks dryly, nudging Clint in the rib. The jibe doesnât even give her that satisfaction. Thinking about you again had unnerved her very skin, causing clammy hands and a dry mouth.
âShe leaves all the girls the morning after, though, so donât get your hopes up,â Wanda sighs wistfully, waving her hand in the air as if she prophesied of a legend. âItâs a one-night-wonder. Kind of like an eclipse. Only happens once, but when it does, itâs really astronomical.â
Natasha flexes her fingers to get her blood flowing. All this talk about your specialised skillset in bed was making her heart flutter, in the best way possible, but maybe that per se was the worst thing possible.
Because she might acknowledge that you were attractive, but that didnât necessarily mean she wanted to sleep with you, right?
âAnd thatâs why it's a common tongue around here,â Wanda concludes. âDonât fall for the player. Simple as that.â
On cue, the noise in the hallway comically fades to silence. The gathered crowds of students make way for a quickly striding figure, clad in the same dark clothing Natasha thought about day and night.
Crossing the hallway with an easy purpose and confident composure, you walk past girls who could be seen swooning. Your gaze slides over them casually, sending small smiles here and there but never really quite focusing.
Until your eyes meet Natashaâs, of course. Like a love scene straight out of a drama, your composure cracks fractionally, and your loose confidence is subverted. It only takes a second before your persona snaps back into place.
âHey, Natasha,â A smooth voice spills out from your angel-crafted lips. Your voice runs over her weak-willed skin, suddenly so vulnerable in your presence, and then youâre gone.
Natasha stills in place, staring after your disappearing figure. Your two words had left such a searing imprint into the front of her mind that it was honestly concerning. The chatter rises again, as if you were never there.
âLooks like youâre Y/Nâs next conquest,â Wanda comments, mildly impressed. âGood luck, my friend. Just remember, donât fall for the player.â
***
Why on earth there was a dorm party on the second day of school was a question that would forever remain unanswered.
Perhaps the adolescent spirit was the root cause of it, free and tameless and reckless, or maybe it was the temptation of alcohol and attractive folks, intoxicating and thrilling.
Either way, Natasha was here for a good time, not a long time.
Her short midnight dress flounces as she makes her way over to the partially occupied couch, the rather risky slit making its way up her thigh to reveal awfully beddable skin.
âHey, babe!â Wanda calls enthusiastically, waving her over. Thereâs a Matrix movie playing on the screen, Natasha isnât clear of which one, and there are students sprawled over the couch, the floor, and on each other.
She ends up playing a game of truth or dare with strangers, driven by warm bodies and the repetitive encouragement to indulge in a little bit of âfunâ.
âTruth!â Darcy yells drunkenly, almost crushing her red solo cup of cheap alcohol.
âJeez, woman,â Carol mutters, sighing at the tipsy girlâs antics. âSo, truthâ ever had a threesome?â
A bunch of âoohâs wave like a ripple through the huddle of students, but Darcy answers with surprisingly quick coherence for a woman on her sixth cup of beer. âHell yeah,â she drawls. âY/N and Jane. Best night of my fuckinâ life.â
Natasha feels that wildly uncomfortable feeling of butterflies fluttering â no, thrashing, around in her stomach. Itâs absolutely ridiculous that sheâs so easily unsettled by you.
Said Jane Foster flushes in her seat, clearly embarrassed at having her sex life exposed. She waves a hand, trying to quiet down the growing hoots and whistles. âI mean, is it really that surprising, guys? Iâm definitely not the only one! Okay, jerks, who else has laid with the famed Y/N L/N?â
Immediately, all eleven women in the dorm room have their hands raised. Well, all except Natasha, that is.
âOh, sheâs a free woman!â Valkyrie yells out, pumping her fist, and the crowd of women let out victorious cheers. âOur last standing soldier!â
Natasha smiles awkwardly in the limelight of all these older students, the strangling sensation in her gut growing stronger.
Seriously? âThe Playerâ has already slept with all these pretty girls in her second year? I would never sleep with someone who treats sex so meaninglesslyâŠ
Natasha refocuses on the game, dispelling all her thoughts that seemed to constantly circulate around you. In the bleachers, in the hallway, and now in a dorm partyâŠ
So why is Y/N L/N a muse in my mind? Why is she so inescapable?
After about six rounds of revealing shameful truths and accepting rather pointless dares, Natashaâs ready to ditch the scene altogether.
Sheâs barely touched any alcohol, but it was honestly a shame that her imagination was still so lucid. Getting some of that cheap beer into her system would probably help her to relax quicker, and to stop thinking about you.
âHey, uh,â she whispers to Wanda. The older girl pulls her gaze away from the current life of the party to regard Natasha with a drunken smile.
âWhatâs up, Nat?â Wanda drawls, sprawling forward a little too close for comfort. Natasha cringes at her beer-tinted breath. Wanda murmurs softly, âHey, you got a lil somethinâ in your eye. Looks like a little cloud⊠Oh, thatâs just the light. Silly me, sillyââ
âWanda, Iâm gonna head back now. Donât worry about me,â Natasha says, slightly impatiently but affectionate nonetheless, patting Wandaâs head.
âAwh, okay,â Wanda responds drunkenly, breaking off into a little giggle as Natasha gets up. âHey, Nat?â
âYeah?â
âDonât fall for the player, yeah?â Wanda asks with an innocent smile, but her eyes are reminiscent of a ghost doing its last haunting. Then Wandaâs gone, gone with the wind, her attention lost to the exhilarating game of truth and dare.
Thereâs a moment of quiet in Natashaâs mind, save for the explicit Nicki Minaj song playing in the background with lyrics that would make a stripper blush.
She had heard that simple statement all too many times. Almost like she was meant to hear it. Like it was a premonition, a foreshadowing.
With the odd feeling of being defenceless, Natasha makes a beeline for the door. Sheâs had enough of silly conservations and awful thoughts; conversations that encircled around the subject of The Player, and awful thoughts of hers that always ended up being about you.
However, a shining bottle of cheap alcohol catches Natashaâs attention from the makeshift bartending station, essentially a kitchen counter. âWouldnât hurt, I guess,â she mutters under her breath, reaching out to grab a bottle for herself.
âAh, that beerâs shite. The good oneâs in the cupboard.â
Embarrassingly startled by the familiar smooth voice that greets her, Natasha jumps in her own skin. You again, she thinks with such indignation. What kind of sheer audacity did you have to approach her, after you were making out with another girl just the other dayâ
All coherent thoughts left Natashaâs mind when her eyes rake over your short-sleeve compression shirt that clung to your abdomen and arms like a vacuum-sealed package. Paired with grey sweats, it was such a beguiling mixture of taut muscles and casual wear that had Natasha growing hotter under her skin.
âI guess itâs alright for me to assume Iâve chosen the right attire for today,â you say, folding your arms in a little bit of satisfaction. That has Natasha staring at the black tattoos that decorate your thick forearms, and sheâs half-crazed by the alluring sight.
Perhaps youâre showing off a little more than you normally would, but the girl standing before you was one that had invaded your mind for days on end, which was entirely uncharacteristic of your constantly horny brain.
âCan I ask you a question?â Natasha asks snarkily, returning your confidence with her very own crossed arms. Your eyes donât miss the way her awfully kissable lips form the words on her tongue, and you certainly donât miss the way her crossed arms push up her cleavage.
You lick your lips imperceptibly, and you notice the way Natashaâs eyes follow the movement with a hawk-like gaze. âGo ahead, sweetheart,â you respond easily, taking a single step closer to the object of your desires.
Natasha scoffs at the pet name, but you can see your close proximity subverts her composure in the slightest. Unable to keep your hands to yourself, you reach out to place your hands on her altar-like hips. She bristles under your touch, but she doesnât move.
âWhyâre you so fucking arrogant?â Natasha finally asks, hating how breathless she sounds, struggling to keep cool as your ring-adorned hands thumb the material of her short dress. Youâve got her entrapped between the kitchen counter and your sinfully sculpted body, with no way of escape. (Not like Natasha was looking for one.)
âBrat.â The dry laugh that sounds from your throat has Natashaâs heart pounding, a choked sound of pleasure caught in the back of her throat. Your big hands have moved to her sides, cradling her waist tenderly but withholding power, as if youâre ready to dig your fingertips into her soft skin at any given moment.
She thinks itâs unfair, the way your eyes are damn near psychedelic. Theyâre screens of mercury, smouldering and smoking with the way it trails over her body. If youâre a spark of fire, Natasha is a pool of gasoline that feeds your will.
Hot lips slant against Natashaâs ear lobe, taking it between your teeth as she shudders. Natashaâs breathy release of air as she fights to keep silent has you tugging on her earlobe with pure want.
âCan I ask you a question?â you ask, your voice a touch lower than it had been before, your hands tightening its grip on her deadly hips, the metal of your rings cool against her hot skin.
The overwhelming sensation of your big hands, hot lips and sharp teeth is enough to have Natashaâs eyes fluttering shut. She almost loses control of herself, almost lets herself fall victim to your hypnotic touch â But then you pull away, and a desperate little whine nearly falls from Natashaâs lips.
The cheerleader swallows as she stares at your crafted face, your eyes darkened with something far deeper than want, your lips tugged upwards into a devilish smirk.
âMy room or yours?â
Natasha would like to say that the rest was a blur, and her alcohol-tainted memories got lost in translation â but it was a shameful and unequivocal statement that she had been entirely sober, and yet recalled every single detail of that night to vivid precision.
***
Natasha remembers you pressing her up against your door, a fervent urgency of lust unlocked within the confines of your dorm.
âSo fucking desperate,â you grunt, hips knocking into Natashaâs front as you pin her against the door, lithe legs wrapped around your muscled torso.
âShut the fuck up,â she spits, throwing her head back as your sharp teeth sink into the softness of her porcelain neck. The edge of your canines are hard and unforgiving, just how Natasha likes it, just how you scatter dark hickeys across her pale skin.
You smirk at her brattiness, finding it an exceptionally arousing trait of hers. âPretty girl, youâre not the one in charge,â you tease, with your words and with your hands, dragging your fingertips up and under her short dress.
Natasha remembers her fingers twisting into your hair as you play her like a fiddle, teasing and edging and so blatantly talented like a prodigal concertmaster.
She whines as the cool metal of your rings nudges her nipples, her sensitivity skyrocketing with the shock. âMore,â she tries to demand, but it ends up sounding like a helpless whimper and your hands move with such purpose.
You donât help her cause by taking a hardened bud between two fingers and tugging, cries and whimpers following your fingers. Heaven is the way her breasts look all marked up by your mouth, hardened nipples and raw skin dancing in your vision.
Natashaâs nails dig into your hardened abdomen, scraping at your every muscle for all it was worth. It was something about you, something about the look in your eye, something about the way you commandeered her body with such precision and control like it was meant to be.
Natasha remembers her complete relinquishment of power, giving herself up for you, with a sick urge to be fucked within an inch of her life and then some.
Your right hand slides across her damp inner thigh to brush at her demesnes, and the sheer wetness that awaits your fingers makes you growl against her skin. âSo fucking wet,â you grunt, peeling apart the thin material of her panties that cling to her sodden pussy with strings of slick.
Natasha wails, face completely flushed and so utterly gorgeous, and you canât help but meet her lips with clashing tongue and teeth. She moans as your pierced tongue explores her mouth, and you drink up her cries of pleasure.
âWanna fuck you silly,â you pant against her ear, fingers tracing the outline of her pretty pussy, dragging arousal along with it. Your knee keeps her legs spread nicely apart for the taking, and the vulnerability you bring out of Natasha is perhaps also the hottest thing.
Humiliation is the way Natasha agrees so quickly, nodding dumbly in acquiescence, thinking it would be nice to feel her brain melt to mush with your thick fingers and prodding tongue.
Natasha remembers the earth-shattering pleasure that wracks her body, as you divulge in providing, by leaps and bounds, the best sex sheâs ever had.
Three fingers slide in and out of her dripping cunt at a phenomenal pace, and Natashaâs panting like a dog, tight velvet walls clenching around the thickness of your fingers for all itâs worth.
Finger-fucking her against the door like a heaven-descent, you bask in Natashaâs cries of pleasure. Itâs never been like this, never been this heated. With Natasha, you felt like you were ascending.
âYouâre gonna make a mess on the fucking floor,â you bite, a low gasp caught in the back of your throat. Natashaâs head lolls to the side, high-pitched whimpers making themselves known as she drips down your wrist and her thighs.
Natasha remembers the unravelling, the way her body seizes up out of its own accord, electricity erupting behind her half-lidded eyes.
