#or shit like talking to professors after lectures about shit you didnt understand | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nightlilly0110 · 4 years ago

Text

Prompt: One person is a professor that overshares, the other doesn’t say anything about their personal life, no one realizes they’re together - Shigadabi

Dabi is an ethics professor while Shigaraki teaches philosophy; their courses are co-requisites, meaning they have to be taken at the same time to get a full credit.

No one realizes they’re together mostly because their students usually see them arguing, most likely about Stain and how the hell are you an ethics professor if you condone murder????

The first time they (Class 1A) walk into Dabi’s classroom they are terrified because this man has most definitely killed someone why is he allowed to be around people???

They get used to him later on, as he’s mostly insightful and only raises his voice to makes sure the back of the room can hear him, but they’re still low-key scared about how he looks.

Shigaraki, on the other hand, acts like he’s on crack most of the time. He’s a feral bastard of a man and they’re sure that even though he dresses nicely there’s no way he picked out those clothes himself and he kinda looks like someone wrestled him into them. His attitude is mostly “I don’t give a fuck but I have to be here so I’m here and I guess that means I actually have to teach well”

Plot twist: he’s actually a really well known academic in the community and has won awards and given speeches and shit. He’s really smart but he doesn’t have anything else going for him. Of course, he didn’t tell them that. They found out because quite a few of their course readings mention him by name and of course they went digging to find out he’s highly respected. He tells them nothing. They only know his last name.

The first time anyone sees the two professors together is when Shigaraki bursts into Dabi’s 8am lecture demanding coffee. Dabi keeps a small coffee machine in his classroom because he understands 8ams are terrible and it’s free for his students to use (it’s the cheap instant stuff but no one’s complaining).

Anything said at 8am is jarring but it is even more so when it’s your rat bastard of a professor kicking open a door with the force of god yelling “COFFEE!”

Dabi, of course, does not give him coffee. Tomura says he’ll fight him for it after a solid twenty minutes of arguing. He immediately leaves and no one has ever heard anything about a fight between the two of them occurring but the next day Shigaraki gleefully walks into their 8am and makes himself a cup of coffee. Dabi doesn’t even stop lecturing and doesn’t even stop to even pretend to notice him. Every day after that, Shigaraki comes in for coffee and sits in Dabi’s chair as he drinks it, (creepily) smiling broadly, while Dabi is walking around and teaching.

Dabi overshares very much so and he is very happy to do it. He loves talking about his husband Tomura and all the stupid little things he does and why he’s in love with him and everything. One time he stopped his lecture to draw attention to the bento box his husband made for him and “isn’t that sweet he cooked it all himself and he hates cooking I love him so much”

His students use that as an advantage to stop hearing about what Plato said centuries ago and just hear cute little things about their professor. Dabi can and will rant for hours about his husband if no one stops him. He will also threaten you if you try to stop him.

The reason no one thinks that Shigaraki and Dabi are married, other than the arguing, is that Dabi always describes his husband as cute and adorable and kind and Shigaraki isn’t exactly that (at least not in public). The other reason is that Dabi always calls him by last name or “Mophead” when they’re in public.

Shigaraki will die before his students wrangle any personal information out of him and he will most likely kill you if you bother to ask him.

And yet, they still ask him. Shigaraki only cocks his head to the side, gives them the widest, creepiest smile he can manage and starts cackling for an uncomfortably long period of time.

There are so many wild bets going on based on what Shigaraki does in his spare time. A few people think he’s part of the yakuza. Kaminari is convinced he’s an escaped demon from hell and that’s why he’s so creepy and why he doesn’t give a shit about anything.

Someone once asked him if he was part of the yakuza and he said “hell fucking no Kai was a fucking mental case but he’s in jail so it doesn’t matter” and said nothing else about it. They wonder who Kai is constantly.

Kaminari said he once saw Dabi and Shigaraki civilly eating lunch together and no one believed him until Dabi once knocked on Shigaraki’s door, stuck his head in the middle of lecture and asked “Lunch?” to which Shigaraki bluntly responded “No, busy” and continued his lecture without even taking a breath.

Mina is the one that suggests that they find out whoever Dabi’s husband is because the man sounds like an absolute saint and they need to see this angel of a man. Bakugou unhelpfully chimes in that “the fucker is making it all up” because he’s mad about his own feelings for a classmate (cough Kirishima cough) and is jealous towards his prof’s happy relationship.

Shouto gets switched into both classes and is in for one hell of a trip when Professor “Dabi” calls him down on his first day yelling “SHOUTO I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE IN THIS CLASS HI!!!!” because of course Shouto sits in the back with Midoriya.

There is no class that day as Dabi rants about his fantastic baby brother while Shouto falls asleep (on Midoriya, who is blushing) so he doesn’t have to listen to his brother’s rant. That, and he’s real tired.

Shigaraki just gives Shouto a nod, grumbles something about another Todoroki (he did not sleep the night before and he’s about to fall dead) and proceeds with his lecture as usual.

“Okay listen up I’ve got a head cold and this thermos is full of NyQuil. I’m gonna drink this and start talking but the lecture ends when your heads start turning into colourful squiggles” (from that one tumblr anecdote)

Shigaraki falling flat on his face during lecture is completely normal and it’s about as normal as Aizawa with the sleeping bag and he just continues his lecture from the floor after a small “I’m okay.” He’s not drunk or tired or sick or anything sometimes he just needs a good lie down but instead of lying down like a normal person he just splats like an ungraceful volleyball player diving for the ball. Dabi once came in and just stared at him for a while before asking “you good” which prompted Shigaraki to bolt up and shriek at him to get out of his classroom. After Dabi left he plopped down on the floor again. When he does this, sometimes he’ll start giggling for no reason. It’s like hearing a haunted doll laugh at you.

Every time Dabi mentions going out with his husband he gets extremely flustered. The first time it happened, someone asked him how long he and his husband had been married (expecting him to say a few months) and he responded with five years.

When they find out the two of them are married, shit gets fucking crazy. No one believes it. They think their professors are playing a prank on them for asking too many questions about their personal lives until Shouto is just like “yeah no that’s my brother in law”

“YOU KNEW THIS WHOLE TIME AND SAID NOTHING?!?!?!”

“.....was I supposed to?”

Most of their responses to Dabi are “Him????? Really?????”

Yes really because Dabi loves his disaster husband and the next person who says anything about it will fail their final.

#bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #shigadabi #teacher au #professor au #shigaraki tomura #shimura tenko #dabi #todoroki touya #long post

137 notes · View notes

latetaekreads · 3 years ago

Text

“can i walk you in? just in case, you know, creepy people.” asdfasd this is the cutest shit ever oh my god :((

“went into a cooking games rabbit hole last night, i fell asleep making pizzas.” the explanation only making you giggle more. he takes this opportunity to look at you, a small smile appears on his lips as he admires your sleepy face.

okay but why can i imagine this so good? like it seems like such a jungkook thing to do,, to get super invested in something really random and then fall asleep in the middle of the night sdadf

you wake up about half an hour later, a familiar scent enveloping you and a new warmth covering your body. your eyes open to see a blue flannel draped over your shoulders, one that your partner was wearing earlier. he was now in a black long sleeve, listening attentively to the professor who went on a tangent talking about something political even though this was an anatomy class. you slowly raise your head, it catches your partners attention, “good morning sleepyhead.”

not only is this the cutest shit ever with jungkook giving oc his shirt, but also the line listening attentively to the professor who went on a tangent talking about something political even though this was an anatomy class made me laugh so much because my teachers are exactly the same!! they just go on random tangents and its like?? isnt this a computer science class?? why are we talking abt politics???

his smile feels warmer than the material draping you, a beam of light coming straight towards you, something the sun would envy.

ahhhh your writing is so beauitful :(( also, yes jungkook’s smile is just everything !!

“it’s okay, i shared my document with you.”

ahhhh jungkook is so goddamn thoughtful asdfasd i think im about to explode,, this is all so cute !! someone please tell me how to find a jungkook,, i need one

he nods, “if you want, i can drop you off to your apartment? i uh, if you don’t want to it’s cool, i just want to make sure you get some sleep.”

did i scream reading this? yes because holy fucking shit jungkook is so stinking cute here- i cant handle it at all asfads

car brands weren’t exactly your expertise, but you could identify colors!

okay but why is this me? also, your mind!! i would have never thought to add this little detail!! i love it,, it really elevates the story!

“can i walk you in? just in case, you know, creepy people.”

right,, creepy people,, thats the only reason why jungkook wants to walk in oc,,,

“you sure you don’t wanna come in and nap with me?” it was a joke, but also an invitation; one that jungkook actually contemplates. the small silence shared between you both shows his willingness. in the end he decides against it, he doesn’t want to bother your nap, or that’s what he told himself. in reality it’s probably because he would fall deeper if he laid in the same bed with you. in no way did it need to be sexual, just the thought of cuddling with you made his heart race. he thought back to the way your face was smushed against your arms when you were napping during lecture, he wanted to kiss you so bad, to pepper your face in sweet, soft kisses. to watch your eyes flutter as he comforts you to sleep.

uHM- this is so cute??? i literally had to put down my phone and take a breath because i couldnt handle it sadfads lowkey expected them to kiss and im so sad they didnt :(( like a kiss to the cheek would have been more than enough, but i also understand why they didnt! after all, theyre just “classmates” right now!!

his mind was racing, all he could do was look up to the stars in his ceiling and wish he was sleeping under the same stars as you.

holy shit,, this line is fucking brilliant all he could do was look up to the stars in his ceiling and wish he was sleeping under the same stars as you‟— yes i screamed my head off because fuck is jungkook cute :(( i just need him and oc to kiss please sfsd

sleepyhead | jjk

pairing: jeon jungkook x female reader

summary: you fall asleep during class next to the uni heart throb jeon jungkook, will you fall in love as well?

genre: fluff, college!au, established friendship! jk is a sweetie, oc has the fattest crush on jungkook but is trying to be very nonchalant about it, mutual pining, this is honestly just super fluffy.

warnings: none <3 (except for the fact that this is unedited so if u see any typos….pls ignore)

word count: a wee 1.8k!

authors’ note: hello!!!!! this is going to be the first piece of writing i put out on tumblr and i am equally both terrified and super excited. i really hope u like it!! this is one of the many drabbles i’ll be writing about college bf jungkook! college!au’s have a special place in my heart, i love love love them! so i tried to write one hahahaha. pls let me know what u think! alsooooo question: favorite class you’ve ever taken? mine was psychology!

additional note: this was inspired by this tiktok!

the events of last nights’ study session resulted in you only getting about three hours of sleep, it was a very dumb thing for you to do considering you had an eight am the next day. but you got up eventually, dragging yourself to the lecture, half asleep. you were surprised at the way you were able to get dressed and get on a bus, but nonetheless, you were here. you made your way to a seat in the back part of the room, knowing that you were probably going to fall asleep this lecture, you kept in mind that the professor doesn’t really pay much mind to the students in the back. as you were preparing your laptop for the lesson, a familiar man plops down in the seat next to you.

“good morning, __!” jungkooks’ greeting was the same every time you saw him, it was a routine almost. he’s never sat anywhere else, unless you weren’t there, then he would sit alone, wallowing in the boring atmosphere of anatomy 101 without you.

but you had no energy today, usually you would reply back, say hello and wave to him. instead, you send him a smile, hoping that he would understand that you were sleep deprived and not really up for the usual conversations you both had.

he seems to understand as he doesn’t try to continue the conversation, but instead sitting next to you and pulling his laptop out. a computer game, it looks like a cooking game, popping up on his screen next to the documents, it makes you laugh a little.

your body is slightly turned to him and your cheek is resting against your fist, “didn’t close your tabs from last night?” you ask, voice softer than you expected, you thought he wouldn’t hear you at first, but he nods.

your nose scrunches, “studied for my english test, woke up to paper sticking on my face.” your lips moving into a small pout.

“take a nap,” he suggests, “professor doesn’t care.”

you wave it off, “important notes to take,” pointing to your laptop and the huge projector screen.

“suit yourself,” he shrugs, his eyes moving back to his screen and continuing to play his pizza parlour game.

you tried your absolute best to stay awake and listen to the lesson, but your eyes start feel heavier and your shoulders begin to slump down as well, the professors voice turning into a monotone buzz that lulls you to sleep, then, your usually talkative partner is awfully quiet now. all of these combining give you a reason to fall asleep during lecture, there’s nothing interesting enough to keep you awake. you give up, scooting your laptop forward a little bit and then resting your head in your arms, it wasn’t long until you drifted to sleep.

his smile feels warmer than the material draping you, a beam of light coming straight towards you, something the sun would envy. you’re suddenly reminded of his flannel when it starts to slip down as you sit straight, “is this yours?” your voice is quiet and woven with drowsiness despite the warmth you feel.

he nods, “didn’t want you to get cold.”

your heart skips a beat. “i-uh, thank you,” he nods again in response. you take the piece of clothing from your shoulders to return it, his eyes move from his screen to the flannel. he wasn’t moving to receive it, so instead you place it on the table, in between the both of you. he slumps a little bit, focusing back to the professor and tying away at his laptop. it makes you snap back into reality, “oh crap, how much did i miss?”

“it was kind of a lot,” he states, your eyebrows raising and your arms move to pull at your laptop. “it’s okay, i shared my document with you.”

fuck, you thought, you wished he were meaner. it would help curb your insanely embarrassing crush on him, but he just keeps proving himself to be one of the best guys you’ve ever met. funny, reliable, fucking handsome, and just a cool guy overall.

you try to hide the way your cheeks flush, “thanks, i’m sorry.”

“no worries, you deserve a nap.” he smiles again, “if you’re cold you can wear my flannel, you were shivering a little bit.”

admittedly, you were cold, the vent above both of you being unhelpful to the cause. you decide to put the flannel on, against your brains warning signals: !!WARNING: DO NOT PUT ON FLANNEL, WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH FLUFFY HAIRED SWEET GUY!!

he smiles to you again when you put it on properly, it’s big on you, the sleeves making paws and the rest of the fabric bunching at your hips as you sit. and oh god how it smells, just like him, a sweet and alluring scent, one that can keep you up for this lecture, for days probably.

“when is your english test?” his voice snaps you out of your trance.

you turn your attention to him, the professors lecture is something you zoned out of a long time ago. “it’s at noon.”

“oh that’s good! you have time to sleep and recharge after this class then!” he says, very excited despite it having nothing to do with him. you smile at the burst. “did you drive here? i’m guessing no since you were so sleepy right? probably took the bus or something?” he questions, you raise your eyebrows at how attentive he was.

“yeah, you’re right, i took the bus,” you reply.

he nods, “if you want, i can drop you off to your apartment? i uh, if you don’t want to it’s cool, i just want to make sure you get some sleep.”

oh god, you might cry. the small gesture might be mundane to others, but to you it means spending more time with him, outside of class, not studying. it’s a step forward into an uncharted territory between you both. that means your crush isn’t going away any time soon. you’re fucked.

“if you’re not busy, that would be great,” you graciously accept his offer. he gives you a thumbs up.

“this is the only class i have today,” he reassures, you send a smile to him.

the rest of the lecture passes by fairly quickly, you were able to take down the rest of the notes and catch up thanks to jungkook sharing his doc with you. when it ends you both walk together to the parking lot, he leads you to his car, an all black one. car brands weren’t exactly your expertise, but you could identify colors!

jungkook opens the passenger car door for you, embarrassingly enough, your cheeks flush again for the second time that morning. you slip into the seat and admire the cleanliness of his car, you notice more black with the leather seats, fixtures, and a cool little monitor in the dashboard. he joins you soon enough and asks, “comfortable?”

you nod, a small smile on your face. you put your seatbelt on and steal more glances around his car, this is when you notice the starry ceiling. “woah,” is all you say, jungkook laughs.

“cool, right? usually only rolls royces have them, but my friends put it in for me, you could say they pimped my ride,” he crosses his arms and tries to act cool.

you snort, “is this popular amongst the ladies?” the question slips out before you could think about it.

if the question hurt him, he doesn’t show it. he was used to your little snarky remarks, you both would often joke around with each other during lecture like this, so it wasn’t a comment he took to heart too much. “if the ladies you’re referring to are my mom, aunts, and cousins, then yeah.” but you don’t notice the way that jungkook frowns slightly, do you really think he’s a player?

“i’m sorry if that offended you,” you apologize, he shakes his head.

“don’t worry about it,” his attention was on the road, but you turned your body to face him, your apology one hundred percent genuine, and you hoped he knew that. of course he knew.

“but who wouldn’t want to see this? it’s actually really cool, jeon, i have some stars on the ceiling in my room too!” you beamed, trying to change the subject.

“really? like the glow in the dark ones?” he laughs, like really laughs.

you pout, “they’re nice when it’s dark.”

“i believe you, those are cool too,” he smiles. you hoped he doesn’t notice the way that your stare lingers. the longer your eyes lay upon him, the more you realize how truly handsome he is. his side profile is perfect, something plastic surgeons would use as a reference picture for the perfect ratio. you pry your eyes away before he can say anything.

you arrive to your apartment and you try to move fast, not trying to wallow in the awkwardness of your actions. saying a quick bye and moving to open the door, but jungkook catches you off guard, placing a hand on your shoulder. “can i walk you in? just in case, you know, creepy people.”

a nod in response is all jungkook needs to turn off the car and walk alongside you to your apartment. he walks you to your door and you make your way in, you linger around the door and so does he. he’s leaning against the wall as he stares at you, “just making sure you’re safe.”

his mind was racing, all he could do was look up to the stars in his ceiling and wish he was sleeping under the same stars as you.

#fluff #jungkook #1k #series #bts #college au #established friendship au #mutual pining

1K notes · View notes

freespooks · 7 years ago

Text

Wash and return<3 (part 1)

Laff wasnt new to going to the club or having a night out so when thomas and james invited him to go along with their friend alex to this new underground club he was happy to tag along…