Your hands dig into the plush of her thighs as you bring Natasha to a stupendous climax. Your fingers curl harshly, hitting her sweet spot and drawing out obscene noises from her.
âFuckââ Natasha chokes out, high-pitched and breathy and absolutely delightful. Her hips jerk in your hands as your fingers move inside her.
âAnother,â you grunt, not a request, and before Natasha can get ahold of her senses your fingers are thrusting again. She wails as your wrist jackhammers into her wet cunt, slick sounds echoing around the four walls of your room.
The second orgasm arrives even more harshly than the first, and Natasha clings onto the broad muscles of your back as you pin her against the door, toes curling and eyes squeezing shut.
She thinks she could find solace in the way your arms entrap her in a certain type of warmth, almost as if you donât want to let her go.
But that would just be a hopeless fantasy, wouldnât it?
Natasha remembers waking up the next morning to an empty bed.
The morning air is too cold on her bare skin. Your side of the bed isnât even warm anymore. You mustâve left ages ago, in the dark of the night, and that thought in itself has Natasha choking on emotions sheâd rather not feel.
Her clothes are still strewn on the floor and the furniture is a mess, a mockery of how far sheâd let you go last night, driven by an inescapable high.
This is the game you play. Toying with girls' hearts like it was childâs play, making them feel like they were one in a million for one night only. All that alluring charisma was ugly and falsified, viewed through rose-tinted glasses.
This is the game you play, and Natasha Romanoff had fallen victim to it.
Donât fall for the player.
Now, it was just another warning sign that sheâd overlooked, and she was just like those other girls, stumbling into your open arms and cocky smirk.
Vehement fury slugs inside the cheerleader, as she forcefully picks up her strewn clothes.
Then she looks around the dorm room, your room, and time stills for a moment.
Sheâd expected it to be somewhat furnished, like all other dorm rooms were, maybe a cactus in the corner or a poster of a rockstar. Instead, your walls are blank and there isnât a trophy or an award in sight.
Youâre the captain of the football team, above average in academics, yet there isnât a trace of the mark youâve left as a student at Avengers Institution. There isnât a trace that youâre a living, breathing human, with emotions that craft your very humanity.
Scarily enough, she feels like sheâs laid in the bed of a complete stranger.
And suddenly, Natasha understands.
Donât fall for the player.
Suddenly, everything feels a little too real, and Natasha comprehends that the statement holds far more depth than what your reputation suggested.
You were just fucking scared.
Scared of commitment, scared of growing attached, scared of being abandoned. You feared getting your heart broken, and thus you feared the longevity of relationships that involved love and romance.
As Natasha picks up her strewn clothes from the floor, with aching limbs and dishevelled hair, only one statement rings in her mind.
Donât fall for the player.
âMaybe I will,â Natasha whispers to the ghost of your handsome, misunderstood self in the room. âBut havenât you heard I always get what I want?â
***
You couldnât fall asleep.
You watch the empty sky as you sit on the empty rooftop of the school at four in the morning, a cigarette hanging limp between your lips. Thereâs an underlying anger bubbling beneath your skin, an itch that you canât find, simply stewing there to your frustration.
Romance was bullshit.
It was plainly obvious from the way girls approached you. Flirty eyes and feather-light touches meant only one thing. And they were all so pretty, so who were you to complain, right?
All those girls always ended up in your dorm bed, sweaty and short of breath. Your heart would pound, and your mind would go wild with endless possibilities of what could happen if they just stayed.
âYou can stay if you want,â you muttered off-handedly to one of your first few hookups in college. The look that the girl returned was so unimpressed that you never asked that question again.
But it was okay, because sex was something that you were good at, and those girls had their fun. It was okay, even if there was something missing. It was okay that your reputation preceded your identity. Even if those expectations spiralled far beyond your control.
With every passing girl you brought to bed, the gnawing hole in your chest only grew bigger. You craved something that you couldnât obtain. Even if your heart was crawling out of its ribcage every time a girl breathed your name, every time she laid a hand on your chest.
Last night, Natasha Romanoff took that gaping hole in your chest and ripped it right open.
âPlease, Y/N,â Natasha had whined, and there was reverent devotion in the way you held her hips, in the way you pulled her close.
âStay,â you had wanted to whisper, so badly, so many times, but her hands were streaking red marks down your back and her body was shuddering under yours.
So you kept your forbidden mouth shut and continued to do what you did best. All the âwhat-ifsâ were just hopeless dreams. You couldnât stay, you couldnât commit. You werenât allowed to, not after the expectations that had been set for you.
Romance was bullshit, after all.
âYou seem troubled,â a female voice announces from behind you, but you donât bother to turn back. Taking your silence as consent, the girl sits next to you.
âGive me a light,â the girl says, leaning closer to you, and only then do you turn to look her over. Blonde girl, 5â8, blue eyes. Freshman.
âSharon Carter, right?â you ask indifferently, and the girl lets out a bemused huff as she makes her comfortable next to you.
âWow, so you do know every girl in this school,â Sharon comments, and thereâs a teasing lilt in her voice that hints at how this is going to end up.
You pull out a cigarette, passing it over to the blonde girl, noting how her fingertips brush over yours for a second too long. âMaybe I do,â you respond with false cockiness, the smirk overtaking your face almost unconsciously.
This is the right thing to do, you convince yourself, as Sharonâs hand creeps to your thigh. One girl after the other. You couldnât get attached.
âImpressive. Put away your light. Itâs healthier to destress in another way,â Sharon whispers, tossing her cigarette to the rough concrete.
What a waste, you think, but then the same could be said about a lot of other things in your life.
For a fraction of a second, you contemplate your existence. You wonder why youâve ended up this way. What youâve done to deserve girls throwing themselves at you when you began to despise all of them.
When Sharon brings her lips closer to yours, and you find yourself meeting her halfway, because youâve done it so many times.
Thereâs this tugging of your heart that almost feels like guilt, but you shove it down and drag your tongue between a set of lips. All too easily, your hands draw patterns across her chest and her thighs, a mastered craft that came mechanically.
Even if it is the right thing to do, it doesnât feel right.
Your head is swimming with unbearable thoughts of Natasha Romanoff, and you try to erase her on the tongue of another girl who could never compare.
It doesnât feel right, but itâs the easy way out, and itâs whatâs expected of you.
Always has been.
***
âFuck, Y/Nââ is the first thing Natasha hears when she meanders into the bathroom the morning after.
She had wanted to get an early start on the new morning, but alas, fate had it out for her.
For a while, Natasha is surprised that she isnât surprised. Youâve got a pretty blonde girl on the bathroom counter, one hand up her skirt and the other twisted in her hair.
The girl throws her head back in a bout of pleasure, and Natashaâs thinking that maybe she looks a little familiar. Itâs her cheekbones, strung high like a haughty prick. âDaddyâs money always gets what you want, hm?â rings in her head.
A spark of fire burns any ounce of indifference Natasha has to ashes. Sharon Fucking Carter.
Sharonâs painted nails were digging into the expanse of your shoulder blades, and it looked downright painful. Your dexterous fingers were plunging into her sodden cunt, rendering her barely coherent.
It all looks so wrong, and Natasha wants to crawl out of her skin before the jealousy eats her alive.
âFucking hypocrite, arenât you?â Natasha spits venomously, hands clenched into fists of fury, making her presence known.
When Sharon jumps away from you like sheâs been burned, Natasha canât help but let evil glee surge through her stomach. Serves you right, she thinks, staring at your dishevelled hair that somehow only made you look more handsome.
Itâs different, this time, with your eyes darting as if you were unsure of yourself. (Astonishing, considering your mean streak of being cold as ice.) Thereâs resentment in the way your face sets, and a type of hurt that causes Natasha to falter.
âDaddyâs little bitch,â Sharon scoffs, fixing her skirt with no attempt to hide her disdain. âWhy donât you fuck off, huh?â
Natasha scoffs, eyes widening in fractional aggression. âI-â
âYou should go, Carter,â you say monotonously, almost defeated but wavering on the edge of frustration.
The blonde girl whips her head around to stare at you with incredulousness written in her wide eyes. She lets out a dry laugh of betrayal. âFuck, look at the two of you. Match made in hell.â
The bathroom door slams shut with a piercing thud. Both you and Natasha donât flinch.
âYou didnât have to call Sharon a hypocrite,â you mumble, flicking your head back to look in the mirror.
Thereâs something off about you that no one else has ever had the privilege of seeing. It makes Natashaâs heart soar and her blood boil simultaneously.
âShe wasnât the one I was calling a hypocrite.â
A moment passes between the two of you where you flick an invisible switch.
âIâm the hypocrite, Romanoff?â you ask, evidently provoked. A crazed look in your eyes draws Natashaâs attention, because youâre putting on a false facade all over again.
âAm I the hypocrite for fucking another girl? Itâs all I do, isnât it? Thatâs what Iâm known for. You donât get to be so butthurt because you were just a one-night.â
A sickly sourness lines your mouth as you spew words that arenât true, because your heart was fighting every battle to get to Natasha Romanoff.
âWhat youâre failing to realise,â Natasha begins stately. âIs that this isnât about me. Fuck it if Iâm just another girl on your ever-growing fuck list. Because maybe I am. But youâre lying to yourself if you think youâre happy.â
âOh, so now youâre determining my emotions for me,â you retort with as much snark as you can muster. âYou werenât acting this high and mighty last night in my bed.â
âQuit the act,â Natasha scoffs, then letting a bittersweet smile cross her face. âYouâre hiding behind weak retorts because youâre scared. Scared of being alone. But you donât have to be anymore.â
Lost, your hands twitch, and you allow yourself to believe that maybe Natasha is your salvation. Defense mechanisms kick in, but you know youâre fighting a losing battle.
âSorry to disappoint, Romanoff, but donât try to play therapist. Iâm not some kind of victim youâre going to diagnose,â you sneer. âIâm free to do whatever the fuck I want without your judgment.â
âFree?â Natasha asks, an incredulous look in her eyes. She laughs in mockery with an unwavering gaze. âYouâre not free. You canât go a day without fucking a girl. Youâre a prisoner, and youâre shackled by your own desires and wants. Except this time, that luxury has become an addictive coping mechanism.â
Dark eyes flash with a glimmer of danger, and youâre so much like a trapped animal gone hostile that Natashaâs heart breaks a little.
âYouâre wrong,â you answer, but your hands are shaking so violently that you hardly seem like the person she once thought you were.
Where complete equilibrium once was, a desperate frenzy of unease is what exudes from you now. Natasha feels a twinge in her heart when you whisper âYouâre wrong,â again, this time substantially more quiet and resigned.
âProve it, then,â Natasha challenges, bringing a hand up to cup the side of your face. Her eyes search yours so desperately, and youâve stripped naked in front of a hundred girls, but youâve never felt more vulnerable. âProve that youâre more than whatever they say about you.â
With the strange urge of tears pricking at your eyes, you stare at Natasha with all the hopelessness any broken heart could muster, and for a moment you can see the doubt in her eyes. Like youâve disappointed her, just like all the girls whoâs hearts youâve broken.
But when you first kissed Natasha Romanoff, it was never going to be just another one-night, was it?
With the final semblance of humanity in your burden-stricken mortality, you drag a shaky thumb along Natashaâs cheekbones like itâs the most delicate thing in the world, and the deeply-rooted self-loathing inside you fades away, just a little bit.
Your parted lips meet Natashaâs in a prologue to an unfinished symphony. You delve in like sheâs your last lifeline, and maybe Natasha is, from the way she rests her fingers on your hips with a gentleness youâve never experienced.
A carnal urge washes over you, because this time youâre not afraid to admit that you want Natasha Romanoff. You spread your hands, feeling up as much of her as you can, running it down her back then squeezing at her rounded assâ
And then Natashaâs pulling away, and only then do you hear the cluster of footsteps approaching the washroom.
âTonight,â she whispers with a hint of smirk. Natasha goes on her tippy-toes to press a kiss on the tip of your nose, and then sheâs gone.
You stand there with wide eyes, in the washroom where students filter in, lingering with the ghost of Natasha Romanoffâs lips and a piece of your heart melted onto the floor.
***
You were positive you were going to start ripping off your skin if you didnât start fucking Natasha Romanoff in this exact moment.
But that would be a bad idea, because you were in the middle of a psychology lecture, and Professor Harkness probably wouldnât appreciate that.
After a torturous hour of you shifting in your seat, you sprint out the lecture hall. Thanking the heavens that it was your last lesson of the day, you dodge and weave through the crowd of students in the hallway.
âHey, Y/N,â A small group of sophomore girls call out, checking you out like a piece of meat. Normally, their flirtatious winks and little skirts would have you folded in an instant, but you couldnât wait a moment longer.
You send them a polite smile and continue on your hasteful journey, missing the comical way their faces fall.
Upon your dutiful research, you knew where Natashaâs dorm was located, but you planned to stop by your own dorm to pick up a little something. (Okay, maybe the something wasnât that little.) You yank open your door with purposeâ
Only to find Natasha already sprawled out on your dorm bed, dressed in one of your shirts and nothing else. You almost pass out. Almost.
âNat,â you groan, locking the door behind you. âYouâre gonna kill me.â
âNot before I come, Iâm afraid,â Natasha sighs with a pleased smile. She beckons you over with a come-hither motion, spreading her legs in invitation.
You bite back an affected noise in the back of your throat, pushing Natasha back down on to the bed with fervour. With a crushing sense of urgency, you slide your hand between her pretty thighs, not waiting a single moment.
âSlow down,â Natasha instructs, tilting your head up to stare at her blown pupils. âTake your time. Donât just fuck me. Do it like you mean it.â
Upon hearing those words, a rush of pride washes over you and then youâre so eager to please, desperate to somehow prove yourself.
Your fingers find the hem of her shirt and tug it over her head, revealing the bare mounds that are Natashaâs tits. A shaky exhale leaves your lips as your fingertips experimentally brush over her hardened buds.
âGod, youâre built,â Natasha moans, running her hands over the edges and curves of your muscle. Itâs tight and taut under her touch, so defined and carved.
You shudder under her explorative touch, returning your attention back to the beautiful girl in front of you.
You were so used to hot, fast, explosive sex that turning back time was such a jarring awakening of everything that you were missing out on.
It put things into perspective, that you had never actually made love. And since this was your first time, you were determined to do it right, especially for Natasha.
You trail open-mouthed kisses down her sternum and stomach, savouring the taste of her skin. Your hands grasp at her tits, enjoying the feel of it in your hands.
Youâre experiencing things you never got to experience, like the rise and fall of Natashaâs pale chest, the way her eyelids flutter gently.
Temporarily avoiding where she needed you most, you hear Natasha let out a whine. You tease her hole with your tongue, smearing her slick messily.
âFuck,â Natasha curses, winding her fingers into your hair. âPlease, I need it,â she whines, as you lick at her clit.
âMâkay, baby,â you mumble against her wet folds, because you could never deny Natasha of anything, could you?
You slide your tongue in her twitching pussy, and begin one of the most passionate love-making sessions
You listen out for when Natasha hitches her breath, when her hips stutter, when she mewls out. You learn the instrument of her body, understand and test out the different reactions you can draw out.
After minutes of what seem like pure bliss with erratic breaths and pleading keening, you speed up and the reaction is immaculate.
âY/N,â Natasha cries, as your tongue goes in and out of her dripping cunt. Her slick goes down her thighs and your chin, making the most obscene noises.
Itâs wet and squelching, and you proceed to devour Natashaâs pussy for everything itâs worth.
For a millisecond, Natasha wonders if anyone has ever died from being eaten out too passionately. Erotic Oral Overdrive, maybe.
Her first orgasm comes in a gradual crescendo, her hips rocking in waves as you dutifully match her unwinding.
Natasha lets her eyes flutter shut as the moment overwhelms her senses. Until the silence is finally broken by you.
âGot a little something for you,â you say with a quirked brow, sliding your hand into the bedside cabinet to retrieve that little something.
âOh, fuck,â Natasha whines, upon seeing the biggest strap-on toy sheâs ever had her eyes upon in her life.
You ease in the cock with no amount of trouble, through Natashaâs already slick cunt. You start with a gentle pace, because youâre trying to be slow.
Apparently, Natasha has different plans this time around.
âHarder,â Natasha growls, digging her nails into your muscled back. You let out a low gasp, because youâre already so deep inside her divine pussy, and you didnât think you could go any deeper.
Gripping her thighs and spreading it as far apart as you can, you thrust impossibly deeper and your hips slap against Natashaâs.
Her eyes roll back, and she arches off the bed as you continue to thrust and make a nest for yourself inside her.
âY/N, unghâ please, fuckââ Curled toes wrap around your back as she writhes against the bed.
With the way your cock bulges against her skin, youâre quite sure you could actually split Natasha in half. Sheâs clawing at your back, calling out your name to the ceiling.
When you pull out, Natasha whines, velvet walls clenching tighter around to keep you deep inside. But then you thrust all the way in again and a scream rings around your dorm room.
You donât give a flying fuck about the noise level as you pound into Natasha, splitting open her pretty little pussy. âSo fucking tight and wet,â you moan into her ear. âAll for me, baby?â
Itâs fucking possesive, the way you manhandle her to look at her rolled-back eyes and slack jaw.
âMhmâ yes! Oh God, yes, please, Y/N!â Natasha shrieks, clenching so tight you swear you can feel her wet pulse through the huge strap-on.
But it isnât just any strap-on, and Natasha realises this with a breathy gasp, because itâs a squirting strap-on, and then youâre unloading into her ruined cunt with a deep growl.
Natasha wails, legs in the air, as you pump your seed into her pussy. Itâs thick and flows out in pumps, and she milks your cock dry.
âGood girl, Nat,â you breathe, rocking in slow motions so she can recover from her high.
Finally, you collapse on top of Natasha as she lets out a breathy laugh. âWhat happened to not fucking the same girl twice?â
âYouâre infuriating,â you grunt, rolling your hips once in retaliation. You delight the small victory of Natasha whimpering under you.
Natasha rolls her eyes at your impertinence, leaning up to press a small kiss on your forehead. âInfuriating? More like irresistible.â
Itâs your turn to laugh, grasping her hips and pulling her impossibly closer. âYouâre right,â you whisper truthfully. You think you could stay like this forever.
âStay if you dare,â Natasha whispers, letting her hand trace over the curvature of your angled face. As you lay above her, you turn your head so that your lips brush against her palm.
Your warm lips are so delicate that Natasha could almost weep, and thatâs all the response she needs before breathing a gentle sigh, hence letting sleep drift her consciousness away.
For the first night amongst many, a quiet calm settles in your dorm room âtil the sun rises again.
***
Donât fall for the player.
Once upon a time, that used to be a warning, circulating within the hallways of Avengers Institution, whispered under hushed breaths and divine lips.
Tried and true, was the rumour that every single girl in this school would eventually fall victim to The Playerâs effortless charisma and unstoppable magnetism.
And this might be true, because whenever you strolled the hallways or scored a touchdown, you were bound to have admirers cheering your name or flirty winks thrown in your way â However, there was a catalyst. A change, if you would.
Boys looked on in jealousy, girls looked on in intrigue. (Or maybe jealousy, too.) What used to be a smooth mouth and wandering hands became a delicate kind of control, saved for only one particular student.
Gone was your blatant charisma and swagger in treating other girls, because now there was only one on your mind â Natasha Romanoff. Be it in on the bleachers, in the hallways, or during dorm parties, never were you seen without the girl who always got what she wanted.
And that included the very subject of the mantra that defined Avengers Institution:
Donât fall for the player.
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Date Night Surprise
SYNOPSIS: Trying to get anything out of Dean after a hunt seems impossible - especially when he's trying to surprise you with a date night.
PAIRING: Reader x Dean
WARNING: mentions of alcohol
CHARACTERS: Dean Winchester
FANDOM: Supernatural
You first notice something off about Dean when he brushes off your questions about the latest hunt. Usually brimming with theories on how it could have happened, today he's unusually tense, muttering about "complications" and "next time." You figure it must have been a tough case, another monster that got away or a plan gone sideways.
Throughout the day, he disappears into the garage for extended periods, claiming he's "working on Baby." Sam seems equally tight-lipped when you ask him what's up with Dean, only offering a knowing smile and a shrug. Frustrated and a bit worried now, you resign yourself to giving Dean space, hoping he'll open up eventually.
By late afternoon, Dean finally emerges, looking slightly less tense but still preoccupied. "Hey," he says, catching your eye. "You free tonight?"
You nod cautiously, unsure where this is going. "Yeah, I'm free. What's up?"
Dean's lips curl into a mischievous grin. "Great. Get ready around seven. Wear something casual, and meet me in the kitchen."
With his smirk turning into a full grin, Dean disappears down the hall, leaving you more confused than ever. What is he planning? Is this some sort of apology for being distant all day?
At seven o'clock sharp, you make your way to the kitchen, dressed in jeans and a comfortable t-shirt. Dean is already there, setting out an array of items on the tableâa bottle of your favorite wine, a takeout container from your preferred taco joint, grocery store flowers, and a map spread out, showing the local town.
"Surprise," Dean says, his smile widening as he sees you enter. "I know today's been weird, but I've been planning this."
Your confusion gives way to a wide grin as you take in the spread before you. "You did all this?"
Dean nods, gesturing for you to take a seat. "Yeah. Thought we could use a break from the usual. Wine, tacos, and a walk along the boardwalk. What do you say?" He finishes, handing you the flowers.
You can't help but laugh, feeling touched by Dean's effort to make your night special despite his earlier distractions. "I say it sounds perfect." You inhale the flowers - they smell amazing.
Over dinner, Dean fills you in on the details of his dayâtrying to find a good rated taco place, the frantic hunt for your favorite wine, and the nervousness that you might catch on before he was ready. He admits to roping Sam into helping with the flowers and confesses it was Sam's idea to take a stroll by the beach.
As the evening progresses, you and Dean leave to stroll along the beach, enjoying the cool summer breeze and each other's company. You talk about everything and nothing, savoring the rare moment of peace and normalcy in your chaotic lives.
Later, under the soft glow of the boardwalk lights, you find yourselves standing by the water's edge, hand in hand. Dean looks at you, his green eyes reflecting moonlight dancing on the water.
"I just want you to be happy," he says quietly, his voice rough with emotion. "You deserve it."
You squeeze his hand gently, overwhelmed by his thoughtfulness. "Thank you, Dean. This is... all I want."
Dean pulls you into a warm hug, kissing your head and then resting his chin on the top. "Anytime, sweetheart. I'd do anything for you." He exhales big, shoulders dropping and for once, feeling relaxed and calm.
As you lean into him, watching the moon sparkle and dance on the waves, you realize that despite the day's normalcy of Dean Winchester being a little weird, he has once again proven why he's not just your partner in hunting but also your partner in life.
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There are very few things I find more sinister than liberalism's consistent refusal to acknowledge reality outside of the world of their ideals. We sometimes pass around the more egregious examples of this and ridicule the disconnect, but at its core it's something very unsettling.
To the reality of a normalized systematic violation of people's dignity and life, liberalism's only answer is to close its eyes, recite the 1949 declaration of human rights or whatever other document it finds more suitable, and declares those transgressions to be illegal. Where is the inalienability of the right to shelter or food when struggling workers are evicted and left homeless to die of exposure because the bank or the landlord did not get paid? Where is the equality of every human at birth when more than half of the earth's population was condemned at the moment of their birth to forever toil for a foreign or national capitalist extracting their land's wealth? Where is the right to equality under the law when each and every judicial system so clearly favors those who provide the courtroom's electricity? Where is the right to freedom of expression when the bourgeoisie's media conglomerates slander every organized member of our class and forever maintain the monopoly of debate? Where is the representation in electoral systems without any accountability measures beyond a choice every 4-5 years and which consistently defends the interests of a class foreign to our own?
You see, every single one of these examples is simply a glitch, a fault in the perfect liberal system. And it does not matter how permanent these supposedly incidental flaws are, because the system is supposed to work for everyone. Things really aren't that complicated, you unruly worker, you traitorous agent. Why don't you keep on producing value like a good little laborer and let our analysts and economists tell you how good your life really is?
Liberalism's school of thought requires disdain for the social majority, because it also requires a total indifference to the unrelenting pain and indignity our class suffers, especially in the imperliazed world. The way in which that indifference manifests is vile too. Not only does liberalism cause, protect, and worsen the exploitation on which it stands, it also cries crocodile tears at its own inhumanity. It offers a myriad of solutions, based on its nominal ideas of an incorporeal justice and freedom. But the same hand it offers us is the same hand with which it pushes us down further into the sea of injustice that it created.
And what happens when the subjects become tired and aware of this game? The patina of compassion and justice is scrubbed off, revealing the intricate structure of capital. It will use every resource avaliable to slander, sabotage, mutilate, rape, traumatize, torture, murder every single worker who dares to build a world for themselves. In spite of the sheer brutality deployed every time, sometimes it's not enough and we win. And it makes sure every other worker either forgets it ever happened, or creates an vilified image of it. Afterwards, of course, the mask of normalcy returns.