alex’s law school friends were celebrating finals before christmas break. They arrive at the club the music was loud and captivating the air smelling like perfume and heat “im glad you came ” alex smiled loosely holding laffs arm “I didnt wanna be the you know third wheel …” he gestures off to james and thomas who are deep in a quiet conversation most likely whispering sickly sweet nothings into eachothers ears . Jame’s arm wrapped around thomas’s as if to say"stay away hes mine" . Thomas was one of Alex’s classmates and closests friends so ofcourse if alex went he had to go too . Thomas was tall, thin and handsome..he had often admired his brother, they were twins but a rare sort a set of fraternal twins. Laff just laughed “you’re not jealous are you mon ami~?” alex blushed “NO! of course not” he crossed his arms to his chest it was no secret that Alex did indeed used to have a crush on thomas to which he would say was “ages ago” “A-anyway hes with james remember” laff smiled “you know im not into this stuff Gil” laff let out a small laugh “you mean loud noise and the sea of drunk people” alex couldnt help but laugh as they walked to the bar. By this time James and Thomas were no where to be found lost in the faces. They sat and ordered a round. Several drinks later laff notices a pair of peircing eyes in the crowd. His eyes were deep and intelligent. The guy wore a fitted grey suit and a lavander tie .Laff grips alex’s arm quickly “Who is that?” he motions torwad the tall dark stranger who also spotted him from across the room. Alex turned and couldnt believe who he saw. “oh thats..Aaron Burr” he rolled his eyes “some prick in my lecture hall” By now Aaron had noticed laff and was walking over “Oh shit… hes coming over here” Alex sighed facing his drink “Alexander!” Aaron exclaims walking up to join them “hey Burr..” Alex casually sipped his drink “Is this what youre doing instead of working on your studies” he laughed “Oh fuck off Aaron..” Alex groaned Aaron took a seat and ordered a drink “i have to admit though what you proposed in lecture today was brilliant that is after the professor had to shout to wake you” Laff couldnt help but laugh. Aaron turned to him “oh im sorry I didnt introduce myself Im Aaron Burr” he held his hand out “and you are?” “Im Gilbert” He blushed as the man kissed the top of his hand “I couldnt help but notice you watching me” he smirked. Laffs heart started to pound and Aaron continued to flirt with Laff buying him another drink. Alex sank lower into his stool just stirring his drink as the two conversed infrench. He sighed ..Where the hell were James and thomas.. The two had found an empty storage space to escape the crowd and loud music. “Are you sure you wouldnt rather be out there with your friends” James asked holding thomas’s hand. Thomas holds his hand to his face “No id rather be here with you..”. He leans in and kisses James softly. James Pulls Thomas closer and kisses deeper his face flushed.. Back at the bar Alex was on his 4th shot He had invited Laff along so he wouldnt feel so alone but of course.. Aaron had to be here.. Some part of him was hoping he had a sliver of a chance with laff tonight..he felt sick for thinking that way and he hated himself for it but he had always been close with the twins and..well with thomas taken maybe laff couldve been a close second..but what the fuck he couldnt think that way..though he had thought of laff in a romantic way before it was only after thomas met james.. He returned to the conversation. “So I know you speak french” he raised a brow “ what else should I know about you” he smirked not wanting to break eyecontact “Wouldnt you like to know” laff retorted payfully . Alex rolled his eyes so hard they felt like they were about to roll out of his skull.. all this flirting was making him ill..or was that the alchohol..he felt his stomach heave..yep definently the alchohol he rushed to the restroom. “ah..poor alex i should go check on him..” laff stood when burr took his hand “im sure hes fine” his smile was charming and intoxicating. Alex emerges from the restroom to find james and thomas coming in from a back hall way. “WHERE HAVE YOU TWO BEEN?” his voices startled the two of them theyre faces flush clothes a bit disheveled.. “what the fuck guys really…?” they both looked away from him. “youre off getting freaky while Aaron butt it being all romeo on Gil” he points over to the now empty stools “shit..where did they?” “Alex would you please be a little louder i dont think everyone in the club heard you” thomas groaned covering his face with his hand. “and what about laff hes grown he can make his own choices Alex..” “Do you know the guy?” James cut in “what was his name?” “Aaron burr and yeah i know him…Hes a major prick who’s always trying to discredit me infront of the class..” He sighed “ Last i saw he was making moves on gil” … The two had slipped into the bathroom.A small dark room witha single door that thankfully locked the air was hot as the two nearly filled the whole space . Burr pressed his lips hard againsts laffs lifting him up and setting him on the counter his hand on laffs thigh. laff pulled burr in closer kissing his neck his legs wrapped around burrs waist as burr unbuttoned a few of the top buttons the mans shirt kissing gently down his neck then biting softly. Laff let out a soft moan and burr continued to kiss down his neck undoing more of the buttons . Eventually he reached one low enough to reveal a beige binder. Burr looked confused he stopped for a moment . Laff looked down at his face the confusion this was it the look he always got.. “uhm Aaron?” he said quietly waiting for the words to come. Hed heard it all “You tricked me !” “youre not a guy ??”. But it never came burr looked up at him with the softest smile and kissed him .His heart felt like it was going to explode .Burr looked back down at the binder “may I?” he looked up. Laff nodded as burr undid the rest of the buttons and helped laff remove the binder…. Alex paced back and forth dizzy from the alchohol and heat… “where the fuck is he..?” “Alex you need to calm down laff can do what he wants” thomas was dismissive “you dont understand thomas this it Aaron were talking about…” Aaron was known for being a bit of a player. “hes bad news thomas and you know it!” “you only dont like him because he proves you wrong all the time you really need to get over this Alex…”. Alex’s head was spinning thomas was right…but fuck all if he was gonna admit it.

#part one #sorry guys #still horrible grammar and spelling #be kind blease #my writing #suggestive #burrlaff #jeffmads #hamilton musical #sorry again

4 notes · View notes

wern · 8 years ago

Text

can’t do a read more cause im on my phone but uhhh

tw discussion of family, sexual abuse, racism/fetishization, ummm i think that’s mostly it . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

i dont have the energy to go into a long rant ((EDIT: well..... this clearly turned out longer than expected)) cause i had three different heart-to-hearts tonight but. turns out my step dad (the one who sexually abused me? yes the very same one) has watched every single lecture that jordan peterson, the far right anti-sjw psychology professor at university of toronto, has posted online. he wanted to talk to me about them, and asked what it was like to be in one of his lectures. i want to fucking die

the other heart to heart was with my step-sisters (my biological dad’s step-kids) about all the narcissistic and offensive shit my biological dad does. i told them that he doesnt talk about himself nonstop because he actually loves himself, but because he hates himself. in fact he doesnt love anybody. which is unfortunate for both me and their mother. it’s also why he verbally and emotionally abused me, and cheated on all his other girlfriends. me and my stepsisters also talked about how their mom is way more meek when he’s around and i was like yeah well i bet he encourages it because it fits his asian house wife fantasy… like you should see the fucked up porn in his browsing history… this convo lasted about 4 hours and we were all just sitting on the kitchen floor