There is no endgame for liberalism, no ultimate real purpose. The normal affair of things will continue to function as they always have, the same interests will be defended, the same threats and punishments will be levied against the working class, the same things will continue to worsen, and capital will continue to reproduce. No one is less aware of what liberalism defends than liberals themselves. And at the same time, no one else has such a sharp intuition of exactly what they are supposed to defend. No common liberal will ever willingly tell you that they support the violence we suffer constantly, but oh will the hairs at the back of their necks stand up when you ever dare to question their status quo.
#seriousposting#this is a different style to what I usually post but I had the need to write something like this
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Southern Charm (Rafe Cameron x Reader x Chase Andrews)
Warnings: NON-CON, stalking, underage drinking, crossover
â„ you donât have to be familiar with Where The Crawdads Sing to follow along with any characters in this fic. Just know that heâs a 1960s version of Rafe with a domestic violence + attempted rape charge
â„ banner by @vase-of-lilies | divider by @firefly-graphicsâ
summary: Privileged assholes always want what they canât have. Or, alternatively, you turn down the wrong guys one too many times.
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Chase Andrews was one of the proudest men you ever knew. He was also one of the most determined, so, in truth, you didnât know why you expected anything less when you turned him down more than three months ago. You hadnât given it much thought, to be honest. He was a simple guy asking out a simple girl, and the rejection shouldnât have been any more complicated than that.
Youâd forgotten that you were dealing with Chase Andrews.
If you hadnât been so determined to get home before your mom threw a fit, you mightâve paid more attention to the way his face had fallen. You mightâve noticed the slight tightening of his jaw, the way he pulled his lip between his teeth, or the way heâd completely faltered altogether as if your refusal had been the last thing heâd expected. You might have even noticed the glint that passed through his eyes, signaling less than friendly thoughts as you tossed him a quick apologetic smile.
If you hadnât been in such a hurry, you just might have noticed the way he stared after you, half in disbelief and half affronted.
You hadnât though, and so youâd made your way home none the wiser to the dark thoughts brewing behind a familiar face. Youâd greeted your mom with a quick hug before hurrying to your room. You plopped your purse down onto your bed without another thought spared towards Chase Andrews. After all, he was a simple guy whoâd asked out a simple girl that only resulted in an equally simple rejection.
What had there been to linger on?
You hadnât even brought it up to Kie, thatâs how insignificant it had been to you. You told your best friend everything, and somehow, it really had slipped your mind that pretty rich boy Chase Andrews had asked you out on a date. It was only weeks later when you were forced to think on it some more did you realize that deep down, youâd written the whole thing off as some cruel dare.
It seemed like something right up his alley, pushed into it by equally troublesome friends.
You didnât grow up along the rougher areas of the island, but that also didnât mean youâd spent your time growing up around guys like that either. Guys like Chase grew up with everything and anything they could want, unfamiliar with the word ânoâ. You grew up fortunate, that you would always admit, but you hadnât grown up like people like Chase. You hadnât been raised to walk through life with the assumption that anythingâand anyoneâwas yours if you wanted it.
SoâŠmaybe that was why you hadnât anticipated any of it.
The sound of your name being called made you slow to a stop, and when you turned, the face matched the voice. Dark, almost black looking, hair and steel blue eyes contrasted against fair skin that looked like it barely saw the sun in spite of how much you always saw him out and about. Before youâd felt nothing at the sight of him, apprehension now gripped you instead.
Chase Andrews was a determined man.
âYou heading home?â
It was a silly question.
He knew you were.
âYeah,â you evenly told him.
He replied before you could give him some halfhearted reason as to why you needed to hurry away from him.
âWell, let me walk youâŠâ
It was tempting, even if just for the sake of placating him. After all, maybe if you gave him a crumb, heâd be satisfied for the time being, but you wondered what kind of effect that deep southern drawl had on other women in town. You saw the way they flocked to him and hung off of his every word. There was something about that face that was disarming, you had to admit, but you didnât make a habit of hanging around guys like Chase for a reason.
You were just about to refuse him, the umpteenth rejection within months, when it was his turn for his name to be called.
The familiar voice had contrasting reactions from you both, a slight frown between your brows while the dark-haired man sported a teasing grin when he turned around. You took the opportunity to take a step away from him, glad that he was too distracted by the sight of his cousin to notice. Dealing with one spoiled rich boy was one too many, never mind the presence of two.
Rafe Cameron was just as tall, just as pretty, just as rich but far more entitled than his dark-haired counterpart. He was an impulsive short fuse compared to Chaseâs icy disposition. Where Rafe got into fights on the beach brought on by a coke fueled rage, Chase got drunk and harassed any unsuspecting less fortunate inhabitant who crossed his path. It had been years ago, but you could still remember the sound of his voice as he threatened to have some kidâs dad fired for simply bumping into him.
Rafe was proud to be an asshole while Chase liked to pretend that he wasnât.
On their own, they were bad enough, but once together, you shuddered to think of what they couldâand hadâaccomplish.
You only glanced over your shoulder once more as you quietly escaped what couldâve been another awkward encounter. Chase was already grinning at the dirty blond, an excited lilt in his voice as he talked about some party happening this weekend. In your efforts to make sure you were getting away unseen, your own gaze connected with a familiar blue one.
Rafeâs expression was even as he drank you in, nary an emotion flitting across it as he somehow both listened to the other man and kept his attention on you. A soft North Carolina breeze blew by, ruffling the few strands that grazed his forehead, and when his blue eyes lowered, straying from your own gaze and to parts of you youâd rather they didnât, you finally turned back around.
Rafe Cameron, years ahead of his cousin, had asked you out once in high school. Youâd been bolder then, less mature and lacking more than half the patience you carried now. You hadnât just rejected him, but youâd told him in no uncertain terms that you didnât like guys like him. Youâd long suspected that he never really got over that, and you didnât need to look over your shoulder again to confirm that he was still looking at you.
You could feel the heat of his gaze pressing down onto your back.
âJust give me five more minutes and then Iâll be ready,â Kie promised you, briefly touching your arm before hurrying into the back of her familyâs restaurant.
The place was pretty packed today which made her parentsâ decision to let her take off all the more surprising. Sarah Cameron was in the corner somewhere with her boyfriend Topper, the blonde throwing you a friendly smile when you came in. She was a lot closer to Kie than she was to you, and in truth, that was more so your doing than hers.
Rafe just wasnât someone you wanted to interact with if you could help it, and considering that he and Chase were joined at the hip more like brothers than cousins, the desire to steer clear was doubly so.
You had just pulled out your phone to check your messages when a shadow passed over you. You didnât pay it much mind, but the feel of their body heat mingling with yours clued you in on the fact that whoever they were, they were too close for comfort. You were both surprised and resigned when you heard a familiar voice.
âPicking up for Cameron.â
You tensed at the sound of that smooth voice, shrinking in on yourself as you continued to look ahead. Rafe knew that you knew he was there, and you could feel his eyes on you as you stared in front of you, waiting for Kie to return. You heard the blond next to you let out a small sigh, and you only glanced at him when he dared to move closer.
âYou know,â he slowly and softly began, leaning in just a tad. ââŠyouâre kind of hurting my cousinâs feelings.â
That was the last thing youâd expected to come out of his mouth, and you looked at him with a deep frown. There was a small smirk dancing on Rafeâs lips, the corner of his mouth quirked up just a tad, but there was an earnestness in his eyes that hinted at some truth in his words.
âIs that so,â you murmured, looking away. âI doubt that.â
You heard Rafe chuckle, but it was bitter, dry and lacking humor.
âHe really hasnât been anything but nice to youâŠand you treat him like garbage.â
Rafeâs voice had lowered some, an edge to it that forced you to look at him again. His expression wasnât so mirthful, a smile or anything close to it nowhere in sight. Despite the volume in the restaurant, you felt like you and Rafe were the only ones in the place, and you swallowed.
ââŠand how do I do that? By politely turning him down?â
You kept going before he could intervene.
âHow else should I do it? OrâŠwould you be happier if I just didnât turn him down, at all?â
You watched Rafeâs jaw tick as he ran his eyes over you, an iciness creeping into them that made you shudder. He stared at you just like that for what felt like a long time before finally speaking again.
âWhatâs your problem, Y/N?â he slowly wondered. âYou think youâre too good for him or something?â
Such a thought was a great sin to guys like Rafe.
They had money and looks and influence, and so, that put them at a place where no one was off limits. The mere thought that you might think you were too good for his cousin Chase had his eyes flashingâŠbecause it wasnât just about the dark-haired man. If you thought you were too good for Chase, then you thought you were too good for Rafe, and with just one look into a familiar blue gaze, you could tell that Rafe was transported back to senior year when you told him quite plainly what you thought of him.
âI donât like guys like Chase,â you evenly told him.
You paid no mind to the way his expression hardened as he looked away. Rafe sniffed, pulling his lip between his teeth before meeting your gaze again, his own challenging.
ââŠand what is Chase like? What are guys like thatâŠlikeâŠ?â
Rafe was almost daring you to say it, to insult him and his family, and foolishly, you were glad to.
âSpoiled, entitledâŠguys who lose their temper when they donât get their way,â you told him, holding his gaze despite how uncomfortable you felt. âYou know.â
You pushed yourself to your feet just as Kie returned. She was in the middle of apologizing for the holdup when she cut herself off, coming up short at the sight of Rafe beside you. You were already walking away and urging her to follow before she could even acknowledge him.
âWas he bothering you?â she sternly asked the second you both made it outside.
âNo,â you lied with a sigh. âJust Rafe beingâŠRafe.â
âGood,â she said with relief. âHeâs been hanging around here a lot more, and as long as he isnât causing trouble, who am I to tell him where he can and canât go, but if he was bothering you, Iâll get my dad to ban him, I swear.â
A laugh was caught in your throat when her words registered. You frowned a bit as you followed her to her jeep, confusion filling you as you hopped inside.
âHe has?â
âYeah, him and Chase,â she groaned, starting the vehicle. âNeither of them gave that much of a fuck about my parentsâ place beforeâŠâ
You clicked your seatbelt with a frown, looking out of the window.
You told yourself that it was just a coincidence. The thought was laughable because when it came to guys like Chase and RafeâŠthere were no coincidences. You really hadnât taken Chase seriously when heâd asked you out all those months ago, and the sentiment had held anytime he tried to approach you after. It was exhausting to keep turning him down, politely at that, and to ignore your increasing discomfort.
Chase had a way of crowding you, making you feel so small and at his mercy. The kindness in those blue eyes of his was never genuine, and you never had been fooled by that smooth baritone of his. He always had a look on his face like he was in on some joke youâd just never get, and to make it worse, he made you feel like you were the butt of it.
Truthfully, you didnât know what Chase wanted with a girl like you, anyway.
You werenât the partying type, so youâd definitely be no fun for him, and youâd never been eager to stroke his ego and tell him that he was even prettier than he believed. You came from money, sure, but not the kind that would make his mom satisfied. The woman had been convinced that some poor harlot was going to trap her son and swindle him for everything he had since he was a kid.
You really didnât get what he wanted with you.
Both him and Rafe, to be honest.
Both were about as deep as a kiddie pool, but Rafe had always had a type, and you certainly werenât it. You saw the kind of girls he hit on at parties, the kind of girls he walked around with, the kind of girls he slipped some free coke to. Rafe was nothing if not consistent in that regard, which made that moment in high school all the more confusing.
What made it even more confusing was that Rafe was obviously still hung up on it years later.
Unlike Chase, however, one hit to his ego was one too many.
âChaseâŠwhat are you doing here?â
It was hours later when you found yourself standing on your steps. No one had been more surprised than you when your mom announced that Chase was here to see you. Your dadâs pinched face was burned into your memory as your mom forced him to mind his business.
The dark-haired man before you let out a chuckle, but it soundedâŠoff. It didnât sound like a laugh born from amusement, but one bred from confusion instead.
âIâm wondering the same thing,â he told you, although his smile didnât reach his eyes. âYou must have rejected me aboutâŠseven times by now.â
He laughed to himself again, his white button down pulling as he leaned against the porch post.
âI guess I just want to know why.â
His expression was polite, but his eyes told a different story, and you didnât need to study the blue of them to know that heâd talked to Rafe. You forced yourself to take a deep breath, crossing your arms over your chest as you briefly glanced away. You could feel his unwavering gaze, both studying you just for the hell of it and because he wanted to know what you were thinking.
âIâm sure Rafe told you why,â was your remark.
When you looked at the dark-haired man, his own jaw had tensed some, face taut, and he nodded with a glance towards his feet.
âLookâŠIâm not the kind of guy you think I am,â he finally said, perfect teeth winking at you as he grinned, like the thought was laughable to him. âI justâŠâ
He exhaled.
âWeâve both grown up here, and went to school together, and I donât see the point in pretending like I donât notice you,â he drawled. âI like youâŠand Iâd like to take you out.â
Truthfully, you couldnât tell how genuine Chase was, but your familiarity with him had your response on the tip of your tongue before he could even finish.
âGuys like you donât like girls like me, Chase,â youâd started, turning to go back inside. âAt least not for anything more than one fun night.â
When your eyes met his from the other side of the screen, they didnât look so warm, now. The blue of them seemed darker, although you preferred to write that off to a trick of the light. He looked like he wanted to say more, but you continued just as he opened those pink lips of his.
âGo home, Chase.â
You didnât wait to hear any kind of response.
You really hadnât anticipated any of it.
Chasing you down on the sidewalk or approaching you in the street was one thing, but Chase showing up on your doorstep one evening had spooked you, and it was why youâd had no qualms about being straight with him and telling him to just go home. His determination to have you, despite your visible discomfort at the thought, had made it hard to sleep that night, but youâd hoped that your point had gotten across.
âŠand while Chase hadnât made a move on you again, you still found no relief.
He and Rafe hung out at The Wreck more often than they ever had, and while they kept their distance, the feel of an oppressive gaze was hard to ignore. You told yourself that you just imagined the sound of a familiar truck driving by your house in the dead of night. It was a small town, and just like before, youâd run into a familiar face often. That was nothing newâŠ
Chase Andrews wasnât trying to wear you down for a date anymore, but you still felt no peace.
âWhy didnât you say something earlier?â Kie wondered one day, voice heavy with concern. ââŠand here I thought that theyâd developed a taste for my momâs cooking.â
âI thought he was joking at first,â you confessed. ââŠand then he just kept askingâŠâ
You felt almost embarrassed to admit how wrong youâd been. After all, you were way too old for childish dares, and when Chase Andrews wanted something, he got it. He was a lot like Rafe in that way, something youâd always known, and yetâŠyou hadnât anticipated any of it.
From either of them.
âJust stay over at my place,â Sarah Cameron had offered one night.
It was a party that youâd been the one to drag Kie to, but your inebriation was something that took both of you by surprise. Youâd felt too bad to stay and didnât want to cut Kieâs night short too. The blonde girl had been concerned when she convinced you to let her drive you back to her place.
âI know how your mom can be sometimes.â
Almost everyone did, and youâd thanked her.
Youâd been grateful.
Sarah residing in the same house as Rafe hadnât been a concern of yours. Nor the fact that he might not be alone. Youâd only been concerned with drinking lots of water and laying down to keep your head from spinning. When you woke up in the middle of the night, you were a lot more sober, and the trek to the bathroom wasnât one filled with stumbling.
Your shower made you a lot more alert.
âŠand you were wide awake when you almost bumped into Rafe Cameron. He didnât look as shocked to see you in his house like youâd expect, only mildly surprised. You did flinch at the sight of him, and you didnât miss the way his blue eyes ran over the length of you, lingering on your legs and the shirt that kissed your knees.
He didnât say anything like you expected, and you only forced out a small apology before hurrying back to the guest room.
It had never occurred to you to lock it.
Rafe was annoying and insufferable and an asshole. The oldest Cameron was a lot of things, but there were even some things youâd put past him. So, waking up in the early morning before day by the sound of the guest room door opening was something you hadnât predicted. The oldest Cameron chewing you out, with blown pupils you might add, was something you hadnât predicted.
âDo you know how much shit I couldâve put you through?â
You glared at him, but inside, you were shaking. The blond had taken it upon himself to air out his grievances with you, and you were wholly aware of just how unstable he was when he had any drug in him.
âYou walk around this island like youâre too good for me,â he murmured, reaching up to touch his chest. âLike Iâm just the scum you find on the bottom of your shoeâŠand instead of being grateful I didnât make your life a living hellâŠâ
He threw his arms out.
âYou turn your nose up at meâŠlike youâre so much better than me.â
You swallowed, torn between wanting to placate him and get him out or treating him like the asshole he was.
âRafe, youâre high andâŠâ
ââŠand what?â he leaned in, tilting his head at you. âWhat?â
Your breathing was uneven, and you wrapped your arms around yourself, taking a step back from him. The blond followed, and you worriedly looked towards the door.
âYou think Sarahâs gonna save you? You think I care if she sees what Iâm going to do to you?â
His words had you frowning, and your gaze was stricken when you looked at him again.
âThatâs not funny, Rafe,â you breathed.
He chuckled to himself, running his hand through already unruly hair.
ââŠand what makes you think Iâm jokingâŠ?â
The silence between you was loud, thick, and you furiously blinked.
âYou walk around this damn island like I canât have youâŠwhen truth is, I was just being nice,â he sneered. ââŠbecause itâs actually so easy for me to do this.â
His hand completely enveloped your chin, fingers harshly pressing into your jaw as he pushed you back. The action made you stumble, and your heart skipped a beat when you landed on the bed behind you. Rafe chuckled to himself at the sight, like he genuinely found it funny, and any possibility that he was being cruel in his humor was gone when he grabbed the ankles that kicked out at him.
âRafe, stop,â you gasped, pushing at his chest and trying to back away.
He did pause in his movements, but he kept hold of you, head tilted to the side as he studied you.
ââŠand why would I do thatâŠ? I donât want to,â he slowly told you.
Movement behind him caught your eye, and relief filled you at the sight of a familiar face. It was strange that in all these months, you never thought your eyes would land on Chase Andrews in relief. Rafe, clearly having noticed your line of sight, glanced over his shoulder.
âWhat?â he distractedly wondered, looking at you again. âYou think heâs going to save you?â
His tone was cold, and his words had your relief quickly dying out. Rafe chuckled at the sight of your falling face, heart sinking as the worst finally occurred to you.
âYou think heâs not going to watch and get off on the fact that the girl heâs wanted for months is getting what she deserves?â
Rafeâs grip was firm as he pulled at your shirt, the fabric tearing in the otherwise quiet room. You fought against his hands through teary eyes, but it was like they meant nothing at all to Rafe.
âYou donât think heâs just waiting for his turn?â
Your hand connected with Rafeâs face then, but it didnât deter him.
In that moment, it seemed like all of Rafeâs pent-up anger towards you was finally coming out. His teeth grazed your skin as he held you down, his other hand digging into your hip. Rafe seemed to take delight in your fight, your fear, and when you turned your head, your eyes connected with a blue pair that was much darker than the ones before you.
Chase didnât look gleeful at the sight of Rafe forcing himself on you. He just lookedâŠsatisfied, and you realized then that the blond was right. Chase was scorned, he felt slighted, and you knew that he really did believe that you deserved this.
When Rafe pushed himself into you, your head pressed into the bed as you gasped in shock. His dirty blond strands were kissing your forehead as he leaned over you, pushing his cock into you almost lovingly. One hand was so tight on your wrist that it was a wonder it didnât break, and despite how much you fought it, how much you didnât want to give either of them the satisfaction, you werenât able to hold in a sob.
âWhatâs that my mama used to always sayâŠâ Chase wondered, finally speaking. âStop crying before I give you something to cry about?â
He was moving towards you both, and through a tearful gaze, your pleading eyes connected with his own emotionless ones. He ran them over you, taking in your naked frame and the abuse that Rafe subjected it to. In truth, Chase didnât even look like he was enjoying himself, his hands in his pockets as he looked down his nose at the scene.
âChase,â you tearfully begged him, trying to push Rafe off with your free hand.
âNo,â he drawled, moving closer. âYou donât like guys like me, remember? So, donât go begging for my help, now.â
When he leaned over from behind you, one hand taking yours before he did the same with the other, more tears fell. His grip was tight on your arms as he held you in place for Rafe, the blond using the opportunity to run his hands over you. His mouth left open mouth kisses to your neck and chess, and you blinked for half a second before Chaseâs lips met yours.
The kiss was oddly gentle, so out of place, and a sob caught in your chest.
âThat was all I ever wanted,â he murmured. âIt didnât have to be like this.â
Rafeâs cock stretched you out in a way that had you whimpering. From pain or something else, you didnât know the answer, and you were too embarrassed to linger on it. When he lightly bit your chest, you arched into his mouth, and his hips curved into yours.
âI thought you were too good for me, Y/N,â Rafe mocked into your skin. âThe way youâre gripping me says differently.â
You squeezed your eyes shut at that, and Chase chuckled.
His own teeth found your neck, and you tried to move your hands again only to hiss when he tightened his grip. The room was mostly quiet outside of your heavy breathing and the occasional moan that would escape against your will. Chase had your arms and Rafe had your legs, holding your thighs apart for him to drive himself into you without abandon.
When Chase did finally let you go, you felt no relief.
You could hear him getting undressed, and when Rafe finally came inside of you, emptying his cock and forcing you to milk him, he looked up at the other man with a chuckle. You were free for all of six seconds before Chase grabbed you and roughly threw you onto your stomach. His hand at the root of your hair forced your head down against the mattress, and if youâd doubted his motives before, they were all too clear when he finally spoke again.
âI was politeâŠwasnât I?â
His lips were at your ear, but a whisper as he seemed to want something from you other than sex tonight.
âI asked you out nicely, made sure you got home safeâŠdidnât I?â
You reached back, pressing your nails into his skin as your tears soaked the sheets.
âDidnât I?â he wondered again when you didnât answer.
âYes,â you sobbed.
You heard him take a deep breath, and his free hand curved into your hip. When he pulled you back onto his cock, you let out a whine, eyes squeezing shut at the feel of him fitting snuggly inside of you.
ââŠand this is how you treat me?â he wondered out loud, hips snapping against yours.
His thrusts werenât as gentle as Rafeâs, and you gasped with each one. Rafeâs anger at your rejection was a lot calmer. It was something that had been brewing and festering for years. Heâd had time to come to terms with it and just live with it, you supposed. Chase, on the other handâŠ
The dark-haired man had been after you for months, putting his pride and ego aside to make his intentions clear over and over again. His anger was newâŠfresh, and he hadnât quite had the time to process it like Rafe had. All Chase wanted to do was take out this new anger on you.
âŠand that he did.
Your nails clawed at the sheets as he pushed into you, the sound of his cock thrusting into you so embarrassingly loud in the room. His grip was tight in your hair, so bad that you swore you felt a few strands pop. He was talking to youâor Rafeâbut you couldnât make it out. You were too focused on the pain in your scalp and the fire deep in the pit of your stomach.
âYou think youâre better than me? Hmm?â he spat, the hand on your hip pushing your lower half down onto the bed. âYou think you can just treat me like any of these second-rate assholes?â
It was clear that he wanted an answer.
âHuh?â
âNo,â you sobbed, trying to push back against him to no avail.
âIs that supposed to make me feel better? You donât sound sorry worth a damn,â he harshly whispered, the bed shaking from the force of his thrusts.
âSheâs not,â you heard Rafe add, and you trembled.
âI am,â you sobbed, finally cracking. âIâm sorry.â
You sniffed, trying in vain to get Chase to loosen his hold.
âIâm sorry,â you tearfully told them again, toes curling at the feel of his cock plunging into you and sliding against your walls.
âNah,â you heard Chase drawl, leaning down to press his face into your hair. âYouâre not sorryâŠbut I can promise you this.â
He forced you to turn your head, and his soft lips gently brushed the corner of yours.
âYou will be.â
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tags: @aniquasââ @softcoreparadiseââ
#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron x kook!reader#dark!rafe cameron x reader#dark!rafe cameron#chase andrews#chase andrews x reader#obx fanfiction#obx imagine#rafe cameron#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron imagine#where the crawdads sing#crossover
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Little pieces here and there (3)
Pairing: Buggy x Fem!Reader (One Piece Live Action)
Chapters: one, two, four, five
Word Count: around 2K again.
Warnings: minimum context of the arlong park part of the story (background), MUTUAL FLIRTING, forbiden pinning of them both, Buggy has his body back *wiggling eyebrows*, sexy times
A/N: devil works hard but i'm working harder, every 5 free min i have from work/class/practices i'm writing on my phone, i'ts actually insane and i love it (ROAD TO CHAPTER 4?? If you like this one and want the next one, please let me know!)