and finally i had a 2 hour conversation in the car with my mom where we cried bc she said she regretted getting together with my stepdad cause she didnt realize he would be bad for me. she did it originally bc she wanted me to have a bigger family than just her after she divorced my dad, in case she died and i would be alone. ive decided to try to reconcile with my stepdad in the spirit of this. i just have to like. figure out how to ignore that he thinks sjws are a plague on humanity. and that he talks about nothing else. and that his daughter is starting to say homophobic shit. i love my little sister but like. anyway

tomorrow i plan to have lunch with my dad and subtly bring up the issues raised by my stepsisters. they’re worried about their mom and they want him to stop imitating asian accents. i have literally told him over two dozen times to stop, in every way imaginable, but he continues. he thinks im being a sensitive sjw because he doesn’t believe me when i say that they’ve asked me to keep telling him. i dont know how else i can get it across to him???? he actually thinks he’s so progressive though, and i think that’s the problem. also my sisters’ boyfriends hate him but there isn’t much i can do about that now. and he’s always embarrassing himself at the filipino community gatherings because he like… thinks he’s one of them? hes oblivious, and is constantly an intruder.

also my step sisters literally clean up after his every mess like he’s an infant. they pick up his garbage as soon as he gets up and he gets angry at them for cleaning his shit off the table. he called home yesterday and made them print off hundreds of little stickers for his election while he was away at work cause he printed off the wrong ones. like these girls aren’t your servants!! and then he asked to borrow their mom’s car, and when they asked if he would drive them to work on his way to his campaign, he complained to me in the angriest, pissiest of voices that everyone was making demands on him. like………. i want him to just fucking……….

anyway this all sounds like a bad night but ive gotten even closer with my sisters (we decided even if our parents break up we’re gonna stay friends) and sorted some stuff out with my mom, who is the most important person in the world to me. i mean im extra pissed tonight that she got together with my step dad after he sexually abused me but what can you do.

this probably sounds really robotic and weird i just? lots of stuff has happened tonight and i needed to get it out.

likes are always really appreciated if you read the whole thing!! ❤❤ i hope u have a good day and talk to people u love

oh ps. i also found out that the like twelve times i had a conversation with my dad this year while i was away at school, was actually my step sister and stepmom suggesting he contact me. he loves bragging about the fact that i go to university of toronto but he doesn’t want to talk to me. nbd in the grand scheme of things bc i don’t care if he calls me cause the only thing he talks about is himself but yeah. and also he lied to them that my mom cheated on him when actually he cheated on her (why would your new gf’s kids need to know this in the first place??). and he told them the reason i admire and still talk to his ex-gf was that she was so successful and i didnt have a successful female role model to look up to (apparently my mom doesnt count, and i can’t admire my other mother figures for their own fucking merits).

my dad also said my mom “probably cries just to hear the kind of world i get to live in… if she understands at all.” like uh considering she’s the parent i talk to daily? i think she gets it? and i was like “why would she cry?” and he was like “you’re living the life she wishes she could lead”…… like actually no im living the life YOU wish you could lead. she always just wanted a big happy family and you fucking ruined that for her haha. but NICE PROJECTING THERE BUDDY. not to mention the condescension. anyway that last bit happened like a month ago but im still mad lol

#it's 6am now im so tired #gonna read some fic #and text my dad that he needs to wake me up so we can go have lunch and have a serious conversation #im really sorry this post is shit lol..... don't unfollow me thanks i love u #personal

16 notes · View notes

sh-lan · 8 years ago

Text

last winter quarter mumbles...

First day of winter quarter: Only one class! #yas #nolab Also secret santa with the house! The circle: Me -> yuri -> vania -> leighton! Also i think i’m sick… EDIT: I AM SICK FUUU

cogs 187b - random groups pls kill me side note, there’s this guy that looks like jeff and i keep thinking that it’s him but it’s not so it’s super awkward when i stare just 0.1 seconds too long

damn what a wild morning i literally. cannot. with. my. body. this. first. week. #mlkday EDIT: in case i forget, i had like the worst case of food poisoning i have ever had in my life

bruh like i basically had a 4 day weekend cause i’m hella fuckin weaksauce these first two weeks wot is life side note: retreat was fun! and also lake arrowhead that we’ve been going to? IS WHERE THEY GET ARROWHEAD WATER i’m deceased. today i learned

y’all i can’t believe bts is going to have a comeback in february also i can’t fckin believe that the army bomb v2 has its own teaser photo bighit is so extra

Omg i fucked up one of my eyebrows …time to grow it out and then get it fixed

i think i’ve literally been living under a rock how did i miss the fact that mom literally has THE BEST matcha latte ever on campus? wtf what a concept

I somehow managed to get a free trial for BTS channel+ 아싸! Things are starting to look uphill from here cause my ded self is risin’ Bless

8am on thursday of week 2 woke up at 7:20 by yuri - the time i was supposed to leave gg to the both of us for not waking up omg LOL we got to school late but that’s besides the point i should probably get some waterproof jeans or something lmao

when you don’t think your stomach is strong enough to handle coffee just yet but everything in mom smells hella fckin good

sometimes…why…can’t…you…think?!?!?!?!?! #struggles

OMFG army bomb v2 changes color everybody go home wtf this is great #goodbyemoney

missed the army bomb v2 preorder, got sold out cause we waited too long :< EDIT: OMFG I CHECKED THE ANAHEIM TICKET PAGE JUST FOR KICKS AFTER MY SHOWER AND THIS GURL WAS LIKE THE BOMB IS GOING IN AND OUT OF STOCK AND I WAS LIKE HAHA NO WAY. so i went to check it and OMFG IT WENT BACK IN STOCK SO I WAS LIKE OMFG VANIA DO WE DO IT and we did it and it has been done there is no going back this is happening we bought the army bomb lol and immediately after i preordered it, it went back to being temporarily out of stock again wow wot is life

Thursday week 2 I didnt realize i was awake since 7:20 today…my brain thought what happened this morning were events from yesterday

The rain is so real. Almost skipped discussion. Good thing i didnt :O

BTS comeback on feb 13th Preorder starts jan 25th Im fuckin ded i just bought the lightstick Im hollerin

fml both versions of the album are my aesthetic i want to cry

omfg why did tumblr change the tags into bolded font TERRIBLE

Lol omg i was gonna go to sleep but then someone logged onto the monsta x plus channel and i was like i wonder who it could be AND IT WAS KIHYUN so i stayed lul wot