Oh, he was mad. He was really mad.
Maybe "sexually frustrated" was a way more accurate term given the circumstances but the feeling was so strong, so visceral, he was sure he was reaching a point where jumping to the sea to end that agony -even if a bit exaggerated, like him always, everywhere and for everything- was justified.
Somewhere in Arlong Park, Buggy could feel the boner pressing his pants, demanding to be satisfied; dirty talk was one of his true passions and when (Y/N) played that card on him, being capable of picturing himself with her on his lap, that damn woman so -actually- close to his face in that moment he was already tasting her lips, her low, smooth voice driving him insane, he could not help it, but get turned on so easily and so strong is been hours, and he's still mad, incapable of stop thinking about that.
That is, perhaps, the reason he feels relief as soon as the sun rises and Usopp is back on the helm again, asking for directions as Buggy, in fact, demands to go faster. Like instead of slicing and dicing his body, his power could control the wind that propelled the boat or the force of the waves against the hull.
(Y/N) ran away just after such a -even if brief- conversation. She may have broken his balls with that dirty trick, but she was equally a victim of her own game. She knew what to say to push Buggy and leave him so stunned -to speak- that the poor clown didn't have the chance to fight back at that moment, not without his body to help him keep her in that kitchen, lift her up on the counter, force her to back down, regret even thinking she could do that to him, and then, only then, yes, fuck her until she wakes up the rest of her little and - according to him - pathetic crew with her moans.
Or so the girl imagined, leaning against the door of her room, eyes closed, heart slightly racing, fighting the temptation to lie down on the bed and masturbate thinking about what had just happened.
Which included him. Him!! What the hell, was she actually losing her mind? All that damn flirting had really gotten into her, for fucks sake, because regardless of her finding him quite interesting when they met, this attraction was something else.
Lately everything around her was something else. Did she really think through the decision of leaving her mercenary life behind and follow those kids to the Grand Line? Did she really think through the decision of flirting back with a psychopath clown?
Because in the end it's just that, right? Flirting. Was nothing else, is nothing else, and will be nothing else. She doesnât want it to be something more, that's for sure; there's no need for unnecessary complications and extra headaches. In the meantime, it's fun, a bit of a backfire kind of situation, a bit -sexually- frustrating, but fun.
After a good ol' resting night and already some hours into the new day, (Y/N) notices that it's been a lot, since their encounter in the kitchen to be precise, that Buggy not only doesn't flirt with her, but doesn't talk that much or even look at her as amazed as before. Of course, he is, also, way less annoying, which Zoro subtly points out clearly pleased with how calm, nice and silent this morning is.
At some point she shakes her head, knowing, or at least guessing, the reason for this behavior, so she decides to check no one's around and the rudder is locked in the right direction, and then goes to where the bag with his head is, closed probably by the sniper when he got the last indications he needed from him. She opens it, lowering it until the clown's head is free on top of that barrel.
"How are you doing, Bugs?" she starts with a funny little smile, looking intently at him as she leans her back forward to leave her face level with his. "It's been hours I don't hear your raspy voice, I'm starting to miss it."
Silence. Absolute indifference besides the sidelong glance he gives her because let's face it, Buggy is annoyingly proud, extremely, exaggeratedly, but he loves attention. He likes nothing more than receiving it, no matter where, when, and from who, and she could see it as soon as they met.
"Also your silly nicknames for me" She grants, giving in. She would also be mad as hell if someone leaves her as horny as she knew she left him, so she doesn't have any problem being the one to start the tug-war this time.
"Already tired of the shidiots?" He finally asks, almost drily, after a minute; now he is the one to play difficult, huh? "No wonder, they don't even know where to start being pirates."
"Oh, of course, because no one compares to the famous Buggy The Clown, the colorful nightmare or the East Blue." Playful, she retreats a bit, resting her hip in the barrel, arms crossed over her chest.
"Quit the sarcasm doll, you know I'm right." Well, he was, in fact, right. None of them had real experience in the whole i-wanna-become-a-pirate thing, still, they were doing pretty good to be newbies. She was quite proud of them.
"I cannot wait to have my body back" he then murmurs, adding before she could say anything else about her new friends. "To do what?" She asks, you know, like she didn't know.
"Take a guess"
"Recover your spotlight? Find a new crew and a way to enter the Grand Line to go search the One Piece and be the king of the pirates?" (Y/N) mocks, clearly enjoying being the annoying one this time.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah'' Buggy rolls his eyes, scoffing. ''All that, but not before making you regret what you did last night." To that accusation she gasps, resting her right hand over her chest "What did I do last night?"
The clown falls silent again, but his mood is completely different. Right now he's not pissed off, it's obvious that this time, instead of flirting with her in a casual and natural way, heâs thinking what to say, choosing carefully his words to return a fraction of the effect she had on him hours ago.
His eyes darken, and his voice goes octaves lower and raspier. "Sweetheart, there will be no possible escape from what I plan to do with you. At the slightest opportunity I will make you cum on me so many times you will be the one to find the One Piece without needing to go to the Grand Line, but firstâŠ'' He pauses, breathes, and lets it go calmly, like the intimidating, psychopathic calculator she saw at the circus and not that flirty cartoonish version she got to know on the ship. ''you will beg for it."
She knows she shouldn't surrender to this type of tease, but she also can't and doesn't want to avoid it. Getting heavily carried away, without thinking about it twice, one of the girl's hands slides to the back of his neck, slipping under the bandana, and tugs his hair aggressively as she leans in again to speak close to his face. He grunts in pure satisfaction, closing his eyes for a second. Of course (Y/N) is, once again, taking advantage of the fact that he cannot defend himself no being more than a head, and the fact is that he enjoys like a condemned bastard those small but intense gestures the girl has given him since they met at the circus.
He can't wait to break a woman like her. And oh, he will.
"Are you sure about that?" Hearing distant steps, someone from the crew coming out on deck and climbing the stairs, she gets some distance from him, acting naturally, closing the bag again around his head. "My expectations just skyrocketed, I hope you don't disappoint."
By the end of the day, the Konomi Islands begin to appear on the horizon, and as soon as they set foot on them, shits get really serious. The situation of the poor people who live there is heartbreaking, so for two days, no one dares to make a single joke, Luffy's usual energy and bubbly positivity is nowhere to be seen, and of course, the interactions of (Y/N) and Buggy are reduced to = 0. The clown's head is no longer of any real use to them, and itâs poor Sanji, the new recruit, whoâs carrying it around just in case.
At least until they reach Arlong Park.
Again, (Y/N) is not exactly the type of mercenary expert in martial arts and although she knows how to defend herself, fighting like Zoro or Sanji is, in few words, impossible. Her only advantage is being very, very fast, and knowing how to use the scenery to her advantage, so it doesn't take long for her to hide here and there among the different tents and attractions in the area to get rid of the most straggler fishmen, with a knife she got long ago during one of her jobs, capable of cutting their tough skin easily.
Everything happens so fast and is so chaotic that apart from some screams and blows in the background and having seen Usopp running towards the forest, (Y/N) is completely unaware of what is happening in the main complex.
A strong pull on her left arm activates her flight or fight response as one last fish falls dead to the ground in front of her. Raising the knife, in a quick movement, she tries to defend herself by aiming at the stranger's neck, although in vain; a pair of lips whose red has already been worn for days impact against hers, stealing her breath, a small moan escaping her. Eyes wide open, she barely registers the blurry color of Buggy's nose when two strong hands squeeze her hips as if the life of the clown depended on it, pushing the girl against the wall of the building behind them, cornering her without any type of delicacy.
She hadn't heard from him since they reached the island. Hell, she didn't even know he had got his full body back and was already so close to it that air was unable to pass between each other.
Of course, the moment the clown's head joined the rest of himself -the feeling much better than he remembered- he fucked off his captors and decided to flee. Not before making a vital stop along the way.
The ideas about how to proceed with her once he was whole were very, very different in his wild fantasies, but when he saw the girl's back, he knew that the only thing that would -partially- calm his yearning would be to kiss her before disappearing as fast as possible. To taste her lips, to feel her warmth.
Still not recovered from the shock of the kiss, Y/N doesn't remove the knife from the clown's neck, but he couldn't care less; quite the opposite. He is so turned on and waited so much -again, exaggerated- for this he doesn't know yet how he will be able to break the kiss, take distance from her, and run away.
Passionately carried away, moved by his most primitive instincts, Buggy sneaks one of his legs between hers, pressing in between them as Y/N inhales through her nose and her free hand flies to his vest, pulling it a little.
It wasn't the time, nor the place, to think about fucking that asshole, but damn, after all the teasing and the tension and the adrenaline of the fight--
And just when she starts fully giving in to him, he retreats just enough, panting a bit, and looks at her now red, stained lips, eyes darkened and full of lust. Just like hers.
"Hate to leave you like this sweetheart but I have things to do and places to go. I don't want people relating me to Arlong, I would hate the bad press on my persona." He whispers, cracking his usual cruel, playful smirk when he finally puts some distance between each other.
ââIt's time to exit stage left.ââ Buggy adds, theatrically raising both hands in the air. ââI promise Iâll see you around.ââ
And like this, he stars running away again. Where? She doesn't know, or even guess at this moment, too busy registering the kiss in her memory, the way his lips felt on hers, how his nose pressed her cheek the entire time, or his hands grabbed onto her for dear life.
Bastard.
''You better'', she whispers to herself.
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it's fascinating to me how endlessly complicated High Valyrian seems to be when you answer questions about it. Is there any language in the world more or less at the same level of complexity?
It depends how you're thinking of complexity. All the languages of the world are equally complex. They have to be, because they all need to perform the same function, and they're all used by the same human brains living inside the same humans living human lives. I think English speakers (and hypothesize that, by extension, the same would be true of Chinese speakers, Hawaiian speakers, Vietnamese speakers, Swedish speakers) look at certain other languages and think of them as more complex in the meta sense because they are more morphologically complex.
By this, I mean in English, for a noun you need to know its singular and plural formâthat's it. For a verb, you need to know its -s form, its -ed form, its -ing form, and, very rarely, its -en form. There is some irregularity in form for almost all of these (-ing appears to always be regular), but there aren't more forms, outside of "to be", which has a unique first person singular form.
And...that's it, really. We have adjectival comparison, I guess, but even that can be traded out for an expression (aside from "better" which can't be replaced easily by "more good", most comparatives can be replacedâe.g. you can say something is "more red" than something else even though you can also say it's "redder" than something else). There aren't many word form changes in English a user has to learn in order to be able to use those words in a sentence. The same is true of those languages I listed in the parenthetical phrase above.
Compare that to Spanish, where there are more word form changes for verbs in the present tense (indicative and subjunctive) than in the entirety of English. And that's just one tense for verbs! There's loads more that needs to be memorized; many more word form changes you need to know to be able to use words effectively in a sentence. And there are irregularities on top of that!
Is it the case, therefore, that Spanish is more complex than English?
Certainly, Spanish is more morphologically complex, but does that mean you can express more in Spanish than you can in English? Certainly not! So then what does it mean when we say Spanish is more morphologically complex than English? What's the upshot? What does it mean for the language user?
Perhaps it would help if we compare some Spanish verbs and their English translations:
hablabas "you were talking"
hablé "I spoke"
hable "you would speak"
The precise translation of these verbs will depend on context, but this is a fine example. These are all single words of Spanish. They're different forms that must be memorized, but they're single words. The English requires at least two words for each concept.
So which is more complex? On the one hand, you have fewer words but more forms. On the other, more words, and more words = bigger.
And that, essentially, is the crux of it.
Any time you have complexity baked into single words morphologically in one language, you'll find complexity in the form of multiword expressions in a less morphologically complex language. The meanings are always there(*), but they're expressed in different ways.
As English speakers, we're used to having to express things in multiword expressions, and a speaker of a given language will find their own language to be simple just because. We extend that to think of languages like ours as simpler than those that are different. But, in truth, it's six of one, half dozen of another. Furthermore, there's just as much complexity in languages with less morphological complexity. Consider the following expressions in American English:
I walked to the store. â
I walked to a store. â
I walked to store. â
That's pretty standard. English has articles and you need to use them, right?
I ate the dinner. â
I ate a dinner. â
I ate dinner. â
All those are okay. They don't mean the same thingâand, indeed, the first two have much more restricted contextsâbut they're all okay. That's a little weird, isn't it?