내 미래를 향해 가 저 푸른 바다와 내 헤르츠를 믿어 Hey oh, oh hey oh yeah #rediscoveringlyrics #andfallinginlove

really debating getting the bts album(s) but i shouldn’t because money because i should pay for my trip because i should have priorities EDIT: i got them

omg i want to die i just sent out like 3 job applications with the wrong dates on the cover letter shoot me

this girl straight up braiding her hair in the seat infront of me but dropping her hair onto my laptop SMH

but like why doesn’t pokemon go work on my phone anymore?????

daily reminder to take one step at a time

been pampered by coffee on campus that starbucks taste real shitty

LUNAR NEW YEARRRRRRR #year2kbbq Lol omg so we decided to have a house dinner. And then we were like ok korean food and so we ended up deciding to go to kogi! So we were like it dun matter if we go to happy hour since it happens after 9pm but lol we got there around 8:20 but ended up waiting until like 9:30 anywayssss. Dinner was so great i ate so much meat tbh i dont even know whether or not i need to eat tmr LOL Then we drove home at like 11:30…and sat in our garage from 12 to 12:30 because we were too lazy to move from the car HAHA WHO R WE Also apparently, according to yuri and vania, we had the same waiter as last year and lel LEAVE IT TO US TO GIVE HIM HIS NEW YEAR GREETINGS HAHA. And here i am in bed with the biggest food coma. Let me end this with some season’s greetings lol 새해 복 많이 받으세요. 祝大家新年快樂！生體健康、學業進步、年年有餘、and most importantly 心想事成! ✨

I just got three bug bites on my ankle out of nowhere like???

after thinking long and hard, vania and i pre-ordered the albums today #goodbyemoney

why do i always find live streams for bts things at inopportune times??

i really still can’t get used to the way my vis60 professor lectures. she pauses at the weirdest times and emphasizes the most inopportune words… “i can think of. Perhaps - the most different. contrasts” ”the decisions. to make. something.” like…that is so hard to understand at 8am…

y’all i can’t wait to watch all the run BTS videos i’m so excited

Nervous about tomorrow but also excited about tomorrow I hope everything goes well! #interviewtime

bighit literally has no chill right now i thought concept 2 photos were going to come out a week later but then BAM IT HITS US IN THE FACE ONE DAY AFTER ANOTHER

2/2/2017 A day full of stufffs #praying #hoping #maybethingswillworkout Honestly, super thankful that my AB experience prepared me for group activities and on-spot presentations lOL (but like lowkey doe this one guy would have failed my group activity if he was interviewing for my trip smh) ALSO I MADE FRIENDS ;____; but i only managed to add one of them on fb, i should’ve added the other guy too *crying* but that’s ok. if fate has it, we’ll see each other again lel. EDIT: daily reminder that we fall down just to get back up

Bruh photography class got me like ??! CAUSE INCLEMENT WEATHER AND I SHOULDVE JUST TAKEN PHOTOS YESTERDAY I’M SUCH A NOOB

i made my own wintermelon tea and then my own wintermelon milk life is ok and going good

today yuri and i saw violin guy while we were sitting outside of ledden and i may or may not have freaked out too hard and he may or may not have noticed lol

watching hwarang and thinking wow park seo joon has come far since his dream high 2 days lololol

I saw a really cute ring on etsy Debated for a few days and …i bought it

I lost the little screw in my car key gg

Went hiking today with part of my group! It was lovely and 6 miles and now i’m tired hnngh

omg everyone park seo joon released his own version of that tears song for hwarang and it is like actually one of my favorite songs from the soundtrack HNNNGH

lowkey getting overly excited about hwarang ost fklewjafkelwa

This guy behind me straight up talking about how there’s some kind of apocalyptic event every century and how after each event, stability is restored. He was telling his friend to….create an apolyptic event right now to restore stability. I’m boutta flip a shit LOL WHAT ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT IT BETTER BE SOME FICTION NOVEL

Week 5 meeting MY AND HARRY’S FIRST FULL MEETING HOW EXCITING I LOVE IT

omg my professor is cancelling class on feb 14th and omfg BLESS NOT HAVING AN 8AM AND ALSO I CAN STREAM BTS CAUSE COMEBACK. LIFE IS GREAT. EDIT: no streaming because the first time they perform will be at the concert omg so shookt

not to be petty but i checked the revision history to see how much work my team members did and this one guy (who didn’t contribute last time either) did one slide and all he did was add the title somebody hold me back why do i always have teammates where i need to carry #hardcarry해 #smh

I fucked up by updating the messenger app smh

Finally got my tdap booster today It hurts Like an itchy mosquito bite Smh

y’all i was so shookt when i woke up to not today’s teaser OMFG JFKELAJFKELSJA IT’S GONNA BE LIT

I woke up at 7:30 on a sunday morning to watch the spring day music video and i’m so shookt by the edting and the song almost made me cry because lyrics And there’s the whole theory where they’re dedicating this song to the sewol accident and i just ;____;

그래 우리는 extra Omg i cant believe rapmon said that LOL SO ICONIC MY LIFE MOTTO FOR THE NEXT MONTH

when i first heard not today, i wasn’t really feeling it much since i feel like the teaser hella hyped it up but now i’m hella feeling it this is fire 2.0 LOL

ALICE CAME TO VISIT week 6 weekend Sushi ota on thursday night - BLESS NO MEETING HAHA Friday night bbq with the same waiter from lunar new year LOL he spoke to me in korean omg i almost forgot how to speak? Saturday morning cowles hike! And then….boba…and then ded Sunday didnt see alice ): but das ok i got to just rest and do a bit of hw

why 왜 為什麼為何我做的事你也要跟著做 Side note. Why is the font size inconsistent for my chinese keyboard ???