Not as weird as this:
I made it by the hand. â
I made it by a hand. â
I made it by hand. â
The first two aren't just weird: they're yikes-a-doodle-do wrong. You might try to brush it aside and say that it's just an expression, and, sure, it is, but ask yourself this: how'd that expression come about in the first place? This one is actually from Shakespeare (Romeo and Juliet) and still works the same way in American English:
You kiss by the book. â
You kiss by a book. â
You kiss by book. â
And just for funsies:
He won by the nose. â
He won by a nose. â
He won by nose. â
You might think the way these shake has to do with what they stand forâthat the semantics of the noun in question condition whether or not you can use articlesâbut consider the first one "store" and compare it to this one:
I walked to the Barnes & Noble. â
I walked to a Barnes & Noble. â
I walked to Barnes & Noble. â
Barnes & Noble is a store, but refer to it by title, and suddenly it's all okay.
Now, if your native language is English, ask yourself: when and how did you learn all of this? Did someone sit you down and tell you where to use which articles and where not to? I'm sure there was some level of instruction you got in elementary school (whether it was accurate or not), but how much of a difference do you think that made? Did you just not use articles before then? And even now, could you explain this? Do you even think about it? Or do you just do itâflawlelssly and effortlessly? Adult learners of English will tell you learning this stuff is a nightmare. Throw in phrasal verbs (pick up vs. pick out vs. pick on vs. pick up on vs. plain old pick) and suddenly English doesn't look too simple anymore.
Bringing this back to your question, when you look at High Valyrian, is there a natural language with an equal amount of morphological complexity? Sure. Maybe something like Latin. But understand that any language will be as complexânot more, not less: as. The only difference with High Valyrian, actually, is its vocabulary isn't as large (give me a couple decades), and it doesn't have nearly as many users as any natural languages. It's also being kept artificially small, in that the language is built up to fit a fictional reality, rather than being expanded to handle anything, the way modern languages are. But pick up any language and it will be equally complex.
(*) From above, it is not always the case that the same "meanings" will be in the equivalent translation of a given sentence. A good example is gender. If you say El rĂo es largo in Spanish it means "The river is long" in English. Like, exactly that. There is no question that these two phrases are functionally equivalent. HOWEVER there is more information in the Spanish sentence. The words el, rĂo and largo are all masculine gender. What does that mean? Nothing more than that they're not feminine. If you hear el in Spanish there are a limited number of words that can legally follow it. When you hear largo, you know that what it refers to has to be in the same class. The function of this is simply to enrich the signal. If you only hear "is large" in English from the previous sentence, you have no idea what noun is large. If you hear es largo in Spanish, you also don't knowâbut whatever that thing is, you know it has to be masculine. That means that if a Spanish speaker has to guess what es largo they were trivially have a better shot at guessing correctly than an English speaker guessing what "is large" (e.g. if an English speaker has a one in a million shot, a Spanish speaker has a one in 500,000 shot, because roughly half the nouns of Spanish are masculine and half feminine). This means, technically, there's more information in the Spanish sentence than the English sentence, and that information is not represented at all in the English sentence, and is, essentially, unrecoverable. But that "information" is more morphological in nature than semantic.
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The Beginning
The decision to have a baby, as well as how the Barcelona girls find out about Ingrid's pregnancy (confusion ensues, as it always does).
(a/n: repeat after me: thank you @lucawrites11 for sending me the picture of Mapi with a child so I could write this and not end up down an internet rabbit hole of trying to find a picture of Mapi with a child! This was highly requested, so I hope you guys enjoy it!)
They were sitting together on the couch watching a movie when Ingrid brings it up, less because she had intentionally thought through doing so and more because the words tumble out of her.Â
âI want a baby with you,â she blurts out, her eyes widening at her own candor. Mapi seems equally as shocked, fumbling to get the remote and turn the movie off, the conversation at hand exponentially more interesting than whatever they were watching.Â
âIâm sorry! I donâtâŠI donât know why I said that,â the Norwegian shakes her head, but Mapi stops her as she moves closer, her focus now solely on Ingrid.Â
âNo, no, clearly you did. Where is your mind?â The Spaniard asked thoughtfully, because she could tell this was something Ingrid had been thinking about.Â
All week, ever since they had a big win in the Champions League last Saturday, the dark haired woman had been a little bit quiet. Not in a bad way necessarily, but Mapi could tell that something was on her wifeâs mind. Something was bothering her, but she had simply been waiting for Ingrid to come to her before she did something about it.Â
âWe have a plan,â Ingrid started nervously, playing with her own fingers as she looked down at her lap where they lay.Â
And it was true, they did have a plan. They had gotten married a little over a year before, had just bought a house together. They were going to wait a few years to have children, until Mapi had retired and then they would adopt.Â
Ingrid knew she was throwing a wrench in the meticulously planned setup, but she couldnât help it. She says as much, trying to explain her thought process.Â
âWe have a plan, but every time I see you with a kid or a baby I canât help but want one with you. My ovaries feel like they are going to burst, and I just know you would be the best Mami and I wellâŠâ Ingrid stopped herself with a sigh. Mapi was showing absolutely no emotion, simply observing the defender and trying not to give anything away as to her own thoughts.Â
âI know it would be a lot more complicated, but I donât want to wait. We are stable, and I know we are both playing but I see more and more players having kids and I justâŠI feel like we could do it. I want a little baby that is you and me, I want to experience all of it,â Ingrid couldnât decide if she was begging her wife to do this or trying to talk herself out of it, but either way Mapi softened when she saw how misty eyed the Norwegian was growing.Â
âOh Ingrid, come here,â she replied gently, bringing the green eyed woman into her arms and hugging her firmly. She rubbed her hand up and down the dark haired womanâs back for a moment, before she pulled back slightly.Â
âPrincesa, I want that with you too, of course I do,â Mapi promised, as Ingrid paused, looking up at her wifeâs face with confusion.Â
âYou do? But we hadâŠwe had the whole plan!â She exclaimed, brushing away her own tears as she sat up, now a little lost. She was getting conflicting accounts, and her confusion persisted when Mapi appeared to grow a bit guilty, rubbing at the back of her neck.Â
âI donâtâŠI really want kids but I do not want to carry them. And I didnât want to put that on you, so I suggested the plan instead so neither of us would have to sacrifice our careers,â the brunette admitted, feeling a little bit bad about it. She wanted kids, very badly in fact, but the thought of carrying them held absolutely no appeal to her whatsoever. And given her own negative thoughts on the matter, she had absolutely no intention of making her wife feel like she had to carry their kids, if she didnât want to.Â
âOh my god Mapi no, I want to carry,â Ingrid gushed, realizing with a flush of hope that she might not be entirely crazy or alone in her desires. âI only went along with the plan because you seemed so insistent!âÂ
The center back appeared skeptical, if nothing else.Â
âIngrid, are you sure? This is a big decision, I do not want it to be something we decide lightly, and then you regret it later on. You would have to stop playing for upward of a year, it might end up being very rough, I know thatââ Mapi just keeps going on and on, and after a moment the Norwegian has to stop her, a hand on her wifeâs knee.Â
âI have thought about it. And we can talk more about it, sure, but I have definitely thought about it. If we started a transfer soon in the new year, we could have the baby in the winter of next, and by the time the new season rolls around I should be good to come back fully. My contract runs for long enough that it would work, and I spoke to Jonatan already about a renewal after that. I think it makes sense to do it now,â Ingrid explained, as the Spaniard listened to her thoughtfully.Â
âYou have thought about it,â she concedes, trying not to allow herself to grow too excited. The thought of a baby, her own baby with Ingrid, was more than something to be thrilled about.Â
âThe only thing isâŠâ Ingrid trails off, and the amber eyed womanâs eyebrows furrow in an instant, as she leans in toward the Norwegian.Â
âWhat is it?â She asked softly, the care in her voice quite clear.Â
âI donât think I would want to do it more than once. At least not right nowâŠafter I retire perhaps? But I donât want to take off playing like that a whole second time,â she admitted, and Mapiâs entire body softened.Â
âThat is completely understandable. We can start with the one, and go from there,â she replied very matter-of-factly. Ingrid bit her lip just slightly, feeling a flush rise up in her cheeks because of the excitement.Â
âDoes this mean weâre having a baby?â She asked, her voice filled with hope. Mapi appeared to be tearing up beside her as well, a surprise considering that the brunette was not usually a crier.Â
âI think we might be,â the center back confirmed, as both of their hearts flew with excitement.Â
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âAre you sure I canât come in?â Mapi pleaded for what was probably the seventeenth time in the span of a minute, and Ingrid took a deep breath before answering.Â
âI said I wanted you out there, so just stay. I will be out in less than five minutes, I know you can go longer than five minutes without seeing me!â The dark haired woman called back from behind the closed door.Â
The Norwegian was in the bathroom, having just peed on a stick, while her wife camped right outside the door, her cheek pressed against the wood. Ingrid had said she wanted to do this alone, and Mapi respected thatâŠalmost.Â
But at least her incessant pestering would be good practice for when the baby came.Â
IfâŠif there was even a baby to come. Ingrid didnât really feel all that different since her insemination two weeks ago, which felt more like a bad sign than a good one. Surely she would have felt different if she was pregnant, right?Â
The doctor did say that there was a chance it wouldnât work on the first try, but the thought made Ingrid far too discouraged to even begin to think of. She would cross that bridge if she came to it, she decided.Â
âThree minutes is up!â Mapi called out from behind the closed door, her clock app open.Â
âOkay, Iâm looking,â Ingrid called out, while the Spaniard paced back and forth outside the door. She wanted to respect the Norwegianâs boundaries, she really did, but she was equally as eager as her wife to know if they were pregnant.Â
After the taller woman had said she was going to check, the silence in their house seemed to stretch for an endless amount of time. The brunette waited with her breath held, and as the time stretched on longer and longer she began to grow more and more worried that it was not going to be a positive result.Â
Just as she was about to say something though, the door to the bathroom went flying open, and the dark haired woman was shoving the pregnancy test in her face.Â
âIt is positive!â She squealed, clapping her hands together as Mapi took the test, staring down at it with huge eyes.Â
âIt worked?!â She asked, looking up at Ingrid with alarm. When the green eyed woman nodded, tears immediately began to well up in her eyes. The Norwegianâs excitement dulled just slightly, suddenly concerned about the Spaniard beginning to cry.Â
âNo, no, amor, it is good! It is a good result, no?â Ingrid asked, gripping her wifes shoulders as Mapi nodded her head insistently, fat, bumble bee like tears rolling down her cheeks.Â
âItâs a perfect result!â She sobbed, blubbered practically, and Ingrid looked at her wife as though she had grown a second head.Â
Mapi was not a crier. The Spaniard was typically a very happy person, and when she was not, it wasnât typical to find her crying. Ingrid was pretty sure she could count on both hands the number of times she had seen the center back cry, even now that they were married.Â
So to see her crying wasâŠunusual, if not a tiny bit alarming.Â
âAre you okay?â She asks, as Mapi reaches down to touch her hand gently to Ingridâs stomach, and sheâs crying and smiling brightly all at the same time, somehow.
âI am SO happy,â she replied easily, and Ingrid felt herself relaxing as she realized that they were happy tears, and that everything was okay.Â
âHola mi sol, we are so excited to meet you, we are so thrilled that you are here,â Mapi whispered to Ingridâs stomach, and the Norwegian now found herself tearing up as she realized what this really meant.Â
They were having a baby.Â
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The decision was made not to tell the team until Ingrid was thirteen weeks along.Â
All of the necessary staff was informed, and the Norwegian had been cleared to continue playing as she usually did, if not a bit more on the light side. But it was nothing to arouse attention, and honestly the pregnancy had been going very smoothly. She hardly had any symptoms, and if it were not for the continued positive tests and the fact that her breasts were so tender, she would not have believed she was pregnant.Â
But the thing that is absolutely going to break their cover?Â
Mapi fucking LeĂłn.Â
In the last several weeks, the brunette had gone from her usual, slightly emotionally repressed self, to a complete and utter puddle.Â
All of the sudden she was crying at the world's most random things. A cute cat video, Alexia saying she had a good day at training, Jana announcing her renewal at Barcelona.Â
Which was very cuteâŠif not for the fact that she had already known about the announcement for several weeks now already. And all of the girls were starting to growÂ
âMapi, theyâre going to catch onto us,â Ingrid whispered harshly to her wife as they walked out to the car, her gaze more than a little judgemental. The amber eyed woman looked back at her with absolutely no amusement, clearly not thrilled by the feedback.Â
âI do not know what to tell you amor I cannot just turn it off! I donât know how you do it,â she grumbled as a stray tear leaked out of her eye, and Ingrid shot her a look.Â
âWhat do you meanâhow I do it?â She questioned with a raised brow, and Mapi shrugged, gesturing wildly with her hands.Â
âOh I donât know - you cry more than me!â She announced, and the dark haired woman looked over at her as she sat down in the car.Â
âNot right now I donât!â Ingrid couldnât help but laugh as her wife made an indignant noise next to her, but had absolutely no comeback for that.Â
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âShh! I can hear them walking in, get it together!âÂ
Mapi and Ingrid turned to one another as they heard someone whisper scream that, in the direction of what sounded suspiciously like the locker room.Â
As it turns out, Mapiâs behavior had begun to worry not just some of their teammatesâŠbut rather all of them. They had all stayed late one day to discuss, and decided that the best course of action was to ask the Spaniard if everything was okay. They decided to do it as a team, as a show of support.Â
They werenât sure what was going on with the center back, but she was very clearly going through something, in their eyes. They did not want it to go unnoticed or undiscussed.Â
Which was how Mapi and Ingrid walked hand and hand into a changing room intervention, when the green eyed woman was only nine weeks pregnant.Â
And really, looking back it was a miracle they had managed to last as far as they did, given how strange the brunette was acting.Â
Which led them to right here, right now, standing in front of their entire time, who were all looking at Mapi with varying levels of concern.Â
âUhâŠhi guys?â Mapi asked more than said her greeting, and it was Alexia who stepped up and forward to greet her friend, clearly the leader of whatever this conversation is going to be.Â
âHi Mapi. We need to talk to you,â the captain explained as she looked around at the group, who all nodded at her.Â
âWe are worried about you Mapi. Clearly something is going on, and that is okay! We want to be here, support you, however we can. But we canât help if we donât know what is going on,â Alexiaâs words were soothing, and the Spanish center back could feel the panic inside of her growing larger with the minute.Â
She really was not a good liar. She wasnât the worst liar, but she wasnât a good one either.Â
She considered telling them that it was something private, but that was only going to start more discussion and concern among the team. All of the girls look worried, and she feels bad for concerning them with her behavior, even if it was accidental.Â
But oh god, Ingrid is going to be furious if she tells them, Mapi is sure.Â
When the brunette chances a glance at her wife, sheâs surprised to find that the Norwegian doesnât seem annoyed but rather amused by the whole thing. More than likely, she, like Mapi, realized that they were fighting a losing battle of trying to keep this a secret.Â
When a question forms on the amber eyed womanâs face, Ingrid responds with a small nod, and Mapi knows that she has her permission.Â
She lets out a sigh, rubbing her hand over her face before she looks back at her team. They are all looking at her with confusion, and she decides to just tell it to them straight.Â
âWe are pregnant!â She announces, looking at Ingrid briefly, before she looks back to her team.Â
Everyone seems to be stunned into complete and utter silence. Someone lets out a gasp, and Alexiaâs jaw looks as though it would be on the floor if it were not still attached to her cheek.Â
The blonde captain looks from Mapiâs face to her stomach and back again, unable to gather up any words for a few seconds.Â
âYou are pregnant?!â She asks in complete disbelief, and the center back blanches at the comment, her own jaw dropping open in shock as she looks down at her own stomach, as though checking to make sure that she wasnât actually pregnant.Â
âWhat? No! Ingrid is, not me!â She rushed to amend, frantically gesturing to her wife, and the midfielder looked from her best friend to her best friendâs wife, who went from looking unimpressed by her wifeâs gesturing to holding up her hands as though to say surprise! to the whole team.Â
âYou are pregnant?â Alexia repeats, except this time it is directed at Ingrid and not the brunette standing next to her. The Norwegian blushes, before she nods her head in the affirmative.Â
âI am. It was a little early still, I am only nine weeks along. We werenât planning on telling anyone until I was done with the first trimester, but apparently someone canât keep a lid on any secret ever,â Ingrid explained to the collective, still holding Mapiâs hand.Â
When she focuses back on Alexia though, she finds that the Spanish captain appears to be deep in thought.Â
âAre you not happy Ale?â Mapi asked suddenly, and there is insecurity laced in her voice that the whole team can tell. That seems to break the blonde out of her trance, and she jumps to shake her head.Â
âNo, I am thrilled for the both of you!â She explains, and her tone is nothing but genuine.Â
âThen what is wrong? You look like you are doing mental math,â the amber eyed woman comments nervously, still a little confused and worried.Â
âIâm justâIngrid is the pregnant one, no?â Alexia receives confirmation of this when they both nod.Â
âThen why the hell are you the one that is crying all the time! Isnât that supposed to be her job?â The captain points out, and Ingridâs face raises in triumph as Mapiâs face falls in annoyance.Â
âThat is exactly what I have been saying Ale!â The Norwegian gloated happily, while Mapi crossed her arms over her chest in annoyance.Â
âI have recently converted to being an empath! I have to sympathize with her pain!â She cried, and received twenty two equally unimpressed gazes staring right back at her. She deflates like a balloon at the pressure, throwing her hands up.Â
âOkay fine, you all win! Iâm just weird, I do not know!â She finally admitted, not knowing what else to say. That seemed to make everyone happy, as the whole team stood with excitement, making their way over to hug both the Spaniard and the Norwegian.Â
âI canât wait, we are going to have a Blaugrana baby!â Pina squealed, and at those words Alexia lit up like a child on Christmas, realization dawning on her face as she turned back to the couple.Â
âOh my god!â She properly squealed, taking both Mapi and Ingrid by surprise. The two looked at one another before they looked back at Alexia.Â
âWhat is it capitana?â The dark haired woman asked, shaking her head slightly in confusion.Â
âI AM GOING TO BE A TĂA!â
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Note: Since I know someone might ask - if you would like to read the fic of when Elena meets the Barcelona girls for the first time as a baby, it can be found on ao3 at I Wanna Thank You Baby, You Make It Feel Like Christmas
#ingrid x mapi x daughter#ingrid engen#mapi leon#barcelona femeni#alexia putellas#jana fernandez#claudia pina
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eunuch rating system: part 2 electric boogaloo! part 1 based on the original post by @welcometothejianghu wherein i continue to rate REAL historical chinese eunuchs! this is a non-exhaustive list and there's honestly no metric to it. i just pick the guys i like.
Han Dynasty (yes, again. the Han was like 400 years long lol) Cao Teng was a pretty normal guy whose biggest claim to fame is his extremely infamous grandson, Cao Cao. Because of this, Cao Teng is the only enunch in chinese history to get a royal title; Emperor Gao of Wei, which was granted posthumerously through Cao Caoâs grandson Cao Rui.
Cao Teng was a good judge of character who promoted a bunch of famous people, one of whom was a guy who had even tried to impeach him previously. After 30 years of service, he retired, got married, and adopted a son.Â
i decided to put him on the list because the common perception of the eunuch is a "mutilated" man living a lonely, unfulfilled life. What is often left out is they are highly motivated people who excel at their jobs, exert a lot of influence, and are able to have families and leave a legacy.
the majority of eunuchs came from poor families, and serving at the palace gave them an opportunity to obtain wealth, status and an education they would otherwise never have access to. it does require an unimaginably painful sacrifice, but that shouldn't be the only thing that defines them.
Cao Teng's hard work benefited his entire clan and lifted them out of poverty. But there was a complex interplay between him being a venerable ancestor, and someone marked by the stigma of castration. I imagine there was something bittersweet here for Cao Teng, knowing that he had done so much for his family, but they would rather he didn't exist.
Cao Cao was able to become a prime minister because of the wealth, connections, and education earned by his grandfather. At the same time, he appeared to resent him. The source of his ancestory was a sore spot which was repeatedly brought up by his political enemies to discredit him, something he never commented directly on or attempted to defend.
ming dynasty
MAKE SOME FUCKING NOISE FOR THE COOLEST PERSON IN THE MING DYNASTY!!!! actually scratch that, MAKE SOME FUCKING NOISE FOR THE COOLEST PERSON IN CHINESE HISTORY, PERIOD.
Zheng He was born Ma He to muslims living in Yunan, which was ruled by Mongols at the time. He was captured by the Ming army between the age of 10-14, castrated, and given to the young Yongle Emperor as a servant. Incredibly enough, he was like "no hard feelings mate" and went on to work in EVERY SINGLE JOB. and kick absolute ass in ALL OF THEM. he started out as a soldier on the northern frontier (the toughest place to serve, that was where all the border conflicts were) and fought in several campaigns with the future emperor, distinguishing himself and earning the emperor's trust.
I originally had him drawn in a more stereotypically "heroic" pose, by all accounts he was a tough guy who "walked like a tiger", and while the main purpose of the Ming voyages were diplomatic, he didn't shy away from violence. (he fought PIRATES. like a fucking shonen protagonist). in the end i decided to go with a picture that showcases less celebrated but equally important leadership qualities like curiosity, patience and discipline. I also want to point out that he wasn't the only eunuch on the trip, around half of the commanding officers were also eunuchs. He wasn't an exception to the rule but rather the face of a largely ignored majority; complicated people who were making the most of a difficult job.
Notes: the giraffe he brought back didn't have a name (at least not on record), but the Ming thought it was a qilin (kinda like a chinese unicorn) and i thought that would be an adorable name for a giraffe.
Ming Dynasty
i feel like we've had too much nuance, so lets finish this list off with a properly corrupt and scheming enunch! Wei Zhongxian castrated himself at age 21 to escape his gambling debts, and it unleashed his potiential like Rock Lee removing his leg weights. once inside the palace, he started out as a minor kitchen hand but managed to hustle his way to being the right hand of the emperor, who was an indifferent ruler that prefered woodworking to running a country. for this reason, I decided to make him a ventriloquist dummy.
Wei Zhongxian then proceeded to go on an extravagant and over-compensating ego trip. actually, it was more like a 40-year-long, olympic worthy, ego-long jump. things came to a terrible end when he tried to stage a coup (it failed and he decided not to hang around the capital, and go hang on some rafters instead). by then, decades of corruption had weakened the Ming, the emperor's only son got exploded in horrible incident that also wiped out most of the Ming Dynasty munitions--and what's this? here comes the Qing Dynasty with a steel chair!!!! notes: I decided to make Wei Zhongxian's design a human version of my cat, because he is also an incredibly devious but rather low-wisdom individial.
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Its crazy how so quickly, people from the pro palestine crowd are moving to silence the joy of the hostages being brought home.
I have gotten about 10 asks going "what about the dead civilians you probably don't care that they are dead"
And the thing is, it is bad and a tradegy that more palestinians civlians are dead. It also is not a bad thing for people to be happy that the hostages are brought home.
Since people are seeming to want a more nuanced take, here it is.
The hostages were found in civilian homes. That doesn't tell us much as whilst they are civilian homes, we have no clue who was occupying those homes with the hostages. There are 3 options
Hamasniks
Civilians who conspire with Hamas
Civilians who were forced by Hamas to keep the hostages
In all 3 cases, Hamas has committed a war crime by turning a civilian area into a military base/base adjacent by having the hostages kept there. Like it is literally against international law. The UN has even said before that Hamas does this and it is a war crime.
In the eyes of international law, Hamas is at fault for every civilian death due to the hostages being brought home. Why? Because it is expected as a fact of war, that it is pretty much impossible to carry out a military operation around civilians and not have any civilian casulties.
It also begs the question, whose life is more valuable, palestinian lives or jewish lives? and the answer is none. They are both equally as valuable. Which brings in more nuance of the fact that a country is responsible to do everything it can within reason, to protect its civilians, which is what Israel is doing with its military operations. It is very sad that Hamas is not doing the same as if they did, there would be less civilian deaths.
This is not me saying "the deaths were needed or good" as that is not what I am saying. What I am saying is that it is a complicated topic as for there to be no civilian deaths at the hands of the IDF, the hostages have to remain in captivity and likely end up being killed. If the IDF did nothing, the hostages would be dead due to inaction and if they did do something (which they did) palestinian civilians are now dead.
Essentially it is a horrible situation to be in for all parties involved and due to the nuance in it, I do have mixed feelings. Ideally I wish the hostages were brought home without any deaths. I wish no palestinians have died due to the war, however frankly that is not realistic and is actually something I struggle with which is why I have only limited my posts about the joy of the hostages being brought home as out of all of this, what I am happy about, is that the hostages are now home safe.
What i will say last is, it is truly terrible the situation we are in with having to sacrifce one groups lives over another and it is also truly terrible that palestinian civilians have been killed.
#israel#i/p#jumblr#palestine#i/p war#gaza#am yisrael chai#bring them home#bring them home now#pro palestine
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