Dont like the new gmail But it’s not actually new cause im just a noob for not updating Sigh

ARMY BOMBS HAVE SHIPPED. I REPEAT. ARMY BOMBS HAVE SHIPPED.

i had a dream that i was on a korean show or something and then i got assigned to sit next jungkook (omg it was like not up to me but then i was like holy shit holy shit?) and then we took a trip to the grocery store to get snacks? but like the thing i wanted was too high for me to reach so he grabbed it for me? but then somehow we ended up exchanging kkt somewhere in the grocery store lmfao what kind of dream is this but then his managers chased him down because he’s not supposed to do that or something? oh well LOL wut EDIT: who am i

i accidentally swallowed some toothpaste this morning

fml i just saw spoilers for hwarang EDIT: OMG SO DANGEROUS I ALMOST JUST SAW ANOTHER ONE AND NOW I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. NEED TO UNFOLLOW THE TAG FOR NOW

han got me pizza and a shitton of parmesan bites for valentines day :> happy child

man holy shit ep18 of hwarang had too much shit i cannot process

omg i’m gonna die park seo joon is so cute in she was pretty

omfg i was JUST wondering if park seo joon would have to go to the military qq BUT HE ALREADY WENT!!!!!! side note: i told vania i was going to finish she was pretty in two days and i really finished it in two days…

Week 6 Thursday ARMY BOMB IS HERE! #yas in retrospect, should’ve just bought the albums from the official shop cause who knew they were paying for EMS cause dayum, my army bombs got here in 3 and ½ days. SHIET so excited it’s lit

Seventeen’s lightstick hands down the prettiest lightstick i ever seen omg

i need to stop this whole “treat yo self” mentality went to return pants to zara that cost 42.99 walked out of f21 with 42.09 worth of clothes lol wtf BUT THAT FREAKING 65% OFF ON TOP OF THE ALREADY MARKED DOWN PRICE? i got three things for $9.10 omg bless? but that one other jacket i got was 29.90 ): is it worth it? eh we’ll see however, i would’ve stayed if it weren’t for my yogurt in the car…and actually shopped a lot LOOOL it was so worth then i came out to a storming STORM GOD SO MUCH RAIN but now i’m home and dry and happy

i’m sitting here streaming the bts wings tour in seoul and getting highkey emotional it’s 1:30AM what is life when bangtan is life

WEEK 7 HAN CAME TO VISITSSSSSSS

unbelieveable han puts me on do not disturb on his laptop SMH

hello but can we talk about the not today mv HOLY SHIT not as fire as fire but still so JKLFJEKLSJF there are so many things in this mv that are just. omg i cant side note - i made han watch it with me LOL

tae and rapmon’s headband look jungkook’s pink highlights yoongi’s blue highlights what’s not to love

highly likely to go blind cause of vis 60

really been craving strawberry milk …and thai food

gonna give up sugary drinks until the end of this quarter *gasps* goodbye amazing tasting coffee drinks T^T

my arms are so sore from the spam musubi making fuuuuuuu

i forgot harry was only 19 and then i was like omfg jungkook is still only 19 too wut

thanks to jungkook, i have finally pinpointed one of my more or less favorite genres: tropical house…which han apparently doesn’t like LOL

Want 족발 Must go to grandma’s lunch on a weekday qq

Rewatching fire mv Why are they ironing jin at the behinning Suga has fake freckles? Why does 1thek have 5 million ads/links

Spam musubi and 8am got me so tired I went to sleep at 12am Why is it that when i go to sleep early, nothing happens in my social life and everything happens in bts life While when i sleep late, everything goes on in social life but nothing in bts life????

The world does feel really slow when you’re in a rush

dreading the photography critiques sigh

Stayed up to stream mcountdown because lol why not right? Even though i have an 8am…. NOT TODAY PERFORMANCE WAS SODIJWWJDIWK FUCKING JEON JUNGKOOK WINKING AT THE END HOW RUDE wtfbbq And also spring day choreography got me feeling some typa way? Shiet….maybe i can learn this…maybe ALSO ONG won that 1st place by a landslide WE ARE A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH y a s

Just realized that there’s no “winking” emoji without the kiss What even Also i just unconsciously winked at my phone while looking for the wink emoji… Imagine the possibilites of face detection to emoji translation. Texting would be so much faster #busthoughts

omfg i was like where am i gonna ever use my bts cd ON THE CAR DUHHHHH!!

REALLY DREADING GOING INTO REVIEW ON MONDAY BECAUSE PICTURES WERE NOT GOOD FOR PROJECT 3 want to crawl into a hole why didn’t i take this class p/np lmao who am i EDIT: everything is ok she actually didnt hate them

Feels so great to not do anythingg this weekend??? Omfg But yo i literally slept from 8pm till 10am almost 11 and if that doesnt scream me i dont know what else does

i bought a “day old” pastry from mom today and it’s an espresso mocha chocolate chip scone thingy and i’m in loveeee

waiting for packages from korea to come~ no EMS is sometimes a pain~ we’ve been too pampered by amazon prime~

Feeling a little discouraged BUT i’ll stay positive!

I mean I can technically go to those concerts in japan Technically

Omfg leave me forever incapable of closing my water bottles correctly? SMH PLS DONT

Found out that my photography TA is 26. Das like alice age And also her first phone was the peanut looking motorola LMFAO CAUSE ME TOO

봄이왔다~ 春天到了~ CAUSE IT’S MARCH AND THE WEATHER IS REALLY NICE and i’m, for some reason, in a really good mood. it could be the music but it could also be the weather ahhhh this feels nice :>

Omg my ring from etsy finally came!! GREETINGS FROM SPRING AMIRITE After a whole month ;___; it finally got here on march 2nd Ugh but it’s so nice and pretty i’m about to die And it really was made to order! That’s crazy. It’s so cute and adorable If only their stuff wasnt so expensive I would buy like everything

When the right volume for your music is right in between the button volumes so you gotta manually slide the thingy VERY carefully

OUR KOGI WAITER WE JUST SAW OUR KOGI WAITER AT PC OMFG

Issue night: “I dont know how they had time to come up with an acronym (USA PATRIOT) maybe they were in shock or something….(from 9/11)” LOL “Lowkey sus” - Abe [the babe]

cooked curry with everything today reaffirmed that i dont like carrots that much

Debating getting more rings on etsy HNNNNGH struggle is real

I saw a license plate the other day that said “NUTELLA” and the same “UOUOUOU” car parks in peterson all the time lol

Had a dream that i met jungkook while checking out the bts schedule with vania Like the schedule said that they just had a fan meeting and they were gonna walk around the area and their fans could follow them or soemthing And i was like shit but do i wanna do that and vania was tryna convince me…but i thought that there would be too many fans so… And then jungkook fckin pops outta nowhere and somehow we got talking and ended up somewhere? Like their dorm or something And we were just browsing through army pictures of them and whatnot And then he was being all kinds of diff “kook” where he was a fangirl kook…and then regular jungkook where he “kissed” me on the cheek it was weird Dont remember the rest cause i woke up LOL EDIT: i think i wrote this while still being half asleep please excuse my fangirl tendencies LOLOL

Omg the kettle cooked jalapeno chips are so good wtf Dangerous

want to watch hyungsik’s new drama but i shouldn’t i shouldn’t

jungkook’s look in the spring day dance version is so boyfriend i cant

oh yeah how did i completely forget to mention that my week 8 was pretty much entirely occupied by yuri on ice!! after freaking week 7 annoying ass shit with everything due that week wow what a struggle

rewatching haikyuu!!

I. AM. SO. EXCITED. TO. READ. AEOE. AHHHHHH if only i could find the third book of the series as well )): qq EDIT: TIFF FOUND IT. bless her soul

March 6th The one day i decide not to check the mail THE ALBUMS COME IN A PACKAGE BY THE FRONT DOOR VANIA CAME HOME AND WAS LIKE AHHHHHH it was definitely a “shut the front door” moment Also onfg we took forever going through the album and just freaking out Vania got rapmon and jungkook photocards While i got jhope and jungkook photocards In retrospect, it was shipping like on feb 20th and took only around 2 weeks to get here so i would say that was pretty damn great Ugh they’re so beautiful why We also got random photocards created by kpopmart so those were a nice gift! I put them on my wall and kept one in my card holder thingy LOL I also put up a standee on my desk Now where to put the posters 🤔 HA It was a nice surprise :>

Lmao the recruiter called me this morning at 8:30AM but our call was supposed to be at 11:30AM, i’m surprised i even woke up It’s a miracle i even stuttered through that phone screen #shetotallymissedthepart #whereiwrote #PST

Craving chocolate milk and i neglected to get that On the otherhand, i spent around 21 bucks at trader joes getting all the healthy foods that i love AND ALSO STRAWBERRY YOGURT O’S THAT WERE JUST MY AESTHETIC EDIT: ok but like not only were they aesthetically pleasing, they also taste great. also the fact that they’re just a bit fatter means that they’re crunchier and takes a lot longer to get soggy in milk im in love

You know what they say When you crave choco milk You been traveling through time and space

had a one on one with harry at k cuisine today definitely gonna find time to go back and eat more chicken glad harry wanted to eat korean chicken and i actually had a place in mind also they were playing so many kpop songs that i knew and all the goblin songs were getting me real emotional lmao

Hnngh they’re gonna sell merch at the bts wings concert What is gonna stop me from buying shit if there’s actually enough stock Im ded EDIT: jk i cant believe that official merchandise goes on sale on march 9th aka tmr because korea time and like wtf ok bighit just let our wallets die and wither away smh i cant

Gonna have to hold off on buying rings or not buying them at all because bts merch ;___;

omg but ?? the video that jungkook made yoongi was so damn cute? also…editing on point… EDIT: i would fall in love with editing because it’s the damn iphone 7 promotional video that apple made. wot is lifeeee omggg that was crazy (why don’t i keep up with current trends? where was i??)

lol watching all the wings md getting the little “temporarily out of stock” red sticker haha

JK got new piercings right where i wanted to get them please stop tempting me i already told my dad i wouldn’t ask again hnngh

omg i had thai food for the first time in forever~ (ok realistically like week 3 but like still)

all these photos from the concert im ded because how do people have the money to go to multiple concerts esp in different countries? (aka headliner…) tumblr is too distracting

i broke my comb that one weekend that leighton went to irvine…because i dropped it on the floor…i was, to say the least, shocked weekend before week 10, i finally bought a new comb lOL

GOT7 never ever thoughts Yugyeom’s voice hit me in the face Choreo at the beginning looks nice I dont know how i feel about the chorus doe Wait. Yugyeom cant happen to me because omfg jungkook but wait they’re such a killer bffl pair fml

new highlight song got me shookt because…..b2st will always be <3 in my heart esp yoseob’s vocals

i’m having another watch phase dammit

actually really like bap’s comeback this time side note: harry calls it “bap” like “bop” but with an A. LOL

Day of daylight savings Couldnt sleep Reading AEOE Didnt sleep til 5am And now skipping 101b What needs saving is obviously my body not the daylight

When you realize out all the current playlists made on spotify, your music taste is closest to jin’s LOL

Week 10 tuesday Broke my retainers D: EDIT: got an appt with an ortho because need to get them imprints before my teef get shifted but holy shit dude it’s $350 for one retainer im ded. And i called 4 different places and it just keeps going higher and higher im

sharing opinions in photography class is hard because i can’t words

GLOW. IN. THE. DARK. RETAINERS. #gottagetmoneysworth

do you ever do that thing on facebook where you’ll be like “i’ll just scroll to a place where a video stops playing” but then the moment the first video stops, another comes into the browser and starts playing oh wait oh my god THEY MUST HAVE BUILD THEIR PAGE TO BE RESPONSIVE TO THE SIZING OF THE WINDOW SO THAT THAT WOULD HAPPEN AND THUS IT WOULD KEEP PEOPLE SCROLLING ON FACEBOOK facebook is evil everyone

too loud -_-

Discovering a tiny mole on jungkook’s nose

i can’t believe i’m sick for the 3rd time this quarter body r u ok also…runny noses aren’t fun my nose is literally leaking can barely reach for a tissue in time smh

i just saw a spoiler for the run bts episodes -_- tumblr is never safe

It’s hard to believe that i’ll be leaving for my trip in 4 days It’s hard to also believe that after that, vania and i will be heading over to see bts Oh man This is exciting

Flood warnings in peru making me have high blood pressure #pleaseleteverythingbeok

my trip got cancelled i am in shock still

Im so numb I think im ready to pass out

I broke one of the little feet thingies on my charger…. SMH

I feel broken But Getting it back together Currently on do not disturb

lol.....gonna end this one on a somewhat sour note because that’s actually how the quarter ended. spring break was a week full of shit as well. however, it was also a week full of healing and self love - as much as i can give myself for that matter

so we’ll leave it here. last winter quarter of my college career - one of the most busy in terms of AB life and one for the books for all the shit that has happened. i really wish that #adversity won’t be associated with this forever but looks like it’ll be related to this for a while. lOL.

moving right along~ things I can look forward to: spring break mumbles, last quarter mumbles! #staysane #staypositive

#winter quarter mumbles #debs in college #mumble mumble #bts #because #it took over winter quarter too #LOL

0 notes